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[distant thunder rumbles]
[engine revving]
- Good beautiful morning, everyone.
I'm Angus Mattock,
and we are gonna go into the woods,
ooh, [imitates spooky music]
spooky, spooky,
to make some videos.
[soft angsty music]
I'm so excited for this trip.
I mean, it, it would've cost
about two grand, at least, before VAT.
[Angus sighs]
Just really glad I sat on Instagram
and commented on that post a thousand times.
I've never won a giveaway before, so, yeah.
Yeah, I guess I do feel pretty chuffed with myself.
[engine revving]
[windshield whippers thrum]
Oh, bloody cows.
[liquid splashing]
This, by the way, for anyone under the age of 18,
it's called a map.
It's made of paper.
That is a railway line.
It's not really useful.
Car's actually getting, getting quite hot.
If I can touch it for a little bit.
Yeah, no, this way.
I think.
Take the route less worn.
Less worn?
They both look worn.
Let's take this one.
Nope, let's go this one.
Actually,
really, really cool. [suspension thunks]
Aha! Information.
Okay. Anonymous Retreats.
"Disrobe of all modern amenities
and leave your vehicle here.
Follow the path ahead
and find your own slice of the natural world."
Where is the...
Huh.
Alright, team. Our wilderness adventure starts here.
Follow me. [laughs]
Ow. Ow, fuck, ow.
Ah, fucking hell.
Ow, ow, ow.
[grunts] Oh, fuck. Shit.
Jesus Chr... Fuckin' hell.
Okay.
God, what's that?
Jesus.
[fly buzzing]
[Angus grunts]
Oh, great.
Who's this now?
Supposed to be the only one here for miles.
Complete isolation.
I paid good money for this.
Well, I would've paid good money for this, actually.
Hi there. You alright?
Lovely days, lovely days for it.
- Yeah.
- Unbelievable.
Where the fuck is this place?
Is that it?
Hey, that's fucking it.
Alright. Oh, yes!
[latch clatters]
Okay. Uh...
Alright. Open sesame, I guess.
Oh, fucking get in! Look at that!
It's a bed.
We're home.
Wifi. Wifi.
"Welcome to your bespoke wilderness experience.
It's time to..."
Yes, yes. Okay, got that.
Yes, yes. Okay.
Ah, okay. Wifi.
"If you're looking for wifi, hard luck.
This experience is about quality time and switching off.
We hope you enjoy your digital detox."
[camera beeping]
Alright.
[Angus chuckles]
Hey guys, so welcome to my first ever...
Um, oh, f...
Okay. Okay.
Hey, everyone.
So, as you can see, we have made it to location,
and we are now successfully off-grid.
No phone reception, no data, no wifi.
Uh, I, I have to be honest,
I'm not entirely sure where I am
in relation to the car, um,
or civilization.
I'm pretty sure it's that way for an hour or so.
But I did come from that way.
The point is, in order to truly disconnect,
we've got to get lost.
And that's what we'll be doing in these next few videos.
We're gonna be switching off from the outside world
and aligning with the world outside.
What am I talking about?
Well, I, I'll, I'll tell you what I'm talking about.
We're gonna be living off the land, forest bathing,
collecting delicious, possibly deadly nuts and berries,
getting slim, befriending wild animals.
All I've got with me
are one or two of the bare essentials food and hygiene wise,
the clothes on my back, this camera, that camera,
this camera, and a few in there.
And of course, my trusty,
uh, fuck, my trusty journal.
So remember, if you love nature videos
and learning about the great outdoors, then slick around.
Stick, stick, slick, "slick around"? Stick around.
So remember, if you love videos, particularly about nature,
then like this one,
and share it with all the people you know,
your friends, your family members
if you are on talking terms.
That's stupid.
So remember, remember childr-ra...
So remember, if you love nature videos and you want-
[foliage rustles] [animal bleats]
[groaning]
What was that?
Hmm.
This old thing? Just something Katie got me.
She's my girlfriend, (chuckles) Katie, not the ghost.
- [Kat] Hey, Angus, I hope you're having a lovely day.
Thank you for letting the cat out. It's been such a...
[flies buzzing]
[drone buzzing]
[bird squawking]
[twigs snap]
[groaning]
[birds chirping excitedly]
- Okay. Okay.
[food sizzling]
[fire whooshes]
Oh, that was easy.
[fire crackling]
[Angus inhales sharply]
Fuck, fuck, fuck! Ah.
[exhales sharply]
Fuck.
Fuck. Shit.
Oh, smells delicious.
[boot thudding]
Wow. So beautiful.
I really wish you could see this.
(groans) That's good.
Okay. See you tomorrow.
Goodnight, team.
Ah. Fuckin' hell.
[fauna trilling]
[birds singing]
Morning!
Heyo!
Oh, my God! (yelping)
[food sizzling]
There you go. Look at that.
Breakfast of the champions right there.
Mm.
[charcoal scraping]
[Angus chuckles]
I dub you Kenny.
After Kenny Loggins.
The key to making cowboy coffee lies in three things:
the water, the beans, and the cowboy.
And heat, obviously.
[Angus exhales sharply]
[Angus slurps]
[Angus groans]
When you're lost in the woods
and Anonymous Retreats can't put you up for the night,
you're gonna have to fend for yourself.
Here are my top three best ways
how I would personally build a wilderness den.
Let's get started.
And a little garden.
Yeah, it's not the Ritz, sure.
But in a jam, it'll keep you dry.
And it might just save your life.
No complaints here.
[branch snaps] Ah!
Oof.
Okay. That's enough.
[Angus chuckles nervously]
Oh, fuck.
[Angus grunting]
Um, help?
Help!
[angus groans and winces]
Ow.
Help!
[branches crack]
[angus grunts]
Oh, fuck.
You did this.
You fucking put yourself here.
Okay.
Don't think I'll be releasing that.
Wow. That is so old.
Probably.
Little termities. [tuts]
Hello?
Oh, my God.
That tree fell out of the ugly tree
and hit every branch on the way down.
Must be some sort of landmark.
Tourist attraction
for all the tourists.
The fuck is…
Oh, fucking hell.
Just, uh, sounds of the forest.
They, um, they help me relax.
This is Angus Mattock in the forest in Northumbria,
and I'm just gonna get some general forest ambience.
So take it away, uh, trees.
[fauna croaking and chirping]
[wind rustling softly]
[bird chitters]
[muffled voice groans]
[grunting] [stranger whimpering]
[stranger sobbing]
[grunting]
[angus breathing heavily]
Fancied a night in tonight.
Just a change of scenery.
This is Katie's favorite wine.
Red.
She'd have loved all this.
No, not just this, but,
just the adventure.
Coming out here.
Switching off.
Mental health's a big thing these days, of course.
Big thing.
[chuckles] Especially for us guys.
This is to all the fellas out there,
I've got two words for you:
Love yourself.
When someone told me to love myself,
I said, "Don't worry about it, mate."
"I've been doing it since I was 13." [laughs]
[angus slurping and gulping]
Why is there no fucking blinds in this place?
"He who is unable to live in society
or has no need because he is sufficient for himself,
must be either a beast or a God."
Aristotle.
[sighs] Aris-total nerd it's more like.
[birds singing]
[angus sighs]
Okay, Kenny.
So confirmation email said that there was a,
there was a lake or something around here,
thought perhaps, go do some fishing.
Hmm.
[water splashes]
Oh God, what was that? [spits]
Something just touched me.
[angus gasping]
It's a weird white rock thing.
Got all these weird bumps on.
Fuck off!
[rock splashes]
[water splashing]
I hope these videos do make an impact on people's lives
and make them see that nature is a gift
that everyone can enjoy.
I also wanted to see if,
I don't know,
if I could do something just on my own,
at least to
prove to myself that,
you know, I was good at something.
I turn 30 in two?
Three days?
Two days.
Always imagined on my 30th birthday,
Katie and I would walk into my favorite bar,
and all of these friends of mine
would jump out and yell, "Surprise! Ah!"
But, you know,
life has other plans for us, I guess.
Oh! [laughs]
Oh my God. Oh my God.
[angus laughs joyously]
Look at that!
Ooh, it's a live one.
It's a wriggler.
Let's get this in the net.
[ax thudding]
♪ Choppin' some wood ♪
♪ Choppin' wood 'cause I'm a man ♪
Angus songs and perfect logging.
This is my lucky lighter.
I got it in a charity shop in Brighton.
It was just in a drawer full of all sorts of old shit.
Apparently it belonged to an American GI in 'Nam.
Vietnam. Not Cheltenham.
Story goes that Bravo Company set out on a patrol,
outside their base in Khe Sanh.
They were ambushed by the North Vietnamese,
and they were torn apart in minutes.
Nearly everyone was mown down or,
blown apart, captured for torture.
The chaos sent some men deeper into the jungle,
never to be seen again.
Christ knows what happened to them.
Obviously, most of 'em would've been killed in action, but,
maybe the jungle took a few for itself.
I dunno whose this was or what it's seen,
but it made its way to me.
And if that isn't good luck, [lighter clicks]
then I don't know what is.
Or something like that.
That's just what the guy at the shop told me when I got it.
Could be complete bullshit.
[twig snaps]
Hello?
Hello!?
- [stranger] [sobbing] Help!
[whimpers] Help!
- Hello!?
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
[water splashes] [fire hisses]
[door thudding softly]
[Angus breathing heavily]
[window bangs] [Angus gasps and pants]
Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck - Help me.
- [Angus] Oh, fuck.
Oh, God.
Come on. Come on, come on, come on, come on.
Come on, come on, come on, come on.
[door creaks]
[Angus grunting]
- Help!
- [Angus] Who the fuck are you!?
- Please help me.
- [Angus] I'm recording you, by the way,
so you're on camera.
- [sobbing] Please. I'm not gonna hurt you.
Please, just let me in.
- [Angus] I don't know who the fuck you are.
What do you want?
- [sobbing] There's something out here.
- Please. - Just let me in.
- [Angus] Get back from the door.
Fuck off. Alright?
Get back from the door.
- Please.
You know me.
- [Angus] I don't know you. I don't know who you are.
- We passed each other in the woods just the other day.
Please, please just let me in. [sobbing]
- I don't know who you are. Get back from the door!
- I'm a student. I'm lost.
My student ID's in my bag, but I don't know where it is.
Please. You have to let me inside.
Please. I can't be out here.
Please. [low rumbling groan]
Oh, my God.
You have to let me in.
- [Angus] What are you doing!? Fuck off!
- Ah! Ah! [sobs]
Let me bloody in. Let me in! [sobs]
- [Angus] Oh, fuck.
Just go. Go.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't help you.
Oh, fuck. Fuck.
Oh, fuck.
[Angus grunts]
[Angus breathing heavily]
Jesus Christ! [stranger roars]
Get the fuck off me!
Fucking mentalist. - Let me in!
No! - Fuck off!
[stranger yelps]
Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
Are you okay?
Oh, fuck.
Oh. Oh, no.
Oh, thank fuck.
Look, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you.
I just, I don't know who you are.
And I can't let you inside.
You can sleep outside if you'd like.
I can restart the fire.
Where are you going? [chuckles nervously]
[birds singing]
[wind rustling]
- [stranger] Please, just let me in.
- I don't know who you are. Get back from the door!
Hello?
It's, uh, well, it's me
from the cabin.
I'm really sorry about last night.
I didn't mean to
push you over.
Don't worry about the ax, by the way.
It is for your own protection. That is a promise.
It's another one of these fucking things.
What are you?
So, I don't know what the fuck is going on.
Um, I've been walking for fucking hours
and, uh, apparently I should be on the road,
like, like this should be the road.
Um, as you can see, it is not.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
Oh, boy. [grunts]
[animal squeaks]
[animal caws] Fuck off!
[wings flutter]
Ah!
Can I literally just have a fucking shit in peace?!
Oh, let's go on back in.
Where's the ax?
Motherfucking...
Where's the fucking ax?
Oh, fuck. No, no, no, no, no, no.
Fuck!
Where the fuck would it be?
Where the fuck...?
[liquid splashing]
Oh, fuck. Fuck.
[dishes clatter]
Oh, fuck.
Fuck!
The light is gone too.
Alright!
You've got me back.
[fly buzzing]
I'm sorry I didn't let you stay.
Just gimme back my stuff.
Gimme back my stuff, and we can sort it out.
Gimme back my stuff!
It's private!
Oh, no.
Power's gone. Food is gone.
There's no water. [wind moaning]
Someone doesn't want me here.
Doesn't want me filming either.
I need to reserve some battery.
I've got some spares, but,
it's not gonna last me forever.
[wind rumbles]
Yeah, so I didn't get any sleep last night,
obviously, because, uh,
I am
really
scared.
Yeah.
So we're going to get the fuck out of here.
If anyone messes with me,
I'll turn them into a fucking kebab.
See you later, you little "Architectural Digest" fuck.
[camera beeps] [Angus breathing heavily]
Oh, God.
Eve. Her name was Eve.
[Angus grunts]
Eve?!
Oh.
Oh, no. Fuck this.
I'm not going down there.
I mean, I don't even know her.
Oh, for fuck's sake.
Alright.
Why does the bloody trail
never lead to the pub or something?
[Angus grunting]
Oh, my God.
[fly buzzing]
Oh...
Oh, fuck.
Oh, God, the smell.
[Angus grunts and pants]
Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck.
[Angus grunts]
Fucking hell.
Oh, God. [grunts]
Oh, my God.
What the fuck is that?
[Angus chokes and pants]
What the fuck are these things?
[low groan]
Oh, fuck.
[grumbling]
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
[Angus breathing heavily]
[Angus exhales deeply]
[roof thuds and rumbles]
Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
[bowl clatters] Oh, fuck.
[roof thudding]
[grumbling]
[roof rumbling]
[creature huffs]
Oh, fuck, fuck. Oh, it won't turn off.
Wait.
No. Fuck.
[door creaking]
[heavy footsteps thudding]
[creature huffs]
[door handle thuds]
[door creaking]
[soft ominous music]
[heavy wings flutter]
[Angus breathing heavily]
[camera beeps] [fauna chirping]
[wrapper crinkles]
"A Folk History of Northumbria."
I'll put that with my collection
of other folk history books.
No lighter.
You ever seen "Cast Away," Kenny?
I think I'll be Tom Hanks and you'll be Wilson.
How's that sound?
No, we can both be Tom Hanks.
[low groaning]
What?!
[Angus screams primally]
I've just remembered it's my birthday today.
I'm 30.
I don't have much battery left,
but, uh, this can be a birthday treat.
- [Katie] Hey, Angus, I hope you're having a lovely day.
Thank you for letting the cat out.
I was in such a rush this morning.
I know. Classic.
But you're our hero, so thank you, thank you, thank you.
Um, I'll be back late tonight
and the deadline at work has been brought forward.
So I don't know if I'll see you before I go to bed.
Um, I've been thinking a lot about your message
and, I think you're right.
We really do need an extra recycling bin.
I'll get that sorted for us this week
and hopefully they won't take as long as last time.
Okay. I've got to go.
But I'll see you soon and I really hope the edit goes well.
Okay. Bye, bye, bye.
- That was the last voice note she sent.
She died two years ago.
She was hit by a car outside the flat.
I haven't seen my parents in four years.
They moved to Australia for the sun.
[Angus sighs]
I don't even have any of my own mates anymore.
I just pilfered them all from Katie
and now they've all drifted away.
Apart from Duncan, though. [chuckles]
We met when we, uh, were working together at Dagda Media
before I quit and went freelance.
[Angus chuckles]
We used to make these stupid little videos together.
Didn't go anywhere, of course,
but [sighs] it was good fun.
It's going dark again.
Light, dark.
[Angus sighs]
It never fucking ends, does it?
[birds singing]
[Angus chuckles]
Hmm.
[Sharpie scratching]
[Angus chuckles]
It's a bit of a hail Mary, but, there we go.
Okay, so my plan is
I'm gonna send this guy as far as I can in that direction,
which is where I came from on day one.
Maybe I'll find some sign of civilization,
or if the battery dies or it falls down,
then someone will come across it,
see that I'm out here and send help.
Oh, and if you're watching this
and I'm, like, dead,
then that's pretty fucked up if I'm honest with you.
[drone buzzing]
This is such a fucking stupid idea.
[drone buzzing]
[audio chirps and buzzes]
Shit, shit, shit.
[drone thudding]
Oh, fuck. Shit.
[audio buzzes]
- [Katie] Hey Angus, I hope you're having a lovely day.
Thank you for letting the cat out.
I was in such a rush this morning.
I know. Classic.
[Angus grunting]
[bags rustle]
- So something's taken my boots.
That's just another fun update.
Getting pretty low on water as well.
It really is a Bag for Life.
Ah. (inhales sharply) Ow.
I don't understand
because I've literally
been coming this way this whole time
and the lake should be here.
Um, I dunno, I dunno what… (stammers)
I don't know what's going on.
I haven't changed my route at all.
And it's not fucking here.
I don't-I don't know what the fuck's going on.
Ow, fuck. My feet.
Ow.
[twig snaps] [Angus yelps]
[Angus groaning]
[Angus whimpering and groaning]
[Angus grunting]
[Angus panting]
It's okay. It's okay.
You're okay. You're okay.
You're okay.
[Angus sobbing]
[food crunching]
It's just the tiniest bit crunchy.
Come…
Stop it.
Stop it!
Leave me alone!
And it's annotated and everything.
Eve, you are one big nerd.
"Northumbria."
An ancient kingdom that spanned north of England
to southeast Scotland, was home to Anglo-Saxons,
Celtic Britain's Roman settlements,
and even Iron Age druids.
Celtic sites have been found across this area,
many of which center
"around the veneration of Pagan deities."
That means gods, Pagan gods.
[Angus mutters]
"Hidden, buried trinkets symbolize…"
Celtic peoples in Britain were animists,
believing in ancient, natural forces,
or spirits, that would protect the natural world
from human interference.
Some Celtic songs depicted human-like beings
that would move through the treetops to hunt.
Other tales described an intangible,
yet highly powerful presence.
If a spirit befriends a human, it'll make offerings
and teach them the secrets of nature.
If a spirit is crossed,
the victim will be taken and consumed whole,
leaving almost no trace
and redistribute it to the natural surroundings.
A spirit was worshiped by some as a guardian,
while others feared them as malevolent demons.
The Celtic people would leave offerings, sing songs,
and even tell jokes to appease a spirit
"in exchange for safe passage."
I could have done with this a bit earlier to be fair.
Ahem.
I had a conversation with a dolphin just the other day.
We got on really well. We just clicked.
What's E.T. short for?
'Cause he is only got little legs.
What did the zero say to the eight?
"Hey, nice belt."
Tough room. Tough room.
I fucked it.
I'm afraid to say I haven't been completely honest.
Even now, I'm not sure
this is even how I truly feel
because before this, I set a camera up,
turned it on, and came over here.
Everything I've documented, I've just chosen to show.
It's all, all one big charade.
I'm not sure anymore what's real
or what I believe to be.
I'm ashamed I can't even tell my own story right.
I'm ashamed that I didn't help that girl, Eve.
Now that is true.
I'm ashamed to think
that I could come here on my own
without anyone knowing
and put myself in this position.
Anonymous fucking retreats.
That fucking cabin.
I'm not even sure it is a cabin.
I think it's technically a glamping pod.
[laughs] Jesus Christ.
We're trying to gentrify the fucking woods now.
[Angus sighs]
I'm gonna die here
and some fit young couple
are gonna come here on their holiday
and they're gonna start taking photos. [chuckles]
And my body is gonna be in the background
of some Instagram post.
I'm ashamed.
[Angus sobbing]
I'm ash-I'm ashamed to die alone.
Because if someone else were here with me,
they would probably die too,
but at least,
at least I wouldn't be so scared. [sobbing]
Now I h-now I have no one.
I don't even know who I am.
And now no one else will.
I am all alone just like you!
I'm in the market for some company.
Why would you wanna be friends with someone like me?
I'm a stupid fucking lazy waste of space
and I do not deserve to be here.
You should have left her and taken me.
You should have taken me!
I promise I'm much tastier. [chuckles]
Look at that. There's fucking crackling all over me.
[Angus laughs]
At least I've got that going for me.
I'd be a tastier meal.
Maybe you're saving me for dessert.
Hmm?
I hope you fucking choke.
[exhales] Enjoy your lunch.
Ah.
Dead.
[fauna chirping and singing] [wind rustling]
What the fuck is that?
[fly buzzing]
[meat squelches]
[Angus groans]
Well, maybe I'll see you later.
[Angus breathing heavily]
[bird squawking]
[grunting]
[insects chirring]
[wind moaning]
[grumbling]
[groaning]
[flashlight clicks]
[audio rumbles]
Okay.
[Angus breathing heavily]
[wind whispering]
[grumbling]
[growling] [Eve whimpers]
- Angus! [Angus panting]
[grumbling]
Eve?
Eve? Eve!?
[Angus grunts]
[Angus groaning]
Fuck.
Oh, fucking fuck.
[Angus grunting]
[animal trills]
[low grumbling]
[animal chuffing]
[Angus breathing heavily]
[heavy wings fluttering]
[thud] [Angus grunts]
[Angus breathing shakily]
[audio crackles and moans]
[voice groans eerily]
[Angus grunting]
[creature groaning] [Eve moaning ethereally]
[creature moans]
[Angus panting]
- [Eve] Angus.
- [Angus] Kenny?
[Angus grunts] [camera rattling]
[dirt scraping]
[fauna chirping]
[Angus gasps and pants]
[wind moaning]
[Angus breathing heavily]
[Angus grunts]
[Angus grunting]
[Angus panting heavily]
[Angus grunts]
[birds chirping]
[Angus grunts]
[Angus breathing heavily]
Fucking come… [grunts]
[angus breathing heavily]
I see a path. It's a path.
I'm at the path. (laughs)
[angus breathing heavily]
[angus panting and sobbing]
Oh, fucking. Fucking hell.
[angus grunts]
Oh, thank God for that.
[car alarm wails]
Oh, fuck.
[car engine droning]
[hazard lights clicking] [angus sobbing]
[angus gulping]
[angus groaning]
[angus whimpers]
[water splashing]
[pills rattling]
[angus grunts]
[angus inhales sharply]
[angus panting]
[angus wailing and whimpering]
[angus whimpers]
[angus breathing heavily]
[lighter clicks]
[construction buzzing and thudding]
[lighter clicks]
[distant siren wails]
- [newsreader] Last sighted leaving Hixon train station
on the morning of the 13th.
And Charleton's family have urged any
who have any any information…
[subway droning and whining]
[commuters chatter]
[keys clatter]
- Oh! (laughs) Hi, Angus.
- Hi, Katie. You alright?
- Yeah, I'm, I'm good, thank you.
Um, how are you doing?
- Good. Yeah.
You know, ticking along.
Can't complain.
- Haven't seen you for a while. Have you been away?
- Yes. Yeah.
Just, um, yeah, just, just, just, just been away.
Just a little, little holiday. - Nice.
- Clear my head and, yeah, find myself. Yeah.
- Yeah. A-anywhere nice?
- Um, mixed bag. - Ah.
- Mixed bag. Yeah.
But overall, I, I think re-rewarding for sure.
Yeah. - Nice.
Have you, you, you've been, you've been, um,
you, you okay? - (laughs) Yeah, yeah. Yeah.
I'm good. It's all good, thank you.
- Alright, great.
- Oh, um, I've got a parcel for you.
Your, your parents, they, they dropped it in.
They said it was your birthday.
Happy birthday. - Oh yeah. Thank, thank you.
Yeah. Yeah.
Big, big 3-0.
- Yeah. I'll just go and grab it.
- Alright, alright. Yeah.
I can get it later if it's,
if it's too much hassle.
I said I can get it later.
- What? What?
- Nothing. Don't worry.
It's fine.
- [Katie] Ugh.
Here we go. - Crikey.
Um, thank you very much.
- They were, they're a little bit worried about you, Angus.
Is, is everything okay?
- Yeah. Yeah.
You know, just parents being sentimental.
You know, whingy bastard, aren't they?
- Sure. - Yeah.
Yeah. Alright, great.
- Great... You up to much…
Yeah, you gotta... Yeah. It was, it was-
- You gotta go, haven't you? - Yeah, I do.
It was nice to see you. I, I'm, I'll see you soon.
- Yeah, I'll see you around. - Okay.
- I'll see you around. - Okay. Alright.
- I'll see you around. - Alright. Bye, Angus.
We'll go, yeah, have dinner. (stammers)
Alright. - Okay. Bye.
- See you later. Bye.
Such a fucking idiot.
[festive music]
- [mum] Happy birthday, darling.
- [dad] Happy birthday, son. Have a lovely day.
- [mum] And don't worry about the therapy.
We can always send you some money.
Maybe you come stay with us for a weekend.
[eve sobbing]
- Hello, mate. (chuckles)
Yeah, I know. What the fuck?
Yeah, been, been too long. Been too long.
How, uh, how's it going?
Oh.
Oh, God. That's awful.
I'm, uh, I'm so sorry.
Yeah, um, so this might seem a little out of the blue,
but, um, I was wondering if you might be free
to just meet up.
Yeah, I know. Fucking random, mate.
Yeah.
[dog barking] [Angus breathing softly]
[Angus sniffles]
[car beeping]
Hey everyone, it's me
for the last time.
Um, if you find this, please send to Duncan Eggerich.
The address is in the bag. Duncan, you know what to do.
Um, thank you to everyone
who's been watching and supporting.
Um, there's no need to come and find me.
Um…
To Mum and Dad,
I love you, and,
I have no regrets.
I know who I am now.
This is where I'm meant to be.
[Angus panting]
Fuck.
Oh, fucking fuck.
[Angus grunts]
[Angus panting]
[Angus grunts]
[fly buzzing]
[Eve spurts and coughs]
[Eve whimpers]
[flies buzzing]
[Eve chokes]
I'm sorry.
[birds singing]
[subdued angsty music]
♪ I never was a lonely boy ♪
♪ Until you came along ♪
♪ I needed you to show me why ♪
♪ I could do it on my own ♪
[subdued angsty music continues]
♪ Lookin', lookin' ♪
♪ Looking side to side, come on ♪
♪ Tryin' to forget the pain, forget the past ♪
♪ Lookin', lookin' ♪
♪ Lookin' side to side ♪
♪ Tryin' to forget the pain, forget the past ♪
♪ Now I'm not such a lonely boy ♪
♪ You should see me now ♪
♪ And I'm not such a lonely boy ♪
♪ Since you've shown me how ♪
♪ And if you're feeling lonely, boy ♪
♪ Well, maybe I'm lonely too ♪
♪ And if you're feeling lonely, boy ♪
♪ Well, maybe I can come to you ♪