1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:10,000 [AMC-Collective] 2 00:01:30,000 --> 00:01:40,000 [MUSIC] 3 00:02:30,000 --> 00:02:40,000 [BLANK_AUDIO] 4 00:03:00,000 --> 00:03:10,000 [NOISE] 5 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:42,292 [BLANK_AUDIO] 6 00:03:44,000 --> 00:03:44,167 Morning. 7 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:46,167 Morning. 8 00:03:47,500 --> 00:03:48,167 I just need. 9 00:03:50,625 --> 00:03:51,458 [BLANK_AUDIO] 10 00:03:52,500 --> 00:03:52,708 Wow. 11 00:03:54,000 --> 00:03:54,833 [BLANK_AUDIO] 12 00:03:55,583 --> 00:03:56,750 I got stuck in a vortex 13 00:03:56,833 --> 00:03:58,583 of music making last night. 14 00:03:59,083 --> 00:04:01,042 So I have four hours. 15 00:04:02,667 --> 00:04:04,125 [BLANK_AUDIO] Dude, gotta stop doing that. 16 00:04:04,667 --> 00:04:06,000 It's really bad for your health. 17 00:04:06,500 --> 00:04:07,083 I do sleep. 18 00:04:07,792 --> 00:04:08,250 It was fine. 19 00:04:11,792 --> 00:04:12,292 [BLANK_AUDIO] 20 00:04:12,458 --> 00:04:12,833 Fine. 21 00:04:13,583 --> 00:04:15,583 [BLANK_AUDIO] 22 00:04:15,667 --> 00:04:16,625 Come on. 23 00:04:17,458 --> 00:04:19,750 [BLANK_AUDIO] 24 00:04:20,167 --> 00:04:20,708 Bologna. 25 00:04:21,750 --> 00:04:23,042 [BLANK_AUDIO] 26 00:04:23,458 --> 00:04:25,375 I can tell you fucking smothered that. 27 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:28,167 [BLANK_AUDIO] You're judging my 28 00:04:28,250 --> 00:04:31,000 emotional state by my jam volume. 29 00:04:32,583 --> 00:04:33,375 You're really fine? 30 00:04:35,583 --> 00:04:39,000 Um, no, I'm not fine. 31 00:04:39,292 --> 00:04:40,333 Like, come on, I'm going 32 00:04:40,417 --> 00:04:42,333 home for my dad's birthday. 33 00:04:42,708 --> 00:04:45,333 I haven't gone back and it's probably 34 00:04:45,417 --> 00:04:47,250 been close to four years. 35 00:04:47,333 --> 00:04:47,625 Jeez. 36 00:04:48,208 --> 00:04:48,625 I know. 37 00:04:49,125 --> 00:04:51,042 Oh, bold. 38 00:04:51,417 --> 00:04:52,333 That's a bold move. 39 00:04:53,750 --> 00:04:53,958 Is it? 40 00:04:54,042 --> 00:04:56,042 Yeah, it is. 41 00:04:57,583 --> 00:04:59,375 I mean, you can walk in there, it's gonna 42 00:04:59,458 --> 00:05:00,417 be pretty provocative. 43 00:05:01,625 --> 00:05:03,583 It's like, why do they, I don't know why 44 00:05:03,667 --> 00:05:04,542 they even want me to go. 45 00:05:06,292 --> 00:05:07,250 I know I'm just nothing 46 00:05:07,333 --> 00:05:08,875 but a fucking disappointment. 47 00:05:09,500 --> 00:05:10,833 So it's, I don't... 48 00:05:13,917 --> 00:05:15,083 [BLANK_AUDIO] I'm just a 49 00:05:15,167 --> 00:05:16,792 disappointment to them, you know. 50 00:05:17,958 --> 00:05:19,208 [BLANK_AUDIO] 51 00:05:22,042 --> 00:05:23,625 Remember, you can just turn around and 52 00:05:23,708 --> 00:05:25,333 get on the train and come back here. 53 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:28,250 Yeah. 54 00:05:29,875 --> 00:05:31,833 Look, fuck it. Just stay. 55 00:05:33,125 --> 00:05:34,292 We'll watch movies this weekend. 56 00:05:35,375 --> 00:05:36,083 That sounds nice. 57 00:05:38,167 --> 00:05:39,125 I have to. 58 00:05:40,500 --> 00:05:42,417 What's frustrating for me is 59 00:05:42,500 --> 00:05:46,000 like, cool, they accept this. 60 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:49,292 But do they? 61 00:05:49,375 --> 00:05:49,833 Like, I don't know 62 00:05:49,917 --> 00:05:50,875 what they actually think. 63 00:05:50,958 --> 00:05:51,417 I don't know what they 64 00:05:51,500 --> 00:05:52,667 actually say to their friends. 65 00:05:53,167 --> 00:05:56,542 And if anything, they use it against me. 66 00:05:56,625 --> 00:06:00,083 Like, they deserve some gold star because 67 00:06:00,167 --> 00:06:03,708 they accept my existence. 68 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:05,250 Right, because they're so progressive. 69 00:06:05,750 --> 00:06:05,958 Right. 70 00:06:06,333 --> 00:06:06,792 Oh, fuck. 71 00:06:07,250 --> 00:06:07,583 And... 72 00:06:09,708 --> 00:06:10,167 [BLANK_AUDIO] 73 00:06:13,208 --> 00:06:16,375 So it's as if I like owe 74 00:06:16,458 --> 00:06:17,875 them so much or something. 75 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:19,292 What's the worst that can happen? 76 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:23,542 I don't know. 77 00:06:25,708 --> 00:06:26,917 I don't really want to... 78 00:06:30,792 --> 00:06:31,875 [BLANK_AUDIO] 79 00:06:31,958 --> 00:06:35,125 [MUSIC] 80 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:44,000 [SIRENS] 81 00:06:44,083 --> 00:06:46,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 82 00:06:48,250 --> 00:06:48,458 Okay. 83 00:06:49,583 --> 00:06:50,208 Be safe. 84 00:06:50,792 --> 00:06:51,792 You know how I worry. 85 00:06:53,417 --> 00:06:53,917 Thanks, Mom. 86 00:06:56,167 --> 00:06:57,500 [BLANK_AUDIO] You want a power bar? It's vegan. 87 00:06:58,708 --> 00:06:59,125 Thank you. 88 00:07:00,625 --> 00:07:03,292 [BLANK_AUDIO] 89 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:26,000 [SIRENS] 90 00:07:26,083 --> 00:07:27,958 [BLANK_AUDIO] 91 00:07:28,042 --> 00:07:44,000 [SIRENS] [BLANK_AUDIO] 92 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:24,417 [BLANK_AUDIO] 93 00:08:24,458 --> 00:08:24,500 [BLANK_AUDIO] 94 00:08:24,542 --> 00:08:24,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 95 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:08,458 [BLANK_AUDIO] 96 00:11:08,542 --> 00:11:14,458 [BLANK_AUDIO] 97 00:11:19,417 --> 00:11:21,167 [BLANK_AUDIO] 98 00:11:49,000 --> 00:12:01,583 [BLANK_AUDIO] 99 00:12:01,667 --> 00:12:02,458 [BLANK_AUDIO] 100 00:12:02,542 --> 00:12:03,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 101 00:12:17,000 --> 00:12:20,292 [BLANK_AUDIO] 102 00:12:57,000 --> 00:13:27,000 [BLANK_AUDIO] [BLANK_AUDIO] 103 00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:51,333 [BLANK_AUDIO] 104 00:14:17,917 --> 00:14:22,542 [BLANK_AUDIO] 105 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:30,875 [BLANK_AUDIO] 106 00:15:01,500 --> 00:15:01,875 [BLANK_AUDIO] 107 00:15:01,958 --> 00:15:02,250 [BLANK_AUDIO] 108 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:17,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 109 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:27,000 [BLANK_AUDIO] 110 00:16:47,000 --> 00:16:57,875 [BLANK_AUDIO] 111 00:16:57,958 --> 00:17:00,875 [BLANK_AUDIO] 112 00:17:00,958 --> 00:17:01,000 [BLANK_AUDIO] 113 00:17:01,083 --> 00:17:03,042 [BLANK_AUDIO] 114 00:17:21,000 --> 00:17:47,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] [BLANK_AUDIO] 115 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:24,042 [BLANK_AUDIO] 116 00:18:24,125 --> 00:18:26,750 [BLANK_AUDIO] 117 00:18:31,000 --> 00:18:39,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 118 00:18:40,000 --> 00:18:50,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 119 00:18:51,000 --> 00:18:51,292 [BLANK_AUDIO] 120 00:18:59,000 --> 00:19:07,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 121 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:14,583 [BLANK_AUDIO] 122 00:19:14,667 --> 00:19:19,042 [BLANK_AUDIO] 123 00:19:19,125 --> 00:19:20,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 124 00:19:21,708 --> 00:19:22,375 Train ride is what? 125 00:19:24,458 --> 00:19:25,250 The train ride it? 126 00:19:26,000 --> 00:19:26,333 It's good. 127 00:19:26,542 --> 00:19:26,750 Good. 128 00:19:29,208 --> 00:19:30,750 So I took the boys to the park yesterday. 129 00:19:32,958 --> 00:19:34,042 Henry comes up to me and 130 00:19:34,125 --> 00:19:35,375 he goes, I saw a moose. 131 00:19:36,167 --> 00:19:37,167 And like you saw moose. 132 00:19:37,792 --> 00:19:39,250 Okay, take me to see the moose. 133 00:19:40,208 --> 00:19:41,083 We get over there and it's 134 00:19:41,167 --> 00:19:43,042 a little dog named moose. 135 00:19:43,125 --> 00:19:43,917 Oh my God. 136 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:50,917 [BLANK_AUDIO] 137 00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:58,833 [BLANK_AUDIO] 138 00:20:00,125 --> 00:20:00,250 Hey. 139 00:20:01,417 --> 00:20:02,583 [BLANK_AUDIO] 140 00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:04,500 Oh yeah, we did okay. 141 00:20:06,708 --> 00:20:11,708 But you know, I really missed you. 142 00:20:12,000 --> 00:20:15,167 [BLANK_AUDIO] 143 00:20:15,250 --> 00:20:16,583 I missed you too. 144 00:20:18,667 --> 00:20:18,958 Yeah? 145 00:20:19,333 --> 00:20:19,542 Yeah. 146 00:20:20,583 --> 00:20:22,500 [BLANK_AUDIO] 147 00:20:23,417 --> 00:20:23,792 Seemed like you have 148 00:20:23,875 --> 00:20:24,542 something in your mind. 149 00:20:25,708 --> 00:20:26,333 No, I'm fine. 150 00:20:27,083 --> 00:20:27,500 I'm good. 151 00:20:29,542 --> 00:20:30,208 Can I know you? 152 00:20:31,042 --> 00:20:32,208 You can tell me what's wrong. 153 00:20:34,167 --> 00:20:35,208 No, I'm fine. 154 00:20:35,500 --> 00:20:35,750 I just... 155 00:20:38,250 --> 00:20:39,000 [BLANK_AUDIO] 156 00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:40,958 I'm fine. 157 00:20:41,042 --> 00:20:44,500 I just... 158 00:20:47,708 --> 00:20:50,875 [BLANK_AUDIO] I saw a very old friend. 159 00:20:52,500 --> 00:20:54,083 You saw him, you know, 160 00:20:54,417 --> 00:20:55,750 when you picked me up. 161 00:20:56,125 --> 00:20:58,750 I was standing with that guy, Sam. 162 00:20:59,958 --> 00:21:01,417 [BLANK_AUDIO] 163 00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:05,500 And I hadn't seen him since high school. 164 00:21:06,000 --> 00:21:16,000 And it was just really intense, really. 165 00:21:19,292 --> 00:21:19,708 I don't know. 166 00:21:20,958 --> 00:21:25,042 I knew him really well back then. 167 00:21:27,125 --> 00:21:30,000 And I don't know. 168 00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:32,625 I just... 169 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:36,125 I just affected him enough. 170 00:21:36,458 --> 00:21:36,625 Yeah. 171 00:21:38,917 --> 00:21:41,458 Do you want to talk about it? 172 00:21:42,208 --> 00:21:42,458 No. 173 00:21:43,917 --> 00:21:46,208 I don't know if there's 174 00:21:46,292 --> 00:21:47,417 anything to say really. 175 00:21:47,708 --> 00:21:48,042 It's just... 176 00:21:51,792 --> 00:21:52,208 I don't know. 177 00:21:53,708 --> 00:21:54,250 I have to get... 178 00:21:55,042 --> 00:21:57,000 I have to get ready soon. 179 00:21:57,667 --> 00:21:58,250 Okay, I like... 180 00:21:59,625 --> 00:21:59,750 Okay. 181 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:00,500 I'm gonna go. 182 00:22:00,750 --> 00:22:01,875 I'm gonna go do that. 183 00:22:02,542 --> 00:22:02,750 Okay. 184 00:22:05,000 --> 00:23:10,333 Okay. [BLANK_AUDIO] [BLANK_AUDIO] 185 00:23:10,417 --> 00:23:15,833 [BLANK_AUDIO] 186 00:23:15,917 --> 00:23:19,083 [BLANK_AUDIO] 187 00:23:19,167 --> 00:23:20,708 [BLANK_AUDIO] 188 00:23:33,208 --> 00:23:33,250 [chatter] 189 00:23:33,292 --> 00:23:33,875 Don't ask. 190 00:23:37,625 --> 00:23:40,000 Oh my gosh, we made it. 191 00:23:40,083 --> 00:23:42,042 Oh, we're so happy. I'm just so worried. 192 00:23:42,250 --> 00:23:42,917 Maybe we can change. 193 00:23:43,208 --> 00:23:46,875 No, good. Good, good. Come in, come in. 194 00:23:47,542 --> 00:23:48,958 I'm good, aren't you? 195 00:23:49,958 --> 00:23:50,875 You should have called. I 196 00:23:50,958 --> 00:23:52,000 could have come to the station. 197 00:23:52,333 --> 00:23:54,458 No, I liked you up. I like to walk. 198 00:23:54,708 --> 00:23:55,583 I know, I know, but 199 00:23:55,667 --> 00:23:57,000 it's nice to meet you. 200 00:23:57,500 --> 00:23:59,042 I just thought you moved my legs. 201 00:23:59,125 --> 00:24:00,500 Oh, yeah, yeah. 202 00:24:01,917 --> 00:24:03,917 Oh my God, this is so nice. Come in. 203 00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:07,208 Come on in, come on in. Okay, everybody. 204 00:24:10,333 --> 00:24:10,458 [cheering] 205 00:24:10,542 --> 00:24:14,167 [laughter] 206 00:24:14,667 --> 00:24:14,875 Oh. 207 00:24:16,167 --> 00:24:16,625 So nice. 208 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:19,625 Can I get you a drink? 209 00:24:20,917 --> 00:24:21,333 Sure, yeah. 210 00:24:21,542 --> 00:24:23,042 You want to have wine, maybe? 211 00:24:23,125 --> 00:24:24,542 Yeah, sure. Thank you. 212 00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:25,500 Hi. 213 00:24:25,583 --> 00:24:25,750 Hi. 214 00:24:26,292 --> 00:24:28,750 Hi, you made it. I'm so glad. 215 00:24:29,875 --> 00:24:30,083 Hi. 216 00:24:31,875 --> 00:24:33,083 Oh my God, you smell so good. 217 00:24:34,417 --> 00:24:35,875 You did so much. Wow. 218 00:24:36,333 --> 00:24:37,083 Hey, hey. 219 00:24:38,833 --> 00:24:39,417 How about you, Ken? 220 00:24:40,250 --> 00:24:41,875 Hey, Stephen. 221 00:24:42,042 --> 00:24:43,000 Good, good. 222 00:24:44,500 --> 00:24:47,750 I heard so much about you from Ken. 223 00:24:50,500 --> 00:24:51,625 Here comes the town. 224 00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:55,000 I can't believe you 225 00:24:55,083 --> 00:24:56,125 haven't met. That's wild. 226 00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:56,500 I know. 227 00:24:58,125 --> 00:24:59,500 Hey, let's do a whole family. 228 00:25:00,042 --> 00:25:01,375 Oh, like I'll take it? Yeah, yeah, yeah. 229 00:25:01,458 --> 00:25:01,792 You're doing pictures 230 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,542 now? We might as well. 231 00:25:04,000 --> 00:25:05,500 Let's do it now before we all start 232 00:25:05,583 --> 00:25:06,583 getting tired of it. 233 00:25:07,417 --> 00:25:08,708 And then suddenly there's no pictures. 234 00:25:09,167 --> 00:25:10,375 Yeah, move my parents around. 235 00:25:10,500 --> 00:25:11,792 So you kids get in and 236 00:25:11,875 --> 00:25:12,667 we're going to squeeze them in. 237 00:25:12,750 --> 00:25:14,667 Oh, you get in. Should we all get in? 238 00:25:14,750 --> 00:25:15,417 You got to do it. 239 00:25:16,958 --> 00:25:17,167 Okay. 240 00:25:18,125 --> 00:25:20,250 Oh my God, we're 241 00:25:20,333 --> 00:25:21,042 going to settle together. 242 00:25:22,000 --> 00:25:25,000 My spot is bigger than it used to be. 243 00:25:25,375 --> 00:25:25,833 It's all right. 244 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:28,667 Three, two, one. 245 00:25:29,958 --> 00:25:30,500 Okay, one more. 246 00:25:34,583 --> 00:25:34,792 One. 247 00:25:35,458 --> 00:25:36,375 And one. 248 00:25:37,750 --> 00:25:40,708 Get one like this for social media. 249 00:25:43,083 --> 00:25:43,625 Big splash. 250 00:25:44,500 --> 00:25:45,250 You're going to need real quick. 251 00:25:46,542 --> 00:25:49,000 Here's how he ingriciates himself. 252 00:25:49,500 --> 00:25:57,333 Should we eat presents? 253 00:25:57,917 --> 00:25:59,917 But great. Yes, great. 254 00:26:01,000 --> 00:26:01,917 Well, it's never saying. 255 00:26:02,208 --> 00:26:02,958 Yeah, we'll get presents. 256 00:26:03,500 --> 00:26:04,542 Yeah, yeah. Oh, gifts. 257 00:26:07,208 --> 00:26:09,708 Oh, look, Sam got something too, sweetie. 258 00:26:10,542 --> 00:26:12,292 Oh, great. 259 00:26:13,500 --> 00:26:14,625 Start with Sam's first. Sam? 260 00:26:15,125 --> 00:26:16,917 Start with Sam's. Mine first. 261 00:26:17,000 --> 00:26:18,708 Yeah, sure. The little 262 00:26:18,792 --> 00:26:20,083 things are all just little things. 263 00:26:21,042 --> 00:26:21,625 Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 264 00:26:22,292 --> 00:26:23,333 There's a card in 265 00:26:23,417 --> 00:26:24,333 there. This is fantastic. 266 00:26:28,333 --> 00:26:32,625 Thank you, Sam. Nice. 267 00:26:33,542 --> 00:26:35,875 They're just little things. I said 268 00:26:35,958 --> 00:26:37,708 they're just little things. 269 00:26:38,750 --> 00:26:41,875 Oh, okay. So I know that it's a bit of a 270 00:26:41,958 --> 00:26:43,167 cliche that kids just 271 00:26:43,250 --> 00:26:43,958 get their dads' ties. 272 00:26:44,458 --> 00:26:45,625 Oh, that is new. I 273 00:26:45,708 --> 00:26:47,167 actually need a new tie, 274 00:26:47,417 --> 00:26:49,167 and this is beautiful, and it's going to 275 00:26:49,250 --> 00:26:49,708 go with the shirt 276 00:26:49,792 --> 00:26:50,833 that we bought last week. 277 00:26:51,125 --> 00:26:52,125 Yes, it's perfect. Well, it 278 00:26:52,208 --> 00:26:53,417 did remind me of that suit. 279 00:26:54,083 --> 00:26:54,750 That's my favorite 280 00:26:54,833 --> 00:26:56,667 suit. That's exactly right. 281 00:26:56,833 --> 00:26:58,250 That is perfect. That is lovely. 282 00:26:58,333 --> 00:27:00,292 Thank you very much, Sam. This is great. 283 00:27:00,375 --> 00:27:02,250 That is a great gift. 284 00:27:03,250 --> 00:27:07,500 Yeah, it is. All right, who's next? 285 00:27:07,958 --> 00:27:08,833 I'm opening up the 286 00:27:08,917 --> 00:27:09,833 big blue one. This one? 287 00:27:10,167 --> 00:27:10,458 Yeah. This one? 288 00:27:10,625 --> 00:27:11,458 Yeah, that's her last one. 289 00:27:11,542 --> 00:27:12,500 Should I read this out loud? 290 00:27:13,000 --> 00:27:13,833 Yeah, you can if you 291 00:27:13,917 --> 00:27:15,375 want to, yeah. You're a pop. 292 00:27:16,125 --> 00:27:17,083 Happy birthday. Hope you have 293 00:27:17,167 --> 00:27:18,167 a wonderful rest of the day. 294 00:27:18,625 --> 00:27:20,292 I love you so much. Stay hydrated. 295 00:27:20,542 --> 00:27:22,167 Stay hydrated? Yes. 296 00:27:22,583 --> 00:27:24,042 Help. See you. 297 00:27:24,167 --> 00:27:26,333 Love, man. Here you go. Cheers. Cheers. 298 00:27:27,125 --> 00:27:29,083 And then from Paul, "Now you 299 00:27:29,167 --> 00:27:31,583 really are my old man in law." 300 00:27:33,625 --> 00:27:34,917 Bit of a double entendre there. My old 301 00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:35,917 man's an old man. Not yet. 302 00:27:36,667 --> 00:27:38,000 Oh, okay. Oh, okay. 303 00:27:41,083 --> 00:27:42,542 Paul, this is a... Holy 304 00:27:42,625 --> 00:27:43,583 shit, that's super nice. 305 00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:46,167 What is it? 306 00:27:46,708 --> 00:27:49,500 This is a very, very, very nice watch. 307 00:27:49,833 --> 00:27:51,042 It's almost too nice to wear. 308 00:27:51,250 --> 00:27:52,417 It's a small topic of my 309 00:27:52,500 --> 00:27:53,667 appreciation, Jimmy Paul. 310 00:27:54,083 --> 00:27:56,000 Paul, this is... Why? 311 00:27:56,708 --> 00:27:57,833 It's a watch. It's a very... 312 00:27:58,375 --> 00:27:59,917 It's fine. It's just a watch. 313 00:28:00,958 --> 00:28:05,375 It's more than just a watch. Thank you. 314 00:28:05,458 --> 00:28:08,000 Thank you. It's nothing. Yeah, I know. 315 00:28:09,042 --> 00:28:11,042 Thank you very much. That's... He knew 316 00:28:11,125 --> 00:28:12,375 you needed a new watch. 317 00:28:12,458 --> 00:28:14,292 Well, I needed a new watch. He's just 318 00:28:14,375 --> 00:28:16,875 gonna go and get rid of the casseroles. 319 00:28:16,958 --> 00:28:19,500 Oh, let me help. What can 320 00:28:19,583 --> 00:28:20,417 I do? What can I help with? 321 00:28:20,500 --> 00:28:22,083 You know what? I'm gonna 322 00:28:22,167 --> 00:28:23,792 finish cutting up the mushrooms, 323 00:28:23,875 --> 00:28:26,750 and I'm gonna do the potatoes, and... 324 00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:29,500 Boy, this is really special. 325 00:28:33,042 --> 00:28:33,750 How are you doing, Mom? 326 00:28:34,083 --> 00:28:34,750 How have you been feeling? 327 00:28:35,625 --> 00:28:37,417 Oh, same old, same old, but... Yeah. 328 00:28:38,083 --> 00:28:39,625 You know, it's been a good year for us. 329 00:28:40,208 --> 00:28:42,250 So, you know, I did want to say that if 330 00:28:42,333 --> 00:28:43,125 you need anything... 331 00:28:43,750 --> 00:28:46,042 I don't know what your, you know, how... 332 00:28:46,792 --> 00:28:49,208 You know, what your kind of, you know, 333 00:28:49,292 --> 00:28:50,750 salary range is, or what your... 334 00:28:51,167 --> 00:28:53,333 But I want you to know that you can come 335 00:28:53,417 --> 00:28:54,583 to Dad and I for, you 336 00:28:54,667 --> 00:28:56,125 know, anything if you need it. 337 00:28:56,208 --> 00:28:59,042 I'm really okay. Okay, 338 00:28:59,125 --> 00:28:59,958 but I just wanted you... 339 00:29:00,042 --> 00:29:02,083 Mom, no, Mom. Sure, please don't. 340 00:29:03,000 --> 00:29:03,958 I don't want to... I 341 00:29:04,042 --> 00:29:05,833 don't... No, no, I didn't mean it. 342 00:29:05,917 --> 00:29:06,792 I just meant it as... 343 00:29:06,875 --> 00:29:07,833 No, I know how you mean it. 344 00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:09,583 I know, I know. If it's something that 345 00:29:09,667 --> 00:29:11,625 could help, that was all. 346 00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:13,042 That was all I would say. Yes. 347 00:29:15,000 --> 00:29:17,667 So, how's everything going in this city? 348 00:29:17,750 --> 00:29:18,750 How are you liking it? 349 00:29:19,250 --> 00:29:21,958 Um, really liking it, actually. Really? 350 00:29:22,042 --> 00:29:24,583 Yeah, yeah. I love this new red... 351 00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:26,042 I told you this room I'm 352 00:29:26,125 --> 00:29:27,292 renting. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 353 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:29,292 I'm really liking that. 354 00:29:29,417 --> 00:29:30,958 Living in a room? Like, it's okay. 355 00:29:31,042 --> 00:29:33,292 It's normal, I get to... I mean, she's my 356 00:29:33,375 --> 00:29:35,500 friend, I live in the house. 357 00:29:35,875 --> 00:29:36,875 Okay, and you can use 358 00:29:36,958 --> 00:29:37,792 the kitchen and everything. 359 00:29:37,875 --> 00:29:38,833 Yeah, sure. I never had you with a little 360 00:29:38,917 --> 00:29:39,792 hot plate in your room 361 00:29:39,875 --> 00:29:40,792 or anything like that. 362 00:29:41,333 --> 00:29:42,792 No. No, don't have one of those. 363 00:29:43,750 --> 00:29:45,583 Good. So that's been really good. 364 00:29:45,833 --> 00:29:48,333 I really do like work. I'm learning a 365 00:29:48,417 --> 00:29:49,833 lot, you know, it's still new. 366 00:29:51,167 --> 00:29:53,583 I really love the people I work with. 367 00:29:54,292 --> 00:29:56,125 Are you meeting people? Do you meet 368 00:29:56,208 --> 00:29:57,000 people in this city? 369 00:29:57,542 --> 00:29:58,500 Oh, yeah, for sure. Yeah? 370 00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:01,417 Especially other queer and trans people, 371 00:30:01,583 --> 00:30:03,500 so that's been really... Yeah. 372 00:30:05,750 --> 00:30:07,458 So it feels happy? Do 373 00:30:07,542 --> 00:30:08,583 you feel happy at work? 374 00:30:09,583 --> 00:30:13,292 Yeah, I mean, I feel like in so many ways 375 00:30:13,375 --> 00:30:15,375 I am for the first time. 376 00:30:15,625 --> 00:30:17,375 And just waking up and feeling like 377 00:30:17,458 --> 00:30:18,917 you're a person that can function. 378 00:30:19,250 --> 00:30:20,208 So that's how I'm feeling, 379 00:30:20,500 --> 00:30:22,125 and it feels really good. 380 00:30:22,625 --> 00:30:25,000 So good. I just want to make sure that 381 00:30:25,083 --> 00:30:26,000 you're finding real happiness. 382 00:30:35,125 --> 00:30:36,417 No, Mom, you don't have 383 00:30:36,500 --> 00:30:38,458 to worry, okay? Okay. Okay. 384 00:30:38,542 --> 00:30:39,583 You worry too much. It's 385 00:30:39,667 --> 00:30:40,958 bad for your health. I know. 386 00:30:41,042 --> 00:30:42,958 Just showing your 387 00:30:43,042 --> 00:30:44,375 trust, not your anxiety. 388 00:30:46,625 --> 00:30:47,250 Let's breathe together. 389 00:30:48,583 --> 00:30:51,958 Okay. Okay. 390 00:30:52,042 --> 00:30:55,042 I'm gonna do the asparagus. Okay. Is there anything else? No, I'm not. Okay. Okay. Okay. I'm gonna do the asparagus. Okay. Is 391 00:30:55,125 --> 00:30:55,625 there anything else? 392 00:30:56,000 --> 00:30:57,542 There is none. I'm good. Okay. 393 00:30:58,792 --> 00:30:59,958 Hi. Hey, what's going on? 394 00:31:00,042 --> 00:31:00,667 Anything all right in here? 395 00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:02,458 Yeah, good. Really good. 396 00:31:02,542 --> 00:31:03,042 You're going to need help? 397 00:31:03,833 --> 00:31:06,000 No, no. Fine. I'm good. Yeah? 398 00:31:06,083 --> 00:31:06,792 Just having a little, 399 00:31:06,875 --> 00:31:08,292 you know, chat. Okay. 400 00:31:08,583 --> 00:31:08,667 Yeah, I didn't even... 401 00:31:08,750 --> 00:31:09,833 Dad, did you find your wine? 402 00:31:10,292 --> 00:31:11,417 No, we don't know where it is. I thought 403 00:31:11,500 --> 00:31:12,500 I had it. I thought it was in the car. 404 00:31:12,583 --> 00:31:13,083 It's not in the car. 405 00:31:13,458 --> 00:31:15,083 I'm sure it was just in the van. Yeah, 406 00:31:15,167 --> 00:31:15,500 well, if you could 407 00:31:15,583 --> 00:31:16,250 find it, that'd be great. 408 00:31:16,333 --> 00:31:17,917 Okay. Okay. Let me look 409 00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,000 where that wine has gone. 410 00:31:24,375 --> 00:31:24,500 Uh... 411 00:31:26,042 --> 00:31:26,333 So... 412 00:31:29,875 --> 00:31:30,208 How you doing? 413 00:31:32,125 --> 00:31:33,042 Pretty good. How are you doing? 414 00:31:33,667 --> 00:31:34,875 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine. 415 00:31:35,667 --> 00:31:36,208 Just feels... 416 00:31:38,250 --> 00:31:38,708 I mean, you know... 417 00:31:40,625 --> 00:31:41,625 No, I don't. What do you mean? 418 00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:43,542 You don't feel like a... 419 00:31:45,917 --> 00:31:46,958 unsettled thing? 420 00:31:48,375 --> 00:31:50,000 Like, just waiting, like, with everybody, or what? 421 00:31:51,042 --> 00:31:51,250 Yeah. 422 00:31:53,292 --> 00:31:55,750 I think it's our family being our family. 423 00:31:56,792 --> 00:31:57,500 Yeah. Yeah. 424 00:31:59,250 --> 00:32:00,083 I mean, yeah, I guess. 425 00:32:02,292 --> 00:32:03,708 Not that you really know. 426 00:32:05,250 --> 00:32:06,875 You sort of took off. You've been gone. 427 00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:12,083 Yeah, I've been living in Toronto and 428 00:32:12,167 --> 00:32:13,792 haven't been back. I mean, 429 00:32:13,875 --> 00:32:15,333 I've seen, I don't know... 430 00:32:16,417 --> 00:32:17,417 I don't know why it's 431 00:32:17,500 --> 00:32:18,000 really any of your business. 432 00:32:18,417 --> 00:32:20,000 Look, I don't want to be 433 00:32:20,083 --> 00:32:21,625 in... I barely know you. 434 00:32:21,708 --> 00:32:23,250 Yeah. I'm not trying to... It's just 435 00:32:23,333 --> 00:32:24,792 there's a lot of unspoken 436 00:32:24,875 --> 00:32:26,458 things, and it's not my style. 437 00:32:27,083 --> 00:32:27,708 To just kind of 438 00:32:27,792 --> 00:32:28,750 like... No, it's not, is it? 439 00:32:29,375 --> 00:32:31,458 Yeah. You're just really radically honest 440 00:32:31,542 --> 00:32:32,958 and vulnerable all the time? 441 00:32:33,458 --> 00:32:35,375 Well, I can just feel like people are 442 00:32:35,458 --> 00:32:38,000 being polite, and it's uncomfortable. 443 00:32:38,542 --> 00:32:39,000 What do you mean? 444 00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:41,458 Come on. I'm obviously 445 00:32:41,542 --> 00:32:43,458 not your favorite here. 446 00:32:45,208 --> 00:32:46,458 So, I don't know why 447 00:32:46,542 --> 00:32:47,625 you even give a fuck. 448 00:32:48,458 --> 00:32:51,875 Well... because I love Meg. 449 00:32:53,750 --> 00:32:54,083 Do you? 450 00:32:55,958 --> 00:32:58,625 Yeah, I do. Yeah, I don't know, no. 451 00:32:58,833 --> 00:32:59,417 And because when you love 452 00:32:59,500 --> 00:33:00,625 people, you show up for them. 453 00:33:00,708 --> 00:33:01,708 Yeah, it doesn't sound like you're 454 00:33:01,792 --> 00:33:02,750 showing up for her, actually. 455 00:33:03,625 --> 00:33:04,542 What the fuck does that mean? 456 00:33:05,250 --> 00:33:08,083 Is this it? Was it this one? 457 00:33:08,458 --> 00:33:10,167 That's the one. Oh, shit. Oh, good. 458 00:33:10,250 --> 00:33:11,167 Why don't you just open 459 00:33:11,250 --> 00:33:12,000 that open? Yeah, all right. 460 00:33:12,667 --> 00:33:13,292 Okay, great. You guys 461 00:33:13,375 --> 00:33:14,333 having a little cat chat? 462 00:33:14,417 --> 00:33:17,292 Yeah. Yeah, good. Good, good. Paul? 463 00:33:17,583 --> 00:33:17,792 Yeah? 464 00:33:19,000 --> 00:33:21,792 The watch was too much. Please. 465 00:33:21,875 --> 00:33:23,708 It was too much. I'm not kidding. 466 00:33:24,083 --> 00:33:25,583 It was very nice, a 467 00:33:25,667 --> 00:33:27,708 lovely gesture. Too much. 468 00:33:27,792 --> 00:33:29,917 All right, I won't do anything for the 469 00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:30,667 next three birthdays. 470 00:33:30,917 --> 00:33:33,750 Okay, good. Okay. Deal. Okay. 471 00:33:34,125 --> 00:33:35,375 Except for mine. Mine's coming up. 472 00:33:35,458 --> 00:33:36,542 Well, yes. Yeah. 473 00:33:36,625 --> 00:33:38,958 Yes, except for Sam's. I want a Rolex. 474 00:33:39,042 --> 00:33:41,000 Exactly. Get her a nice big watch. 475 00:33:42,125 --> 00:33:43,833 Him. Hurry him. 476 00:33:44,708 --> 00:33:47,000 No, no, it's okay. No, Mom, stop. 477 00:33:47,458 --> 00:33:48,958 Stop. No, see, this is-- 478 00:33:49,417 --> 00:33:51,292 You just got--we can just--I'm only 479 00:33:51,375 --> 00:33:52,750 saying it to be helpful. 480 00:33:53,208 --> 00:33:54,625 Yes, yes, yes. I 481 00:33:54,708 --> 00:33:56,375 just--I'm just upset at myself 482 00:33:56,458 --> 00:33:58,000 because I worked so hard. 483 00:33:58,208 --> 00:33:59,583 I know you worked so hard. 484 00:33:59,875 --> 00:34:02,125 It's okay. It's okay. Okay. 485 00:34:02,208 --> 00:34:03,250 It's okay. Okay, thank you. 486 00:34:03,500 --> 00:34:05,083 It's all right. Thank you. 487 00:34:05,167 --> 00:34:05,792 It's okay. Thank you. 488 00:34:08,125 --> 00:34:09,333 Oh, my gosh. 489 00:34:12,417 --> 00:34:12,833 Are you okay? 490 00:34:15,167 --> 00:34:16,167 I just missed you. 491 00:34:16,250 --> 00:34:17,208 That's all I just missed. 492 00:34:17,292 --> 00:34:18,375 But when I see you here, it 493 00:34:18,458 --> 00:34:19,542 just makes me miss you more. 494 00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:42,625 [sighs] 495 00:34:46,542 --> 00:34:58,750 Hey. Hey. 496 00:35:00,333 --> 00:35:00,667 What are you doing? 497 00:35:01,417 --> 00:35:03,208 Hanging out in our old digs. 498 00:35:04,542 --> 00:35:05,417 Yeah, what the--what do 499 00:35:05,500 --> 00:35:06,458 they even use this for? 500 00:35:06,833 --> 00:35:08,792 Um, I don't know who 501 00:35:08,875 --> 00:35:10,208 sleeps there. Probably dad. 502 00:35:11,875 --> 00:35:14,792 How's it going? Oh, it's going all right. 503 00:35:15,042 --> 00:35:17,667 Yeah. You can be real with me. 504 00:35:19,042 --> 00:35:19,875 I'd actually prefer that. 505 00:35:21,208 --> 00:35:22,208 I just want to understand 506 00:35:22,292 --> 00:35:25,083 a little more than I do. 507 00:35:26,458 --> 00:35:27,708 That's all. Okay. 508 00:35:28,458 --> 00:35:28,917 So I-- 509 00:35:31,250 --> 00:35:32,042 I've just-- 510 00:35:34,542 --> 00:35:36,625 I've just needed--I've needed some space. 511 00:35:36,833 --> 00:35:39,833 Like, it's not-- Okay. 512 00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:43,042 I know that probably seems really-- 513 00:35:43,417 --> 00:35:44,333 Space from the family. Yeah. 514 00:35:45,583 --> 00:35:46,583 Space from the family. I 515 00:35:46,667 --> 00:35:47,583 mean, space from, like, 516 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:51,833 just away from this town, you know? 517 00:35:52,500 --> 00:35:54,500 Hmm. Are you happy? 518 00:35:55,083 --> 00:35:56,375 Like, does that space make you happy? 519 00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:58,583 Yeah. Yeah? That's enough? 520 00:35:59,500 --> 00:36:02,500 Being where you are, what you're doing. 521 00:36:03,750 --> 00:36:05,000 I mean, like, your job. 522 00:36:05,375 --> 00:36:05,792 I mean, like, your job. 523 00:36:05,875 --> 00:36:08,167 Like, what is enough? I don't know. 524 00:36:08,333 --> 00:36:09,250 Is everything enough for 525 00:36:09,333 --> 00:36:11,000 you? Yeah, I have enough. 526 00:36:11,292 --> 00:36:12,083 I have enough. Oh, yeah? Okay. 527 00:36:12,167 --> 00:36:13,208 I have my kids, and I have 528 00:36:13,292 --> 00:36:14,958 a great partner, you know? 529 00:36:15,042 --> 00:36:16,500 And I've built this life that you have 530 00:36:16,583 --> 00:36:19,250 the opportunity to have and more. 531 00:36:20,292 --> 00:36:21,500 You had that. You had 532 00:36:21,583 --> 00:36:22,750 all of this potential. 533 00:36:23,292 --> 00:36:25,042 And I'm here with mom and dad, and they 534 00:36:25,125 --> 00:36:27,000 worry about you all the time. 535 00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:29,542 Well, I don't-- A, 536 00:36:29,625 --> 00:36:31,000 nobody's asking you to do that. 537 00:36:31,208 --> 00:36:33,500 I'm not asking you to do that. I know you're asking me to do that. 538 00:36:33,583 --> 00:36:34,500 I'm asking people to 539 00:36:34,583 --> 00:36:35,792 not feel worried about me. 540 00:36:35,875 --> 00:36:36,583 It makes me feel like a 541 00:36:36,667 --> 00:36:38,500 fucking child and so infantilized. 542 00:36:38,583 --> 00:36:39,458 We can't help it. You 543 00:36:39,542 --> 00:36:41,000 have no security right now. 544 00:36:41,375 --> 00:36:42,333 You have no security. 545 00:36:43,375 --> 00:36:45,292 You're living in a room in Trump. 546 00:36:45,500 --> 00:36:46,750 Like, I-- I-- 547 00:36:48,750 --> 00:36:48,875 Hey. 548 00:36:54,375 --> 00:36:56,750 I guess I just feel like... 549 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,000 you weren't worrying about me 550 00:37:03,083 --> 00:37:04,500 when I was actually not okay. 551 00:37:08,667 --> 00:37:10,708 So here I am going, "I feel good. 552 00:37:12,167 --> 00:37:12,625 I'm feeling 553 00:37:12,708 --> 00:37:14,958 passionate. I'm living my life. 554 00:37:15,042 --> 00:37:15,583 I'm..." 555 00:37:21,000 --> 00:37:22,792 And when I was the most 556 00:37:22,875 --> 00:37:24,375 unwell, nobody fucking worried. 557 00:37:30,375 --> 00:37:31,583 I suppose I wish that 558 00:37:31,667 --> 00:37:32,833 you had talked to me more. 559 00:37:34,917 --> 00:37:35,667 I wish, um... 560 00:37:37,167 --> 00:37:38,417 when I was-- you shared a fucking 561 00:37:38,500 --> 00:37:39,917 bedroom, and I didn't know you. 562 00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:41,917 I didn't actually know you. 563 00:37:43,458 --> 00:37:43,833 Oh, Bunny. 564 00:37:47,375 --> 00:37:48,125 Bunny, don't cry. 565 00:37:49,292 --> 00:37:51,083 But you gotta know that that's why it's 566 00:37:51,167 --> 00:37:52,333 been hard to come home. 567 00:37:55,708 --> 00:37:58,500 It's hard to come home to 568 00:37:58,583 --> 00:37:59,417 a place where you just... 569 00:38:00,750 --> 00:38:02,500 didn't feel seen and you're just really 570 00:38:02,583 --> 00:38:03,667 trying to feel seen. 571 00:38:03,750 --> 00:38:05,333 Do you want to hug? I don't want to hug 572 00:38:05,417 --> 00:38:06,333 you if you don't want to be hugged. 573 00:38:07,083 --> 00:38:08,500 I don't want you to hug 574 00:38:08,583 --> 00:38:09,708 me just because I'm crying. 575 00:38:09,792 --> 00:38:10,625 I know you're, like, 576 00:38:10,875 --> 00:38:12,000 upset at me and I don't-- 577 00:38:12,167 --> 00:38:14,208 I--I am not hugging because I love you. 578 00:38:17,458 --> 00:38:18,500 I wish I could go back. 579 00:38:21,125 --> 00:38:21,458 I do. 580 00:38:25,167 --> 00:38:26,375 Oh, look at you. Hey. 581 00:38:26,458 --> 00:38:27,500 Here, have fun. Oh, good. 582 00:38:27,875 --> 00:38:30,125 I didn't mean to interrupt. It's okay. 583 00:38:30,208 --> 00:38:31,750 Sorry. Everything okay? 584 00:38:32,583 --> 00:38:34,875 Yeah, look, we're just catching up. Yeah. 585 00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:36,958 Oh, I was just wondering 586 00:38:37,042 --> 00:38:39,750 where you were and you're up here. 587 00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:43,208 This was our old room. Okay, very nice. 588 00:38:43,292 --> 00:38:43,708 Well, it looked a lot like 589 00:38:43,792 --> 00:38:44,875 it. Yeah, I was like, "Yeah." 590 00:38:45,500 --> 00:38:47,083 Very serious kids. You can't believe they 591 00:38:47,167 --> 00:38:47,875 made us share a room 592 00:38:47,958 --> 00:38:48,542 when it was a giant 593 00:38:48,625 --> 00:38:50,208 house. This house is gigantic. 594 00:38:51,000 --> 00:38:51,708 So dumb. But I heard-- 595 00:38:52,167 --> 00:38:54,583 But we really connected in here. Yeah. 596 00:38:56,625 --> 00:39:00,250 Okay, I'm interrupting. That was a joke. 597 00:39:00,792 --> 00:39:02,500 What? That was a joke. 598 00:39:02,833 --> 00:39:05,917 What was it? We just talked about how we 599 00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:06,750 lived in the same room 600 00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:07,833 and we didn't really know each other. 601 00:39:08,583 --> 00:39:10,500 Okay. Oh, shit. 602 00:39:11,000 --> 00:39:13,458 Shit, okay, I will-- Didn't break. 603 00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:15,875 Didn't break, okay. I'll be right back. 604 00:39:16,208 --> 00:39:18,083 I'm gonna clean it up and-- No, no. 605 00:39:18,375 --> 00:39:19,667 It's fine. It's fine. 606 00:39:21,292 --> 00:39:22,125 It seems so sweet. 607 00:39:23,208 --> 00:39:23,958 Hey. Thanks. 608 00:39:24,375 --> 00:39:26,625 I don't have the first impression I 609 00:39:26,708 --> 00:39:28,208 wanted to make with a brother, 610 00:39:28,292 --> 00:39:29,667 but here we go. 611 00:39:33,375 --> 00:39:34,708 Thank you. No problem. 612 00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:39,500 It is really nice to meet you and erase 613 00:39:39,583 --> 00:39:41,542 this from your memories. 614 00:39:41,625 --> 00:39:42,750 No, I like it. It's from last 615 00:39:42,833 --> 00:39:44,250 time. It's really memorable. 616 00:39:44,708 --> 00:39:46,917 Good story, right? More wine. 617 00:39:47,500 --> 00:39:50,417 Thank you. And, hey, super excited. 618 00:39:50,750 --> 00:39:51,333 Yeah, you too. 619 00:39:56,042 --> 00:40:01,917 Are you seeing anybody? No. 620 00:40:02,125 --> 00:40:03,542 Do you want to? Not really. 621 00:40:04,167 --> 00:40:05,750 No? No, I'm like, single. 622 00:40:06,042 --> 00:40:06,333 Okay. That's fine. 623 00:40:06,708 --> 00:40:07,458 I thought I was gonna be 624 00:40:07,542 --> 00:40:08,625 single after I divorced. 625 00:40:09,542 --> 00:40:10,542 And then I met that guy. 626 00:40:11,583 --> 00:40:13,917 I was like-- You came at the right time? 627 00:40:14,333 --> 00:40:15,083 No, I was like, "I'm 628 00:40:15,167 --> 00:40:16,458 gonna do one-night stands. 629 00:40:16,917 --> 00:40:17,750 It's gonna be awesome." 630 00:40:18,292 --> 00:40:19,625 It was like the second date I went off. 631 00:40:20,000 --> 00:40:21,625 I killed that dream of mine. 632 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:22,583 I feel like that's how 633 00:40:22,667 --> 00:40:23,583 it always happens, right? 634 00:40:23,833 --> 00:40:24,458 That's it. So you 635 00:40:24,542 --> 00:40:25,625 just got to not want it? 636 00:40:26,542 --> 00:40:28,250 Yeah, maybe that's the trick. Oh, okay. 637 00:40:29,333 --> 00:40:30,250 I just like being really 638 00:40:30,333 --> 00:40:31,500 sweaty right now. It's fun. 639 00:40:32,292 --> 00:40:34,375 Yeah, it's really fun. That's so fun. 640 00:40:34,458 --> 00:40:36,333 Yeah, it's really fun. Can I ask you, 641 00:40:36,750 --> 00:40:37,500 do you have sex with 642 00:40:37,583 --> 00:40:38,917 men or women? Or both? 643 00:40:39,250 --> 00:40:40,292 Both. You do? 644 00:40:40,375 --> 00:40:41,625 Mm-hmm. At the same time? 645 00:40:43,042 --> 00:40:44,958 No, but I would like to try that. Yeah? 646 00:40:45,042 --> 00:40:46,833 Yeah. Are you and 647 00:40:46,917 --> 00:40:48,167 Steven not having a surgery? 648 00:40:49,042 --> 00:40:50,542 We talk about it. Yeah. 649 00:40:51,875 --> 00:40:54,042 Like-- The communication is good. 650 00:40:54,417 --> 00:40:55,750 Mm. Why, you want a piece of that? 651 00:40:55,917 --> 00:40:56,167 No. 652 00:40:58,167 --> 00:40:59,833 Oh, my God, I missed you. You. 653 00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:04,417 (soft music) 654 00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:34,417 (soft music) 655 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:04,417 (soft music) 656 00:44:02,000 --> 00:44:04,417 (soft music) 657 00:44:33,958 --> 00:44:40,500 (soft music) 658 00:44:40,583 --> 00:44:40,750 Stop. 659 00:44:46,250 --> 00:44:46,458 Stop. 660 00:44:49,667 --> 00:44:51,500 (soft music) 661 00:45:04,792 --> 00:45:11,125 (soft music) 662 00:45:15,708 --> 00:45:16,250 Shall I walk? 663 00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:19,208 Yeah. 664 00:45:22,292 --> 00:45:34,167 (soft music) (soft music) 665 00:45:36,208 --> 00:45:36,667 Oh, hey. 666 00:45:38,667 --> 00:45:38,833 Hey. 667 00:45:39,500 --> 00:45:40,333 Hey, are you okay? 668 00:45:40,417 --> 00:45:40,833 Oh yeah. 669 00:45:41,708 --> 00:45:41,917 Yeah. 670 00:45:42,917 --> 00:45:43,917 I was just, um. 671 00:45:45,292 --> 00:45:47,208 (sighs) 672 00:45:47,292 --> 00:45:47,917 Yeah. 673 00:45:49,583 --> 00:45:50,000 No, I'm not crying. 674 00:45:50,708 --> 00:45:51,875 No, I'm not crying. 675 00:45:51,958 --> 00:45:54,125 I was just, I'm just 676 00:45:54,208 --> 00:45:55,250 tired, just having a, 677 00:45:58,042 --> 00:45:59,333 no, I'm good, I'm 678 00:45:59,417 --> 00:46:00,292 good, I'm good, I'm good. 679 00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:03,375 (sighs) 680 00:46:03,458 --> 00:46:06,708 I just, I just still think 681 00:46:06,792 --> 00:46:07,917 of you as my little girl. 682 00:46:11,833 --> 00:46:13,417 I keep calling you her. 683 00:46:19,583 --> 00:46:21,375 And I, it's all her. 684 00:46:24,708 --> 00:46:28,333 Oh, it just gets me every time. 685 00:46:28,833 --> 00:46:30,208 I just can't, 686 00:46:31,875 --> 00:46:32,583 it's okay. 687 00:46:33,375 --> 00:46:35,000 I just want you to be happy. 688 00:46:35,833 --> 00:46:37,250 I just want you to be happy. 689 00:46:37,333 --> 00:46:40,417 And then I go and do that all the time. 690 00:46:40,500 --> 00:46:43,000 And I think of all people, your mother, 691 00:46:44,167 --> 00:46:46,875 and I just look at you and. 692 00:46:48,375 --> 00:46:51,625 I feel very supportive of you, okay? 693 00:46:51,833 --> 00:46:52,125 Okay. 694 00:46:53,875 --> 00:46:55,167 I mean, you've known 695 00:46:55,250 --> 00:46:57,000 me for a little while. 696 00:46:57,083 --> 00:46:59,000 (laughs) 697 00:46:59,500 --> 00:47:00,042 I met you at a 698 00:47:00,458 --> 00:47:09,292 I look at you 699 00:47:09,375 --> 00:47:10,792 starting your life like this, 700 00:47:11,000 --> 00:47:15,667 and I think how brave you are. 701 00:47:16,583 --> 00:47:19,000 How goddamn brave you are. 702 00:47:22,083 --> 00:47:24,458 My brave boy, you're my brave boy. 703 00:47:27,042 --> 00:47:28,583 And I'm so proud of you. 704 00:47:29,417 --> 00:47:30,792 Living who you really are. 705 00:47:32,625 --> 00:47:33,417 I'd say your kids will 706 00:47:33,500 --> 00:47:34,625 teach you about life, 707 00:47:34,708 --> 00:47:35,292 and mine has. 708 00:47:38,458 --> 00:47:39,375 I'm a lucky mother. 709 00:47:41,750 --> 00:47:42,667 I'm lucky too, Mom. 710 00:47:45,417 --> 00:47:46,292 I'm really lucky too. 711 00:47:48,625 --> 00:47:49,458 Oh my gosh. 712 00:47:51,875 --> 00:47:52,167 Whoa. 713 00:47:58,042 --> 00:47:58,708 Okay. 714 00:48:15,750 --> 00:48:16,042 Hey Dad. 715 00:48:16,292 --> 00:48:17,458 Hey buddy, come on in. 716 00:48:18,250 --> 00:48:19,917 I am just answering an 717 00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:21,083 email pushing me out. 718 00:48:21,167 --> 00:48:22,250 Happy birthday, so I'm 719 00:48:22,333 --> 00:48:24,958 saying thank you very much. 720 00:48:27,458 --> 00:48:27,833 How you feeling? 721 00:48:29,542 --> 00:48:30,417 I feel old. 722 00:48:31,292 --> 00:48:32,000 How are you feeling? 723 00:48:33,833 --> 00:48:34,708 I guess I don't know. 724 00:48:34,792 --> 00:48:36,167 Something just feels like. 725 00:48:37,458 --> 00:48:37,917 I've seen. 726 00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:38,417 Like a. 727 00:48:38,667 --> 00:48:39,250 It's a pleasure. 728 00:48:51,625 --> 00:48:52,208 What is it? 729 00:48:52,292 --> 00:48:52,667 What's up? 730 00:48:52,750 --> 00:48:53,250 I don't know. 731 00:48:53,333 --> 00:48:55,208 I guess it's, it's, it's, I. 732 00:48:56,542 --> 00:48:57,750 Yeah, I wasn't, I just, 733 00:48:57,833 --> 00:48:59,292 I guess I wasn't so sure. 734 00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:06,333 You're always welcome here, buddy. 735 00:49:09,292 --> 00:49:09,667 How's work? 736 00:49:10,750 --> 00:49:11,250 Work's good. 737 00:49:11,792 --> 00:49:12,000 Yeah. 738 00:49:12,083 --> 00:49:13,333 Yeah, I really like it. 739 00:49:13,583 --> 00:49:13,958 Oh good. 740 00:49:14,042 --> 00:49:14,292 Yeah. 741 00:49:15,292 --> 00:49:16,917 It's really fun and cool people. 742 00:49:18,000 --> 00:49:18,208 Yeah. 743 00:49:18,583 --> 00:49:18,875 Yeah. 744 00:49:19,208 --> 00:49:19,667 You seen anybody? 745 00:49:20,792 --> 00:49:21,583 No I'm not, but I 746 00:49:21,667 --> 00:49:23,000 don't really want to, so. 747 00:49:23,083 --> 00:49:23,625 Not right now. 748 00:49:23,708 --> 00:49:23,917 Yeah. 749 00:49:24,917 --> 00:49:25,083 I'm sorry. 750 00:49:28,542 --> 00:49:30,042 It's a very odd feeling 751 00:49:30,125 --> 00:49:34,042 when you get to be my age. 752 00:49:35,875 --> 00:49:38,000 You see your kids in front of you 753 00:49:39,167 --> 00:49:40,000 and they're all grown up. 754 00:49:40,833 --> 00:49:41,583 They've all launched. 755 00:49:41,958 --> 00:49:42,542 They've all gone. 756 00:49:43,458 --> 00:49:46,083 And I was really worried 757 00:49:46,167 --> 00:49:48,458 that you weren't gonna launch. 758 00:49:50,417 --> 00:49:51,833 I guess that's what you're feeling. 759 00:49:51,917 --> 00:49:52,292 I don't know. 760 00:49:53,625 --> 00:49:55,500 You were so sad. 761 00:49:58,083 --> 00:49:59,375 And the last thing a parent 762 00:49:59,458 --> 00:50:03,042 wants is for the kid to be sad. 763 00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:06,875 I mean, you'll figure, 764 00:50:06,958 --> 00:50:08,417 you'll have a family someday 765 00:50:08,500 --> 00:50:10,417 and you'll, it's the 766 00:50:10,500 --> 00:50:12,042 worst feeling in the world. 767 00:50:12,250 --> 00:50:12,958 And you know there's 768 00:50:13,042 --> 00:50:14,417 nothing you can do about it. 769 00:50:14,792 --> 00:50:15,750 And you're just, you're 770 00:50:15,833 --> 00:50:16,958 just watching your kid 771 00:50:17,333 --> 00:50:19,292 every single day get 772 00:50:19,375 --> 00:50:22,208 sadder and sadder and sadder 773 00:50:22,375 --> 00:50:23,667 and I keep stopping them 774 00:50:23,750 --> 00:50:29,208 and making them do nothing. 775 00:50:31,750 --> 00:50:34,500 I thought that you maybe 776 00:50:34,583 --> 00:50:36,750 always resented me for that. 777 00:50:39,417 --> 00:50:44,833 For the times when I 778 00:50:44,917 --> 00:50:47,500 know that I didn't live up 779 00:50:47,583 --> 00:50:48,625 to certain expectations. 780 00:50:50,208 --> 00:50:52,375 It was just that I felt helpless. 781 00:50:58,000 --> 00:50:58,917 When you left home, 782 00:51:02,042 --> 00:51:03,125 then I was really scared. 783 00:51:05,917 --> 00:51:08,292 Cause at least when you were here, 784 00:51:10,292 --> 00:51:11,500 I grabbed my eye on you. 785 00:51:12,542 --> 00:51:13,292 You know, it's like 786 00:51:13,375 --> 00:51:15,458 at least he's depressed 787 00:51:16,042 --> 00:51:17,500 but he's here at home. 788 00:51:18,250 --> 00:51:20,542 If he does something, I 789 00:51:20,625 --> 00:51:21,708 can get him to the hospital. 790 00:51:22,500 --> 00:51:24,292 I can call the cops. 791 00:51:24,667 --> 00:51:26,542 I can pick him up. 792 00:51:26,750 --> 00:51:28,042 I can put him in a bathtub. 793 00:51:28,125 --> 00:51:29,083 I can do something. 794 00:51:29,167 --> 00:51:30,917 I can stick my fingers down his throat. 795 00:51:31,000 --> 00:51:31,500 I don't know. 796 00:51:33,875 --> 00:51:36,000 And then you left and 797 00:51:36,083 --> 00:51:38,750 I don't resent that. 798 00:51:39,292 --> 00:51:40,833 I get it. 799 00:51:42,667 --> 00:51:43,542 But I have never been 800 00:51:43,625 --> 00:51:45,375 more scared in my life. 801 00:51:49,625 --> 00:51:51,208 And when you finally called, 802 00:51:55,583 --> 00:51:57,333 and you said I was so happy, 803 00:52:01,750 --> 00:52:03,000 it was probably one of the 804 00:52:03,083 --> 00:52:04,583 happiest moments of my life. 805 00:52:08,583 --> 00:52:09,417 And the more you talked 806 00:52:09,667 --> 00:52:11,000 and the more you assured 807 00:52:11,083 --> 00:52:12,292 me, you said, I'm okay. 808 00:52:13,042 --> 00:52:14,333 I'm okay and I've got a 809 00:52:14,417 --> 00:52:15,958 place and I've got a job 810 00:52:16,667 --> 00:52:17,667 and I met some people. 811 00:52:18,833 --> 00:52:19,667 And then you got to the 812 00:52:19,750 --> 00:52:21,125 big news and you said, 813 00:52:21,417 --> 00:52:22,667 and I'm going through this. 814 00:52:24,500 --> 00:52:27,042 And I didn't even hear it at the time. 815 00:52:28,458 --> 00:52:29,583 And I know that's hard to 816 00:52:29,667 --> 00:52:31,125 believe maybe, I don't know. 817 00:52:32,125 --> 00:52:33,125 But like I said, you're gonna 818 00:52:33,208 --> 00:52:34,542 have kids one day of your own 819 00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:36,375 and you're gonna go through all of the 820 00:52:36,458 --> 00:52:37,375 same fucking worship 821 00:52:37,458 --> 00:52:38,000 that I did. 822 00:52:39,250 --> 00:52:40,458 And the most you can hope 823 00:52:40,542 --> 00:52:42,917 for is that all your kids 824 00:52:43,917 --> 00:52:47,042 come out the other end like you did. 825 00:52:48,583 --> 00:52:49,250 Hey, come here. 826 00:52:50,292 --> 00:52:50,708 Come here. 827 00:52:52,458 --> 00:52:52,792 Come here. 828 00:52:53,958 --> 00:52:54,708 I'm proud of you. 829 00:52:55,375 --> 00:52:56,042 I'm proud of you. 830 00:52:56,375 --> 00:52:57,958 So proud of you. 831 00:53:08,167 --> 00:53:09,625 It's a beautiful day at the beach. 832 00:53:10,417 --> 00:53:11,833 Let's just go for a nice swim. 833 00:53:12,250 --> 00:53:13,583 (laughing) 834 00:53:13,750 --> 00:53:15,000 It's like cold water. 835 00:53:15,417 --> 00:53:15,667 Yeah. 836 00:53:16,083 --> 00:53:16,833 What is it like, 837 00:53:17,042 --> 00:53:18,167 what's it called like polar? 838 00:53:18,583 --> 00:53:19,083 I don't know if you want to 839 00:53:19,167 --> 00:53:19,917 keep on getting the water. 840 00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:22,125 Oh, polar dip, polar swim. 841 00:53:22,875 --> 00:53:23,667 Yeah, no thanks. 842 00:53:25,750 --> 00:53:27,875 I wish I was cold indeed, but polar dip. 843 00:53:29,167 --> 00:53:31,375 I wish I was cool and hard in the pun. 844 00:53:32,250 --> 00:53:32,458 But. 845 00:53:32,750 --> 00:53:37,167 No, I'm a bit of a 846 00:53:37,250 --> 00:53:38,250 wimp, I think actually. 847 00:53:38,750 --> 00:53:41,375 Yeah, I try to act like I'm not, 848 00:53:41,458 --> 00:53:44,250 but secretly, secretly I am. 849 00:53:44,333 --> 00:53:44,500 I think that's good. 850 00:53:45,083 --> 00:53:45,333 Yeah. 851 00:53:46,917 --> 00:53:49,250 (laughing) 852 00:53:55,375 --> 00:53:56,458 I really like it about the hat. 853 00:53:57,583 --> 00:53:57,792 It's nice. 854 00:53:58,042 --> 00:53:58,542 Thank you. 855 00:53:59,250 --> 00:54:01,708 Yeah, it's kind of my favorite hat. 856 00:54:02,000 --> 00:54:02,917 Yeah, I think your trademark. 857 00:54:03,500 --> 00:54:04,958 It's my trademark right now. 858 00:54:05,042 --> 00:54:05,417 Oh, I like that. 859 00:54:05,750 --> 00:54:07,750 Sometimes I'll move on to another hat, 860 00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:08,792 that becomes the new 861 00:54:08,875 --> 00:54:11,000 look, then onto another hat. 862 00:54:12,042 --> 00:54:13,958 So if I'm in Toronto, I shouldn't, 863 00:54:14,542 --> 00:54:15,250 it may not be 864 00:54:15,333 --> 00:54:16,833 reliable if I'm looking for-- 865 00:54:16,917 --> 00:54:18,917 Yeah, you might not even recognize me. 866 00:54:28,042 --> 00:54:29,833 You look so good, you really do. 867 00:54:30,667 --> 00:54:32,167 You look just so, like 868 00:54:32,250 --> 00:54:33,292 you just like to stand 869 00:54:33,375 --> 00:54:34,375 and just, why you? 870 00:54:34,792 --> 00:54:35,292 I love it. 871 00:54:35,375 --> 00:54:35,583 Thanks. 872 00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:36,833 Yeah, that's how I feel. 873 00:54:37,458 --> 00:54:39,625 Yeah, it's cool to be like, oh yeah, 874 00:54:39,708 --> 00:54:40,958 there's that guy, I was 875 00:54:41,042 --> 00:54:42,000 wondering where he was. 876 00:54:42,333 --> 00:54:43,333 Oh, I love that. 877 00:54:44,167 --> 00:54:45,292 I'm so happy for you. 878 00:54:45,500 --> 00:54:45,750 Thanks. 879 00:54:47,667 --> 00:54:48,583 I'm happy for you too. 880 00:54:48,833 --> 00:54:49,292 Thank you. 881 00:54:49,750 --> 00:54:49,958 Yeah. 882 00:54:52,375 --> 00:54:55,250 When you think about us, back then, 883 00:54:59,000 --> 00:55:00,125 look, it's not my turn. 884 00:55:03,333 --> 00:55:04,042 My turn's it for you. 885 00:55:08,333 --> 00:55:09,250 I was in love with you. 886 00:55:10,833 --> 00:55:15,042 I figured that was obvious. 887 00:55:17,250 --> 00:55:18,125 What was it for you? 888 00:55:22,167 --> 00:55:22,833 You were my best 889 00:55:22,917 --> 00:55:25,583 friend, and you're a friend. 890 00:55:26,042 --> 00:55:27,250 You're a person of that. 891 00:55:27,333 --> 00:55:28,542 I've had my friends in 892 00:55:28,625 --> 00:55:30,625 there, and I loved you so much. 893 00:55:33,542 --> 00:55:36,958 And I felt confused sometimes. 894 00:55:37,500 --> 00:55:43,958 (soft music) 895 00:55:45,208 --> 00:55:46,292 We didn't have that many 896 00:55:46,375 --> 00:55:50,500 references at the time. 897 00:55:51,000 --> 00:55:56,667 I feel like I felt embarrassed a lot, 898 00:55:56,750 --> 00:55:57,708 because I was the 899 00:55:57,792 --> 00:55:59,917 little queer one, you know? 900 00:56:03,125 --> 00:56:03,583 You were the only 901 00:56:03,667 --> 00:56:05,458 person I felt myself around. 902 00:56:08,583 --> 00:56:10,250 Never that meant half the time, 903 00:56:10,333 --> 00:56:11,458 but I don't know what I 904 00:56:11,542 --> 00:56:15,125 would have done without you. 905 00:56:15,917 --> 00:56:17,458 I'm glad that I could do that for you. 906 00:56:21,833 --> 00:56:22,833 I still get that same 907 00:56:22,917 --> 00:56:24,292 feeling I had in high school 908 00:56:26,708 --> 00:56:27,500 when I look at you. 909 00:56:29,083 --> 00:56:29,625 I don't. 910 00:56:31,625 --> 00:56:31,792 Yeah. 911 00:56:38,000 --> 00:56:43,500 It's been so, like, baffled by it. 912 00:56:45,500 --> 00:56:45,875 We do. 913 00:56:49,250 --> 00:56:50,500 I'm so nice, too. 914 00:56:52,917 --> 00:56:54,125 I'd be close to you again. 915 00:56:56,208 --> 00:56:58,000 And I was really part of, like, 916 00:57:00,292 --> 00:57:01,583 what I could be with myself. 917 00:57:02,000 --> 00:57:05,542 (soft music) 918 00:57:05,625 --> 00:57:06,208 I'll always think I 919 00:57:06,292 --> 00:57:07,125 love you no matter what. 920 00:57:11,208 --> 00:57:12,167 (soft music) 921 00:57:32,000 --> 00:57:35,208 (soft music) 922 00:57:35,292 --> 00:57:37,750 Hey, if we're gonna be brothers, 923 00:57:37,833 --> 00:57:39,083 we gotta fucking talk, right? 924 00:57:40,583 --> 00:57:40,792 Sure. 925 00:57:41,417 --> 00:57:42,167 Is that what we mean? 926 00:57:42,625 --> 00:57:43,208 Brothers and law. 927 00:57:43,292 --> 00:57:43,875 I'm just curious, is 928 00:57:43,958 --> 00:57:44,667 that what I call you too, 929 00:57:44,750 --> 00:57:45,000 brother-in-law? 930 00:57:47,042 --> 00:57:47,208 Why? 931 00:57:47,542 --> 00:57:48,083 Next summer. 932 00:57:48,167 --> 00:57:48,625 Would it be? 933 00:57:50,000 --> 00:57:50,125 I don't know why. 934 00:57:50,208 --> 00:57:50,792 I don't know why it 935 00:57:50,875 --> 00:57:52,000 would be different, but yeah. 936 00:57:53,708 --> 00:57:54,625 You guys will call you Sammy? 937 00:57:56,917 --> 00:57:57,333 Is that a thing? 938 00:57:58,125 --> 00:58:01,958 Um, I'd prefer if you didn't. 939 00:58:02,542 --> 00:58:04,500 Oh, I can't call you Sammy? 940 00:58:07,417 --> 00:58:09,417 Did you just ask me a question? 941 00:58:10,250 --> 00:58:11,583 And I responded to you. 942 00:58:13,417 --> 00:58:14,333 No, I'm not trying to, I'm just saying, 943 00:58:14,417 --> 00:58:15,208 I don't know all the 944 00:58:15,292 --> 00:58:16,583 rules, all the fancy, whatever. 945 00:58:20,292 --> 00:58:21,083 Sorry, the rules. 946 00:58:24,000 --> 00:58:24,167 What? 947 00:58:25,000 --> 00:58:25,708 I don't know, what do 948 00:58:25,792 --> 00:58:26,875 you mean, like, what rules? 949 00:58:27,708 --> 00:58:30,750 The, you know, all the 950 00:58:30,833 --> 00:58:31,958 things to say, all the whatever. 951 00:58:32,833 --> 00:58:33,625 Working on it. 952 00:58:34,292 --> 00:58:34,875 Yeah, yeah. 953 00:58:35,833 --> 00:58:37,042 Yeah, look, Meg gave me 954 00:58:37,125 --> 00:58:38,417 this whole list of like, 955 00:58:38,500 --> 00:58:39,292 here's what you say, 956 00:58:39,375 --> 00:58:40,083 here's what you don't say, 957 00:58:40,167 --> 00:58:40,833 and I was just like, all 958 00:58:40,917 --> 00:58:42,042 right, we can figure it out. 959 00:58:43,625 --> 00:58:44,167 What is that? 960 00:58:45,250 --> 00:58:45,708 What is what? 961 00:58:46,375 --> 00:58:47,042 Why are you like, 962 00:58:47,125 --> 00:58:48,375 looking down at me like that? 963 00:58:49,833 --> 00:58:52,750 It's just as what you always have to do. 964 00:58:53,667 --> 00:58:53,917 What? 965 00:58:54,667 --> 00:58:56,750 You have to bring something up 966 00:58:57,708 --> 00:58:59,417 that you don't need to bring up. 967 00:59:00,500 --> 00:59:02,458 Like, what are you talking about rules? 968 00:59:02,792 --> 00:59:03,708 Like, I'm just a fucking 969 00:59:03,792 --> 00:59:05,250 person, just talk to me. 970 00:59:05,667 --> 00:59:06,333 Yeah, that's what I'm 971 00:59:06,417 --> 00:59:07,458 saying, we can just talk. 972 00:59:07,542 --> 00:59:08,375 I don't have to fucking 973 00:59:08,458 --> 00:59:10,417 obey whatever, you know. 974 00:59:11,500 --> 00:59:12,458 Look, you're going through a 975 00:59:12,542 --> 00:59:13,750 thing, and that's for sure. 976 00:59:14,125 --> 00:59:15,250 I'm going through a thing? 977 00:59:15,500 --> 00:59:15,708 Yeah. 978 00:59:16,000 --> 00:59:16,292 Dude. 979 00:59:17,000 --> 00:59:17,625 Because we can talk, 980 00:59:17,708 --> 00:59:18,583 we can talk, whatever. 981 00:59:20,375 --> 00:59:20,958 Right, isn't that the 982 00:59:21,042 --> 00:59:21,875 whole, why are you yelling? 983 00:59:23,958 --> 00:59:26,375 What about me makes you so fucking angry? 984 00:59:26,625 --> 00:59:27,375 I'm not angry, I'm 985 00:59:27,458 --> 00:59:28,292 just saying, we can talk. 986 00:59:28,375 --> 00:59:28,875 Isn't that the whole way? 987 00:59:28,958 --> 00:59:30,042 You seem really angry, 988 00:59:30,292 --> 00:59:31,125 and I don't understand 989 00:59:31,208 --> 00:59:34,625 why you can't just like, appreciate 990 00:59:34,708 --> 00:59:36,167 someone's existence. 991 00:59:36,625 --> 00:59:38,167 Like, why can't you just respect that? 992 00:59:38,625 --> 00:59:39,750 How is that hurting you? 993 00:59:39,833 --> 00:59:41,083 Come on, this is getting all political. 994 00:59:41,375 --> 00:59:42,958 I'm just saying, we can talk. 995 00:59:43,042 --> 00:59:44,083 Isn't that the whole thing? 996 00:59:44,167 --> 00:59:44,417 Hey, hey. 997 00:59:45,250 --> 00:59:45,458 What? 998 00:59:45,833 --> 00:59:46,833 What are you, what are you-- 999 00:59:46,958 --> 00:59:48,542 No, nothing, hey, hey. 1000 00:59:50,292 --> 00:59:51,083 I'm sorry, just this is 1001 00:59:51,167 --> 00:59:51,875 getting a little, whatever. 1002 00:59:52,792 --> 00:59:53,208 I'm just trying to stop 1003 00:59:53,292 --> 00:59:54,208 saying, we were talking, 1004 00:59:54,292 --> 00:59:54,750 you were telling me, you can 1005 00:59:54,833 --> 00:59:55,500 give me the list of the things 1006 00:59:55,583 --> 00:59:57,292 and whatever, the website or whatever. 1007 00:59:58,750 --> 01:00:01,333 Yeah, it's different when you lob the man 1008 01:00:01,417 --> 01:00:02,417 when we're in a group and we 1009 01:00:02,500 --> 01:00:03,542 all have to pretend and laugh. 1010 01:00:03,958 --> 01:00:04,917 It's different, it's just 1011 01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:05,917 different when you're like, 1012 01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:08,750 fucking, I'm, you're 1013 01:00:08,833 --> 01:00:09,708 pretending because of me. 1014 01:00:10,875 --> 01:00:11,750 This is who we're avoiding. 1015 01:00:12,292 --> 01:00:13,375 The shit I'm bringing up. 1016 01:00:15,542 --> 01:00:16,292 Who are you doing? 1017 01:00:16,375 --> 01:00:16,875 What the fuck? 1018 01:00:17,083 --> 01:00:18,458 No, fuck, this is bullshit. 1019 01:00:20,250 --> 01:00:21,625 This is just so classic. 1020 01:00:22,167 --> 01:00:24,625 It's so classic, like, you sit down, 1021 01:00:25,542 --> 01:00:26,917 you're clearly trying to 1022 01:00:27,000 --> 01:00:28,083 fucking provoke something. 1023 01:00:28,167 --> 01:00:29,583 You didn't need to say that. 1024 01:00:29,667 --> 01:00:30,000 I'm trying. 1025 01:00:30,083 --> 01:00:31,417 You obviously, you'd go, oh, 1026 01:00:31,500 --> 01:00:32,500 I'm trying to know the rules. 1027 01:00:32,708 --> 01:00:33,375 Next thing you know, 1028 01:00:33,458 --> 01:00:34,583 you're like, fuck them. 1029 01:00:35,125 --> 01:00:36,792 Which is basically you just saying like, 1030 01:00:36,875 --> 01:00:39,792 I'm not gonna register or regard or 1031 01:00:39,875 --> 01:00:40,917 respect your humanity 1032 01:00:41,083 --> 01:00:42,625 on any fucking level or who you are. 1033 01:00:42,708 --> 01:00:43,500 That is not what I'm saying. 1034 01:00:43,583 --> 01:00:44,583 It is what you're saying. 1035 01:00:44,667 --> 01:00:45,292 It is what you're 1036 01:00:45,375 --> 01:00:46,250 saying when you do that. 1037 01:00:46,583 --> 01:00:48,167 It's exactly what you're fucking saying. 1038 01:00:48,708 --> 01:00:50,417 And that's how it makes you fucking feel. 1039 01:00:51,000 --> 01:00:52,125 And then I'm the one. 1040 01:00:52,417 --> 01:00:53,500 You just say it's people. 1041 01:00:53,708 --> 01:00:55,000 Okay, okay, okay, okay. 1042 01:00:55,208 --> 01:00:56,417 Oh my God. 1043 01:00:56,792 --> 01:00:57,875 Just, just, just, just. 1044 01:00:58,000 --> 01:00:58,667 No, no, forget the 1045 01:00:58,750 --> 01:00:59,750 ticket, it's cool, it's cool. 1046 01:00:59,833 --> 01:01:00,125 Just take a walk. 1047 01:01:00,208 --> 01:01:01,208 It's cool, look, hey. 1048 01:01:01,292 --> 01:01:03,500 Take a walk, honey, take a walk, okay? 1049 01:01:05,208 --> 01:01:06,000 Just, no, pal. 1050 01:01:06,083 --> 01:01:06,542 No, let me just say it. 1051 01:01:06,625 --> 01:01:07,958 Why do I gotta do it when I shut up? 1052 01:01:08,042 --> 01:01:09,167 Look, you're going through a thing. 1053 01:01:09,250 --> 01:01:09,958 We all have to obey 1054 01:01:10,042 --> 01:01:10,958 your fucking whole thing. 1055 01:01:11,042 --> 01:01:12,458 Look, obey what? 1056 01:01:12,542 --> 01:01:13,208 Can you please? 1057 01:01:13,667 --> 01:01:14,208 Fine, whatever. 1058 01:01:14,500 --> 01:01:15,667 Go fuck yourself. 1059 01:01:16,000 --> 01:01:16,417 I will. 1060 01:01:17,208 --> 01:01:17,917 That doesn't help. 1061 01:01:18,000 --> 01:01:18,167 Uh. 1062 01:01:18,500 --> 01:01:20,167 Dude, what the fuck just happened? 1063 01:01:22,542 --> 01:01:24,125 He's an asshole. 1064 01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:26,292 Don't say that to her. 1065 01:01:26,375 --> 01:01:27,958 Dang, that's her. 1066 01:01:28,042 --> 01:01:29,375 I'll be stuck, I'll be stuck. 1067 01:01:29,458 --> 01:01:30,000 I'm not a girl, I can't 1068 01:01:30,083 --> 01:01:31,125 think that, but don't say that. 1069 01:01:31,208 --> 01:01:32,458 Always undercutting the day. 1070 01:01:32,542 --> 01:01:34,125 So you're gonna come in and defend him? 1071 01:01:34,375 --> 01:01:35,417 I mean, just like fucking him. 1072 01:01:35,500 --> 01:01:37,167 I'm not defending him, I'm protecting her. 1073 01:01:37,750 --> 01:01:38,375 I just, her. 1074 01:01:38,458 --> 01:01:38,958 Oh, great. 1075 01:01:40,125 --> 01:01:41,750 Her, I'm sorry, I just wanna understand. 1076 01:01:41,833 --> 01:01:42,250 Great, I'm just protecting her. 1077 01:01:42,333 --> 01:01:42,708 I just wanna 1078 01:01:42,792 --> 01:01:43,833 understand what just happened. 1079 01:01:44,208 --> 01:01:44,625 He's just being a 1080 01:01:44,708 --> 01:01:46,167 fucking transphobic asshole. 1081 01:01:46,250 --> 01:01:46,792 Oh fuck. 1082 01:01:47,458 --> 01:01:49,167 I was like, can't get involved in it. 1083 01:01:49,250 --> 01:01:52,167 Dad was just a little bit of a bitch. I'm not a bitch. I'm not a bitch. Dad was getting upset and I just wanted 1084 01:01:52,667 --> 01:01:54,708 to settle things down a little bit, okay? 1085 01:01:54,792 --> 01:01:55,583 Because it's dad's birthday. 1086 01:01:56,625 --> 01:01:58,083 Hey, Paul's in there fucking himself. 1087 01:02:00,000 --> 01:02:00,167 What? 1088 01:02:00,250 --> 01:02:02,417 Just, I heard, so I'm just 1089 01:02:02,500 --> 01:02:04,167 gonna try to lighten things up. 1090 01:02:04,250 --> 01:02:04,542 I'm sorry. 1091 01:02:06,792 --> 01:02:12,500 He can be a lot. 1092 01:02:14,500 --> 01:02:18,042 I mean, I can't even really apologize. 1093 01:02:18,333 --> 01:02:19,750 I don't, I don't, I 1094 01:02:19,833 --> 01:02:21,042 don't know what to say. 1095 01:02:22,500 --> 01:02:24,708 I'm sorry. 1096 01:02:25,083 --> 01:02:25,500 Are you okay? 1097 01:02:25,958 --> 01:02:26,583 Okay, dad's coming. 1098 01:02:28,792 --> 01:02:30,500 Birthday, oh my God. 1099 01:02:30,583 --> 01:02:30,833 Hi, hi, hi, hi. 1100 01:02:30,917 --> 01:02:31,458 Oh my God. 1101 01:02:32,375 --> 01:02:32,917 Oh my God, boy. 1102 01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:34,375 See, this is a kitchen party now. 1103 01:02:37,333 --> 01:02:40,625 Just, well, it's got a few things to say. 1104 01:02:41,125 --> 01:02:41,375 Oh. 1105 01:02:44,583 --> 01:02:48,917 I didn't mean anything by it. 1106 01:02:49,583 --> 01:02:53,125 I didn't mean, I didn't, this is not. 1107 01:02:57,375 --> 01:02:58,750 You did mean something by it. 1108 01:02:59,000 --> 01:02:59,625 And I don't think you 1109 01:02:59,708 --> 01:03:00,750 just walked out of the room 1110 01:03:00,833 --> 01:03:02,583 and had some sort of epiphany 1111 01:03:02,667 --> 01:03:04,000 and a whole different perspective. 1112 01:03:04,333 --> 01:03:04,750 I'm saying-- 1113 01:03:04,833 --> 01:03:06,417 On me and who I am, so I 1114 01:03:06,500 --> 01:03:07,875 just, I don't, you know. 1115 01:03:08,292 --> 01:03:09,917 Paul, I can make room for that. 1116 01:03:10,000 --> 01:03:14,083 We all have different, different, different, whatever, thoughts and I can make room. 1117 01:03:14,167 --> 01:03:15,458 No, that's not what this is about. 1118 01:03:16,833 --> 01:03:17,125 Okay. 1119 01:03:17,208 --> 01:03:18,875 You're, okay, sure, you know what? 1120 01:03:18,958 --> 01:03:19,542 You can have different 1121 01:03:19,625 --> 01:03:22,167 thoughts, but they're, 1122 01:03:22,375 --> 01:03:24,875 they're bigoted fucking thoughts. 1123 01:03:25,375 --> 01:03:26,708 Fine, fine, I'm an asshole, 1124 01:03:26,792 --> 01:03:27,458 but can we just have 1125 01:03:27,542 --> 01:03:28,542 a, this is not about us. 1126 01:03:28,625 --> 01:03:30,542 This is your dad's birthday, you know? 1127 01:03:30,625 --> 01:03:31,833 That's fine, that's fine. 1128 01:03:31,917 --> 01:03:32,208 Really? 1129 01:03:32,292 --> 01:03:32,708 Does it matter? 1130 01:03:33,208 --> 01:03:34,250 Yeah, well, why don't we 1131 01:03:34,333 --> 01:03:35,167 talk about that for a second? 1132 01:03:35,375 --> 01:03:36,375 No, no, I'll just stand there. 1133 01:03:36,458 --> 01:03:37,708 I'm standing on the table, I don't-- 1134 01:03:37,792 --> 01:03:38,292 Where do I go? 1135 01:03:38,375 --> 01:03:38,583 This is my question. No, you can't. 1136 01:03:38,667 --> 01:03:39,458 This is my question. 1137 01:03:40,083 --> 01:03:41,208 Because, hey, the one with the, 1138 01:03:41,375 --> 01:03:43,250 I'm just like saying you're existing 1139 01:03:43,917 --> 01:03:45,792 and you can't seem to like handle it. 1140 01:03:45,875 --> 01:03:46,417 Can you please just-- 1141 01:03:46,500 --> 01:03:46,875 I'm done. 1142 01:03:46,958 --> 01:03:48,125 You can't ignore him. 1143 01:03:48,375 --> 01:03:48,583 No, I'm done. 1144 01:03:48,667 --> 01:03:48,958 You can't ignore him. 1145 01:03:49,042 --> 01:03:49,500 I'm done, I'm done. 1146 01:03:49,708 --> 01:03:51,000 I'm leaving, fuck this shit. 1147 01:03:51,083 --> 01:03:52,625 Oh, hey guys, dinner's ready. 1148 01:03:52,917 --> 01:03:53,083 Um. 1149 01:03:54,208 --> 01:03:55,333 What, what's going on? 1150 01:03:58,417 --> 01:03:59,500 What, why are you going? 1151 01:03:59,583 --> 01:04:00,000 What happened? 1152 01:04:01,500 --> 01:04:01,917 Sweetheart. 1153 01:04:02,000 --> 01:04:03,250 I was being a fucking asshole. 1154 01:04:03,333 --> 01:04:04,625 Oh my God, well don't go. 1155 01:04:04,708 --> 01:04:05,875 No, I'm not staying. 1156 01:04:06,125 --> 01:04:06,625 I'm not. 1157 01:04:07,667 --> 01:04:08,333 Please, sweetheart, 1158 01:04:08,417 --> 01:04:09,125 just for me to forgive. 1159 01:04:09,625 --> 01:04:10,917 I know, but just for a 1160 01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:11,958 second, what happened? 1161 01:04:12,042 --> 01:04:12,708 What did he say? 1162 01:04:13,792 --> 01:04:14,667 He was just being-- 1163 01:04:14,750 --> 01:04:16,542 Yeah, okay, do I have to-- 1164 01:04:16,625 --> 01:04:18,542 No, he's gotta apologize. 1165 01:04:19,208 --> 01:04:21,458 We can't never be together. 1166 01:04:21,917 --> 01:04:23,583 Me and his apology, are you kidding me? 1167 01:04:23,917 --> 01:04:24,958 Okay, he can come. 1168 01:04:25,250 --> 01:04:25,917 You're not going. 1169 01:04:26,458 --> 01:04:26,667 Okay. 1170 01:04:26,750 --> 01:04:27,917 We're not the one who asked for me. 1171 01:04:28,125 --> 01:04:28,875 Okay, then make him leave. 1172 01:04:28,958 --> 01:04:29,667 Then he will-- 1173 01:04:29,750 --> 01:04:30,458 Okay, make him leave. 1174 01:04:30,542 --> 01:04:31,875 Let him give a chance. 1175 01:04:31,958 --> 01:04:32,500 Great, make him leave. 1176 01:04:33,167 --> 01:04:34,375 Can we give him a chance? 1177 01:04:34,667 --> 01:04:35,500 Okay, let's go give him a chance. 1178 01:04:35,583 --> 01:04:36,958 I'm just to apologize. 1179 01:04:37,625 --> 01:04:39,667 What the hell happened here? 1180 01:04:42,292 --> 01:04:44,208 Paul, you need to apologize to Sam. 1181 01:04:47,375 --> 01:04:47,708 All right? 1182 01:04:49,000 --> 01:04:50,667 You owe Sam an apology. 1183 01:04:51,375 --> 01:04:53,167 This is our home. 1184 01:04:53,917 --> 01:04:54,917 This is my child. 1185 01:04:55,583 --> 01:04:57,542 You owe Sam an apology. 1186 01:04:58,292 --> 01:04:59,542 Miriam, I'm sorry. 1187 01:05:00,583 --> 01:05:01,292 Sam, I'm sorry. 1188 01:05:02,125 --> 01:05:03,125 Okay, I'm fucking this up. 1189 01:05:03,208 --> 01:05:04,417 This is on me, I get it. 1190 01:05:04,500 --> 01:05:05,458 I'm sorry, okay? 1191 01:05:05,542 --> 01:05:06,792 All right, all right, everyone. 1192 01:05:07,208 --> 01:05:08,750 I made this lovely meal. 1193 01:05:09,708 --> 01:05:10,792 Girls, can you get the 1194 01:05:10,875 --> 01:05:12,167 dishes from the kitchen, please? 1195 01:05:12,542 --> 01:05:13,500 We're gonna sit down, 1196 01:05:14,250 --> 01:05:15,667 we're gonna be civilized, 1197 01:05:17,667 --> 01:05:18,875 and we're gonna have a nice meal 1198 01:05:19,458 --> 01:05:21,083 for your father's birthday, okay? 1199 01:05:22,542 --> 01:05:23,792 One meal. 1200 01:05:30,125 --> 01:05:30,750 That's all there was. 1201 01:05:31,125 --> 01:05:32,042 She was the one who was-- 1202 01:05:33,167 --> 01:05:33,375 So. 1203 01:05:36,250 --> 01:05:37,125 Okay, everyone. 1204 01:05:37,250 --> 01:05:38,000 Does anybody want wine? 1205 01:05:39,292 --> 01:05:39,667 Yeah, yeah. 1206 01:05:40,375 --> 01:05:40,542 Yeah. 1207 01:05:48,083 --> 01:05:50,375 Can we just hold hands for one minute? 1208 01:05:50,458 --> 01:05:53,083 I know this seems, but for me, can we 1209 01:05:53,167 --> 01:05:54,708 just, for one minute, 1210 01:05:55,375 --> 01:05:56,708 just take each other's hands 1211 01:05:56,792 --> 01:06:02,875 and just look around the 1212 01:06:02,958 --> 01:06:04,208 table and think how grateful 1213 01:06:04,792 --> 01:06:06,083 we are to be a family. 1214 01:06:09,167 --> 01:06:11,917 There is nothing more 1215 01:06:12,000 --> 01:06:13,917 important than family. 1216 01:06:18,125 --> 01:06:20,250 Nothing is more important than this. 1217 01:06:23,625 --> 01:06:26,625 And having Sam here, it 1218 01:06:26,708 --> 01:06:28,208 just fills my heart with joy. 1219 01:06:29,583 --> 01:06:30,917 I am so grateful. 1220 01:06:31,625 --> 01:06:31,833 Amen. 1221 01:06:35,542 --> 01:06:36,458 So grateful. 1222 01:06:37,208 --> 01:06:38,625 Yeah, thank you. Yeah. 1223 01:06:40,042 --> 01:06:42,625 You know, family's not 1224 01:06:42,708 --> 01:06:43,750 the most important thing. 1225 01:06:46,375 --> 01:06:46,750 It's not. 1226 01:06:47,708 --> 01:06:48,458 And the fact that I 1227 01:06:48,542 --> 01:06:51,500 should be expected to sit here 1228 01:06:52,417 --> 01:06:53,458 and to make you all fucking 1229 01:06:53,542 --> 01:06:55,042 feel okay is so fucked up. 1230 01:06:55,125 --> 01:06:56,375 Sam, we just gotta ignore it. 1231 01:06:56,458 --> 01:06:57,333 No, I don't have to 1232 01:06:57,417 --> 01:06:58,500 just ignore it, actually. 1233 01:06:59,250 --> 01:07:00,958 Clearly, that's what you all fucking do. 1234 01:07:01,917 --> 01:07:02,958 Sam, goddamn it. What? 1235 01:07:03,042 --> 01:07:03,458 Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ. 1236 01:07:03,958 --> 01:07:05,583 Hold on, just wait a second. 1237 01:07:06,000 --> 01:07:07,750 I'm leaving. Look, I'm sorry, okay? 1238 01:07:07,833 --> 01:07:08,875 I'm sorry, I understand. 1239 01:07:09,208 --> 01:07:11,250 I have no idea that Paul was like that. 1240 01:07:11,333 --> 01:07:12,833 I thought he would shit the other day. 1241 01:07:12,917 --> 01:07:13,833 I really didn't have that. 1242 01:07:14,083 --> 01:07:15,500 Come on, Sam. Well, he is like that. 1243 01:07:15,583 --> 01:07:16,917 Well, he is. Or are you gonna ask him 1244 01:07:17,000 --> 01:07:18,542 to leave the way he talked to me? 1245 01:07:18,625 --> 01:07:19,125 He is like that and the 1246 01:07:19,208 --> 01:07:20,042 world is full of people. 1247 01:07:20,333 --> 01:07:21,458 Exactly. Whoa, Sam. 1248 01:07:21,667 --> 01:07:22,708 Why do I have to sit here 1249 01:07:22,792 --> 01:07:23,375 and deal with my family? 1250 01:07:23,458 --> 01:07:24,625 Because you're fucking barely. 1251 01:07:25,000 --> 01:07:26,167 You can rise above it. 1252 01:07:26,792 --> 01:07:28,000 No. Come on, Sam. 1253 01:07:28,083 --> 01:07:28,708 Rise above it. 1254 01:07:29,125 --> 01:07:30,375 Yeah, rising above it is 1255 01:07:30,458 --> 01:07:31,500 fucking getting out of here. 1256 01:07:32,792 --> 01:07:33,417 I don't have to fucking 1257 01:07:33,500 --> 01:07:35,125 stay here and put up with this. 1258 01:07:36,208 --> 01:07:36,917 And for you to expect 1259 01:07:37,000 --> 01:07:38,083 me to, you are so fucked. 1260 01:07:48,667 --> 01:07:50,792 Sam, Sam. Oh my God, please. 1261 01:07:51,708 --> 01:07:52,167 Oh, Sam, that was incredible. 1262 01:07:52,667 --> 01:07:54,625 You're incredible and 1263 01:07:54,708 --> 01:07:57,625 I'm so inspired by you. 1264 01:07:57,833 --> 01:08:00,167 Oh, Mom, I'm so glad you said that. 1265 01:08:00,500 --> 01:08:02,417 You're so smart and I 1266 01:08:02,500 --> 01:08:04,917 wanna be like you, you know? 1267 01:08:06,542 --> 01:08:06,708 Yeah. 1268 01:08:10,000 --> 01:08:11,042 I'm really-- Well, we'll hang out. 1269 01:08:11,125 --> 01:08:12,458 Yeah, I'm really happy to see you. 1270 01:08:13,833 --> 01:08:14,750 Yeah, yeah. 1271 01:08:15,542 --> 01:08:17,875 Okay, okay, that's, yeah. 1272 01:08:20,250 --> 01:08:20,583 I love you. 1273 01:08:23,042 --> 01:08:23,583 I love you too. 1274 01:08:26,250 --> 01:08:27,417 I'll see you in the city. Okay. 1275 01:08:30,500 --> 01:08:43,792 (birds chirping) 1276 01:08:43,875 --> 01:08:47,917 (engine revving) 1277 01:09:07,917 --> 01:09:08,125 He's gone. 1278 01:09:13,375 --> 01:09:17,583 That kid was in so much pain before. 1279 01:09:19,625 --> 01:09:20,833 Your moment of our convinced me 1280 01:09:20,917 --> 01:09:21,667 we could just find him 1281 01:09:21,750 --> 01:09:22,875 dead one day in his room. 1282 01:09:24,333 --> 01:09:25,583 And what he has done 1283 01:09:25,667 --> 01:09:28,500 has made him happy again 1284 01:09:28,583 --> 01:09:29,250 and has made him wanna live again. 1285 01:09:29,333 --> 01:09:30,792 And that's how you're gonna be right there, Sam. And has made him wanna live again. 1286 01:09:32,875 --> 01:09:35,167 And I don't know why that is so hard 1287 01:09:37,583 --> 01:09:39,375 for some people to understand 1288 01:09:40,792 --> 01:09:46,125 because it has absolutely nothing to do 1289 01:09:46,542 --> 01:09:49,417 with anyone but Sam. 1290 01:09:52,125 --> 01:09:52,292 Jim. 1291 01:09:52,375 --> 01:09:53,250 That was Sam. 1292 01:09:54,375 --> 01:09:56,042 That was Sam. 1293 01:09:56,542 --> 01:09:58,875 It's that fucking simple. 1294 01:10:02,167 --> 01:10:04,167 Today I thought I got my son back 1295 01:10:06,833 --> 01:10:11,417 and then I lost him. 1296 01:10:12,625 --> 01:10:16,458 All I can, I can't accept this. 1297 01:10:19,792 --> 01:10:20,500 I'll be in my office. 1298 01:10:23,583 --> 01:10:23,792 Jim. 1299 01:10:26,542 --> 01:10:33,708 (people chattering) 1300 01:10:33,792 --> 01:10:34,458 I have to get back. 1301 01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:37,167 Yeah. 1302 01:10:38,458 --> 01:10:39,125 I'll rest that little. 1303 01:10:40,875 --> 01:10:43,333 Before I go, I have a question for you. 1304 01:10:45,042 --> 01:10:45,458 (laughs) 1305 01:10:46,417 --> 01:10:48,083 Are you with anyone like that? 1306 01:10:52,625 --> 01:10:52,875 No. 1307 01:10:57,250 --> 01:10:58,208 I have to get back to work. 1308 01:10:59,750 --> 01:11:00,625 Please keep on talking. 1309 01:11:01,208 --> 01:11:02,958 Yeah, of course. 1310 01:11:04,000 --> 01:11:04,458 Pharmacists? 1311 01:11:04,750 --> 01:11:05,000 Yes. 1312 01:11:05,542 --> 01:11:06,500 You call us? 1313 01:11:06,792 --> 01:11:07,000 I do. 1314 01:11:07,500 --> 01:11:07,750 Okay. 1315 01:11:08,208 --> 01:11:08,458 All right. 1316 01:11:10,542 --> 01:11:15,000 (somber music) 1317 01:11:18,250 --> 01:11:18,458 Bye. 1318 01:11:26,542 --> 01:11:29,125 (somber music) 1319 01:12:56,542 --> 01:13:10,250 (somber music) 1320 01:13:10,333 --> 01:13:22,833 (phone rings) 1321 01:13:24,958 --> 01:13:27,333 (phone rings) 1322 01:13:54,958 --> 01:14:12,042 (phone rings) 1323 01:14:12,125 --> 01:14:12,708 (phone rings) 1324 01:14:29,458 --> 01:14:29,542 Enjoy) 1325 01:14:47,625 --> 01:14:58,125 Hakim. Hi, buddy. 1326 01:15:00,292 --> 01:15:02,292 Figured I could take the later train. 1327 01:15:05,250 --> 01:15:07,375 Come, come, come sit with me. 1328 01:15:07,458 --> 01:15:07,625 Okay. 1329 01:15:10,125 --> 01:15:14,708 (laughing) (sighs) 1330 01:15:14,792 --> 01:15:15,583 (sighs) 1331 01:15:15,667 --> 01:15:23,917 (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) 1332 01:15:24,000 --> 01:15:25,958 (sighs) 1333 01:15:26,042 --> 01:15:26,292 (sighs) (sighs) 1334 01:15:26,375 --> 01:15:27,375 (mumbles) 1335 01:15:27,458 --> 01:15:29,208 Um, that's it, Margot. 1336 01:15:30,292 --> 01:15:30,708 I said this. 1337 01:15:31,167 --> 01:15:31,792 I know, it's okay. 1338 01:15:33,667 --> 01:15:34,333 It's nice to meet you. 1339 01:15:34,417 --> 01:15:35,083 Me too, me too. 1340 01:15:36,125 --> 01:15:36,625 So, yeah. 1341 01:15:38,708 --> 01:15:41,750 (sighs) 1342 01:15:41,833 --> 01:15:42,583 (sighs) 1343 01:15:42,667 --> 01:15:47,667 (sighs) (sighs) 1344 01:15:47,750 --> 01:15:52,167 (sighs) 1345 01:15:52,250 --> 01:15:52,958 (sighs) 1346 01:15:53,042 --> 01:15:54,083 (sighs) 1347 01:15:54,167 --> 01:15:55,250 (sighs) 1348 01:15:55,333 --> 01:15:57,458 (sighs) 1349 01:15:57,542 --> 01:15:58,750 (sighs) 1350 01:15:58,833 --> 01:16:00,458 I'd love it if you 1351 01:16:00,542 --> 01:16:01,625 came to Toronto with me. 1352 01:16:08,667 --> 01:16:12,083 Oh, Mr. Curran. 1353 01:16:12,625 --> 01:16:31,458 Sorry, I felt bad, and I just can't stop bringing you. (sighs) 1354 01:16:32,042 --> 01:16:33,458 This is hard for me. 1355 01:16:34,542 --> 01:16:35,917 I don't want to hurt you either. 1356 01:16:36,833 --> 01:16:37,417 I'm just... 1357 01:16:38,792 --> 01:16:39,583 I don't know what to do. 1358 01:16:39,667 --> 01:16:47,167 (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) 1359 01:16:47,250 --> 01:16:49,375 (sighs) 1360 01:16:49,458 --> 01:16:54,167 (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) (sighs) 1361 01:16:54,250 --> 01:16:55,542 I think that, um... 1362 01:16:58,458 --> 01:17:00,750 seeing who I'm feeling the way I do... 1363 01:17:02,208 --> 01:17:04,625 um, is making me... 1364 01:17:05,958 --> 01:17:08,583 (sighs) think about a lot of things. 1365 01:17:08,667 --> 01:17:11,667 (sighs) 1366 01:17:11,750 --> 01:17:13,292 In my life right now, um... 1367 01:17:17,417 --> 01:17:18,292 when I think about, I 1368 01:17:18,375 --> 01:17:19,292 don't know, I'm just... 1369 01:17:21,125 --> 01:17:21,500 I'm just... 1370 01:17:23,458 --> 01:17:25,292 (sighs) 1371 01:17:26,125 --> 01:17:27,750 I'm just so happy to see you. 1372 01:17:30,958 --> 01:17:32,500 But as much as I want to, 1373 01:17:33,000 --> 01:17:35,042 I can't come to Toronto with you. 1374 01:17:37,333 --> 01:17:38,000 You're on the stand. 1375 01:17:42,042 --> 01:17:46,167 (sighs) 1376 01:17:46,250 --> 01:17:50,667 Yeah. Of course I understand. 1377 01:18:01,375 --> 01:18:02,292 Well, we'll stay in touch. 1378 01:18:03,042 --> 01:18:04,458 Yes, I really love that. 1379 01:18:04,667 --> 01:18:05,458 Okay. 1380 01:18:07,667 --> 01:18:08,542 I'm just really glad we 1381 01:18:08,625 --> 01:18:09,750 got this time together. 1382 01:18:10,375 --> 01:18:12,000 Me too. It was really good. 1383 01:18:12,333 --> 01:18:12,625 Yeah. 1384 01:18:15,667 --> 01:18:16,750 It's all gone. 1385 01:18:19,292 --> 01:18:19,500 Hmm. 1386 01:18:28,250 --> 01:18:28,958 I should probably... 1387 01:18:31,667 --> 01:18:33,292 make sure I get the dream. 1388 01:18:33,667 --> 01:18:34,875 Yeah, of course. 1389 01:18:36,792 --> 01:18:37,917 And how'd you come by? 1390 01:18:39,667 --> 01:18:40,250 Thanks. 1391 01:18:43,667 --> 01:18:44,333 Okay. 1392 01:19:03,667 --> 01:19:10,583 (chuckles) 1393 01:19:17,667 --> 01:19:18,292 Okay. 1394 01:19:18,750 --> 01:19:19,375 I'll see you soon. 1395 01:19:20,500 --> 01:19:20,875 Okay. 1396 01:20:03,667 --> 01:20:06,667 (wind howling) 1397 01:21:03,667 --> 01:21:05,667 (somber music) 1398 01:22:49,083 --> 01:22:50,792 (wind howling) 1399 01:22:50,875 --> 01:22:53,000 (chuckles) 1400 01:22:53,083 --> 01:22:59,333 I wanted to come and tell you something, 1401 01:22:59,625 --> 01:23:01,000 which is... 1402 01:23:07,042 --> 01:23:08,833 ...beying with you again. 1403 01:23:10,792 --> 01:23:12,583 Both of you feel beautiful. 1404 01:23:18,667 --> 01:23:20,083 How about you? 1405 01:23:26,667 --> 01:23:28,375 I want you to. 1406 01:23:28,667 --> 01:23:32,667 I just want to touch you. 1407 01:23:58,667 --> 01:24:01,667 (somber music) 1408 01:24:42,750 --> 01:24:47,000 (wind howling) 1409 01:24:54,667 --> 01:24:55,750 I'm still okay. 1410 01:24:56,667 --> 01:24:57,000 Beautiful. 1411 01:24:58,667 --> 01:24:59,708 I'm gonna go with beautiful. 1412 01:25:01,167 --> 01:25:01,375 Beautiful. 1413 01:25:02,917 --> 01:25:04,208 Okay, so this is sleep. 1414 01:25:04,500 --> 01:25:05,000 Sleep now. 1415 01:25:06,458 --> 01:25:07,958 (sighs) 1416 01:25:08,042 --> 01:25:12,458 (mumbles) 1417 01:25:19,667 --> 01:25:19,917 Yeah. 1418 01:25:20,750 --> 01:25:20,958 Yeah. 1419 01:25:22,792 --> 01:25:23,625 I think I can. 1420 01:25:27,125 --> 01:25:29,083 And you'd go go and go over there, so... 1421 01:25:30,167 --> 01:25:31,292 ...you're not gonna get me. 1422 01:25:32,833 --> 01:25:35,792 I wish I was further along in my life. 1423 01:25:37,958 --> 01:25:38,417 Me neither. 1424 01:25:43,458 --> 01:25:44,333 I live in a room in a 1425 01:25:44,417 --> 01:25:45,417 friend's house here. 1426 01:25:45,833 --> 01:25:47,083 I come with two kids. 1427 01:25:48,542 --> 01:25:49,417 I mean, would you even... 1428 01:25:50,583 --> 01:25:51,292 ...look at you, wanna... 1429 01:25:52,708 --> 01:25:53,208 ...move them? 1430 01:25:56,667 --> 01:25:57,833 Of course. 1431 01:26:01,667 --> 01:26:03,125 Of course, if you wanna meet your kids. 1432 01:26:04,958 --> 01:26:06,833 I don't know everything about you. 1433 01:26:10,958 --> 01:26:12,833 I'm so proud of you, 1434 01:26:13,000 --> 01:26:14,333 how wise you've come. 1435 01:26:14,500 --> 01:26:18,500 I have no doubt that you're 1436 01:26:18,583 --> 01:26:20,625 just gonna keep going so far. 1437 01:26:21,667 --> 01:26:23,833 Expanding and... 1438 01:26:25,333 --> 01:26:26,292 ...being more here. 1439 01:26:32,667 --> 01:26:34,958 You've come so far. 1440 01:26:35,583 --> 01:26:36,083 I'm so... 1441 01:26:38,000 --> 01:26:38,875 ...thank you. 1442 01:26:41,333 --> 01:26:43,042 I'm always... 1443 01:26:43,500 --> 01:26:44,708 I'm always telling you, 1444 01:26:44,917 --> 01:26:45,792 I want you to know that. 1445 01:26:47,417 --> 01:26:48,958 I'm always loving you 1446 01:26:49,042 --> 01:26:49,667 and sharing your honor. 1447 01:26:52,542 --> 01:26:52,917 Knowing... 1448 01:26:57,542 --> 01:26:58,958 ...that there's this love is... 1449 01:27:01,042 --> 01:27:02,458 ...it's a beautiful thing. 1450 01:27:52,750 --> 01:28:22,750 (crying) (crying) 1451 01:28:51,000 --> 01:28:52,750 (crying) 1452 01:29:20,667 --> 01:29:23,583 (crowd chattering) 1453 01:29:50,667 --> 01:29:53,583 (crowd chattering) 1454 01:30:20,667 --> 01:30:23,167 (eerie music) 1455 01:30:50,667 --> 01:30:53,167 (eerie music) 1456 01:31:20,667 --> 01:31:23,167 (eerie music) 1457 01:31:50,667 --> 01:31:53,167 (eerie music) 1458 01:32:20,667 --> 01:32:27,750 (eerie music) 1459 01:32:27,833 --> 01:32:29,167 (eerie music)