1 00:00:02,083 --> 00:00:05,043 [dramatic music] 2 00:00:05,043 --> 00:00:12,043 3 00:00:36,323 --> 00:00:39,323 [cheering] 4 00:00:46,403 --> 00:00:49,363 [upbeat electronic music] 5 00:00:49,363 --> 00:00:56,363 6 00:01:09,683 --> 00:01:12,643 [tense music] 7 00:01:12,643 --> 00:01:15,683 8 00:01:15,683 --> 00:01:19,043 I think about everything that happened that day. 9 00:01:19,043 --> 00:01:21,803 10 00:01:21,803 --> 00:01:25,723 Even if I don't want to think about it, it pops up. 11 00:01:27,803 --> 00:01:32,443 I kind of dive into the thoughts sometimes by mistake. 12 00:01:39,803 --> 00:01:44,083 At the beginning, I thought maybe to tell my friends to-- 13 00:01:44,083 --> 00:01:45,683 to leave. 14 00:01:45,683 --> 00:01:48,603 But at that point, it was already too late. 15 00:01:52,443 --> 00:01:54,763 They're shooting at us, and they're going to try 16 00:01:54,763 --> 00:01:58,083 to kidnap us or kill us. 17 00:02:00,323 --> 00:02:02,923 Everyone was trying to call some authority. 18 00:02:02,923 --> 00:02:06,323 And no one was really answering. 19 00:02:16,203 --> 00:02:20,843 I remember at one point that there was a really big 20 00:02:20,843 --> 00:02:25,283 explosion, and I flew back. 21 00:02:25,283 --> 00:02:27,443 Someone flew on me. 22 00:02:27,443 --> 00:02:32,443 And when I finally got up, I realized that I was 23 00:02:32,443 --> 00:02:35,003 sitting in a pile of bodies. 24 00:02:35,003 --> 00:02:38,043 [people screaming] 25 00:02:40,323 --> 00:02:44,883 Car after car of dead people. 26 00:02:46,603 --> 00:02:49,803 Then you start realizing what happened. 27 00:02:51,723 --> 00:02:57,083 We survived a horrific terror attack that didn't 28 00:02:57,083 --> 00:03:00,163 seem possible to survive. 29 00:03:02,563 --> 00:03:04,363 I've kind of understood that I'm never 30 00:03:04,363 --> 00:03:08,563 going to be the person that I was before the 7th of October. 31 00:03:08,563 --> 00:03:12,163 And I'm trying to figure out who I'm going to be now. 32 00:03:12,163 --> 00:03:15,163 [soft music] 33 00:03:15,163 --> 00:03:16,723 34 00:03:18,723 --> 00:03:24,203 35 00:03:48,323 --> 00:03:48,883 The festival itself was amazing. 36 00:03:50,883 --> 00:03:53,563 The festival itself was amazing. 37 00:03:53,563 --> 00:03:57,403 I've not seen anything even remotely close 38 00:03:57,403 --> 00:03:59,683 to that in Israel in years. 39 00:03:59,683 --> 00:04:01,203 Everything was perfect. 40 00:04:04,163 --> 00:04:07,003 The energy of people just wanting to dance and enjoy 41 00:04:07,003 --> 00:04:10,083 themselves and then going at it with all that they have, 42 00:04:10,083 --> 00:04:12,843 it was beautiful. 43 00:04:14,203 --> 00:04:18,523 There's something about seeing a trance dance floor move. 44 00:04:18,523 --> 00:04:19,803 You feel connected. 45 00:04:19,803 --> 00:04:22,203 You feel part of something. 46 00:04:23,763 --> 00:04:25,803 You're accepted no matter who you are 47 00:04:25,803 --> 00:04:28,043 and what you're bringing. 48 00:04:28,043 --> 00:04:33,043 49 00:04:33,043 --> 00:04:36,723 3,500 people went to a festival to dance 50 00:04:36,723 --> 00:04:40,763 in the nature for peace and for love. 51 00:04:40,763 --> 00:04:43,563 400 of them didn't come home. 52 00:04:43,563 --> 00:04:46,123 And they're not going to. 53 00:04:46,123 --> 00:04:48,083 54 00:07:48,763 --> 00:07:51,483 In these kind of raves, you don't really know where it is. 55 00:07:51,483 --> 00:07:55,603 And you get a location the night of the party. 56 00:07:55,603 --> 00:07:58,363 I remember driving and just looking out the window 57 00:07:58,363 --> 00:08:00,163 and seeing Gaza. 58 00:08:00,163 --> 00:08:03,443 And I didn't even think it was dangerous. 59 00:08:05,083 --> 00:08:07,803 We were all students starting our fourth year. 60 00:08:07,803 --> 00:08:09,643 We all like going to parties. 61 00:08:09,643 --> 00:08:11,323 And the second Nova tickets came out, 62 00:08:11,323 --> 00:08:13,003 they were really cheap. 63 00:08:13,003 --> 00:08:14,643 Seemed like a perfect thing to do right before 64 00:08:14,643 --> 00:08:15,803 the year started. 65 00:08:15,803 --> 00:08:17,043 [upbeat electronic music] 66 00:09:03,323 --> 00:09:07,243 67 00:09:07,243 --> 00:09:10,003 When I got there and I understood that I can see 68 00:09:10,003 --> 00:09:13,483 the fence dividing us from Gaza from where we are, 69 00:09:13,483 --> 00:09:15,483 it was like, well, it's been quiet for a while. 70 00:09:15,483 --> 00:09:16,523 There haven't been any missiles. 71 00:09:16,523 --> 00:09:17,963 It will probably be OK. 72 00:09:17,963 --> 00:09:20,323 73 00:09:20,323 --> 00:09:21,483 So my name is Noa. 74 00:09:21,483 --> 00:09:23,123 I'm 29 years old. 75 00:09:23,123 --> 00:09:26,003 I work as a booking agent for electronic music. 76 00:09:26,003 --> 00:09:27,603 77 00:09:27,603 --> 00:09:29,963 I came to the Nova party for work. 78 00:09:29,963 --> 00:09:32,003 I brought a DJ from Hungary. 79 00:09:32,003 --> 00:09:34,763 My job was to take him to the party, let him play his set, 80 00:09:34,763 --> 00:09:37,443 and then take him back home. 81 00:09:37,443 --> 00:09:40,083 This production was in collaboration 82 00:09:40,083 --> 00:09:41,603 with the Universo Paralello. 83 00:09:41,603 --> 00:09:43,843 It's a very big festival in Brazil. 84 00:09:43,843 --> 00:09:46,083 They were in Israel. 85 00:09:46,083 --> 00:09:49,323 It looked like we were at a concert somewhere in Europe. 86 00:09:49,323 --> 00:09:52,603 It was-- it was beautiful. 87 00:09:52,603 --> 00:09:56,763 I've met people and DJs from all over the world. 88 00:09:58,883 --> 00:10:03,483 There are Jews and Arabs and tourists that come in. 89 00:10:03,483 --> 00:10:07,563 You see people from every edge of religion. 90 00:10:07,563 --> 00:10:09,003 It's not something that we notice. 91 00:10:09,003 --> 00:10:10,643 It's not something that we care about. 92 00:10:10,643 --> 00:10:11,963 Be a human being. 93 00:10:11,963 --> 00:10:14,243 Be happy, smile, dance with people, 94 00:10:14,243 --> 00:10:16,363 and you'll probably be fine in the end. 95 00:12:30,523 --> 00:12:32,763 Whoo-hoo! 96 00:12:34,643 --> 00:12:36,283 Hey! 97 00:14:09,363 --> 00:14:11,083 There's something about the moment 98 00:14:11,083 --> 00:14:13,483 that the sun rises that you suddenly see the people 99 00:14:13,483 --> 00:14:16,003 around you, that you suddenly see the smiles 100 00:14:16,003 --> 00:14:18,043 and that the energy comes together. 101 00:14:18,043 --> 00:14:21,843 You can actually see the dance floor moving into a place. 102 00:14:21,843 --> 00:14:26,123 I was on the stage. So I could actually see it. 103 00:14:26,123 --> 00:14:29,123 I looked at the person next to me, and we were both like, wow. 104 00:14:29,123 --> 00:14:36,163 105 00:14:41,763 --> 00:14:45,363 This is a test of frequency instruments. 106 00:14:45,363 --> 00:14:48,723 Bass, drums, distortion, artifacts. 107 00:14:48,723 --> 00:14:54,403 108 00:15:06,283 --> 00:15:09,643 And I see a bunch of people looking up to the sky. 109 00:15:09,643 --> 00:15:13,563 OK, probably just like seeing the sun rise or something? 110 00:15:27,643 --> 00:15:30,123 The last video I took from my phone 111 00:15:30,123 --> 00:15:32,443 was at 6:28 in the morning. 112 00:15:32,443 --> 00:15:34,603 It was the last drop that he played. 113 00:15:34,603 --> 00:15:38,763 114 00:15:38,763 --> 00:15:41,323 The moment that I stopped filming, 115 00:15:41,323 --> 00:15:45,443 someone grabbed my hand and showed me the sky. 116 00:15:45,443 --> 00:15:50,243 117 00:15:50,243 --> 00:15:51,723 [music stops] 118 00:15:51,723 --> 00:15:54,763 [crowd shouting] 119 00:15:57,523 --> 00:15:59,723 He yelled into the crowd, Tzeva Adom, Tzeva Adom. 120 00:15:59,723 --> 00:16:01,523 Everyone scattered. 121 00:16:02,643 --> 00:16:04,563 [explosions] 122 00:16:04,563 --> 00:16:06,803 It was like a screen coming up from the sky of rockets, 123 00:16:06,803 --> 00:16:08,563 just like whew. 124 00:16:08,563 --> 00:16:11,283 The most rockets I've ever seen in my life. 125 00:16:19,203 --> 00:16:21,203 Oh, fuck! 126 00:16:28,043 --> 00:16:29,363 We laid on the ground. 127 00:16:29,363 --> 00:16:30,523 I was honestly scared. 128 00:16:30,523 --> 00:16:31,883 You're in an open field. 129 00:16:31,883 --> 00:16:33,603 There's rockets everywhere. 130 00:16:33,603 --> 00:16:36,083 Nothing is stopping these rockets from falling 131 00:16:36,083 --> 00:16:37,763 exactly where I am right now. 132 00:16:52,683 --> 00:16:54,083 Whoa! 133 00:16:54,083 --> 00:16:56,283 [laughs] 134 00:17:01,763 --> 00:17:03,523 Whoo. 135 00:18:29,363 --> 00:18:31,243 [explosions] 136 00:18:31,243 --> 00:18:33,643 Whoa. 137 00:18:33,643 --> 00:18:36,683 [chatter] 138 00:19:39,483 --> 00:19:43,003 We were parked in the artists' VIP area. 139 00:19:43,003 --> 00:19:45,443 The big parking was a little bit more in. 140 00:19:45,443 --> 00:19:47,323 So we were very close to the road. 141 00:19:47,323 --> 00:19:49,523 We could get out very quickly. 142 00:19:49,523 --> 00:19:51,883 I went to the DJ, and I told him, listen, 143 00:19:51,883 --> 00:19:53,083 there's no time for goodbyes. 144 00:19:53,083 --> 00:19:54,563 There's no time for waiting. 145 00:19:54,563 --> 00:19:55,803 We're running to the car. 146 00:19:55,803 --> 00:19:57,683 We're going to leave. 147 00:20:00,283 --> 00:20:03,323 And we were driving on Route 232. 148 00:20:03,323 --> 00:20:05,803 On the way north, we passed Be'eri. 149 00:20:05,803 --> 00:20:08,003 I'd close the windows and put on music 150 00:20:08,003 --> 00:20:09,803 so that we don't hear what's going on outside, 151 00:20:09,803 --> 00:20:12,163 and we were driving. 152 00:20:12,163 --> 00:20:13,923 [chatter] 153 00:20:52,763 --> 00:20:54,523 [car horns honking] 154 00:20:58,363 --> 00:21:00,003 [explosion] 155 00:21:15,843 --> 00:21:17,683 [car horns honking] 156 00:22:08,763 --> 00:22:12,003 [explosions] 157 00:22:12,003 --> 00:22:14,483 Rockets were exploding over our heads. 158 00:22:14,483 --> 00:22:18,763 We didn't understand if we're safe or we're not safe. 159 00:22:18,763 --> 00:22:20,963 We stop at the side of the road. 160 00:22:20,963 --> 00:22:24,723 We see the migunit, concrete structure 161 00:22:24,723 --> 00:22:27,403 on the side of the road that is supposed 162 00:22:27,403 --> 00:22:30,923 to be as close to a bomb shelter as possible. 163 00:22:30,923 --> 00:22:34,323 And it seemed like the smartest move 164 00:22:34,323 --> 00:22:36,803 to make, to go into the migunit. 165 00:22:56,803 --> 00:22:59,723 [tense music] 166 00:22:59,723 --> 00:23:03,523 167 00:23:03,523 --> 00:23:06,603 [car horns honking] 168 00:23:25,123 --> 00:23:28,123 [explosion] 169 00:23:49,683 --> 00:23:52,683 [upbeat music playing] 170 00:24:24,083 --> 00:24:27,883 [chatter] 171 00:24:27,883 --> 00:24:30,923 [motorbikes revving] 172 00:24:43,083 --> 00:24:46,043 [dramatic music] 173 00:24:46,043 --> 00:24:52,403 174 00:24:52,403 --> 00:24:55,443 [shouting] 175 00:25:25,003 --> 00:25:26,923 [gunfire] 176 00:25:26,923 --> 00:25:33,963 177 00:26:07,843 --> 00:26:10,603 [gunfire] 178 00:26:29,803 --> 00:26:33,083 [gunfire] 179 00:26:33,083 --> 00:26:35,163 Whoo! 180 00:26:51,523 --> 00:26:54,523 [gunfire] 181 00:26:57,523 --> 00:27:04,523 182 00:28:03,723 --> 00:28:06,443 When we got to about 200 meters before the first thing, 183 00:28:06,443 --> 00:28:08,323 we took the turn. 184 00:28:08,323 --> 00:28:10,683 The two cars that were in front of me suddenly hit the brakes. 185 00:28:21,723 --> 00:28:24,203 At first, it looked like an accident. 186 00:28:24,203 --> 00:28:25,523 So my first instinct was, you need 187 00:28:25,523 --> 00:28:26,723 to get out and help someone. 188 00:28:26,723 --> 00:28:28,523 So I opened my door. 189 00:28:28,523 --> 00:28:32,123 And the moment I opened my door, I heard the first bullet. 190 00:28:32,123 --> 00:28:33,283 [gunshot] 191 00:28:33,283 --> 00:28:40,323 192 00:28:43,283 --> 00:28:45,403 At this point, no one knows that there's terrorists 193 00:28:45,403 --> 00:28:47,523 that entered Israel. 194 00:28:47,523 --> 00:28:51,043 I think there was about 19 people in migunit. 195 00:28:51,043 --> 00:28:52,723 It's a tiny structure. 196 00:28:52,723 --> 00:28:55,003 There's not that much room to move inside. 197 00:28:55,003 --> 00:28:56,923 Some of the people are still standing outside just 198 00:28:56,923 --> 00:28:58,883 to look at the rockets. 199 00:28:58,883 --> 00:29:02,003 And then slowly, more and more people come. 200 00:29:36,683 --> 00:29:39,123 Finally, four people arrived. 201 00:29:39,123 --> 00:29:42,243 One of them was Aner Shapiro. 202 00:29:42,243 --> 00:29:45,443 And one of them was Hersh Goldberg. 203 00:29:47,083 --> 00:29:48,443 Aner was very confident. 204 00:29:48,443 --> 00:29:50,443 I remember it. He walked in. 205 00:29:50,443 --> 00:29:52,883 He told us that there's a big attack on Israel from Gaza. 206 00:29:52,883 --> 00:29:55,563 He didn't really elaborate too much. 207 00:29:55,563 --> 00:29:58,243 My-- my heart jumped a beat. 208 00:29:58,243 --> 00:30:02,403 And I realized that something bad is about to happen. 209 00:30:02,403 --> 00:30:05,003 I felt it so deep in my stomach that I didn't even 210 00:30:05,003 --> 00:30:08,403 know what to do or how to react. 211 00:30:08,403 --> 00:30:10,163 At the beginning, I thought maybe 212 00:30:10,163 --> 00:30:13,003 to tell my friends to leave so they get in the car 213 00:30:13,003 --> 00:30:14,523 and drive away. 214 00:30:14,523 --> 00:30:17,483 But at that point, it was already too late. 215 00:30:17,483 --> 00:30:21,483 216 00:30:21,483 --> 00:30:22,763 [car horns honking] 217 00:30:31,683 --> 00:30:33,003 [phone ringing] 218 00:31:19,003 --> 00:31:20,523 [gunfire] 219 00:31:28,043 --> 00:31:31,043 [explosions, gunfire] 220 00:31:59,043 --> 00:32:00,723 [phone line ringing] 221 00:33:05,283 --> 00:33:08,683 222 00:33:35,083 --> 00:33:42,083 223 00:34:02,803 --> 00:34:04,563 [car horn honking] 224 00:34:19,243 --> 00:34:26,323 225 00:34:38,323 --> 00:34:40,403 [people screaming] 226 00:34:57,043 --> 00:34:59,643 [gunfire] 227 00:35:10,603 --> 00:35:17,563 228 00:35:32,003 --> 00:35:34,483 [gunfire] 229 00:37:03,523 --> 00:37:05,403 [imitates gunfire] 230 00:40:05,843 --> 00:40:08,843 [people shouting] 231 00:41:43,643 --> 00:41:45,043 [people shouting] 232 00:41:55,603 --> 00:41:57,963 [gunfire] 233 00:42:33,243 --> 00:42:36,243 [gunfire] 234 00:44:06,323 --> 00:44:09,163 [gunfire] 235 00:44:09,163 --> 00:44:10,723 The only thing between me and the terrorists 236 00:44:10,723 --> 00:44:13,003 were my car doors. 237 00:44:13,003 --> 00:44:16,043 There were a few moments where I thought I was dead. 238 00:44:16,043 --> 00:44:20,643 The only reason that they missed is by chance. 239 00:44:20,643 --> 00:44:22,083 Something was protecting us. 240 00:44:22,083 --> 00:44:23,963 I don't have a word for it. 241 00:44:23,963 --> 00:44:26,323 But I thought I was dead. 242 00:44:26,323 --> 00:44:29,403 I was either dead, or I was very, very hurt 243 00:44:29,403 --> 00:44:31,083 and I wasn't feeling it. 244 00:44:31,083 --> 00:44:34,083 If I'm not feeling any pain, then I'm probably dead. 245 00:44:34,083 --> 00:44:35,763 That was the math I did in my head. 246 00:44:35,763 --> 00:44:39,043 I looked at my hands and understood 247 00:44:39,043 --> 00:44:41,523 that I was still alive and that we need to do something. 248 00:44:41,523 --> 00:44:43,123 And then I just yelled, "Get in the car." 249 00:44:43,123 --> 00:44:44,323 [car horn honking 250 00:44:46,123 --> 00:44:49,403 I looked in the back mirror, and I could see the car 251 00:44:49,403 --> 00:44:51,163 behind me that had stopped. 252 00:44:54,683 --> 00:44:56,643 The driver and the guy that were next to him 253 00:44:56,643 --> 00:44:58,963 were shot in the head. 254 00:44:58,963 --> 00:45:01,643 [gunfire, screaming] 255 00:45:01,643 --> 00:45:03,883 And I saw them slaughter people. 256 00:45:14,083 --> 00:45:17,683 Every car that had come towards us had either been 257 00:45:17,683 --> 00:45:20,843 show off the road-- and you could actually see cars just 258 00:45:20,843 --> 00:45:22,763 going off the road in a moment. 259 00:45:22,763 --> 00:45:24,803 And then people tried to run out of the cars, 260 00:45:24,803 --> 00:45:26,763 and there were terrorists shooting them down. 261 00:45:26,763 --> 00:45:28,523 [motorbikes revving] 262 00:45:28,523 --> 00:45:31,083 Whoo! 263 00:45:31,083 --> 00:45:34,123 264 00:45:34,123 --> 00:45:39,283 Tuck your heads down. Tuck your heads down. 265 00:45:39,283 --> 00:45:42,523 After we-- we had gone out of the shooting range, 266 00:45:42,523 --> 00:45:44,363 I called the police. 267 00:45:44,363 --> 00:45:47,403 And the first question they asked me was, "What? 268 00:45:47,403 --> 00:45:49,123 What do you mean they shot at you?" 269 00:45:49,123 --> 00:45:51,683 No one understood the situation. 270 00:46:50,003 --> 00:46:52,603 [shouting, gunfire] 271 00:46:55,443 --> 00:46:58,443 [gunfire] 272 00:47:17,523 --> 00:47:19,003 [exhales sharply] 273 00:47:19,003 --> 00:47:22,043 [gunfire] 274 00:47:58,323 --> 00:48:02,883 275 00:48:18,083 --> 00:48:21,843 A group of people jump out, screaming in Arabic. 276 00:48:21,843 --> 00:48:24,523 [speaking Arabic] 277 00:48:41,123 --> 00:48:44,123 [explosions, gunfire] 278 00:48:46,443 --> 00:48:50,483 Aner tried to calm everyone down as much as possible. 279 00:48:50,483 --> 00:48:53,043 And then they started firing 280 00:48:53,043 --> 00:48:55,043 at the entrance of the migunit. 281 00:48:55,043 --> 00:48:56,683 [gunfire] 282 00:49:00,723 --> 00:49:02,483 Lobed, he went outside and tried 283 00:49:02,483 --> 00:49:04,483 to talk to them in Arabic. 284 00:49:06,043 --> 00:49:08,163 They did horrible things to him 285 00:49:08,163 --> 00:49:10,123 and murdered him in the end. 286 00:49:12,203 --> 00:49:13,963 Everyone in the migunit was trying 287 00:49:13,963 --> 00:49:16,843 to call some authority, MDA or the cops 288 00:49:16,843 --> 00:49:18,483 or the army or someone. 289 00:49:18,483 --> 00:49:20,363 No one was really answering. 290 00:49:29,043 --> 00:49:30,483 And then I see Aner just picked 291 00:49:30,483 --> 00:49:32,763 them up and tossed them out. 292 00:49:32,763 --> 00:49:34,563 [explosion] 293 00:49:34,563 --> 00:49:37,243 And he does that once, and then they throw another one in. 294 00:49:40,563 --> 00:49:42,083 Every time they throw in a grenade, 295 00:49:42,083 --> 00:49:44,323 he just grabbed it and tossed it out. 296 00:49:44,323 --> 00:49:46,203 [explosion] 297 00:49:46,203 --> 00:49:47,843 He acted like a commander. 298 00:49:47,843 --> 00:49:51,403 He took all the responsibility onto himself. 299 00:49:51,403 --> 00:49:53,003 He was focused. 300 00:49:53,003 --> 00:49:55,363 He-- he understood that he had a mission. 301 00:49:55,363 --> 00:49:59,283 All he was looking for was to fight, to stay alive. 302 00:49:59,283 --> 00:50:01,083 [explosion] 303 00:50:01,083 --> 00:50:02,843 I'm thinking to myself, oh, my God, 304 00:50:02,843 --> 00:50:06,363 this kid is throwing live grenades. 305 00:50:06,363 --> 00:50:08,003 I don't think that I've ever heard 306 00:50:08,003 --> 00:50:09,643 of anyone ever doing that. 307 00:50:09,643 --> 00:50:12,243 I know how dangerous this is. 308 00:50:12,243 --> 00:50:15,003 I think there's a chance that he's not the only one that's 309 00:50:15,003 --> 00:50:16,483 going to have to do this. 310 00:50:16,483 --> 00:50:18,363 And I kind of get myself ready for the point 311 00:50:18,363 --> 00:50:21,803 where if something happens to him, that I'm going to have 312 00:50:21,803 --> 00:50:24,683 to pick up what he left. 313 00:50:24,683 --> 00:50:27,723 [soft music] 314 00:50:39,643 --> 00:50:41,643 [explosion] 315 00:50:41,643 --> 00:50:46,083 There was a really big explosion, and I flew back. 316 00:50:46,083 --> 00:50:48,123 Someone flew on me. 317 00:50:48,123 --> 00:50:54,123 And when I finally got up, I remember 318 00:50:54,123 --> 00:50:55,923 Aner wasn't standing anymore. 319 00:50:55,923 --> 00:50:58,083 He wasn't with us. 320 00:50:58,083 --> 00:51:00,563 Hersh lost his hand. 321 00:51:00,563 --> 00:51:02,363 And he was just sitting there. 322 00:51:02,363 --> 00:51:05,563 He said, "I lost my hand. 323 00:51:05,563 --> 00:51:07,443 I don't have my hand." 324 00:51:07,443 --> 00:51:10,323 And he was trying to, like, tie it off. 325 00:51:10,323 --> 00:51:12,083 At that point, I kind of realized 326 00:51:12,083 --> 00:51:17,043 that someone's going to have to continue what he started. 327 00:51:17,043 --> 00:51:20,803 And then I remember a grenade flying in, 328 00:51:20,803 --> 00:51:23,683 just landing right in front of me. 329 00:51:23,683 --> 00:51:26,003 And you could see the flame coming 330 00:51:26,003 --> 00:51:28,083 out of the top of the grenade. 331 00:51:28,083 --> 00:51:29,683 And it was a few inches. 332 00:51:29,683 --> 00:51:32,443 And I remember it getting smaller and smaller. 333 00:51:32,443 --> 00:51:36,443 And I just picked up the grenade and threw it out. 334 00:51:36,443 --> 00:51:38,883 And I'm not sure how many of those there were. 335 00:51:38,883 --> 00:51:42,963 I remember the first one, and I remember the last two. 336 00:51:42,963 --> 00:51:45,563 337 00:51:45,563 --> 00:51:47,883 [explosion] 338 00:51:47,883 --> 00:51:49,683 339 00:51:49,683 --> 00:51:51,043 The one at the entrance I remember 340 00:51:51,043 --> 00:51:53,323 I was able to throw out. 341 00:51:53,323 --> 00:51:55,883 But then there was an explosion. 342 00:51:55,883 --> 00:51:59,643 I went flying into the wall and passed out. 343 00:51:59,643 --> 00:52:02,643 [people screaming] 344 00:52:33,923 --> 00:52:35,683 Hey, hey, hey! 345 00:52:35,683 --> 00:52:38,483 [gunfire] 346 00:54:17,203 --> 00:54:19,683 [panting] 347 00:54:39,803 --> 00:54:40,883 Shup, shup. 348 00:54:40,883 --> 00:54:42,683 Pew, pew. 349 00:54:42,683 --> 00:54:45,123 [gunfire, bullets whizzing] 350 00:55:23,323 --> 00:55:26,363 [gunfire] 351 00:55:32,363 --> 00:55:35,323 [dramatic music] 352 00:57:49,003 --> 00:57:56,003 353 00:59:09,043 --> 00:59:10,003 [gunshot] 354 00:59:10,003 --> 00:59:11,643 [shouting] 355 00:59:11,643 --> 00:59:14,683 [gunfire] 356 00:59:16,683 --> 00:59:22,363 357 01:01:27,043 --> 01:01:28,483 [screams] 358 01:01:53,883 --> 01:01:56,883 [explosions] 359 01:02:58,403 --> 01:03:01,403 [gunfire, explosions] 360 01:04:02,603 --> 01:04:05,603 [gunfire] 361 01:04:13,523 --> 01:04:16,523 [gunfire, shouting] 362 01:04:44,123 --> 01:04:46,763 You know, Russian roulette. 363 01:04:46,763 --> 01:04:48,963 Who gets the bullet? 364 01:04:52,523 --> 01:04:59,483 365 01:05:11,763 --> 01:05:14,203 At that point, they started kidnapping people. 366 01:05:18,843 --> 01:05:21,843 They took Hersh out because he was at the entrance. 367 01:05:21,843 --> 01:05:25,443 They started putting them in the trucks wherever they could 368 01:05:25,443 --> 01:05:27,363 and whoever they tried to kidnap. 369 01:05:59,683 --> 01:06:03,523 I remember seeing a terrorist walk in. 370 01:06:03,523 --> 01:06:06,443 He was wearing all black. 371 01:06:06,443 --> 01:06:09,483 He had a black mask on, an AK-47, 372 01:06:09,483 --> 01:06:13,323 and a green bandanna on his head with the Hamas symbol. 373 01:06:13,323 --> 01:06:16,323 I remember you could see his mouth through the mask, 374 01:06:16,323 --> 01:06:18,163 like he had a little opening. 375 01:06:18,163 --> 01:06:23,043 And he was smiling, like it was a game that they won. 376 01:06:24,363 --> 01:06:25,603 They came back in. 377 01:06:25,603 --> 01:06:27,803 [gunfire] 378 01:06:27,803 --> 01:06:30,323 And then they started shooting everyone inside. 379 01:06:30,323 --> 01:06:33,123 [people screaming] 380 01:06:45,643 --> 01:06:47,123 They left. 381 01:06:47,123 --> 01:06:49,603 I looked left and right. 382 01:06:51,323 --> 01:06:55,203 And I thought everyone was acting 383 01:06:55,203 --> 01:06:59,523 or playing dead so that they wouldn't get kidnapped. 384 01:06:59,523 --> 01:07:02,403 But after a minute or two, where-- when 385 01:07:02,403 --> 01:07:06,483 people weren't lifting their heads or waking up, 386 01:07:06,483 --> 01:07:10,003 I realized that I was sitting in a pile of bodies. 387 01:07:10,003 --> 01:07:16,563 388 01:08:08,043 --> 01:08:10,443 [gunfire] 389 01:08:48,203 --> 01:08:50,003 [shouting] 390 01:09:02,003 --> 01:09:03,083 Fuck. 391 01:09:03,083 --> 01:09:06,123 [explosions] 392 01:09:38,123 --> 01:09:41,123 [gunfire, explosions] 393 01:10:15,603 --> 01:10:18,563 [muffled gunfire] 394 01:10:30,083 --> 01:10:32,243 [shouting] 395 01:11:29,683 --> 01:11:32,243 [shouting] 396 01:11:42,603 --> 01:11:45,563 [tense music] 397 01:11:45,563 --> 01:11:52,603 398 01:12:30,763 --> 01:12:32,803 [shouting] 399 01:12:36,123 --> 01:12:39,083 [soft music] 400 01:12:39,083 --> 01:12:41,763 401 01:13:05,603 --> 01:13:12,603 402 01:14:53,603 --> 01:14:55,283 [explosion] 403 01:14:55,283 --> 01:14:58,323 [radio chatter] 404 01:16:00,363 --> 01:16:03,843 We were there for another six hours. 405 01:16:03,843 --> 01:16:08,243 Six hours in piles of bodies, praying to God 406 01:16:08,243 --> 01:16:12,483 that no one-- no terrorists come back and just 407 01:16:12,483 --> 01:16:14,763 look or pop in their head. 408 01:16:31,403 --> 01:16:34,963 We both got into an army Jeep. 409 01:16:34,963 --> 01:16:39,643 And they told us to put our heads down. 410 01:16:39,643 --> 01:16:42,043 But I-- I couldn't look away. 411 01:16:50,283 --> 01:16:54,643 Car after car with dead people. 412 01:16:56,123 --> 01:16:58,763 Then you start realizing what happened. 413 01:17:10,443 --> 01:17:13,003 [shouting] 414 01:18:18,523 --> 01:18:20,803 [car alarms blaring] 415 01:18:20,803 --> 01:18:23,843 [shouting] 416 01:18:38,643 --> 01:18:41,603 [soft music] 417 01:18:41,603 --> 01:18:48,643 418 01:20:40,603 --> 01:20:45,363 We survived a horrific terror attack that 419 01:20:45,363 --> 01:20:48,043 didn't seem possible to survive. 420 01:21:54,443 --> 01:21:57,443 [laughing] 421 01:22:24,563 --> 01:22:27,563 [soft music] 422 01:22:27,563 --> 01:22:34,603 423 01:22:46,003 --> 01:22:47,403 I'm still coping. 424 01:22:47,403 --> 01:22:48,963 I don't know. 425 01:22:48,963 --> 01:22:50,923 Like, I can find myself crying in the middle 426 01:22:50,923 --> 01:22:53,323 of the day for no reason. 427 01:22:53,323 --> 01:22:56,763 Sleeping has become a mission. 428 01:24:25,723 --> 01:24:32,723 429 01:25:15,363 --> 01:25:22,403 430 01:25:46,003 --> 01:25:51,643 431 01:26:06,523 --> 01:26:13,523 432 01:26:31,443 --> 01:26:38,443 433 01:26:42,443 --> 01:26:44,643 Every single person that I lost on that day 434 01:26:44,643 --> 01:26:47,283 would have made the hell out of this life. 435 01:26:47,283 --> 01:26:50,363 And for them, I need to continue living. 436 01:26:50,363 --> 01:26:54,643 We are going to need to go through mountains of pain 437 01:26:54,643 --> 01:26:55,963 until we get there. 438 01:26:55,963 --> 01:26:57,403 But I close my eyes for a moment, 439 01:26:57,403 --> 01:26:59,763 and I picture my friends that aren't with us 440 01:26:59,763 --> 01:27:02,163 anymore and hoping that-- 441 01:27:02,163 --> 01:27:06,723 that wherever they are, they're partying like crazy, 442 01:27:06,723 --> 01:27:09,723 and that one day we will, too. 443 01:27:09,723 --> 01:27:16,723 444 01:28:47,163 --> 01:28:54,203