1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:23,123 --> 00:00:27,027 [acoustic music] 4 00:01:04,998 --> 00:01:07,600 (SINGING) I'm a long way from home 5 00:01:08,802 --> 00:01:11,970 Far as I have ever been 6 00:01:11,971 --> 00:01:19,179 I wonder if there is a place for us to kick back 7 00:01:19,512 --> 00:01:21,881 When the wind blows 8 00:01:22,215 --> 00:01:25,185 Remember I love you so 9 00:01:26,519 --> 00:01:31,091 You will never see me again 10 00:01:33,560 --> 00:01:40,200 You will never see me again 11 00:01:40,533 --> 00:01:48,975 You will never see me again 12 00:02:15,735 --> 00:02:22,408 I thought that I was able to do what is best 13 00:02:22,775 --> 00:02:26,112 But now that I don't got you here 14 00:02:26,446 --> 00:02:29,849 I failed another test 15 00:02:30,116 --> 00:02:32,519 When the wind blows 16 00:02:32,886 --> 00:02:37,090 Remember, I love you so 17 00:02:37,323 --> 00:02:41,227 I wish that I had never left 18 00:02:44,197 --> 00:02:48,701 [whistling] 19 00:03:21,601 --> 00:03:25,538 [harsh music] 20 00:05:05,405 --> 00:05:06,205 - Let's do something. 21 00:05:07,774 --> 00:05:09,942 - Like what? 22 00:05:10,209 --> 00:05:11,210 - Fuck. 23 00:05:11,577 --> 00:05:12,111 I don't know. 24 00:05:12,645 --> 00:05:13,880 - Dare me to do something. 25 00:05:16,049 --> 00:05:18,384 - Ange. 26 00:05:18,718 --> 00:05:19,819 I dare you 27 00:05:21,220 --> 00:05:22,288 - to kiss 28 00:05:28,027 --> 00:05:28,795 - her. 29 00:05:30,730 --> 00:05:32,131 - No problem. 30 00:05:45,912 --> 00:05:47,580 - Yeah. 31 00:05:47,847 --> 00:05:49,248 Get it. 32 00:05:51,150 --> 00:05:52,585 - Perv. 33 00:05:55,755 --> 00:05:56,589 - It's your turn now. 34 00:05:56,956 --> 00:05:58,391 - OK. 35 00:06:00,593 --> 00:06:02,862 Emily, truth or dare? 36 00:06:06,299 --> 00:06:08,468 - Dare. 37 00:06:08,801 --> 00:06:11,237 - Mm. 38 00:06:11,537 --> 00:06:13,206 What do you guys think? 39 00:06:17,443 --> 00:06:18,911 Hmm. 40 00:06:22,715 --> 00:06:24,851 Sorry, I'm drawing a blank. 41 00:06:25,184 --> 00:06:29,622 - Truth, then 42 00:06:29,956 --> 00:06:31,090 - I still don't know. 43 00:06:37,130 --> 00:06:40,499 [whispers] 44 00:06:40,500 --> 00:06:41,234 OK. 45 00:06:41,734 --> 00:06:44,404 Emily, what's your biggest regret? 46 00:06:44,737 --> 00:06:46,906 - Oh, that's a good one. 47 00:06:49,742 --> 00:06:51,344 I had a pretty gnarly haircut in first year. 48 00:06:51,677 --> 00:06:55,681 Did any of you guys know me then? 49 00:06:56,015 --> 00:06:56,949 Lucky you, I guess. 50 00:06:58,451 --> 00:07:00,520 - Can we get something juicier? 51 00:07:00,853 --> 00:07:03,689 Like you're sure you never slept with your best friend's 52 00:07:04,023 --> 00:07:05,691 boyfriend or brother or anything? 53 00:07:05,992 --> 00:07:07,393 - Have I ever slept with my brother? 54 00:07:07,660 --> 00:07:09,194 - Oh my God, no. 55 00:07:09,195 --> 00:07:09,896 Gross. 56 00:07:10,296 --> 00:07:11,864 I just mean, like, a haircut? 57 00:07:12,165 --> 00:07:13,865 Really? 58 00:07:13,866 --> 00:07:14,667 I know you. 59 00:07:15,368 --> 00:07:17,770 You must have a better story of regret for us. 60 00:07:21,073 --> 00:07:21,808 - Oh, fuck. 61 00:07:22,041 --> 00:07:23,443 Uh, OK. 62 00:07:25,778 --> 00:07:27,780 I killed a-- I killed a kid once. 63 00:07:29,148 --> 00:07:30,516 - What'd she say? 64 00:07:33,319 --> 00:07:35,688 - What? 65 00:07:36,022 --> 00:07:39,358 - I mean, accidentally, of course, with my car. 66 00:07:40,326 --> 00:07:43,261 Yeah. 67 00:07:43,262 --> 00:07:44,831 - I'm so sorry. 68 00:07:45,198 --> 00:07:46,365 I had no idea. 69 00:07:49,001 --> 00:07:50,168 - You know, actually, in all honesty, 70 00:07:50,169 --> 00:07:51,304 I really don't mind talking about it. 71 00:07:51,804 --> 00:07:54,574 I feel like people think I'm too fragile or something, 72 00:07:54,941 --> 00:07:59,178 but I mean, it's not like it's something that I forget, 73 00:07:59,512 --> 00:08:01,214 so I try to remember her. 74 00:08:03,549 --> 00:08:06,284 Do you guys want to know what happened? 75 00:08:06,285 --> 00:08:12,458 - Um, do you feel like this is a safe space to open up? 76 00:08:12,725 --> 00:08:14,527 - Not necessarily, Ange, no. 77 00:08:15,228 --> 00:08:16,862 - Yeah. 78 00:08:16,863 --> 00:08:20,065 I just think, um, with this kind of thing, 79 00:08:20,066 --> 00:08:21,934 it might be best to talk with people 80 00:08:22,368 --> 00:08:24,570 who are more like a part of your inner circle, 81 00:08:24,837 --> 00:08:26,239 like with this kind of thing. 82 00:08:27,139 --> 00:08:30,743 But with that, though, I am truly always here to talk. 83 00:08:31,010 --> 00:08:32,477 - Right, yeah. 84 00:08:32,478 --> 00:08:38,417 Thanks Well, you guys are boring. 85 00:08:39,652 --> 00:08:41,787 Where's Charlie? 86 00:08:42,121 --> 00:08:45,424 [laughter] 87 00:08:46,325 --> 00:08:48,194 [murmuring] 88 00:08:54,133 --> 00:08:55,768 - It did feel like he was here. 89 00:08:56,035 --> 00:08:57,603 - Hey, have you guys seen Charlie? 90 00:08:57,870 --> 00:08:58,538 - Who? 91 00:08:58,838 --> 00:08:59,804 - Charlie. 92 00:08:59,805 --> 00:09:02,975 - Um, I think she's with Nick? 93 00:09:03,276 --> 00:09:04,810 - Who's Nick? 94 00:09:05,444 --> 00:09:06,244 - Well, you know Nick. 95 00:09:06,245 --> 00:09:07,046 - I know Nick. 96 00:09:09,882 --> 00:09:10,716 - What are you guys drinking? 97 00:09:11,651 --> 00:09:12,718 - It's my lemonade seltzer. 98 00:09:12,985 --> 00:09:14,287 - It's her lemonade seltzer. 99 00:09:14,520 --> 00:09:15,655 - Can I try a sip? 100 00:09:16,622 --> 00:09:17,823 - Well, you could just have one. 101 00:09:18,057 --> 00:09:20,293 I've got so many in my bag. 102 00:09:22,528 --> 00:09:23,963 - Thanks. 103 00:09:32,138 --> 00:09:33,773 Geez, this sucks. 104 00:09:44,917 --> 00:09:46,052 - So have you seen Nick? 105 00:09:46,352 --> 00:09:47,219 - Not yet. 106 00:09:47,520 --> 00:09:49,121 I'm hoping to. 107 00:09:51,524 --> 00:09:54,593 [knocking] 108 00:09:54,594 --> 00:09:55,595 - It's just me. 109 00:10:02,168 --> 00:10:04,303 [sniffs] 110 00:10:04,570 --> 00:10:05,471 - Who are you? 111 00:10:05,771 --> 00:10:07,172 - Have you guys seen Charlie? 112 00:10:07,173 --> 00:10:07,940 - No. 113 00:10:08,407 --> 00:10:10,242 Are you just looking for your friend? 114 00:10:10,543 --> 00:10:12,545 - Yeah. 115 00:10:12,778 --> 00:10:14,280 - Is that it? 116 00:10:24,590 --> 00:10:28,728 [door creaks] 117 00:10:29,061 --> 00:10:31,897 [rain pattering] 118 00:10:36,335 --> 00:10:37,570 - Oh, fucking finally. 119 00:10:37,903 --> 00:10:38,604 Thank God. 120 00:10:38,871 --> 00:10:39,704 - Where were you? 121 00:10:39,705 --> 00:10:40,706 - How was your night? 122 00:10:40,973 --> 00:10:41,741 - It was shitty. 123 00:10:41,974 --> 00:10:42,642 Yours? 124 00:10:42,975 --> 00:10:44,176 - Bad, bad. 125 00:10:44,443 --> 00:10:45,077 Very bad. 126 00:10:45,411 --> 00:10:46,846 Is this yours? 127 00:10:49,548 --> 00:10:52,885 - Yeah, it's my lemonade seltzer. 128 00:10:53,119 --> 00:10:56,088 [coughing] 129 00:10:56,422 --> 00:10:58,657 Hey, do you want to just leave? 130 00:10:58,658 --> 00:10:59,291 There's this other party. 131 00:10:59,892 --> 00:11:01,494 It's going to go kind of late, but. 132 00:11:06,065 --> 00:11:07,533 - Hell yeah. 133 00:11:07,833 --> 00:11:12,405 Should we, like, just, you want to just go right now? 134 00:11:14,774 --> 00:11:16,642 - Think anyone's going to even notice? 135 00:11:16,909 --> 00:11:18,310 - Probably not. 136 00:11:25,251 --> 00:11:26,152 - Wait, are you drunk? 137 00:11:26,485 --> 00:11:27,853 - No. 138 00:11:28,120 --> 00:11:29,854 - Jesus, Charlie, you should really try and sober up 139 00:11:29,855 --> 00:11:30,656 before we get there, you know. 140 00:11:31,023 --> 00:11:32,091 These are, like, art school people. 141 00:11:32,758 --> 00:11:33,993 - What do you mean, art school people? 142 00:11:34,193 --> 00:11:35,027 - What do you mean? 143 00:11:38,931 --> 00:11:40,800 Why was your night so bad anyway? 144 00:11:41,400 --> 00:11:42,367 - Ah, it was that fucking Nick guy. 145 00:11:42,368 --> 00:11:43,001 It's gross. - Why? 146 00:11:43,002 --> 00:11:43,469 What'd he do? 147 00:11:45,337 --> 00:11:45,938 - I don't even know. 148 00:11:46,172 --> 00:11:46,939 It doesn't matter. 149 00:11:47,740 --> 00:11:49,141 - All right. 150 00:11:52,178 --> 00:11:53,646 You want to know what I did? 151 00:11:53,979 --> 00:11:56,082 - Yes. 152 00:11:56,415 --> 00:11:59,318 - OK, well, after I lost you into the abyss, I went to go 153 00:11:59,585 --> 00:12:01,454 hang out with, like, Ange and Kale. 154 00:12:01,787 --> 00:12:03,022 You know those people? 155 00:12:03,355 --> 00:12:04,355 - Yeah, that's shitty. 156 00:12:04,356 --> 00:12:05,424 - Yeah. 157 00:12:06,192 --> 00:12:10,296 And they were playing truth or dare, and Ange just straight up 158 00:12:10,996 --> 00:12:12,798 asked me what my biggest regret is. 159 00:12:14,366 --> 00:12:15,366 Yeah. - Emily. 160 00:12:15,367 --> 00:12:16,001 - I know. 161 00:12:16,502 --> 00:12:18,270 - What, you didn't fucking lie? 162 00:12:18,537 --> 00:12:20,606 Say that you cheat on your boyfriend or something. 163 00:12:20,873 --> 00:12:21,640 - No, no, unfortunately. 164 00:12:21,841 --> 00:12:22,374 - Oh my God. 165 00:12:22,641 --> 00:12:23,743 Damn, you're fucked. 166 00:12:24,043 --> 00:12:26,445 - Yeah, I know dude, they think I need help. 167 00:12:26,712 --> 00:12:28,880 - Don't you? 168 00:12:28,881 --> 00:12:29,615 - I mean, not really. 169 00:12:30,716 --> 00:12:32,218 I don't really-- I haven't felt the need to go back to therapy 170 00:12:32,551 --> 00:12:33,986 in, like, over a year. 171 00:12:34,987 --> 00:12:35,821 - Hell yeah, dude. 172 00:12:38,023 --> 00:12:38,623 Fuck 'em. 173 00:12:38,624 --> 00:12:39,058 - Yeah. 174 00:12:39,391 --> 00:12:40,159 - I love you, man. 175 00:12:40,493 --> 00:12:41,927 - Really. 176 00:12:46,565 --> 00:12:47,566 - Do you have any coke? 177 00:12:48,067 --> 00:12:50,435 - Yeah, actually, I got some right before we left. 178 00:12:50,436 --> 00:12:51,137 - Ooh. 179 00:12:51,904 --> 00:12:54,140 Ooh, I had something I really wanted to tell you. 180 00:12:54,373 --> 00:12:55,040 - OK. 181 00:12:55,341 --> 00:12:56,842 - Oh, fuck. 182 00:12:57,176 --> 00:12:59,245 I was making out with Nick and the whole time I just kept 183 00:12:59,545 --> 00:13:01,013 thinking, I really have to-- - I'm really over it. 184 00:13:01,347 --> 00:13:02,948 - Fuck off. 185 00:13:03,582 --> 00:13:04,950 I knew I had to tell you this amazing fact, 186 00:13:05,284 --> 00:13:06,752 and now I can't fucking remember. 187 00:13:08,420 --> 00:13:09,554 Where is this shit? - Charlie, no, no, no. 188 00:13:09,555 --> 00:13:10,022 - What? 189 00:13:10,523 --> 00:13:12,224 You said I should sober up. 190 00:13:12,525 --> 00:13:14,160 It's not like you're going to do all of this. 191 00:13:14,393 --> 00:13:16,828 - I did say that, but. 192 00:13:16,829 --> 00:13:17,563 Charlie, come on. 193 00:13:18,531 --> 00:13:20,866 At least just wait till I can have some too, all right? 194 00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:23,469 [sniffs] 195 00:13:25,838 --> 00:13:27,206 Charlie? 196 00:13:27,540 --> 00:13:28,974 Charlie? 197 00:13:32,044 --> 00:13:33,179 Charlie? 198 00:13:33,412 --> 00:13:34,847 Charlie? 199 00:13:41,887 --> 00:13:43,289 No, no, no, no, no. Stop, stop, stop. 200 00:13:43,622 --> 00:13:45,024 Charlie. 201 00:13:46,559 --> 00:13:48,060 Charlie! 202 00:13:56,969 --> 00:13:57,703 Charlie. 203 00:13:58,070 --> 00:13:59,004 No, no, no, stop, stop, stop. 204 00:13:59,271 --> 00:14:05,578 Charlie, just-- Charlie, move. 205 00:14:09,481 --> 00:14:10,216 Fuck! 206 00:14:10,449 --> 00:14:11,884 Fuck! 207 00:14:18,724 --> 00:14:20,326 Fuck! 208 00:14:20,659 --> 00:14:22,962 Fuck! 209 00:14:23,262 --> 00:14:26,098 [coughing] 210 00:14:30,102 --> 00:14:32,972 [panting] 211 00:14:48,354 --> 00:14:49,555 - Let's go do something now. 212 00:14:54,393 --> 00:14:55,327 I'm sick of this. 213 00:14:56,962 --> 00:14:58,597 - You're sick of this? 214 00:15:03,636 --> 00:15:04,637 This is my fucking life! 215 00:15:05,170 --> 00:15:07,006 It's what I have to go through every fucking day. 216 00:15:07,339 --> 00:15:08,674 You think I want this for myself? 217 00:15:09,074 --> 00:15:11,010 You think I feel good about having to come home and start 218 00:15:11,310 --> 00:15:13,145 over again? 219 00:15:13,479 --> 00:15:16,949 [dramatic music] 220 00:15:35,968 --> 00:15:40,940 - Well, I guess therapy has spiced up once again. 221 00:15:41,240 --> 00:15:44,043 - Yeah, definitely. 222 00:15:44,376 --> 00:15:46,111 I think they put me on suicide watch. 223 00:15:46,578 --> 00:15:47,212 - They did. 224 00:15:47,579 --> 00:15:49,748 Yeah. 225 00:15:50,082 --> 00:15:51,650 What's funny? 226 00:15:51,984 --> 00:15:53,118 - I was not suicidal. 227 00:15:53,986 --> 00:15:56,488 - Well, that's really great news. 228 00:15:56,822 --> 00:15:58,824 - I mean, it seems like a suitable option 229 00:15:59,091 --> 00:16:01,360 for someone in my position, don't you think? 230 00:16:05,864 --> 00:16:07,333 - I don't really know how to answer that, Em. 231 00:16:10,469 --> 00:16:15,206 - It's just that I was marked by tragedy so early on, 232 00:16:15,207 --> 00:16:17,209 and now it's just completely covered me. 233 00:16:17,609 --> 00:16:19,712 I mean, it's the first thing you see when you look at me. 234 00:16:20,012 --> 00:16:21,613 It's the only thing that you see, actually. 235 00:16:24,450 --> 00:16:26,485 Life has just made it so fucking difficult for me 236 00:16:26,719 --> 00:16:28,153 to want to be here right now. 237 00:16:29,488 --> 00:16:31,022 I mean, what is there for people like me? 238 00:16:31,023 --> 00:16:33,959 I'm like a real life serial killer on the rise, Dad. 239 00:16:34,226 --> 00:16:35,361 - You're not. 240 00:16:35,594 --> 00:16:37,262 - Yeah, but I am. 241 00:16:41,600 --> 00:16:42,868 - I had an idea for you. 242 00:16:43,168 --> 00:16:44,103 - OK, shoot. 243 00:16:44,803 --> 00:16:49,708 - There's this camp for damaged kids, kind of like you. 244 00:16:52,878 --> 00:16:54,246 But you can be a counselor there. 245 00:16:55,080 --> 00:16:56,982 You have all the certifications to do it. 246 00:16:58,250 --> 00:16:59,752 - Come on, don't you think I'm too scared up 247 00:17:00,085 --> 00:17:02,888 to talk to any more kids? 248 00:17:03,188 --> 00:17:03,989 - It's up north. 249 00:17:04,890 --> 00:17:05,824 You could take the train. 250 00:17:06,125 --> 00:17:07,092 I could pay for it. 251 00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:08,894 Then when you make the good money 252 00:17:09,528 --> 00:17:11,930 that I know camp counselors do, you could pay me back. 253 00:17:15,768 --> 00:17:20,238 - Are the counselors supposed to be damaged as well? 254 00:17:20,239 --> 00:17:22,107 - Oh, I'm sure. 255 00:17:25,310 --> 00:17:28,414 - OK, I'll think about it. 256 00:17:28,747 --> 00:17:32,051 [train rumbling] 257 00:17:32,351 --> 00:17:36,255 [ominous music] 258 00:19:31,069 --> 00:19:34,540 [phone ringing] 259 00:19:36,508 --> 00:19:37,242 - Hi. 260 00:19:37,576 --> 00:19:38,209 - Hi. 261 00:19:38,210 --> 00:19:39,511 How's the ride? 262 00:19:39,811 --> 00:19:41,280 - Um, it's OK. 263 00:19:41,647 --> 00:19:43,549 I fell asleep for a while in the lounge car. 264 00:19:43,782 --> 00:19:44,950 Didn't mean to. - Oh. 265 00:19:45,284 --> 00:19:46,083 Did I wake you? 266 00:19:46,084 --> 00:19:48,420 - No, I was already up. 267 00:19:48,754 --> 00:19:49,454 I'm in my room now. 268 00:19:49,755 --> 00:19:51,723 - Oh, good. 269 00:19:55,894 --> 00:19:57,829 - Dad, I think this is a church camp. 270 00:19:58,063 --> 00:19:58,564 - What? 271 00:19:59,198 --> 00:19:59,665 - God. 272 00:20:00,065 --> 00:20:01,567 Dad, I think it's a God camp. 273 00:20:01,900 --> 00:20:04,269 - Well, is it a good camp? 274 00:20:04,803 --> 00:20:05,571 - I don't know. 275 00:20:06,972 --> 00:20:09,274 - I'm sure you can find some non-believers. 276 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:13,679 - Yeah, let's hope so. 277 00:20:13,912 --> 00:20:14,913 - I'll let you sleep. 278 00:20:15,447 --> 00:20:16,882 Good night, Em. 279 00:20:17,115 --> 00:20:18,549 - OK. 280 00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:20,586 I'm probably not going to go back to sleep, though. 281 00:20:22,955 --> 00:20:27,092 - Then just look out the window. 282 00:20:27,392 --> 00:20:29,228 - Yeah, OK. 283 00:20:29,528 --> 00:20:33,398 [ominous music] 284 00:21:32,324 --> 00:21:33,325 - Happy with kids. 285 00:21:34,059 --> 00:21:36,395 [knocking] 286 00:21:38,430 --> 00:21:39,164 Hey. 287 00:21:39,464 --> 00:21:40,165 - Hi. 288 00:21:40,432 --> 00:21:41,833 - Hi. 289 00:21:42,167 --> 00:21:42,834 - I'm Emily. 290 00:21:43,168 --> 00:21:44,569 - Oh, Emily. 291 00:21:44,903 --> 00:21:45,436 You're here. 292 00:21:45,437 --> 00:21:46,004 - Yeah. 293 00:21:46,338 --> 00:21:47,338 - I'm Dan, camp leader. 294 00:21:47,339 --> 00:21:49,074 Welcome. 295 00:21:49,308 --> 00:21:49,741 Take your bags off. 296 00:21:50,008 --> 00:21:50,742 Stay a while. 297 00:21:51,076 --> 00:21:51,743 - Sweet. 298 00:21:52,077 --> 00:21:53,445 - Long trip? 299 00:21:53,779 --> 00:21:55,113 - Yeah, I took the train. 300 00:21:55,414 --> 00:21:57,916 - Ah, beautiful. 301 00:21:58,183 --> 00:22:00,918 There's an introduction campfire for tonight for the staff. 302 00:22:00,919 --> 00:22:01,820 - Uh-huh. 303 00:22:02,287 --> 00:22:04,756 - And this here is just general camp rules. 304 00:22:05,624 --> 00:22:07,559 Sign it when you can, and get it back to me after. 305 00:22:07,793 --> 00:22:08,493 - OK. 306 00:22:08,760 --> 00:22:10,262 - Great. 307 00:22:10,595 --> 00:22:12,331 - I could just sign it now if you wanted. 308 00:22:13,265 --> 00:22:17,502 - Um, it's OK. 309 00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:19,571 Why don't you take a read through it first 310 00:22:19,805 --> 00:22:21,807 and get it back to me after? 311 00:22:22,107 --> 00:22:23,508 - Sure, yeah, if that's what you'd prefer. 312 00:22:23,775 --> 00:22:24,443 - Great. Yeah. 313 00:22:24,776 --> 00:22:26,244 Please. 314 00:22:28,447 --> 00:22:30,882 And if you can't find me here, I'll be in my cabin. 315 00:22:31,149 --> 00:22:33,552 It's the only cabin with a wood stove. 316 00:22:34,653 --> 00:22:36,488 Not to brag or anything. 317 00:22:36,822 --> 00:22:38,056 Not that I need it in this heat. 318 00:22:38,323 --> 00:22:39,891 Not that anyone needs it in this heat. 319 00:22:41,393 --> 00:22:42,594 [laughter] 320 00:22:42,928 --> 00:22:44,296 - Yeah, true. 321 00:22:44,629 --> 00:22:45,263 OK. 322 00:22:45,630 --> 00:22:46,798 - Emily? 323 00:22:47,132 --> 00:22:47,933 - Hi. 324 00:22:48,266 --> 00:22:50,168 - Emily, this is Jo. 325 00:22:50,502 --> 00:22:52,971 Did you get all that sorted out? 326 00:22:53,305 --> 00:22:56,742 - Oh, yes, I went in and revised the rock 327 00:22:57,075 --> 00:22:58,243 climbing liability section. 328 00:22:58,844 --> 00:22:59,643 It's more clear now. 329 00:22:59,644 --> 00:23:00,112 - Great. 330 00:23:00,479 --> 00:23:01,213 Put that away. 331 00:23:02,681 --> 00:23:05,282 Jo is one of our longest attendees and a second year 332 00:23:05,283 --> 00:23:06,118 employee. 333 00:23:06,818 --> 00:23:09,888 So if you have any questions at all, she's your gal. 334 00:23:10,355 --> 00:23:12,224 - Did you get here OK? 335 00:23:12,557 --> 00:23:13,492 - I did, yeah. 336 00:23:14,192 --> 00:23:15,093 - I'm so happy you're here. 337 00:23:15,360 --> 00:23:17,028 - Oh, thanks. 338 00:23:17,362 --> 00:23:19,498 Me too. 339 00:23:19,831 --> 00:23:21,266 Thanks. 340 00:23:28,106 --> 00:23:28,907 - Well, dinner's at 6:00 if you haven't eaten. 341 00:23:29,541 --> 00:23:32,844 And you'll be rooming with Rosie in cabin 18. 342 00:23:34,646 --> 00:23:36,515 - Rosie, cabin 18. 343 00:23:36,815 --> 00:23:38,016 - Yeah. - I think I got it. 344 00:23:38,283 --> 00:23:39,651 - Great. 345 00:24:05,076 --> 00:24:05,811 [creaking] 346 00:24:06,144 --> 00:24:06,878 - You're here. 347 00:24:07,212 --> 00:24:07,879 - I'm here. 348 00:24:08,180 --> 00:24:09,181 - Hi. 349 00:24:09,514 --> 00:24:10,449 - Hey. 350 00:24:10,682 --> 00:24:12,184 You're Rosie? - Yep. 351 00:24:12,484 --> 00:24:13,251 And you're Emily. 352 00:24:13,518 --> 00:24:14,186 - Mm-hmm. 353 00:24:14,519 --> 00:24:16,988 Yeah. 354 00:24:17,355 --> 00:24:18,256 Were you sleeping? 355 00:24:18,523 --> 00:24:19,290 - Yep. 356 00:24:19,291 --> 00:24:21,493 Big, long day of napping. 357 00:24:23,562 --> 00:24:25,896 - So have you been here before? 358 00:24:25,897 --> 00:24:26,832 Oh, all right. 359 00:24:27,165 --> 00:24:32,370 Like a-- like a counselor, camper? 360 00:24:32,704 --> 00:24:34,272 - Yeah, I've been here before. 361 00:24:34,539 --> 00:24:37,108 I chose to be your roommate because I'm the nicest. 362 00:24:37,442 --> 00:24:38,109 - Oh, that's good. 363 00:24:38,343 --> 00:24:39,177 I need that. 364 00:24:40,512 --> 00:24:42,914 And you know the other counselors as well, then? 365 00:24:43,181 --> 00:24:44,249 - Mm-hmm. 366 00:24:44,583 --> 00:24:46,251 For a long time. - OK. 367 00:24:46,585 --> 00:24:48,085 And you're all still here? That's encouraging. 368 00:24:48,086 --> 00:24:48,954 - Yeah. 369 00:24:49,721 --> 00:24:51,590 You're going to love them, if you love freaky weirdos 370 00:24:51,923 --> 00:24:53,592 and getting sloppy drunk. 371 00:25:01,299 --> 00:25:02,734 - I think I'm going to unpack for a bit, 372 00:25:03,068 --> 00:25:04,735 so I'm just going to hop down. - OK. 373 00:25:04,736 --> 00:25:05,303 - OK. - OK. 374 00:25:05,637 --> 00:25:06,505 I'll see you down there. 375 00:25:06,805 --> 00:25:09,140 - OK. 376 00:25:09,441 --> 00:25:11,709 - You like the summertime? 377 00:25:11,710 --> 00:25:12,677 - Yeah, it's all right. 378 00:25:13,011 --> 00:25:14,045 I like the fall more. 379 00:25:21,553 --> 00:25:22,787 - You smoke, right? 380 00:25:23,088 --> 00:25:24,623 - Oh, yes, please. 381 00:25:24,923 --> 00:25:25,624 Thanks. 382 00:25:25,957 --> 00:25:27,291 - Yeah. 383 00:25:27,292 --> 00:25:28,326 I like the fall, too. 384 00:25:29,027 --> 00:25:32,063 But in the summertime, there's all this mixed up hot energy 385 00:25:32,330 --> 00:25:35,634 just lingering in the air, and I love that. 386 00:25:36,468 --> 00:25:37,903 You know what I mean? 387 00:25:38,236 --> 00:25:39,871 - Yeah, I know what you mean. 388 00:25:43,408 --> 00:25:45,510 So you can get away with this sort of thing out here? 389 00:25:45,810 --> 00:25:46,978 - What sort of thing? 390 00:25:47,245 --> 00:25:48,880 - Oh, you know, drugs. 391 00:25:49,180 --> 00:25:50,982 - Weed isn't technically a drug. 392 00:25:51,349 --> 00:25:53,251 - Technically speaking, I believe it is. 393 00:25:55,353 --> 00:25:59,256 - [laughs] Yeah, we get away with a lot out here. 394 00:25:59,257 --> 00:26:01,493 - And the owners just don't care? 395 00:26:01,726 --> 00:26:05,530 - The owners are crazy, and they live someplace far away. 396 00:26:06,164 --> 00:26:08,667 So it's basically just us and Dan out here. 397 00:26:10,001 --> 00:26:12,170 Have you met Dan? 398 00:26:12,504 --> 00:26:16,207 - Is he the guy who works at the front desk? 399 00:26:16,474 --> 00:26:17,576 Yeah, I met him earlier. 400 00:26:17,876 --> 00:26:19,010 He's pretty-- 401 00:26:19,277 --> 00:26:19,945 - Cute? 402 00:26:20,278 --> 00:26:21,546 - Yeah. 403 00:26:21,813 --> 00:26:24,648 - Yeah, everybody thinks so. 404 00:26:24,649 --> 00:26:29,487 He's also super invested in the Lord, so good luck. 405 00:26:35,226 --> 00:26:36,695 - Thanks. 406 00:26:40,699 --> 00:26:42,100 - Under 500 calories, that's when 407 00:26:42,334 --> 00:26:43,301 you have an eating disorder. 408 00:26:43,568 --> 00:26:44,536 - Yeah. 409 00:26:44,769 --> 00:26:46,404 - Under 1,000, that's just normal. 410 00:26:46,705 --> 00:26:47,371 - No it's not. 411 00:26:47,372 --> 00:26:47,906 - It is. 412 00:26:48,673 --> 00:26:52,043 - Everyone, stop talking, and meet Emily. 413 00:26:52,344 --> 00:26:53,044 - Sorry, guys. 414 00:26:53,378 --> 00:26:55,046 Hi. 415 00:26:55,347 --> 00:26:56,581 - So lovely to meet you, Emily. 416 00:26:57,215 --> 00:26:59,083 We were just discussing Nev's depressing little life. 417 00:26:59,084 --> 00:26:59,584 - Oh, please. 418 00:27:00,418 --> 00:27:02,253 As if it's more depressing than yours. 419 00:27:02,787 --> 00:27:03,488 - It's a good life. 420 00:27:03,788 --> 00:27:05,523 I love my life. 421 00:27:05,857 --> 00:27:10,629 - Emily, this is Nev, Hope, and Clara. 422 00:27:10,929 --> 00:27:12,596 You know what we could talk about now? 423 00:27:12,597 --> 00:27:13,832 - What's that? 424 00:27:14,065 --> 00:27:18,203 - Who the hell decided to put us in cabin 18? 425 00:27:18,536 --> 00:27:19,604 It is revolting. 426 00:27:20,205 --> 00:27:21,606 - I was there last year. 427 00:27:22,273 --> 00:27:24,209 Pretty nasty. 428 00:27:24,542 --> 00:27:25,577 - I mean, it looks pretty normal to me. 429 00:27:25,810 --> 00:27:28,613 Are the other ones nicer? 430 00:27:28,880 --> 00:27:32,450 - It's just the way it feels. 431 00:27:39,457 --> 00:27:40,191 Sorry. 432 00:27:40,525 --> 00:27:42,360 Is that Kayne? 433 00:27:42,694 --> 00:27:44,696 Rosie, oh my God, stop. 434 00:27:45,296 --> 00:27:47,532 - Don't say the Lord's name in vain. 435 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:51,903 [laughter] 436 00:27:54,472 --> 00:27:57,776 - I can't believe he came back here. 437 00:28:02,747 --> 00:28:04,749 - Who is he? 438 00:28:05,016 --> 00:28:06,317 - He's from my hometown. 439 00:28:09,954 --> 00:28:13,058 Back in high school, threw his girlfriend 440 00:28:13,291 --> 00:28:19,431 down the stairs so bad she broke her leg 441 00:28:19,798 --> 00:28:23,034 and had to wear it in a cast the whole first term. 442 00:28:26,571 --> 00:28:27,872 - Jesus. 443 00:28:28,206 --> 00:28:29,708 - Yo, Rosie, stop that. 444 00:28:30,008 --> 00:28:31,776 Someone tell her to stop that. 445 00:28:33,745 --> 00:28:35,914 - I feel like that's something that would happen to me. 446 00:28:39,684 --> 00:28:45,490 - It was, like, super sweet, though. 447 00:28:45,824 --> 00:28:48,893 He'd carry her books for her since she had to use crutches. 448 00:28:49,828 --> 00:28:51,029 - Aw. 449 00:28:51,362 --> 00:28:54,232 [laughter] 450 00:28:59,204 --> 00:29:01,606 - Hey, I'm just kidding. 451 00:29:03,842 --> 00:29:05,276 He's a fucking asshole. 452 00:29:11,216 --> 00:29:12,417 We should slice him. 453 00:29:14,252 --> 00:29:14,919 You and me. 454 00:29:16,454 --> 00:29:17,822 - OK. 455 00:29:21,059 --> 00:29:22,861 - Hello, everyone. 456 00:29:23,161 --> 00:29:25,997 Welcome back. 457 00:29:26,264 --> 00:29:29,167 I have really missed this, and you. 458 00:29:32,103 --> 00:29:34,539 I found it important around this time of year 459 00:29:34,873 --> 00:29:37,776 to reflect on why you first came to camp. 460 00:29:38,910 --> 00:29:39,944 It's not always easy. 461 00:29:41,546 --> 00:29:43,515 I first got dropped off here when I was 11. 462 00:29:44,582 --> 00:29:46,117 My parents were getting a divorce. 463 00:29:47,051 --> 00:29:48,353 Even then, I had known it. 464 00:29:49,587 --> 00:29:53,191 I remember feeling so awkward, so lost. 465 00:29:54,492 --> 00:29:58,062 I never had any siblings to comfort me, No close friends. 466 00:30:00,064 --> 00:30:03,468 But then, thank God, came guidance. 467 00:30:05,236 --> 00:30:07,639 Be that guidance that your younger self needed. 468 00:30:08,973 --> 00:30:09,874 Be that for them. 469 00:30:11,943 --> 00:30:14,078 [clapping] 470 00:30:14,412 --> 00:30:16,548 - That was beautiful. 471 00:30:16,881 --> 00:30:18,249 Beautiful. 472 00:30:18,583 --> 00:30:22,086 - I will now pass this on to our lovely leader, Dan. 473 00:30:22,420 --> 00:30:24,823 - Thanks, Jo. 474 00:30:25,056 --> 00:30:27,458 All right, yeah, this is it. 475 00:30:28,092 --> 00:30:29,260 We're back here once again. 476 00:30:30,295 --> 00:30:33,665 Some returning and a couple newbies, yeah? 477 00:30:33,998 --> 00:30:36,467 Emily, JB, would you guys like to do a small introduction 478 00:30:36,734 --> 00:30:38,837 to the group? 479 00:30:39,137 --> 00:30:42,006 - Do you want to go first? 480 00:30:42,340 --> 00:30:44,943 - OK, yeah, need the talking stick. 481 00:30:48,313 --> 00:30:49,347 - Let's see how this goes. 482 00:30:51,182 --> 00:30:52,817 I'm JB. 483 00:30:53,017 --> 00:30:57,488 Mostly, I'm just here to make some memories, friends, 484 00:30:57,755 --> 00:30:59,257 and have a good summer for once. 485 00:31:01,326 --> 00:31:02,759 I find a lot of peace in God. 486 00:31:02,760 --> 00:31:03,595 - Oh, yeah? 487 00:31:03,928 --> 00:31:05,429 Oh, great. 488 00:31:05,430 --> 00:31:09,100 - And I am just so excited to be surrounded 489 00:31:09,367 --> 00:31:11,536 by all you nice people. 490 00:31:12,937 --> 00:31:14,105 - That is great, JB. 491 00:31:14,472 --> 00:31:15,907 We are so blessed to have you here. 492 00:31:16,774 --> 00:31:17,842 It's great stuff, man. 493 00:31:24,315 --> 00:31:25,483 - Hi guys. 494 00:31:25,817 --> 00:31:28,820 I'm Emily. 495 00:31:29,053 --> 00:31:31,122 I grew up outside of the city, but I just 496 00:31:31,356 --> 00:31:33,791 recently moved to the valley to be with my dad. 497 00:31:37,295 --> 00:31:38,096 Now I'm here. 498 00:31:39,631 --> 00:31:43,234 I've had a pretty weird year and weird ones before that too. 499 00:31:46,237 --> 00:31:47,705 My dad suggested I come, actually, 500 00:31:48,039 --> 00:31:49,274 so that's why I'm here. 501 00:31:50,174 --> 00:31:52,543 Yeah, I think that's all. 502 00:31:52,877 --> 00:31:53,645 Thanks. 503 00:31:53,978 --> 00:31:55,013 - Welcome, Emily. 504 00:31:55,313 --> 00:31:56,014 Welcome. 505 00:31:56,347 --> 00:31:57,448 [clapping] 506 00:31:57,715 --> 00:31:58,917 Yes. 507 00:31:59,250 --> 00:32:00,918 All right. 508 00:32:00,919 --> 00:32:05,290 Well, the kids come tomorrow, and we will welcome them 509 00:32:05,657 --> 00:32:09,027 with love and trust, the same way 510 00:32:09,260 --> 00:32:12,697 you've welcomed back your returning friends here today. 511 00:32:13,031 --> 00:32:17,168 Remember, everyone, these kids live really tough lives. 512 00:32:17,502 --> 00:32:19,470 We want camp to be a for them. 513 00:32:19,737 --> 00:32:21,272 The most fun they're going to have all summer. 514 00:32:21,639 --> 00:32:22,540 Yeah? 515 00:32:22,807 --> 00:32:23,373 Yeah? 516 00:32:23,374 --> 00:32:23,942 Great. 517 00:32:24,709 --> 00:32:25,944 I'm keen to see how you are with them. 518 00:32:28,012 --> 00:32:29,380 Be gentle. 519 00:32:29,681 --> 00:32:31,716 Be patient. 520 00:32:32,050 --> 00:32:35,420 And for the Lord's sake, just please be good, yeah? 521 00:32:35,753 --> 00:32:36,853 Yeah. 522 00:32:36,854 --> 00:32:38,056 All right, yeah. 523 00:32:38,589 --> 00:32:39,324 Great. 524 00:32:39,657 --> 00:32:41,125 - Woo! 525 00:32:43,561 --> 00:32:47,198 - He's so hot. 526 00:32:47,432 --> 00:32:51,302 [eerie music] 527 00:32:58,710 --> 00:33:00,645 [laughs] 528 00:33:03,581 --> 00:33:07,051 [laughter] 529 00:33:09,454 --> 00:33:11,322 - Oh my God. 530 00:33:11,622 --> 00:33:14,859 [laughter] 531 00:33:28,473 --> 00:33:32,610 - That guy from last year. 532 00:33:32,944 --> 00:33:34,078 - Kayne? 533 00:33:34,412 --> 00:33:36,481 - He was so obsessed with you. 534 00:33:36,781 --> 00:33:38,582 We fucking wrecked him. 535 00:33:38,583 --> 00:33:38,983 [laughter] 536 00:33:39,283 --> 00:33:40,885 - Yeah, we did. 537 00:33:41,152 --> 00:33:43,021 - To another year. 538 00:33:43,354 --> 00:33:44,288 - Another year. 539 00:33:44,622 --> 00:33:46,057 - Cheers! 540 00:33:48,292 --> 00:33:51,562 - OK, see, and that's why I was so excited when I saw Emily 541 00:33:51,896 --> 00:33:53,131 sitting there on her bunk. 542 00:33:53,464 --> 00:33:56,267 I thought, amazing, another gorgeous weirdo 543 00:33:56,501 --> 00:33:57,668 like the rest of us. 544 00:33:57,969 --> 00:33:58,669 - Oh, yeah. 545 00:33:58,936 --> 00:34:00,738 Oh, yeah. 546 00:34:01,005 --> 00:34:03,841 - So, Emily, what was it like growing up in the city? 547 00:34:04,175 --> 00:34:06,177 - Oh, I grew up outside the city. 548 00:34:07,678 --> 00:34:08,445 I don't know. 549 00:34:08,446 --> 00:34:09,147 It was all right. 550 00:34:09,747 --> 00:34:11,149 - We used to go there all the time. 551 00:34:11,783 --> 00:34:12,850 It's cool. 552 00:34:13,151 --> 00:34:13,918 The city, I mean. 553 00:34:14,185 --> 00:34:17,221 - Yeah, kind of. 554 00:34:23,161 --> 00:34:26,664 - So do you guys travel together a lot or how 555 00:34:26,931 --> 00:34:27,899 do you know each other? 556 00:34:28,232 --> 00:34:29,133 - We met here. 557 00:34:30,535 --> 00:34:32,437 We travel together sometimes. 558 00:34:33,037 --> 00:34:34,705 [laughter] 559 00:34:35,006 --> 00:34:36,074 - We get around. 560 00:34:37,642 --> 00:34:40,344 [laughter] 561 00:34:45,149 --> 00:34:45,817 - Hope. 562 00:34:46,150 --> 00:34:48,052 Hope. 563 00:34:48,352 --> 00:34:51,923 Can we show Emily the attic? 564 00:34:52,256 --> 00:34:53,791 - Yeah. 565 00:34:56,527 --> 00:35:04,368 Tomorrow night, come to the attic above the dinner hall. 566 00:35:04,702 --> 00:35:06,104 - Me? 567 00:35:14,579 --> 00:35:18,516 [deep breathing] 568 00:35:28,559 --> 00:35:31,462 [clattering] 569 00:35:33,598 --> 00:35:36,100 - Where's Emily? 570 00:35:41,439 --> 00:35:44,075 Where is Emily? 571 00:35:44,308 --> 00:35:46,310 Oh. 572 00:35:46,644 --> 00:35:51,215 She can't even move, can she? 573 00:35:53,451 --> 00:35:56,687 [laughs] She doesn't even know where she is. 574 00:36:01,225 --> 00:36:04,128 [laughs] 575 00:36:06,063 --> 00:36:08,499 [barking] 576 00:36:10,134 --> 00:36:11,769 [growls] 577 00:36:12,103 --> 00:36:12,937 [laughs] 578 00:36:20,011 --> 00:36:20,645 - Emily. 579 00:36:21,612 --> 00:36:22,313 Wake up. 580 00:36:23,314 --> 00:36:24,715 Kids arrive in, like, an hour. 581 00:36:24,949 --> 00:36:25,516 Let's get ready. 582 00:36:25,983 --> 00:36:28,286 - OK, just give me a minute. 583 00:36:28,586 --> 00:36:29,720 - OK. 584 00:36:30,087 --> 00:36:31,422 I'll just see you out there, then. 585 00:36:31,923 --> 00:36:33,991 - OK, sounds good. 586 00:37:00,017 --> 00:37:01,652 - First day of camp is the best day of camp. 587 00:37:01,953 --> 00:37:03,688 - Yeah. 588 00:37:03,988 --> 00:37:05,623 What do you think of Emily? 589 00:37:11,662 --> 00:37:13,129 - I'm actually really excited for these kids. 590 00:37:13,130 --> 00:37:14,031 - I know, me too. 591 00:37:14,398 --> 00:37:15,466 Well, I don't know. 592 00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:17,500 I hope they're not as annoying as last summer. 593 00:37:17,501 --> 00:37:19,337 - Oh, they will be. - There was, like, the one. 594 00:37:19,670 --> 00:37:20,338 There was that fucking-- 595 00:37:20,671 --> 00:37:22,406 I swear, I was about to. 596 00:37:22,740 --> 00:37:24,742 - I know, right? 597 00:37:29,580 --> 00:37:32,583 [counselors chattering] 598 00:37:33,951 --> 00:37:34,619 - Hi guys. 599 00:37:34,952 --> 00:37:36,354 - Hi, hey. 600 00:37:38,723 --> 00:37:39,323 - There you are. 601 00:37:39,824 --> 00:37:40,691 How you doing? 602 00:37:40,992 --> 00:37:42,426 - I'm OK. 603 00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:51,369 Hey, did I fall asleep at the fire last night? 604 00:37:51,736 --> 00:37:53,004 - Shit, did you? 605 00:37:53,371 --> 00:37:54,872 I don't know, we were all pretty wasted. 606 00:37:55,773 --> 00:38:00,077 - Yeah, I think I did, but I woke up in my cabin. 607 00:38:00,344 --> 00:38:02,545 - Nice work. 608 00:38:02,546 --> 00:38:03,714 - Here they are. 609 00:38:04,915 --> 00:38:06,484 - Little nightmares. 610 00:38:23,534 --> 00:38:24,869 - Welcome to camp! 611 00:38:35,046 --> 00:38:36,914 - Are you two sisters? 612 00:38:37,181 --> 00:38:37,848 - No. 613 00:38:38,115 --> 00:38:39,550 Do we look like sisters? 614 00:38:39,884 --> 00:38:40,584 - Yes. 615 00:38:40,885 --> 00:38:41,852 And she's the older one. 616 00:38:42,086 --> 00:38:43,220 - Oh. [laughs] 617 00:38:43,554 --> 00:38:45,022 - Great. 618 00:38:54,565 --> 00:38:56,434 Hey, how's it going? 619 00:38:56,734 --> 00:38:57,868 - I'm OK. 620 00:38:58,135 --> 00:39:00,137 - Just OK? 621 00:39:02,740 --> 00:39:04,141 Is it your first time at camp? 622 00:39:04,408 --> 00:39:05,309 - I guess. 623 00:39:05,643 --> 00:39:07,311 - Are you excited? 624 00:39:07,611 --> 00:39:08,712 - Yes. 625 00:39:08,713 --> 00:39:09,780 Are you my leader? 626 00:39:10,081 --> 00:39:10,981 - Seems that way. 627 00:39:18,322 --> 00:39:20,324 You looking for four leaf clovers? 628 00:39:20,658 --> 00:39:22,360 - How'd you know? 629 00:39:22,693 --> 00:39:23,627 - Lucky guess. 630 00:39:23,961 --> 00:39:25,796 - Have you ever found one? 631 00:39:26,097 --> 00:39:29,967 - Yeah, maybe once when I was little, but not in a long time. 632 00:39:30,234 --> 00:39:33,771 (SINGING) Oh, you can't get to heaven 633 00:39:34,004 --> 00:39:35,539 Can't get to heaven 634 00:39:36,807 --> 00:39:37,274 On roller skates 635 00:39:37,475 --> 00:39:39,243 On roller skates 636 00:39:41,245 --> 00:39:42,813 Because you roll right by 637 00:39:43,047 --> 00:39:44,482 'Cause you roll right by 638 00:39:44,849 --> 00:39:45,916 Those pearly gates 639 00:39:46,250 --> 00:39:47,818 Those pearly gates 640 00:39:48,319 --> 00:39:51,355 Oh, you can't get to heaven on roller skates 641 00:39:51,689 --> 00:39:55,259 Because you roll right by those pearly gates 642 00:39:55,526 --> 00:39:58,629 I will not grieve 643 00:39:58,829 --> 00:40:00,865 My Lord no more 644 00:40:01,432 --> 00:40:02,833 - Are you still coming with us tonight? 645 00:40:03,100 --> 00:40:03,933 - All together now. 646 00:40:03,934 --> 00:40:05,736 - Yeah. 647 00:40:06,670 --> 00:40:07,104 - (SINGING) I will not grieve my Lord 648 00:40:07,538 --> 00:40:10,741 I will not grieve my Lord 649 00:40:11,041 --> 00:40:16,414 I will not grieve my Lord no more 650 00:40:18,883 --> 00:40:22,853 [applause] 651 00:40:23,154 --> 00:40:25,122 - OK, that's enough. 652 00:40:35,232 --> 00:40:36,700 OK. 653 00:40:38,736 --> 00:40:39,703 - Well, you guys look cozy. 654 00:40:40,037 --> 00:40:41,238 - Yeah. 655 00:40:41,572 --> 00:40:43,441 - Did everyone have a good first day? 656 00:40:43,774 --> 00:40:45,543 - Yeah. 657 00:40:45,910 --> 00:40:47,478 - When are we going swimming in the lake? 658 00:40:47,711 --> 00:40:51,248 - After your swim test, which is? 659 00:40:55,085 --> 00:40:56,620 - Tomorrow. 660 00:41:01,192 --> 00:41:02,293 OK, guys. 661 00:41:02,626 --> 00:41:04,028 Good night. 662 00:41:08,332 --> 00:41:10,000 [door slams] 663 00:41:10,267 --> 00:41:11,168 You're really good with them. 664 00:41:11,502 --> 00:41:12,570 You know, the kids. 665 00:41:13,037 --> 00:41:14,605 - Thank you. 666 00:41:14,939 --> 00:41:15,706 I've been here for years. 667 00:41:15,973 --> 00:41:17,308 It kind of just comes with time. 668 00:41:19,910 --> 00:41:20,911 And I had one once. 669 00:41:21,178 --> 00:41:21,812 - A kid? 670 00:41:22,112 --> 00:41:22,947 - Yeah. 671 00:41:23,247 --> 00:41:24,915 Can you believe it? 672 00:41:25,249 --> 00:41:27,218 I can barely take care of myself. 673 00:41:28,085 --> 00:41:28,719 - Yeah, I can believe it. 674 00:41:29,520 --> 00:41:31,188 You seem like you'd be a really good mom. 675 00:41:32,990 --> 00:41:35,092 - Well, I wasn't. 676 00:41:35,426 --> 00:41:36,193 That's OK, though. 677 00:41:36,460 --> 00:41:37,660 I'm excited for tonight. 678 00:41:37,661 --> 00:41:38,128 - Yeah. 679 00:41:38,796 --> 00:41:41,232 What are we going to get up to? 680 00:41:41,565 --> 00:41:42,466 - We're getting fucked up. 681 00:41:42,766 --> 00:41:43,466 - Oh, really? 682 00:41:43,467 --> 00:41:44,301 Where? 683 00:41:44,768 --> 00:41:47,438 - First the attic, and then we shall see. 684 00:41:47,671 --> 00:41:48,639 - OK, cool. 685 00:41:48,973 --> 00:41:50,641 You think I should be getting changed? 686 00:41:50,975 --> 00:41:52,242 - Sure. Do you want to borrow something? 687 00:41:52,243 --> 00:41:52,843 - Sure, yeah. 688 00:41:53,677 --> 00:41:55,479 - This would actually look really good on you. 689 00:41:56,614 --> 00:41:58,148 - Oh, you think? 690 00:41:58,449 --> 00:42:00,584 - Definitely. 691 00:42:00,851 --> 00:42:02,319 - OK. 692 00:42:03,754 --> 00:42:05,189 - Kids kind of suck sometimes. 693 00:42:06,323 --> 00:42:08,258 And Eden is the trickiest one in the group, 694 00:42:08,259 --> 00:42:12,128 so don't be hard on yourself if you can't get through to her. 695 00:42:12,129 --> 00:42:13,130 - Oh, do you know her? 696 00:42:13,831 --> 00:42:16,499 - Yeah, she's been coming here for, like, three years, I think. 697 00:42:16,500 --> 00:42:17,468 - That's weird. 698 00:42:17,868 --> 00:42:19,436 She told me this was her first time at camp. 699 00:42:19,803 --> 00:42:21,070 - Really? 700 00:42:21,071 --> 00:42:21,805 See, that's what I mean. 701 00:42:22,239 --> 00:42:23,807 They're all fucking psychopaths. 702 00:42:24,875 --> 00:42:27,144 They make me feel like I'm going crazy sometimes. 703 00:42:27,511 --> 00:42:28,913 - Yeah. 704 00:42:29,146 --> 00:42:30,080 I know what you mean. 705 00:42:35,419 --> 00:42:37,555 So have you been coming here for a long time? 706 00:42:37,888 --> 00:42:38,722 - Yeah. 707 00:42:39,056 --> 00:42:40,190 - Did you come here as a kid? 708 00:42:40,457 --> 00:42:41,992 - Yeah. 709 00:42:42,259 --> 00:42:46,497 I met Clara here when I was 15 and the other girls later. 710 00:42:46,864 --> 00:42:47,531 - Wow. 711 00:42:47,865 --> 00:42:48,566 Cool. 712 00:42:48,899 --> 00:42:50,401 - Mm-hmm. 713 00:42:54,204 --> 00:42:59,076 - So are you guys all religious then? 714 00:42:59,376 --> 00:43:00,844 - Fucking religious? 715 00:43:01,178 --> 00:43:02,846 Jesus, no. 716 00:43:03,047 --> 00:43:04,181 Like, Christian? 717 00:43:04,381 --> 00:43:06,317 You thought we were, like, good Christians? 718 00:43:06,617 --> 00:43:07,350 Jesus, no. 719 00:43:07,351 --> 00:43:08,051 - I don't know. 720 00:43:08,052 --> 00:43:08,786 I was confused. 721 00:43:10,220 --> 00:43:12,222 I mean, it's a God camp, isn't it? 722 00:43:12,556 --> 00:43:16,126 - Well, it's a God camp if you're Dan. 723 00:43:23,867 --> 00:43:26,670 - Half the staff doesn't even know there's an attic up here. 724 00:43:27,504 --> 00:43:31,342 - Oh, so you guys just set it up yourselves? 725 00:43:31,675 --> 00:43:32,343 - Mm-hmm. 726 00:43:32,676 --> 00:43:34,111 Pretty much. 727 00:43:37,181 --> 00:43:37,848 - Thank you. 728 00:43:38,115 --> 00:43:39,949 - You're welcome. 729 00:43:39,950 --> 00:43:42,519 - I'll explain what we do for you. 730 00:43:43,387 --> 00:43:44,622 The rest of us already know. 731 00:43:46,390 --> 00:43:50,160 So we are putting our wishes out into the universe tonight. 732 00:43:50,728 --> 00:43:52,162 Sounds middle school, I know. 733 00:43:52,429 --> 00:43:55,065 But when I tell you it works, it works. 734 00:43:55,933 --> 00:44:00,437 But you must do it right and well and exactly how I say. 735 00:44:02,773 --> 00:44:04,608 You share your wish with us. 736 00:44:05,109 --> 00:44:07,111 You share your wish that is true. 737 00:44:07,811 --> 00:44:10,280 You sip your wine, but not just a sip. 738 00:44:10,547 --> 00:44:12,049 You sip it till it's dry. 739 00:44:13,050 --> 00:44:15,452 Close your eyes for five whole seconds. 740 00:44:16,987 --> 00:44:18,489 Watch your wish come true. 741 00:44:22,726 --> 00:44:24,828 Hope, do you want to start? 742 00:44:25,162 --> 00:44:25,828 - Sure. 743 00:44:25,829 --> 00:44:26,563 Might as well. 744 00:44:34,271 --> 00:44:40,411 I wish to not feel that guilt, to never 745 00:44:40,744 --> 00:44:49,286 feel empty or unsatisfied. 746 00:44:49,620 --> 00:44:51,021 Yeah. 747 00:45:06,970 --> 00:45:08,405 - My turn. 748 00:45:10,574 --> 00:45:12,342 I wish my family would take me back. 749 00:45:12,643 --> 00:45:14,078 - No. 750 00:45:14,311 --> 00:45:15,512 You tried that last year. 751 00:45:15,779 --> 00:45:16,447 - Please. 752 00:45:16,814 --> 00:45:18,449 - Well, it hasn't come true. 753 00:45:18,782 --> 00:45:22,619 - Because it's boring and it's not what you truly want. 754 00:45:24,488 --> 00:45:25,556 - Oh yeah, Clara. 755 00:45:26,190 --> 00:45:28,859 What do I truly want? 756 00:45:29,193 --> 00:45:30,360 - Probably Dan. 757 00:45:30,694 --> 00:45:32,329 [laughter] - He wouldn't. 758 00:45:32,596 --> 00:45:33,197 - He might. 759 00:45:33,530 --> 00:45:34,898 - He'd want to marry me. 760 00:45:35,165 --> 00:45:36,934 - Is that such a bad thing? 761 00:45:40,237 --> 00:45:49,480 - I truly wish to fuck Dan really, really hard. 762 00:45:52,316 --> 00:45:53,751 Happy? 763 00:46:06,730 --> 00:46:08,465 - Oh, is it my turn? 764 00:46:11,702 --> 00:46:13,003 - Just be honest with yourself. 765 00:46:20,244 --> 00:46:22,412 - OK. 766 00:46:22,746 --> 00:46:27,284 I think that I wish for peace. 767 00:46:29,019 --> 00:46:31,088 Yeah. 768 00:46:31,421 --> 00:46:34,258 Like, I just want to feel good, you know, just a moment of pure 769 00:46:34,591 --> 00:46:36,760 good. 770 00:46:37,027 --> 00:46:43,433 No more mourning or grief, just forgiveness. 771 00:46:46,503 --> 00:46:49,907 Myself, mostly. 772 00:46:50,240 --> 00:46:54,178 [gentle music] 773 00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:10,928 - Sparks fly. 774 00:47:11,261 --> 00:47:12,629 - Sparks fly. 775 00:47:12,930 --> 00:47:15,332 [laughter] 776 00:47:26,343 --> 00:47:27,644 - Everyone is here. 777 00:47:28,345 --> 00:47:29,746 - Yeah. 778 00:47:32,282 --> 00:47:35,319 - Do you want me to introduce you to anyone or? 779 00:47:35,686 --> 00:47:36,186 - In a bit. 780 00:47:36,787 --> 00:47:38,120 I'm just taking it all in still. 781 00:47:38,121 --> 00:47:40,090 Yeah. 782 00:47:40,357 --> 00:47:41,191 - You wanna sit? 783 00:47:41,491 --> 00:47:42,893 OK. 784 00:47:48,432 --> 00:47:52,369 [ominous music] 785 00:48:23,667 --> 00:48:24,334 I'll be right back. 786 00:48:24,635 --> 00:48:26,703 - OK. 787 00:48:27,004 --> 00:48:30,874 [ominous music] 788 00:48:53,697 --> 00:48:57,200 - I love this song! 789 00:48:57,501 --> 00:48:59,169 Summer forever! 790 00:48:59,403 --> 00:49:03,340 [upbeat music] 791 00:49:10,747 --> 00:49:13,650 [cheering] 792 00:49:16,687 --> 00:49:20,524 [upbeat music] 793 00:49:28,231 --> 00:49:31,068 [laughter] 794 00:49:34,538 --> 00:49:35,639 - This is so fun. 795 00:49:37,274 --> 00:49:38,842 - I'm so happy that you're here. 796 00:49:45,482 --> 00:49:48,318 - Do you know why I'm here? 797 00:49:48,618 --> 00:49:50,721 I mean, why I came here? 798 00:49:51,021 --> 00:49:51,722 - No. 799 00:49:52,055 --> 00:49:53,423 Do you? 800 00:49:56,460 --> 00:50:01,331 - My best friend ODed in my car four months ago on my drugs. 801 00:50:03,066 --> 00:50:04,501 - Fuck. 802 00:50:07,938 --> 00:50:12,009 - I hit a four-year-old girl with my car when I was 16. 803 00:50:12,309 --> 00:50:14,044 She ran into oncoming traffic. 804 00:50:16,413 --> 00:50:17,848 - Triple fuck. 805 00:50:26,923 --> 00:50:28,592 Come here. 806 00:50:28,925 --> 00:50:30,827 - OK. 807 00:50:35,899 --> 00:50:37,300 - You know you didn't do anything wrong. 808 00:50:39,770 --> 00:50:42,672 You know that, right? 809 00:50:42,939 --> 00:50:43,573 - I don't know. 810 00:50:43,974 --> 00:50:45,375 - I do. 811 00:50:47,778 --> 00:50:49,379 - I don't feel completely innocent. 812 00:50:50,781 --> 00:50:52,883 - Who does? 813 00:50:53,216 --> 00:50:56,420 - Hey, girls. 814 00:50:56,753 --> 00:50:58,855 - You think it's his first party? 815 00:50:59,122 --> 00:51:00,157 [laughter] 816 00:51:00,457 --> 00:51:02,025 [dog barking] 817 00:51:02,292 --> 00:51:03,960 - Yeah, definitely. 818 00:51:06,563 --> 00:51:07,597 Oh, shit. 819 00:51:08,365 --> 00:51:10,200 He's going to come over here and tell us how much he loves us. 820 00:51:10,834 --> 00:51:12,335 - Shit, you're so right. 821 00:51:12,669 --> 00:51:13,770 You want to do something fun? - Yeah. 822 00:51:14,004 --> 00:51:14,670 - Come on. 823 00:51:14,671 --> 00:51:15,439 Come with me. 824 00:51:17,874 --> 00:51:18,975 - I love you guys. 825 00:51:29,019 --> 00:51:29,986 - Oh my God. 826 00:51:31,254 --> 00:51:32,956 [giggling] 827 00:51:33,256 --> 00:51:37,594 [ominous music] 828 00:51:42,999 --> 00:51:44,935 - Is he fucking praying? 829 00:51:48,171 --> 00:51:49,906 - Of course he is. 830 00:51:56,513 --> 00:51:58,381 What are we doing here? 831 00:51:58,715 --> 00:52:00,383 - We're going to invite him. 832 00:52:00,717 --> 00:52:01,418 - To the party? 833 00:52:01,751 --> 00:52:03,186 - Yeah. 834 00:52:07,224 --> 00:52:09,359 [knocking] 835 00:52:09,693 --> 00:52:13,530 [ominous music] 836 00:52:20,470 --> 00:52:21,303 - Hey, girls. 837 00:52:21,304 --> 00:52:22,506 What's going on? 838 00:52:22,839 --> 00:52:24,674 - Well, we were just in the neighborhood 839 00:52:24,941 --> 00:52:26,676 and wondering if maybe you wanted 840 00:52:27,010 --> 00:52:29,946 to come to a small gathering happening out by the field. 841 00:52:30,213 --> 00:52:32,582 - Small gathering? 842 00:52:32,849 --> 00:52:33,416 - Come party. 843 00:52:33,783 --> 00:52:34,618 - I can't. 844 00:52:34,918 --> 00:52:35,585 I can't. 845 00:52:35,919 --> 00:52:36,786 I have games to plan. 846 00:52:37,053 --> 00:52:38,421 - Come on, Dan. 847 00:52:38,855 --> 00:52:40,657 Show the crew you know how to have a good time. 848 00:52:41,758 --> 00:52:43,827 - I don't know how to have a good time. 849 00:52:44,494 --> 00:52:45,896 - Then let us show you. 850 00:52:48,665 --> 00:52:50,066 Please? 851 00:52:50,400 --> 00:52:52,502 [cheering] 852 00:52:52,802 --> 00:52:56,840 [upbeat music] 853 00:53:38,248 --> 00:53:39,649 Look, everybody's here, Dan. 854 00:53:39,983 --> 00:53:41,084 - I can see that. 855 00:53:41,952 --> 00:53:43,320 - Look who we brought. 856 00:53:45,088 --> 00:53:46,223 Drink up, Dan. 857 00:53:46,523 --> 00:53:47,457 - You girls are crazy. 858 00:53:47,958 --> 00:53:48,558 - Come on, Dan. 859 00:53:48,858 --> 00:53:49,593 Just a little. 860 00:53:49,926 --> 00:53:50,860 - Have you seen Nev yet? 861 00:53:51,127 --> 00:53:51,795 - Not yet. 862 00:53:52,128 --> 00:53:53,196 - Unlucky. 863 00:53:53,396 --> 00:53:54,864 - Dan, she's right there. 864 00:53:55,198 --> 00:53:56,366 See? 865 00:53:56,700 --> 00:53:57,834 - Dan. 866 00:53:58,101 --> 00:53:59,202 - Come on, Dan. 867 00:53:59,502 --> 00:54:00,604 - We could stay right here. 868 00:54:00,937 --> 00:54:02,472 - Dan, don't be such a child. 869 00:54:02,672 --> 00:54:03,974 When you want things in this life, 870 00:54:04,307 --> 00:54:05,942 you have to go out and take them. 871 00:54:06,209 --> 00:54:08,111 Onwards. 872 00:54:08,411 --> 00:54:11,982 - What are you doing here? 873 00:54:12,315 --> 00:54:14,184 Oh, how kind of you to join us. 874 00:54:14,417 --> 00:54:15,151 - Yeah. 875 00:54:15,485 --> 00:54:16,686 - Come dance with me. 876 00:54:18,021 --> 00:54:18,722 Come on. 877 00:54:19,189 --> 00:54:20,257 - One dance, yeah? - One dance. 878 00:54:20,557 --> 00:54:21,224 - One dance. 879 00:54:21,558 --> 00:54:22,993 - Yeah. 880 00:54:25,195 --> 00:54:26,429 [laughter] 881 00:54:26,696 --> 00:54:29,499 - He's looking kind of scared. 882 00:54:29,766 --> 00:54:33,069 [laughter] 883 00:54:38,908 --> 00:54:40,510 - It looks like she got her wish. 884 00:54:40,777 --> 00:54:43,113 - Not yet. 885 00:54:48,518 --> 00:54:49,953 Look up. 886 00:54:54,891 --> 00:54:57,294 - Is it real? 887 00:54:57,627 --> 00:54:58,461 - Let's find out. 888 00:55:07,904 --> 00:55:09,571 [blows whistle] 889 00:55:09,572 --> 00:55:12,975 - OK, now stay in the water for five whole minutes. 890 00:55:12,976 --> 00:55:16,212 And if you don't sink or drown, you get a wristband. 891 00:55:16,546 --> 00:55:17,314 [cheering] 892 00:55:17,647 --> 00:55:18,748 I'm going to count for y'all. 893 00:55:19,549 --> 00:55:22,052 1, 2, 3. 894 00:55:22,419 --> 00:55:24,286 - Are you not hungover? 895 00:55:24,287 --> 00:55:26,323 - Are you kidding? 896 00:55:26,656 --> 00:55:32,595 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 11. 897 00:55:32,929 --> 00:55:35,765 - I mean, you don't really look it. 898 00:55:36,032 --> 00:55:37,400 - Good genetics. 899 00:55:37,667 --> 00:55:40,336 16, 17, 18. 900 00:55:40,337 --> 00:55:41,137 OK. 901 00:55:41,604 --> 00:55:42,705 I need somebody to take over counting. 902 00:55:42,706 --> 00:55:43,773 I'm going to take a break. 903 00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:44,674 Thanks. 904 00:55:44,974 --> 00:55:46,776 - 19, 20. 905 00:55:47,110 --> 00:55:48,511 - Did you have fun last night? 906 00:55:48,778 --> 00:55:49,979 - Yeah. 907 00:55:50,246 --> 00:55:51,414 Most fun I've had in a while, actually. 908 00:55:51,748 --> 00:55:54,517 I love that, like, ritual thing that we did before. 909 00:55:55,819 --> 00:55:56,986 Is that what you call it? 910 00:55:57,320 --> 00:55:58,054 - Sure. 911 00:55:58,388 --> 00:56:00,323 - 32, 33. 912 00:56:00,523 --> 00:56:02,625 - Hey, five minutes is not up. 913 00:56:02,926 --> 00:56:03,992 Don't you want a wristband? 914 00:56:03,993 --> 00:56:05,061 - My stomach hurts. 915 00:56:05,762 --> 00:56:07,530 - OK, well, you're going to have to retake the test if you 916 00:56:07,864 --> 00:56:09,099 want to swim while you're here. 917 00:56:16,239 --> 00:56:16,906 - OK, come on. 918 00:56:17,273 --> 00:56:18,775 Let's go for a walk. Come on. 919 00:56:19,109 --> 00:56:20,343 - Just meet us back at the cabin, OK? 920 00:56:20,677 --> 00:56:22,112 - Yeah, sure. 921 00:56:24,247 --> 00:56:25,348 - 40, 41. 922 00:56:25,682 --> 00:56:27,649 - Do you think you're having cramps? 923 00:56:27,650 --> 00:56:28,618 - Maybe? 924 00:56:29,319 --> 00:56:31,388 - Have you ever experienced this kind of thing before? 925 00:56:31,721 --> 00:56:34,256 - No, not like this. 926 00:56:34,257 --> 00:56:35,225 - OK. 927 00:56:35,558 --> 00:56:37,961 I think maybe you've gotten your period. 928 00:56:39,462 --> 00:56:41,364 So we're just going to go back to the cabin, 929 00:56:41,631 --> 00:56:42,832 and I'll get you some stuff, and you can just 930 00:56:43,166 --> 00:56:45,368 go sort yourself out, OK? 931 00:56:45,668 --> 00:56:46,935 Hey, Eden, it's all right. 932 00:56:46,936 --> 00:56:48,838 You don't need to get upset, OK? 933 00:56:49,172 --> 00:56:50,073 - For the sinkers. 934 00:57:17,667 --> 00:57:19,068 - Feeling any better? 935 00:57:19,402 --> 00:57:21,070 - No. 936 00:57:21,337 --> 00:57:23,006 - Fair enough. 937 00:57:23,339 --> 00:57:25,974 But I think today's your lucky day. 938 00:57:25,975 --> 00:57:26,409 - Oh my God. 939 00:57:26,910 --> 00:57:27,844 Where did you find it? 940 00:57:28,178 --> 00:57:29,045 - Just over there. 941 00:57:29,512 --> 00:57:30,180 - I love it. 942 00:57:30,547 --> 00:57:32,515 - Yeah, I thought you might. 943 00:57:39,489 --> 00:57:42,425 So are we good? 944 00:57:42,692 --> 00:57:44,928 - Did you just ask if you were good? 945 00:57:45,261 --> 00:57:50,633 - No, I mean, like, you and I, we're, like, friends, right? 946 00:57:53,803 --> 00:57:56,438 Cool. 947 00:57:56,439 --> 00:57:57,906 Well, I think it's almost dinner time. 948 00:57:57,907 --> 00:57:59,308 So if you want to just head back to the cabin 949 00:57:59,309 --> 00:58:00,109 and wait for the rest of the group, 950 00:58:00,443 --> 00:58:01,478 I'm going to go on a little walk. 951 00:58:01,778 --> 00:58:02,712 - OK, sure. 952 00:58:02,979 --> 00:58:03,713 - All right. 953 00:58:04,047 --> 00:58:05,381 See you. 954 00:58:05,748 --> 00:58:09,652 [insects chirping] 955 00:58:49,392 --> 00:58:50,193 Am I interrupting? 956 00:58:51,294 --> 00:58:52,228 - You couldn't. 957 00:58:52,428 --> 00:58:54,197 I'm boring myself to death up here. 958 00:59:01,437 --> 00:59:03,406 You OK? 959 00:59:03,706 --> 00:59:06,042 - Yeah. 960 00:59:06,309 --> 00:59:08,077 This girl, Eden, in my group, she 961 00:59:08,311 --> 00:59:10,179 just got her first ever period during the swim test, 962 00:59:10,513 --> 00:59:16,685 and I just kind of, like, dealt with it, but I don't know, 963 00:59:16,686 --> 00:59:17,186 it feels kind of wrong. 964 00:59:18,321 --> 00:59:19,956 Like, shouldn't that be her mom or her older sister 965 00:59:20,290 --> 00:59:21,925 or something who talks to her about that? 966 00:59:22,258 --> 00:59:23,092 - Yeah, probably. 967 00:59:23,426 --> 00:59:24,394 But you had no choice. 968 00:59:25,628 --> 00:59:26,429 I think that's cool. 969 00:59:27,130 --> 00:59:28,431 She's going to remember you forever. 970 00:59:30,800 --> 00:59:31,968 - That sucks. 971 00:59:32,468 --> 00:59:34,537 - Yeah, kind of. 972 00:59:34,904 --> 00:59:37,639 - Oh, and like, Dan's being really weird with me too. 973 00:59:37,640 --> 00:59:40,643 He just, like, straight up ignored me on my way over here. 974 00:59:40,977 --> 00:59:43,179 But I don't know, maybe he's just 975 00:59:43,379 --> 00:59:44,581 having a bad day or something. 976 00:59:45,982 --> 00:59:47,250 - It's because he fucked Nev. 977 00:59:48,284 --> 00:59:49,017 - Big deal. 978 00:59:49,018 --> 00:59:49,718 - It was for him. 979 00:59:49,719 --> 00:59:50,453 - Why? 980 00:59:51,487 --> 00:59:56,526 Did he-- did he really like her or something or not like her? 981 00:59:57,026 --> 00:59:57,827 - He was a virgin. 982 00:59:58,061 --> 00:59:59,228 - No. 983 00:59:59,562 --> 01:00:02,031 - Yeah. 984 01:00:02,365 --> 01:00:04,133 It has been our mission for years. 985 01:00:04,767 --> 01:00:07,070 Looks like Nev just had to put it out into the universe. 986 01:00:08,104 --> 01:00:11,975 But, yeah, it totally, like, fucks with his morals, right? 987 01:00:12,208 --> 01:00:13,409 He was saving himself. 988 01:00:14,177 --> 01:00:17,746 He's probably having an identity crisis or more than that. 989 01:00:17,747 --> 01:00:18,247 I don't know. 990 01:00:19,315 --> 01:00:20,850 I don't really deal with the whole self-righteous God, 991 01:00:21,184 --> 01:00:22,619 but I think the general punishment 992 01:00:22,952 --> 01:00:24,320 is to burst into flames. 993 01:00:25,088 --> 01:00:26,089 He's been dancing with the devil. 994 01:00:26,422 --> 01:00:27,323 Fuck if I know. 995 01:00:31,861 --> 01:00:34,998 Still, pretty bitchy of him to ignore you, though. 996 01:00:35,231 --> 01:00:37,200 - Yeah. 997 01:00:39,435 --> 01:00:40,103 Geez, poor guy. 998 01:00:40,403 --> 01:00:43,640 - Not our problem. 999 01:00:43,873 --> 01:00:46,809 Do you want to do something after dinner tonight? 1000 01:00:47,143 --> 01:00:48,745 - Like just you and me? 1001 01:00:49,045 --> 01:00:50,013 - Yeah. 1002 01:00:50,346 --> 01:00:51,014 - Sure, yeah. 1003 01:00:51,381 --> 01:00:52,148 That'd be cool. 1004 01:00:54,517 --> 01:00:57,186 - Well, actually, we'd have to invite the others. 1005 01:00:57,553 --> 01:00:59,088 - Oh, right. 1006 01:00:59,389 --> 01:01:01,457 - Yeah, we always hang out all together. 1007 01:01:01,724 --> 01:01:03,192 - Yeah. 1008 01:01:03,526 --> 01:01:04,927 For sure. 1009 01:01:09,732 --> 01:01:11,667 You know, honestly, I think I'm just going to go straight to bed 1010 01:01:11,668 --> 01:01:12,168 tonight. 1011 01:01:12,702 --> 01:01:13,935 I'm so tired after yesterday. 1012 01:01:13,936 --> 01:01:14,971 - Yeah, yeah. 1013 01:01:15,304 --> 01:01:16,472 No worries. 1014 01:01:16,806 --> 01:01:18,541 Save yourself. 1015 01:01:18,975 --> 01:01:20,410 Tomorrow's a big night. 1016 01:01:21,711 --> 01:01:23,613 - Why? 1017 01:01:23,946 --> 01:01:25,415 - Full moon. 1018 01:01:27,784 --> 01:01:29,552 - Come on. 1019 01:01:29,852 --> 01:01:32,522 [yelling] 1020 01:01:36,292 --> 01:01:38,127 - Oh my God. 1021 01:01:38,394 --> 01:01:39,095 - Not on my team. 1022 01:01:39,429 --> 01:01:40,296 - Green team wins. 1023 01:01:40,563 --> 01:01:41,431 Let's go again. 1024 01:01:42,131 --> 01:01:45,068 [cheering] 1025 01:01:46,569 --> 01:01:49,706 - Fuck, fuck, fuck. 1026 01:01:50,039 --> 01:01:53,509 [ominous music] 1027 01:01:59,449 --> 01:02:00,415 - Good job on your swim test today. 1028 01:02:00,416 --> 01:02:01,116 - Thank you. 1029 01:02:01,117 --> 01:02:01,818 - You killed it. 1030 01:02:03,052 --> 01:02:05,588 Do you guys remember last year when that kid almost went under? 1031 01:02:05,988 --> 01:02:07,223 I wasn't paying attention. 1032 01:02:08,458 --> 01:02:09,792 I feel like we're all growing so much this year. 1033 01:02:10,126 --> 01:02:11,294 Do you guys feel that? 1034 01:02:11,627 --> 01:02:12,462 Yeah, totally. 1035 01:02:12,795 --> 01:02:14,063 I definitely feel that. 1036 01:02:17,166 --> 01:02:17,834 [sighs] There you are. 1037 01:02:20,069 --> 01:02:20,803 - Hey. 1038 01:02:21,137 --> 01:02:22,538 - Hey. 1039 01:02:27,043 --> 01:02:27,876 Staying back? 1040 01:02:27,877 --> 01:02:28,643 - Yeah. 1041 01:02:28,644 --> 01:02:29,112 - No worries, girl. 1042 01:02:30,913 --> 01:02:31,948 I'll see you in the morning. 1043 01:02:35,518 --> 01:02:36,986 Sleep good. 1044 01:02:43,025 --> 01:02:47,130 [ominous music] 1045 01:02:47,463 --> 01:02:51,267 [all chattering] 1046 01:03:14,724 --> 01:03:18,127 [phone ringing] 1047 01:03:24,200 --> 01:03:25,168 - Hello? 1048 01:03:25,535 --> 01:03:26,169 - Hey, Dad. 1049 01:03:26,536 --> 01:03:27,236 It's me. 1050 01:03:27,570 --> 01:03:28,704 - Emily, finally. 1051 01:03:29,038 --> 01:03:31,974 - Yeah. 1052 01:03:32,241 --> 01:03:33,376 Sorry I haven't called. 1053 01:03:34,510 --> 01:03:35,745 The reception out here isn't so good. 1054 01:03:35,978 --> 01:03:37,446 My cell's actually hardly working. 1055 01:03:37,747 --> 01:03:39,048 - Oh, I see. 1056 01:03:39,382 --> 01:03:40,817 Well, I'm glad you found some time to talk. 1057 01:03:41,150 --> 01:03:43,085 - Yeah. 1058 01:03:45,421 --> 01:03:46,823 - Are you OK? 1059 01:03:50,893 --> 01:03:52,261 - No. 1060 01:03:54,931 --> 01:03:55,731 - What's going on? 1061 01:03:56,899 --> 01:03:57,700 - Just everything. 1062 01:03:57,900 --> 01:03:59,502 I'm just kind of freaking out right now. 1063 01:04:01,637 --> 01:04:03,639 - Are you taking care of yourself? 1064 01:04:05,808 --> 01:04:07,276 - No. 1065 01:04:09,278 --> 01:04:12,849 - Is there anyone there you can talk to? 1066 01:04:13,149 --> 01:04:15,284 - Sort of, yeah, actually. 1067 01:04:15,618 --> 01:04:16,719 There's a few people. 1068 01:04:17,587 --> 01:04:18,821 - Oh yeah? 1069 01:04:19,155 --> 01:04:20,189 You made a friend, then. 1070 01:04:20,556 --> 01:04:22,925 - Yeah, kind of. 1071 01:04:23,259 --> 01:04:24,760 - Well, that's so great. 1072 01:04:26,796 --> 01:04:29,098 Are you just having a moment, then? 1073 01:04:29,365 --> 01:04:31,868 - Yeah. 1074 01:04:32,168 --> 01:04:33,402 I'm gonna be OK, though. 1075 01:04:34,337 --> 01:04:35,137 - I know you will. 1076 01:04:36,305 --> 01:04:38,140 I am so proud of you. 1077 01:04:41,010 --> 01:04:43,746 - Thanks, Dad. 1078 01:04:44,013 --> 01:04:45,147 I think I'm gonna go now. 1079 01:04:47,850 --> 01:04:51,721 [suspenseful music] 1080 01:04:58,628 --> 01:05:05,001 I started waking once, twice, three times without my body. 1081 01:05:06,936 --> 01:05:09,972 I walked over to your house in the cold summer morning. 1082 01:05:10,473 --> 01:05:12,408 Your mom stared at me with pity. 1083 01:05:14,710 --> 01:05:15,244 The moon turned to red. 1084 01:05:16,178 --> 01:05:19,415 The lake knows more, but she still won't tell me. 1085 01:05:21,984 --> 01:05:26,923 [suspenseful music] 1086 01:08:01,644 --> 01:08:03,079 Eden? 1087 01:08:09,151 --> 01:08:10,586 Eden. 1088 01:08:23,566 --> 01:08:30,473 - One, two, three, four. 1089 01:08:35,010 --> 01:08:38,914 [water splashing] 1090 01:08:41,984 --> 01:08:45,821 [rain pattering] 1091 01:09:16,185 --> 01:09:18,854 - Hey, Rosie. 1092 01:09:21,190 --> 01:09:21,891 Hey, Rosie, wake up. 1093 01:09:22,224 --> 01:09:24,527 It's pouring. 1094 01:09:24,860 --> 01:09:25,660 Rosie, it's pouring outside. 1095 01:09:25,661 --> 01:09:26,328 Come on, get up. 1096 01:09:26,862 --> 01:09:28,130 - Tell them it's a crafts day. 1097 01:09:28,430 --> 01:09:30,798 - OK. 1098 01:09:30,799 --> 01:09:31,600 - Hey, guys. 1099 01:09:31,934 --> 01:09:33,268 Everyone needs to get up now, OK? 1100 01:09:33,269 --> 01:09:34,503 It's raining outside, so we're going 1101 01:09:34,904 --> 01:09:36,472 to have a crafts day today. So just get up, up, up, up. 1102 01:09:36,805 --> 01:09:37,540 Come on, everyone. 1103 01:09:37,907 --> 01:09:38,707 - It's too early. 1104 01:09:38,974 --> 01:09:39,642 - It's 8:00. 1105 01:09:39,975 --> 01:09:41,877 - It's 6:30. 1106 01:09:42,144 --> 01:09:42,978 - Oh, shit. 1107 01:09:43,212 --> 01:09:44,146 Um, sorry, guys. 1108 01:09:44,480 --> 01:09:48,083 Just-- yeah. 1109 01:09:48,417 --> 01:09:52,288 [rain pattering] 1110 01:10:19,248 --> 01:10:23,619 [ominous music] 1111 01:11:05,494 --> 01:11:06,996 - Takes a while to get used to it. 1112 01:11:08,530 --> 01:11:09,331 Being out here. 1113 01:11:17,840 --> 01:11:19,675 - I just feel like I'm losing my mind. 1114 01:11:24,613 --> 01:11:25,047 I don't know. 1115 01:11:25,547 --> 01:11:26,815 Maybe I'm just homesick. 1116 01:11:29,518 --> 01:11:31,287 - What do you miss about home? 1117 01:11:33,322 --> 01:11:34,790 - Not much. 1118 01:11:38,761 --> 01:11:41,530 My dad. 1119 01:11:41,864 --> 01:11:43,265 I miss my dad a lot. 1120 01:11:45,634 --> 01:11:47,102 - You're close? 1121 01:11:47,369 --> 01:11:48,737 - Kinda. 1122 01:11:52,908 --> 01:11:56,412 Actually, we're really close. 1123 01:11:56,745 --> 01:11:58,747 He's become more like a friend to me recently. 1124 01:12:01,784 --> 01:12:02,885 - It's good to miss him. 1125 01:12:04,787 --> 01:12:06,221 It's important to remember people. 1126 01:12:09,191 --> 01:12:10,359 - Every day I'm here, I feel like I 1127 01:12:10,592 --> 01:12:12,027 remember him less and less. 1128 01:12:14,763 --> 01:12:16,198 - Maybe it's time to go home. 1129 01:12:18,834 --> 01:12:23,238 [ominous music] 1130 01:12:37,786 --> 01:12:41,690 [rain pattering] 1131 01:13:17,292 --> 01:13:18,894 - Eden, what is that? 1132 01:13:22,297 --> 01:13:23,332 Eden, what is that? 1133 01:13:23,565 --> 01:13:24,933 What is this? 1134 01:13:29,171 --> 01:13:29,838 Oh my God. 1135 01:13:30,639 --> 01:13:32,107 She's drawing us but all fucked up and evil. 1136 01:13:32,441 --> 01:13:33,642 - Because you are evil. 1137 01:13:41,150 --> 01:13:42,918 - Wait, Eden, stop. 1138 01:13:47,156 --> 01:13:49,224 [laughter] 1139 01:13:49,525 --> 01:13:50,726 Eden! 1140 01:13:51,059 --> 01:13:52,494 Eden, stop! 1141 01:13:52,828 --> 01:13:54,430 Stop, Eden! 1142 01:13:54,730 --> 01:13:55,697 Eden! 1143 01:13:56,031 --> 01:13:57,433 Hey! 1144 01:14:00,469 --> 01:14:01,870 Eden! 1145 01:14:05,741 --> 01:14:09,678 [thunder rumbling] 1146 01:14:22,424 --> 01:14:25,861 [sobbing] 1147 01:14:26,428 --> 01:14:28,831 [gasps] 1148 01:14:33,335 --> 01:14:37,539 [sobbing, babbling] 1149 01:14:41,343 --> 01:14:43,212 [sobbing] 1150 01:14:43,512 --> 01:14:46,515 There's something evil here, isn't there? 1151 01:14:50,652 --> 01:14:56,225 You and all your friends were really nice. 1152 01:14:56,558 --> 01:14:59,595 Right, you're really nice, OK? 1153 01:15:00,095 --> 01:15:02,497 But I don't know you, and I can't trust you. 1154 01:15:02,498 --> 01:15:03,098 I'm so sorry. 1155 01:15:03,899 --> 01:15:06,134 I don't know if you're even there at all. 1156 01:15:09,004 --> 01:15:10,873 I'm fucking up that little girl. 1157 01:15:11,206 --> 01:15:12,174 I know I am. 1158 01:15:14,910 --> 01:15:16,478 - Hey. 1159 01:15:16,745 --> 01:15:17,646 Hey, she was already-- 1160 01:15:17,980 --> 01:15:19,248 - Don't you-- just fucking leave me-- 1161 01:15:19,615 --> 01:15:21,350 - She was already fucked up. 1162 01:15:21,817 --> 01:15:22,751 - Oh my god. 1163 01:15:23,018 --> 01:15:24,119 - She's disturbed, Emily. 1164 01:15:24,453 --> 01:15:25,721 That's why she's here. 1165 01:15:26,288 --> 01:15:29,091 [sobbing] 1166 01:15:31,093 --> 01:15:34,062 - I have to go home. 1167 01:15:34,396 --> 01:15:35,430 I have to go home. 1168 01:15:38,166 --> 01:15:39,134 - What's home? 1169 01:15:39,468 --> 01:15:40,903 Huh? 1170 01:15:43,305 --> 01:15:46,642 Sounds like you had a pretty good life, huh? 1171 01:15:46,975 --> 01:15:49,912 Stable job. 1172 01:15:50,145 --> 01:15:51,980 Washed up college parties. 1173 01:15:54,182 --> 01:15:57,286 Long, dark days spent in your childhood bedroom. 1174 01:15:57,653 --> 01:15:59,054 A daddy who tends to hover. 1175 01:16:01,657 --> 01:16:03,758 You think I don't understand? 1176 01:16:03,759 --> 01:16:06,395 How the fuck do you think I got here? 1177 01:16:10,332 --> 01:16:15,504 Hey, I don't know what exactly happened to you, what 1178 01:16:15,837 --> 01:16:17,573 you've done or been through. 1179 01:16:19,508 --> 01:16:22,544 I know what it's like to be lost, 1180 01:16:22,744 --> 01:16:25,113 to be lost with a guilty conscience about some fucked up 1181 01:16:25,347 --> 01:16:26,782 shit that should have never happened. 1182 01:16:29,351 --> 01:16:31,620 You found us, Emily. 1183 01:16:33,388 --> 01:16:34,389 You found me. 1184 01:16:35,691 --> 01:16:39,761 And I need you the same way you need us. 1185 01:16:42,364 --> 01:16:44,967 - Help me. 1186 01:16:45,300 --> 01:16:46,335 - We're just like you. 1187 01:16:46,635 --> 01:16:48,904 The rest of it does not make any sense. 1188 01:16:49,304 --> 01:16:50,739 I know. 1189 01:16:51,073 --> 01:16:53,976 [sobbing] 1190 01:16:56,478 --> 01:16:58,880 - Help me. 1191 01:16:59,247 --> 01:17:02,618 [sobbing] 1192 01:17:02,951 --> 01:17:04,419 - Stay here. 1193 01:17:06,755 --> 01:17:11,526 [rain pouring] 1194 01:17:29,578 --> 01:17:34,483 [ominous music] 1195 01:18:47,022 --> 01:18:48,557 - Fall from grace now. 1196 01:18:50,358 --> 01:18:52,259 - Into what? 1197 01:18:52,260 --> 01:18:53,628 - All of this. 1198 01:18:58,767 --> 01:19:03,004 Do you feel like one of us now? 1199 01:19:03,305 --> 01:19:05,707 - Sorry? 1200 01:19:06,041 --> 01:19:08,310 - She's asking if you feel like one of us now. 1201 01:19:22,324 --> 01:19:26,762 [ominous music] 1202 01:23:32,173 --> 01:23:35,276 - How did we do that? 1203 01:23:35,610 --> 01:23:37,012 - Magic. 1204 01:23:39,981 --> 01:23:43,284 - And we can just do that all the time? 1205 01:23:43,651 --> 01:23:46,254 - So in our world, when we sacrifice someone, 1206 01:23:46,588 --> 01:23:49,057 as we did with Dan's virginity, we 1207 01:23:49,290 --> 01:23:56,031 get these powers, new things we can do, new strengths. 1208 01:23:57,732 --> 01:23:59,700 [chuckles] 1209 01:23:59,701 --> 01:24:01,703 - Sucks to suck, Dan. 1210 01:24:05,774 --> 01:24:10,211 - So you're just feeding off other people, breaking them down 1211 01:24:10,545 --> 01:24:12,113 to fill yourself up? 1212 01:24:12,380 --> 01:24:14,949 - Sure, if you want to be a pessimist. 1213 01:24:17,986 --> 01:24:19,020 - It's kind of sad. 1214 01:24:27,362 --> 01:24:31,332 - You know when you get really drunk, like, really fucked up 1215 01:24:31,699 --> 01:24:36,304 and maybe you'd been hurt earlier by someone or something, 1216 01:24:36,571 --> 01:24:41,342 and all of a sudden you just don't care anymore? 1217 01:24:41,709 --> 01:24:43,711 - Yeah. 1218 01:24:44,045 --> 01:24:50,251 - And all the people in the room just don't matter, even the ones 1219 01:24:50,485 --> 01:24:54,656 you love or loved when it's just you. 1220 01:25:01,830 --> 01:25:03,364 Because it is just you, Emily. 1221 01:25:05,166 --> 01:25:07,435 It's just you and it's just me. 1222 01:25:08,403 --> 01:25:11,639 Or at least it was before all this, before we came together. 1223 01:25:14,409 --> 01:25:18,980 - Don't you get kind of nervous, though, doing this kind of thing 1224 01:25:19,247 --> 01:25:21,382 at God camp? 1225 01:25:21,749 --> 01:25:23,718 - Do you want to know something? 1226 01:25:24,052 --> 01:25:25,487 - Yes. 1227 01:25:29,624 --> 01:25:33,728 - You know how I used to come here when I was younger, right? 1228 01:25:34,062 --> 01:25:35,563 One of those troubled kids. 1229 01:25:36,464 --> 01:25:37,832 - Yeah. 1230 01:25:38,199 --> 01:25:39,134 - I hated it. 1231 01:25:39,868 --> 01:25:41,970 I hated being here so much. 1232 01:25:42,303 --> 01:25:45,140 My parents sent me every year, and I always wanted to leave. 1233 01:25:45,773 --> 01:25:46,941 I didn't believe in God. 1234 01:25:47,408 --> 01:25:48,209 Not one bit. 1235 01:25:49,777 --> 01:25:54,616 Then, after feeling useless for three years, one night 1236 01:25:54,949 --> 01:25:59,954 around the fire, I just gave up and gave in. 1237 01:26:00,889 --> 01:26:02,023 That's when I was 15. 1238 01:26:04,292 --> 01:26:08,129 And it was so strange, because that night, 1239 01:26:08,429 --> 01:26:11,966 that was the night I was led to the clearing, embraced. 1240 01:26:14,569 --> 01:26:18,439 God brought me to the devil and to my closest friends. 1241 01:26:21,609 --> 01:26:22,911 And now to you. 1242 01:26:26,681 --> 01:26:29,617 - Hold on. 1243 01:26:29,951 --> 01:26:34,155 How do you know you let God in? 1244 01:26:34,422 --> 01:26:35,089 - I was desperate. 1245 01:26:35,323 --> 01:26:36,090 And-- 1246 01:26:36,291 --> 01:26:40,461 - No, not you specifically. 1247 01:26:40,762 --> 01:26:46,167 I mean, how do you know you let God in? 1248 01:26:46,501 --> 01:26:48,102 How does that feel? 1249 01:26:48,469 --> 01:26:50,371 - I mean, it didn't really work out for me, Hope. 1250 01:26:54,075 --> 01:26:55,109 - Maybe it could for me. 1251 01:27:06,821 --> 01:27:12,727 I mean, that's how people deal with this. 1252 01:27:15,396 --> 01:27:17,332 Right? 1253 01:27:20,301 --> 01:27:26,040 God's like freedom for some people? 1254 01:27:30,878 --> 01:27:32,247 Maybe it could be for me. 1255 01:27:45,660 --> 01:27:46,928 - Things will fix up, Hope. 1256 01:27:47,562 --> 01:27:48,963 You'll see. 1257 01:28:04,178 --> 01:28:06,780 I feel like doing drugs. 1258 01:28:06,781 --> 01:28:08,750 - Do you have any? 1259 01:28:09,083 --> 01:28:13,521 [ominous music] 1260 01:28:15,156 --> 01:28:16,824 [coughing] 1261 01:28:17,158 --> 01:28:20,528 [laughter] 1262 01:28:36,644 --> 01:28:41,015 [ominous music] 1263 01:29:29,097 --> 01:29:31,165 - Hop in. 1264 01:29:31,466 --> 01:29:34,335 - Thank you. 1265 01:29:34,635 --> 01:29:37,238 - I'm serious. 1266 01:29:37,505 --> 01:29:39,440 They say these woods are alive. 1267 01:29:39,774 --> 01:29:41,743 - Who says that? 1268 01:29:42,076 --> 01:29:43,611 - Everybody. 1269 01:29:48,182 --> 01:29:51,619 - It's one of my favorite places. 1270 01:29:51,853 --> 01:29:56,257 [ominous music] 1271 01:30:16,544 --> 01:30:19,981 - When I hit that little girl with my car, I saw her coming. 1272 01:30:23,050 --> 01:30:25,286 It's not like I was even distracted or a bad driver. 1273 01:30:25,553 --> 01:30:27,255 My brakes just weren't particularly good. 1274 01:30:33,861 --> 01:30:35,296 Before that, though, I was untroubled. 1275 01:30:39,400 --> 01:30:41,402 I remember when I was a kid, I was happy. 1276 01:30:41,736 --> 01:30:43,604 I mean, it was kind of lonely, but I was happy. 1277 01:30:49,243 --> 01:30:51,611 I guess that night when she took those drugs from my bag, 1278 01:30:51,612 --> 01:30:53,314 they'd been cut with something bad. 1279 01:30:54,348 --> 01:30:55,683 Something really fucking bad. 1280 01:31:02,523 --> 01:31:04,292 And I never went back to our apartment. 1281 01:31:06,561 --> 01:31:08,663 I made my dad go get my stuff. 1282 01:31:11,199 --> 01:31:15,002 [ominous music] 1283 01:31:31,219 --> 01:31:34,455 - Share with each other what we're reflecting 1284 01:31:34,755 --> 01:31:36,123 on when we get back home. 1285 01:31:37,658 --> 01:31:41,062 [ominous music] 1286 01:31:46,968 --> 01:31:47,768 [coughs] 1287 01:31:48,102 --> 01:31:48,936 - He's a virgin. 1288 01:31:49,203 --> 01:31:49,903 - No. 1289 01:31:49,904 --> 01:31:51,606 - I swear he's a virgin. 1290 01:31:52,540 --> 01:31:53,941 I can see it. 1291 01:31:56,611 --> 01:31:59,947 He's a virgin. 1292 01:32:00,248 --> 01:32:03,317 - Follow me. 1293 01:32:03,618 --> 01:32:05,686 Wake up. 1294 01:32:05,920 --> 01:32:07,054 Wake up for me. 1295 01:32:10,625 --> 01:32:12,059 Follow me. 1296 01:32:22,169 --> 01:32:27,608 it's just like weed, a very mild high. 1297 01:32:28,509 --> 01:32:29,911 - Are you sure? 1298 01:32:37,852 --> 01:32:40,254 [sniffs] 1299 01:32:43,257 --> 01:32:46,627 [laughter] 1300 01:33:18,626 --> 01:33:21,329 - Where are the kids? 1301 01:33:21,662 --> 01:33:23,496 - Uh, they all left. 1302 01:33:23,497 --> 01:33:24,632 We waved goodbye. 1303 01:33:25,900 --> 01:33:27,301 Where were you? 1304 01:33:30,738 --> 01:33:35,276 - Probably up here doing this. 1305 01:33:36,010 --> 01:33:38,946 [laughter] 1306 01:33:50,124 --> 01:33:51,726 It's the best. 1307 01:34:00,601 --> 01:34:02,336 I think I feel the best right now. 1308 01:34:06,107 --> 01:34:07,708 You guys can't leave me, though. 1309 01:34:11,545 --> 01:34:12,446 - We wouldn't. 1310 01:34:12,747 --> 01:34:13,514 - Ever. 1311 01:34:13,781 --> 01:34:14,749 Don't think about that. 1312 01:34:17,284 --> 01:34:18,519 - Check to see if he can hear. 1313 01:34:29,697 --> 01:34:30,463 - Hey, babe. 1314 01:34:30,464 --> 01:34:32,566 Want a blowjob? 1315 01:34:32,900 --> 01:34:34,035 He's out. 1316 01:34:34,268 --> 01:34:37,638 [laughter] 1317 01:34:45,946 --> 01:34:49,583 - Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over. 1318 01:34:49,917 --> 01:34:53,487 As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me. 1319 01:34:53,988 --> 01:34:57,558 Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over. 1320 01:34:57,925 --> 01:35:01,962 As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me. 1321 01:35:02,329 --> 01:35:05,933 Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over. 1322 01:35:06,267 --> 01:35:09,804 As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me. 1323 01:35:10,104 --> 01:35:13,441 Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over. 1324 01:35:13,774 --> 01:35:17,411 As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me. 1325 01:35:17,745 --> 01:35:21,115 Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over. 1326 01:35:21,449 --> 01:35:25,019 As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me. 1327 01:35:25,352 --> 01:35:28,956 Every time I hear her, I know it's almost over. 1328 01:35:29,223 --> 01:35:33,060 As long as I am empty, there is no ground beneath me. 1329 01:35:33,360 --> 01:35:36,931 [laughter] 1330 01:35:38,966 --> 01:35:42,903 [ominous music] 1331 01:37:06,787 --> 01:37:11,225 [phone ringing] 1332 01:37:46,360 --> 01:37:47,194 - Hello? - Emily. 1333 01:37:47,494 --> 01:37:48,662 Hi. 1334 01:37:48,996 --> 01:37:49,963 I Was trying to reach you on your phone, 1335 01:37:49,964 --> 01:37:51,065 but I wasn't able to. 1336 01:37:51,465 --> 01:37:53,601 Maybe the service isn't so good out there. 1337 01:37:54,468 --> 01:37:56,236 - No, it's not. 1338 01:37:56,237 --> 01:37:57,338 - How are you? 1339 01:37:57,671 --> 01:37:58,305 I miss you. 1340 01:38:00,007 --> 01:38:01,108 - I miss you so much. 1341 01:38:03,143 --> 01:38:04,578 And I'm doing a lot better, Dad. 1342 01:38:04,912 --> 01:38:07,046 I made some friends here, and they really care about me, 1343 01:38:07,047 --> 01:38:08,249 and they listen to me. 1344 01:38:09,683 --> 01:38:10,417 - That's so great. 1345 01:38:10,684 --> 01:38:13,720 - Yeah. 1346 01:38:13,721 --> 01:38:15,789 - I couldn't remember if you were traveling back 1347 01:38:16,123 --> 01:38:17,424 tonight or tomorrow. 1348 01:38:18,993 --> 01:38:20,361 If you stayed back for a few days, 1349 01:38:20,594 --> 01:38:22,062 I could drive up to get you, and we 1350 01:38:22,296 --> 01:38:23,430 could road trip home together. 1351 01:38:23,697 --> 01:38:26,066 - Oh, yeah? 1352 01:38:26,267 --> 01:38:27,501 - I just had that idea last night. 1353 01:38:28,002 --> 01:38:31,972 I thought it would be a good way to end your time there. 1354 01:38:39,713 --> 01:38:41,415 - I think I'm going to stay. 1355 01:38:43,884 --> 01:38:45,952 - And wait for me to pick you up? 1356 01:38:45,953 --> 01:38:48,054 - No, I-- I think I'm-- 1357 01:38:48,055 --> 01:38:49,023 I think I have to stay. 1358 01:38:49,556 --> 01:38:51,592 The girls and I are going to take a trip together. 1359 01:38:53,360 --> 01:38:54,295 - Oh. 1360 01:38:54,628 --> 01:38:56,130 Well. 1361 01:38:58,532 --> 01:39:00,567 Well, that makes me sad. 1362 01:39:02,736 --> 01:39:04,371 And happy. 1363 01:39:04,672 --> 01:39:06,273 - Me too. 1364 01:39:06,573 --> 01:39:09,209 - Oh, Em. 1365 01:39:09,510 --> 01:39:10,978 What are we going to do? 1366 01:39:16,183 --> 01:39:17,217 You are so brave. 1367 01:39:19,653 --> 01:39:22,456 I am so proud of you. 1368 01:39:27,394 --> 01:39:28,829 - Dad? 1369 01:39:42,242 --> 01:39:43,644 Jo? 1370 01:39:46,747 --> 01:39:49,616 Jo, what's happening? 1371 01:39:49,917 --> 01:39:51,385 - I thought I could help you see. 1372 01:39:53,854 --> 01:39:55,089 I thought you would see. 1373 01:39:58,759 --> 01:40:03,163 [ominous music] 1374 01:40:20,614 --> 01:40:24,084 [panting] 1375 01:40:29,656 --> 01:40:34,094 [ominous music] 1376 01:43:03,644 --> 01:43:05,078 - All you. 1377 01:43:13,220 --> 01:43:14,721 God led us to evil. 1378 01:43:18,659 --> 01:43:20,227 - It's funny the places you go when you're 1379 01:43:20,460 --> 01:43:21,929 so close to something else. 1380 01:43:22,963 --> 01:43:25,999 In my final moments with you, I thought of her hair, 1381 01:43:26,333 --> 01:43:27,734 orange and soft. 1382 01:43:28,936 --> 01:43:31,605 I cut a piece of it off before I left you in my car. 1383 01:43:33,974 --> 01:43:38,312 Burn with me, soft and orange. 1384 01:43:40,614 --> 01:43:44,384 [fire crackling] 1385 01:43:44,651 --> 01:43:49,056 [ominous music] 1386 01:47:50,597 --> 01:47:55,035 [i hate sex, "san francisco"] 1387 01:48:25,065 --> 01:48:34,875 (SINGING) Walked 10 miles to a hole in the ground 1388 01:48:36,076 --> 01:48:41,381 The only ghosts that I see 1389 01:48:41,648 --> 01:48:48,255 Are pieces of you still reflected in me 1390 01:48:48,588 --> 01:48:53,627 I hope you destroy yourself 1391 01:48:53,960 --> 01:48:59,766 Drive fast into the burning bridge 1392 01:49:00,000 --> 01:49:09,809 And leave me on the side of the road 1393 01:49:11,444 --> 01:49:17,017 But you'll live 1394 01:49:17,350 --> 01:49:27,160 It will be a ritual of remembering 1395 01:49:28,295 --> 01:49:35,502 Hang your family from your living room ceiling fan 1396 01:49:35,735 --> 01:49:39,839 With your small intestine 1397 01:49:40,140 --> 01:49:45,679 But they'll live and it will be 1398 01:49:45,979 --> 01:49:51,117 A ritual of remembering 1399 01:49:51,451 --> 01:50:00,126 You said no matter how many candles I light in a black mass 1400 01:50:00,393 --> 01:50:10,236 I will never change everything that I still lack 1401 01:50:14,307 --> 01:50:17,978 But I'm still waiting for pieces of your ear in the mail 1402 01:50:18,311 --> 01:50:20,880 And I'm still carving I am my own god 1403 01:50:21,247 --> 01:50:23,416 Deeper into my forearm every day 1404 01:50:23,683 --> 01:50:27,053 So what the fuck has changed 1405 01:50:27,387 --> 01:50:32,092 Yellow paint won't save the world 1406 01:50:32,392 --> 01:50:37,998 My little Van Gogh 1407 01:50:38,331 --> 01:50:48,141 You deserve so much more than this 1408 01:50:49,542 --> 01:50:59,352 You deserve so much more than this 1409 01:51:07,260 --> 01:51:16,736 You deserve so much more than this