1 00:00:14,320 --> 00:00:16,959 NEIL: Cheers, mate, appreciate it. TOM: Anytime, mate. 2 00:00:16,960 --> 00:00:18,960 NEIL AND BETH SIGH Cheers. 3 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:20,999 You coming home? 4 00:00:21,000 --> 00:00:23,959 Er, no, I'll stay with Ollie. That all right, Neil? 5 00:00:23,960 --> 00:00:25,960 Yeah, course. OK. We'll drive back in the morning. 6 00:00:28,960 --> 00:00:29,960 Thanks for driving us. 7 00:00:33,960 --> 00:00:35,800 CAR DRIVES OFF 8 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:39,959 Mum, are you all right? Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 9 00:00:39,960 --> 00:00:41,960 Not gonna be doing Zumba for a while, but I'll live. 10 00:00:42,960 --> 00:00:45,959 Erm... I'm just gonna talk to Jess for a bit about your birthday. 11 00:00:45,960 --> 00:00:47,960 What about it? It's weeks away. Go on. 12 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:51,959 What a day! Come and give your dad a shoulder massage. 13 00:00:51,960 --> 00:00:54,959 You paying? Yeah, in the food you eat. 14 00:00:54,960 --> 00:00:56,959 DOOR CLOSES 15 00:00:56,960 --> 00:00:58,959 Look, I don't know what you think you know, Jess, but it's... 16 00:00:58,960 --> 00:01:00,959 Don't lie to me. 17 00:01:00,960 --> 00:01:02,960 Don't you dare fucking lie to me. Shh! 18 00:01:05,960 --> 00:01:07,959 My dad, Beth. Look... 19 00:01:07,960 --> 00:01:09,959 You're not happy with your man, so you go after my mum's? 20 00:01:09,960 --> 00:01:12,639 If you try to stay calm and let me explain. No! 21 00:01:12,640 --> 00:01:14,159 You sent pictures. 22 00:01:14,160 --> 00:01:16,639 I can't... You and him - I can't even think about it. 23 00:01:16,640 --> 00:01:18,959 Jess, just... just... just listen to me. 24 00:01:18,960 --> 00:01:20,960 OK, listen. End it. 25 00:01:21,960 --> 00:01:23,960 Fucking end it! 26 00:01:24,960 --> 00:01:27,799 Tell me you're gonna end it, Beth, or I swear to God, 27 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:29,959 I will go in there, and I will tell your family 28 00:01:29,960 --> 00:01:31,959 what kind of whore you are. "Whore"? 29 00:01:31,960 --> 00:01:33,959 Will you be calling your dad that? 30 00:01:33,960 --> 00:01:36,959 Cos there were two of us in this, and your dad, 31 00:01:36,960 --> 00:01:38,959 he's been... he's been lonely. 32 00:01:38,960 --> 00:01:40,959 No, you don't get to blame this on my mum. 33 00:01:40,960 --> 00:01:44,159 I am not blaming her, but things, they are... 34 00:01:44,160 --> 00:01:46,959 they are complicated. I don't care, I don't care. 35 00:01:46,960 --> 00:01:48,959 Jess... I don't fucking care! 36 00:01:48,960 --> 00:01:49,960 All right? I... 37 00:01:52,960 --> 00:01:53,959 JESS SOBS Beth. 38 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:56,000 I love Ollie. 39 00:01:57,960 --> 00:02:00,320 And I wanted to be with him forever. 40 00:02:01,960 --> 00:02:02,959 SOBS 41 00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:05,959 You've just ruined everything. 42 00:02:05,960 --> 00:02:08,000 But that is... that is why we lied. 43 00:02:08,960 --> 00:02:11,959 Because we didn't wanna hurt anyone. 44 00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:14,959 I did not wanna hurt you. We did not wanna hurt your mum. 45 00:02:14,960 --> 00:02:16,800 Then don't. 46 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:20,319 Nobody needs to know. 47 00:02:20,320 --> 00:02:22,799 Oh, Jess, but that... 48 00:02:22,800 --> 00:02:26,319 that is not a secret that you and I can keep. 49 00:02:26,320 --> 00:02:27,960 Yes, yeah, we can. 50 00:02:29,960 --> 00:02:32,959 All right, you've had your... you've had your fling, 51 00:02:32,960 --> 00:02:35,799 and now... and now you're gonna ring him, 52 00:02:35,800 --> 00:02:36,999 and you're gonna tell him it's over. 53 00:02:37,000 --> 00:02:39,960 And don't you dare tell him that I told you. 54 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:48,800 But it's not a fling, Jess. 55 00:02:55,000 --> 00:02:56,960 It's more than that. 56 00:02:58,320 --> 00:02:59,960 JESS SOBS 57 00:03:48,160 --> 00:03:49,960 SNIFFS 58 00:04:03,000 --> 00:04:04,960 SHE KNOCKS OLLIE: Yeah? 59 00:04:08,800 --> 00:04:11,799 Erm... Jess has gone home. 60 00:04:11,800 --> 00:04:13,959 What? How come? 61 00:04:13,960 --> 00:04:17,479 Er, I think she felt bad for her dad, you know, 62 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:18,959 being on his own. 63 00:04:18,960 --> 00:04:22,959 What the hell? Er, no. Er... Don't call her. 64 00:04:22,960 --> 00:04:25,960 Cos, erm... I think her mum and dad are going through a bit of a... 65 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:28,160 ...a bad time, so... 66 00:04:30,000 --> 00:04:31,960 ...er, just let her be with him. 67 00:04:36,960 --> 00:04:37,960 You all right? 68 00:04:39,960 --> 00:04:43,479 Yeah, it's just, my... shoulder, you know, but... 69 00:04:43,480 --> 00:04:44,960 I think I'm gonna go to bed. 70 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:50,960 DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES Hello? Jess? 71 00:04:53,960 --> 00:04:55,959 Hey, I thought you were staying at Ollie's. 72 00:04:55,960 --> 00:04:57,960 No, I changed my mind. 73 00:04:59,640 --> 00:05:00,959 Dad, I wanna go back to the Lakes. 74 00:05:00,960 --> 00:05:02,959 Yeah, first thing. No, now. 75 00:05:02,960 --> 00:05:04,959 I wanna go back and be with Mum and Daisy and Lily. 76 00:05:04,960 --> 00:05:06,959 Jess, I've been driving all day. 77 00:05:06,960 --> 00:05:08,959 I don't care, Dad. I wanna go back. Are you OK? 78 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:11,479 I wanna go back now, so can we just go, please? 79 00:05:11,480 --> 00:05:13,959 Get your car keys and... and get your shoes on. 80 00:05:13,960 --> 00:05:15,959 Can we just go back? Can we just go? Hey, hey, hey! 81 00:05:15,960 --> 00:05:17,960 What's going on? Has something happened? 82 00:05:23,160 --> 00:05:24,960 I'm pregnant. 83 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:32,960 Brought you this. Oh, thanks. 84 00:05:35,960 --> 00:05:38,959 HE GROANS 85 00:05:38,960 --> 00:05:40,960 I've a good mind to bill your mate for the Uber. 86 00:05:42,960 --> 00:05:46,159 Oh, shit. I didn't offer Tom any petrol money. 87 00:05:46,160 --> 00:05:48,959 Didn't even think. 88 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:50,960 HE SIGHS I wouldn't worry about it. 89 00:05:59,960 --> 00:06:00,960 I'm really sorry... 90 00:06:04,960 --> 00:06:05,960 ...about all this. 91 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:09,960 Give over. 92 00:06:22,320 --> 00:06:23,960 JESS: Please don't be angry with me. No, I... 93 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:26,960 No-one's angry. 94 00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:30,160 It's... 95 00:06:34,640 --> 00:06:35,960 Mistakes happen. 96 00:06:36,960 --> 00:06:40,639 But you're still very young, and, erm... 97 00:06:40,640 --> 00:06:41,960 you have your exams. 98 00:06:43,960 --> 00:06:46,960 So we just... we need to figure out what to do next. 99 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:50,479 I just don't wanna cause any more problems. 100 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:53,959 You know, with you being ill before, 101 00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:55,960 and now Uncle Paul and Auntie Leah... 102 00:06:56,960 --> 00:07:00,959 I just want us to be happy again as a family. 103 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:02,959 Well, don't worry about any of that, now. OK? 104 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:06,159 It's good that you came to us before talking to Ollie. 105 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:11,960 Now we can decide... well, you can decide what's it is you want to do. 106 00:07:12,960 --> 00:07:15,160 And nobody else needs to know if we don't want them to, OK? 107 00:07:17,160 --> 00:07:18,319 TOM: She can't keep it. 108 00:07:18,320 --> 00:07:19,959 Of course she can't, but we can't tell her that. 109 00:07:19,960 --> 00:07:21,799 She has to decide for herself. 110 00:07:21,800 --> 00:07:24,639 You know, I could get her into the surgery quickly. Tom... 111 00:07:24,640 --> 00:07:26,319 Why the fuck were they not using protection? 112 00:07:26,320 --> 00:07:27,959 I know that. You know that. 113 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:29,960 But there's no point even thinking about it. 114 00:07:30,960 --> 00:07:31,960 SIGHS 115 00:07:33,320 --> 00:07:35,799 I haven't been present enough. 116 00:07:35,800 --> 00:07:37,639 First, there was the Daisy thing, and now this. 117 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:40,959 Yeah, actually, what was going on with Daisy? 118 00:07:40,960 --> 00:07:41,960 OK. Erm... 119 00:07:43,960 --> 00:07:46,959 So, Daisy was sending photos of herself, 120 00:07:46,960 --> 00:07:48,959 intimate photos, to that boy. 121 00:07:48,960 --> 00:07:50,959 And the little shit was saying that she was doing things. 122 00:07:50,960 --> 00:07:52,479 Doing what things? 123 00:07:52,480 --> 00:07:54,959 You can imagine. She's 14 years old. 124 00:07:54,960 --> 00:07:57,959 I'm gonna kill that little fuck. She doesn't want that, OK, Tom. 125 00:07:57,960 --> 00:07:59,959 I talked to her. She's really embarrassed. 126 00:07:59,960 --> 00:08:00,959 But we've nipped it in the bud. 127 00:08:00,960 --> 00:08:03,159 I think it's gonna be OK, so you don't have to worry. 128 00:08:03,160 --> 00:08:05,959 Maybe we should tell Neil and Beth about this. No. 129 00:08:05,960 --> 00:08:09,959 Come on. I mean, honestly. 130 00:08:09,960 --> 00:08:11,959 You want them to say, "Yeah, yeah, keep it"? 131 00:08:11,960 --> 00:08:14,799 Cos they will, cos they had children when they were young. 132 00:08:14,800 --> 00:08:15,959 They'll think it's fine. And then what? 133 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:18,959 Then we're stuck with their families for the rest of our lives. 134 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:19,959 Absolutely not. 135 00:08:19,960 --> 00:08:21,959 She thinks she's in love with that boy, but she's not. 136 00:08:21,960 --> 00:08:24,799 It's a teenage crush. That's all it is. OK. 137 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:26,959 Who... She'll have it, where will it live? 138 00:08:26,960 --> 00:08:29,159 Where... Who will look after it? We will. 139 00:08:29,160 --> 00:08:32,319 She'll miss college, she'll miss university - great (!) 140 00:08:32,320 --> 00:08:33,959 She'll fuck her entire life up, 141 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:35,999 It's ridiculous! I'm not advocating this. 142 00:08:36,000 --> 00:08:37,960 SIGHS 143 00:08:42,960 --> 00:08:43,960 Sorry. 144 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:48,960 I can't help thinking she's ruined everything. 145 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:53,960 BIRDSONG 146 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:21,960 We were using johnnies, I swear. I don't know how it happened. 147 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:28,480 I don't wanna be a dad. I'm not ready. 148 00:09:30,800 --> 00:09:33,960 Think about me. I'll be a grandad. OLLIE LAUGHS 149 00:09:36,800 --> 00:09:37,960 I think it's gonna be OK. 150 00:09:42,480 --> 00:09:44,960 It's quite the development. Ollie's a mess. 151 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:46,960 Yeah. He's not the only one. 152 00:09:51,960 --> 00:09:54,160 Tom, I don't... I don't know how to say this, but... 153 00:09:56,960 --> 00:09:58,960 ...I don't think Jess is pregnant. 154 00:10:00,960 --> 00:10:01,960 I think she's lying. Why? 155 00:10:06,960 --> 00:10:08,960 Because she knows. 156 00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:12,959 She knows about us. 157 00:10:12,960 --> 00:10:14,959 How? 158 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:15,960 She confronted me... 159 00:10:17,000 --> 00:10:18,960 ...after the hospital, and... 160 00:10:19,960 --> 00:10:22,960 ...she found the photos that I sent you. Oh, my God. 161 00:10:23,960 --> 00:10:26,959 Who else knows? It's just... just Jess. 162 00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:29,959 But I told her that we had feelings for each other, 163 00:10:29,960 --> 00:10:31,799 and she was so angry 164 00:10:31,800 --> 00:10:33,959 and accused me of breaking up marriages, 165 00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:36,159 and the next thing is she's telling you she's pregnant. 166 00:10:36,160 --> 00:10:37,959 No, she wouldn't do that. 167 00:10:37,960 --> 00:10:39,959 She wouldn't lie to Hannah or Ollie. She just wouldn't do that. 168 00:10:39,960 --> 00:10:41,960 But she's so hurt. 169 00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:44,960 And she... she's scared. 170 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:52,479 She hates me, and she's trying to keep her family together, 171 00:10:52,480 --> 00:10:54,480 so she's creating a crisis. 172 00:10:57,000 --> 00:10:59,960 Tom, she saw those photos. 173 00:11:00,960 --> 00:11:05,959 We can't have them find out in this... seedy way. 174 00:11:05,960 --> 00:11:08,639 We have to manage how they learn about this, 175 00:11:08,640 --> 00:11:11,959 and no matter what Jess says, they will find out. 176 00:11:11,960 --> 00:11:14,959 I know it's not what we planned, but we cannot keep it hidden any more. 177 00:11:14,960 --> 00:11:16,959 What am I gonna do? Go back to my wife and say, 178 00:11:16,960 --> 00:11:19,960 "Our daughter's not pregnant, and by the way, I'm leaving you"? 179 00:11:21,800 --> 00:11:23,960 I cannot do this any more. 180 00:11:25,960 --> 00:11:27,480 I am going to tell Neil. 181 00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:30,320 And if you're serious about... 182 00:11:31,960 --> 00:11:35,960 ...about being with me, then you have to tell Hannah at the same time. 183 00:11:38,960 --> 00:11:41,960 Well, it's what we decided. Yeah. 184 00:11:42,960 --> 00:11:44,960 It's just forced it forward. Yeah. 185 00:11:50,960 --> 00:11:53,960 So, tonight, yeah? Tonight. Yeah. 186 00:12:05,960 --> 00:12:08,959 Daddy, Daddy, I've been chosen to sing in the school show. 187 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:10,960 That's wonderful, sweetheart. 188 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:12,959 What you gonna sing? 189 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:18,799 I can choose, so Mummy thinks either Shake It Off or Firework, 190 00:12:18,800 --> 00:12:20,959 but I want to sing our song. 191 00:12:20,960 --> 00:12:22,959 Your friends might not know that, I'm afraid. 192 00:12:22,960 --> 00:12:24,960 I don't care. You'll know it. 193 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:28,959 Well, let's think about this, shall we? OK. 194 00:12:28,960 --> 00:12:31,639 I want to practise. 195 00:12:31,640 --> 00:12:33,319 Well, why don't you think about two songs, 196 00:12:33,320 --> 00:12:36,959 and then we can practise them both? 197 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:38,959 OK, Daddy. 198 00:12:38,960 --> 00:12:39,959 Hey. Hey. 199 00:12:39,960 --> 00:12:41,160 Good day? Yeah, fine. 200 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:44,959 Where's Jess? Oh, she's not here yet. 201 00:12:44,960 --> 00:12:45,959 I think she's with Ollie. 202 00:12:45,960 --> 00:12:47,959 Hi, Dad. 203 00:12:47,960 --> 00:12:48,960 Hi. 204 00:12:51,960 --> 00:12:54,319 How was school? Usual. 205 00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:55,959 Sorry, dinner is gonna be a while, 206 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:57,959 I've only just put it on, to be honest. 207 00:12:57,960 --> 00:13:00,960 I had that Zoom, you know, about the October event? Hannah. 208 00:13:01,960 --> 00:13:03,960 Could I have a word? Yeah. 209 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:13,480 That's on, OK? OK, yeah. 210 00:13:21,800 --> 00:13:22,959 Look, I haven't had a chance 211 00:13:22,960 --> 00:13:25,320 to talk through any options with her yet, but I will. 212 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:27,960 It's not about Jess. Oh. 213 00:13:32,960 --> 00:13:34,959 CHUCKLES 214 00:13:34,960 --> 00:13:36,960 Hannah, you know that... 215 00:13:39,960 --> 00:13:42,960 ...you know that you and the children mean everything to me? 216 00:13:44,160 --> 00:13:45,320 Yeah? 217 00:13:50,160 --> 00:13:51,960 And that nothing... 218 00:13:52,960 --> 00:13:56,320 What? Nothing would ever... 219 00:13:57,160 --> 00:13:58,320 What, Tom? 220 00:14:00,960 --> 00:14:02,800 It's just, lately, I... 221 00:14:05,960 --> 00:14:06,960 Lately what? 222 00:14:08,960 --> 00:14:09,960 EXHALES 223 00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:13,320 Lately, I... 224 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:18,639 EXHALES 225 00:14:18,640 --> 00:14:20,959 I feel like such a crap father. 226 00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:21,959 SIGHS 227 00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:25,960 With... Daisy and now Jess. 228 00:14:26,960 --> 00:14:28,320 I mean, I'm meant to protect them, aren't I? 229 00:14:29,960 --> 00:14:32,159 I mean, what happened with my parents and your parents... 230 00:14:32,160 --> 00:14:33,959 All I wanted to give them... Yeah. 231 00:14:33,960 --> 00:14:36,959 ...was a home that felt safe for them and... I know. 232 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:40,159 ...one where they felt loved... Tom, they do. 233 00:14:40,160 --> 00:14:42,159 You are a brilliant father, OK? 234 00:14:42,160 --> 00:14:45,799 And if there's been problems, then I am more to blame than you. 235 00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:47,159 No, you're not. I am. 236 00:14:47,160 --> 00:14:49,959 Look, we're good parents. OK? 237 00:14:49,960 --> 00:14:53,639 And we've done our best, and the girls, they know they are loved. 238 00:14:53,640 --> 00:14:55,959 They do. They do. 239 00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:56,960 Oh. 240 00:14:58,800 --> 00:15:00,960 SHE BREATHES DEEPLY It's just a lot. 241 00:15:11,960 --> 00:15:12,960 RINGING TONE 242 00:15:15,960 --> 00:15:18,800 'Hiya, this is Beth. Leave a message.' 243 00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:35,959 DOOR SHUTS 244 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:36,960 Hi. 245 00:15:38,800 --> 00:15:39,959 You eating with us? 246 00:15:39,960 --> 00:15:42,799 No, it's OK. I was just walking Jess home. 247 00:15:42,800 --> 00:15:44,960 Stay. There's plenty. CORK POPS 248 00:15:46,800 --> 00:15:47,960 If you're sure. 249 00:15:49,960 --> 00:15:52,959 Yeah, of course. All right, thanks. 250 00:15:52,960 --> 00:15:54,959 I sang. We've got it recorded. 251 00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:56,959 Yes, but not a full song. 252 00:15:56,960 --> 00:15:59,479 It was a full song. There were three of us, and we did Little Mix. 253 00:15:59,480 --> 00:16:01,959 Yeah, and they were awful. LAUGHTER 254 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:02,959 Just because you can't sing. 255 00:16:02,960 --> 00:16:05,959 Didn't you wanna be Elsa in the school show, and they made you Olaf? 256 00:16:05,960 --> 00:16:07,959 Yeah, and you know what, they gave it to Lizzie Doyle. 257 00:16:07,960 --> 00:16:10,159 I remember that. I can't believe you still hold a grudge. 258 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:11,960 Yeah, let it go. 259 00:16:12,960 --> 00:16:14,959 PHONE BUZZES 260 00:16:14,960 --> 00:16:16,960 INDISTINCT CHATTERING 261 00:16:33,960 --> 00:16:35,959 She's the best singer in the whole wide world. 262 00:16:35,960 --> 00:16:37,959 DOORBELL RINGS I'll get it. 263 00:16:37,960 --> 00:16:39,959 DOORBELL RINGS CONTINUOUSLY 264 00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:41,960 KNOCKING ON DOOR 265 00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:43,959 Where is he? Neil? 266 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:44,960 Where is he?! 267 00:16:46,000 --> 00:16:47,959 You bastard! Dad, stop! Dad, stop! 268 00:16:47,960 --> 00:16:50,959 What the hell?! I hit you, I go to jail. 269 00:16:50,960 --> 00:16:52,959 I lay one finger on you, that's me inside. Get off him! 270 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:55,639 TOM GRUNTS, NEIL BREATHES SHAKILY 271 00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:57,959 He's with my Beth. She told me. 272 00:16:57,960 --> 00:16:58,960 Ask him. 273 00:16:59,960 --> 00:17:01,959 Ask him! 274 00:17:01,960 --> 00:17:03,959 Months, it's been going on, 275 00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:06,959 behind our backs, shagging each other! 276 00:17:06,960 --> 00:17:10,639 And now she's saying that they're in love. 277 00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:12,959 No, Hannah, it's not as simple as that, it's... You and Beth? 278 00:17:12,960 --> 00:17:14,959 You and my mum? 279 00:17:14,960 --> 00:17:15,959 Ollie, I can explain. Yeah. 280 00:17:15,960 --> 00:17:20,000 Yeah, so, if you have that baby, its grandparents are at it. Enough! 281 00:17:21,960 --> 00:17:23,959 Get out. I'm sorry, Hannah. 282 00:17:23,960 --> 00:17:25,159 Hannah, can I talk to you? Get out, you! 283 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:26,799 Can I talk to you? Get out. 284 00:17:26,800 --> 00:17:28,959 Get out, you, now. Right now. 285 00:17:28,960 --> 00:17:30,959 You, go! 286 00:17:30,960 --> 00:17:32,959 She told you, didn't she? Ollie! Hannah... 287 00:17:32,960 --> 00:17:35,959 I'm sorry. You'd have found out. You and that women, you are poison! 288 00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:37,959 Get out of my house! 289 00:17:37,960 --> 00:17:41,639 Look at your wife. This house. 290 00:17:41,640 --> 00:17:42,960 This family! 291 00:17:46,480 --> 00:17:47,960 EXHALES 292 00:17:52,960 --> 00:17:54,960 Ollie, please, you have to talk to me. 293 00:17:56,960 --> 00:17:58,959 Ollie, please! 294 00:17:58,960 --> 00:18:00,959 You have to listen. 295 00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:03,000 You have to listen, you have to talk to me! 296 00:18:04,800 --> 00:18:05,960 Ollie, please. 297 00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:09,959 You knew, didn't you? 298 00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:13,959 I was protecting us. I told her to end it. 299 00:18:13,960 --> 00:18:16,960 Because if they're together, then how could we be? 300 00:18:17,960 --> 00:18:19,959 She's ruined everything. 301 00:18:19,960 --> 00:18:21,959 Me and you and our families 302 00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:23,959 and our whole lives, they're just gone, they're ruined. 303 00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:26,959 So, it's my mum's fault? Hm? W... 304 00:18:26,960 --> 00:18:28,959 So end it, then. 305 00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:30,959 Get rid of the baby, get rid of everything, 306 00:18:30,960 --> 00:18:33,639 because this is... fucked. 307 00:18:33,640 --> 00:18:34,960 Ollie... 308 00:18:35,960 --> 00:18:37,960 ...there is no baby. 309 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:41,959 I'm sorry, I was just... 310 00:18:41,960 --> 00:18:44,959 I didn't want them to be together. 311 00:18:44,960 --> 00:18:46,319 SHE SOBS 312 00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:47,960 I'm sorry. 313 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:52,480 Ollie, Ols... It's over. We're done. 314 00:18:55,640 --> 00:18:56,960 SHE SOBS 315 00:19:31,960 --> 00:19:33,959 Beth, you're scaring me. 316 00:19:33,960 --> 00:19:35,960 Just... Just say whatever it is you wanna say. 317 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:41,160 I've not been happy... 318 00:19:44,480 --> 00:19:45,960 ...for a long time. 319 00:19:47,000 --> 00:19:48,960 With myself... 320 00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:54,960 ...but also... with us. 321 00:19:57,960 --> 00:19:58,960 Right. 322 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:14,960 Nothing's changed for you, Neil. 323 00:20:17,960 --> 00:20:20,640 Since we were 19. 324 00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:26,159 But I... I have. 325 00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:28,959 I've... I've changed, 326 00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:32,959 and you haven't... you haven't noticed. 327 00:20:32,960 --> 00:20:34,159 HE SCOFFS 328 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:35,960 Course I have. No. 329 00:20:37,960 --> 00:20:39,960 No, you... you haven't. 330 00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:42,640 OK, so... 331 00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:44,960 ...I'll notice. I will. 332 00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:51,320 What? 333 00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:59,959 I've met someone. 334 00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:00,959 HE INHALES SHAKILY, HUFFS 335 00:21:00,960 --> 00:21:02,640 What? 336 00:21:08,960 --> 00:21:09,960 Who? 337 00:21:10,960 --> 00:21:11,960 Tom. 338 00:21:12,960 --> 00:21:13,960 Tom? 339 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:18,960 Tom? 340 00:21:22,960 --> 00:21:23,960 You and Tom? 341 00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:27,960 DOOR OPENS 342 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:29,960 DOOR CLOSES 343 00:21:33,960 --> 00:21:34,960 SOBBING 344 00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:39,799 Oh, no, Ollie... Get out of the way. 345 00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:41,959 Oh, Ollie, please. How could you?! 346 00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:43,959 I'm sorry. 347 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:46,959 Ollie. Ollie, no, please. 348 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:49,999 Please... Please don't do it. No! SOBS 349 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:51,960 Mum, what's going on? 350 00:21:53,960 --> 00:21:56,159 No, it's fine, sweetheart. 351 00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:57,959 You go... go back to bed. 352 00:21:57,960 --> 00:21:58,960 No, tell me what's happening. 353 00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:04,320 Mum! 354 00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:09,960 Frankie... 355 00:22:10,960 --> 00:22:12,320 What have you done? 356 00:22:13,320 --> 00:22:14,960 Come on. 357 00:22:25,960 --> 00:22:27,959 SIGHS 358 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:28,960 DISTANT SOBBING 359 00:22:38,640 --> 00:22:40,800 SOBBING 360 00:22:43,960 --> 00:22:45,960 Girls... No. 361 00:22:47,960 --> 00:22:49,960 You do not get to mitigate. 362 00:22:51,960 --> 00:22:52,960 Leave. 363 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:57,960 Leave. 364 00:23:29,960 --> 00:23:31,960 SIGHS 365 00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:41,960 EXHALES SHAKILY 366 00:23:46,960 --> 00:23:47,960 You leaving? 367 00:23:50,960 --> 00:23:52,960 Yeah, I'll spend the night at Amy's. 368 00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:55,960 And then? 369 00:23:57,960 --> 00:23:58,960 After that? 370 00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:08,000 I told Frankie. 371 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:11,960 I would have told Ollie, but... 372 00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:17,000 BREATHES DEEPLY 373 00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:20,960 Make you feel good, did it? 374 00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:24,960 Did you hit him? 375 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:31,960 If you're going, go. Get lost. 376 00:24:32,960 --> 00:24:34,960 If that's what you want... 377 00:24:47,960 --> 00:24:49,959 You have taken me for granted. 378 00:24:49,960 --> 00:24:51,960 Have I? Yeah, you have. 379 00:24:52,960 --> 00:24:54,959 Just go, Beth. 380 00:24:54,960 --> 00:24:58,959 No, you do not want to hear it because you want me as the bad guy, 381 00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:02,959 but you do not look at me, you do not listen to me. 382 00:25:02,960 --> 00:25:05,959 When was the last time that you even gave me a compliment? 383 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:07,959 Oh, horny, maybe. 384 00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:10,959 Drunk, when you want to get your leg over. 385 00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:13,959 That's crap. I wanted you to notice me. 386 00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:19,959 I wanted you to care about my life, about my feelings. 387 00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:23,959 My best friend died, and where were you the day after? 388 00:25:23,960 --> 00:25:27,959 In the pub. Well, you said you were all right. 389 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:30,959 My best friend was dead! 390 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,959 And when I had my business, I... I was brilliant at it. 391 00:25:34,960 --> 00:25:37,959 I was making people feel good, and that made me feel good. 392 00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:39,959 And you only cared about yourself, 393 00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:41,959 that I wasn't here to cook the dinner, 394 00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:44,959 and that I wasn't here to look after the kids. 395 00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:45,959 No, that's shite, Beth. 396 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:46,959 When I had to close it down, 397 00:25:46,960 --> 00:25:49,959 you could barely keep the smile off your face. 398 00:25:49,960 --> 00:25:52,959 It is true, Neil. You just want us like your mum and dad. No. 399 00:25:52,960 --> 00:25:54,959 You just want your little wifey at home. 400 00:25:54,960 --> 00:25:57,160 Oh, just shut up! Just... Or what?! 401 00:25:59,960 --> 00:26:01,959 HE EXHALES 402 00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:03,479 You know, since the day we met, 403 00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:07,959 everything I've done has been for you and the kids. 404 00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:10,959 Yeah, out there grafting, and never once, 405 00:26:10,960 --> 00:26:13,159 Beth, never ONCE played away. 406 00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:14,960 Never close. 407 00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:17,960 Because you were mine. 408 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:19,959 Since we were 19. 409 00:26:19,960 --> 00:26:23,959 But I am not 19 any more! Just fucking go, Beth. 410 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:24,959 I can't even look at you. 411 00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:27,319 I am a woman. 412 00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:30,959 And I have things, like, burning inside me. 413 00:26:30,960 --> 00:26:34,959 And I am not gonna to spend the few years that I have left 414 00:26:34,960 --> 00:26:36,960 forcing them to nothing. 415 00:26:50,960 --> 00:26:52,960 Don't... Don't leave. 416 00:26:55,960 --> 00:26:57,160 It's OK. 417 00:26:58,480 --> 00:26:59,960 I will be back. 418 00:27:01,960 --> 00:27:03,960 I love you. 419 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,960 And I will always be your mummy. 420 00:27:09,960 --> 00:27:11,160 I'm sorry. 421 00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:41,960 ♪ I'm human Troubled and stubborn... ♪ 422 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:45,159 No. 423 00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:47,159 Neil called me. 424 00:27:47,160 --> 00:27:48,960 It's a no, Beth. 425 00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:53,959 Thanks. Go back to your family and beg. 426 00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:55,959 Beg them to forgive you. 427 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,960 You're not hiding here, and you're not having my sympathy. 428 00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:04,960 ♪ You heard the words "I love you" 429 00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:09,960 ♪ And you felt safe from harm 430 00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:16,959 ♪ And with that trust... ♪ PHONE BUZZES 431 00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:20,960 ♪ Without tripping the alarm 432 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:26,960 ♪ We'll stake out our places 433 00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:31,960 ♪ And sink into divide 434 00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:37,960 ♪ Cos no-one likes confusion 435 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:42,960 ♪ We always pick a side 436 00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:50,639 ♪ And as sure as rain Will soak the grass 437 00:28:50,640 --> 00:28:53,960 ♪ And all things can't be new 438 00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:57,959 ♪ I hurt you 439 00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:00,960 ♪ And I love you 440 00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:05,960 ♪ Both things will be true. ♪ 441 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,480 They hate us. 442 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:22,960 They really hate us. Yes, they do tonight. 443 00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:26,960 But they're kids. 444 00:29:27,960 --> 00:29:31,800 We'll talk to them. They'll understand. 445 00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:39,960 Was it worth it? 446 00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:45,000 Yes. 447 00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:34,960 I'm sorry I lied. 448 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:37,960 About the pregnancy. 449 00:30:57,800 --> 00:30:59,640 I was looking online this morning, for, erm... 450 00:31:00,960 --> 00:31:01,959 ...apartments. 451 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:04,959 There's quite a few available right now, so... 452 00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:07,959 with sort of three-month contracts and not a great commitment. 453 00:31:07,960 --> 00:31:09,320 I'm being practical. 454 00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:13,960 Well, and romantic, but mainly practical. 455 00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,960 You know, Tom, I... 456 00:31:20,960 --> 00:31:22,959 ...I think we should get our own places, you know, 457 00:31:22,960 --> 00:31:24,960 so the kids have somewhere to stay. 458 00:31:25,960 --> 00:31:29,959 But also... it's a lot of pressure. 459 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:30,960 Yeah. 460 00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:33,320 Yeah, you're right. 461 00:31:41,960 --> 00:31:42,960 Morning. 462 00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:44,960 EXHALES 463 00:31:48,960 --> 00:31:49,959 Did she come here? 464 00:31:49,960 --> 00:31:50,959 Oh. 465 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:54,960 Did you undress her on this bed, pretend you were examining her? 466 00:31:56,960 --> 00:31:57,959 Please. 467 00:31:57,960 --> 00:31:59,959 No, I'm genuinely interested, Tom. 468 00:31:59,960 --> 00:32:02,959 Was it the... the thrill of almost being caught? 469 00:32:02,960 --> 00:32:03,959 Hannah. 470 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:05,959 So, do you love her? 471 00:32:05,960 --> 00:32:07,960 Yeah, I... 472 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:10,959 Yeah, I think I do, yeah. 473 00:32:10,960 --> 00:32:11,960 You're in love. 474 00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:15,959 With a Zumba teacher. Oh, come on, don't do that. 475 00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:18,639 Presume you took her to the Lakes? 476 00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:21,639 You took her to the place you proposed to me? 477 00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,959 Hannah, I never stopped loving you. No? 478 00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:27,959 So, what, you just... you fell in love with her as well? 479 00:32:27,960 --> 00:32:28,959 And now what? 480 00:32:28,960 --> 00:32:31,959 You two ride off into the sunset together? 481 00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:34,159 You have every right to hate me. I don't hate you, Tom. 482 00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:35,959 I loved you. No, you should hate me. 483 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:37,959 You should absolutely despise me. 484 00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:39,479 I've betrayed us, I've betrayed our family. 485 00:32:39,480 --> 00:32:40,959 But I want you to know I really tried, 486 00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:43,959 I fought against being this man. Oh, well, poor you (!) 487 00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:47,959 I think that you stopped loving me when I got ill. 488 00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:50,319 When it got difficult for me, it got difficult for you. No. 489 00:32:50,320 --> 00:32:51,959 Yeah. Not all at once, but piece by piece. 490 00:32:51,960 --> 00:32:53,959 And I know that, Tom, because I felt it. 491 00:32:53,960 --> 00:32:55,959 Even at my party, that speech you gave, 492 00:32:55,960 --> 00:32:58,959 you couldn't bring yourself to say that you loved me, could you? 493 00:32:58,960 --> 00:33:01,959 Admit it. You became very hard to live with, Hannah. 494 00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:03,959 Or did you not wanna say it because she was there? 495 00:33:03,960 --> 00:33:05,959 Nothing had happened at that point. 496 00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:07,639 Hard to live with, yeah, well, try being me. 497 00:33:07,640 --> 00:33:09,959 I spent the last two years staring at the walls, 498 00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:14,959 imagining the worst possible things that could happen to us, our family, 499 00:33:14,960 --> 00:33:17,959 and unable to turn this off, stuck in my own head, 500 00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:19,959 seeing it again and again. 501 00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:22,639 And you used that against me. 502 00:33:22,640 --> 00:33:23,960 But you know what? 503 00:33:24,960 --> 00:33:27,639 Last night... 504 00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:31,320 when I was alone in our bed, I realised... 505 00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:36,480 ...I don't need you. 506 00:33:37,960 --> 00:33:39,960 And I'm not scared any more. 507 00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:42,959 Hannah, I... Don't you come near me. 508 00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:45,960 Hey, don't you fucking come near me! You... Stop it! 509 00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:52,960 Oh, God. You think you're in love? 510 00:33:53,960 --> 00:33:54,960 Fuck you. 511 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,959 And I'm gonna make sure 512 00:33:57,960 --> 00:34:01,479 that you spend the rest of your life regretting this. 513 00:34:01,480 --> 00:34:02,959 The house, anything you want, 514 00:34:02,960 --> 00:34:04,959 you better get ready to fight for it. 515 00:34:04,960 --> 00:34:06,640 I've got our girls... 516 00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:08,960 ...my girls... 517 00:34:10,800 --> 00:34:13,320 ...and we are gonna be just fine. 518 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:42,960 SOFTLY: Oh, fuck. 519 00:34:57,960 --> 00:34:58,959 Oh! 520 00:34:58,960 --> 00:35:01,959 BETH BREATHES DEEPLY 521 00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:03,640 I'll give it a year. 522 00:35:50,960 --> 00:35:52,320 Where did you stay? 523 00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:54,960 At a hotel. 524 00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:57,960 With him? 525 00:36:03,480 --> 00:36:05,000 What, you gonna get a place together? 526 00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:10,960 BREATHES DEEPLY 527 00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:14,959 I saw Ollie and Frankie at school. 528 00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:16,959 I told them it was gonna be OK. 529 00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:17,959 SCOFFS 530 00:36:17,960 --> 00:36:19,960 Yeah, well, Ollie blames himself. 531 00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:23,960 Frankie's gone back about ten years, acting like a baby again. 532 00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:28,960 I'll make it right for them. Yeah, how? 533 00:36:33,960 --> 00:36:35,320 I wanna show you something. 534 00:36:57,480 --> 00:36:58,959 SIGHS 535 00:36:58,960 --> 00:36:59,960 Neil. 536 00:37:03,960 --> 00:37:04,960 Our life together. 537 00:37:08,480 --> 00:37:09,960 Beth and Neil. 538 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:12,960 That's what we had, innit? 539 00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:16,960 All those days. 540 00:37:17,960 --> 00:37:19,960 All those years. 541 00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:23,960 Remember that? 542 00:37:25,960 --> 00:37:26,960 CHUCKLES 543 00:37:28,960 --> 00:37:30,959 Frankie with that pig. Bastard pig. 544 00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,960 Remember in Greece when we lost it? No, Neil, God. 545 00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:46,960 All I ever wanted was a happy family. 546 00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:48,960 And... 547 00:37:49,960 --> 00:37:51,960 ...for a while... 548 00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:54,320 ...we were. 549 00:37:56,960 --> 00:37:58,959 Course there's happy memories. 550 00:37:58,960 --> 00:38:01,640 You know, there's... there's loads of them. 551 00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:06,960 But that were then... 552 00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:12,960 ...and this is now. 553 00:38:13,960 --> 00:38:15,960 OK. 554 00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:20,959 But... I look at your face on these photos... 555 00:38:20,960 --> 00:38:22,960 and I love you. 556 00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:26,960 And I look at your face now... 557 00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:28,960 ...in this room... 558 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:32,960 ...your lying, deceitful face... 559 00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:35,320 ...and I still love you. 560 00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:40,960 You've broken my fucking heart, Beth, but I still want you. 561 00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:45,960 And... I can get past this. I can, Beth. 562 00:38:46,960 --> 00:38:50,000 And I can change. Because... 563 00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:53,160 ...you're the only woman I've ever loved. 564 00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:56,960 And you're the only woman I'll ever love. 565 00:38:58,640 --> 00:38:59,960 And I'm not... 566 00:39:00,960 --> 00:39:02,960 ...I'm not asking you now, Beth. 567 00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:05,959 I'm begging you. 568 00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:07,799 Please, please... 569 00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:09,960 I'm begging you, Beth, don't leave me. 570 00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:12,959 I'll be better. 571 00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:16,479 I'll be a good husband. I'll be a good father. 572 00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:18,799 I'll listen to you, I'll look after you, 573 00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:19,959 and you can start another business. 574 00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:23,959 And I... I'll be strong. You won't have to mother me. 575 00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:27,959 But I'm begging you, please, don't leave me for that man. 576 00:39:27,960 --> 00:39:30,959 He doesn't love you a tenth of the way I love you. 577 00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:33,959 And I'm a fucking idiot for letting it get this way. 578 00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:36,959 Just look at us. All those times we shared. 579 00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:38,959 Look at our faces. 580 00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:39,960 We were so happy. 581 00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,960 Please, Beth. 582 00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:45,960 Please. 583 00:39:47,960 --> 00:39:50,320 Please. BREATHES SHAKILY 584 00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:54,960 Please. 585 00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:00,960 Please. 586 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:03,960 CHEERING AND APPLAUSE 587 00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:21,960 PIANO PLAYS INTRO TO 'SOMEONE YOU LOVED' 588 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:31,480 ♪ I'm going under and this time I fear there's no-one to save me 589 00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:40,960 ♪ This all or nothing Really got a way of driving me crazy 590 00:41:42,960 --> 00:41:45,959 ♪ I need somebody to hear 591 00:41:45,960 --> 00:41:47,959 ♪ Somebody to know 592 00:41:47,960 --> 00:41:49,959 ♪ Somebody to have 593 00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:52,959 ♪ Somebody to hold 594 00:41:52,960 --> 00:41:54,959 ♪ It's easy to say 595 00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,959 ♪ But it's never the same 596 00:41:57,960 --> 00:42:02,639 ♪ I guess I kinda liked the way You numbed all the pain 597 00:42:02,640 --> 00:42:06,959 ♪ Now the day bleeds into nightfall 598 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:11,799 ♪ And you're not here To get me through it all 599 00:42:11,800 --> 00:42:14,159 ♪ I let my guard down 600 00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:16,959 ♪ And then you pulled the rug 601 00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:21,160 ♪ I was getting kinda used To being someone you loved 602 00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:28,960 ♪ I'm going under and this time I fear there's no-one to save me 603 00:42:32,960 --> 00:42:38,800 ♪ This all-or-nothing really Got a way of sleeping without you 604 00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:43,479 ♪ I need somebody to hear 605 00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:45,959 ♪ Somebody to know 606 00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:48,479 ♪ Somebody to have 607 00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:50,959 ♪ Somebody to hold 608 00:42:50,960 --> 00:42:52,959 ♪ It's easy to say 609 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:55,959 ♪ But it's never the same 610 00:42:55,960 --> 00:43:00,959 ♪ I guess I kinda liked the way You numbed all the pain 611 00:43:00,960 --> 00:43:04,959 ♪ Now the day bleeds into nightfall 612 00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:09,959 ♪ And you're not here To get me through it all 613 00:43:09,960 --> 00:43:12,479 ♪ I let my guard down 614 00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:15,159 ♪ And then you pulled the rug 615 00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:20,640 ♪ I was getting kinda used to being Someone you loved 616 00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:30,639 ♪ And I tend to close my eyes When it hurts sometimes 617 00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:35,799 ♪ I fall into your arms 618 00:43:35,800 --> 00:43:40,640 ♪ I'll be safe in your sound Till I come back around 619 00:43:41,960 --> 00:43:46,959 ♪ And now the day bleeds Into nightfall 620 00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:51,799 ♪ And you're not here To get me through it all 621 00:43:51,800 --> 00:43:53,959 ♪ I let my guard down 622 00:43:53,960 --> 00:43:56,959 ♪ And then you pulled the rug 623 00:43:56,960 --> 00:44:02,960 ♪ I was getting kinda used to being Someone you loved. ♪ 624 00:44:03,960 --> 00:44:05,960 CHEERING AND APPLAUSE 625 00:44:40,960 --> 00:44:42,960 EXHALES 626 00:44:47,640 --> 00:44:49,960 Hiya. Hi. 627 00:44:57,000 --> 00:44:58,960 Where've you been? 628 00:45:02,960 --> 00:45:04,000 Er, home. 629 00:45:13,960 --> 00:45:14,960 Home? 630 00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:16,960 Beth... 631 00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:20,960 ...we had a plan, but everything's gone so quickly. 632 00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:23,960 I... 633 00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:27,960 I think I feel so lost. 634 00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:35,800 I love you, but... 635 00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:39,960 ...I didn't think I'd... 636 00:45:40,960 --> 00:45:42,960 ...I didn't think I'd feel this lonely. 637 00:45:48,320 --> 00:45:50,960 Feels like I'm living someone else's life. 638 00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:55,960 And where is your life? 639 00:45:57,480 --> 00:45:59,160 Over there? No. 640 00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:01,960 I mean, I don't know, I... 641 00:46:05,960 --> 00:46:07,960 I want... I want you. 642 00:46:08,960 --> 00:46:09,960 I want them. 643 00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:12,959 SIGHS 644 00:46:12,960 --> 00:46:13,960 Nothing fits. 645 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:20,960 We gave up everything for each other. 646 00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:26,320 You can't expect every moment to be perfect. 647 00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:32,960 That's not reality. 648 00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:37,960 It's just a fantasy. 649 00:46:41,320 --> 00:46:43,960 And that's what it's been up to now. 650 00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:48,000 A fantasy. 651 00:46:49,960 --> 00:46:50,960 CHUCKLES 652 00:47:07,960 --> 00:47:11,960 ♪ If nothing lasts forever 653 00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:18,160 ♪ No-one makes it out alive... ♪ 654 00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:23,479 INAUDIBLE 655 00:47:23,480 --> 00:47:29,640 ♪ I wanna spend our lives together 656 00:47:30,960 --> 00:47:33,960 ♪ While we have the time 657 00:47:39,960 --> 00:47:45,960 ♪ And if there's no God to meet us 658 00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:50,000 ♪ Don't be scared 659 00:47:55,960 --> 00:48:00,960 ♪ We'll go back To where we came from... ♪ 660 00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:05,959 So, exams over. Yeah. 661 00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:09,960 How do you think it went? All right, considering. 662 00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:14,159 You? Pfff, who cares? 663 00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:15,960 I'm going working for my dad. 664 00:48:19,960 --> 00:48:21,959 Got any plans for the summer? 665 00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:24,959 No, not really. You? 666 00:48:24,960 --> 00:48:26,959 No, not really. 667 00:48:26,960 --> 00:48:28,960 Think Mum might take us away. 668 00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:34,959 Do you remember Blackpool? 669 00:48:34,960 --> 00:48:36,959 When we missed getting off that train. 670 00:48:36,960 --> 00:48:38,960 Yeah. 671 00:48:40,960 --> 00:48:44,960 Do you think that's when it started between them? 672 00:48:46,800 --> 00:48:48,960 Maybe. But... 673 00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:51,959 ...we can't blame ourselves. 674 00:48:51,960 --> 00:48:55,960 If it weren't then, it would have been some other time. 675 00:48:58,480 --> 00:48:59,960 That was a good day. 676 00:49:01,960 --> 00:49:02,960 Yeah, it was fun. 677 00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:09,960 We should go again some time. 678 00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:12,960 We don't have to tell anyone. 679 00:49:19,960 --> 00:49:24,960 ♪ If nothing lasts forever 680 00:49:25,960 --> 00:49:29,959 ♪ And no-one makes it out alive... ♪ 681 00:49:29,960 --> 00:49:34,960 They say attraction plus an obstacle equals excitement. 682 00:49:37,960 --> 00:49:40,960 But what happens when the obstacle is gone? 683 00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:43,320 What then? 684 00:49:46,960 --> 00:49:48,319 Maybe... 685 00:49:48,320 --> 00:49:50,960 you just have to start all over again. 686 00:50:02,960 --> 00:50:04,959 Sorry to be late for our first date. 687 00:50:04,960 --> 00:50:06,959 I'm not actually that kind of person. 688 00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:08,960 I think it's our second date, officially. 689 00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:18,959 ♪ Have no fear 690 00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:22,960 ♪ Cos you got me 691 00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:26,960 ♪ And I got you 692 00:50:27,960 --> 00:50:33,960 ♪ Right here 693 00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:38,960 ♪ Right here 694 00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:48,960 ♪ Right here 695 00:50:50,960 --> 00:50:53,959 ♪ Right here. ♪ 696 00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:55,960 Subtitles by accessibility@itv.com