There is so many cool people and fun things that come out
of New England. -England.
-Oh, my God. -New England, US. England...
across the water.
[with English accent] Spotted alone in a safari,
an itchy baby weenie.
We're not saying that again.
[Baylen] Look at the double-decker.
Their sidewalks here are pretty skinny.
[Baylen] Look at their license plates. Hello, London!
-Everything is still so much different, it feels like. -[Allen] Yeah.
[Julie] What did the wedding planner have to say about
Colin and his horse? -[Baylen] Oh, God.
Colin and I met up with the wedding planner.
And she told us we spent too much money on our venue.
We should maybe ask my parents for some help.
I don't think that I'm ready to go and ask your dad
for a handout.
Next stop. Piccadilly Circus.
Pick a dick, bitch!
Hit it, bitch!
The tour and the tour guide are awesome, but I can
definitely feel Baylen's tics escalating the longer
that we're on this bus tour.
Park plaza that dick.
Park that dick.
This is exactly why we wanted to come to London and try
the Neupulse device. -Fantastic dick.
I really hurt my hand.
If this device works, these moments could be
so much more enjoyable for Baylen.
[Baylen] Bald Bitch!
[Colin] If this device really is this life-changing,
maybe that's something that would really help
with pregnancy as well.
Spotted dick!
-[Colin] That's actually what it says. -Dick -- [larynx squeeze].
[thudding]
[Colin] He just turns around and stares and laughs.
Just grew up without manners.
It's so hard when you're being mocked and stared at.
Dick!
I just don't know how much more I can take.
[Baylen, with an English accent] Objection! Spotted...
alone in a safari, an itchy baby weenie.
This isn't our first rodeo in public.
-[Colin] It took every ounce of me -- -Every dingleberry in me.
Yeah, pretty much, to not say something to him.
-[Allen] Oh, there's a -- -[Julie] I can ask him -- oh, wow.
A taste of the Alpaca [indistinct].
Thank you.
But I didn't want to cause a scene
and have it ruin the time that we were having
with her family.
-[Julie] Oh, OK. -It's my first taste of beer.
-Is it bitter? -[Baylen] No.
-So do you like it? -[Baylen] Yeah.
[Colin] Really?
I think you're the only human
on this planet that thinks that.
No, I think I'm the only human with the right taste buds
to know that exactly what it tastes like.
[continues indistinctly]
Dick and dick. Community dick.
Dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick, dick.
Dude...are you...
-Do you need ketchup, man, or anything like that? -No.
-Alright. -I'm just gonna need a nap.
-[server] All right, enjoy. -[Allen] This is no joke.
[Julie] Oh...
[Bechnir speaking]
The fish and chips, I thought, tasted fresh.
-I thought it was good. -I liked it --
I liked it. It was overall like an 8.5.
-Oh, Mom, you'll love this. -[Candy] What is it, Julie?
Bubble and squeak. Cabbage, carrots, potatoes.
Just -- eat it.
No, I just need to hold it like this.
OK. I'm not gonna throw it.
[Allen] Look at that.
[Colin] Do you like it or no?
[Julie] I'm gonna go with a no.
You want fries?
-What are you doing? -For Bay -- Baylen wants French fries.
Well, there's one thing. Oh, oh.
[Julie] What are you doing?
Getting my ranch out.
For my French fries.
[Julie] You brought ranch to the restaurant?
I'm still taken back at the fact that she would bring
it to another foreign land.
-Like, [laughing], I don't get it. -[Julie laughs]
Now, if you excuse me.
Like, she's awesome and weird, and, like, I love it.
I surrender! Mother[bleep].
Hey, Mother[bleep].
[Allen speaking]
-Oh, about Neupulse? -[Allen] Yeah.
[Baylen] I'm not necessarily nervous. I'm just hopeful.
I surrender!
-Are you struggling? -[Baylen] Yeah.
-OK, yeah. -You ready to head out, then?
-[Allen] Yeah. -[Julie] Yeah...yeah.
-That's fine. -[Baylen]...like, ready to stop saying dick.
Dick!
[Julie] I think she was truly emotionally exhausted
at looking at people that were clearly, like,
mocking her the whole time.
-And lots of anticipation for a Neupulse tomorrow. -[Allen] Yeah.
[Julie] So I think the best thing for us to do is go back to the flat
and rest up. -[Baylen] Shut up, bitch!
I can only imagine what it would be like to go out
to a restaurant for an hour and be completely tic-free.
Or not even completely tic-free, just...
less tic-y. I'll take it.
[upbeat music plays]
[Baylen] You get him, Forrest.
I'm excited for you.
Today is finally the day.
We are here to meet people with Neupulse...
[Allen] All right.
...a device that helps the frequency of tics,
and today I will be able to try it on for the first time.
-[Colin] Here we are. -It's nice and warm in here, too.
-[Colin murmurs] -Shut up, bitch.
The anticipation leading up to this meeting today...
is white knuckles.
I...
There's -- fidgety.
-Oh, OK. -My belly's a little nervous.
Yeah, welcome to the club.
What if the device doesn't work
and it doesn't help my tics? And it does nothing?
Shut up, bitch!
But I'm also very hopeful, because I've been waiting
for something like this to help me for a long time.
-Hello. -[Baylen] Hello.
Hi, I'm Barbara.
[gasp], [short whimper] -- oh, my gosh.
[Barbara speaking]
-So, how has your trip been? -[Julie] Good.
-So far, so good. -[Baylen] It's been really good.
-Thanks for inviting us here to... -Absolutely.
[Barbara] No problem.
Shut up, bitch -- [short whimper].
Up top, girl scout.
[Barbara speaking]
[short whimper]
Is there a reason that it's not out...
to, like, the public yet?
[Julie] OK.
[foot bangs loudly]
Shut up, bitch! [short whimper]
-Wow. -Yeah.
Wow.
But it would come out here first, and then, of course,
there's a whole other process for the United States,
like the FDA, to approve it over there.
[Barbara] Exactly, yeah.
How many case studies have there been for the device?
-Clinical trial. -[Barbara] Yes.
And so the results of the trial showed that
there is an immediate effect of the stimulation...
...specifically, we saw a reduction
in the frequency of tics, of average 25%...
What we also saw is that after using the device for 10 minutes
a day for four weeks,
there was a reduction in the severity of tics
of an average of 35%.
-Wow. -[Barbara] Yeah.
[Allen] That's astonishing.
20% improvement in anyone's life,
regardless of whatever it is.
[Julie] Every facet of her life is affected
by her Tourette syndrome.
[larynx squeeze] -- wind it up.
So, if Baylen were to experience that number
of relief, it wouldn't be the same life
that she's been living for the last five or six years.
So, you only wear it for 10 minutes?
[Baylen] Mm-hmm.
Let's get the sucker on. Put it on me.
Are you ready to try the device, Baylen?
Yes.
Yes, I'm really excited to try the device.
Bald bitch.
[dramatic music builds]
Are you ready to try the device, Baylen?
Yes.
Yes, I'm really excited to try the device.
Bald bitch.
My hope for Baylen is that she can experience the most...
relief that she's ever felt in her life.
This could change everything.
Can you place your arm on the table?
Yeah. Thank you.
-Perfect. -Yes.
-Can you feel anything? -It's not on.
-I think she has it on zero. -She's gonna fix it.
-It's not on. -She has to turn it up.
[short whimper] -- wind it up!
Um, can you press and hold the button
for five seconds, please?
You will see a yellow flashing light on the device.
Perfect.
[Barbara speaking]
[pensive music plays]
Six.
[short whimper]
Do you feel anything yet?
[pensive music continues]
I feel it.
Shut up, bitch.
It's like, um, feels like numbness.
-Mm-hmm. -It feels numb?
Yeah, like tingly.
In your fingers or up this way?
My fingers, but then, like, through my...
through my arm.
[Julie] Wait, nine was too much?
-Nine was like... [makes vibrational noise]. -[Julie] Whoa.
-My brain feels different. -[Julie] Mm-hmm.
She's cute.
I mean, this is like our version of going
to the moon.
Up top, girl scout -- [short whimper].
I feel a little bit numb right now, because it feels
like, surreal.
There's not many instances in life where your life can flip
upside down in a matter of seconds.
This just makes me feel not exhausted, but just,
like...like, calm.
-Yeah. -Yeah.
Yeah.
I feel calm. OK.
[emotional music plays]
[soft sobs]
My baby girl feels like her brain feels calm.
She hasn't used the word "calm"...
in years.
My heart...
hurts because it's so happy.
I'm sorry.
It's pretty emotional, just because I know that --
mmm...
[choking up] I know the amount of pain
that Baylen goes through on a daily basis...
and just seeing how much this device gives her relief,
it just means the world to me.
-I love you. -I love you, too.
Thank you.
This is gonna help so many people.
Thank you.
[Barbara] I love to be part of that moment, like,
it's very emotional to see how the device is impacting
someone else's life.
And yeah, it just makes me feel quite emotional as well.
We're coming to get this.
I'm sad I have to give it back.
Thank you.
Off we go for a little bit.
[whimper] -- shut up, bitch!
[Baylen] When the device turns off, it's like instantly
back to all my tics.
But with Neupulse, it's not like a buildup
of tics. It's like a pause in my tics.
Thank you so much.
-Truly appreciate this. -Great meeting you.
-Thank you. -No problem.
Thank you so much. -No problem.
[Colin] Thank you.
[Baylen] Bitch.
Let's go to a library.
[laughing]
[upbeat rock music plays]
[Baylen] World class!
Yeah, it says you hit it.
Well, it's actually kind of hard to judge.
Because we were both on beginner.
Because Sven is just so much better than Bechnir.
All right, well -- zip it up. We're done.
Zip it up.
Bro.
[Julie] This is a lot.
[Baylen] Bald bitch.
-Hi. -Hi.
Shut up, bitch!
[Allen] This will be a good test.
[bleep] bitch!
This is an amazing place to come to,
to try it out for the first time, because this is
the environment I would be in if I already...
used the device.
[overlapping chatter]
All of the overstimulation, all of the people,
sets my tics off.
Closed nine to five for dick.
-OK. -Where is it?
-OK, she's closed nine to five. -Oh...what?
[laughing]
Dick!
So how did the meeting go? You were gone a long time.
The meeting was amazing.
So how many people have they experimented this on?
130.
-[Candy] 130. -Can I see it?
[Colin] So this is it, and it will go...
on the inside on your median nerve right here.
-Oh, it's magnetic. -[Baylen] Shut up, bald bitch!
So I have the phone, too,
and now all you have to do is just turn it on, hold it
for five seconds...
-And now it's on. -[Julie] And now it's beeping yellow.
[Baylen] This is the true test.
Please work.
Please.
We're making every life decision in a matter of,
like, six months, and now you wanting babies
on top of it is... -It's about wanting a family.
It's what I want.
I can feel it now.
Tell me what you're feeling.
Calmness.
Like my brain feels different.
The look on her face, her reaction,
and the deepness in her eyes say the whole story,
just how impactful on her life in that small moment.
[Sven] If this device helped Bay, even in the slightest,
maybe it'll give her that boost of confidence
that she needs to have more fun and just enjoy time with us.
-Aw, I love you guys. -Yeah.
Aw.
So how does your brain feel different?
I still feel like I have the urge to tic.
It's not a cure. It just pauses it.
[Julie] Yeah, pretty fascinating.
And it's the look on your face.
-I know I'm happy. -Yes, you're glowing.
-[Julie] You are glowing. -You're glowing.
I'm really happy.
[Julie] Oh...
I haven't felt like this since I was 13 years old, like...
[Colin] Being able to...
to see you happy, can't put that into words.
You mean the world to me.
You're not my Meemaw, and I'm closed nine to five.
Well, let's have some fun.
-[Colin] I'll play cricket. -You're gonna play?
-Yeah, I'll play. -Go ahead, Colin.
-You check it out. -Let's see this swing.
-Hey, Dad. -Hey, Bay-bay.
[Candy] Oh, I thought you had that one.
[Allen mumbles]
[emotional music plays]
This moment has been one of the biggest reliefs
over the last four or five years.
And all I wanted was the same hug...
that I've given her the whole journey.
I've been waiting for this for a long time.
I know.
This little tiny robotic device changed my life.
What the heck?
What a grateful journey.
Thank you guys for getting me here.
Thank you so much.
Today has been...
rewarding and happy and positive and probably
every happy word in an encyclopedia you can find.
I think dictionary is the right word.
I don't give a [bleep] what it is.
Whatever book you can find happy words in,
that's what book I'm talking about.
And with mine and Colin's future,
I want you guys to be closer.
Would you mind hanging out with him?
-I will if you ask. -You guys could hang out while we're here.
Yes...
I want both of us moving in the same direction,
so the both of you can be better.
Oh!
-I hope he's better at golf. -[laughing]
All right.
[electronic music playing]
[Julie] Hey Bay...
-[Baylen] Hi. -How'd you sleep?
-Mm. -Yeah, that's impactful.
I really wasn't expecting the time change to be
this difficult on me, to be honest.
[Julie] But it's worth it.
-The Neupulse meeting went great. -Mm-hmm.
It's just bittersweet, 'cause it works, and I know
that we can't leave with it.
[Julie] What a Neupulse device could do for her in the future never
felt within arm's reach until this trip for us.
-[Julie] I know. -At least we know it works.
-Right -- but how... -[Baylen] Are we gonna make it work?
How we can make it work.
Knowing something could really help your daughter so much,
but really not having accessibility to it
is really just depressing.
Me and Colin have even talked about moving here.
-What? -We talked about it
because of the device working...
so well. -Oh.
-He's like, "I've never seen you so happy before." -Mm-hmm.
So we went through
how to get a visa. -Oh my gosh, Baylen.
I kind of love the idea that they've been talking
about moving to London,
only because it's affirming to me
of how deep Colin's love is for Baylen,
that he knows that, at all costs,
he wants to make her better.
JB does crystal meth with Joe Biden.
JB does a lot of crystal meth.
Crystal meth for days, bitch.
-You're struggling right now. -I know.
So what about...
-Crystal meth. -OK, I can't.
I'm gonna have to switch my words.
-You had mentioned... -Crystal meth.
OK, can't start with that either.
JB does a lot of crystal meth.
Hey, JB.
I like that y'all are thinking about the big picture
to include this device to better your life,
but...that's all very premature thinking,
because they haven't even given us,
like, an exact release date.
Want to know another thing that's premature?
Colin told me...
Colin.
You're smarter than that, Colin.
Like, I know you have baby fever,
but, like, let's slow the roll here.
'Cause Colin would want to have babies yesterday
with his timeline. -Wait...
That's not where we should be going.
You need to...
finish the journey that you've started
about taking care of Baylen.
Because if you can't take care of you, then you can't
take care of a child. -I know.
And you're finally starting to see a little bit of light
at the end of the tunnel
where you can be...hopeful. -Hopeful.
[Julie] I think Colin probably needs to take a step back
because Baylen is really just experiencing
independence for the first time
in this last six months to a year,
and then to add a child
to that, I think could really -- it could really kick her back
a few notches.
I know deep within your soul, just by what you're saying,
that no part of you is ready for a kid.
[whispering] No.
I just don't think I've expressed to him...
my concerns,
it is kind of one of the most important conversations in life.
[Baylen] I know.
I need to stop avoiding the conversation
because with my condition, everything's always changing.
And as much as I hate confrontation,
it's a conversation that needs to happen so me and Colin
can both be on the same page moving forward.
We're here today to make a Viking knife.
[Colin] I know that Allen is really stoked to be doing this.
I just, I don't know why there always has to be sharp objects
when it's just us two.
Chainsaws...
now we're making knives.
Hit it, Colin. Get mad.
-[Colin] Is this it right here? -[Allen] Yeah.
Boneyard, bro. This'll be good.
-[Colin laughing] -Come on, let's go in there.
-Hey. -Hey.
Hi, welcome to Boneyard. I'm James.
-I'm Allen. -Nice to meet you.
-Colin. Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you.
Yeah, perfect.
So if you guys just want to get some aprons on,
they're on the hook behind you.
And then when you're ready, just make your way over
to the rest of the classes.
-OK. -All right.
Baylen asked me to spend some time with Colin today,
some bonding time.
So I got online and I started looking up some things
where I thought maybe it would be in my wheelhouse
to maybe draw him into me a little bit.
All right, so, welcome to Boneyard.
And we're here today to make a Viking knife.
This is something that I would never willingly choose to do,
but I know that Allen is really stoked to be doing this.
I just -- I don't know why there always has to be sharp objects
when it's just us two.
Chainsaws, now we're making knives.
We have the bladed section here, and there's also
the handle section, which we draw out,
we twist around, and then form. -This is gonna be great.
I have no idea what I'm doing.
I'm a little unsure going into this
because we don't hang out one-on-one.
Right there.
[Colin] It's just not our relationship at all.
But I know how much this means to Baylen.
[electric guitar plays]
This place is pretty legit.
Like, I could probably, like, I could do an internship here.
Hit it, Colin. Allen, get mad.
It's really cool to be able to see how each step, it looks
a little bit more like a knife.
So I get that sense of accomplishment that Allen
probably gets when he makes stuff.
So these just need to cool down now before the next step.
So if you want to just take five, ten minutes break,
we'll get back at it soon.
-OK -- OK. -Great.
[Colin] Yeah.
-[Allen] No joke, right? -Yeah, it's cool.
Really cool.
It's really important to have this time together,
not just because Baylen wants it,
but because I don't want Colin
to feel like he's always being judged by Baylen's dad.
This trip to London has been absolutely amazing
and an emotional roller coaster.
A while back when we first had our discussion, when I really
meant by -- I didn't want to give you any false hope
like this was going to be an easy relationship,
but I want you to know, like, you're doing great, man.
I'm just more concerned about the longevity of...providing.
That's all it is for me,
because if your life's not easy, then neither is hers.
-For whatever it's worth. -Yes...
Yeah, so, you know, the plan is to still pursue
real estate. -Yeah.
I'm excited. It's looking really promising.
However, because of this Neupulse device,
Baylen and I actually talked about moving to the UK.
-Wow. -Because to me...
it's more important to me that Baylen...
lives a happier, easier life than what I do.
It's not 100% decided on,
but it's a massive conversation
to have with Baylen.
Um...there is...
there's just a lot of hoops to jump through,
but... -[Colin] Yeah.
...I think that's...
that's pretty [bleep] honorable. -[Colin] Yeah.
Trying to guide your kid in in-the-moment decisions based
on emotions is...
is a struggle because you do want to support them.
But realistically, the path to...
moving to another country is staggering.
[Colin] This conversation -- it's night and day compared
to the ones that I've had in the past.
It's less of telling.
We got to get our picture taken in this.
-Yeah. -We'll send it to Bay.
[Colin] So this outing was a step in the right direction
towards having a better relationship moving forward.
There, I've switched it around.
-Are you ready? -How do you --
there we go, we got our... There we go.
There you go. There's your knife.
-Congratulations! -Look at that Colin.
-It's pretty cool. -You guys happy with what you made today?
Yes, sir. This is amazing.
-Yeah. -No, you did a great job.
You really picked it up well.
♪ I'm not gonna let you go ♪
♪ [indistinct song lyrics] ♪
It's just an amazing city.
[Baylen] London's been good to us.
♪ I'm not gonna let you go ♪
I came to London with low hopes that the device would work,
but it does work.
And it makes the future look so much brighter for me and Colin
once this device becomes available in the US.
It's why I need to just be
honest with Colin about my feelings.
Me hanging out with your dad yesterday was fun.
It makes my heart happy.
This time that Colin and my dad spent together was almost like
a reset on their relationship.
And if that can keep growing, then in the future,
I see us being neighbors.
Also told him about the whole
real estate thing, and, um...
Did he ask for a backup plan?
No, I mean, we really didn't get into that,
because I also told him that,
because of the Neupulse device,
we have had conversations about moving here.
Giving you a better life means the most to me,
so that you can live a happier life...
and be a mom in the future.
Then I'm fine with that. So...
Moving here is not easy as one, two, three,
pick up stuff and move, like... -Not saying it is.
Nothing in life is easy.
And where would you work? What would you do?
That's all the stuff
that we would have to figure out along the way.
Would we do that before we get married?
After we get married? Like...
-After. -Now we're just throwing
so much stuff into this equation.
We're making every life decision in a matter of,
like, six months.
And now you wanting babies on top of it is...
It's about wanting a family. That's what I want.
I want a family too, but I can't do timelines.
I can't.
At the end of the day,
we have to have a family on my terms...
because of my condition.
And I'm not ready to have kids yet because of my tics.
Over the last six months, I've definitely made
a great amount of progress with my conditions.
If this Neupulse device comes available,
it'll be the best tool there is to help me,
but all on its own time.
But I just don't want to be pressured into having kids
three months from now, six months from now,
a year from now.
No one's pressuring you.
OK. Thank you.
I have definitely sensed that Baylen has been dodging
and avoiding having this conversation about kids,
and being direct.
It's just kind of like a relief because it's super important
that Baylen is just always
honest with me about everything.
I think right now the only thing we really should be
focusing on and budgeting on is our wedding,
instead of focusing on 10 different things
in our future.
It's fine with me.
In this instance,
I do believe Baylen is right... -Ding!
...given the fact that we have a lot of things
going on in our life next year.
-I love you. -I love you, too.
Let's go meet up with your family.
OK.
-All right. -Mm.
-I love you. -I love you, too.
Our wedding planner likes to call us venue-broke.
-That's kind of what we are. -OK.
Told us to lower our expectations
or increase our budget. -Increase the...
[Baylen] I would like...
Dick. We have an ask.
Don't throw anything stupid out right now.
-[Julie] Beautiful. -[Allen] That is nice.
[Julie] OK. That's iconic.
I think we're both feeling a little bit of relief
and exhaustion as this trip is ending.
Oh, there's Bay and Colin.
-Hey, guys. -[Julie] Hi, guys.
-Hey. -How was your morning?
-[Allen] What a trip, huh? -It's good -- it's chilly, though.
This is amazing.
This trip has been really, really incredible.
-It's been really nice. -Oh, gosh, yes.
-Some hope for the future. -Yeah.
Lots of hope.
So would you guys, like, were you being honest and that,
like, you would go back and forth or, like, move here?
It's definitely a conversation for another time,
but right now, like, our main focus is the wedding.
-Yeah. -I love that.
[Baylen] It really is what it needs to be.
I love that.
That makes me very happy to hear
because you guys are a little bit
all over the place right now.
Very impulsive, but it warms my heart to know
that my daughter's future husband is setting himself
on the back burner and saying, "If this is what you need,
I'll figure it out, I'll do it."
I'm loving who Colin is, like, really showing himself
to be -- I really am.
-And speaking of the wedding... -Just zero in on that.
We spoke to the wedding planner,
and our wedding planner likes to call us venue-broke.
That's kind of what we are.
-Oh. -OK.
You're bald -- basically told us to lower our expectations or...
-Increase the budget. -...increase our budget.
And we have an ask.
We would like...
your help with the wedding.
-Yeah. -Just name it.
What do you want?
You want me to build you a barn?
We want to save money with, like, a cross for the ceremony.
Another thing, the bridal shower.
-Like, I really liked the setup for the engagement party. -[Allen] Yeah.
I would like -- dick -- I would like the same setup
for the bridal shower.
OK. I mean, I'm aching to help.
Shut up, bitch!
That makes me happy.
-[Julie] It'll be fun. -Thank you, guys.
I feel fulfilled when Baylen finally asks us for some help,
because we just want to give, and it's hard to do that...
if we're not asked.
Um, we also have a budget that we know that we are going
to give every child, all six of you, for a wedding,
so you can choose to give to use that money also,
however you want.
We really wanted to figure out all of this between us.
And I feel like when I have to go to somebody and ask
for help, I feel like I failed.
But I knew that they would be very happy to...
help us out.
As far as contributing some money,
that's just a huge shock.
[Baylen] I couldn't be more grateful.
There's one other -- there's one other thing.
Don't throw anything stupid out right now.
-I know, it's not stupid. -Let's just help with the wedding
and call it a day. -[Baylen] I do want to ask --
I do want to ask both of you something.
You guys have both taken care of me throughout my life,
and I only believe that both of you should walk me
down the aisle...
for my wedding. -I don't know if I can do it.
Oh, my Lord, God help me.
Oh, you were willing to make fun of me afterwards,
like, "Oh, he couldn't hold it together." -I don't know if I can do that.
I think that's a great idea.
[Baylen] You guys have both molded me
into the person I am... -[Allen] You alright?
...and you guys both deserve to walk me down the aisle.
-Oh, my God. -[Baylen] I love you guys.
-Bay, that's awesome. -[Julie] I don't know if I can do it, Bay.
[Allen] Yes, you can, baby...yeah.
-[laughing] -Just walk slow.
Total shock. I'm still shocked.
Like, I don't even know if I can do it,
'cause I feel like I'll be so overwhelmed.
This is...
Mm.
I'm better at, like, making fun of you crying.
Well, I'm OK with it. I'm like a professional.
[all laugh]
I'm very blessed to have my parents guide me in the way
that they have the last several years of my life.
Whole.
[choking up]
It's been a lot the last five years.
And the only people that know that are my parents,
so to have them walk me down the aisle when five years ago
I couldn't even walk because my tics were so bad,
It makes me feel whole.
Can we wear matching flannels at the wedding?
Yeah. Wear matching dresses.
We're learning how to walk through life with her instead
of in front of her, because this is nothing
we could have imagined a few years back.
♪ This is all we ever wanted ♪
-♪ This is all we ever wanted ♪ -Oh!
-Oh, my God! -Oh, my God!
♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
Honey, honey, you mean the world to me, OK?
[laughing]
-Oh, it sheds. -Yeah, he does.
[Julie] Just letting Baylen really take the wheel.
And not just Baylen alone, Baylen and Colin.
Weenie.
This is what the queso fountain's gonna look like.
Yeah.
All right.
-No. -OK.
We're not even really in the passenger seat anymore,
we're in the back seat, and we're watching you kind
of steer your way through the world.
But yell back to us if you need us.
Yell back. We got you.
Can we do a photo, guys?
Yeah, let's just do it facing this way.
Just do it right here?
Sometimes it's easier to dwell on the negative
and think about the negative. -Yeah.
But what this trip has reminded me of
is that day that she put
that Neupulse on her wrist will forever be on my calendar.
I feel calm.
[soft sobs]
That's the reminder I take with me from London.
Thank you, London.
One, two, three, suck a [bleep]!
♪ Living out loud ♪
-[Julie] Yay! -[Baylen] Yay!
♪ Knowing who I am and what I've got ♪
The last couple months of our lives have been a journey,
a wild journey, between wedding planning,
which we still don't know what we're doing,
Planning on a career change
that it could also include a move out of state.
Which is super scary to me.
All right, let's go pack it up.
Whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo, whoo-hoo.
There's a lot, and it's just the beginning.
OK.
[laughing] What?
Bitch.
♪ Living out loud ♪
♪ Ooh ♪
[Baylen] You little wanker!
In all Nantucket, they are wankers.
[Julie] Oh, good God.