1 00:00:00,665 --> 00:00:02,066 Callum kissed me. 2 00:00:02,135 --> 00:00:04,464 Of course, this is bringing up all of my issues. 3 00:00:04,533 --> 00:00:07,606 Still have to figure out what's the right choice. 4 00:00:07,675 --> 00:00:09,335 Love... there is nothing like it. 5 00:00:09,404 --> 00:00:11,336 There was a love declaration in your class? 6 00:00:11,405 --> 00:00:13,577 I want to take you out on a date. 7 00:00:13,679 --> 00:00:15,674 [Bright, tinkling music] 8 00:00:16,814 --> 00:00:17,912 I told her I loved her. 9 00:00:17,981 --> 00:00:20,182 What if it isn't too late? 10 00:00:20,250 --> 00:00:22,480 DREW: I sent a car. Kate wasn't there. 11 00:00:22,549 --> 00:00:24,656 -KATE: Richard. -I couldn't stand the idea 12 00:00:24,724 --> 00:00:25,923 of you out with someone else... 13 00:00:26,025 --> 00:00:28,954 Hey, Callum. It's not a good time. What? 14 00:00:29,023 --> 00:00:30,891 Where's my dad? 15 00:00:31,460 --> 00:00:34,360 [Ambulance sounds in distance; dramatic music] 16 00:00:34,462 --> 00:00:37,135 CALLUM: They haven't told us anything. 17 00:00:38,001 --> 00:00:40,102 He was having chest pains. 18 00:00:40,371 --> 00:00:43,871 One minute he was fine, the next he was on the floor. 19 00:00:43,973 --> 00:00:47,105 I... I have to see him. 20 00:00:47,174 --> 00:00:48,879 I'll find a doctor. 21 00:00:49,182 --> 00:00:52,078 He... he was conscious in the-- in the ambulance. 22 00:00:52,147 --> 00:00:54,117 You were in the ambulance? 23 00:00:54,386 --> 00:00:56,987 EVELYN: I called him. I-- I didn't know who else to call. 24 00:00:57,089 --> 00:01:00,719 Mac's bike was blocking the drive and... 25 00:01:01,662 --> 00:01:04,327 No, I'm sorry, no. [Sniffs] 26 00:01:06,600 --> 00:01:08,298 I know how scary this is. 27 00:01:10,130 --> 00:01:11,635 I'm here for you. 28 00:01:11,737 --> 00:01:13,336 DOCTOR: Kate Tucker? 29 00:01:13,637 --> 00:01:15,173 Yeah. 30 00:01:16,444 --> 00:01:17,472 Come with me. 31 00:01:24,885 --> 00:01:27,486 -Oh, Dad. Are you OK? -[Music fades] 32 00:01:27,788 --> 00:01:30,152 -Are you hurt? -[Grunts happily] 33 00:01:30,488 --> 00:01:33,023 -I may have just cracked a rib. -Is it-- is it his heart? 34 00:01:33,091 --> 00:01:34,819 Is it because he rides a motorcycle? 35 00:01:34,888 --> 00:01:37,661 -I bet he didn't tell you. -What's that got to do with it? 36 00:01:37,763 --> 00:01:39,329 Shh, let the man speak. 37 00:01:39,897 --> 00:01:41,399 DOCTOR: Medically... 38 00:01:41,468 --> 00:01:42,367 he's fine. 39 00:01:42,436 --> 00:01:43,564 Oh, my God! 40 00:01:44,498 --> 00:01:46,765 S-- sorry, did you say he's fine? 41 00:01:46,833 --> 00:01:49,875 That elephant sitting on my chest did not feel fine. 42 00:01:49,977 --> 00:01:52,739 Mr. Tucker, you suffered a panic attack. 43 00:01:52,841 --> 00:01:56,307 Its symptoms are very real and can, in extreme circumstances, 44 00:01:56,376 --> 00:01:58,515 approximate a heart attack. 45 00:01:58,984 --> 00:02:00,879 -But his heart is OK? -Yes. 46 00:02:00,981 --> 00:02:04,085 His numbers are good. There's nothing concerning in his labs, 47 00:02:04,187 --> 00:02:06,623 but an untreated anxiety disorder 48 00:02:06,692 --> 00:02:08,494 can take a toll. 49 00:02:08,863 --> 00:02:10,591 -Disorder? -Dad, it's-- it's OK. 50 00:02:10,660 --> 00:02:12,857 It's totally normal. A lot of people suffer from anxiety. 51 00:02:12,925 --> 00:02:15,461 Have there been any new stressors in your life lately? 52 00:02:15,563 --> 00:02:18,203 Well, actually, he retired about a year ago. 53 00:02:18,272 --> 00:02:20,698 I think he's been struggling to remember who he is and-- 54 00:02:20,767 --> 00:02:23,469 and what's next. You know, hence the motorcycle, 55 00:02:23,571 --> 00:02:25,940 hence the accident, hence the broken hip. 56 00:02:26,009 --> 00:02:27,745 Yet he still rides! 57 00:02:27,847 --> 00:02:29,410 I know, it's unbelievable, 58 00:02:29,479 --> 00:02:31,544 but it's all kind of starting to make sense. 59 00:02:31,613 --> 00:02:33,548 I don't think it's making any sense, actually. 60 00:02:33,650 --> 00:02:37,084 Maintaining your mental health is as key as your physical one. 61 00:02:37,153 --> 00:02:38,756 I've been telling him that. 62 00:02:38,858 --> 00:02:40,187 As long as you don't ignore it, 63 00:02:40,255 --> 00:02:42,622 stress is a very serious thing. 64 00:02:42,691 --> 00:02:45,293 Mhm. OK, we're just-- we'll get you a therapist. 65 00:02:45,361 --> 00:02:48,363 A trained therapist who can teach you 66 00:02:48,465 --> 00:02:50,969 coping mechanisms like breathing, meditation. 67 00:02:51,071 --> 00:02:53,832 -Medication if you need it. -[Soft music] 68 00:02:53,901 --> 00:02:56,906 I'll make a list. We'll call around first thing tomorrow. 69 00:02:57,008 --> 00:02:58,672 I really thought I was dying. 70 00:03:00,274 --> 00:03:02,278 [Teary]: Dad, it's OK. 71 00:03:02,346 --> 00:03:05,547 We got this. We can... we can handle this. 72 00:03:07,482 --> 00:03:09,585 DOCTOR: Seems you're in good hands. 73 00:03:09,921 --> 00:03:12,719 [Emotional flourish] 74 00:03:14,420 --> 00:03:15,653 [Door opens and shuts] 75 00:03:15,755 --> 00:03:18,461 Are we sure that man was a real doctor? 76 00:03:22,937 --> 00:03:25,230 Sorry, I was just kind of scared, 77 00:03:25,298 --> 00:03:27,001 'cause I thought-- 78 00:03:27,370 --> 00:03:29,604 I thought it was gonna be really bad. 79 00:03:31,042 --> 00:03:34,545 I'm fine, love. It's fine. 80 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:37,843 [Emotional music swells] 81 00:03:42,722 --> 00:03:43,952 [Music fades] 82 00:03:44,021 --> 00:03:46,417 It's Calvin, right? 83 00:03:46,486 --> 00:03:48,359 We met at Dates with Mates. 84 00:03:50,026 --> 00:03:52,429 Callum, actually. 85 00:03:53,062 --> 00:03:55,234 And... Sarah? 86 00:03:56,630 --> 00:03:59,436 -We're no longer together. -Oh, mate. 87 00:04:00,400 --> 00:04:02,473 And at the holidays... 88 00:04:02,709 --> 00:04:03,968 That's tough. 89 00:04:05,911 --> 00:04:07,310 What's with the tux? 90 00:04:07,512 --> 00:04:10,543 It was part of this do-over thing for Kate tonight. 91 00:04:10,645 --> 00:04:13,051 She was supposed to meet with someone else, 92 00:04:13,153 --> 00:04:15,213 but I whisked her away. [Soft chuckle] 93 00:04:15,315 --> 00:04:17,786 It's OK. It's OK. 94 00:04:18,255 --> 00:04:20,488 He's OK. His heart is-- is OK. 95 00:04:20,590 --> 00:04:23,592 -What was it? -[Sighs]: It was a panic attack. 96 00:04:23,661 --> 00:04:27,399 I know it's crazy, but it's all right because, you know, 97 00:04:27,468 --> 00:04:30,867 now we know what it is. If we can figure out what causes them, 98 00:04:30,969 --> 00:04:32,497 then we can handle it. 99 00:04:32,733 --> 00:04:34,699 Look, it's... it's been a long night. 100 00:04:34,768 --> 00:04:37,540 Evelyn why don't I take you home? And... 101 00:04:38,944 --> 00:04:41,005 I'm glad he's all right. 102 00:04:41,780 --> 00:04:42,809 Thank you. 103 00:04:43,143 --> 00:04:44,477 Um.. 104 00:04:44,880 --> 00:04:47,913 I hope I didn't take you away from anything important. 105 00:04:49,383 --> 00:04:50,721 Don't worry about it. 106 00:04:50,823 --> 00:04:52,489 [Emotional music] 107 00:04:54,759 --> 00:04:56,225 Hey. 108 00:04:56,694 --> 00:04:59,965 I'm gonna stay and take my dad home, so call you tomorrow? 109 00:05:00,034 --> 00:05:01,795 Let me at least get you a coffee. 110 00:05:04,731 --> 00:05:06,969 [Annoyed]: She drinks matcha, you... 111 00:05:07,338 --> 00:05:09,902 [Soft emotional music; birds chirp] 112 00:05:12,313 --> 00:05:15,710 Mom? I'm going to Dad's and then I'm heading out. 113 00:05:26,491 --> 00:05:29,691 [Continuous loud angry thuds; whimsical music] 114 00:05:33,762 --> 00:05:36,163 I feel I should intervene on behalf of that dough. 115 00:05:36,232 --> 00:05:37,797 I don't look at a man, 116 00:05:37,866 --> 00:05:40,869 much less consider dating one in over a decade, 117 00:05:41,138 --> 00:05:43,002 and the first time I do, 118 00:05:43,271 --> 00:05:44,268 look what happens. 119 00:05:44,371 --> 00:05:45,304 [Pleasant piano] 120 00:05:45,406 --> 00:05:47,478 Ambulances and hospitals! 121 00:05:47,547 --> 00:05:50,980 Please, for all our sakes, let's throw this concoction out. 122 00:05:51,215 --> 00:05:52,750 Being with someone again... 123 00:05:52,819 --> 00:05:53,785 [Emotional music] 124 00:05:53,887 --> 00:05:54,785 it comes with worry 125 00:05:54,887 --> 00:05:56,718 and fear and... 126 00:05:57,550 --> 00:05:59,490 I'd forgotten about that. 127 00:06:01,222 --> 00:06:02,691 [She sighs] 128 00:06:04,698 --> 00:06:06,360 That, um... 129 00:06:06,763 --> 00:06:10,529 that swanky guy with Kate last night, who was he? 130 00:06:10,965 --> 00:06:13,833 -His name is Richard. -[Loud thud; whimsical music] 131 00:06:13,902 --> 00:06:16,740 He's into public displays of affection, apparently. 132 00:06:16,842 --> 00:06:19,071 Apparently, 133 00:06:19,407 --> 00:06:20,772 I am not the only one 134 00:06:20,840 --> 00:06:24,610 in the throes of a romantic crisis. 135 00:06:25,013 --> 00:06:29,146 -[Dough thuds against bin] -[Gentle, inquisitive music] 136 00:06:34,762 --> 00:06:36,389 [Music fades] 137 00:06:36,824 --> 00:06:39,094 I didn't realize you were doing a collection. 138 00:06:39,196 --> 00:06:41,732 Ah... neither did I. 139 00:06:41,934 --> 00:06:43,360 It's good work. 140 00:06:43,762 --> 00:06:45,865 And perfect timing, actually. 141 00:06:45,934 --> 00:06:48,770 A new client has just ordered a range of pieces. 142 00:06:48,872 --> 00:06:51,707 She also asked if you could do her home décor as well. 143 00:06:51,776 --> 00:06:55,372 Another Nicola by Nicola by Kate Tucker collaboration. 144 00:06:55,674 --> 00:06:57,177 I can do that. I have... 145 00:06:57,246 --> 00:06:59,013 so many ideas. 146 00:06:59,081 --> 00:07:00,281 Clearly. 147 00:07:00,383 --> 00:07:01,348 I'll be taking a percentage 148 00:07:01,417 --> 00:07:04,147 since it's my client, but... 149 00:07:04,383 --> 00:07:08,255 perhaps it's time to see what you can really do on your own. 150 00:07:08,324 --> 00:07:09,824 [Gentle hopeful music] 151 00:07:09,892 --> 00:07:12,697 The client is fabulous, even though she's American. 152 00:07:12,766 --> 00:07:13,865 No offense. 153 00:07:13,967 --> 00:07:16,699 I started a mood board. 154 00:07:17,971 --> 00:07:20,866 She's elegant, sexy, fun. 155 00:07:20,935 --> 00:07:24,371 She loves color as much as a good time, and... 156 00:07:24,707 --> 00:07:27,844 she has a personal interest in your work. 157 00:07:28,279 --> 00:07:30,581 [Emotional music; turns tense] 158 00:07:31,148 --> 00:07:32,376 You're joking! 159 00:07:32,479 --> 00:07:33,980 [Buzzer rings] 160 00:07:35,514 --> 00:07:37,050 [Kate sighs] 161 00:07:37,219 --> 00:07:38,589 I knew it. 162 00:07:43,356 --> 00:07:44,859 Ta da! 163 00:07:47,465 --> 00:07:48,995 Is this some kind of a joke to you? 164 00:07:49,063 --> 00:07:52,468 First, you-- you disappear in the middle of the night 165 00:07:52,536 --> 00:07:54,605 while my dad is in the hospital, and then 166 00:07:54,674 --> 00:07:58,439 I show up to work and discover that you're my new client? 167 00:07:58,775 --> 00:08:01,407 There are easier ways to communicate with me. 168 00:08:01,476 --> 00:08:02,441 Your father is fine. 169 00:08:02,510 --> 00:08:03,509 And I thought it best 170 00:08:03,578 --> 00:08:05,175 you hear this from Nicola. 171 00:08:05,244 --> 00:08:09,387 I am trying to not overwhelm you with surprises. 172 00:08:09,456 --> 00:08:12,155 Well, I have to tell you, it doesn't feel good. 173 00:08:12,223 --> 00:08:14,188 Because you're not there 174 00:08:14,257 --> 00:08:15,624 when I need you, 175 00:08:15,693 --> 00:08:19,297 and then you show up when I least expect you. 176 00:08:19,366 --> 00:08:21,466 Frankly, I don't know why I'm surprised. 177 00:08:21,568 --> 00:08:24,566 Because I know this about you. I can't count on you. 178 00:08:24,668 --> 00:08:27,869 And by the way, where even are we right now? 179 00:08:29,138 --> 00:08:30,171 Home. 180 00:08:30,240 --> 00:08:31,335 [Emotional music] 181 00:08:31,404 --> 00:08:32,473 What? 182 00:08:32,541 --> 00:08:35,611 This is my house. I bought it. 183 00:08:35,946 --> 00:08:40,945 And it could be your canvas. It is time for you to do more. 184 00:08:41,047 --> 00:08:43,888 So why this sudden interest in my work? 185 00:08:43,957 --> 00:08:45,657 It's not sudden. 186 00:08:45,893 --> 00:08:47,757 I pay attention. 187 00:08:49,960 --> 00:08:53,261 Do you remember when you were like, oh gosh, I don't know, 188 00:08:53,363 --> 00:08:55,862 nine or ten or eleven, 189 00:08:55,964 --> 00:08:59,303 and you learned how to crochet these little, 190 00:08:59,405 --> 00:09:02,767 colorful, beautiful, square coasters? 191 00:09:02,835 --> 00:09:05,607 Simple things, really, but Kate, 192 00:09:05,709 --> 00:09:09,807 you saw these designs in them by instinct. 193 00:09:10,109 --> 00:09:12,511 I have always known that you see the world 194 00:09:12,580 --> 00:09:13,952 differently than most. 195 00:09:14,021 --> 00:09:15,816 I have always known 196 00:09:15,885 --> 00:09:19,217 that your talent was meant for something big. 197 00:09:20,289 --> 00:09:21,626 Picture it: 198 00:09:22,456 --> 00:09:24,024 wallpaper, 199 00:09:25,065 --> 00:09:28,029 curtains, upholstery, 200 00:09:28,231 --> 00:09:29,393 tablecloths, 201 00:09:29,462 --> 00:09:31,099 rugs. 202 00:09:31,168 --> 00:09:34,004 All by you! 203 00:09:34,440 --> 00:09:38,070 OK, how about we just take it back 204 00:09:38,139 --> 00:09:42,012 to the part where you told me you bought a house? 205 00:09:42,081 --> 00:09:43,077 Here, in London? 206 00:09:43,179 --> 00:09:44,710 Yes. 207 00:09:45,146 --> 00:09:47,784 -Why did you do that? -Because it's where you are. 208 00:09:47,853 --> 00:09:51,055 It's close enough, anyway. Can you imagine me in Blexford? 209 00:09:51,124 --> 00:09:52,657 Good God! [Chuckles] 210 00:09:53,622 --> 00:09:55,053 Real estate's a good investment. 211 00:09:55,155 --> 00:09:57,957 This way, whenever you need me, if you need me, 212 00:09:58,060 --> 00:10:01,261 or if you just want a cup of coffee or to talk, 213 00:10:01,364 --> 00:10:02,700 I'll be here. 214 00:10:03,201 --> 00:10:05,065 Most of the time. 215 00:10:05,872 --> 00:10:07,100 This... 216 00:10:08,472 --> 00:10:11,540 this is so classically you, 217 00:10:11,909 --> 00:10:15,039 to just make huge decisions without even thinking 218 00:10:15,141 --> 00:10:18,109 about how they're gonna affect anyone else. 219 00:10:18,178 --> 00:10:20,883 I mean, did it-- did it ever even occur to you 220 00:10:20,985 --> 00:10:24,556 to-- to ask me before you just decided that I should spend 221 00:10:24,625 --> 00:10:27,926 all of my time and efforts decorating your house? 222 00:10:27,995 --> 00:10:29,019 Or, hey, I know, 223 00:10:29,088 --> 00:10:31,293 consult me before you buy a house 224 00:10:31,362 --> 00:10:32,994 in the first place! 225 00:10:34,294 --> 00:10:37,060 Believe it or not, I do not need your permission 226 00:10:37,162 --> 00:10:40,605 to live here or to exist in the world. 227 00:10:40,707 --> 00:10:43,804 If you don't want to take advantage of an opportunity 228 00:10:43,873 --> 00:10:46,306 to expand as an artist, that is fine. 229 00:10:46,408 --> 00:10:47,475 But, Kate, 230 00:10:47,544 --> 00:10:50,374 someday I hope you realize 231 00:10:50,476 --> 00:10:55,149 that no amount of punishing me is going to change the past. 232 00:10:55,217 --> 00:10:58,356 All we can do is learn from it and make different choices. 233 00:10:58,425 --> 00:11:01,726 I'm sorry it took me this long. I am. 234 00:11:02,590 --> 00:11:04,490 But I'm here now. 235 00:11:04,926 --> 00:11:07,758 And I am listening. And I am trying. 236 00:11:07,860 --> 00:11:10,296 And I love you, darling. 237 00:11:10,765 --> 00:11:13,500 And I hope we can start over. 238 00:11:13,602 --> 00:11:16,301 And when you are ready... 239 00:11:17,341 --> 00:11:20,173 I will be here. 240 00:11:28,353 --> 00:11:30,216 [Emotional music swells] 241 00:11:33,192 --> 00:11:34,220 [Exhales deeply] 242 00:11:41,928 --> 00:11:44,230 [Train rattles, gentle chatter] 243 00:11:51,540 --> 00:11:53,040 [Kate exhales] 244 00:11:53,142 --> 00:11:55,843 I so desperately wish he'd get rid of that thing. 245 00:11:55,912 --> 00:11:59,082 CALLUM: I know. He knows. Everyone knows. 246 00:11:59,484 --> 00:12:03,051 OK... Passive aggressive much? 247 00:12:04,151 --> 00:12:06,220 If you have something to say, just say it. 248 00:12:06,322 --> 00:12:07,590 Why? 249 00:12:07,892 --> 00:12:10,325 When I try to say the truth, you don't listen. 250 00:12:10,394 --> 00:12:11,827 Or you shut down, 251 00:12:11,896 --> 00:12:14,827 or you get that disappointed look in your face. 252 00:12:15,196 --> 00:12:18,932 Uh, OK, first of all, this is just my face. 253 00:12:19,001 --> 00:12:20,871 And second of all, can we not argue now? 254 00:12:20,973 --> 00:12:23,939 After all that's happened, I-- I don't have the energy. 255 00:12:24,008 --> 00:12:26,039 Yeah, because we're all supposed to work around 256 00:12:26,108 --> 00:12:29,574 your fears, your timetable, your expectations. 257 00:12:29,976 --> 00:12:32,982 Whoa. Where is this coming from? 258 00:12:33,781 --> 00:12:34,979 I was your last date. 259 00:12:35,081 --> 00:12:37,017 -[Emotional music] -Date 11. 260 00:12:37,086 --> 00:12:40,057 The one that you skipped to be with Richard. 261 00:12:40,159 --> 00:12:41,786 Wha-- what? 262 00:12:41,854 --> 00:12:43,154 It was a surprise. 263 00:12:43,222 --> 00:12:44,960 I was going to put it all out there. 264 00:12:45,029 --> 00:12:47,127 Laura helped me set it up. Drew sent a car for you. 265 00:12:47,196 --> 00:12:51,100 But it doesn't matter because you never showed up. 266 00:12:51,369 --> 00:12:53,035 Wait, so you... 267 00:12:53,103 --> 00:12:57,004 you-- you set up this spontaneous thing and then... 268 00:12:57,073 --> 00:12:59,004 and now you're mad at me because I didn't show up, 269 00:12:59,073 --> 00:13:00,779 when I had no idea it was happening? 270 00:13:00,847 --> 00:13:05,042 I'm mad because I keep trying to tell you how I feel. 271 00:13:05,278 --> 00:13:07,581 But no matter what I do or what I say, 272 00:13:07,683 --> 00:13:08,849 it's not good enough. 273 00:13:08,918 --> 00:13:10,781 I mean, Callum, can you blame me? 274 00:13:10,850 --> 00:13:11,751 You're, you're... 275 00:13:11,820 --> 00:13:12,885 you're all over the place. 276 00:13:12,953 --> 00:13:14,551 I-- I don't know what to think. 277 00:13:14,653 --> 00:13:17,388 If you felt this strongly about me for all these years, 278 00:13:17,457 --> 00:13:19,829 I don't understand why you waited all this time! 279 00:13:19,898 --> 00:13:21,930 And I don't understand why you can take a chance 280 00:13:21,999 --> 00:13:24,302 and open up to others, but you won't with me! 281 00:13:24,404 --> 00:13:25,729 Because I don't believe you! 282 00:13:25,832 --> 00:13:27,168 [Dramatic music] 283 00:13:28,402 --> 00:13:32,074 I don't think you have any idea what you actually want. 284 00:13:35,213 --> 00:13:36,573 I am... 285 00:13:39,085 --> 00:13:40,049 tired... 286 00:13:40,783 --> 00:13:43,947 of feeling like a bloody idiot. 287 00:13:44,349 --> 00:13:48,893 You are the same old, closed-off Kate. 288 00:13:50,125 --> 00:13:52,897 I don't know what you're looking for... 289 00:13:55,500 --> 00:13:57,429 but I hope you find it. 290 00:14:00,736 --> 00:14:02,368 Maybe I already have. 291 00:14:15,718 --> 00:14:20,991 [Music swells and ebbs] 292 00:14:23,291 --> 00:14:27,063 I have never seen Callum like that. You know? 293 00:14:27,165 --> 00:14:30,668 I don't know how to talk to him. I don't want to talk to him. 294 00:14:30,770 --> 00:14:32,735 I don't know how we come back from this. 295 00:14:32,804 --> 00:14:34,101 -[Festive song on radio] -Maybe-- 296 00:14:34,169 --> 00:14:36,701 With Richard, it's a fresh start. It's... 297 00:14:36,803 --> 00:14:38,443 it's simple. 298 00:14:38,511 --> 00:14:39,975 He... he tells me his feelings. 299 00:14:40,078 --> 00:14:42,878 It is easy. It's everything it's supposed to be. 300 00:14:42,946 --> 00:14:44,681 So you're saying the right guy for you 301 00:14:44,783 --> 00:14:46,076 is on the path of least resistance. 302 00:14:46,145 --> 00:14:48,084 I'm not sure that's the way. 303 00:14:48,153 --> 00:14:50,152 Because we all want a painful, complicated relationship. 304 00:14:50,254 --> 00:14:53,384 If you'd known Callum was your last date, would you have gone? 305 00:14:53,453 --> 00:14:55,924 It would have been a mistake, that's for sure, 306 00:14:55,993 --> 00:14:58,056 judging by how quickly he backtracked. 307 00:14:58,159 --> 00:15:00,225 You know, you should have told me. 308 00:15:00,293 --> 00:15:03,565 You are a big part of this mess, OK? 309 00:15:03,667 --> 00:15:04,564 I'm only forgiving you 310 00:15:04,667 --> 00:15:05,799 because I know 311 00:15:05,901 --> 00:15:06,999 you're a hopeless romantic. 312 00:15:07,068 --> 00:15:08,431 I'm actually a hopeful romantic, 313 00:15:08,500 --> 00:15:11,503 which is why I think there's still hope. 314 00:15:12,577 --> 00:15:14,407 You didn't see his face. 315 00:15:18,249 --> 00:15:21,579 Sorry, I've got to say this. We're talking about Callum. 316 00:15:21,681 --> 00:15:25,252 The guy who actually listens to you when you talk about work, 317 00:15:25,321 --> 00:15:27,692 who invents recipes that he thinks you'll like, 318 00:15:27,794 --> 00:15:30,495 who always answers the phone when you call. 319 00:15:30,563 --> 00:15:32,994 And he is... easy on the eye. 320 00:15:33,096 --> 00:15:36,296 And he loves your dad. And he's one of us. 321 00:15:36,398 --> 00:15:40,136 I know his timing is rubbish, but you know his heart. 322 00:15:41,841 --> 00:15:44,242 Then why hasn't it worked out between us? 323 00:15:44,311 --> 00:15:45,737 I don't know. 324 00:15:45,806 --> 00:15:47,176 [She sighs] 325 00:15:48,410 --> 00:15:51,777 It doesn't matter. I have a 12th Date to prepare for. 326 00:15:51,879 --> 00:15:53,782 The Final Ball. 327 00:15:54,018 --> 00:15:56,817 This is the final choice, the best match. 328 00:15:56,885 --> 00:15:58,618 And you choose Richard? 329 00:15:58,721 --> 00:16:00,084 KATE: Yes, I-- 330 00:16:00,186 --> 00:16:02,258 I think that he's good for me, 331 00:16:02,360 --> 00:16:03,661 you know? 332 00:16:03,730 --> 00:16:05,962 We have a good time, and I think that 333 00:16:06,031 --> 00:16:08,928 it'll be the start of something really great. 334 00:16:09,164 --> 00:16:11,227 -But, Callum literally-- -Darling. 335 00:16:11,329 --> 00:16:13,235 Can I see you in the kitchen? 336 00:16:13,536 --> 00:16:14,632 Yeah. 337 00:16:20,074 --> 00:16:21,606 How could Callum do this to me? 338 00:16:21,708 --> 00:16:24,345 Profess undying love for Kate and swear me to secrecy? 339 00:16:26,212 --> 00:16:28,319 I want-- No, I need to tell her. 340 00:16:28,388 --> 00:16:29,916 Tell it to Santa. 341 00:16:29,984 --> 00:16:31,853 [Whimsical festive tune] 342 00:16:32,256 --> 00:16:35,653 -[Muffled frustrated yell] -[Music swells and ends] 343 00:16:37,496 --> 00:16:39,129 [Clock ticks] 344 00:16:40,533 --> 00:16:42,264 [Loud knocking on door] 345 00:16:44,164 --> 00:16:46,367 EVELYN: I know you're in there. 346 00:16:49,674 --> 00:16:51,141 You lock your door now? 347 00:16:52,807 --> 00:16:54,578 [She sighs] 348 00:16:55,280 --> 00:16:58,210 I'm trying to stem the tide of women who keep barging in. 349 00:16:58,312 --> 00:17:00,049 -Good luck! -[Both chuckle softly] 350 00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:02,619 -[Soft, emotional music] -[She breathes shakily] 351 00:17:02,721 --> 00:17:05,089 Thank you. That looks, um... 352 00:17:06,424 --> 00:17:07,724 edible. 353 00:17:07,826 --> 00:17:09,659 I doubt it. [Nervous chuckle] 354 00:17:09,895 --> 00:17:12,162 It's the thought that counts, though. 355 00:17:13,362 --> 00:17:15,999 -So, how are you feeling? -Like a prize idiot. 356 00:17:16,068 --> 00:17:18,498 Oh, you have nothing to feel embarrassed about. 357 00:17:19,766 --> 00:17:23,704 But being in that hospital brought back feelings that... 358 00:17:23,906 --> 00:17:25,703 I wasn't prepared for. 359 00:17:27,378 --> 00:17:30,079 I did make sure you were OK before I left, just in case 360 00:17:30,148 --> 00:17:33,210 you thought I was being... entirely heartless. 361 00:17:33,312 --> 00:17:34,983 It's probably for the best. 362 00:17:35,385 --> 00:17:38,021 I fell in love with the nurse. We're getting married. 363 00:17:38,124 --> 00:17:41,054 Oh, the tall brunette one with the Scottish accent? 364 00:17:41,156 --> 00:17:43,459 -Oh, good on you! -[He chuckles] 365 00:17:43,528 --> 00:17:44,726 [Music ends] 366 00:17:44,828 --> 00:17:46,559 [Both sigh nervously] 367 00:17:48,096 --> 00:17:50,464 I'm sorry if I gave you a scare. 368 00:17:51,831 --> 00:17:54,732 I'm sorry if one snog with me put you in the hospital. 369 00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:57,541 Panic attack. 370 00:17:57,776 --> 00:17:59,543 What is there to panic about? 371 00:17:59,645 --> 00:18:01,077 Well, maybe your body 372 00:18:01,146 --> 00:18:04,282 couldn't contain the joy I bring out in you. 373 00:18:04,784 --> 00:18:06,310 Lately, I've had more fun with you 374 00:18:06,378 --> 00:18:08,714 than I've had in a long time. 375 00:18:08,949 --> 00:18:10,455 [Soft music] 376 00:18:10,890 --> 00:18:13,620 I guess that means I haven't been... 377 00:18:13,889 --> 00:18:15,687 close to anyone 378 00:18:16,221 --> 00:18:17,821 in a long time. 379 00:18:18,895 --> 00:18:20,692 I know how you feel. 380 00:18:21,466 --> 00:18:22,632 But... 381 00:18:22,701 --> 00:18:24,061 we'll figure it out. 382 00:18:24,130 --> 00:18:25,503 [Both chuckle] 383 00:18:25,572 --> 00:18:27,468 One step at a time. 384 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:32,374 Hmm. What's that? 385 00:18:32,875 --> 00:18:33,940 Your birdhouses? 386 00:18:34,009 --> 00:18:35,007 I started making them 387 00:18:35,075 --> 00:18:36,306 after the accident 388 00:18:36,374 --> 00:18:38,211 just to fill in the time. 389 00:18:38,280 --> 00:18:41,383 I like the process. It's peaceful. 390 00:18:43,282 --> 00:18:45,220 They're all different. 391 00:18:45,322 --> 00:18:48,656 And yet there's a certainty in it which feels... 392 00:18:48,758 --> 00:18:50,091 grounding. 393 00:18:50,560 --> 00:18:54,094 A more poetic man would have found some metaphor in there. 394 00:18:54,730 --> 00:18:59,200 You've already found a way to relieve stress without knowing. 395 00:18:59,635 --> 00:19:03,307 If I do any more coping, I'll have to build a bigger shed. 396 00:19:03,710 --> 00:19:04,876 You really have that many? 397 00:19:04,978 --> 00:19:07,043 Oh, I've had a lot of time on my hands. 398 00:19:07,145 --> 00:19:09,714 [Kelly Clarkson's "Christmas Eve" plays] 399 00:19:09,782 --> 00:19:11,441 [Joyful song with festive bells] 400 00:19:11,509 --> 00:19:15,179 ♪ I'm hearing sleigh bells 401 00:19:15,247 --> 00:19:19,020 ♪ I'm seeing snow 402 00:19:19,623 --> 00:19:23,386 ♪ I've waited all year, baby, just to see those reindeer 403 00:19:23,455 --> 00:19:26,330 ♪ Watch them as they go 404 00:19:26,733 --> 00:19:29,827 ♪ Warm by the fireside 405 00:19:30,703 --> 00:19:33,101 ♪ Twinkling lights ♪ 406 00:19:33,404 --> 00:19:36,768 [Man continues the song as a mellow piano tune] 407 00:19:40,175 --> 00:19:42,645 -Thank you. -DREW: Kate! 408 00:19:42,714 --> 00:19:44,148 You look amazing! 409 00:19:44,217 --> 00:19:47,150 I just thought I would go all out for the big night. 410 00:19:47,219 --> 00:19:49,854 -This is my partner, Mo. -Hi. Pleased to meet you. 411 00:19:49,956 --> 00:19:52,182 And are we expecting anyone special? 412 00:19:52,251 --> 00:19:53,790 You mean Richard? 413 00:19:53,892 --> 00:19:56,426 Sure, if... he's who you chose. 414 00:19:56,628 --> 00:19:58,428 Yeah, he is. 415 00:19:58,497 --> 00:19:59,897 Yeah. 416 00:20:00,266 --> 00:20:03,261 And I am going to be so emotionally available to him, 417 00:20:03,329 --> 00:20:05,195 it's gonna blow his mind. 418 00:20:05,264 --> 00:20:06,635 [Drew chuckles] 419 00:20:06,704 --> 00:20:07,865 Excuse me. 420 00:20:08,767 --> 00:20:11,074 DREW: I think I've created a monster. 421 00:20:11,143 --> 00:20:12,769 She still hasn't had her moment, though. 422 00:20:12,838 --> 00:20:14,771 [Festive piano song fades into upbeat pop song] 423 00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:16,541 [Mimi Webb's "Back Home for Christmas" plays] 424 00:20:16,609 --> 00:20:18,411 ♪ Just like that, first of December 425 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:22,215 ♪ Counting down till we're together 426 00:20:22,284 --> 00:20:24,715 ♪ Only one thing on my wish list 427 00:20:24,817 --> 00:20:28,958 ♪ Bring my love back home for Christmas 428 00:20:29,027 --> 00:20:31,655 ♪ Mistletoe makin' me lonely 429 00:20:31,757 --> 00:20:35,064 ♪ Santa Claus just can't console me 430 00:20:35,133 --> 00:20:38,432 ♪ Only one thing that I'm missin' 431 00:20:38,534 --> 00:20:41,901 ♪ Bring my love back home for Christmas 432 00:20:42,003 --> 00:20:44,035 ♪ Yeah 433 00:20:44,237 --> 00:20:47,344 ♪ Oooh, yeah 434 00:20:47,746 --> 00:20:50,446 ♪ Oooh yeah 435 00:20:51,712 --> 00:20:55,684 ♪ Bring my love back home for Christmas ♪ 436 00:20:55,786 --> 00:20:56,986 [Song fades] 437 00:20:57,055 --> 00:20:59,655 [Slow festive song]: ♪ Darling 438 00:21:00,090 --> 00:21:02,922 ♪ Here's that time of year 439 00:21:03,492 --> 00:21:05,925 ♪ When everybody's full of love... 440 00:21:06,028 --> 00:21:07,565 You are radiant. 441 00:21:07,634 --> 00:21:09,762 And you are hot. 442 00:21:10,228 --> 00:21:11,435 May I? 443 00:21:11,537 --> 00:21:12,534 Please. 444 00:21:14,038 --> 00:21:15,336 Never thought I'd end my article 445 00:21:15,405 --> 00:21:17,133 with "and they lived happily ever after". 446 00:21:17,202 --> 00:21:18,370 Mmm. 447 00:21:18,438 --> 00:21:19,836 I suppose now it's in writing, 448 00:21:19,905 --> 00:21:21,041 -you're stuck with me. -There's no one else here 449 00:21:21,109 --> 00:21:22,105 I want to be with, 450 00:21:22,207 --> 00:21:23,545 but you. 451 00:21:25,345 --> 00:21:26,883 [Both laugh softly] 452 00:21:26,951 --> 00:21:29,518 ♪ I can't wait... ♪ 453 00:21:31,951 --> 00:21:34,286 If there's a way to win 12 Dates, I think we did. 454 00:21:34,388 --> 00:21:36,060 -Mhm. -[Jazzy tune plays] 455 00:21:36,162 --> 00:21:39,027 ♪ Say that you'll meet me there... 456 00:21:39,129 --> 00:21:41,598 -Oh! -[Laughs]: Yeah... 457 00:21:42,100 --> 00:21:44,534 Oh! You need to make some room. 458 00:21:44,603 --> 00:21:46,099 I see. 459 00:21:46,601 --> 00:21:49,172 -Come with me. -The knees are gone, I can't... 460 00:21:49,274 --> 00:21:52,140 I can't do it. I can't do it. [Laughs] 461 00:21:52,242 --> 00:21:54,008 ♪ Say you'll meet me there ♪ 462 00:21:54,411 --> 00:21:57,014 - [Song ends] -That one's crooked. 463 00:21:57,250 --> 00:22:00,148 -If you just let me up there... -I think not. 464 00:22:00,216 --> 00:22:01,886 Last time you went up a ladder, 465 00:22:01,954 --> 00:22:03,151 I had to rescue you from a bush. 466 00:22:03,219 --> 00:22:04,784 Otherwise you'd still be there. 467 00:22:04,852 --> 00:22:07,454 Besides, if your daughter catches you up on a ladder, 468 00:22:07,523 --> 00:22:09,490 falling will be the least of your problems. 469 00:22:09,559 --> 00:22:12,893 She'll never know. She's out on her last date. 470 00:22:13,195 --> 00:22:14,959 She'll be none the wiser. 471 00:22:17,232 --> 00:22:19,095 I'll go get more wire. 472 00:22:22,138 --> 00:22:23,501 EVELYN: How does it feel? 473 00:22:23,736 --> 00:22:26,277 To see all your hard work on display? 474 00:22:26,346 --> 00:22:29,111 I liked the idea of making safe spaces for birds, 475 00:22:29,179 --> 00:22:30,411 out of the wind and the rain. 476 00:22:30,513 --> 00:22:33,546 -[Tender music] -Made me feel useful. 477 00:22:33,981 --> 00:22:37,085 Strange the desire to make them again has come back to me now. 478 00:22:37,187 --> 00:22:39,357 Mmm, I don't think it's strange. 479 00:22:39,890 --> 00:22:41,484 Makes sense. 480 00:22:41,886 --> 00:22:44,890 [Chuckles]: You made safe spaces. 481 00:22:47,060 --> 00:22:50,928 I guess dragging around some baggage is expected at our age. 482 00:22:50,997 --> 00:22:55,870 Baggage is just a word for having lived a full life. 483 00:22:56,206 --> 00:22:58,904 I mean, families, career... 484 00:22:59,876 --> 00:23:00,972 and love. 485 00:23:03,449 --> 00:23:06,214 I wouldn't part with my baggage for all the world. 486 00:23:06,282 --> 00:23:08,949 -Yeah, you're right. -I know. 487 00:23:09,251 --> 00:23:10,350 But when I say right-- 488 00:23:10,419 --> 00:23:11,349 Oh, won't you just stop talking 489 00:23:11,418 --> 00:23:13,116 and kiss me, old man. 490 00:23:14,156 --> 00:23:15,657 With pleasure. 491 00:23:17,127 --> 00:23:18,891 [Bright emotional music] 492 00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:21,531 [Music turns romantic] 493 00:23:22,863 --> 00:23:25,932 [Chatter; pleasant song plays in background] 494 00:23:26,235 --> 00:23:27,699 Marjorie? Hey, hey. 495 00:23:27,768 --> 00:23:29,599 -What's wrong? What happened? -Kate... 496 00:23:29,668 --> 00:23:31,571 Date after date after date, 497 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:33,641 and I really thought I'd find someone, 498 00:23:33,710 --> 00:23:36,807 but here I am, all dressed up and still on my own. 499 00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:39,150 You look beautiful. You want a drink? 500 00:23:39,218 --> 00:23:40,913 I'm leaving. One of my dates is here. 501 00:23:41,015 --> 00:23:44,047 -I don't want to see him again. -Come on. No, forget him. 502 00:23:44,149 --> 00:23:48,424 -We'll throw him out the window. -I'd really rather not. 503 00:23:48,693 --> 00:23:53,229 This guy, he sent flowers and thoughtful texts, a gift. 504 00:23:53,331 --> 00:23:56,132 I thought... it might be something. 505 00:23:56,200 --> 00:23:58,498 He said he had feelings for me, 506 00:23:58,567 --> 00:24:00,469 but he'd fallen for someone else. 507 00:24:00,538 --> 00:24:04,040 So now I'm here, wearing this bracelet he gave me, 508 00:24:04,108 --> 00:24:05,971 like an idiot. [Sniffs] 509 00:24:07,808 --> 00:24:10,211 What d-- what did you say his name was? 510 00:24:10,313 --> 00:24:12,880 Oh, you met him on Date 10. 511 00:24:12,982 --> 00:24:14,078 Richard. 512 00:24:15,351 --> 00:24:17,719 [Emotional dramatic music] 513 00:24:20,589 --> 00:24:22,988 [Mellow song plays in background] 514 00:24:23,654 --> 00:24:25,523 Ah, there you are. 515 00:24:25,759 --> 00:24:27,293 I'd started to think I'd lost you. 516 00:24:27,362 --> 00:24:29,398 [Flatly]: Yeah, sorry. 517 00:24:29,467 --> 00:24:31,764 I ran into a friend. She was really upset 518 00:24:31,832 --> 00:24:34,334 because the date that she really liked is... 519 00:24:34,436 --> 00:24:36,233 is here with someone else. 520 00:24:36,335 --> 00:24:37,607 Oh. 521 00:24:39,471 --> 00:24:41,875 It's... me. 522 00:24:42,410 --> 00:24:43,774 -Marjorie? -Yeah. 523 00:24:43,876 --> 00:24:45,408 -Or are there others? -[Tense music] 524 00:24:45,511 --> 00:24:46,544 Hey, come on. 525 00:24:46,612 --> 00:24:47,677 It was nothing serious. 526 00:24:47,746 --> 00:24:49,349 Really? That's interesting. 527 00:24:49,451 --> 00:24:50,949 How do you explain this, then? 528 00:24:51,051 --> 00:24:55,021 Matching bracelets, it's like we're sister-wives. 529 00:24:55,357 --> 00:24:56,887 OK, that was stupid. 530 00:24:56,989 --> 00:24:58,757 I had to buy her a gift on that date. 531 00:24:58,825 --> 00:25:00,696 You liked yours so much I thought-- 532 00:25:00,764 --> 00:25:03,862 Then how do you explain the flowers, the text messages? 533 00:25:03,931 --> 00:25:07,467 I mean... you understand how this looks, right? 534 00:25:07,836 --> 00:25:10,737 OK, maybe I got a little caught up in the romance, 535 00:25:10,805 --> 00:25:13,069 but that's what we're supposed to be doing, 536 00:25:13,138 --> 00:25:16,313 Going out, looking for connection. We both were. 537 00:25:16,415 --> 00:25:19,884 Yeah, maybe. But I wasn't handing out jewelry 538 00:25:19,952 --> 00:25:21,383 like it was candy. 539 00:25:21,685 --> 00:25:24,585 Maybe not, but I'm sure there's some poor chap 540 00:25:24,653 --> 00:25:26,551 out there right now who's heartbroken 541 00:25:26,653 --> 00:25:28,658 that you didn't choose him. 542 00:25:29,556 --> 00:25:32,530 Oh, there was someone. 543 00:25:33,627 --> 00:25:36,661 But in the end, you chose me. 544 00:25:36,997 --> 00:25:40,330 -And I chose you. -[Bright, emotional music] 545 00:25:40,432 --> 00:25:41,935 Come on. 546 00:25:43,705 --> 00:25:46,141 [Pleasant song plays in background] 547 00:25:46,210 --> 00:25:48,173 -Uh! -Apologies. 548 00:25:48,241 --> 00:25:51,979 [Chuckles] You must be as eager as I am to get out of here. 549 00:25:52,048 --> 00:25:53,083 Yeah. 550 00:25:53,152 --> 00:25:55,312 There's nothing here for me. 551 00:25:55,581 --> 00:25:57,218 [Bright piano] 552 00:25:57,621 --> 00:25:59,519 Or, at least, I thought there wasn't. 553 00:25:59,587 --> 00:26:00,819 [Sigrid's "Home To You" Plays] 554 00:26:00,887 --> 00:26:03,459 ♪ Couldn't wait till I got outside 555 00:26:03,561 --> 00:26:07,428 ♪ Searching for those Christmas lights 556 00:26:07,497 --> 00:26:09,764 ♪ I knew I had to change my mind 557 00:26:09,833 --> 00:26:15,771 ♪ Didn't realize it would happen all so soon... 558 00:26:17,275 --> 00:26:19,676 Sorry. Can I-- can I just ask... 559 00:26:20,343 --> 00:26:22,646 Why did you choose me? 560 00:26:23,748 --> 00:26:26,913 It's just such a great story. Missed the first date, 561 00:26:26,982 --> 00:26:30,085 paired with other people before finally connecting. 562 00:26:30,154 --> 00:26:31,853 Now here we are. 563 00:26:32,387 --> 00:26:33,954 Perfect couple. 564 00:26:34,820 --> 00:26:37,090 -What? -You know what? 565 00:26:37,158 --> 00:26:42,558 The 12 Dates are behind us. Let's start fresh. Clean slate. 566 00:26:42,893 --> 00:26:44,762 Get to know each other. 567 00:26:44,998 --> 00:26:48,637 Sorry? Isn't that what we've been doing? 568 00:26:48,906 --> 00:26:53,138 Really get to know each other. The 12 Dates is just a fantasy. 569 00:26:54,243 --> 00:26:55,976 Not to me. 570 00:26:56,376 --> 00:26:57,442 I mean, 571 00:26:57,544 --> 00:26:59,709 the real me is... 572 00:26:59,977 --> 00:27:04,151 skeptical, and guarded and... 573 00:27:04,486 --> 00:27:06,822 crabby, when I'm hungry. 574 00:27:08,524 --> 00:27:10,459 The real me is-- is not perfect. 575 00:27:10,528 --> 00:27:12,862 You-- you understand that, right? 576 00:27:12,930 --> 00:27:15,994 -Kate, you're overthinking this. -Well, yes, of course I am. 577 00:27:16,063 --> 00:27:19,963 Because that's what I do. It's part of my charm. 578 00:27:20,232 --> 00:27:25,072 And if you knew me at all, you would know that. 579 00:27:25,141 --> 00:27:26,470 And... 580 00:27:26,739 --> 00:27:28,646 you would like that. 581 00:27:30,510 --> 00:27:32,380 Sorry, uh... 582 00:27:32,749 --> 00:27:35,649 If I'm gonna be in a relationship, I... 583 00:27:35,884 --> 00:27:39,923 I want it to be with somebody who sees me. 584 00:27:40,258 --> 00:27:43,155 Who knows me and who... 585 00:27:44,129 --> 00:27:45,961 who accepts me. 586 00:27:46,330 --> 00:27:48,227 You know, I want it to be 587 00:27:48,296 --> 00:27:49,799 real. 588 00:27:50,595 --> 00:27:52,301 I... 589 00:27:52,637 --> 00:27:55,431 I don't want to be afraid of that anymore. 590 00:27:58,004 --> 00:28:00,810 I didn't think you were this serious. 591 00:28:03,047 --> 00:28:04,345 Yeah. 592 00:28:04,547 --> 00:28:06,275 [Determined emotional music] 593 00:28:06,377 --> 00:28:08,545 -Merry Christmas. -♪ When I'm miles away 594 00:28:08,914 --> 00:28:11,821 ♪ And you're too far away 595 00:28:12,992 --> 00:28:14,692 ♪ Oh... 596 00:28:15,987 --> 00:28:18,158 I think she's had her moment. 597 00:28:18,227 --> 00:28:22,898 [Pensive song, Bleachers' "Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call"] 598 00:28:30,805 --> 00:28:32,872 ♪ To the tempo of your uptight 599 00:28:32,941 --> 00:28:35,939 ♪ Is the flicker of a street light? 600 00:28:36,208 --> 00:28:39,346 ♪ You know this moment, don't you? 601 00:28:39,715 --> 00:28:41,746 ♪ And time is strangely calm now 602 00:28:41,815 --> 00:28:43,586 ♪ 'Cause everybody's gone 603 00:28:43,654 --> 00:28:47,321 ♪ It's just you and your anger... 604 00:28:47,390 --> 00:28:48,289 [Train rattles] 605 00:28:48,391 --> 00:28:50,327 ♪ Oh, golden boy 606 00:28:50,396 --> 00:28:52,690 ♪ Don't act like you're kind 607 00:28:53,193 --> 00:28:56,598 ♪ You're mine but you're awful every time 608 00:28:56,800 --> 00:28:58,733 ♪ So don't tell them what you told me 609 00:28:58,802 --> 00:29:01,171 ♪ Don't hold me like you know me... 610 00:29:01,741 --> 00:29:03,702 CALLUM: I don't know what you're looking for 611 00:29:03,771 --> 00:29:05,201 but I hope you find it. 612 00:29:05,303 --> 00:29:09,372 ♪ But you should know that I die slow 613 00:29:09,474 --> 00:29:13,343 ♪ Running through the halls of your haunted home 614 00:29:13,412 --> 00:29:17,521 ♪ And the toughest part is that we both know 615 00:29:17,857 --> 00:29:22,625 ♪ What happened to you Why you're out on your own 616 00:29:22,827 --> 00:29:26,458 ♪ Merry Christmas, please don't call ♪ 617 00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:28,096 [Kate cries] 618 00:29:28,298 --> 00:29:30,032 [Song fades] 619 00:29:30,368 --> 00:29:32,099 [She breathes shakily] 620 00:29:33,701 --> 00:29:36,801 I just feel... foolish. 621 00:29:36,870 --> 00:29:39,174 Gosh, you are not foolish. 622 00:29:39,277 --> 00:29:40,376 You're brave. 623 00:29:40,478 --> 00:29:42,508 It does not feel like I'm brave. 624 00:29:42,577 --> 00:29:44,073 Feeling foolish 625 00:29:44,342 --> 00:29:47,048 means you've allowed yourself to be... 626 00:29:47,647 --> 00:29:49,385 vulnerable. 627 00:29:49,654 --> 00:29:51,247 -But I hate that. -[Emotional music] 628 00:29:51,315 --> 00:29:54,925 -I hate being vulnerable. -We all do. 629 00:29:55,161 --> 00:29:56,255 [She exhales] 630 00:29:58,092 --> 00:30:00,523 I have to tell you something you won't like. 631 00:30:01,594 --> 00:30:02,762 OK. 632 00:30:02,864 --> 00:30:05,264 The panic attack the other night, 633 00:30:06,998 --> 00:30:09,004 I felt that way before. 634 00:30:11,007 --> 00:30:14,339 The day I crashed my bike, I had the same... 635 00:30:15,279 --> 00:30:16,345 You know... 636 00:30:16,414 --> 00:30:17,775 I couldn't breathe. 637 00:30:17,844 --> 00:30:19,077 My vision got blurry. 638 00:30:19,145 --> 00:30:21,881 You had a panic attack while riding? 639 00:30:21,950 --> 00:30:24,184 I didn't know that then, but yeah. 640 00:30:25,257 --> 00:30:27,286 -Dad. -I know. 641 00:30:28,127 --> 00:30:29,352 I-- I know 642 00:30:29,421 --> 00:30:32,989 that you want to protect me from everything, 643 00:30:33,225 --> 00:30:35,492 but I have to figure this one out. 644 00:30:36,367 --> 00:30:38,462 You focus on you. 645 00:30:41,706 --> 00:30:44,600 Part of me doesn't actually want to 646 00:30:45,810 --> 00:30:48,978 because everything's so messed up now, 647 00:30:49,909 --> 00:30:52,683 with Callum and Mom. 648 00:30:52,785 --> 00:30:56,713 You know, it's just... [Sighs] so overwhelming. 649 00:30:57,048 --> 00:30:58,821 Just take the first step. 650 00:30:58,889 --> 00:31:02,091 And as long as you're honest with yourself, 651 00:31:02,393 --> 00:31:03,919 really honest... 652 00:31:03,988 --> 00:31:05,622 [Music brightens] 653 00:31:05,991 --> 00:31:08,261 you will know what to do. 654 00:31:09,468 --> 00:31:11,594 [Hopeful music; people chat] 655 00:31:31,357 --> 00:31:34,023 [Footsteps approach] 656 00:31:36,156 --> 00:31:38,091 NICOLA: Working on Christmas Eve? 657 00:31:38,193 --> 00:31:40,898 You really are ready to launch your own label. 658 00:31:41,828 --> 00:31:43,061 [Nicola chuckles] 659 00:31:43,163 --> 00:31:45,430 -You really think I'm ready? -Kate. 660 00:31:45,498 --> 00:31:48,798 Never ask someone else to tell you when you're ready. 661 00:31:48,900 --> 00:31:50,474 But you are. 662 00:31:50,542 --> 00:31:53,438 Well, I learned from the best. 663 00:31:53,872 --> 00:31:55,278 Thank you. 664 00:31:55,347 --> 00:31:57,013 Merry Christmas. 665 00:31:57,579 --> 00:31:59,048 [Soft music] 666 00:31:59,749 --> 00:32:03,283 DELILAH: Kate, what a surprise! 667 00:32:03,385 --> 00:32:07,923 Yes, it's, um... so strange that you're actually here. 668 00:32:07,992 --> 00:32:11,456 It's my house, darling. Of course I'm here. 669 00:32:12,057 --> 00:32:13,656 Right. No, I just... 670 00:32:15,031 --> 00:32:17,598 never mind. You have a Christmas tree! 671 00:32:17,667 --> 00:32:21,063 Yes! Such as it is. 672 00:32:21,666 --> 00:32:25,739 So, to what do I owe the pleasure of your visit? 673 00:32:25,808 --> 00:32:28,407 Well... I just wanted to... 674 00:32:29,313 --> 00:32:30,608 say... 675 00:32:30,910 --> 00:32:33,082 [Exhales] it is... 676 00:32:34,450 --> 00:32:35,711 nice... 677 00:32:36,553 --> 00:32:37,955 that you're here. 678 00:32:38,817 --> 00:32:40,287 Oh. 679 00:32:41,086 --> 00:32:43,290 [Pleasant tender music] 680 00:32:50,598 --> 00:32:51,729 Love you. 681 00:32:51,831 --> 00:32:54,631 Oh, nugget! 682 00:32:55,771 --> 00:32:57,568 [Bright, festive music] 683 00:33:02,581 --> 00:33:06,115 Hey! Mmm. Delish. Thank you. 684 00:33:08,512 --> 00:33:11,114 -OK, are we ready? -As I'll ever be. 685 00:33:11,216 --> 00:33:13,953 -Merry Christmas. -Delilah. 686 00:33:14,021 --> 00:33:15,886 EVELYN: Happy Christmas, Callum. 687 00:33:15,955 --> 00:33:17,522 Oh, that's nice. 688 00:33:20,524 --> 00:33:23,863 Who's it for? Look, it's so cute! 689 00:33:23,965 --> 00:33:26,333 -[Cork pops] -[All laugh] 690 00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:30,505 Treasure that. 691 00:33:30,574 --> 00:33:32,134 [Laura laughs] 692 00:33:32,536 --> 00:33:35,276 Oh yeah, what are you gonna call him? 693 00:33:47,691 --> 00:33:50,291 [Crackers rip; all laugh] 694 00:33:55,699 --> 00:33:57,496 OK, what about this one? 695 00:34:02,100 --> 00:34:03,332 [Music concludes] 696 00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:05,236 It's sad that Callum's not here. 697 00:34:05,338 --> 00:34:07,907 Suppose some traditions don't last. 698 00:34:07,975 --> 00:34:09,039 I know how badly you want 699 00:34:09,108 --> 00:34:10,173 everything to be OK 700 00:34:10,275 --> 00:34:12,647 between the two of us, and... 701 00:34:13,049 --> 00:34:15,347 -I'm sorry that they're not. -Mhm. 702 00:34:15,416 --> 00:34:19,288 But, I do have to impart some gratitude to you. 703 00:34:19,390 --> 00:34:20,853 Hmm? 704 00:34:21,088 --> 00:34:24,220 As much as it pains me to admit, 705 00:34:24,289 --> 00:34:26,263 -I am... -[Gentle music] 706 00:34:26,331 --> 00:34:27,727 grateful 707 00:34:27,796 --> 00:34:29,160 for the 12 Dates. 708 00:34:29,429 --> 00:34:31,300 Can I record this? No one'll believe me. 709 00:34:31,402 --> 00:34:35,135 No. And I'll deny it if you ever say anything to anyone, but... 710 00:34:35,204 --> 00:34:38,306 even though it was a disaster, at times, 711 00:34:39,106 --> 00:34:42,171 I can see how ultimately it... 712 00:34:42,273 --> 00:34:44,213 made things better. 713 00:34:44,482 --> 00:34:46,113 So, thanks. 714 00:34:46,215 --> 00:34:49,381 You know I got your back anytime, anywhere. 715 00:34:49,617 --> 00:34:53,050 I know. That's why I'm excited to give you your present. 716 00:34:53,119 --> 00:34:56,623 -Huh? -Mmm... Hm! 717 00:34:56,726 --> 00:34:58,293 [Laura chuckles] 718 00:34:58,860 --> 00:35:00,427 [Phone bleeps] 719 00:35:02,101 --> 00:35:04,833 Huh! "Kate Tucker has shared her location with--" 720 00:35:04,902 --> 00:35:07,333 -Ahh! No, you didn't! -Yes. 721 00:35:07,401 --> 00:35:09,773 Probably the biggest mistake I'll ever make, 722 00:35:09,875 --> 00:35:11,636 but you deserve it. Merry Christmas. 723 00:35:11,704 --> 00:35:14,106 Gosh, now I get to know where you are all the time! 724 00:35:14,175 --> 00:35:17,312 -Oh, Lord have mercy! -Yay! 725 00:35:17,813 --> 00:35:19,380 OK, your turn. 726 00:35:20,113 --> 00:35:21,844 -Mmm... -Ta da! 727 00:35:22,720 --> 00:35:24,253 [Kate clears throat] 728 00:35:25,491 --> 00:35:26,848 It's a contract! 729 00:35:27,084 --> 00:35:30,858 Everyone's favorite Christmas present. No, but seriously... 730 00:35:31,328 --> 00:35:35,831 I've had enough of divorce and custody and prenups. 731 00:35:35,899 --> 00:35:38,768 So I am starting my own practice 732 00:35:39,004 --> 00:35:40,598 so I can help anyone and everyone I want. 733 00:35:40,700 --> 00:35:44,468 And I want your new business to be my first client. 734 00:35:44,570 --> 00:35:46,306 Well, second. Drew got in there first. 735 00:35:46,409 --> 00:35:49,410 I'm gonna help her expand, maybe even franchise. 736 00:35:49,479 --> 00:35:53,345 You know, I am so impressed that I'm not even resentful 737 00:35:53,447 --> 00:35:56,044 that your Christmas present eclipsed mine. 738 00:35:56,380 --> 00:35:58,854 My one-woman practice, 739 00:35:58,922 --> 00:36:01,457 your new label... Look at us. 740 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:03,724 We're just getting started, baby. 741 00:36:03,826 --> 00:36:05,558 Mmm... And, um... 742 00:36:06,391 --> 00:36:08,661 this-- this one's not from me. 743 00:36:08,763 --> 00:36:10,567 OK. 744 00:36:11,203 --> 00:36:13,867 Before you get mad: I know I said I wouldn't meddle 745 00:36:13,969 --> 00:36:16,072 but it's Christmas, and 746 00:36:16,175 --> 00:36:18,701 I saw this at Callum's. Well, it was in a drawer. 747 00:36:18,770 --> 00:36:21,277 Just passing it on. I don't know what it is. 748 00:36:21,811 --> 00:36:23,642 [Tender music] 749 00:36:37,861 --> 00:36:40,197 [Music turns emotional] 750 00:36:41,126 --> 00:36:42,694 [She gasps] 751 00:36:47,269 --> 00:36:50,339 Go on then. What are you waiting for? 752 00:36:53,074 --> 00:36:55,344 [Music intensifies] 753 00:37:10,024 --> 00:37:11,287 [Loud knocking] 754 00:37:11,356 --> 00:37:13,155 [Music turns gentle] 755 00:37:13,524 --> 00:37:15,728 [Frame rattles against glass] 756 00:37:15,930 --> 00:37:17,366 [She sighs] 757 00:37:23,367 --> 00:37:24,868 [Emotional music] 758 00:37:27,010 --> 00:37:29,679 [Sighs] Let me guess, Laura? 759 00:37:29,748 --> 00:37:31,479 Why did you keep this? 760 00:37:32,179 --> 00:37:33,914 Why? It's been 15 years. 761 00:37:34,016 --> 00:37:35,711 Why did you frame it? 762 00:37:35,813 --> 00:37:38,750 -Why did you wrap it? -Evelyn wrapped it. 763 00:37:41,627 --> 00:37:43,392 It was so you. 764 00:37:44,191 --> 00:37:45,889 Couldn't throw it away. 765 00:37:46,862 --> 00:37:48,497 [She sighs] 766 00:37:48,700 --> 00:37:50,562 Look, this... 767 00:37:50,631 --> 00:37:53,668 this being mad at each other and not talking... 768 00:37:53,771 --> 00:37:55,269 That's not us. 769 00:37:55,505 --> 00:37:58,000 I know that a lot of this could have been avoided 770 00:37:58,069 --> 00:38:01,676 if I'd just been honest with you about my feelings, but... 771 00:38:01,779 --> 00:38:03,578 I was scared. 772 00:38:03,947 --> 00:38:06,514 I'm still scared. But... 773 00:38:07,314 --> 00:38:10,552 I-- I think it's worth the risk. 774 00:38:10,954 --> 00:38:12,950 So I'm just gonna say it. 775 00:38:13,186 --> 00:38:15,087 I love you, too. 776 00:38:15,523 --> 00:38:18,955 And you are the chance that I wanna take. 777 00:38:20,062 --> 00:38:22,299 [Music turns romantic] 778 00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:31,268 [She sighs happily] 779 00:38:31,337 --> 00:38:33,536 [Music cuts abruptly] 780 00:38:33,871 --> 00:38:38,579 Callum! Excuse me! You can't just walk away. 781 00:38:41,852 --> 00:38:42,818 [Romantic song] 782 00:38:42,886 --> 00:38:45,586 ♪ 'Cause it's you 783 00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:49,656 ♪ All I want is you 784 00:38:50,994 --> 00:38:53,528 ♪ Under the mistletoe 785 00:38:54,691 --> 00:38:57,831 ♪ Under the falling snow 786 00:38:58,300 --> 00:39:01,536 ♪ I want you wrapped up for me 787 00:39:02,368 --> 00:39:04,735 ♪ Under my tree... 788 00:39:04,804 --> 00:39:06,810 I want this to be a moment you never forget. 789 00:39:06,912 --> 00:39:09,071 ♪ Every Christmas time 790 00:39:10,609 --> 00:39:13,812 ♪ Won't you forever be mine? 791 00:39:14,786 --> 00:39:17,354 ♪ 'Cause it's you 792 00:39:18,516 --> 00:39:21,622 ♪ All I want is you 793 00:39:22,421 --> 00:39:25,593 ♪ Under my mistletoe 794 00:39:26,624 --> 00:39:29,762 ♪ Under the falling snow 795 00:39:31,703 --> 00:39:33,733 ♪ Ooh ♪ 796 00:39:40,609 --> 00:39:43,746 [Song ends; pleasant music plays in background] 797 00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:45,142 This is a lot. 798 00:39:45,611 --> 00:39:48,649 Hello, everyone. Happy Boxing Day! 799 00:39:49,614 --> 00:39:51,084 Darling, get us some drinks. 800 00:39:51,153 --> 00:39:52,452 -Sure. -Thank you. 801 00:39:52,554 --> 00:39:54,553 -You made it! -I did! Oh, sweetheart! 802 00:39:54,622 --> 00:39:56,588 I wouldn't miss this for anything, hon. 803 00:39:56,657 --> 00:39:59,894 -So was that N... Norris? -Oh, no, darling. 804 00:39:59,963 --> 00:40:01,931 No, that's Iggy, 805 00:40:01,999 --> 00:40:04,262 and I am trying him out-- 806 00:40:04,564 --> 00:40:06,762 -For...? -New Year's, of course. 807 00:40:06,831 --> 00:40:09,436 Because you will probably have plans. 808 00:40:09,505 --> 00:40:12,006 Well, what if we made plans together? 809 00:40:12,075 --> 00:40:14,077 Kate! A double date? 810 00:40:14,146 --> 00:40:17,910 Oh, every mother's dream come true. 811 00:40:18,012 --> 00:40:19,416 Oh. 812 00:40:20,117 --> 00:40:23,118 Look how happy your father is. 813 00:40:23,387 --> 00:40:26,148 Maybe we should make it a triple date. 814 00:40:28,794 --> 00:40:30,156 [Laughs]: Oh! 815 00:40:30,258 --> 00:40:32,193 The look on your face! 816 00:40:32,595 --> 00:40:34,725 -KATE: OK, that's enough. -All right, let's go. 817 00:40:34,827 --> 00:40:37,833 -So Norris is No-More-is , huh? -No, no. 818 00:40:37,902 --> 00:40:39,700 [Emotional music] 819 00:40:42,170 --> 00:40:43,671 KATE: Hey, Dad, 820 00:40:45,872 --> 00:40:48,503 you know that I'll never stop trying to get you 821 00:40:48,572 --> 00:40:49,506 to get rid of it. 822 00:40:49,575 --> 00:40:51,744 -Kate-- -But I understand. 823 00:40:51,813 --> 00:40:55,849 Ultimately, it's your choice, and I respect that. 824 00:40:56,218 --> 00:40:58,115 I'll be safe. I promise. 825 00:40:58,184 --> 00:40:59,918 OK. 826 00:41:00,551 --> 00:41:01,888 Best daughter. 827 00:41:01,990 --> 00:41:02,989 Best dad. 828 00:41:03,092 --> 00:41:04,527 [He chuckles] 829 00:41:07,265 --> 00:41:09,626 That's big of you! I'm impressed. 830 00:41:09,862 --> 00:41:13,165 Yeah, I took all the gas out of the tank. 831 00:41:13,434 --> 00:41:14,631 They're not going anywhere. 832 00:41:14,699 --> 00:41:17,474 [Callum laughs, engine sputters] 833 00:41:19,043 --> 00:41:21,104 [Bright festive music] 834 00:41:22,375 --> 00:41:24,206 MAC: Oh, bugger! 835 00:41:26,079 --> 00:41:29,816 [Bright, emotional festive music continues through credits]