1 00:00:09,926 --> 00:00:12,053 -Oh, my God. -Where do we start? 2 00:00:12,178 --> 00:00:14,639 * Party in the Eden Room * 3 00:00:14,764 --> 00:00:17,517 Might be taking things up a notch. 4 00:00:17,642 --> 00:00:19,394 Before you have sex, what is something 5 00:00:19,519 --> 00:00:23,356 that you would want your partners to know about you? 6 00:00:23,481 --> 00:00:26,860 -That's, like, almost a commitment for me. 7 00:00:26,985 --> 00:00:29,779 -Maximo and Ash told Jonathan that they wanted 8 00:00:29,904 --> 00:00:31,906 to explore options with him. 9 00:00:32,032 --> 00:00:34,492 -Oh, my God. 10 00:00:34,617 --> 00:00:35,702 I just want to know, are you guys planning 11 00:00:35,827 --> 00:00:37,495 to pick Jonathan at the next ceremony? 12 00:00:37,620 --> 00:00:39,247 We're starting to learn that, 13 00:00:39,372 --> 00:00:41,082 listen, these people are not your friends. 14 00:00:41,207 --> 00:00:42,876 -So there's something I wanted to talk to you all about. 15 00:00:43,001 --> 00:00:44,002 -Uh-oh. -I didn't know that I would have 16 00:00:44,127 --> 00:00:48,256 feelings for Ash and Maximo. 17 00:00:48,381 --> 00:00:49,716 But I don't want to swap. -So, what, you just want 18 00:00:49,841 --> 00:00:51,176 to go kiss Ash? 19 00:00:51,301 --> 00:00:52,886 -Maybe I was right about Sanu. 20 00:00:53,011 --> 00:00:56,181 She the one person who ain't never switch up. 21 00:00:56,306 --> 00:00:59,434 -We are ready to swap. 22 00:00:59,559 --> 00:01:02,145 -He wants to be with Dracula number one and two. 23 00:01:02,270 --> 00:01:03,396 We're done with that. 24 00:01:03,521 --> 00:01:05,315 -We would love to stay. 25 00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:07,650 -We are going to stay. 26 00:01:07,776 --> 00:01:11,196 -I really did appreciate, like, our experience with Sanu. 27 00:01:11,321 --> 00:01:13,907 -I don't know what exactly they're thinking. 28 00:01:14,032 --> 00:01:15,116 Anything can happen. 29 00:01:15,241 --> 00:01:16,659 -I have a couple more days here. 30 00:01:16,785 --> 00:01:18,828 Do I really want to spend my experience 31 00:01:18,953 --> 00:01:19,913 feeling weird as fuck? 32 00:01:20,038 --> 00:01:28,588 ** 33 00:01:28,713 --> 00:01:32,592 -Brittne, Sean. The question is, 34 00:01:32,717 --> 00:01:36,930 are you gonna stay, or are you gonna swap? 35 00:01:37,055 --> 00:01:42,769 ** 36 00:01:42,894 --> 00:01:45,397 -We would love nothing more than to... 37 00:01:45,522 --> 00:01:48,441 ** 38 00:01:48,566 --> 00:01:51,152 ...continue to get to know this ball of joy 39 00:01:51,277 --> 00:01:54,656 and this great person sitting in front of us, Darrien. 40 00:01:54,781 --> 00:01:56,324 -Great. 41 00:01:56,449 --> 00:01:58,451 Were you nervous about where that was headed? 42 00:01:58,576 --> 00:02:00,328 -Honestly, I feel like it made us closer 43 00:02:00,453 --> 00:02:02,622 that we were able to go through that rift and able to heal it. 44 00:02:02,747 --> 00:02:04,457 -Yeah. 45 00:02:04,582 --> 00:02:06,543 -* Feeling good * -* Feeling good * 46 00:02:06,668 --> 00:02:08,712 -So I'm hoping that we can all continue to grow together 47 00:02:08,837 --> 00:02:10,880 and learn how to maneuver through more challenges. 48 00:02:11,006 --> 00:02:12,048 -Yeah. -Yeah. 49 00:02:12,173 --> 00:02:14,134 -Wow, what a night. 50 00:02:14,259 --> 00:02:18,054 We've got three stays and one swap. 51 00:02:18,179 --> 00:02:23,643 While this was officially the last Stay or Swap Ceremony, 52 00:02:23,768 --> 00:02:25,228 nothing here is ever really set in stone, 53 00:02:25,353 --> 00:02:32,068 and the experience at the resort is far from over for any of you. 54 00:02:32,193 --> 00:02:34,821 Unmatched singles, you may now leave the resort. 55 00:02:34,946 --> 00:02:38,199 ** 56 00:02:38,324 --> 00:02:40,827 -Bye, guys. 57 00:02:40,952 --> 00:02:43,496 -There is a lot for all of you to talk about. 58 00:02:43,621 --> 00:02:45,957 The resort is once again yours. 59 00:02:46,082 --> 00:02:47,667 -All right. 60 00:02:47,792 --> 00:02:54,799 ** 61 00:02:54,924 --> 00:02:56,301 -Oh, we got the fire pit going. 62 00:02:56,426 --> 00:02:58,678 -Oh. -How you guys feeling? 63 00:02:58,803 --> 00:03:01,097 -Good. Our favorite little couch area. 64 00:03:01,222 --> 00:03:02,849 -This is our favorite place. 65 00:03:02,974 --> 00:03:05,393 -Okay, first of all, can we just have a cheers 66 00:03:05,518 --> 00:03:08,021 to the fact that we are now all together? 67 00:03:08,146 --> 00:03:09,481 -Cheers to that. -Cheers to that. 68 00:03:09,606 --> 00:03:12,275 -Cheers, cheers, cheers. -[ Sighs ] 69 00:03:12,400 --> 00:03:13,902 -I just wanted to make sure. 70 00:03:14,027 --> 00:03:15,695 Are you okay with everything that went on? 71 00:03:15,820 --> 00:03:17,655 Are you -- Are you good? -Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 72 00:03:17,781 --> 00:03:19,366 -Honestly, like, full disclosure, 73 00:03:19,491 --> 00:03:21,826 it was just exactly... 74 00:03:21,951 --> 00:03:23,828 everything we needed to move on. 75 00:03:23,953 --> 00:03:26,790 -I mean, it is -- it is awkward having him back -- 76 00:03:26,915 --> 00:03:29,084 not only back in the house, but back in the house 77 00:03:29,209 --> 00:03:31,628 actively dating two people that we've been living with. 78 00:03:31,753 --> 00:03:32,671 That's -- That's awkward. 79 00:03:32,796 --> 00:03:34,839 Like, let's just call it what it is. 80 00:03:34,964 --> 00:03:36,800 It's awkward. But at the end of the day, like, 81 00:03:36,925 --> 00:03:39,636 I just want to put my time and focus and energy into this 82 00:03:39,761 --> 00:03:41,930 and just not put it into anything else. 83 00:03:42,055 --> 00:03:44,057 Jonathan has told us now, time and time again, 84 00:03:44,182 --> 00:03:45,684 that he doesn't want to move forward with us. 85 00:03:45,809 --> 00:03:48,395 So I am ready to just emotionally, 86 00:03:48,520 --> 00:03:50,814 mentally, and physically move on from him. 87 00:03:50,939 --> 00:03:53,316 -That chapter is done, and now I am just so excited to see 88 00:03:53,441 --> 00:03:55,276 and write our chapter with Frank. 89 00:03:55,402 --> 00:03:56,736 -Absolutely. 90 00:03:56,861 --> 00:03:59,030 -We've been hoping that, obviously, 91 00:03:59,155 --> 00:04:01,658 we would have this chance to explore more with you. 92 00:04:01,783 --> 00:04:03,410 -Yeah. -I can assure you that, like, 93 00:04:03,535 --> 00:04:05,578 of course you're beautiful and, like, 94 00:04:05,704 --> 00:04:06,996 we're physically attracted to you. 95 00:04:07,122 --> 00:04:09,040 -Yeah, you guys are beautiful, too. 96 00:04:09,165 --> 00:04:10,125 -Yeah. -Whoo! 97 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:11,751 [ Laughter ] 98 00:04:11,876 --> 00:04:13,878 I'm, like, losing my own mind right now 99 00:04:14,004 --> 00:04:16,297 because I'm like, "Damn, I just feel so much love." 100 00:04:16,423 --> 00:04:18,091 [ Laughter ] -Oh, that's good. 101 00:04:18,216 --> 00:04:22,220 I am super excited. -Just like, "Whoo!" Yes. 102 00:04:22,345 --> 00:04:24,973 -My head is spinning. Spinning. 103 00:04:25,098 --> 00:04:28,601 Obviously excited to be here with my new couple. 104 00:04:28,727 --> 00:04:30,854 But I keep thinking about Ashmal and Rehman. 105 00:04:30,979 --> 00:04:32,897 I kind of want to get my closure. 106 00:04:33,023 --> 00:04:35,567 -Ashmal and Rehman, sounds like they found closure. 107 00:04:35,692 --> 00:04:37,318 You know what I mean? -Yeah. 108 00:04:37,444 --> 00:04:40,947 And I -- like, I hope we can just squash and move on 109 00:04:41,072 --> 00:04:42,824 and people don't continue to talk, but... 110 00:04:42,949 --> 00:04:44,951 -I don't think -- yeah. Like, I feel like the boys 111 00:04:45,076 --> 00:04:46,953 are gonna want to talk to me. -Oh, absolutely. 112 00:04:47,078 --> 00:04:50,248 -Yes. And we can even, like, facilitate it. 113 00:04:50,373 --> 00:04:51,875 ** 114 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,878 -What a beautiful and interesting evening. 115 00:04:55,003 --> 00:04:58,256 -Yeah, it was a lot more, like, surprising than what I thought. 116 00:04:58,381 --> 00:04:59,632 -You think so? -I didn't think that 117 00:04:59,758 --> 00:05:01,509 Jonathan was going to step forward. 118 00:05:01,634 --> 00:05:03,261 -Okay. I'm obviously ecstatic Johnathan's back. 119 00:05:03,386 --> 00:05:03,887 -Same. -You know what I mean? 120 00:05:04,012 --> 00:05:06,056 I love Jonathan. -Yeah. 121 00:05:06,181 --> 00:05:07,932 -I do think that Ash is going to be able to handle 122 00:05:08,058 --> 00:05:10,352 this a lot more than Rehman. -Same, I agree. 123 00:05:10,477 --> 00:05:11,978 -Well, you just tell Rehman -- 124 00:05:12,103 --> 00:05:14,356 just he makes it so obvious what he's feeling. 125 00:05:14,481 --> 00:05:17,108 -He literally has no idea that he's giving away so much. 126 00:05:17,233 --> 00:05:19,069 -Do you think he's going to willingly talk to Jonathan now 127 00:05:19,194 --> 00:05:20,695 that he's back? -No. 128 00:05:20,820 --> 00:05:22,364 -You don't think so? -I don't think so either. 129 00:05:22,489 --> 00:05:24,866 -Shit is going to hit the fan. 130 00:05:27,077 --> 00:05:30,663 -It's a lot. -Yeah, take your time, process. 131 00:05:30,789 --> 00:05:32,874 -Yeah, well, let's squash this shit. 132 00:05:32,999 --> 00:05:34,584 -What do you guys dislike most about each other? 133 00:05:34,709 --> 00:05:35,794 -He hates that I steal his socks. 134 00:05:35,919 --> 00:05:36,670 -Yeah, because he steals my socks 135 00:05:36,795 --> 00:05:38,630 and then he doesn't put them back. 136 00:05:38,755 --> 00:05:40,006 So then I'm like, well, then what? 137 00:05:40,131 --> 00:05:41,424 -He always complaining about my socks. 138 00:05:41,549 --> 00:05:43,134 -Hi. -Yeah. 139 00:05:43,259 --> 00:05:44,678 -Are you okay? -Yeah, I'm okay. 140 00:05:44,803 --> 00:05:45,261 -I'm not doing this. I'm not doing this. 141 00:05:45,387 --> 00:05:48,848 I'm not doing this. 142 00:05:48,973 --> 00:05:51,476 -Alright, shh, shh. Everybody be quiet. 143 00:05:51,601 --> 00:05:54,521 -[ Chuckles ] -Oh, shit. 144 00:05:54,646 --> 00:05:56,356 -Let's sit over here. -Perfect. 145 00:05:56,481 --> 00:05:58,108 -Hi, y'all. -Hello. How are you? 146 00:05:58,233 --> 00:06:01,820 [ Indistinct conversations ] 147 00:06:01,945 --> 00:06:03,321 -I'm actually, like, really worried 148 00:06:03,446 --> 00:06:04,989 about everything over there. 149 00:06:05,115 --> 00:06:06,741 I'm just really worried. 150 00:06:06,866 --> 00:06:09,452 -How are y'all feeling? -Good, good. 151 00:06:09,577 --> 00:06:12,914 -Yeah? -Good. 152 00:06:13,039 --> 00:06:14,374 -How are you guys feeling? I feel good. 153 00:06:14,499 --> 00:06:15,458 I think I just want to clear the air 154 00:06:15,583 --> 00:06:17,877 and feel where y'all are at. 155 00:06:18,003 --> 00:06:19,462 The situation that we're in right now, 156 00:06:19,587 --> 00:06:21,172 and this is our throuple. 157 00:06:21,297 --> 00:06:24,092 And so I think we just want to, like, touch base. 158 00:06:24,217 --> 00:06:25,927 I don't know if I should talk or if y'all should talk. 159 00:06:26,052 --> 00:06:28,555 -In all honesty, like, I think our thing is like, 160 00:06:28,680 --> 00:06:30,598 we've already spent so much emotion 161 00:06:30,724 --> 00:06:33,059 and so much time dealing with it that, like, 162 00:06:33,184 --> 00:06:35,061 we like have limited time with Frank. 163 00:06:35,186 --> 00:06:38,857 So it's like I'd rather invest all of our time in kind of 164 00:06:38,982 --> 00:06:40,859 making this and growing this. 165 00:06:40,984 --> 00:06:42,652 Like, genuinely no hard feelings. 166 00:06:42,777 --> 00:06:44,195 It's more about like -- -Absolutely. 167 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:45,572 -I just don't like have that emotional bandwidth 168 00:06:45,697 --> 00:06:48,366 for the ceremony. -I feel the tension, 169 00:06:48,491 --> 00:06:50,326 I feel the tension. -Oh, no. 170 00:06:50,452 --> 00:06:51,411 I need some popcorn. 171 00:06:51,536 --> 00:06:53,872 -Where's the popcorn? 172 00:06:53,997 --> 00:06:57,000 -I just want to make sure that everyone feels more comfortable. 173 00:06:57,125 --> 00:07:00,545 So as long as y'all feel good, like, I feel good. 174 00:07:00,670 --> 00:07:02,255 -Yeah, -Yeah. No, genuinely. 175 00:07:02,380 --> 00:07:04,341 -I mean, I do want to have a conversation 176 00:07:04,466 --> 00:07:07,052 with you guys, too. 177 00:07:07,177 --> 00:07:09,179 I know you're shaking your head right now -- 178 00:07:09,304 --> 00:07:10,972 -We talked about it, 179 00:07:11,097 --> 00:07:12,515 we don't need to have a conversation about anything. 180 00:07:12,640 --> 00:07:13,433 -Especially right now. -But I think 181 00:07:13,558 --> 00:07:15,435 as initial throuples, 182 00:07:15,560 --> 00:07:18,313 there might be just some closure that could be helpful for y'all. 183 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:20,774 -I don't think we owe anyone an answer right now. 184 00:07:20,899 --> 00:07:21,649 -I respect that. Right now it's way too fresh. 185 00:07:21,775 --> 00:07:24,361 Let's just put it at that. -Okay? 186 00:07:24,486 --> 00:07:26,279 -But you're not in the place to share or you don't like? 187 00:07:26,404 --> 00:07:28,365 Because what you said is that you don't ever want 188 00:07:28,490 --> 00:07:29,449 to have a conversation. 189 00:07:29,574 --> 00:07:31,409 ** 190 00:07:31,534 --> 00:07:34,162 You can talk to us, Rehman. 191 00:07:34,287 --> 00:07:37,123 -The relationship is between him and him and I. 192 00:07:37,248 --> 00:07:42,128 Jonathan, I -- I do not owe you any answers. 193 00:07:42,253 --> 00:07:44,047 We tried to talk to you at the mixer. 194 00:07:44,172 --> 00:07:46,049 You kept saying I'm in my head, I don't know what to do. 195 00:07:46,174 --> 00:07:48,093 We tried to ask you so many times. 196 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:50,387 Like, we can't keep putting in effort to understand 197 00:07:50,512 --> 00:07:53,098 how you're feeling. 198 00:07:53,223 --> 00:07:55,934 -Right, and then you guys chose someone after that. 199 00:07:58,311 --> 00:08:00,480 -Yeah, to move on because you chose to move on. 200 00:08:00,605 --> 00:08:03,066 So then we chose to move on as well. 201 00:08:03,191 --> 00:08:05,068 -Okay. You can't expect me to just be like, okay. 202 00:08:05,193 --> 00:08:07,112 -Well, you swapped out and we didn't have 203 00:08:07,237 --> 00:08:08,488 an option to choose you. -Right, because you guys were 204 00:08:08,613 --> 00:08:10,198 not on the same page. 205 00:08:10,323 --> 00:08:12,826 -One thing I've been very open and clear about 206 00:08:12,951 --> 00:08:13,743 is let's not talk about it right now, 207 00:08:13,868 --> 00:08:15,912 because no one wants to. 208 00:08:16,037 --> 00:08:17,747 -We're not really prioritizing Jonathan's feelings anymore. 209 00:08:17,872 --> 00:08:19,624 We have done that so much 210 00:08:19,749 --> 00:08:21,334 throughout this experiment. It's cost us, 211 00:08:21,459 --> 00:08:23,878 I feel like, so much between our relationship. 212 00:08:24,004 --> 00:08:26,506 Truly, we have no more time and energy for that. 213 00:08:26,631 --> 00:08:28,925 -We've already missed so much time with Frank that, like -- 214 00:08:29,050 --> 00:08:31,761 -Oh, my God, five minutes? 215 00:08:31,886 --> 00:08:33,596 -I'm talking about this experiment. 216 00:08:33,722 --> 00:08:35,140 -[ Chuckles ] 217 00:08:40,687 --> 00:08:41,813 [ Laughter ] 218 00:08:41,938 --> 00:08:44,149 -I have no more time or energy 219 00:08:44,274 --> 00:08:46,484 for these three clowns. -Alright, you'll have a -- 220 00:08:46,609 --> 00:08:48,695 -We gotta end it like that, man. 221 00:08:48,820 --> 00:08:52,198 -We'll talk later. Or y'all talk later. 222 00:08:52,323 --> 00:08:54,367 -Alright, guys. Alright, we're done. 223 00:08:54,492 --> 00:08:56,453 -At the end of the day, we can't let other 224 00:08:56,578 --> 00:09:00,415 people's discomforts hold us back from anything. 225 00:09:00,540 --> 00:09:02,250 -Bye, Frank. -Bye, Frank. 226 00:09:02,375 --> 00:09:04,919 -Jonathan is now an extension of our partnership, 227 00:09:05,045 --> 00:09:07,380 and that's our priority number one in this house. 228 00:09:07,505 --> 00:09:08,631 -If y'all gonna come for him, you're coming 229 00:09:08,757 --> 00:09:10,425 for all of us, okay? 230 00:09:10,550 --> 00:09:14,971 --This shit is going to be fucking nuts tomorrow. 231 00:09:15,096 --> 00:09:17,057 -That's what I figured. 232 00:09:17,182 --> 00:09:18,808 -Why the fuck you gotta engage, Rehman? 233 00:09:18,933 --> 00:09:20,060 You could have just been quiet. -They wanted that. 234 00:09:20,185 --> 00:09:21,770 -And they wanted to see you angry. 235 00:09:21,895 --> 00:09:23,188 [ Indistinct conversation ] 236 00:09:23,313 --> 00:09:25,065 -Exactly, yeah. 237 00:09:25,190 --> 00:09:26,733 -You acted to make it look like you weren't over it. 238 00:09:26,858 --> 00:09:28,526 -I am over it. We just kept saying -- 239 00:09:28,651 --> 00:09:31,321 -I know, but the way you're doing it. 240 00:09:31,446 --> 00:09:33,698 I mean, we were very clear we don't want to talk right now. 241 00:09:33,823 --> 00:09:35,158 They know what they're doing. 242 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:37,243 -They don't want anything to do with them. 243 00:09:37,369 --> 00:09:39,829 And what the boys are saying about getting to know me more 244 00:09:39,954 --> 00:09:42,165 is making me feel so happy. 245 00:09:42,290 --> 00:09:46,252 Like, job well done, you know? And those feelings are mutual. 246 00:09:46,378 --> 00:09:47,671 Yeah, let's just make the best of it. 247 00:09:47,796 --> 00:09:49,255 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 248 00:09:49,381 --> 00:09:54,344 ** 249 00:09:54,469 --> 00:09:55,470 -Did you have fun tonight. 250 00:09:55,595 --> 00:09:57,180 -Oh, yeah. 251 00:09:57,305 --> 00:09:59,140 -Not getting involved with anything. 252 00:09:59,265 --> 00:10:02,811 The only thing I'm getting involved in is our throuple. 253 00:10:05,063 --> 00:10:06,231 -Do you understand, like, from our end, 254 00:10:06,356 --> 00:10:08,274 I just want to focus on, like, us. 255 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:10,151 -Yeah. 256 00:10:10,276 --> 00:10:12,278 -It makes me hurt for my friends, Ashmal and Rehman. 257 00:10:12,404 --> 00:10:15,365 -They're dealing with a whole 'nother beast. 258 00:10:15,490 --> 00:10:17,158 -They're dealing with a beast, a force to be reckoned with. 259 00:10:17,283 --> 00:10:18,868 -But you know what it is? That's that East Coast shit. 260 00:10:18,993 --> 00:10:21,579 -That East Coast shit. 261 00:10:21,705 --> 00:10:23,790 -Are you feeling? -I'm not happy. 262 00:10:23,915 --> 00:10:25,041 -It's okay to not be happy, babe. 263 00:10:25,166 --> 00:10:26,626 -It's okay to not be happy. 264 00:10:26,751 --> 00:10:29,462 -I thought I was going to be happier. 265 00:10:29,587 --> 00:10:31,715 I'm happy that I stood down for, you know, Maximo and Ashley 266 00:10:31,840 --> 00:10:34,134 and see if there's something there. 267 00:10:34,259 --> 00:10:36,219 And I stood down, and I'm happy with that. 268 00:10:36,344 --> 00:10:39,014 But I didn't know it was going to create this much of a chaos 269 00:10:39,139 --> 00:10:42,017 because I still like the guys, I still feel for them. 270 00:10:42,142 --> 00:10:44,227 I still want to have a conversation with the guys 271 00:10:44,352 --> 00:10:45,812 and like that's why, 272 00:10:45,937 --> 00:10:47,355 you know, Maximo and Ashley went over there. 273 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:48,898 You know, we try to ask to have a conversation 274 00:10:49,024 --> 00:10:50,650 and right away you can just tell Rehman 275 00:10:50,775 --> 00:10:53,319 just like a little more, like, he's in his feelings. 276 00:10:53,445 --> 00:10:54,946 So he was more a little aggressive with -- 277 00:10:55,071 --> 00:10:56,489 -I know -- I know that the boys were 278 00:10:56,614 --> 00:11:00,827 going to pick you, but they picked you first. 279 00:11:00,952 --> 00:11:02,579 -That's what really shocked me. 280 00:11:02,704 --> 00:11:03,663 I didn't know if they were going to choose me today. 281 00:11:03,788 --> 00:11:05,331 There's just so much shit 282 00:11:05,457 --> 00:11:07,208 going through my mind right now, you know? 283 00:11:07,334 --> 00:11:09,210 But you can still see they're not on the same page. 284 00:11:09,336 --> 00:11:10,837 -Right. Would you really want to continue to go back to that? 285 00:11:10,962 --> 00:11:12,380 -Well, I wasn't going to because I know 286 00:11:12,505 --> 00:11:15,258 that they need more time, but it just -- it sucks. 287 00:11:15,383 --> 00:11:17,719 Yeah, so it's just like a lot because I really, like, 288 00:11:17,844 --> 00:11:21,681 like them, like, I really did grow feelings for them. 289 00:11:21,806 --> 00:11:23,391 -Aww. -I'll see you guys tomorrow. 290 00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:24,517 -Yes. -Okay. 291 00:11:24,642 --> 00:11:26,895 Mm. 292 00:11:35,945 --> 00:11:39,282 -Oh, you're so cute. -Stop, stop. 293 00:11:39,407 --> 00:11:41,868 -What is your vibe in terms of, like, sleeping arrangements? 294 00:11:41,993 --> 00:11:42,786 What's comfortable to you? -Yeah. 295 00:11:42,911 --> 00:11:45,413 -Okay, so I can be in the middle. 296 00:11:45,538 --> 00:11:47,415 You guys okay with that? -I think maybe first day, 297 00:11:47,540 --> 00:11:49,209 for fairness, you should be in the middle. 298 00:11:49,334 --> 00:11:51,002 -Okay, cool. This whole shit is already weird. 299 00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:52,545 Like, it's awkward and weird. 300 00:11:52,671 --> 00:11:54,923 I'm obviously going to be sleeping tonight 301 00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:57,175 with a new couple, but in the back of my mind, 302 00:11:57,300 --> 00:11:58,593 I'm still thinking about the boys. 303 00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:03,473 ** 304 00:12:05,892 --> 00:12:08,186 -* Oh, baby * 305 00:12:08,311 --> 00:12:10,063 * You're all that I need * 306 00:12:10,188 --> 00:12:13,858 * Yeah, you're all that I need, baby * 307 00:12:13,983 --> 00:12:18,029 -Good morning. -Good morning. 308 00:12:18,154 --> 00:12:22,200 -Jonathan is back in the house, and he's with Maximo and Ashley. 309 00:12:22,325 --> 00:12:25,036 And last night they tried to have a conversation, 310 00:12:25,161 --> 00:12:29,207 and Rehman told them to suck it. 311 00:12:29,332 --> 00:12:30,625 [ Laughter ] 312 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:32,544 -Oh, gosh. 313 00:12:32,669 --> 00:12:35,380 -I don't think it's going to be like yesterday. 314 00:12:35,505 --> 00:12:37,465 -I think I'm just going to be clear, like -- 315 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:40,969 Like, listen, you want to talk? I don't want to. 316 00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:48,184 -I feel really attached and caring about how you feel. 317 00:12:48,309 --> 00:12:50,145 Just giving you space to figure this out. 318 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:52,022 -Yeah. 319 00:12:52,147 --> 00:12:53,481 -We're a throuple now. 320 00:12:53,606 --> 00:13:00,238 ** 321 00:13:00,363 --> 00:13:02,490 -Alright, alright. Sun is out. 322 00:13:07,537 --> 00:13:09,330 -I'm just saying, if we look like we're not on the same page, 323 00:13:09,456 --> 00:13:12,292 if I say something, you need to be supportive of it. 324 00:13:12,417 --> 00:13:14,377 -Right. But if you become a rude, right? 325 00:13:14,502 --> 00:13:15,920 And if you take the bait. -Okay, then don't have my back. 326 00:13:16,046 --> 00:13:18,506 -I'm having your back. I'm just -- 327 00:13:18,631 --> 00:13:20,467 I'm literally just saying something, Rehman. 328 00:13:20,592 --> 00:13:23,970 There's no way of knowing what's going on in that boy's head. 329 00:13:24,095 --> 00:13:26,181 But it's a whole lot of me, me, me. 330 00:13:26,306 --> 00:13:29,100 There's no we in, Rehman. There's only an M.E. 331 00:13:29,225 --> 00:13:31,102 -Alright, where are we sitting? 332 00:13:31,227 --> 00:13:32,562 -What's up, Dylan? How are you? 333 00:13:32,687 --> 00:13:34,939 -Hey. -You want to sit there or here? 334 00:13:35,065 --> 00:13:36,691 -Oh, you got the crunchy cookie? 335 00:13:36,816 --> 00:13:38,610 -Good morning, Jess. Go grab one, yeah. 336 00:13:38,735 --> 00:13:43,114 -Let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go, let's go. 337 00:13:43,239 --> 00:13:44,324 -We're still missing three people. 338 00:13:44,449 --> 00:13:46,409 -I think I'm going to step out. 339 00:13:46,534 --> 00:13:48,536 No, no, no, no. I don't -- I'm not -- 340 00:13:48,661 --> 00:13:50,622 I don't -- not going to sit here through this. 341 00:13:50,747 --> 00:13:54,084 -I just want you to know you -- you are like -- 342 00:13:54,209 --> 00:13:55,627 I love you, and you should just stay here. 343 00:13:55,752 --> 00:13:57,504 -I can do what I want, though. 344 00:13:57,629 --> 00:13:59,089 I'm my own person. I think I can step out if I want to. 345 00:13:59,214 --> 00:14:00,507 -I know, but just like -- 346 00:14:00,632 --> 00:14:02,717 but just don't let them, like, let you -- 347 00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:04,469 -I'm going. I'll be back. I'll be back. 348 00:14:04,594 --> 00:14:06,554 -Yeah, just take a second. -Yeah. 349 00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:08,932 I just don't think it makes sense to engage 350 00:14:09,057 --> 00:14:10,517 in Maximo and Ash anymore. 351 00:14:10,642 --> 00:14:12,394 I personally don't want to sit there and act 352 00:14:12,519 --> 00:14:15,230 like nothing happened, or sit there and blow up at them 353 00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:17,065 and give them exactly what they want. 354 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:19,234 -What happened? 355 00:14:19,359 --> 00:14:20,694 -He's just like I don't want to deal with it, so... 356 00:14:20,819 --> 00:14:23,238 Literally last night I was just like, Maximo and Ashley, 357 00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:24,739 we don't have an emotional conversation. 358 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:26,825 They just weren't taking no for an answer. 359 00:14:26,950 --> 00:14:28,785 But then they kept poking and prodding and poking and prodding 360 00:14:28,910 --> 00:14:31,079 and poking and prodding, they kept trying to get Rehman. 361 00:14:31,204 --> 00:14:32,539 They were like, Rehman, we want to make sure 362 00:14:32,664 --> 00:14:34,124 that you can speak up. Rehman, speak up. 363 00:14:34,249 --> 00:14:35,875 -He'll speak up if he wants to speak up. 364 00:14:36,001 --> 00:14:40,171 -Hey, morning. -Good morning. 365 00:14:40,296 --> 00:14:44,384 -You know, we're getting feisty. 366 00:14:44,509 --> 00:14:47,178 -I already feel so bad with the situation. 367 00:14:47,303 --> 00:14:48,930 Seeing Rehman is not at the breakfast table, 368 00:14:49,055 --> 00:14:50,306 knowing that I've upset them. 369 00:14:52,267 --> 00:14:55,061 [ Indistinct conversations ] 370 00:14:55,186 --> 00:14:57,731 He likes to avoid the situation. It's a shitty feeling. 371 00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:03,028 --I was out like a light. -Like a light? 372 00:15:03,153 --> 00:15:06,031 -Who slept in the middle? -Jonathan. 373 00:15:06,156 --> 00:15:08,491 Because I have to have, like, my leg out, you know, sometimes. 374 00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:10,994 [ Laughs ] 375 00:15:11,119 --> 00:15:13,788 -Hello? Can I come in? 376 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:17,083 Hey. 377 00:15:17,208 --> 00:15:18,752 Hi. -What's up? 378 00:15:18,877 --> 00:15:20,128 -Do you mind if I just sit here real quick? 379 00:15:20,253 --> 00:15:23,131 Please? -Okay. 380 00:15:26,843 --> 00:15:28,595 -I wanted to come here and just check in on you, 381 00:15:28,720 --> 00:15:32,515 because I can't stop thinking about you and Ashmal. 382 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,434 And I know it just sounds so stupid, 383 00:15:34,559 --> 00:15:36,436 because yesterday I made another decision, 384 00:15:36,561 --> 00:15:41,524 but I couldn't risk stepping forward and going for you guys 385 00:15:41,649 --> 00:15:44,027 and then finding out things that I didn't know. 386 00:15:44,152 --> 00:15:46,446 Like, I still didn't know where you guys were at with Frank. 387 00:15:48,698 --> 00:15:50,325 It was a possibility that you guys probably 388 00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:53,870 would have stood with Frank. 389 00:15:53,995 --> 00:15:55,663 I didn't know -- I didn't know where you guys head was at, 390 00:15:55,789 --> 00:15:58,416 but I wanted to step forward for you guys. 391 00:16:01,211 --> 00:16:04,339 But I just didn't know what you guys were going to do. 392 00:16:06,591 --> 00:16:09,928 Do you not care about any of that? 393 00:16:10,053 --> 00:16:12,514 -I'm just, like, over it. 394 00:16:12,639 --> 00:16:14,599 I think we're just focusing on moving on right now. 395 00:16:14,724 --> 00:16:21,314 ** 396 00:16:21,439 --> 00:16:23,983 -The truth is, I really do like you. 397 00:16:24,109 --> 00:16:25,735 Would have you guys -- would have picked me if I didn't go, 398 00:16:25,860 --> 00:16:28,905 if I didn't step down for them? And I -- 399 00:16:29,030 --> 00:16:31,533 -That's all irrelevant now. 400 00:16:31,658 --> 00:16:34,536 I'm focusing on my relationship with Ashmal and Frank. 401 00:16:35,203 --> 00:16:36,955 -Yeah, but do you want to do that? 402 00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:41,543 -Yeah, I do. 403 00:16:41,668 --> 00:16:43,795 -Okay, so you want to -- You want something with Frank? 404 00:16:43,920 --> 00:16:46,881 -Yeah. 405 00:16:47,007 --> 00:16:49,217 I think for the first time we're both feeling 406 00:16:49,342 --> 00:16:53,388 equally the same way about a person. 407 00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:57,684 -I know that I fucked up, but... 408 00:16:57,809 --> 00:17:01,271 -Okay. 409 00:17:01,396 --> 00:17:02,439 -I pretty much admitted everything 410 00:17:02,564 --> 00:17:03,773 of how I was feeling to him, 411 00:17:03,898 --> 00:17:06,776 and like I still wasn't getting anything back. 412 00:17:06,901 --> 00:17:09,029 It showed a lot and it kind of started making me realize 413 00:17:09,154 --> 00:17:12,407 maybe there's nothing here anymore. 414 00:17:12,532 --> 00:17:14,159 -Hey, I just came to check on you, 415 00:17:14,284 --> 00:17:15,535 but I can give you -- -No. 416 00:17:15,660 --> 00:17:17,579 -Do you want to stay? -No, I was just. 417 00:17:17,704 --> 00:17:19,372 -No, yeah, I just wanted to make sure you weren't alone. 418 00:17:19,497 --> 00:17:22,167 -Oh, no. Are you guys coming up or...? 419 00:17:22,292 --> 00:17:23,168 -I was going to, like, work out. 420 00:17:23,293 --> 00:17:24,753 -Oh, I can come work out. 421 00:17:24,878 --> 00:17:29,966 ** 422 00:17:30,091 --> 00:17:36,348 ** 423 00:17:36,473 --> 00:17:37,974 -How'd that go? -It's fine. 424 00:17:38,683 --> 00:17:39,768 I didn't -- I didn't really give him anything. 425 00:17:39,893 --> 00:17:46,149 ** 426 00:17:46,274 --> 00:17:48,193 -Quality time definitely is. 427 00:17:48,318 --> 00:17:49,736 Quality time and physical touch. 428 00:17:49,861 --> 00:17:52,614 -Is like your two highest love language. 429 00:17:52,739 --> 00:17:54,324 -With Jonathan it's like we have a conversation, 430 00:17:54,449 --> 00:17:56,034 and it's just like, 431 00:17:56,159 --> 00:17:58,578 whoa, we align in a lot of ways, 432 00:17:58,703 --> 00:18:01,623 but also are inspired by and like -- 433 00:18:01,748 --> 00:18:05,710 like how beautiful of a person. 434 00:18:05,835 --> 00:18:08,213 -Junior kissed on the first night. 435 00:18:08,338 --> 00:18:10,757 That's what we were with Becca. -Becca kissed on the first date. 436 00:18:10,882 --> 00:18:13,635 You know what I mean? And then now with Jonathan... 437 00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:14,969 -We haven't yet. -...we haven't kissed him. 438 00:18:15,095 --> 00:18:16,888 -You know what's really funny? 439 00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:18,056 Because that's kind of where we are with Jess, right? 440 00:18:18,181 --> 00:18:19,557 -Aww. 441 00:18:19,683 --> 00:18:21,267 -Is there any concerns with that? 442 00:18:21,393 --> 00:18:23,436 Or are you still, like, just we've talked about it. 443 00:18:23,561 --> 00:18:25,063 -Okay. -So really all it 444 00:18:25,188 --> 00:18:26,606 comes down to is time. 445 00:18:26,731 --> 00:18:28,692 I would like to progress to the next step, 446 00:18:28,817 --> 00:18:31,444 and I know Dylan does, too. -Meaning kissing or like...? 447 00:18:31,569 --> 00:18:33,154 -Kissing, literally just like kissing 448 00:18:33,279 --> 00:18:35,115 instead of just kind of laying in bed and go to sleep. 449 00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:37,826 We cuddle and stuff, but I think we're both ready for that. 450 00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:40,286 I really do see this being a serious relationship 451 00:18:40,412 --> 00:18:41,913 with Jess after this or, 452 00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:43,289 you know, continuing. 453 00:18:43,415 --> 00:18:45,041 We're still respecting boundaries, 454 00:18:45,166 --> 00:18:46,668 still taking our time, 455 00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:50,296 but having experiences with Becca, then Mia, 456 00:18:50,422 --> 00:18:51,798 we have everything that we need 457 00:18:51,923 --> 00:18:54,634 to make this really successful with Jess. 458 00:18:54,759 --> 00:18:58,555 Dylan and I can really see this going past this experiment. 459 00:18:58,680 --> 00:19:03,018 ** 460 00:19:03,143 --> 00:19:05,103 -Well, how are you, honestly? -I'm good. 461 00:19:05,228 --> 00:19:06,646 It's a little awkward. 462 00:19:06,771 --> 00:19:07,939 Yeah, it's a little awkward, obviously. 463 00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:10,650 -Yeah, but are you feeling the boys? 464 00:19:10,775 --> 00:19:14,237 -Right now for like, it's going slow, you know, it's cool. 465 00:19:14,362 --> 00:19:16,948 It's still getting to know each other. 466 00:19:17,073 --> 00:19:19,868 I'm not jumping into anything like really fast. 467 00:19:19,993 --> 00:19:23,955 I know when you were in here, you guys kind of like... 468 00:19:24,080 --> 00:19:25,081 -Not right away, though. -...jumped right into it. 469 00:19:25,206 --> 00:19:31,671 ** 470 00:19:31,796 --> 00:19:33,715 Slow and steady wins the race. Yeah. No. 471 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,508 -Yeah. How are you feeling? 472 00:19:35,633 --> 00:19:37,510 I know it must be a lot for you, you know? 473 00:19:37,635 --> 00:19:39,220 -Yeah. Like, I still like them. -Huh? 474 00:19:39,346 --> 00:19:40,347 -I still like them, if I'm being honest with you. 475 00:19:40,472 --> 00:19:42,515 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. 476 00:19:44,893 --> 00:19:47,020 Yeah, I do. 477 00:19:47,145 --> 00:19:50,231 -Hearing that Jonathan still has feelings for the boys, 478 00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:52,442 it was definitely a shocker. 479 00:19:52,567 --> 00:19:56,071 So, let the games begin. 480 00:19:56,196 --> 00:19:58,656 [ Laughs ] 481 00:20:01,159 --> 00:20:03,161 Did you -- did you tell them that you still like them? 482 00:20:03,286 --> 00:20:05,914 -I told Rehman that I still -- I still have feelings for him 483 00:20:06,039 --> 00:20:06,831 and, like, that's not going to go away overnight 484 00:20:06,956 --> 00:20:08,917 and I still have feelings for Ashmal. 485 00:20:09,042 --> 00:20:10,710 I just haven't talked to Ashmal about it yet. 486 00:20:12,754 --> 00:20:14,089 -Stay away from my man. 487 00:20:20,011 --> 00:20:26,643 ** 488 00:20:26,768 --> 00:20:28,478 -What is your most embarrassing moment? 489 00:20:28,603 --> 00:20:32,565 -Um, I don't get embarrassed really easily. 490 00:20:32,691 --> 00:20:34,484 I don't know, like, I guess I was, like, 491 00:20:34,609 --> 00:20:35,944 staying at a friend's house one time, 492 00:20:36,069 --> 00:20:37,362 and I, like, pissed the bed. -[ Laughs ] 493 00:20:37,487 --> 00:20:40,323 Then, like, I pissed the bed with Rehman one time 494 00:20:40,448 --> 00:20:41,533 and I wasn't embarrassed, like... 495 00:20:41,658 --> 00:20:43,827 -[ Laughs ] 496 00:20:43,952 --> 00:20:47,539 -I was in Tulum, and I was working out. 497 00:20:47,664 --> 00:20:50,166 [ Chuckles ] And I was like in short-shorts, 498 00:20:50,291 --> 00:20:52,293 And I looked down and my -- and my penis was hanging out. 499 00:20:52,419 --> 00:20:54,713 Like, literally, it's been out for a cool minute. 500 00:20:54,838 --> 00:20:57,716 I was like... -That's weird. 501 00:20:57,841 --> 00:21:05,265 ** 502 00:21:05,390 --> 00:21:07,058 -This is super awkward, 503 00:21:07,183 --> 00:21:09,227 especially after Jonathan and I's conversation. 504 00:21:09,352 --> 00:21:11,104 He's just sitting here kind of like lingering, 505 00:21:11,229 --> 00:21:16,735 and I'm not going to just hand them to you, you know? 506 00:21:16,860 --> 00:21:19,112 Are you going to tan? -Maybe. I'm kind of hot. 507 00:21:19,237 --> 00:21:20,572 -I miss you. -Huh? 508 00:21:20,697 --> 00:21:22,240 -I miss you. Come sit here. 509 00:21:22,365 --> 00:21:26,911 ** 510 00:21:27,037 --> 00:21:33,251 ** 511 00:21:33,376 --> 00:21:34,961 -Where's Rehman? 512 00:21:35,086 --> 00:21:37,339 -He just doesn't want to be around everything. 513 00:21:37,464 --> 00:21:38,381 -He's tired. -he has to stop 514 00:21:38,506 --> 00:21:39,883 avoiding everything. 515 00:21:40,008 --> 00:21:41,468 It makes it awkward for everybody. 516 00:21:41,593 --> 00:21:42,969 -Okay, you tell him that. 517 00:21:43,094 --> 00:21:45,597 -Where's he at? -Upstairs in our room. 518 00:21:45,722 --> 00:21:47,182 -I'm gonna fuck somebody up now. 519 00:21:47,307 --> 00:21:49,517 -Yeah. -It's super chill. 520 00:21:49,642 --> 00:21:52,479 -Super chill. Okay, body. Whoo! 521 00:21:52,604 --> 00:21:54,356 Don't -- don't hurt us! 522 00:21:54,481 --> 00:21:57,192 -Yo, Rehman. 523 00:21:57,317 --> 00:21:59,861 -Oh, hey. Hey. What's up? 524 00:21:59,986 --> 00:22:04,282 -You can't keep hiding up here in your castle. 525 00:22:04,407 --> 00:22:05,992 -No, I'm not. 526 00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:09,788 I wanted to come chill a little bit. 527 00:22:09,913 --> 00:22:11,998 -When I see Rehman struggling, 528 00:22:12,123 --> 00:22:14,959 I've taken it upon myself to reassure him and or talk to him 529 00:22:15,085 --> 00:22:17,170 because he's always in his head. 530 00:22:17,295 --> 00:22:20,548 I don't want him to spoil his experience by overthinking 531 00:22:20,674 --> 00:22:22,634 and worrying about other shit 532 00:22:22,759 --> 00:22:24,719 I was talking to Frank and Ashmal, 533 00:22:24,844 --> 00:22:26,680 You know, they're like, yup, he's upstairs again. 534 00:22:26,805 --> 00:22:28,765 -Oh, yeah, yeah. It's just weird. 535 00:22:28,890 --> 00:22:30,266 -But you understand this, though, right? 536 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:32,102 You coming up here and being like this, 537 00:22:32,227 --> 00:22:34,312 that gives the situation, like, power. 538 00:22:34,437 --> 00:22:36,147 Just give it a fuck it, like, it is what it is. 539 00:22:36,272 --> 00:22:40,527 And you said like, yo, if they were to have closure 540 00:22:40,652 --> 00:22:42,821 or pick him, I'd be done, so be done. 541 00:22:42,946 --> 00:22:45,490 -Yeah, yeah. -Because Maximo and Ash, 542 00:22:45,615 --> 00:22:47,242 they don't -- they don't care. 543 00:22:47,367 --> 00:22:50,370 They're only going to care if it seems like you care. 544 00:22:50,495 --> 00:22:53,123 And I don't even take them for people who are going to like, 545 00:22:53,248 --> 00:22:56,918 emotionally, try to like dump on you or fuck with you unless -- 546 00:22:57,043 --> 00:22:58,712 -Oh, no, they did. They did that last night. 547 00:22:58,837 --> 00:23:00,130 That's why this morning I was like, 548 00:23:00,255 --> 00:23:01,881 I'm not going to be sitting at the table 549 00:23:02,007 --> 00:23:03,341 because I don't want it to turn into 550 00:23:03,466 --> 00:23:05,010 another situation like last night. 551 00:23:05,135 --> 00:23:08,263 -Yeah, but fuck that. Who cares? Fuck it. 552 00:23:08,388 --> 00:23:10,015 Don't -- don't fucking fuck up 553 00:23:10,140 --> 00:23:12,100 your time here based off of that. 554 00:23:12,225 --> 00:23:14,144 Enjoy your current situation. -Yeah, yeah. 555 00:23:14,269 --> 00:23:17,355 -Because you got your boyfriend and your partner out there 556 00:23:17,480 --> 00:23:20,233 waiting, like, where are you at and you up here, you know? 557 00:23:20,358 --> 00:23:21,985 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. -Anything that makes 558 00:23:22,110 --> 00:23:23,611 you uncomfortable makes you stronger. 559 00:23:23,737 --> 00:23:25,488 -Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's true. 560 00:23:25,613 --> 00:23:28,908 I have to say, I love Sean every single day more and more, 561 00:23:29,034 --> 00:23:31,202 because this is a wake up call. 562 00:23:31,327 --> 00:23:34,164 At the end of the day, I only have a limited amount of energy, 563 00:23:34,289 --> 00:23:37,375 and I'm going to put that all into people that care about me, 564 00:23:37,500 --> 00:23:40,754 love me, respect me. That's what's important in life. 565 00:23:40,879 --> 00:23:42,422 And that's what I'm going to focus on today. 566 00:23:42,547 --> 00:23:45,842 ** 567 00:23:45,967 --> 00:23:47,469 -Give me a hug and kiss. 568 00:23:47,594 --> 00:23:51,014 ** 569 00:23:51,139 --> 00:23:54,017 -Jess, what are you feeling? 570 00:23:54,142 --> 00:23:55,268 -Yeah. Jess, what are you feeling? 571 00:23:55,393 --> 00:23:56,895 I can't read you. 572 00:23:57,020 --> 00:23:58,772 -I worry a little bit because talking about, 573 00:23:58,897 --> 00:24:00,523 like, the emotional and the physical thing, 574 00:24:00,648 --> 00:24:04,152 like, I'm not the straight to the gun physical person. 575 00:24:04,277 --> 00:24:06,321 And so -- and I don't -- we haven't really like -- 576 00:24:06,446 --> 00:24:08,281 I know they've been very, like, considerate of that 577 00:24:08,406 --> 00:24:10,116 and like making me feel very comfortable 578 00:24:10,241 --> 00:24:12,077 and I appreciate that and I like that, 579 00:24:12,202 --> 00:24:13,953 but there's still a part of me that's like, 580 00:24:14,079 --> 00:24:16,081 am I not delivering what they want? 581 00:24:16,206 --> 00:24:18,541 Like, are they comfortable with telling me 582 00:24:18,667 --> 00:24:20,168 if they want more physical? 583 00:24:20,293 --> 00:24:21,836 -I feel like emotionally they're there with you 584 00:24:21,961 --> 00:24:23,129 and they're willing to wait for you 585 00:24:23,254 --> 00:24:25,131 to be physical with them at this point. 586 00:24:25,256 --> 00:24:26,675 Like, y'all's connection is just like... 587 00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,343 [ Snaps finger ] 588 00:24:28,468 --> 00:24:30,345 -I mean, Dylan and Lauren, this whole time 589 00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:33,223 have made me feel so welcome, so comfortable, 590 00:24:33,348 --> 00:24:37,185 and I have some work that I need to do 591 00:24:37,310 --> 00:24:41,815 on just being comfortable in a throuple situation. 592 00:24:41,940 --> 00:24:43,900 I feel like I'm starting to overthink, like, 593 00:24:44,025 --> 00:24:45,527 am I stuck at this rut, like... 594 00:24:45,652 --> 00:24:48,405 -Oh, babe. 595 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:52,826 -Yeah, I don't know. It's like -- 596 00:24:52,951 --> 00:24:55,370 Like, what if I, like, don't get there? 597 00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:56,746 Mm-hmm. 598 00:24:58,248 --> 00:24:59,749 -Right. 599 00:24:59,874 --> 00:25:01,501 -I'm just like -- I'm just like always 600 00:25:01,626 --> 00:25:04,671 thinking about it, because, like, they're so sweet. 601 00:25:04,796 --> 00:25:06,381 -But seriously, just like, 602 00:25:06,506 --> 00:25:08,008 don't -- don't rush into it if you really don't. 603 00:25:08,133 --> 00:25:09,843 If it's not there right now, it's okay. 604 00:25:09,968 --> 00:25:11,511 And I think they will understand that. 605 00:25:11,636 --> 00:25:13,054 -Yeah. 606 00:25:13,179 --> 00:25:15,098 We love you. -Love you guys. 607 00:25:15,223 --> 00:25:21,271 ** 608 00:25:21,396 --> 00:25:22,689 -So I walked in on an interesting 609 00:25:22,814 --> 00:25:26,109 loaded conversation with Jonathan. 610 00:25:26,234 --> 00:25:27,777 -Yeah, I mean, basically he's like, 611 00:25:27,902 --> 00:25:29,487 oh, I made a mistake. 612 00:25:29,612 --> 00:25:33,033 I don't really want to be with Maximo and Ash. 613 00:25:33,158 --> 00:25:35,243 I am not really interested in them. 614 00:25:35,368 --> 00:25:36,786 I'm -- I still have feelings for you and Ashmal. 615 00:25:36,911 --> 00:25:38,163 -And it's not like he looked reluctant 616 00:25:38,288 --> 00:25:39,706 while stepping forward either. 617 00:25:39,831 --> 00:25:41,249 -Yeah, that's my thing. -And it's like a 618 00:25:41,374 --> 00:25:43,418 little too late, you know? -Yeah, it is. 619 00:25:43,543 --> 00:25:45,962 We picked Frank because we want to get to know Frank. 620 00:25:46,087 --> 00:25:47,172 You know, I don't mean to sound arrogant, 621 00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:49,090 but I'm like, I'm not surprised 622 00:25:49,215 --> 00:25:50,925 that you're saying that you want to come back to us. 623 00:25:51,051 --> 00:25:52,302 We are hot, we're attractive. -We're really fun. 624 00:25:52,427 --> 00:25:54,971 -We both are very much so catches. 625 00:25:55,096 --> 00:25:56,723 I'm sorry that you -- 626 00:25:56,848 --> 00:25:58,641 it took you that long to realize that 627 00:25:58,767 --> 00:26:01,144 or you had to go through some fucking shit to realize that. 628 00:26:01,269 --> 00:26:03,313 But guess what? Your actions have consequences, 629 00:26:03,438 --> 00:26:05,148 and this is just a consequence of that. 630 00:26:05,273 --> 00:26:07,525 -The biggest consequence is you lost us. 631 00:26:07,650 --> 00:26:09,444 -Yeah. 632 00:26:09,569 --> 00:26:11,488 -The day after the swap or stay ceremony, 633 00:26:11,613 --> 00:26:13,573 he's like, can you please spot me again? 634 00:26:13,698 --> 00:26:15,825 -You're on some bullshit. 635 00:26:15,950 --> 00:26:17,869 -Bro, we still got it. -[ Laughs ] 636 00:26:17,994 --> 00:26:19,662 Oh, my God. 637 00:26:19,788 --> 00:26:21,915 -* Gotta love yourself * 638 00:26:22,665 --> 00:26:25,085 -Make out with someone. 639 00:26:25,210 --> 00:26:29,547 [ Cheers and applause ] 640 00:26:29,673 --> 00:26:32,133 -You kind of convinced me that you didn't have 641 00:26:32,258 --> 00:26:33,677 any feelings for him. -And I didn't, but 642 00:26:33,802 --> 00:26:35,220 I think they just came flooding back. 643 00:26:39,474 --> 00:26:43,436 ** 644 00:26:43,561 --> 00:26:45,230 -You have really nice eyes. -Thank you. 645 00:26:45,355 --> 00:26:46,564 It's like the little, like slant, 646 00:26:46,690 --> 00:26:47,941 the way it's just structured. 647 00:26:49,651 --> 00:26:52,570 -Yeah. -Um, I feel great. 648 00:26:52,696 --> 00:26:55,281 -Good. I love to hear that. 649 00:26:55,407 --> 00:26:57,575 -Glad that I got Jonathan to step down. 650 00:26:57,701 --> 00:26:59,869 -That was gag. -And it just 651 00:26:59,994 --> 00:27:02,414 sucks that his past 652 00:27:02,539 --> 00:27:04,958 throuple are just approaching him 653 00:27:05,083 --> 00:27:08,670 with so much hostility and, like, discarding. 654 00:27:08,795 --> 00:27:11,089 And it's just -- it's honestly just, like, 655 00:27:11,214 --> 00:27:14,718 really toxic gay shit. 656 00:27:14,843 --> 00:27:16,678 I think, Jonathan, 657 00:27:16,803 --> 00:27:18,763 you know, it seems like he's been through some tough 658 00:27:18,888 --> 00:27:22,017 situations with Ashmal and Rehman. 659 00:27:22,142 --> 00:27:23,810 I don't know how positive. of an experience 660 00:27:23,935 --> 00:27:25,979 that was with polyamory, and I would love 661 00:27:26,104 --> 00:27:29,232 to be able to explore maybe something not 662 00:27:29,357 --> 00:27:29,816 so chaotic. 663 00:27:29,941 --> 00:27:37,699 ** 664 00:27:37,824 --> 00:27:39,325 -Hey. -Hey. 665 00:27:39,451 --> 00:27:41,786 -I wanted to talk to you. -How are you? 666 00:27:41,911 --> 00:27:43,621 -I'm good. 667 00:27:43,747 --> 00:27:46,833 -I just want to start off by saying I'm sorry. 668 00:27:46,958 --> 00:27:49,044 Just the way shit played out and just where we're at right now. 669 00:27:49,169 --> 00:27:51,504 Yesterday, I wanted to step down for you both. 670 00:27:51,629 --> 00:27:53,465 I changed my mind here, and then I was like, 671 00:27:53,590 --> 00:27:55,050 why would I go and step down for you guys? 672 00:27:55,175 --> 00:27:57,052 Possibly you guys don't want to swap Frank. 673 00:27:57,177 --> 00:27:58,803 And then that's my journey here. 674 00:27:58,928 --> 00:28:01,473 Now I'm in this situation where it's fucking weird. 675 00:28:01,598 --> 00:28:03,016 Like, I'm emotionally unavailable 676 00:28:03,141 --> 00:28:04,684 because I keep thinking about you both. 677 00:28:04,809 --> 00:28:07,771 And I thought I should have went with my gut. 678 00:28:07,896 --> 00:28:11,691 -My last chance to you was going to be this day or swap. 679 00:28:11,816 --> 00:28:15,779 And then just seeing you step forward, it was like, okay, 680 00:28:15,904 --> 00:28:17,405 well, that's fully done. 681 00:28:19,824 --> 00:28:22,619 And then just the way that conversation went 682 00:28:22,744 --> 00:28:25,872 and just seeing you with your new throuple and like, 683 00:28:25,997 --> 00:28:28,583 yeah, this is my group and this is how we talk to people. 684 00:28:28,708 --> 00:28:31,086 Really bad taste, you know, like in my mouth. 685 00:28:31,211 --> 00:28:34,589 As for moving forward, I think it's just like -- 686 00:28:34,714 --> 00:28:37,217 it's -- I think this is the closure talk. 687 00:28:37,342 --> 00:28:39,594 I have no hard feelings towards you. 688 00:28:39,719 --> 00:28:43,056 I have nothing but genuine love and care for you. 689 00:28:43,181 --> 00:28:45,850 because I got to know the person that you are, 690 00:28:45,975 --> 00:28:48,103 and I really do like that person. 691 00:28:48,228 --> 00:28:49,771 And I think just friendship is, 692 00:28:49,896 --> 00:28:53,358 like the best way to move forward. 693 00:28:53,483 --> 00:28:54,943 -It's officially like we're done. 694 00:28:55,068 --> 00:28:58,363 Yeah, I fucked up. 695 00:28:58,488 --> 00:29:02,450 * Feel me, I'm right here * 696 00:29:02,575 --> 00:29:03,910 * Don't hurt me * 697 00:29:04,035 --> 00:29:06,955 ** 698 00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:10,834 -Talking to Jonathan, it is kind of a nice validation 699 00:29:10,959 --> 00:29:15,714 of like we did have some amazing times together, and everything 700 00:29:15,839 --> 00:29:18,633 I was feeling that for him, like negative emotion 701 00:29:18,758 --> 00:29:21,302 kind of just went away. And I think when that went away, 702 00:29:21,428 --> 00:29:24,764 it revealed that emotional connection is still there. 703 00:29:24,889 --> 00:29:27,642 [ Sighs ] 704 00:29:27,767 --> 00:29:37,027 ** 705 00:29:37,152 --> 00:29:38,820 -You're so cute. 706 00:29:38,945 --> 00:29:40,780 -If I'm cute, you're cute because we're twins. 707 00:29:40,905 --> 00:29:44,117 ** 708 00:29:44,242 --> 00:29:49,247 -My God, they got Jenga! 709 00:29:49,372 --> 00:29:52,459 -Alright, I love Jenga. -Whoo! 710 00:29:52,584 --> 00:29:54,627 -In the last 24 hours, I feel like some couples 711 00:29:54,753 --> 00:29:56,755 have been having a shit time with everything going on. 712 00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:58,882 -Alright, who's going first? -Let's bring it on. 713 00:29:59,007 --> 00:30:01,801 -Easy, easy, easy. 714 00:30:01,926 --> 00:30:05,263 -So hopefully tonight we get to have some fun. 715 00:30:05,388 --> 00:30:09,351 -Wow, this is nuts. [ Laughter ] 716 00:30:09,476 --> 00:30:09,809 And break up all the tension. -Very much needed. 717 00:30:09,934 --> 00:30:12,604 -Yeah. 718 00:30:12,729 --> 00:30:16,066 The tallest and the shortest person kiss. 719 00:30:16,191 --> 00:30:19,027 [ Cheering ] 720 00:30:19,152 --> 00:30:24,282 ** 721 00:30:24,407 --> 00:30:26,368 [ Cheers and applause ] 722 00:30:26,493 --> 00:30:30,997 ** 723 00:30:31,122 --> 00:30:32,707 -Make out with someone. 724 00:30:32,832 --> 00:30:36,503 -Make out with someone. -Is this the first kiss? 725 00:30:36,628 --> 00:30:38,046 -We vote Jess. -I mean, we had one kiss. 726 00:30:38,171 --> 00:30:44,636 [ Chanting "We vote Jess" ] 727 00:30:44,761 --> 00:30:46,096 -Alright. Make it steamy, ladies. 728 00:30:46,221 --> 00:30:49,349 [ Cheers and applause ] 729 00:30:49,683 --> 00:30:53,353 -Okay, let's go. 730 00:30:53,478 --> 00:30:55,438 -I feel like that was a good, appropriate time 731 00:30:55,563 --> 00:30:59,109 to have a little me and Lauren's first little makeout sesh. 732 00:30:59,234 --> 00:31:03,988 [ Cheers and applause ] 733 00:31:04,114 --> 00:31:05,990 -She a good kisser? -Oh, 100%. 734 00:31:06,116 --> 00:31:07,992 -Is she a good kisser? -Yeah. 735 00:31:08,118 --> 00:31:09,953 -It was a good show. -Mmm. 736 00:31:10,078 --> 00:31:11,663 -[ Laughs ] 737 00:31:11,788 --> 00:31:13,790 That was awesome. Good job, ladies. 738 00:31:15,917 --> 00:31:18,461 -For this, I'm going to choose who I want to kiss. 739 00:31:18,586 --> 00:31:21,923 Let's go with my boy, Frank 740 00:31:22,048 --> 00:31:23,299 and Rehman. 741 00:31:23,425 --> 00:31:26,052 [ Cheers and applause ] 742 00:31:26,177 --> 00:31:28,805 ** 743 00:31:28,930 --> 00:31:30,807 -Y'all gotta give us a show. 744 00:31:30,932 --> 00:31:32,142 They practiced this. 745 00:31:32,267 --> 00:31:34,894 [ Cheering ] 746 00:31:35,020 --> 00:31:39,733 ** 747 00:31:39,858 --> 00:31:46,948 ** 748 00:31:47,073 --> 00:31:49,159 -Nominate someone to kiss. 749 00:31:49,284 --> 00:31:50,869 Darrien and Brittne. 750 00:31:50,994 --> 00:31:52,871 -Oh, okay. Cool. Yeah. 751 00:31:52,996 --> 00:31:55,165 -Is this another first kiss? 752 00:31:55,290 --> 00:31:57,959 [ Cheers and applause ] 753 00:31:58,084 --> 00:32:00,420 -Okay, Brittne's like I'm ready. Oh, my God. 754 00:32:00,545 --> 00:32:03,506 ** 755 00:32:03,631 --> 00:32:06,968 -* Love who you love * 756 00:32:07,093 --> 00:32:09,054 [ People awwing ] 757 00:32:09,179 --> 00:32:12,140 [ Cheering ] 758 00:32:12,265 --> 00:32:14,976 -Yes, sir! 759 00:32:15,101 --> 00:32:17,270 [ Laughter ] 760 00:32:17,395 --> 00:32:20,523 [ Cheers and applause ] 761 00:32:20,648 --> 00:32:24,027 [ Laughter ] 762 00:32:24,152 --> 00:32:25,820 -Cheers to that one! 763 00:32:25,945 --> 00:32:28,031 -We both were not going to make the first move, 764 00:32:28,156 --> 00:32:30,533 so I feel like it was perfect, that it was the right game, 765 00:32:30,658 --> 00:32:32,952 and I feel like it took a lot of the pressure off of it 766 00:32:33,078 --> 00:32:35,121 being the first kiss. -It did. 767 00:32:35,246 --> 00:32:36,831 -That was good. -I mean, that was -- 768 00:32:36,956 --> 00:32:40,251 that was definitely a good kiss, to say the least. 769 00:32:40,377 --> 00:32:42,837 -[ Laughs ] 770 00:32:42,962 --> 00:32:45,382 -Oh, yeah. Okay. 771 00:32:45,507 --> 00:32:47,175 -Oh, man. -What it say? 772 00:32:47,300 --> 00:32:49,386 -It says a three-way kiss. 773 00:32:49,511 --> 00:32:51,388 [ Everyone "oohs" ] 774 00:32:51,513 --> 00:32:54,015 It will be our first kiss, if you guys are okay with that. 775 00:32:54,140 --> 00:32:55,809 -I'm okay. -I'm okay with that. 776 00:32:55,934 --> 00:32:58,019 -I want to see this. -Yeah, just like that. 777 00:32:58,144 --> 00:33:02,440 ** 778 00:33:02,565 --> 00:33:03,942 -Yeah. -Okay, take your time. 779 00:33:04,067 --> 00:33:06,569 [ Cheering ] 780 00:33:06,695 --> 00:33:09,030 -We had our first kiss. 781 00:33:09,155 --> 00:33:10,699 -And it was... 782 00:33:10,824 --> 00:33:12,283 -It was good. -Delicious. 783 00:33:12,409 --> 00:33:13,535 -We broke the ice. -Just good? 784 00:33:13,660 --> 00:33:15,161 -No, we broke -- It was great. 785 00:33:15,286 --> 00:33:16,287 -I'm just kidding. -We broke the ice. 786 00:33:16,413 --> 00:33:18,790 [ Laughs ] -That was cute. 787 00:33:18,915 --> 00:33:20,458 That was good. -That was great. 788 00:33:20,583 --> 00:33:22,335 -And now the door is wide open. 789 00:33:22,460 --> 00:33:23,670 -Fuck it, I'm making my own for this one. 790 00:33:23,795 --> 00:33:25,880 Mm, how can we make this shit crazier 791 00:33:26,006 --> 00:33:28,133 than what it already was? -Spice it up. 792 00:33:28,258 --> 00:33:29,759 -Y'all three kiss, and, Frank, 793 00:33:29,884 --> 00:33:32,595 you have to catch them both. -Ooh. 794 00:33:32,721 --> 00:33:34,597 -Don't fall over, Frank. 795 00:33:34,723 --> 00:33:36,808 [ Cheering ] 796 00:33:36,933 --> 00:33:46,067 ** 797 00:33:46,192 --> 00:33:49,279 Keep going, I don't care. -Whoo! 798 00:33:49,404 --> 00:33:51,698 -Watching them have their first kiss, 799 00:33:51,823 --> 00:33:53,283 It was uncomfortable, it was weird. 800 00:33:53,408 --> 00:33:55,493 -You got it. -You sure? 801 00:33:55,618 --> 00:33:59,956 [ Everyone screaming ] 802 00:34:00,081 --> 00:34:01,875 -It's alright, it's okay. 803 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:03,710 [ Cheers and applause ] 804 00:34:03,835 --> 00:34:08,506 ** 805 00:34:08,631 --> 00:34:11,343 -How you doing? -How do you feel after that? 806 00:34:11,468 --> 00:34:12,260 I think we needed that, honestly. 807 00:34:12,385 --> 00:34:15,221 -I thought it was perfect. 808 00:34:15,347 --> 00:34:17,640 We needed that to break some tensions. 809 00:34:17,766 --> 00:34:20,143 -As spicy as that game was, 810 00:34:20,268 --> 00:34:22,896 I could just tell that when you and Frank kissed, 811 00:34:23,021 --> 00:34:25,648 you know, I was looking at Jonathan's face 812 00:34:25,774 --> 00:34:30,111 because I thought I was fully over it. 813 00:34:30,236 --> 00:34:32,947 Right? But, like, I just kind of started replaying 814 00:34:33,073 --> 00:34:36,826 all the good things and the good times in my head, 815 00:34:36,951 --> 00:34:39,412 and it just kind of soften me up. 816 00:34:39,537 --> 00:34:41,164 This is what I wanted. 817 00:34:41,289 --> 00:34:43,541 -This is so -- 818 00:34:43,667 --> 00:34:45,210 I'm enjoying this, yeah. -Okay. 819 00:34:45,335 --> 00:34:47,629 We did have a great time with him. What do you think? 820 00:34:47,754 --> 00:34:49,964 -Well, you kind of convinced me 821 00:34:50,090 --> 00:34:52,759 for a while now that you didn't have any feelings. 822 00:34:52,884 --> 00:34:54,969 -And I didn't, but I think they just came 823 00:34:55,095 --> 00:34:57,597 a little flooding back when I just saw him be so clear. 824 00:34:57,722 --> 00:35:00,225 ** 825 00:35:00,350 --> 00:35:01,976 -I love that you guys loved it. 826 00:35:02,102 --> 00:35:04,187 -I was having fun, but in the back of my mind, 827 00:35:04,312 --> 00:35:06,189 I'm also just like, 828 00:35:06,314 --> 00:35:08,149 I don't know where you're at in the conversations you've had. 829 00:35:08,274 --> 00:35:09,901 -You know, I wanted to obviously tell you guys 830 00:35:10,026 --> 00:35:11,778 and I'm trying to -- I was trying to figure out 831 00:35:11,903 --> 00:35:14,072 honestly how to go about our conversations. 832 00:35:14,197 --> 00:35:15,740 -So much in your head. 833 00:35:15,865 --> 00:35:17,367 -And I want you guys to both know 834 00:35:17,492 --> 00:35:18,159 that I still have feelings for the boys. 835 00:35:18,284 --> 00:35:20,745 I still feel that. 836 00:35:20,870 --> 00:35:22,455 -That was really hard to hear 837 00:35:22,580 --> 00:35:24,374 because we are falling for Jonathan. 838 00:35:24,499 --> 00:35:25,917 -And now I'm kind of afraid 839 00:35:26,042 --> 00:35:28,086 if this throuple is going to last, 840 00:35:28,211 --> 00:35:33,633 because I'm really feeling a little attached here. 841 00:35:33,758 --> 00:35:35,802 -I definitely want to explore more with you. 842 00:35:35,927 --> 00:35:37,762 I think Ash and I are both really excited 843 00:35:37,887 --> 00:35:39,806 about you that we're willing to wait. 844 00:35:39,931 --> 00:35:44,936 -Let's just keep hanging out Kiki and have good vibes. 845 00:35:45,061 --> 00:35:46,813 -I kind of just feel bad for Frank, 846 00:35:46,938 --> 00:35:48,940 but in terms of this experiment, like, yeah, 847 00:35:49,065 --> 00:35:51,651 I think that's the only person like we really connected with. 848 00:35:51,776 --> 00:35:53,945 -Me, too. 849 00:35:54,070 --> 00:35:59,409 ** 850 00:35:59,534 --> 00:36:03,872 -He's putting a lot on the line by like with his new throuple 851 00:36:03,997 --> 00:36:06,624 by telling us that he still has feelings for us. 852 00:36:06,750 --> 00:36:08,460 -How do we move forward with that? 853 00:36:08,585 --> 00:36:10,003 -I think we just talk to him. 854 00:36:10,128 --> 00:36:12,297 -I would like to do it tonight if we can. 855 00:36:12,422 --> 00:36:13,340 -Yeah, me too. 856 00:36:13,465 --> 00:36:21,973 ** 857 00:36:22,098 --> 00:36:30,774 ** 858 00:36:30,899 --> 00:36:33,860 Hey, do you have a second? 859 00:36:33,985 --> 00:36:35,528 -Yes. 860 00:36:35,653 --> 00:36:39,866 -I just -- I wanted to tell you, like, we -- 861 00:36:39,991 --> 00:36:41,284 I really appreciate you talking to us today. 862 00:36:41,409 --> 00:36:43,036 I know that took a lot. 863 00:36:43,161 --> 00:36:44,996 ** 864 00:36:45,121 --> 00:36:46,748 We've both talked a lot about it, 865 00:36:46,873 --> 00:36:49,918 and we'd love to talk to you more about it, 866 00:36:50,043 --> 00:36:53,380 like longer or deeper, if you'd be open to it. 867 00:36:53,505 --> 00:36:56,508 ** 868 00:36:56,633 --> 00:36:59,886 -Yes. Yes, I would love that. 869 00:37:00,011 --> 00:37:03,932 ** 870 00:37:04,057 --> 00:37:07,102 -Do you want that, too? -Yeah, of course I do. 871 00:37:07,227 --> 00:37:08,895 -Until then? 872 00:37:09,020 --> 00:37:12,524 ** 873 00:37:12,649 --> 00:37:14,818 -Missed you guys. -Missed you. 874 00:37:14,943 --> 00:37:18,238 -Alright. Good night. -Good night. 875 00:37:18,363 --> 00:37:21,241 -I didn't see that coming. I am really shocked right now. 876 00:37:21,366 --> 00:37:22,951 Hey. 877 00:37:23,076 --> 00:37:25,328 But I'm excited to just really see, like, 878 00:37:25,453 --> 00:37:26,955 where it can actually go. 879 00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:28,540 -But how are you? Your energy feels lighter. 880 00:37:28,665 --> 00:37:30,583 -You feel my energy being lighter? 881 00:37:30,709 --> 00:37:34,045 -Yeah. You just seem a little more smiley, 882 00:37:34,170 --> 00:37:36,256 and I don't know, not so in your head, which is nice. 883 00:37:36,381 --> 00:37:39,259 ** 884 00:37:46,933 --> 00:37:50,437 -Lights out in three, two, one. 885 00:37:50,562 --> 00:37:53,189 There we go. -Oh! 886 00:37:53,314 --> 00:37:55,108 ** 887 00:37:55,233 --> 00:37:56,026 -Oh, no. 888 00:37:56,151 --> 00:37:58,361 -Ew! Don't do that! -Come on! 889 00:37:58,486 --> 00:37:59,696 Stop ruining the moment. 890 00:37:59,821 --> 00:38:01,823 -Come on, let's go. 891 00:38:01,948 --> 00:38:02,866 Ooh, yeah. 892 00:38:02,991 --> 00:38:04,784 -Sean. -Alright. Fine. 893 00:38:04,909 --> 00:38:08,121 I won't say anything. Go. I'll just look away. 894 00:38:08,246 --> 00:38:13,126 ** 895 00:38:13,251 --> 00:38:14,794 Alright. That's actually pretty hot. 896 00:38:14,919 --> 00:38:16,504 -It was? -Yeah, I'll sit back, like okay. 897 00:38:16,629 --> 00:38:19,132 -Yeah, we know it was hot. 898 00:38:19,257 --> 00:38:20,759 You're over here with your freaking ad libs. 899 00:38:20,884 --> 00:38:21,926 -Okay, guys. -I'm being honest. 900 00:38:22,052 --> 00:38:23,803 -Okay, you ready? -Mm-hmm. 901 00:38:23,928 --> 00:38:29,267 ** 902 00:38:29,392 --> 00:38:30,935 -Okay. 903 00:38:31,061 --> 00:38:32,896 -Alright, guys. I'm proud of us. 904 00:38:33,021 --> 00:38:34,814 -[ Laughs ] 905 00:38:34,939 --> 00:38:36,524 -Today, we figured it was a perfect time 906 00:38:36,649 --> 00:38:39,152 for any unfinished business. 907 00:38:39,277 --> 00:38:41,446 -Hello! -We were interested in you 908 00:38:41,571 --> 00:38:43,615 like right away. There could be something there. 909 00:38:43,740 --> 00:38:44,824 -What if it's literally not him? 910 00:38:44,949 --> 00:38:46,034 -Who are you hoping for? 911 00:38:46,159 --> 00:38:50,163 Darrien being an option would change everything. 912 00:38:50,288 --> 00:38:52,207 -Oh, my God! -Shut up! 913 00:38:55,460 --> 00:38:58,546 ** 914 00:38:58,672 --> 00:39:00,799 -Good morning. 915 00:39:00,924 --> 00:39:02,967 -Good morning. 916 00:39:03,093 --> 00:39:07,639 ** 917 00:39:07,764 --> 00:39:09,474 -Favorite part of Jenga? 918 00:39:09,599 --> 00:39:11,935 -Kissing Jess. -Damn. I was going to say that. 919 00:39:12,060 --> 00:39:14,396 Watching you kiss Jess. 920 00:39:14,521 --> 00:39:16,022 -Who do you guys think had the hottest kiss? 921 00:39:16,147 --> 00:39:17,565 -Darrien and Brittne. 922 00:39:17,691 --> 00:39:18,900 -When you can get Sean to smile, 923 00:39:19,025 --> 00:39:21,319 that means you did something right. 924 00:39:21,444 --> 00:39:23,279 -I thought you were going to be a bad kisser. 925 00:39:23,405 --> 00:39:25,281 -Why? -'Cause we waited so long, 926 00:39:25,407 --> 00:39:28,743 I wasn't sure. I had very low expectations. 927 00:39:28,868 --> 00:39:30,412 [ Chuckles ] 928 00:39:30,537 --> 00:39:35,083 ** 929 00:39:35,208 --> 00:39:38,211 -Morning, bo-ho. -Where do you want to sit? 930 00:39:38,336 --> 00:39:40,922 -Good morning, good morning. -Good morning. 931 00:39:41,047 --> 00:39:43,258 -Morning, morning. 932 00:39:43,383 --> 00:39:45,135 -Yeah, I am. 933 00:39:45,260 --> 00:39:48,096 -So whose mouth is sore from kissing yesterday? 934 00:39:48,221 --> 00:39:50,015 -Think if anything, it's y'all three. 935 00:39:50,140 --> 00:39:53,893 [ All speaking indistinctly ] 936 00:39:54,019 --> 00:39:56,146 -Is that why you woke up this morning doing lip exercises? 937 00:39:56,271 --> 00:39:58,690 -Yeah, lip exercises. [ Smooching ] 938 00:39:58,815 --> 00:40:01,693 -Is that why? You got a smile too. 939 00:40:01,818 --> 00:40:02,736 -Hey, y'all, hey! -Oh! 940 00:40:02,861 --> 00:40:06,197 -Good morning. -Good morning. 941 00:40:06,322 --> 00:40:08,867 -Good morning. -Good morning. 942 00:40:08,992 --> 00:40:11,327 -It's good to see everybody's beautiful faces. 943 00:40:11,453 --> 00:40:14,122 Dylan said, hold on. I got to adjust my seat for this one. 944 00:40:14,247 --> 00:40:16,249 Feel like it's some shit about to go down. 945 00:40:16,374 --> 00:40:18,668 ** 946 00:40:18,793 --> 00:40:20,754 The question that really, probably everyone is kind of 947 00:40:20,879 --> 00:40:24,632 asking themselves -- Is the throuple that you're in now 948 00:40:24,758 --> 00:40:26,676 the one that's going to see you through the end 949 00:40:26,801 --> 00:40:28,428 of this experience? 950 00:40:28,553 --> 00:40:31,473 And so we figured it was a perfect time 951 00:40:31,598 --> 00:40:34,684 for anyone with unfinished business to step up 952 00:40:34,809 --> 00:40:38,730 and finally speak that piece and settle things once and for all. 953 00:40:38,855 --> 00:40:40,106 -* Bum, bum, bum, bum * 954 00:40:40,231 --> 00:40:42,442 -Now, of course, time to shake it up. 955 00:40:42,567 --> 00:40:45,820 -So I've carefully selected a few singles for couples 956 00:40:45,945 --> 00:40:49,783 who I feel might have something important to resolve with you. 957 00:40:49,908 --> 00:40:53,370 Right? It won't be long until you're going to decide 958 00:40:53,495 --> 00:40:56,748 if you leave this resort as a throuple. 959 00:40:56,873 --> 00:41:00,669 So big decisions to make. 960 00:41:00,794 --> 00:41:02,671 -Oh, Shamyra. -Oh, man. 961 00:41:02,796 --> 00:41:06,257 I feel like Jonathan and us just kind of got started. 962 00:41:06,383 --> 00:41:08,468 What if he goes and experiences something else 963 00:41:08,593 --> 00:41:11,221 possibly? That kind of freaks me out. 964 00:41:11,346 --> 00:41:14,391 -You do remember at the last stay or swap ceremony, I said 965 00:41:14,516 --> 00:41:17,936 that nothing is really ever set in stone? 966 00:41:18,061 --> 00:41:20,146 Right? So I'll be gathering you at the resort 967 00:41:20,271 --> 00:41:23,733 for one last opportunity to decide 968 00:41:23,858 --> 00:41:26,236 whether you're going to stay in the throuple that you're in, 969 00:41:26,361 --> 00:41:30,865 or if you've made a decision and you want to change things. 970 00:41:30,990 --> 00:41:32,742 -I'm shocked. 971 00:41:32,867 --> 00:41:34,202 First, I was worried about Jonathan. 972 00:41:34,327 --> 00:41:36,955 Now -- Now who do I got to worry about? 973 00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:38,707 -Good luck. -Thank you. 974 00:41:38,832 --> 00:41:40,333 -Y'all be good. -Bye, y'all. 975 00:41:40,458 --> 00:41:42,585 -Bye. -Bye. 976 00:41:42,711 --> 00:41:44,838 -They came and dropped the bomb and left. 977 00:41:44,963 --> 00:41:46,047 -Mic drop. -That's it. 978 00:41:46,172 --> 00:41:47,590 -If you want to switch it up 979 00:41:47,716 --> 00:41:49,467 and experience something else, you could. 980 00:41:49,592 --> 00:41:52,095 -Plot twist. -'Cause I think Peach 981 00:41:52,220 --> 00:41:54,055 is coming back for y'all. 982 00:41:54,180 --> 00:41:57,308 ** 983 00:41:57,434 --> 00:41:59,269 -Who's going to come to see us? 984 00:41:59,394 --> 00:42:00,979 -There's a part of me that wants Becca 985 00:42:01,104 --> 00:42:03,064 to make another case. 986 00:42:03,189 --> 00:42:05,275 I can totally see Junior trying to make a case, because we had 987 00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:07,819 only like 12 hours together, -Darrien, 988 00:42:07,944 --> 00:42:11,322 which I think it would be just a fucking boulder. 989 00:42:11,448 --> 00:42:13,616 -If certain people come feeling like they want 990 00:42:13,742 --> 00:42:16,661 to talk to me, if I don't care, I'm gonna let you know. 991 00:42:16,786 --> 00:42:18,580 -I just felt so played. 992 00:42:18,705 --> 00:42:20,540 -None of that is accurate. 993 00:42:20,665 --> 00:42:23,043 -The only person that would make sense for us is Sanu. 994 00:42:23,168 --> 00:42:25,337 -Because we love Sanu. She's hilarious. 995 00:42:25,462 --> 00:42:26,921 -I don't think Becca is going to be any -- 996 00:42:27,047 --> 00:42:29,883 We've all been on the same page for quite some time now. 997 00:42:30,008 --> 00:42:32,886 No. I could see Mia maybe having something else to say. 998 00:42:33,011 --> 00:42:35,847 -Yeah, there's still probably some hurt feelings there. 999 00:42:35,972 --> 00:42:38,058 -I would be surprised if we had unfinished business 1000 00:42:38,183 --> 00:42:39,893 with anyone else besides Jonathan. 1001 00:42:40,018 --> 00:42:41,394 -It could very well be Frank. 1002 00:42:41,519 --> 00:42:43,355 And maybe this is an opportunity for Frank 1003 00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:45,398 to really express how he feels. 1004 00:42:45,523 --> 00:42:49,486 -* Sometimes life gives you change * 1005 00:42:49,611 --> 00:42:53,740 * And I'm not even a bit afraid * 1006 00:42:53,865 --> 00:42:55,575 -Look how cute. 1007 00:42:55,700 --> 00:42:58,411 ** 1008 00:42:58,536 --> 00:43:01,164 -Cheers. -Cheers. 1009 00:43:01,289 --> 00:43:03,500 -I think we were right. 1010 00:43:03,625 --> 00:43:06,378 -Uh-oh. -Hey, hey. 1011 00:43:06,503 --> 00:43:08,254 -I'm looking forward to getting some answers, 1012 00:43:08,380 --> 00:43:09,214 'cause the last conversation we had 1013 00:43:09,339 --> 00:43:11,716 left a very bad taste in my mouth. 1014 00:43:11,841 --> 00:43:14,260 -Good to see you, girl. Looking beautiful. 1015 00:43:14,386 --> 00:43:16,763 -Definitely have some salt that I'm feeling right now. 1016 00:43:16,888 --> 00:43:20,475 so it'll be good to talk it out. It does feel a little bit like, 1017 00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:22,102 oh, we're going to pick you up and play with you, 1018 00:43:22,227 --> 00:43:23,436 then put you down and pick someone else up. 1019 00:43:23,561 --> 00:43:25,021 And then maybe if we like you more, 1020 00:43:25,146 --> 00:43:28,400 we'll pick you up and play with you again. 1021 00:43:28,525 --> 00:43:29,776 -What's new? 1022 00:43:29,901 --> 00:43:32,362 -Well... 1023 00:43:32,487 --> 00:43:35,448 -Whew. I'll tell you what. 1024 00:43:35,573 --> 00:43:38,451 My armpits are sweating bullets right now. 1025 00:43:38,576 --> 00:43:42,455 ** 1026 00:43:42,580 --> 00:43:45,041 -Alright. -Hi. 1027 00:43:45,166 --> 00:43:46,751 -Hey, Sanu. -Hey, y'all. 1028 00:43:46,876 --> 00:43:49,462 -You look cute. -Thank you. 1029 00:43:49,587 --> 00:43:50,964 I'm really just here to make sure that Brittne 1030 00:43:51,089 --> 00:43:52,465 and Sean know what I'm really feeling. 1031 00:43:52,590 --> 00:43:56,469 I just want to be clear on what I meant when I stepped down 1032 00:43:56,594 --> 00:43:58,638 and why I did that in the first place. 1033 00:43:58,763 --> 00:44:00,306 -Cheers to me being nervous as fuck. 1034 00:44:00,432 --> 00:44:04,144 -Same. Very excited. [ Both laugh ] 1035 00:44:04,269 --> 00:44:06,312 -I was more hurt than I thought. 1036 00:44:06,438 --> 00:44:08,815 Not even just 'cause I was like swapped out, 1037 00:44:08,940 --> 00:44:13,570 but it did make me feel kind of objectified. 1038 00:44:13,695 --> 00:44:15,530 You said you were looking for someone 1039 00:44:15,655 --> 00:44:17,407 who's bringing a physical aspect, 1040 00:44:17,532 --> 00:44:19,909 and you were hoping someone could give that to you. 1041 00:44:20,035 --> 00:44:22,996 -I never thought that we were physical touch people, you know? 1042 00:44:23,121 --> 00:44:26,750 So I think that's why we wanted to just see if there was 1043 00:44:26,875 --> 00:44:28,918 a little something that aligns with us a little bit more 1044 00:44:29,044 --> 00:44:31,671 and just see what happens, you know? 1045 00:44:31,796 --> 00:44:34,132 -It really felt like a nice way of saying, 1046 00:44:34,257 --> 00:44:37,385 we're looking for a threesome. 1047 00:44:37,510 --> 00:44:38,845 -Whoa, like, I thought we talked things out, 1048 00:44:38,970 --> 00:44:42,057 and we were good at the masquerade. 1049 00:44:42,182 --> 00:44:43,975 -I don't know. 1050 00:44:44,100 --> 00:44:46,644 ** 1051 00:44:46,770 --> 00:44:48,688 -I feel like it ended off kind of prematurely. 1052 00:44:48,813 --> 00:44:49,898 -Yeah. -You know? 1053 00:44:50,023 --> 00:44:51,232 Maybe not. I don't know. -It did. 1054 00:44:51,358 --> 00:44:52,609 It definitely did. 1055 00:44:52,734 --> 00:44:54,486 -We didn't get a chance to experience you, so... 1056 00:44:54,611 --> 00:44:56,196 -For like, who you actually are. 1057 00:44:56,321 --> 00:44:58,239 -That's honestly what's the bittersweet part 1058 00:44:58,365 --> 00:45:00,742 of the last day was, damn. 1059 00:45:00,867 --> 00:45:02,786 -Without even knowing it, I think I just started 1060 00:45:02,911 --> 00:45:06,623 trying to behave a certain way, trying to control how things go. 1061 00:45:06,748 --> 00:45:09,292 I think that made me look bad. -No. 1062 00:45:09,417 --> 00:45:11,711 -Just you talking about this, like, I just feel -- Everything 1063 00:45:11,836 --> 00:45:14,756 I may have thought about you just goes out the window. 1064 00:45:14,881 --> 00:45:17,717 -If we had had that, like, last conversation, 1065 00:45:17,842 --> 00:45:19,552 like on day one, for instance, do you think 1066 00:45:19,678 --> 00:45:22,013 that would have changed the outcome of the situation? 1067 00:45:22,138 --> 00:45:23,932 -I think so, for sure, 1068 00:45:24,057 --> 00:45:26,017 because we were interested in you like right away. 1069 00:45:26,142 --> 00:45:29,104 -So we can't really check you off the list as doesn't work. 1070 00:45:29,229 --> 00:45:32,565 -Yeah. -We don't know. 1071 00:45:32,691 --> 00:45:35,110 -We're trying to find what qualities 1072 00:45:35,235 --> 00:45:36,611 and what dynamic works for us 1073 00:45:36,736 --> 00:45:39,906 when we do leave this experience, you know? 1074 00:45:40,031 --> 00:45:41,741 We were just missing, like, those small little things 1075 00:45:41,866 --> 00:45:43,743 that we really meant by physical touch, 1076 00:45:43,868 --> 00:45:46,871 like the hand holding and little things, not sexual. 1077 00:45:46,996 --> 00:45:48,748 -I guess I just felt dismissed. 1078 00:45:48,873 --> 00:45:50,583 I don't know. Like, I did have a bad taste in my mouth, 1079 00:45:50,709 --> 00:45:52,711 and I was really like, well, thanks for making it very clear. 1080 00:45:52,836 --> 00:45:54,254 Like, sorry I didn't put out for you. 1081 00:45:54,379 --> 00:45:55,714 Like, good luck with the next one. 1082 00:45:55,839 --> 00:45:57,882 -Yeah. 1083 00:45:58,008 --> 00:46:00,301 -I'm just really, really glad that she's sharing all this 1084 00:46:00,427 --> 00:46:03,638 with us. We don't just want her for sex. 1085 00:46:03,763 --> 00:46:06,558 We've enjoyed every single day with her. 1086 00:46:06,683 --> 00:46:08,560 -That was not meant to come off that way. 1087 00:46:08,685 --> 00:46:10,270 We've always had good intentions. 1088 00:46:10,395 --> 00:46:12,689 We're not the most well versed in polyamory, 1089 00:46:12,814 --> 00:46:15,900 so this is a learning experience in so many dynamics for us. 1090 00:46:16,026 --> 00:46:17,610 -You really do mean a lot to us, 1091 00:46:17,736 --> 00:46:21,322 and I just want you to know that. 1092 00:46:21,448 --> 00:46:22,824 -When you guys at the last ceremony, 1093 00:46:22,949 --> 00:46:25,577 like, did, like, acknowledge me, 1094 00:46:25,702 --> 00:46:27,662 that was like a really emotional moment for me. 1095 00:46:27,787 --> 00:46:30,373 -Coming into this, we had no idea what we wanted. 1096 00:46:30,498 --> 00:46:33,376 -Yeah. -And Sanu definitely helped us, 1097 00:46:33,501 --> 00:46:35,253 you know, in so many ways 1098 00:46:35,378 --> 00:46:38,173 figure out the things that we really did want. 1099 00:46:38,298 --> 00:46:39,924 -Yeah. Thank you. -Thank you. 1100 00:46:40,050 --> 00:46:41,760 -I think at that moment, it kind of came full circle 1101 00:46:41,885 --> 00:46:45,180 for me emotionally, like, I do want to try again. 1102 00:46:45,305 --> 00:46:47,932 If for any reason you guys want to continue exploring, 1103 00:46:48,058 --> 00:46:50,810 I'm fully open for that. I really do believe, 1104 00:46:50,935 --> 00:46:52,979 like, genuinely, like, in the real world, 1105 00:46:53,104 --> 00:46:54,689 we could have a connection. We all do the same thing. 1106 00:46:54,814 --> 00:46:56,649 -I think so, too. -We have the same mind-set. 1107 00:46:56,775 --> 00:46:59,444 -We're definitely glad that we had this time with Sanu, 1108 00:46:59,569 --> 00:47:01,154 and each time, her confidence 1109 00:47:01,279 --> 00:47:03,239 comes through more and more and more. 1110 00:47:03,365 --> 00:47:05,033 -There could still be something there, 1111 00:47:05,158 --> 00:47:07,619 because we never got to really explore that avenue. 1112 00:47:07,744 --> 00:47:10,497 So there could be something there. 1113 00:47:10,622 --> 00:47:13,083 Cheers to seeing what happens next. 1114 00:47:13,208 --> 00:47:15,877 -Here we go. 1115 00:47:16,002 --> 00:47:17,962 -A lot of my animosity that I felt towards you guys 1116 00:47:18,088 --> 00:47:19,589 has been cleared up. -Oh, good. 1117 00:47:19,714 --> 00:47:22,300 -Cause I was really hurt, and I now feel -- 1118 00:47:22,425 --> 00:47:23,593 Like, I feel like we're more on the same page 1119 00:47:23,718 --> 00:47:25,762 and I, like, understand it better. 1120 00:47:25,887 --> 00:47:27,389 -I don't want you to think we just don't care about you. 1121 00:47:27,514 --> 00:47:28,765 Just because we decided to swap 1122 00:47:28,890 --> 00:47:30,684 and then stay doesn't mean that all of a sudden, 1123 00:47:30,809 --> 00:47:33,019 like, everything that we all did together 1124 00:47:33,144 --> 00:47:34,604 is just, like, forgotten. 1125 00:47:34,729 --> 00:47:36,481 -I will just put it out there and say, 1126 00:47:36,606 --> 00:47:39,025 if you guys do want to re-explore things with me, 1127 00:47:39,150 --> 00:47:40,652 I would be open to it. 1128 00:47:40,777 --> 00:47:42,654 -I love that. -There's still time in this. 1129 00:47:42,779 --> 00:47:44,864 Whatever's thrown our way these next few days, 1130 00:47:44,989 --> 00:47:46,658 we don't want to lose you. -I don't want that, either. 1131 00:47:46,783 --> 00:47:48,576 I'm so glad we were able to talk. 1132 00:47:48,702 --> 00:47:51,454 -I am, too. Things are going really well with Jess. 1133 00:47:51,579 --> 00:47:53,164 But honestly, we really enjoyed our time 1134 00:47:53,289 --> 00:47:55,041 with Mia. -'Cause she's so fun, 1135 00:47:55,166 --> 00:47:58,128 and we love fun, so we're still keeping a very open mind. 1136 00:47:58,253 --> 00:48:02,674 ** 1137 00:48:02,799 --> 00:48:05,802 [ Both sigh ] 1138 00:48:05,927 --> 00:48:09,222 -Alright. -I am kind of freaking out, 1139 00:48:09,347 --> 00:48:12,267 wondering, like, who's going to show up. 1140 00:48:12,392 --> 00:48:14,728 ** 1141 00:48:14,853 --> 00:48:16,980 -[ Gasps ] -Hi! 1142 00:48:17,105 --> 00:48:21,735 -Oh, my God! -Shut up! 1143 00:48:21,860 --> 00:48:25,155 -I'm gagging, but in a way that I have never gagged before. 1144 00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:28,283 -My mind is jumbled up. 1145 00:48:28,408 --> 00:48:33,955 Darrien being an option I think would change everything. 1146 00:48:34,080 --> 00:48:35,373 Wow. 1147 00:48:39,461 --> 00:48:42,255 -Hi. -[ Squealing ] 1148 00:48:42,380 --> 00:48:44,299 -Wow. 1149 00:48:44,424 --> 00:48:48,345 The last person we would expect to come in is Darrien. 1150 00:48:48,470 --> 00:48:51,139 -Yeah. I'm just wondering, like, what unfinished business? 1151 00:48:51,264 --> 00:48:52,766 -This is so cute! 1152 00:48:52,891 --> 00:48:55,685 -This is your vibe, no? -It is my vibe. 1153 00:48:55,810 --> 00:48:58,938 -Wait. This is real life? -Thank you. 1154 00:48:59,064 --> 00:49:01,399 -There is still an attraction there. 1155 00:49:01,524 --> 00:49:02,901 I know that with Brittne and Sean, 1156 00:49:03,026 --> 00:49:04,527 we've got a really good thing going. 1157 00:49:04,652 --> 00:49:06,112 But I would love to explore 1158 00:49:06,237 --> 00:49:09,199 if there even is a spark with Maximo and Ash. 1159 00:49:09,324 --> 00:49:10,992 I am so attracted to you all 1160 00:49:11,117 --> 00:49:12,911 because you have this openness that just exudes. 1161 00:49:13,036 --> 00:49:14,954 And I love that, and I reflect that, 1162 00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:17,916 and I want to be in that space with you all. 1163 00:49:18,041 --> 00:49:21,002 I feel like everybody could see it, and like I could feel it 1164 00:49:21,127 --> 00:49:23,380 that there was an initial attraction. 1165 00:49:23,505 --> 00:49:25,757 -I want to kiss you. 1166 00:49:25,882 --> 00:49:28,802 -Why did my heart just like -- Okay. 1167 00:49:28,927 --> 00:49:30,762 ** 1168 00:49:30,887 --> 00:49:32,472 I feel like you really see us. 1169 00:49:32,597 --> 00:49:36,476 And I feel like when we talk to you, like, 1170 00:49:36,601 --> 00:49:40,563 I just like -- I lose -- [ Laughs ] 1171 00:49:40,689 --> 00:49:44,526 I'm just wondering, like, why are you on this date with us? 1172 00:49:45,443 --> 00:49:48,071 -Okay. Coming here, 1173 00:49:48,196 --> 00:49:51,783 I'm just really trying to lean into how I really, 1174 00:49:51,908 --> 00:49:54,369 really feel outside of anybody else. 1175 00:49:54,494 --> 00:49:56,121 To be with Sean and Brittne, 1176 00:49:56,246 --> 00:49:57,622 I feel like I need to just be patient with them, 1177 00:49:57,747 --> 00:49:59,457 and I want their first experience 1178 00:49:59,582 --> 00:50:01,084 to be really good and healthy, 1179 00:50:01,209 --> 00:50:03,420 and I want to show them love and respect. 1180 00:50:03,545 --> 00:50:05,588 But... 1181 00:50:05,714 --> 00:50:08,341 Uh... [ Laughs ] 1182 00:50:08,466 --> 00:50:11,177 -Oh, my gosh. What does that mean? 1183 00:50:11,302 --> 00:50:14,305 -Uh, y'all are making it very hard, very hard. 1184 00:50:14,431 --> 00:50:15,974 Right now with Sean and Brittne, 1185 00:50:16,099 --> 00:50:19,561 I want to protect the bond that we have and, like, 1186 00:50:19,686 --> 00:50:23,189 stay true to my original, like, words of saying 1187 00:50:23,314 --> 00:50:25,650 I wanted it to be closed and then open. And like, 1188 00:50:25,775 --> 00:50:27,902 I feel like I'm at the point where I could open it. 1189 00:50:28,028 --> 00:50:31,698 But to like, just have respect for them, 1190 00:50:31,823 --> 00:50:33,199 I don't feel like I would be able to swap. 1191 00:50:33,324 --> 00:50:34,492 I would want to share. I would want to do both. 1192 00:50:34,617 --> 00:50:37,245 I wish I could duplicate myself, 1193 00:50:37,370 --> 00:50:39,789 because I want to be able to be fully present with you all 1194 00:50:39,914 --> 00:50:42,334 and with Brittne and Sean simultaneously. 1195 00:50:42,459 --> 00:50:47,047 -And so what happens if they disrupt what's going on? 1196 00:50:47,172 --> 00:50:48,381 -If they decide to go with somebody else, 1197 00:50:48,506 --> 00:50:50,925 I'm running to you all, honestly. 1198 00:50:51,051 --> 00:50:53,720 -Oh, it's like that. Okay. [ Laughs ] 1199 00:50:53,845 --> 00:50:54,804 -Okay. 1200 00:50:54,929 --> 00:50:56,765 -Just seeing Darrien, 1201 00:50:56,890 --> 00:50:59,017 it's like feelings, feelings, feelings, feelings. 1202 00:50:59,142 --> 00:51:01,353 -Mm. Aw. 1203 00:51:01,478 --> 00:51:03,063 -That's such a tease. It's fine. 1204 00:51:03,188 --> 00:51:05,899 That was perfect. Wow. I'm like this close 1205 00:51:06,024 --> 00:51:08,360 to just throwing it all out with loyalty. 1206 00:51:08,485 --> 00:51:11,613 And I'm like, can't we just all run into the sunset? 1207 00:51:11,738 --> 00:51:13,114 Best date ever. 1208 00:51:13,239 --> 00:51:14,908 -Best. 1209 00:51:17,452 --> 00:51:22,332 ** 1210 00:51:22,457 --> 00:51:23,375 -What? 1211 00:51:23,500 --> 00:51:26,461 -Oh, my God! 1212 00:51:26,586 --> 00:51:28,505 -Becca's back. 1213 00:51:28,630 --> 00:51:30,715 -Hello. -Of course. 1214 00:51:30,840 --> 00:51:34,177 -Hi. It's good to see you guys. 1215 00:51:34,302 --> 00:51:36,846 Seeing them is overwhelming. 1216 00:51:36,971 --> 00:51:39,307 It's exciting, but I just -- 1217 00:51:39,432 --> 00:51:41,643 I know that we have a lot that we need to talk about, 1218 00:51:41,768 --> 00:51:43,812 and I have a lot left unsaid. 1219 00:51:43,937 --> 00:51:46,272 -Cheers to you, Becca. -Cheers to you, Becca. 1220 00:51:46,398 --> 00:51:48,817 -Cheers to you guys. I missed you guys. 1221 00:51:48,942 --> 00:51:50,443 -I missed you. -I missed you. 1222 00:51:50,568 --> 00:51:52,404 -How's the drama been in the house? 1223 00:51:52,529 --> 00:51:54,948 -Oh, so many first kisses. 1224 00:51:55,073 --> 00:51:57,784 We had our three way kiss with Jonathan. 1225 00:51:57,909 --> 00:52:00,161 -Was it better than mine? 1226 00:52:00,286 --> 00:52:04,207 -No. But not to say that it wasn't a great kiss, 1227 00:52:04,332 --> 00:52:05,792 but it was a little weird -- -It was in front of everyone. 1228 00:52:05,917 --> 00:52:07,585 -It was our first kiss in front of everybody. 1229 00:52:07,711 --> 00:52:09,504 -Oh, yeah. 1230 00:52:09,629 --> 00:52:11,965 -I really want to see if I can emotionally connect 1231 00:52:12,090 --> 00:52:14,634 with Becca today, because one thing that 1232 00:52:14,759 --> 00:52:17,971 I can be sure of with Becca is that she does care for us. 1233 00:52:18,096 --> 00:52:19,556 -I just want to know how you've been feeling 1234 00:52:19,681 --> 00:52:22,767 since the last stay or swap ceremony. 1235 00:52:22,892 --> 00:52:24,894 -I felt a little caught off guard 1236 00:52:25,020 --> 00:52:26,730 because I thought that we had a really, 1237 00:52:26,855 --> 00:52:29,190 like, genuine, like, relationship 1238 00:52:29,315 --> 00:52:32,110 where we could all tell each other what was going on. 1239 00:52:32,235 --> 00:52:34,112 -You need to talk to your couple. 1240 00:52:34,237 --> 00:52:36,031 -Why? -Because they pretty much 1241 00:52:36,156 --> 00:52:38,283 told me that they're interested in exploring me. 1242 00:52:38,408 --> 00:52:41,453 -I really did try and provide, like, as much space 1243 00:52:41,578 --> 00:52:44,330 as I could for you guys to, like, be true with me. 1244 00:52:44,456 --> 00:52:48,668 -We didn't want to halt the energy with you 1245 00:52:48,793 --> 00:52:50,253 by letting you know, 1246 00:52:50,378 --> 00:52:52,005 oh, we want to explore this other person 1247 00:52:52,130 --> 00:52:53,965 if we didn't even know we wanted to. 1248 00:52:54,090 --> 00:52:55,675 -You did know you felt that way 1249 00:52:55,800 --> 00:52:58,803 because you were laying it on thick with him. 1250 00:52:58,928 --> 00:53:00,055 -Bringing that perspective, 1251 00:53:00,180 --> 00:53:02,599 I can see how that might felt disconnected. 1252 00:53:02,724 --> 00:53:05,435 -Yeah, it did a little bit. 1253 00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:07,270 It's kind of nice to like 1254 00:53:07,395 --> 00:53:09,189 get everything kind of out into the open, 1255 00:53:09,314 --> 00:53:11,107 and it's making me realize more and more 1256 00:53:11,232 --> 00:53:14,819 that I don't want to be involved in any more drama anymore. 1257 00:53:14,944 --> 00:53:17,447 I really do care about you guys. 1258 00:53:17,572 --> 00:53:20,533 -What I've learned from you, what I've grown through with you 1259 00:53:20,658 --> 00:53:23,244 is beautiful, amazing. 1260 00:53:23,370 --> 00:53:25,872 There is so many qualities of you that I admire 1261 00:53:25,997 --> 00:53:29,668 and that I'm now starting to take on even. 1262 00:53:29,793 --> 00:53:31,670 -We also have a really good bond 1263 00:53:31,795 --> 00:53:33,088 and a really great connection. 1264 00:53:33,213 --> 00:53:35,799 And I do feel like if we give ourselves 1265 00:53:35,924 --> 00:53:38,385 that time where we can both let our guards down, 1266 00:53:38,510 --> 00:53:40,720 it can be something really beautiful for all of us. 1267 00:53:40,845 --> 00:53:41,596 So I just want you guys to know that, 1268 00:53:41,721 --> 00:53:45,100 like, our story isn't done. 1269 00:53:45,225 --> 00:53:47,394 -It's not done. -Hell, no. 1270 00:53:47,519 --> 00:53:49,896 -Yeah. 1271 00:53:50,021 --> 00:53:51,314 I'm really glad that we had this chat. 1272 00:53:51,439 --> 00:53:54,150 -I'm so glad we had this chat, too. 1273 00:53:54,275 --> 00:53:59,864 ** 1274 00:53:59,989 --> 00:54:01,574 -What if it's literally not him? 1275 00:54:01,700 --> 00:54:03,243 -If it's not him, like, I don't know 1276 00:54:03,368 --> 00:54:04,536 if I'm really even going to fully pay attention 1277 00:54:04,661 --> 00:54:05,995 to the other person, so... 1278 00:54:06,121 --> 00:54:07,455 -Oh, thank God. It's him. 1279 00:54:07,580 --> 00:54:09,457 -Hey, hey. 1280 00:54:09,582 --> 00:54:11,292 -Hello. 1281 00:54:11,418 --> 00:54:13,253 -Thank God. 1282 00:54:13,378 --> 00:54:15,964 I just want to let him know how we feel, 1283 00:54:16,089 --> 00:54:18,299 'cause he opened up to me, he opened up to you, 1284 00:54:18,425 --> 00:54:21,219 and I think it's time we open up to him together. 1285 00:54:24,264 --> 00:54:26,641 -How you feeling? Okay? -Um, yeah. 1286 00:54:26,766 --> 00:54:28,268 -Are you sure? 1287 00:54:28,393 --> 00:54:30,812 -Yeah, yeah, I am. So, I'm just curious. 1288 00:54:30,937 --> 00:54:33,231 Like, where is your head at? 1289 00:54:33,356 --> 00:54:35,650 Like, after everything that's happened up until now, 1290 00:54:35,775 --> 00:54:38,611 like, how would you -- How do you want to move forward? 1291 00:54:38,737 --> 00:54:41,281 -With Maximo and Ash, 1292 00:54:41,406 --> 00:54:43,700 like, I feel like I'm not emotionally there. 1293 00:54:43,825 --> 00:54:47,412 Like, I sometimes feel like I'm kind of, like, cheating 1294 00:54:47,537 --> 00:54:50,957 or just -- Because I'm not 100% in right now. 1295 00:54:51,082 --> 00:54:52,500 I just have to be honest with them about that. 1296 00:54:52,625 --> 00:54:56,296 And again, it's because you guys are my mind. 1297 00:54:56,421 --> 00:54:57,922 I kind of want to know, like -- like, 1298 00:54:58,048 --> 00:55:00,008 where are you guys at with Frank? 1299 00:55:00,133 --> 00:55:03,053 And, like, do you guys really see a connection there? 1300 00:55:03,178 --> 00:55:06,348 -I'm going to be honest with my side. 1301 00:55:06,473 --> 00:55:09,225 During the days after that stay and swap ceremony 1302 00:55:09,351 --> 00:55:11,394 when you left, I was ready to move on. 1303 00:55:11,519 --> 00:55:14,147 I was like, okay, so I'm going to really give Frank a chance. 1304 00:55:14,272 --> 00:55:16,983 And I think I learned a lot about him, 1305 00:55:17,108 --> 00:55:19,652 but that connection didn't form. 1306 00:55:19,778 --> 00:55:22,989 It wasn't like as organic or natural or anything like that. 1307 00:55:23,114 --> 00:55:24,324 I think it's more of like a friendship. 1308 00:55:24,449 --> 00:55:26,117 And in terms of intimacy, 1309 00:55:26,242 --> 00:55:28,036 like there's really nothing to tell. 1310 00:55:28,161 --> 00:55:30,538 Like, that was also our first kiss at the game, 1311 00:55:30,663 --> 00:55:32,582 and that was it. 1312 00:55:32,707 --> 00:55:35,168 So, I mean, I think we were also holding back either like, 1313 00:55:35,293 --> 00:55:37,379 you know, intentionally and subconsciously, like -- 1314 00:55:37,504 --> 00:55:40,048 -Yeah, I didn't move on that much from you, 1315 00:55:40,173 --> 00:55:42,842 and I wasn't ready to put it into another person. 1316 00:55:42,967 --> 00:55:44,594 -I basically told him I was over it, 1317 00:55:44,719 --> 00:55:48,848 but after I hugged you and I looked into your eyes, 1318 00:55:48,973 --> 00:55:52,143 which, like, sounds so stupid, but I, like, hugged you 1319 00:55:52,268 --> 00:55:53,770 and he looked in your eyes and like, 1320 00:55:53,895 --> 00:55:58,441 I walked away and was like, shit, I am not over it. 1321 00:55:58,566 --> 00:56:01,528 And he was on the same page. -You were on the same page? 1322 00:56:01,653 --> 00:56:04,406 -Yeah. I mean, my feelings for you, dude, 1323 00:56:04,531 --> 00:56:07,617 have, like, never left, and I apologize. 1324 00:56:07,742 --> 00:56:10,161 Like, yesterday, I was probably ignoring you a lot 1325 00:56:10,286 --> 00:56:11,663 and not wanting to be around you 1326 00:56:11,788 --> 00:56:13,623 and not looking at you in the eyes. 1327 00:56:13,748 --> 00:56:15,959 And that was mainly just coming from like a place of hurt. 1328 00:56:16,084 --> 00:56:19,295 And like, especially when I see you around Maximo and Ash, 1329 00:56:19,421 --> 00:56:21,131 and it's because I wanted more of you, 1330 00:56:21,256 --> 00:56:23,675 not because I wanted less of you. 1331 00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:25,010 -We've made it clear how we feel, 1332 00:56:25,135 --> 00:56:27,470 unless you still are wondering. 1333 00:56:27,595 --> 00:56:29,472 -No, I think I do know how you guys feel. 1334 00:56:29,597 --> 00:56:31,683 -Yeah. -That's why I'm pretty much 1335 00:56:31,808 --> 00:56:34,644 opening up, and I'm pretty much telling you guys that I -- 1336 00:56:34,769 --> 00:56:37,272 You know, I like you both. 1337 00:56:37,397 --> 00:56:39,524 -The fact that he's now on the same page as us 1338 00:56:39,649 --> 00:56:42,402 and wants to build a relationship with us, 1339 00:56:42,527 --> 00:56:44,571 that's like all I've wanted to hear. 1340 00:56:44,696 --> 00:56:47,240 I just can't wait to see what happens after this. 1341 00:56:47,365 --> 00:56:51,453 -Oh, we got to have some tough conversations. 1342 00:56:51,578 --> 00:56:54,664 -The vibe with the boys, it just feels super natural. 1343 00:56:54,789 --> 00:56:59,085 But the thing that's in my head right now is our rocky past. 1344 00:56:59,210 --> 00:57:00,712 There was just like a lot of drama. 1345 00:57:00,837 --> 00:57:03,089 I don't know if I want to experience that again. 1346 00:57:03,214 --> 00:57:10,764 ** 1347 00:57:10,889 --> 00:57:12,766 -Hello. 1348 00:57:12,891 --> 00:57:15,310 -What's up, everybody? 1349 00:57:15,435 --> 00:57:19,481 [ All speaking indistinctly ] 1350 00:57:19,606 --> 00:57:21,107 -How's it going? 1351 00:57:21,232 --> 00:57:22,942 Whenever I see both Scott and Shamyra, 1352 00:57:23,068 --> 00:57:25,236 I just know something's about to go down. 1353 00:57:25,362 --> 00:57:27,322 [ All speaking indistinctly ] 1354 00:57:27,447 --> 00:57:28,865 -Now what? 1355 00:57:28,990 --> 00:57:30,575 -Hello, hello. -Hi. 1356 00:57:30,700 --> 00:57:32,869 -Becca's back! 1357 00:57:32,994 --> 00:57:35,121 -Hi, guys. -Hey, hi. 1358 00:57:35,246 --> 00:57:37,165 -Hey. 1359 00:57:37,290 --> 00:57:43,213 ** 1360 00:57:43,338 --> 00:57:45,507 -[ Laughing ] What the fuck is going on? 1361 00:57:45,632 --> 00:57:48,551 -It's all come down to this decision tonight. 1362 00:57:48,677 --> 00:57:51,012 -[ Gasps ] -Oh, God.