1 00:00:12,846 --> 00:00:15,432 I wanna go places no one has ever been. 2 00:00:17,100 --> 00:00:20,145 Like, not like actually physically a place. 3 00:00:20,895 --> 00:00:22,147 But, like... 4 00:00:24,816 --> 00:00:28,486 mentally and just, like, 5 00:00:28,570 --> 00:00:30,989 do something that's completely... 6 00:00:32,406 --> 00:00:36,661 just great and super grand, and big. 7 00:00:38,997 --> 00:00:40,290 And I feel like, you know... 8 00:00:41,541 --> 00:00:43,960 You do it once, you do it twice, you have... 9 00:00:44,002 --> 00:00:46,421 You have to be able to do a third time, right? 10 00:00:46,504 --> 00:00:48,441 And then, a fourth, and a fifth, and a sixth, and a seventh, 11 00:00:48,465 --> 00:00:50,359 and an eighth, and a ninth, and a tenth, and 11, 12 12 00:00:50,383 --> 00:00:54,471 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 13 00:00:54,512 --> 00:00:58,767 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, 14 00:00:58,850 --> 00:01:03,063 50... wait... 40, 41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50, 15 00:01:03,146 --> 00:01:08,360 51, 52, 53, 54, 55, 56, 57, 58, 59, 60, 61, 62, 63, 64, 65, 66, 16 00:01:08,401 --> 00:01:14,401 67, 68, 69, 70, 71, 72, 73, 74, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 17 00:01:14,574 --> 00:01:20,080 81, 82, 83, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90, 91, 92, 93, 94, 95, 96, 18 00:01:20,163 --> 00:01:22,539 97, 98, 99, 100. 19 00:01:30,423 --> 00:01:32,068 Who's gonna pump the beats? 20 00:01:32,092 --> 00:01:34,259 The beats need to be heard all the way up here, 21 00:01:34,969 --> 00:01:36,054 like back there. 22 00:01:37,222 --> 00:01:38,431 And somebody pumps them. 23 00:01:39,348 --> 00:01:41,142 Jesus, Chris, there's another level? 24 00:01:42,102 --> 00:01:43,144 Oh, boy. 25 00:01:44,396 --> 00:01:46,731 They placed these seats nicely. 26 00:01:46,773 --> 00:01:48,376 I was wondering how some people would see, 27 00:01:48,400 --> 00:01:51,069 but I can see how they would see. 28 00:01:52,737 --> 00:01:53,738 Huh. 29 00:01:55,615 --> 00:01:57,366 Long live Montero. 30 00:01:59,077 --> 00:02:00,262 This is beautiful, huh? 31 00:02:00,286 --> 00:02:01,347 I wonder how things gonna be 32 00:02:01,371 --> 00:02:03,039 when everything is turned off. 33 00:02:03,081 --> 00:02:08,169 Tomorrow is the first day of my first tour. 34 00:02:08,252 --> 00:02:09,920 You can kind of see backstage. 35 00:02:11,256 --> 00:02:12,632 Maybe we'll fix that though, right? 36 00:02:15,760 --> 00:02:16,928 Day one. 37 00:02:18,096 --> 00:02:19,431 Day zero, actually. 38 00:02:19,472 --> 00:02:21,433 Day one is tomorrow. 39 00:02:21,516 --> 00:02:22,743 That's right, that's right. 40 00:02:25,937 --> 00:02:28,481 Best case scenario is in whatever way, 41 00:02:28,565 --> 00:02:31,651 this tour changes how I see the world... 42 00:02:32,777 --> 00:02:34,487 and how I see, like, life. 43 00:02:54,966 --> 00:03:00,847 In the beginning, all was dark as far as the eye could see. 44 00:03:00,930 --> 00:03:05,685 And then, a spark, light and dust, 45 00:03:05,769 --> 00:03:10,231 and just a little bit of nasty... 46 00:03:10,315 --> 00:03:13,234 all colliding in space, 47 00:03:13,318 --> 00:03:15,904 creating the universe, 48 00:03:15,987 --> 00:03:21,076 the world, your world, home to a very special creature. 49 00:03:21,743 --> 00:03:24,496 You, humans. 50 00:03:24,537 --> 00:03:27,332 It's a special thing to be born. 51 00:03:27,415 --> 00:03:30,543 Souls travel through light and space 52 00:03:30,627 --> 00:03:36,007 to make it to Earth, each on their own journey. 53 00:03:36,049 --> 00:03:40,178 This is a story about one of those special souls 54 00:03:40,261 --> 00:03:44,307 and how one day he found himself in music 55 00:03:44,349 --> 00:03:46,685 and his music found us. 56 00:03:46,726 --> 00:03:51,356 The greatest thing a human can do is to create. 57 00:03:51,398 --> 00:03:54,484 To create themselves, to be themselves 58 00:03:54,526 --> 00:03:58,655 no matter how hard that may be. So let's go. 59 00:03:58,697 --> 00:04:02,450 Let's meet this child named Montero. 60 00:04:04,703 --> 00:04:06,746 I mean, I was honestly really scared. 61 00:04:08,498 --> 00:04:10,834 Like, how the fuck are we possibly gonna put 62 00:04:10,875 --> 00:04:15,380 this entire thing together in a month, you know? 63 00:04:18,757 --> 00:04:21,553 A lot of times in life when I'm the most scared, 64 00:04:21,636 --> 00:04:23,555 it's usually right before I do something 65 00:04:23,596 --> 00:04:27,392 that's gonna change my life drastically. 66 00:04:52,082 --> 00:04:53,752 Daytrip took it to ten. 67 00:04:53,793 --> 00:04:56,421 ♪ Ayy, Panini Don't you be a meanie ♪ 68 00:04:56,463 --> 00:05:00,008 ♪ Thought you wanted me to go Why you tryna keep me teeny? ♪ 69 00:05:00,091 --> 00:05:02,427 ♪ It's a dreamy Wished it on a genie ♪ 70 00:05:02,469 --> 00:05:05,597 ♪ I got fans finally, ain't you Wanting them to see me? ♪ 71 00:05:05,638 --> 00:05:11,638 ♪ I thought you want this For my life, for my life ♪ 72 00:05:12,604 --> 00:05:16,483 ♪ Said you wanted To see me thrive ♪ 73 00:05:16,566 --> 00:05:18,568 ♪ You lied ♪ 74 00:05:18,610 --> 00:05:24,240 ♪ Say to me What you want from me ♪ 75 00:05:24,282 --> 00:05:30,282 ♪ Just say to me What you want from me ♪ 76 00:05:31,289 --> 00:05:33,582 ♪ Ayy, Panini Don't you be a meanie ♪ 77 00:05:33,625 --> 00:05:35,460 ♪ Thought you wanted me to go ♪ 78 00:05:35,502 --> 00:05:37,504 ♪ Why you tryna Keep me teeny now? ♪ 79 00:05:37,587 --> 00:05:39,964 ♪ Now they need me Number one on streamin' ♪ 80 00:05:40,006 --> 00:05:41,466 ♪ Oh, yeah You used to love me ♪ 81 00:05:41,508 --> 00:05:43,635 ♪ So what happened What's the meaning? ♪ 82 00:05:43,718 --> 00:05:49,718 ♪ I thought you want this For my life, for my life ♪ 83 00:05:49,849 --> 00:05:55,313 ♪ Said you wanted To see me thrive, you lied ♪ 84 00:05:55,355 --> 00:05:58,274 ♪ Now when it's all done I get the upper hand ♪ 85 00:05:58,316 --> 00:05:59,401 ♪ I need a... ♪ 86 00:06:00,151 --> 00:06:01,528 ♪ Not another fan ♪ 87 00:06:01,611 --> 00:06:04,280 ♪ But I still want you As a fan ♪ 88 00:06:04,322 --> 00:06:07,117 ♪ I'ma need to sit down Don't mean to make demands ♪ 89 00:06:07,158 --> 00:06:08,827 ♪ But I need you ♪ 90 00:06:08,868 --> 00:06:12,497 I just really wanna feel every last drop of sweat 91 00:06:12,580 --> 00:06:15,500 come to fruition and I wanna feel every, like, 92 00:06:15,583 --> 00:06:18,920 powerful moment, every big thing that happens, 93 00:06:19,004 --> 00:06:22,340 every blessing, and I want it to feel 94 00:06:22,757 --> 00:06:24,009 big and loud. 95 00:06:26,052 --> 00:06:27,178 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 96 00:06:29,055 --> 00:06:30,223 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 97 00:06:32,100 --> 00:06:33,101 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 98 00:06:35,270 --> 00:06:36,354 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 99 00:06:38,481 --> 00:06:39,482 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 100 00:06:41,568 --> 00:06:42,569 ♪ Ayy, Panini ♪ 101 00:06:49,701 --> 00:06:52,037 ♪ Ayy, Panini don't you be a meanie ♪ 102 00:06:52,120 --> 00:06:53,329 ♪ I thought you wanted me... ♪ 103 00:06:53,371 --> 00:06:54,664 Okay. Um, let's um... 104 00:06:59,127 --> 00:07:02,672 Go, one, two, three, four, five, 105 00:07:02,714 --> 00:07:05,175 - and six, seven, and we say... - Got a lot to learn. 106 00:07:05,216 --> 00:07:06,718 In a very short amount of time. 107 00:07:08,136 --> 00:07:11,848 - But you suck at dancing. - But I know I'm gonna do it. 108 00:07:11,890 --> 00:07:14,893 It's really scary though. Because they're all so good. 109 00:07:14,934 --> 00:07:18,897 Six. Snap, snap. Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, 110 00:07:18,938 --> 00:07:21,316 oh, oh, step, shift, step, shift. 111 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:24,736 I fucked up again. Let's do it again. 112 00:07:24,819 --> 00:07:26,738 My mind is hardwired since a kid 113 00:07:26,780 --> 00:07:29,366 that when you fuck up, like, one time, 114 00:07:29,407 --> 00:07:30,700 then it's kind of, like... 115 00:07:33,078 --> 00:07:34,954 you have to quit the whole thing. 116 00:07:35,038 --> 00:07:37,415 You know, I was always a brat growing up, 117 00:07:37,499 --> 00:07:40,251 so I'm doing a little training. 118 00:07:40,835 --> 00:07:42,003 A little training. 119 00:07:42,087 --> 00:07:45,090 And up, snap, snap, snap, and hunch, hunch, 120 00:07:45,131 --> 00:07:48,635 hunch, hunch, hunch, yeah, shift the bar, shift the bar! 121 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:51,429 I'll give... I'll give it a clap. 122 00:07:51,513 --> 00:07:52,972 You're at the precipice. 123 00:07:54,599 --> 00:07:56,534 - Begin your journey. - No, no, no, wait! 124 00:07:56,558 --> 00:08:00,980 Hi-yah! 125 00:08:03,316 --> 00:08:08,029 Yeah! That's daddy's little girl. 126 00:08:08,113 --> 00:08:10,216 Gee, I hope the sensei doesn't mistake me for a young student. 127 00:08:10,240 --> 00:08:11,408 Okay. 128 00:08:12,200 --> 00:08:13,284 Quiet. 129 00:08:13,368 --> 00:08:15,578 I like a little bit of chaos. 130 00:08:15,620 --> 00:08:18,206 You know, I don't wanna be perfect. 131 00:08:18,289 --> 00:08:20,375 I want something I can work around. 132 00:08:20,457 --> 00:08:24,129 I want something I can, um, complain about, you know? 133 00:08:24,212 --> 00:08:25,964 I want something... I don't know. 134 00:08:27,007 --> 00:08:28,591 I guess I'm just allergic to something 135 00:08:28,633 --> 00:08:29,801 that's just too good. 136 00:08:33,388 --> 00:08:35,015 I'll be honest with you guys. 137 00:08:36,057 --> 00:08:38,476 I never let anyone into my house. 138 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:41,145 This is like a Black family's 139 00:08:41,229 --> 00:08:43,440 living room painting, 140 00:08:43,481 --> 00:08:44,792 - you know what I mean? - Right. 141 00:08:44,816 --> 00:08:46,002 And I feel like I never have anything 142 00:08:46,026 --> 00:08:47,652 that's just like real, 143 00:08:47,736 --> 00:08:53,575 but, you know, I'm, like, very hesitant to, like, start 144 00:08:53,658 --> 00:08:56,619 building up, like, my house and shit, you know what I mean? 145 00:08:56,661 --> 00:08:58,496 Like, I still, like, have this couch 146 00:08:58,580 --> 00:09:02,459 I was supposed to, like, get a fucking really cool couch 147 00:09:02,500 --> 00:09:05,170 and, you know, a new table 'cause this is, like, 148 00:09:05,253 --> 00:09:08,131 from my apartment and stuff like that, but I just, 149 00:09:08,173 --> 00:09:10,675 like, refuse to, like, settle into a house, you know? 150 00:09:10,717 --> 00:09:12,028 'Cause if I settle into the house, 151 00:09:12,052 --> 00:09:14,387 it means have to be there forever or something, you know? 152 00:09:14,471 --> 00:09:15,805 This is my empty bedroom. 153 00:09:17,432 --> 00:09:19,559 It's like a pop culture collage... 154 00:09:20,810 --> 00:09:24,356 you know? See, here is... Where is she? Where is she? 155 00:09:25,273 --> 00:09:27,192 Here's Maddy. You know Maddy, right? 156 00:09:27,233 --> 00:09:30,862 And then, here's, uh, Viola Davis. 157 00:09:30,904 --> 00:09:33,156 You know, I met Viola Davis at an Erewhon, 158 00:09:33,198 --> 00:09:35,492 but she... but I don't think she knew who the fuck I was. 159 00:09:35,533 --> 00:09:36,868 She was like, "Oh, thanks." 160 00:09:36,910 --> 00:09:38,220 I was like, "Oh, I'm such a big fan." 161 00:09:38,244 --> 00:09:39,324 She was like, "Oh, thanks." 162 00:09:39,371 --> 00:09:40,848 And she kind of, like, hurried out the store. 163 00:09:40,872 --> 00:09:42,290 It was kind of funny. 164 00:09:42,374 --> 00:09:44,542 There's some random high guys in here too somewhere. 165 00:09:44,626 --> 00:09:46,294 Oh, yeah, here's Bad Bunny. 166 00:09:46,378 --> 00:09:47,379 Oh, yeah. 167 00:09:47,462 --> 00:09:49,506 You see Bad Bunny kiss a guy on the stage? 168 00:09:49,547 --> 00:09:50,924 How cool is that for him? 169 00:09:53,134 --> 00:09:55,220 When I was a kid, I was like, I wanted to be... 170 00:09:55,303 --> 00:09:57,555 I wanted to be a surgeon, you know? 171 00:09:57,639 --> 00:09:59,849 I wanted to be a cardiovascular surgeon 172 00:09:59,891 --> 00:10:01,559 'cause my grandmother and, like, 173 00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:03,321 a lot of family members have heart problems. 174 00:10:04,229 --> 00:10:05,915 Yeah, college is actually the reason I started 175 00:10:05,939 --> 00:10:07,023 to make music. 176 00:10:07,065 --> 00:10:08,525 I got, like, so immediately bored, 177 00:10:08,566 --> 00:10:11,569 I, like, made a song for fun and posted it onto Twitter. 178 00:10:11,653 --> 00:10:12,779 I told my parents, 179 00:10:12,862 --> 00:10:14,823 "Oh, yeah, I'm just gonna take a semester off." 180 00:10:14,906 --> 00:10:19,452 That's so crazy at that year of my life because it was like 181 00:10:19,536 --> 00:10:21,913 I had never had someone, like, close to me pass, 182 00:10:21,996 --> 00:10:24,416 and my great-grandmother had passed. 183 00:10:24,457 --> 00:10:26,227 That's when I started getting, like, bad, like, 184 00:10:26,251 --> 00:10:27,961 anxiety attacks and shit like that. 185 00:10:28,044 --> 00:10:30,255 And then, I, like, found music. I felt like music 186 00:10:30,296 --> 00:10:32,632 was also great for escaping that. 187 00:10:32,716 --> 00:10:35,051 I felt, like, a fucking spiritual presence 188 00:10:35,093 --> 00:10:38,388 over me that, "Okay. This was not a mistake, 189 00:10:38,430 --> 00:10:40,510 like, this is what I'm supposed to be doing in life." 190 00:10:42,642 --> 00:10:43,762 Why are you hiding? 191 00:10:45,186 --> 00:10:47,480 - What are you hiding from? - I'm so excited. 192 00:10:47,564 --> 00:10:49,884 - We're starting? - I'm excited to have an opener. 193 00:10:51,443 --> 00:10:55,488 - Hello, Adam of manager. - Hello, Montero of artist. 194 00:10:56,781 --> 00:10:58,950 Oh, my God. It's up. 195 00:10:59,034 --> 00:11:01,745 Yay. What do you think about our frame? 196 00:11:04,330 --> 00:11:05,915 It's Nas as the sun. 197 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:08,710 The sun of the world. 198 00:11:08,793 --> 00:11:11,379 I knew that I wanted to do something like theatrical 199 00:11:11,838 --> 00:11:13,381 and like a play. 200 00:11:13,423 --> 00:11:15,300 I didn't know the best way to go 201 00:11:15,342 --> 00:11:17,802 about doing good, and Saul and Hodo, 202 00:11:17,886 --> 00:11:23,433 thankfully, my lifesavers, uh, gave me, like, the concept 203 00:11:23,475 --> 00:11:26,936 of the tour. 204 00:11:26,978 --> 00:11:31,191 It's this kid that enters a completely new world, 205 00:11:32,400 --> 00:11:34,069 adjusts to the new world... 206 00:11:35,111 --> 00:11:38,323 and then, you know, becomes sure of himself. 207 00:11:38,365 --> 00:11:39,991 And then, you know, the cycle 208 00:11:40,075 --> 00:11:41,826 kind of ends and, like, starts again. 209 00:11:41,910 --> 00:11:45,747 And I feel like that's exactly where we are right now. 210 00:11:45,830 --> 00:11:48,792 What do you think the potential of Montero is? 211 00:11:48,833 --> 00:11:50,394 Stop saying that. Don't even answer. 212 00:11:50,418 --> 00:11:52,337 Don't answer him. And you don't say anything. 213 00:11:53,672 --> 00:11:55,006 Well, I've been instructed. 214 00:11:55,090 --> 00:11:56,675 - No, but I, like... - Stop. 215 00:11:56,716 --> 00:11:57,717 Okay. 216 00:11:57,801 --> 00:12:00,261 That's too limiting. 217 00:12:01,763 --> 00:12:04,057 He's... he's breaking down... he's breaking down barriers 218 00:12:04,140 --> 00:12:06,476 and he's... he's creating his own lane for himself. 219 00:12:06,518 --> 00:12:08,204 He's really creating his own lane for himself. 220 00:12:08,228 --> 00:12:10,772 There's nobody like him right now. 221 00:12:10,855 --> 00:12:13,108 And we're gonna keep digging 222 00:12:13,191 --> 00:12:16,277 this... this... this special lane 223 00:12:16,361 --> 00:12:17,737 that only he's gonna be able to do. 224 00:12:17,821 --> 00:12:20,990 Nobody is gonna be able to touch him at all. 225 00:12:21,032 --> 00:12:23,243 And he's working really hard and he wants it. 226 00:12:25,745 --> 00:12:27,205 Bitch, I am not talking about you. 227 00:12:27,247 --> 00:12:28,727 Okay. I was just making sure. 228 00:12:29,416 --> 00:12:31,209 As "Panini" finishes, 229 00:12:31,292 --> 00:12:33,378 then we're standing strongly on stage, 230 00:12:33,461 --> 00:12:34,754 the lights go a little dim 231 00:12:34,838 --> 00:12:37,674 and Nas starts to fall from the sky 232 00:12:37,716 --> 00:12:42,053 down to Earth, that we hit "Tales of Dominica." 233 00:12:44,973 --> 00:12:45,974 Twerk. 234 00:12:48,852 --> 00:12:50,437 Five and... 235 00:12:54,983 --> 00:12:55,984 Six. 236 00:12:56,776 --> 00:12:57,777 Okay. 237 00:13:08,163 --> 00:13:10,415 ♪ Woke up on the floor ♪ 238 00:13:10,457 --> 00:13:14,127 ♪ Oh, this plastic bed Don't blow up anymore ♪ 239 00:13:15,962 --> 00:13:18,048 ♪ In this broken home ♪ 240 00:13:18,089 --> 00:13:21,634 ♪ Everyone becomes predictable ♪ 241 00:13:23,511 --> 00:13:24,929 ♪ Finally grown ♪ 242 00:13:24,971 --> 00:13:27,349 ♪ Ain't nothing like I hoped It would be ♪ 243 00:13:27,432 --> 00:13:29,601 ♪ Out on my own I'm floating... ♪ 244 00:13:29,684 --> 00:13:31,102 Yeah! 245 00:13:31,144 --> 00:13:32,437 ♪ Could I be wrong? ♪ 246 00:13:32,479 --> 00:13:34,773 ♪ Was everybody Right about me? ♪ 247 00:13:34,856 --> 00:13:39,027 ♪ Scary things in my head I can't dream and I just ♪ 248 00:13:45,617 --> 00:13:47,219 Is there a reason why we stopped that? 249 00:13:47,243 --> 00:13:48,286 Can we play... 250 00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:50,014 They stopped playing, but it goes all the way in, 251 00:13:50,038 --> 00:13:51,318 and then we fade up on the room. 252 00:13:56,836 --> 00:14:00,465 Tomorrow is the first day of tour, Detroit. 253 00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:04,719 And I'm wondering, like, am I gonna shake it all off 254 00:14:04,803 --> 00:14:06,888 and just go crazy and have fun? 255 00:14:06,971 --> 00:14:10,684 Or am I gonna freeze up and... and... 256 00:14:10,767 --> 00:14:14,270 and go back inside of my dad's balls? You know? 257 00:14:16,106 --> 00:14:17,774 Have... have we seen the horse? 258 00:14:17,816 --> 00:14:19,251 No, I haven't seen Margot yet. 259 00:14:19,275 --> 00:14:22,237 Let's look for our horse. There's a horse coming. 260 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:25,156 Oh, my God. Guys, come, come, come, come. 261 00:14:26,282 --> 00:14:29,327 There's a horse in there. 262 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:31,830 And this is the horse. He's coming in 263 00:14:31,913 --> 00:14:33,957 for "Old Town Road," I don't know, 264 00:14:33,998 --> 00:14:39,337 like, maybe he will walk with it, maybe he will ride it? 265 00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:41,190 It comes down to the dancers, really. 266 00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:42,650 I think it's whether or not the dancers 267 00:14:42,674 --> 00:14:44,300 can support the weight, but I think 268 00:14:44,342 --> 00:14:47,345 there's some kind of practice required for them 269 00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:50,015 to be able to get used to the frame itself. 270 00:14:51,850 --> 00:14:53,768 I don't feel safe because they don't feel safe. 271 00:14:53,810 --> 00:14:55,121 They said get off. Gotta get off. 272 00:14:55,145 --> 00:14:56,354 Oh, it's too heavy? 273 00:14:56,396 --> 00:14:57,832 No, I think it's leaning 274 00:14:57,856 --> 00:14:58,857 a certain way. 275 00:15:02,569 --> 00:15:04,130 How the fuck I'm supposed to get down from this? 276 00:15:04,154 --> 00:15:05,506 Do you ever feel like a plastic bag? 277 00:15:05,530 --> 00:15:07,591 Should we stretch, you guys? Is it time to stretch? 278 00:15:07,615 --> 00:15:09,451 One, two, three, four. 279 00:15:09,534 --> 00:15:10,535 ♪ Need a boy... ♪ 280 00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:15,999 Did you hear that? 281 00:15:16,041 --> 00:15:18,626 Go back. Let's see. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 282 00:15:18,710 --> 00:15:20,128 Go back like ten seconds. 283 00:15:21,629 --> 00:15:24,299 I'm not really worried. I'm just saying, you know? 284 00:15:24,382 --> 00:15:26,102 Like, I'm sure everything is gonna be great. 285 00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:27,134 It's just like, you know, 286 00:15:27,177 --> 00:15:28,446 if one thing is bad, like, everything is bad. 287 00:15:28,470 --> 00:15:29,905 Yeah, we just gotta make that change. 288 00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:31,890 They don't have their shit together. 289 00:15:31,973 --> 00:15:34,726 If I have to close that curtain one more time on my own... 290 00:15:34,768 --> 00:15:35,852 Right, so 291 00:15:35,894 --> 00:15:38,772 I don't know, like, what's happening where... 292 00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:40,732 Like, it'll be right, and then the next day 293 00:15:40,774 --> 00:15:42,025 everybody forgot everything. 294 00:15:42,067 --> 00:15:44,003 - Right. Give me the mic. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 295 00:15:44,027 --> 00:15:45,421 'Cause I feel like we just need to check everybody. 296 00:15:45,445 --> 00:15:47,006 - Yeah, shoot. - Like, what's up? Seriously. 297 00:15:47,030 --> 00:15:48,716 - The show is tomorrow. - It's the day to do it. 298 00:15:48,740 --> 00:15:49,824 We're fucking shit up. 299 00:15:49,908 --> 00:15:51,788 We're fucking shit up that we've been practicing 300 00:15:52,118 --> 00:15:53,495 in all departments. 301 00:15:53,578 --> 00:15:55,622 Oh, we're gonna fix the wings. 302 00:15:55,705 --> 00:15:57,915 - Oh! - Yeah. 303 00:15:57,957 --> 00:15:59,584 - Oh, boy. - Yeah. 304 00:15:59,668 --> 00:16:00,919 Can we... can we try the wings? 305 00:16:01,002 --> 00:16:02,813 Can we just grab the wings right before we do another run? 306 00:16:02,837 --> 00:16:05,256 We've been fixing these wings for, like, a month. 307 00:16:05,340 --> 00:16:07,425 Is it loose now? Is it looser? 308 00:16:07,509 --> 00:16:09,028 I don't know why it was tighter last time. 309 00:16:09,052 --> 00:16:10,237 No, no, I loosened it up for you. 310 00:16:10,261 --> 00:16:11,262 I just did it. 311 00:16:11,346 --> 00:16:13,098 No, no... Yeah, they loosened it. 312 00:16:15,433 --> 00:16:17,102 Detroit, how y'all doing out there? 313 00:16:18,478 --> 00:16:19,580 I've been waiting for this moment 314 00:16:19,604 --> 00:16:22,399 a very long time. To tell y'all that... 315 00:16:24,275 --> 00:16:25,610 What was I supposed to tell them? 316 00:16:26,611 --> 00:16:27,922 Hold on, what was I supposed to tell them? 317 00:16:27,946 --> 00:16:30,115 Let's get him set for a top of show again. 318 00:16:35,912 --> 00:16:37,997 Here's me. I'm landing in Detroit. 319 00:16:38,081 --> 00:16:39,874 There's Bronco. Mm-hmm. 320 00:16:39,958 --> 00:16:42,711 There's me and Bronco again on the plane, as you can see. 321 00:16:42,794 --> 00:16:44,462 It's gonna be great in my photo book. 322 00:16:44,504 --> 00:16:46,023 You have certain ways 323 00:16:46,047 --> 00:16:47,799 you want to show yourself 324 00:16:47,882 --> 00:16:51,970 to the world, and I feel like, as a human being, 325 00:16:52,053 --> 00:16:53,864 we're always gonna have, like, parts of ourselves 326 00:16:53,888 --> 00:16:58,518 that we're not going to be super out there with, you know? 327 00:16:59,644 --> 00:17:03,773 Around 2019, I became way more spiritual 328 00:17:03,815 --> 00:17:08,153 and I started to trust what I would see as spiritual, 329 00:17:08,194 --> 00:17:10,530 like, signs and, like, guides and whatnot. 330 00:17:10,613 --> 00:17:13,992 And I felt like coming out was very important 331 00:17:14,034 --> 00:17:16,453 if I wanted to continue to progress. 332 00:17:18,663 --> 00:17:22,166 Burying parts of yourself will keep you further away 333 00:17:22,208 --> 00:17:25,627 from finding, you know, the truest version of you 334 00:17:25,670 --> 00:17:27,172 as you go. 335 00:17:27,255 --> 00:17:29,049 And there's still, like, parts of myself 336 00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:33,011 that I am learning to accept. 337 00:17:39,893 --> 00:17:42,979 Um, I've been a fan since, 338 00:17:43,021 --> 00:17:44,773 you know, the whole "Old Town Road" blew up. 339 00:17:44,856 --> 00:17:46,459 I remember my little sister came up to me, 340 00:17:46,483 --> 00:17:48,485 was like, "Hey, it's this viral song," whatever, 341 00:17:48,526 --> 00:17:50,528 I'm like, "What is this? This is stupid. 342 00:17:50,612 --> 00:17:51,922 Get this out of my face," you know? 343 00:17:51,946 --> 00:17:54,366 But then I heard the whole EP and I got caught up in it 344 00:17:54,407 --> 00:17:56,868 and the whole controversy with his Billboard presence 345 00:17:56,951 --> 00:17:58,512 being taken away with the country charts, 346 00:17:58,536 --> 00:18:00,080 so I was like, "Wow, that was cool." 347 00:18:00,163 --> 00:18:02,308 Then he came out. I was like, "Yeah, this is even bigger." 348 00:18:02,332 --> 00:18:04,143 Then I was like, "'Kay, it can't get any bigger than this." 349 00:18:04,167 --> 00:18:06,187 - Can I curse on here? - Yes, go ahead. 350 00:18:06,211 --> 00:18:08,272 Like, he's so sexy, like, he's the first male celebrity 351 00:18:08,296 --> 00:18:10,548 I've wanted to actually fuck and be at the same time. 352 00:18:10,590 --> 00:18:12,217 I just love Lil Nas X because it's... 353 00:18:12,258 --> 00:18:15,261 He's so groundbreaking and it's amazing to see him 354 00:18:15,345 --> 00:18:16,971 be so openly queer. 355 00:18:17,055 --> 00:18:18,375 And I just feel like he's, like... 356 00:18:19,933 --> 00:18:21,893 he's very important for the culture, 357 00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:24,020 like, right now, you know what I'm saying? 358 00:18:24,062 --> 00:18:25,790 You know, he inspired me to come out my shell 359 00:18:25,814 --> 00:18:27,982 a little bit, so... As you can see. 360 00:18:29,567 --> 00:18:31,194 Oh, yeah. 361 00:18:32,195 --> 00:18:34,030 Do y'all see what it's giving? 362 00:18:34,072 --> 00:18:37,325 Do y'all see what it's giving? 363 00:18:45,333 --> 00:18:46,918 What time the show start? 364 00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:48,628 The show starts... 365 00:18:50,213 --> 00:18:51,673 I wanna get my leg massaged, 366 00:18:51,756 --> 00:18:53,925 I wanna hopefully get a chance to poop. 367 00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:56,094 I wanna poop really badly, 368 00:18:56,177 --> 00:18:57,971 so then I won't have to poop later. 369 00:18:58,054 --> 00:19:00,557 Yeah, and then we're doing one hour of fitting. 370 00:19:00,598 --> 00:19:03,601 Because once you get on that stage, the nerves hit, 371 00:19:03,685 --> 00:19:06,104 and then that's when you really gotta poop, you know? 372 00:19:06,146 --> 00:19:08,082 So if I get the real poop out now, I won't have to worry 373 00:19:08,106 --> 00:19:09,774 about that other poop being real. 374 00:19:09,858 --> 00:19:11,168 You know what I mean? 375 00:19:11,192 --> 00:19:12,402 Yes. 376 00:19:12,444 --> 00:19:16,406 It won't be real. You know what I mean? 377 00:19:16,448 --> 00:19:18,509 Now I'm gonna take a poop before I go on stage. 378 00:19:20,785 --> 00:19:22,805 Ooh, once we go out, and then everybody, like, 379 00:19:22,829 --> 00:19:24,789 sits down and like, they're on their phone, 380 00:19:24,831 --> 00:19:26,291 they're like, "We wanna go home." 381 00:19:26,374 --> 00:19:27,852 What if that happens? 382 00:19:27,876 --> 00:19:29,419 Oh, my God, what if that happens? 383 00:19:30,628 --> 00:19:31,796 What if I fall on the stage? 384 00:19:31,880 --> 00:19:33,357 I'm gonna lose all confidence immediately. 385 00:19:33,381 --> 00:19:37,719 Long live Montero! 386 00:19:42,974 --> 00:19:44,768 - Did you go out there? - Hmm. 387 00:19:44,809 --> 00:19:47,520 Why'd you show me this? I wanted to be surprised. 388 00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:53,318 It's good. Congrats, Nas. We did it. 389 00:19:54,361 --> 00:19:56,696 Let's high five for the future. 390 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:02,118 Don't let me hang in front of these people. 391 00:20:09,376 --> 00:20:11,920 Uh, society's perception of me, 392 00:20:12,003 --> 00:20:14,839 I think is different. You know, as I told you before, 393 00:20:14,881 --> 00:20:16,675 some people think I'm really brave... 394 00:20:16,758 --> 00:20:19,010 and some people 395 00:20:19,094 --> 00:20:22,013 think my music is dope but they think I do too much 396 00:20:22,055 --> 00:20:26,518 as far as videos and the things I do online go. 397 00:20:26,559 --> 00:20:30,188 And some people think the things I do online 398 00:20:30,230 --> 00:20:33,817 and things like that are cool, but they don't like my music. 399 00:20:33,858 --> 00:20:39,406 And some people still see me as the kid-friendly artist 400 00:20:39,489 --> 00:20:40,949 and I don't know. 401 00:20:41,032 --> 00:20:43,576 Some people see me as, like, this satanic devil 402 00:20:43,660 --> 00:20:45,179 that's gonna ruin the world or something 403 00:20:45,203 --> 00:20:47,205 or part of a big agenda. 404 00:20:47,247 --> 00:20:50,333 Um, yeah, a lot of different things, 405 00:20:50,375 --> 00:20:51,418 I feel like. 406 00:20:52,544 --> 00:20:54,879 Yeah. I mean, so people feel... 407 00:20:54,963 --> 00:20:57,882 I mean, people feel a lot of things about you. 408 00:20:57,924 --> 00:21:00,510 People feel a lot of things about me, 409 00:21:00,885 --> 00:21:02,053 but me... 410 00:21:03,388 --> 00:21:05,348 boy, do I love this kid. 411 00:21:13,690 --> 00:21:15,900 ♪ I wanna run away ♪ 412 00:21:15,942 --> 00:21:19,029 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 413 00:21:19,070 --> 00:21:23,616 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 414 00:21:24,701 --> 00:21:26,995 ♪ I'd rather run away ♪ 415 00:21:27,078 --> 00:21:30,081 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 416 00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:34,461 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 417 00:21:34,544 --> 00:21:39,424 ♪ You need an instant ease From your life ♪ 418 00:21:39,507 --> 00:21:43,428 ♪ Where you got plenty Of every hurt and heartbreak ♪ 419 00:21:43,470 --> 00:21:45,597 ♪ You just take it all To the face ♪ 420 00:21:45,638 --> 00:21:49,601 ♪ I know that you want to cry ♪ 421 00:21:49,684 --> 00:21:52,062 ♪ But it's much more to life Than dyin' ♪ 422 00:21:52,103 --> 00:21:54,147 ♪ Over your past mistakes ♪ 423 00:21:54,230 --> 00:21:56,941 ♪ And people Who threw dirt on your name ♪ 424 00:21:58,109 --> 00:22:00,862 ♪ Since ten I've been feelin' lonely ♪ 425 00:22:00,945 --> 00:22:03,615 ♪ Had friends But they was pickin' on me ♪ 426 00:22:03,656 --> 00:22:05,950 ♪ Always thinkin' "Why my lips so big?" ♪ 427 00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:09,162 ♪ Was I too dark? Can they sense my fears? ♪ 428 00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:11,915 ♪ These gay thoughts Would always haunt me ♪ 429 00:22:11,956 --> 00:22:14,626 ♪ I prayed God would take it from me ♪ 430 00:22:14,668 --> 00:22:17,253 ♪ It's hard for you When you're fightin' ♪ 431 00:22:17,295 --> 00:22:19,798 ♪ And nobody knows it When you're silent ♪ 432 00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:21,883 ♪ I'd be by the phone ♪ 433 00:22:21,966 --> 00:22:24,636 ♪ Stanning Nicki Mornin' into dawn ♪ 434 00:22:24,678 --> 00:22:27,347 ♪ Only place I felt Like I belonged ♪ 435 00:22:27,430 --> 00:22:30,433 ♪ Strangers make you feel So loved, you know? ♪ 436 00:22:30,475 --> 00:22:32,936 ♪ And I'm happy by the way ♪ 437 00:22:32,977 --> 00:22:35,647 ♪ That I made that jump That leap of faith ♪ 438 00:22:35,730 --> 00:22:38,441 ♪ I'm happy that it all Worked out for me ♪ 439 00:22:38,483 --> 00:22:41,361 ♪ I'ma make my fans So proud of me ♪ 440 00:22:41,444 --> 00:22:42,672 Let's go! 441 00:22:42,696 --> 00:22:44,155 ♪ I wanna run away ♪ 442 00:22:44,239 --> 00:22:47,367 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 443 00:22:47,450 --> 00:22:52,038 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 444 00:22:53,039 --> 00:22:55,166 ♪ I wanna run away ♪ 445 00:22:55,250 --> 00:22:58,378 ♪ Don't wanna lie I don't want a life ♪ 446 00:22:58,461 --> 00:23:03,008 ♪ Send me a gun And I'll see the sun ♪ 447 00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:07,178 For one, I feel like power comes the most 448 00:23:07,220 --> 00:23:09,848 when you're able to be, like, honest with yourself 449 00:23:09,889 --> 00:23:12,684 about who you believe you are, 450 00:23:12,767 --> 00:23:15,020 who you think you are in that moment. 451 00:23:15,061 --> 00:23:16,998 You are not alone in the way that you feel 452 00:23:17,022 --> 00:23:19,024 and I know sometimes that transforming 453 00:23:19,107 --> 00:23:22,193 can feel so very isolating, but there are other people 454 00:23:22,277 --> 00:23:23,796 that have been through this transformation 455 00:23:23,820 --> 00:23:25,655 and have made it through the other side 456 00:23:25,697 --> 00:23:27,449 and have felt the way that you felt. 457 00:23:28,033 --> 00:23:30,160 It came down to 458 00:23:30,201 --> 00:23:34,998 not being able to live my life, period, 459 00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:38,877 unless I accepted who I was on the inside. 460 00:23:39,836 --> 00:23:41,880 Every day is a new challenge 461 00:23:41,963 --> 00:23:43,548 into learning how to love myself. 462 00:23:43,631 --> 00:23:46,551 You're on the path to where younger you would wanna be. 463 00:23:46,593 --> 00:23:48,678 You're already there. You're steps ahead. 464 00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:51,723 Just keep going. Definitely just keep going. 465 00:23:51,765 --> 00:23:54,851 Lil Nas X made me realize that in order to love myself, 466 00:23:54,893 --> 00:23:57,062 I have to love the parts of myself that I fear. 467 00:23:57,896 --> 00:24:02,025 ♪ I know that you want to cry ♪ 468 00:24:02,067 --> 00:24:04,402 ♪ But it's much more to life Than dying ♪ 469 00:24:04,444 --> 00:24:06,571 ♪ Over our past mistakes ♪ 470 00:24:06,613 --> 00:24:10,033 ♪ And people who threw dirt On your name ♪ 471 00:24:10,075 --> 00:24:12,911 All my life, I was trying to be perfect, 472 00:24:12,994 --> 00:24:15,455 um, get the perfect grades, be the perfect son. 473 00:24:15,538 --> 00:24:19,876 I thought that being perfect would make up for this one flaw. 474 00:24:19,918 --> 00:24:23,213 And it took a lot to realize that who I was 475 00:24:23,254 --> 00:24:25,382 and who I love was not a flaw. 476 00:24:25,423 --> 00:24:26,942 There's a light at the end of the tunnel. 477 00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:28,051 Don't give up. 478 00:24:28,093 --> 00:24:29,761 You're gonna learn to love yourself 479 00:24:29,803 --> 00:24:32,305 more than you thought anybody could ever love you. 480 00:24:32,389 --> 00:24:34,724 Okay. Listen, I'll be right fucking back. 481 00:24:34,766 --> 00:24:36,184 Don't move. Don't move. 482 00:24:43,358 --> 00:24:44,359 You know, 483 00:24:44,401 --> 00:24:47,779 no matter what you're going through or how bad, 484 00:24:47,821 --> 00:24:52,117 I feel like there's never a reason to end it all, 485 00:24:52,158 --> 00:24:56,663 to not want to be here anymore, because it all works itself out. 486 00:24:56,746 --> 00:25:00,125 There's more people to meet. There's more places to go. 487 00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:03,086 There's more things to do. There's more highs to reach. 488 00:25:03,128 --> 00:25:06,131 There's more lows to make you learn stuff. 489 00:25:07,007 --> 00:25:08,049 There's more. 490 00:25:14,472 --> 00:25:17,642 I guess when the lights came on, when the flashlights came on, 491 00:25:17,684 --> 00:25:19,286 that was the moment that, like, really hit me, 492 00:25:19,310 --> 00:25:20,603 because I can also see, 493 00:25:20,645 --> 00:25:22,313 like, the people even up top and shit. 494 00:25:22,397 --> 00:25:24,357 I was like, "Oh, my God, this is crazy." 495 00:25:24,441 --> 00:25:26,860 And then... And I got, like, a little emotional. 496 00:25:27,485 --> 00:25:28,611 Yeah. 497 00:25:28,653 --> 00:25:30,321 My eyes started to water up. 498 00:25:30,405 --> 00:25:34,743 You know how your eyes water up and... and, like, 499 00:25:34,826 --> 00:25:38,496 everything that's a light turns into, like, a star almost? 500 00:25:38,580 --> 00:25:41,166 So, like, that was crazy to see. 501 00:25:41,207 --> 00:25:43,251 Yeah, it seemed like thousands of stars. 502 00:25:43,335 --> 00:25:44,919 That's what it looked like. 503 00:25:45,003 --> 00:25:48,673 I was like... I was like, uh, it was kind of, like, funny, 504 00:25:48,715 --> 00:25:49,984 but it was also kind of emotional. 505 00:25:50,008 --> 00:25:52,218 But it was, like, funny the way that, 506 00:25:52,302 --> 00:25:55,513 "Oh, my God, I started to do this music thing 507 00:25:55,555 --> 00:25:58,099 and it actually worked," you know? 508 00:26:00,060 --> 00:26:03,897 All right, uh, what day is it? January... 509 00:26:04,898 --> 00:26:08,610 January 8th, 2019, 510 00:26:09,652 --> 00:26:11,654 and I finna eat some fucking pizza 511 00:26:11,696 --> 00:26:13,907 and, you know, say some words. 512 00:26:15,617 --> 00:26:18,578 I just put out "Old Town Road" 513 00:26:18,661 --> 00:26:21,664 and it's doing pretty fucking good. 514 00:26:25,502 --> 00:26:29,381 And... You know, right now... 515 00:26:31,132 --> 00:26:34,469 no matter what, you know, 3K on Instagram, 516 00:26:34,928 --> 00:26:36,596 2K on YouTube... 517 00:26:38,264 --> 00:26:40,892 not even 1K followers on Spotify yet, I don't think. 518 00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:47,399 But I'ma hit y'all back a year from now and, you know, 519 00:26:47,482 --> 00:26:48,650 we're gonna see where I'm at. 520 00:26:50,568 --> 00:26:51,569 All right. 521 00:27:04,249 --> 00:27:05,935 I didn't even know it was a sample at first, 522 00:27:05,959 --> 00:27:07,436 so when I did figure out it was a sample, 523 00:27:07,460 --> 00:27:10,088 I was like, "Oh, my fucking God, I'm doomed." 524 00:27:10,171 --> 00:27:12,215 Luckily, Nine Inch Nails didn't know the song 525 00:27:12,257 --> 00:27:14,217 had blew up yet, because they would've 526 00:27:14,259 --> 00:27:16,261 probably would've took, like, 99 percent. 527 00:27:16,344 --> 00:27:18,638 I think the moment that I heard the loop, 528 00:27:18,722 --> 00:27:21,933 the, like, original instrumental of that song, I, like... 529 00:27:23,643 --> 00:27:24,936 That feeling I always talk about, 530 00:27:24,978 --> 00:27:27,605 it was, like, on an astronomical level. 531 00:27:27,647 --> 00:27:28,940 You can, like, mistake. 532 00:27:28,982 --> 00:27:32,777 That's why... that's why I guess I'm so spiritual now. 533 00:27:32,819 --> 00:27:35,363 And you can, like, mistake a feeling that, 534 00:27:35,447 --> 00:27:37,240 when I heard that, I almost, like... 535 00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:38,783 I got, like, emotional 536 00:27:38,867 --> 00:27:41,119 and it's just, like, a loop and drums. 537 00:27:41,161 --> 00:27:42,954 I'm just like, "Oh, my God, 538 00:27:42,996 --> 00:27:44,748 this is gonna be something great." 539 00:27:47,751 --> 00:27:49,961 I remember, like, a few days 540 00:27:50,003 --> 00:27:52,297 after I released "Old Town Road," 541 00:27:52,339 --> 00:27:55,633 I tell my dad, I wanna take off a semester 542 00:27:55,717 --> 00:27:57,218 to do music. 543 00:27:57,302 --> 00:27:58,970 He was like, "You know there's like 544 00:27:59,054 --> 00:28:02,640 a one in a million chance." 545 00:28:02,682 --> 00:28:05,560 My stepmom was like, "So, what's y'all gonna do?" 546 00:28:05,643 --> 00:28:07,270 Like, "What's y'all plan B?" 547 00:28:07,312 --> 00:28:09,397 I was just like, "I don't have a plan B." 548 00:28:32,420 --> 00:28:36,508 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 549 00:28:46,518 --> 00:28:50,355 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 550 00:28:51,439 --> 00:28:53,483 ♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪ 551 00:28:53,525 --> 00:28:54,901 Like, nobody has any idea, 552 00:28:54,984 --> 00:28:56,504 like, what's about to happen or anything. 553 00:28:56,528 --> 00:28:58,363 But I just know, like, in my heart, 554 00:28:58,405 --> 00:28:59,656 I'm like, "Oh, okay. 555 00:28:59,698 --> 00:29:01,533 I'm about to, like, blow up, you know?" 556 00:29:23,972 --> 00:29:25,682 Who knows this motherfucking song? 557 00:29:29,811 --> 00:29:33,732 ♪ Yeah, I'm gonna take My horse to the old town road ♪ 558 00:29:33,815 --> 00:29:37,318 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 559 00:29:37,402 --> 00:29:40,739 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 560 00:29:40,780 --> 00:29:43,908 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 561 00:29:43,992 --> 00:29:47,787 ♪ I got the horses in the back Horse tack is attached ♪ 562 00:29:47,871 --> 00:29:49,247 ♪ Hat is matted black ♪ 563 00:29:49,330 --> 00:29:51,249 ♪ Got the boots that's black To match ♪ 564 00:29:51,291 --> 00:29:52,917 ♪ Riding on a horse, ha ♪ 565 00:29:52,959 --> 00:29:54,419 ♪ You can whip your Porsche ♪ 566 00:29:54,502 --> 00:29:56,046 ♪ I been in the valley ♪ 567 00:29:56,087 --> 00:29:57,964 ♪ You ain't been up Off the porch now ♪ 568 00:29:58,048 --> 00:30:01,718 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 569 00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:04,596 ♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪ 570 00:30:04,637 --> 00:30:08,516 ♪ Can't nobody tell me nothing ♪ 571 00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:10,602 ♪ You can't tell me nothing ♪ 572 00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:14,397 ♪ Yeah, I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 573 00:30:14,439 --> 00:30:17,776 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 574 00:30:17,859 --> 00:30:21,404 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 575 00:30:21,446 --> 00:30:24,866 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more... ♪ 576 00:30:42,300 --> 00:30:44,427 I mean, it is so insane, 577 00:30:44,469 --> 00:30:49,140 like, the trajectory of life and how quickly shit can happen. 578 00:30:49,182 --> 00:30:51,267 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 579 00:30:51,309 --> 00:30:54,312 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 580 00:30:54,354 --> 00:30:57,399 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse To the old town road ♪ 581 00:30:57,482 --> 00:31:00,777 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more ♪ 582 00:31:00,819 --> 00:31:02,019 ♪ I'm gonna take my horse... ♪ 583 00:31:03,988 --> 00:31:06,741 ♪ I'm gonna ride 'Til I can't no more... ♪ 584 00:31:06,825 --> 00:31:09,327 Nas, you're on fucking fire. 585 00:31:09,369 --> 00:31:10,620 You owned them all. 586 00:31:10,662 --> 00:31:12,181 You heard them? I owned them. 587 00:31:12,205 --> 00:31:13,665 You owned those motherfuckers. 588 00:31:13,748 --> 00:31:15,583 Our Montero's universe 589 00:31:15,667 --> 00:31:20,588 has expanded beyond his wildest dreams. 590 00:31:20,672 --> 00:31:25,844 For most, these heights will mark the end of the story, 591 00:31:25,927 --> 00:31:29,889 but our hero still has a long way to go. 592 00:31:29,973 --> 00:31:32,183 No one on earth would believe that was your first show. 593 00:31:32,225 --> 00:31:34,853 Ain't always shaking my nerves off, you know? 594 00:31:34,894 --> 00:31:36,163 I was getting comfortable up there. 595 00:31:36,187 --> 00:31:37,467 I love you so much. 596 00:31:37,522 --> 00:31:38,749 - I love you, too. - I can't believe 597 00:31:38,773 --> 00:31:40,358 you didn't forget a single... 598 00:31:40,442 --> 00:31:41,818 Like, I'm... I'm shocked. 599 00:31:41,860 --> 00:31:43,486 Oh, I forgot a lot. 600 00:31:43,528 --> 00:31:44,904 You just didn't know. 601 00:31:44,988 --> 00:31:47,198 This is only the beginning. 602 00:31:47,282 --> 00:31:50,368 There's more to be written. 603 00:31:52,912 --> 00:31:54,080 Yeah. 604 00:31:54,164 --> 00:31:55,331 Everybody! 605 00:32:08,178 --> 00:32:09,679 All right. What's going on? 606 00:32:09,721 --> 00:32:11,001 He's gonna start? I can feel it. 607 00:32:12,098 --> 00:32:14,059 Thank you. I love y'all. 608 00:32:14,100 --> 00:32:15,185 Love you. 609 00:32:21,107 --> 00:32:22,710 The... the show last night was interesting. 610 00:32:22,734 --> 00:32:24,235 We had some protestors outside. 611 00:32:24,277 --> 00:32:26,821 Lil Nas X will never do anything for you. 612 00:32:26,905 --> 00:32:30,241 All he's going to do is make you feel your sin. 613 00:32:30,325 --> 00:32:32,744 He's gonna make you feel indulged in your sin. 614 00:32:32,827 --> 00:32:35,747 - Oh, I'm gonna feel my sin. - Yeah. Yeah. You will. 615 00:32:35,830 --> 00:32:38,667 Yeah, and one day, you're gonna face the living God. 616 00:32:38,750 --> 00:32:42,420 But it was very cool seeing all of the, like, fans 617 00:32:42,462 --> 00:32:44,839 in the audience, or in the line rather, 618 00:32:44,923 --> 00:32:46,508 kind of unite against them. 619 00:32:46,591 --> 00:32:49,928 Like, it was a lot of kids, like, flipping them off 620 00:32:49,969 --> 00:32:52,681 and all wearing glitter and neon. 621 00:32:52,764 --> 00:32:56,935 Suck a dick! Suck a dick! Suck a dick! 622 00:32:56,976 --> 00:32:59,604 Suck a dick! Suck a dick! 623 00:32:59,688 --> 00:33:02,357 Suck a dick! Suck a dick! 624 00:33:13,952 --> 00:33:15,179 No thank you, I really... 625 00:33:16,538 --> 00:33:18,873 ♪ Oh to see without my eyes ♪ 626 00:33:18,915 --> 00:33:22,711 ♪ The first time That you kissed me ♪ 627 00:33:22,794 --> 00:33:24,194 ♪ Boundless by the time I cried... ♪ 628 00:33:24,254 --> 00:33:26,089 Oh no, he's hot. 629 00:33:26,131 --> 00:33:28,508 I think it's really great when people have... 630 00:33:30,635 --> 00:33:33,346 like, a sense of, like, belonging to something 631 00:33:33,430 --> 00:33:34,472 or, like, feel like 632 00:33:34,514 --> 00:33:35,783 they're part of something bigger. 633 00:33:35,807 --> 00:33:37,201 And I feel like that's what those people feel 634 00:33:37,225 --> 00:33:39,144 like they're doing, so it's, like, 635 00:33:39,227 --> 00:33:41,646 part of me is, like, "Oh, wish they weren't, like, hateful 636 00:33:41,730 --> 00:33:43,541 towards this," but it's, like, another part is like, 637 00:33:43,565 --> 00:33:46,192 "Oh, that's kind of dope, like, these people 638 00:33:46,276 --> 00:33:49,279 have their own, like, group where they feel 639 00:33:49,320 --> 00:33:53,366 like they're doing something to change the world." 640 00:33:54,284 --> 00:33:56,077 That's really... 641 00:33:56,161 --> 00:33:59,372 that's really nice for them, you know? 642 00:33:59,456 --> 00:34:01,016 I guess I, like, actually paid attention 643 00:34:01,041 --> 00:34:02,101 to one of the videos. I was like, 644 00:34:02,125 --> 00:34:03,311 "Oh, that's kind of fucked up," 645 00:34:03,335 --> 00:34:04,753 like, what... what they were saying. 646 00:34:04,836 --> 00:34:05,837 I don't know. 647 00:34:05,879 --> 00:34:07,922 It's like, um, "Do you see what he did? 648 00:34:08,005 --> 00:34:09,591 He comes out with a kid-friendly song, 649 00:34:09,674 --> 00:34:12,510 and then he goes and becomes super sexual, 650 00:34:12,552 --> 00:34:15,347 and then tries to convert." I don't know. 651 00:34:15,429 --> 00:34:16,549 And it was like, I was like, 652 00:34:16,598 --> 00:34:18,683 "That's not exactly what happened." 653 00:34:18,766 --> 00:34:22,145 Lil Nas X is not going to fulfill anything. 654 00:34:22,187 --> 00:34:24,688 You're going to go in there, you're going to drink, 655 00:34:24,773 --> 00:34:25,982 you're going to smoke. 656 00:34:26,024 --> 00:34:27,584 What about Chase? Who's Chase? 657 00:34:28,025 --> 00:34:29,110 Who's Chase? 658 00:34:31,737 --> 00:34:33,322 Chase is my nephew. 659 00:34:34,949 --> 00:34:36,409 When I started to, like, make music 660 00:34:36,493 --> 00:34:37,994 and I was, like, at my sister's house 661 00:34:38,036 --> 00:34:39,871 all the time, he was, like, my first fan. 662 00:34:39,954 --> 00:34:42,623 Okay, y'all, my nephew dared me to do something. 663 00:34:43,625 --> 00:34:44,793 So, okay, go ahead. 664 00:34:45,418 --> 00:34:47,045 Weave. 665 00:34:47,128 --> 00:34:50,215 Listening, knowing the words to my songs and, you know, 666 00:34:50,297 --> 00:34:52,132 like, stuff like that is a real boost 667 00:34:52,926 --> 00:34:54,344 as a beginning artist. 668 00:34:56,763 --> 00:34:59,057 I was really afraid... 669 00:35:01,601 --> 00:35:04,062 of, I guess, him even looking at me differently too... 670 00:35:05,647 --> 00:35:07,732 uh, when I did come out and stuff like that. 671 00:35:11,486 --> 00:35:16,241 You see a lot of minds get, like, tainted 672 00:35:16,324 --> 00:35:18,076 by the world around them. 673 00:35:18,159 --> 00:35:21,788 I just hope his mind doesn't, you know? 674 00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:24,040 All right, TikTok, I'm finna teach my nephews 675 00:35:24,082 --> 00:35:25,166 to not be homophobic. 676 00:35:26,084 --> 00:35:28,962 Hey, hey, hey, y'all. 677 00:35:29,963 --> 00:35:31,047 - What? - Don't... 678 00:35:31,089 --> 00:35:32,424 don't be homophobic. 679 00:35:33,425 --> 00:35:34,592 - Okay. - Okay. 680 00:35:34,676 --> 00:35:37,303 Even before any of this satanic shit 681 00:35:37,387 --> 00:35:38,847 and the devil, 682 00:35:38,930 --> 00:35:42,767 so many little kids became, like, Lil Nas X fans and shit. 683 00:35:43,810 --> 00:35:46,855 And it was already being painted as that. 684 00:35:46,938 --> 00:35:48,898 It was, like, "Oh, it was all, like, schemed 685 00:35:48,940 --> 00:35:53,361 by these corporate giants to... to poison our kids." 686 00:35:55,113 --> 00:35:56,173 And, you know, I've always been, 687 00:35:56,197 --> 00:35:58,491 like, a super goofy person, so I was able to, like, 688 00:35:58,575 --> 00:36:01,327 navigate my way through it, like, joking a lot. 689 00:36:01,411 --> 00:36:03,163 But, you know, I feel like mentally... 690 00:36:04,873 --> 00:36:06,458 like, you know, you definitely feel, 691 00:36:06,499 --> 00:36:10,211 like, bad about, like, what you just did. 692 00:36:16,551 --> 00:36:17,594 Hello? 693 00:36:18,219 --> 00:36:19,220 Hi. 694 00:36:19,888 --> 00:36:22,057 Hello, Tanya. How are you? 695 00:36:22,140 --> 00:36:23,892 I'm doing great. How are you? 696 00:36:23,975 --> 00:36:26,311 I feel like at the top of this year, 697 00:36:26,353 --> 00:36:29,105 like, I tried to be, like, I guess, like, full-time, 698 00:36:29,147 --> 00:36:31,775 like, serious and... 699 00:36:31,816 --> 00:36:33,526 Yay, go Lil Nas X! 700 00:36:34,861 --> 00:36:36,130 I don't know, just completely, 701 00:36:36,154 --> 00:36:37,655 like, dedicated to being, like, 702 00:36:37,739 --> 00:36:40,909 this serious artist that everyone's gonna 703 00:36:40,992 --> 00:36:42,660 take seriously, blah, blah, blah. 704 00:36:42,744 --> 00:36:43,888 We have Lil Nas X here. 705 00:36:43,912 --> 00:36:45,622 - How's it feel? - How does what feel? 706 00:36:45,663 --> 00:36:48,291 I'm actually nervous before every single performance. 707 00:36:48,333 --> 00:36:50,335 No, this is my son, Bronco. 708 00:36:51,670 --> 00:36:53,230 - Okay. Okay. Okay. - What's up, Bronco? 709 00:36:53,254 --> 00:36:55,274 And then I realized, you know, I have the most fun as an artist 710 00:36:55,298 --> 00:36:58,176 when I'm being a fun artist or just like this happy, 711 00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:00,470 playful being, that's when I'm the happiest 712 00:37:00,512 --> 00:37:04,140 and I think that's a really vital part of me. 713 00:37:04,182 --> 00:37:05,975 I actually think it was kind of dope 714 00:37:06,017 --> 00:37:08,478 that people were, like, outside of my concert protesting, 715 00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,689 like, that's some really cool, like, rock star shit. 716 00:37:10,730 --> 00:37:12,524 Good for me. I killed them with kindness, 717 00:37:12,565 --> 00:37:14,484 but I was a little evil in doing it 718 00:37:14,526 --> 00:37:16,236 because it was pineapple pizza. 719 00:37:16,319 --> 00:37:19,155 I think I've always, as most people do, 720 00:37:19,197 --> 00:37:24,035 like, used jokes to, you know, make life easier 721 00:37:24,077 --> 00:37:25,412 when it's not, you know? 722 00:37:26,454 --> 00:37:27,372 Oh... 723 00:37:27,455 --> 00:37:29,916 Do you wanna have sex? 724 00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:33,044 Could you imagine if I forgot to mute it? 725 00:37:33,128 --> 00:37:35,380 I'll see you later. You have an amazing time. 726 00:37:35,463 --> 00:37:37,257 I appreciate your time. 727 00:37:37,340 --> 00:37:39,050 Thank you. I'll see you soon. 728 00:37:39,676 --> 00:37:40,885 Did you see the baddie? 729 00:37:41,886 --> 00:37:42,887 Saffa? 730 00:37:43,555 --> 00:37:44,723 She's the baddest. 731 00:37:44,806 --> 00:37:46,141 Who's that? 732 00:37:46,224 --> 00:37:48,393 - Saffa. - Saffa. 733 00:37:48,476 --> 00:37:51,771 She's the baddest. Oh, my God, Saffa. 734 00:37:56,276 --> 00:37:57,503 If you had one superpower, 735 00:37:57,527 --> 00:37:58,862 what would it be? 736 00:37:58,903 --> 00:38:00,572 I told you, shapeshifting, 737 00:38:00,613 --> 00:38:04,034 because then I could be a bird or I could be an ant. 738 00:38:04,075 --> 00:38:05,660 I could be a fly on the wall. 739 00:38:07,162 --> 00:38:09,914 I feel like, I don't know, sometimes like a slave 740 00:38:09,998 --> 00:38:12,917 to my, like, human body or some shit. 741 00:38:12,959 --> 00:38:16,254 I'm just like, I wish I could just fly sometimes. 742 00:38:18,089 --> 00:38:19,716 I think shapeshifting is dangerous though 743 00:38:19,758 --> 00:38:21,110 because imagine, if you turn into a bug 744 00:38:21,134 --> 00:38:22,635 and somebody immediately kills you. 745 00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:23,779 - Are you ready? - Uh-huh. 746 00:38:23,803 --> 00:38:24,971 Okay, go. 747 00:38:25,930 --> 00:38:27,307 Oh, my God. 748 00:38:30,977 --> 00:38:32,937 This is kind of scary, actually. 749 00:38:33,021 --> 00:38:34,731 I wasn't expecting it to be scary. 750 00:38:34,773 --> 00:38:36,775 Oh, my God. It's kind of terrifying. 751 00:38:36,858 --> 00:38:38,943 Go on. Go on. He's not gonna bite you. 752 00:38:38,985 --> 00:38:40,403 Or maybe he will. 753 00:38:40,445 --> 00:38:43,031 Oh, my God. It even has my grill. 754 00:38:43,114 --> 00:38:45,784 Oh, my God. What the fuck! 755 00:38:45,825 --> 00:38:47,952 Look at your hair. Touch your hair. 756 00:38:47,994 --> 00:38:50,705 Oh, my God. 757 00:38:51,956 --> 00:38:53,375 Are we gonna do this? 758 00:38:54,459 --> 00:38:55,752 I'm not gonna do that with you. 759 00:38:55,794 --> 00:38:57,104 Kiss him. 760 00:39:04,969 --> 00:39:06,971 In New York, my stepmom 761 00:39:07,055 --> 00:39:09,182 and my brothers came to the show. 762 00:39:11,226 --> 00:39:13,603 My brothers, I feel like our relationship was, like, 763 00:39:13,645 --> 00:39:18,149 super tight where I can do almost anything around them now. 764 00:39:19,401 --> 00:39:21,111 We already know the vibe. 765 00:39:21,152 --> 00:39:24,322 We turn up everywhere we go. Turn down for what? 766 00:39:25,156 --> 00:39:26,950 Long live Montero Tour. 767 00:39:26,991 --> 00:39:29,494 He said it ain't even on the same wave as y'all. 768 00:39:29,577 --> 00:39:30,829 I had to switch it up. 769 00:39:30,912 --> 00:39:32,330 What's up, my boy? 770 00:39:32,372 --> 00:39:33,612 Had to switch it up real quick. 771 00:39:37,752 --> 00:39:39,963 At the end of the day, we only had each other. 772 00:39:40,005 --> 00:39:42,257 Like, our parents, they were doin' what they doin'. 773 00:39:42,298 --> 00:39:44,467 We got separated, you feel what I'm sayin'? 774 00:39:44,509 --> 00:39:45,969 All of us got separated, you feel me? 775 00:39:46,011 --> 00:39:48,138 Everybody found their way back to each other. 776 00:39:48,179 --> 00:39:49,848 When we lost our grandma, like... 777 00:39:49,889 --> 00:39:51,033 Appreciate you. 778 00:39:51,057 --> 00:39:52,994 Shit really was different, you feel what I'm sayin'? 779 00:39:53,018 --> 00:39:54,495 Because that, like, that was her heart. 780 00:39:54,519 --> 00:39:56,187 And that was his heart because, you know, 781 00:39:56,271 --> 00:39:57,814 no cap, I'ma let you know, 782 00:39:57,856 --> 00:39:59,524 that little motherfucker was spoiled. 783 00:39:59,566 --> 00:40:02,110 Finally got what I was saying, to the real tight shit. 784 00:40:02,193 --> 00:40:04,362 It was the reason why he was taken care 785 00:40:04,446 --> 00:40:05,548 of the way he was taken care of. 786 00:40:05,572 --> 00:40:07,174 He had a destiny. My grandma knew something 787 00:40:07,198 --> 00:40:08,867 about that baby when he was young. 788 00:40:08,950 --> 00:40:10,201 She knew he was the chosen one. 789 00:40:10,285 --> 00:40:11,911 I thought we were going to the top? 790 00:40:11,995 --> 00:40:13,038 You have to go down. 791 00:40:13,079 --> 00:40:14,682 You have to... There's, like, a special door 792 00:40:14,706 --> 00:40:15,906 you have to take to get there. 793 00:40:15,957 --> 00:40:19,169 Oh, you gotta go down to go up. That's life. 794 00:40:19,210 --> 00:40:21,713 We used to have, like, a love-hate relationship. 795 00:40:21,796 --> 00:40:24,966 As we grow, we start likin' each other more. 796 00:40:25,050 --> 00:40:27,218 And then, boom, he got rich. Oh! 797 00:40:27,302 --> 00:40:28,571 He come up outta nowhere. 798 00:40:28,595 --> 00:40:29,721 There you go. 799 00:40:33,683 --> 00:40:34,893 Who just got cleaned? 800 00:40:34,976 --> 00:40:36,227 Montero, look. 801 00:40:38,605 --> 00:40:40,398 - Mommy! - Oh, my God! 802 00:40:40,440 --> 00:40:43,777 Y'all didn't know I was coming. 803 00:40:43,860 --> 00:40:45,129 Why you here? Why you here? 804 00:40:45,153 --> 00:40:47,381 You're not supposed to be here. You're not supposed to be here. 805 00:40:47,405 --> 00:40:49,574 I can go where I wanna go. I got money. 806 00:40:49,616 --> 00:40:51,034 You got the shirt on, too? 807 00:40:51,076 --> 00:40:53,620 My stepmom, I don't know, it still feels, like, 808 00:40:53,703 --> 00:40:56,748 really weird, like, being flamboyant 809 00:40:56,831 --> 00:40:59,042 or closer to, like, myself 810 00:40:59,084 --> 00:41:01,461 that I show most people, around her. 811 00:41:01,544 --> 00:41:04,005 He four months. 812 00:41:04,089 --> 00:41:05,757 Wanna introduce yourself? 813 00:41:05,799 --> 00:41:09,594 Hi, I'm Mia Stafford. Lil Nas X Montero's mother. 814 00:41:09,636 --> 00:41:11,596 Mm-hmm. 815 00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:14,099 - What else you wanna say? - I hope I... 816 00:41:14,140 --> 00:41:15,409 What you expectin' for the show tonight? 817 00:41:15,433 --> 00:41:17,268 I hope not to cry. 818 00:41:17,310 --> 00:41:19,229 Don't cry. You won't cry. 819 00:41:19,270 --> 00:41:22,399 - You gon' be happy. - It's gonna be happy tears. 820 00:41:23,775 --> 00:41:26,903 I have one thing for you to do. One thing. 821 00:41:26,945 --> 00:41:29,864 You gotta promise to sign these four for me. 822 00:41:30,990 --> 00:41:32,551 I actually printed these pictures I have... 823 00:41:32,575 --> 00:41:35,286 Oh, no autographs. I'm kidding. 824 00:41:36,746 --> 00:41:38,306 When you... when you... when you finish. 825 00:41:38,331 --> 00:41:39,416 We got a marker? 826 00:41:39,457 --> 00:41:40,643 Lemme get one, I got you. 827 00:41:40,667 --> 00:41:41,793 Let's see. 828 00:41:41,876 --> 00:41:42,979 Now, I'm warning you now 829 00:41:43,003 --> 00:41:44,105 the signature ain't changed. 830 00:41:44,129 --> 00:41:45,130 They don't care. 831 00:41:45,213 --> 00:41:47,632 They just... they just love Lil Nas X. 832 00:41:47,674 --> 00:41:48,985 The thing that has come with, 833 00:41:49,009 --> 00:41:50,343 like, my success... 834 00:41:51,344 --> 00:41:52,929 is the idea of... 835 00:41:54,806 --> 00:41:59,144 fear for them, and the feeling of fear of losing me, 836 00:41:59,185 --> 00:42:01,563 and not tripping on their words. 837 00:42:03,314 --> 00:42:06,192 I've seen my family become much more accepting... 838 00:42:07,986 --> 00:42:10,363 of what I am and people like me. 839 00:42:12,323 --> 00:42:15,535 And I think that is super dope and beautiful. 840 00:42:15,618 --> 00:42:16,619 But... 841 00:42:17,787 --> 00:42:18,955 I don't know. 842 00:42:18,997 --> 00:42:20,677 I feel like there's a lot of things that... 843 00:42:22,334 --> 00:42:24,044 people may wanna say but don't. 844 00:42:24,127 --> 00:42:27,339 They don't wanna lose me as, like, 845 00:42:27,380 --> 00:42:30,967 an asset of a person, you know? 846 00:42:31,009 --> 00:42:32,802 - Oh, my God. Hey. - Hi. 847 00:42:32,844 --> 00:42:34,488 - How are you, friend? - Hi, precious. 848 00:42:34,512 --> 00:42:35,698 - You look amazing. - So do you. 849 00:42:35,722 --> 00:42:38,183 - I love the hair. - I love your outfit. 850 00:42:38,224 --> 00:42:40,244 - Oh, my God. - Did you not know I was here? 851 00:42:40,268 --> 00:42:42,937 Oh, my... I did. But this is crazy. 852 00:42:43,021 --> 00:42:44,206 You better put on a show for me. 853 00:42:44,230 --> 00:42:45,732 Fuckin'... Now, I'm nervous. 854 00:42:46,941 --> 00:42:48,169 I'm not performing anymore. 855 00:42:49,527 --> 00:42:51,196 Do you remember coming to my show? 856 00:42:51,237 --> 00:42:53,990 Yes. That's literally... Your show literally inspired 857 00:42:54,032 --> 00:42:55,617 some things happening here tonight. 858 00:42:55,700 --> 00:42:58,328 Whoo! 859 00:42:58,370 --> 00:43:00,872 ♪ You know I never Did you wrong ♪ 860 00:43:00,914 --> 00:43:03,667 ♪ You know I'm right here By the phone, dawg ♪ 861 00:43:04,584 --> 00:43:06,336 This song is, like, I guess, 862 00:43:06,378 --> 00:43:08,463 mainly responds to a lot of family. 863 00:43:10,715 --> 00:43:11,984 When someone who gets, like, 864 00:43:12,008 --> 00:43:17,097 famous and rich and whatnot, everyone wants to hit them up. 865 00:43:17,972 --> 00:43:20,725 And basically, if you don't call them 866 00:43:20,809 --> 00:43:24,437 and talk to them and respond to all their needs, 867 00:43:24,521 --> 00:43:25,814 then to them, it's, like, 868 00:43:26,690 --> 00:43:29,067 you're fake, you're a terrible person, 869 00:43:29,150 --> 00:43:31,736 you're going Hollywood, you're selfish. 870 00:43:31,820 --> 00:43:36,908 Montero! Montero! Montero! 871 00:44:03,101 --> 00:44:06,354 ♪ Breaker, breaker, 911 Somebody come get this bitch ♪ 872 00:44:06,438 --> 00:44:07,748 ♪ Thinkin' you a star On the rise ♪ 873 00:44:07,772 --> 00:44:10,108 ♪ You got time to reply Don't lie, you can hit my shit ♪ 874 00:44:10,191 --> 00:44:11,919 ♪ You can lend me five Lil' nigga, on the side ♪ 875 00:44:11,943 --> 00:44:13,754 ♪ Lil' nigga, couple thou' Need to fix my whip ♪ 876 00:44:13,778 --> 00:44:15,131 ♪ How you switch sides On a nigga ♪ 877 00:44:15,155 --> 00:44:16,257 ♪ Who was down With you, nigga? ♪ 878 00:44:16,281 --> 00:44:18,158 ♪ You a fraud, just a fib My nig', my nig' ♪ 879 00:44:18,742 --> 00:44:20,243 ♪ Oh, oh ♪ 880 00:44:20,285 --> 00:44:22,787 ♪ You know I never Did you wrong ♪ 881 00:44:23,997 --> 00:44:27,751 ♪ Even though I'm right here By the phone, dawg ♪ 882 00:44:27,792 --> 00:44:30,295 ♪ You know you never Used to call ♪ 883 00:44:30,378 --> 00:44:31,963 ♪ Keep it that way now ♪ 884 00:44:32,047 --> 00:44:34,924 ♪ I'll treat you like You're dead right now ♪ 885 00:44:36,217 --> 00:44:38,928 ♪ I'm on your head right now ♪ 886 00:44:38,970 --> 00:44:42,474 ♪ You wanna fuck with me So bad right now ♪ 887 00:44:43,767 --> 00:44:46,102 ♪ Well, now You can't right now ♪ 888 00:44:48,063 --> 00:44:50,690 ♪ 2018 I was in my sister's house ♪ 889 00:44:50,774 --> 00:44:51,941 ♪ The whole summer ♪ 890 00:44:51,983 --> 00:44:55,570 ♪ Songs wasn't doing numbers Whole life was going under ♪ 891 00:44:55,653 --> 00:44:58,865 ♪ Left school, then my dad and I Had a face to face in Atlanta ♪ 892 00:44:58,948 --> 00:45:00,828 ♪ He said, "It's one In a million chance, son" ♪ 893 00:45:00,867 --> 00:45:03,244 ♪ I told him, "Daddy, I am that one", uh ♪ 894 00:45:03,328 --> 00:45:04,871 ♪ I ain't never need 'em, huh ♪ 895 00:45:04,954 --> 00:45:06,873 ♪ I ain't never need No nigga, uh ♪ 896 00:45:06,956 --> 00:45:08,416 ♪ I ain't never need No feature ♪ 897 00:45:08,500 --> 00:45:10,311 ♪ If I didn't blow I woulda died tryna be here ♪ 898 00:45:10,335 --> 00:45:12,337 ♪ If it didn't go Suicide, wouldn't be here ♪ 899 00:45:12,379 --> 00:45:14,190 ♪ Now they all come around Like they been here ♪ 900 00:45:14,214 --> 00:45:15,840 ♪ When you get this rich And famous ♪ 901 00:45:15,924 --> 00:45:18,176 ♪ Everybody come up To you singin' ♪ 902 00:45:18,259 --> 00:45:20,720 ♪ Hallelujah, how'd you do it? ♪ 903 00:45:20,804 --> 00:45:23,848 ♪ You been on my mind You been runnin' through it ♪ 904 00:45:23,890 --> 00:45:24,891 ♪ Yeah ♪ 905 00:45:25,684 --> 00:45:28,478 ♪ Hallelujah, how'd you do it? ♪ 906 00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:31,356 ♪ You been on my mind You been running through it ♪ 907 00:45:31,398 --> 00:45:32,524 ♪ Yeah... ♪ 908 00:45:35,276 --> 00:45:38,279 I feel like that's an important part in life, 909 00:45:38,363 --> 00:45:41,491 like, letting go of people that you feel like 910 00:45:41,533 --> 00:45:43,076 are taking the advantage of you. 911 00:45:43,159 --> 00:45:45,286 ♪ You know You never used to call ♪ 912 00:45:45,328 --> 00:45:46,871 ♪ Keep it that way now ♪ 913 00:45:46,913 --> 00:45:50,166 ♪ I'll treat you like You're dead right now ♪ 914 00:45:51,126 --> 00:45:53,878 ♪ I'm on your head right now ♪ 915 00:45:53,962 --> 00:45:56,548 ♪ You wanna fuck With me so bad ♪ 916 00:46:13,940 --> 00:46:15,084 Do you want them in here? 917 00:46:15,108 --> 00:46:16,109 No. 918 00:46:18,445 --> 00:46:20,572 Nah. 919 00:46:27,328 --> 00:46:29,390 It's crazy, like, this is actually my first, 920 00:46:29,414 --> 00:46:32,083 like, fuckin' show in Atlanta. 921 00:46:32,125 --> 00:46:34,085 Like, this is the place I started music 922 00:46:34,169 --> 00:46:35,809 and it's my first time having a show here. 923 00:46:37,589 --> 00:46:39,299 Long live Montero. 924 00:46:39,382 --> 00:46:40,592 - Period. - Period. 925 00:46:41,926 --> 00:46:43,595 Hey, Siri. 926 00:46:43,636 --> 00:46:45,722 Can you set an alarm for 34 minutes? 927 00:46:45,764 --> 00:46:47,199 I think my dad was the first person that I, 928 00:46:47,223 --> 00:46:51,936 like, came out to, it was just, like, kinda awkward, 929 00:46:52,020 --> 00:46:54,939 and, you know, he was kind of, like, 930 00:46:55,023 --> 00:46:56,900 "It could be, like, the devil tempting you 931 00:46:56,941 --> 00:46:57,984 and whatnot." 932 00:46:58,068 --> 00:47:00,862 Which I understood, like, to a degree. 933 00:47:00,945 --> 00:47:02,530 I mean, you gotta think about it. 934 00:47:02,614 --> 00:47:08,614 Your son gets rich and famous, and suddenly, like, he's gay. 935 00:47:08,745 --> 00:47:11,581 It just sounds like everything the YouTube things 936 00:47:11,623 --> 00:47:14,626 warned you about, you know? 937 00:47:17,879 --> 00:47:19,464 Okay. 938 00:47:20,298 --> 00:47:21,383 Let me see. 939 00:47:23,635 --> 00:47:25,428 I think my dad's side of the family 940 00:47:25,470 --> 00:47:28,139 is a bit more conservative. 941 00:47:28,223 --> 00:47:30,141 But one great thing about them is they are very, 942 00:47:30,183 --> 00:47:31,851 like, family oriented. 943 00:47:32,811 --> 00:47:34,646 They're all about togetherness. 944 00:47:36,398 --> 00:47:38,608 But even there, I guess, I would feel like 945 00:47:38,650 --> 00:47:41,277 uh, somewhat of, like, a stepchild sometimes. 946 00:47:48,660 --> 00:47:49,744 That's fashion. 947 00:47:51,037 --> 00:47:56,167 ♪ Whispering ♪ 948 00:47:56,209 --> 00:48:00,880 ♪ In his ears... ♪ 949 00:48:00,964 --> 00:48:03,842 My grandma loved the Braves so much. 950 00:48:03,883 --> 00:48:06,219 She used to love these goddamn Braves. 951 00:48:06,302 --> 00:48:11,516 ♪ Potion for love ♪ 952 00:48:12,434 --> 00:48:15,812 ♪ Telling him ♪ 953 00:48:15,854 --> 00:48:21,854 ♪ I'm sincere ♪ 954 00:48:23,236 --> 00:48:29,236 ♪ And that there's nothing Too good ♪ 955 00:48:29,951 --> 00:48:34,539 ♪ For us ♪ 956 00:48:43,173 --> 00:48:46,217 ♪ And I just got to be me ♪ 957 00:48:46,301 --> 00:48:48,178 Wow! Wow! 958 00:48:48,219 --> 00:48:54,017 ♪ Free, free ♪ 959 00:48:54,059 --> 00:48:58,772 ♪ And I just got to be me Yeah... ♪ 960 00:48:58,855 --> 00:49:00,583 He is probably extra nervous tonight 961 00:49:00,607 --> 00:49:03,818 because Dad is here, aunties, you know? 962 00:49:03,902 --> 00:49:06,488 His whole family is here, so, you know, 963 00:49:06,571 --> 00:49:08,740 maybe he'll try to be more subdued on the stage, 964 00:49:08,823 --> 00:49:10,926 so, you know, I guess he... You know, he's kinda nervous 965 00:49:10,950 --> 00:49:12,911 that he can't do his thing, you know? 966 00:49:12,994 --> 00:49:14,914 Being... being Montero, you know what I'm saying? 967 00:49:14,996 --> 00:49:16,414 But I told him last night, 968 00:49:16,498 --> 00:49:17,916 "Hey, man, be you. 969 00:49:17,999 --> 00:49:21,002 Do you, we all support you, we all love you, 970 00:49:21,086 --> 00:49:23,755 we know your story, we know where you came from, 971 00:49:23,797 --> 00:49:26,383 and we're excited to see where you goin'." 972 00:49:26,424 --> 00:49:29,511 We call him Doobie, so he's still just Doobie to us. 973 00:49:29,594 --> 00:49:32,889 You know, he's not... I don't see him as a major star, 974 00:49:32,972 --> 00:49:35,266 I see him just as my son. That's my baby boy. 975 00:49:35,350 --> 00:49:37,102 So, thanks to me all of y'all here. 976 00:49:37,143 --> 00:49:40,105 Thanks to me everybody's here because I didn't use a condom. 977 00:49:45,527 --> 00:49:47,028 This song has a chokehold on me. 978 00:49:49,614 --> 00:49:50,734 It's a great song. 979 00:49:51,950 --> 00:49:54,119 This song. This song. 980 00:49:55,286 --> 00:49:57,789 She was not playing with them bitches. 981 00:49:59,332 --> 00:50:00,959 She was so serious. 982 00:50:05,255 --> 00:50:06,423 Do you think, um... 983 00:50:08,049 --> 00:50:10,010 singers back then were, like, um, 984 00:50:10,093 --> 00:50:11,386 uh, saying shit like that? 985 00:50:12,470 --> 00:50:14,305 Like, "I'm not playing with these hoes." 986 00:50:14,389 --> 00:50:15,408 You think she said something like that 987 00:50:15,432 --> 00:50:16,433 when she left the studio? 988 00:50:40,915 --> 00:50:42,518 Do it, say it again, sing it out for me, 989 00:50:42,542 --> 00:50:44,794 - "No!" - No! 990 00:50:44,836 --> 00:50:46,188 There it is, one more time, together. 991 00:50:46,212 --> 00:50:50,467 ♪ No, no, no, no, no, No, no, no, no, no, no, no ♪ 992 00:50:58,058 --> 00:50:59,538 Are you gonna go under? 993 00:51:00,018 --> 00:51:01,353 Ba! Ba! 994 00:51:01,394 --> 00:51:05,023 ♪ Make your old man Proud of you ♪ 995 00:51:07,567 --> 00:51:10,487 ♪ Forget about the tears ♪ 996 00:51:13,073 --> 00:51:15,009 I hear you and your dad have a really great relationship? 997 00:51:15,033 --> 00:51:16,701 ♪ On the level... ♪ 998 00:51:16,743 --> 00:51:17,869 Is he proud of you? 999 00:51:20,080 --> 00:51:23,208 Is he like, "Son, I'm proud of you"? 1000 00:51:26,044 --> 00:51:29,005 ♪ Stand up like a man ♪ 1001 00:51:40,141 --> 00:51:43,019 ♪ If I say so Know they gon' ride ♪ 1002 00:51:43,061 --> 00:51:45,647 ♪ I know G's, and you know They ain't nice ♪ 1003 00:51:45,730 --> 00:51:48,900 ♪ If I pop up I'ma want it, but I get by ♪ 1004 00:51:48,942 --> 00:51:51,069 ♪ Tell the devil I can't have him inside ♪ 1005 00:51:51,152 --> 00:51:53,029 ♪ Tell the reaper He don't want it ♪ 1006 00:51:53,071 --> 00:51:54,572 ♪ He don't want it, oh ♪ 1007 00:51:54,656 --> 00:51:56,866 ♪ I know everything's Gonna be all right ♪ 1008 00:51:56,908 --> 00:51:58,660 ♪ Tell the reaper He don't want it ♪ 1009 00:51:58,702 --> 00:52:00,453 ♪ He don't want it, oh ♪ 1010 00:52:00,537 --> 00:52:02,622 ♪ I know everything's Gonna be all right ♪ 1011 00:52:04,165 --> 00:52:07,919 The award goes to Lil Nas X. 1012 00:52:07,961 --> 00:52:09,921 - Lil Nas X. - Lil Nas X. 1013 00:52:09,963 --> 00:52:12,382 The number one song on the Billboard Hot 100, 1014 00:52:12,424 --> 00:52:14,759 "Call Me By Your Name" by Lil Nas X. 1015 00:52:17,303 --> 00:52:20,098 I feel like every day, though, I'm able to, like, 1016 00:52:20,140 --> 00:52:21,933 slip from it a little bit more and be just, 1017 00:52:22,017 --> 00:52:24,269 like, a little bit just more free in general. 1018 00:52:25,937 --> 00:52:27,355 That's more conservative, right? 1019 00:52:28,398 --> 00:52:29,399 Mm-hmm. 1020 00:52:30,692 --> 00:52:34,529 I like reserving a bit, huh? It's not too much, right? 1021 00:52:34,612 --> 00:52:36,007 Just the right amount of leg. 1022 00:52:36,031 --> 00:52:37,091 Grab what you want, Chase. 1023 00:52:37,115 --> 00:52:38,259 You want something from there? 1024 00:52:38,283 --> 00:52:39,784 You don't think so? 1025 00:52:39,826 --> 00:52:41,178 - Are you serious? - Yeah. 1026 00:52:41,202 --> 00:52:42,287 Do I look stupid? 1027 00:52:42,328 --> 00:52:43,431 No, it looks great. 1028 00:52:43,455 --> 00:52:44,765 What do you think? Do I look stupid? 1029 00:52:44,789 --> 00:52:46,124 I think you look dope. 1030 00:52:47,459 --> 00:52:50,462 Hello, family. 1031 00:52:50,503 --> 00:52:51,671 I love it. 1032 00:52:52,464 --> 00:52:53,673 How are you? 1033 00:52:58,470 --> 00:52:59,512 Like, what's up, Dad? 1034 00:53:07,812 --> 00:53:08,980 You sure I don't look stupid? 1035 00:53:10,148 --> 00:53:11,399 Like a little stupid? 1036 00:53:11,483 --> 00:53:13,151 I like that, like, that skirt is low-key, 1037 00:53:13,234 --> 00:53:16,196 like, a big transitional moment in my life 1038 00:53:16,279 --> 00:53:19,115 that was so small but such a big thing. 1039 00:53:19,157 --> 00:53:22,577 It's easy to, like, go to a music video set 1040 00:53:22,660 --> 00:53:25,163 and do some, like, super, like, fruity shit. 1041 00:53:25,205 --> 00:53:28,124 But to, I guess, like, walk out in front of, like, 1042 00:53:28,166 --> 00:53:30,366 both sides of your family in, like, this little skirt... 1043 00:53:31,503 --> 00:53:36,049 and the fuckin' shirt that has, like, every version 1044 00:53:36,132 --> 00:53:38,343 of the LGBT flag on the back of it 1045 00:53:38,426 --> 00:53:41,179 is, like... It's, like, crazy. 1046 00:53:41,221 --> 00:53:43,390 It's, like, really freeing almost. 1047 00:53:43,473 --> 00:53:45,642 Not almost, it actually is. 1048 00:54:02,867 --> 00:54:04,452 Hold on, hold on, hold on. 1049 00:54:04,536 --> 00:54:07,914 I love my mom and dad to death. 1050 00:54:09,207 --> 00:54:14,004 But I feel, like, disconnected from them, you know? 1051 00:54:14,045 --> 00:54:18,383 Even when I first came out, I still, like, never talked 1052 00:54:18,425 --> 00:54:20,969 about, like, boys and stuff in front of family 1053 00:54:21,052 --> 00:54:24,556 or... or just, like, any other experience at all. 1054 00:54:24,597 --> 00:54:27,142 It was just, like, the elephant in the room, you know? 1055 00:54:27,183 --> 00:54:29,144 And I feel like even now though, I guess, 1056 00:54:29,227 --> 00:54:33,231 it's still kinda hard to be open, like, 1057 00:54:33,273 --> 00:54:35,108 when I'm dating somebody or somethin'. 1058 00:54:36,234 --> 00:54:37,712 And my dad actually talked to me about it, 1059 00:54:37,736 --> 00:54:39,130 he was like, "You know you can let me know, 1060 00:54:39,154 --> 00:54:41,990 like, what's happening on that side" 1061 00:54:42,073 --> 00:54:44,051 and stuff like that, so, like, that was really great, 1062 00:54:44,075 --> 00:54:45,910 but it's still, like... 1063 00:54:45,952 --> 00:54:49,247 It's a fight to get that out there, 1064 00:54:49,289 --> 00:54:51,249 but we're getting closer. 1065 00:54:51,291 --> 00:54:53,501 I mean, like, you gotta think going from 1066 00:54:54,294 --> 00:54:56,296 "the devil is tempting you," 1067 00:54:56,379 --> 00:54:59,632 to... to fucking coming to a gay club 1068 00:54:59,716 --> 00:55:00,800 with me is crazy. 1069 00:55:20,945 --> 00:55:25,950 ♪ Whispering ♪ 1070 00:55:25,992 --> 00:55:31,992 ♪ In his ear ♪ 1071 00:55:32,499 --> 00:55:38,499 ♪ My magic potion for love... ♪ 1072 00:55:42,550 --> 00:55:45,220 And so now, I just, um, 1073 00:55:46,137 --> 00:55:47,472 I guess I'll just try to be, like, 1074 00:55:47,514 --> 00:55:49,641 just more free in general because, I mean, 1075 00:55:49,724 --> 00:55:52,143 everything I fucking do, I guess, at this point, 1076 00:55:52,977 --> 00:55:55,689 I'm always just tryin' to, I guess, 1077 00:55:55,772 --> 00:55:57,691 challenge the way my family or just, like, 1078 00:55:57,774 --> 00:56:00,568 the world in general, like, looks at things. 1079 00:56:09,035 --> 00:56:11,037 Being back home in Atlanta, 1080 00:56:11,121 --> 00:56:13,331 taking a picture with my mom and dad, 1081 00:56:13,373 --> 00:56:15,458 looking into the audience, 1082 00:56:15,500 --> 00:56:18,044 and seeing, like, my nephew right there, 1083 00:56:18,128 --> 00:56:21,089 it's just crazy because he's, like, my first fan ever. 1084 00:56:21,172 --> 00:56:22,924 To me, it's like a full circle moment 1085 00:56:23,008 --> 00:56:24,509 that I'm probably gonna look back on 1086 00:56:24,551 --> 00:56:26,052 like, "Oh, my God, I remember that." 1087 00:56:31,558 --> 00:56:34,644 It feels like I'm having a great time. 1088 00:56:34,686 --> 00:56:36,521 It feels like I'm having the best time. 1089 00:56:37,355 --> 00:56:39,190 It feels like, um... 1090 00:56:40,775 --> 00:56:42,193 It feels like I'm living life. 1091 00:56:42,235 --> 00:56:46,156 ♪ And that there's nothing Too good for us ♪ 1092 00:56:46,197 --> 00:56:52,197 ♪ But I want to be free, free ♪ 1093 00:56:53,204 --> 00:56:57,042 ♪ Free ♪ 1094 00:56:57,083 --> 00:57:02,005 ♪ And I just got to be me Yeah ♪ 1095 00:57:02,047 --> 00:57:05,425 ♪ Me, me ♪ 1096 00:57:10,388 --> 00:57:11,931 One, two, three, four. 1097 00:57:12,015 --> 00:57:14,726 ♪ Need a boy who can cuddle With me all night ♪ 1098 00:57:14,768 --> 00:57:17,354 ♪ Keep me warm, love me long Be my sunlight ♪ 1099 00:57:17,395 --> 00:57:19,522 ♪ Tell me lies, we can argue We can fight ♪ 1100 00:57:19,564 --> 00:57:22,609 ♪ Yeah, we did it before But we'll do it tonight ♪ 1101 00:57:22,692 --> 00:57:25,528 ♪ An afro, Black boy With the gold teeth ♪ 1102 00:57:25,570 --> 00:57:28,198 ♪ With dark skin, looking at me Like he know me ♪ 1103 00:57:28,239 --> 00:57:30,575 ♪ I wonder if he got The G or the B ♪ 1104 00:57:30,617 --> 00:57:33,787 ♪ Let me find out and see Coming over to me ♪ 1105 00:57:33,870 --> 00:57:36,581 ♪ These days I'm way too lonely ♪ 1106 00:57:36,623 --> 00:57:39,292 ♪ I'm missing out, I know ♪ 1107 00:57:39,376 --> 00:57:41,419 ♪ These days I'm way too alone ♪ 1108 00:57:41,461 --> 00:57:43,755 ♪ And I'm known For giving love away, but ♪ 1109 00:57:43,797 --> 00:57:44,881 ♪ I want ♪ 1110 00:57:46,424 --> 00:57:49,219 ♪ Someone who love me ♪ 1111 00:57:49,260 --> 00:57:50,261 ♪ I need ♪ 1112 00:57:51,846 --> 00:57:54,891 ♪ Someone who needs me ♪ 1113 00:57:54,933 --> 00:57:57,602 ♪ 'Cause it don't feel right When it's late at night ♪ 1114 00:57:57,686 --> 00:57:59,562 ♪ And it's just me In my dreams ♪ 1115 00:58:00,146 --> 00:58:01,648 ♪ So I want ♪ 1116 00:58:02,774 --> 00:58:04,776 ♪ Someone to love ♪ 1117 00:58:04,818 --> 00:58:06,861 ♪ That's what I fucking want ♪ 1118 00:58:06,945 --> 00:58:07,946 ♪ I want ♪ 1119 00:58:09,489 --> 00:58:11,991 ♪ Someone who love me ♪ 1120 00:58:12,617 --> 00:58:13,618 ♪ I need ♪ 1121 00:58:14,953 --> 00:58:18,164 ♪ Someone who needs me ♪ 1122 00:58:18,248 --> 00:58:20,792 ♪ 'Cause it don't feel right When it's late at night ♪ 1123 00:58:20,875 --> 00:58:23,294 ♪ And it's just me In my dreams ♪ 1124 00:58:23,378 --> 00:58:25,797 ♪ So I want ♪ 1125 00:58:25,880 --> 00:58:29,467 ♪ Someone to love That's what I fucking want ♪ 1126 00:59:21,269 --> 00:59:22,854 No, he was really reading you. 1127 00:59:22,896 --> 00:59:24,415 - He really was. - That's not reading at all. 1128 00:59:24,439 --> 00:59:26,483 I mean, like, I'm not gonna say some names, 1129 00:59:26,524 --> 00:59:28,377 but some of these bitches are just like Debbie Downer 1130 00:59:28,401 --> 00:59:29,795 - personalities. - Oh, my God. 1131 00:59:29,819 --> 00:59:31,529 And some bitches are like fun. 1132 00:59:31,571 --> 00:59:32,798 - Oh, my God. - There's, like, 1133 00:59:32,822 --> 00:59:35,700 cool people and there's, like, people that are just like, 1134 00:59:35,784 --> 00:59:37,827 "I wanna go home." 1135 00:59:37,869 --> 00:59:40,538 'Cause, bitch, I do. 1136 00:59:40,580 --> 00:59:42,558 - "I wanna go home." - Wait. Can I see really quick? 1137 00:59:42,582 --> 00:59:44,542 "My boyfriend..." 1138 00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:49,339 "My boyfriend's at home." 1139 00:59:49,381 --> 00:59:51,424 Check the jiggle. 1140 00:59:55,428 --> 00:59:56,697 Sean has helped bring me out 1141 00:59:56,721 --> 01:00:00,058 of my comfort zone so much concerning my sexuality. 1142 01:00:01,393 --> 01:00:05,063 'Cause, I mean, I was so against doing anything 1143 01:00:05,146 --> 01:00:08,108 like, feminine, bringing that side out at all... 1144 01:00:09,567 --> 01:00:13,071 or even, like, I don't know, having gay men 1145 01:00:13,154 --> 01:00:15,865 on stage with me and shit like that. 1146 01:00:15,907 --> 01:00:18,410 'Cause I wanted to, at first, like, stay, like, 1147 01:00:18,493 --> 01:00:22,414 the acceptable gay person, you know? 1148 01:00:22,497 --> 01:00:24,916 Like, this is the one 1149 01:00:24,958 --> 01:00:26,543 that doesn't shove it down our throats. 1150 01:00:26,584 --> 01:00:29,421 It's the one that, like, keeps it to himself. 1151 01:00:30,964 --> 01:00:34,009 I felt like, even nowadays, 1152 01:00:34,092 --> 01:00:36,803 I'm not, like, ever able to be 100 percent around, 1153 01:00:36,886 --> 01:00:38,263 like, family members. 1154 01:00:38,304 --> 01:00:41,558 I feel like I'm most myself with maybe the dancers, 1155 01:00:41,599 --> 01:00:43,268 if... And I know that's, like, crazy. 1156 01:00:43,852 --> 01:00:45,395 Rocco, to the front. 1157 01:00:45,437 --> 01:00:49,607 I love that they're all usually, like, just so vibrant, 1158 01:00:49,691 --> 01:00:51,818 full of life and, like, happiness, 1159 01:00:51,901 --> 01:00:56,281 and just really confident in themselves 1160 01:00:56,364 --> 01:01:00,035 and able to just, like, move so fluid. 1161 01:01:00,118 --> 01:01:02,454 And I'm just, like, in awe, you know? 1162 01:01:03,538 --> 01:01:06,124 Yeah. We some superstars, for real. Especially Nas 1163 01:01:06,166 --> 01:01:07,667 - 'cause he be eating it. - Yeah. 1164 01:01:07,751 --> 01:01:10,420 Let's do a group scream. Ready? One, two, three. 1165 01:01:13,631 --> 01:01:15,800 The fact that he's a gay artist 1166 01:01:15,884 --> 01:01:17,969 and he's Black, I really resonated with that. 1167 01:01:18,053 --> 01:01:21,306 And, like, just generally his artistic vision, like... 1168 01:01:21,348 --> 01:01:22,616 This whole experience 1169 01:01:22,640 --> 01:01:26,019 of being on tour has just been a dream come true. 1170 01:01:26,102 --> 01:01:28,331 Being on stage and performing this show 1171 01:01:28,355 --> 01:01:31,399 feels like magic every night, you know? 1172 01:01:31,441 --> 01:01:32,942 The connection and the bond 1173 01:01:32,984 --> 01:01:34,152 that you form with people 1174 01:01:34,235 --> 01:01:37,697 helps transform relationships, helps transform you as a person, 1175 01:01:37,781 --> 01:01:40,867 and turn you into a higher power, 1176 01:01:40,950 --> 01:01:42,494 a higher being of yourself. 1177 01:01:44,120 --> 01:01:45,830 I'm inspired by them. 1178 01:01:45,914 --> 01:01:48,208 I love them. I see them as friends. 1179 01:01:48,291 --> 01:01:50,835 I'm really happy to have other people like me 1180 01:01:51,503 --> 01:01:52,587 by my side. 1181 01:01:54,964 --> 01:01:56,776 They help me... they help me understand myself more. 1182 01:01:56,800 --> 01:01:59,260 - Wait. Why did I stop? - You know? 1183 01:01:59,344 --> 01:02:01,680 I feel like that's one of the best parts about 1184 01:02:01,763 --> 01:02:03,807 where I am in life and what I get to do 1185 01:02:03,848 --> 01:02:05,558 and who I get to work with. 1186 01:02:07,394 --> 01:02:09,521 I'm able to finally, I guess, like, 1187 01:02:09,562 --> 01:02:12,440 be with other Black gay young men, you know? 1188 01:02:13,400 --> 01:02:16,653 And we share, like, common, 1189 01:02:16,695 --> 01:02:18,089 you know, like, little commonalities 1190 01:02:18,113 --> 01:02:21,366 and... and whatnot. I think that's really dope. 1191 01:02:21,408 --> 01:02:23,034 I guess, I didn't see the value in that 1192 01:02:23,076 --> 01:02:24,994 until, like, I was actually in that space. 1193 01:02:25,036 --> 01:02:29,290 That is how you win. Okay? Like that. 1194 01:02:29,374 --> 01:02:31,543 I feel like maybe there's, like, a weight lifted... 1195 01:02:32,711 --> 01:02:34,045 for a lot of... 1196 01:02:36,172 --> 01:02:37,215 Black gay men 1197 01:02:37,298 --> 01:02:42,012 and the way we're supposed to behave, you know? 1198 01:02:43,888 --> 01:02:46,099 Tell me, do you feel, um... 1199 01:02:47,434 --> 01:02:49,352 Do you feel in yourself shy? 1200 01:02:49,394 --> 01:02:50,705 I mean, you know, you walk around like this, 1201 01:02:50,729 --> 01:02:53,023 but do you ever feel that you wanna hide away... 1202 01:02:53,064 --> 01:02:54,774 - Oh, no. God. - Yourself, you know? 1203 01:02:54,858 --> 01:02:56,317 I don't wanna hide nothing. 1204 01:02:56,401 --> 01:02:58,069 God knows I don't. 1205 01:02:58,111 --> 01:03:00,655 I ain't never hid nothing, holy macadandy! 1206 01:03:00,739 --> 01:03:01,906 I ain't never hid nothing. 1207 01:03:01,990 --> 01:03:04,743 I won't ever. I let it all hang out. 1208 01:03:04,826 --> 01:03:07,120 I don't hide none. I think that everything 1209 01:03:07,203 --> 01:03:08,413 is supposed to be showed. 1210 01:03:08,455 --> 01:03:10,582 Your limbs, everything is supposed to work, 1211 01:03:10,623 --> 01:03:12,959 in the right function, in the right pause 1212 01:03:13,043 --> 01:03:14,919 and the potions that you have a notion 1213 01:03:14,961 --> 01:03:16,254 to give out to the world 1214 01:03:16,338 --> 01:03:19,049 the love, the gentleness, the tenderness, the kindness. 1215 01:03:19,090 --> 01:03:20,550 You ain't supposed to hide nothing. 1216 01:03:20,592 --> 01:03:23,636 You got it. God gave it. Show it to the world. 1217 01:03:23,720 --> 01:03:26,222 Ain't nothing wrong. You ain't hurting nobody. 1218 01:03:26,264 --> 01:03:27,557 You helping the world. 1219 01:03:27,599 --> 01:03:29,768 I don't know if he ever explicitly stated 1220 01:03:29,851 --> 01:03:33,438 that he was gay or whatnot, but like his idea, you know, 1221 01:03:33,521 --> 01:03:35,440 he'd be like, you know, "Let it all hang out 1222 01:03:35,482 --> 01:03:36,483 and like..." 1223 01:03:38,151 --> 01:03:40,612 He's like... I think his story is sad, 1224 01:03:40,695 --> 01:03:41,881 'cause I feel like that's the story 1225 01:03:41,905 --> 01:03:44,657 for so many queer people, where it's like... 1226 01:03:46,993 --> 01:03:48,995 they're doing these amazing things, 1227 01:03:49,079 --> 01:03:51,122 making these huge strides... 1228 01:03:52,874 --> 01:03:55,543 and they kinda get, like, painted over by history 1229 01:03:55,627 --> 01:03:58,630 as if they never happened, you know? 1230 01:04:00,048 --> 01:04:02,133 I mean, of course, Black people, in general, 1231 01:04:02,175 --> 01:04:04,803 but Black queer people, even more so. 1232 01:04:19,150 --> 01:04:21,778 In life, we hide the parts of ourselves 1233 01:04:21,820 --> 01:04:24,155 we don't want the world to see. 1234 01:04:24,197 --> 01:04:28,076 We lock them away. We tell them no. 1235 01:04:28,159 --> 01:04:32,747 We banish them. But, here, we don't. 1236 01:04:32,831 --> 01:04:34,124 We thrive. 1237 01:04:34,165 --> 01:04:36,835 Welcome to Montero. 1238 01:04:36,918 --> 01:04:40,505 Wake up. Wake up. Wake up, Montero. 1239 01:04:40,588 --> 01:04:41,673 Montero... 1240 01:04:42,674 --> 01:04:43,883 Wake up. 1241 01:04:57,605 --> 01:05:00,025 ♪ I caught it bad yesterday ♪ 1242 01:05:00,108 --> 01:05:02,777 ♪ You hit me with a call To your place ♪ 1243 01:05:02,861 --> 01:05:04,821 ♪ Ain't been out In a while anyway ♪ 1244 01:05:04,863 --> 01:05:07,532 ♪ Was hoping I could catch you Throwing smiles in my face ♪ 1245 01:05:07,574 --> 01:05:10,702 ♪ Romantic talking? You don't even have to try ♪ 1246 01:05:10,785 --> 01:05:13,204 ♪ You're cute enough To fuck with me tonight ♪ 1247 01:05:13,288 --> 01:05:16,041 ♪ Looking at the table All I see is weed and white ♪ 1248 01:05:16,124 --> 01:05:17,334 ♪ Baby, you living the life ♪ 1249 01:05:17,375 --> 01:05:19,377 ♪ But nigga You ain't livin' right ♪ 1250 01:05:19,419 --> 01:05:21,713 ♪ Cocaine and drinking With your friends ♪ 1251 01:05:21,755 --> 01:05:24,758 ♪ You live in the dark, boy I cannot pretend ♪ 1252 01:05:24,841 --> 01:05:26,926 ♪ I'm not fazed Only here to sin ♪ 1253 01:05:27,010 --> 01:05:29,804 ♪ If Eve ain't in your garden You know that you can ♪ 1254 01:05:29,888 --> 01:05:32,432 ♪ Call me when you want Call me when you need ♪ 1255 01:05:32,515 --> 01:05:35,268 ♪ Call me in the morning I'll be on the way ♪ 1256 01:05:35,352 --> 01:05:37,854 ♪ Call me when you want Call me when you need ♪ 1257 01:05:37,896 --> 01:05:40,565 ♪ Call me out by your name I'll be on the way like ♪ 1258 01:05:44,903 --> 01:05:46,613 ♪ Hey, hey ♪ 1259 01:05:46,696 --> 01:05:48,740 ♪ I wanna sell What you're buying ♪ 1260 01:05:48,782 --> 01:05:51,368 ♪ I wanna feel On your ass in Hawaii ♪ 1261 01:05:51,409 --> 01:05:54,120 ♪ I want that jet lag From fucking and flying ♪ 1262 01:05:54,204 --> 01:05:57,374 ♪ Shoot a child in your mouth While I'm riding ♪ 1263 01:06:00,251 --> 01:06:03,505 "Montero." 1264 01:06:03,588 --> 01:06:08,760 Along with being sexually, mentally, 1265 01:06:08,802 --> 01:06:11,680 and emotionally liberating, 1266 01:06:11,763 --> 01:06:14,933 this song marked a growth period for me. 1267 01:06:20,522 --> 01:06:24,067 I went from being the friendly, 1268 01:06:24,109 --> 01:06:28,905 likable neighborhood cowboy in people's minds 1269 01:06:28,947 --> 01:06:34,947 to this controversial, quote, "satanic," unquote... 1270 01:06:35,787 --> 01:06:38,164 gay guy. 1271 01:06:39,624 --> 01:06:42,293 I was, like, able to break out of that mold 1272 01:06:42,377 --> 01:06:44,129 that people had built for me. 1273 01:06:44,170 --> 01:06:45,422 That was like a breakthrough 1274 01:06:45,463 --> 01:06:47,799 on so many different areas at once. 1275 01:06:49,467 --> 01:06:53,263 ♪ Oh, call me by your name ♪ 1276 01:06:53,304 --> 01:06:55,348 ♪ Tell me you love me In private ♪ 1277 01:06:55,432 --> 01:06:58,601 ♪ Call me by your name ♪ 1278 01:06:58,643 --> 01:07:01,187 ♪ I do not care if you lying ♪ 1279 01:07:02,564 --> 01:07:04,107 With "Call Me By Your Name" 1280 01:07:04,149 --> 01:07:06,943 and that release, I guess I was just so anxious. 1281 01:07:06,985 --> 01:07:08,705 'Cause I feel like that was my first time... 1282 01:07:10,155 --> 01:07:15,493 being able to, like, make music that's so literally 1283 01:07:16,369 --> 01:07:18,997 about my life. 1284 01:07:19,080 --> 01:07:21,240 Yeah, I feel like it's a very liberating song. 1285 01:07:21,875 --> 01:07:23,835 For me and other people. 1286 01:07:23,877 --> 01:07:26,504 Starting when I turned, like, 16 or something, 1287 01:07:26,546 --> 01:07:30,175 I, like, kinda abandoned, like, religion altogether at first, 1288 01:07:30,216 --> 01:07:32,028 and I was just like, "Oh, my God. I don't want... 1289 01:07:32,052 --> 01:07:34,137 I don't believe this and none of this is real." 1290 01:07:34,179 --> 01:07:37,849 But when I started to do music, I can't explain it, 1291 01:07:37,891 --> 01:07:41,353 but I felt, like, a presence, like, bigger than me. 1292 01:07:41,394 --> 01:07:43,355 And I was like... 1293 01:07:43,396 --> 01:07:46,316 "I know for a fact this is gonna work." 1294 01:07:46,358 --> 01:07:47,692 The world that we coming in, now, 1295 01:07:47,734 --> 01:07:49,670 my brother really opened the doors for a lot of people. 1296 01:07:49,694 --> 01:07:52,405 Yeah, he opened the door for me. Like, what I mean by that, 1297 01:07:52,489 --> 01:07:55,200 like, I'm not... I'm not gay, you know? You feel me? 1298 01:07:55,241 --> 01:07:56,534 I'm... I'm bisexual. 1299 01:07:56,618 --> 01:07:58,161 He helped me be real myself. 1300 01:07:58,244 --> 01:08:02,707 My brother made me more open to it. You feel what I'm saying? 1301 01:08:02,791 --> 01:08:03,934 You fuck with me, you fuck with me. 1302 01:08:03,958 --> 01:08:05,001 If you don't, you don't. 1303 01:08:05,043 --> 01:08:06,520 Bye. Get out my person. I don't need you. 1304 01:08:06,544 --> 01:08:08,314 At the end of the day, people are gonna fuck with 1305 01:08:08,338 --> 01:08:10,066 who they fuck with, if you know what I'm saying. 1306 01:08:10,090 --> 01:08:12,384 So stop trying to chase a friend. 1307 01:08:12,425 --> 01:08:13,968 A friend going out would be... 1308 01:08:14,052 --> 01:08:16,179 There's somebody out there like you. Trust me. 1309 01:08:16,220 --> 01:08:19,390 Every moment is an opportunity for you to, like, decide 1310 01:08:19,432 --> 01:08:21,725 who you are and who you wanna be 1311 01:08:21,768 --> 01:08:25,772 and what the core of your authenticity is. 1312 01:08:25,854 --> 01:08:30,694 And I really have to, like, support people younger than us 1313 01:08:30,734 --> 01:08:32,862 who are brave enough to be themselves. 1314 01:08:32,904 --> 01:08:36,908 And I see that in his dancing and his choreography 1315 01:08:36,991 --> 01:08:40,537 and what he wears and how he represents himself. 1316 01:08:41,121 --> 01:08:43,081 It's totally inspiring. 1317 01:08:43,163 --> 01:08:47,961 And I love to see, uh, that energy in young people. 1318 01:08:49,754 --> 01:08:50,921 We're back in L.A. 1319 01:08:50,964 --> 01:08:53,216 I feel like this is almost like hometowns again. 1320 01:08:54,259 --> 01:08:55,426 It's like second hometowns. 1321 01:08:55,510 --> 01:08:59,264 It feels more like home, because I actually live here. 1322 01:09:00,807 --> 01:09:03,350 And Atlanta feels like past. 1323 01:09:04,102 --> 01:09:06,104 It's like I'm going to the past. 1324 01:09:06,187 --> 01:09:07,547 What do you mean by that? 1325 01:09:08,689 --> 01:09:10,774 Like, you know, it doesn't feel like home. 1326 01:09:10,817 --> 01:09:13,069 It feels like a place where, you know, 1327 01:09:13,111 --> 01:09:15,279 there's family and stuff out there. 1328 01:09:15,363 --> 01:09:18,700 But, I guess, you know, I always considered myself home. 1329 01:09:18,783 --> 01:09:20,493 So, I guess, where I dwell... 1330 01:09:21,870 --> 01:09:24,706 it's the most home can be, you know? 1331 01:09:24,788 --> 01:09:26,499 I feel like this year was the best for me 1332 01:09:26,582 --> 01:09:28,877 growing into an adult, if that makes sense. 1333 01:09:28,960 --> 01:09:30,146 - Yeah. - You know what I mean? 1334 01:09:30,170 --> 01:09:32,839 Like, I feel like this tour has helped that so much. 1335 01:09:32,921 --> 01:09:35,800 And like, in Atlanta, like, I can't explain it, 1336 01:09:35,884 --> 01:09:40,305 but, you know, I had some conversations that I feel 1337 01:09:40,388 --> 01:09:42,974 changed the entire course of my life, you know, 1338 01:09:43,808 --> 01:09:45,060 that I needed to have. 1339 01:09:45,852 --> 01:09:47,103 Needed to have. 1340 01:09:47,145 --> 01:09:50,148 It's lot of healing and stuff and whatnot to do, but... 1341 01:09:50,231 --> 01:09:51,566 How y'all folks doing? 1342 01:09:54,861 --> 01:09:55,862 Fans. 1343 01:09:56,863 --> 01:09:58,907 - Is this thing gum? - Sure. 1344 01:09:58,990 --> 01:10:00,426 - Do you have some? - Oh, no. 1345 01:10:00,450 --> 01:10:01,969 Oh, I thought I said, "You want some gum?" 1346 01:10:01,993 --> 01:10:03,804 Yeah. I'm like, "Yeah, am I smelling?" 1347 01:10:03,828 --> 01:10:05,080 I need some gum. 1348 01:10:05,163 --> 01:10:06,683 I got you some of these. 1349 01:10:07,499 --> 01:10:08,917 - Yeah. - Okay. 1350 01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:10,519 You thought you were gonna get a cheap laugh out of me? 1351 01:10:10,543 --> 01:10:11,543 - Right. - Huh? 1352 01:10:11,586 --> 01:10:13,755 I got something. I got something though. 1353 01:10:13,838 --> 01:10:15,316 Just, like, heavy conversations, 1354 01:10:15,340 --> 01:10:16,900 in general, I wanna have with my family, 1355 01:10:16,925 --> 01:10:20,136 like stuff I wanna talk about, like, my brothers and sisters, 1356 01:10:20,178 --> 01:10:21,805 like, what the fuck are we doing? 1357 01:10:21,846 --> 01:10:24,349 How the hell can we get everyone in a fuckin' house 1358 01:10:24,432 --> 01:10:26,518 in the next five years without it being just me 1359 01:10:26,601 --> 01:10:28,186 paying for it or something, you know? 1360 01:10:29,354 --> 01:10:30,522 It's, like, stuff like that. 1361 01:10:30,563 --> 01:10:34,484 I wanna start having, like, actual, building conversations, 1362 01:10:34,526 --> 01:10:35,985 you know? 1363 01:10:36,027 --> 01:10:37,237 Where do we go from here? 1364 01:10:39,030 --> 01:10:42,409 You're thinking too much. You're Montero. You're Montero. 1365 01:10:44,661 --> 01:10:47,163 Let's get this guy out of here. 1366 01:10:47,205 --> 01:10:52,002 I definitely progressed as far as confidence goes 1367 01:10:52,043 --> 01:10:53,211 throughout these shows. 1368 01:10:53,294 --> 01:10:54,294 You were right. 1369 01:10:54,337 --> 01:10:55,856 I didn't wanna say it in front of everyone. 1370 01:10:55,880 --> 01:10:57,382 Oh, no problem. I know. 1371 01:10:57,465 --> 01:10:59,217 For a person that only has used 1372 01:10:59,259 --> 01:11:01,219 social media to talk for so long, 1373 01:11:01,261 --> 01:11:04,556 like, saying actual words, it's really hard to do. 1374 01:11:04,639 --> 01:11:06,391 But I feel like, throughout this tour... 1375 01:11:07,475 --> 01:11:10,186 I've become better at getting those points across. 1376 01:11:10,228 --> 01:11:13,064 On a... on a small scale like, this is, you know, like... 1377 01:11:13,148 --> 01:11:14,959 - Yeah, yeah, yeah. - Just us doing a performance. 1378 01:11:14,983 --> 01:11:16,735 But on a biggest scale, like... 1379 01:11:16,776 --> 01:11:18,570 like, it just can't be, like, half-assed. 1380 01:11:18,611 --> 01:11:19,922 - You know what I mean? - Oh, yeah. 1381 01:11:19,946 --> 01:11:21,072 Absolutely. Yeah. 1382 01:11:21,114 --> 01:11:22,967 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. At this part, after your verse, 1383 01:11:22,991 --> 01:11:26,077 we... I say we come back into this thing, and like, 1384 01:11:26,119 --> 01:11:27,638 'cause everybody get right here, right? 1385 01:11:27,662 --> 01:11:29,164 I think you should come over here too. 1386 01:11:29,247 --> 01:11:30,891 And then, 'cause I'll do my little God damn. 1387 01:11:30,915 --> 01:11:32,893 And then I think we can, like, do that at the same time. 1388 01:11:32,917 --> 01:11:33,918 You know, like... 1389 01:11:33,960 --> 01:11:36,671 One, two, three, four. One. 1390 01:11:37,255 --> 01:11:38,465 ♪ Bring the cash out ♪ 1391 01:11:38,548 --> 01:11:41,509 ♪ I need one million ones For the ones with they ass out ♪ 1392 01:11:42,344 --> 01:11:43,595 ♪ Blow her back out ♪ 1393 01:11:43,678 --> 01:11:46,389 ♪ All the bitches 'bout to bar In the back finna act out ♪ 1394 01:11:46,431 --> 01:11:48,475 ♪ Oh, bring the cash out ♪ 1395 01:11:48,558 --> 01:11:51,561 ♪ For the freaks on the pole And the hoes with they ass out ♪ 1396 01:11:53,438 --> 01:11:54,731 ♪ Get the draw, hit the floor ♪ 1397 01:11:54,773 --> 01:11:57,275 ♪ Shake that ass Make it clap now ♪ 1398 01:12:01,071 --> 01:12:03,782 ♪ Southside niggas on ten They lurkin' ♪ 1399 01:12:03,823 --> 01:12:05,950 ♪ Lookin' at my friends Like virgins ♪ 1400 01:12:06,034 --> 01:12:07,035 ♪ Wasted ♪ 1401 01:12:10,747 --> 01:12:11,790 ♪ Wasted ♪ 1402 01:12:13,416 --> 01:12:15,251 SAUCY SANTANA: ♪ Santana ♪ 1403 01:12:15,293 --> 01:12:17,462 ♪ You've got To fuck me properly ♪ 1404 01:12:17,545 --> 01:12:20,048 ♪ Before you hit, Run my money, monopoly ♪ 1405 01:12:20,131 --> 01:12:21,341 ♪ Smack, smack, smack ♪ 1406 01:12:21,424 --> 01:12:22,818 ♪ Keep chewin' On this coochie, nigga ♪ 1407 01:12:22,842 --> 01:12:23,885 ♪ Get on your knees ♪ 1408 01:12:23,968 --> 01:12:25,321 ♪ Put this pussy On your coochie, nigga ♪ 1409 01:12:25,345 --> 01:12:27,430 ♪ Have you ever made love To a gold digger? ♪ 1410 01:12:27,472 --> 01:12:28,991 ♪ Fendi first, then Gucci For this coochie ♪ 1411 01:12:29,015 --> 01:12:30,225 ♪ Not no Hilfiger ♪ 1412 01:12:30,308 --> 01:12:32,477 ♪ Uh, pussy boomin' Like an 808 ♪ 1413 01:12:32,560 --> 01:12:34,979 ♪ Send him home, full stomach He already ate ♪ 1414 01:12:35,063 --> 01:12:37,148 ♪ I'm on his mind, on his chest Like a nameplate ♪ 1415 01:12:37,232 --> 01:12:39,651 ♪ I'm on the gram with your man Make you deactivate ♪ 1416 01:12:39,693 --> 01:12:41,486 ♪ Uh, pussy great They call me Tony ♪ 1417 01:12:41,569 --> 01:12:42,963 ♪ Bitch you tweakin' I ain't fuckin' ♪ 1418 01:12:42,987 --> 01:12:44,627 ♪ With the little man I'm lookin' for... ♪ 1419 01:12:49,077 --> 01:12:51,329 ♪ Dick in the pants Can you keep up the pace? ♪ 1420 01:12:51,371 --> 01:12:54,040 ♪ The boys in the yard They want a milkshake ♪ 1421 01:12:55,542 --> 01:12:58,003 - If I get that part... - Do it, you got it. 1422 01:12:59,713 --> 01:13:00,839 Everything will be great. 1423 01:13:00,922 --> 01:13:02,007 Good knees. Good knees. 1424 01:13:02,048 --> 01:13:03,275 You already got it. 1425 01:13:03,299 --> 01:13:04,735 Why you scared? You gotta let loose on stage. 1426 01:13:04,759 --> 01:13:06,803 - Yeah, yeah. - It's hard to let loose. 1427 01:13:06,845 --> 01:13:07,989 No, you scared of Saucy. 1428 01:13:08,013 --> 01:13:09,490 - You scared of Saucy. - Yeah, I was scared. 1429 01:13:09,514 --> 01:13:11,850 I mean, how often do, you know, I'm on stage 1430 01:13:11,891 --> 01:13:13,935 and getting twerked on by another man. 1431 01:13:14,019 --> 01:13:16,646 It's not as often... It doesn't happen a lot. 1432 01:13:16,688 --> 01:13:18,398 So, yeah, it was a little nerve-racking. 1433 01:13:19,232 --> 01:13:21,151 Y'all ready to shake some ass? 1434 01:13:22,777 --> 01:13:24,137 They wanna shake some ass. 1435 01:13:25,280 --> 01:13:27,574 ♪ Down souf hoes Up at late night workin' ♪ 1436 01:13:27,657 --> 01:13:29,951 ♪ Ten toes down And they won't stop twerkin' ♪ 1437 01:13:30,035 --> 01:13:32,537 ♪ Southside niggas on ten They lurkin' ♪ 1438 01:13:32,620 --> 01:13:34,956 ♪ Lookin' at my friends Like virgins ♪ 1439 01:13:34,998 --> 01:13:38,335 ♪ Wasted, faded, T'd up ♪ 1440 01:13:38,376 --> 01:13:40,503 ♪ Baby, yeah, you wasted ♪ 1441 01:13:40,545 --> 01:13:41,588 ♪ Faded ♪ 1442 01:13:42,047 --> 01:13:43,048 ♪ T'd up ♪ 1443 01:13:43,131 --> 01:13:44,424 ♪ Baby, yeah you ♪ 1444 01:13:44,507 --> 01:13:45,776 ♪ Bounce it biggity Bounce it biggity ♪ 1445 01:13:45,800 --> 01:13:47,080 ♪ Bounce it biggity, bounce it ♪ 1446 01:13:54,642 --> 01:13:58,313 ♪ Too much money, I'm 22, already iconic ♪ 1447 01:13:59,564 --> 01:14:00,857 I love you, Santana. 1448 01:14:00,899 --> 01:14:02,059 I love you, Lil Nas. 1449 01:14:02,859 --> 01:14:04,253 Everybody... Well, sit down. 1450 01:14:04,277 --> 01:14:06,404 We're gonna take a picture first. Everybody. 1451 01:14:09,574 --> 01:14:11,076 My fans mean the world to me. 1452 01:14:11,117 --> 01:14:13,703 I'm really thankful for anybody 1453 01:14:13,745 --> 01:14:17,540 that would just publicly just fuck with Lil Nas X. 1454 01:14:27,300 --> 01:14:29,010 He snuck out again. 1455 01:14:29,094 --> 01:14:31,054 I knew it. Right when I pull up, 1456 01:14:31,096 --> 01:14:32,347 I'm like, "Oh, my gosh. 1457 01:14:32,430 --> 01:14:33,658 This guy is gonna wanna test it." 1458 01:14:33,682 --> 01:14:35,767 Because he loves buildings. 1459 01:14:35,809 --> 01:14:38,728 He sees, like, this, busy... He likes to blend in. 1460 01:14:38,770 --> 01:14:40,290 He's like, "Oh, I could blend in here." 1461 01:14:41,272 --> 01:14:42,315 It's what he does. 1462 01:14:43,566 --> 01:14:47,195 - Oh, speak of the devil. - Cool hand washing. 1463 01:14:47,278 --> 01:14:49,155 That was some really dope hand washing. 1464 01:14:49,656 --> 01:14:50,990 Yeah! 1465 01:14:55,870 --> 01:14:59,124 Pretty good. You made it. You made it. 1466 01:14:59,165 --> 01:15:00,458 So, I'm in my room. 1467 01:15:00,542 --> 01:15:02,460 I'm like, "Oh, my God, man, I'm so bored. 1468 01:15:02,544 --> 01:15:05,380 What am I gonna do? I hate this." 1469 01:15:05,463 --> 01:15:07,590 And I'm like, "I need to go out and do something." 1470 01:15:09,300 --> 01:15:12,262 So I get outside and I started walking. 1471 01:15:12,303 --> 01:15:14,139 And I'm like, "Am I incognito?" 1472 01:15:14,180 --> 01:15:15,807 Basically, like this but with this 1473 01:15:15,890 --> 01:15:18,643 and, like, a mask. It was just, like, "Oh." 1474 01:15:18,685 --> 01:15:20,437 And then I, like, start walking. 1475 01:15:20,478 --> 01:15:22,272 This guy said, "Man, keep your head up, man. 1476 01:15:22,313 --> 01:15:24,315 Don't let these people have you lookin' down," 1477 01:15:24,357 --> 01:15:26,359 but I was really just trying to hide my identity. 1478 01:15:26,443 --> 01:15:29,362 And then I walked and I walked. 1479 01:15:29,446 --> 01:15:31,197 I end up at this bus station. 1480 01:15:31,906 --> 01:15:33,992 Hold on. Where is it at? 1481 01:15:34,034 --> 01:15:35,302 Ended up in, like, this bus station, 1482 01:15:35,326 --> 01:15:38,496 train station thing. I go. I get me a bus card... 1483 01:15:40,331 --> 01:15:44,627 'cause I'm lit now. I'm lit now. And then I hopped on the bus. 1484 01:15:44,669 --> 01:15:46,588 No, I'm a star! 1485 01:15:49,215 --> 01:15:51,009 Please, I'm a star! 1486 01:15:51,051 --> 01:15:52,486 And I realized my phone is one percent. 1487 01:15:52,510 --> 01:15:54,721 I'm like, "Oh, no, I'm fucked. I need to get a charger 1488 01:15:54,804 --> 01:15:56,365 or I'm not gonna be able to contact anybody, 1489 01:15:56,389 --> 01:15:58,589 and I don't wanna be, like, technically, like, missing." 1490 01:15:59,351 --> 01:16:01,853 And I'm, like, walking looking for an Apple store. 1491 01:16:01,895 --> 01:16:03,706 I looked up to the right and there's, like, my name 1492 01:16:03,730 --> 01:16:05,523 on, like, the outside of this building. 1493 01:16:05,607 --> 01:16:07,734 I was like, "No fucking way." 1494 01:16:07,817 --> 01:16:09,837 You know... 'Cause, you know, I would never be here on time 1495 01:16:09,861 --> 01:16:11,279 on purpose like this. 1496 01:16:33,134 --> 01:16:34,719 I'm always a little angsty after a nap, 1497 01:16:34,761 --> 01:16:38,264 so I might be a little pissy, but it's not you guys. 1498 01:16:44,938 --> 01:16:46,773 Butterfly, come down here at once. 1499 01:16:49,275 --> 01:16:51,319 Get down here right now or you guys are grounded. 1500 01:16:54,030 --> 01:16:55,782 Oh, he's so gonna get it. 1501 01:16:59,285 --> 01:17:01,329 I don't think the threats are working. 1502 01:17:01,413 --> 01:17:05,083 Just... So should I try, like, twerking or something? 1503 01:17:07,168 --> 01:17:09,587 You like that, huh? 1504 01:17:11,339 --> 01:17:12,549 You like that? 1505 01:17:12,590 --> 01:17:14,426 Is that what you want? 1506 01:17:14,467 --> 01:17:16,720 Is that what you want? Now, you'll come? 1507 01:17:16,761 --> 01:17:18,388 Oh, they're coming. They're coming. 1508 01:17:19,681 --> 01:17:21,433 They're coming down. Yes. 1509 01:17:22,642 --> 01:17:24,144 They smell something sweet. 1510 01:17:25,854 --> 01:17:27,188 Very funny, buddy, 1511 01:17:27,272 --> 01:17:29,399 but that's actually a compliment. 1512 01:17:29,441 --> 01:17:31,943 Okay, guys. Come down. You're ruining my movie. 1513 01:17:33,278 --> 01:17:34,446 I've had enough. 1514 01:17:35,196 --> 01:17:36,364 Come down at once. 1515 01:17:41,453 --> 01:17:45,832 This feels like my neighborhood as... um, in high school. 1516 01:17:46,916 --> 01:17:48,168 This area. 1517 01:17:48,251 --> 01:17:49,961 - In Atlanta? - The weather. 1518 01:17:50,920 --> 01:17:53,298 Uh, the houses. This feels like... 1519 01:17:54,174 --> 01:17:55,734 this feels like I'm back in high school. 1520 01:17:56,634 --> 01:17:57,802 Even these trees. 1521 01:18:00,638 --> 01:18:03,224 It's very Lithia Springs, Georgia. 1522 01:18:07,479 --> 01:18:10,482 You know, a lot of things had to go 1523 01:18:10,523 --> 01:18:14,819 in hand for me to become a pop star 1524 01:18:14,861 --> 01:18:18,114 with the biggest song in the world in a few months 1525 01:18:18,156 --> 01:18:22,535 after not making music my entire life, you know? 1526 01:18:31,878 --> 01:18:35,423 Are you ready for last show of the United States? 1527 01:18:35,507 --> 01:18:36,508 No. 1528 01:18:37,425 --> 01:18:38,468 I'm not. 1529 01:18:38,510 --> 01:18:40,261 Do you feel like you were in a whirlwind? 1530 01:18:40,345 --> 01:18:41,429 It was all right. 1531 01:18:41,513 --> 01:18:42,573 Like, are you feeling pensive? 1532 01:18:42,597 --> 01:18:43,783 It was the best time of my life though. 1533 01:18:43,807 --> 01:18:44,891 So I'll say that. 1534 01:18:44,974 --> 01:18:46,476 I really love that. 1535 01:18:46,518 --> 01:18:47,602 You guys ready? 1536 01:18:47,686 --> 01:18:48,853 Yes. 1537 01:18:48,937 --> 01:18:52,857 Dear God. God's angels of the universe. 1538 01:18:52,941 --> 01:18:57,028 Uh, thank you so much for having all of my team here tonight. 1539 01:18:57,070 --> 01:18:58,488 Thank you for this tour. 1540 01:18:58,530 --> 01:19:00,198 I can't believe this is the last day 1541 01:19:00,281 --> 01:19:01,700 of the American leg. 1542 01:19:01,783 --> 01:19:04,536 And I just hope everybody goes out there and performs 1543 01:19:04,577 --> 01:19:06,371 like it's their last day on Earth. 1544 01:19:06,454 --> 01:19:07,747 I hope nothing goes wrong. 1545 01:19:07,831 --> 01:19:10,083 I hope the crew is set. No offense. I love you guys. 1546 01:19:10,166 --> 01:19:15,463 Um, I hope this is the best show we have yet. And please... 1547 01:19:15,547 --> 01:19:17,882 We're, like, we live in this time where it's like, 1548 01:19:17,924 --> 01:19:21,302 it's the easiest to blow up in the music industry 1549 01:19:21,386 --> 01:19:23,555 but it's the hardest to, like, maintain it. 1550 01:19:23,596 --> 01:19:25,098 You're lucky if somebody remembers 1551 01:19:25,181 --> 01:19:26,224 your name next year. 1552 01:19:26,307 --> 01:19:27,642 Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. 1553 01:19:27,726 --> 01:19:28,768 Okay. We're gonna do... 1554 01:19:28,852 --> 01:19:31,563 but the best one of all time. 1555 01:19:31,604 --> 01:19:34,399 Y'all, ready? One, two, three. 1556 01:19:39,821 --> 01:19:41,757 And I feel like that's the one thing in life 1557 01:19:41,781 --> 01:19:44,576 that keeps me going more than any other thing, 1558 01:19:44,617 --> 01:19:49,414 knowing that everything can change so quickly like this. 1559 01:19:49,456 --> 01:19:50,457 Oh, my God. 1560 01:19:52,125 --> 01:19:54,044 And how crazy that can be. 1561 01:19:54,085 --> 01:19:56,129 If I take a shot, can I go out there? 1562 01:19:56,212 --> 01:19:58,965 Nope. Just drink it. 1563 01:20:00,300 --> 01:20:01,980 It's electrolytes, it's like getting an IV. 1564 01:20:02,052 --> 01:20:03,219 No, no. It's good. 1565 01:20:03,303 --> 01:20:04,429 This is gross. 1566 01:20:04,471 --> 01:20:06,282 I didn't say it tasted good. 1567 01:20:06,306 --> 01:20:07,408 What does it taste like? 1568 01:20:07,432 --> 01:20:08,752 It's electrolytes. 1569 01:20:12,520 --> 01:20:13,873 - That's it. - Oh, my God! 1570 01:20:13,897 --> 01:20:16,217 Okay. That's it. You don't need to do that. 1571 01:20:16,775 --> 01:20:19,152 Aaron, connect him to the house. 1572 01:20:22,447 --> 01:20:24,091 Where? Is he going out, or doing it from here? 1573 01:20:24,115 --> 01:20:25,676 No, no, no, no. He's gonna talk to the house, 1574 01:20:25,700 --> 01:20:26,761 then we're gonna take care of something, 1575 01:20:26,785 --> 01:20:28,161 then we'll be right back out. 1576 01:20:32,707 --> 01:20:34,793 The house is on, house is on. 1577 01:20:34,876 --> 01:20:37,087 Hello? Can you guys hear me? 1578 01:20:37,128 --> 01:20:40,215 Wait. 1579 01:20:41,675 --> 01:20:43,134 Hey, look, I'm sorry. 1580 01:20:43,218 --> 01:20:44,928 I wanna come out, but I just vomited, 1581 01:20:44,969 --> 01:20:47,931 so give me, like, five minutes to get back together. 1582 01:20:47,972 --> 01:20:49,391 I'm not... It's not a joke. 1583 01:20:51,893 --> 01:20:53,603 We love you, Lil Nas! We love you! 1584 01:20:53,645 --> 01:20:55,188 I love you, too. Give me a second. 1585 01:20:59,984 --> 01:21:01,986 Can you get a bucket? 1586 01:21:02,028 --> 01:21:04,006 Hey, let me get everybody to clear out this hallway. 1587 01:21:04,030 --> 01:21:05,532 Let's clear everybody out. 1588 01:21:05,615 --> 01:21:07,367 Clear everybody out. Everybody out. 1589 01:21:26,678 --> 01:21:27,905 There you go. There it is. 1590 01:21:27,929 --> 01:21:29,014 There we go. 1591 01:21:35,437 --> 01:21:36,688 All good. Let's do it. 1592 01:21:42,527 --> 01:21:45,196 Ladies and gentlemen, 1593 01:21:45,280 --> 01:21:47,866 welcome to the stage 1594 01:21:47,949 --> 01:21:51,369 the undeniable, the irresistible, 1595 01:21:51,453 --> 01:21:55,707 the pussy-popping. Oh, God damn, he's cunt, 1596 01:21:55,790 --> 01:21:58,376 the record-breaking, the Grammy-winning, 1597 01:21:58,460 --> 01:22:01,713 the fuck BET and baddest bitch alive, 1598 01:22:01,796 --> 01:22:03,340 put your hands together 1599 01:22:03,381 --> 01:22:09,381 for the Industry Baby. 1600 01:22:18,897 --> 01:22:22,067 ♪ Baby back, ayy Couple racks, ayy ♪ 1601 01:22:22,108 --> 01:22:25,236 ♪ Couple Grammys on him Couple plaques, ayy ♪ 1602 01:22:25,278 --> 01:22:28,239 ♪ That's a fact, ayy Throw it back, ayy ♪ 1603 01:22:28,323 --> 01:22:30,033 ♪ Throw it back, bitch ♪ 1604 01:22:30,075 --> 01:22:33,203 ♪ And this one Is for the champions ♪ 1605 01:22:33,244 --> 01:22:35,872 ♪ I ain't lost Since I began, yeah ♪ 1606 01:22:35,955 --> 01:22:39,584 ♪ Funny how you said It was the end, yeah ♪ 1607 01:22:39,626 --> 01:22:41,920 ♪ Then I went Did it again, yeah ♪ 1608 01:22:42,921 --> 01:22:45,799 ♪ I told you long ago On the road ♪ 1609 01:22:46,591 --> 01:22:48,968 ♪ I got what they waiting for ♪ 1610 01:22:49,052 --> 01:22:51,763 ♪ I don't run From nothing, dog ♪ 1611 01:22:51,846 --> 01:22:55,600 ♪ Get your soldiers Tell 'em I ain't layin' low ♪ 1612 01:22:55,642 --> 01:22:58,687 ♪ You was never really Rooting for me anyway ♪ 1613 01:22:58,770 --> 01:23:00,605 ♪ When I'm back up at the top ♪ 1614 01:23:00,647 --> 01:23:02,065 ♪ I wanna hear you say ♪ 1615 01:23:02,107 --> 01:23:04,609 ♪ He don't run From nothin', dog ♪ 1616 01:23:04,651 --> 01:23:05,777 ♪ Get your soldiers ♪ 1617 01:23:05,819 --> 01:23:07,987 ♪ Tell 'em That the break is over ♪ 1618 01:23:08,071 --> 01:23:10,949 ♪ Uh, need to, uh Need to get this album done ♪ 1619 01:23:11,032 --> 01:23:13,993 ♪ Need a couple number ones Need a plaque on every song ♪ 1620 01:23:14,077 --> 01:23:15,620 ♪ Need me like one With Nicki now ♪ 1621 01:23:15,704 --> 01:23:17,163 ♪ Tell a rap nigga "I don't see ya" ♪ 1622 01:23:17,247 --> 01:23:18,790 ♪ I'm a pop nigga like Bieber ♪ 1623 01:23:18,873 --> 01:23:20,291 ♪ I don't fuck bitches I'm queer ♪ 1624 01:23:20,333 --> 01:23:21,918 ♪ But these niggas bitches Like Madea ♪ 1625 01:23:21,960 --> 01:23:23,628 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1626 01:23:23,712 --> 01:23:25,255 ♪ Ayy, oh, let's do it ♪ 1627 01:23:25,296 --> 01:23:28,425 ♪ I ain't fall off I just ain't Release my new shit ♪ 1628 01:23:28,466 --> 01:23:31,594 ♪ I blew up Now everybody tryna sue me ♪ 1629 01:23:31,636 --> 01:23:34,806 ♪ You call me Nas But the hood call me Doobie ♪ 1630 01:23:34,889 --> 01:23:37,308 ♪ I told you long ago On the road ♪ 1631 01:23:38,018 --> 01:23:40,103 ♪ I got what they waitin' for ♪ 1632 01:23:40,145 --> 01:23:42,605 ♪ I don't run From nothin', dog ♪ 1633 01:23:42,647 --> 01:23:45,275 ♪ Get your soldiers Tell 'em I ain't layin' low ♪ 1634 01:23:45,316 --> 01:23:47,110 ♪ Bitch, I ain't running From nowhere ♪ 1635 01:23:47,152 --> 01:23:49,988 ♪ You was never really rootin' For me anyway ♪ 1636 01:23:50,071 --> 01:23:53,241 ♪ When I'm back up at the top I wanna hear you say ♪ 1637 01:23:53,324 --> 01:23:55,785 ♪ He don't run From nothin', dog ♪ 1638 01:23:55,827 --> 01:23:56,911 ♪ Get your soldiers ♪ 1639 01:23:56,995 --> 01:23:59,914 ♪ Tell 'em that the break Is over ♪ 1640 01:24:01,499 --> 01:24:03,519 I mean, you know, worries like hit my mind, 1641 01:24:03,543 --> 01:24:05,628 but it's like I always come back to the thought 1642 01:24:05,670 --> 01:24:07,339 that I'm just getting started. 1643 01:24:28,068 --> 01:24:30,320 Los Angeles, I'd like to introduce myself. 1644 01:24:30,362 --> 01:24:32,197 ♪ I'm the industry baby... ♪ 1645 01:24:32,238 --> 01:24:33,865 I didn't really know, 1646 01:24:34,741 --> 01:24:36,659 I guess, too much about Montero 1647 01:24:36,701 --> 01:24:42,499 until the last couple years, and that was due to Lil Nas X. 1648 01:24:45,377 --> 01:24:47,962 This world, this universe around me 1649 01:24:48,046 --> 01:24:49,506 is where I wanted to be. 1650 01:24:49,547 --> 01:24:51,007 ♪ I wanna hear you say... ♪ 1651 01:24:51,049 --> 01:24:54,386 I'm able to move more free. I'm able to create more. 1652 01:24:54,427 --> 01:24:57,889 I'm able to be, you know... 1653 01:24:57,972 --> 01:24:59,099 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1654 01:25:08,942 --> 01:25:12,070 ♪ I'm the industry baby Yeah ♪ 1655 01:25:18,910 --> 01:25:21,204 Oh, my God. Really? No way. Congratulations. 1656 01:25:21,246 --> 01:25:22,288 We call him Little Nas. 1657 01:25:22,372 --> 01:25:24,124 Really? That's sweet. 1658 01:25:26,167 --> 01:25:27,544 My third time here. 1659 01:25:27,585 --> 01:25:31,256 ATL hoe! ATL hoe! 1660 01:25:31,297 --> 01:25:35,677 - Happy birthday to you! - Happy birthday, T-Dog. 1661 01:25:35,760 --> 01:25:38,430 Put your hands together for my motherfucking team. 1662 01:25:38,471 --> 01:25:40,223 You even look good with your head shaved. 1663 01:25:48,273 --> 01:25:49,524 Say "Hey, Auntie Sean." 1664 01:25:52,944 --> 01:25:55,238 It's giving superstar. 1665 01:26:29,814 --> 01:26:32,484 I am lucky and thankful enough 1666 01:26:32,567 --> 01:26:35,612 to create something that I feel like is really able 1667 01:26:35,653 --> 01:26:38,490 to give people an idea of my story, 1668 01:26:38,573 --> 01:26:41,534 where I come from and where I see myself going. 1669 01:26:43,078 --> 01:26:44,847 I guess I'm, like, desperate to, like, to find 1670 01:26:44,871 --> 01:26:50,001 that next phase of me that, like, feels new 1671 01:26:50,085 --> 01:26:53,004 and feels new to everybody else, you know? 1672 01:26:53,046 --> 01:26:55,674 I feel like I've been the same me for like two years. 1673 01:26:55,715 --> 01:26:57,384 Through, like, the Montero era, you know? 1674 01:27:00,387 --> 01:27:01,846 And I wanna be a new me now. 1675 01:27:03,306 --> 01:27:04,933 But I'm sure gonna miss this me, 1676 01:27:05,016 --> 01:27:06,017 but that's how life is, 1677 01:27:06,101 --> 01:27:08,186 you always miss whatever version. 1678 01:27:08,228 --> 01:27:09,330 I'm sure it's gonna be way better 1679 01:27:09,354 --> 01:27:11,022 but I gotta, like, find it. 1680 01:27:11,064 --> 01:27:12,649 And that's why I gotta get lost. 1681 01:27:28,915 --> 01:27:31,668 I feel like there's something brewing 1682 01:27:32,877 --> 01:27:34,879 that's gonna be so amazing for me. 1683 01:27:34,963 --> 01:27:38,341 And I trust that feeling. 1684 01:27:41,261 --> 01:27:42,512 I can't explain it. 1685 01:27:42,554 --> 01:27:45,348 It's, like, this anxious... 1686 01:27:45,390 --> 01:27:47,392 excitement. 1687 01:27:47,475 --> 01:27:49,704 Like, it's... Right now, it's, like, glowing all over me. 1688 01:27:49,728 --> 01:27:51,855 I can't explain that. I cannot explain that. 1689 01:27:51,896 --> 01:27:55,191 Like, right now, me just talking about that, 1690 01:27:55,233 --> 01:27:57,235 like my body is on a different plane. 1691 01:27:58,611 --> 01:28:00,697 I think what I want my next album to be is... 1692 01:28:02,449 --> 01:28:05,326 escapism but, like, happy escapism, 1693 01:28:05,410 --> 01:28:06,745 you know? Maybe that's it. 1694 01:28:08,121 --> 01:28:10,266 Maybe it's like getting away but, like, in a happy way. 1695 01:28:10,290 --> 01:28:13,168 Maybe it's not, like, escapism as in, like, 1696 01:28:13,251 --> 01:28:16,629 I don't wanna be alive, but I wanna be more alive. 1697 01:28:19,424 --> 01:28:20,425 Yeah. 1698 01:28:36,274 --> 01:28:39,736 Hey. Hey! Stop it! Nas! 1699 01:28:55,710 --> 01:28:58,213 We love you, Lil Nas X. We love you. 1700 01:28:59,839 --> 01:29:03,802 - We love you, Nas X. - We fucking love you, come back! 1701 01:29:03,843 --> 01:29:06,429 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪ 1702 01:29:07,138 --> 01:29:09,974 ♪ Na, na, na, na, na, na ♪ 1703 01:29:10,016 --> 01:29:13,103 ♪ This door, in my home ♪ 1704 01:29:13,144 --> 01:29:16,272 ♪ Ain't ever going To let me grow ♪ 1705 01:29:16,314 --> 01:29:18,274 ♪ She won't close now ♪ 1706 01:29:18,316 --> 01:29:21,861 ♪ Honestly She's slowing me down ♪ 1707 01:29:21,945 --> 01:29:26,366 ♪ And it seems This river it go ♪ 1708 01:29:26,449 --> 01:29:29,828 ♪ Ain't never going To let me flow ♪ 1709 01:29:29,911 --> 01:29:31,705 ♪ These aimless rides ♪ 1710 01:29:31,788 --> 01:29:36,793 ♪ On a boat I brought my tries to uphold ♪ 1711 01:29:36,835 --> 01:29:40,130 ♪ So can we keep it going Keep it going ♪ 1712 01:29:40,171 --> 01:29:42,340 ♪ 'Cause I miss the moments ♪ 1713 01:29:42,424 --> 01:29:45,135 ♪ When the mornings Dawned on me ♪ 1714 01:29:45,176 --> 01:29:46,636 Long live, baby! 1715 01:29:46,678 --> 01:29:48,388 ♪ And I could see ♪ 1716 01:29:52,475 --> 01:29:55,854 ♪ So where do we go now ♪ 1717 01:29:55,895 --> 01:29:59,190 ♪ I've seen everything That we had to see ♪ 1718 01:29:59,274 --> 01:30:01,818 ♪ And figured it out my love ♪ 1719 01:30:02,652 --> 01:30:05,196 ♪ So where are we going? ♪ 1720 01:30:06,031 --> 01:30:08,616 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1721 01:30:09,492 --> 01:30:12,829 ♪ We did everything So endlessly ♪ 1722 01:30:12,871 --> 01:30:15,373 ♪ And only to feel undone ♪ 1723 01:30:16,291 --> 01:30:18,835 ♪ So where are we going? ♪ 1724 01:30:18,877 --> 01:30:24,049 ♪ Suddenly Gravity is just like me ♪ 1725 01:30:24,090 --> 01:30:27,427 ♪ Pull me down Every chance it gets ♪ 1726 01:30:27,510 --> 01:30:32,349 ♪ Holding me bound To the way I is, oh ♪ 1727 01:30:32,390 --> 01:30:37,354 ♪ And therapy there's no need It ain't no good for me ♪ 1728 01:30:37,395 --> 01:30:40,523 ♪ Why would I want to talk About the shit I did ♪ 1729 01:30:40,565 --> 01:30:44,361 ♪ A penny for your thoughts Is really all it is ♪ 1730 01:30:44,402 --> 01:30:47,739 ♪ So can we keep it going? Keep it going? ♪ 1731 01:30:47,781 --> 01:30:49,908 ♪ 'Cause I miss the moments ♪ 1732 01:30:49,949 --> 01:30:52,452 ♪ When the mornings Dawned on me ♪ 1733 01:30:54,287 --> 01:30:55,914 ♪ And I could see ♪ 1734 01:31:00,168 --> 01:31:02,671 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1735 01:31:03,588 --> 01:31:06,925 ♪ I've seen everything We had to see ♪ 1736 01:31:07,008 --> 01:31:09,511 ♪ And figured it out my love ♪ 1737 01:31:10,303 --> 01:31:12,639 ♪ So where are we going? ♪ 1738 01:31:13,723 --> 01:31:17,018 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1739 01:31:17,102 --> 01:31:20,397 ♪ We did everything So endlessly ♪ 1740 01:31:20,438 --> 01:31:22,857 ♪ And only to feel undone ♪ 1741 01:31:23,817 --> 01:31:27,362 ♪ So where are we going So decide ♪ 1742 01:31:27,404 --> 01:31:30,782 ♪ I just wanna be somebody New inside ♪ 1743 01:31:30,824 --> 01:31:34,077 ♪ I just wanna be somebody Outside there ♪ 1744 01:31:34,119 --> 01:31:37,455 ♪ I just wanna be somebody ♪ 1745 01:31:37,539 --> 01:31:40,917 ♪ I just wanna feel Consoled inside ♪ 1746 01:31:40,959 --> 01:31:44,295 ♪ I just wanna be somebody New inside ♪ 1747 01:31:44,337 --> 01:31:47,632 ♪ I just wanna be somebody Else out there ♪ 1748 01:31:47,716 --> 01:31:49,718 ♪ I just wanna be somebody ♪ 1749 01:31:54,305 --> 01:31:57,642 ♪ So where do we go now? ♪ 1750 01:31:57,726 --> 01:32:01,021 ♪ We've seen everything We've had to see ♪ 1751 01:32:01,104 --> 01:32:03,815 ♪ And only to feel undone ♪ 1752 01:32:04,774 --> 01:32:06,818 ♪ Where are we going? ♪ 1753 01:34:52,692 --> 01:34:56,279 It's so cold. It's so cold.