You keep flipping between hot and cold.
But you're always lukewarm.
I'm spitting you out of my mouth. Fetch the rope.
You'll hang yourself.
No, that'd be too easy.
Where is Pesjach?
- He'll be back. - Where is he?
He'll be back, I promise you.
I promise we'll get him back.
I'm throwing your ass out of Heaven! Get the fuck out!
- Where are you headed? - And you?
To Gdansk.
Us too.
I'm not taking the junkie. Just you and the kid.
That's my husband, not a junkie.
We're going to my parents'.
Fine, get in.
Are you nursing?
Yes.
Have something to eat.
HEAVEN
Well, Azrael?
How's it going?
Remember. There's no life outside Heaven.
Thank you.
It's warmer by the ticket booths.
Does he have a fever?
I've got some medicine at home.
No lingering or staying over.
The kid gets what he needs, and that's it.
We pick up the meds and we're off.
Alright, come along.
Where did I put...
I remember.
I used to sit in that passageway too.
For two years.
Mostly where you were. Less by the booths. You could get a beating there.
See if any of this is useful.
Mom, take your meds.
You're welcome.
Okay, here's the plan.
You'll stay here until the kid's fever breaks.
What do you want for dinner?
Meat patties...
or meat patties?
The bathroom's over there.
Could you help me find a job?
Well, look who can speak.
What else can you do?
I've got a driver's license.
I once got into university.
Guess that doesn't matter.
It doesn't.
I can do anything.
Need anything else?
Okay, get some rest and...
tomorrow we'll figure something out.
Seba...
You slept, ate, and prayed with us.
Then you ran away,
and came back terrified.
Hush, hush...
Then you helped Aneta escape with our child again.
I punished you.
And you still can't tell good from evil.
So who are you, huh?
A pussy?
Yes, you are.
You're a moron, an idiot.
You are my son.
So listen to me carefully now.
I'll let you return to Heaven. With Pesjach.
But first you'll have to prove that you really are my son.
Hush...
The baby's sleeping.
I'll distract them.
Get out of here.
They'll catch me.
And they'll take Pesjach away.
I'll figure something out.
When your mind is focused on not pronouncing the diacritics,
your rational thinking slips, and in prayer you drift somewhere else.
Away from your daily shit.
You don't know what to do?
Go preach the truth about Heaven.
Bring me a lost sheep.
I'm not sure I can.
You can, damn it, you can.
We'll stay till tomorrow so Pesjach can recover.
Up to you.
Should I go alone?
You're a free man. You can go on your own.
It's just a dream
Just a dream, a dream, a dream
You're just dreaming
It's all in your head
It's just a hallucination
Heaven and hell
Wake up
Wa...
Why this song?
Just a random one.
Nothing is random.
There are only signs.
Your string snapped.
No, it didn't.
Hey! Hey, come on!
Maybe you could let Pesjach stay?
He's still coughing.
- Hello? - Hi, Dad.
I want to report a child abduction.
First, I need you to calm down.
I am calm.
Start from the beginning. Where are you right now?
Somewhere near the station.
I need more details. Which city are you calling from?
Why did you lock the door?
Sorry, I wanted to get some sleep.
Do you smoke?
No.
I'll light one up.
That's the one bad habit I kept.
You know, to remind myself
of how I used to sell my ass for a smoke.
Back there in that passageway.
That's where Piotr found me.
Covered in piss, vomit and shit.
He asked if I was hungry.
Yeah, I was.
But I only admitted it the third time he asked.
He got me some food. As I was eating, he told me...
that it wasn't my fault.
"How is it not my fault?
"And who was selling her ass for a smoke?"
And he says, "This isn't on you.
"It's on the people who have too much.
"Because if people shared,
"there'd be no wars, no hunger,
"no evil.
"It would be heaven on earth."
PHARMACY
Mommy bought you a teddy.
Yes, yes, yes... You don't like it?
You don't?
I asked for a person, not potatoes.
I've got my eye on someone.
I'll bring him tomorrow.
"Yes, I want to be here."
I'll make dinner.
I'd like to thank you somehow.
- I'll help you. - No need.
I can manage.
"I don't want to lie down. I just don't."
Yes, yes, yes...
Oh dear, oh dear...
Such a big boy...
Smells nice.
Try some.
Thank you.
You don't like cabbage?
- She can't have it. - Why?
- She's nursing. - The baby will get colic.
Fine, more for me.
You're not nursing, though.
I'm not.
Enjoy!
Cough loudly.
- Pickles. Anything else? - Some juice. Maybe rose.
Rose, right... Take him, please.
- Or raspberry. - It's delicious.
Raspberry, then.
That'll be thirty.
Azrael, I'm right here. Look at me. Look!
- Sebastian? - No.
- Hey! - Who's Sebastian?
Did you get into acting school?
How can I help you?
Look me in the eyes, man.
Come on, let's talk.
Come, come.
We've got a minute, she's asleep. Come here.
Let's go to sleep.
He's not here.
- Thank you. - Thanks a lot, goodbye.
Goodbye.
Is this my grandson?
Can I hold him?
Baby boy...
Come to Grandma.
You've got a beautiful son.
Come here.
And where's my son?
Leave me alone!
I'm begging you!
Sebastian...
Sebastian, let me in, please!
I'm sorry.
Help me.
Azrael...
He won't help you.
You still have a choice.
There is no life outside Heaven.
We're here.
Then Mom told me
you can cure possession.
So I came here to confess.
I can't recall any more sins.
So that's all of it?
Now you've got to fully leave that life behind.
Exorcizamus te,
omnis immundus spiritus,
omnis satanica potestas,
omnis incursio
infernalis adversarii,
omnis legio, omnis congregatio et secta...
But she was your mother,
the woman who raised you.
You were her whole world.
Do you know why Dad left us?
Because he saw in me
the same stupid old whore you are.
You were the chosen one.
Piotr said you had the gift of healing.
- Maybe you didn't. - I did!
I said go to your room, now!
You did exactly what he wanted you to.
So he said,
"I know it hurts. And I know why."
And that was enough?
But it was your baby.
If you fail Piotr,
I'll find the deepest well here and toss you in, got that?
Fear getting spat out!
Piotr isn't Jesus.
Omnis congregatio et secta diabolica,
in nomine et virtute Domini Nostri Jesu Christi, eradicare...
Sebastian!
Daddy's back.
We start construction tomorrow.
The temple will be huge.
I want it big enough to fit several churches inside.
I'd like it to...
Azrael...
You're back.
My Azrael.
My son.
As you can see, we're doing great.
As usual.
We're building a temple.
Run!
More water!
Help!
I love you both so much.
But I've got hell in my head.
What have you done? Heaven's on fire! What now?
What now?
I'll try to live.
And you didn't before?
Then I don't know what you came here for.
Say, "Jesus, save me."
"Jesus, save me."
"I want to live."
You will live.
"Jesus, save me, because I want to live."
You had your peace! Nobody bothered you!
You want to live. It's your pain that doesn't want life.
You'll live only if I want you to live!
And I don't want you to!
- Jesus, let me endure one more day. - Louder.
Look at me!
- Jesus, let me endure... - Let Him hear you.
Look at me!
Jesus, let me endure...
- "Jesus, let me endure..." - Jesus, let me...
Who is your God?
- Not you! - Not me?
- Jesus, let me endure... - Louder!
Jesus! Let me endure...
King! King, we can't handle this!
Do something, King!
What have you done?
What the fuck did you do?
This is our home!
A miracle.
This is a miracle!
It's a miracle.
Our Father, who art in Heaven,
hallowed be Thy name...
This isn't the end of your story, Sebastian.
This is just the first chapter of your real life.
And?
Find anything?
No.
Me neither.
What about you?
My Lord.
Father.
If you're alive, give me a sign.
Give me a sign.
Please.
Hey!
What are you doing?
Where are you going?
People!
He's not dead!
He'll come back to us!
King is alive!
He's alive! Don't you get it?
This faith
- So often trusted in - This faith
- So often trampled on - This faith
- That was both shield and gate - This faith
SEBASTIAN KELLER LEFT THE CULT 30 YEARS AGO.
MOST OF HIS CLOSE ONES CUT TIES. PEOPLE STILL SEE HIM AS A CULTIST.
WITH HIS MOTHER'S HELP, HE STRIVES FOR A NORMAL LIFE.
EVERY DAY HE WONDERS: "WHY DID I JOIN HEAVEN?"
SEBASTIAN KELLER, 54
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