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Please stop.
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What is it?
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What happened?
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Nothing.
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Go back to sleep.
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Okay.
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At this time?
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What?
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Why didn't you tell me this sooner?
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No.
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Just give me half an hour. No.
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I'll be there.
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Marius?
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It was Stefan.
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My father is in the emergency room.
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Look, I can stay in the car.
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I'm not letting you go by yourself.
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No, really, it's fine.
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This might be our only chance with him.
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I don't know if this is going to work.
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But we have to try.
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It's important.
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He's all you've got. I mean,
I don't have anyone else.
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Marius.
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Fine.
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I'm going alone.
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It'll just make things
worse if you're there.
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Okay.
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Fine.
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Look, I'm sorry.
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Okay, but what's the point?
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- Why do you want his blessing?
- Because it's the right thing to do.
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And you would know that
if you're serious about us.
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Meaning?
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You know what I mean.
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I can't do this right now.
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Then when?
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I don't know. My father's about to die.
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Can you stop being so selfish?
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Hi.
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How'd it go?
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I'm here.
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We'll be okay. Okay?
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I think this can be tightened up a bit.
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I just don't want it being too dense.
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I mean, you need to make sure that
anyone can skim over this
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and have a concrete idea of the project.
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That way, anyone who interacts
with it will want to invest in it.
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Okay, and all of that just
went over your head, didn't it?
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I get it.
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I was exactly the same when my dad passed.
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Hey. You sure about this?
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- About what?
- You see what I mean?
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Look at me.
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Take the time off.
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Alright? Even with working from home,
you're not doing yourself any favors
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by pushing forward like this.
You don't have to be a hero.
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- No way, man. This is my project.
- Yes, and no one is going to blame you
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for taking a step back
for a while. That's all.
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Fuck that.
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Okay? I'm the only one
who knows the community.
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And I'm the only fisherman's son
in the entire company. Don't forget that.
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And don't think I don't know that
Thabo's been waiting for me to fuck up.
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Yeah, I wouldn't worry about that.
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So…
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How's Thembi handling all of this?
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So, you're sure everyone's
cool with me working from home?
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Yeah.
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Personally approved it.
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Look, I know it's not my place.
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But I do think you should
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open up to Thembi.
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She's a lot tougher than you might think.
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Yeah? Well, what do you mean?
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Come on, you know what I mean.
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You've already bought the ring.
Now's the time.
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Stop questioning it.
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Yeah, you're right.
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It's not your place.
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Just hear me out on this.
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How do you think Thembi feels? Right now.
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I mean you've already told me how
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mixed up you feel since your father died.
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So, don't you think
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Thembi's the one who
should be hearing all of this?
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And how do you know how
Thembi feels about all of this?
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This wasn't your fault.
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Don't blame yourself.
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I love you, my boy.
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Mom?
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Marius?
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Are you okay?
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Marius?
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- Marius?
- Fuck!
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Oh gosh!
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Where were you?
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What?
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What do you mean?
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Uh, I mean…
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I mean, I came in here and…
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I just saw you standing.
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I was…
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I was just washing.
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Have you eaten?
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- Uh, what?
- You look like you're about to pass out.
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Bullshit. I…
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I just made food and…
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Huh?
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But I…
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What?
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I just started washing.
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It's cold.
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Oh my gosh.
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Come.
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Do you want to eat something?
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No.
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I don't know.
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Have you gone to see them?
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Who?
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You know.
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No.
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Sorry.
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I just thought you'd be the one
handling the funeral arrangements.
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It's up in the air.
They don't want me there.
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Is it Stefan?
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It's his mom.
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She's scared I'm going
to take everything from them.
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What does the will say?
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25-75 to them.
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But I told Stefan he can have it all.
I don't want any of it.
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Really?
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You know…
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It would piss them all off
if you used the money for us.
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He'd be rolling in his grave.
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You're not him.
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You're not her either.
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Just don't be afraid that
you'll end up like them.
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Just take the inheritance.
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You can do something with it.
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It's just money.
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Just don't let the others shut you out.
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Put your father at rest.
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Tonight?
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I'm the chief engineer.
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If I'm not the one to fix it,
it'll be a fuck-up.
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I'm the one who got the community
to believe in this project.
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Everyone else is
treating it like a cash cow.
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None of them know what
it's like to be a fisherman.
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And they have no idea what it's like
to lose everything when you lose that.
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But I have a chance
to bring back the port.
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I have a chance to fix my home-town.
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And no one is going
to take that away from me.
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My mom loved her shop.
154
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And she loved to hustle those markets.
155
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You should have heard her swear.
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- Really?
- Yeah.
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Yeah, the guys would give
her discounts because they were scared.
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I was there.
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I was scared too.
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It must have been
the Portuguese blood, hey?
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A fish and chips shop…
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can't do fish if there's no port.
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A fisherman is nothing
if he can't have his boat.
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You lose your soul if you can't
do the one thing you're meant to do.
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I don't want any kid
to grow up like how I did.
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Is it wrong that I want to fight for it?
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You have a deadline to present, right?
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A couple of days.
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So, why are we watching this?
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Fuck them.
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You worked for two years on this.
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And I've never seen anyone
give up their life like you have.
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You can't give up on this.
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You get this done and…
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it'll be able to move us forward.
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But…
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promise me…
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just promise me that
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you'll make things right with your family.
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I mean, you can't focus
with everything going on.
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Hey!
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Let her go!
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Hey!
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00:24:52,282 --> 00:24:54,409
Hey, I hope I'm not too early.
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00:24:59,456 --> 00:25:01,458
Sies, man, it stinks in here.
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Yoh.
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00:25:04,211 --> 00:25:05,629
Are these old clothes?
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00:25:11,009 --> 00:25:12,636
That's disgusting.
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Yoh. Sies.
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Marius.
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00:25:28,360 --> 00:25:29,694
What?
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00:25:30,654 --> 00:25:31,613
Marius?
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00:25:33,448 --> 00:25:34,741
Thembi?
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00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:38,179
Thembi, what are you…
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00:26:41,725 --> 00:26:43,476
I'm worried about you.
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00:26:54,446 --> 00:26:55,697
You heading out?
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00:26:59,909 --> 00:27:01,328
No, um…
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00:27:03,079 --> 00:27:04,080
I have a meeting.
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What for?
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00:27:14,299 --> 00:27:15,300
Look…
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00:27:16,301 --> 00:27:17,677
Now isn't the right time.
202
00:27:18,553 --> 00:27:19,888
But…
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00:27:19,971 --> 00:27:23,141
I promise I'll tell you about
this week when I'm back. Okay?
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00:27:24,642 --> 00:27:26,311
Hang on.
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00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:30,857
What do you mean?
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00:27:33,777 --> 00:27:34,986
I just saw you.
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00:27:39,324 --> 00:27:40,325
Right?
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00:27:42,994 --> 00:27:44,120
Hey, uh…
209
00:27:50,919 --> 00:27:52,253
So, what's the occasion?
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00:27:52,962 --> 00:27:54,881
I'm just… um.
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00:27:54,964 --> 00:27:55,965
Meeting a friend.
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00:27:56,758 --> 00:27:58,551
Don't make a big deal out of it.
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00:28:00,553 --> 00:28:02,013
Make a big deal out of what?
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00:28:03,139 --> 00:28:04,140
I mean…
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00:28:05,225 --> 00:28:06,226
Is it uh…
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00:28:06,976 --> 00:28:08,520
A guy friend or something?
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00:28:10,397 --> 00:28:11,398
Really?
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00:28:58,445 --> 00:29:01,573
It's been a very,
very rough time, you know?
219
00:29:01,656 --> 00:29:04,451
Yeah, I mean it's just life, you know?
220
00:29:05,994 --> 00:29:08,455
It's been so hectic. I just--
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00:29:09,038 --> 00:29:10,665
I just, I, I, I--
222
00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:13,334
It's just home and… I just…
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00:29:14,461 --> 00:29:15,670
It's okay.
224
00:29:40,653 --> 00:29:41,654
Look--
225
00:29:43,114 --> 00:29:45,825
In this industry, we kind
of have to do our own thing.
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00:29:45,909 --> 00:29:49,162
- Listen, I… I came here--
- You think I haven't done things?
227
00:29:49,245 --> 00:29:51,372
I came here as a friend to look for a job.
228
00:29:51,456 --> 00:29:52,999
I didn't come here for anything else.
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00:29:53,082 --> 00:29:55,376
So if that's your intention,
I'm good, okay?
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00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:58,379
- Can we just talk about--
- No, I'm really fine. Thank you.
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00:29:58,463 --> 00:29:59,672
It was great seeing you.
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00:31:37,353 --> 00:31:38,563
- What?
- Let's just talk.
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00:31:38,646 --> 00:31:39,731
What do you want?
234
00:31:40,315 --> 00:31:42,692
- Something I've been thinking about.
- What?
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00:31:45,153 --> 00:31:46,946
Get your hands off me!
236
00:31:47,030 --> 00:31:48,656
What the fuck, man?
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00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:41,709
Stefan, please listen to me.
238
00:32:43,503 --> 00:32:45,129
I fucked up, I know.
239
00:32:47,632 --> 00:32:49,926
I didn't even know it was today. I…
240
00:32:51,594 --> 00:32:54,639
I mean I know it was
supposed to happen today but…
241
00:32:58,851 --> 00:33:01,145
Look, I'm sorry.
242
00:34:06,461 --> 00:34:07,712
Call her back.
243
00:34:07,795 --> 00:34:10,590
Call her back and tell
her to get rid of it. Please.
244
00:34:12,842 --> 00:34:14,177
Please.
245
00:34:20,808 --> 00:34:22,560
Is this your way of saying sorry?
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00:34:27,106 --> 00:34:28,274
Thank you.
247
00:34:31,444 --> 00:34:32,445
I mean it.
248
00:34:33,571 --> 00:34:34,572
I've missed this.
249
00:34:36,824 --> 00:34:39,160
It's been ages since
you were here, you know?
250
00:34:40,453 --> 00:34:41,454
Like tonight.
251
00:34:47,543 --> 00:34:49,670
I don't know. I just, um…
252
00:34:53,966 --> 00:34:55,384
I've missed you.
253
00:35:00,056 --> 00:35:01,057
And…
254
00:35:04,811 --> 00:35:07,355
It kind of felt like you forgot about me.
255
00:35:14,570 --> 00:35:16,656
I've just missed this.
256
00:35:31,379 --> 00:35:32,630
Something happened.
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00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:38,052
I think we should just talk about it.
258
00:35:41,430 --> 00:35:42,348
Marius?
259
00:36:37,528 --> 00:36:38,529
How did it go?
260
00:36:39,864 --> 00:36:40,865
How did what go?
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00:36:43,492 --> 00:36:44,660
The funeral.
262
00:36:48,247 --> 00:36:49,248
I don't know.
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00:36:49,832 --> 00:36:50,833
I missed it.
264
00:36:53,127 --> 00:36:54,128
What?
265
00:37:00,092 --> 00:37:01,093
Why?
266
00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:03,721
I just did.
267
00:37:05,014 --> 00:37:06,015
Okay?
268
00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:07,975
But he's your father.
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00:37:11,562 --> 00:37:12,563
Marius.
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00:37:15,608 --> 00:37:16,859
- Marius.
- What?
271
00:37:19,195 --> 00:37:20,905
Don't say what like that to me.
272
00:37:21,906 --> 00:37:24,617
I'm not the one who missed
his own father's funeral.
273
00:37:31,707 --> 00:37:32,708
What is so funny?
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00:37:33,668 --> 00:37:34,669
You.
275
00:37:36,212 --> 00:37:37,964
You know, he hated you.
276
00:37:38,047 --> 00:37:39,924
And here you are defending him.
277
00:37:41,592 --> 00:37:44,345
You could've been wiped off the face
of the Earth and he wouldn't have cared.
278
00:37:44,428 --> 00:37:47,306
- So, why are you defending him?
- Because he's your father.
279
00:37:49,392 --> 00:37:50,393
Don't you get it?
280
00:37:51,727 --> 00:37:53,020
At least you had one.
281
00:37:57,692 --> 00:37:58,693
Look at me.
282
00:37:58,776 --> 00:37:59,777
Look at me.
283
00:38:00,820 --> 00:38:02,488
You have to make peace with him.
284
00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:05,366
No.
285
00:38:05,449 --> 00:38:06,450
I won't.
286
00:38:07,535 --> 00:38:09,078
He was a piece of shit.
287
00:38:09,161 --> 00:38:10,329
And I'm glad he's dead.
288
00:38:10,871 --> 00:38:12,290
And you should be as well.
289
00:38:14,458 --> 00:38:16,752
He fucking called you
a gold-digging orphan.
290
00:38:31,100 --> 00:38:32,268
Please, okay?
291
00:38:33,436 --> 00:38:34,645
Just let him go.
292
00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:38,482
Please.
293
00:38:38,566 --> 00:38:39,859
Please let him go.
294
00:43:04,415 --> 00:43:05,416
Hail Mary.
295
00:43:06,917 --> 00:43:08,127
Full of grace.
296
00:43:09,920 --> 00:43:11,255
The Lord is with thee.
297
00:43:15,050 --> 00:43:16,635
Blessed art thou among women.
298
00:43:20,055 --> 00:43:21,890
Blessed is the fruit of thy…
299
00:43:22,683 --> 00:43:24,268
thy womb, Jesus.
300
00:43:28,522 --> 00:43:29,857
Holy Mary
301
00:43:31,275 --> 00:43:32,651
Mother of God.
302
00:43:35,487 --> 00:43:36,905
Pray for us sinners.
303
00:43:36,989 --> 00:43:37,865
Now…
304
00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:41,243
And at the hour of our death.
305
00:43:43,454 --> 00:43:44,622
Amen.
306
00:44:11,899 --> 00:44:12,858
Hi Marius.
307
00:44:14,943 --> 00:44:16,320
Are you okay?
308
00:44:19,823 --> 00:44:21,992
You don't remember me, do you?
309
00:44:23,410 --> 00:44:25,245
I was the one with the purse.
310
00:44:30,834 --> 00:44:33,420
I never told you my name.
311
00:44:34,546 --> 00:44:35,881
Are you okay?
312
00:44:39,009 --> 00:44:40,135
I know you, don't I?
313
00:44:42,137 --> 00:44:44,014
I didn't think you'd recognize me.
314
00:44:45,015 --> 00:44:47,476
We're not supposed
to give our real locations.
315
00:44:50,687 --> 00:44:52,106
Not even if they pay enough?
316
00:44:54,066 --> 00:44:55,943
You're making this weird.
317
00:44:58,028 --> 00:44:59,029
Right.
318
00:45:02,991 --> 00:45:05,369
I just never thought
I'd meet you in person.
319
00:45:06,286 --> 00:45:09,665
Well, neither did I, but here we are.
320
00:45:19,425 --> 00:45:21,385
I hope I don't get you in trouble.
321
00:45:21,468 --> 00:45:23,887
That's okay. The cam stuff is just a gig.
322
00:45:27,516 --> 00:45:28,559
Then why do it then?
323
00:45:30,477 --> 00:45:32,229
Make ends meet.
324
00:45:32,938 --> 00:45:34,231
Itch to scratch.
325
00:45:35,691 --> 00:45:37,067
You know what I mean.
326
00:45:43,532 --> 00:45:46,618
I don't want to be too forward…
327
00:45:46,702 --> 00:45:47,703
But I…
328
00:45:49,121 --> 00:45:51,123
Never mind.
329
00:45:54,293 --> 00:45:55,419
Come on, what?
330
00:45:56,003 --> 00:45:57,337
Only if you want to.
331
00:45:57,421 --> 00:45:58,881
It's your choice.
332
00:46:02,176 --> 00:46:03,302
Eva, right?
333
00:46:04,178 --> 00:46:05,345
Or is it Na'amah?
334
00:46:07,681 --> 00:46:08,891
Eva, right?
335
00:46:18,275 --> 00:46:20,611
Do you want to get something to eat with--
336
00:46:28,952 --> 00:46:29,953
I have to go.
337
00:46:31,580 --> 00:46:32,539
Are you sure?
338
00:46:38,921 --> 00:46:40,756
Yeah. I'm sure.
339
00:46:41,340 --> 00:46:43,383
Maybe I'll see you around sometime?
340
00:46:45,761 --> 00:46:46,845
Actually…
341
00:46:47,429 --> 00:46:48,847
I know a place.
342
00:47:02,694 --> 00:47:04,071
I'm seeing someone.
343
00:47:04,613 --> 00:47:05,864
That's okay.
344
00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:07,699
It's just for drinks.
345
00:47:10,452 --> 00:47:12,162
In case you need a friend.
346
00:47:37,145 --> 00:47:39,189
Take a moment.
347
00:47:47,447 --> 00:47:49,741
Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned.
348
00:47:51,660 --> 00:47:53,328
What's bothering you?
349
00:47:54,580 --> 00:47:55,581
I don't know.
350
00:47:58,500 --> 00:47:59,459
Father, I…
351
00:48:01,545 --> 00:48:02,588
I don't know if…
352
00:48:04,131 --> 00:48:06,425
…if something is happening because of me.
353
00:48:06,508 --> 00:48:07,509
Or…
354
00:48:08,635 --> 00:48:10,679
if something is happening to me.
355
00:48:13,599 --> 00:48:16,518
I don't think I have
control of my body any more.
356
00:48:18,562 --> 00:48:20,355
I keep seeing things.
357
00:48:21,940 --> 00:48:23,650
I keep seeing my mother.
358
00:48:27,654 --> 00:48:29,906
Is she not with us anymore?
359
00:48:32,868 --> 00:48:33,869
No, Father.
360
00:48:36,580 --> 00:48:39,750
But you are still seeing her.
361
00:48:41,168 --> 00:48:42,169
Yes.
362
00:48:43,670 --> 00:48:45,339
How did she pass?
363
00:48:47,841 --> 00:48:49,926
She committed suicide.
364
00:48:51,928 --> 00:48:53,722
I was the first one to find her.
365
00:48:56,016 --> 00:48:59,144
And you were young when it happened?
366
00:49:01,271 --> 00:49:02,272
Yes.
367
00:49:06,068 --> 00:49:07,653
And now because of it
368
00:49:08,737 --> 00:49:10,864
you have stopped observing?
369
00:49:12,407 --> 00:49:13,408
I was angry.
370
00:49:14,951 --> 00:49:16,119
I'm still angry.
371
00:49:19,247 --> 00:49:20,123
Father.
372
00:49:21,875 --> 00:49:24,503
Do you think I can ask
for her sin to be absolved?
373
00:49:26,296 --> 00:49:28,048
I am sorry, my son.
374
00:49:30,634 --> 00:49:35,639
The Church is absolute on suicide.
375
00:49:39,434 --> 00:49:41,478
So, there's nothing we can do about it?
376
00:49:43,271 --> 00:49:44,272
Maybe.
377
00:49:48,402 --> 00:49:51,113
Did she have free will when it happened?
378
00:49:52,906 --> 00:49:57,119
Was she in control of her mental state?
379
00:49:59,538 --> 00:50:00,539
No.
380
00:50:01,164 --> 00:50:03,208
She had severe manic depression.
381
00:50:06,670 --> 00:50:10,716
And she was taking
heavy medication for it.
382
00:50:12,968 --> 00:50:15,887
Did she tell anyone
what she was going to do?
383
00:50:20,016 --> 00:50:21,017
Yes.
384
00:50:21,768 --> 00:50:23,520
My father pushed her into it.
385
00:50:27,065 --> 00:50:28,066
I see.
386
00:50:32,279 --> 00:50:36,408
You can't ask for
forgiveness on her behalf.
387
00:50:39,327 --> 00:50:43,790
Her path is and was her own.
388
00:50:45,667 --> 00:50:47,586
But what you can do…
389
00:50:48,962 --> 00:50:55,010
is ask for amendment for
yourself and yourself alone.
390
00:50:56,136 --> 00:50:58,430
This is your confession.
391
00:50:59,097 --> 00:51:00,348
Not hers.
392
00:51:02,225 --> 00:51:04,102
So, there's no hope for her then?
393
00:51:06,229 --> 00:51:10,192
That is between her and the Almighty.
394
00:51:11,067 --> 00:51:13,612
So, then what's the point of this? Hmm?
395
00:51:13,695 --> 00:51:15,155
You're supposed to know.
396
00:51:16,490 --> 00:51:18,158
She wasn't a bad person.
397
00:51:22,537 --> 00:51:24,956
She doesn't deserve condemnation.
398
00:51:26,208 --> 00:51:30,712
What's the point in believing
in something outside of this if…
399
00:51:32,005 --> 00:51:34,049
if you can't do anything about it?
400
00:51:35,258 --> 00:51:36,510
That
401
00:51:36,593 --> 00:51:38,804
is the problem with faith.
402
00:51:40,013 --> 00:51:43,683
People believe that the Almighty
403
00:51:43,767 --> 00:51:47,979
is within the brick and
martyr of this institution.
404
00:51:48,772 --> 00:51:52,067
That is where they fail.
405
00:51:53,026 --> 00:51:56,488
Mass does not bring absolution.
406
00:51:57,072 --> 00:52:02,369
Only His Grace can.
And only if you are open to receiving it.
407
00:52:03,912 --> 00:52:07,332
You have to trust
in doing the right thing.
408
00:52:07,874 --> 00:52:11,837
That will put you on the correct path.
409
00:52:12,504 --> 00:52:14,589
This is our test.
410
00:52:16,716 --> 00:52:17,926
Your confession?
411
00:52:22,138 --> 00:52:25,058
Father, I have sinned. I have.
412
00:52:29,980 --> 00:52:31,857
I have only one thing to confess.
413
00:52:34,109 --> 00:52:36,236
I was relieved when my father died.
414
00:52:38,238 --> 00:52:39,698
I felt no remorse.
415
00:52:41,700 --> 00:52:43,326
I even celebrated it.
416
00:52:50,000 --> 00:52:51,084
And…
417
00:52:52,294 --> 00:52:54,170
I didn't ever honor him.
418
00:52:56,298 --> 00:52:58,425
I know that is a prime sin.
419
00:53:01,636 --> 00:53:04,514
A most grave sin.
420
00:53:10,729 --> 00:53:15,525
- I'm sorry, I can't do this.
- You are being tested, my son.
421
00:53:17,611 --> 00:53:21,489
Trust in doing the right thing, always.
422
00:53:23,658 --> 00:53:26,369
Pray. Pray for absolution.
423
00:53:26,453 --> 00:53:31,583
Pray for the Holy Mother
to intercede for you and your loved ones.
424
00:53:37,130 --> 00:53:38,131
Why?
425
00:53:39,007 --> 00:53:43,595
Because it is time
for you to let go of your fear.
426
00:53:44,971 --> 00:53:51,061
Your trauma is the advantage
to which bets against man.
427
00:53:52,479 --> 00:53:55,815
It preys on your eternal damnation.
428
00:53:56,608 --> 00:54:00,654
It smells your fear like
the blood in the water.
429
00:54:01,363 --> 00:54:07,160
And its fate for your soul
is far worse than death.
430
00:54:09,537 --> 00:54:10,538
What is it?
431
00:54:12,207 --> 00:54:14,834
It is an ancient predator.
432
00:54:16,544 --> 00:54:20,256
One that preys on the weakness of all men.
433
00:54:20,340 --> 00:54:23,551
Because it knows the original sin.
434
00:54:24,552 --> 00:54:25,553
But
435
00:54:25,637 --> 00:54:29,432
it fears that which makes you better.
436
00:54:29,516 --> 00:54:33,645
That which makes you strong.
437
00:54:34,437 --> 00:54:35,647
What is it?
438
00:56:13,870 --> 00:56:14,871
Mom?
439
00:56:17,123 --> 00:56:18,625
There's something here, isn't it?
440
00:56:25,090 --> 00:56:26,299
What happened today?
441
00:56:33,556 --> 00:56:34,557
Marius?
442
00:56:44,943 --> 00:56:46,069
What happened today?
443
00:57:06,631 --> 00:57:07,841
Call her back.
444
00:57:07,924 --> 00:57:10,802
Call her back and tell her
to get rid of it. Please.
445
00:57:12,929 --> 00:57:14,305
Please.
446
00:57:19,853 --> 00:57:21,688
- Give me the keys.
- No.
447
00:57:21,771 --> 00:57:22,897
No.
448
00:57:23,523 --> 00:57:24,649
Give me the keys.
449
00:57:26,025 --> 00:57:27,902
No.
450
00:57:27,986 --> 00:57:32,824
No… Everything you need…
Everything you need is here.
451
00:57:33,741 --> 00:57:35,743
Everything you need is here.
452
00:57:36,453 --> 00:57:37,454
We're here.
453
00:57:38,455 --> 00:57:40,248
Your son is here.
454
00:57:42,375 --> 00:57:44,043
I won't be the other woman.
455
00:57:44,586 --> 00:57:45,879
This is my house.
456
00:57:46,838 --> 00:57:47,922
No.
457
00:57:49,632 --> 00:57:51,134
You don't even love her.
458
00:57:54,596 --> 00:57:57,056
Stay. Please.
459
00:57:58,516 --> 00:58:00,101
I won't let you see him.
460
00:58:01,102 --> 00:58:02,937
I won't let you see him.
461
00:58:03,021 --> 00:58:04,355
You walk out that door…
462
00:58:04,856 --> 00:58:06,149
and we're gone.
463
00:58:06,232 --> 00:58:07,275
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
464
00:58:07,358 --> 00:58:08,568
Where you gonna go?
465
00:58:09,068 --> 00:58:11,863
You've got nothing
without me. This is my house.
466
00:58:11,946 --> 00:58:14,199
You got this through my work and my blood.
467
00:58:14,282 --> 00:58:18,077
- I gave this to you. Me!
- Oh, you're such a big man.
468
00:58:19,037 --> 00:58:22,665
You're so big then why can't
you keep it in your pants, Pieter?
469
00:58:22,749 --> 00:58:25,335
She's young enough to be your daughter!
470
00:58:40,892 --> 00:58:41,893
If you go--
471
00:58:41,976 --> 00:58:44,062
if you go, I swear I'll do it.
472
00:58:44,687 --> 00:58:45,939
I'll do it if you go.
473
00:58:46,564 --> 00:58:47,565
I promise you.
474
00:58:48,608 --> 00:58:50,527
I promise you I'll do it if you go!
475
00:58:50,610 --> 00:58:52,403
I will do it if you go!
476
00:58:52,487 --> 00:58:54,739
Don't ever threaten me like that again.
477
00:58:54,822 --> 00:58:55,698
Okay?
478
00:58:55,782 --> 00:59:00,912
If you ever threaten me like that
again, I swear I'll end you on my own.
479
00:59:00,995 --> 00:59:02,038
You hear me?
480
00:59:02,121 --> 00:59:04,666
I won't need those fucking pills of yours!
481
01:01:08,581 --> 01:01:13,002
…you know that I do. But
you know, I don't know. I think
482
01:01:13,086 --> 01:01:15,088
just reading about such
things is so beautiful.
483
01:01:15,171 --> 01:01:16,506
So much insight into it.
484
01:01:16,589 --> 01:01:19,592
Scared you're not going
to start analyzing yourself?
485
01:01:19,676 --> 01:01:22,512
I probably have started.
Yeah, I definitely have.
486
01:01:22,595 --> 01:01:25,431
- And have you read the book?
- What the hell is going on?
487
01:01:25,515 --> 01:01:27,016
Why is he here?
488
01:01:29,686 --> 01:01:31,312
Bro? What are you--
489
01:01:31,396 --> 01:01:32,814
what are you talking about?
490
01:01:32,897 --> 01:01:35,066
- Can you just give us a minute?
- Of course!
491
01:01:41,322 --> 01:01:43,825
- What is going on with you?
- What is he doing here?
492
01:01:43,908 --> 01:01:45,660
- You invited him!
- Why?
493
01:01:45,743 --> 01:01:48,913
- Why would I do that?
- I don't know! Ask yourself that!
494
01:01:48,996 --> 01:01:51,791
Okay, I'm going to act like
everything is normal, okay?
495
01:01:52,333 --> 01:01:55,461
Hey. Okay. Okay, um…
496
01:01:56,546 --> 01:01:59,006
Alright I'm… I'm sorry about before.
497
01:02:00,633 --> 01:02:01,801
Okay, I…
498
01:02:02,885 --> 01:02:05,805
I just, I… I went to the cemetery and I--
499
01:02:05,888 --> 01:02:07,432
We already spoke about this.
500
01:02:08,141 --> 01:02:09,142
What?
501
01:02:09,225 --> 01:02:11,519
You said you went to see your
dad's grave and you paid respects.
502
01:02:11,602 --> 01:02:13,563
We already spoke about this.
503
01:02:14,772 --> 01:02:15,982
And I told you this?
504
01:02:16,816 --> 01:02:18,943
We were even standing here when you did.
505
01:02:20,778 --> 01:02:22,905
Okay, why don't we just go back?
506
01:02:23,448 --> 01:02:24,365
Okay?
507
01:02:26,451 --> 01:02:27,577
Hey, um…
508
01:02:31,080 --> 01:02:32,832
When did I tell you about my dad?
509
01:02:34,500 --> 01:02:35,501
Last week.
510
01:02:41,758 --> 01:02:42,759
Hey, hey, hey.
511
01:02:43,551 --> 01:02:44,635
Are you good?
512
01:02:47,638 --> 01:02:48,639
Good.
513
01:02:49,390 --> 01:02:51,184
Chris wants to announce something.
514
01:02:52,894 --> 01:02:53,895
Wait, wait.
515
01:02:54,687 --> 01:02:56,522
You're not kidding about last week?
516
01:02:56,606 --> 01:02:57,940
- Are you?
- No!
517
01:02:58,024 --> 01:03:00,318
And in fact Marius, I need to tell
you something. And I've been
518
01:03:00,401 --> 01:03:03,029
waiting for you to ask me
but I think I should just tell you.
519
01:03:03,112 --> 01:03:04,822
Because it's been weighing
so heavy on me and--
520
01:03:04,906 --> 01:03:07,241
That means that we've already pitched!
521
01:03:13,289 --> 01:03:16,375
- Hi, look I didn't want--
- Just tell me it's still my project.
522
01:03:16,459 --> 01:03:18,211
- Okay, calm down--
- Just tell me!
523
01:03:18,294 --> 01:03:20,588
It's still your vision!
Can you just relax?
524
01:03:20,671 --> 01:03:23,424
Oh God. Okay. Who pitched on it?
525
01:03:24,509 --> 01:03:25,468
Look.
526
01:03:25,551 --> 01:03:29,096
The client was very adamant
on transformation. You understand?
527
01:03:29,180 --> 01:03:30,973
Just, just, okay, just--
528
01:03:31,057 --> 01:03:33,684
just tell me how it actually is, okay?
529
01:03:36,896 --> 01:03:37,980
You stole my work
530
01:03:38,064 --> 01:03:40,024
and you put your fucking puppet on it.
531
01:03:40,107 --> 01:03:41,317
- Marius.
- No!
532
01:03:41,400 --> 01:03:43,027
No! Okay? Fuck!
533
01:03:43,110 --> 01:03:44,111
I'm…
534
01:03:47,365 --> 01:03:50,785
No, you should be offended too. Okay?
535
01:03:50,868 --> 01:03:54,330
How would you feel if someone
made you the token Black on your work?
536
01:03:54,413 --> 01:03:56,249
- Jesus.
- Huh?
537
01:03:58,167 --> 01:04:00,378
Hey, woah, what, now
you got nothing to say?
538
01:04:01,963 --> 01:04:06,217
Look, if it's any consolation, this is
how things were always going to end.
539
01:04:06,300 --> 01:04:08,386
It's nothing personal. It's just business.
540
01:04:08,469 --> 01:04:09,804
Oh yeah?
541
01:04:09,887 --> 01:04:13,724
Well, what do you think is going
to happen when he can't deliver?
542
01:04:14,225 --> 01:04:18,187
I don't know. Maybe you'll just have
to fix that when that happens. Okay?
543
01:04:23,901 --> 01:04:25,319
Okay. Um…
544
01:04:26,362 --> 01:04:27,613
Right.
545
01:04:27,697 --> 01:04:28,865
So--
546
01:04:28,948 --> 01:04:31,117
it was you that made the call, isn't it?
547
01:04:34,161 --> 01:04:35,329
Answer me.
548
01:04:37,206 --> 01:04:40,376
- God damn, answer me!
- Okay, you need to let go of me.
549
01:04:40,459 --> 01:04:42,712
You need to let go of
me right now, Marius.
550
01:04:45,673 --> 01:04:46,883
Jesus.
551
01:04:52,263 --> 01:04:53,389
I'm gonna leave now.
552
01:04:54,098 --> 01:04:56,309
And I suggest that you take this time and
553
01:04:56,392 --> 01:04:59,395
figure out how you move on
from this like a professional.
554
01:04:59,478 --> 01:05:02,148
Okay, why the fuck
did you screw me like this?
555
01:05:02,231 --> 01:05:03,232
I'm sorry?
556
01:05:03,316 --> 01:05:04,775
Me?
557
01:05:04,859 --> 01:05:06,527
I fucked you over?
558
01:05:06,611 --> 01:05:08,863
No, no, no, buddy, you did this.
559
01:05:08,946 --> 01:05:10,364
You did this to yourself.
560
01:05:10,448 --> 01:05:13,326
You have been off for months.
You look like shit!
561
01:05:13,409 --> 01:05:16,454
And let's face it, it's not
just because of your dad dying.
562
01:05:17,955 --> 01:05:22,043
And I don't know how Thembi
puts up with someone like you.
563
01:05:23,002 --> 01:05:25,296
Don't you talk about
shit you don't understand.
564
01:05:25,379 --> 01:05:27,924
Okay buddy, I do understand though.
565
01:05:28,007 --> 01:05:29,550
I understand perfectly well.
566
01:05:33,304 --> 01:05:35,306
Don't try and change the subject.
567
01:05:35,389 --> 01:05:37,058
Okay? You stole my work!
568
01:05:37,141 --> 01:05:39,435
You need to grow up!
569
01:05:39,518 --> 01:05:42,980
The company owns the work! Not you!
570
01:05:43,064 --> 01:05:46,442
And the company is
pretty much going to do as they see fit.
571
01:05:47,902 --> 01:05:49,028
Yeah?
572
01:05:49,111 --> 01:05:50,071
Cool.
573
01:05:50,154 --> 01:05:52,323
Well, they can go screw over someone else.
574
01:05:52,406 --> 01:05:54,367
Cause I'm not covering for them.
575
01:05:54,450 --> 01:05:55,451
I quit.
576
01:05:59,246 --> 01:06:00,247
Wow.
577
01:06:01,415 --> 01:06:02,416
Wow!
578
01:06:03,834 --> 01:06:05,044
What did I tell you?
579
01:06:07,672 --> 01:06:09,382
Have you been talking?
580
01:06:09,465 --> 01:06:11,926
Uh, yeah, what do you think?
581
01:06:13,260 --> 01:06:14,845
She's terrified of you.
582
01:06:14,929 --> 01:06:15,930
What?
583
01:06:17,932 --> 01:06:18,891
Marius.
584
01:06:18,975 --> 01:06:20,059
Marius.
585
01:06:20,142 --> 01:06:21,602
What, is, is, is--
586
01:06:21,686 --> 01:06:23,270
- Is it true?
- It's not like that.
587
01:06:23,354 --> 01:06:26,691
- Ah, no, she said she was just terrified--
- Just shut up, okay!
588
01:06:28,526 --> 01:06:30,361
Talk to me. Okay? Please talk to me.
589
01:06:31,070 --> 01:06:32,571
Are you really scared of me?
590
01:06:35,491 --> 01:06:36,492
So,
591
01:06:36,575 --> 01:06:39,328
let me just make sure
that I've got this right.
592
01:06:39,412 --> 01:06:42,832
You're gonna quit because
a Black guy is gonna get the credit.
593
01:06:42,915 --> 01:06:43,958
Is that right?
594
01:06:44,041 --> 01:06:45,042
Just get out.
595
01:06:45,126 --> 01:06:48,170
Look, I'm just wondering
because you've covered for me.
596
01:06:48,254 --> 01:06:51,549
And you've covered for Johannes.
But something's different here.
597
01:06:51,632 --> 01:06:54,218
Why don't you man up
and tell me what that is?
598
01:06:54,301 --> 01:06:55,970
What's different now? Huh?
599
01:06:57,930 --> 01:06:59,056
Come on.
600
01:06:59,140 --> 01:07:00,224
Say it.
601
01:07:02,226 --> 01:07:03,227
Get out.
602
01:07:08,232 --> 01:07:09,233
No.
603
01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:11,485
- What?
- Answer him.
604
01:07:24,540 --> 01:07:25,958
How do you know
605
01:07:26,042 --> 01:07:27,501
if he actually loves you?
606
01:07:29,837 --> 01:07:30,921
Because
607
01:07:31,589 --> 01:07:32,757
he's being
608
01:07:32,840 --> 01:07:34,133
this
609
01:07:34,216 --> 01:07:36,010
angry and upset
610
01:07:36,093 --> 01:07:38,888
just because we're
giving it over to a Black guy.
611
01:07:41,390 --> 01:07:42,516
I mean
612
01:07:43,642 --> 01:07:46,103
he's even willing to quit!
613
01:07:47,146 --> 01:07:49,356
Huh? So, how do you know?
614
01:07:53,527 --> 01:07:54,612
Yeah.
615
01:07:56,530 --> 01:07:57,656
You don't.
616
01:07:59,241 --> 01:08:00,451
Do you?
617
01:08:16,425 --> 01:08:17,426
I told you.
618
01:08:19,386 --> 01:08:20,596
This?
619
01:08:22,098 --> 01:08:23,766
That's the real Marius.
620
01:08:25,726 --> 01:08:27,353
I'm here if you need me.
621
01:08:27,436 --> 01:08:29,396
Get the fuck out of my house!
622
01:10:04,033 --> 01:10:06,994
Why is it so important
about who gets the credit?
623
01:10:09,121 --> 01:10:10,372
What?
624
01:10:14,919 --> 01:10:17,338
You told me what
this project means to you.
625
01:10:18,881 --> 01:10:21,467
So, it doesn't matter
who gets the credit, right?
626
01:10:22,092 --> 01:10:25,095
You'd be doing right
by your Mom and the community.
627
01:10:25,596 --> 01:10:27,723
So, why care who gets the credit?
628
01:10:36,273 --> 01:10:37,691
He's right, isn't he?
629
01:10:40,069 --> 01:10:41,070
So, what if he is?
630
01:10:42,279 --> 01:10:44,114
Are you going to fuck him as well?
631
01:10:45,366 --> 01:10:46,367
Excuse me?
632
01:10:47,326 --> 01:10:49,328
Ah, don't play dumb with me.
633
01:10:52,456 --> 01:10:53,457
Where you going?
634
01:10:54,541 --> 01:10:57,419
- Hey, where are you going?
- It's none of your business!
635
01:11:00,839 --> 01:11:02,549
You're gonna see him. I know.
636
01:11:05,886 --> 01:11:06,887
Who?
637
01:11:08,514 --> 01:11:09,682
Don't play with me.
638
01:11:10,557 --> 01:11:11,642
I saw you with him.
639
01:11:14,812 --> 01:11:16,021
What?
640
01:11:17,564 --> 01:11:19,149
At the restaurant.
641
01:11:20,401 --> 01:11:22,653
You had your hands all over him and
642
01:11:23,445 --> 01:11:26,740
don't think I don't see
the same thing happening with Chris.
643
01:11:33,998 --> 01:11:34,999
You know…
644
01:11:37,293 --> 01:11:41,547
if you had been interested at all
in my life for the past two weeks
645
01:11:43,465 --> 01:11:45,843
you would have known
that I've been retrenched.
646
01:11:47,928 --> 01:11:49,680
What you saw
647
01:11:49,763 --> 01:11:51,307
was a piece of shit
648
01:11:51,390 --> 01:11:53,142
who I thought was my friend
649
01:11:53,225 --> 01:11:56,103
forcing himself on me
after I asked him for a job.
650
01:11:58,230 --> 01:11:59,606
You know why he did that?
651
01:12:01,358 --> 01:12:02,901
Do you know why
652
01:12:02,985 --> 01:12:06,989
that bastard thought he could just
get to fuck me and I would just take it?
653
01:12:07,072 --> 01:12:08,073
Huh?
654
01:12:09,241 --> 01:12:10,451
Do you know why?
655
01:12:14,538 --> 01:12:18,542
It's because I don't have
enough money not to have a job.
656
01:12:19,418 --> 01:12:22,421
I don't have anyone
in my life who can help me.
657
01:12:22,963 --> 01:12:24,089
No one.
658
01:12:24,882 --> 01:12:26,008
No parents.
659
01:12:27,092 --> 01:12:28,385
No siblings.
660
01:12:28,969 --> 01:12:30,346
No nothing.
661
01:12:33,349 --> 01:12:34,892
No one except you.
662
01:12:43,859 --> 01:12:44,860
You know…
663
01:12:47,946 --> 01:12:49,073
You know
664
01:12:49,156 --> 01:12:50,282
I thought to myself
665
01:12:51,200 --> 01:12:53,410
that everything was going to be okay.
666
01:12:55,120 --> 01:12:58,707
That everything was going
to be alright because at least I have you.
667
01:13:00,250 --> 01:13:01,085
At least--
668
01:13:01,752 --> 01:13:04,713
At least I have a man who will hold me.
669
01:13:08,342 --> 01:13:10,427
And tell me that I shouldn't give up.
670
01:13:15,599 --> 01:13:16,892
So, I come here
671
01:13:18,060 --> 01:13:19,103
to your place.
672
01:13:21,438 --> 01:13:22,815
Using my money.
673
01:13:24,900 --> 01:13:27,236
Money that I need
to put food in my fridge.
674
01:13:28,153 --> 01:13:29,947
Just so I can see you.
675
01:13:35,911 --> 01:13:36,912
You know
676
01:13:38,455 --> 01:13:39,581
I thought we'd just--
677
01:13:45,963 --> 01:13:46,880
I thought--
678
01:13:48,590 --> 01:13:51,552
I thought we'd just do the stuff
like we used to, you know?
679
01:13:52,469 --> 01:13:56,640
I thought that maybe me coming
here, you'd just offer some sort of help.
680
01:13:57,516 --> 01:14:01,520
That maybe you'd ask me
to move in with you or something!
681
01:14:01,603 --> 01:14:05,482
Because we've been
together for five fucking years.
682
01:14:19,329 --> 01:14:20,497
But instead, I mean
683
01:14:21,123 --> 01:14:22,499
instead, I find you here.
684
01:14:24,293 --> 01:14:26,086
Safe and sound
685
01:14:27,379 --> 01:14:29,256
because I made you feel like that
686
01:14:30,257 --> 01:14:32,176
by keeping quiet about my stuff.
687
01:14:38,307 --> 01:14:39,558
I kept quiet
688
01:14:41,393 --> 01:14:44,354
so that you don't have
to worry about me and you.
689
01:14:47,524 --> 01:14:48,984
I kept quiet…
690
01:14:52,738 --> 01:14:56,283
about being so fucking afraid
691
01:14:56,366 --> 01:14:58,869
that I don't have a job.
692
01:15:08,086 --> 01:15:09,463
I kept quiet
693
01:15:09,963 --> 01:15:12,007
about being assaulted
694
01:15:12,841 --> 01:15:15,427
because you needed to bury your father.
695
01:15:16,261 --> 01:15:19,848
And you didn't even have
the fucking decency to be a man
696
01:15:19,932 --> 01:15:21,975
and do it until I asked you to!
697
01:15:39,826 --> 01:15:41,036
So, guess what?
698
01:15:48,168 --> 01:15:49,169
Fuck you.
699
01:15:50,212 --> 01:15:52,965
And fuck you knowing
where I'm going right now.
700
01:15:54,716 --> 01:15:58,262
Because it is none of your fucking
701
01:15:59,972 --> 01:16:00,973
business.
702
01:17:25,015 --> 01:17:26,558
I know it's last minute.
703
01:17:29,353 --> 01:17:30,812
Please, I…
704
01:17:34,024 --> 01:17:35,817
I just need a friend right now.
705
01:17:44,785 --> 01:17:46,495
I don't know how to fix this.
706
01:17:48,413 --> 01:17:50,457
I don't know if I even want to fix it.
707
01:17:51,667 --> 01:17:54,294
Maybe that's the question. Right?
708
01:17:54,378 --> 01:17:55,712
You've spent the entire evening
709
01:17:55,796 --> 01:17:58,632
talking about all the reasons
why you're wrong for her.
710
01:17:59,216 --> 01:18:00,425
And yet
711
01:18:01,051 --> 01:18:02,511
you still want her.
712
01:18:04,346 --> 01:18:05,972
Maybe you're the problem.
713
01:18:07,474 --> 01:18:08,850
Maybe you need to
714
01:18:08,934 --> 01:18:10,811
sort out some of your stuff
715
01:18:10,894 --> 01:18:12,437
before you can be with her.
716
01:18:13,605 --> 01:18:17,109
And maybe, you need
to spend some time alone
717
01:18:17,192 --> 01:18:19,361
so that you can stop hurting her.
718
01:18:21,196 --> 01:18:22,989
She deserves the best of you.
719
01:18:24,408 --> 01:18:25,409
Right?
720
01:18:31,289 --> 01:18:32,290
Thanks.
721
01:18:34,710 --> 01:18:36,586
See? Just drinks, right?
722
01:18:41,216 --> 01:18:42,551
This was fun.
723
01:18:42,634 --> 01:18:44,136
I mean it was all you.
724
01:18:44,219 --> 01:18:45,220
But…
725
01:18:45,929 --> 01:18:48,807
it was nice to meet a man
who can be so vulnerable.
726
01:18:50,559 --> 01:18:51,810
Are you leaving?
727
01:18:52,936 --> 01:18:53,937
You know why.
728
01:18:55,313 --> 01:18:58,233
Oh, come on, you're not
going to get jealous, are you?
729
01:19:01,445 --> 01:19:02,529
Excuse me.
730
01:19:09,035 --> 01:19:10,036
You're Catholic?
731
01:19:10,704 --> 01:19:11,872
Lapsed.
732
01:19:13,039 --> 01:19:14,040
Same.
733
01:19:15,333 --> 01:19:17,127
What was it for you?
734
01:19:17,210 --> 01:19:18,211
You first.
735
01:19:19,504 --> 01:19:20,756
Sex.
736
01:19:23,592 --> 01:19:27,387
No sex before marriage,
no sex out of marriage.
737
01:19:28,597 --> 01:19:30,891
No abortion but no pill either.
738
01:19:32,142 --> 01:19:37,397
Too many men telling
me who and when and how
739
01:19:37,981 --> 01:19:39,024
to fuck.
740
01:19:43,069 --> 01:19:44,070
And you?
741
01:19:47,532 --> 01:19:50,243
I had to condemn someone
that made a mistake.
742
01:19:51,161 --> 01:19:52,454
Someone you loved?
743
01:19:54,289 --> 01:19:55,290
Yeah.
744
01:19:57,501 --> 01:20:00,045
And I know now there's
nothing I could do about it.
745
01:20:02,422 --> 01:20:05,050
Well, if that's the case
746
01:20:06,343 --> 01:20:08,303
don't hold it against them.
747
01:20:09,012 --> 01:20:10,555
Everyone has free will.
748
01:20:11,348 --> 01:20:12,682
It's your greatest gift.
749
01:20:15,560 --> 01:20:16,895
You need a break.
750
01:20:17,521 --> 01:20:19,022
Maybe something fun?
751
01:20:20,690 --> 01:20:21,858
Like what?
752
01:20:23,652 --> 01:20:24,820
I'm on tonight.
753
01:20:27,823 --> 01:20:29,115
Hey.
754
01:20:29,199 --> 01:20:32,410
We're all sinners.
That's what confession is for.
755
01:20:42,754 --> 01:20:44,756
That's all I wanted to say about it.
756
01:20:50,887 --> 01:20:52,764
I really wanted this to work.
757
01:20:55,725 --> 01:20:57,269
But it can't
758
01:20:57,352 --> 01:20:59,646
if we keep just doing this to each other.
759
01:21:03,650 --> 01:21:05,110
I'm sorry, Marius.
760
01:21:07,362 --> 01:21:08,363
I tried.
761
01:21:41,146 --> 01:21:42,397
Stop it.
762
01:21:42,480 --> 01:21:44,691
Stop it. Stop it. Please stop it!
763
01:21:46,401 --> 01:21:47,652
Please stop it.
764
01:21:49,154 --> 01:21:50,155
Please.
765
01:21:55,410 --> 01:21:56,578
Stay.
766
01:21:58,914 --> 01:22:00,040
What?
767
01:22:03,084 --> 01:22:04,252
Please stay.
768
01:22:25,607 --> 01:22:26,691
Wait.
769
01:22:31,196 --> 01:22:32,280
Stay.
770
01:22:33,531 --> 01:22:34,741
Don't drive.
771
01:22:35,617 --> 01:22:37,160
It's not safe tonight.
772
01:22:37,744 --> 01:22:38,912
Oh, really?
773
01:22:42,332 --> 01:22:44,125
I'm sure we could figure it out.
774
01:22:54,928 --> 01:22:57,305
I didn't drive.
775
01:27:27,200 --> 01:27:30,286
Give yourself to me.