1 00:00:01,500 --> 00:00:03,266 There is so many cool people and fun things that come out 2 00:00:03,433 --> 00:00:05,100 of New England. -England. 3 00:00:05,266 --> 00:00:08,000 -Oh, my God. -New England, US. England... 4 00:00:09,266 --> 00:00:10,400 across the water. 5 00:00:12,166 --> 00:00:13,500 [with English accent] Spotted alone in a safari, 6 00:00:13,667 --> 00:00:14,867 an itchy baby weenie. 7 00:00:15,033 --> 00:00:16,000 We're not saying that again. 8 00:00:20,266 --> 00:00:22,000 [Baylen] Look at the double-decker. 9 00:00:22,166 --> 00:00:24,200 Their sidewalks here are pretty skinny. 10 00:00:24,400 --> 00:00:27,600 [Baylen] Look at their license plates. Hello, London! 11 00:00:27,767 --> 00:00:30,667 -Everything is still so much different, it feels like. -[Allen] Yeah. 12 00:00:30,834 --> 00:00:33,200 [Julie] What did the wedding planner have to say about 13 00:00:33,367 --> 00:00:37,166 Colin and his horse? -[Baylen] Oh, God. 14 00:00:37,333 --> 00:00:39,467 Colin and I met up with the wedding planner. 15 00:00:39,667 --> 00:00:43,567 And she told us we spent too much money on our venue. 16 00:00:43,734 --> 00:00:46,266 We should maybe ask my parents for some help. 17 00:00:46,467 --> 00:00:50,700 I don't think that I'm ready to go and ask your dad 18 00:00:50,867 --> 00:00:52,066 for a handout. 19 00:00:53,300 --> 00:00:55,266 Next stop. Piccadilly Circus. 20 00:00:55,433 --> 00:00:57,367 Pick a dick, bitch! 21 00:00:57,533 --> 00:00:58,900 Hit it, bitch! 22 00:00:59,100 --> 00:01:02,300 The tour and the tour guide are awesome, but I can 23 00:01:02,467 --> 00:01:04,867 definitely feel Baylen's tics escalating the longer 24 00:01:05,033 --> 00:01:06,567 that we're on this bus tour. 25 00:01:06,734 --> 00:01:08,166 Park plaza that dick. 26 00:01:08,333 --> 00:01:09,667 Park that dick. 27 00:01:09,834 --> 00:01:12,600 This is exactly why we wanted to come to London and try 28 00:01:12,767 --> 00:01:15,867 the Neupulse device. -Fantastic dick. 29 00:01:16,033 --> 00:01:17,266 I really hurt my hand. 30 00:01:17,433 --> 00:01:20,166 If this device works, these moments could be 31 00:01:20,367 --> 00:01:22,166 so much more enjoyable for Baylen. 32 00:01:24,000 --> 00:01:25,700 [Baylen] Bald Bitch! 33 00:01:28,166 --> 00:01:30,900 [Colin] If this device really is this life-changing, 34 00:01:31,066 --> 00:01:33,266 maybe that's something that would really help 35 00:01:33,433 --> 00:01:34,667 with pregnancy as well. 36 00:01:42,100 --> 00:01:43,500 Spotted dick! 37 00:01:44,500 --> 00:01:46,967 -[Colin] That's actually what it says. -Dick -- [larynx squeeze]. 38 00:01:47,133 --> 00:01:48,600 [thudding] 39 00:01:48,767 --> 00:01:50,667 [Colin] He just turns around and stares and laughs. 40 00:01:50,834 --> 00:01:52,100 Just grew up without manners. 41 00:01:52,266 --> 00:01:56,567 It's so hard when you're being mocked and stared at. 42 00:01:56,734 --> 00:01:57,700 Dick! 43 00:01:59,200 --> 00:02:01,000 I just don't know how much more I can take. 44 00:02:16,900 --> 00:02:18,967 [Baylen, with an English accent] Objection! Spotted... 45 00:02:19,133 --> 00:02:22,567 alone in a safari, an itchy baby weenie. 46 00:02:28,967 --> 00:02:31,166 This isn't our first rodeo in public. 47 00:02:32,300 --> 00:02:36,900 -[Colin] It took every ounce of me -- -Every dingleberry in me. 48 00:02:37,066 --> 00:02:40,800 Yeah, pretty much, to not say something to him. 49 00:02:40,967 --> 00:02:42,600 -[Allen] Oh, there's a -- -[Julie] I can ask him -- oh, wow. 50 00:02:42,767 --> 00:02:43,900 A taste of the Alpaca [indistinct]. 51 00:02:44,066 --> 00:02:45,066 Thank you. 52 00:02:45,233 --> 00:02:48,166 But I didn't want to cause a scene 53 00:02:48,367 --> 00:02:51,367 and have it ruin the time that we were having 54 00:02:51,533 --> 00:02:52,533 with her family. 55 00:02:52,533 --> 00:02:56,567 -[Julie] Oh, OK. -It's my first taste of beer. 56 00:03:00,300 --> 00:03:02,100 -Is it bitter? -[Baylen] No. 57 00:03:02,266 --> 00:03:04,166 -So do you like it? -[Baylen] Yeah. 58 00:03:04,333 --> 00:03:05,367 [Colin] Really? 59 00:03:10,266 --> 00:03:11,800 I think you're the only human 60 00:03:11,967 --> 00:03:13,133 on this planet that thinks that. 61 00:03:13,133 --> 00:03:14,567 No, I think I'm the only human with the right taste buds 62 00:03:14,767 --> 00:03:17,000 to know that exactly what it tastes like. 63 00:03:22,800 --> 00:03:24,834 [continues indistinctly] 64 00:03:27,300 --> 00:03:29,567 Dick and dick. Community dick. 65 00:03:29,734 --> 00:03:31,300 Dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick. 66 00:03:31,467 --> 00:03:32,734 Dude...are you... 67 00:03:34,266 --> 00:03:36,867 -Do you need ketchup, man, or anything like that? -No. 68 00:03:37,066 --> 00:03:38,667 -Alright. -I'm just gonna need a nap. 69 00:03:38,834 --> 00:03:41,000 -[server] All right, enjoy. -[Allen] This is no joke. 70 00:03:41,166 --> 00:03:42,667 [Julie] Oh... 71 00:03:42,834 --> 00:03:44,867 [Bechnir speaking] 72 00:03:46,367 --> 00:03:48,166 The fish and chips, I thought, tasted fresh. 73 00:03:48,333 --> 00:03:49,800 -I thought it was good. -I liked it -- 74 00:03:49,967 --> 00:03:53,367 I liked it. It was overall like an 8.5. 75 00:03:53,533 --> 00:03:55,700 -Oh, Mom, you'll love this. -[Candy] What is it, Julie? 76 00:03:55,867 --> 00:03:59,500 Bubble and squeak. Cabbage, carrots, potatoes. 77 00:03:59,667 --> 00:04:00,900 Just -- eat it. 78 00:04:01,100 --> 00:04:02,467 No, I just need to hold it like this. 79 00:04:02,667 --> 00:04:04,800 OK. I'm not gonna throw it. 80 00:04:09,967 --> 00:04:10,900 [Allen] Look at that. 81 00:04:12,367 --> 00:04:13,900 [Colin] Do you like it or no? 82 00:04:14,066 --> 00:04:15,767 [Julie] I'm gonna go with a no. 83 00:04:15,934 --> 00:04:17,233 You want fries? 84 00:04:18,367 --> 00:04:21,266 -What are you doing? -For Bay -- Baylen wants French fries. 85 00:04:21,433 --> 00:04:23,900 Well, there's one thing. Oh, oh. 86 00:04:24,100 --> 00:04:25,066 [Julie] What are you doing? 87 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:27,066 Getting my ranch out. 88 00:04:28,300 --> 00:04:29,367 For my French fries. 89 00:04:29,533 --> 00:04:31,667 [Julie] You brought ranch to the restaurant? 90 00:04:31,834 --> 00:04:34,767 I'm still taken back at the fact that she would bring 91 00:04:34,934 --> 00:04:36,500 it to another foreign land. 92 00:04:36,667 --> 00:04:39,066 -Like, [laughing], I don't get it. -[Julie laughs] 93 00:04:39,233 --> 00:04:40,667 Now, if you excuse me. 94 00:04:41,800 --> 00:04:45,233 Like, she's awesome and weird, and, like, I love it. 95 00:04:47,700 --> 00:04:50,367 I surrender! Mother[bleep]. 96 00:04:50,533 --> 00:04:51,467 Hey, Mother[bleep]. 97 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:55,600 [Allen speaking] 98 00:04:55,767 --> 00:04:58,100 -Oh, about Neupulse? -[Allen] Yeah. 99 00:04:58,266 --> 00:05:01,467 [Baylen] I'm not necessarily nervous. I'm just hopeful. 100 00:05:01,633 --> 00:05:03,100 I surrender! 101 00:05:04,900 --> 00:05:06,767 -Are you struggling? -[Baylen] Yeah. 102 00:05:06,934 --> 00:05:09,100 -OK, yeah. -You ready to head out, then? 103 00:05:11,100 --> 00:05:12,667 -[Allen] Yeah. -[Julie] Yeah...yeah. 104 00:05:12,834 --> 00:05:15,567 -That's fine. -[Baylen]...like, ready to stop saying dick. 105 00:05:15,734 --> 00:05:17,300 Dick! 106 00:05:17,500 --> 00:05:19,967 [Julie] I think she was truly emotionally exhausted 107 00:05:20,133 --> 00:05:22,867 at looking at people that were clearly, like, 108 00:05:23,033 --> 00:05:24,433 mocking her the whole time. 109 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:27,867 -And lots of anticipation for a Neupulse tomorrow. -[Allen] Yeah. 110 00:05:28,033 --> 00:05:30,667 [Julie] So I think the best thing for us to do is go back to the flat 111 00:05:30,834 --> 00:05:33,100 and rest up. -[Baylen] Shut up, bitch! 112 00:05:33,266 --> 00:05:35,767 I can only imagine what it would be like to go out 113 00:05:35,934 --> 00:05:40,600 to a restaurant for an hour and be completely tic-free. 114 00:05:40,767 --> 00:05:43,367 Or not even completely tic-free, just... 115 00:05:43,567 --> 00:05:46,367 less tic-y. I'll take it. 116 00:05:51,767 --> 00:05:53,967 [upbeat music plays] 117 00:06:06,767 --> 00:06:07,767 [Baylen] You get him, Forrest. 118 00:06:09,100 --> 00:06:10,667 I'm excited for you. 119 00:06:10,834 --> 00:06:13,400 Today is finally the day. 120 00:06:13,567 --> 00:06:17,166 We are here to meet people with Neupulse... 121 00:06:17,333 --> 00:06:18,300 [Allen] All right. 122 00:06:18,467 --> 00:06:21,367 ...a device that helps the frequency of tics, 123 00:06:21,533 --> 00:06:25,066 and today I will be able to try it on for the first time. 124 00:06:25,266 --> 00:06:27,100 -[Colin] Here we are. -It's nice and warm in here, too. 125 00:06:27,266 --> 00:06:28,667 -[Colin murmurs] -Shut up, bitch. 126 00:06:30,467 --> 00:06:33,600 The anticipation leading up to this meeting today... 127 00:06:33,767 --> 00:06:35,567 is white knuckles. 128 00:06:35,734 --> 00:06:37,266 I... 129 00:06:37,433 --> 00:06:39,600 There's -- fidgety. 130 00:06:41,667 --> 00:06:43,467 -Oh, OK. -My belly's a little nervous. 131 00:06:44,500 --> 00:06:45,567 Yeah, welcome to the club. 132 00:06:47,000 --> 00:06:48,033 What if the device doesn't work 133 00:06:48,033 --> 00:06:50,567 and it doesn't help my tics? And it does nothing? 134 00:06:51,767 --> 00:06:53,567 Shut up, bitch! 135 00:06:53,734 --> 00:06:56,266 But I'm also very hopeful, because I've been waiting 136 00:06:56,433 --> 00:06:58,667 for something like this to help me for a long time. 137 00:07:00,667 --> 00:07:02,767 -Hello. -[Baylen] Hello. 138 00:07:02,934 --> 00:07:04,367 Hi, I'm Barbara. 139 00:07:12,767 --> 00:07:15,166 [gasp], [short whimper] -- oh, my gosh. 140 00:07:15,333 --> 00:07:17,367 [Barbara speaking] 141 00:07:35,266 --> 00:07:38,266 -So, how has your trip been? -[Julie] Good. 142 00:07:38,433 --> 00:07:40,066 -So far, so good. -[Baylen] It's been really good. 143 00:07:40,233 --> 00:07:42,100 -Thanks for inviting us here to... -Absolutely. 144 00:07:43,400 --> 00:07:44,367 [Barbara] No problem. 145 00:07:52,300 --> 00:07:53,767 Shut up, bitch -- [short whimper]. 146 00:07:54,867 --> 00:07:56,266 Up top, girl scout. 147 00:07:56,433 --> 00:07:58,000 [Barbara speaking] 148 00:08:03,266 --> 00:08:04,500 [short whimper] 149 00:08:04,667 --> 00:08:07,467 Is there a reason that it's not out... 150 00:08:08,567 --> 00:08:09,767 to, like, the public yet? 151 00:08:11,867 --> 00:08:12,867 [Julie] OK. 152 00:08:17,500 --> 00:08:18,600 [foot bangs loudly] 153 00:08:23,767 --> 00:08:25,400 Shut up, bitch! [short whimper] 154 00:08:27,467 --> 00:08:28,867 -Wow. -Yeah. 155 00:08:29,033 --> 00:08:30,166 Wow. 156 00:08:30,166 --> 00:08:32,500 But it would come out here first, and then, of course, 157 00:08:32,667 --> 00:08:35,066 there's a whole other process for the United States, 158 00:08:35,233 --> 00:08:36,567 like the FDA, to approve it over there. 159 00:08:36,734 --> 00:08:37,867 [Barbara] Exactly, yeah. 160 00:08:57,100 --> 00:09:01,066 How many case studies have there been for the device? 161 00:09:05,567 --> 00:09:06,867 -Clinical trial. -[Barbara] Yes. 162 00:09:07,033 --> 00:09:09,000 And so the results of the trial showed that 163 00:09:09,166 --> 00:09:12,000 there is an immediate effect of the stimulation... 164 00:09:15,467 --> 00:09:17,367 ...specifically, we saw a reduction 165 00:09:17,533 --> 00:09:20,600 in the frequency of tics, of average 25%... 166 00:09:22,800 --> 00:09:25,767 What we also saw is that after using the device for 10 minutes 167 00:09:25,934 --> 00:09:27,100 a day for four weeks, 168 00:09:27,266 --> 00:09:30,100 there was a reduction in the severity of tics 169 00:09:30,266 --> 00:09:32,700 of an average of 35%. 170 00:09:34,767 --> 00:09:36,066 -Wow. -[Barbara] Yeah. 171 00:09:36,233 --> 00:09:37,867 [Allen] That's astonishing. 172 00:09:38,033 --> 00:09:40,367 20% improvement in anyone's life, 173 00:09:40,533 --> 00:09:41,900 regardless of whatever it is. 174 00:09:42,066 --> 00:09:44,367 [Julie] Every facet of her life is affected 175 00:09:44,533 --> 00:09:45,567 by her Tourette syndrome. 176 00:09:45,734 --> 00:09:48,066 [larynx squeeze] -- wind it up. 177 00:09:48,233 --> 00:09:51,400 So, if Baylen were to experience that number 178 00:09:51,567 --> 00:09:53,266 of relief, it wouldn't be the same life 179 00:09:53,467 --> 00:09:55,700 that she's been living for the last five or six years. 180 00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:58,900 So, you only wear it for 10 minutes? 181 00:10:00,567 --> 00:10:01,567 [Baylen] Mm-hmm. 182 00:10:31,700 --> 00:10:33,800 Let's get the sucker on. Put it on me. 183 00:10:36,266 --> 00:10:38,800 Are you ready to try the device, Baylen? 184 00:10:51,100 --> 00:10:52,100 Yes. 185 00:10:52,266 --> 00:10:53,867 Yes, I'm really excited to try the device. 186 00:10:55,166 --> 00:10:56,166 Bald bitch. 187 00:11:00,600 --> 00:11:03,166 [dramatic music builds] 188 00:11:13,300 --> 00:11:15,767 Are you ready to try the device, Baylen? 189 00:11:16,967 --> 00:11:17,967 Yes. 190 00:11:18,133 --> 00:11:19,867 Yes, I'm really excited to try the device. 191 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:22,633 Bald bitch. 192 00:11:25,100 --> 00:11:29,900 My hope for Baylen is that she can experience the most... 193 00:11:30,867 --> 00:11:34,066 relief that she's ever felt in her life. 194 00:11:34,233 --> 00:11:36,567 This could change everything. 195 00:11:36,734 --> 00:11:39,367 Can you place your arm on the table? 196 00:11:39,533 --> 00:11:40,467 Yeah. Thank you. 197 00:11:49,867 --> 00:11:52,066 -Perfect. -Yes. 198 00:11:52,233 --> 00:11:54,166 -Can you feel anything? -It's not on. 199 00:11:54,367 --> 00:11:55,767 -I think she has it on zero. -She's gonna fix it. 200 00:11:55,967 --> 00:11:57,467 -It's not on. -She has to turn it up. 201 00:11:57,633 --> 00:11:58,900 [short whimper] -- wind it up! 202 00:12:02,667 --> 00:12:04,567 Um, can you press and hold the button 203 00:12:04,734 --> 00:12:06,000 for five seconds, please? 204 00:12:07,266 --> 00:12:10,600 You will see a yellow flashing light on the device. 205 00:12:10,767 --> 00:12:11,767 Perfect. 206 00:12:16,400 --> 00:12:18,967 [Barbara speaking] 207 00:12:36,700 --> 00:12:39,467 [pensive music plays] 208 00:12:48,266 --> 00:12:49,266 Six. 209 00:12:50,900 --> 00:12:51,867 [short whimper] 210 00:12:56,000 --> 00:12:57,000 Do you feel anything yet? 211 00:13:05,100 --> 00:13:08,266 [pensive music continues] 212 00:13:16,166 --> 00:13:17,100 I feel it. 213 00:13:18,367 --> 00:13:19,667 Shut up, bitch. 214 00:13:21,100 --> 00:13:24,000 It's like, um, feels like numbness. 215 00:13:24,166 --> 00:13:25,967 -Mm-hmm. -It feels numb? 216 00:13:26,133 --> 00:13:27,800 Yeah, like tingly. 217 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:30,867 In your fingers or up this way? 218 00:13:31,066 --> 00:13:33,800 My fingers, but then, like, through my... 219 00:13:33,967 --> 00:13:35,367 through my arm. 220 00:13:37,667 --> 00:13:39,367 [Julie] Wait, nine was too much? 221 00:13:39,567 --> 00:13:42,467 -Nine was like... [makes vibrational noise]. -[Julie] Whoa. 222 00:13:50,867 --> 00:13:52,767 -My brain feels different. -[Julie] Mm-hmm. 223 00:13:56,967 --> 00:13:57,900 She's cute. 224 00:14:00,166 --> 00:14:02,000 I mean, this is like our version of going 225 00:14:02,166 --> 00:14:03,767 to the moon. 226 00:14:03,934 --> 00:14:05,667 Up top, girl scout -- [short whimper]. 227 00:14:11,266 --> 00:14:13,767 I feel a little bit numb right now, because it feels 228 00:14:13,934 --> 00:14:15,700 like, surreal. 229 00:14:15,867 --> 00:14:19,667 There's not many instances in life where your life can flip 230 00:14:19,834 --> 00:14:22,000 upside down in a matter of seconds. 231 00:14:24,467 --> 00:14:27,166 This just makes me feel not exhausted, but just, 232 00:14:27,333 --> 00:14:29,066 like...like, calm. 233 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:32,000 -Yeah. -Yeah. 234 00:14:32,166 --> 00:14:33,100 Yeah. 235 00:14:34,567 --> 00:14:36,867 I feel calm. OK. 236 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:44,467 [emotional music plays] 237 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:57,166 [soft sobs] 238 00:14:59,100 --> 00:15:01,700 My baby girl feels like her brain feels calm. 239 00:15:03,000 --> 00:15:05,500 She hasn't used the word "calm"... 240 00:15:07,266 --> 00:15:08,266 in years. 241 00:15:10,066 --> 00:15:11,867 My heart... 242 00:15:12,033 --> 00:15:13,367 hurts because it's so happy. 243 00:15:22,100 --> 00:15:23,233 I'm sorry. 244 00:15:25,266 --> 00:15:28,266 It's pretty emotional, just because I know that -- 245 00:15:28,433 --> 00:15:29,400 mmm... 246 00:15:36,100 --> 00:15:37,400 [choking up] I know the amount of pain 247 00:15:37,567 --> 00:15:40,100 that Baylen goes through on a daily basis... 248 00:15:42,367 --> 00:15:48,100 and just seeing how much this device gives her relief, 249 00:15:48,266 --> 00:15:49,700 it just means the world to me. 250 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:52,367 -I love you. -I love you, too. 251 00:15:56,600 --> 00:15:57,567 Thank you. 252 00:16:01,300 --> 00:16:02,500 This is gonna help so many people. 253 00:16:04,400 --> 00:16:05,533 Thank you. 254 00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:09,700 [Barbara] I love to be part of that moment, like, 255 00:16:09,867 --> 00:16:14,000 it's very emotional to see how the device is impacting 256 00:16:14,166 --> 00:16:15,767 someone else's life. 257 00:16:15,934 --> 00:16:18,900 And yeah, it just makes me feel quite emotional as well. 258 00:16:20,467 --> 00:16:21,967 We're coming to get this. 259 00:16:23,767 --> 00:16:24,867 I'm sad I have to give it back. 260 00:16:34,900 --> 00:16:35,867 Thank you. 261 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:41,800 Off we go for a little bit. 262 00:16:43,867 --> 00:16:46,000 [whimper] -- shut up, bitch! 263 00:16:46,166 --> 00:16:48,000 [Baylen] When the device turns off, it's like instantly 264 00:16:48,166 --> 00:16:49,467 back to all my tics. 265 00:16:49,633 --> 00:16:53,000 But with Neupulse, it's not like a buildup 266 00:16:53,166 --> 00:16:56,166 of tics. It's like a pause in my tics. 267 00:16:56,333 --> 00:16:57,600 Thank you so much. 268 00:16:57,767 --> 00:16:58,600 -Truly appreciate this. -Great meeting you. 269 00:16:58,767 --> 00:16:59,767 -Thank you. -No problem. 270 00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:12,667 Thank you so much. -No problem. 271 00:17:13,667 --> 00:17:15,000 [Colin] Thank you. 272 00:17:15,166 --> 00:17:16,600 [Baylen] Bitch. 273 00:17:16,767 --> 00:17:19,166 Bitch. Let's go to a library. 274 00:17:19,333 --> 00:17:20,700 [laughing] 275 00:17:23,700 --> 00:17:25,266 [upbeat rock music plays] 276 00:17:30,100 --> 00:17:31,066 [Baylen] World class! 277 00:17:34,867 --> 00:17:35,867 Yeah, it says you hit it. 278 00:17:39,567 --> 00:17:41,166 Well, it's actually kind of hard to judge. 279 00:17:46,467 --> 00:17:47,867 Because we were both on beginner. 280 00:17:48,033 --> 00:17:49,767 Because Sven is just so much better than Bechnir. 281 00:17:49,967 --> 00:17:52,066 All right, well -- zip it up. We're done. 282 00:17:52,233 --> 00:17:53,200 Zip it up. 283 00:17:55,967 --> 00:17:56,967 Bro. 284 00:18:01,867 --> 00:18:03,367 [Julie] This is a lot. 285 00:18:04,900 --> 00:18:05,867 [Baylen] Bald bitch. 286 00:18:07,400 --> 00:18:09,266 -Hi. -Hi. 287 00:18:13,767 --> 00:18:14,967 Shut up, bitch! 288 00:18:16,667 --> 00:18:18,066 [Allen] This will be a good test. 289 00:18:18,233 --> 00:18:19,166 [bleep] bitch! 290 00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:23,100 This is an amazing place to come to, 291 00:18:23,266 --> 00:18:25,000 to try it out for the first time, because this is 292 00:18:25,166 --> 00:18:27,000 the environment I would be in if I already... 293 00:18:28,166 --> 00:18:29,500 used the device. 294 00:18:29,667 --> 00:18:31,367 [overlapping chatter] 295 00:18:32,867 --> 00:18:35,467 All of the overstimulation, all of the people, 296 00:18:35,633 --> 00:18:36,767 sets my tics off. 297 00:18:36,934 --> 00:18:39,800 Closed nine to five for dick. 298 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:41,367 -OK. -Where is it? 299 00:18:41,533 --> 00:18:43,667 -OK, she's closed nine to five. -Oh...what? 300 00:18:43,834 --> 00:18:45,567 [laughing] 301 00:18:46,867 --> 00:18:47,967 Dick! 302 00:18:49,166 --> 00:18:52,200 So how did the meeting go? You were gone a long time. 303 00:18:52,367 --> 00:18:55,400 The meeting was amazing. 304 00:18:55,567 --> 00:18:58,700 So how many people have they experimented this on? 305 00:18:58,867 --> 00:18:59,900 130. 306 00:19:00,133 --> 00:19:01,767 -[Candy] 130. -Can I see it? 307 00:19:07,600 --> 00:19:09,367 [Colin] So this is it, and it will go... 308 00:19:09,533 --> 00:19:12,300 on the inside on your median nerve right here. 309 00:19:14,767 --> 00:19:17,500 -Oh, it's magnetic. -[Baylen] Shut up, bald bitch! 310 00:19:18,500 --> 00:19:20,667 So I have the phone, too, 311 00:19:22,100 --> 00:19:25,166 and now all you have to do is just turn it on, hold it 312 00:19:25,333 --> 00:19:26,567 for five seconds... 313 00:19:27,767 --> 00:19:30,266 -And now it's on. -[Julie] And now it's beeping yellow. 314 00:19:30,433 --> 00:19:31,600 [Baylen] This is the true test. 315 00:19:37,900 --> 00:19:38,900 Please work. 316 00:19:40,000 --> 00:19:41,100 Please. 317 00:19:46,100 --> 00:19:48,200 We're making every life decision in a matter of, 318 00:19:48,367 --> 00:19:52,266 like, six months, and now you wanting babies 319 00:19:52,433 --> 00:19:55,800 on top of it is... -It's about wanting a family. 320 00:19:55,967 --> 00:19:56,967 It's what I want. 321 00:20:05,867 --> 00:20:06,867 I can feel it now. 322 00:20:12,667 --> 00:20:13,767 Tell me what you're feeling. 323 00:20:17,767 --> 00:20:18,767 Calmness. 324 00:20:19,767 --> 00:20:21,300 Like my brain feels different. 325 00:20:27,100 --> 00:20:29,600 The look on her face, her reaction, 326 00:20:29,767 --> 00:20:34,166 and the deepness in her eyes say the whole story, 327 00:20:34,333 --> 00:20:37,467 just how impactful on her life in that small moment. 328 00:20:38,767 --> 00:20:41,066 [Sven] If this device helped Bay, even in the slightest, 329 00:20:41,233 --> 00:20:42,667 maybe it'll give her that boost of confidence 330 00:20:42,867 --> 00:20:46,600 that she needs to have more fun and just enjoy time with us. 331 00:20:46,767 --> 00:20:48,800 -Aw, I love you guys. -Yeah. 332 00:20:48,967 --> 00:20:49,967 Aw. 333 00:20:51,567 --> 00:20:53,400 So how does your brain feel different? 334 00:20:53,567 --> 00:20:56,567 I still feel like I have the urge to tic. 335 00:20:56,734 --> 00:20:59,667 It's not a cure. It just pauses it. 336 00:20:59,834 --> 00:21:02,266 [Julie] Yeah, pretty fascinating. 337 00:21:02,433 --> 00:21:03,867 And it's the look on your face. 338 00:21:04,867 --> 00:21:07,266 -I know I'm happy. -Yes, you're glowing. 339 00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:09,100 -[Julie] You are glowing. -You're glowing. 340 00:21:09,266 --> 00:21:11,300 I'm really happy. 341 00:21:11,467 --> 00:21:12,967 [Julie] Oh... 342 00:21:20,367 --> 00:21:23,700 I haven't felt like this since I was 13 years old, like... 343 00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:29,600 [Colin] Being able to... 344 00:21:29,767 --> 00:21:34,467 to see you happy, can't put that into words. 345 00:21:35,500 --> 00:21:36,867 You mean the world to me. 346 00:21:42,300 --> 00:21:46,266 You're not my Meemaw, and I'm closed nine to five. 347 00:21:46,433 --> 00:21:47,567 Well, let's have some fun. 348 00:21:48,800 --> 00:21:50,767 -[Colin] I'll play cricket. -You're gonna play? 349 00:21:50,934 --> 00:21:51,900 -Yeah, I'll play. -Go ahead, Colin. 350 00:21:52,066 --> 00:21:54,000 -You check it out. -Let's see this swing. 351 00:21:57,900 --> 00:22:00,100 -Hey, Dad. -Hey, Bay-bay. 352 00:22:01,900 --> 00:22:03,967 [Candy] Oh, I thought you had that one. 353 00:22:06,400 --> 00:22:07,667 [Allen mumbles] 354 00:22:10,166 --> 00:22:13,066 [emotional music plays] 355 00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:22,100 This moment has been one of the biggest reliefs 356 00:22:22,266 --> 00:22:24,467 over the last four or five years. 357 00:22:24,633 --> 00:22:27,767 And all I wanted was the same hug... 358 00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:32,500 that I've given her the whole journey. 359 00:22:36,967 --> 00:22:38,867 I've been waiting for this for a long time. 360 00:22:40,200 --> 00:22:41,233 I know. 361 00:22:42,467 --> 00:22:46,600 This little tiny robotic device changed my life. 362 00:22:48,367 --> 00:22:49,367 What the heck? 363 00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:56,000 What a grateful journey. 364 00:22:57,767 --> 00:23:00,100 Thank you guys for getting me here. 365 00:23:00,266 --> 00:23:01,867 Thank you so much. 366 00:23:08,867 --> 00:23:11,000 Today has been... 367 00:23:11,166 --> 00:23:15,166 rewarding and happy and positive and probably 368 00:23:15,333 --> 00:23:18,600 every happy word in an encyclopedia you can find. 369 00:23:19,867 --> 00:23:21,400 I think dictionary is the right word. 370 00:23:21,567 --> 00:23:22,767 I don't give a [bleep] what it is. 371 00:23:22,934 --> 00:23:25,000 Whatever book you can find happy words in, 372 00:23:25,166 --> 00:23:26,500 that's what book I'm talking about. 373 00:23:27,867 --> 00:23:29,667 And with mine and Colin's future, 374 00:23:29,834 --> 00:23:32,000 I want you guys to be closer. 375 00:23:32,166 --> 00:23:33,567 Would you mind hanging out with him? 376 00:23:33,734 --> 00:23:35,967 -I will if you ask. -You guys could hang out while we're here. 377 00:23:36,133 --> 00:23:37,333 Yes... 378 00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:42,767 I want both of us moving in the same direction, 379 00:23:42,967 --> 00:23:45,266 so the both of you can be better. 380 00:23:47,467 --> 00:23:48,800 Oh! 381 00:23:51,266 --> 00:23:54,100 -I hope he's better at golf. -[laughing] 382 00:23:56,567 --> 00:23:57,500 All right. 383 00:24:01,567 --> 00:24:03,000 [electronic music playing] 384 00:24:11,166 --> 00:24:12,767 [Julie] Hey Bay... 385 00:24:12,934 --> 00:24:14,600 -[Baylen] Hi. -How'd you sleep? 386 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:18,367 -Mm. -Yeah, that's impactful. 387 00:24:18,533 --> 00:24:20,100 I really wasn't expecting the time change to be 388 00:24:20,266 --> 00:24:22,000 this difficult on me, to be honest. 389 00:24:22,166 --> 00:24:23,567 [Julie] But it's worth it. 390 00:24:23,734 --> 00:24:26,000 -The Neupulse meeting went great. -Mm-hmm. 391 00:24:26,166 --> 00:24:28,667 It's just bittersweet, 'cause it works, and I know 392 00:24:28,834 --> 00:24:30,266 that we can't leave with it. 393 00:24:32,266 --> 00:24:36,266 [Julie] What a Neupulse device could do for her in the future never 394 00:24:36,433 --> 00:24:40,266 felt within arm's reach until this trip for us. 395 00:24:40,467 --> 00:24:42,100 -[Julie] I know. -At least we know it works. 396 00:24:42,300 --> 00:24:45,400 -Right -- but how... -[Baylen] Are we gonna make it work? 397 00:24:45,567 --> 00:24:46,834 How we can make it work. 398 00:24:48,300 --> 00:24:50,967 Knowing something could really help your daughter so much, 399 00:24:51,133 --> 00:24:54,166 but really not having accessibility to it 400 00:24:54,333 --> 00:24:55,867 is really just depressing. 401 00:24:57,600 --> 00:25:01,166 Me and Colin have even talked about moving here. 402 00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:03,100 -What? -We talked about it 403 00:25:03,266 --> 00:25:06,900 because of the device working... 404 00:25:07,100 --> 00:25:08,467 so well. -Oh. 405 00:25:08,633 --> 00:25:12,000 -He's like, "I've never seen you so happy before." -Mm-hmm. 406 00:25:12,166 --> 00:25:14,400 So we went through 407 00:25:14,567 --> 00:25:18,367 how to get a visa. -Oh my gosh, Baylen. 408 00:25:18,533 --> 00:25:21,567 I kind of love the idea that they've been talking 409 00:25:21,734 --> 00:25:23,000 about moving to London, 410 00:25:23,166 --> 00:25:26,100 only because it's affirming to me 411 00:25:26,266 --> 00:25:29,667 of how deep Colin's love is for Baylen, 412 00:25:29,834 --> 00:25:32,800 that he knows that, at all costs, 413 00:25:32,967 --> 00:25:35,867 he wants to make her better. 414 00:25:36,066 --> 00:25:39,567 JB does crystal meth with Joe Biden. 415 00:25:39,734 --> 00:25:41,467 JB does a lot of crystal meth. 416 00:25:41,633 --> 00:25:43,266 Crystal meth for days, bitch. 417 00:25:43,433 --> 00:25:44,567 -You're struggling right now. -I know. 418 00:25:45,867 --> 00:25:46,867 So what about... 419 00:25:48,100 --> 00:25:49,867 -Crystal meth. -OK, I can't. 420 00:25:50,033 --> 00:25:51,166 I'm gonna have to switch my words. 421 00:25:52,467 --> 00:25:55,000 -You had mentioned... -Crystal meth. 422 00:25:55,166 --> 00:25:56,567 OK, can't start with that either. 423 00:25:56,734 --> 00:25:58,600 JB does a lot of crystal meth. 424 00:26:00,500 --> 00:26:02,200 Hey, JB. 425 00:26:04,667 --> 00:26:07,400 I like that y'all are thinking about the big picture 426 00:26:07,567 --> 00:26:09,467 to include this device to better your life, 427 00:26:09,633 --> 00:26:12,467 but...that's all very premature thinking, 428 00:26:12,633 --> 00:26:13,700 because they haven't even given us, 429 00:26:13,867 --> 00:26:15,700 like, an exact release date. 430 00:26:15,867 --> 00:26:17,967 Want to know another thing that's premature? 431 00:26:19,767 --> 00:26:20,767 Colin told me... 432 00:26:23,700 --> 00:26:24,600 Colin. 433 00:26:24,767 --> 00:26:25,767 You're smarter than that, Colin. 434 00:26:25,967 --> 00:26:28,000 Like, I know you have baby fever, 435 00:26:28,166 --> 00:26:30,567 but, like, let's slow the roll here. 436 00:26:30,734 --> 00:26:32,400 'Cause Colin would want to have babies yesterday 437 00:26:32,567 --> 00:26:34,800 with his timeline. -Wait... 438 00:26:35,967 --> 00:26:37,700 That's not where we should be going. 439 00:26:37,867 --> 00:26:39,567 You need to... 440 00:26:39,767 --> 00:26:42,567 finish the journey that you've started 441 00:26:42,734 --> 00:26:44,700 about taking care of Baylen. 442 00:26:44,867 --> 00:26:47,667 Because if you can't take care of you, then you can't 443 00:26:47,834 --> 00:26:49,300 take care of a child. -I know. 444 00:26:49,467 --> 00:26:51,967 And you're finally starting to see a little bit of light 445 00:26:52,133 --> 00:26:53,600 at the end of the tunnel 446 00:26:53,767 --> 00:26:57,567 where you can be...hopeful. -Hopeful. 447 00:26:57,734 --> 00:27:00,467 [Julie] I think Colin probably needs to take a step back 448 00:27:00,667 --> 00:27:03,700 because Baylen is really just experiencing 449 00:27:03,867 --> 00:27:05,800 independence for the first time 450 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:08,600 in this last six months to a year, 451 00:27:08,767 --> 00:27:11,367 and then to add a child 452 00:27:11,533 --> 00:27:14,667 to that, I think could really -- it could really kick her back 453 00:27:14,834 --> 00:27:16,100 a few notches. 454 00:27:16,266 --> 00:27:19,467 I know deep within your soul, just by what you're saying, 455 00:27:19,633 --> 00:27:21,266 that no part of you is ready for a kid. 456 00:27:23,266 --> 00:27:25,200 [whispering] No. 457 00:27:25,367 --> 00:27:27,667 I just don't think I've expressed to him... 458 00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:30,767 my concerns, 459 00:27:30,934 --> 00:27:33,667 it is kind of one of the most important conversations in life. 460 00:27:33,867 --> 00:27:35,500 [Baylen] I know. 461 00:27:35,667 --> 00:27:38,367 I need to stop avoiding the conversation 462 00:27:38,533 --> 00:27:42,200 because with my condition, everything's always changing. 463 00:27:42,367 --> 00:27:44,800 And as much as I hate confrontation, 464 00:27:44,967 --> 00:27:47,567 it's a conversation that needs to happen so me and Colin 465 00:27:47,767 --> 00:27:49,800 can both be on the same page moving forward. 466 00:27:55,667 --> 00:27:58,266 We're here today to make a Viking knife. 467 00:27:58,433 --> 00:28:01,900 [Colin] I know that Allen is really stoked to be doing this. 468 00:28:02,066 --> 00:28:04,767 I just, I don't know why there always has to be sharp objects 469 00:28:04,934 --> 00:28:06,166 when it's just us two. 470 00:28:06,333 --> 00:28:07,767 Chainsaws... 471 00:28:07,934 --> 00:28:09,166 now we're making knives. 472 00:28:10,266 --> 00:28:11,367 Hit it, Colin. Get mad. 473 00:28:22,300 --> 00:28:23,500 -[Colin] Is this it right here? -[Allen] Yeah. 474 00:28:23,667 --> 00:28:25,467 Boneyard, bro. This'll be good. 475 00:28:25,633 --> 00:28:27,500 -[Colin laughing] -Come on, let's go in there. 476 00:28:32,467 --> 00:28:33,900 -Hey. -Hey. 477 00:28:34,066 --> 00:28:35,700 Hi, welcome to Boneyard. I'm James. 478 00:28:35,867 --> 00:28:37,100 -I'm Allen. -Nice to meet you. 479 00:28:37,266 --> 00:28:38,667 -Colin. Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 480 00:28:38,834 --> 00:28:39,867 Yeah, perfect. 481 00:28:40,033 --> 00:28:41,367 So if you guys just want to get some aprons on, 482 00:28:41,533 --> 00:28:42,667 they're on the hook behind you. 483 00:28:42,834 --> 00:28:44,867 And then when you're ready, just make your way over 484 00:28:45,033 --> 00:28:45,900 to the rest of the classes. 485 00:28:46,066 --> 00:28:47,233 -OK. -All right. 486 00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:50,166 Baylen asked me to spend some time with Colin today, 487 00:28:50,333 --> 00:28:51,567 some bonding time. 488 00:28:51,734 --> 00:28:54,100 So I got online and I started looking up some things 489 00:28:54,266 --> 00:28:57,467 where I thought maybe it would be in my wheelhouse 490 00:28:57,633 --> 00:29:00,367 to maybe draw him into me a little bit. 491 00:29:00,533 --> 00:29:02,700 All right, so, welcome to Boneyard. 492 00:29:02,867 --> 00:29:05,900 And we're here today to make a Viking knife. 493 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:10,600 This is something that I would never willingly choose to do, 494 00:29:10,767 --> 00:29:14,967 but I know that Allen is really stoked to be doing this. 495 00:29:15,133 --> 00:29:17,767 I just -- I don't know why there always has to be sharp objects 496 00:29:17,934 --> 00:29:19,200 when it's just us two. 497 00:29:19,367 --> 00:29:22,567 Chainsaws, now we're making knives. 498 00:29:22,734 --> 00:29:24,266 We have the bladed section here, and there's also 499 00:29:24,433 --> 00:29:26,100 the handle section, which we draw out, 500 00:29:26,266 --> 00:29:29,700 we twist around, and then form. -This is gonna be great. 501 00:29:29,867 --> 00:29:31,100 I have no idea what I'm doing. 502 00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:35,266 I'm a little unsure going into this 503 00:29:35,433 --> 00:29:38,367 because we don't hang out one-on-one. 504 00:29:38,533 --> 00:29:40,300 Right there. 505 00:29:40,467 --> 00:29:42,867 [Colin] It's just not our relationship at all. 506 00:29:43,033 --> 00:29:45,166 But I know how much this means to Baylen. 507 00:29:46,500 --> 00:29:48,467 [electric guitar plays] 508 00:29:51,667 --> 00:29:53,100 This place is pretty legit. 509 00:29:53,266 --> 00:29:56,166 Like, I could probably, like, I could do an internship here. 510 00:30:00,266 --> 00:30:02,967 Hit it, Colin. Allen, get mad. 511 00:30:03,133 --> 00:30:07,400 It's really cool to be able to see how each step, it looks 512 00:30:07,567 --> 00:30:09,567 a little bit more like a knife. 513 00:30:09,734 --> 00:30:12,266 So I get that sense of accomplishment that Allen 514 00:30:12,467 --> 00:30:15,033 probably gets when he makes stuff. 515 00:30:17,500 --> 00:30:19,700 So these just need to cool down now before the next step. 516 00:30:19,867 --> 00:30:21,867 So if you want to just take five, ten minutes break, 517 00:30:22,033 --> 00:30:22,900 we'll get back at it soon. 518 00:30:23,066 --> 00:30:24,567 -OK -- OK. -Great. 519 00:30:24,734 --> 00:30:25,867 [Colin] Yeah. 520 00:30:26,033 --> 00:30:28,100 -[Allen] No joke, right? -Yeah, it's cool. 521 00:30:28,266 --> 00:30:29,500 Really cool. 522 00:30:29,667 --> 00:30:31,400 It's really important to have this time together, 523 00:30:31,567 --> 00:30:32,967 not just because Baylen wants it, 524 00:30:33,133 --> 00:30:34,667 but because I don't want Colin 525 00:30:34,867 --> 00:30:38,100 to feel like he's always being judged by Baylen's dad. 526 00:30:38,266 --> 00:30:41,967 This trip to London has been absolutely amazing 527 00:30:42,133 --> 00:30:44,000 and an emotional roller coaster. 528 00:30:44,166 --> 00:30:46,867 A while back when we first had our discussion, when I really 529 00:30:47,066 --> 00:30:49,467 meant by -- I didn't want to give you any false hope 530 00:30:49,633 --> 00:30:52,266 like this was going to be an easy relationship, 531 00:30:52,433 --> 00:30:56,200 but I want you to know, like, you're doing great, man. 532 00:30:56,367 --> 00:31:00,166 I'm just more concerned about the longevity of...providing. 533 00:31:00,333 --> 00:31:01,467 That's all it is for me, 534 00:31:01,467 --> 00:31:04,700 because if your life's not easy, then neither is hers. 535 00:31:04,867 --> 00:31:06,367 -For whatever it's worth. -Yes... 536 00:31:07,800 --> 00:31:12,767 Yeah, so, you know, the plan is to still pursue 537 00:31:12,934 --> 00:31:13,934 real estate. -Yeah. 538 00:31:14,100 --> 00:31:17,467 I'm excited. It's looking really promising. 539 00:31:17,633 --> 00:31:20,700 However, because of this Neupulse device, 540 00:31:20,867 --> 00:31:24,166 Baylen and I actually talked about moving to the UK. 541 00:31:24,333 --> 00:31:26,000 -Wow. -Because to me... 542 00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:29,100 it's more important to me that Baylen... 543 00:31:29,266 --> 00:31:33,700 lives a happier, easier life than what I do. 544 00:31:35,767 --> 00:31:38,700 It's not 100% decided on, 545 00:31:38,867 --> 00:31:43,367 but it's a massive conversation 546 00:31:43,533 --> 00:31:44,567 to have with Baylen. 547 00:31:45,867 --> 00:31:48,467 Um...there is... 548 00:31:49,567 --> 00:31:51,700 there's just a lot of hoops to jump through, 549 00:31:51,867 --> 00:31:53,867 but... -[Colin] Yeah. 550 00:31:54,033 --> 00:31:56,000 ...I think that's... 551 00:31:56,166 --> 00:32:00,166 that's pretty [bleep] honorable. -[Colin] Yeah. 552 00:32:00,333 --> 00:32:03,467 Trying to guide your kid in in-the-moment decisions based 553 00:32:03,633 --> 00:32:05,467 on emotions is... 554 00:32:05,633 --> 00:32:08,000 is a struggle because you do want to support them. 555 00:32:08,166 --> 00:32:10,767 But realistically, the path to... 556 00:32:10,934 --> 00:32:13,266 moving to another country is staggering. 557 00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:17,600 [Colin] This conversation -- it's night and day compared 558 00:32:17,767 --> 00:32:19,266 to the ones that I've had in the past. 559 00:32:19,433 --> 00:32:20,767 It's less of telling. 560 00:32:20,934 --> 00:32:23,066 We got to get our picture taken in this. 561 00:32:23,233 --> 00:32:25,667 -Yeah. -We'll send it to Bay. 562 00:32:25,867 --> 00:32:30,000 [Colin] So this outing was a step in the right direction 563 00:32:30,166 --> 00:32:33,400 towards having a better relationship moving forward. 564 00:32:33,567 --> 00:32:35,000 There, I've switched it around. 565 00:32:35,166 --> 00:32:36,667 -Are you ready? -How do you -- 566 00:32:36,834 --> 00:32:39,200 there we go, we got our... There we go. 567 00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:41,600 There you go. There's your knife. 568 00:32:41,767 --> 00:32:44,166 -Congratulations! -Look at that Colin. 569 00:32:44,333 --> 00:32:46,667 -It's pretty cool. -You guys happy with what you made today? 570 00:32:46,834 --> 00:32:47,767 Yes, sir. This is amazing. 571 00:32:47,934 --> 00:32:48,800 -Yeah. -No, you did a great job. 572 00:32:48,967 --> 00:32:50,066 You really picked it up well. 573 00:32:52,500 --> 00:32:55,166 ♪ I'm not gonna let you go ♪ 574 00:32:55,367 --> 00:32:58,467 ♪ [indistinct song lyrics] ♪ 575 00:33:00,567 --> 00:33:02,266 It's just an amazing city. 576 00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:05,166 [Baylen] London's been good to us. 577 00:33:05,367 --> 00:33:08,967 ♪ I'm not gonna let you go ♪ 578 00:33:09,133 --> 00:33:13,100 I came to London with low hopes that the device would work, 579 00:33:13,266 --> 00:33:14,700 but it does work. 580 00:33:14,867 --> 00:33:18,400 And it makes the future look so much brighter for me and Colin 581 00:33:18,567 --> 00:33:20,867 once this device becomes available in the US. 582 00:33:21,033 --> 00:33:22,367 It's why I need to just be 583 00:33:22,533 --> 00:33:24,767 honest with Colin about my feelings. 584 00:33:26,467 --> 00:33:29,200 Me hanging out with your dad yesterday was fun. 585 00:33:29,367 --> 00:33:30,633 It makes my heart happy. 586 00:33:31,600 --> 00:33:35,467 This time that Colin and my dad spent together was almost like 587 00:33:35,633 --> 00:33:37,667 a reset on their relationship. 588 00:33:37,834 --> 00:33:40,400 And if that can keep growing, then in the future, 589 00:33:40,567 --> 00:33:41,667 I see us being neighbors. 590 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:46,900 Also told him about the whole 591 00:33:47,100 --> 00:33:49,166 real estate thing, and, um... 592 00:33:49,333 --> 00:33:52,266 Did he ask for a backup plan? 593 00:33:52,467 --> 00:33:55,500 No, I mean, we really didn't get into that, 594 00:33:56,567 --> 00:33:58,266 because I also told him that, 595 00:33:58,433 --> 00:34:00,467 because of the Neupulse device, 596 00:34:00,633 --> 00:34:02,967 we have had conversations about moving here. 597 00:34:04,266 --> 00:34:08,000 Giving you a better life means the most to me, 598 00:34:08,166 --> 00:34:10,867 so that you can live a happier life... 599 00:34:11,033 --> 00:34:13,200 and be a mom in the future. 600 00:34:13,367 --> 00:34:16,300 Then I'm fine with that. So... 601 00:34:16,467 --> 00:34:18,767 Moving here is not easy as one, two, three, 602 00:34:18,967 --> 00:34:21,300 pick up stuff and move, like... -Not saying it is. 603 00:34:21,467 --> 00:34:22,900 Nothing in life is easy. 604 00:34:25,367 --> 00:34:27,500 And where would you work? What would you do? 605 00:34:27,667 --> 00:34:28,700 That's all the stuff 606 00:34:28,867 --> 00:34:30,200 that we would have to figure out along the way. 607 00:34:31,767 --> 00:34:33,567 Would we do that before we get married? 608 00:34:33,734 --> 00:34:35,400 After we get married? Like... 609 00:34:35,567 --> 00:34:37,100 -After. -Now we're just throwing 610 00:34:37,266 --> 00:34:39,400 so much stuff into this equation. 611 00:34:41,867 --> 00:34:44,200 We're making every life decision in a matter of, 612 00:34:44,367 --> 00:34:46,100 like, six months. 613 00:34:46,266 --> 00:34:49,166 And now you wanting babies on top of it is... 614 00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:54,300 It's about wanting a family. That's what I want. 615 00:34:55,767 --> 00:35:01,867 I want a family too, but I can't do timelines. 616 00:35:02,033 --> 00:35:03,000 I can't. 617 00:35:05,166 --> 00:35:07,100 At the end of the day, 618 00:35:07,266 --> 00:35:09,100 we have to have a family on my terms... 619 00:35:10,166 --> 00:35:11,967 because of my condition. 620 00:35:12,133 --> 00:35:16,000 And I'm not ready to have kids yet because of my tics. 621 00:35:19,767 --> 00:35:22,467 Over the last six months, I've definitely made 622 00:35:22,633 --> 00:35:24,800 a great amount of progress with my conditions. 623 00:35:24,967 --> 00:35:26,900 If this Neupulse device comes available, 624 00:35:27,066 --> 00:35:29,800 it'll be the best tool there is to help me, 625 00:35:29,967 --> 00:35:31,367 but all on its own time. 626 00:35:33,100 --> 00:35:36,266 But I just don't want to be pressured into having kids 627 00:35:36,467 --> 00:35:38,066 three months from now, six months from now, 628 00:35:38,233 --> 00:35:39,266 a year from now. 629 00:35:40,367 --> 00:35:41,367 No one's pressuring you. 630 00:35:42,767 --> 00:35:44,667 OK. Thank you. 631 00:35:46,467 --> 00:35:50,367 I have definitely sensed that Baylen has been dodging 632 00:35:50,567 --> 00:35:53,200 and avoiding having this conversation about kids, 633 00:35:53,367 --> 00:35:54,600 and being direct. 634 00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:58,367 It's just kind of like a relief because it's super important 635 00:35:58,533 --> 00:35:59,500 that Baylen is just always 636 00:35:59,667 --> 00:36:01,000 honest with me about everything. 637 00:36:03,266 --> 00:36:05,300 I think right now the only thing we really should be 638 00:36:05,467 --> 00:36:08,066 focusing on and budgeting on is our wedding, 639 00:36:08,233 --> 00:36:10,166 instead of focusing on 10 different things 640 00:36:10,333 --> 00:36:11,300 in our future. 641 00:36:12,700 --> 00:36:13,767 It's fine with me. 642 00:36:15,100 --> 00:36:16,066 In this instance, 643 00:36:17,266 --> 00:36:19,567 I do believe Baylen is right... -Ding! 644 00:36:19,734 --> 00:36:21,700 ...given the fact that we have a lot of things 645 00:36:21,867 --> 00:36:23,567 going on in our life next year. 646 00:36:24,700 --> 00:36:26,567 -I love you. -I love you, too. 647 00:36:29,700 --> 00:36:30,967 Let's go meet up with your family. 648 00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:33,367 OK. 649 00:36:35,100 --> 00:36:37,166 -All right. -Mm. 650 00:36:37,333 --> 00:36:38,667 -I love you. -I love you, too. 651 00:36:42,767 --> 00:36:45,700 Our wedding planner likes to call us venue-broke. 652 00:36:45,867 --> 00:36:47,967 -That's kind of what we are. -OK. 653 00:36:48,133 --> 00:36:50,867 Told us to lower our expectations 654 00:36:51,033 --> 00:36:52,967 or increase our budget. -Increase the... 655 00:36:53,133 --> 00:36:54,600 [Baylen] I would like... 656 00:36:54,767 --> 00:36:57,166 Dick. We have an ask. 657 00:36:57,333 --> 00:36:58,867 Don't throw anything stupid out right now. 658 00:37:13,266 --> 00:37:16,000 -[Julie] Beautiful. -[Allen] That is nice. 659 00:37:18,166 --> 00:37:21,166 [Julie] OK. That's iconic. 660 00:37:21,333 --> 00:37:24,467 I think we're both feeling a little bit of relief 661 00:37:24,633 --> 00:37:27,800 and exhaustion as this trip is ending. 662 00:37:27,967 --> 00:37:29,367 Oh, there's Bay and Colin. 663 00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:31,700 -Hey, guys. -[Julie] Hi, guys. 664 00:37:31,867 --> 00:37:33,133 -Hey. -How was your morning? 665 00:37:33,133 --> 00:37:35,000 -[Allen] What a trip, huh? -It's good -- it's chilly, though. 666 00:37:35,166 --> 00:37:37,200 This is amazing. 667 00:37:37,367 --> 00:37:40,100 This trip has been really, really incredible. 668 00:37:40,266 --> 00:37:41,867 -It's been really nice. -Oh, gosh, yes. 669 00:37:42,033 --> 00:37:44,467 -Some hope for the future. -Yeah. 670 00:37:44,633 --> 00:37:45,900 Lots of hope. 671 00:37:46,066 --> 00:37:49,467 So would you guys, like, were you being honest and that, 672 00:37:49,633 --> 00:37:54,000 like, you would go back and forth or, like, move here? 673 00:37:54,166 --> 00:37:56,300 It's definitely a conversation for another time, 674 00:37:56,467 --> 00:37:59,800 but right now, like, our main focus is the wedding. 675 00:38:00,066 --> 00:38:01,100 -Yeah. -I love that. 676 00:38:01,266 --> 00:38:02,667 [Baylen] It really is what it needs to be. 677 00:38:02,834 --> 00:38:03,667 I love that. 678 00:38:03,867 --> 00:38:06,300 That makes me very happy to hear 679 00:38:06,467 --> 00:38:07,567 because you guys are a little bit 680 00:38:07,734 --> 00:38:08,867 all over the place right now. 681 00:38:10,300 --> 00:38:13,266 Very impulsive, but it warms my heart to know 682 00:38:13,433 --> 00:38:17,500 that my daughter's future husband is setting himself 683 00:38:17,667 --> 00:38:20,367 on the back burner and saying, "If this is what you need, 684 00:38:20,533 --> 00:38:22,200 I'll figure it out, I'll do it." 685 00:38:22,367 --> 00:38:25,967 I'm loving who Colin is, like, really showing himself 686 00:38:26,133 --> 00:38:27,300 to be -- I really am. 687 00:38:28,467 --> 00:38:31,867 -And speaking of the wedding... -Just zero in on that. 688 00:38:32,033 --> 00:38:33,500 We spoke to the wedding planner, 689 00:38:33,667 --> 00:38:37,800 and our wedding planner likes to call us venue-broke. 690 00:38:37,967 --> 00:38:39,467 That's kind of what we are. 691 00:38:39,667 --> 00:38:41,266 -Oh. -OK. 692 00:38:41,433 --> 00:38:46,567 You're bald -- basically told us to lower our expectations or... 693 00:38:46,734 --> 00:38:47,967 -Increase the budget. -...increase our budget. 694 00:38:49,367 --> 00:38:50,300 And we have an ask. 695 00:38:52,567 --> 00:38:53,567 We would like... 696 00:38:55,300 --> 00:38:56,767 your help with the wedding. 697 00:38:59,066 --> 00:39:00,100 -Yeah. -Just name it. 698 00:39:00,266 --> 00:39:01,300 What do you want? 699 00:39:01,467 --> 00:39:02,734 You want me to build you a barn? 700 00:39:02,900 --> 00:39:08,266 We want to save money with, like, a cross for the ceremony. 701 00:39:08,433 --> 00:39:11,166 Another thing, the bridal shower. 702 00:39:11,333 --> 00:39:13,266 -Like, I really liked the setup for the engagement party. -[Allen] Yeah. 703 00:39:13,467 --> 00:39:16,667 I would like -- dick -- I would like the same setup 704 00:39:16,834 --> 00:39:17,700 for the bridal shower. 705 00:39:17,867 --> 00:39:20,467 OK. I mean, I'm aching to help. 706 00:39:20,633 --> 00:39:21,900 Shut up, bitch! 707 00:39:22,066 --> 00:39:23,200 That makes me happy. 708 00:39:23,367 --> 00:39:25,100 -[Julie] It'll be fun. -Thank you, guys. 709 00:39:26,567 --> 00:39:31,700 I feel fulfilled when Baylen finally asks us for some help, 710 00:39:31,867 --> 00:39:36,266 because we just want to give, and it's hard to do that... 711 00:39:36,433 --> 00:39:37,867 if we're not asked. 712 00:39:38,033 --> 00:39:40,567 Um, we also have a budget that we know that we are going 713 00:39:40,734 --> 00:39:43,967 to give every child, all six of you, for a wedding, 714 00:39:44,133 --> 00:39:46,467 so you can choose to give to use that money also, 715 00:39:46,633 --> 00:39:48,266 however you want. 716 00:39:48,433 --> 00:39:51,767 We really wanted to figure out all of this between us. 717 00:39:51,934 --> 00:39:54,467 And I feel like when I have to go to somebody and ask 718 00:39:54,633 --> 00:39:56,867 for help, I feel like I failed. 719 00:39:57,033 --> 00:40:00,467 But I knew that they would be very happy to... 720 00:40:00,633 --> 00:40:01,767 help us out. 721 00:40:01,967 --> 00:40:05,000 As far as contributing some money, 722 00:40:05,166 --> 00:40:07,000 that's just a huge shock. 723 00:40:07,166 --> 00:40:08,567 [Baylen] I couldn't be more grateful. 724 00:40:09,867 --> 00:40:12,767 There's one other -- there's one other thing. 725 00:40:12,934 --> 00:40:14,467 Don't throw anything stupid out right now. 726 00:40:14,633 --> 00:40:16,467 -I know, it's not stupid. -Let's just help with the wedding 727 00:40:16,633 --> 00:40:18,400 and call it a day. -[Baylen] I do want to ask -- 728 00:40:18,567 --> 00:40:20,166 I do want to ask both of you something. 729 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:25,767 You guys have both taken care of me throughout my life, 730 00:40:25,934 --> 00:40:28,867 and I only believe that both of you should walk me 731 00:40:29,033 --> 00:40:30,066 down the aisle... 732 00:40:31,467 --> 00:40:33,166 for my wedding. -I don't know if I can do it. 733 00:40:33,333 --> 00:40:34,567 Oh, my Lord, God help me. 734 00:40:34,767 --> 00:40:36,500 Oh, you were willing to make fun of me afterwards, 735 00:40:36,700 --> 00:40:38,767 like, "Oh, he couldn't hold it together." -I don't know if I can do that. 736 00:40:38,934 --> 00:40:39,800 I think that's a great idea. 737 00:40:39,967 --> 00:40:41,567 [Baylen] You guys have both molded me 738 00:40:41,767 --> 00:40:43,066 into the person I am... -[Allen] You alright? 739 00:40:43,233 --> 00:40:46,266 ...and you guys both deserve to walk me down the aisle. 740 00:40:46,433 --> 00:40:48,367 -Oh, my God. -[Baylen] I love you guys. 741 00:40:48,533 --> 00:40:50,767 -Bay, that's awesome. -[Julie] I don't know if I can do it, Bay. 742 00:40:50,934 --> 00:40:53,467 [Allen] Yes, you can, baby...yeah. 743 00:40:53,633 --> 00:40:55,100 -[laughing] -Just walk slow. 744 00:40:55,266 --> 00:40:56,867 Total shock. I'm still shocked. 745 00:40:57,867 --> 00:40:59,967 Like, I don't even know if I can do it, 746 00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:02,867 'cause I feel like I'll be so overwhelmed. 747 00:41:03,033 --> 00:41:04,100 This is... 748 00:41:05,300 --> 00:41:07,166 Mm. 749 00:41:07,333 --> 00:41:09,367 I'm better at, like, making fun of you crying. 750 00:41:11,100 --> 00:41:14,100 Well, I'm OK with it. I'm like a professional. 751 00:41:14,266 --> 00:41:16,300 [all laugh] 752 00:41:16,467 --> 00:41:19,100 I'm very blessed to have my parents guide me in the way 753 00:41:19,266 --> 00:41:22,000 that they have the last several years of my life. 754 00:41:26,467 --> 00:41:27,567 Whole. 755 00:41:27,734 --> 00:41:29,000 [choking up] 756 00:41:29,166 --> 00:41:32,100 It's been a lot the last five years. 757 00:41:32,266 --> 00:41:35,400 And the only people that know that are my parents, 758 00:41:35,567 --> 00:41:38,800 so to have them walk me down the aisle when five years ago 759 00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:41,400 I couldn't even walk because my tics were so bad, 760 00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:43,834 It makes me feel whole. 761 00:41:45,066 --> 00:41:47,967 Can we wear matching flannels at the wedding? 762 00:41:48,133 --> 00:41:50,100 Yeah. Wear matching dresses. 763 00:41:52,567 --> 00:41:57,567 We're learning how to walk through life with her instead 764 00:41:57,734 --> 00:42:00,367 of in front of her, because this is nothing 765 00:42:00,533 --> 00:42:03,467 we could have imagined a few years back. 766 00:42:03,667 --> 00:42:06,200 ♪ This is all we ever wanted ♪ 767 00:42:06,367 --> 00:42:08,266 -♪ This is all we ever wanted ♪ -Oh! 768 00:42:08,467 --> 00:42:10,367 -Oh, my God! -Oh, my God! 769 00:42:12,367 --> 00:42:14,467 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪ 770 00:42:14,633 --> 00:42:17,567 Honey, honey, you mean the world to me, OK? 771 00:42:20,867 --> 00:42:22,100 [laughing] 772 00:42:23,467 --> 00:42:25,800 -Oh, it sheds. -Yeah, he does. 773 00:42:27,266 --> 00:42:29,667 [Julie] Just letting Baylen really take the wheel. 774 00:42:29,834 --> 00:42:33,000 And not just Baylen alone, Baylen and Colin. 775 00:42:33,166 --> 00:42:34,233 Weenie. 776 00:42:34,233 --> 00:42:35,500 This is what the queso fountain's gonna look like. 777 00:42:35,667 --> 00:42:36,567 Yeah. 778 00:42:36,734 --> 00:42:37,700 All right. 779 00:42:43,567 --> 00:42:45,667 -No. -OK. 780 00:42:45,834 --> 00:42:48,100 We're not even really in the passenger seat anymore, 781 00:42:48,266 --> 00:42:51,266 we're in the back seat, and we're watching you kind 782 00:42:51,433 --> 00:42:53,266 of steer your way through the world. 783 00:42:53,467 --> 00:42:55,300 But yell back to us if you need us. 784 00:42:55,467 --> 00:42:56,867 Yell back. We got you. 785 00:42:57,033 --> 00:42:58,000 Can we do a photo, guys? 786 00:42:58,166 --> 00:42:59,166 Yeah, let's just do it facing this way. 787 00:42:59,333 --> 00:43:00,433 Just do it right here? 788 00:43:00,600 --> 00:43:03,867 Sometimes it's easier to dwell on the negative 789 00:43:04,033 --> 00:43:05,800 and think about the negative. -Yeah. 790 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:07,900 But what this trip has reminded me of 791 00:43:08,066 --> 00:43:09,400 is that day that she put 792 00:43:09,567 --> 00:43:12,867 that Neupulse on her wrist will forever be on my calendar. 793 00:43:15,100 --> 00:43:16,100 I feel calm. 794 00:43:18,300 --> 00:43:19,266 [soft sobs] 795 00:43:25,667 --> 00:43:29,066 That's the reminder I take with me from London. 796 00:43:29,233 --> 00:43:30,467 Thank you, London. 797 00:43:41,500 --> 00:43:42,867 One, two, three, suck a [bleep]! 798 00:43:43,033 --> 00:43:44,266 ♪ Living out loud ♪ 799 00:43:44,467 --> 00:43:45,900 -[Julie] Yay! -[Baylen] Yay! 800 00:43:46,166 --> 00:43:49,100 ♪ Knowing who I am and what I've got ♪ 801 00:43:49,266 --> 00:43:52,000 The last couple months of our lives have been a journey, 802 00:43:52,166 --> 00:43:55,166 a wild journey, between wedding planning, 803 00:43:55,333 --> 00:43:57,100 which we still don't know what we're doing, 804 00:43:57,266 --> 00:43:59,166 Planning on a career change 805 00:43:59,333 --> 00:44:02,467 that it could also include a move out of state. 806 00:44:02,633 --> 00:44:04,400 Which is super scary to me. 807 00:44:04,567 --> 00:44:06,367 All right, let's go pack it up. 808 00:44:08,767 --> 00:44:10,467 Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo. 809 00:44:10,633 --> 00:44:12,867 There's a lot, and it's just the beginning. 810 00:44:13,033 --> 00:44:14,266 OK. 811 00:44:14,433 --> 00:44:15,367 [laughing] What? 812 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:18,500 Bitch. 813 00:44:18,700 --> 00:44:22,066 ♪ Living out loud ♪ 814 00:44:22,233 --> 00:44:23,567 ♪ Ooh ♪ 815 00:44:23,734 --> 00:44:25,266 [Baylen] You little wanker! 816 00:44:25,433 --> 00:44:27,500 In all Nantucket, they are wankers. 817 00:44:27,667 --> 00:44:28,667 [Julie] Oh, good God.