1 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:10,280 (DOOR OPENING) 2 00:00:10,320 --> 00:00:13,640 ♪ (SOFT SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 3 00:00:13,720 --> 00:00:14,880 (DOOR CLOSES) 4 00:00:31,960 --> 00:00:35,000 (WHISPERS) Hi there. Hi there. 5 00:00:35,720 --> 00:00:36,880 How are you? 6 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:38,920 Wakey, wakey, wakey, wakey, wakey, wakey. 7 00:00:39,000 --> 00:00:40,120 Wakey, wakey, wakey, wakey. 8 00:00:40,200 --> 00:00:42,160 OLEK: (SHUSHES) Filip! Filip! Filip, stop it! 9 00:00:42,240 --> 00:00:44,480 Please, she just fell asleep. Filip, come on. 10 00:00:44,520 --> 00:00:47,760 Jesus, stop, stop. Stop, stop, Filip, cut it out. 11 00:00:47,800 --> 00:00:49,240 -(CHUCKLES) -(OLEK GRUNTS) 12 00:00:50,840 --> 00:00:54,120 -Drink some tea. -No, no, I'm good. 13 00:00:58,040 --> 00:00:59,760 (OLEK SIGHS) 14 00:00:59,840 --> 00:01:02,160 -So how was the show? -FILIP: It was cool. 15 00:01:02,240 --> 00:01:04,280 -There was an afterparty. -Of course there was. 16 00:01:04,360 --> 00:01:06,120 -Some networking thing. -Right. 17 00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:08,400 Hey, hey. 18 00:01:08,480 --> 00:01:10,520 Thank you for taking care of Tosia. 19 00:01:13,039 --> 00:01:14,120 A drink? 20 00:01:14,920 --> 00:01:16,320 It's a little late. 21 00:01:17,200 --> 00:01:18,360 FILIP: You've earned it. 22 00:01:19,320 --> 00:01:21,640 (GLASSES CLINKING) 23 00:01:39,440 --> 00:01:41,000 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 24 00:01:45,320 --> 00:01:48,120 -(TRUCK BEEPING IN DISTANCE) -(EXHALES) 25 00:01:52,720 --> 00:01:54,240 (SIGHS) 26 00:01:58,160 --> 00:01:59,360 (GROANS SOFTLY) 27 00:02:01,760 --> 00:02:03,280 (POWER TOOL WHIRRING IN DISTANCE) 28 00:02:03,360 --> 00:02:06,800 -(GRUNTS) Is... Is Tosia crying? -FILIP: No. 29 00:02:11,480 --> 00:02:14,040 (EXHALES HEAVILY) 30 00:02:16,040 --> 00:02:17,760 (GRUNTS) Sorry. 31 00:02:17,840 --> 00:02:19,680 (GRUNTS) 32 00:02:20,960 --> 00:02:22,360 (SIGHS) 33 00:02:25,320 --> 00:02:26,360 (GROANS) 34 00:02:26,440 --> 00:02:28,200 OLEK: This place is a total wreck. 35 00:02:43,440 --> 00:02:45,280 -(GULPS) -OLEK: Wanna have breakfast? 36 00:02:49,160 --> 00:02:51,079 FILIP: No. I feel sick. 37 00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:54,200 -You should eat something then. -No, seriously. 38 00:02:54,280 --> 00:02:56,120 I think I might puke. 39 00:02:56,160 --> 00:02:57,920 The more reason to eat something. 40 00:02:57,960 --> 00:03:00,400 -(TOSIA CRYING) -OLEK: Oh, and someone's awake. 41 00:03:00,480 --> 00:03:04,600 -(SIGHS) Fuck. -OLEK: Good morning, princess. 42 00:03:04,680 --> 00:03:07,880 How did you sleep? I'm worried about her. 43 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:11,320 Oh, I think she has a fever. Or maybe she's teething. 44 00:03:11,400 --> 00:03:12,960 -Or hungry. -Could be, right? 45 00:03:13,040 --> 00:03:16,000 Or is it the weather? What? What, sweetie? 46 00:03:16,040 --> 00:03:17,560 -(TOSIA FUSSING) -OLEK: What is it, sweetie pie? 47 00:03:17,640 --> 00:03:19,960 You are so precious. Yes, you are. 48 00:03:20,040 --> 00:03:22,040 Filip, will you be back by 9:00? 49 00:03:22,079 --> 00:03:23,160 FILIP: Yeah, I'll try. 50 00:03:23,240 --> 00:03:25,280 Come straight home, okay? I've got a gig at the club. 51 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:27,560 I need you here, right? Can you take her? 52 00:03:27,640 --> 00:03:29,640 -FILIP: Sure. (SIGHS) -Oye... (CHUCKLES) 53 00:03:29,720 --> 00:03:31,040 Gotcha. 54 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:32,760 (CHUCKLES) 55 00:03:32,840 --> 00:03:34,600 -(FILIP SIGHS) -OLEK: Mm... 56 00:03:38,920 --> 00:03:42,280 I fucked up last night, I know. Just try not to judge me, okay? 57 00:03:42,360 --> 00:03:43,840 OLEK: Filip? 58 00:03:44,480 --> 00:03:45,640 (GROANS SOFTLY) Come here. 59 00:03:45,720 --> 00:03:47,440 (CRYING) 60 00:03:47,480 --> 00:03:49,079 FILIP: Let's go to eat. 61 00:03:49,160 --> 00:03:50,840 The sink needs fixing. 62 00:03:50,920 --> 00:03:52,760 The faucet is dripping, even when I close it. 63 00:03:52,840 --> 00:03:53,920 Right now? 64 00:03:54,920 --> 00:03:57,480 -OLEK: Want a flooded house? -Not really. 65 00:03:57,560 --> 00:03:59,320 OLEK: Hey, listen, I can find a plumber. 66 00:03:59,400 --> 00:04:01,320 It's not a problem. I can handle it. 67 00:04:01,360 --> 00:04:04,480 -I'm just saying. -No, I'm on it. 68 00:04:04,520 --> 00:04:06,320 -I'll fix it. -OLEK: Just not too late. 69 00:04:06,400 --> 00:04:08,600 -I'm on it. -Put the kettle on. 70 00:04:10,640 --> 00:04:12,320 (GROANS) 71 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:13,680 There you go. 72 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:18,800 OLEK: Take a shower. I'll make her formula. 73 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:25,880 -(TOSIA FUSSING) -I know, I know. Just a second. 74 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:32,600 -And the shower? -(TOSIA FUSSING) 75 00:04:33,440 --> 00:04:34,560 Wait a second. 76 00:04:35,200 --> 00:04:36,880 Uh... (TUTTING SOFTLY) 77 00:04:37,640 --> 00:04:39,200 Oh, by the way, 78 00:04:39,280 --> 00:04:40,760 all we have are eggs in the fridge. 79 00:04:40,800 --> 00:04:42,560 I... I'll have to go to the store later. 80 00:04:42,640 --> 00:04:46,040 -Omelet? Scrambled, fried? -You don't have to cook for me. 81 00:04:46,120 --> 00:04:47,480 It's not such a big deal. 82 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:52,280 I was thinking that maybe we could get up in five minutes, 83 00:04:52,360 --> 00:04:56,159 go out for a long walk, then go to the grocery store, right? 84 00:04:56,240 --> 00:04:59,320 Come home, clean up our nest. How many was it, three? 85 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:00,600 Yeah, three measures. 86 00:05:00,680 --> 00:05:02,080 OLEK: So it'll be shiny and fresh. 87 00:05:02,120 --> 00:05:03,120 -Olek. -(TOSIA FUSSES) 88 00:05:03,200 --> 00:05:04,320 I know, just a second. 89 00:05:04,400 --> 00:05:05,760 -FILIP: Olek. -Yeah. 90 00:05:09,120 --> 00:05:11,920 -You know, about last night. -Did you like it? 91 00:05:11,960 --> 00:05:14,280 -(FILIP CHUCKLING) -You find it funny? 92 00:05:15,240 --> 00:05:19,000 No. No, but I think it was a terrible idea. 93 00:05:20,640 --> 00:05:22,520 -I don't think that's true. -FILIP: Well, I do. 94 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:24,440 Sex and friendship don't go together. 95 00:05:24,520 --> 00:05:26,760 -It always ends wrong. -I wasn't aware we were friends. 96 00:05:26,840 --> 00:05:29,680 -No, but we're close. -I'm sorry, what? 97 00:05:29,760 --> 00:05:32,440 You take care of Tosia, right? And I really appreciate it. 98 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:35,680 -I mean, this is all-- -But I mean, was the sex that bad? 99 00:05:35,760 --> 00:05:36,760 FILIP: That's not what I said. 100 00:05:36,840 --> 00:05:38,480 Tell me, Filip, was it any good? 101 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:44,240 So it was pity sex for babysitting, 102 00:05:44,320 --> 00:05:46,040 or you just don't care about shit when you're drunk? 103 00:05:46,120 --> 00:05:49,720 Stop that. Olek, I'm trying to protect you. 104 00:05:49,760 --> 00:05:52,600 -That's very considerate of you. -We'll never be a couple. 105 00:05:57,760 --> 00:05:58,920 Why not? 106 00:06:00,520 --> 00:06:02,160 Well, because I'm in a different place, 107 00:06:02,240 --> 00:06:05,480 and you know I have no time for a relationship, 108 00:06:05,560 --> 00:06:07,520 and... and I have to take care of Tosia. 109 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:12,400 OLEK: There's never a good moment. Hmm? 110 00:06:12,480 --> 00:06:13,800 (TOSIA BABBLING) 111 00:06:13,880 --> 00:06:16,000 It's just that we're a match. 112 00:06:17,520 --> 00:06:19,280 I look after Tosia, after you... 113 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:22,320 I'm sure you're able to see that. 114 00:06:26,080 --> 00:06:28,800 (SCOFFS) Was it the sink? 115 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:31,680 Uh, about the tap? 116 00:06:32,560 --> 00:06:33,960 (GROANS SOFTLY) 117 00:06:34,040 --> 00:06:36,040 I mean, I'm not bringing that up again. 118 00:06:36,120 --> 00:06:39,200 I just wanted things to be perfect. 119 00:06:41,200 --> 00:06:42,840 I am not into you. 120 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:44,600 -(DOORBELL RINGING) -(DOG BARKING) 121 00:06:44,680 --> 00:06:46,120 (TOSIA FUSSING) 122 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:47,960 (DOORBELL CONTINUES RINGING) 123 00:06:48,040 --> 00:06:50,480 -(BANGING ON DOOR) -(BREATHES HEAVILY) 124 00:06:50,520 --> 00:06:53,080 (DOORBELL RINGING) 125 00:06:53,640 --> 00:06:55,840 (BANGING ON DOOR) 126 00:06:55,920 --> 00:06:58,159 (DOORBELL RINGS) 127 00:06:58,240 --> 00:06:59,880 -(TOSIA FUSSING) -(DOOR OPENING) 128 00:06:59,960 --> 00:07:01,840 ♪ (SOFT TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 129 00:07:01,920 --> 00:07:03,400 -Good morning. -Good morning. 130 00:07:06,000 --> 00:07:08,480 -Is Anka home? -Have we met? 131 00:07:08,560 --> 00:07:10,320 We haven't. Who are you? 132 00:07:10,400 --> 00:07:11,640 You're the one who showed up. 133 00:07:11,720 --> 00:07:14,080 Yes, I did, because I'm the landlady. 134 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:15,480 -Oh. -LANDLADY: Huh. 135 00:07:15,560 --> 00:07:17,280 Oh, good mo-- good morning. 136 00:07:17,360 --> 00:07:19,280 Yeah, I'm Filip, her brother. 137 00:07:19,360 --> 00:07:20,800 -LANDLADY: Oh. -Will you come in? 138 00:07:20,880 --> 00:07:22,160 LANDLADY: Um... 139 00:07:22,240 --> 00:07:24,840 I've been trying to get a hold of your sister. 140 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:27,480 I'm sorry, but she's one month behind with the rent, 141 00:07:27,560 --> 00:07:30,160 -and it's almost payday, so... -Right, indeed. 142 00:07:30,240 --> 00:07:32,120 Uh, that's all my fault. 143 00:07:32,200 --> 00:07:34,520 She asked me to take care of rent, and I forgot, 144 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:36,320 so I'm sorry. 145 00:07:36,400 --> 00:07:38,560 The tenth of each and every month, all right? 146 00:07:38,640 --> 00:07:40,560 Yeah, you'll get it by the tenth of each month. 147 00:07:41,800 --> 00:07:44,560 -And where is your sister? -She, uh, left the house. 148 00:07:46,360 --> 00:07:48,920 Uh... well, she left the house 149 00:07:49,000 --> 00:07:50,960 because there was an emergency, 150 00:07:51,040 --> 00:07:54,200 and she had to fill in for a colleague, some accident. 151 00:07:54,280 --> 00:07:56,680 I don't know what happened, but it was serious. 152 00:07:56,720 --> 00:07:58,600 LANDLADY: And you're looking after her baby? 153 00:07:59,320 --> 00:08:00,320 Yeah. 154 00:08:02,360 --> 00:08:03,680 Eight thousand. 155 00:08:04,600 --> 00:08:05,760 For two months. 156 00:08:06,560 --> 00:08:07,680 -Yeah. -Yeah. 157 00:08:07,760 --> 00:08:09,400 -You'll have it by the tenth. -OLEK: Hello there. 158 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:11,800 Listen, Filip, if I'm just a sitter for you, 159 00:08:11,880 --> 00:08:14,360 I think you better start paying me to watch Tosia. 160 00:08:14,440 --> 00:08:17,360 Because a drunken fuck is not enough to pay my bills, 161 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:19,600 okay, you piece of shit? Excuse me. 162 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:27,080 If just one neighbor complains, I'll have you out in a minute. 163 00:08:31,480 --> 00:08:34,559 ♪ (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 164 00:08:42,000 --> 00:08:43,320 (BABBLES) 165 00:08:43,400 --> 00:08:44,840 I know, I hear you, baby. 166 00:08:46,560 --> 00:08:48,320 Do you know where you'll stay today? 167 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:50,400 With our lovely Mrs. Beata. 168 00:08:50,440 --> 00:08:52,640 Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go. 169 00:08:52,720 --> 00:08:53,920 Here we go. 170 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:55,720 That's right, Mrs. Beata's so fun. 171 00:08:55,800 --> 00:08:57,360 (KICKS DOOR) 172 00:08:57,440 --> 00:08:59,560 What's with the banging, asshole? 173 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:02,040 I have better things to do than run to the door, 174 00:09:02,120 --> 00:09:03,680 -you fuckface. -Nice, fuck me, lovely. 175 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:05,040 -MRS. BEATA: What do you want? -Right? 176 00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:08,680 Just tell me. What is it? 177 00:09:08,760 --> 00:09:10,440 -Spit it out. -(TOSIA CRYING) 178 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:16,800 (LINE RINGING) 179 00:09:16,880 --> 00:09:20,640 -(CRIES) -Great. Fuck me. 180 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:26,600 Here. Felek, here. 181 00:09:26,680 --> 00:09:27,960 -BABYSITTER: (OVER PHONE) Hello. -Hello. 182 00:09:28,040 --> 00:09:30,480 I'm calling because I need, uh, a babysitter... 183 00:09:30,520 --> 00:09:31,920 -BABYSITTER: Uh-huh. -...for a little girl, 184 00:09:32,000 --> 00:09:33,320 -a really small one. -BABYSITTER: Uh-huh. 185 00:09:33,400 --> 00:09:35,440 I'm in a bit of a tight spot, it's kind of urgent. 186 00:09:35,520 --> 00:09:37,280 -BABYSITTER: Sure, I'm available. -Great, that's awesome. 187 00:09:37,320 --> 00:09:39,720 -BABYSITTER: When? -Do you think you can be here in about, uh, 30 minutes? 188 00:09:39,800 --> 00:09:41,480 BABYSITTER: (CHUCKLING) Oh, my God. 189 00:09:42,360 --> 00:09:43,640 (LINE DISCONNECTS) 190 00:09:44,800 --> 00:09:46,240 (FUSSES) 191 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:49,720 Hey, hey, hey, Felek, do it. Come on, take a shit, okay? 192 00:09:49,800 --> 00:09:51,120 Fucking... 193 00:09:56,960 --> 00:10:00,040 All right, all right, I understand it's mid-year, 194 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:02,760 and I understand daycares are full, but believe me, 195 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:04,640 I'm in a really tough spot, not my fault. 196 00:10:04,680 --> 00:10:06,960 Felek, here. Felek, come here. 197 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:10,200 No, the dog. No, please. Uh... 198 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:11,600 -So? -(LINE DISCONNECTS) 199 00:10:11,680 --> 00:10:12,880 FILIP: Suck my dick. 200 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:15,760 All right, Tosia, here. 201 00:10:17,480 --> 00:10:18,640 There you go. Water. 202 00:10:19,480 --> 00:10:20,640 (SIGHS) 203 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:35,360 (KEYS JINGLING) 204 00:10:35,440 --> 00:10:37,480 (DOOR LOCK RATTLING) 205 00:10:37,520 --> 00:10:40,520 (TOSIA BABBLING) 206 00:10:50,560 --> 00:10:51,720 (BABBLES) 207 00:10:53,080 --> 00:10:55,400 (CRYING) 208 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:01,200 (BABBLING) 209 00:11:01,240 --> 00:11:02,800 (CAR HORNS HONKING) 210 00:11:06,520 --> 00:11:08,880 (TOSIA CONTINUES CRYING) 211 00:11:12,480 --> 00:11:15,840 ♪ (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 212 00:11:18,680 --> 00:11:19,760 (TOSIA CRYING) 213 00:11:31,640 --> 00:11:34,960 (CRYING CONTINUES) 214 00:12:01,040 --> 00:12:02,600 ♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪ 215 00:12:04,600 --> 00:12:07,360 WOMAN: Yeah, that would work. Let's pencil it in. 216 00:12:07,440 --> 00:12:08,800 Okay, yeah. I'll be in touch. 217 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:11,840 (TOSIA BABBLING) 218 00:12:11,920 --> 00:12:13,560 -SECRETARY: Welcome. -Good morning. 219 00:12:13,640 --> 00:12:14,720 SECRETARY: Yes? 220 00:12:14,800 --> 00:12:16,880 I am here to see Counselor Nowak. 221 00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:19,320 SECRETARY: Right. Come in. Would you like something to drink? 222 00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:21,040 -Coffee? Tea? -(TOSIA BABBLING) 223 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:23,880 Take a seat over there, please. And I'll get the counselor. 224 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:29,000 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 225 00:13:02,320 --> 00:13:04,880 -(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING) -(TOSIA CRYING) 226 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:06,080 (FILIP BREATHES SHAKILY) 227 00:13:11,400 --> 00:13:13,320 -(EXHALES) -(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING FADES) 228 00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:16,080 -Is the conference room set? -Yes. 229 00:13:16,160 --> 00:13:18,200 -ADAM: Please, come in. -Hi. 230 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:27,800 The statistics are really very clear. 231 00:13:27,880 --> 00:13:29,920 -Most kids don't get adopted. -(CRIES) 232 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:33,000 Some of them, very few, go with single people, 233 00:13:33,080 --> 00:13:36,360 and last year's number of successful adoptions 234 00:13:36,400 --> 00:13:39,480 by single men like you is zero. 235 00:13:39,560 --> 00:13:40,800 I see. 236 00:13:40,880 --> 00:13:42,240 ADAM: I'm being honest with you, 237 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:43,920 because your situation is complicated. 238 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:49,040 -Mm-hmm. -(TOSIA FUSSING, CRYING) 239 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:51,520 FILIP: Do you want some water? 240 00:13:55,120 --> 00:13:57,080 But it's a very brave decision, Filip. 241 00:13:57,680 --> 00:13:58,960 FILIP: Thank you. 242 00:14:01,000 --> 00:14:02,520 (CLEARS THROAT) 243 00:14:02,560 --> 00:14:06,240 You're very young, single, no permanent job. 244 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:08,800 Your sexual orientation is at least uncertain. 245 00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:09,840 A piece of advice, 246 00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:12,200 you need to stop being gay for a while. 247 00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:15,000 Potential parents are usually evaluated 248 00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:17,520 -by Catholic institutions, so... -Right. I get it. 249 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:19,680 (CRIES) 250 00:14:19,760 --> 00:14:21,080 I'm very sorry. 251 00:14:24,440 --> 00:14:26,200 Dominika, can you come in here for a minute? 252 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:29,440 -Here you go, love. Just sip. -Yes. 253 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:30,840 ADAM: Uh, listen, Dominika, 254 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:32,720 could you take the baby for 15 minutes 255 00:14:32,800 --> 00:14:34,920 just so we can wrap it up with our conversation? 256 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,080 Uh, I'm sorry, but if you were thinking 257 00:14:37,120 --> 00:14:38,640 that since I am a woman... 258 00:14:38,720 --> 00:14:40,400 -FILIP: What the hell? -...I am automatically suited 259 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:44,080 to watch over a baby, please think again. 260 00:14:44,160 --> 00:14:45,520 I don't like babies, 261 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:48,240 -and I don't intend to have one. -Hmm. 262 00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:50,280 -DOMINIKA: Anything else? -Thank you. 263 00:14:50,360 --> 00:14:51,800 (TOSIA CRYING) 264 00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:53,680 You know what? I have to change her diaper. 265 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:54,960 Sure, sure. 266 00:14:55,040 --> 00:14:57,400 FILIP: Oh, come here. All right. 267 00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:04,920 -Can I? -Yeah, yeah, go ahead. 268 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:11,840 -You're doing a good job. -Hmm? 269 00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:14,120 Thank you. 270 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:17,680 I'm gonna need a babysitter for her. 271 00:15:18,600 --> 00:15:19,840 A daycare will work. 272 00:15:20,800 --> 00:15:22,440 A sitter knows your lifestyle, 273 00:15:22,520 --> 00:15:24,680 what time you get home, who you come home with, 274 00:15:24,760 --> 00:15:26,120 and she could be called to testify in court, 275 00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:27,640 so a daycare would be better for you. 276 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:29,760 -Please reconsider it. -Okay. 277 00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:32,560 (TOSIA BABBLING) 278 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:33,760 FILIP: Thank you. 279 00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:39,760 ADAM: Filip, whatever happened at that hotel 280 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:41,760 can never happen again, you hear me? 281 00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:44,640 From now on, you, my friend, have to be, like... 282 00:15:45,400 --> 00:15:47,360 The greatest version of you. 283 00:15:47,440 --> 00:15:49,560 Best way to say it is, a perfect man. 284 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:51,960 You need to be your perfect version. 285 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:54,960 Okay. So basically, not be me. 286 00:15:56,040 --> 00:15:58,120 Life is tough. What can I say? 287 00:15:58,200 --> 00:16:01,080 -(TOSIA FUSSING) -(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING) 288 00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:03,120 -ADAM: Are you okay? -Um... 289 00:16:04,360 --> 00:16:06,040 Hey, can I please use the bathroom? 290 00:16:06,120 --> 00:16:08,080 ADAM: Of course. Right there down the hallway. 291 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:11,880 ♪ (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 292 00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:20,360 (RETCHING) 293 00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:39,080 (COUGHS, SPITS) 294 00:16:50,480 --> 00:16:52,120 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 295 00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:58,080 ADAM: Listen, a friend of mine, a lawyer, 296 00:16:58,160 --> 00:16:59,560 just called me back. 297 00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:02,120 She knows adoption law better than anyone. 298 00:17:02,200 --> 00:17:04,599 Teresa is a champ. 299 00:17:04,680 --> 00:17:08,040 You're seeing her when she gets back from vacation. 300 00:17:08,640 --> 00:17:09,880 Call her in two days. 301 00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,119 Oh, by the way, she says you need to see 302 00:17:12,200 --> 00:17:14,200 social services and a psychologist. 303 00:17:17,640 --> 00:17:19,200 I did everything I could. 304 00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:20,920 Thank you. 305 00:17:28,640 --> 00:17:30,320 Mm... Again, best of luck. 306 00:17:40,480 --> 00:17:42,360 And how's, um, Kiki? 307 00:17:42,440 --> 00:17:47,520 Um... Well, I guess it'd be best if you ask her yourself. 308 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:49,480 Yes, no, you're right. (CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 309 00:17:49,560 --> 00:17:52,000 Kiki, please, I'm 30 minutes late to a set. 310 00:17:52,080 --> 00:17:53,320 Can you take Tosia? 311 00:17:54,520 --> 00:17:55,720 I don't think he can. 312 00:17:57,720 --> 00:17:59,720 He doesn't want to. Trust me, he won't. 313 00:17:59,800 --> 00:18:02,440 ♪ (TENSE ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 314 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,000 Damn it, Kiki. 315 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:06,240 We fucked last night and he won't, okay? 316 00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:08,360 Now, will you take her or not? 317 00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:10,720 Okay. And Nina? 318 00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:12,920 (LAUGHS DRYLY) How funny. Thanks for nothing. 319 00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,000 What? 320 00:18:15,120 --> 00:18:17,560 Uh, he set me up with Teresa. 321 00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:19,400 Yeah, okay. I gotta go. Bye. 322 00:18:19,480 --> 00:18:21,280 -(TOSIA CRYING) -I'm sorry. 323 00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:25,720 Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry. Sorry. 324 00:18:26,640 --> 00:18:27,920 Shit. 325 00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:32,600 -♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ -FILIP: Everything's okay. You see? 326 00:18:32,680 --> 00:18:34,360 There. All right? 327 00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:35,760 We good? Look. 328 00:18:36,360 --> 00:18:37,960 We're fine. 329 00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:40,720 -Having fun? Tosia? -(BABBLES) 330 00:18:41,440 --> 00:18:43,040 Jeez, what the... 331 00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:44,920 (TOILET SEAT CLATTERS) 332 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:50,200 -(FILIP SIGHING) -(TOSIA FUSSING) 333 00:18:53,440 --> 00:18:55,280 -(URINE SPLASHING) -(OBJECTS THUMPING) 334 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,000 (TOSIA BABBLING) 335 00:18:57,080 --> 00:19:00,680 -Hey! No! Hey! No! -(TOILET FLUSHING) 336 00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:04,240 (SIGHS) Come here. 337 00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:06,240 (BABBLES) 338 00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:10,000 MAREK: Thank you. Ciao. 339 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:12,560 Filip, are you taking the kid to work now? 340 00:19:12,600 --> 00:19:13,960 Just for today, the babysitter got sick. 341 00:19:14,040 --> 00:19:15,120 MAREK: But how? 342 00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:16,920 -Filip, how do you think this will look? -Marek, breathe. 343 00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:18,160 I'm fucking on it, okay? 344 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:19,640 Listen, man, I know it's really hard, 345 00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:21,960 but you and a kid, you don't need that. 346 00:19:22,040 --> 00:19:23,280 You'll be wiping dirty asses. 347 00:19:23,360 --> 00:19:25,640 Marek, it's one baby butt. And please focus on my work, 348 00:19:25,720 --> 00:19:27,280 and I'll deal with my fucking life, okay? 349 00:19:28,120 --> 00:19:29,080 Look, I'm doing it, 350 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:30,480 but it's all starting to seem pointless. 351 00:19:30,560 --> 00:19:31,720 -You know? -Marek. 352 00:19:33,040 --> 00:19:35,840 -Will you walk the dog, please? -(SCOFFS) Seriously? 353 00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:38,000 Thanks. 354 00:19:43,240 --> 00:19:46,480 -Will you help me? -MAKEUP ARTIST: Me? 355 00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:49,400 How do you imagine that'll go? I'm working, too. 356 00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,800 FILIP: She's asleep. Just keep an eye on her. 357 00:19:51,840 --> 00:19:54,240 Filip, I thought you were gay, dude. 358 00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:56,000 (SCOFFS) So did I. 359 00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:57,920 -(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING) -DIRECTOR: Okay, we've got it. 360 00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,640 -ASSISTANT: We're set. -DIRECTOR: Lovely. Thank you. 361 00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:01,840 Pati, please, can we move the watch? 362 00:20:01,880 --> 00:20:05,560 Thank you. Where's Filip? Filip, stand next to Pati. 363 00:20:05,640 --> 00:20:09,000 We've got it. Where's the music? Get to work, please. 364 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:11,640 -That's it. Beautiful, really. -♪ ("BRING ME DOWN" BY ALL GOOD FOLKS PLAYING) ♪ 365 00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:13,400 -MAKEUP ARTIST: Looks good. -DIRECTOR: Nice, perfect. 366 00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:14,960 -(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING) -MAREK: Listen. 367 00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,360 -DIRECTOR: Super. Marek? -I left your stuff in the dress-- 368 00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:19,360 In the dressing room, okay? 369 00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:22,200 But your dog took a dump on the couch. This is shit. 370 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:23,800 -DIRECTOR: Do you mind? -MAREK: Of course. 371 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,560 -DIRECTOR: Filip. -(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING) 372 00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:29,840 -ASSISTANT: All set. -DIRECTOR: Filip. 373 00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:33,840 Eyes over here. Nice. Looks good. 374 00:20:33,880 --> 00:20:36,400 ♪ And I'm looking for change No, I'm not gonna fade... ♪ 375 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:37,680 DIRECTOR: Love it. 376 00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:40,560 ♪ You ain't bringing me Down now... ♪ 377 00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:42,400 Filip! 378 00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:43,520 ♪ I'm wearing my crown... ♪ 379 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:45,720 -DIRECTOR: Super. -(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING) 380 00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:48,840 ♪ You don't even care now I ain't saying no prayer now ♪ 381 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:50,640 ♪ I'm walking away I'm not gonna stay ♪ 382 00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:52,280 ♪ I'm making it there now ♪ 383 00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:53,760 -♪ I'm taking it solo ♪ -♪ (MUSIC STOPS) 384 00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:55,800 -DIRECTOR: Take 15, get changed, hurry up. -FILIP: What's up? 385 00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:58,200 -Oh, hey, you. Come here. -Where did she get that bruise? 386 00:20:58,680 --> 00:20:59,720 What bruise? 387 00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:01,240 Don't tell me she's got any others. 388 00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:03,840 -Like all children, right? -Filip, you need to be careful. 389 00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:05,160 Sure, of course I do. 390 00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:07,680 It's just that I partied last night pretty hard and... 391 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:09,720 But don't worry. I had a babysitter. 392 00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:12,240 -Can I get you for makeup? -MAKEUP ARTIST: (SIGHS) Give us a sec, please? 393 00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:14,160 -Okay. Thanks. -I need to end this. 394 00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:16,080 But, Filip, she's a baby, right? 395 00:21:16,120 --> 00:21:17,440 Yeah, I know. 396 00:21:17,520 --> 00:21:19,400 -(TOSIA BABBLING) -What? 397 00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:21,360 Tell me, how did she get the burn? 398 00:21:21,400 --> 00:21:23,120 Oh, come on. It was an accident. 399 00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:25,760 The cigarette ember. 400 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:28,440 But hey, I know how that sounds. It was an accident, okay? 401 00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:30,280 And she didn't even cry that much. 402 00:21:30,360 --> 00:21:31,920 Plus, I washed it right away. 403 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:33,600 I looked for a pharmacy... (CHUCKLES) 404 00:21:33,680 --> 00:21:35,880 ...but I couldn't find one. I was running late. 405 00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:38,200 And why is she scratching her pussy? 406 00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:39,240 No fucking way. 407 00:21:39,320 --> 00:21:40,560 -You can't think I... -What? 408 00:21:40,640 --> 00:21:41,880 You don't think I'm a perv, do you? 409 00:21:41,920 --> 00:21:43,720 Take it easy, Filip. I'm not saying that you're a pervert. 410 00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,880 No, but you thought that. Fuck that. I'm not a fucking pedophile. 411 00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:48,120 -I'm really trying my fucking best here, and you... -Hey, hey, hey. 412 00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:49,320 Everyone sees that you're trying. 413 00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:52,120 I left my kid in a store once and only realized it 414 00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:53,960 in the parking lot. 415 00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:56,120 Have that itch checked by a doctor, okay? 416 00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:57,600 -All right. -It's just some kind of rash. 417 00:21:58,360 --> 00:22:00,360 -Take it easy. -It's cool. 418 00:22:00,440 --> 00:22:04,400 (AMBULANCE SIREN BLARING) 419 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:05,800 RECEPTIONIST: Sure, of course. 420 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,960 But we have procedures and paperwork to follow. 421 00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:10,680 Please review it and return to the line, okay? 422 00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:14,040 -Hello, ma'am. -RECEPTIONIST: Hello, sir. Tell me? 423 00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:16,880 This baby has a health issue? 424 00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:18,280 RECEPTIONIST: Health record book? 425 00:22:18,360 --> 00:22:19,600 I don't know. 426 00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:22,480 I don't even know what that is, 427 00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:24,520 but can't you see she's in pain here? 428 00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:28,880 -So what's wrong with her? -Baby's got a rash. 429 00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:31,320 This is the ER, sir. 430 00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:33,240 So where should I take her? 431 00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:35,040 I don't know, to a doctor. 432 00:22:35,120 --> 00:22:38,520 -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) -(TELEPHONE RINGING) 433 00:22:39,440 --> 00:22:40,640 RECEPTIONIST: Next, please. 434 00:22:44,600 --> 00:22:46,120 (SIGHS) 435 00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:52,520 I guess I forgot the health book at home. 436 00:22:52,600 --> 00:22:54,000 -Sorry. -Don't worry, we'll manage. 437 00:22:54,080 --> 00:22:55,480 What's wrong with your daughter? 438 00:22:57,240 --> 00:23:01,600 Well, I normally clean her, uh, and then I feed her. 439 00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:05,960 I check her temperature, and that's it. 440 00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,760 -Uh, but she has this rash. -Rash where? 441 00:23:09,400 --> 00:23:10,360 Down there. 442 00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:12,000 PEDIATRICIAN: You mean her legs? 443 00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:15,760 No, between her thighs, you know? 444 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:17,760 Let's see it. Help me out, please. 445 00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,840 Mother of God, what's wrong with you? 446 00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:28,120 I didn't do anything to her. 447 00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:30,120 PEDIATRICIAN: But that's a severe bacterial infection, 448 00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:31,320 and it's all sore. 449 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:33,480 Tell me, how do you keep this kid clean? 450 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:36,360 Well, I bathe her. 451 00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:37,920 PEDIATRICIAN: You bathe her? Are you kidding? 452 00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,760 -How do you do it? -Just normally. 453 00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:41,880 -I wash all those places. -Those places? 454 00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:44,040 -Vulva is the correct term. -Fine, I get it. 455 00:23:44,120 --> 00:23:45,480 PEDIATRICIAN: I don't think you do. 456 00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:51,880 I'm sorry, but I don't want anyone thinking that I, uh... 457 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:53,840 What? 458 00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:55,280 What are you so worried about here? 459 00:23:55,360 --> 00:23:56,880 I mean, she needs some privacy. 460 00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:58,440 Last thing I want is to interfere. 461 00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:00,560 -But a baby isn't going to bathe herself... -What is it? 462 00:24:00,640 --> 00:24:01,640 ...for God's sake. 463 00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:03,080 She depends on someone like you 464 00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:05,040 -or your wife to take care of her. -Well, my wife passed away 465 00:24:05,120 --> 00:24:06,200 a week ago. 466 00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:11,560 So, I guess I'm still learning how to do all that for her. 467 00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:15,680 PEDIATRICIAN: I'm sorry. I was rude. 468 00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:17,920 It's fine. I didn't mention it. 469 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,600 PEDIATRICIAN: Please accept my condolences. 470 00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:21,640 Thank you. 471 00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:26,560 PEDIATRICIAN: Don't worry, the treatment is very simple. 472 00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:29,560 You just need to maintain personal hygiene. 473 00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:31,440 (BABBLES) 474 00:24:33,920 --> 00:24:37,000 We'd like to pay for the appointment, please. 475 00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:39,920 RECEPTIONIST: Very well. It'll be 450 zlotys, please. 476 00:24:42,360 --> 00:24:43,520 Cash or card? 477 00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:46,040 Card. 478 00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:56,200 ♪ (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING IN DISTANCE) ♪ 479 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,840 (LIVELY CHATTER) 480 00:25:12,240 --> 00:25:16,240 (OLEK VOCALIZING) 481 00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:18,640 (CROWD APPLAUDING) 482 00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:20,200 OLEK: Thank you very much. 483 00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:23,840 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 484 00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,040 OLEK: Follow my lead, just like we rehearsed, okay? 485 00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:40,920 ♪ ("CREEP" BY RADIOHEAD PLAYING) ♪ 486 00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:06,080 ♪ When you were here before ♪ 487 00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:12,880 ♪ Couldn't look you in the eye ♪ 488 00:26:16,320 --> 00:26:20,760 ♪ You're just like an angel ♪ 489 00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:26,200 ♪ Your skin makes me cry ♪ 490 00:26:30,200 --> 00:26:35,120 ♪ You float like a feather ♪ 491 00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:40,720 ♪ In a beautiful world ♪ 492 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:47,920 ♪ I wish I was special ♪ 493 00:26:50,360 --> 00:26:56,040 ♪ You're so fucking special ♪ 494 00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,160 ♪ But I'm a creep ♪ 495 00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:09,120 ♪ I'm a weirdo ♪ 496 00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:17,120 ♪ What the hell Am I doing here? ♪ 497 00:27:18,360 --> 00:27:22,360 ♪ I don't belong here ♪ 498 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:27,000 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 499 00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:32,920 ♪ He's running out ♪ 500 00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:39,960 ♪ The door ♪ 501 00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:46,680 ♪ He's running out ♪ 502 00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:52,400 ♪ He's run, run, run ♪ 503 00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:58,480 ♪ Run ♪ 504 00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:10,600 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 505 00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:14,400 (CROWD APPLAUDING, CHEERING) 506 00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:16,520 Thanks. Thank you. 507 00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:22,960 ♪ (POP MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS) ♪ 508 00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:24,120 Hey. 509 00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:33,280 OLEK: Anything else you want to tell me? 510 00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:36,760 Because I know I'm a loser. 511 00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:38,800 -I wanted to say sorry. -OLEK: There's no need. 512 00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:40,920 Okay. 513 00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:44,480 Anything else? 514 00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:46,920 I didn't expect it to be so complicated, 515 00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,840 taking care of a little girl alone. 516 00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:51,520 Thank you for your help. 517 00:28:58,480 --> 00:28:59,720 Beautiful song. 518 00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:10,520 (CHUCKLES) That was so good. 519 00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:12,200 Shut the fuck up. 520 00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:19,360 I'm going home. 521 00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:23,720 (TRAM BELL RINGING) 522 00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:35,520 You forgot her favorite toy. 523 00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:37,720 Thanks. 524 00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,360 -She can't sleep without it. -Filip, stop it. 525 00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:47,280 Stop it with the thank yous and apologies. 526 00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:48,680 Just stop saying that. 527 00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:50,480 You don't need to say that to me. 528 00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:53,960 -I'm sorry. -OLEK: You're doing it again. 529 00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:55,840 Fuck. Stop. 530 00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:01,120 -Well, I'm trying. -OLEK: Don't make me laugh. 531 00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,800 Do you actually think that showing devotion 532 00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:07,840 and a weak token of integrity is enough 533 00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:09,320 to fix this mess? 534 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,280 While you keep living like it's one big fucking party? 535 00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:17,400 She needs a father, Filip, not a drunk uncle. 536 00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:19,640 You've got a serious problem, don't you see? 537 00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:22,000 -A serious fucking problem. -Stop saying that. 538 00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:23,840 OLEK: Why did you come here? 539 00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:25,800 Because you're sick and tired of Tosia. 540 00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:30,840 And because you need someone to take care of her 541 00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:32,240 for free if possible. 542 00:30:32,320 --> 00:30:34,520 But my feelings mean shit to you, Filip, I'm sure. 543 00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:43,920 But don't worry. 544 00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:45,840 I'm not jumping off a bridge for you. 545 00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:47,520 I'm just being brutally honest. 546 00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:53,640 I'm sorry, but you're not fit to be a father. 547 00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:59,120 I get it. You've made a noble decision. 548 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:01,920 Your choice set you free. You offered to keep her. 549 00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:03,360 Your conscience is clear. 550 00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:08,400 While others do everything for you, as always. 551 00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,440 Just face the fucking facts for once. 552 00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:20,440 I'm sorry. 553 00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:30,080 Saying sorry doesn't change anything. 554 00:31:37,840 --> 00:31:43,200 KAE TEMPEST: But when time pulls lives apart 555 00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:46,120 Hold your own 556 00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:50,040 When everything is fluid 557 00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:53,960 Nothing can be known With any certainty 558 00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:56,320 Hold your own 559 00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:00,080 Hold it till you feel it there 560 00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:04,680 As dark and dense And wet as earth 561 00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:09,400 As vast and bright And sweet as air 562 00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:12,040 When all there is 563 00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:16,320 Is knowing that you feel What you are feeling 564 00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:17,880 Hold your own 565 00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:21,920 Ask your hands to know The things they hold 566 00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:26,560 I know the days are reeling past In such squealing blasts 567 00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:31,240 But stop for breath And you will know it's yours 568 00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:36,000 Swaying like an open door When storms are coming, hold 569 00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:39,080 Time is an onslaught 570 00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:40,840 Love is a mission 571 00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:42,560 We work for vocations 572 00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:46,440 Until, in remission We wish we'd had patience 573 00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:49,640 And given more time To our children 574 00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:53,600 Feel each decision that you make 575 00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:55,880 Make it, hold it 576 00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:57,760 Hold your own 577 00:32:58,520 --> 00:32:59,640 Hold your lovers 578 00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:02,760 Hold their hands 579 00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:07,480 Hold their breasts in your hands Like your hands were their bra 580 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,680 Hold their face in your palms Like a prayer 581 00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:13,800 Hold them all night 582 00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:17,520 Feel them Hold back, don't hold back 583 00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,040 Hold your own 584 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:25,200 Every pain, every grievance Every stab of shame 585 00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:29,720 Every day spent with a demon In your brain giving chase 586 00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:31,720 Hold it 587 00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:34,600 Know the wolves that hunt you 588 00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:39,520 In time, they will be the dogs That bring your slippers 589 00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:41,640 Love them right 590 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:45,200 And you will feel them kiss you When they come to bite 591 00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:47,640 Hot snouts Digging out your cuddles 592 00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:49,480 With their bloody muzzle 593 00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:51,240 Hold 594 00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:57,960 Nothing you can buy Will ever make you more whole 595 00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:04,320 This whole thing thrives On us feeling always incomplete 596 00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,280 And it is why We will search for happiness 597 00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,800 In whatever thing It is we crave in the moment 598 00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:12,520 And it is why we can never Really find it there 599 00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:16,400 It is why you will sit there 600 00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:18,800 With the lover That you fought for 601 00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:22,239 In the car you sweated years To buy 602 00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:26,639 Wearing the ring you dreamed of All your life 603 00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:29,280 And some part of you Will still be unsure 604 00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:31,840 That this is What you really want 605 00:34:33,440 --> 00:34:34,600 Stop craving 606 00:34:36,159 --> 00:34:37,239 Hold your own 607 00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:41,199 But if you're satisfied With where you're at 608 00:34:41,679 --> 00:34:42,880 With who you are 609 00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:46,600 You won't need To buy new makeup 610 00:34:46,679 --> 00:34:50,560 Or new outfits Or new pots and pans 611 00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:54,440 To cook new exciting recipes For new exciting people 612 00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:59,040 To make yourself feel Like the new exciting person 613 00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:01,000 You think you're supposed to be 614 00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:07,440 Happiness, the brand Is not happiness 615 00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:11,120 We are smarter Than they think we are 616 00:35:11,160 --> 00:35:14,040 They take us all for idiots But that's their problem 617 00:35:14,120 --> 00:35:18,000 When we behave like idiots It becomes our problem 618 00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:19,600 So hold your own 619 00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:22,040 Breathe deep On a freezing beach 620 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,120 Taste the salt of friendship 621 00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:27,120 Notice the movement Of a stranger 622 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:32,040 Hold your own And let it be catching 623 00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:53,400 ♪ (SOFT TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ 624 00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:07,760 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪