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Years, months, and days
Spent untangling a thread

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From the tangle of your nerves
Hung out to dry

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Sleepless nights
And pillow marks on your face

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I lose everything, even my hair
And I try to breathe

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But where are you going? Where are you?
Tell me where you'll go

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Lock everything in a hatch
You never know

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But where are you going?
Where are you going now that

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You don't recognise yourself any more?

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There's someone in the mirror
But it's not you any more

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I don't recognise you

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How many lives do you live in secret?

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I don't recognise you

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MY 2 CENTS

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I want God to come

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And take me home

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'Cause I'm all alone

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In this crowd

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Who are you to me?

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EMERGENCY 24/7

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Who am I supposed to be?

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Not exactly sure

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Any more

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Hmm

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Where's this going to?

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Can I follow through?

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Or just follow you

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For a while?

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Does anyone ever get this right?

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I feel

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No love…

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So, the internal bleeding has stopped.

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We were lucky to catch it in time,

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'cause they often bring them to us
when they're pretty much beyond help.

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Just remember
that we can't guarantee anything

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until we've patched him up
and we see how he is when he wakes up.

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But, look, at least now
we can cross our fingers, can't we?

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They say
that when a story reaches its final act,

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you just know.

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You can feel it in the air.

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I don't know if that's true.

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I thought it was already over
20 years ago,

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that August afternoon,

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when the great pantomime
finally came to an end.

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Zeh, are you free Saturday afternoon
to come see the new exhibition by Warhol?

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I didn't give a shit about Andy Warhol,

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but she'd just broken up
with her boyfriend,

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and we were now back
in that narrow window of time

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where I could make a move

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before the next thresher
she'd date came along.

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Before, I would have said…

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Absolutely. I'm obsessed with Andy Warhol!

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I was gonna get that soup can tattoo

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and those Marilyn portraits
that look like Moira Orfei.

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I jerked off so much to them!

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I'd have burnt everything to the ground,

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exams, work,
doctor's appointments, friends, girls…

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Every single time,

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I would've burnt all the bridges
connecting me to my dignity, to say…

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Of course I'm free.
Let's go wherever you want to go!

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Instead, I decided
to bite my tongue and said…

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Um… I think that I'm actually
going out with someone on Saturday.

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That was one of the hardest things
I've said in my whole life.

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Worse than when I told my mother
I wasn't actually going to university.

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In the morning, I'd leave
and ride the subway back and forth

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for eight hours like a psycho.

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Because it felt like that sentence…

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"I'm actually going out…"

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…signalled the end of something wonderful

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that had never really happened.

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But maybe that's exactly why
it stayed unrealised,

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pure in a way
only things that never happen,

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or that last no time at all, ever are.

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That's the problem with us simps.

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When people stand us up,
don't give a shit about us,

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put us at the bottom of their list
of priorities, or even below it…

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What can I do? I've got power Pilates!

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We're prepping for the end-of-year show.

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And…

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Sorry, hon. On Wednesdays,
I watch Chi l'ha visto.

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No! Don't you mock that show!

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I am aware that the priority level
of Chi l'ha visto is debatable.

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It's every citizen's civic duty!

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I get it,
but what if someone asks you out…

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Shut up now. They're showing
the final chat messages Isotta sent.

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It turns out she went to buy an iguana
for her lover's 13th birthday.

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She met him on TikTok,

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but we discovered that she never
actually got to the exotic animal store.

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When other people piss on us,
we're fine with it.

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We think, "Oh well, maybe next time".

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But when it's us
who have to draw the line,

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when it's us who have to say…

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Uh, no, I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry, but I can't.

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Saying "I can't" is worse
than stabbing yourself.

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Because it makes
that doubt grow inside you

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that it was finally time
for us to get together,

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and now it's my fault
if it doesn't happen,

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and I'll spend the rest of my life
regretting it.

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But who knows?
Maybe I had a sudden surge of dignity.

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Maybe the heat that day
short-circuited my simp gland.

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But I added…

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Uh, I'm actually going out with a girl.

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Boom! You told her. Gimme a G! Gimme an O!

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And touchdown!

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What's she gonna say now?
And what if she freaks out?

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Maybe she gets a pang of jealousy,
and you can finally tell her.

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"Oh, you regret it now, don't you?"

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"You missed your opportunity, girl,
'cause this beefcake is off the market."

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"He's gone to the local stud farm."

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I'm happy for you. Such good news.
You'll have to tell me how it goes, Zeh.

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Nah. She doesn't give a flying fuck.

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I don't know
if she really didn't give a fuck.

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Gimme a "fuck". Gimme a "wit".
What do you get?

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Cappuccino, sweetheart.

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She definitely wasn't
pulling her hair out.

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But it seemed to me that something tiny,

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something imperceptible,
had cracked inside of her too.

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But I couldn't hear
the sound of the shards breaking,

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because she had this idea
that every embarrassing silence

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had to be filled with someone screaming

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until their vocal cords gave out.

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ALARM
SNOOZE

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NO NOTIFICATIONS

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WAR AMONG THE STARS

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Still standing You won't ever beat us!

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Hey. What are you doing that for?

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I thought this is what you do.

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If he stabs me,
it won't spill all my guts out.

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A pineapple often does the trick.

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-Oh, is that so?
-A pineapple's skin is much harder, Zero.

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And what's more, it also puts out fire.

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If you wear it as a sleeve,

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you can stop a blowtorch
without getting burns all over your arm.

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I don't think Tripwire's gonna come
waving a blowtorch.

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We can go by my house if you want.
I've made a complete suit of armour.

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I am at a loss to understand

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why you felt the need to make
a suit of armour out of pineapple skin.

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But what if there's a villain
who can control fire, though?

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-What villain?
-I'm ready.

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Do we have time for a coffee,
or shall we go?

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Look, guys,
there's no need for all of us to go.

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Let's be sensible and use our heads.
We're not exactly going on a day trip.

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This whole thing started because of me.
I can't not come along.

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Now you come to mention it,

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if you didn't come along,
and this only applies to you,

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you'd be a total and utter shit.

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There, I said it. I got it off my chest.
But no need for anyone else to come.

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This is my ex we're talking about.
And I got my brothers involved,

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so I'm coming, too, to make sure
they don't do too much damage.

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There's something I wanna say
in relation to that.

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I won't be shocked if there's a dust-up.

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But I don't want to get caught up
in, how would you say? Uh…

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-How would you say, what?
-Come on, you know.

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I know that one has to look the part.

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But when it's all over, you know,
he has to be able to tell someone.

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Who does he have to tell?

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Someone! Fuck, do I have to spell it out?

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Pow!

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Come on! I don't want
to be involved in a murder, all right?

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Jesus Christ, Zeh!

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You're meeting in the square at ten
in the morning, all arranged over text!

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When people decide to murder someone,
they usually take a few more precautions.

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Okay, so let me get this straight.

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You're saying that they'll show up
before he guts me like a sea bass,

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but you're sure
they won't do anything excessive.

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Zeh, look, today is predominantly
a day of pretty big scares,

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and maybe a tiny bit of damage.

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I'm coming along to make sure
there's balance between these two things.

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It's not clear
what the fuck you're coming for.

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What can I say?
At least there'll be another woman there.

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This entire situation reeks of patriarchy.

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We can sprinkle a bit of sisterhood
on this procedure that I don't agree with.

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Uh…

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Okay, I won't ask you. Let's go.

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I just hope there's fire

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so you have to apologise
about the pineapple suit of armour.

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Dracarys.

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I remember it being a very long walk.

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My heart was pounding,

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and the Armadillo kept repeating
the only nagging doubt I had on my mind.

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But what if Carlo and Emilio
don't even show up?

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Supposing they oversleep?
You get there and meet Tripwire.

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What the fuck will you do?
What if he has a knife?

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Oh, spare me the details.
I'm anxious enough.

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That's why I tucked
a pile of magazines down there.

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Whatever. Not even pineapples work
in this case 'cause he always aims high.

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He stabs you here, right in the throat,
right in the chest. That hurts.

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But you explicitly said
it was safer to get stabbed by Tripwire

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because he's the kind of guy
who stabs you reasonably!

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Yeah, but that was before.
Put yourself in his shoes now.

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You sprayed him in the face.

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You broke his nasal septum.
You screwed his woman.

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I didn't screw anyone, for fuck's sake!

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It's the perception that counts, okay?

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And to top it all off, he got fired
from the family business he worked for.

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Poor guy. I'm not on his side.

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But taking all that on board,
if he stabs you to death,

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what can you actually say?

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I don't have the strength to argue,

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and I try to think about
the only thing that comforts me.

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Controversial though it may be…

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…I don't want to die alone.

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00:11:15,320 --> 00:11:17,880
You might say,
"No shit! Nobody wants to die alone".

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But I don't mean I want
my loved ones around my bedside,

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holding my hand, and all that malarkey.

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I mean, I don't want to be the only one
to die. I want them all to die with me.

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HERE LIES ZEROCALCARE
NEVER DEAR WAS THAT LONELY BURDEN

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The idea that I die and they live
and a thousand things happen to them,

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like seeing dinosaurs being cloned,
an alien invasion,

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the guys from the Zanzara show
down on their luck,

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begging for money on Celebrity Island.

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All the things
I've been waiting for all my life,

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and I'd be the only one
who wouldn't be there.

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00:11:50,200 --> 00:11:53,000
Anyway, it's not like
they deserve it any more than me.

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I wish the whole world would end with me.

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WHO SAW YOU?
END OF PREVIEW

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Like when my heart beats
for the last time,

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a meteorite hits the Earth
and wipes out all life.

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So we're all even,
and I won't feel bitter about it.

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I know it's a megalomaniacal
and selfish thought.

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But I'm not crazy. I don't think
I can make demands on all of humanity.

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So, I'd settle for my friends dying.

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While I was looking at them and thinking
who had the best chance of dying with me,

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I noticed all these police cars
driving by, and I thought,

224
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"What the fuck's going on today?"

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Then I saw they were all heading
towards the square, so I said…

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Smeralda, do you think
your brothers have already got here?

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She didn't answer, but started running.

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We followed her, but didn't get far
as everything was all blocked off.

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There were people everywhere,
and they wouldn't let us into the square.

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Everyone was asking,
"What happened? What happened?"

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And I started to panic because I thought,
"What the fuck did those two do?"

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"Did they kill him?"
Or was it the opposite?

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"Has he killed them?"

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They were feeling confident, after all.

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They must've arrived all cocky,
and he stabbed them.

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Or Secco was right,
and he really did have a blowtorch.

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Yes, that's what that burning smell is!

238
00:13:04,640 --> 00:13:06,040
But then I looked up,

239
00:13:06,680 --> 00:13:10,240
and they were there, with a look
on their faces that gave me goosebumps.

240
00:13:10,760 --> 00:13:13,000
We locked eyes for just a second,

241
00:13:13,080 --> 00:13:17,320
then Carlo made the international gesture
for "let's get the fuck out of here".

242
00:13:17,400 --> 00:13:19,360
Why? Have they killed him?

243
00:13:19,960 --> 00:13:21,160
Then they disappeared.

244
00:13:21,240 --> 00:13:24,160
I couldn't see Smeralda any more,
and I thought, "Where the fuck is she?"

245
00:13:24,240 --> 00:13:26,720
Maybe she's smarter than us
and ran away with her brothers

246
00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:29,600
when she realised
it was the only thing to do! But no.

247
00:13:32,080 --> 00:13:34,640
Honestly, I don't feel like
doing the voices here,

248
00:13:34,720 --> 00:13:38,000
because my blood still freezes
when I think back to that moment.

249
00:14:06,760 --> 00:14:08,200
I think he's dead.

250
00:14:11,720 --> 00:14:13,040
Zero, we gotta go.

251
00:14:13,840 --> 00:14:15,120
Hey, let's go!

252
00:14:16,520 --> 00:14:17,880
Smeralda's over there, though.

253
00:14:17,960 --> 00:14:20,280
Just drop her a text message.
Tell her we're at the café.

254
00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:24,080
-But we can't just leave her here.
-Jeez, Zero, we have to get out of here!

255
00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:26,760
I was half in a trance,

256
00:14:26,840 --> 00:14:28,920
so it's hard to say
what was going through my mind.

257
00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:30,560
We'll meet her at the café.

258
00:14:30,640 --> 00:14:33,360
I was going crazy
and I needed to regain control,

259
00:14:33,440 --> 00:14:35,480
so I thought,
"I'll put everything back in order".

260
00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:37,960
"I have to do it
as if it were an autopsy".

261
00:14:39,200 --> 00:14:43,120
I open my head, take out every thought,
and put it on the table.

262
00:14:43,200 --> 00:14:44,760
Okay, let's start.

263
00:14:46,240 --> 00:14:48,280
The first thing is a horrible feeling.

264
00:14:48,360 --> 00:14:49,920
Relief.

265
00:14:51,120 --> 00:14:52,520
And I know that's awful.

266
00:14:52,600 --> 00:14:56,600
There's a guy lying in a pool of blood,
but I can't say I'm sorry.

267
00:14:58,840 --> 00:15:01,800
It's like asking Frodo
if he's sad that Sauron died.

268
00:15:01,880 --> 00:15:04,880
Hey, what more can I say?
The whole trilogy, he's tried to kill me.

269
00:15:04,960 --> 00:15:08,040
Should I shed a tear for him now?
"Poor guy, he was always very polite."

270
00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:09,840
-My precious!
-No!

271
00:15:09,920 --> 00:15:11,720
I won't actually do a TikTok dance,

272
00:15:11,800 --> 00:15:14,880
but I cannot pretend
that I'm in mourning, though, now, can I?

273
00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:18,080
And then there's fear.

274
00:15:18,600 --> 00:15:19,800
A lot of fear.

275
00:15:21,440 --> 00:15:22,560
Death.

276
00:15:23,240 --> 00:15:25,640
The scariest thing in the world.

277
00:15:26,160 --> 00:15:29,120
Even natural death seems like
something far away

278
00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:31,400
that doesn't belong in our lives at all.

279
00:15:31,480 --> 00:15:33,240
We almost never take stock of it.

280
00:15:33,320 --> 00:15:34,680
Except when it happens.

281
00:15:34,760 --> 00:15:37,000
But violent death,

282
00:15:37,080 --> 00:15:39,280
being stabbed to death…

283
00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:50,240
…that's something you always think
is a thousand worlds away from you.

284
00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:52,440
STABBED TO DEATH
STRANGLED BY HUSBAND

285
00:15:52,520 --> 00:15:55,320
But it's right there,
just a few metres away.

286
00:16:00,240 --> 00:16:03,360
On that body that still smells like you,

287
00:16:03,440 --> 00:16:05,080
and you smell like him.

288
00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:09,520
You exchanged atoms, molecules, sweat…

289
00:16:09,600 --> 00:16:11,120
Do you think this is a game?

290
00:16:11,200 --> 00:16:13,040
And now he's there, dead,

291
00:16:13,120 --> 00:16:16,000
pierced and lacerated
by a piece of sharp iron

292
00:16:16,080 --> 00:16:18,160
that ripped him open several times.

293
00:16:20,600 --> 00:16:22,800
Then there's a feeling
that I'm ashamed of.

294
00:16:23,600 --> 00:16:25,920
I don't even want to give it a name.

295
00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:28,880
It's what I felt
when I saw Smeralda in despair.

296
00:16:29,520 --> 00:16:32,280
A tiny part of me couldn't help but think…

297
00:16:32,360 --> 00:16:34,120
What the fuck are you crying for?

298
00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:37,120
You kept saying he used to beat you,
that he was a piece of shit,

299
00:16:37,200 --> 00:16:40,040
and now you're crying
as if Derek from Grey's Anatomy just died.

300
00:16:40,120 --> 00:16:41,800
Oh, for fuck's sake, girl!

301
00:16:42,640 --> 00:16:46,320
I know that, rationally, the answer is
that what was a monster to me

302
00:16:46,400 --> 00:16:48,440
was a lot of other things to her.

303
00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:50,600
She shared seven years
of her life with him.

304
00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:53,960
So if she's a bit upset seeing him
dismembered on the sidewalk, I get it.

305
00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:57,240
Of course you get it,
you absolute arsehole.

306
00:16:57,320 --> 00:16:59,720
You're Jiminy Cricket.
Thanks for the masterclass.

307
00:16:59,800 --> 00:17:01,320
It still really pisses me off

308
00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:04,080
that she's crying
for that stinking bag of piss, okay?

309
00:17:04,160 --> 00:17:06,400
Is that all right,
or do I need your permission?

310
00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:10,080
Hey, dude, you want a soft drink?

311
00:17:10,840 --> 00:17:13,560
I'm not even sure, you know,
if all that actually happened.

312
00:17:14,080 --> 00:17:16,880
I think it did.
It's already in the Rome news.

313
00:17:18,240 --> 00:17:19,320
And Smeralda?

314
00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:21,800
I've been calling her,
but she doesn't pick up.

315
00:17:22,840 --> 00:17:26,120
Seriously, guys, I don't understand
how you can all be so calm about it.

316
00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:27,840
I think it was the right thing.

317
00:17:27,920 --> 00:17:30,880
I don't get how you can be like that.
Somebody died today, okay?

318
00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:32,800
Now, even if it was a direct result…

319
00:17:32,880 --> 00:17:37,240
He was gonna die sooner or later anyway.
No point in putting things off, is there?

320
00:17:37,840 --> 00:17:39,840
Honestly, I wasn't
in the mood to investigate

321
00:17:39,920 --> 00:17:43,000
where Secco's reasoning
about life and death could lead,

322
00:17:43,080 --> 00:17:46,280
but I didn't have time to ask
because I heard that bell above the door.

323
00:17:46,360 --> 00:17:47,920
Can't you see we're closed?

324
00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,080
What on earth are you closed for,
Wild Boar?

325
00:17:50,160 --> 00:17:53,200
Love of my life! I thought
you weren't reading my messages!

326
00:17:53,280 --> 00:17:56,000
Love of my life! Love of my life!
So much has happened.

327
00:17:56,080 --> 00:17:59,040
I had nothing to do with it,
I swear, but I think Tripwire is dead.

328
00:17:59,120 --> 00:18:00,800
I swear I had nothing to do with it.

329
00:18:00,880 --> 00:18:03,040
But the Tartallegra
don't want the money any more!

330
00:18:03,120 --> 00:18:04,920
I've no idea how it happened.
We were told…

331
00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:06,920
Honey! Honey, wait. Slow down. Stop.

332
00:18:07,000 --> 00:18:09,160
Sorry, sweetheart.
I thought I would never see you again.

333
00:18:09,240 --> 00:18:12,840
Explain it to me. What do you mean,
they killed Tripwire? Who killed him?

334
00:18:14,360 --> 00:18:16,880
-Look, Wild Boar. But isn't that…
-Stop talking, all right.

335
00:18:16,960 --> 00:18:18,440
He's still holding the knife.

336
00:18:18,520 --> 00:18:20,960
They're stopping people.
We have to get out of here.

337
00:18:21,040 --> 00:18:23,560
-It's closed off here.
-I'm still so shocked.

338
00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:26,440
-Because I saw who was holding the knife.
-Stay calm and drop the knife.

339
00:18:26,520 --> 00:18:30,880
I mean the actual,
unequivocal definition of a murderer.

340
00:18:31,480 --> 00:18:34,360
And of all the people I've met
over the course of my life,

341
00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:39,480
the very last one I would've ever thought
could wear the mantle of a murderer

342
00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:41,480
was Lorenzo Montini.

343
00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:44,560
Montini… Montini… Montini…

344
00:18:56,120 --> 00:18:58,160
EMERGENCY 24/7

345
00:18:59,280 --> 00:19:01,480
Would you mind if I wait for him here?

346
00:19:01,560 --> 00:19:04,680
You can wait in the waiting room,
but I can't let you into theatre.

347
00:19:04,760 --> 00:19:07,400
But wouldn't it be better
if you went back home to rest?

348
00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:09,560
I promise we'll call you if he wakes up.

349
00:19:10,240 --> 00:19:11,720
What's the little one's name?

350
00:19:12,560 --> 00:19:15,640
Giulio. His name's Giulio.

351
00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:20,600
Think of the fucking abyss
we dumped him in to make him do this.

352
00:19:21,840 --> 00:19:25,680
We were all trying to solve
Wild Boar's shit first, then my shit.

353
00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:28,320
And, meanwhile,
he was there in front of us,

354
00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:30,520
slipping further and further into hell,

355
00:19:30,600 --> 00:19:32,400
and it was like we couldn't see him.

356
00:19:33,800 --> 00:19:36,800
And in the end, he became hell.

357
00:19:46,640 --> 00:19:48,280
But why would Montini do something like…

358
00:19:48,360 --> 00:19:52,000
Honey pie, did you hear what I said?
The debt with the Tartallegras is gone!

359
00:19:52,080 --> 00:19:54,800
Honey, debts of that size
don't just disappear, do they?

360
00:19:54,880 --> 00:19:58,240
I don't know how on earth it happened,
but it's like a miracle!

361
00:20:01,520 --> 00:20:03,960
The Virgin Mary takes care
of los milagros.

362
00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:05,640
We take care of business.

363
00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:09,360
Sorry, but what's he got to do with it?

364
00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:11,840
You honestly didn't know
anything about any of this?

365
00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:13,600
I don't understand. About what?

366
00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:15,440
Did you really not wonder about it

367
00:20:15,520 --> 00:20:19,400
when the Tartallegra asked the Bangladeshi
who had caused all this mess,

368
00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:22,080
why no one actually thought
to ask Carlito for the money,

369
00:20:22,160 --> 00:20:23,520
since he was the middleman?

370
00:20:23,600 --> 00:20:25,400
I did actually wonder about that,
you know.

371
00:20:25,480 --> 00:20:27,160
But I assumed they talked to him

372
00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:29,120
and only wanted to know
where it had all started.

373
00:20:29,200 --> 00:20:31,760
Uh, no. Well, yes,
but you're missing a clue.

374
00:20:31,840 --> 00:20:34,000
Because they did go to Carlito.

375
00:20:37,760 --> 00:20:38,880
And they said…

376
00:20:38,960 --> 00:20:42,200
I gather you got our 99k frozen.
You gotta give it back.

377
00:20:42,280 --> 00:20:43,360
You're a driver, right?

378
00:20:43,440 --> 00:20:44,480
What did you say to them?

379
00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:48,280
That yes, soy a driver,
but no soy a limo service.

380
00:20:48,360 --> 00:20:50,640
I only drive Don Diego Coccodritto.

381
00:20:52,520 --> 00:20:54,960
Oh! Finally, a plot twist
that makes some sense

382
00:20:55,040 --> 00:20:57,280
out of this half-baked Cuban stud!

383
00:20:57,360 --> 00:20:58,920
Good job, screenwriters. Nice one.

384
00:20:59,000 --> 00:21:02,600
I was wondering why the Coccodrittos
had nothing to do with this story so far.

385
00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:10,000
The Coccodrittos
are the Tartallegras' competitors.

386
00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:13,680
They have shared interests.
Dealing, usury, slot machines, extortion…

387
00:21:13,760 --> 00:21:14,960
But they're more creative,

388
00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:17,160
'cause they're into florists
and car dealerships.

389
00:21:17,240 --> 00:21:18,840
But in another district.

390
00:21:18,920 --> 00:21:22,320
I say competitors, not rivals
'cause there's mutual respect

391
00:21:22,400 --> 00:21:24,720
and they never cross
into each other's turfs.

392
00:21:24,800 --> 00:21:28,040
They're the ones Lemur Friend buys
her hash from, for example.

393
00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:30,560
So that's why
they didn't break your balls.

394
00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:32,600
They didn't want to trigger a gang war.

395
00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:34,720
The war was just about to start anyway.

396
00:21:34,800 --> 00:21:38,200
Yes, Tripwire was coming here every day,
acting all crazy!

397
00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:44,240
He beat up Montini in the street.
He was making a scene.

398
00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:47,840
This kind of drama attracts the cops,
and it's bad for business, you know?

399
00:21:50,800 --> 00:21:53,520
So we had to make a deal
that worked for todos.

400
00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:56,520
But what did you do, sweetheart?

401
00:21:56,600 --> 00:21:58,200
I made them buy the debt, honey.

402
00:21:58,280 --> 00:22:00,240
I don't understand, my love.

403
00:22:00,320 --> 00:22:03,920
I'm saying they paid it off and settled
our account with the Tartallegra.

404
00:22:04,000 --> 00:22:05,160
But what does that mean?

405
00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:08,240
That I don't owe the Tartallegra,
but owe the Coccodritto?

406
00:22:08,320 --> 00:22:11,160
Yes. A bit more, but a bit less urgently.

407
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:13,960
What did you think?
Debts like these don't just disappear.

408
00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:17,120
I love you, sweetheart,
but I really don't understand.

409
00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:19,840
-What have we gained from this?
-You got a month.

410
00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:21,320
A month of what?

411
00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:24,520
-What can I do with a month?
-A month is a month.

412
00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:27,800
So, you're saying we have an extra month?

413
00:22:28,320 --> 00:22:31,400
I'm saying that in a month,
I have to come back aquí.

414
00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:42,440
I'm sorry,
but if he's with the Coccodritto,

415
00:22:42,520 --> 00:22:45,760
why did he involve Imram,
who was a frontman for the Tartallegra?

416
00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:48,600
I don't understand the link between them.
It was just an elaborate

417
00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:50,240
Keyser Söze-style setup.

418
00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:52,680
They'd foreseen all the moves,
like dominoes,

419
00:22:52,760 --> 00:22:55,960
where it ended up with
the Coccodritto family buying the debt.

420
00:22:56,720 --> 00:22:58,160
Er, no, it's 'cause their children

421
00:22:58,240 --> 00:22:59,480
go to school together.

422
00:22:59,560 --> 00:23:03,160
And Carlito thought Aryan's parents
could really do with the €2,000.

423
00:23:04,760 --> 00:23:06,280
I take it all back.

424
00:23:06,360 --> 00:23:09,680
Real life is always
ever so appallingly scripted.

425
00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:10,720
Lazy.

426
00:23:10,800 --> 00:23:12,880
Well, guys, at least we gained
an extra month.

427
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:14,880
We have a bit more time
to come up with something.

428
00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:17,320
-So what I think we should do…
-Zero…

429
00:23:20,520 --> 00:23:22,000
She said nothing more,

430
00:23:22,080 --> 00:23:24,720
but there was a finality
in those downcast eyes.

431
00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:28,400
A look that signalled the end.
No appeals. No recourse.

432
00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:29,520
Closure.

433
00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:33,240
At first, I thought that look marked
the end of this whole sorry chapter.

434
00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:35,720
That I had to accept it. It was over.

435
00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:37,680
Months later, I realised it was, in fact,

436
00:23:37,760 --> 00:23:41,280
the end of something
that had defined us for 40 years.

437
00:23:41,360 --> 00:23:43,720
That we could always be like The Goonies

438
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:45,880
if we kept the gang united.

439
00:23:46,400 --> 00:23:48,920
'Cause as long as the gang was together,
we could do anything.

440
00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:51,080
We could even take on the whole world.

441
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:02,520
What's going on?

442
00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:05,200
All through your emo moment,
I was celebrating that it was over

443
00:24:05,280 --> 00:24:07,000
and we were all getting
the fuck out of here.

444
00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:08,800
But why are they still here? Why?

445
00:24:08,880 --> 00:24:10,760
I don't know. How do I ask them to go?

446
00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:12,960
Oh my God, what a drag. What a drag!

447
00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:19,800
Uh, sorry, Sarah. I'm really trying
to be sensitive here, but…

448
00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:21,640
-Sensitive, my arse.
-Shut it!

449
00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:23,440
So, I was thinking,
are you actually planning

450
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:26,640
on moving those little legs of yours
towards the door at some point?

451
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:28,240
Yes, Zero, don't fret!

452
00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:31,440
We're going to my mother's house,
and she's really happy, okay?

453
00:24:31,520 --> 00:24:35,280
But first, I've gotta do something.
I'll come get her in 20, then we'll go.

454
00:24:35,360 --> 00:24:38,400
If you want to tell her anything,
I think this is your last chance, yeah?

455
00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:40,040
Bye-bye. Bye. Bye-bye.

456
00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:48,080
Dear, dear, she's crazy. Don't tell me
you're actually listening to her?

457
00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:50,760
-No, I dunno what she was getting at.
-What do you think she meant?

458
00:24:50,840 --> 00:24:53,720
Jump in there. Come on, he's dead.
It's your turn now!

459
00:24:53,800 --> 00:24:55,680
Oh, I really don't think
this is the right time.

460
00:24:55,760 --> 00:24:57,080
Of course it's not the right time,

461
00:24:57,160 --> 00:25:00,200
'cause it's never the right time
to do this kind of shit, is it, baldy?

462
00:25:00,280 --> 00:25:03,040
What does "jump" even mean?
What is this, the Ariccia Bridge?

463
00:25:03,120 --> 00:25:04,480
These are serious matters.

464
00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:06,560
You have to take things slowly.
Very slowly!

465
00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:08,000
-Well, exactly.
-Look!

466
00:25:08,080 --> 00:25:10,560
You date her for a bit, yeah,
and see how it goes.

467
00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:13,720
Don't get carried away by the urge
to label things or define them.

468
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:16,120
Then, very slowly,
when you've gotten to grips with it,

469
00:25:16,200 --> 00:25:18,840
when you've had those seven
or eight years to really get used to it,

470
00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:20,440
if everything's still going well,

471
00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:24,040
at that point, you can start
to take stock of the situation and say,

472
00:25:24,120 --> 00:25:27,560
"Look, to the outside world, it looks like
we're together, we're an item".

473
00:25:27,640 --> 00:25:31,360
It's a snapshot of the state of things.
You can't decide that in advance, can you?

474
00:25:31,440 --> 00:25:34,960
-But by that point, you are an item?
-Precisely. At that point, you split up.

475
00:25:35,040 --> 00:25:36,320
But didn't it just start?

476
00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:38,640
Oh, no. That's what you call
the seven-year itch.

477
00:25:38,720 --> 00:25:40,720
By then, one of the two of you is fed up.

478
00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:42,960
-So, what do I say to her?
-Go, go. Play dumb.

479
00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:45,840
Knock out a few little jokes.
She said 20 minutes, didn't she?

480
00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:48,240
And 20 minutes will fly by,
then she'll fuck off.

481
00:25:55,480 --> 00:25:56,960
Uh, hello.

482
00:26:00,960 --> 00:26:03,720
I really don't know what to say
in these situations.

483
00:26:04,680 --> 00:26:07,120
"How are you doing?" seems a bit stupid.

484
00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:09,880
You don't have to say anything.

485
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:12,800
It's me who should thank you
for the past few days.

486
00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:17,320
I know they must've been terrible for you,
but you've showed me a different world.

487
00:26:17,400 --> 00:26:19,920
For the first time,
I felt like I was living a normal life

488
00:26:20,000 --> 00:26:22,280
with someone who actually cares about me.

489
00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,360
I think that, over the years,
I must've just got used to

490
00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,440
living with a pressure cooker
that could explode at any moment.

491
00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:32,120
Look, I'm so sorry I didn't ask you
to stay here the other day.

492
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:34,720
I didn't actually want to send you away.

493
00:26:34,800 --> 00:26:36,880
It's not that I don't like you.
Quite the opposite.

494
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:39,240
It's just that I'm no good
at this stuff and don't know…

495
00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:42,040
No, no, I'm not saying this
because I want to move in with you.

496
00:26:42,120 --> 00:26:43,800
I'm not, Zeh, okay?

497
00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:47,600
The person I was with for seven years
was stabbed to death this morning.

498
00:26:49,240 --> 00:26:51,840
I'm not really in a place
to move on yet, am I?

499
00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:56,160
She's right. I dunno what it is,
but I keep on forgetting that he's dead.

500
00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:57,680
I can't get it into my head.

501
00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:01,000
Anyway, that wasn't
why I was saying it, you know?

502
00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:03,560
It was just something nice
that you gave me.

503
00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:06,800
I don't know. It's just that I feel like
I should've protected you more.

504
00:27:06,880 --> 00:27:08,760
Or at least done something
to make it even,

505
00:27:08,840 --> 00:27:11,240
since you saved me
when he was beating me up outside.

506
00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:14,760
Look, never once in my life have I wanted
to have someone to protect me, Zeh.

507
00:27:14,840 --> 00:27:17,360
No, but you always liked the tough guys
who were good at fighting.

508
00:27:17,440 --> 00:27:20,720
Come on, let's not kid ourselves.
I could never compete with that.

509
00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:23,160
You really are such a dumbo.

510
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,200
I liked being with people who chose me,

511
00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:27,800
who were absolutely sure
they wanted to be with me.

512
00:27:27,880 --> 00:27:29,560
With you, I always had to do everything.

513
00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:32,120
You didn't put yourself out there
or take any risks.

514
00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:33,720
The others don't understand shit,

515
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:36,040
but are prepared to risk
making a fool of themselves.

516
00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:37,760
I wanted to say, "That's not true".

517
00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:40,960
"I was prepared to change all my plans
when you reappeared".

518
00:27:41,040 --> 00:27:41,880
Uh…

519
00:27:41,960 --> 00:27:44,480
But then I felt Armadillo
patting me on the shoulder, saying…

520
00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:45,840
Don't answer! There are videos.

521
00:27:45,920 --> 00:27:48,640
I request a short break
from the interrogation, Your Honour.

522
00:27:54,600 --> 00:27:55,880
It doesn't matter, Zeh.

523
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,680
This wasn't the right time
to talk about it anyway.

524
00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:22,160
How did it go?
Did you do what you had to do?

525
00:28:24,040 --> 00:28:27,680
Yeah, it took me a while 'cause there was
an old man who didn't want to leave.

526
00:28:27,760 --> 00:28:31,000
He just stayed there,
like he was the guardian of decorum.

527
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,480
Seeing those words always made me
a little anxious, to be honest.

528
00:28:36,000 --> 00:28:38,040
It felt like a life sentence.

529
00:28:40,400 --> 00:28:41,800
I prefer it now.

530
00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:53,680
PLEASE CAN WE BE LIKE COMETS..
..FOREVER?

531
00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:10,760
GREAT ROME
MOTORWAY

532
00:29:36,880 --> 00:29:39,800
The following days felt weird,
suspended in time.

533
00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:42,040
What with the phone records,
Smeralda's brothers,

534
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:44,720
and all the things we said
without being careful,

535
00:29:44,800 --> 00:29:47,680
would no one really come and ask us
what the fuck we were doing?

536
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,520
But no. No one came.

537
00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:53,960
The legend of Tripwire,
a lifetime of barbarity,

538
00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:56,720
the nightmare of at least
three generations of kids,

539
00:29:56,800 --> 00:29:58,960
filed away like a page
in the Rome News section,

540
00:29:59,040 --> 00:30:02,320
with the wrong surname
and a graffiti scrawl on the wall.

541
00:30:02,400 --> 00:30:06,120
To begin with, whenever I walked past it,
it made me angry because I thought…

542
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:07,200
BYE MASSIMO
GREAT LEADER!

543
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:10,400
"Leader? Yeah, right. Someone
who beat up girls and bullied kids?"

544
00:30:10,480 --> 00:30:12,840
Then I thought that
so many of the streets in this city

545
00:30:12,920 --> 00:30:16,520
are named after statesmen and warriors
who dropped bombs on people,

546
00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:19,360
killed families, men, women, children…

547
00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:21,640
And no one takes their plaques down,
do they?

548
00:30:21,720 --> 00:30:23,440
It would seem a bit classist to me

549
00:30:23,520 --> 00:30:25,640
if this objection
only applied to Tripwire,

550
00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:27,400
so we kept the graffiti too.

551
00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:30,440
And at some point,
we stopped thinking about it.

552
00:30:30,520 --> 00:30:32,880
It became part of the urban decor.

553
00:30:32,960 --> 00:30:36,520
Set the darkness on fire

554
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:39,320
When you smile…

555
00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:41,040
I know you didn't do it for us.

556
00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:45,160
I don't know if you did it for yourself.
I don't know if you had a choice or not.

557
00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:46,480
But if you're there now,

558
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:49,080
it's 'cause facts are judged,
not intentions.

559
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:52,400
But there are also other facts
that are equally important,

560
00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:54,960
even if they weren't discussed
at the trial.

561
00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:57,760
Like, if we're here, literally, I mean,

562
00:30:57,840 --> 00:31:00,400
if we can continue living our lives

563
00:31:00,480 --> 00:31:04,800
with all our arguments,
all our anxieties, all our laughter,

564
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:06,200
it's thanks to you.

565
00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:09,720
You're paying for something
that allows us to keep living.

566
00:31:09,800 --> 00:31:12,560
And we did nothing to deserve it.
Quite the opposite.

567
00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:15,440
In fact, we gave you nothing
these past years,

568
00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:17,120
and you didn't owe us anything.

569
00:31:17,200 --> 00:31:19,000
Yet you gave us everything.

570
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,640
Look at me now…

571
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:25,600
My grandmother spent her life
thanking St. Lucy,

572
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:28,720
who she believed saved her
when she was dying in childbirth.

573
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,760
"Each of us has a saint in heaven",
she always said,

574
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:35,440
"and you have to thank them every day
that you're alive and healthy".

575
00:31:35,520 --> 00:31:38,400
I never listened to her,
but now I think she was right.

576
00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:42,120
It's just that our saint isn't in heaven.
Quite the opposite.

577
00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:45,800
He's in the place on Earth
that most resembles hell.

578
00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,320
Crazy town

579
00:31:56,600 --> 00:31:58,480
-He okay?
-He's well.

580
00:31:58,560 --> 00:32:01,680
A little better than last time.
He's put on a bit of weight, even.

581
00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:04,280
Did they allow him to have the letter?

582
00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:06,120
Yes, he was happy and very touched.

583
00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:09,560
He said he'll write back.
You put your address in, didn't you, Zero?

584
00:32:09,640 --> 00:32:11,400
Yeah, I did. It's at the bottom.

585
00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:13,720
Did you give him the photo?

586
00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:15,120
Yes, he says thank you,

587
00:32:15,200 --> 00:32:17,920
'cause that was what worried him
the most, you know?

588
00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:22,120
Because he knows
I couldn't cope with him on my own,

589
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:24,360
and he's better off being with you.

590
00:32:29,480 --> 00:32:32,440
Thank you for taking me to see him,
even though you're leaving.

591
00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:34,560
Well, I had time,
and I won't be away long.

592
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:37,720
I'll be back in three days.
Shall we talk when I get back home?

593
00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,000
All right, but be careful
with all this travelling.

594
00:32:40,080 --> 00:32:43,560
Get some rest every now and then,
will you? Bye, Giulio!

595
00:32:43,640 --> 00:32:45,880
-Sorry, can I ask you something?
-Yeah?

596
00:32:45,960 --> 00:32:49,240
Why does this dog have the name Giulio?
It's a strange name for a dog.

597
00:32:49,840 --> 00:32:50,760
Look here.

598
00:32:53,240 --> 00:32:54,840
Who does he remind you of?

599
00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:56,280
Oh God, I don't know.

600
00:32:56,360 --> 00:33:00,280
The most handsome politician
in all Italian history!

601
00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:04,160
Oh no! You surely don't mean Rutelli?
He was hot when he was young, but wasn't…

602
00:33:04,240 --> 00:33:06,600
Giulio Andreotti!

603
00:33:06,680 --> 00:33:08,080
President?

604
00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:09,880
President!

605
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:28,080
So, you didn't manage in the end
to convince that idiot to come?

606
00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:29,520
Didn't have a hope.

607
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:32,840
Oh well, he does have a kid,
so you can understand

608
00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:35,680
why he can't leave him with
that poor woman for three days, can't you?

609
00:33:35,760 --> 00:33:36,800
Yes, I can, Sarah.

610
00:33:36,880 --> 00:33:40,240
Yes. This is the great rational narrative.

611
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:43,960
The one we always build around Secco
to justify his behaviour.

612
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:46,360
He's not the one
who talks about having a kid.

613
00:33:46,440 --> 00:33:49,200
It's what we say
to make it more acceptable to us.

614
00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:52,440
But actually,
I'd also said something else to Secco.

615
00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:54,200
And I didn't want to tell Sarah.

616
00:33:54,280 --> 00:33:56,480
It was the last thing I said
before saying goodbye.

617
00:33:56,560 --> 00:33:58,960
I thought, "We're 40 years old".

618
00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:02,680
"Maybe it's time we talked openly
like two mature people".

619
00:34:02,760 --> 00:34:04,040
So I said it.

620
00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:05,760
Secco, you're a piece of shit now

621
00:34:05,840 --> 00:34:07,640
with this kid thing
that's ruined everything.

622
00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:11,200
We can't do anything together any more.
You basically killed our duo.

623
00:34:11,280 --> 00:34:12,840
He answered me with the same maturity.

624
00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:14,360
What the fuck are you talking about?

625
00:34:14,440 --> 00:34:17,280
You started it, with this comic book thing
and then Netflix.

626
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:18,920
You're the one who killed everything.

627
00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:21,320
Me having a kid hasn't actually
changed anything at all.

628
00:34:22,200 --> 00:34:25,480
But he didn't say it
with a tone of resentment or sadness.

629
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:27,840
It was Secco's standard metallic tone.

630
00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:34,040
But for a second,
it opened up this tiny crack,

631
00:34:34,120 --> 00:34:37,040
and through it,
I saw the last few years again.

632
00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:40,200
All the stuff I got tangled up in
because of work.

633
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:42,240
The good things and the bad.

634
00:34:43,280 --> 00:34:46,600
And I realised
that Secco was practically never there.

635
00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:49,160
None of my old friends were there.

636
00:34:50,080 --> 00:34:53,440
Because I didn't find the time
or the space to keep them in my life.

637
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:56,640
Or maybe this is
my great rational narrative.

638
00:34:57,240 --> 00:34:59,680
The one I built to justify my behaviour.

639
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:02,760
And I also wondered,
"What was Secco doing in those moments

640
00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:05,200
when he was living
outside of our relationship?"

641
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:08,720
And even if the answer was clearly,
"He must've played poker",

642
00:35:08,800 --> 00:35:10,880
"He must have got laid, too,
if he had a kid",

643
00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:13,280
I glimpsed
that there was something terrible

644
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:15,440
lurking behind all these thoughts

645
00:35:15,520 --> 00:35:20,480
that threatened to sweep away
my entire great justificatory system.

646
00:35:21,440 --> 00:35:25,760
When you see those clouds, you must stop.
Dissect and deepen, be introspective.

647
00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:28,920
Because those clouds
reveal something about yourself.

648
00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:30,800
That's how you grow.

649
00:35:30,880 --> 00:35:33,440
When you're mature enough
to look your demons in the face

650
00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:35,160
and talk about them with others.

651
00:35:36,800 --> 00:35:38,720
That's why I plucked up the courage and…

652
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:40,440
Oh, go fuck yourself!

653
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:41,520
Well done.

654
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:43,240
Blow me!

655
00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:44,480
You and your mother.

656
00:36:05,960 --> 00:36:08,640
So, you still haven't told me
how the fuck you are, Sarah.

657
00:36:09,360 --> 00:36:12,240
Well, I'm fine. Of course,
living with my mother is complicated.

658
00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:14,800
We're always this close
to appearing on the evening news.

659
00:36:14,880 --> 00:36:16,760
But you managed
to stand your ground with Stella.

660
00:36:16,840 --> 00:36:20,120
You know I lost €50 on it?
I bet you'd be back together in a week.

661
00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:21,040
PAY UP

662
00:36:21,120 --> 00:36:23,200
I lost as well. I bet on it too.

663
00:36:23,280 --> 00:36:26,600
Well, it's been six months already.
You must've broken the spell by now.

664
00:36:28,520 --> 00:36:30,640
I haven't broken anything, Zero.

665
00:36:30,720 --> 00:36:33,040
I think my problem is,
it's all in my head.

666
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:35,520
We haven't communicated
with each other in six months,

667
00:36:35,600 --> 00:36:37,880
but a part of me still doesn't think
we broke up.

668
00:36:37,960 --> 00:36:40,400
It's like a moment in time
when we're not talking to each other,

669
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,600
like we're on a little break or something.

670
00:36:42,680 --> 00:36:44,240
But every time something happens to me,

671
00:36:44,320 --> 00:36:47,680
my first and only thought is
that I wanna tell her all about it.

672
00:36:48,200 --> 00:36:50,160
I think, at first, that's pretty normal.

673
00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:53,200
Is it normal to have a list in your head
that you update all the time

674
00:36:53,280 --> 00:36:54,960
with everything that happens in your life,

675
00:36:55,040 --> 00:36:57,600
because I think "When I see her again,
I can tell her everything,

676
00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,720
and she won't have missed anything"?

677
00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:01,280
Okay, I don't know if that's normal,

678
00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:03,520
but you're still doing well
not reaching out to her.

679
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:05,920
Yes, and every night,
I look at myself in the mirror and say,

680
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:09,680
"Well done, you didn't fall for it
again today" like some kinda junkie.

681
00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:11,280
But that thought is always there,

682
00:37:11,360 --> 00:37:14,640
like an app running in the background
even if you're not using it.

683
00:37:14,720 --> 00:37:16,440
And you know what the worst thing is?

684
00:37:16,520 --> 00:37:20,240
No. This already seems pretty hardcore.
I don't know if I want to go into it.

685
00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:24,160
I can't process it in my head.
Like, one day, I'll pick up the phone,

686
00:37:24,240 --> 00:37:26,880
and I'll think she's still there
waiting for me, you know?

687
00:37:26,960 --> 00:37:30,320
Like, in my head, it's not possible
that Stella is getting on with her life,

688
00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:33,120
and she's found someone else,
and she's having a baby.

689
00:37:34,360 --> 00:37:36,240
Okay, let's not think about it now.

690
00:37:36,320 --> 00:37:39,440
They'll never let her adopt
in this country anyway, so there you go.

691
00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:40,560
Really?

692
00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:42,360
Thank goodness
there are fascists out there

693
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:44,640
to stop my ex from finding happiness.

694
00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:52,720
Attention…

695
00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:04,920
Any driver in the vicinity of Trastevere?

696
00:38:05,000 --> 00:38:06,480
Got an airport run.

697
00:38:08,800 --> 00:38:11,080
Can Giulio handle
such a long journey, Zero?

698
00:38:11,160 --> 00:38:13,680
Well, he didn't go for a walk,
but he's had a poop, he's eaten.

699
00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:15,840
Now the little guy
is gonna have a sleep in the car.

700
00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:17,240
His life's his own!

701
00:38:46,480 --> 00:38:50,240
In 20 metres,
your destination will be on the left.

702
00:39:12,400 --> 00:39:14,920
We gotta send Secco a photo!

703
00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:17,320
I think I will send him a video.

704
00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:19,400
You piece of shit. Why aren't you here?

705
00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:21,520
Yeah, like that fucker
will get his act together.

706
00:39:21,600 --> 00:39:24,320
Honey, do me a favour
and get me another beer.

707
00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:28,800
Look, how's it going? The past few months,
no one's come looking, have they?

708
00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:32,040
No, but every morning I think,
"Today's the day they'll come",

709
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:34,840
and every night,
I count my lucky stars that they didn't.

710
00:39:34,920 --> 00:39:36,840
Maybe it would be better
if they got it over with,

711
00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:38,080
'cause living like this…

712
00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:41,480
I'm recording this, so when they come,
I'll play it back to you and say…

713
00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:44,280
Excuse me. While you rip his nails out,
can you make a little room?

714
00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:46,880
I have a recording
I would like to jog his memory with.

715
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:50,480
Enough of all this.
Now, what about you and Smeralda?

716
00:39:50,560 --> 00:39:51,680
Well, what about her?

717
00:39:51,760 --> 00:39:52,800
Cut it out!

718
00:39:52,880 --> 00:39:55,400
There's a guy who got himself locked up
so you could get laid.

719
00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:58,240
-And you're throwing it all away?
-Why don't you go fuck yourself?

720
00:39:58,320 --> 00:40:00,920
Are you serious?
You haven't seen her again?

721
00:40:02,520 --> 00:40:04,080
Debora is lost.

722
00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:08,680
Her grandfather Ugo
is waiting for her in front of Joe Spit's.

723
00:40:08,760 --> 00:40:10,480
Debora is lost.

724
00:40:11,000 --> 00:40:15,320
Her grandfather Ugo
is waiting for her in front of Joe Spit's.

725
00:40:20,240 --> 00:40:21,560
Giulio! Giulio!

726
00:40:21,640 --> 00:40:24,520
Can you stop being a pain in the arse
with other dogs, for Christ's sake?

727
00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:28,040
Oh! Don't tell me that you have a dog?
The end of the world is nigh!

728
00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:30,080
Hey! You dumbarse!

729
00:40:30,160 --> 00:40:31,360
Giulio, stop it!

730
00:40:31,440 --> 00:40:33,120
Macchiato, stop!

731
00:40:33,200 --> 00:40:36,400
He's a poor little mutt. What did he do
to deserve to be your dog?

732
00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:39,040
-I bet he's the reincarnation of Priebke!
-Who?

733
00:40:39,120 --> 00:40:42,280
Priebke! The Nazi
from the Ardeatine massacre.

734
00:40:42,360 --> 00:40:45,120
I can't believe that you don't know
such a commie basic!

735
00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:47,680
I can't hear you. This thing is barking.

736
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:49,120
How are you?

737
00:40:49,200 --> 00:40:52,120
-I'm great.
-Oh, you're so annoying. Damn you!

738
00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:55,240
Now, Zeh, don't be mean to him.
He'll calm down in a bit.

739
00:40:55,320 --> 00:40:57,760
I wasn't talking to him.
I was talking to you.

740
00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:00,840
"I'm great", you said just now.
That sounds just so arrogant.

741
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:04,160
Maybe I'm not that great right now,
and you throw your endorphins in my face!

742
00:41:04,240 --> 00:41:05,880
Are you not doing too well, then?

743
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,600
I don't know, actually.
I was just putting it out there.

744
00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:11,480
Then take these endorphins
and stop being such an arsehole.

745
00:41:11,560 --> 00:41:13,760
Maybe he's barking
because he wants to be like you!

746
00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:17,240
It's his way of saying, "Look, Daddy,
watch. I can be an arsehole too".

747
00:41:17,320 --> 00:41:19,680
What do you mean, "Daddy"?
That's so gross!

748
00:41:19,760 --> 00:41:21,920
Would you believe it? He's stopped now.

749
00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:23,640
Let's give it another go.

750
00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:35,080
Giulio! Giulio, come here!

751
00:41:35,160 --> 00:41:37,800
Macchiato! Macchiato, stop now!

752
00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:39,800
It's not working.

753
00:41:39,880 --> 00:41:43,320
They fucking hate each other!
We either let them at each other or go.

754
00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:46,920
Why don't you take them for a nice walk
in the park instead of the mall?

755
00:41:47,000 --> 00:41:48,400
What the fuck's it to you?

756
00:41:48,480 --> 00:41:51,720
Why don't you take your kid to the park?
He looks like a Buddha!

757
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:55,160
-See how nice it is?
-Yeah!

758
00:41:55,680 --> 00:41:58,120
Why don't we meet up one time,
minus the dogs?

759
00:41:58,200 --> 00:42:01,760
What's the point of saying we'll always
meet up again if we never actually do it?

760
00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:04,440
Well, this time we will, I promise you.

761
00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:07,080
Yeah, yeah.
"I promise you, I promise you."

762
00:42:07,160 --> 00:42:08,960
I promised, and I'll keep my word.

763
00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:11,000
You'll be surprised, Smeralda.

764
00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:12,800
Dad, can you read me this book?

765
00:42:12,880 --> 00:42:15,760
Sonny, Daddy's gotta talk about
something very important.

766
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:19,160
When Uncle Zero tells us
if he got laid, I'll be right with you.

767
00:42:20,240 --> 00:42:21,560
What are you reading to him?

768
00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:24,160
I read him the same story
every night without fail.

769
00:42:24,240 --> 00:42:25,920
It's completely normal, they say,

770
00:42:26,000 --> 00:42:29,080
but how can it be normal to want to hear
the same story with the same words

771
00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:30,480
every single day?

772
00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:32,920
It's the Ludovico technique
from A Clockwork Orange.

773
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:35,240
Either you have a cognitive problem
or you're a lunatic.

774
00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:38,480
Here, you read it to him.
Be a good uncle, will ya?

775
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,800
The Three Little Pigs!
Is this some kind of joke?

776
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:45,360
Come on, it's like teaching kids
how to speculate in the property market.

777
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:46,520
Do you know this one?

778
00:42:46,600 --> 00:42:47,880
Yeah, but I hate it.

779
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:50,240
You know the smart pig's in league
with the Big Bad Wolf?

780
00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:53,320
Think about it. Two hippie hogs
lived in straw and wood huts.

781
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:56,200
The wolf comes, destroys their homes,
and they're forced to go

782
00:42:56,280 --> 00:42:58,840
to the real estate pig
who builds stone houses.

783
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:00,600
He even makes them feel bad
for having spent

784
00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:03,280
all the money their mother left them,
then he sells them the houses

785
00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:04,720
and splits the money with the wolf.

786
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:08,720
No! Jimmy builds the stone house
because he's a cautious pig.

787
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:11,040
Yeah, right. Open your eyes. Wake up!

788
00:43:11,120 --> 00:43:14,320
In the Brothers Grimm,
he's a shit called Jimmy Caltagirone,

789
00:43:14,400 --> 00:43:18,120
who throws an old man who lives
in a balloon house out on the street.

790
00:43:18,200 --> 00:43:19,080
POLICE

791
00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:21,920
Uncle Zero, did you come to live here

792
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:26,160
because the wolf destroyed your house
just like he destroyed our house?

793
00:43:26,240 --> 00:43:28,360
Oh my God, is this the story you told him?

794
00:43:28,440 --> 00:43:31,920
No, it's Christine. She identifies
with stories that have pigs in.

795
00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:33,640
She says we're underrepresented.

796
00:43:33,720 --> 00:43:35,680
And I get it too. I really do.

797
00:43:35,760 --> 00:43:38,440
It's hard when Peppa Pig and Babe
are your only role models.

798
00:43:38,520 --> 00:43:40,040
Don't forget the one in The Muppets.

799
00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:42,360
Shh! Don't mention her,
or we'll have a fight!

800
00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:47,720
Anyway, I'm just visiting you
here in the middle of nowhere,

801
00:43:47,800 --> 00:43:50,400
and no, I still have a house.
I'm only stopping here for two days.

802
00:43:50,480 --> 00:43:52,280
And is your house made of stone,
Uncle Zero?

803
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:54,760
At first, I thought,
"How the fuck would I know?"

804
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:57,440
"They're '80s blocks,
no doubt made of concrete".

805
00:43:57,520 --> 00:43:59,960
"What do you wanna be when you grow up?
A land surveyor?"

806
00:44:00,040 --> 00:44:01,280
But then I understood.

807
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:03,720
Maybe, to his three-year-old eyes,

808
00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:05,960
we seem like accomplished adults,

809
00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:09,560
like we used to see 40-year-olds
when we were kids.

810
00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:11,760
People who must've had stone houses

811
00:44:11,840 --> 00:44:14,320
because they seemed to be
made of stone too.

812
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:16,280
Maybe he looks at us,

813
00:44:16,360 --> 00:44:19,840
as the innocent little sausage
mostly made of pork he is,

814
00:44:19,920 --> 00:44:21,280
and sees us like this,

815
00:44:21,360 --> 00:44:24,440
unshakable like the Easter Island heads.

816
00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:32,960
I wonder how he'll feel
when he realises what we are really like.

817
00:44:33,480 --> 00:44:35,720
Scattered after the shipwreck.

818
00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:38,840
We don't even count
the ones we lost along the way,

819
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:40,680
the ones who drowned,

820
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:42,360
the ones who swam to shore

821
00:44:42,440 --> 00:44:46,640
and then crawled away to hide
in the darkest corner of the night,

822
00:44:46,720 --> 00:44:48,720
at the edge of the universe.

823
00:44:58,400 --> 00:45:01,120
And the houses we live in
aren't made of stone,

824
00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:03,160
but they're not made of straw either.

825
00:45:03,240 --> 00:45:06,440
They're made of all the garbage
we've accumulated over the years.

826
00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:09,400
Rotten wood, sheet metal, leftovers.

827
00:45:09,480 --> 00:45:12,920
A whole mess held together
with spit and Xanax.

828
00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:16,000
With unpayable debts,

829
00:45:16,080 --> 00:45:19,760
and promises made and given
that no one ever keeps.

830
00:45:22,080 --> 00:45:24,080
And inside, there's us.

831
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:25,960
Curled up and alone,

832
00:45:26,520 --> 00:45:30,360
praying that the wolf doesn't come
to blow our house down tonight.

833
00:45:33,200 --> 00:45:35,640
Okay, but is your house
at least made of wood?

834
00:45:36,160 --> 00:45:37,880
Hold on, don't get hung up
on the material.

835
00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:40,120
It doesn't make
the slightest fucking difference.

836
00:45:40,200 --> 00:45:42,880
Ultimately, it's more important
to live near others.

837
00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:46,440
Then, when the walls shake, your house
can lean on the one next to it, okay?

838
00:45:46,520 --> 00:45:49,480
But where we live,
there's no one next to us, though.

839
00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:52,600
That's not true, piglet,
because we're here with you now,

840
00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:55,400
and we're also here
when you don't see us, okay?

841
00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:57,600
We're just taking a breather
at the moment,

842
00:45:57,680 --> 00:45:59,040
but then we'll fix everything.

843
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:01,240
Promise, will you?

844
00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:06,560
I promised, and I'll keep my word.
You'll be surprised, Smeralda.

845
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:10,640
Do you know why I can't say shit to you?

846
00:46:10,720 --> 00:46:13,920
Because I'm like that too.
I have the same thing.

847
00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:15,000
And what is that?

848
00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:18,080
Here's the sun

849
00:46:19,160 --> 00:46:22,080
So bow your heads…

850
00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:24,760
She didn't answer, but I know what it was.

851
00:46:27,360 --> 00:46:29,720
It's that thing
that stays here inside you,

852
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:31,520
in the pit of your stomach.

853
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:35,120
Even when you're sure
you've scraped it all away,

854
00:46:35,200 --> 00:46:38,000
when you think it can't hurt you any more.

855
00:46:39,480 --> 00:46:42,000
But there it is again, fucking you over.

856
00:46:42,080 --> 00:46:47,440
She's melting houses of gold…

857
00:46:47,520 --> 00:46:51,360
It kills you a thousand times over
in a single lifetime.

858
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:54,320
The hope that this time
it's the right one.

859
00:46:54,400 --> 00:46:56,720
We're spitting
Off the edge of the world

860
00:46:57,920 --> 00:47:02,440
Out in the night

861
00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:06,400
Never had no chance…

862
00:47:06,480 --> 00:47:08,080
WHEN I GET BACK
SHALL WE GET ICE CREAM?

863
00:47:11,880 --> 00:47:14,600
Spitting off the edge of the world

864
00:47:15,280 --> 00:47:19,880
Out comes the sun

865
00:47:20,720 --> 00:47:23,760
Never had no chance

866
00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:28,360
Nowhere to run

867
00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:37,040
Mama, what have you done?

868
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:39,800
MY 2 CENTS

869
00:47:43,600 --> 00:47:45,920
God caught me drinking
The devil's brew…

870
00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:46,840
MUGS

871
00:47:46,920 --> 00:47:47,760
DISHES

872
00:47:47,840 --> 00:47:50,920
He said, "It's not advised
But it's up to you"

873
00:47:51,000 --> 00:47:53,040
To drink the devil's brew…

874
00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:57,880
-Are you reopening?
-Is the guy who ran it gonna come back?

875
00:47:58,760 --> 00:48:00,720
He said, "It's not advised"…

876
00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:02,720
Under new management, señor.

877
00:48:02,800 --> 00:48:08,240
"But it's up to you

878
00:48:08,320 --> 00:48:11,240
We're spitting
Off the edge of the world

879
00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:16,560
Out in the night

880
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:20,440
Never had no chance

881
00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:25,720
Nowhere to hide

882
00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:28,760
Spitting off the edge of the world

883
00:48:29,280 --> 00:48:34,520
Nowhere to run

884
00:48:34,600 --> 00:48:37,480
Never had no chance

885
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:43,360
Out comes the sun

886
00:48:43,440 --> 00:48:46,600
Spitting off the edge of the world

887
00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:52,040
Winds from the sky

888
00:48:52,120 --> 00:48:55,320
Never had no chance

889
00:48:55,400 --> 00:49:01,640
Will watch us rise

890
00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:38,440
Spitting off the edge of the world

891
00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:43,840
Out in the night

892
00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:47,640
Never had no chance

893
00:49:47,720 --> 00:49:52,960
Nowhere to hide

894
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:56,000
Spitting off the edge of the world

895
00:49:56,520 --> 00:50:01,720
Nowhere to run

896
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:04,560
Never had no chance

897
00:50:05,240 --> 00:50:10,680
Out comes the sun

898
00:50:10,760 --> 00:50:13,400
Spitting off the edge of the world

899
00:50:14,000 --> 00:50:19,360
Winds from the sky

900
00:50:19,440 --> 00:50:22,200
Never had no chance

901
00:50:22,720 --> 00:50:28,920
Will watch us rise