1 00:00:02,243 --> 00:00:04,176 [Glass shattering] 2 00:00:14,290 --> 00:00:16,361 [Piano music] 3 00:00:25,301 --> 00:00:26,819 ♪ I'm so tired ♪ 4 00:00:29,201 --> 00:00:32,480 ♪ Tired of playing these games with my heart ♪ 5 00:00:32,480 --> 00:00:35,690 ♪ Only hurts and tears me apart ♪ 6 00:00:36,208 --> 00:00:39,763 ♪ Never wanna give my soul away again ♪ 7 00:00:40,454 --> 00:00:42,145 ♪ Hiding in the shadows ♪ 8 00:00:42,732 --> 00:00:45,045 ♪ Protecting my inner peace ♪ 9 00:00:45,355 --> 00:00:49,152 ♪ But this emptiness inside it keeps calling ♪ 10 00:00:49,325 --> 00:00:52,535 ♪ Hoping to find something to fill it ♪ 11 00:00:53,294 --> 00:00:55,296 ♪ And then there was you ♪ 12 00:00:56,677 --> 00:00:59,611 ♪ I feel you, I know you ♪ 13 00:01:00,336 --> 00:01:01,716 ♪ I taste you ♪ 14 00:01:03,649 --> 00:01:05,203 ♪ I crave you ♪ 15 00:01:06,859 --> 00:01:08,275 ♪ I love you ♪ 16 00:01:09,138 --> 00:01:10,656 [Music continues] 17 00:01:48,211 --> 00:01:50,282 [Music continues] 18 00:01:51,387 --> 00:01:52,422 ♪ I feel you ♪ 19 00:01:53,251 --> 00:01:55,908 ♪ I know you, I taste you ♪ 20 00:01:58,325 --> 00:01:59,533 ♪ I crave you ♪ 21 00:02:01,673 --> 00:02:03,157 ♪ I crave you ♪ 22 00:02:38,779 --> 00:02:39,642 Abigail. 23 00:02:41,678 --> 00:02:42,472 Max? 24 00:02:44,405 --> 00:02:45,337 Come here. 25 00:02:45,682 --> 00:02:47,512 Oh my goodness. How are you? 26 00:02:47,684 --> 00:02:48,927 I'm good. How are you? 27 00:02:49,272 --> 00:02:50,515 I'm good. 28 00:02:50,687 --> 00:02:51,930 You know, it's so weird. 29 00:02:52,275 --> 00:02:53,966 I just had a dream about you last night. 30 00:02:54,312 --> 00:02:55,520 That is very weird. 31 00:02:55,692 --> 00:02:56,797 That is really like. 32 00:02:57,556 --> 00:02:58,419 Whoa! 33 00:02:58,419 --> 00:02:59,386 Are you living in the city now? 34 00:02:59,386 --> 00:03:00,318 Uh, no. 35 00:03:00,490 --> 00:03:01,284 Eventually I will. 36 00:03:01,457 --> 00:03:01,871 Yeah. 37 00:03:02,803 --> 00:03:03,597 It's wild. 38 00:03:03,769 --> 00:03:04,701 How's the family? 39 00:03:04,874 --> 00:03:05,840 The kids must be grown. 40 00:03:06,669 --> 00:03:07,359 Um. 41 00:03:08,774 --> 00:03:09,948 What? 42 00:03:09,948 --> 00:03:12,916 My husband actually died about a year and a half ago. 43 00:03:13,365 --> 00:03:14,435 Oh my God. 44 00:03:14,608 --> 00:03:15,229 Come here. 45 00:03:15,402 --> 00:03:15,988 Oh, thanks. 46 00:03:17,783 --> 00:03:18,991 I'm sorry. 47 00:03:19,337 --> 00:03:21,960 Thanks. It was pretty horrific, honestly. 48 00:03:21,960 --> 00:03:22,512 Yeah. 49 00:03:22,892 --> 00:03:23,651 Illness. 50 00:03:24,687 --> 00:03:25,860 Addiction, actually. 51 00:03:26,620 --> 00:03:27,241 Jesus. 52 00:03:28,587 --> 00:03:29,899 Yeah. 53 00:03:29,899 --> 00:03:36,250 Sorry. I had a couple family members die consecutively in a 54 00:03:36,526 --> 00:03:37,458 few months. 55 00:03:37,700 --> 00:03:38,873 Like the last couple of years? 56 00:03:39,219 --> 00:03:40,289 Yeah. That's awful. 57 00:03:40,289 --> 00:03:42,325 It's hard to come out of the fog, I get it. 58 00:03:43,947 --> 00:03:45,466 You still in real estate? 59 00:03:46,329 --> 00:03:47,572 No. I left. 60 00:03:47,572 --> 00:03:51,748 I decided it was time to get back to my original dream. 61 00:03:52,266 --> 00:03:52,715 Oh, yeah? 62 00:03:52,715 --> 00:03:53,371 What's that? 63 00:03:53,612 --> 00:03:54,372 Uh, writhing. 64 00:03:54,924 --> 00:03:55,856 Really? What kind? 65 00:03:56,028 --> 00:03:56,822 Screenplays. 66 00:03:57,547 --> 00:03:58,030 Nice. 67 00:03:58,376 --> 00:03:58,859 Yeah. 68 00:03:59,239 --> 00:03:59,998 Exciting. 69 00:03:59,998 --> 00:04:01,896 Yeah. I really, really love it. 70 00:04:01,896 --> 00:04:05,831 And, uh, before the kids were born, I actually sold some 71 00:04:05,831 --> 00:04:08,593 scripts and, you know, needed 72 00:04:08,593 --> 00:04:10,353 more money, more consistently, so. 73 00:04:10,526 --> 00:04:11,699 Yeah. Yeah. 74 00:04:12,424 --> 00:04:13,977 Your husband was a lawyer, right? 75 00:04:14,633 --> 00:04:18,499 Yeah. But the last ten years or so of his life, he was working 76 00:04:18,499 --> 00:04:19,638 less and less, and 77 00:04:20,639 --> 00:04:22,434 somebody had to pick up the pieces, so. 78 00:04:22,779 --> 00:04:23,780 Yeah, I get that. 79 00:04:24,712 --> 00:04:25,748 Are you still painting? 80 00:04:26,266 --> 00:04:27,439 Yeah, absolutely. 81 00:04:27,439 --> 00:04:30,477 Yeah. I got a gallery coming up in about two months. 82 00:04:30,718 --> 00:04:31,685 Mhm. Yeah. 83 00:04:31,685 --> 00:04:32,444 That's fantastic. 84 00:04:32,617 --> 00:04:33,825 Yeah. Thanks. 85 00:04:33,825 --> 00:04:36,345 I actually just got a new spot down in Brooklyn too. 86 00:04:36,966 --> 00:04:38,450 Yeah. I called your agency. 87 00:04:38,450 --> 00:04:41,281 I was like asking where you were at and they said you left. 88 00:04:42,316 --> 00:04:45,043 You know, after that whole nightmare, I just I just 89 00:04:45,043 --> 00:04:45,906 switched it up. 90 00:04:45,906 --> 00:04:46,803 I couldn't do it anymore. 91 00:04:46,976 --> 00:04:47,977 Yeah, absolutely. 92 00:04:48,322 --> 00:04:49,358 Yeah. 93 00:04:50,531 --> 00:04:51,843 You should let me make you dinner. 94 00:04:53,465 --> 00:04:55,398 Yeah. What are you doing tomorrow? 95 00:04:55,743 --> 00:04:56,882 Um, nothing. 96 00:04:56,882 --> 00:04:57,814 I'm totally free. 97 00:04:57,987 --> 00:05:00,472 Great. I should tell you, I'm 98 00:05:00,472 --> 00:05:01,853 really not that pathetic, I promise. 99 00:05:02,025 --> 00:05:02,854 No, not at all. 100 00:05:03,648 --> 00:05:06,029 Here. Um, I. 101 00:05:06,478 --> 00:05:07,548 Is your number still the same? 102 00:05:07,721 --> 00:05:08,480 Oh, no, no, no. 103 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:10,379 Oh, give me your information. 104 00:05:18,318 --> 00:05:18,835 All right. 105 00:05:19,560 --> 00:05:20,423 Great. 106 00:05:21,390 --> 00:05:23,012 How's, uh, five tomorrow? 107 00:05:24,358 --> 00:05:25,083 Great. Yeah. 108 00:05:25,428 --> 00:05:26,291 All right. 109 00:05:26,291 --> 00:05:27,775 Awesome. Should I bring anything? 110 00:05:27,948 --> 00:05:28,880 Nah, just bring yourself. 111 00:05:29,777 --> 00:05:30,916 I think I can handle that. 112 00:05:31,434 --> 00:05:32,055 All right. 113 00:05:32,435 --> 00:05:33,056 It's good seeing you. 114 00:05:33,402 --> 00:05:34,057 Good seeing you, too. 115 00:05:35,680 --> 00:05:36,405 I'll see you tomorrow. 116 00:05:36,405 --> 00:05:37,613 Yeah. I'll see you tomorrow. 117 00:05:38,614 --> 00:05:39,511 All right, bye. 118 00:05:48,555 --> 00:05:49,141 Hey. 119 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:51,420 What did you think? 120 00:05:52,490 --> 00:05:55,389 I, uh, I blew it off, actually. 121 00:05:57,943 --> 00:06:01,775 I, uh, I just ended up walking around the city instead. 122 00:06:02,465 --> 00:06:04,778 Oh, I don't understand why you don't want to get out of that 123 00:06:04,778 --> 00:06:06,158 big, empty house. 124 00:06:06,987 --> 00:06:08,057 It's not healthy. 125 00:06:08,920 --> 00:06:10,646 No, I mean, look, 126 00:06:12,026 --> 00:06:15,409 the kids, you know, both of them just left within the last 127 00:06:15,409 --> 00:06:16,893 week to go abroad. 128 00:06:18,067 --> 00:06:22,036 I went from a full house to just me, you know. 129 00:06:22,036 --> 00:06:23,624 Just let it, 130 00:06:24,176 --> 00:06:25,143 just take some time. 131 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:28,077 You need to move on. 132 00:06:28,077 --> 00:06:30,700 You know, you've done the grieving, played The Good Wife, 133 00:06:30,700 --> 00:06:31,874 all of that. 134 00:06:33,185 --> 00:06:36,050 It's just so much work to move, you know? 135 00:06:36,672 --> 00:06:38,052 I mean, there's so much junk I 136 00:06:38,052 --> 00:06:40,192 have to go through and packing and. 137 00:06:41,780 --> 00:06:42,885 You know. 138 00:06:42,885 --> 00:06:44,749 I think you have survivor guilt or something. 139 00:06:46,716 --> 00:06:47,924 I don't know about that. 140 00:06:49,132 --> 00:06:53,067 Listen, we've both tried to help my brother. 141 00:06:54,448 --> 00:06:56,899 He just, you know, didn't want to be saved. 142 00:06:58,072 --> 00:07:00,903 You know, when we first got together, 143 00:07:02,456 --> 00:07:03,940 I realized he was older than me. 144 00:07:03,940 --> 00:07:06,149 And he was probably going to eventually go before me. 145 00:07:06,149 --> 00:07:09,187 But I just, in a million years, could have never imagined 146 00:07:10,153 --> 00:07:11,569 how. 147 00:07:12,777 --> 00:07:15,745 I think I'm still just processing it, you know? 148 00:07:16,436 --> 00:07:17,989 I don't want to do anything too radical. 149 00:07:18,921 --> 00:07:21,199 Having to hold yourself back from from. 150 00:07:21,199 --> 00:07:23,546 Everything is so boring. 151 00:07:23,719 --> 00:07:25,099 Why would you choose that? 152 00:07:26,169 --> 00:07:29,172 I mean, you hid under a rock for ten years. 153 00:07:29,172 --> 00:07:30,933 What do you want to do now? 154 00:07:32,728 --> 00:07:34,523 I'm not holding myself back. 155 00:07:35,765 --> 00:07:38,837 I got back into my writing, and 156 00:07:39,873 --> 00:07:41,046 other than that, I just. 157 00:07:41,219 --> 00:07:42,565 I just don't know what I want to do. 158 00:07:42,738 --> 00:07:44,187 You know? 159 00:07:45,499 --> 00:07:49,538 We'll find that out in your whole universe will open up. 160 00:07:51,850 --> 00:07:52,748 Thanks. 161 00:07:53,542 --> 00:07:54,888 I know what I want for you. 162 00:07:54,888 --> 00:08:01,101 I want you to download one of those hookup apps like Tinder 163 00:08:01,101 --> 00:08:01,998 or something. 164 00:08:02,930 --> 00:08:04,794 What? I'm not a slut. 165 00:08:06,796 --> 00:08:08,246 No. I'm kidding. 166 00:08:08,591 --> 00:08:09,799 You know me. 167 00:08:09,799 --> 00:08:13,182 I'm practically a virgin, and I'm in a relationship. 168 00:08:13,527 --> 00:08:16,875 But you got to get out there if you want to find a man. 169 00:08:17,220 --> 00:08:21,121 Seriously? I don't think I need a man. 170 00:08:21,673 --> 00:08:22,156 Okay. 171 00:08:22,881 --> 00:08:24,124 You're single. 172 00:08:24,642 --> 00:08:28,646 Go do what chicks do who are single in the city. 173 00:08:28,646 --> 00:08:30,613 But do be careful. 174 00:08:32,235 --> 00:08:34,652 Wow. I was never expecting you 175 00:08:34,652 --> 00:08:37,102 to say anything like any of this. 176 00:08:38,310 --> 00:08:40,002 Get. Get out there. 177 00:08:40,589 --> 00:08:45,041 Get your tits up your heart out and go play and have some fun. 178 00:08:45,317 --> 00:08:46,318 Yeah, I, 179 00:08:47,837 --> 00:08:48,976 could get into a little fun. 180 00:08:50,046 --> 00:08:51,531 Listen, I gotta go. 181 00:08:51,807 --> 00:08:53,809 Okay. Thanks for the pep talk, sweetie. 182 00:08:54,223 --> 00:08:55,293 Okay. I love you. 183 00:08:55,638 --> 00:08:56,018 Love you too. 184 00:08:56,605 --> 00:08:56,915 Bye. 185 00:09:38,923 --> 00:09:40,925 [Phone ringing] 186 00:10:06,226 --> 00:10:07,054 Ah, 187 00:10:08,711 --> 00:10:09,332 thanks. 188 00:10:11,369 --> 00:10:11,990 Yep. 189 00:10:12,681 --> 00:10:13,302 Kids, home? 190 00:10:14,648 --> 00:10:15,062 Yep. 191 00:10:16,339 --> 00:10:17,064 Good day. 192 00:10:18,031 --> 00:10:18,721 Mhm. 193 00:10:20,378 --> 00:10:21,862 Are you okay? 194 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:25,348 I just wish you wanted to get better or something. 195 00:10:25,694 --> 00:10:28,420 I know, I'm sorry. 196 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:29,421 I don't. 197 00:10:30,699 --> 00:10:31,803 I'm so alone. 198 00:10:34,288 --> 00:10:35,807 I know, and you shouldn't be. 199 00:10:36,256 --> 00:10:39,155 If if this ever ends. 200 00:10:40,225 --> 00:10:41,399 I don't want to be someone's 201 00:10:41,399 --> 00:10:43,228 pretend wife or girlfriend ever again. 202 00:10:49,683 --> 00:10:51,271 Oh, what a pretty garden. 203 00:10:51,271 --> 00:10:53,066 I love City Gardens, don't you? 204 00:10:54,136 --> 00:10:54,826 It's so nice. 205 00:10:54,826 --> 00:10:55,965 It smells like sunflowers. 206 00:10:56,138 --> 00:10:57,139 And, uh. 207 00:10:57,139 --> 00:10:58,968 Let's move to New Jersey and have a garden. 208 00:11:57,924 --> 00:11:59,270 [Upbeat music] 209 00:12:05,863 --> 00:12:08,072 ♪ Some things make you think ♪ 210 00:12:12,110 --> 00:12:14,250 ♪ Some things catch your eye ♪ 211 00:12:18,116 --> 00:12:19,980 ♪ I've been up and down ♪ 212 00:12:20,463 --> 00:12:23,087 ♪ Chase myself all around ♪ 213 00:12:24,433 --> 00:12:26,849 ♪ I'm not really sure why ♪ 214 00:12:29,127 --> 00:12:30,750 ♪ And I feel like ♪ 215 00:12:32,544 --> 00:12:34,132 ♪ Going ♪ 216 00:12:35,789 --> 00:12:36,963 ♪ Home ♪ 217 00:12:37,515 --> 00:12:39,551 ♪ Feel like going home ♪ 218 00:12:46,317 --> 00:12:49,389 ♪ I wonder what happens when things change ♪ 219 00:12:52,426 --> 00:12:55,844 ♪ Watch people grasping for a point of view ♪ 220 00:12:58,881 --> 00:13:00,952 ♪ Seen buildings come up and down ♪ 221 00:13:01,953 --> 00:13:04,300 ♪ And dreams go round and round ♪ 222 00:13:06,406 --> 00:13:07,338 Oh my goodness. 223 00:13:08,201 --> 00:13:09,236 What have you got there? 224 00:13:10,410 --> 00:13:11,894 Beautiful isn't it? 225 00:13:14,897 --> 00:13:18,038 Wow. Do you think it came off someone's outfit or. 226 00:13:18,211 --> 00:13:19,522 Or maybe from some bird? 227 00:13:19,522 --> 00:13:20,834 But what kind of bird? 228 00:13:23,147 --> 00:13:23,803 Wow. 229 00:13:25,356 --> 00:13:26,357 I'd say neither. 230 00:13:27,082 --> 00:13:28,428 Really? 231 00:13:28,428 --> 00:13:31,017 Mhm. So you don't know what it means when you find a feather. 232 00:13:33,295 --> 00:13:37,092 A guardian angel is watching you because it looks like 233 00:13:37,264 --> 00:13:39,611 you're about to go through some big changes. 234 00:13:40,612 --> 00:13:42,131 That's where they draw near. 235 00:13:46,964 --> 00:13:47,861 - Wow. Oh. - Good luck to you. 236 00:13:48,034 --> 00:13:48,828 What's your name? 237 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:49,621 Oh, Freya. 238 00:13:50,174 --> 00:13:51,140 Oh, nice to meet you. 239 00:13:51,140 --> 00:13:51,934 I'm Abigail. 240 00:13:52,176 --> 00:13:53,280 Nice to meet you. 241 00:13:55,282 --> 00:13:56,076 Thank you. 242 00:14:19,341 --> 00:14:20,238 Come in. 243 00:14:23,276 --> 00:14:24,001 Hey. 244 00:14:24,967 --> 00:14:25,899 Hey. 245 00:14:27,349 --> 00:14:28,384 Glad you made it. 246 00:14:28,902 --> 00:14:30,214 Do you mind taking off your shoes? 247 00:14:31,491 --> 00:14:32,147 Sure. 248 00:14:39,050 --> 00:14:40,465 Dinner is almost done. 249 00:14:41,121 --> 00:14:42,088 Oh, good. 250 00:14:44,366 --> 00:14:45,332 - Hi. - Hi. 251 00:14:49,302 --> 00:14:50,165 Good to see you. 252 00:14:50,165 --> 00:14:51,683 Good to see you. You look gorgeous. 253 00:14:52,029 --> 00:14:53,133 Oh. Thank you. 254 00:14:53,306 --> 00:14:54,100 You're so sweet. 255 00:14:54,100 --> 00:14:55,342 Yeah. How was the trip over? 256 00:14:55,653 --> 00:14:57,482 Mm. Typical Saturday travel. 257 00:14:57,655 --> 00:14:59,139 Oh, God. 258 00:14:59,312 --> 00:14:59,795 It's okay. 259 00:14:59,795 --> 00:15:00,761 It's all good. 260 00:15:00,761 --> 00:15:02,211 - Cool. - Smells really good. 261 00:15:02,384 --> 00:15:03,143 What are you cooking? 262 00:15:03,316 --> 00:15:03,972 I'm hungry. 263 00:15:04,144 --> 00:15:04,765 Oh, yeah? 264 00:15:04,765 --> 00:15:05,697 What are you hungry for? 265 00:15:05,697 --> 00:15:07,907 Yeah, I am all kinds of things. 266 00:15:08,079 --> 00:15:08,700 - Yeah? - Yeah. 267 00:15:09,046 --> 00:15:10,288 Well, I've got a lot. 268 00:15:10,461 --> 00:15:11,117 Yeah, well. 269 00:15:11,462 --> 00:15:12,221 It's a surprise. 270 00:15:12,394 --> 00:15:13,947 No no no no no. 271 00:15:14,120 --> 00:15:15,500 Can I do anything to help? 272 00:15:15,949 --> 00:15:16,985 You being here is enough. 273 00:15:18,124 --> 00:15:18,987 Actually, no. 274 00:15:18,987 --> 00:15:20,022 Actually, I have a bottle of wine. 275 00:15:20,195 --> 00:15:21,368 You mind opening it? 276 00:15:21,541 --> 00:15:23,543 Oh, I would love a glass of wine, actually. 277 00:15:23,715 --> 00:15:24,302 Me too. 278 00:15:24,302 --> 00:15:24,820 Oh, okay. 279 00:15:24,820 --> 00:15:25,855 - Yeah. - Um. 280 00:15:25,855 --> 00:15:26,753 I'll be in there in just a second. 281 00:15:26,753 --> 00:15:27,685 I just gotta finish this up. 282 00:15:28,444 --> 00:15:29,066 Okay. 283 00:15:29,066 --> 00:15:30,170 Yeah, it's a surprise. 284 00:15:30,170 --> 00:15:31,068 Okay. 285 00:15:31,068 --> 00:15:32,483 Shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo shoo. 286 00:15:33,242 --> 00:15:34,519 I'll be in there in just a second. 287 00:15:37,591 --> 00:15:38,178 All right. 288 00:15:42,320 --> 00:15:43,011 All right. 289 00:15:45,565 --> 00:15:46,221 Thank you. 290 00:15:46,428 --> 00:15:47,222 Thank you. 291 00:15:47,429 --> 00:15:48,085 Cheers. 292 00:15:48,637 --> 00:15:49,293 Cheers. 293 00:15:53,124 --> 00:15:53,711 Mm. Mm. 294 00:15:54,056 --> 00:15:54,574 That's really good. 295 00:15:54,746 --> 00:15:55,747 - Yeah? - Yeah. 296 00:15:56,162 --> 00:15:56,748 Really good. 297 00:15:58,371 --> 00:15:59,130 Spain. 298 00:15:59,303 --> 00:16:00,649 - Ooh. - Yes. 299 00:16:00,994 --> 00:16:04,204 Uh, I'm gonna plate the food and I'll be right back. 300 00:16:04,549 --> 00:16:05,447 Okay. Okay. 301 00:16:05,447 --> 00:16:06,172 All right. 302 00:16:07,656 --> 00:16:08,622 We're gonna feast. 303 00:16:28,746 --> 00:16:29,989 And here we are. 304 00:16:30,161 --> 00:16:31,197 Oh my goodness. 305 00:16:31,197 --> 00:16:31,680 Wow. 306 00:16:32,232 --> 00:16:33,095 Don't forget. 307 00:16:34,441 --> 00:16:35,477 The napkin. 308 00:16:36,581 --> 00:16:37,410 There you are. 309 00:16:38,169 --> 00:16:38,721 There we are. 310 00:16:39,067 --> 00:16:39,550 Oh. 311 00:16:39,722 --> 00:16:40,723 You're so sweet. 312 00:16:41,069 --> 00:16:42,104 Thanks. Cheers. 313 00:16:42,277 --> 00:16:43,312 Thank you so much. 314 00:16:43,485 --> 00:16:44,106 Of course. 315 00:16:44,106 --> 00:16:44,624 I'm glad you're here. 316 00:16:45,107 --> 00:16:45,521 Me too. 317 00:16:48,145 --> 00:16:48,559 Wow. 318 00:16:48,731 --> 00:16:49,905 Let's eat. 319 00:16:49,905 --> 00:16:51,527 I'm probably gonna eat this with my hand. 320 00:16:51,700 --> 00:16:52,425 Yeah. 321 00:16:52,735 --> 00:16:54,082 I would love that. 322 00:16:55,186 --> 00:16:56,360 Oh, boy. 323 00:16:56,532 --> 00:16:57,223 Oh! 324 00:16:57,223 --> 00:16:58,534 My fingers are so greasy. 325 00:17:01,606 --> 00:17:03,056 It's good though. 326 00:17:03,298 --> 00:17:06,094 So where do you see yourself in the next year? 327 00:17:06,818 --> 00:17:07,681 The next year? 328 00:17:08,027 --> 00:17:08,648 Yeah. 329 00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:13,101 Gosh, I have no idea. 330 00:17:13,618 --> 00:17:14,378 I don't know. 331 00:17:14,550 --> 00:17:15,620 Yeah, neither do I. 332 00:17:15,620 --> 00:17:17,415 I don't know why I asked that question, I think. 333 00:17:17,726 --> 00:17:21,557 Look, do you ever, like, there's a lull in conversation, 334 00:17:21,557 --> 00:17:24,284 you feel like there's a lull in the conversation and you gotta 335 00:17:24,284 --> 00:17:26,355 fill it with something, and it's fucking generic. 336 00:17:26,597 --> 00:17:28,116 That's what just happened. 337 00:17:28,288 --> 00:17:30,083 Well, thank you for not asking me about the weather. 338 00:17:30,256 --> 00:17:31,326 Yeah. 339 00:17:31,326 --> 00:17:35,364 You're like, with this whole painting thing. 340 00:17:37,194 --> 00:17:38,229 I don't know. 341 00:17:38,229 --> 00:17:42,371 I'm always thinking about the end, I guess. 342 00:17:42,682 --> 00:17:45,823 You know, like, how long is this going to last? 343 00:17:46,824 --> 00:17:48,308 Mm. Right. 344 00:17:48,308 --> 00:17:51,760 I mean, I didn't want to, like, pry, but, I mean, I'm sure, 345 00:17:52,105 --> 00:17:54,176 like, you dealt with stuff like 346 00:17:54,176 --> 00:17:56,385 that with your husband and stuff. 347 00:17:56,765 --> 00:17:58,732 I mean, what about relationships before? 348 00:17:59,733 --> 00:18:00,320 What about? 349 00:18:00,320 --> 00:18:01,356 Just. I don't know. 350 00:18:01,528 --> 00:18:02,840 I mean. 351 00:18:03,599 --> 00:18:06,188 I think I take everything too freaking seriously. 352 00:18:06,464 --> 00:18:07,776 Like a serial monogamist. 353 00:18:08,121 --> 00:18:10,330 That's why I'm like, yeah, I'm done. 354 00:18:10,503 --> 00:18:11,573 Yeah. 355 00:18:12,608 --> 00:18:14,300 I think I'm probably the same way. 356 00:18:14,300 --> 00:18:16,129 That's probably why I like hermit away. 357 00:18:16,612 --> 00:18:19,788 Mhm. Just like not you know it's the same thing. 358 00:18:19,788 --> 00:18:20,340 It's like. 359 00:18:20,513 --> 00:18:21,307 Logical. 360 00:18:21,479 --> 00:18:22,446 - Right. - You know. 361 00:18:22,618 --> 00:18:23,619 Yeah. 362 00:18:23,619 --> 00:18:25,794 Like if you know you do something stupid. 363 00:18:26,139 --> 00:18:29,177 Time after time, it's hard to get past shit, you know? 364 00:18:29,625 --> 00:18:31,489 I see people do it easily. 365 00:18:31,662 --> 00:18:33,422 They'll be like, oh, I broke up with somebody. 366 00:18:33,802 --> 00:18:36,115 Well, then they didn't get it then. 367 00:18:36,287 --> 00:18:37,633 Then they're just like, okay. 368 00:18:37,633 --> 00:18:41,534 Yeah, but sometimes I can tell that they're like, ignoring the 369 00:18:41,534 --> 00:18:43,570 fact that they're in pain. 370 00:18:44,675 --> 00:18:45,572 Does that make sense? 371 00:18:45,745 --> 00:18:47,367 Mhm. 372 00:18:47,609 --> 00:18:50,612 I don't know man I have a have a good feeling about you. 373 00:18:51,509 --> 00:18:53,132 - Me. - Yeah. 374 00:18:53,615 --> 00:18:58,758 Yeah I feel like you know you've, you got a bright light. 375 00:18:58,930 --> 00:19:00,691 You got a future ahead of you. 376 00:19:00,863 --> 00:19:03,349 Like things are opening up for you I can see it. 377 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:04,867 It's pretty rad. 378 00:19:05,903 --> 00:19:06,524 Mm. 379 00:19:06,524 --> 00:19:07,284 Yeah. 380 00:19:09,562 --> 00:19:09,907 Mm. 381 00:19:12,358 --> 00:19:12,910 So good. 382 00:19:13,876 --> 00:19:14,808 Of course. 383 00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:15,947 Does that clock actually work? 384 00:19:16,293 --> 00:19:16,948 I don't think it does. 385 00:19:17,294 --> 00:19:18,536 No. 386 00:19:18,536 --> 00:19:19,399 We've been sitting here a while, and I really haven't 387 00:19:19,399 --> 00:19:20,780 seen the hands move much. 388 00:19:20,952 --> 00:19:22,506 Yeah. It's, uh. 389 00:19:22,506 --> 00:19:24,232 Yeah, we're in a time vortex. 390 00:19:24,473 --> 00:19:25,716 And so, 391 00:19:27,200 --> 00:19:28,719 yeah, time stands still. 392 00:19:28,960 --> 00:19:33,655 Well, unfortunately, my train time does not stand still. 393 00:19:33,655 --> 00:19:36,313 And on Saturdays train only once every two hours. 394 00:19:36,313 --> 00:19:39,902 So I should probably wrap this up. 395 00:19:40,248 --> 00:19:41,973 - Yeah. Of course. - And I really. 396 00:19:41,973 --> 00:19:43,561 Yeah, yeah. 397 00:19:43,734 --> 00:19:45,736 You know, maybe we could do something again sometime. 398 00:19:45,908 --> 00:19:47,289 Like, I would love that. 399 00:19:47,289 --> 00:19:49,671 Coffee or, you know, I don't know. 400 00:19:49,843 --> 00:19:50,741 Well. Thank you. 401 00:19:50,741 --> 00:19:51,880 This was amazing. 402 00:19:52,225 --> 00:19:52,708 You were so sweet. 403 00:19:52,708 --> 00:19:53,537 You're so funny. 404 00:19:53,709 --> 00:19:54,848 Yeah. 405 00:19:54,848 --> 00:19:56,747 I mean, it was so much fun to eat with my hands. 406 00:19:56,919 --> 00:19:57,851 Yeah. 407 00:19:57,851 --> 00:19:58,818 Couldn't do that where I live. 408 00:19:59,715 --> 00:20:00,544 Well, um. 409 00:20:00,716 --> 00:20:01,510 Okay. 410 00:20:01,510 --> 00:20:03,581 You're sweet. And um, thanks. 411 00:20:03,581 --> 00:20:04,306 Yeah. 412 00:20:04,306 --> 00:20:05,756 I can walk through the door. 413 00:20:05,997 --> 00:20:06,757 Hold on. Wait. 414 00:20:06,757 --> 00:20:07,792 Um, I could get you. 415 00:20:07,792 --> 00:20:09,518 I can get you an Uber if you, if you want. 416 00:20:09,691 --> 00:20:10,450 Oh, don't be silly. 417 00:20:10,450 --> 00:20:11,382 You don't have to do anything. 418 00:20:11,382 --> 00:20:12,901 No, no, it's no trouble at all. 419 00:20:13,246 --> 00:20:16,007 No, really, I just, um, you know, I think it's just 420 00:20:16,353 --> 00:20:17,975 probably not a good idea for me to be here. 421 00:20:18,320 --> 00:20:19,459 Wait, did I. 422 00:20:19,666 --> 00:20:20,633 Did I say something? 423 00:20:20,805 --> 00:20:22,221 No, I just 424 00:20:23,981 --> 00:20:25,672 I don't think I'm ready, you know? 425 00:20:25,845 --> 00:20:26,915 Yeah, totally. 426 00:20:27,295 --> 00:20:27,950 Yeah. No, no. 427 00:20:30,574 --> 00:20:33,853 I don't want anything. 428 00:20:35,337 --> 00:20:35,993 Look. 429 00:20:38,582 --> 00:20:39,583 I made dessert. 430 00:20:42,620 --> 00:20:44,484 I mean, it's homemade. 431 00:20:44,864 --> 00:20:47,522 Do you? We can have dessert, and, 432 00:20:47,522 --> 00:20:48,833 and then we can call it. 433 00:20:53,459 --> 00:20:53,907 Okay. 434 00:20:54,425 --> 00:20:55,150 Yeah. 435 00:20:55,150 --> 00:20:56,358 - Yeah. - Yeah. I'll stay. 436 00:20:57,014 --> 00:20:58,740 Okay, great. 437 00:20:59,016 --> 00:21:02,019 All right, uh, I'll go get it ready. 438 00:21:17,966 --> 00:21:20,002 I hope you are excited, 439 00:21:21,418 --> 00:21:23,661 because this is, 440 00:21:24,835 --> 00:21:27,044 the strawberry cheesecake. 441 00:21:27,389 --> 00:21:28,839 Ooh. Yummy. 442 00:21:29,011 --> 00:21:29,702 Yeah. 443 00:21:36,847 --> 00:21:37,710 Yeah. 444 00:21:39,021 --> 00:21:39,643 Mhm. 445 00:21:40,575 --> 00:21:41,058 Great. 446 00:21:41,714 --> 00:21:42,404 Mhm. 447 00:21:42,784 --> 00:21:43,750 - Mhm. - Mhm. 448 00:21:44,026 --> 00:21:46,374 Wow. Oh my goodness. 449 00:21:47,409 --> 00:21:48,652 Wow. The strawberries. 450 00:21:51,068 --> 00:21:51,689 Mm. 451 00:21:51,862 --> 00:21:52,449 Good. Right. 452 00:21:53,035 --> 00:21:53,588 Mhm. 453 00:21:56,038 --> 00:21:56,798 Mhm. 454 00:21:58,593 --> 00:21:59,594 You're really good. 455 00:22:00,491 --> 00:22:01,112 This is like. 456 00:22:02,769 --> 00:22:03,701 This is amazing. 457 00:22:03,874 --> 00:22:04,771 Thank you. Thanks. 458 00:22:07,464 --> 00:22:08,085 Um. 459 00:22:09,017 --> 00:22:10,121 Do you like old music? 460 00:22:11,571 --> 00:22:12,123 Mhm. 461 00:22:12,917 --> 00:22:14,540 Wow. Um old music. 462 00:22:14,712 --> 00:22:15,334 Yeah. 463 00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:16,473 Um I don't know how old. 464 00:22:18,923 --> 00:22:19,717 Just wait. 465 00:22:24,066 --> 00:22:25,067 [Soft music playing] 466 00:22:35,008 --> 00:22:36,700 May I have this dance, milady? 467 00:22:36,872 --> 00:22:38,495 Yes. You may. 468 00:22:42,533 --> 00:22:43,085 Mm. 469 00:22:48,746 --> 00:22:49,989 Mm. It's really good. 470 00:22:50,161 --> 00:22:51,439 I can still taste it. 471 00:22:54,925 --> 00:22:56,029 Quite the chef. 472 00:22:56,478 --> 00:22:57,652 - Thanks. - Yeah. 473 00:22:58,135 --> 00:22:58,825 I try. 474 00:22:59,481 --> 00:23:00,033 Mm. 475 00:23:01,069 --> 00:23:02,173 You do, don't you? 476 00:23:02,519 --> 00:23:02,898 Yeah. 477 00:23:12,598 --> 00:23:13,909 You look really beautiful tonight. 478 00:23:14,496 --> 00:23:16,153 Oh. Thank you. 479 00:23:16,533 --> 00:23:17,016 You're welcome. 480 00:23:17,741 --> 00:23:18,500 So do you. 481 00:23:19,121 --> 00:23:20,502 - Yeah. - Yeah. 482 00:23:20,675 --> 00:23:21,848 - Nice. - Yeah. 483 00:23:22,159 --> 00:23:24,092 No one's ever called me beautiful before. 484 00:23:24,506 --> 00:23:24,955 Really? 485 00:23:25,127 --> 00:23:25,714 Yeah. 486 00:23:26,163 --> 00:23:26,819 Why? 487 00:23:27,716 --> 00:23:28,476 I don't know. 488 00:23:28,476 --> 00:23:30,512 I think men can be beautiful. 489 00:23:30,719 --> 00:23:31,202 Me, too. 490 00:23:31,202 --> 00:23:32,100 That felt nice. 491 00:23:32,825 --> 00:23:33,412 Mm. 492 00:23:34,965 --> 00:23:35,655 I'm glad. 493 00:23:35,897 --> 00:23:36,518 Thanks. 494 00:23:39,832 --> 00:23:40,695 Mm. 495 00:23:43,767 --> 00:23:45,631 You are so sweet. 496 00:23:46,183 --> 00:23:47,460 I'm not the best dancer. 497 00:23:47,633 --> 00:23:48,150 Yeah. 498 00:23:49,462 --> 00:23:50,463 Amazing. 499 00:23:57,643 --> 00:23:58,126 What? 500 00:23:59,161 --> 00:23:59,852 Are you okay? 501 00:24:02,855 --> 00:24:04,097 - Yeah. - Yeah? 502 00:24:06,721 --> 00:24:08,550 Yeah. Yeah. 503 00:24:09,655 --> 00:24:10,690 Do you want to go for a walk? 504 00:24:12,485 --> 00:24:13,106 A walk? 505 00:24:13,590 --> 00:24:14,694 Yeah. The sun's setting. 506 00:24:14,867 --> 00:24:15,454 Oh. 507 00:24:15,454 --> 00:24:16,558 We should catch it. 508 00:24:17,525 --> 00:24:18,595 - Sure. - Yeah? 509 00:24:18,595 --> 00:24:19,147 Okay. Yeah. 510 00:24:19,147 --> 00:24:19,906 Why not? 511 00:24:19,906 --> 00:24:22,530 All right, come on. 512 00:24:25,602 --> 00:24:26,637 Where are you going to take me? 513 00:24:26,810 --> 00:24:27,673 I'm not telling you. 514 00:24:27,949 --> 00:24:28,915 You should tell me. 515 00:24:29,088 --> 00:24:29,847 No. 516 00:24:29,847 --> 00:24:30,986 What if I'm not allowed to go? 517 00:24:30,986 --> 00:24:32,643 What if I don't know where we're going? 518 00:24:32,816 --> 00:24:34,196 Oh, wow. 519 00:24:34,714 --> 00:24:36,475 Wow. I love your spontaneity. 520 00:24:36,647 --> 00:24:37,545 Yeah. 521 00:24:37,545 --> 00:24:39,581 Thanks. Some people call it A.D.D.. 522 00:24:39,788 --> 00:24:40,617 Really? 523 00:24:40,617 --> 00:24:41,652 Yeah, but I don't judge you. 524 00:24:41,963 --> 00:24:43,482 Yeah, well, you shouldn't. 525 00:24:43,654 --> 00:24:46,139 I think it's pretty wonderful quality to have. 526 00:24:46,761 --> 00:24:47,175 Yeah? 527 00:24:47,175 --> 00:24:47,762 Yeah. 528 00:24:47,934 --> 00:24:48,521 Nice. 529 00:24:48,521 --> 00:24:49,557 Keeps me on my toes. 530 00:24:51,662 --> 00:24:52,560 You're welcome. 531 00:24:53,250 --> 00:24:54,907 A lot of people are boring. 532 00:24:55,217 --> 00:24:56,736 - I don't know. - Oh my God. 533 00:24:56,909 --> 00:24:58,807 Adventures and don't know how to live. 534 00:24:58,980 --> 00:25:02,293 You certainly certainly know a lot of things 535 00:25:03,778 --> 00:25:04,917 to keep it interesting. 536 00:25:05,089 --> 00:25:06,297 [Laughter] 537 00:25:07,057 --> 00:25:07,713 I try. 538 00:25:08,023 --> 00:25:09,162 Oh you achieve. 539 00:25:09,784 --> 00:25:10,612 You succeed. 540 00:25:14,616 --> 00:25:16,135 Well, 541 00:25:16,549 --> 00:25:19,138 you know, I used to live in the next neighborhood down Cobble 542 00:25:19,138 --> 00:25:20,829 Hill before we moved to Jersey. 543 00:25:21,002 --> 00:25:21,761 Did I know you then? 544 00:25:22,072 --> 00:25:22,728 Um, 545 00:25:23,936 --> 00:25:25,178 no, actually. 546 00:25:27,802 --> 00:25:28,837 Yeah, I love it. 547 00:25:28,837 --> 00:25:30,321 I mean, you want to hear something crazy? 548 00:25:30,943 --> 00:25:31,702 Yeah. 549 00:25:31,702 --> 00:25:33,014 I almost didn't take the spot. 550 00:25:33,186 --> 00:25:33,808 Really? 551 00:25:33,808 --> 00:25:36,224 Yeah. I got a residency. 552 00:25:36,880 --> 00:25:38,053 What's that? 553 00:25:38,053 --> 00:25:40,573 So they put me up in the apartment, and they pay me a 554 00:25:40,573 --> 00:25:42,989 ton of money to paint, and then they put me in a few galleries. 555 00:25:43,818 --> 00:25:44,922 That's amazing. 556 00:25:46,614 --> 00:25:47,891 It's pretty wild. 557 00:25:47,891 --> 00:25:51,239 I just, it's kind of hard to believe the hype, you know? 558 00:25:51,860 --> 00:25:54,069 How long is this going to last, really? 559 00:25:54,932 --> 00:25:56,796 I mean, I go to these galleries and I see these. 560 00:25:57,003 --> 00:25:58,695 I see toilet seats on the wall 561 00:25:59,143 --> 00:26:01,283 itself for like a quarter of $1 million. 562 00:26:01,629 --> 00:26:02,353 [Laughter] 563 00:26:03,320 --> 00:26:04,252 Well, 564 00:26:05,149 --> 00:26:06,772 do you paint on toilet seats? 565 00:26:08,636 --> 00:26:10,154 No. 566 00:26:10,327 --> 00:26:12,363 And it sounds like you've got nothing to worry about, right? 567 00:26:17,334 --> 00:26:18,162 Hey. 568 00:26:20,026 --> 00:26:21,338 Wait a second. 569 00:26:21,683 --> 00:26:23,927 You were supposed to show me your art, remember? 570 00:26:24,099 --> 00:26:25,307 - Yeah. No. What? - Yeah. 571 00:26:25,307 --> 00:26:26,136 Yeah. Yeah. 572 00:26:26,308 --> 00:26:26,964 Uh-Uh! 573 00:26:28,034 --> 00:26:29,001 Quiet. Quiet. 574 00:26:29,242 --> 00:26:30,209 Oh, wait. What's that? 575 00:26:30,381 --> 00:26:31,279 Oh, we gotta go. 576 00:26:34,144 --> 00:26:35,179 We dated in college. 577 00:26:35,179 --> 00:26:37,699 Now she's got, you know, a husband and kids. 578 00:26:38,044 --> 00:26:39,356 I do. 579 00:26:39,356 --> 00:26:42,946 Two tangerines, frozen mango, two scoops of vegan vanilla 580 00:26:42,946 --> 00:26:46,294 protein and a splash of lemon juice. 581 00:26:46,639 --> 00:26:48,917 It tastes exactly like a creamsicle. 582 00:26:49,608 --> 00:26:50,609 Damn. 583 00:26:50,609 --> 00:26:51,920 Wow. Look at how many lights there are. 584 00:26:52,093 --> 00:26:54,336 - I know. - It's crazy, isn't it? 585 00:26:54,682 --> 00:26:57,685 Like most of those, especially because it's Wall Street. 586 00:26:57,685 --> 00:26:59,687 It's all work. 587 00:27:00,411 --> 00:27:01,654 All work? No play. 588 00:27:02,621 --> 00:27:03,242 Wow. 589 00:27:03,829 --> 00:27:05,313 Lawyers, accountants. 590 00:27:08,247 --> 00:27:10,042 Probably shredding papers right now. 591 00:27:10,870 --> 00:27:12,113 [Laughter] 592 00:27:13,148 --> 00:27:14,080 Most likely. 593 00:27:15,357 --> 00:27:16,255 You miss the city? 594 00:27:16,911 --> 00:27:18,947 Oh, I miss it so much. 595 00:27:19,327 --> 00:27:21,812 I, I really want to move back. 596 00:27:22,710 --> 00:27:23,158 You should. 597 00:27:23,434 --> 00:27:24,159 Yeah. 598 00:27:24,677 --> 00:27:25,264 I don't know. 599 00:27:25,264 --> 00:27:26,161 You know, sometimes. 600 00:27:26,161 --> 00:27:27,922 I mean, you got millions of people. 601 00:27:28,094 --> 00:27:29,130 And, 602 00:27:29,371 --> 00:27:32,202 yet somehow I still feel lonely. 603 00:27:32,374 --> 00:27:33,168 - Really. - Sometimes. 604 00:27:33,341 --> 00:27:34,135 Sometimes. 605 00:27:35,136 --> 00:27:36,447 I feel like people are, 606 00:27:37,794 --> 00:27:39,209 craving connection. 607 00:27:39,381 --> 00:27:40,003 Craving. 608 00:27:42,212 --> 00:27:42,971 Something. 609 00:27:43,420 --> 00:27:44,352 Yeah. 610 00:27:44,697 --> 00:27:45,767 - But. - What do you crave? 611 00:27:46,354 --> 00:27:47,079 Me? 612 00:27:47,251 --> 00:27:47,942 Yeah. 613 00:27:49,046 --> 00:27:49,702 Mm. 614 00:27:52,740 --> 00:27:53,741 Lots of things. 615 00:27:55,087 --> 00:27:56,467 - Really? - Yeah. 616 00:27:57,054 --> 00:27:58,193 Like what? 617 00:27:58,435 --> 00:28:01,196 I don't know if I should tell you yet. 618 00:28:02,750 --> 00:28:03,958 Okay. So there's a yet. 619 00:28:03,958 --> 00:28:06,029 So that means there's a 620 00:28:06,201 --> 00:28:10,102 possibility that you will tell me. 621 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:13,312 Yeah. 622 00:28:13,484 --> 00:28:14,106 Okay. 623 00:28:15,901 --> 00:28:16,729 We gotta go. 624 00:28:17,281 --> 00:28:17,626 What? 625 00:28:17,626 --> 00:28:18,110 Oh, no. 626 00:28:18,110 --> 00:28:18,627 No. 627 00:28:18,627 --> 00:28:19,421 - Again? - Yeah. 628 00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:32,883 This is so cool. 629 00:28:33,504 --> 00:28:34,920 You've never done this before, have you? 630 00:28:35,092 --> 00:28:35,299 No. 631 00:28:52,903 --> 00:28:53,317 Oh. 632 00:28:54,111 --> 00:28:54,871 You okay? 633 00:28:55,250 --> 00:28:56,217 - Kidding. - Oh. 634 00:28:56,493 --> 00:28:57,943 Kiss it make it feel better. 635 00:29:41,262 --> 00:29:42,056 Oh, God. 636 00:29:44,058 --> 00:29:45,197 Wait, wait. 637 00:29:45,197 --> 00:29:49,788 Oh. I should probably make sure I get that train. 638 00:29:51,168 --> 00:29:52,963 I think the last one's like a one or something. 639 00:29:53,136 --> 00:29:53,861 Yeah. Of course. 640 00:29:54,033 --> 00:29:55,483 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 641 00:29:58,555 --> 00:30:00,005 I'm gonna go to the bathroom first. 642 00:30:01,420 --> 00:30:02,524 Okay. Okay. 643 00:30:24,305 --> 00:30:25,582 I can walk you to the train. 644 00:30:27,584 --> 00:30:28,999 I think I might, 645 00:30:29,172 --> 00:30:30,311 get a lift later. 646 00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:33,314 Yeah. 647 00:30:35,316 --> 00:30:35,903 Okay. 648 00:30:40,148 --> 00:30:40,942 But 649 00:30:42,219 --> 00:30:43,911 I need you to show me. 650 00:30:48,398 --> 00:30:49,088 Now. 651 00:30:49,330 --> 00:30:49,951 Mhm. 652 00:30:53,610 --> 00:30:55,025 Yeah. Ready? 653 00:31:17,945 --> 00:31:19,291 These are incredible. 654 00:31:21,949 --> 00:31:22,328 Yeah? 655 00:31:22,915 --> 00:31:23,329 Yeah. 656 00:31:25,504 --> 00:31:26,229 Thank you. 657 00:31:28,576 --> 00:31:30,060 I can see so much. 658 00:31:33,512 --> 00:31:34,237 Like what? 659 00:31:36,066 --> 00:31:36,549 You. 660 00:31:39,380 --> 00:31:41,485 Pain. Chaos. 661 00:31:46,421 --> 00:31:47,595 They're just paintings. 662 00:31:50,322 --> 00:31:51,357 What happened to you? 663 00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:55,465 What? 664 00:31:58,571 --> 00:32:00,125 They're just paintings. 665 00:32:03,231 --> 00:32:04,508 You don't have to hide from me. 666 00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:13,966 You're staying right? 667 00:32:16,210 --> 00:32:16,969 Oh, yeah. 668 00:32:19,178 --> 00:32:20,248 [Soft music] 669 00:32:34,538 --> 00:32:35,470 Princess bed. 670 00:32:36,092 --> 00:32:37,645 Stop! I knew it. 671 00:32:37,990 --> 00:32:38,335 Don't. 672 00:32:38,577 --> 00:32:39,267 Don't! 673 00:32:39,267 --> 00:32:41,235 This is what they gave me. 674 00:32:41,235 --> 00:32:43,099 And I didn't want to take it down. 675 00:32:43,547 --> 00:32:44,652 Because you like it. 676 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:47,137 Cause I'm a fucking princess. 677 00:32:47,310 --> 00:32:48,242 Yes you are. 678 00:33:03,222 --> 00:33:03,567 ♪ Hey ♪ 679 00:33:09,504 --> 00:33:12,231 ♪ You don't know where you're going ♪ 680 00:33:15,165 --> 00:33:19,135 ♪ Set your mind on a one way trip ♪ 681 00:33:20,722 --> 00:33:24,140 ♪ Where the wind is blowing ♪ 682 00:33:27,177 --> 00:33:30,111 ♪ Secrets that you keep ♪ 683 00:33:32,596 --> 00:33:35,151 ♪ Are keeping you down ♪ 684 00:33:38,223 --> 00:33:40,673 ♪ You think you might drown ♪ 685 00:33:43,504 --> 00:33:46,162 ♪ That's no way of living ♪ 686 00:33:52,651 --> 00:33:54,584 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 687 00:33:57,345 --> 00:34:00,762 ♪ To things you've never seen ♪ 688 00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:06,078 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 689 00:34:15,260 --> 00:34:17,296 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 690 00:34:26,512 --> 00:34:28,514 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 691 00:34:37,592 --> 00:34:39,870 ♪ Let me be the light ♪ 692 00:34:40,216 --> 00:34:42,528 ♪ To your darkest thought ♪ 693 00:34:45,566 --> 00:34:49,535 ♪ Let me take your deepest fear ♪ 694 00:34:51,296 --> 00:34:53,608 ♪ Hold them to my heart ♪ 695 00:34:56,232 --> 00:34:56,853 ♪ Hey ♪ 696 00:35:02,514 --> 00:35:05,172 ♪ You don't know where you're going ♪ 697 00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:07,795 Hey. 698 00:35:10,142 --> 00:35:10,763 Hey! 699 00:35:11,385 --> 00:35:12,144 You okay? 700 00:35:13,456 --> 00:35:14,112 Yeah. 701 00:35:16,424 --> 00:35:17,322 Can't sleep? 702 00:35:18,633 --> 00:35:19,427 No. 703 00:35:28,747 --> 00:35:29,886 Do you, um. 704 00:35:34,649 --> 00:35:35,305 No. 705 00:35:35,478 --> 00:35:36,410 Absolutely not. 706 00:35:39,309 --> 00:35:40,483 I really like you being here. 707 00:35:44,314 --> 00:35:44,763 Really? 708 00:35:46,661 --> 00:35:47,421 Nice. 709 00:35:48,663 --> 00:35:49,526 Me, too. 710 00:36:06,647 --> 00:36:07,786 I'm gonna find. 711 00:36:09,201 --> 00:36:10,409 [Soft music] 712 00:36:30,291 --> 00:36:31,189 ♪ You ♪ 713 00:36:34,226 --> 00:36:36,297 ♪ You keep me high ♪ 714 00:36:41,406 --> 00:36:45,306 ♪ I'm on the edge tonight ♪ 715 00:36:48,344 --> 00:36:50,518 ♪ I think I'll fly ♪ 716 00:36:56,490 --> 00:36:57,663 ♪ This dream ♪ 717 00:37:02,496 --> 00:37:04,532 ♪ I can't describe ♪ 718 00:37:09,744 --> 00:37:13,472 ♪ It's like I'm lost in time ♪ 719 00:37:16,510 --> 00:37:18,615 ♪ You're by my side ♪ 720 00:37:24,966 --> 00:37:29,557 ♪ All I wanna do is run, run, baby, with the top down ♪ 721 00:37:29,557 --> 00:37:31,456 ♪ Hold hands, you drive ♪ 722 00:37:31,628 --> 00:37:33,423 ♪ We're getting high tonight ♪ 723 00:37:34,873 --> 00:37:37,738 ♪I'm gonna fly tonight ♪ 724 00:37:39,015 --> 00:37:41,431 ♪ All I wanna do is run ♪ 725 00:37:41,431 --> 00:37:43,606 ♪ Right, baby, with the top down ♪ 726 00:37:43,606 --> 00:37:45,470 ♪ Hold hands, you drive ♪ 727 00:37:45,642 --> 00:37:47,472 ♪We're getting high tonight ♪ 728 00:37:49,059 --> 00:37:50,509 ♪ I'm gonna fly ♪ 729 00:37:59,346 --> 00:38:00,899 ♪ Stars collide ♪ 730 00:38:06,491 --> 00:38:09,908 ♪ Such a cold embrace ♪ 731 00:38:12,945 --> 00:38:14,982 ♪ Yet we survive ♪ 732 00:38:21,471 --> 00:38:24,647 ♪ All I wanna do is run, run, baby ♪ 733 00:38:24,647 --> 00:38:25,958 ♪ With the top down ♪ 734 00:38:25,958 --> 00:38:27,788 ♪ Hold hands, you drive ♪ 735 00:38:27,960 --> 00:38:29,721 ♪ We're getting high tonight ♪ 736 00:38:37,798 --> 00:38:38,937 ♪ I wanna fly ♪ 737 00:39:02,409 --> 00:39:03,030 Hey. 738 00:39:04,134 --> 00:39:04,997 Hello. 739 00:39:04,997 --> 00:39:06,482 So I got this little note. 740 00:39:06,654 --> 00:39:08,138 Oh, my God, what is this? 741 00:39:08,484 --> 00:39:09,519 I don't know. 742 00:39:09,519 --> 00:39:12,557 Who would have wrote something so ridiculous? 743 00:39:13,523 --> 00:39:17,941 Um. I made something light, so that way we could eat this. 744 00:39:17,941 --> 00:39:18,804 And then you can tell me what 745 00:39:18,804 --> 00:39:20,081 you like, and then I can make it. 746 00:39:20,979 --> 00:39:22,532 I can tell you what I like. 747 00:39:22,705 --> 00:39:23,947 Yeah, you can tell me what you like. 748 00:39:24,569 --> 00:39:26,709 Do you like apples and yogurt? 749 00:39:29,781 --> 00:39:30,402 Mmm. 750 00:39:30,747 --> 00:39:31,438 Yeah. 751 00:39:32,059 --> 00:39:33,094 Not bad, right? 752 00:39:33,716 --> 00:39:34,717 Really good. 753 00:39:35,614 --> 00:39:36,684 Oh, it's so good. 754 00:39:37,167 --> 00:39:37,720 Mm. 755 00:39:41,137 --> 00:39:41,862 Mmm. 756 00:39:42,863 --> 00:39:43,450 Mhm. 757 00:39:43,691 --> 00:39:45,555 Mhm. Mhm. 758 00:39:46,038 --> 00:39:46,694 Mhm. 759 00:39:46,867 --> 00:39:48,489 I love apples. 760 00:39:49,076 --> 00:39:49,870 [Laughter] 761 00:39:50,664 --> 00:39:51,147 Good morning. 762 00:39:51,492 --> 00:39:52,528 Good morning. 763 00:39:52,804 --> 00:39:54,426 You love feeding people don't you. 764 00:39:54,702 --> 00:39:55,738 I love feeding you. 765 00:39:56,670 --> 00:39:57,981 - Really. - Yes. 766 00:39:58,430 --> 00:39:59,362 Mm. 767 00:39:59,362 --> 00:40:00,777 So what would you like for breakfast? 768 00:40:10,408 --> 00:40:11,857 What do I want for breakfast? 769 00:40:12,099 --> 00:40:12,927 Mhm. 770 00:40:14,170 --> 00:40:15,102 [Indistinct] 771 00:40:39,057 --> 00:40:40,955 We should probably be real people. 772 00:40:43,510 --> 00:40:44,234 What does that mean? 773 00:40:44,821 --> 00:40:45,581 You know. 774 00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:47,721 Go be in the world. 775 00:40:47,893 --> 00:40:49,792 - In the world? - Yeah. 776 00:40:51,863 --> 00:40:52,208 Thank you. 777 00:40:52,553 --> 00:40:53,174 Yeah. 778 00:40:55,936 --> 00:40:56,868 Can I use your shower? 779 00:40:57,178 --> 00:40:57,869 Of course. 780 00:40:58,145 --> 00:40:59,180 - Okay. - Okay. 781 00:40:59,526 --> 00:41:01,079 - Okay. Okay. - Okay. Okay. 782 00:41:27,243 --> 00:41:27,830 Hey. 783 00:41:31,627 --> 00:41:32,593 [Indistinct] 784 00:41:33,767 --> 00:41:35,527 Thout we'd go get some lunch? 785 00:41:35,700 --> 00:41:36,183 Are you hungry? 786 00:41:40,636 --> 00:41:41,222 Come on. 787 00:41:41,568 --> 00:41:42,534 Oh. Come on. 788 00:41:42,776 --> 00:41:43,777 We'll go get some food. 789 00:41:44,674 --> 00:41:45,917 [Indistinct whispering] 790 00:41:53,303 --> 00:41:54,684 I'll go put on my dress. 791 00:41:55,236 --> 00:41:56,237 [Indistinct] 792 00:42:10,631 --> 00:42:13,151 I made all 12 of them necklaces. 793 00:42:14,048 --> 00:42:16,879 Later we go to try to make out, 794 00:42:17,051 --> 00:42:18,328 like where the lions are or something. 795 00:42:18,674 --> 00:42:18,846 That's. 796 00:42:23,989 --> 00:42:25,232 That's why it's called the ravine. 797 00:42:25,577 --> 00:42:27,579 Um, have you been to the castle in central? 798 00:42:27,993 --> 00:42:28,787 A long time ago. 799 00:42:28,960 --> 00:42:29,305 Yeah. 800 00:42:29,305 --> 00:42:29,616 Come on. 801 00:42:30,306 --> 00:42:30,755 We gotta go to the castle. 802 00:42:35,587 --> 00:42:37,347 Overlooks Prospect Park on oceans. 803 00:42:40,247 --> 00:42:41,697 Like your art, I suppose. 804 00:42:42,249 --> 00:42:43,077 Absolutely. 805 00:42:46,667 --> 00:42:47,841 Oh. Do tell. 806 00:42:48,013 --> 00:42:48,635 Yeah. 807 00:42:48,635 --> 00:42:50,671 Yes. They were really? 808 00:42:50,844 --> 00:42:51,569 Absolutely. 809 00:42:51,741 --> 00:42:52,880 Wow. You're silly. 810 00:42:53,778 --> 00:42:54,779 I don't believe you. 811 00:42:54,986 --> 00:42:55,745 One day. 812 00:42:55,745 --> 00:42:57,057 One day, I will own a castle. 813 00:42:57,678 --> 00:42:58,645 Not this one, though. 814 00:42:58,817 --> 00:43:00,094 No, but I'll have a dungeon. 815 00:43:00,854 --> 00:43:01,199 Oh. 816 00:43:01,682 --> 00:43:02,096 Mhm. 817 00:43:03,581 --> 00:43:04,167 And. 818 00:43:05,859 --> 00:43:06,756 I'll take you there. 819 00:43:07,170 --> 00:43:07,792 Will you? 820 00:43:08,068 --> 00:43:08,896 Absolutely. 821 00:43:10,208 --> 00:43:11,071 What? 822 00:43:11,968 --> 00:43:13,142 We should go back to mine. 823 00:43:16,214 --> 00:43:17,146 I should go home. 824 00:43:18,319 --> 00:43:18,906 Oh. 825 00:43:19,148 --> 00:43:19,942 Sorry. 826 00:43:20,321 --> 00:43:21,668 You slayed the dragon. 827 00:43:21,840 --> 00:43:24,671 Oh, I need different clothes. 828 00:43:25,016 --> 00:43:26,086 I get it, I get it. 829 00:43:26,086 --> 00:43:27,052 - You know. - Yeah. 830 00:43:27,225 --> 00:43:28,191 I'll come back tomorrow. 831 00:43:28,882 --> 00:43:29,607 All right. 832 00:43:29,779 --> 00:43:30,677 Yeah. Wanna play? 833 00:43:31,160 --> 00:43:32,195 Absolutely. Yeah. 834 00:43:32,195 --> 00:43:35,371 I mean, I got nothing except for painting. 835 00:43:39,789 --> 00:43:40,721 Goodbye, Castle. 836 00:43:47,210 --> 00:43:48,660 All right, I gotta go. 837 00:43:48,833 --> 00:43:49,799 You let me know about tomorrow? 838 00:43:50,351 --> 00:43:51,180 Absolutely. 839 00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:53,389 All right. 840 00:43:56,634 --> 00:43:57,669 This was fun, thanks. 841 00:43:57,842 --> 00:43:59,050 Yeah. I'll see you tomorrow. 842 00:43:59,222 --> 00:43:59,809 Yeah. 843 00:44:05,332 --> 00:44:06,195 Get home safe. 844 00:44:07,403 --> 00:44:09,716 [Soft music] 845 00:44:21,382 --> 00:44:24,834 ♪ And you give yourself away ♪ 846 00:44:27,872 --> 00:44:32,462 ♪ With all the words and the things you say ♪ 847 00:44:34,844 --> 00:44:39,331 ♪ Everywhere they needed you to be ♪ 848 00:44:41,402 --> 00:44:46,235 ♪ Everyone's favorite thing to see ♪ 849 00:44:50,135 --> 00:44:53,242 ♪ Be mine tonight ♪ 850 00:44:58,178 --> 00:45:01,422 ♪ If only for a while ♪ 851 00:45:04,460 --> 00:45:09,707 ♪ And in the morning they can hear you better ♪ 852 00:45:11,950 --> 00:45:14,988 ♪ Just be mine tonight ♪ 853 00:45:19,302 --> 00:45:22,927 ♪ And you break against the way ♪ 854 00:45:25,964 --> 00:45:30,762 ♪ There's nothing more to give some day ♪ 855 00:45:33,006 --> 00:45:37,873 ♪ And I'm not asking for your sympathy ♪ 856 00:45:40,013 --> 00:45:44,845 ♪ I'm just asking you to stay with me ♪ 857 00:45:48,538 --> 00:45:51,956 ♪ And be mine tonight ♪ 858 00:45:56,892 --> 00:46:00,343 ♪ If only for a while ♪ 859 00:46:03,381 --> 00:46:08,317 ♪ And in the morning they can hear me, baby ♪ 860 00:46:10,768 --> 00:46:13,909 ♪ Just be mine tonight ♪ 861 00:46:18,396 --> 00:46:21,537 ♪ Just be mine tonight ♪ 862 00:46:24,574 --> 00:46:25,403 ♪ Tonight ♪ 863 00:46:45,975 --> 00:46:46,804 Ab? 864 00:46:48,253 --> 00:46:49,013 Ab? 865 00:47:26,947 --> 00:47:27,568 Hey. 866 00:47:28,086 --> 00:47:29,881 I got your cigarettes. 867 00:47:32,953 --> 00:47:34,610 If you eat your muffin, I'll give you the cigarettes. 868 00:47:35,404 --> 00:47:36,060 No. 869 00:47:37,199 --> 00:47:38,441 I'm not. 870 00:47:38,441 --> 00:47:41,341 I'll have the cigarette and then I'll eat the muffin. 871 00:47:53,284 --> 00:47:53,940 Can't. 872 00:47:56,390 --> 00:47:57,115 Can you? 873 00:47:57,115 --> 00:47:58,220 Can you just hold on to it? 874 00:47:58,220 --> 00:47:59,255 Maybe. And have it later. 875 00:48:00,256 --> 00:48:01,119 Yeah. 876 00:48:02,603 --> 00:48:04,122 Promise? I'll wrap it up. 877 00:48:04,295 --> 00:48:04,847 Okay. 878 00:48:04,847 --> 00:48:05,365 Yeah. Wrap it up. 879 00:48:09,921 --> 00:48:10,991 Promise you'll eat it later? 880 00:48:17,584 --> 00:48:21,381 You need to decide what you want to do, Ab. 881 00:48:22,002 --> 00:48:22,554 You know? 882 00:48:23,901 --> 00:48:24,418 What do you mean? 883 00:48:28,491 --> 00:48:30,079 Yeah, you know what I'm talking about. 884 00:48:32,633 --> 00:48:33,220 Like. 885 00:48:37,949 --> 00:48:40,434 It's not going to go on forever like this. 886 00:48:45,577 --> 00:48:46,578 It's your turn. 887 00:48:48,408 --> 00:48:49,478 Oh. Come on. 888 00:48:49,478 --> 00:48:51,100 You've waited long, and you know what I mean. 889 00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:53,620 You have to decide what you want to do. 890 00:49:03,975 --> 00:49:05,528 This this this isn't. 891 00:49:05,701 --> 00:49:07,185 This can't go on. 892 00:49:13,709 --> 00:49:14,537 Okay. 893 00:49:46,707 --> 00:49:47,501 Come in. 894 00:49:50,263 --> 00:49:50,711 Hey. 895 00:49:51,471 --> 00:49:52,334 Hello. 896 00:49:52,506 --> 00:49:53,645 I told you I'd come back. 897 00:49:53,645 --> 00:49:54,267 Right. 898 00:49:54,267 --> 00:49:55,233 It's good to see you. 899 00:49:59,617 --> 00:50:01,032 Do you want tea or anything? 900 00:50:01,205 --> 00:50:01,964 No. 901 00:50:01,964 --> 00:50:03,103 Okay. I'm just finishing this. 902 00:50:03,552 --> 00:50:04,449 How was your night? 903 00:50:06,037 --> 00:50:07,245 I don't know. Just a night. 904 00:50:07,418 --> 00:50:08,315 Nothing special. 905 00:50:08,488 --> 00:50:09,247 Yeah. 906 00:50:09,247 --> 00:50:11,042 Yeah, I got some writing done. 907 00:50:11,215 --> 00:50:11,594 That's great. 908 00:50:11,767 --> 00:50:12,285 Yeah. 909 00:50:12,457 --> 00:50:12,768 Yeah. 910 00:50:13,217 --> 00:50:13,700 You? 911 00:50:14,321 --> 00:50:15,426 Yeah. Painted. 912 00:50:15,736 --> 00:50:16,565 Yeah. Yeah. 913 00:50:16,737 --> 00:50:17,531 Always painting. 914 00:50:18,808 --> 00:50:20,396 Do creators creating? 915 00:50:20,810 --> 00:50:21,604 Yes. 916 00:50:21,604 --> 00:50:22,467 You ready to do this? 917 00:50:22,640 --> 00:50:24,090 I'm so ready. 918 00:50:24,262 --> 00:50:26,023 I always have the best ideas. 919 00:50:26,195 --> 00:50:27,058 Come on, let's go. 920 00:50:27,231 --> 00:50:27,541 Cool. 921 00:50:28,301 --> 00:50:28,646 Yay! 922 00:50:32,512 --> 00:50:33,582 So you. 923 00:50:33,582 --> 00:50:35,204 You've never been here or you have been here. 924 00:50:35,204 --> 00:50:37,344 I've been to the beach, but I haven't been to the ride. 925 00:50:37,517 --> 00:50:38,794 When's the last time you've been here? 926 00:50:39,139 --> 00:50:40,761 Hey, what's your name? 927 00:50:41,107 --> 00:50:42,142 When's the last time you've been here? 928 00:50:42,315 --> 00:50:43,212 Come on Red! 929 00:50:43,385 --> 00:50:44,248 Five years ago. 930 00:50:44,248 --> 00:50:45,421 How are you doing with that loser? 931 00:50:45,594 --> 00:50:46,629 I got money. 932 00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:48,424 He doesn't have money. 933 00:50:49,046 --> 00:50:51,082 I could fucking kill you, man. 934 00:50:51,358 --> 00:50:52,463 Fucking chump. 935 00:50:55,155 --> 00:50:56,432 Just leave it. Leave it. It's nothing. 936 00:50:56,432 --> 00:50:57,295 Just let it go. 937 00:50:57,295 --> 00:50:58,331 - Let it go. - Hang on a second. 938 00:51:01,403 --> 00:51:01,817 What? 939 00:51:03,094 --> 00:51:04,268 What? Huh? 940 00:51:04,820 --> 00:51:06,132 Huh? What? 941 00:51:07,236 --> 00:51:07,650 Kill me! 942 00:51:10,067 --> 00:51:11,378 Kill me! 943 00:51:12,276 --> 00:51:14,416 Go home and sober up, you fucking piece of shit! 944 00:51:17,488 --> 00:51:18,144 Come on. 945 00:51:20,732 --> 00:51:21,526 What did you do? 946 00:51:23,149 --> 00:51:23,494 Max. 947 00:51:32,192 --> 00:51:34,263 Max. Max! 948 00:51:34,436 --> 00:51:36,610 Max! What's going on? 949 00:51:37,163 --> 00:51:38,267 What's going on with you? 950 00:51:38,440 --> 00:51:39,544 What do you mean? 951 00:51:39,717 --> 00:51:40,890 I mean, what happened with that guy? 952 00:51:41,236 --> 00:51:42,375 It was crazy. 953 00:51:42,375 --> 00:51:44,549 And now you're walking ahead of me, ignoring me. 954 00:51:44,549 --> 00:51:46,137 And, I mean, what happened? 955 00:51:46,310 --> 00:51:47,449 I didn't do anything wrong. 956 00:51:47,621 --> 00:51:48,864 No you didn't. 957 00:51:50,141 --> 00:51:51,522 The guy was drunk, Abby. 958 00:51:51,694 --> 00:51:53,040 He told me he was gonna kill me. 959 00:51:53,040 --> 00:51:56,251 He's probably just, you know, out of his mind for the moment. 960 00:51:56,458 --> 00:51:59,116 I know you went through a lot with your husband. 961 00:51:59,288 --> 00:52:01,566 Okay. But it is a different scenario when you're here. 962 00:52:01,773 --> 00:52:03,430 You have to set boundaries. 963 00:52:03,603 --> 00:52:04,949 I'm sorry. 964 00:52:04,949 --> 00:52:08,297 I'm not trying to yell at you, but I'm just saying, like, it's 965 00:52:08,297 --> 00:52:09,540 not safe out here. 966 00:52:10,782 --> 00:52:12,198 You don't know these people. 967 00:52:18,307 --> 00:52:19,584 I just wanted to protect you. 968 00:52:24,486 --> 00:52:25,349 Look. Can we. 969 00:52:26,695 --> 00:52:27,316 I'm sorry. 970 00:52:27,489 --> 00:52:28,386 Can we? 971 00:52:29,732 --> 00:52:31,389 Can we let go of that energy 972 00:52:32,597 --> 00:52:35,324 and go into the park and have a good time? 973 00:52:36,153 --> 00:52:36,843 Yeah. 974 00:52:39,190 --> 00:52:40,398 Let's go ride some rides. 975 00:52:43,367 --> 00:52:44,644 Away. 976 00:52:44,954 --> 00:52:47,198 It sounds like it's actually made out of cans. 977 00:52:49,200 --> 00:52:50,857 Whatever you need. 978 00:52:53,929 --> 00:52:55,241 I'm not getting on that thing. 979 00:52:56,587 --> 00:52:58,244 So when was this thing built? 980 00:52:58,968 --> 00:53:00,556 Um, 17. 981 00:53:00,729 --> 00:53:02,800 Right when the Revolutionary War ended. 982 00:53:04,353 --> 00:53:05,285 Yeah. Thank you. 983 00:53:06,286 --> 00:53:07,494 Oh man. We're really high up. 984 00:53:07,736 --> 00:53:08,668 We're gonna go. 985 00:53:08,875 --> 00:53:10,497 I think we're gonna go again. 986 00:53:10,670 --> 00:53:11,360 No, no no, no. 987 00:53:11,360 --> 00:53:12,396 I know it, I can feel it. 988 00:53:12,396 --> 00:53:13,535 I can feel it. 989 00:53:13,535 --> 00:53:14,570 - Hey, Abby. Abby. - It's gonna slip any second. 990 00:53:14,570 --> 00:53:15,675 - I got you. - What, what, what. 991 00:53:15,675 --> 00:53:16,641 - I got you. You're safe. - Really? 992 00:53:16,814 --> 00:53:17,711 - Okay. - Yeah. 993 00:53:17,884 --> 00:53:18,885 Hey, look at me. Look at me. 994 00:53:19,644 --> 00:53:20,231 You're safe. 995 00:53:21,232 --> 00:53:21,750 I promise. 996 00:53:21,922 --> 00:53:22,889 You promise? 997 00:53:22,889 --> 00:53:24,235 You have control over this thing. 998 00:53:24,408 --> 00:53:25,581 Yeah. See you later. 999 00:53:31,277 --> 00:53:32,278 Oh my God. 1000 00:53:39,388 --> 00:53:41,390 Ooh! Let's do spook-o-rama. 1001 00:53:41,563 --> 00:53:42,529 Ooh, that looks good. 1002 00:53:42,702 --> 00:53:43,599 You want to go scary? 1003 00:53:44,980 --> 00:53:46,430 [Screaming] 1004 00:53:47,741 --> 00:53:48,984 [Laughter] 1005 00:53:50,848 --> 00:53:52,021 Hey, 1006 00:53:53,230 --> 00:53:55,473 I'm just hanging out with my buddy here. 1007 00:53:55,784 --> 00:53:57,303 You ready to get your ass whooped? 1008 00:53:57,475 --> 00:53:58,718 Oh! You stop! 1009 00:53:59,305 --> 00:54:00,029 Hey, y'all. 1010 00:54:00,375 --> 00:54:01,859 Wow. You got great muscles. 1011 00:54:03,619 --> 00:54:04,965 Yeah, you look great. 1012 00:54:05,449 --> 00:54:06,415 Oh, thank you. 1013 00:54:06,588 --> 00:54:07,554 [Indistinct] 1014 00:54:07,727 --> 00:54:09,384 Oh, you teach fitness? 1015 00:54:09,556 --> 00:54:10,454 Yeah. Teach fitness. 1016 00:54:10,626 --> 00:54:12,456 Really? Where do you teach? 1017 00:54:12,939 --> 00:54:15,459 I'm teaching fifth and Queens. 1018 00:54:15,631 --> 00:54:16,529 Calcium jeopardy! 1019 00:54:16,701 --> 00:54:18,427 Oh, how fun. I would. 1020 00:54:18,600 --> 00:54:19,601 Oh, maybe I could come by. 1021 00:54:19,773 --> 00:54:20,740 Yeah come by, right. 1022 00:54:20,912 --> 00:54:21,637 You gotta get. 1023 00:54:22,604 --> 00:54:23,501 Yeah. We're ready. 1024 00:54:36,963 --> 00:54:38,275 There's, like, some puppy right here. 1025 00:54:38,447 --> 00:54:38,930 Oh, yeah. 1026 00:54:38,930 --> 00:54:39,621 Congratulations. 1027 00:54:39,621 --> 00:54:40,311 Oh. 1028 00:54:40,311 --> 00:54:41,519 Before we lose our shirt. 1029 00:54:42,658 --> 00:54:43,280 Oh. 1030 00:54:43,452 --> 00:54:44,073 Thanks, man. 1031 00:54:44,073 --> 00:54:45,489 Thank you for the puppy. 1032 00:54:46,559 --> 00:54:48,871 - Yeah. - I like to be on film. 1033 00:54:49,044 --> 00:54:49,941 Oh, yay! 1034 00:54:51,322 --> 00:54:52,530 Oh, he's so cute. 1035 00:54:52,530 --> 00:54:53,393 But why did we leave? 1036 00:54:53,393 --> 00:54:54,394 We were winning. 1037 00:54:54,394 --> 00:54:55,361 We could have won something even bigger. 1038 00:54:55,533 --> 00:54:56,258 Oh, you got. 1039 00:54:56,258 --> 00:54:57,466 Those games are rigged, man. 1040 00:54:57,466 --> 00:54:58,812 You gotta leave before you lose your shirt. 1041 00:54:58,812 --> 00:54:59,572 You know what I mean? 1042 00:54:59,572 --> 00:55:01,332 You weren't gonna lose anything. 1043 00:55:01,505 --> 00:55:02,713 I'm. I'm a good shot. 1044 00:55:02,713 --> 00:55:03,472 - Yeah. - Right? 1045 00:55:03,645 --> 00:55:04,093 You saw that? 1046 00:55:04,093 --> 00:55:04,956 I saw that. 1047 00:55:05,474 --> 00:55:06,544 We should do bumper cars. 1048 00:55:06,993 --> 00:55:08,063 Where's my gas? 1049 00:55:09,754 --> 00:55:10,341 Yeah. 1050 00:55:11,653 --> 00:55:12,619 [Laughter] 1051 00:55:19,971 --> 00:55:20,662 Kiss. 1052 00:55:20,834 --> 00:55:21,594 Yes. 1053 00:55:26,495 --> 00:55:27,600 It's so fun. 1054 00:55:30,672 --> 00:55:31,845 It's like, who am I right now? 1055 00:55:32,018 --> 00:55:32,846 I just don't even know. 1056 00:55:33,019 --> 00:55:33,640 Who am I? 1057 00:55:33,916 --> 00:55:35,021 Who am I? 1058 00:55:35,366 --> 00:55:36,885 ♪ It was all about dreaming ♪ 1059 00:55:38,473 --> 00:55:42,028 ♪ And everything I'm seeing all fades away ♪ 1060 00:55:43,063 --> 00:55:44,927 I can't believe you won this. 1061 00:55:45,859 --> 00:55:46,929 Oh come on. 1062 00:55:47,102 --> 00:55:49,449 It's from my mad target skills, Max. 1063 00:55:50,105 --> 00:55:52,107 Your mad flirting skills. 1064 00:55:53,039 --> 00:55:55,041 - What? - You heard me. 1065 00:55:56,594 --> 00:55:57,492 What do you mean? 1066 00:55:58,009 --> 00:55:58,976 What are you talking about? 1067 00:55:59,563 --> 00:56:01,012 You were flirting with the dude. 1068 00:56:01,358 --> 00:56:03,843 I'm sure that the prizes are not this big. 1069 00:56:04,775 --> 00:56:06,846 I wasn't flirting with him. 1070 00:56:08,606 --> 00:56:09,642 I wasn't flirting with him. 1071 00:56:09,814 --> 00:56:10,815 What are you talking about? 1072 00:56:10,988 --> 00:56:11,782 Yes you were. 1073 00:56:13,991 --> 00:56:15,095 How can you say that? 1074 00:56:16,096 --> 00:56:16,821 That's crazy. 1075 00:56:16,821 --> 00:56:18,133 Because it's true. 1076 00:56:18,133 --> 00:56:20,929 You complimented him on his muscles and told him you were 1077 00:56:20,929 --> 00:56:22,379 gonna go work out with him. 1078 00:56:22,551 --> 00:56:24,519 I was being nice, Max. 1079 00:56:24,829 --> 00:56:27,901 The poor guy is, like, back there all day, you know, 1080 00:56:28,074 --> 00:56:29,178 running games. 1081 00:56:30,041 --> 00:56:30,904 There was nobody there. 1082 00:56:30,904 --> 00:56:32,803 Even, like, how boring, you know. 1083 00:56:40,017 --> 00:56:41,018 Is this, like. 1084 00:56:41,777 --> 00:56:43,192 A problem? Is this a thing? 1085 00:56:45,160 --> 00:56:45,885 What? 1086 00:56:46,057 --> 00:56:47,162 No no no no no. 1087 00:56:47,507 --> 00:56:48,612 I was. 1088 00:56:49,026 --> 00:56:51,684 I'm joking, I'm joking, I was joking. 1089 00:56:52,995 --> 00:56:54,169 I'm joking. Yes. 1090 00:56:55,412 --> 00:56:56,482 I'm joking. 1091 00:56:59,174 --> 00:56:59,830 Sorry. 1092 00:57:02,902 --> 00:57:03,834 Pug life. 1093 00:57:05,698 --> 00:57:06,906 You won this fair and square. 1094 00:57:07,976 --> 00:57:10,081 From your mad shooting skills. 1095 00:57:13,153 --> 00:57:13,947 This is true. 1096 00:57:14,465 --> 00:57:15,570 Wanna go cuddle? 1097 00:57:21,541 --> 00:57:22,887 You want to be a little pug? 1098 00:57:23,440 --> 00:57:24,682 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1099 00:57:24,855 --> 00:57:25,407 Let's go. 1100 00:57:25,407 --> 00:57:26,201 Tickle your belly. 1101 00:57:34,036 --> 00:57:34,968 What? 1102 00:57:34,968 --> 00:57:38,903 Just us being friends for so long and. 1103 00:57:39,214 --> 00:57:39,904 Yeah. 1104 00:57:40,077 --> 00:57:41,147 That happened. 1105 00:57:43,080 --> 00:57:44,633 Thanks for inviting me for dinner. 1106 00:57:44,875 --> 00:57:45,634 Of course. 1107 00:57:47,671 --> 00:57:48,741 Little did I know. 1108 00:57:48,913 --> 00:57:51,571 Yeah, I mean, I knew. 1109 00:57:51,744 --> 00:57:56,576 Sorry. I mean, look, I was gonna force anything. 1110 00:57:56,749 --> 00:57:57,508 I just. 1111 00:57:57,508 --> 00:57:58,682 Yeah well you didn't have to. 1112 00:57:58,682 --> 00:58:00,235 I've always had a crush on you. 1113 00:58:00,649 --> 00:58:01,512 Seriously? 1114 00:58:01,512 --> 00:58:02,996 Yes. 1115 00:58:03,169 --> 00:58:06,724 And I know that you've been going through a tough time, and 1116 00:58:06,724 --> 00:58:09,486 I felt I was, I was torn. 1117 00:58:09,658 --> 00:58:12,765 It was like, do I or don't I? 1118 00:58:13,662 --> 00:58:17,666 I'm just glad that it happened now. 1119 00:58:18,840 --> 00:58:19,841 Yeah me too. 1120 00:58:20,117 --> 00:58:20,669 Yeah. 1121 00:58:21,014 --> 00:58:21,946 Yeah. 1122 00:58:22,671 --> 00:58:23,948 Better late than never, right? 1123 00:58:24,121 --> 00:58:24,742 Yeah. 1124 00:58:24,915 --> 00:58:25,709 Definitely. 1125 00:58:26,123 --> 00:58:26,986 Less baggage. 1126 00:58:27,642 --> 00:58:28,297 Yeah. 1127 00:58:28,677 --> 00:58:29,885 Yeah. For sure. 1128 00:58:57,119 --> 00:58:58,673 So how did you get into art? 1129 00:58:58,845 --> 00:58:59,984 How'd you get into painting? 1130 00:59:00,882 --> 00:59:04,817 So when I got into high school, I, uh, 1131 00:59:05,921 --> 00:59:09,097 So you know, you can sign up for whatever you want. 1132 00:59:09,822 --> 00:59:13,929 And I signed up for art not because I wanted to, but 1133 00:59:13,929 --> 00:59:15,793 because I thought it would be fucking easy. 1134 00:59:18,278 --> 00:59:19,625 And, um. 1135 00:59:19,866 --> 00:59:21,109 And my teacher, 1136 00:59:22,559 --> 00:59:24,940 he kept trying to teach us form. 1137 00:59:25,113 --> 00:59:26,286 I mean, he didn't try. He did. 1138 00:59:26,770 --> 00:59:28,219 [Indistinct] 1139 00:59:28,979 --> 00:59:32,879 I think I was trying to piss him off, you know, because I 1140 00:59:32,879 --> 00:59:33,915 was like, I don't want to do this. 1141 00:59:33,915 --> 00:59:35,951 I thought this was going to be fucking easy. 1142 00:59:36,780 --> 00:59:39,265 And he started embracing 1143 00:59:40,715 --> 00:59:42,164 my weird. 1144 00:59:43,096 --> 00:59:46,617 And one day he kept me up after class and he was like, you 1145 00:59:46,617 --> 00:59:48,792 know, you're you're talented, right? 1146 00:59:49,758 --> 00:59:51,070 And that was the first time 1147 00:59:51,070 --> 00:59:52,727 that anybody had ever told me that. 1148 00:59:54,038 --> 00:59:56,109 And he's like, but you need to learn form. 1149 00:59:58,146 --> 00:59:59,803 And he said something. He said. 1150 00:59:59,803 --> 01:00:03,392 Talent without hard work is a tragedy. 1151 01:00:04,704 --> 01:00:06,741 And so the next day. 1152 01:00:08,915 --> 01:00:14,887 I started learning form and I started loving art. 1153 01:00:16,682 --> 01:00:17,165 Yeah. 1154 01:00:18,787 --> 01:00:19,650 What about you? 1155 01:00:20,202 --> 01:00:21,341 What started with writing? 1156 01:00:25,898 --> 01:00:26,899 Crazy shit. 1157 01:00:28,417 --> 01:00:29,384 As a kid. 1158 01:00:29,833 --> 01:00:31,282 Um, 1159 01:00:31,662 --> 01:00:34,838 I would see things in the world that I really didn't like. 1160 01:00:35,148 --> 01:00:38,186 And I knew I didn't have the power to change anything. 1161 01:00:38,393 --> 01:00:43,881 Yeah. So I would make up stories in my head about an 1162 01:00:43,881 --> 01:00:45,711 alternate reality of the way it went. 1163 01:00:46,125 --> 01:00:47,644 Right. And I. 1164 01:00:49,853 --> 01:00:55,444 Wrote my first full length play in third grade. 1165 01:00:56,307 --> 01:00:57,964 Kind of crazy, but don't you think? 1166 01:00:57,964 --> 01:01:00,173 Everybody that does art is kind of crazy? 1167 01:01:00,657 --> 01:01:01,899 No, we have to be a little crazy. 1168 01:01:02,072 --> 01:01:05,903 I've never really known how to fit into society. 1169 01:01:07,802 --> 01:01:08,112 Yeah. 1170 01:01:17,121 --> 01:01:18,882 [Laughter] 1171 01:01:21,816 --> 01:01:22,437 Goofball. 1172 01:01:25,267 --> 01:01:26,890 I'm coming with you. 1173 01:01:27,960 --> 01:01:31,688 So how many women have you actually brought back to your 1174 01:01:31,688 --> 01:01:32,896 little den setup? 1175 01:01:33,068 --> 01:01:33,931 My den? 1176 01:01:34,242 --> 01:01:34,829 Yeah. 1177 01:01:36,209 --> 01:01:36,934 Let's see. 1178 01:01:37,417 --> 01:01:38,177 None. 1179 01:01:39,178 --> 01:01:40,489 I'm dead serious. 1180 01:01:40,835 --> 01:01:43,458 None. Well, first of all, it's a new space, right? 1181 01:01:44,735 --> 01:01:46,150 I've been here two months. 1182 01:01:47,807 --> 01:01:48,428 Yeah. 1183 01:01:50,120 --> 01:01:50,845 I just. 1184 01:01:51,052 --> 01:01:51,466 I don't know. 1185 01:01:51,466 --> 01:01:52,363 I've been, 1186 01:01:53,226 --> 01:01:56,851 working. I mean, working. 1187 01:01:58,715 --> 01:02:01,890 Um. Yeah, but I just think that, uh, 1188 01:02:03,202 --> 01:02:03,996 I don't know. 1189 01:02:05,480 --> 01:02:06,446 I'm a hippie, I guess. 1190 01:02:06,446 --> 01:02:08,310 I believe in energy and things. 1191 01:02:08,310 --> 01:02:09,795 So I just want to make sure that, 1192 01:02:11,072 --> 01:02:13,074 you know, the energy's nice in here when I'm 1193 01:02:14,523 --> 01:02:15,455 doing my work. 1194 01:02:16,146 --> 01:02:16,733 Mhm. 1195 01:02:17,906 --> 01:02:18,907 Ahhh! 1196 01:02:19,287 --> 01:02:20,840 [Laughter] 1197 01:02:22,877 --> 01:02:24,188 You're gonna fall off the bed. 1198 01:02:24,361 --> 01:02:25,465 It's worth it. 1199 01:02:26,466 --> 01:02:27,882 Uh uh. 1200 01:02:28,814 --> 01:02:29,815 [Laughter] 1201 01:02:31,333 --> 01:02:32,403 Ah! Oh! 1202 01:02:33,922 --> 01:02:34,198 Oh. 1203 01:02:39,963 --> 01:02:41,171 [Laughter] 1204 01:02:42,448 --> 01:02:43,449 Still what I'm working on? 1205 01:02:47,487 --> 01:02:49,006 Wait. You know what you have to do? 1206 01:02:49,179 --> 01:02:50,042 Okay, what can I show you? 1207 01:02:50,214 --> 01:02:50,559 Yeah. 1208 01:02:51,871 --> 01:02:52,423 Stop. 1209 01:02:56,773 --> 01:02:59,085 - What the fuck is that? - It's a sock. 1210 01:02:59,085 --> 01:03:00,811 Oh, nice. 1211 01:03:02,468 --> 01:03:04,539 Okay. That's true. 1212 01:03:04,953 --> 01:03:06,127 I just got to go around. 1213 01:03:06,127 --> 01:03:06,921 Oh. 1214 01:03:07,266 --> 01:03:08,094 Really? 1215 01:03:12,064 --> 01:03:13,237 Okay, get to work. Get to work. 1216 01:03:13,237 --> 01:03:14,860 I'm working, I'm working. 1217 01:03:38,159 --> 01:03:39,885 Piece of paper that has nothing on it. 1218 01:03:45,028 --> 01:03:46,892 Well, that did it for sure. 1219 01:03:47,133 --> 01:03:48,203 That thing knows. 1220 01:03:55,521 --> 01:03:56,867 Oh, oh. 1221 01:04:03,943 --> 01:04:06,359 Wow. You are amazing. 1222 01:04:11,364 --> 01:04:11,848 Oh. 1223 01:04:13,850 --> 01:04:15,299 Oh. 1224 01:04:17,508 --> 01:04:20,408 I have a question, and you don't have to answer it if you 1225 01:04:20,408 --> 01:04:22,928 don't want to, because I know it's a very personal. 1226 01:04:24,584 --> 01:04:27,139 Why? Why did you stay? 1227 01:04:30,625 --> 01:04:33,145 In, um, 2008. 1228 01:04:35,112 --> 01:04:36,562 I did an intervention, 1229 01:04:38,460 --> 01:04:41,291 and, um, he was so angry 1230 01:04:42,326 --> 01:04:44,225 because he felt that I outed him. 1231 01:04:45,398 --> 01:04:51,991 And he said to me at that point, um, he refused to ever 1232 01:04:51,991 --> 01:04:53,924 sleep in the same bed as me ever again. 1233 01:04:54,545 --> 01:04:59,102 And he also would never let me get a divorce. 1234 01:05:01,242 --> 01:05:03,589 So at that point, I kind of realized I was kind of 1235 01:05:04,210 --> 01:05:05,315 basically in jail. 1236 01:05:05,902 --> 01:05:06,316 Yeah. 1237 01:05:06,523 --> 01:05:08,180 And so I 1238 01:05:09,077 --> 01:05:13,012 figured out how many years I had to serve out my sentence. 1239 01:05:13,495 --> 01:05:16,326 And then I just dove in to 1240 01:05:17,430 --> 01:05:19,639 making money, taking care of the kids, 1241 01:05:20,917 --> 01:05:23,402 trying to pretend I was a suburban mom, 1242 01:05:23,402 --> 01:05:25,300 but I've never been that really. 1243 01:05:26,163 --> 01:05:27,061 [Indistinct] 1244 01:05:27,268 --> 01:05:28,476 How are the kids now? 1245 01:05:30,133 --> 01:05:30,616 They're okay. 1246 01:05:31,997 --> 01:05:32,549 Getting better. 1247 01:05:32,721 --> 01:05:34,378 But. 1248 01:05:36,139 --> 01:05:39,694 There were a couple times I would, um, get in touch with a 1249 01:05:39,694 --> 01:05:41,454 divorce lawyer or that kind of thing. 1250 01:05:41,627 --> 01:05:44,492 And, um, they would all say the same thing. 1251 01:05:44,733 --> 01:05:49,669 That the fact that he was trying to kill himself from 1252 01:05:49,669 --> 01:05:55,192 alcoholism showed that he had a disease, a disease, a disorder. 1253 01:05:55,365 --> 01:06:00,473 And if I try to leave him, I would be forced to support him 1254 01:06:00,473 --> 01:06:01,612 the rest of my life. 1255 01:06:02,337 --> 01:06:03,614 Yeah. 1256 01:06:03,614 --> 01:06:08,447 Yeah. But then there's the other part where, you know, he 1257 01:06:08,619 --> 01:06:09,966 had saved me from 1258 01:06:11,450 --> 01:06:13,383 a bad situation, and, 1259 01:06:16,075 --> 01:06:18,975 I was just kind of trying to return the favor. 1260 01:06:19,147 --> 01:06:20,631 You know, I wanted to save him. 1261 01:06:22,047 --> 01:06:23,393 Yeah. 1262 01:06:23,393 --> 01:06:26,120 And I even said to him so many times, you know, we don't have 1263 01:06:26,120 --> 01:06:27,431 to do this. 1264 01:06:27,431 --> 01:06:29,744 You're more than welcome to go and be with somebody else. 1265 01:06:30,089 --> 01:06:31,021 You know, find your way. 1266 01:06:31,194 --> 01:06:32,022 Go be alone. 1267 01:06:32,195 --> 01:06:33,196 Move wherever you want. 1268 01:06:33,368 --> 01:06:34,335 I won't. 1269 01:06:34,335 --> 01:06:36,475 I would never expect anything from him. 1270 01:06:42,481 --> 01:06:44,276 It was so crazy, though, 1271 01:06:45,518 --> 01:06:49,246 that night when it happened. 1272 01:06:52,318 --> 01:06:55,287 After they took the body away and the cops left. 1273 01:06:57,530 --> 01:06:59,360 I was standing in the kitchen with my kid. 1274 01:07:01,603 --> 01:07:03,226 And I couldn't cry. 1275 01:07:04,365 --> 01:07:06,022 And, um, 1276 01:07:06,608 --> 01:07:10,405 it was like this deep part of me, this animal, part of me 1277 01:07:12,235 --> 01:07:15,617 just said, I don't know who I am without this problem. 1278 01:07:18,689 --> 01:07:20,622 My whole life has been built around it. 1279 01:07:20,829 --> 01:07:22,486 And 1280 01:07:22,659 --> 01:07:27,526 in that moment, I knew, like all my co-dependants, was gone. 1281 01:07:29,252 --> 01:07:30,460 All the things that I had tried 1282 01:07:30,460 --> 01:07:33,773 for so many years to try to fix myself. 1283 01:07:34,705 --> 01:07:36,569 And in one moment I was done, 1284 01:07:37,708 --> 01:07:39,365 and I felt so guilty 1285 01:07:40,849 --> 01:07:42,679 that I was actually going to be okay. 1286 01:08:12,847 --> 01:08:14,159 What are you doing with your fingers? 1287 01:08:15,298 --> 01:08:15,608 Oh. 1288 01:08:18,094 --> 01:08:18,784 This 1289 01:08:20,475 --> 01:08:21,821 will bring me back to the 1290 01:08:21,821 --> 01:08:25,273 energy of everything that I'm feeling. 1291 01:08:26,136 --> 01:08:28,104 So that when you know, 1292 01:08:29,381 --> 01:08:30,623 I want to feel the way I do 1293 01:08:30,899 --> 01:08:33,764 right now, all I have to do is this. 1294 01:08:35,249 --> 01:08:36,353 Nice. 1295 01:08:37,734 --> 01:08:40,219 Yeah. So I always have this moment. 1296 01:08:55,372 --> 01:08:57,581 ♪ I remember when we first met ♪ 1297 01:08:58,237 --> 01:09:00,653 ♪ You were wearing that summer dress ♪ 1298 01:09:01,275 --> 01:09:03,553 ♪ Told me everything you liked best ♪ 1299 01:09:03,553 --> 01:09:05,865 ♪ And we danced all night ♪ 1300 01:09:07,419 --> 01:09:09,731 ♪ Don't remember just what we said ♪ 1301 01:09:10,491 --> 01:09:13,183 ♪ You were calling me Billy the Kid ♪ 1302 01:09:13,494 --> 01:09:18,361 ♪ Don't know how many shots we did, but it sure was fun ♪ 1303 01:09:18,775 --> 01:09:20,432 ♪ Wake up, wake up ♪ 1304 01:09:21,502 --> 01:09:22,744 I'm so glad we went to the museum. 1305 01:09:22,744 --> 01:09:25,816 That was so wonderful to be back there as a grown up. 1306 01:09:26,265 --> 01:09:26,714 Yeah. 1307 01:09:26,886 --> 01:09:27,818 You know. 1308 01:09:27,818 --> 01:09:29,475 When's the last time you went? 1309 01:09:29,648 --> 01:09:32,789 About ten years ago, I think, with one of my kids in their 1310 01:09:32,789 --> 01:09:33,445 field trip. 1311 01:09:33,445 --> 01:09:34,791 Oh, wow. 1312 01:09:34,791 --> 01:09:36,793 But it was a bunch of kids, so, you know, they want to, like, 1313 01:09:36,965 --> 01:09:38,415 keep it moving and everything. 1314 01:09:38,588 --> 01:09:40,176 Yeah. You can't read and kind of, 1315 01:09:40,348 --> 01:09:41,798 - Yeah. - really dive in and. 1316 01:09:41,798 --> 01:09:43,627 Yeah, really absorb it, you know? 1317 01:09:43,800 --> 01:09:44,456 Yeah. 1318 01:09:44,628 --> 01:09:45,457 No. That was. 1319 01:09:46,492 --> 01:09:47,286 Logical. 1320 01:09:47,459 --> 01:09:48,563 Yeah. 1321 01:09:49,426 --> 01:09:51,601 And what did wipe out the dinosaurs? 1322 01:09:51,773 --> 01:09:52,843 That's the real question. 1323 01:09:53,534 --> 01:09:54,535 I don't even know. 1324 01:09:55,294 --> 01:09:55,950 What do you think? 1325 01:09:57,676 --> 01:09:58,401 I don't know. 1326 01:09:58,401 --> 01:10:00,403 I've got different theories. 1327 01:10:00,851 --> 01:10:03,406 I mean, there's the things we're told about a meteor. 1328 01:10:03,682 --> 01:10:05,856 - Then there's the things that. - Makes sense. 1329 01:10:06,202 --> 01:10:06,754 Pangaea. 1330 01:10:07,513 --> 01:10:07,927 Yeah. 1331 01:10:07,927 --> 01:10:09,377 You know. 1332 01:10:09,377 --> 01:10:12,898 Aliens wanted to, like, have their own hybrids take over, 1333 01:10:12,898 --> 01:10:15,625 and so they wipe them out with the great flood. 1334 01:10:15,625 --> 01:10:19,353 Or there's the idea that the Great Flood is actually 1335 01:10:19,353 --> 01:10:22,804 something from, you know, the Bible and God did it. 1336 01:10:24,358 --> 01:10:25,704 Yeah. 1337 01:10:26,014 --> 01:10:29,432 I mean, I see you wear a cross, but do you actually. 1338 01:10:29,604 --> 01:10:29,949 Um. 1339 01:10:30,571 --> 01:10:30,916 Yeah. 1340 01:10:31,330 --> 01:10:31,813 Really? 1341 01:10:32,538 --> 01:10:33,919 Yeah. I mean, 1342 01:10:34,954 --> 01:10:37,302 I don't know when the last time I went to church was. 1343 01:10:37,681 --> 01:10:39,925 I don't think you need church to believe in God. 1344 01:10:41,340 --> 01:10:42,997 No, I just think sometimes I 1345 01:10:43,342 --> 01:10:46,483 miss out on the community aspect. 1346 01:10:46,656 --> 01:10:47,312 Do you believe? 1347 01:10:47,484 --> 01:10:48,727 Oh, completely. 1348 01:10:49,486 --> 01:10:50,763 Nice. 1349 01:10:50,763 --> 01:10:55,941 My whole life I'd been married about three years, and the 1350 01:10:55,941 --> 01:10:57,460 alcoholism was really bad. 1351 01:10:57,632 --> 01:10:59,289 And I was trying to get through to him. 1352 01:10:59,876 --> 01:11:02,534 And, you know, it was like, okay, if you don't want to fix 1353 01:11:02,534 --> 01:11:05,571 yourself for you or for me or for the kids, then you know, 1354 01:11:05,744 --> 01:11:09,299 what about this amazing opportunity of life and this 1355 01:11:09,299 --> 01:11:10,576 body that God gave you? 1356 01:11:10,576 --> 01:11:15,581 I mean, why would you just shun that and and mistreat it? 1357 01:11:15,754 --> 01:11:16,824 This gift. 1358 01:11:17,307 --> 01:11:18,860 And he said, I don't believe in God. 1359 01:11:19,447 --> 01:11:24,072 And I had the craziest reaction because I thought, whoa, how 1360 01:11:24,590 --> 01:11:27,283 like how how did I not know this? 1361 01:11:27,490 --> 01:11:30,320 Crap. That's that explains everything. 1362 01:11:30,527 --> 01:11:31,563 Yeah. 1363 01:11:31,563 --> 01:11:34,393 And it was something that I made a note of. 1364 01:11:34,393 --> 01:11:37,534 I thought, you know, okay, it's clearly an important thing for 1365 01:11:37,534 --> 01:11:41,538 me that people that I'm close to believe in some way. 1366 01:11:41,538 --> 01:11:44,092 I mean, I'm not into organized religion either. 1367 01:11:44,092 --> 01:11:45,024 I've never been. 1368 01:11:45,024 --> 01:11:46,302 I don't think it's necessary. 1369 01:11:46,474 --> 01:11:47,717 God's everywhere. 1370 01:11:47,717 --> 01:11:51,721 It's, you know, the sky, the earth, the air, the light. 1371 01:11:51,893 --> 01:11:52,653 Yeah. 1372 01:11:52,653 --> 01:11:54,551 You know, it's inside our cells. 1373 01:11:54,724 --> 01:11:56,760 I mean, everywhere be something 1374 01:11:56,760 --> 01:11:58,486 that was missing in this other person. 1375 01:11:58,486 --> 01:12:00,454 Made everything else kind of logical. 1376 01:12:00,695 --> 01:12:02,007 Yeah. 1377 01:12:02,007 --> 01:12:04,527 And then I spent the rest of the time that we were together 1378 01:12:04,699 --> 01:12:07,771 just, um, trying to prove that it's real. 1379 01:12:07,944 --> 01:12:08,634 And. 1380 01:12:09,842 --> 01:12:10,774 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1381 01:12:10,947 --> 01:12:12,466 But you can't convince people. 1382 01:12:12,914 --> 01:12:16,332 No. I mean, all we can do is just, uh, 1383 01:12:17,712 --> 01:12:18,955 show off our light. 1384 01:12:19,335 --> 01:12:20,991 Yeah. Yeah, exactly. 1385 01:12:21,785 --> 01:12:22,821 I like your light. 1386 01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:25,893 Thanks. I like your light, too. 1387 01:12:34,626 --> 01:12:35,868 Want to go get some food? 1388 01:12:37,042 --> 01:12:39,113 That's always your answer to everything. 1389 01:12:39,113 --> 01:12:40,321 I know. 1390 01:12:40,321 --> 01:12:41,667 It's either food or a different adventure. 1391 01:12:41,840 --> 01:12:42,979 Yeah. Let's go eat. 1392 01:12:43,151 --> 01:12:44,843 I think it's Taco Tuesday, isn't it? 1393 01:12:45,602 --> 01:12:48,916 Holy shit, it is Taco Tuesday. 1394 01:12:49,813 --> 01:12:50,780 Let's do this. 1395 01:12:57,718 --> 01:12:59,029 Just chop it up. 1396 01:12:59,409 --> 01:12:59,927 Well. 1397 01:13:02,412 --> 01:13:03,344 What? 1398 01:13:03,344 --> 01:13:04,932 Why did you put water in your drink? 1399 01:13:05,967 --> 01:13:07,555 So it makes it smell better. 1400 01:13:09,108 --> 01:13:09,868 Why? 1401 01:13:11,490 --> 01:13:12,698 It's blasphamy. 1402 01:13:13,389 --> 01:13:15,460 How dare you do that to a bartenders drink. 1403 01:13:16,875 --> 01:13:18,083 It's better now, taste it. 1404 01:13:18,532 --> 01:13:19,636 Now you won't get fucked up. 1405 01:13:23,537 --> 01:13:24,538 That's. Yeah, that's. 1406 01:13:24,538 --> 01:13:25,159 That's true. 1407 01:13:25,504 --> 01:13:26,505 Just put water to drink. 1408 01:13:26,678 --> 01:13:27,955 It'll be fine. 1409 01:13:27,955 --> 01:13:29,163 Well, they always say you should have water when you're 1410 01:13:29,163 --> 01:13:29,991 drinking, right? 1411 01:13:31,786 --> 01:13:32,546 Exactly. 1412 01:13:32,718 --> 01:13:33,650 So that's what I do. 1413 01:13:35,549 --> 01:13:36,446 So, 1414 01:13:37,516 --> 01:13:38,966 I know this is crazy, right? 1415 01:13:39,138 --> 01:13:39,725 Yeah. 1416 01:13:39,932 --> 01:13:40,554 Yeah, 1417 01:13:40,795 --> 01:13:41,831 [Indistinct] 1418 01:13:41,831 --> 01:13:44,558 Yeah. Well, if I had checkers, we could play. 1419 01:13:44,730 --> 01:13:45,835 I've never played chess. 1420 01:13:46,560 --> 01:13:48,458 It is a fun game. 1421 01:13:48,631 --> 01:13:48,941 Really? 1422 01:13:48,941 --> 01:13:49,666 Mhm. 1423 01:13:49,666 --> 01:13:51,599 Cool. Do you have like what? 1424 01:13:52,773 --> 01:13:54,499 No no no I'm good. 1425 01:13:54,499 --> 01:13:55,120 It's just. 1426 01:13:55,465 --> 01:13:56,501 It's fine, it's fine. 1427 01:13:57,812 --> 01:13:59,020 If, um. 1428 01:13:59,883 --> 01:14:02,058 I mean, do you want to tell me something? 1429 01:14:03,991 --> 01:14:05,302 What do you mean? 1430 01:14:05,302 --> 01:14:08,513 You been getting, like, all kinds of texts and calls, and 1431 01:14:08,513 --> 01:14:11,205 you never take them in front of me, and I'm just like, there's 1432 01:14:11,205 --> 01:14:12,689 something this guy's hiding. 1433 01:14:12,862 --> 01:14:15,071 Because kind of, you know, that makes me think. 1434 01:14:15,243 --> 01:14:16,106 No, I understand that. 1435 01:14:16,452 --> 01:14:17,073 I don't care. 1436 01:14:17,073 --> 01:14:17,832 - No. - It's like. 1437 01:14:18,005 --> 01:14:19,075 Yeah. 1438 01:14:19,075 --> 01:14:22,492 I mean, this isn't like anything, really, right? 1439 01:14:22,768 --> 01:14:23,873 - Abby. - I mean, this isn't anything. 1440 01:14:24,045 --> 01:14:25,461 - It's the - Honestly. 1441 01:14:27,083 --> 01:14:27,808 Huh? 1442 01:14:28,602 --> 01:14:29,568 It's the gallery. 1443 01:14:29,913 --> 01:14:31,087 Oh, okay. 1444 01:14:34,159 --> 01:14:35,574 The gallery is texting me 1445 01:14:35,574 --> 01:14:37,852 because they want to see my progress. 1446 01:14:39,129 --> 01:14:39,923 That's it. 1447 01:14:40,993 --> 01:14:41,615 Oh. 1448 01:14:42,512 --> 01:14:43,168 Yeah. 1449 01:14:45,619 --> 01:14:46,792 I. 1450 01:14:47,759 --> 01:14:50,244 I have sent them pictures, so they're fine. 1451 01:14:54,490 --> 01:14:55,836 But you really haven't been 1452 01:14:57,527 --> 01:14:58,804 doing it, have you? 1453 01:15:00,047 --> 01:15:00,910 Yeah. 1454 01:15:03,533 --> 01:15:04,948 I haven't really seen you 1455 01:15:05,811 --> 01:15:07,019 doing anything. 1456 01:15:07,675 --> 01:15:08,745 - I mean. - I'm painting. 1457 01:15:08,918 --> 01:15:10,920 Well you're hanging out with me. 1458 01:15:11,092 --> 01:15:11,955 I'm doing a lot. 1459 01:15:11,955 --> 01:15:13,888 Oh, that's awful. That's so awful. 1460 01:15:13,888 --> 01:15:14,544 No, that's. 1461 01:15:14,751 --> 01:15:15,821 I'm happy. 1462 01:15:16,132 --> 01:15:16,753 Me too. 1463 01:15:17,685 --> 01:15:18,583 But, 1464 01:15:19,549 --> 01:15:21,033 I mean, actually, you know, 1465 01:15:22,863 --> 01:15:25,762 it would be smart, probably to just kind of. 1466 01:15:27,730 --> 01:15:29,248 - What? - Take a breath. 1467 01:15:29,594 --> 01:15:31,216 And, you know, 1468 01:15:33,011 --> 01:15:35,289 I'm probably still fucked up, so I should probably. 1469 01:15:35,634 --> 01:15:37,602 You know, I've got things I need to do. 1470 01:15:37,774 --> 01:15:40,018 I've got things I should take care of, and I haven't been 1471 01:15:40,018 --> 01:15:41,019 taking care of them. 1472 01:15:41,675 --> 01:15:42,986 Yeah, yeah. 1473 01:15:42,986 --> 01:15:45,713 I mean, if you got to do that, I mean, I should probably be 1474 01:15:45,713 --> 01:15:46,472 painting as well. 1475 01:15:46,472 --> 01:15:48,578 I mean, look, why don't we take. 1476 01:15:48,751 --> 01:15:49,890 You're right, you're right. 1477 01:15:50,062 --> 01:15:51,305 Why don't we take a few days? 1478 01:15:52,582 --> 01:15:53,134 A few days? 1479 01:15:53,549 --> 01:15:54,584 Yeah. 1480 01:15:54,584 --> 01:15:57,104 I was going to just, like, go tonight, but. 1481 01:15:57,656 --> 01:15:58,277 That's what I'm saying. 1482 01:15:58,277 --> 01:15:58,933 You. 1483 01:15:59,589 --> 01:16:00,348 Oh, I leave now. 1484 01:16:01,039 --> 01:16:02,247 Yes, I leave now. 1485 01:16:02,247 --> 01:16:04,283 Okay. All right, all right, all right. 1486 01:16:04,629 --> 01:16:05,077 Sounds good. 1487 01:16:05,319 --> 01:16:05,837 Yeah. 1488 01:16:10,980 --> 01:16:11,877 Abby. 1489 01:16:14,915 --> 01:16:16,054 You don't have to leave now. 1490 01:16:20,748 --> 01:16:22,647 [Soft music] 1491 01:16:54,126 --> 01:16:56,612 [Music continues] 1492 01:17:36,203 --> 01:17:37,376 [Music continues] 1493 01:18:09,305 --> 01:18:10,755 [Music continues] 1494 01:18:51,002 --> 01:18:51,450 Hey. 1495 01:19:07,087 --> 01:19:08,226 Oh. Oh my God. 1496 01:19:08,398 --> 01:19:09,296 I just couldn't stay away. 1497 01:19:09,468 --> 01:19:10,366 I missed you so bad. 1498 01:19:18,270 --> 01:19:19,547 Take me. I'm yours. 1499 01:19:27,452 --> 01:19:28,522 Yeah, get rid of that. 1500 01:19:28,522 --> 01:19:29,316 Get rid of that. 1501 01:19:29,316 --> 01:19:30,351 Here, take this off me. 1502 01:19:30,524 --> 01:19:31,249 Get this off me. 1503 01:19:48,369 --> 01:19:49,094 What? 1504 01:19:50,475 --> 01:19:51,234 Nothing. 1505 01:19:52,373 --> 01:19:53,305 What? Come on. What? 1506 01:19:58,034 --> 01:19:58,897 I like this. 1507 01:20:01,935 --> 01:20:03,281 Me too. 1508 01:20:05,593 --> 01:20:09,805 And I never had a art studio in my apartment before. 1509 01:20:10,219 --> 01:20:11,013 Really? 1510 01:20:11,427 --> 01:20:13,118 Yeah. I've always had to 1511 01:20:14,257 --> 01:20:15,569 go out for work. 1512 01:20:16,570 --> 01:20:18,434 I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. 1513 01:20:20,332 --> 01:20:21,057 Why? 1514 01:20:21,230 --> 01:20:22,887 Easily distracted. 1515 01:20:25,959 --> 01:20:28,927 Yeah. Normally I don't let anyone in 1516 01:20:30,342 --> 01:20:31,447 until the work's done. 1517 01:20:35,900 --> 01:20:36,210 Mm. 1518 01:20:48,222 --> 01:20:50,604 I'm running out of ideas with what I'm doing. 1519 01:20:55,160 --> 01:20:55,851 Oh, yeah. 1520 01:20:56,058 --> 01:20:56,575 Mhm. 1521 01:20:59,647 --> 01:21:01,891 Maybe me. 1522 01:21:02,305 --> 01:21:03,444 Time for a break. 1523 01:21:04,549 --> 01:21:07,276 I think you might. 1524 01:21:08,070 --> 01:21:09,140 Be right, Sam. 1525 01:21:09,347 --> 01:21:10,141 What do you think? 1526 01:21:11,142 --> 01:21:12,074 Are we up for that? 1527 01:21:12,246 --> 01:21:13,247 Yeah. Yeah. 1528 01:21:18,114 --> 01:21:19,115 [Soft music] 1529 01:21:57,188 --> 01:21:58,189 [Music continues] 1530 01:22:45,995 --> 01:22:47,272 Oh. Feels good. 1531 01:22:58,697 --> 01:22:59,181 Oh. 1532 01:23:08,190 --> 01:23:08,535 Okay. 1533 01:23:08,707 --> 01:23:09,260 Good. 1534 01:23:09,639 --> 01:23:10,157 Yes. 1535 01:23:10,330 --> 01:23:11,572 Oh. Oh. 1536 01:23:14,506 --> 01:23:15,783 I'm so glad I went and had brunch. 1537 01:23:16,129 --> 01:23:16,992 That was so good. 1538 01:23:17,164 --> 01:23:18,165 Yeah, that's a good idea. 1539 01:23:18,338 --> 01:23:19,477 The tea sucked though, right? 1540 01:23:19,649 --> 01:23:20,236 It did? 1541 01:23:20,236 --> 01:23:20,547 Yeah. You're right. 1542 01:23:21,272 --> 01:23:21,997 That's why we're doing this. 1543 01:23:22,445 --> 01:23:23,067 Hold on. 1544 01:23:25,483 --> 01:23:26,139 All right. 1545 01:23:26,139 --> 01:23:27,312 I've got, 1546 01:23:29,107 --> 01:23:30,660 English tea time. 1547 01:23:30,660 --> 01:23:32,283 Or green tea? 1548 01:23:33,146 --> 01:23:33,698 Green. 1549 01:23:34,043 --> 01:23:35,424 Alright. Perfect. 1550 01:23:40,670 --> 01:23:41,637 Are you gonna answer that? 1551 01:23:43,087 --> 01:23:44,571 I guess I could, yeah. 1552 01:23:47,436 --> 01:23:48,540 Hey, Jason. 1553 01:23:49,714 --> 01:23:50,715 Hey. How you doing? 1554 01:23:51,095 --> 01:23:52,096 No. I'm good. 1555 01:23:52,096 --> 01:23:53,614 I'm just hanging out with my friend Max. 1556 01:23:54,546 --> 01:23:55,789 Yeah. 1557 01:23:56,341 --> 01:24:01,346 Seriously? Oh, my God, that sounds incredible. 1558 01:24:02,175 --> 01:24:03,383 Yeah, I would love to. 1559 01:24:03,555 --> 01:24:07,559 Um, how about, uh, tomorrow, like, six? 1560 01:24:08,560 --> 01:24:09,423 Does that sound good? 1561 01:24:10,148 --> 01:24:11,494 Um, yes. 1562 01:24:11,839 --> 01:24:12,944 Wow, I can't wait. 1563 01:24:12,944 --> 01:24:14,566 Yeah, that'll be great to see you, too. 1564 01:24:15,326 --> 01:24:17,190 Ah. Thanks, love. 1565 01:24:17,190 --> 01:24:18,432 All right. I'll talk to you later. 1566 01:24:18,605 --> 01:24:19,606 See you tomorrow, bye. 1567 01:24:21,746 --> 01:24:22,816 Wow. 1568 01:24:22,816 --> 01:24:24,335 Nice. You got a date? That's fun. 1569 01:24:24,507 --> 01:24:25,612 What? A date? 1570 01:24:26,371 --> 01:24:27,269 Yeah. Tomorrow. 1571 01:24:27,579 --> 01:24:28,442 You said it. 1572 01:24:28,615 --> 01:24:30,410 That's. That's my friend. 1573 01:24:30,582 --> 01:24:32,239 We used to work together in real estate. 1574 01:24:33,206 --> 01:24:34,448 Cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1575 01:24:38,107 --> 01:24:38,625 What? 1576 01:24:40,661 --> 01:24:42,284 What? 1577 01:24:43,250 --> 01:24:48,566 Nothing. I mean, you call me your friend and we have sex, 1578 01:24:48,566 --> 01:24:49,601 and you call him your friend. 1579 01:24:49,601 --> 01:24:52,328 So I'm assuming you fuck your friends, right? 1580 01:24:54,434 --> 01:24:55,573 What the hell? 1581 01:24:55,745 --> 01:24:57,506 He's showing me an apartment tomorrow. 1582 01:24:58,196 --> 01:24:58,886 Sure. 1583 01:25:00,681 --> 01:25:02,614 Max, what is your problem? 1584 01:25:03,374 --> 01:25:04,616 I don't have a problem. 1585 01:25:09,207 --> 01:25:10,588 Max! What the fuck? 1586 01:25:11,623 --> 01:25:12,728 I don't know, you tell me. 1587 01:25:14,143 --> 01:25:15,179 What are you doing? 1588 01:25:15,420 --> 01:25:16,801 What are you fucking doing? 1589 01:25:17,629 --> 01:25:19,252 I'm not doing anything. 1590 01:25:19,252 --> 01:25:22,393 I asked you a question about a date, that's all. 1591 01:25:22,393 --> 01:25:23,325 It's not a date. 1592 01:25:23,497 --> 01:25:24,843 He's showing me an apartment. 1593 01:25:25,189 --> 01:25:26,776 Okay. He's showing you an apartment. 1594 01:25:27,122 --> 01:25:27,570 Great. 1595 01:25:28,916 --> 01:25:29,572 It's fine. 1596 01:25:29,572 --> 01:25:30,297 You know what? 1597 01:25:30,504 --> 01:25:31,574 Actually. 1598 01:25:33,404 --> 01:25:35,647 This is really fucked up, you know? 1599 01:25:35,820 --> 01:25:36,717 Yeah, it kind of is. 1600 01:25:36,890 --> 01:25:38,029 Yeah. 1601 01:25:38,029 --> 01:25:40,169 How? What are you even accusing me of? 1602 01:25:40,859 --> 01:25:42,516 Fucking your friends. 1603 01:25:42,689 --> 01:25:44,311 I don't fuck my friends. 1604 01:25:44,311 --> 01:25:44,863 I'm your friend. 1605 01:25:44,863 --> 01:25:46,313 You fucking me? 1606 01:25:47,176 --> 01:25:49,730 My God, it's like fucking word salad with you. 1607 01:25:49,903 --> 01:25:50,524 What the fuck? 1608 01:25:50,524 --> 01:25:51,249 It's crazy. 1609 01:25:51,525 --> 01:25:53,148 No. 1610 01:25:53,320 --> 01:25:56,289 I mean, what, you're gonna accuse me of flirting with him? 1611 01:25:56,289 --> 01:25:57,635 Is that what you're gonna accuse me of? 1612 01:25:57,635 --> 01:25:58,394 I don't. 1613 01:25:58,394 --> 01:25:59,878 Yes, you are flirting with him. 1614 01:25:59,878 --> 01:26:01,328 You flirt with everybody. 1615 01:26:01,328 --> 01:26:04,538 Everybody. We don't go anywhere in order for me to flirt. 1616 01:26:04,711 --> 01:26:05,919 Oh, I wonder why we don't go anywhere. 1617 01:26:05,919 --> 01:26:07,886 Because you always want to just fuck in the sex den. 1618 01:26:07,886 --> 01:26:09,509 You never wanna fucking go out. 1619 01:26:09,681 --> 01:26:13,892 Oh, my God, you are fucking crazy, aren't you? 1620 01:26:14,238 --> 01:26:15,204 You are crazy. 1621 01:26:16,516 --> 01:26:17,448 I'm not doing this. 1622 01:26:17,448 --> 01:26:18,552 I'm done, I'm done. 1623 01:26:18,725 --> 01:26:20,347 I'm seriously fucking done. 1624 01:26:20,347 --> 01:26:21,141 I'm not. 1625 01:26:21,141 --> 01:26:21,969 - Okay. - This is ridiculous. 1626 01:26:22,315 --> 01:26:22,936 Fine. 1627 01:26:23,350 --> 01:26:24,282 Fuck it. You know what? 1628 01:26:24,627 --> 01:26:25,835 Abby, just wait. 1629 01:26:26,353 --> 01:26:27,665 We're gonna have a disagreement. 1630 01:26:27,837 --> 01:26:28,873 A disagreement? 1631 01:26:29,218 --> 01:26:30,495 This is more than a disagreement. 1632 01:26:30,495 --> 01:26:31,565 And I gave. 1633 01:26:31,565 --> 01:26:33,395 I gave so many chances to people in the past. 1634 01:26:33,395 --> 01:26:34,534 I'm not doing that anymore. 1635 01:26:34,706 --> 01:26:35,569 Look where that got me. 1636 01:26:35,742 --> 01:26:36,743 Look where it got them. 1637 01:26:37,433 --> 01:26:38,848 Yeah, well, I misspoke. 1638 01:26:38,848 --> 01:26:39,573 I'm sorry. 1639 01:26:39,780 --> 01:26:40,885 You misspoke. 1640 01:26:42,473 --> 01:26:43,439 I'm going home. 1641 01:26:45,441 --> 01:26:46,580 Abby, just wait a second. 1642 01:26:46,580 --> 01:26:46,994 No. 1643 01:26:47,547 --> 01:26:48,479 Just wait. 1644 01:26:49,480 --> 01:26:51,620 Abigail, please, will you stop? 1645 01:26:51,861 --> 01:26:52,586 Stop what? 1646 01:26:52,759 --> 01:26:53,932 Stop. Just stop. 1647 01:26:54,278 --> 01:26:55,313 No, don't. 1648 01:26:55,313 --> 01:26:56,418 No! You can't tell me what to do anymore. 1649 01:26:56,590 --> 01:26:57,246 You can't. 1650 01:26:57,419 --> 01:26:58,178 I'm not. 1651 01:26:58,178 --> 01:26:59,662 I'm not telling you anything. 1652 01:26:59,662 --> 01:27:01,595 I'm just asking you to fucking have a conversation with me. 1653 01:27:01,595 --> 01:27:03,632 I tried to have a conversation with you. 1654 01:27:03,632 --> 01:27:05,358 And you wouldn't do it. 1655 01:27:05,530 --> 01:27:06,324 Well, I'm here now. 1656 01:27:06,324 --> 01:27:06,980 Let's talk. 1657 01:27:06,980 --> 01:27:07,843 Talk about what? 1658 01:27:07,843 --> 01:27:09,154 What is it to talk about? 1659 01:27:09,154 --> 01:27:11,605 I don't know, you're upset, so let's fucking talk about it. 1660 01:27:11,812 --> 01:27:13,711 You're jealous of nothing. 1661 01:27:13,883 --> 01:27:14,298 Okay. 1662 01:27:14,298 --> 01:27:15,299 No reason. 1663 01:27:15,299 --> 01:27:16,196 No fucking. 1664 01:27:16,196 --> 01:27:17,266 There was no reason to be jealous. 1665 01:27:17,508 --> 01:27:18,474 What are you talking about? 1666 01:27:18,647 --> 01:27:19,579 You were flirting with him. 1667 01:27:19,751 --> 01:27:21,305 I was not flirting with him. 1668 01:27:21,305 --> 01:27:22,444 I was with you. 1669 01:27:22,789 --> 01:27:24,515 Okay. I'm sorry. 1670 01:27:24,687 --> 01:27:25,274 I'm sorry. 1671 01:27:25,274 --> 01:27:26,206 No, but you do this. 1672 01:27:26,206 --> 01:27:27,725 And with that whole thing about, 1673 01:27:27,725 --> 01:27:30,279 like, this being a sex den, is that 1674 01:27:30,279 --> 01:27:31,487 all this is for you? 1675 01:27:32,281 --> 01:27:34,732 No, that that was rude. 1676 01:27:35,042 --> 01:27:35,940 And I'm sorry. 1677 01:27:36,423 --> 01:27:37,700 I'm sorry. 1678 01:27:37,700 --> 01:27:40,255 I put up with shit from my husband for years, and I didn't 1679 01:27:40,255 --> 01:27:40,841 want to. 1680 01:27:40,841 --> 01:27:41,946 I held my voice in. 1681 01:27:41,946 --> 01:27:43,292 I didn't say anything. 1682 01:27:43,603 --> 01:27:44,638 I'm never doing that again. 1683 01:27:44,811 --> 01:27:46,019 I'm not your fucking husband. 1684 01:27:46,675 --> 01:27:48,297 Okay, okay. 1685 01:27:48,470 --> 01:27:49,264 We can talk. 1686 01:27:50,610 --> 01:27:51,576 You know what? 1687 01:27:51,576 --> 01:27:52,646 We can have a conversation about this. 1688 01:27:54,855 --> 01:27:55,753 Please. 1689 01:27:55,925 --> 01:27:57,030 What is there to talk about? 1690 01:27:57,824 --> 01:27:58,790 I'm sorry. 1691 01:27:58,963 --> 01:28:00,965 Don't you ever do that to me. 1692 01:28:02,415 --> 01:28:03,899 Don't you ever do that to me. 1693 01:28:04,969 --> 01:28:06,177 All this shit. 1694 01:28:06,177 --> 01:28:08,352 You can't put the genie back in the bottle. 1695 01:28:08,938 --> 01:28:10,837 You can't unsee or unhear the 1696 01:28:10,837 --> 01:28:12,494 shit that happened today, I can't. 1697 01:28:12,839 --> 01:28:16,670 And I God, why didn't I see it before it was there? 1698 01:28:17,395 --> 01:28:18,431 I just didn't see it. 1699 01:28:18,431 --> 01:28:20,502 Why? I mean, two months into 1700 01:28:20,502 --> 01:28:22,469 this and you are showing me this. 1701 01:28:22,642 --> 01:28:23,746 It's not going to get better. 1702 01:28:23,919 --> 01:28:24,920 I know it's not going to get 1703 01:28:24,920 --> 01:28:26,473 better because things don't get better. 1704 01:28:26,473 --> 01:28:27,371 They get worse. 1705 01:28:29,787 --> 01:28:30,512 All right. 1706 01:28:32,790 --> 01:28:33,825 If that's how you. 1707 01:28:33,825 --> 01:28:35,379 If that's how you feel. That's how you feel. 1708 01:28:38,313 --> 01:28:39,728 You know we're adults. We can. 1709 01:28:40,107 --> 01:28:41,074 We can talk about this. 1710 01:28:41,419 --> 01:28:42,524 This is a relationship. 1711 01:28:42,524 --> 01:28:43,835 You have to work through things. 1712 01:28:43,835 --> 01:28:45,389 You know what I mean? You have to work. 1713 01:28:45,561 --> 01:28:47,563 I shouldn't be so much work. 1714 01:28:50,083 --> 01:28:51,636 Okay. All right. 1715 01:28:57,366 --> 01:28:57,953 I'm sorry. 1716 01:29:00,093 --> 01:29:01,025 Can we just. 1717 01:29:04,131 --> 01:29:05,063 Can we just take 1718 01:29:06,893 --> 01:29:08,791 a few days and then. 1719 01:29:10,414 --> 01:29:11,553 I gotta go. 1720 01:29:14,418 --> 01:29:14,970 Abby. 1721 01:29:47,382 --> 01:29:49,004 ♪ I haven't figured out ♪ 1722 01:29:50,730 --> 01:29:52,456 ♪ That master plan ♪ 1723 01:29:53,491 --> 01:29:54,734 ♪ Can be so hard ♪ 1724 01:29:55,942 --> 01:29:57,909 ♪ Just to be a man ♪ 1725 01:29:59,083 --> 01:30:00,705 ♪ My father left me ♪ 1726 01:30:01,913 --> 01:30:03,536 ♪ When I was young ♪ 1727 01:30:04,813 --> 01:30:06,159 ♪ Got 20 years ♪ 1728 01:30:07,471 --> 01:30:09,024 ♪ But I wasn't done ♪ 1729 01:30:10,577 --> 01:30:12,786 ♪ And someday I'll rejoice ♪ 1730 01:30:15,858 --> 01:30:17,481 ♪ When I get to hear ♪ 1731 01:30:18,585 --> 01:30:19,931 ♪ Your loving voice ♪ 1732 01:30:22,140 --> 01:30:23,935 ♪ Someday we will smile ♪ 1733 01:30:24,764 --> 01:30:26,628 ♪ And I'll hold you for a while ♪ 1734 01:30:27,214 --> 01:30:28,975 ♪ I haven't figured out ♪ 1735 01:30:30,735 --> 01:30:32,496 ♪ That master plan ♪ 1736 01:30:33,600 --> 01:30:34,774 ♪ We say goodbye ♪ 1737 01:30:35,982 --> 01:30:37,846 ♪ To every mom and dad ♪ 1738 01:30:39,054 --> 01:30:40,538 ♪ We get to love them up ♪ 1739 01:30:41,746 --> 01:30:43,541 ♪ And then we lay them down ♪ 1740 01:30:44,956 --> 01:30:46,717 ♪ Only get so many days ♪ 1741 01:30:47,925 --> 01:30:49,167 ♪ With them around ♪ 1742 01:30:50,859 --> 01:30:53,206 ♪ And someday I'll rejoice ♪ 1743 01:30:56,451 --> 01:30:57,900 ♪ When I get to hear ♪ 1744 01:30:59,039 --> 01:31:00,524 ♪ Your loving voice ♪ 1745 01:31:02,802 --> 01:31:04,700 ♪ Someday we will smile ♪ 1746 01:31:06,599 --> 01:31:07,772 ♪ Cause I know ♪ 1747 01:31:08,601 --> 01:31:12,259 ♪ I'm gonna hold you for a while ♪ 1748 01:31:12,708 --> 01:31:17,092 ♪ And I just want you to know ♪ 1749 01:31:17,264 --> 01:31:18,231 Please leave a message. 1750 01:31:18,887 --> 01:31:23,236 ♪ I don't want you to go ♪ 1751 01:31:25,031 --> 01:31:25,894 Hey. It's me. 1752 01:31:29,760 --> 01:31:31,002 Call me back if you want. 1753 01:31:59,548 --> 01:32:00,549 [Tense music] 1754 01:32:23,848 --> 01:32:25,609 You fucked up again, didn't you? 1755 01:32:28,922 --> 01:32:29,647 Huh? 1756 01:32:32,029 --> 01:32:33,099 Always a fuck up. 1757 01:32:33,271 --> 01:32:35,550 You and your little brother both. 1758 01:32:41,245 --> 01:32:42,660 What the fuck is that? 1759 01:32:43,212 --> 01:32:45,352 You're wearing a fucking cross around your neck. 1760 01:32:47,941 --> 01:32:49,598 You think God's gonna save you? 1761 01:32:50,116 --> 01:32:50,772 Huh? 1762 01:32:53,257 --> 01:32:54,051 Huh? 1763 01:32:55,777 --> 01:32:56,950 You're a piece of shit 1764 01:32:58,262 --> 01:32:59,159 just like me. 1765 01:33:01,783 --> 01:33:02,853 Never forget that. 1766 01:33:19,179 --> 01:33:21,250 [Crying] 1767 01:33:37,163 --> 01:33:38,958 Oh. Fuck. 1768 01:33:58,874 --> 01:34:00,151 [Birds chirping] 1769 01:34:38,120 --> 01:34:39,259 [Birds chirping] [Soft music] 1770 01:35:28,792 --> 01:35:29,793 [Soft music continues] 1771 01:36:01,514 --> 01:36:03,205 [Phone ringing] 1772 01:36:07,382 --> 01:36:08,176 Hello? 1773 01:36:08,383 --> 01:36:09,004 Hey. 1774 01:36:10,247 --> 01:36:10,903 How are you? 1775 01:36:11,835 --> 01:36:13,112 Not good. 1776 01:36:13,112 --> 01:36:16,322 But I'm still going to go to the yoga retreat in Mexico. 1777 01:36:16,840 --> 01:36:18,048 Joe's coming with me. 1778 01:36:18,220 --> 01:36:20,188 I just won't be able to do much yoga. 1779 01:36:20,360 --> 01:36:21,430 Mhm. 1780 01:36:21,430 --> 01:36:23,881 Uh, a lot of cute guys come to these things. 1781 01:36:23,881 --> 01:36:25,158 Might be nice for you. 1782 01:36:26,056 --> 01:36:29,300 Uh, I'm off the guy thing for a bit, actually. 1783 01:36:29,300 --> 01:36:30,992 What happened to the painter guy? 1784 01:36:31,993 --> 01:36:32,890 Yeah. Done. 1785 01:36:34,029 --> 01:36:35,375 Jealousy issues. 1786 01:36:35,375 --> 01:36:39,103 And I honestly didn't have it in me to wait around to see if 1787 01:36:39,103 --> 01:36:40,035 it might be something else. 1788 01:36:40,035 --> 01:36:42,244 You know, I played that game before. 1789 01:36:42,417 --> 01:36:44,074 That doesn't sound very fair. 1790 01:36:45,213 --> 01:36:49,320 You put up with my brother for years, and now suddenly you 1791 01:36:49,320 --> 01:36:51,115 can't give a second chance. 1792 01:36:53,221 --> 01:36:53,911 What? 1793 01:36:54,084 --> 01:36:55,154 You heard me. 1794 01:36:55,154 --> 01:36:56,811 Oh, come on, you don't know the whole story. 1795 01:36:57,294 --> 01:36:58,398 Oh! Shut up. 1796 01:36:58,398 --> 01:37:00,849 It hasn't been long enough for a whole story. 1797 01:37:01,160 --> 01:37:02,437 It was two months. 1798 01:37:03,541 --> 01:37:04,370 Oh, yeah. 1799 01:37:05,164 --> 01:37:06,890 Okay. All right. So. 1800 01:37:07,994 --> 01:37:08,823 All right. Maybe. 1801 01:37:11,204 --> 01:37:12,136 How'd you leave it? 1802 01:37:13,206 --> 01:37:14,967 I just left. 1803 01:37:17,452 --> 01:37:18,902 Did he call or anything? 1804 01:37:19,557 --> 01:37:21,594 Yeah, he did, but I. 1805 01:37:22,146 --> 01:37:23,147 I didn't pick up. 1806 01:37:23,458 --> 01:37:24,908 When did you see him last? 1807 01:37:25,909 --> 01:37:26,944 A couple of weeks ago. 1808 01:37:27,842 --> 01:37:29,533 You just radio silenced him. 1809 01:37:30,465 --> 01:37:30,983 Um. 1810 01:37:33,088 --> 01:37:33,848 Yeah. 1811 01:37:34,538 --> 01:37:36,954 So you're just gonna 1812 01:37:38,300 --> 01:37:40,164 leave little messes all around now. 1813 01:37:40,647 --> 01:37:42,028 I guess. 1814 01:37:42,615 --> 01:37:45,169 Look, I need to get back into my life anyway. 1815 01:37:45,342 --> 01:37:47,068 You know, it was fun, but I. 1816 01:37:47,240 --> 01:37:50,657 You know, the kids are gonna be back from school, and the And 1817 01:37:50,657 --> 01:37:52,073 holidays are coming. 1818 01:37:52,245 --> 01:37:52,901 And 1819 01:37:53,453 --> 01:37:54,765 are you home? 1820 01:37:54,765 --> 01:37:58,458 No. I, um, I was in the city for a bit, just walking around. 1821 01:37:58,458 --> 01:38:00,219 I wanted to be around people, and 1822 01:38:01,530 --> 01:38:03,049 I just, uh, 1823 01:38:04,188 --> 01:38:06,639 on my way to the supermarket to pick up some things. 1824 01:38:07,157 --> 01:38:09,987 Might make a salad, but I'm going to go back to Manhattan 1825 01:38:09,987 --> 01:38:11,955 tomorrow, and we're supposed to get a heat wave, which should 1826 01:38:11,955 --> 01:38:12,887 be really nice. 1827 01:38:13,197 --> 01:38:14,681 Well, that sounds encouraging. 1828 01:38:15,510 --> 01:38:17,339 Is Mexico hot this time of year? 1829 01:38:18,030 --> 01:38:18,962 Yeah. 1830 01:38:20,515 --> 01:38:22,310 A little heat never hurt anyone. 1831 01:38:25,313 --> 01:38:26,452 Call me anytime. 1832 01:38:26,452 --> 01:38:27,936 And if I don't hear from you, 1833 01:38:27,936 --> 01:38:29,524 I'll just call you when I get back. 1834 01:38:30,456 --> 01:38:33,148 All right, well, have a safe flight and enjoy your vacation. 1835 01:38:33,528 --> 01:38:34,563 Okay, I will. 1836 01:38:36,013 --> 01:38:36,634 Okay, bye. 1837 01:38:42,468 --> 01:38:44,297 Oh, my goodness. 1838 01:38:51,546 --> 01:38:53,444 [Soft music] [Birds chirping] 1839 01:39:43,115 --> 01:39:44,426 Oh, you, need to let go, 1840 01:39:45,669 --> 01:39:47,360 of what you've ever thought before. 1841 01:39:48,430 --> 01:39:50,467 When one does that, all is well. 1842 01:39:51,088 --> 01:39:52,089 Every time. 1843 01:39:52,538 --> 01:39:53,780 Every time. 1844 01:39:56,369 --> 01:39:58,440 Of course, we could sit and chat about it, but 1845 01:40:00,304 --> 01:40:02,272 now all you need to do is go within. 1846 01:40:04,550 --> 01:40:05,516 The answers are there. 1847 01:40:06,103 --> 01:40:07,035 Every time. 1848 01:40:07,518 --> 01:40:08,588 Always. 1849 01:40:09,451 --> 01:40:11,729 And truly just align with your heart. 1850 01:40:25,743 --> 01:40:26,744 There's no way. 1851 01:40:28,263 --> 01:40:29,368 There's no way. 1852 01:40:31,611 --> 01:40:32,371 What? 1853 01:40:32,785 --> 01:40:33,441 Hey. 1854 01:40:36,099 --> 01:40:37,169 Oh my God. 1855 01:40:39,654 --> 01:40:40,413 That's crazy. 1856 01:40:40,586 --> 01:40:41,380 You're stalking me? 1857 01:40:41,552 --> 01:40:43,416 No, you are stalking me. 1858 01:40:43,589 --> 01:40:44,279 No, you're stalking me. 1859 01:40:44,279 --> 01:40:45,487 This is my favorite park. 1860 01:40:45,660 --> 01:40:46,281 I don't know what you're doing. 1861 01:40:46,281 --> 01:40:47,248 You live in Brooklyn. 1862 01:40:48,145 --> 01:40:48,628 Touche. 1863 01:40:49,043 --> 01:40:49,595 All right. 1864 01:40:50,561 --> 01:40:51,286 How have you been? 1865 01:40:52,667 --> 01:40:53,392 I'm okay. 1866 01:40:54,565 --> 01:40:55,256 How are you? 1867 01:40:55,428 --> 01:40:57,396 I'm. I'm great. 1868 01:40:57,568 --> 01:40:58,500 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1869 01:40:59,260 --> 01:41:00,675 How's, uh. How's painting? 1870 01:41:01,641 --> 01:41:02,711 It's good. 1871 01:41:02,711 --> 01:41:04,713 I mean, I'm just getting ready for the gallery. 1872 01:41:04,713 --> 01:41:05,473 It's coming up. 1873 01:41:05,473 --> 01:41:07,095 - Nice, nice. Good. - Yeah. 1874 01:41:07,095 --> 01:41:07,716 How's the writing? 1875 01:41:08,303 --> 01:41:08,821 It's good. 1876 01:41:10,202 --> 01:41:10,754 That's good. 1877 01:41:11,099 --> 01:41:11,444 Yeah. 1878 01:41:11,720 --> 01:41:12,238 Yeah. 1879 01:41:13,308 --> 01:41:14,654 Um. 1880 01:41:14,654 --> 01:41:17,623 I mean, I tried I tried to call you, uh, a few weeks back, and 1881 01:41:18,141 --> 01:41:19,418 I figured you didn't want to talk, so. 1882 01:41:19,625 --> 01:41:21,523 No. I'm sorry. 1883 01:41:21,696 --> 01:41:22,179 That's okay. 1884 01:41:22,179 --> 01:41:22,973 Hey. It's okay. 1885 01:41:22,973 --> 01:41:24,285 I let it, I let it go. 1886 01:41:24,492 --> 01:41:26,287 I get it, I do. 1887 01:41:27,529 --> 01:41:28,668 So it's good. 1888 01:41:33,501 --> 01:41:38,471 Uh, do you want to go somewhere and and just talk? 1889 01:41:39,817 --> 01:41:40,508 Um. 1890 01:41:42,234 --> 01:41:43,511 Come on. 1891 01:41:43,511 --> 01:41:45,754 While in the biggest city in the world, we just run into 1892 01:41:46,100 --> 01:41:46,686 each other twice. 1893 01:41:47,894 --> 01:41:48,619 It's just 1894 01:41:50,138 --> 01:41:50,897 it's like crazy. 1895 01:41:52,140 --> 01:41:53,900 Yeah, it's pretty crazy, right? 1896 01:41:55,764 --> 01:41:56,662 Just for a little bit. 1897 01:41:58,250 --> 01:41:58,836 Yeah, sure. 1898 01:41:59,182 --> 01:41:59,527 Come on. 1899 01:41:59,699 --> 01:42:00,321 Yeah. 1900 01:42:00,321 --> 01:42:01,356 - Yeah. - All right. 1901 01:42:03,117 --> 01:42:04,256 I've been thinking a lot. 1902 01:42:07,328 --> 01:42:08,536 Yeah. Me too. 1903 01:42:10,814 --> 01:42:12,540 I think maybe 1904 01:42:13,610 --> 01:42:15,129 neither of us was ready. 1905 01:42:17,338 --> 01:42:17,890 Yeah. Maybe. 1906 01:42:20,341 --> 01:42:21,411 I just. 1907 01:42:22,136 --> 01:42:24,483 I also don't want to let go of what, 1908 01:42:26,726 --> 01:42:27,486 we started. 1909 01:42:30,282 --> 01:42:30,903 Things happen. 1910 01:42:39,394 --> 01:42:40,602 Maybe after. 1911 01:42:42,501 --> 01:42:44,399 Everything. Maybe I can take you out again. 1912 01:42:46,263 --> 01:42:47,609 [Indistinct] 1913 01:42:48,369 --> 01:42:52,580 For so many years, my husband would do this crap. 1914 01:42:52,752 --> 01:42:54,064 So, and, 1915 01:42:54,064 --> 01:42:58,275 every time he would promise it's over not again, I promise, 1916 01:42:58,448 --> 01:42:58,931 not again. 1917 01:42:59,311 --> 01:42:59,932 I'm gonna stop. 1918 01:43:00,657 --> 01:43:02,348 And every single time. 1919 01:43:02,935 --> 01:43:03,798 Go back to that. 1920 01:43:04,247 --> 01:43:04,868 Every time. 1921 01:43:06,801 --> 01:43:08,734 And when he left I just, 1922 01:43:09,390 --> 01:43:10,874 swore I would never. 1923 01:43:13,428 --> 01:43:14,912 I'd never get into anything like that again. 1924 01:43:15,258 --> 01:43:15,879 You know. 1925 01:43:16,742 --> 01:43:19,193 I know, I really know. 1926 01:43:27,718 --> 01:43:28,892 I've been going to therapy. 1927 01:43:31,929 --> 01:43:32,689 Really? 1928 01:43:33,655 --> 01:43:34,242 Yeah. 1929 01:43:38,350 --> 01:43:39,730 Yeah. 1930 01:43:39,903 --> 01:43:42,250 They ask you this little questionnaire at the beginning? 1931 01:43:44,287 --> 01:43:45,874 I didn't realize how much I had buried. 1932 01:43:50,948 --> 01:43:52,640 My mom died when I was 1933 01:43:53,848 --> 01:43:54,642 really young. 1934 01:43:56,885 --> 01:43:58,335 My dad was an alcoholic. 1935 01:43:58,335 --> 01:44:00,544 He was really abusive. 1936 01:44:02,270 --> 01:44:03,375 He'd come home and 1937 01:44:04,445 --> 01:44:06,309 beat her within an inch of her life. 1938 01:44:08,966 --> 01:44:11,866 This one time, he came home plastered, 1939 01:44:12,970 --> 01:44:15,904 and, uh, she had to go to the hospital. 1940 01:44:18,528 --> 01:44:19,908 And she died two days later. 1941 01:44:21,393 --> 01:44:22,773 My god, I'm so sorry. 1942 01:44:24,844 --> 01:44:26,467 It's okay. 1943 01:44:26,846 --> 01:44:29,470 My dad got thrown in jail, and me and my brother went to 1944 01:44:29,642 --> 01:44:30,885 foster care. 1945 01:44:31,989 --> 01:44:33,991 But they wouldn't keep us together, you know? 1946 01:44:34,337 --> 01:44:36,373 No one wants two boys. 1947 01:44:40,619 --> 01:44:41,516 I write him? 1948 01:44:42,345 --> 01:44:43,553 I would write him. 1949 01:44:45,486 --> 01:44:47,384 And then one day, he just stopped writing me. 1950 01:44:51,630 --> 01:44:52,527 You know, the. 1951 01:44:57,049 --> 01:44:57,774 Um. 1952 01:44:59,327 --> 01:45:00,949 [Children playing] 1953 01:45:06,507 --> 01:45:09,648 I mean, things started to pan out, like I got adopted when I 1954 01:45:09,648 --> 01:45:12,651 was in high school by this older couple. 1955 01:45:14,377 --> 01:45:15,585 They were amazing. 1956 01:45:18,657 --> 01:45:19,830 But then they passed too. 1957 01:45:25,491 --> 01:45:26,734 They passed, 1958 01:45:27,355 --> 01:45:28,529 two months of each other. 1959 01:45:29,668 --> 01:45:30,427 She passed. 1960 01:45:30,427 --> 01:45:32,809 And then he passed right after. 1961 01:45:34,673 --> 01:45:35,432 He missed her. 1962 01:45:45,891 --> 01:45:46,754 I don't know how to 1963 01:45:47,927 --> 01:45:49,343 be around people. 1964 01:45:51,931 --> 01:45:53,139 I think that's why I paint. 1965 01:45:54,417 --> 01:45:56,764 That's why I'm so secluded. 1966 01:45:59,456 --> 01:46:00,595 And, uh, 1967 01:46:02,045 --> 01:46:03,840 I think that's why I'm overprotective. 1968 01:46:05,428 --> 01:46:06,532 Just when I find something that 1969 01:46:06,532 --> 01:46:08,154 I love, I don't want it to go away. 1970 01:46:09,052 --> 01:46:09,846 Max. 1971 01:46:11,675 --> 01:46:12,400 Max. 1972 01:46:13,401 --> 01:46:13,919 Max. 1973 01:46:21,513 --> 01:46:22,065 I'm sorry. 1974 01:46:22,686 --> 01:46:23,722 Don't apologize. 1975 01:46:23,894 --> 01:46:24,378 Please. 1976 01:46:29,141 --> 01:46:30,522 I know that we're. 1977 01:46:32,006 --> 01:46:33,041 I know we're broken. 1978 01:46:33,559 --> 01:46:34,629 So broken. 1979 01:46:34,629 --> 01:46:35,389 I'm sorry. 1980 01:46:35,561 --> 01:46:36,113 No. It's okay. 1981 01:46:36,597 --> 01:46:37,805 I just think that. 1982 01:46:40,877 --> 01:46:42,741 I think we should at least, 1983 01:46:44,570 --> 01:46:45,088 try. 1984 01:46:46,986 --> 01:46:47,780 Yeah, maybe. 1985 01:46:52,026 --> 01:46:53,890 I want to show you my new paintings. 1986 01:46:55,409 --> 01:46:56,030 Okay. When? 1987 01:46:57,411 --> 01:46:59,620 Now. Can I show you now? 1988 01:46:59,999 --> 01:47:01,207 I'd love to see them now. 1989 01:47:03,831 --> 01:47:04,797 Are you all right? 1990 01:47:04,970 --> 01:47:05,557 Yeah. 1991 01:47:08,180 --> 01:47:08,767 Let's go. 1992 01:47:08,767 --> 01:47:09,457 Come on. 1993 01:47:19,467 --> 01:47:20,123 Max. 1994 01:47:21,469 --> 01:47:21,918 These are. 1995 01:47:27,958 --> 01:47:28,752 What? 1996 01:47:30,444 --> 01:47:31,514 They're so different. 1997 01:47:33,447 --> 01:47:34,033 Yeah. 1998 01:47:35,897 --> 01:47:37,623 They're so vast and 1999 01:47:38,969 --> 01:47:39,763 calm. 2000 01:47:42,007 --> 01:47:43,111 It's like the universe. 2001 01:47:45,769 --> 01:47:46,218 Yeah. 2002 01:47:48,151 --> 01:47:48,945 I love them. 2003 01:47:50,498 --> 01:47:50,947 Really? 2004 01:47:51,119 --> 01:47:51,913 Yeah. 2005 01:47:54,916 --> 01:47:56,677 I'm so happy for you. 2006 01:47:58,195 --> 01:47:58,955 Thank you. 2007 01:48:00,957 --> 01:48:02,545 I mean, I feel like. 2008 01:48:04,029 --> 01:48:07,826 They're actually reflecting what's inside of you now. 2009 01:48:10,898 --> 01:48:12,934 It's a reflection of how I feel about you. 2010 01:48:17,042 --> 01:48:17,836 I missed you. 2011 01:48:23,497 --> 01:48:24,670 I should probably go. 2012 01:48:27,742 --> 01:48:28,812 Yeah. Yeah. 2013 01:48:29,157 --> 01:48:29,813 Of course. 2014 01:48:32,506 --> 01:48:33,023 Thank you. 2015 01:48:33,852 --> 01:48:34,646 For what? 2016 01:48:35,578 --> 01:48:36,993 Telling me everything. 2017 01:48:38,615 --> 01:48:39,616 Yeah, I mean, 2018 01:48:40,997 --> 01:48:42,308 took took a minute. 2019 01:48:43,620 --> 01:48:43,965 Uh. 2020 01:48:48,280 --> 01:48:49,074 Yeah. 2021 01:48:51,904 --> 01:48:53,043 I'm a work in progress. 2022 01:49:41,713 --> 01:49:42,368 Abigail. 2023 01:49:51,377 --> 01:49:52,137 I'm sorry. 2024 01:49:53,379 --> 01:49:54,691 I'm so sorry. 2025 01:50:01,387 --> 01:50:02,250 We can do this. 2026 01:50:03,838 --> 01:50:04,632 Yeah. 2027 01:50:04,632 --> 01:50:06,185 - Let's just try again. - Okay. 2028 01:50:07,324 --> 01:50:08,153 - Yeah. - Yeah. 2029 01:50:10,707 --> 01:50:11,363 What? 2030 01:50:14,642 --> 01:50:16,299 I'm just smiling at you. 2031 01:50:20,614 --> 01:50:22,305 ♪ Some secrets we keep ♪ 2032 01:50:24,859 --> 01:50:27,068 ♪ Some secrets we share ♪ 2033 01:50:28,311 --> 01:50:33,109 ♪ Sometimes we act like there's just nothing there ♪ 2034 01:50:37,976 --> 01:50:39,805 ♪ The mysteries of life ♪ 2035 01:50:42,359 --> 01:50:44,120 ♪ Mysteries of death ♪ 2036 01:50:45,777 --> 01:50:48,952 ♪ Questions of why we're even here ♪ 2037 01:50:49,263 --> 01:50:50,678 ♪ Drawing breath ♪ 2038 01:50:55,821 --> 01:50:59,342 ♪ There's no secret how I feel about you ♪ 2039 01:51:04,450 --> 01:51:08,006 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 2040 01:51:12,320 --> 01:51:14,322 ♪ Some things must change ♪ 2041 01:51:16,255 --> 01:51:18,810 ♪ Some things are just strange ♪ 2042 01:51:19,949 --> 01:51:25,023 ♪ Some things aren't anything at all ♪ 2043 01:51:29,337 --> 01:51:30,994 ♪ The way that you look ♪ 2044 01:51:33,479 --> 01:51:35,447 ♪ The way that you feel ♪ 2045 01:51:36,931 --> 01:51:38,139 ♪ Sometimes ♪ 2046 01:51:38,795 --> 01:51:42,040 ♪ you're the only thing that's real ♪ 2047 01:51:47,148 --> 01:51:50,704 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 2048 01:51:55,847 --> 01:51:59,126 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 2049 01:52:24,738 --> 01:52:26,532 ♪ Don't tell me what's wrong ♪ 2050 01:52:29,190 --> 01:52:31,089 ♪ Show me what's right ♪ 2051 01:52:32,297 --> 01:52:37,129 ♪ I know, I just need to be with you tonight ♪ 2052 01:52:42,756 --> 01:52:46,035 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 2053 01:52:51,212 --> 01:52:54,491 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 2054 01:52:59,807 --> 01:53:03,224 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪ 2055 01:53:08,471 --> 01:53:12,061 ♪ No secret how I feel about you ♪