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Using the stem of one of your...
Birthday flowers
Ok, so we have some mucus.
Oh my God, it’s foul.
It’s foul.
Oh, oh, oh!
Oh, yeah!
How do I look...
through the tube?
Oh, so good, baby. So good, give it to me.
How do I look through the tube?
You look good.
Oh, oh, oh!
Oh!
Hello?!
There she is!
Tube boy, knock, knock.
-Little tube boy. -There's my baby!
Oh, I'm in the tube.
I'm stuck in the tube, I can't get out!
I'm stuck in the tube, and I can't get out!
And then, ooh!
You want some popcorn, baby?
-And then out. -Okay.
I'm gonna make popcorn. Do you want some?
I'm good, honey.
I'm coming in, honey!
Get ready for your close-up.
What are you laughing about?
This one time as a kid, we went skiing.
Drove up to a cabin.
And, after skiing, we went into the little town...
and had dinner at a restaurant.
And then, when we got home,
my mom got food poisoning.
And, it was a really small, little cabin.
And I just remember...
hearing my mom puke, like, all night long,
and it was like violent puking.
And then, there was a joke, don't get the-
And then there was a joke in my family,
like, don't-
Like, don't get the kung-
Don't get- Don't get the-
Don't get the chicken-
I can't!
Don't get the chicken kung pao.
There's something funny, too,
about, like, my mom getting sick,
like, she just never, ever showed any,
any like cracks of vulnerability.
So, for her to...
to hear her puke, I think it just like...
stuck with me.
That's nice.
Can you rub me a little higher or lower?
You're just like right on my liver.
Yeah.
-Hello! -Hello, my honey!
Hello, my baby.
Hello, my ragtime gal.
Hello, my honey. How's it going, baby?
Okay.
So, I've been in touch with these women.
It's actually kind of like a whole thing.
I emailed this woman who posted this
advertisement online for Chinese Cresty puppies.
I emailed her, she didn't have any available.
But, she put in touch with this other woman she knows
that also breeds Chinese Cresties.
They're kind of like a community of women.
She also didn't have any.
But then, she put me in touch with this
woman named Dee.
Dee just emailed me back, and she's whelping.
Whelping is when dogs give birth.
That's what they call when they're having a litter.
Okay.
Dee is whelping...
a litter, in two weeks.
And she said that we can get on the list and
reserve one of these dogs.
All we have to do is send a $1000 deposit
in the next 24 hours, and it's ours.
Very cute.
-Very cute. -I mean...
Very cute, very sweet.
-Very cute. -So cute.
-I love it. -I did research.
There's no harmful treatment of the animals.
None of this puppy mill shit.
It's all- and price capped.
So, these are $2000.
This is basically just to pay for
the upkeep of the situation.
That's why it's this price point,
so it's very much not for profit.
Do you mind if I just kind of-
So, I think we should do it.
I think we should just jump on it.
Okay, so there's a couple things that are
kind of pinging for me.
So, I'm just- if I can just go in and I'll just
kind of run through them, if that's okay?
So, firstly, I guess just this is obviously
not what we discussed, right?
This is a deviation from the rescue plan.
I understand, but honestly,
I've sent like 200 emails for rescue dogs,
haven't gotten a single response back.
And if we want a dog,
I think we really have to act, like, now.
Because lockdown is coming, winter is coming.
It's just, it's not gonna-
You're bringing kind of an immediacy to, like,
"Lockdown is coming, we have to get a dog now,"
I don't mean to do an impression of you,
but just that's kind of the emotionality of it.
And then I feel like, okay,
I've been vegan for ten years.
It's important to me to get a rescue.
It feels like I'm in a difficult position,
where it's like, okay, I have to act now,
I have to act now, I have to act now.
And it's gonna make us compromise and
I feel like, if we're going to do that,
we should make sure we've turned over
every single stone.
And I kind of don't feel like we have.
I've tried and it's just not working,
and this is like close to the same thing
with an ethical breeder.
They're, they're animal lovers.
Ethical breeder is another thing
I personally really don't buy.
It's kind of in the, like,
free range egg paradigm type oxymoronical.
So, what's the deal, it's a not-for-profit.
So then, what is it for, would be my question.
'Cause, from my perspective-
If they didn't breed them...
There's an incentive.
...the breed would go extinct.
There would be no more Chinese Cresties
if it weren't for- Look, she says,
"I am a preservationist.
What is called a hobby breeder.
I breed not-for-profit."
So, this is a freak who is-
If no one was breeding them...
An obsession with a particular breed.
...how would they continue?
Who cares? Who cares?
Who cares? I thought you were a vegan?
Yeah, I'm a consequentialist, honey.
I don't want to cause suffering.
I just feel-
Honey...
Can you not?
What do you want me to say to this, like...?
I'm down to get a dog.
I don't even honestly want one.
It's like, I'm willing to compromise on
getting one in the first place,
so then I want you to compromise.
You want a dog, I don't want a dog.
I'm willing to get a dog because you want a dog.
I can compromise for you, but then I need you
to help me, so if it's us versus the problem,
when can we tackle the problem?
Because I'm tackling the problem every day.
I send emails every day.
Any time, any time.
When, now?
No, not, see that's not- Love, no, not now.
Tomorrow? I need a lot of time.
Can we- do you have your calendar?
This is competitive, and if we're gonna
get it your way, I need your time.
Send me- you know what, the best way to do it,
and I'm gonna sound like a jerk, is send me an email,
and we'll go through it together and
we'll find a time.
You want me to book you?
Okay, I know it seems like I'm a prick,
"send me an email," but yes, send me
an email because then it's not gonna get lost.
You're looking at me like that, like, send me an email,
I'm some bureaucratic freak, but if you
send me an email then it's not gonna get lost.
I'm actually saying send me an email
'cause then it's not gonna get last.
Ah!
So, don't act like I'm the fucking- Okay.
Possible times, tomorrow,
any time works for me.
Next day, any time works for me.
And the next day, any time works for me.
Okay, just sent it.
I'm not trying to be a prick.
I know that this is important to you.
And I would like to help.
I'm just trying to help you
in a way that balances the other bullshit
I know you're sick of hearing about
that I'm trying to do.
Which is this.
You might feel the calm and relaxed aura
of simply being present,
which can relax and reassure you
easily and effortlessly.
12 rules for dogs.
Rule #1:
Dogs are pack animals.
And they need a pack leader for direction.
Until a dog has been on-leash
they can never truly be off-leash.
Put another way, they can never be free
until they've been under control.
That's where a pack leader comes into the picture.
"Still finalizing the flight plan on the Dominican side.
Working to get over the border
before lockdown order is set in."
"Milly is two years old
and needs some serious TLC."
We should be cautious not to get too excited.
But a good chance.
And then, on our side, I still think that
we have a conversation or two to have
before we can fully pull the trig.
I know you want a dog today.
And, I'm sure that you will want a dog in a year.
But are you
100% certain
that you 100%
want a dog for 12 years, plus?
I'm a little concerned that, you know,
you originally did not want a dog and
you're doing this for me and for my desires.
So, I just want to make sure I'm not pressuring you into
that and that you're not gonna resent this choice.
100%.
Amidst all the chaos of a human world,
the ideal pack leader is steady and confident,
vigorously calm, in effortless control.
This is a state that I refer to as
'calm dominance'.
Rule #2:
Think like a leader, stink like a leader.
Dogs have a sense of smell 10,000 times
as sensitive as humans.
They can smell you like a book.
You can say "sit" as many times as you want,
but if you're not really sure about your status in the pack,
your counterfeit commands won't pass the smell test.
Love?
-How you doing? -I think I'm good.
Okay.
How you doing?
Doing good.
I'm nervous.
Me too.
Rule #12: Command your dog from within.
Dogs are so perceptive of their masters,
it can sometimes feel as though
they have psychic powers.
And as pack leader,
it's essential to act as though they do.
Find your inner voice as leader of the pack,
and command you dog from that place.
I call this speaking with your pack leader voice.
Forget about your vocal chords.
Command your dog from within.
It's a different voice...
Sit!
Sit...
Stay, down!
Down!
She's going to be able to sense our presence
before we've even gotten out of the car.
It's not that we need to act calm.
We need to be calm.
Because that first impression is
from what I can tell is everything!
We have to smoke the first impression.
Right.
So when she arrives...
we just act like nothing extraordinary
is happening whatsoever.
This is a totally normal night.
And that feels kind of callous,
but I think that that's gonna be the best way that
we can love her, is just to be...
Okay.
Got her?
Mm-hm.
And just proceed as normal and let her come to us.
-No, that's too loud. -You know what I mean?
No, that's aggressive.
And really try to be a little bit more explicitly chill.
-Sh-sh-sh! -We're in our own home.
No, that's too loud, that's too loud.
Let's be steady. We are in our own home.
You're bringing aggressive energy.
I'm just talking.
Oh, she's getting out of the crate.
Oh, my god, she's getting out of the crate.
-Okay, let's be calm. -Oh, my god.
Oh, my god.
I think I should give her a treat.
I think she needs some kind of-
Give her space.
-Positive something. -Give her space.
I'm gonna go do that.
I think she's going into the closet.
Oh my god.
Hi.
You're a good girl.
Want a treat?
Good girl.
You're a good girl.
Should I try Spanish?
That's interesting.
Bueno girl.
Bueno.
She's not responding to the Spanish.
I'm feeling envy so,
I'm going to come over there as well.
Calm...
Calm.
Settle.
Hi.
Do you like your new house?
Come on, let's put this on.
Come on.
Okay... good.
Good girl, good girl.
It's okay, girl.
It's okay.
And let's try again in 3, 2, 1.
-Good girl. -Good girl.
You're a good girl.
You're good.
-Bicycle coming. -Okay.
We're good?
-Good girl. -Good girl. Go on.
You want some food?
Come on...
Come on.
I think maybe she was like
kicked or something.
Why do you say kicked?
I don't know.
I just feel like if she was like on this farm and there was
all these other dogs Maybe they’re just getting
pushed or kicked, I don’t know.
I get the sense she's coming from
more environmental stress,
like...
ambient chaos.
Too much going on.
Clinging and clanging.
She still hasn't pooped.
She hasn't pooped since the Dominican Republic, that's...
probably not healthy.
You can get a blocked bowel.
She'll poop tomorrow.
A megacolon is...
Well, it's actually almost exactly as it sounds.
We're talking about a colon that has been
engorged to such a size
due to the fact that it can't get anything out of there.
-And... -Dry or wet food?
So, it's wet raw food.
72 hours of wet raw...
you don't know this dog well enough to even
understand what its typical gait is, but...
you'd be seeing it walk with almost
a bit of a hobble, slower...
Reticent to run.
Doesn't like to be touched in and around
the stomach. You said this was a female, so...
either her lower back may be irritated, but these
are things that you can check on your own.
I mean, it could all just be a phantom poo as well.
9 times out of 10 it's in the
cabinet underneath the sink in the bathroom.
Okay, okay, well, we will look for it.
-We will look for it. -Okay, okay.
We're also trying to transition her
into vegan food.
Any opinions about that?
If this dog was born on a certain diet,
you should change it at your peril.
Look, I have an opinion on vegan food.
I'm sorry, I have a political opinion on vegan food.
And I'm really sorry about that.
But I happen to have an opinion on it.
And what's your opinion on it, I'm curious?
I will not disclose it to a client.
Heel.
For you.
Take it.
Go!
A little more paw, perfect.
Let's put you over here.
There.
Good girl, good girl.
You did good.
Okay, we don't have to do that today.
Let's not do that today.
Good girl.
Let's go.
That's my girl.
Look, there's a little friend.
Is it okay if they say hello?
That's so cute, look.
Aw, she's so cute.
She's shy.
Can we go? Thank you.
-Bye! -Bye.
Come on, come on.
Bad.
Here, Milly, wanna smell one of these?
Oh, my god, this looks so beautiful.
Isn't it pretty?
Give me a look, hon.
Gimme a smooch.
-Oh, yeah. -Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas!
Oh, where's my gift?
Ooh!
Merry Christmas, thank you.
Thank you, oh!
Oh, that's my gift to you.
Merry Christmas. That's my gift to you.
Look here.
Good girl!
Look here, good girl!
Okay, wait.
Wait.
Look here.
Look. Look, up here.
Love?
Can I interrupt?
You've been watching these
videos of your family.
And, they've been getting me
reflecting on
how I am going to reconcile two poles.
My daddy.
And my mummy.
Right?
My dad.
Complete fucking workaholic.
Loves work, obsessed with work.
Nothing but work, right?
Loves work.
Okay, that's in there.
Somewhere, as you know.
On the other pole, my mom.
Absolutely baby crazy individual.
Loves family so much.
Is all family.
She would've had ten,
twelve children if she could have.
Yeah.
So, I come from these two different sides,
and these are both living inside of here.
I have never known how
I am going to reconcile.
How am I going to find a way
to satisfy the part of myself
that knows I've gotta be completely fucking
obsessed with work,
especially if I want to be a filmmaker,
especially if I want to be a filmmaker.
You've gotta be obsessed.
Obsessed with work
if you want to be a filmmaker.
Completely fucking obsessed
'cause it's the only way
you're gonna be any good at it whatsoever.
Family, if I'm completely obsessed with work,
what about family?
I want to be obsessed with my family as well.
I don't want to be my dad.
I want to be there, there.
Totally there.
Obsessed with my kids.
Fully there.
People always say the immediate solution...
work-life balance.
Okay, that's a good solution.
I think that's a good solution in a lot of cases.
But in this case,
I don't really see how
work-life balance is going to function
'cause I can't really find a way in my mind where
I'm gonna be able to split it down the middle
and have the amount of obsession that I feel that
I need to have in filmmaking with the amount of presence
that I want to have with my family in order to
feel good about who I am.
Got two poles.
Work.
Famiglia.
What...
if...
I am abandoning my script.
And I'm going to make a movie
about Milly.
What do you mean?
I'm going to make a movie...
A home movie.
But it's gonna be...
a movie...
about Milly.
What do you mean, honey?
You'll be you, and I'll be me.
Milly will be Milly.
I know we can't have a crew 'cause that would
scare the fuck out of her,
so I'll shoot it on my phone.
It'll be super light, it'll be super easy.
Baby.
It's going to be a movie.
But it's also...
an heirloom.
From this beautiful period of time.
Where we became a family.
And it's going to be
so...
beautiful.
Okay, well.
I'm so happy you're inspired, truly.
It's great to see.
But I'm a little shocked because you've been
writing that script for about five years and...
I have never been so sure about
anything in my entire life.
Okay.
You up for it?
Thank you.
It's gonna be so good.
Hi, girl. Hi.
Come on.
Good girl. Good girl.
Come on, come on.
Come on. Come on, girl.
Come on, come on, come on, let's go.
Let's go, let's go.
Come on.
Come on, come on.
Let's go.
Aloha from Hawaii.
Hello.
We just came back from dinner.
Oh, I'm sunburned.
Oh.
Honey?
What do we got?
I figured-
There's something that I-
I have a time sensitive situ–
Honey...
Isn’t that funny?
She’s one minute old...
Just had her now.
Baby girl...
Isn't that funny? Yoohoo!
-Hello! -Love?
Taxi!
Like, who is she?
Who is she, like...?
Like if you puffed out the hair.
Something about, like, slices.
You rang?
Brace yourself.
I'm braced.
I need you to be real for this.
I'm real.
"Dear Eric,
Thank you for your application.
Milly is still available,
and will be coming in from
the Dominican on Saturday night."
"In response to the lockdowns coming in at midnight,
we'll be doing pickups at the airport,
approximately 11pm.
"Milly is a sweet girl."
Aw!
"But needs some serious... TLC."
And this is the pic.
Oh, my gosh, she is something else!
Oh, my goodness.
Cute, no?
Oh, I can't breathe.
She's not ours yet!
I have a dog named Milly!
Milly!
Her name is Milly!
Can I get a M-I-L-L-Y?
Milly!
I'm a dog owner!
I'm a dog mama!
And going back and forth,
swaying from one side to the other.
I got a Milly.
I got a girl named Milly!
M-I-L-L-Y!
She's Milly.
This feels like it has a lot of comic distance.
So, what can be a genuine thing though,
because this is comic, so that's what
I'm struggling with is, like,
is how to be genuine with it.
I can't wait to meet her.
She's the most beautiful thing in the world.
And at that, it's a baby girl!
Oh!
I can't handle it, I'm gonna explode!
I want to scream on the mountain that
Milly is my dog!
Milly!
Ar-ar-ar!
Aroo!
She's not ours yet.
No, don't say that, she's ours.
Don't do this to me.
She's ours, the email says.
We just have to email back, so we should just email back.
I'm not a yes, I'm not a yes yet.
For me, there's still much more to discuss.
You're a bad man.
You're bad.
My character is a bad man right now.
We're gonna have to figure that out on the coverage here.
You're a bad, bad man.
Say that again and we'll see if
the trucks have passed.
You're a bad man.
You're a very bad man.
Bad.
Okay, give up.
One more time.
And now, go through all the way to the bottom.
Get to the bottom, and then scroll all the way to the top.
Like a quick, like get to the bottom,
scroll all the way to the top.
Same thing, scroll, stop, scroll, stop, scroll stop.
Get to the bottom, all the way up.
Bad.
You're at a ten, now take it to a thirteen.
Oh, my god.
Ah, of which, applause?
Of, of even just like, ah!
Of non-verbal.
Do you see my feet?
Oh, I'm in the tube.
I'm stuck in the tube, and I can't get out.
I'm stuck in the tube, and I can't get out!
And then, ooh!
You want some popcorn, baby?
-And then out. -Okay.
Cut.
Ah, my girl! Hi!
Oh, we missed you!
Bad.
We missed ya!
Oh, my honey.
My honey!
I missed you.
Bad.
Honey, she's peeing.
-Bad. -She's peeing.
-Bad. -She's peeing!
-Bad. -She peed.
-Bad. -She peed!
-Bad. -Oh, you're a good girl.
Oh, she peed!
Oh, you're gonna put it all over the house.
Don't do that, okay, give me yours paws.
Oh, I can't believe you were this nervous
without Mama.
Bad.
Stupid.
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid.
Failure fuck.
Dumbass... Dumbass.
Bad.
Oh, hi, girl, did you have a nice walk?
-How'd it go? -It was fine.
She freaked out at the school.
Nothing more than usual.
I think we gotta get a little realer on the training
'cause she was, you know...
You know how it is.
Did something happen, hun?
Well, I mean, she got a little nervous by the school.
Freaked out by the CD tree that we said that
we would train her around every day.
So, it wasn't great, but wasn't awful,
but definitely wasn't great so,
I just, you know, yeah, I think we just need to
get a little more real about that.
Okay, so just slow down. What happened?
So, you were walking by the school, or...?
I was walking her down Gladstone.
Milly.
There's that tree with the CDs,
and a car came by,
and I guess she saw the light.
And she started to freak out, so I went down to her,
and I said, "Milly, come here, come here."
Come.
You dropped the leash?
No, I didn't drop the leash, no.
She tried to get away from me.
She was yanking and yanking.
She almost got away from me.
If I hadn't been prepared for it, she would've.
It was brutal, I mean, it's just,
it's a lot of torque.
She's pulling and pulling and pulling,
and I'm trying to hold her there.
Milly!
I'm sorry that I'm worked up.
I'm...
disappointed in her.
And that doesn't feel good so, yeah, it's-
it was frightening.
And so, I'm getting, I'm getting testy
because it was frightening.
It's okay, honey, it's okay.
But, you know, let's not,
let's not put the blame on her.
Like, let's not be disappointed in her.
We should take responsibility.
You're right, you're totally right.
I'm extremely disappointed in us.
'Cause it is our fault, yeah,
'cause we haven't been serious about the shit
that we said that we were gonna
be serious about.
We haven't been consistent about the stuff that
we said that we would be consistent about.
I understand that, Love, but...
I've been also having my own experiences with her on walks,
and I've started to realize that, you know,
first thing's first, I think we should just
get her comfortable with being outside
so that's what I've been working on and I...
I know we said we would do the tree as well,
but I thought that it would be better to just first just
work on getting her comfortable outside.
Milly!
We said that we were going expose her to
the things that scared her.
We knew that she was scared of the CD tree,
what, three weeks ago,
and we didn't do anything about it because
we're caught up in our bullshit.
And all of a sudden, now she almost has
an escape scenario, so it's...
just laying bare some of the shortcomings
in what we've done so far, so...
We said we would switch her food.
We're not switching food.
There's fucking meat cubes in the duvet.
Well, I tried to switch the food, but she
didn't want it, so what do you want me to do?
How many times have you tried, maybe once?
Maybe two times?
I tried a few times, and she didn't like it,
and I was thinking-
I was starting to feel that maybe she would-
Everything that we've read has said that
consistency is the number one factor,
but you decide every other day that,
you know what, my gut's saying
something else might work better.
That's fine, but we need to discuss it
if we're gonna make a strategy change,
or else all of a sudden she is just living in a swirl!
She doesn't know what's what.
Eric, I tried, but if you want us to switch the food...
we can just do a quick switch.
We can switch it in one go, I read-
I'm sorry that I'm being a prick.
And what I was going to say is I can switch the food.
I read that you can just switch the food.
There's like different opinions about,
you don't have to phase it and
you can just switch it in one go.
It works fine for a lot of dogs,
so I feel comfortable just doing a switch
and then that's off the table, and...
Look here.
Good girl. Good girl.
You okay, girl?
Where's the car?
One sec, one sec!
It's okay.
Do you see it?
Okay, okay.
That's good.
You're good. You're good.
Fuck.
Fuck me, fuck me.
It's okay.
Hi, our dog just puked up blood,
and we're headed to you now,
but I just wanted to confirm that you can see her.
Her name Milly. M-I-L-L-Y.
Breed is whippet, and she's probably thirty pounds.
Well, we switched her food last night
from raw chicken to a cooked vegan.
-Hi, oh, sorry. -Sorry.
Hi, is this a walk-in or did you call it in?
Yeah, we called, it's Milly.
Milly, yes, okay, great.
Do you have your phone on you?
-Yes, I do. -Okay, great.
And she's a scared rescue, just so you know.
No problem, so we should have
all your information on file then,
and then we'll just give you a call as soon as
we've seen her, okay?
-Okay. -Okay.
She's a very scared rescue dog.
-Okay, great. -Thank you.
Thank you.
We had this dog, growing up,
that was such a freak.
It would, every time it went to exit a room,
walk to the threshold of the room
and just before exiting, it would do a 180,
and then walk out the room backwards.
Can you just not talk?
Yes.
Hello?
Hello, this is Laura from the Greenwood Animal Hospital.
Is this Allie speaking?
Yes, it is.
Hi, so, I have Milly here with me now.
I have done an initial examination.
Okay.
She's running quite a high fever at the moment.
She's hitting 104.1.
So, the first step that I would like to take is just
doing a gastrointestinal endoscope to see
what's going on in her tummy.
Okay.
If you live close by I just recommend heading home and
we'll give you a call when they've seen her, okay?
Okay, I guess I'll just have my phone on.
Okay, that's perfect, thank you.
How much are you blaming me for this?
I freaked out at you,
and I apologized for that
'cause that was stupid.
I'm sorry for my part in it.
I'm sorry for my 50% blame.
You know, I don't remember
putting the food in the bowl.
Isn't that strange? It's like wiped.
Oh, my god.
Beep!
A memory gone, it is odd.
End of conversation for the time being.
I...
had a dream...
that we were married.
And we had babies.
And we were having some kind of a barbeque.
There's all these people around.
And you were trying to make 'em all laugh.
You're throwing up the baby, and going,
"Whoop-dee-woo!" Catching her.
And then, I could tell that you
wanted a bigger laugh,
so you threw the baby up really high.
But what you didn't realize was that
the ceiling fan was on,
and you threw the baby
right into the fan.
And then I had this overriding feeling of terror
that the baby was dead.
And then, I woke up.
And I think what my unconscious was
telling me was that
I don't trust you.
And not only do I think that you'd be a bad dad...
You would be a liability.
I wouldn't trust you with my children crossing the street.
Let alone driving in a car.
I don't trust you holding a baby.
Do you have anything to say?
Anything about what I just said?
Or you just put up a shield, and not hear anything?
You're a good girl.
When she was there, she was inappetent
and has not consumed food
since her arrival at the clinic.
"At approximately 2pm, Milly had a loose stool
containing traces of blood and mucous.
Recommend monitoring her stool until she stabilizes.
Should the blood in her stool or vomit persist
for more than 48 hours, she may require
some treatments like we discussed on the phone.
Close at-home monitoring on your part is important."
I don't think she's gonna let us give this to her.
I can't really see.
Let me get some scissors here.
Can you maybe get some kind of a tool?
Like a stick or something?
-Some scissors. -Thank you.
Okay.
It doesn't look good.
It's like...
Yeah, there's a little bit of...
Blood, it looks like.
But, I think this is the better kind,
like, there's two, basically there's a...
more concerning is a darker one that
means that there's like bleeding in the stomach
that gets digested, I think.
But then the bright red one is just small intestine
and colon, which isn't as concerning.
This isn't terrible,
but there's a lot of like mucous too.
It's pretty watery, and this jelly,
like that's so weird.
What do you think that is?
Bile or something.
So bad.
Should we talk about it?
Probably.
Well, I'm sorry
for saying all those mean things to you.
That was cruel,
and I shouldn't talk to you like that.
But I think there was some truth underneath
what I was saying too.
Yeah?
Damn.
You've been a really nice guy to me
for most of our relationship.
And I'm really grateful for that.
Truly.
But, I think that I let you
steer this relationship for a long time.
But you kind of ended up just
taking us in circles.
Settle...
When we got Milly, I got the first taste of
the kind of life that I want to live, and...
I don't want to spit it out.
Settle.
Because I, I'm just done
with whatever this.
Settle down.
I'll just say it.
Okay.
So, I think...
Settle down, boy.
You know, if you don't want to
have the same priorities as me,
which is basically family and then work,
then we can, we can bust up and
you can go do your own thing,
and I can go live with my family and take Milly.
And it's okay, there needs to be no hard feelings.
But...
If you want, you could, you could try to
live with me and we could see if
we could make it work, but...
I...
I need you to know that
I'm not a movie.
I'm not gonna be here forever.
It's a finite period of time.
And I can't keep living like it isn't, so...
I kinda need you to shit or get off the pot.
'Cause I'm thirty-two,
and my eggs are rotting, day by day,
and I want to have babies and a house.
And I want to go camping.
Okay.
Are you gonna turn everything into a movie?
Or just this?
I don't know.
Oh, my god, but I don't know if I want that.
Like, I don't want that.
You can make movies, but don't,
I don't want to be one.
It'll all make its way in,
but I'll try and fictionalize it
a little bit more.
Okay.
Good girl.
-Good girl. -Oh, good girl.
Good girl, good girl.
Oh, good girl.
-Nice, good girl. -Good girl.
-Good girl.
Good job.
-Nice. -Good job.
-Nice. -Oh, good job.
Nice.
-Hi. -Hi, girl.
I think she has to go out.
Okay.