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What's up, world?

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It's October 2nd.

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I'm currently
in Manhattan, New York.

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Tomorrow, I'm going to be
speaking to a grand jury

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about my former employment

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with Combs Enterprises.

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Hey, yo, Phil, can
you give me 20 Xanax, please?

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I need my Gucci bag up here.

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Hey, yo, Phil, can y'all come
straighten it up over here?

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Not looking luxurious.

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The mushroom.

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-Phil, I'mma need 10 Adderall.
-Phil, I need some Cialis.

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Hey, Phil, I need a Plan B.

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Hey, Phil, do we have
any more chocolates?

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'Cause she's going to need
a chocolate in a minute.

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This has all been

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a very psychological,
emotional

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roller coaster for me.

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I all of them up.
I ain't gonna lie.

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Kind of nerve-wracking.
It can be very scary.

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You cannot
escape this.

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We know
what this person is

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capable of doing.

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I'm not about to be
transparent for y'all

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or anybody.

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Anything I want
them people to know,

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I'mma let them know.

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You in the process of what
I'm allowing you to see.

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There's some dark places
y'all don't wanna go.

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Stay where you're at.

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It kind of does
follow you.

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It follows you everywhere.

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And I'm still dealing

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with the aftermath
of all this.

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All right. Mic?

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However, you know,

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all I can do is
speak my truth.

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Here I am.

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Stay tuned for more.

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My name is Phil Pines.

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I was a senior
executive assistant

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for Mr. Combs,

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and I started
in December of 2019,

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and I ended in December 2021.

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For me, the reason I wanted
to tell my story was,

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you know, to make sure that...

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Sean Combs and people like him

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can't do these kind of things
to anybody else.

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You've filed
a complaint against Sean Combs

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and Kristina Khorram,

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so we would just
like to discuss with you

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some of those
personal allegations.

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It's hard to come here
and sit down with you

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and talk about
these situations,

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because he was somebody
that I looked up to.

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He said, "What are
you doing here?"

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the first time he spoke to me.

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I said, "Mr. Combs, like,

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working for you is

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a dream of mine.

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I want to be here.
What are you talking about?"

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That was the truth.

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I wanted to work for him.

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And they always say, like...

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...sometimes
when you meet your heroes,

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they let you down.

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When I started
to work for Mr. Combs,

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it felt amazing.

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It felt like I was around one
of the most powerful people

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in the world, really.

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When it comes to culture,

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you know, he was
so influential

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on everybody.

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So it was just
exciting initially.

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Miami was like a playground
for Mr. Combs.

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He liked warm weather.

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The house was right there
on the bay in Star Island.

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I was a personal assistant,

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someone to staff the principal

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on a day-to-day basis,

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packing his bags,
rolling his calls,

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getting him prepped
for a meeting.

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And then there was
one particular night

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that he came up to me

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and gave me a long list
of items that he wanted

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and requested for his bedroom.

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And that was the night
that I understood

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kind of the excitement

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and what was going
to potentially be

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my responsibility
moving forward.

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Wild King Night was something
that got text messaged to me.

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I kind of started to...

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understand the context
of what that is,

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so then you could
kind of put it together

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and understand,
"Oh, I get it."

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Is the Wild King Night

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the same thing
as the Freak Off?

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Are these the same event
with different names?

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I didn't hear
of Freak-Offs until...

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you know, it came up

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in one of the first claims

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that was presented
to the public.

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I didn't hear of that term.

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So as far as you knew,

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those were always referred to
as Wild King Nights.

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Yeah, Wild King Nights.

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Now, Diddy is
also known

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for these extravagant,
star-studded bashes.

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Were the Wild King Nights
happening

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at these big
star-studded events?

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I think there's a...

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a difference and a disparity

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between what people think
they were,

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meaning that there was
hundreds of people

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engaging in these activities.

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That wasn't my experience.

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How many people
would typically be there?

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It's a small batch of people.

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It's a very intimate group
of people.

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What would he require
for a Wild King Night?

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I mean, we usually had
a laundry list of items

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that included lights, alcohol,

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marijuana,

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ketamine, molly.

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We have mushrooms
on the top there.

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Was the code
to the safe "1234"?

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Yeah.

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Baby oil
and Astroglide were

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very important.
Candles, incense,

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Apple TVs, electronics,
computers, iPads.

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Obviously, there was
male libido supplements,

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stuff like that.

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Those requests started
to become more frequent.

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It started to occur
on a daily basis.

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There was a requirement.

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We had to keep
those things stocked.

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I would get a lot
of voice notes from Diddy.

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How often?

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Daily, hourly,

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every five minutes,
every five seconds.

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Would you ever be
asked to bring things to Diddy

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during a Wild King Night
while it was ongoing?

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Yeah, for sure.

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What would you see

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when you would go
into the room?

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There wouldn't be
anything happening

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while you were walking
into the room.

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But there would be
people there?

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Yeah.

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What can you tell us about
who the guests were?

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A lot of times it was girls

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who were a little bit
under the radar

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that didn't have
a lot of influence.

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I think that speaks
to the type of...

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situations people were put in,
you know.

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A lot of times you have him

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with a younger female,

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and there's
a power dynamic there.

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A more impressionable girl is
easier to reel in,

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as opposed to somebody
who might be a celebrity,

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who not going to really do
too much of that

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or kind of give some pushback.

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How old when you say young?

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Twenties.

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So in terms
of the criminal charges

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that Diddy is facing,

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his team has said

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he didn't break any laws.

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These were
all consenting adults.

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The fact that he is facing
criminal charges for this

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shows that the government is

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sexist and puritanical
and uptight,

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and he was just partying.

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These were
all consenting adults.

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What do you make
of that argument?

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Was he just partying
like a rap star,

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or do you believe

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that there were laws
that were broken?

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Look, there's partying,
and then there's...

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partying.

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And in my experience,

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I wasn't in these rooms

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while these things
were happening.

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Consent is between
the people that are engaging,

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and I wasn't there
in these situations

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to understand that consent.

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There was guests that would
frequently come over

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and participate
in these intimate situations.

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Sometimes you would
see new faces.

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Sometimes you'd see
new faces come in

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and you wouldn't
see them again.

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I remember a time
when Diddy told me to come up

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and grab one
of his guests' bags,

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take her down to the car
and drive her to her hotel.

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I don't know
what took place.

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All I can say is
that when I brought her down

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to the car,

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she was shaky.

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Visibly shaken.

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Didn't look like
how she looked

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the night before.

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She said something
to the effect of,

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"I've never done
anything like this before."

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Did you ever see
Diddy get violent?

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Did you ever witness violence?

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I absolutely witnessed
violence, yes.

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I remember a time
when I saw him assault

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one of his guests

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at his home in Florida.

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Things were getting
a little heated.

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They were being
very argumentative.

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He cursed at her.

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"I told you I was crazy!"

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Kicked her.
She fell to the ground.

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Kicked her again.

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He said,

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"Take off my hoodie."

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She took off the hoodie,
threw it at him.

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She was topless.

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And my quick thinking was

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like, I had
a little jacket on.

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Took it and covered her.

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Got her into the Uber,
and she went home.

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Did you ever see her again?

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I did.

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She was showered with gifts.

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My direct supervisor,
Kristina, was aware
of what happened.

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And Kristina told me
to never speak about it again.

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Kristina was his
day-to-day manager.

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Eventually, she became
the chief of staff.

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Everybody at that level,
you know,

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kinda has a right-hand man
or a right-hand woman.

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Someone who could be trusted
with everything.

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From personal to business,
to good, to bad.

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Felt like a marriage.

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This is my soul sister
right here.

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-You know what I'm saying?
-You know, it was me, ma.

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So, we're gonna...

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we're gonna toast to you,
soul sister.

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A lot of times, delegation
would come from her.

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These are messages
you've provided

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where, according to you,
Kristina Khorram has said,

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"He's gonna need emergency
cleanup at the hotel."

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Why "emergency cleanup"?
What does that mean?

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That means that he destroyed
the hotel room.

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The longer he's there,

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the more intense
the cleanup is gonna be.

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That was, for me, probably one
of the hardest things to do.

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When you get there
and you see the wreckage,

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you see the stains,
you see the bodily fluids,

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you see the used condoms,

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you see the... the baby oil,
half-used Astroglide

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oozing down
the sides of the bottle,

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and you have to pick it up.

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Broken glass, urine, blood.

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It wasn't uncommon
for there to be stains...

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...on furniture,
stains on sheets

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that we need to remove.

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One can only imagine
what was actually happening.

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It's disgusting.

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00:12:03,322 --> 00:12:05,658
You know, it's a little
triggering for me

262
00:12:05,725 --> 00:12:09,528
because the smell of baby oil
is something that, like...

263
00:12:10,396 --> 00:12:12,064
I don't ever wanna
have to smell again.

264
00:12:20,239 --> 00:12:21,440
I mean, kid you not,

265
00:12:21,507 --> 00:12:22,575
you could slip.

266
00:12:23,476 --> 00:12:25,611
'Cause there was baby oil
over the floor.

267
00:12:25,678 --> 00:12:28,614
There would be baby oil
surrounding the bathtub,

268
00:12:28,681 --> 00:12:31,183
and there would be
a bathtub full of water.

269
00:12:32,251 --> 00:12:34,553
And you would reach
down there to unplug...

270
00:12:35,588 --> 00:12:38,691
and you would feel
the baby oil was on the tub.

271
00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:41,293
You know, one of the things
that the feds have said
in their case

272
00:12:41,360 --> 00:12:44,296
is that these events
were recorded.

273
00:12:44,363 --> 00:12:47,500
Did you ever see evidence
of video recordings?

274
00:12:47,566 --> 00:12:50,269
Yeah, it was on his devices.

275
00:12:51,070 --> 00:12:53,706
That were
his iPod, his laptop,

276
00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:55,341
even his personal phone.

277
00:12:55,407 --> 00:12:57,810
I had access
to all those things.

278
00:12:57,877 --> 00:13:00,546
I would see people
engaging in sexual activity.

279
00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:02,681
Did you ever see

280
00:13:02,748 --> 00:13:04,750
Diddy engaging
in sexual activity?

281
00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:07,219
I wouldn't
see him engaging,

282
00:13:07,286 --> 00:13:09,555
but I would see him directing.

283
00:13:09,622 --> 00:13:13,626
He's usually the one filming,
from my experience.

284
00:13:13,692 --> 00:13:16,595
You were instructed
to "scrub" these things.

285
00:13:17,396 --> 00:13:19,632
Search history
from the Safari.

286
00:13:20,232 --> 00:13:22,201
You know, delete that.

287
00:13:22,268 --> 00:13:26,138
Delete any photos
and videos that might
be on these devices.

288
00:13:26,205 --> 00:13:27,973
If any of his family members
see this,

289
00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:31,343
if any of his partners
or executives come over

290
00:13:31,410 --> 00:13:34,647
and wanna use the iPad
to present him a deck,

291
00:13:34,713 --> 00:13:36,148
they can't see
any of that stuff.

292
00:13:36,215 --> 00:13:38,417
And you can easily stumble
upon those kind of things

293
00:13:38,484 --> 00:13:39,885
when you're using
those devices.

294
00:13:40,386 --> 00:13:41,921
That was my job,

295
00:13:41,987 --> 00:13:44,623
is to shield
his private life...

296
00:13:45,624 --> 00:13:46,926
from the public.

297
00:13:46,992 --> 00:13:50,362
Did you ever feel
that you were enabling Diddy?

298
00:13:50,429 --> 00:13:53,065
Or did you ever feel complicit
or responsible in any way?

299
00:13:54,166 --> 00:13:56,001
When you're working
for someone like that,

300
00:13:56,068 --> 00:13:59,705
you are trusting
their authority to be sound

301
00:13:59,772 --> 00:14:03,509
and capable
of making decisions.

302
00:14:03,576 --> 00:14:07,079
You know, moral compass
was obviously

303
00:14:07,146 --> 00:14:08,047
something I was questioning

304
00:14:08,113 --> 00:14:10,082
when I started
to experience him.

305
00:14:10,149 --> 00:14:13,052
It takes me back to that time,
and how I felt

306
00:14:13,118 --> 00:14:16,755
and how I looked
was very apparent

307
00:14:16,822 --> 00:14:20,459
that I was
physically not there.

308
00:14:20,526 --> 00:14:22,027
Very skinny.

309
00:14:22,094 --> 00:14:24,196
Uh, a lot of people
were asking me if I was sick.

310
00:14:25,097 --> 00:14:26,899
I was just pushing myself
to the limit

311
00:14:26,966 --> 00:14:28,734
'cause that was
the expectation.

312
00:14:28,801 --> 00:14:30,236
I couldn't think for myself

313
00:14:30,302 --> 00:14:34,540
because everything
was about him and the job.

314
00:14:35,808 --> 00:14:37,877
How important
was loyalty to Diddy?

315
00:14:38,844 --> 00:14:39,778
Everything.

316
00:14:40,646 --> 00:14:42,581
I mean, you don't get
that close to him

317
00:14:42,648 --> 00:14:44,383
without earning his trust.

318
00:14:44,450 --> 00:14:46,218
Did he ever test you?

319
00:14:46,285 --> 00:14:48,120
Did he ever try
to make you prove yourself?

320
00:14:48,654 --> 00:14:49,488
Yeah.

321
00:14:51,190 --> 00:14:53,125
It's something that
I'll never forget, actually.

322
00:14:54,193 --> 00:14:55,361
I think my life changed...

323
00:14:56,795 --> 00:14:58,063
a lot from that day.

324
00:14:59,198 --> 00:15:01,066
And I've never really
recovered from it.

325
00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:11,510
This particular incident,
he had been drinking all day.

326
00:15:13,746 --> 00:15:15,714
The party and the group
of people got smaller

327
00:15:15,781 --> 00:15:17,182
and smaller and smaller.

328
00:15:17,249 --> 00:15:19,618
It got condensed down
to just a few people.

329
00:15:20,286 --> 00:15:21,420
And yeah, he...

330
00:15:21,487 --> 00:15:23,122
"Hey, set up
the vibe upstairs."

331
00:15:24,590 --> 00:15:28,427
The vibe is the lights,
the alcohol, the drugs,

332
00:15:28,494 --> 00:15:29,862
the things
that he likes to use

333
00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:31,597
when he's gonna party.

334
00:15:32,264 --> 00:15:33,132
That wasn't uncommon.

335
00:15:33,198 --> 00:15:34,833
I felt like this was
just a normal thing.

336
00:15:36,001 --> 00:15:38,003
But that turned very quickly.

337
00:15:41,173 --> 00:15:44,143
I took a shot with him,
with the... with the group.

338
00:15:44,209 --> 00:15:46,612
Which, again, wasn't uncommon.
It was rare,

339
00:15:46,679 --> 00:15:48,881
but it wasn't uncommon
for you to, you know,

340
00:15:48,948 --> 00:15:50,582
have a drink with him
every now and then.

341
00:15:50,649 --> 00:15:52,651
That was his way
of kind of, like,

342
00:15:52,718 --> 00:15:54,186
making sure
you felt comfortable.

343
00:15:55,554 --> 00:15:58,590
And then go back
to the office, sit there,

344
00:15:58,657 --> 00:16:00,759
get someone
to get into the room.

345
00:16:00,826 --> 00:16:02,962
"Come take a shot,"
take a shot.

346
00:16:03,028 --> 00:16:04,797
He's out of his mind
at this point.

347
00:16:05,731 --> 00:16:06,999
I mean, you could tell,
and this, again,

348
00:16:07,066 --> 00:16:09,668
he's in a rare form,
as we would call that,
a rare form.

349
00:16:14,373 --> 00:16:16,342
It's okay. Take your time.

350
00:16:19,878 --> 00:16:20,846
I remember
hearing the words...

351
00:16:22,414 --> 00:16:24,550
"prove your loyalty
to me, king."

352
00:16:25,551 --> 00:16:27,186
He's grabbing me
by the shoulders.

353
00:16:28,387 --> 00:16:29,688
Kinda gave me
a quick massage,

354
00:16:29,755 --> 00:16:31,790
like a coach
would give a player

355
00:16:31,857 --> 00:16:33,258
that's about to enter
the game, and...

356
00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:36,061
handed me a condom.

357
00:16:37,763 --> 00:16:40,199
Pushed me to a girl
that was on the couch,

358
00:16:40,265 --> 00:16:41,200
a guest.

359
00:16:46,605 --> 00:16:48,807
I froze before it took place.

360
00:16:48,874 --> 00:16:50,843
Didn't know what was
really happening.

361
00:16:50,909 --> 00:16:53,012
So in the moment,
it just felt like...

362
00:16:54,446 --> 00:16:58,217
"What? What... like,
this is... is this, uh...

363
00:16:58,283 --> 00:17:01,487
is this fun for him?
Is this a... a test?

364
00:17:01,553 --> 00:17:02,688
Is this for entertainment?

365
00:17:02,755 --> 00:17:04,656
Does he know
that he's actually doing this?

366
00:17:04,723 --> 00:17:05,891
Is he that gone?"

367
00:17:08,694 --> 00:17:09,862
I didn't know what to do.

368
00:17:12,398 --> 00:17:15,367
She gave me the consent,
you know, like, "Yeah."

369
00:17:15,434 --> 00:17:16,635
Nodded in her head.

370
00:17:17,870 --> 00:17:20,539
And I performed
for a little bit.

371
00:17:22,241 --> 00:17:23,976
And then I ran out of there

372
00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:26,078
as soon as I didn't see him
in my sight anymore.

373
00:17:30,649 --> 00:17:31,950
Why didn't you just say no?

374
00:17:35,087 --> 00:17:37,489
No one knows
what it feels like
to be in that situation

375
00:17:37,556 --> 00:17:39,825
until you're in
that situation.

376
00:17:39,892 --> 00:17:45,230
I heard about
previous employees
getting physically assaulted.

377
00:17:45,297 --> 00:17:47,332
I saw how angry
and upset he could get

378
00:17:47,399 --> 00:17:49,334
from the most simplest thing.

379
00:17:50,936 --> 00:17:52,404
And I just thought
to myself...

380
00:17:53,906 --> 00:17:57,843
"If I don't do this,
I don't know
what's gonna happen."

381
00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:00,779
Phil, was that the only time

382
00:18:00,846 --> 00:18:03,182
that he forced you
to cross the line?

383
00:18:03,248 --> 00:18:07,619
Yeah, when it came
to engaging in that type
of activity, yeah.

384
00:18:09,354 --> 00:18:13,358
I had a great sense of remorse
following that situation

385
00:18:13,425 --> 00:18:14,693
right from the jump.

386
00:18:16,028 --> 00:18:18,931
I wanted to tell somebody,

387
00:18:18,997 --> 00:18:20,766
but there was
so much at stake.

388
00:18:22,367 --> 00:18:24,103
I knew if I had said anything,

389
00:18:24,169 --> 00:18:27,172
that a kind of bomb
would just explode.

390
00:18:30,943 --> 00:18:32,544
I hid that from everybody.

391
00:18:35,013 --> 00:18:37,182
Including my significant
other and my family...

392
00:18:38,217 --> 00:18:39,485
other employees.

393
00:18:47,459 --> 00:18:49,161
I come from
a Christian background.

394
00:18:49,228 --> 00:18:50,729
I lean on
those morals heavily.

395
00:19:00,973 --> 00:19:01,874
Sorry.

396
00:19:03,909 --> 00:19:05,677
He got me.
He got me.

397
00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:11,583
It was a circus.

398
00:19:11,650 --> 00:19:12,885
He did whatever he wanted.

399
00:19:13,919 --> 00:19:15,487
And we were just
at his disposal.

400
00:19:16,688 --> 00:19:18,657
-Power to the people.
-Uh-huh.

401
00:19:18,724 --> 00:19:19,925
Say it, "Power
to the people."

402
00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:21,393
Power the people.

403
00:19:22,594 --> 00:19:24,263
He's a predator.

404
00:19:24,329 --> 00:19:28,300
And I mean that
in a sexually charged way.

405
00:19:28,367 --> 00:19:31,937
I mean that
a manipulation way.

406
00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:34,373
Let's give it up
for ourselves.

407
00:19:34,439 --> 00:19:35,774
He has an innate ability

408
00:19:35,841 --> 00:19:37,609
to make you feel comfortable

409
00:19:37,676 --> 00:19:39,111
and to make you
do things for him

410
00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:40,512
that you would never do.

411
00:19:42,247 --> 00:19:44,750
When the lights go off
and the red lights go on...

412
00:19:45,584 --> 00:19:46,985
he seemed different.

413
00:19:47,052 --> 00:19:49,221
His dark presence, heavy.

414
00:19:50,556 --> 00:19:52,491
And that was my experience.

415
00:19:52,558 --> 00:19:53,825
That was
everybody's experience

416
00:19:53,892 --> 00:19:55,194
who... who knew him...

417
00:19:56,695 --> 00:19:58,397
beyond the lights and cameras.

418
00:20:00,933 --> 00:20:03,202
I'm hoping my story
and my truth

419
00:20:03,268 --> 00:20:05,904
can help others
get to the light.

420
00:20:05,971 --> 00:20:09,374
'Cause it's dark around him.

421
00:20:10,475 --> 00:20:11,410
It's very dark.