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Are you dancing?

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Gimme smile.

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Yeah!

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Oh, look at her; she's dancing!

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Are you dancing?

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Larissa?!

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You see that girl in pink standing
in the corner at a birthday party?

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Her name is Larissa.

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Here, in April of '94.

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when everybody we knew
was talking about the World Cup

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she was celebrating her first birthday.

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When she was born,

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on March 30th, 1993,

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no one knew that Larissa,

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this girl here,

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who's dancing
in front of these loudspeakers,

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would become Anitta,

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the biggest popstar in Brazil's history.

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Anitta, I love you!

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You would've never known.

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After all, at that time,

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Larissa was just a girl
from Honório Gurgel:

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a place far different from the Rio
of Bossa Nova and "The Girl from Ipanema"

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that would become known to the world
precisely because of her.

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She would take funk and the favela
to the world's grandest venues.

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But, if you look a bit closer…

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you'll see that this girl here,

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from Honório…

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♪ La, la, la, la, la, la ♪

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…was already different.

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It was a kid's party,

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full of people,

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but she was by herself.

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As if she was dancing but,
at the same time,

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seeing everything around her.

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She was split in two.

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She didn't know that Brazil would end up
winning that World Cup,

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nor that she would
one day actually split in two,

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nor that all-grown-up, superstar Anitta

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at some point, would come to miss
being in corners of parties.

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The corners of parties…

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and parts of herself too.

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Everything in her life changed
after that birthday party.

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The only thing that remained
was the power of those speakers.

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Anitta!

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Anitta is number one on the charts.

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The singer has made history

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at one of the world's
most important music festivals.

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When I first started out,
you couldn't play funk on the radio.

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I had to change the arrangements
so they'd sound more like pop.

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And Anitta has won yet another award.

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The tour's been intense.

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She's done so many concerts
in all these different cities.

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From the outskirts of Rio to the world!

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The girl from Rio!

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Anitta!

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When Larissa called me
and asked me to help her with this film

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I was definitely confused at first.

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I didn't quite understand
what was going on.

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Like… she's Anitta!

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She could've gotten anyone
to work on this.

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Why me?

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But when she explained it,

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I started to understand.

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You'll be with me,
filming the whole time.

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When Anitta's working,

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and when Larissa's
having time for herself.

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I think that Anitta…

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can be filmed by anyone.

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Just like she has been.

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But Larissa…

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no one has.

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I need someone who is very tactful.

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Larissa is a very well-guarded secret,

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who few have access to,

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and who only appears
for the people she trusts

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and for those who've always been with her,
since the beginning.

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Well, we can start whenever you want to.

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Whenever you wanna start, I'll be ready.

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And actually,

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I think I'm here because there's such
a division between Larissa and Anitta.

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Creature and creator.

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I don't think she's got it sorted out yet.

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I love you so much, Charlie!

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The VMA goes to…

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Oh my God!

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The star from Honório Gurgel
is finally having her work recognized

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by receiving the award
for best Latin American Music Video

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at the VMAs:
The award show hosted by America's MTV.

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I think she understood
that my perspective

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and the fact that we both came
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could be useful in this process.

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We're here again, Brazil.
We're here again.

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Tonight, I performed here a rhythm
that, for many years in my country,

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was considered a crime.

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I was born and raised
in the ghetto of Brazil.

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You're going to hear way more
Brazilian funk in the world right now

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and this is the beginning.

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Brazilian Funk, winning the VMAs.
Thank you!

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Anitta!

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For me to be here every year,

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being the only representer of my country,
is really special to me.

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Thank you for all of you guys.

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…and Anitta, look and lift,
Anitta, look and lift.

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It made sense
that she wanted me involved.

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But I… I panicked
before we started filming.

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It's kind of obvious, isn't it?

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Because Larissa was
the first girl I ever liked.

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Now she's the queen of the world.

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She might not know this

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but I don't think
that I ever actually got over her.

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That one message I sent and deleted

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I was asking if you were
spending the night there.

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Because I wanted to know
if you wanted to come over.

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So I write you something like that,

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and you answer, "Thank you."

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My god, that's the last time
I was cute with you.

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"Oh no, here I go again, annoying you."

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So I was like, "Okay, fuck it, fuck it;
I'm gonna send it. Fuck it."

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I don't care
if you feel smothered. Fuck it.

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Hi. I'm mad at you. But I can't just…

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stop worrying.

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'Cause I love you.

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-Is he gonna film us?
-We-- Yes.

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Hold it right here.

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And that's how you focus.

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You know that we know each other
since we were 12?

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No way.

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-Yeah.
-Yeah.

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When we were young,
I was like 11.

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And he was 13.

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And then we were at this rock concert.

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And then…

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he was like super hot,
like, super-super-super--

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He was the hottest kid
in the neighborhood, like, crazy.

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And I was not.

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And then-- wait, my legs hurt.

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And he came to kiss me.

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And then, I was like,
I couldn't believe I was kissing him

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'cause it was so hot.

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He was so hot. And I was so ugly!

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I was so ugly!

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Oh my god…

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I was so ugly. And then, he was so hot.

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And I was like, "Oh my God,
oh my God, oh my God!

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I'm kissing the hottest guy
I will ever kiss in my entire life.

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I was so happy, so happy, so happy.

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And my friend kissing his friend by,
by our side!

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And I was like…

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Then, all of a sudden, in the middle
of the kiss, my brother, Renan.

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Renan came!

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Renan came and did, that!
"Stop kissing my sister!"

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And I was like…

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"Shut the fuck up!

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Do you know when
I'm gonna kiss a hot guy like this?

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Never! Never again,
he's the hottest guy I could ever kiss!

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Shut the fuck up, get out of here!"

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And then he was like,
super mad, my brother, he left.

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And I came to him and I said,
"Let's go, let's keep going!"

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Wait, wait, wait, wait.

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I started working with her when
she'd just started to sing in Spanish.

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I was managing J Balvin at the time

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and we helped her
with her song "Downtown."

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Anitta's the same anywhere you go.

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You know, she has that energy.
She brings that joy of life.

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She's gonna get whatever she wants.
There's no question.

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She's not afraid to be hurt.

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You know, she knows
that she can survive anything.

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Anitta is the superhero. You know?

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Larissa is…

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the human being.

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You know, she's very, very vulnerable.

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Here, I was filming her

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from backstage for the very first time.

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It was very different
from what I was used to.

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My intimacy was always with Larissa.

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Get in.

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Wait… my bad.

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I haven't introduced myself yet.

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My name is Pedro.

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I was also from Honório.

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Little by little, I started to understand
how Anitta left the stage

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and Larissa returned.

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Like this.

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I'm back.

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Whether you like it or not.

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When she asked me
to be a part of this film

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I think she wanted somebody
who knew her before she was "Anitta."

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I said yes because I knew
she wanted to talk about that.

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About her two lives.

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And I think the fact
that I knew her back then

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meant I was one of the few people
who could understand that about her.

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I know that my feelings for her
don't have anything to do with this film.

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But then I thought:

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"Maybe I'll have the courage now."

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The courage to tell her everything
I've been feeling for all these years,

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watching from afar."

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Making movies brings people closer, right?

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I'm happy you're back.

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Me too. I'm glad I'm back.

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Could something
still happen between us?

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Will she find me interesting at all?

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I'm just a regular guy,

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and she hangs out
with all these celebrities.

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And will I be able to put
all these things to the side

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while filming her,
and still be professional?

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Do you feel happy being together?

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I guess. Why?

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Mm…

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And even worse…

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Alright.

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…is she still herself?

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Can I be myself?

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I didn't say any of this of course.

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But that's exactly what I was thinking
when we walked into her hotel room.

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I remember she liked to say my name

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because it was her grandfather's name,

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who was also a musician.

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And also the first person
who introduced her to the world of music.

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Pedro! Pedro! Where is Pedro?

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Pedro! Pedro! Pedro!

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You act like I've been gone awhile.

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You've been away for a long time!

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For me, it felt like forever.

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Me,

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Anitta,

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Larissa, and my camera.

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A camera that came to film one person,

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but suddenly ended up filming two.

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Two amazing women,

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who have, unbelievably,
opened up this door for me…

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and now for you.

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Are you dating anyone?
No.

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-You think I am?
-I do.

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But why?

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I think you are.

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I think you're dating,
but you say you're not

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because it's all in the name of "art."

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I saw your girlfriend on Instagram.

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You did? Who?

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The one who was there.

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Who?

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The one in your instagram.

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-In the picture?
-Mm hm.

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We broke up about…

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four months ago.

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So you're single.

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I am single.

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-For real?
-Unfortunately.

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For real.

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Why would I lie about that?

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I don't know.

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I mean, I do know.

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You know something that pisses me off
is when you tell the story…

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of when we were kids,

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you insist on telling people
you were ugly.

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I was horrendous!

260
00:14:35,249 --> 00:14:36,458
Larissa.

261
00:14:36,542 --> 00:14:38,002
I was very horrendous.

262
00:14:38,085 --> 00:14:40,504
-In school, I was--
-Did your girlfriends say that?

263
00:14:40,588 --> 00:14:42,923
Whenever I walked
in a classroom at that time,

264
00:14:43,549 --> 00:14:46,969
people would pretend they were dying
because my nose was so big.

265
00:14:47,052 --> 00:14:47,970
-Seriously.
-What?!

266
00:14:48,053 --> 00:14:49,889
They would pretend they were…

267
00:14:49,972 --> 00:14:52,182
suffocating to death.

268
00:14:52,266 --> 00:14:53,517
What kinda school was that?

269
00:14:53,601 --> 00:14:58,147
Back then, my dad's business was
going through a tough time.

270
00:14:58,230 --> 00:14:59,565
And then…

271
00:14:59,648 --> 00:15:02,693
So we had to change schools

272
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to, uh, public school.

273
00:15:06,697 --> 00:15:09,408
I loved to study, I was really nerdy.

274
00:15:09,491 --> 00:15:11,452
And I was really scared
of going to public school.

275
00:15:11,535 --> 00:15:13,370
So I said, "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck."

276
00:15:13,996 --> 00:15:16,248
So coincidently, there was this pageant.

277
00:15:16,332 --> 00:15:17,833
And I don't believe in coincidences,

278
00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:21,253
I think everything happened
so I would have this story to tell.

279
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The did a "Spring Girl" pageant.

280
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And the prize
for the winner was a scholarship.

281
00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:29,678
So I signed up for the pageant.

282
00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:32,848
And why do I know I'm ugly?
I mean-- that I was ugly.

283
00:15:33,349 --> 00:15:36,602
'Cause I became a joke
in the school when I signed up.

284
00:15:36,685 --> 00:15:38,312
So the pageant had a theme.

285
00:15:38,812 --> 00:15:40,689
It was recycling.

286
00:15:41,607 --> 00:15:45,611
I go home, I said, "Mom, there's
this pageant and I have to win,

287
00:15:45,694 --> 00:15:47,655
because the prize is a scholarship."

288
00:15:48,781 --> 00:15:52,076
So me and my mom started
to work on a coffee cup outfit.

289
00:15:53,911 --> 00:15:55,788
Then when we got there,

290
00:15:55,871 --> 00:15:58,540
all of the girls were super well-produced.

291
00:16:00,334 --> 00:16:01,669
Look at hers!

292
00:16:01,752 --> 00:16:03,295
A Paco Rabanne.

293
00:16:03,379 --> 00:16:04,421
Look at mine!

294
00:16:05,589 --> 00:16:06,799
So my mom said,

295
00:16:06,882 --> 00:16:08,384
"Larissa, let's get outta here.

296
00:16:08,884 --> 00:16:10,135
Let's get out."

297
00:16:10,678 --> 00:16:11,845
And I said, "Mom,

298
00:16:12,554 --> 00:16:13,555
what do you mean?"

299
00:16:14,056 --> 00:16:15,349
And she said "No, no, no.

300
00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:18,477
Don't you see these people hired people?

301
00:16:19,019 --> 00:16:22,898
They hired professionals,
we made the outfit ourselves."

302
00:16:23,732 --> 00:16:25,025
So I said "Mom,

303
00:16:25,693 --> 00:16:26,735
it doesn't matter.

304
00:16:27,611 --> 00:16:29,363
They don't have what I have."

305
00:16:30,948 --> 00:16:32,241
And she goes, "What do you have?"

306
00:16:32,324 --> 00:16:33,784
And I said, "Charisma."

307
00:16:33,867 --> 00:16:35,369
I hopped on stage like this.

308
00:16:38,288 --> 00:16:39,123
Like this.

309
00:16:48,090 --> 00:16:48,924
Like this!

310
00:16:49,008 --> 00:16:50,009
Like this!

311
00:16:50,092 --> 00:16:52,428
-I have the pictures.
-I can imagine you doing that.

312
00:16:52,511 --> 00:16:53,721
-No.
-All of it.

313
00:16:53,804 --> 00:16:55,014
I have the pictures.

314
00:16:55,097 --> 00:16:56,265
And then…

315
00:16:56,348 --> 00:16:59,518
it was like 7:00 p.m.,
my mom was, like, leaving already.

316
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,437
She was like, at the exit.

317
00:17:02,771 --> 00:17:05,107
Then a woman said, "And the winner is…

318
00:17:05,190 --> 00:17:07,109
Larissa de Macedo Machado!"

319
00:17:07,192 --> 00:17:09,028
Then I look at my auntie and I said,

320
00:17:09,820 --> 00:17:11,655
"Didn't I tell you I was gonna win?"

321
00:17:11,739 --> 00:17:12,823
And I left,

322
00:17:12,906 --> 00:17:14,700
I went to walk on stage,

323
00:17:14,783 --> 00:17:17,244
got my sash, my flowers, my--

324
00:17:17,327 --> 00:17:19,830
scholarship and went to study for free.

325
00:17:29,590 --> 00:17:31,759
PROUD DUCKLING KINDERGARTEN
RIO, DECEMBER 14TH, 1998.

326
00:17:31,842 --> 00:17:33,302
NAME:
LESSON

327
00:17:56,408 --> 00:17:59,703
When Larissa was a toddler,
she had so much personality.

328
00:17:59,787 --> 00:18:01,872
And she still has it today too.

329
00:18:01,955 --> 00:18:03,582
Even when she was a little kid,

330
00:18:03,665 --> 00:18:06,043
everything had to be
the way that she wanted it.

331
00:18:06,126 --> 00:18:07,836
There was no getting around that.

332
00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,838
And she's always been like that.

333
00:18:09,922 --> 00:18:13,509
She'd come up with these games
like, "Let's be singers,"

334
00:18:13,592 --> 00:18:16,553
or "Let's play theater," or this or that.

335
00:18:16,637 --> 00:18:20,057
She's always been the boss,
ever since she was a little kid.

336
00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:35,614
We've always been very close.

337
00:18:36,448 --> 00:18:39,451
If there was a birthday party,
everyone would be there.

338
00:18:42,746 --> 00:18:45,916
Something she always says to me is,
"We've always been happy,

339
00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:48,085
money or no money."

340
00:18:48,168 --> 00:18:50,087
And I say, "Yes, that's right."

341
00:18:52,631 --> 00:18:55,384
For those who come from
the same place that we do,

342
00:18:55,467 --> 00:18:58,011
family is kind of everything.
It's the foundation.

343
00:18:58,846 --> 00:19:00,722
I've always valued mine a lot.

344
00:19:00,806 --> 00:19:01,974
But with Larissa,

345
00:19:02,474 --> 00:19:04,226
I've never seen anything like it.

346
00:19:05,519 --> 00:19:07,688
Hi, Dad. How are you?
Good morning.

347
00:19:08,897 --> 00:19:10,858
Dad, I had a dream about you.

348
00:19:10,941 --> 00:19:12,860
You were crying over a back pain.

349
00:19:15,821 --> 00:19:17,072
Are you okay?

350
00:19:19,199 --> 00:19:20,909
Anitta, thank you so much!

351
00:19:20,993 --> 00:19:22,244
Let me start recording.

352
00:19:22,327 --> 00:19:24,830
-English is fine, right? Okay, cool.
-Whatever you want.

353
00:19:24,913 --> 00:19:28,834
So, Anitta, from the very beginning,
you wanted a global career

354
00:19:28,917 --> 00:19:30,627
and you made it happen for yourself.

355
00:19:30,711 --> 00:19:34,047
Is there anything you miss
from your very early days in your career?

356
00:19:34,131 --> 00:19:38,218
Um, I think the only thing
I really, really miss is

357
00:19:38,302 --> 00:19:40,512
to be with my family 24/7.

358
00:19:41,847 --> 00:19:42,890
Mom!

359
00:19:43,390 --> 00:19:44,224
Dad!

360
00:19:44,308 --> 00:19:47,060
I miss my family too much
and they're not here.

361
00:19:47,853 --> 00:19:51,982
I- I have this emotional dependence.

362
00:19:55,402 --> 00:20:01,033
When my grandmother died,
she started-after one year,

363
00:20:01,658 --> 00:20:04,536
she started to communicate
with me in dreams.

364
00:20:05,621 --> 00:20:06,788
She was my best friend.

365
00:20:08,332 --> 00:20:12,127
In my religion,
we believe that people never die.

366
00:20:14,588 --> 00:20:18,425
She talks to me,
she tells me things are gonna happen.

367
00:20:18,508 --> 00:20:20,219
She tells me things about the future.

368
00:20:20,302 --> 00:20:23,805
Well, she's--she's, she's my friend
and I keep talking to her every time.

369
00:20:23,889 --> 00:20:25,224
I know they're not dead.

370
00:20:30,354 --> 00:20:32,105
You still crying?

371
00:20:33,273 --> 00:20:34,524
Oh my God.

372
00:20:36,860 --> 00:20:39,780
My brother knows how I think,
he knows everything that I want.

373
00:20:39,863 --> 00:20:43,325
I love him and admire him so much.
I can't imagine my life without him.

374
00:20:45,202 --> 00:20:46,662
He's the love of my life.

375
00:20:46,745 --> 00:20:47,829
We work together.

376
00:20:48,789 --> 00:20:49,998
I'm going with you tomorrow.

377
00:20:50,082 --> 00:20:53,585
And I couldn't see this in him,
and he couldn't see it in me either.

378
00:20:53,669 --> 00:20:57,047
But now I can feel how much he loves me,
and he can feel it too.

379
00:21:01,426 --> 00:21:03,345
Ai, Dad, I love you so much.

380
00:21:03,428 --> 00:21:06,848
I love being by your side.
I love it. It makes me so happy.

381
00:21:07,808 --> 00:21:11,061
When I'm by your side,
a rainbow shows up to me.

382
00:21:11,144 --> 00:21:12,396
It's wonderful.

383
00:21:12,479 --> 00:21:13,397
I love you.

384
00:21:18,568 --> 00:21:22,572
Me too. I'm very happy
every time I get to be by your side.

385
00:21:22,656 --> 00:21:23,782
It makes me so happy.

386
00:21:24,616 --> 00:21:26,743
And I love you a lot too.

387
00:21:26,827 --> 00:21:28,036
Okay?

388
00:21:28,120 --> 00:21:31,164
I'm happy that you're happy.

389
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:37,129
Larissa's very close with her aunts too.

390
00:21:37,212 --> 00:21:39,131
I saw that in Honório.

391
00:21:39,214 --> 00:21:41,508
And I see it now. Like on her Instagram.

392
00:21:41,591 --> 00:21:43,510
I see everybody traveling with her.

393
00:21:46,763 --> 00:21:50,100
I want my family, my friends
to come on stage with me,

394
00:21:50,183 --> 00:21:53,437
and so they come,
they bring the Brazilian flag with them,

395
00:21:53,520 --> 00:21:55,480
they show up, they dance with me.

396
00:21:56,815 --> 00:21:59,026
She puts her whole family on stage.

397
00:22:00,235 --> 00:22:01,903
My family is here with me.

398
00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:04,239
This is one of the best days of my life.

399
00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:06,033
Thank you, Portugal!

400
00:22:13,498 --> 00:22:17,127
It still amazes me to this day
how many different stories Larissa has.

401
00:22:17,794 --> 00:22:19,004
What? What?

402
00:22:19,963 --> 00:22:22,341
One time, when she was a kid,
we were at the mall.

403
00:22:22,424 --> 00:22:26,219
Trying to get those Disney toys
like Minnie and Mickey, and Pluto.

404
00:22:26,303 --> 00:22:28,597
-And the lines.
-Each one of them had their own line.

405
00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:29,514
Yeah.

406
00:22:29,598 --> 00:22:33,643
And there was no way we'd be able to stand
in line for Minnie, that's so long.

407
00:22:33,727 --> 00:22:37,230
So we ended up going to the shortest line,
which was for Pluto.

408
00:22:37,314 --> 00:22:38,690
And Larissa was like…

409
00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:41,568
but she never even said,
like, "I don't want to."

410
00:22:41,651 --> 00:22:44,029
No, she was in her mind,
thinking and looking at us.

411
00:22:44,112 --> 00:22:45,781
I said, "Minnie's line is too long."

412
00:22:45,864 --> 00:22:47,407
And she was like…

413
00:22:47,491 --> 00:22:48,992
-And then all of a sudden,
-Oh my god…

414
00:22:49,076 --> 00:22:50,702
"Where's Larissa?"

415
00:22:50,786 --> 00:22:54,039
That place was super crowded!
And we were like, "Where's Larissa?"

416
00:22:54,122 --> 00:22:57,209
I started crying, I was like,
"They're going to kidnap her!"

417
00:22:57,292 --> 00:23:01,004
They're saying, "Miriam, calm down!"
I'm like this; I'm an anxious person.

418
00:23:01,088 --> 00:23:03,465
And guess what happened?
Where'd Larissa go?

419
00:23:03,548 --> 00:23:04,841
-In the line.
-For Minnie.

420
00:23:04,925 --> 00:23:08,553
But look, what really made us,
like… panic

421
00:23:08,637 --> 00:23:10,889
was that she never made
a scene to do things.

422
00:23:10,972 --> 00:23:13,600
She never said: "I'd like to do it!"
She just went!

423
00:23:13,683 --> 00:23:16,728
In her mind, she was thinking,"Wow!
That thing is nice, I'd like to try."

424
00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:17,771
And she just went.

425
00:23:18,939 --> 00:23:21,817
Larissa's aunts raised her
alongside her mother.

426
00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:24,027
Because the three of them worked together.

427
00:23:24,111 --> 00:23:25,487
Miriam,

428
00:23:25,570 --> 00:23:26,696
Márcia,

429
00:23:26,780 --> 00:23:28,073
and Marília.

430
00:23:28,698 --> 00:23:30,742
And since Miriam and Mauro separated

431
00:23:30,826 --> 00:23:33,620
when Larissa was less than two
and Renan was four,

432
00:23:33,703 --> 00:23:35,122
her aunts helped her a lot.

433
00:23:36,248 --> 00:23:37,874
Larissa's struggled with it.

434
00:23:38,875 --> 00:23:42,129
She definitely felt a bit abandoned
when her parents separated.

435
00:23:42,212 --> 00:23:44,297
Her older brother took it very hard,

436
00:23:44,798 --> 00:23:46,508
so he got most of the attention.

437
00:23:47,551 --> 00:23:50,303
You know those people
who don't seem to need attention

438
00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:53,306
but they might be the ones
who need it the most?

439
00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:55,517
And when they don't get it,

440
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:57,144
it only seems to harden them?

441
00:23:58,019 --> 00:23:58,979
Case in point:

442
00:23:59,938 --> 00:24:01,440
Larissa is fragile

443
00:24:01,523 --> 00:24:02,858
and sensitive,

444
00:24:02,941 --> 00:24:04,860
while Anitta is super tough.

445
00:24:05,444 --> 00:24:06,570
It can be scary.

446
00:24:07,112 --> 00:24:09,739
But I think both of them are
very romantic deep down,

447
00:24:09,823 --> 00:24:12,576
even if it's more obvious with Larissa,

448
00:24:12,659 --> 00:24:15,078
and almost impossible
to see it with Anitta.

449
00:24:15,787 --> 00:24:16,913
And besides,

450
00:24:16,997 --> 00:24:19,207
who said you can't be everything at once?

451
00:24:20,709 --> 00:24:21,960
In any case,

452
00:24:22,043 --> 00:24:24,296
for a kid who felt like she was invisible,

453
00:24:24,379 --> 00:24:25,630
like she's always saying,

454
00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:27,966
I think… I don't know;

455
00:24:28,049 --> 00:24:32,762
it was easier for her
to choose one version of herself,

456
00:24:32,846 --> 00:24:35,515
only to later realize
that both versions of her

457
00:24:35,599 --> 00:24:37,559
would be able to, how can I say this…

458
00:24:38,185 --> 00:24:39,227
coexist.

459
00:24:44,065 --> 00:24:45,609
Throughout my childhood,

460
00:24:45,692 --> 00:24:47,569
I felt invisible in my house.

461
00:24:49,738 --> 00:24:52,574
My mom didn't really accept
my way of being.

462
00:24:54,451 --> 00:24:56,369
She thought that I should, "Be less."

463
00:24:57,037 --> 00:24:58,121
Less?

464
00:24:58,705 --> 00:25:00,999
Less… loud,

465
00:25:01,082 --> 00:25:02,501
draw less attention,

466
00:25:02,584 --> 00:25:06,129
talk less, be less extravagant, less…

467
00:25:06,713 --> 00:25:08,632
I know she always talked about that--

468
00:25:08,715 --> 00:25:10,717
that I should be more like my brother.

469
00:25:12,886 --> 00:25:16,389
And my brother's always been
the calmer one;

470
00:25:17,432 --> 00:25:18,683
more like her.

471
00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:19,851
And I was more--

472
00:25:24,481 --> 00:25:25,941
And I didn't wanna not be…

473
00:25:26,816 --> 00:25:28,485
I wanted to be…

474
00:25:32,781 --> 00:25:35,450
I feel like,
if it wasn't for my career,

475
00:25:35,534 --> 00:25:39,079
if it wasn't for the things
that I built and achieved as Anitta…

476
00:25:41,873 --> 00:25:44,834
the things that I made, become…

477
00:25:46,586 --> 00:25:48,630
in the history of my country,

478
00:25:49,673 --> 00:25:51,258
and all this shit,

479
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:54,678
it's like I had no worth, y'know?

480
00:25:54,761 --> 00:25:57,472
It's like, there's no reason
for someone to look at me.

481
00:25:58,265 --> 00:26:00,350
Because if it wasn't for this plus…

482
00:26:01,476 --> 00:26:03,395
if it wasn't for becoming Anitta,

483
00:26:06,898 --> 00:26:07,857
I don't…

484
00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:10,318
It's like I was indifferent, you know?

485
00:26:10,402 --> 00:26:12,904
'Cause that's how I felt
my whole childhood.

486
00:26:15,115 --> 00:26:16,950
Hi Mom, how are you?

487
00:26:17,033 --> 00:26:18,285
Do you remember Pedro?

488
00:26:18,368 --> 00:26:20,954
My friend from Honório when I was a kid?

489
00:26:21,037 --> 00:26:23,582
The blue-eyed, blond guy I kissed?

490
00:26:23,665 --> 00:26:25,584
He's here with me shooting some stuff.

491
00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:27,168
I love you so much.

492
00:26:27,252 --> 00:26:29,713
Oh! And the music video was very good.

493
00:26:30,505 --> 00:26:32,048
I'm going back to Miami.

494
00:26:32,132 --> 00:26:33,341
I love you.

495
00:26:33,967 --> 00:26:34,843
I miss you.

496
00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:36,761
Charlie, come!

497
00:26:37,637 --> 00:26:39,472
Charlie! Charlie!

498
00:26:46,354 --> 00:26:50,358
Do you think that birds can fly
as far as they want, as high as they want?

499
00:26:50,442 --> 00:26:53,236
Like, there's a limit
to how high a bird can fly?

500
00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:54,195
Yes.

501
00:26:55,030 --> 00:26:55,947
What is it?

502
00:27:00,452 --> 00:27:04,414
Anitta has set yet another
new record with her hit single "Envolver,"

503
00:27:04,497 --> 00:27:08,460
which made it all the way
to number one on Spotify's Global Daily.

504
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:21,056
-Where's my mom?
-She's down there.

505
00:27:21,139 --> 00:27:22,474
Heyyyyyyyy!

506
00:27:22,557 --> 00:27:24,225
Amazing!

507
00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:26,353
-Can you even believe it?
-Mom!

508
00:27:26,436 --> 00:27:27,729
Yes!

509
00:27:28,772 --> 00:27:32,400
Can you believe it?
Neither can I. I still can't.

510
00:27:40,033 --> 00:27:41,409
-Hey, honey.
-Dad!

511
00:27:47,457 --> 00:27:48,667
You're good!

512
00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:52,295
-Very good.
-My God!

513
00:27:53,171 --> 00:27:54,172
My God!

514
00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:55,131
Yeah.

515
00:27:55,632 --> 00:27:56,466
Amazing.

516
00:28:00,136 --> 00:28:01,429
Oh my God.

517
00:28:03,473 --> 00:28:04,474
It's unreal.

518
00:28:05,767 --> 00:28:07,310
It's unreal.

519
00:28:08,895 --> 00:28:10,522
Wow, I can't believe it.

520
00:28:23,368 --> 00:28:27,414
I think for any artist,
the ultimate reward is

521
00:28:27,497 --> 00:28:32,419
to be able to do
exactly what you want to do artistically

522
00:28:32,502 --> 00:28:34,170
and have the world receive it.

523
00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:45,598
Wooo!

524
00:28:48,309 --> 00:28:50,186
Woo! Woo! Woo!

525
00:28:53,356 --> 00:28:55,316
-This is so good!
-The best you've ever sounded.

526
00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:56,317
I love it!

527
00:28:57,485 --> 00:28:58,611
Woo!

528
00:28:59,112 --> 00:29:00,238
Amazing.

529
00:29:00,780 --> 00:29:03,032
This sounds amazing!

530
00:29:07,162 --> 00:29:09,289
Someone told me it was impossible

531
00:29:09,372 --> 00:29:12,041
to have an international career
for Brazilians.

532
00:29:12,125 --> 00:29:15,503
'Cause everybody tried
and last time we had it was

533
00:29:15,587 --> 00:29:17,839
in the last century with bossa nova.

534
00:29:17,922 --> 00:29:20,717
In this century,
we didn't have this anymore

535
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:24,095
and, like, I already have
the biggest songs in my country

536
00:29:24,179 --> 00:29:27,849
and then I started to ask around
like, "Okay what's next?"

537
00:29:27,932 --> 00:29:29,809
I remember, I called my brother…

538
00:29:31,019 --> 00:29:34,272
"I want to go international.
I want to put a song out in Spanish."

539
00:29:34,355 --> 00:29:35,398
And he said…

540
00:29:36,232 --> 00:29:37,233
"Why?

541
00:29:38,651 --> 00:29:43,656
Right now that we just managed
to break the prejudice in your country,

542
00:29:44,532 --> 00:29:48,578
you want to start all over again?
You would need to start from the bottom,

543
00:29:48,661 --> 00:29:52,791
like… do that shit
that you were doing six years ago.

544
00:29:53,500 --> 00:29:57,337
You don't even have the energy anymore."
And I said, "I want to do it."

545
00:30:21,528 --> 00:30:23,488
Hi, guys. Stand by.

546
00:30:24,155 --> 00:30:25,490
What's up, fam?

547
00:30:26,074 --> 00:30:28,701
-Okay, so, are we gonna have those holes?
-No, no.

548
00:30:29,619 --> 00:30:32,622
Because, if  it's a square,
we're not gonna be able to do this.

549
00:30:32,705 --> 00:30:34,207
No, come here. Come here.

550
00:30:34,290 --> 00:30:36,209
I'll show you how it works.

551
00:30:39,546 --> 00:30:42,966
I will always need
to carry my culture and embrace it

552
00:30:43,049 --> 00:30:44,884
'cause that's the place I come from.

553
00:30:46,094 --> 00:30:48,930
She's fighting for something
that really matters to her

554
00:30:49,013 --> 00:30:49,931
and it's who she is.

555
00:30:50,014 --> 00:30:50,849
Perfect!

556
00:30:52,308 --> 00:30:55,436
The first Brazilian
to be number one on global charts,

557
00:30:55,520 --> 00:30:59,566
the first Brazilian to be performing
on the mainstage of Coachella.

558
00:30:59,649 --> 00:31:02,402
The feeling is like,
yeah, let's keep going.

559
00:31:02,485 --> 00:31:05,780
Everything is on the right position,
you know? In a good way.

560
00:31:06,781 --> 00:31:08,658
-We live! We live!
-I love…

561
00:31:08,741 --> 00:31:10,368
I love, here,
the room for the braids.

562
00:31:10,451 --> 00:31:12,245
-The glasses…
-I gotta let my hair hang out.

563
00:31:12,328 --> 00:31:13,580
I gotta let it out.

564
00:31:14,122 --> 00:31:15,582
Ain't no trapping this shit.

565
00:31:17,208 --> 00:31:19,210
Whatever you want.
You can be here hanging out.

566
00:31:19,294 --> 00:31:23,882
They're gonna have drinks here after,
like, behind if you want.

567
00:31:23,965 --> 00:31:24,799
You can smoke.

568
00:31:24,883 --> 00:31:26,926
You can do whatever you want. Basically…

569
00:31:28,052 --> 00:31:30,471
-Just make it my world.
-It's the favela, do whatever you want.

570
00:31:30,555 --> 00:31:32,724
-We in the hood, we chillin'.
-It's kind of a messy…

571
00:31:35,393 --> 00:31:39,397
Obviously there are other artists
who have changed their names and created…

572
00:31:39,480 --> 00:31:40,982
I don't know, a new persona.

573
00:31:41,482 --> 00:31:43,568
But one of those sides usually takes over.

574
00:31:43,651 --> 00:31:46,738
And then the other side ceases to exist.

575
00:31:46,821 --> 00:31:48,448
But not with her.

576
00:31:48,531 --> 00:31:50,825
That's how I'm getting
to the stage, look…

577
00:31:52,035 --> 00:31:53,119
On the motorcycle.

578
00:31:53,202 --> 00:31:56,789
In the favelas, some people live
high up in the mountain, right?

579
00:31:56,873 --> 00:31:59,626
-Right.
-So we don't want to go up all the way.

580
00:31:59,709 --> 00:32:03,171
so there are motor-taxis.
You pay like one dollar, two dollars,

581
00:32:03,254 --> 00:32:07,258
and they take you up to your house
and come back down of the favela.

582
00:32:07,342 --> 00:32:09,010
So you're gonna motor-taxi into…

583
00:32:09,093 --> 00:32:12,972
I used to go to work in a motor-taxi.

584
00:32:17,393 --> 00:32:21,022
I wanted Carnival,
but I didn't want the obvious Carnival.

585
00:32:21,105 --> 00:32:22,857
-This is Rio de Janeiro's.
-It's traditional.

586
00:32:22,941 --> 00:32:24,943
Yeah, it's another traditional Carnival.

587
00:32:32,575 --> 00:32:35,954
I saw up close how Larissa
and Anitta exist together.

588
00:32:40,166 --> 00:32:43,169
We were in California
and in Honório at the same time.

589
00:32:51,970 --> 00:32:54,973
The two of them at the biggest
musical festival in the world.

590
00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:21,708
This is your first time
performing at Coachella right?

591
00:33:21,791 --> 00:33:23,501
Yeah, my first time! I'm like…

592
00:33:24,711 --> 00:33:25,878
…shitting myself.

593
00:33:25,962 --> 00:33:27,380
You're shitting yourself?

594
00:33:27,463 --> 00:33:29,007
Out of fear.

595
00:33:31,009 --> 00:33:31,926
But right now…

596
00:33:33,553 --> 00:33:34,929
…I'm the one who's scared.

597
00:33:36,723 --> 00:33:38,349
Scared of getting closer to a woman

598
00:33:38,433 --> 00:33:41,769
who, unlike me,
has been living the high life for awhile.

599
00:33:51,612 --> 00:33:55,742
When you're a woman
in this entertainment world…

600
00:33:57,660 --> 00:33:59,495
Okay, help me putting this on.

601
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:03,207
…if you don't have a man from the showbiz,

602
00:34:03,291 --> 00:34:05,418
things are a little harder for you.

603
00:34:08,379 --> 00:34:10,131
It's a real business,

604
00:34:10,798 --> 00:34:13,551
deciding who you're gonna
form a couple with,

605
00:34:13,634 --> 00:34:15,428
where you're gonna show up together…

606
00:34:16,471 --> 00:34:18,056
Did you get my skates?

607
00:34:20,308 --> 00:34:22,268
You're not gonna feel cold wearing that.

608
00:34:24,187 --> 00:34:28,733
And I understood,
even though I wanted that tale for myself,

609
00:34:28,816 --> 00:34:30,777
I was not made for that.

610
00:34:31,277 --> 00:34:32,111
Here.

611
00:34:32,779 --> 00:34:34,655
For you to not feel cold.

612
00:34:35,281 --> 00:34:37,450
Take it. I love to take care of the people

613
00:34:38,117 --> 00:34:39,243
that I love.

614
00:34:41,704 --> 00:34:43,998
So I understood that it's like this:

615
00:34:44,082 --> 00:34:45,792
When I like somebody,

616
00:34:45,875 --> 00:34:47,085
it doesn't matter.

617
00:34:47,168 --> 00:34:49,295
I'm gonna stay with whoever makes me good.

618
00:35:07,396 --> 00:35:12,819
♪ I love you so much
Your crying has become a chant for me ♪

619
00:35:12,902 --> 00:35:14,403
It can be a waiter,

620
00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:17,490
it can be a taxi driver,

621
00:35:18,574 --> 00:35:21,202
or a doorman,

622
00:35:21,828 --> 00:35:22,870
it doesn't matter.

623
00:35:49,689 --> 00:35:52,316
We're gonna go
all the way to the door!

624
00:35:53,943 --> 00:35:54,861
Like this?

625
00:35:58,990 --> 00:36:00,408
You're cutting off our heads!

626
00:36:00,491 --> 00:36:02,118
You can see that? I can't see from here.

627
00:36:02,201 --> 00:36:04,036
-I can see!
-I see it now.

628
00:36:07,206 --> 00:36:08,875
But that's really crazy,

629
00:36:08,958 --> 00:36:13,588
because if a man went out with
a beautiful girl from the countryside,

630
00:36:13,671 --> 00:36:15,798
and he's like, very rich, famous guy,

631
00:36:15,882 --> 00:36:18,217
everyone would say,
"Wow! That is so amazing!

632
00:36:18,301 --> 00:36:22,221
He's going out with this ordinary girl
from the countryside! Simple girl!"

633
00:36:22,305 --> 00:36:27,143
But if it's a woman who becomes involved
with an ordinary guy with a normal job,

634
00:36:27,226 --> 00:36:32,106
"Oh no! You have to be with a guy
on your level. He's not on your level."

635
00:36:32,190 --> 00:36:35,318
It's like the man is saying
if you're valuable or not, not you.

636
00:36:44,368 --> 00:36:45,953
You're not coming to bed?

637
00:36:46,037 --> 00:36:47,038
Hm?

638
00:36:47,121 --> 00:36:48,456
You're not coming to bed?

639
00:36:48,539 --> 00:36:49,415
Yeah.

640
00:36:49,498 --> 00:36:51,000
I'm gonna shower first.

641
00:36:51,584 --> 00:36:53,419
Then, I'm gonna wash you though.

642
00:36:54,045 --> 00:36:54,921
What?

643
00:36:55,004 --> 00:36:57,590
I'm gonna wash you so you smell like--

644
00:36:57,673 --> 00:36:58,549
Come here.

645
00:36:58,633 --> 00:37:00,259
Let me see.

646
00:37:01,427 --> 00:37:05,014
Oh! You're gonna get rid
of this gross cigarette smell.

647
00:37:09,810 --> 00:37:10,686
There.

648
00:37:11,437 --> 00:37:12,355
-Wait.
-Okay.

649
00:37:12,438 --> 00:37:14,690
-I'm gonna fix it. Go there, go there.
-You got it?

650
00:37:14,774 --> 00:37:15,608
Go there!

651
00:37:15,691 --> 00:37:16,776
Mm.

652
00:37:29,497 --> 00:37:30,331
Go.

653
00:37:34,085 --> 00:37:36,170
Such a tattoo guy,

654
00:37:36,254 --> 00:37:38,547
and didn't learn how to shower.

655
00:37:39,215 --> 00:37:40,466
Can I help you?

656
00:37:40,549 --> 00:37:42,969
-No, 'cause I know how to shower.
-Oh, okay.

657
00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:44,595
Are you sure you don't need any help?

658
00:37:44,679 --> 00:37:46,597
No, I know how to shower.

659
00:37:47,098 --> 00:37:48,891
It's you who doesn't know.

660
00:38:16,877 --> 00:38:17,795
Anitta?!

661
00:38:19,630 --> 00:38:21,424
Oh look, Anitta's here!

662
00:38:21,966 --> 00:38:23,050
Knock, knock.

663
00:38:26,887 --> 00:38:27,847
I cannot!

664
00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:33,561
-I cannot be Anitta with you, idiot!
-Anitta.

665
00:38:33,644 --> 00:38:35,646
I have to get drunk tonight, okay?

666
00:38:35,730 --> 00:38:38,482
-Let's start drinking!
-I'm ready, let's go!

667
00:38:38,566 --> 00:38:39,984
I'll do it, let's start!

668
00:38:40,067 --> 00:38:41,694
-Let's go!
-Alright! I'm going!

669
00:38:41,777 --> 00:38:43,362
-I'm leaving this here.
-Let's go!

670
00:38:43,446 --> 00:38:46,741
-Let's get it started.
-Here I have… Don Julio Rosado.

671
00:38:46,824 --> 00:38:48,367
-Oh yeah!
-I have…

672
00:38:48,451 --> 00:38:51,120
Remember when you arrived,
and it was just the two of us?

673
00:38:51,203 --> 00:38:52,204
Mmhm. I do.

674
00:38:52,288 --> 00:38:54,623
So we were talking
in a certain way, right?

675
00:38:54,707 --> 00:38:55,708
Right.

676
00:38:55,791 --> 00:38:59,086
Didn't you notice how I changed
when the others arrived?

677
00:38:59,628 --> 00:39:00,963
When other people show up

678
00:39:01,047 --> 00:39:04,175
and I don't feel comfortable
showing my real self…

679
00:39:06,552 --> 00:39:08,512
I change my personality.

680
00:39:09,180 --> 00:39:11,724
And sometimes I even wonder,
"What the fuck?!

681
00:39:12,224 --> 00:39:14,894
Why, all of a sudden,
I'm acting like this?"

682
00:39:14,977 --> 00:39:16,937
And I know why, but it's…

683
00:39:18,189 --> 00:39:20,274
not something I can control.

684
00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:22,443
Why do you think that happens?

685
00:39:22,526 --> 00:39:26,113
Because… I'm afraid
of people's judgement, I think.

686
00:39:30,701 --> 00:39:32,953
You didn't think
they were hooking up anymore, right?

687
00:39:33,037 --> 00:39:35,039
-Oh I feel so hungry.
-What's up, Anitta?

688
00:39:35,122 --> 00:39:36,791
Hi, Pedro.

689
00:39:36,874 --> 00:39:38,459
-Hi.
-Mm.

690
00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:41,170
-Come here, I'm gonna tell you a secret.
-Tell me.

691
00:39:41,712 --> 00:39:43,381
I'm filming, by the way.

692
00:39:43,464 --> 00:39:46,884
Pedro, you look so hot
when you have the camera in your hands.

693
00:39:50,179 --> 00:39:51,680
Was that Anitta or Larissa?

694
00:39:55,851 --> 00:39:57,812
-I hate you!
-Well? Answer.

695
00:40:02,691 --> 00:40:03,692
Wanna tell me later?

696
00:40:04,902 --> 00:40:07,196
Anitta, because Larissa wouldn't say it.

697
00:40:09,323 --> 00:40:10,241
But I do think.

698
00:40:11,659 --> 00:40:12,993
I wanna hear more later.

699
00:40:13,077 --> 00:40:14,578
-Huh?
-I wanna hear more later.

700
00:40:25,631 --> 00:40:27,049
Yes, hi everybody!

701
00:40:28,259 --> 00:40:30,678
We're so happy to be here. You ready?

702
00:40:51,282 --> 00:40:53,200
-There was a hurricane tonight, right?
-Oh yeah.

703
00:40:53,284 --> 00:40:54,368
Definitely, yeah.

704
00:40:54,452 --> 00:40:57,913
The more uncomfortable I feel
when I'm doing something as Anitta,

705
00:40:57,997 --> 00:41:00,291
the stronger Anitta comes to me.

706
00:41:00,374 --> 00:41:04,253
-Tonight she meant business.
-She came earlier, stronger, like:

707
00:41:07,089 --> 00:41:09,258
Like… out of control.

708
00:41:09,341 --> 00:41:10,926
When we get home,

709
00:41:11,010 --> 00:41:12,178
will you hug me?

710
00:41:12,261 --> 00:41:13,095
Of course.

711
00:41:13,179 --> 00:41:14,180
if I have a crisis?

712
00:41:14,263 --> 00:41:15,473
Obviously.

713
00:41:16,348 --> 00:41:18,225
You already do, even with no crisis.

714
00:41:18,309 --> 00:41:19,268
Yeah.

715
00:41:20,978 --> 00:41:22,813
When I started filming Larissa,

716
00:41:22,897 --> 00:41:26,025
the most challenging thing for me
was trying to hide my feelings for her.

717
00:41:28,277 --> 00:41:30,779
Pretending I was just following
my childhood friend

718
00:41:30,863 --> 00:41:32,239
who'd become a pop star.

719
00:41:40,372 --> 00:41:42,124
Do you know whose purse is that?

720
00:41:42,208 --> 00:41:43,125
Which one?

721
00:41:44,335 --> 00:41:45,336
What purse?

722
00:41:47,755 --> 00:41:48,839
Oh that one?

723
00:41:48,923 --> 00:41:50,216
I don't know; who's?

724
00:41:50,299 --> 00:41:51,800
Carmen Miranda's.

725
00:41:51,884 --> 00:41:53,010
Oh, wow.

726
00:41:55,095 --> 00:41:56,096
NIGHT PURSE

727
00:41:56,180 --> 00:41:59,225
I very quickly realized
that our chemistry hadn't changed a bit.

728
00:41:59,308 --> 00:42:00,601
-Woah!
-Huh?

729
00:42:00,684 --> 00:42:02,228
Woah!

730
00:42:02,311 --> 00:42:06,065
The difference was that suddenly
I felt like I was in a love story.

731
00:42:09,652 --> 00:42:11,987
Alright…
Do you know what I'm gonna do now?

732
00:42:12,071 --> 00:42:13,656
Guess!

733
00:42:14,698 --> 00:42:16,116
I can't believe it.

734
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,118
-Nothing!
-Oh my God.

735
00:42:18,202 --> 00:42:19,620
This is your dream.

736
00:42:19,703 --> 00:42:22,998
I'm gonna do nothing!
Look how dark my bedroom gets!

737
00:42:28,420 --> 00:42:29,547
My god.

738
00:42:31,423 --> 00:42:34,552
Do you think people think
I'm really fucking insecure?

739
00:42:36,011 --> 00:42:37,721
Do you think they'll find out now?

740
00:42:39,306 --> 00:42:40,474
Yeah.

741
00:42:41,016 --> 00:42:41,892
I think so too.

742
00:42:41,976 --> 00:42:46,021
I don't think anyone imagines that I go
onstage thinking everything sucks,

743
00:42:46,105 --> 00:42:50,025
and I suck, and nobody wants to see me
and everything is horrible,

744
00:42:50,568 --> 00:42:52,278
and no one will like it,

745
00:42:52,361 --> 00:42:54,071
and no one is coming to the show.

746
00:42:54,989 --> 00:42:56,198
I don't think so either.

747
00:42:59,994 --> 00:43:02,746
That night when Larissa told me
before going to bed

748
00:43:02,830 --> 00:43:05,457
that she would get insecure
before going on stage,

749
00:43:05,541 --> 00:43:07,167
I felt really confused.

750
00:43:07,251 --> 00:43:09,587
What's up, Rio de Janeiro!

751
00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:14,842
Because once the day began,

752
00:43:14,925 --> 00:43:17,636
she seemed to enter
this unbreakable girl-boss mode.

753
00:43:25,561 --> 00:43:27,187
When she's performing,

754
00:43:27,271 --> 00:43:28,939
she has two channels on her mic:

755
00:43:29,023 --> 00:43:31,984
one for singing
and one for talking to her crew.

756
00:43:33,444 --> 00:43:35,404
It's amazing!

757
00:43:35,487 --> 00:43:36,780
Come take my wings off.

758
00:43:36,864 --> 00:43:39,408
She runs the whole operation.

759
00:43:40,826 --> 00:43:43,037
I'm gonna tell them
to spread a circle, okay?

760
00:43:54,214 --> 00:43:56,967
She can be on stage even
and see something

761
00:43:57,051 --> 00:43:59,219
and then hit back to her team.

762
00:43:59,303 --> 00:44:02,806
Dude, I'm really afraid of that old lady
getting crushed into that railing.

763
00:44:02,890 --> 00:44:04,266
Get her closer to us.

764
00:44:18,155 --> 00:44:22,368
She sees everything all at once
and she's registering it…

765
00:44:22,451 --> 00:44:24,703
Pay attention! Where the cops at?

766
00:44:25,996 --> 00:44:27,665
They robbed a guy over there,

767
00:44:28,374 --> 00:44:29,875
and went all the way there.

768
00:44:29,958 --> 00:44:31,085
I saw it, nobody told me.

769
00:44:31,168 --> 00:44:34,004
He robbed the guy there,
and went all the way over there.

770
00:44:34,963 --> 00:44:37,174
She doesn't settle to be just a celebrity

771
00:44:37,257 --> 00:44:39,677
and she's never on the fence
whether she's performing

772
00:44:39,760 --> 00:44:42,304
or, if necessary, even during an election.

773
00:44:42,388 --> 00:44:46,975
There's a freedom to her
accepting herself the way she is,

774
00:44:47,059 --> 00:44:51,772
and unapologetically so,
that makes her so incredibly powerful

775
00:44:51,855 --> 00:44:53,440
and unfuckable with.

776
00:44:53,524 --> 00:44:55,567
Go five, six, seven eight, one.

777
00:44:55,651 --> 00:44:58,445
Seven, eight-eight, clap, one to the two,
to the three, to the four,

778
00:44:58,529 --> 00:45:00,531
to the five, to the six,
to the seven, to the eight.

779
00:45:00,614 --> 00:45:04,493
Let's walk, two, three, break down,
five, six, seven, eight.

780
00:45:04,576 --> 00:45:05,411
One a two…

781
00:45:05,494 --> 00:45:08,914
The guys didn't stay there to check,
they didn't watch the rehearsal.

782
00:45:14,420 --> 00:45:18,716
So I went there
having so many people working on my team.

783
00:45:18,799 --> 00:45:22,970
Why? It's necessary for me,
me, the artist, Anitta,

784
00:45:23,053 --> 00:45:27,015
to think about this right now
and get this problem

785
00:45:27,099 --> 00:45:31,186
and understand this problem exists
five minutes before the rehearsals.

786
00:45:31,270 --> 00:45:33,188
-I-I want this answer.
-Hey, I get it.

787
00:45:33,272 --> 00:45:34,440
What's the answer for this?

788
00:45:38,652 --> 00:45:42,072
The camera captured the artist
and producer, all at once,

789
00:45:42,740 --> 00:45:44,199
'cause she's always watching.

790
00:45:47,077 --> 00:45:49,246
Every time, it's the same shit.

791
00:45:49,329 --> 00:45:53,083
I wonder why, when I do my things
in Brazil with my people,

792
00:45:53,167 --> 00:45:57,463
with my team, with my organization,
things don't happen like that.

793
00:45:58,046 --> 00:46:00,174
I'm a very easy person to work with.

794
00:46:00,257 --> 00:46:03,385
I don't have requests.
I don't ask for shit.

795
00:46:03,469 --> 00:46:07,055
It's easy. "What do you want, Anitta?"
"Whatever is available."

796
00:46:07,139 --> 00:46:10,100
"How do you want it?"
"However it's good for everybody."

797
00:46:10,184 --> 00:46:13,520
Always like that. It's so fucking easy.

798
00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:18,776
I have a question.

799
00:46:18,859 --> 00:46:22,237
Does Larissa feel it
when you use Anitta's energy?

800
00:46:22,821 --> 00:46:25,240
You know, like a recoil from a gun?

801
00:46:25,824 --> 00:46:27,826
Yeah, I mean… after…

802
00:46:28,327 --> 00:46:30,621
I only feel it when I'm back home.

803
00:46:30,704 --> 00:46:32,289
When I get home…

804
00:46:33,874 --> 00:46:37,002
I feel like I've been
torturing myself, you know?

805
00:46:44,968 --> 00:46:46,553
Hey, Pedro.

806
00:46:46,637 --> 00:46:47,763
Are you awake?

807
00:46:47,846 --> 00:46:50,557
-Did I wake you up with the noise?
-I think he heard the noise.

808
00:46:50,641 --> 00:46:52,518
One more Larissa's Tales, guys.

809
00:46:53,602 --> 00:46:57,189
Once upon a time,
Larissa was going to the Grammys.

810
00:46:57,272 --> 00:47:00,067
Larissa had to do
her own make-up before going out--

811
00:47:00,150 --> 00:47:01,902
There's someone calling you.

812
00:47:01,985 --> 00:47:04,321
I'm not gonna cry…

813
00:47:04,404 --> 00:47:06,406
I don't know if I'll laugh or cry.

814
00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:08,450
I'm just gonna scrub my face and say,

815
00:47:08,534 --> 00:47:09,952
"I'm not gonna go anymore!

816
00:47:10,452 --> 00:47:11,286
I'm not going!"

817
00:47:11,995 --> 00:47:14,915
You're looking at me like that,
you're making me nervous.

818
00:47:17,709 --> 00:47:19,169
I'm gonna manage to do it,

819
00:47:19,253 --> 00:47:20,671
and we're gonna go…

820
00:47:20,754 --> 00:47:23,507
and I'll be pretty,
and everyone is going to say,

821
00:47:23,590 --> 00:47:25,592
"You look amazing!" And I'm gonna say,

822
00:47:26,593 --> 00:47:28,136
"Thank you!"

823
00:47:28,220 --> 00:47:30,556
And that's it, that's gonna be the night.

824
00:47:31,473 --> 00:47:33,684
There are people in the world
dying of starvation,

825
00:47:33,767 --> 00:47:35,435
I'm here worried
about such a stupid thing.

826
00:47:36,562 --> 00:47:38,063
My life is very interesting.

827
00:47:38,146 --> 00:47:40,399
There's so many things happening
all the time.

828
00:47:40,482 --> 00:47:42,025
And then you might…

829
00:47:42,609 --> 00:47:46,113
wanna talk about only those things.

830
00:47:46,196 --> 00:47:47,114
You know?

831
00:47:47,197 --> 00:47:49,032
To show only these things.

832
00:47:49,116 --> 00:47:52,452
And then it makes it look like
Larissa's not interesting, you know?

833
00:47:53,412 --> 00:47:56,957
Because her life is not full
of those happenings,

834
00:47:57,040 --> 00:48:00,752
and crazy things all the time,
and people, etcetera.

835
00:48:01,253 --> 00:48:04,172
And then she fades to the background;
you forget about her.

836
00:48:05,007 --> 00:48:07,217
And that happens to me too.

837
00:48:07,968 --> 00:48:08,802
I…

838
00:48:09,386 --> 00:48:12,598
forget about her,
because her life is less…

839
00:48:12,681 --> 00:48:15,100
interesting-- Not less interesting, but,

840
00:48:15,183 --> 00:48:17,394
not as full of information.

841
00:48:17,477 --> 00:48:19,605
Someone took my charger.

842
00:48:20,105 --> 00:48:22,941
This is one of those moments
I wish I wasn't Anitta.

843
00:48:23,025 --> 00:48:25,319
Because I'm dying to go out.

844
00:48:25,402 --> 00:48:28,405
But I don't wanna worry
about where I'm going.

845
00:48:28,488 --> 00:48:30,782
I wanna go to wherever I wanna go.

846
00:48:30,866 --> 00:48:32,701
Because if I go "there",

847
00:48:32,784 --> 00:48:35,287
"Oh, this strategy,
it's not good for you to be there,

848
00:48:35,370 --> 00:48:37,331
because it's not good
for you to be there!"

849
00:48:37,414 --> 00:48:40,042
If I go there, "It's not good
for you to be in the street."

850
00:48:40,125 --> 00:48:41,251
I wanna be in the street!

851
00:48:45,881 --> 00:48:47,841
Do you have bluetooth?

852
00:48:47,925 --> 00:48:49,843
Amigo, do you have Bluetooth?

853
00:49:24,044 --> 00:49:24,920
Who's that?

854
00:49:25,003 --> 00:49:26,171
Carmen Miranda.

855
00:49:26,254 --> 00:49:28,507
-You don't know who Carmen Miranda is?
-No.

856
00:49:28,590 --> 00:49:31,301
We're gonna teach now, my friend here,

857
00:49:31,385 --> 00:49:34,429
who Carmen Miranda is.

858
00:49:34,930 --> 00:49:38,475
Carmen Miranda was
the first Brazilian singer

859
00:49:38,558 --> 00:49:41,561
who became famous outside of Brazil.

860
00:49:42,145 --> 00:49:46,233
And after her, the only person
who has done similar… things…

861
00:49:46,942 --> 00:49:47,943
Guess who?

862
00:49:59,413 --> 00:50:01,790
So what did you think about the night?

863
00:50:02,374 --> 00:50:05,377
-Well… We had fun.
-Mm.

864
00:50:05,460 --> 00:50:08,046
People are always very scared
of telling me things…

865
00:50:08,130 --> 00:50:09,047
Like what?

866
00:50:09,131 --> 00:50:10,549
…and asking me stuff.

867
00:50:11,049 --> 00:50:16,096
They are always like,
"Anitta, the girl who dances and twerks,

868
00:50:16,179 --> 00:50:17,264
and her ass…"

869
00:50:17,347 --> 00:50:19,016
so when it's time to have sex,

870
00:50:19,099 --> 00:50:20,600
they just think they can't--

871
00:50:20,684 --> 00:50:21,643
um…

872
00:50:23,186 --> 00:50:27,482
not reach the expectations,
because, "She's, oh, all of that!"

873
00:50:27,566 --> 00:50:30,318
And then they cannot get it up sometimes.

874
00:50:30,402 --> 00:50:32,696
And I used to feel really bad about that.

875
00:50:33,488 --> 00:50:35,991
I used to feel sad and devastated.

876
00:50:38,035 --> 00:50:42,205
Feeling like, "Okay, they're not able
to do that with me."

877
00:50:43,165 --> 00:50:46,251
And I was always thinking,
"Okay, why does this happen to me?"

878
00:50:46,334 --> 00:50:47,544
Kind of like a victim thing.

879
00:50:47,627 --> 00:50:50,255
Nowadays, I'd just be like:
"Okay, he couldn't do it.

880
00:50:50,338 --> 00:50:51,840
It's okay, not meant to be."

881
00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:53,884
Okay, no more.

882
00:50:55,552 --> 00:50:56,428
I'll turn it off.

883
00:50:57,345 --> 00:50:58,472
Okay.

884
00:50:58,555 --> 00:51:00,474
What's your favorite song, huh?

885
00:51:01,183 --> 00:51:03,226
You're gonna like it. I think you will.

886
00:51:03,310 --> 00:51:04,936
-I'm almost positive.
-Mm.

887
00:51:15,197 --> 00:51:16,448
That's the song that,

888
00:51:16,531 --> 00:51:19,326
if you could only listen
to one song for the rest of your life,

889
00:51:19,409 --> 00:51:21,536
-that's the one you would pick?
-Yeah.

890
00:51:21,620 --> 00:51:23,205
What's your favorite song?

891
00:51:23,288 --> 00:51:24,372
-Mine?
-Yeah.

892
00:51:25,290 --> 00:51:26,124
Yeah…

893
00:51:28,794 --> 00:51:30,337
This is my favorite song.

894
00:51:37,385 --> 00:51:38,345
Like this.

895
00:51:39,221 --> 00:51:40,055
Look.

896
00:51:41,139 --> 00:51:48,021
♪ I, I'm so in love with you ♪

897
00:51:48,105 --> 00:51:50,148
When I was a teenager,

898
00:51:51,441 --> 00:51:53,693
I saw this movie that…

899
00:51:53,777 --> 00:51:55,862
I don't remember what it's called now,

900
00:51:55,946 --> 00:51:59,533
but there was this girl,
and she would sing this song…

901
00:51:59,616 --> 00:52:01,868
Super romantic!

902
00:52:01,952 --> 00:52:03,829
Like, a declaration of love!

903
00:52:05,330 --> 00:52:08,542
And I've always been
this romantic girl here.

904
00:52:08,625 --> 00:52:12,879
This version of me here,
that nobody knows, this one here,

905
00:52:12,963 --> 00:52:14,923
is this silly romance

906
00:52:15,674 --> 00:52:17,384
that you can see now.

907
00:52:18,218 --> 00:52:20,595
And then it became my favorite song.

908
00:52:21,805 --> 00:52:22,806
In the whole world.

909
00:52:46,288 --> 00:52:47,372
Sleepy?

910
00:52:48,081 --> 00:52:49,666
I'm drunk.

911
00:52:50,834 --> 00:52:52,377
I'm here, like, um…

912
00:52:52,460 --> 00:52:54,754
-in my…
-Once upon a time?

913
00:52:55,380 --> 00:52:58,175
…my own fairy tale that I got for myself.

914
00:53:11,271 --> 00:53:13,648
One of the things
I admire most about Larissa

915
00:53:13,732 --> 00:53:15,066
is how spontaneous she is.

916
00:53:17,986 --> 00:53:19,821
Everything about her is very real.

917
00:53:21,740 --> 00:53:24,659
Within ten seconds,
she can go from laughing to crying.

918
00:53:26,203 --> 00:53:28,663
Like… a mix of seduction and innocence.

919
00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:34,002
And at the same time,

920
00:53:34,085 --> 00:53:35,212
a shoulder to lean on.

921
00:53:37,839 --> 00:53:39,466
She's deep and also a jokester.

922
00:53:40,550 --> 00:53:41,718
She rules the world.

923
00:53:42,219 --> 00:53:45,013
She cares about others
more than anyone I know.

924
00:53:45,096 --> 00:53:46,056
Sometimes I wonder

925
00:53:46,139 --> 00:53:49,351
how all these conflicting things
can fit inside one person.

926
00:53:51,394 --> 00:53:54,898
On that day, I remember I asked her
why she started crying out of the blue…

927
00:53:56,316 --> 00:53:58,026
…because we were laughing so hard.

928
00:54:00,904 --> 00:54:03,573
She stopped,
gave me a serious look and said:

929
00:54:04,241 --> 00:54:05,075
"I don't know."

930
00:54:10,455 --> 00:54:13,541
Okay, I'll bring it closer,
just so you can listen properly.

931
00:54:13,625 --> 00:54:14,876
Come, sit here.

932
00:54:14,960 --> 00:54:16,002
Sit here.

933
00:54:21,216 --> 00:54:22,050
Hello.

934
00:54:22,133 --> 00:54:24,010
I released a song right now!

935
00:54:26,888 --> 00:54:27,806
So what's that?

936
00:54:39,192 --> 00:54:41,653
I want you all listening
to this fucking song

937
00:54:41,736 --> 00:54:43,780
until your ears fall off, okay?

938
00:54:50,412 --> 00:54:51,246
Bye guys!

939
00:55:02,882 --> 00:55:04,050
What?

940
00:55:04,801 --> 00:55:06,636
She comes, she acts, she goes.

941
00:55:06,720 --> 00:55:07,637
Ha-ha. Fuck it.

942
00:55:07,721 --> 00:55:09,055
I just saw it go like "poof!"

943
00:55:29,743 --> 00:55:30,785
My pajamas!

944
00:55:36,750 --> 00:55:38,543
I'm terrified of flying.

945
00:55:38,626 --> 00:55:42,505
That was one of the hardest things for me
during these months we were filming.

946
00:55:42,589 --> 00:55:45,675
But with what she's dealing with,
fear of flying is nothing.

947
00:55:53,391 --> 00:55:54,267
Hi, dear.

948
00:55:54,351 --> 00:55:55,685
Hi, doctor. How are you?

949
00:55:55,769 --> 00:55:56,811
Hi! Can you hear me?

950
00:55:56,895 --> 00:55:58,313
-Yeah, yeah, go ahead.
-Okay?

951
00:55:58,396 --> 00:56:01,232
So, here's the thing: We did the PET scan,

952
00:56:01,316 --> 00:56:02,359
and…

953
00:56:02,442 --> 00:56:05,320
the PET scan is the exam
that gives us the highest probability.

954
00:56:05,403 --> 00:56:08,073
And the highest probability is
that it's a lung tumor.

955
00:56:09,574 --> 00:56:10,533
A cancer?

956
00:56:10,617 --> 00:56:12,452
We actually got a little bit lucky.

957
00:56:13,286 --> 00:56:15,372
Yeah, it looks like it's cancer.

958
00:56:15,914 --> 00:56:18,124
But, it's a cancer that is localized.

959
00:56:18,208 --> 00:56:20,210
The PET scan looks at the whole body,

960
00:56:20,293 --> 00:56:22,712
and we couldn't find
the cancer anywhere else.

961
00:56:23,463 --> 00:56:25,840
Which means, if the surgery goes well,

962
00:56:25,924 --> 00:56:27,217
your father will recover.

963
00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:35,016
To receive such difficult news,

964
00:56:35,100 --> 00:56:38,478
and having to move on
with your millions of appointments,

965
00:56:38,561 --> 00:56:41,064
simply because giving up is not an option.

966
00:56:41,856 --> 00:56:43,608
Let's welcome global superstar, Anitta.

967
00:56:47,445 --> 00:56:49,697
If you all can join me
on the countdown?

968
00:56:49,781 --> 00:56:52,283
Um, let's go. Five…

969
00:56:52,367 --> 00:56:56,579
Four, three, two, one…

970
00:57:03,128 --> 00:57:05,630
Can you imagine creating
a whole new name for yourself,

971
00:57:05,713 --> 00:57:06,965
and living your life in two ways

972
00:57:07,048 --> 00:57:09,134
that couldn't be
more different from each other?

973
00:57:09,217 --> 00:57:10,718
I'm so hot!

974
00:57:13,638 --> 00:57:17,142
I always told my mom
I was-- I was gonna be a singer,

975
00:57:17,225 --> 00:57:20,103
I was gonna be very famous,
blah, blah, blah.

976
00:57:20,186 --> 00:57:24,816
But, then, when I started singing
I was like, "No, I don't want just that.

977
00:57:24,899 --> 00:57:26,943
I want to change the world.

978
00:57:27,026 --> 00:57:29,195
I wanna change my country."

979
00:57:29,279 --> 00:57:35,076
And um, for me to be here,
it represents that I'm getting there.

980
00:57:35,160 --> 00:57:38,455
I'm, I'm, I'm,
I'm managing to do it, you know?

981
00:57:38,538 --> 00:57:41,458
So I'm so happy. And I'm so, I-I'm…

982
00:57:41,541 --> 00:57:42,917
I look so hot.

983
00:57:54,137 --> 00:57:55,513
I look like that for real?

984
00:57:55,597 --> 00:57:56,931
Yeah, yeah you are.

985
00:57:57,640 --> 00:57:59,642
Larissa has always made it very clear

986
00:57:59,726 --> 00:58:01,519
that she needed to be seen.

987
00:58:04,772 --> 00:58:07,108
But being there, with her mom,

988
00:58:07,192 --> 00:58:08,776
it was like being seen twice.

989
00:58:10,445 --> 00:58:13,198
That means so much more to her
than it does to the world.

990
00:58:15,033 --> 00:58:15,950
Thank you.

991
00:58:18,369 --> 00:58:20,038
Bye. Thank you!

992
00:58:20,121 --> 00:58:21,039
Ready?

993
00:58:21,122 --> 00:58:23,458
Thank you so much, guys.
Thank you!

994
00:58:29,672 --> 00:58:32,050
Hi Dad,
what's a good time tomorrow morning

995
00:58:32,133 --> 00:58:34,135
for the nurse to come and take your blood?

996
00:58:34,219 --> 00:58:36,304
So that they'll have the results
when I get there,

997
00:58:36,387 --> 00:58:38,473
and we can get all of it done together?

998
00:58:40,183 --> 00:58:42,894
Even though Anitta might seem invincible,

999
00:58:44,604 --> 00:58:45,772
Larissa isn't.

1000
00:58:50,568 --> 00:58:52,403
The math doesn't always add up.

1001
00:58:55,782 --> 00:58:58,284
Make some noise for Anitta!

1002
00:59:00,828 --> 00:59:01,955
Alright!

1003
00:59:02,038 --> 00:59:05,083
[cheering

1004
00:59:06,668 --> 00:59:10,463
It's alright!
Let's talk in Portuguese now, okay?

1005
00:59:13,258 --> 00:59:14,634
Holy fucking shit,

1006
00:59:14,717 --> 00:59:17,470
if the speakers come back working,
we keep going!

1007
00:59:19,097 --> 00:59:21,307
If the speakers don't come back,
just sing for me!

1008
00:59:21,391 --> 00:59:23,977
In English, I'll just pretend
everything's fine, check it out:

1009
00:59:24,060 --> 00:59:25,770
I'm so happy!

1010
00:59:28,064 --> 00:59:29,649
Oh my God!

1011
00:59:38,825 --> 00:59:41,411
Almost every song,
my music was, like, going down

1012
00:59:41,494 --> 00:59:42,912
all of the, all of the time…

1013
00:59:45,790 --> 00:59:48,376
Every five minutes the equipment was like…

1014
00:59:51,170 --> 00:59:54,424
Bring me a drink, because I'm
so fucking done with this bullshit.

1015
01:00:03,099 --> 01:00:04,267
No one notices,

1016
01:00:04,767 --> 01:00:06,311
unless you really know her.

1017
01:00:06,394 --> 01:00:07,437
Hey friends, it's Anitta!

1018
01:00:07,520 --> 01:00:09,606
I'd like to say thank you to everyone.

1019
01:00:14,068 --> 01:00:16,195
Because she doesn't just sing and dance

1020
01:00:16,279 --> 01:00:18,740
and give visceral performances on stage.

1021
01:00:19,616 --> 01:00:20,992
That would be no big deal.

1022
01:00:24,829 --> 01:00:26,831
But she controls the entire operation,

1023
01:00:26,914 --> 01:00:29,417
and makes sure
that everything is running smoothly.

1024
01:00:31,169 --> 01:00:33,004
That must be so exhausting.

1025
01:00:36,466 --> 01:00:39,594
I hate touring
because of the whole process

1026
01:00:39,677 --> 01:00:42,722
of travel from a place to another.

1027
01:00:42,805 --> 01:00:46,059
It breaks my heart, my mind, everything.

1028
01:00:46,601 --> 01:00:49,896
-All these dates, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17…
-Oh that's fucked.

1029
01:00:49,979 --> 01:00:54,609
I'm performing every day
in a different country.

1030
01:01:21,636 --> 01:01:24,013
Come on, come on…
let's go, let's go, let's go!

1031
01:01:24,097 --> 01:01:25,056
Close the door.

1032
01:01:27,141 --> 01:01:29,102
Close that door, for god's sake.

1033
01:01:30,103 --> 01:01:31,396
Wow, this water's so hot.

1034
01:01:31,896 --> 01:01:33,648
Did you take the glasses over there?

1035
01:01:33,731 --> 01:01:34,857
Yeah, I took everything.

1036
01:01:34,941 --> 01:01:35,817
We're good.

1037
01:01:44,742 --> 01:01:46,703
Three shows in a fucking row.

1038
01:01:46,786 --> 01:01:50,623
Different countries, I'm dying.
I'm dy-- I want to cry.

1039
01:01:51,290 --> 01:01:52,125
I wanna--

1040
01:01:54,419 --> 01:01:55,420
I wanna die.

1041
01:02:00,091 --> 01:02:02,218
Do you know who's Carmen Miranda?

1042
01:02:14,605 --> 01:02:15,565
It's insane.

1043
01:02:16,274 --> 01:02:18,526
She basically had to give up her life.

1044
01:02:20,528 --> 01:02:22,155
There's a price to pay for that.

1045
01:02:31,998 --> 01:02:35,251
I think things eventually
got to a point where Larissa

1046
01:02:35,334 --> 01:02:37,086
knew she needed to listen to herself.

1047
01:02:37,670 --> 01:02:39,380
She knew that if she kept going

1048
01:02:39,464 --> 01:02:42,592
at that pace,
then her health could be in jeopardy.

1049
01:02:46,554 --> 01:02:47,972
And she said that to me.

1050
01:02:48,055 --> 01:02:50,641
Because she'd been reading
a book on Carmen Miranda.

1051
01:02:52,393 --> 01:02:53,853
That's what happened to her.

1052
01:02:54,479 --> 01:02:56,230
She died from working too much.

1053
01:03:12,955 --> 01:03:15,041
It's very complicated, man.

1054
01:03:15,124 --> 01:03:16,125
It's really hard.

1055
01:03:17,710 --> 01:03:19,003
As I said, it's like…

1056
01:03:19,086 --> 01:03:22,048
I hear one side,
then the other side comes, and "Boom!"

1057
01:03:23,883 --> 01:03:27,595
Instantly. It's like my body
doesn't know how to be at peace.

1058
01:03:27,678 --> 01:03:29,722
And I can't take it anymore, you know?

1059
01:03:29,806 --> 01:03:32,099
And it's like, every time I see somebody

1060
01:03:32,183 --> 01:03:33,976
that knows who Anitta is,

1061
01:03:34,060 --> 01:03:35,728
but I'm not close to that person,

1062
01:03:35,812 --> 01:03:37,688
-I become Anitta!
-Mmhm.

1063
01:03:37,772 --> 01:03:39,732
That triggers me,
and I become the character.

1064
01:03:39,816 --> 01:03:42,443
And I don't wanna
become the character all the time!

1065
01:03:42,527 --> 01:03:45,279
I used to have control
of how much I would change.

1066
01:03:45,363 --> 01:03:46,739
But now that everybody knows me,

1067
01:03:46,823 --> 01:03:49,951
I don't have any control
and I can't take it anymore, you know?

1068
01:03:50,493 --> 01:03:53,871
I can't stand not being able to control
when I'm turning into the character.

1069
01:03:54,413 --> 01:03:55,540
But that's what happens.

1070
01:03:55,623 --> 01:03:57,083
You can't just quit, you know?

1071
01:03:57,166 --> 01:03:59,794
That's the price you pay
for doing what you do.

1072
01:03:59,877 --> 01:04:02,922
-For that persona you created--
-No, but I just want to bury it all!

1073
01:04:03,005 --> 01:04:05,800
Impossible for me
to keep giving as much as I did.

1074
01:04:06,717 --> 01:04:07,552
And like…

1075
01:04:08,177 --> 01:04:09,428
I can't take it anymore.

1076
01:04:10,555 --> 01:04:12,306
I simply can't.

1077
01:04:13,724 --> 01:04:17,937
Maybe that's why she decided
to pause, and reconnect with herself.

1078
01:04:20,273 --> 01:04:22,108
But she wasn't gonna make it easy.

1079
01:04:24,610 --> 01:04:27,238
She chose to do it
at the highest point in the world.

1080
01:04:46,090 --> 01:04:48,259
Being an international artist…

1081
01:04:49,051 --> 01:04:52,805
is not only about
being famous where you go,

1082
01:04:52,889 --> 01:04:55,224
'cause the world is so big.

1083
01:04:55,725 --> 01:04:57,101
The world is so big.

1084
01:04:57,643 --> 01:05:01,314
There's always a place that you go
that people might not know who you are.

1085
01:05:01,397 --> 01:05:03,149
It doesn't matter who you are.

1086
01:05:05,067 --> 01:05:07,361
When you are in the mountains,
everybody's equal.

1087
01:05:07,445 --> 01:05:09,196
Nobody gets special treatment.

1088
01:05:09,280 --> 01:05:12,241
I mean I've climbed Everest,
but that should not make me somebody big.

1089
01:05:12,325 --> 01:05:15,119
But people sometimes say,
okay, I want a photo with you, or…

1090
01:05:15,202 --> 01:05:17,121
How many times did you try?

1091
01:05:17,204 --> 01:05:18,581
Just once and I did it.

1092
01:05:19,332 --> 01:05:21,709
Okay, so it's been easy. Let's go.

1093
01:05:28,549 --> 01:05:30,760
People say
that when you get there,

1094
01:05:31,594 --> 01:05:34,764
all you want to do is reach the top,

1095
01:05:34,847 --> 01:05:37,099
'cause you see people reaching the top.

1096
01:05:37,683 --> 01:05:39,435
People are going there, I'mma go too.

1097
01:05:39,518 --> 01:05:40,686
I can be better.

1098
01:05:40,770 --> 01:05:43,439
I already made it here, I can go there.

1099
01:05:46,275 --> 01:05:48,611
Imagine when we're up there.

1100
01:05:50,696 --> 01:05:51,697
That would be a lot.

1101
01:05:55,826 --> 01:05:57,453
If you reach the top,

1102
01:05:57,536 --> 01:06:01,207
you can't stay at the motherfucking top
for more than, like, eight minutes

1103
01:06:01,290 --> 01:06:02,500
or something like that.

1104
01:06:02,583 --> 01:06:04,627
Otherwise, you're gonna die there.

1105
01:06:04,710 --> 01:06:06,712
You're gonna look young forever, frozen.

1106
01:06:06,796 --> 01:06:09,465
Forever people will see you
and talk about you.

1107
01:06:10,341 --> 01:06:11,425
Was it worth it?

1108
01:06:27,608 --> 01:06:31,195
When you reach the fucking 7K altitude,

1109
01:06:31,904 --> 01:06:35,032
they say you start trippin'
because of the oxygen

1110
01:06:35,116 --> 01:06:37,618
and then you can't, like, think properly.

1111
01:06:38,327 --> 01:06:42,415
That's very much like success,
if you stop to think about it.

1112
01:06:43,457 --> 01:06:44,834
One more hour of walking?

1113
01:06:45,793 --> 01:06:46,752
Maybe this.

1114
01:06:47,461 --> 01:06:50,172
Forty-five, fifty.

1115
01:06:52,842 --> 01:06:54,802
What if we regret? What happens?

1116
01:06:56,637 --> 01:06:57,471
We…

1117
01:06:57,555 --> 01:06:59,640
-Uh, uh… what if tomorrow…
-Yeah.

1118
01:06:59,724 --> 01:07:02,184
one of us is fucked up and wants to quit?

1119
01:07:02,268 --> 01:07:06,105
Uh,  I hope that's…
I hope that's… that will not happen.

1120
01:07:06,188 --> 01:07:08,774
I understand but what if?
It's just a question.

1121
01:07:13,070 --> 01:07:16,365
That day felt exactly
how I feel in my career.

1122
01:07:20,411 --> 01:07:24,331
I wanted to rest.
I was feeling extremely sick, tired.

1123
01:07:27,001 --> 01:07:30,880
But the people around me have such
a clear image of Anitta in their heads,

1124
01:07:31,964 --> 01:07:33,507
the one who never gives up,

1125
01:07:34,050 --> 01:07:37,178
that exhausts herself
to the last drop of energy,

1126
01:07:37,261 --> 01:07:40,890
to be the biggest, to go to the top,
to achieve more and more and more…

1127
01:07:41,432 --> 01:07:43,267
that they couldn't believe it.

1128
01:07:43,350 --> 01:07:44,935
I think we should come back.

1129
01:07:46,353 --> 01:07:47,563
I'm scared.

1130
01:07:47,646 --> 01:07:49,940
At least you don't want to give up
and that says a lot.

1131
01:07:50,024 --> 01:07:51,400
I want to give up!

1132
01:07:51,484 --> 01:07:53,944
-No, clearly you don't, no.
-Yes, I want- guys!

1133
01:07:54,028 --> 01:07:54,904
What's that?

1134
01:07:54,987 --> 01:07:57,198
Why are you guys saying…
Why is everyone--

1135
01:07:57,281 --> 01:07:59,533
Does she come out
as someone who wants to give up?

1136
01:07:59,617 --> 01:08:01,118
That's what I'm saying!

1137
01:08:01,202 --> 01:08:02,870
-But… I do…
-She doesn't give up on anything

1138
01:08:02,953 --> 01:08:04,246
she sets her mind to, you know?

1139
01:08:04,330 --> 01:08:05,623
Guys, listen.

1140
01:08:05,706 --> 01:08:07,124
The old me…

1141
01:08:07,833 --> 01:08:08,834
didn't give up on things.

1142
01:08:08,918 --> 01:08:10,294
-Aşe!
-The new me…

1143
01:08:10,377 --> 01:08:16,050
I'm down to get a helicopter and say,
"Yeah guys, I'm sick, I couldn't make it.

1144
01:08:16,133 --> 01:08:17,760
Let's take care of me."

1145
01:08:17,843 --> 01:08:19,345
Yeah, I'm tire-- oh!

1146
01:08:19,428 --> 01:08:22,223
-I love the experience already.
-I'm going to the spa.

1147
01:08:22,306 --> 01:08:25,101
My first time hiking. I love the views…

1148
01:08:25,643 --> 01:08:28,229
It was all-- everything's so good.

1149
01:08:28,312 --> 01:08:29,438
I loved it.

1150
01:08:29,522 --> 01:08:33,776
I have zero need to go… farther than this.

1151
01:08:38,614 --> 01:08:40,491
What's wrong with giving up?

1152
01:08:41,033 --> 01:08:42,910
What's wrong with changing your mind?

1153
01:08:43,994 --> 01:08:45,663
I wanted to be free.

1154
01:08:47,414 --> 01:08:49,458
I felt that if I kept hiking,

1155
01:08:50,209 --> 01:08:53,212
it was just to satisfy
the expectations of the team.

1156
01:08:53,295 --> 01:08:56,423
I didn't want to disappoint
the crew who came to film me.

1157
01:08:56,507 --> 01:08:59,301
But now, for some reason,
the desire to remain silent

1158
01:08:59,385 --> 01:09:02,054
spoke louder than
the desire to reach the top.

1159
01:09:03,347 --> 01:09:06,892
Maybe going only halfway
gave me the best of both worlds?

1160
01:09:07,935 --> 01:09:10,354
I could enjoy the place, the nature,

1161
01:09:10,437 --> 01:09:12,189
captured some images,

1162
01:09:12,898 --> 01:09:13,941
and done.

1163
01:09:16,986 --> 01:09:20,614
Okay, I won't have the footage
of me reaching the top.

1164
01:09:21,782 --> 01:09:24,577
But would I be able
to handle the consequences

1165
01:09:24,660 --> 01:09:27,204
of having climbed
the world's highest peak?

1166
01:09:27,788 --> 01:09:30,207
There are a lot of physical side effects.

1167
01:09:30,708 --> 01:09:32,209
Well, in both realities.

1168
01:09:34,587 --> 01:09:37,214
I started to rethink my career,

1169
01:09:37,298 --> 01:09:38,382
my whole life.

1170
01:09:39,800 --> 01:09:42,803
I like to travel alone,
to walk on the streets,

1171
01:09:42,887 --> 01:09:44,305
to walk without security.

1172
01:09:44,388 --> 01:09:47,975
I like to make friends
with strangers that I meet at a bar.

1173
01:09:48,517 --> 01:09:50,936
I like to dance
in the middle of the dance floor.

1174
01:09:52,563 --> 01:09:54,398
Maybe if Anitta climbs higher…

1175
01:09:55,357 --> 01:09:57,651
Larissa will never have
those moments again.

1176
01:09:59,028 --> 01:09:59,862
So, what?

1177
01:10:01,363 --> 01:10:02,615
What do we do then?

1178
01:10:06,202 --> 01:10:07,328
I was happy for her.

1179
01:10:09,663 --> 01:10:10,748
Because I think

1180
01:10:11,248 --> 01:10:14,627
giving up is often exactly
what we need to do to keep going.

1181
01:10:18,339 --> 01:10:19,965
Even if it's in a new direction.

1182
01:10:21,759 --> 01:10:26,138
And the direction she's choosing to go now
is not always needing to be on top.

1183
01:10:28,349 --> 01:10:31,268
Superstar Anitta
spent five days at a spiritual retreat.

1184
01:10:31,352 --> 01:10:34,438
It was there where she made
a so-called "gestational chart."

1185
01:10:34,521 --> 01:10:37,233
She isolated herself
to find balance in her life,

1186
01:10:37,316 --> 01:10:39,485
away from the craziness she's used to.

1187
01:10:45,658 --> 01:10:46,909
Oh my god!

1188
01:10:46,992 --> 01:10:47,952
I'm healed!

1189
01:10:48,035 --> 01:10:49,787
I am healed!

1190
01:10:49,870 --> 01:10:51,872
It's over. It's all over.

1191
01:10:51,956 --> 01:10:56,585
Now it's all about recovering,
healing the scars, and renovation now.

1192
01:10:57,127 --> 01:10:57,962
Go there!

1193
01:10:59,004 --> 01:11:00,172
Trust me!

1194
01:11:00,256 --> 01:11:02,716
If you don't go, I'll drag you!

1195
01:11:03,259 --> 01:11:04,301
Oh my God!

1196
01:11:04,969 --> 01:11:06,178
Mom!

1197
01:11:06,262 --> 01:11:08,472
-Oh! Mom! Mom!
-I'm so glad to hear that, honey.

1198
01:11:08,555 --> 01:11:10,391
I'm glad you're happy. Thank God!

1199
01:11:10,975 --> 01:11:13,352
She didn't really
open up to me very often.

1200
01:11:13,435 --> 01:11:17,314
She would never tell me,
"Ah, I'm going through this or that."

1201
01:11:17,398 --> 01:11:20,484
She didn't tell me anything,
even though I was always asking.

1202
01:11:21,026 --> 01:11:24,697
Sometimes she'd say, "Mom, I give up,
I just can't do it, I'm gonna quit."

1203
01:11:25,864 --> 01:11:26,991
That's Renan.

1204
01:11:27,074 --> 01:11:27,908
Always been,

1205
01:11:27,992 --> 01:11:29,618
-and always will be like that.
-That's me.

1206
01:11:29,702 --> 01:11:30,953
-And you?
-Me?

1207
01:11:31,036 --> 01:11:33,622
I'm the person who screams and jumps!

1208
01:11:33,706 --> 01:11:35,082
Up and down!

1209
01:11:35,165 --> 01:11:36,625
You've always been that way.

1210
01:11:36,709 --> 01:11:39,837
I know; but now I accept
and I like that I'm like this, you know?

1211
01:11:39,920 --> 01:11:40,963
Yeah, you're right.

1212
01:11:41,046 --> 01:11:43,090
-And that's how it's supposed to be!
-Exactly!

1213
01:11:43,173 --> 01:11:45,092
And that's how I am now.

1214
01:11:45,175 --> 01:11:51,098
I'm happy, I jump, I sing,
I goof around, and I like the way I am!

1215
01:11:51,181 --> 01:11:54,810
I like being crazy, doing crazy things…

1216
01:11:54,893 --> 01:11:57,062
-Oh yes, definitely.
-And I'm very happy!

1217
01:11:57,146 --> 01:11:59,231
Being crazy!

1218
01:11:59,315 --> 01:12:00,566
I'm crazy!

1219
01:12:01,108 --> 01:12:03,110
Woo!

1220
01:12:04,403 --> 01:12:05,237
Wooo!

1221
01:12:05,321 --> 01:12:06,363
Is anyone at home?

1222
01:12:07,906 --> 01:12:08,907
You're so cute!

1223
01:12:12,578 --> 01:12:15,247
I don't think any of us
really know who we are

1224
01:12:15,331 --> 01:12:16,582
when we are kids, right?

1225
01:12:16,665 --> 01:12:20,294
We're sort of whatever those around us
decide what we are.

1226
01:12:20,377 --> 01:12:22,671
And that can last our entire lives.

1227
01:12:23,255 --> 01:12:26,800
Larissa was always special,
in a different way from everyone else.

1228
01:12:26,884 --> 01:12:28,260
But, I don't know.

1229
01:12:28,344 --> 01:12:30,054
I get the impression…

1230
01:12:30,137 --> 01:12:32,139
that she felt like she didn't fit in,

1231
01:12:32,681 --> 01:12:34,391
so she toned herself down.

1232
01:12:35,267 --> 01:12:37,770
I think once we reach
a certain point in life,

1233
01:12:37,853 --> 01:12:39,104
like, in our thirties,

1234
01:12:39,605 --> 01:12:41,690
we start to see what really matters.

1235
01:12:44,485 --> 01:12:46,403
Anitta is a character.

1236
01:12:46,487 --> 01:12:49,573
And she's someone who wants to be strong,

1237
01:12:49,656 --> 01:12:51,158
who wants to be powerful.

1238
01:12:53,118 --> 01:12:55,621
But inside of that character is Larissa.

1239
01:12:55,704 --> 01:12:58,207
And she's doing
everything she's always done,

1240
01:12:58,290 --> 01:13:00,125
ever since she was a little kid.

1241
01:13:00,209 --> 01:13:02,294
She's different when she gets on stage.

1242
01:13:02,378 --> 01:13:04,588
But, I feel like, over the years,

1243
01:13:04,671 --> 01:13:07,383
she's let Larissa come out
a little bit more.

1244
01:13:07,466 --> 01:13:11,595
She started being her true self,
and not the character she created as much.

1245
01:13:11,678 --> 01:13:12,638
You know?

1246
01:13:12,721 --> 01:13:15,057
I think she's finally
just letting that happen.

1247
01:13:27,069 --> 01:13:29,238
Guys, did you see the moon today?

1248
01:13:29,822 --> 01:13:33,909
I was taking Charlie for a walk
and-- I looked ahead, and, guys…

1249
01:13:37,121 --> 01:13:40,874
I don't know if it looks like that
in Brazil, but here it's insane!

1250
01:13:40,958 --> 01:13:42,584
I can't stop crying.

1251
01:13:43,085 --> 01:13:45,462
It's so beautiful.
I love you guys so much.

1252
01:13:45,546 --> 01:13:48,882
I'm so grateful for having you
in my life! What a beautiful moon!

1253
01:13:52,219 --> 01:13:54,847
Dude, I saw her change.

1254
01:13:56,432 --> 01:14:00,310
I can't count the times she told me
to do family constellation therapy,

1255
01:14:00,394 --> 01:14:02,646
Kundalini, spiritual retreats.

1256
01:14:10,946 --> 01:14:14,741
I used to throw parties
to get everybody drunk and fooling around.

1257
01:14:14,825 --> 01:14:17,453
Now I organize meetings
for spiritual growth,

1258
01:14:17,536 --> 01:14:19,997
so everybody can become beings of light.

1259
01:14:23,167 --> 01:14:24,626
Oh, you guys are just talking!

1260
01:14:24,710 --> 01:14:26,753
I thought you had started
the session with her!

1261
01:14:26,837 --> 01:14:28,672
-No we've haven't. We're just waiting.
-Not yet!

1262
01:14:28,755 --> 01:14:30,466
Oh, okay.

1263
01:14:31,341 --> 01:14:34,928
And today we did
some Kundalini activation, right?

1264
01:14:35,012 --> 01:14:36,805
Yes, a Kundalini activation.

1265
01:14:36,889 --> 01:14:38,515
Our most powerful energy.

1266
01:14:38,599 --> 01:14:41,727
Ah, you guys! I feel so peaceful,
I feel so calm!

1267
01:14:41,810 --> 01:14:43,145
Okay, I'll see you later.

1268
01:14:43,228 --> 01:14:45,564
Give me a hug; you need it.
You need studying time, right?

1269
01:14:45,647 --> 01:14:47,483
-That was great.
-Need some training…

1270
01:14:48,817 --> 01:14:50,110
Goodness!

1271
01:14:51,195 --> 01:14:52,779
You actually gave me a hug too!

1272
01:14:55,949 --> 01:14:57,576
Gonna give her all the hugging!

1273
01:14:57,659 --> 01:14:59,912
Let's keep it up.
You gotta to do it every ten days.

1274
01:14:59,995 --> 01:15:02,289
It's 'cause I don't usually hug anybody!

1275
01:15:02,372 --> 01:15:04,208
But you hugged me.
I thought it was so cute.

1276
01:15:04,291 --> 01:15:06,335
Yeah, but don't you think
she's starting to…

1277
01:15:06,418 --> 01:15:08,420
I don't know,
get more comfortable with people?

1278
01:15:08,504 --> 01:15:10,672
But I hugged her and I stayed!
I stayed in the hug!

1279
01:15:10,756 --> 01:15:12,299
Yeah, I know. Should we do it again?

1280
01:15:12,382 --> 01:15:14,968
-Aww! Oh my god! That's so sweet.
-Should we?

1281
01:15:17,971 --> 01:15:18,805
Love you.

1282
01:15:18,889 --> 01:15:20,390
She's struggled with that.

1283
01:15:20,474 --> 01:15:22,226
You have to grab her to give her a kiss.

1284
01:15:22,309 --> 01:15:24,686
And she goes, "Oh my God!"
And I'm like, "Relax."

1285
01:15:27,898 --> 01:15:29,316
We're friends.

1286
01:15:32,110 --> 01:15:35,489
She's always finding ways
to work on her spirituality.

1287
01:15:35,572 --> 01:15:37,115
On her mind.

1288
01:15:37,199 --> 01:15:40,911
If she doesn't go on vacations,
or give herself a chance to rejuvenate,

1289
01:15:40,994 --> 01:15:42,496
she'll get sick.

1290
01:15:42,579 --> 01:15:43,413
Again.

1291
01:15:43,497 --> 01:15:45,457
So it's like an ongoing search.

1292
01:15:45,541 --> 01:15:50,295
Larissa has gone into Yoga, Kundalini,
spiritual retreats. Everything.

1293
01:15:50,879 --> 01:15:53,882
So that she can gather the strength
to perform as Anitta.

1294
01:16:08,480 --> 01:16:10,399
She doesn't want to be alone.

1295
01:16:11,608 --> 01:16:13,402
She wants her friends by her side.

1296
01:16:17,948 --> 01:16:19,908
I love you, Ju!

1297
01:16:30,460 --> 01:16:31,920
Let me have one last sip!

1298
01:16:36,174 --> 01:16:37,384
Are you going in?

1299
01:16:37,884 --> 01:16:40,304
No, because there's
no towel for me to get dry!

1300
01:16:40,387 --> 01:16:41,972
But I'm so happy!

1301
01:16:43,348 --> 01:16:45,267
The nature's beautiful!

1302
01:16:46,518 --> 01:16:48,353
The sea's beautiful!

1303
01:16:48,437 --> 01:16:51,940
The neighbors watching
our drunken asses are beautiful!

1304
01:16:52,024 --> 01:16:53,358
Everything's beautiful!

1305
01:16:58,822 --> 01:17:02,451
We could stay here until the morning,
so when the sun comes up--

1306
01:17:03,660 --> 01:17:04,786
Amiga!

1307
01:17:04,870 --> 01:17:06,038
It's cold!

1308
01:17:06,121 --> 01:17:09,499
I loved all of this that I did.
I think I did change people's lives.

1309
01:17:09,583 --> 01:17:10,417
But…

1310
01:17:10,500 --> 01:17:12,336
did I send the right message?

1311
01:17:12,419 --> 01:17:13,629
This is so beautiful.

1312
01:17:13,712 --> 01:17:16,590
Does the sun rise that way? Or that way?

1313
01:17:17,841 --> 01:17:21,011
And there was a moment
that I conquered everything!

1314
01:17:21,094 --> 01:17:23,930
All that I'd wanted
and desired I achieved.

1315
01:17:24,723 --> 01:17:27,142
When I wanted to be top one global, I did.

1316
01:17:27,726 --> 01:17:29,686
But then, after reaching top one…

1317
01:17:29,770 --> 01:17:31,563
just because everyone was like,

1318
01:17:32,606 --> 01:17:35,734
asking, "What's next? What's next?",

1319
01:17:36,443 --> 01:17:38,153
I stopped enjoying it!

1320
01:17:38,695 --> 01:17:41,323
And I started worrying about,
"What's next?"

1321
01:17:43,408 --> 01:17:45,160
I always wanted to be top one,

1322
01:17:45,243 --> 01:17:48,455
why didn't I just enjoy it
and went somewhere else?

1323
01:17:50,540 --> 01:17:52,250
You're gonna get it all wet!

1324
01:17:55,212 --> 01:17:56,963
I hate this question:

1325
01:17:57,673 --> 01:17:59,800
"What's your plans for next year?

1326
01:17:59,883 --> 01:18:02,302
What's your plans for the future?"

1327
01:18:02,386 --> 01:18:04,096
I don't give a fuck!

1328
01:18:05,138 --> 01:18:06,682
I don't fucking know!

1329
01:18:08,058 --> 01:18:10,727
No one is able to stay on top forever.

1330
01:18:12,270 --> 01:18:15,440
Maintaining all of that
and being genuinely happy.

1331
01:18:15,524 --> 01:18:17,109
Because we're only truly happy

1332
01:18:17,192 --> 01:18:20,529
when we feel like, if we lost all of this,
we would still be happy.

1333
01:18:21,530 --> 01:18:22,489
I think…

1334
01:18:23,865 --> 01:18:26,660
that in order for you to do
everything I was doing,

1335
01:18:26,743 --> 01:18:29,121
to be everywhere at the same time,

1336
01:18:29,788 --> 01:18:32,082
you need to feel very empty inside.

1337
01:18:32,749 --> 01:18:33,834
For you to not…

1338
01:18:34,626 --> 01:18:36,712
even think about yourself.

1339
01:18:36,795 --> 01:18:40,799
Just want more, more, more attention,
more attention, more, more.

1340
01:18:43,885 --> 01:18:46,430
And I think this emptiness
in me was really big.

1341
01:18:47,264 --> 01:18:50,934
And it didn't matter
how much success that I would have.

1342
01:18:51,852 --> 01:18:55,313
Nothing would fill that void,
because the void is inside, not outside;

1343
01:18:55,397 --> 01:18:58,734
and we keep trying to fill the void
with things from the outside.

1344
01:18:59,901 --> 01:19:02,738
So, what? If I loose all of this tomorrow,
will I be happy?

1345
01:19:02,821 --> 01:19:04,197
That's what I want to test!

1346
01:19:05,157 --> 01:19:07,492
I wanna test stopping everything and say,

1347
01:19:07,576 --> 01:19:11,037
"Okay: now I have to learn
how to be happy without all of this!"

1348
01:19:14,166 --> 01:19:16,376
I think this is for me,
this is for everyone.

1349
01:19:19,337 --> 01:19:20,881
I wanted to do this film

1350
01:19:21,631 --> 01:19:24,009
to try to tell people, like…

1351
01:19:24,092 --> 01:19:25,761
"You don't need to be

1352
01:19:25,844 --> 01:19:28,597
famous or rich for you to be special!"

1353
01:19:29,556 --> 01:19:31,516
What if I tell people…

1354
01:19:33,560 --> 01:19:34,394
that…

1355
01:19:35,103 --> 01:19:36,480
there's nothing wrong

1356
01:19:37,689 --> 01:19:38,940
if tomorrow…

1357
01:19:40,150 --> 01:19:41,234
if next year

1358
01:19:41,985 --> 01:19:45,155
you don't get a better car
than the one that you have right now?

1359
01:19:46,698 --> 01:19:48,533
There's no problem if, next year,

1360
01:19:49,117 --> 01:19:50,952
you don't have a better house.

1361
01:19:51,870 --> 01:19:56,208
There's no problem if, in five years,
I don't get a hit! You know?

1362
01:19:58,919 --> 01:20:01,046
Because we can be happy with no hits!

1363
01:20:06,301 --> 01:20:10,096
Boy, I'm so lazy!

1364
01:20:11,056 --> 01:20:13,558
Come here, doggy. Stay here with mommy.

1365
01:20:13,642 --> 01:20:14,726
Come here, good boy.

1366
01:20:15,560 --> 01:20:17,395
You know what is funny?
Hmm?

1367
01:20:17,479 --> 01:20:19,898
I was reading that book, remember?

1368
01:20:19,981 --> 01:20:22,067
-I finished it.
-Mhmm.

1369
01:20:22,150 --> 01:20:25,821
And there was
an incredible chapter about death.

1370
01:20:27,072 --> 01:20:28,198
Talking about…

1371
01:20:29,449 --> 01:20:32,035
living life as if
you were gonna die tomorrow.

1372
01:20:35,121 --> 01:20:37,249
If you knew you were gonna die tomorrow,

1373
01:20:37,332 --> 01:20:39,835
you are gonna value
every minute of your day.

1374
01:20:42,462 --> 01:20:44,589
You'd say, "Damn! I'm awake!

1375
01:20:44,673 --> 01:20:46,174
Damn! Look at the sky!"

1376
01:20:48,009 --> 01:20:49,427
And the dynamite goes…

1377
01:20:49,511 --> 01:20:50,512
Boom!

1378
01:20:56,768 --> 01:20:59,020
Again, again, again,
again, again, again, again!

1379
01:21:00,188 --> 01:21:01,273
Shhhh!

1380
01:21:01,356 --> 01:21:03,733
I read that chapter, went to bed,

1381
01:21:03,817 --> 01:21:06,945
and when I woke up,
I said, "Fuck, man, that's it!"

1382
01:21:07,028 --> 01:21:08,238
And the dynamite goes…

1383
01:21:08,321 --> 01:21:09,656
Boom!

1384
01:21:10,907 --> 01:21:13,159
And then everything changed for me.

1385
01:21:16,705 --> 01:21:18,874
I woke up that day…

1386
01:21:18,957 --> 01:21:22,544
-That was so cool!
-You hear that goes and goes…

1387
01:21:22,627 --> 01:21:26,006
like, admiring everything, admiring…

1388
01:21:26,089 --> 01:21:29,885
the hotel; I admired the sky;
I was going like, "Damn!"

1389
01:21:29,968 --> 01:21:33,471
And I did that concert so happy
because I didn't care about anything

1390
01:21:33,555 --> 01:21:35,390
that was gonna happen after!

1391
01:21:35,473 --> 01:21:37,809
I didn't care
f people were watching or not.

1392
01:21:37,893 --> 01:21:41,521
I didn't care. I just wanted
to have fun doing my concert.

1393
01:21:41,605 --> 01:21:44,566
I just wanted to enjoy
every second of that day.

1394
01:21:48,445 --> 01:21:50,530
This is our first glimpse here at the…

1395
01:21:50,614 --> 01:21:54,242
The first time I met Larissa,
I went home with a big smile on my face.

1396
01:21:54,326 --> 01:21:56,995
I felt like it was Christmas,
New Year, I don't know….

1397
01:21:57,078 --> 01:21:59,164
Look at you, all white like snow.

1398
01:22:00,165 --> 01:22:01,291
-Thank you!
-You're welcome.

1399
01:22:01,374 --> 01:22:02,709
-Is it cold?
-Uh-huh.

1400
01:22:02,792 --> 01:22:04,252
So am I.

1401
01:22:04,336 --> 01:22:06,671
I felt the same thing when we kissed.

1402
01:22:11,051 --> 01:22:12,844
She doesn't smile at me like that.

1403
01:22:12,928 --> 01:22:15,472
And when she asked me to work on this film

1404
01:22:15,555 --> 01:22:16,765
I felt the same thing.

1405
01:22:16,848 --> 01:22:18,600
-Did you hear what she said?
-Of course I did.

1406
01:22:19,726 --> 01:22:21,645
And sure, a long time had passed

1407
01:22:21,728 --> 01:22:24,022
and she knew
I worked in the film industry.

1408
01:22:24,105 --> 01:22:25,899
It was a professional offer.

1409
01:22:28,902 --> 01:22:30,445
Check, check, check, check,

1410
01:22:30,946 --> 01:22:32,530
check, check. Testing audio.

1411
01:22:35,617 --> 01:22:37,661
See? I'm saving your ass again, Pedro.

1412
01:22:37,744 --> 01:22:38,745
Let it be recorded.

1413
01:22:38,828 --> 01:22:41,831
I felt like, all of a sudden,
I was thirteen again, you know?

1414
01:22:41,915 --> 01:22:44,668
Like, practicing what I would say to her
after school was over.

1415
01:22:44,751 --> 01:22:46,419
What are my eyes saying now?

1416
01:22:47,045 --> 01:22:49,506
I never thought
we'd experience what we did.

1417
01:22:49,589 --> 01:22:50,674
I'm shy to say it.

1418
01:22:50,757 --> 01:22:51,633
Ah?!

1419
01:22:51,716 --> 01:22:53,426
-Tell me now!
-You coulda killed me!

1420
01:22:53,510 --> 01:22:54,970
Just to be sure you can read my mind!

1421
01:22:55,053 --> 01:22:56,221
No! I won't tell you!

1422
01:22:56,304 --> 01:22:58,556
I fell in love all over again.

1423
01:22:58,640 --> 01:23:00,225
I think she did too.

1424
01:23:00,308 --> 01:23:02,936
Can you put that camera down
and come sit next to me?

1425
01:23:03,019 --> 01:23:05,105
I don't wanna talk to the camera anymore.

1426
01:23:09,025 --> 01:23:10,986
Damn Pedro, you're amazing.

1427
01:23:11,069 --> 01:23:16,574
You do tattoo, you cook,
you're damn hot, you fuck good,

1428
01:23:16,658 --> 01:23:20,578
you play the drums, you play the guitar,
you're super cultured…

1429
01:23:20,662 --> 01:23:24,332
Either you're fucking amazing,
or I'm in love and it made me dumb.

1430
01:23:25,250 --> 01:23:27,419
And you won't let me
give you a hug, Pedro.

1431
01:23:27,502 --> 01:23:28,753
Are you still on a call?

1432
01:23:37,971 --> 01:23:39,305
I'm messing up your call!

1433
01:24:17,093 --> 01:24:18,720
Woo-hoo!

1434
01:24:37,989 --> 01:24:40,116
The problem is
there's very little room

1435
01:24:40,200 --> 01:24:41,993
in Anitta's life for a relationship.

1436
01:24:42,494 --> 01:24:44,662
Okay, go! I have to go to therapy.

1437
01:24:45,246 --> 01:24:46,539
The truth is…

1438
01:24:46,623 --> 01:24:48,166
I've really only seen Larissa;

1439
01:24:49,000 --> 01:24:50,293
the Larissa that I know,

1440
01:24:51,002 --> 01:24:52,670
or… I think I know,

1441
01:24:53,421 --> 01:24:54,672
or that I used to know.

1442
01:24:55,256 --> 01:24:58,593
When we went back to the hotel room
for one, two hours max.

1443
01:25:09,771 --> 01:25:13,066
Truth of the matter is…
I screwed up with her

1444
01:25:13,149 --> 01:25:15,151
and she didn't wanna be with me anymore.

1445
01:25:16,111 --> 01:25:17,070
Immediately.

1446
01:25:18,571 --> 01:25:21,032
I think if Larissa had just one fault

1447
01:25:21,116 --> 01:25:22,200
it would be this:

1448
01:25:22,784 --> 01:25:25,870
Her frightening ability
to completely cut off situations

1449
01:25:25,954 --> 01:25:28,832
when they don't align perfectly
with her expectations.

1450
01:25:33,211 --> 01:25:34,587
What are you doing?

1451
01:25:35,505 --> 01:25:36,548
What are you up to?

1452
01:25:47,559 --> 01:25:50,061
Who's getting the first slice,
huh Larissa?

1453
01:25:53,106 --> 01:25:55,191
The first slice is right here, Brazil!

1454
01:25:55,275 --> 01:25:56,359
Yeah, my man!

1455
01:25:57,861 --> 01:25:58,695
Got it.

1456
01:26:04,951 --> 01:26:06,327
After that night…

1457
01:26:07,912 --> 01:26:09,873
we finally drifted apart for good.

1458
01:26:11,249 --> 01:26:13,376
I was still on the project.

1459
01:26:13,459 --> 01:26:14,669
The camera was still on.

1460
01:26:17,422 --> 01:26:19,090
But the lens became a wall.

1461
01:26:47,243 --> 01:26:48,244
Are you sad?

1462
01:26:48,328 --> 01:26:49,204
No.

1463
01:26:50,371 --> 01:26:51,998
So why is it weird between us?

1464
01:26:53,166 --> 01:26:54,000
Well…

1465
01:27:00,298 --> 01:27:03,593
when we don't know what's going on,
things get weird.

1466
01:27:03,676 --> 01:27:06,179
Unless you feel like
clearing things up for me.

1467
01:27:06,971 --> 01:27:08,181
What's going on?

1468
01:27:08,723 --> 01:27:10,308
Well, this relationship we have

1469
01:27:10,391 --> 01:27:12,894
and us working together is
really hard for me.

1470
01:27:12,977 --> 01:27:15,980
And it's been hard
to protect myself from my feelings.

1471
01:27:16,064 --> 01:27:17,690
In the beginning of all of this,

1472
01:27:18,608 --> 01:27:20,860
I said this shouldn't happen.

1473
01:27:20,944 --> 01:27:21,819
Mm hm.

1474
01:27:21,903 --> 01:27:23,363
That it would mess things up.

1475
01:27:24,781 --> 01:27:26,449
And who was the one who insisted?

1476
01:27:27,784 --> 01:27:28,618
You did.

1477
01:27:29,202 --> 01:27:31,496
And then you act one way,

1478
01:27:31,996 --> 01:27:33,623
but then you just…

1479
01:27:33,706 --> 01:27:36,709
change your mind;
don't tell me why, don't say anything.

1480
01:27:38,086 --> 01:27:40,505
No one is forced to be with anybody.

1481
01:27:40,588 --> 01:27:41,422
No one is.

1482
01:27:42,966 --> 01:27:44,384
-Are you filming?
-Hey.

1483
01:27:44,467 --> 01:27:45,677
-Are you filming?
-Yeah.

1484
01:27:45,760 --> 01:27:46,803
But it's okay!

1485
01:27:46,886 --> 01:27:47,720
Tell me.

1486
01:27:47,804 --> 01:27:51,140
It's just that I think my daughter's
gonna die if you don't send her a message.

1487
01:27:51,224 --> 01:27:52,934
-Sure. Let's do it.
-Fuck.

1488
01:27:53,017 --> 01:27:54,227
Did I screw up?

1489
01:27:54,310 --> 01:27:55,645
I wanted to work it out.

1490
01:27:55,728 --> 01:27:57,146
But her mind was made up.

1491
01:28:03,695 --> 01:28:05,071
The last day of filming:

1492
01:28:05,571 --> 01:28:07,991
Mauro's sixtieth birthday, Larissa' dad.

1493
01:28:09,033 --> 01:28:11,286
Larissa has always been big on birthdays.

1494
01:28:11,786 --> 01:28:13,288
Same as Anitta in that regard.

1495
01:28:13,830 --> 01:28:15,373
She loves throwing parties.

1496
01:28:16,082 --> 01:28:18,501
Not just for her,
but for everyone she loves.

1497
01:28:19,419 --> 01:28:21,254
How does she make time for it?

1498
01:28:21,838 --> 01:28:23,589
I think Larissa's like a…

1499
01:28:23,673 --> 01:28:26,801
I don't know,
a clock that runs on a different schedule.

1500
01:28:26,884 --> 01:28:30,680
Because she could be at work
solving hundreds of problems all at once,

1501
01:28:30,763 --> 01:28:32,640
but if a friend calls with a problem,

1502
01:28:32,724 --> 01:28:35,184
she'll stop everything else
until it's resolved.

1503
01:28:39,897 --> 01:28:43,276
I was doing a concert
for 20,000 people and I was chillin'.

1504
01:28:43,359 --> 01:28:45,945
-But for this one, I'm like…
-Totally chill.

1505
01:28:48,323 --> 01:28:50,199
Good evening, everyone!

1506
01:28:53,369 --> 01:28:56,122
Welcome, Dad's friends and family.

1507
01:28:56,622 --> 01:28:59,292
This is my dad's first birthday party!

1508
01:29:00,293 --> 01:29:02,962
So we had to do it in style, right?

1509
01:29:03,546 --> 01:29:06,090
And I said, "Dad, you're so…

1510
01:29:06,174 --> 01:29:09,177
it's really hard to surprise you, right?"

1511
01:29:09,719 --> 01:29:13,097
So he goes, "Yeah, I'm a psychic!"

1512
01:29:13,181 --> 01:29:15,683
But there's one surprise
he didn't see coming:

1513
01:29:16,309 --> 01:29:18,519
That the concert tonight was mine.

1514
01:29:18,603 --> 01:29:20,104
Let's get started.

1515
01:30:08,111 --> 01:30:11,239
All of my children
have taken after my spiritual side.

1516
01:30:11,322 --> 01:30:13,282
We all have Orishás.

1517
01:30:13,783 --> 01:30:15,910
When your paths are well taken care of,

1518
01:30:15,993 --> 01:30:18,413
the Orishá will find the way for you.

1519
01:30:18,496 --> 01:30:19,872
The way of ancestry.

1520
01:30:21,374 --> 01:30:26,087
Larissa's Orishá is a child.
They call it Oxóssi. A child.

1521
01:30:26,170 --> 01:30:29,507
Oh, my God!

1522
01:30:30,258 --> 01:30:31,676
Let me call my dad!

1523
01:30:34,345 --> 01:30:36,097
Let's see what he's gonna say.

1524
01:30:37,557 --> 01:30:39,058
-Dad.
-Hey, honey!

1525
01:30:39,142 --> 01:30:41,144
Look at what I'm wearing tonight!

1526
01:30:42,353 --> 01:30:44,021
Doesn't it look beautiful?

1527
01:30:45,189 --> 01:30:46,899
You look like an Orishá.

1528
01:30:49,861 --> 01:30:53,448
I don't think I'd ever be able to handle
dealing with all the big events

1529
01:30:53,531 --> 01:30:55,450
that super famous people have to.

1530
01:30:56,951 --> 01:30:58,619
But she was so happy.

1531
01:30:59,287 --> 01:31:01,289
When she got the call from her dad

1532
01:31:01,372 --> 01:31:04,876
that his cancer was completely gone,
he was cured,

1533
01:31:04,959 --> 01:31:08,171
she almost started dancing;
right there, in the middle of the street.

1534
01:31:08,254 --> 01:31:09,297
So funny.

1535
01:31:12,508 --> 01:31:16,137
I can't help but think that her story
really doessound like a movie.

1536
01:31:16,220 --> 01:31:18,848
She earned a scholarship
by winning a school pageant,

1537
01:31:18,931 --> 01:31:21,267
wearing a dress made of plastic cups.

1538
01:31:21,350 --> 01:31:22,852
She was six years old.

1539
01:31:22,935 --> 01:31:24,020
Six!

1540
01:31:24,103 --> 01:31:27,023
Now she wears dresses with pearls.

1541
01:31:30,943 --> 01:31:33,446
The girl I first met in Honório

1542
01:31:33,529 --> 01:31:35,740
and the woman that I met now,
commanding the stage,

1543
01:31:35,823 --> 01:31:38,784
is a girl from the suburbs
who changed her name

1544
01:31:38,868 --> 01:31:41,412
so she could handle
being so many different things.

1545
01:31:42,038 --> 01:31:44,081
She's the most affectionate
sister and daughter,

1546
01:31:44,165 --> 01:31:46,626
while building her own empire
at the same time.

1547
01:31:46,709 --> 01:31:49,962
I love my mom,
I love my dad, I love my brothers.

1548
01:31:50,046 --> 01:31:54,592
My mom was really hard-ass.
It's hard to get past her shell.

1549
01:31:54,675 --> 01:31:56,886
Like, she's a great mother,

1550
01:31:56,969 --> 01:31:59,847
but she never hugged or kissed me.

1551
01:32:01,557 --> 01:32:04,268
But now, me and my mom,
we're like best friends.

1552
01:32:04,352 --> 01:32:06,145
I call her for everything.

1553
01:32:06,229 --> 01:32:07,063
It's perfect.

1554
01:32:09,273 --> 01:32:11,526
After spending so much time with her,

1555
01:32:12,068 --> 01:32:14,529
I think that I finally saw
Larissa and Anitta,

1556
01:32:14,612 --> 01:32:17,740
who used to fight over
who would take up more room in her head,

1557
01:32:18,616 --> 01:32:20,493
or who would win the battle,

1558
01:32:20,576 --> 01:32:23,204
have now come
to understand the same thing:

1559
01:32:23,871 --> 01:32:26,874
that you can't live life
rejecting half of who you are.

1560
01:32:27,458 --> 01:32:30,002
Deep down, we're all dealing
with that duality.

1561
01:32:30,086 --> 01:32:31,462
Nobody's just one thing.

1562
01:33:04,620 --> 01:33:07,290
I hope that, some day, we'll meet again.

1563
01:33:07,373 --> 01:33:09,083
At a different point in our lives.

1564
01:33:10,042 --> 01:33:12,920
I hope I can film her
the same way I did this time.

1565
01:33:13,004 --> 01:33:14,880
With her dancing and singing.

1566
01:33:14,964 --> 01:33:17,341
And witnessing
that unforgettable encounter

1567
01:33:17,425 --> 01:33:19,677
with her and the power of the speakers.

1568
01:33:44,577 --> 01:33:46,037
Look! The sun is up!

1569
01:33:47,413 --> 01:33:48,539
Going running?

1570
01:33:59,175 --> 01:34:01,135
This was better than any club!

1571
01:34:02,887 --> 01:34:04,138
-Right?
-Uh-huh!

1572
01:34:05,598 --> 01:34:08,976
We would be twerking
to the same songs as always!

1573
01:34:09,477 --> 01:34:12,229
They're great songs,
but we've twerked already!

1574
01:34:14,440 --> 01:34:16,734
And we saw the sun coming up!

1575
01:34:18,486 --> 01:34:21,697
I've never came here,
before being a singer.

1576
01:34:21,781 --> 01:34:22,990
To the South Side.

1577
01:34:24,700 --> 01:34:27,078
I always lived in Rio
and I've never been here!

1578
01:34:27,161 --> 01:34:28,579
to São Conrado.

1579
01:34:28,663 --> 01:34:30,039
I never been to this beach.

1580
01:34:33,042 --> 01:34:34,585
It was better than the club!

1581
01:34:34,669 --> 01:34:35,836
So much better.

1582
01:34:36,962 --> 01:34:37,797
Fuck!

1583
01:34:38,547 --> 01:34:42,968
A bunch of drunken asses
pissing me off, talking a lot…

1584
01:34:43,969 --> 01:34:45,721
I mean, I talked a lot tonight.

1585
01:34:48,474 --> 01:34:50,518
But I said some smart stuff.

1586
01:34:55,981 --> 01:34:57,858
I'm so happy!

1587
01:34:59,235 --> 01:35:01,529
I am so happy!

1588
01:35:06,659 --> 01:35:08,994
I've decided to be very happy, damn it!

1589
01:35:10,162 --> 01:35:13,040
I'm gonna be happy
no matter what the fuck happens.

1590
01:35:14,500 --> 01:35:16,919
Can't you decide to be happy too?

1591
01:35:21,924 --> 01:35:23,968
So why're you not being happy yet?

1592
01:35:38,274 --> 01:35:39,984
I think I'm gonna have sex…

1593
01:35:40,568 --> 01:35:41,819
with somebody.

1594
01:35:41,902 --> 01:35:43,070
I'll find someone.

1595
01:35:54,582 --> 01:35:56,959
Guess who? You're never gonna guess!

1596
01:36:06,886 --> 01:36:09,221
I want, uh-- um…

1597
01:36:09,305 --> 01:36:10,598
how do I say?

1598
01:36:10,681 --> 01:36:11,766
Not "fuck".

1599
01:36:12,308 --> 01:36:16,687
I want to have intercourse
while I'm listening to mantras today.

1600
01:36:30,701 --> 01:36:33,579
If I leave everything behind
to become a…

1601
01:36:33,662 --> 01:36:34,830
mantra…

1602
01:36:35,831 --> 01:36:37,958
a mantra-singer in a mountain, somewhere…

1603
01:36:38,042 --> 01:36:39,960
-I'll come with you.
-…are you gonna come with me?