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好耶

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（傻狗玩得很開心）

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好耶

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好的

5
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你和她談過後，我會討論一些選項

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好，妳還…

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- 還好…
- 真的嗎？

8
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這是我的工作

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我需要一點時間

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天啊

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牠會說話

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- 對啊
- 妳們好

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- 妳好
- 妳好

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我是艾美

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- 妳好，抱歉
- 妳好

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妳好

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因為潘科威茲醫生和妳們談過了

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我是來和妳們談安寧病房的事

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什麼安寧病房？

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潘科威茲醫生還沒…

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糟了

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完蛋了

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算了，當我沒說

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我晚點再回來，好嗎？

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有一點小誤會

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我就直說了，我搞砸了

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天啊，艾美

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- 說吧
- 莫莉

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真抱歉妳是這樣發現的

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莫莉

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潘醫生

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腰脊穿刺的結果出來了

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結果顯示癌細胞已擴散

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到了妳的脊髓和大腦

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所以你失敗了

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你說五年

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- 我沒有
- 他沒有

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我覺得大約是幾星期到幾個月

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但我們還是可以再做一次化療

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我們可以…

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真是的…免疫治療

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如果妳想要的話

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我不想治療

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好的

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- 好嗎？
- 好

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我可以等到適當的時間再回來

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該死，艾美

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現在我們需要妳了

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《死前慾望清單》

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（沒那麼嚴重）

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再見，傑瑞，謝謝你

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再見，莫莉

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- 再見，妮琪
- 再見

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好的

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歡迎

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有什麼需要就告訴我

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妳們喜歡拼圖還是書？

58
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我有好多美術用品

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妳們可以在牆上作畫

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只要別鑽孔就好

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沒人會帶電鑽來安寧病房

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這很難說

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真的很難說

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妳在這裡有權力

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妳可以告訴艾美，妳何時想要什麼感覺

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我想要的感覺

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謝謝

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謝謝

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我要別的房間

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我要換房間

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我想每間房都差不多

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但我們可以把這間改造得好一點

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我們可以裝飾一下

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不要那張畫

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那是用螺絲鎖上的

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我覺得是傑作

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但是，妳說說看
妳覺得這張精美的畫最糟的部分是什麼

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那個漁夫

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不，是那艘船

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不對，是魚

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為什麼有這麼多魚？

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實在是太誇張了，魚實在太多了

83
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我媽好像打電話給我

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我的手機沒響

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- 是不…
- 天啊

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妳怎麼知道？

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我好像開始有超能力了

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我相信

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喂，媽

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我在安寧病房

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好的

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如果有需要，我就在這裡

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告訴我妳何時需要我，我在附近

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妳在哪裡？

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我在大廳

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醫院大廳嗎？

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- 對
- 這間醫院？

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我在大廳，妳要我說幾次？

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不然我還能在哪裡？

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媽，我要妳在這裡

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- 妳好，妳是…
- 我名叫蓋兒

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媽

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媽

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寶貝女兒

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我的寶貝

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（病房）

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那邊的小朋友想知道

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他能不能一起玩拼圖

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不行

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不行，好，我跟他說

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她想自己玩

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她快死了嗎？

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沒有

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但你也是

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我也是，所以就算了

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來玩找字遊戲吧

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蓋兒，我只…

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我只是來拿包包

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護士會搬行軍床來，讓我在這裡過夜

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好的，蓋兒

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我會待在…

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等候室，把拼圖完成

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- 妮琪
- 什麼事？

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妳為她做的事…

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妳不在的時候，誰在照顧狗？

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我男朋友史考特

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妳要不要在這裡拼圖？

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這是起司

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這是檸檬

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檸檬，不，是起司

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這是太陽

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我們要把太陽全部放在另一堆

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我來拼太陽

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好的，妳可以拼老鼠嗎？

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我很樂意拼老鼠，謝謝

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妳的頭髮怎麼了？

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什麼？

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- 等等，有什麼怪怪的嗎？
- 對

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天啊，妳對我做了什麼？

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不是我啦

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妳只是看起來快生病了

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- 她一直都想要粉紅色的頭髮
- 她以前都不讓我染髮

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看起來超酷的

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謝謝

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妳在填表的時候

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誰要聽我說明死亡的過程？

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很好

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死亡不神祕，不是醫療災難

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這是個身體的過程

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就像生產

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或是上廁所、咳嗽

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或是性高潮

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因為妳的身體知道該怎麼做

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身體知道該如何死亡

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很酷吧？

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好，接下來是可預期的事

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在生命的最後一個月，妳不會再下床

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妳會減少吃喝，也會睡得更多

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譫妄很正常

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有些人說他們會覺得…

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時間停止流動

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妳有這樣的感覺嗎？

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- 有
- 有

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好，二至三星期後

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妳的日常活動都需要人幫忙

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但是死亡的過程中，我最喜歡的是…

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艾美

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我知道，有人說我太興奮了

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我應該收斂一點，抱歉

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我現在無法接受，但是…

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我該繼續說嗎？

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對，但是妳可以握著我的手嗎？

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妳的身體知道會發生什麼事
並且會進入酮症的狀態

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會降低饑餓和疼痛感

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而且會提高愉悅感

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當妳開始主動死亡時…

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主動死亡是什麼？

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主動死亡是一段神聖的時期

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至少以前是，而且在世上某些地方仍是

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那是當妳非常接近死亡的時候

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妳的身體開始停止運作

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大家還好嗎？

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我在問妳，蓋兒

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如果莫莉想聽

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我也可以聽

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妳們過來

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我不用了

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在積極死亡時，妳的意識不會完整

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下顎肌肉會放鬆

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呼吸會改變

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喉嚨深處可能會有流水聲

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很遺憾的是
這是一種叫做最後分泌造成的

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我知道

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當妳非常接近死亡時

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呼吸會進入一個
深度緩慢和長時間暫停的循環

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到最後，吐出一口氣

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而沒有吸氣

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就這樣

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- 喂
- 什麼？

200
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我死的時候，妳能幫我把嘴巴閉上嗎？

201
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好的

202
00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:21,908
別咬我就好

203
00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:24,744
我幹嘛要咬妳？

204
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真不知道我為什麼要這麼說

205
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但是拜託別咬我

206
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妳害怕我咬妳多久了？

207
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我知道妳不會

208
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我很激動，這是不理性的恐懼

209
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好，而且在某個時候

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如果妳覺得太虛弱

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或是太痛，或是真的受夠了

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我可以幫妳打鎮定劑，但妳會失去意識

213
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不，我想要感受愈久愈好

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好的

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等等，我忘了迴光返照

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天啊，嚇到我了

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在生命的最後一週

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有些人會發生迴光返照

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也就是活力變好，頭腦清楚

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所以，好好享受迴光返照

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而且知道妳又更靠近死亡一步了

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我超愛妳的活力，艾美

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妳好瘋，超讚

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我不知道妳想不想見我

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說實話

226
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我喜歡把你弄哭

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很好

228
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妳會痛嗎？

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會

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我本來有很多話要對妳說

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但現在我全都不記得了

232
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貝絲懷孕了

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太好了

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- 對啊
- 對啊

235
00:14:14,604 --> 00:14:16,564
我一直在讀育兒書籍

236
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妳知道嗎？寶寶出生頭幾個月

237
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他們以為見到的一切都是自己的一部分

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很奇怪嗎？

239
00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:27,366
他們不會知道自己和其他東西

240
00:14:27,450 --> 00:14:28,826
是不一樣的

241
00:14:29,619 --> 00:14:31,079
哇，我很喜歡這樣

242
00:14:32,914 --> 00:14:33,915
是啊

243
00:14:34,832 --> 00:14:35,833
我也是

244
00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:36,602
強尼

245
00:15:36,686 --> 00:15:38,312
今天真的好多魚上鉤

246
00:15:40,314 --> 00:15:43,276
該把這些該死的魚撈起來了

247
00:15:44,402 --> 00:15:45,319
- 莫莉
- 莫莉

248
00:15:45,403 --> 00:15:46,362
- 莫莉
- 莫莉

249
00:15:46,445 --> 00:15:47,321
- 莫莉
- 莫莉

250
00:15:47,405 --> 00:15:48,239
莫莉

251
00:15:48,322 --> 00:15:49,157
- 莫莉
- 莫莉

252
00:15:49,240 --> 00:15:50,074
- 莫莉
- 莫莉

253
00:15:50,158 --> 00:15:51,075
莫莉

254
00:15:51,159 --> 00:15:52,160
- 莫莉
- 莫莉

255
00:15:52,243 --> 00:15:53,536
莫莉，妳好

256
00:16:02,253 --> 00:16:03,796
再見，小傢伙

257
00:16:06,090 --> 00:16:07,550
媽

258
00:16:07,633 --> 00:16:08,801
看看這個

259
00:16:09,552 --> 00:16:10,636
醒醒

260
00:16:10,720 --> 00:16:12,138
媽，快醒醒

261
00:16:12,221 --> 00:16:13,055
醒來啊

262
00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:14,891
莫莉，我在這裡

263
00:16:16,267 --> 00:16:17,727
- 莫莉
- 媽

264
00:16:19,896 --> 00:16:21,772
- 早安，莫莉
- 我拿了妳早上要吃的藥…

265
00:16:21,856 --> 00:16:23,774
- 早安，莫莉
- …量一下妳的血壓

266
00:16:23,858 --> 00:16:25,276
- …妳的左手臂
- 莫莉，這裡

267
00:16:25,359 --> 00:16:27,695
- 妳的疼痛程度是多少？
- …如果妳需要上廁所

268
00:16:34,035 --> 00:16:35,745
時間不是真實的

269
00:16:35,828 --> 00:16:36,913
是個圓圈

270
00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:41,667
妳就快死了

271
00:16:57,183 --> 00:16:58,976
我一直看到東西

272
00:17:00,061 --> 00:17:05,274
有東西從牆上飛下來，在房裡繞圈

273
00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:10,279
感覺好像我脫離了什麼

274
00:17:10,363 --> 00:17:12,365
脫離世界嗎？

275
00:17:13,324 --> 00:17:16,369
對，還有時間？

276
00:17:18,120 --> 00:17:19,205
就像…

277
00:17:21,082 --> 00:17:23,000
我覺得所有東西同時存在

278
00:17:23,084 --> 00:17:25,044
就像，我在和妳說話

279
00:17:25,586 --> 00:17:28,881
但我也在和我認識的每一個不同的妳說話

280
00:17:28,965 --> 00:17:30,967
全都和我在房裡

281
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:32,051
該死

282
00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:36,264
就像2009年時的我
那時我的髮型和妳一樣

283
00:17:37,765 --> 00:17:38,599
對

284
00:17:40,268 --> 00:17:41,561
很可怕嗎？

285
00:17:41,644 --> 00:17:42,645
不

286
00:17:43,938 --> 00:17:45,982
我看得出來她很疼痛

287
00:17:46,983 --> 00:17:48,150
我該怎麼做？

288
00:17:48,943 --> 00:17:49,944
深呼吸

289
00:17:50,611 --> 00:17:54,323
因為人們經常會堅持

290
00:17:54,407 --> 00:17:56,200
等待事情解決

291
00:17:56,284 --> 00:18:00,454
或是擔心造成愛的人很多痛苦

292
00:18:01,872 --> 00:18:03,332
妳認為她擔心妳嗎？

293
00:18:06,919 --> 00:18:07,920
不

294
00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:11,799
不是我

295
00:18:12,300 --> 00:18:14,552
我真希望能看到未來

296
00:18:15,678 --> 00:18:17,888
真希望能看到妳變老

297
00:18:17,972 --> 00:18:21,225
是嗎？我們都可以算老了

298
00:18:21,309 --> 00:18:24,312
這一定就是妳認為的樣子

299
00:18:24,395 --> 00:18:29,692
就像在說「你好，我在美術館上美術課

300
00:18:29,775 --> 00:18:32,987
而且口香錠在我的包包裡亂滾

301
00:18:33,863 --> 00:18:36,449
而且我的口氣像蠟筆

302
00:18:36,532 --> 00:18:40,411
我放屁的聲音就像彈珠掉在地上」

303
00:18:45,082 --> 00:18:46,083
我希望…

304
00:18:46,834 --> 00:18:48,919
妳也能活著經歷這些

305
00:18:59,263 --> 00:19:01,307
妳打電話大罵諾亞了嗎？

306
00:19:02,099 --> 00:19:03,559
沒有，我…

307
00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,270
沒有

308
00:19:09,190 --> 00:19:10,358
我剛和某人配對

309
00:19:10,983 --> 00:19:12,735
真不是時候

310
00:19:12,818 --> 00:19:14,779
{\an8}（有人喜歡你！）

311
00:19:15,571 --> 00:19:16,572
瞧瞧這個

312
00:19:17,073 --> 00:19:18,157
「妳想做什麼？」

313
00:19:20,534 --> 00:19:22,036
正好妳問了

314
00:19:22,745 --> 00:19:24,246
你怎麼現在才出現在我生命中？

315
00:19:36,050 --> 00:19:37,051
是啊

316
00:19:40,096 --> 00:19:42,431
這片是角落的，對

317
00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:44,433
那個是我的

318
00:19:49,063 --> 00:19:51,148
你怎麼來了？

319
00:19:51,232 --> 00:19:52,358
蓋兒打電話給我

320
00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:55,277
莫莉要我演奏打擊樂器給她聽

321
00:19:55,361 --> 00:19:57,738
蓋兒說她聽很多古典樂

322
00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:00,658
你好

323
00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,452
- 我不要給妳這樣的負擔…
- 我覺得是很好的驚喜

324
00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:05,746
…但這件事很離譜

325
00:20:05,830 --> 00:20:07,331
她破解我的手機

326
00:20:07,415 --> 00:20:09,709
抱歉，我用她的臉解鎖

327
00:20:09,792 --> 00:20:11,711
- 媽
- 她在我睡覺時做這件事

328
00:20:11,794 --> 00:20:14,672
這是真的嗎？還是我又產生幻覺？
我希望這是真的

329
00:20:14,755 --> 00:20:17,133
她的計畫是和諾亞聯絡

330
00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:20,010
然後她要我和他復合

331
00:20:20,094 --> 00:20:21,721
這樣妳就會開心

332
00:20:21,804 --> 00:20:22,763
我不確定

333
00:20:22,847 --> 00:20:23,973
媽

334
00:20:24,974 --> 00:20:27,184
妳說妳會尊重別人的意願

335
00:20:27,268 --> 00:20:28,853
尊重妳的意願，不是妮琪的

336
00:20:28,936 --> 00:20:30,062
天啊

337
00:20:30,146 --> 00:20:33,858
她覺得妳擔心拋下我一個人

338
00:20:35,943 --> 00:20:39,238
如果是的話，妳完全不必擔心我

339
00:20:39,321 --> 00:20:43,784
我不會有事，我很好，沒事

340
00:20:43,868 --> 00:20:45,745
不要一直去想

341
00:20:45,828 --> 00:20:47,705
我不…我很好

342
00:20:47,788 --> 00:20:49,623
好吧，但希望沒那麼好

343
00:20:52,710 --> 00:20:53,836
諾亞

344
00:20:55,796 --> 00:20:57,548
抱歉我在你們準備展開新生活時

345
00:20:57,631 --> 00:20:59,800
請她和我做這件事

346
00:21:00,634 --> 00:21:01,635
沒有關係

347
00:21:03,179 --> 00:21:04,054
她很愛妳

348
00:21:05,139 --> 00:21:06,640
她全心全意愛妳

349
00:21:07,683 --> 00:21:08,684
我並不難過

350
00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:12,438
我覺得你應該和女朋友分手

351
00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:13,856
這是我的死前願望

352
00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:15,983
別和女友分手，我不…

353
00:21:16,066 --> 00:21:17,651
你應該和女友分手

354
00:21:17,735 --> 00:21:19,987
不然我會在你夢裡纏著你不放

355
00:21:20,070 --> 00:21:21,572
- 為什麼大家都瘋了？
- 我們分手了

356
00:21:22,239 --> 00:21:23,073
好的

357
00:21:24,658 --> 00:21:25,785
對

358
00:21:25,868 --> 00:21:26,952
- 你們何時分手的？
- 蓋兒

359
00:21:27,036 --> 00:21:27,953
你們何時分手的？

360
00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:30,873
一個星期前…

361
00:21:31,874 --> 00:21:33,459
- 我不…這不表示…
- 不

362
00:21:33,542 --> 00:21:34,710
我知道，當然不是

363
00:21:34,794 --> 00:21:36,837
我今天來安寧病房不是為了找人上床

364
00:21:36,921 --> 00:21:38,297
那不是…不

365
00:21:40,549 --> 00:21:42,259
你的器具很大

366
00:21:42,343 --> 00:21:44,136
- 天啊
- 對，謝謝，蓋兒

367
00:21:45,429 --> 00:21:46,472
要看看我的本事嗎？

368
00:21:46,555 --> 00:21:47,640
- 不要
- 不要

369
00:21:47,723 --> 00:21:48,557
不要

370
00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:57,942
如果妳想走就走，妳不必…

371
00:21:59,485 --> 00:22:01,403
- 或是留下來等，好
- 我想要留下來

372
00:22:09,703 --> 00:22:10,704
我…

373
00:22:12,748 --> 00:22:15,209
沒想到我能…

374
00:22:16,126 --> 00:22:18,045
這麼愛一個人

375
00:22:22,925 --> 00:22:24,718
但我現在知道我可以了

376
00:22:28,055 --> 00:22:29,056
很好

377
00:22:30,015 --> 00:22:32,017
雯特出生時，我就是這種感覺

378
00:22:33,435 --> 00:22:34,687
很離譜…是啊

379
00:22:36,105 --> 00:22:37,106
是啊

380
00:22:38,899 --> 00:22:42,278
我永遠不可能參與一個人的出生

381
00:22:42,361 --> 00:22:43,696
從最初開始

382
00:22:45,030 --> 00:22:48,659
但結束時我會在

383
00:22:49,201 --> 00:22:54,915
我要愛這個人直到最後

384
00:22:57,751 --> 00:22:58,752
這樣很棒，妮琪

385
00:23:06,343 --> 00:23:07,928
也許也會愛你

386
00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:17,813
順便說一下

387
00:23:22,484 --> 00:23:23,485
了解

388
00:23:49,178 --> 00:23:50,179
是他

389
00:23:52,681 --> 00:23:54,808
我不想走，但是我的評價是五星

390
00:23:54,892 --> 00:23:55,935
我要維持下去

391
00:23:56,602 --> 00:23:58,270
- 我了解
- 我知道妳了解

392
00:23:58,354 --> 00:23:59,355
我知道妳知道

393
00:24:00,773 --> 00:24:01,774
陪我走出去？

394
00:24:49,780 --> 00:24:51,323
這是怎麼回事？

395
00:24:52,282 --> 00:24:53,951
是迴光返照

396
00:24:54,034 --> 00:24:55,828
我們認為是迴光返照

397
00:25:53,052 --> 00:25:54,219
親愛的，水溫可以嗎？

398
00:25:56,388 --> 00:25:57,639
很好

399
00:25:59,308 --> 00:26:00,517
我出去外面

400
00:26:01,310 --> 00:26:03,479
產房的護士說給妳20分鐘

401
00:26:03,562 --> 00:26:06,065
然後一個有錢人要在這裡面生孩子

402
00:26:08,942 --> 00:26:09,860
好的

403
00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:25,459
我以為感覺會很好

404
00:26:27,044 --> 00:26:28,754
但只是讓我好痛

405
00:26:28,837 --> 00:26:30,130
親愛的

406
00:26:42,142 --> 00:26:43,644
我準備好了

407
00:26:47,022 --> 00:26:48,023
好的

408
00:26:50,317 --> 00:26:51,318
很好

409
00:26:52,027 --> 00:26:55,948
我回去房間

410
00:26:56,031 --> 00:26:57,199
和艾美說

411
00:26:58,367 --> 00:27:00,869
也許她可以讓我選鎮定劑

412
00:27:05,833 --> 00:27:06,959
媽…

413
00:27:17,678 --> 00:27:18,679
我知道

414
00:27:21,014 --> 00:27:22,474
我知道了

415
00:27:26,895 --> 00:27:29,231
妳想對我說的話

416
00:27:31,275 --> 00:27:32,526
我都已經知道了

417
00:28:12,232 --> 00:28:14,985
我的身體做得很好

418
00:28:17,863 --> 00:28:19,281
真的很好

419
00:28:33,587 --> 00:28:37,424
我先給妳第一劑

420
00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:41,511
這會減輕妳的疼痛，讓妳呼吸輕鬆得多

421
00:28:48,894 --> 00:28:50,395
告訴妳哦

422
00:28:50,479 --> 00:28:51,939
說實話

423
00:28:54,900 --> 00:28:56,860
沒有那麼嚴重

424
00:29:00,656 --> 00:29:02,199
開始吧

425
00:29:03,784 --> 00:29:04,910
我有點興奮

426
00:29:07,162 --> 00:29:10,082
妳知道有多少計畫和旅程

427
00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:13,794
我因為覺得不舒服而取消嗎？

428
00:29:16,630 --> 00:29:22,386
現在我可以踏上只有我的旅程

429
00:29:24,888 --> 00:29:26,765
- 對啊
- 好的

430
00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:06,513
我真以妳為榮

431
00:30:07,848 --> 00:30:09,224
而且我愛妳

432
00:30:10,684 --> 00:30:14,104
我很感激有妳

433
00:30:19,234 --> 00:30:24,531
這個世界上，妳是我最喜歡的人

434
00:31:38,522 --> 00:31:39,523
我在這裡

435
00:31:40,273 --> 00:31:41,608
有我在，我陪著妳

436
00:32:22,732 --> 00:32:23,733
糟糕

437
00:32:48,049 --> 00:32:49,801
謝謝妳沒咬我

438
00:33:07,444 --> 00:33:09,196
我們的狂歡已經結束了

439
00:33:10,947 --> 00:33:13,450
我們這些演員

440
00:33:13,533 --> 00:33:17,204
正如我先前告訴你的，全是精靈

441
00:33:17,287 --> 00:33:19,998
化成淡煙消散在空中

442
00:33:20,624 --> 00:33:23,835
如同這虛無縹緲的幻景

443
00:33:24,419 --> 00:33:28,965
入雲的樓閣、精美的宮殿

444
00:33:30,342 --> 00:33:33,887
莊嚴的廟堂，甚至是地球本身

445
00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:36,264
都將消散

446
00:33:36,348 --> 00:33:40,227
就像這一場幻景

447
00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:42,312
連一點煙雲都不留下

448
00:33:43,438 --> 00:33:47,817
構成我們的料子，也就是那夢幻的料子
我們短暫的一生

449
00:33:47,901 --> 00:33:49,611
都環繞在酣睡之中

450
00:33:59,579 --> 00:34:01,164
不

451
00:34:09,881 --> 00:34:11,132
抱歉我們遲到了

452
00:34:12,801 --> 00:34:15,136
- 雯特，學校如何？
- 妳好

453
00:34:15,220 --> 00:34:16,388
排演如何？

454
00:34:16,471 --> 00:34:17,681
- 很好，對啊
- 是嗎？

455
00:34:50,130 --> 00:34:51,047
（改編自同名播客）

456
00:34:51,131 --> 00:34:52,048
（靈感來自莫莉科真的生活）

457
00:34:52,132 --> 00:34:53,383
（本節目雖改編自真實事件）

458
00:34:53,466 --> 00:34:54,718
（但地點和對話皆為虛構）

459
00:34:54,801 --> 00:34:56,052
（如有雷同，純屬戲劇需要）

460
00:35:35,091 --> 00:35:37,093
字幕翻譯：愛珍