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[ Tape clicking, whirring ]
[ Garbled speaking, static hisses ]
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-Honest in thought... -Honest in thought and deed...
both in my personal and professional life.
I will be exemplary...
-...in obeying the law
and the regulations of my department.
[ High-pitched squealing ]
[ Whooshing ]
[ Beeping ]
[ OMC's "How Bizarre plays ]
[ Birds chirping ]
♪♪
-♪ How bizarre ♪
♪♪
♪ Brother Pele's in the back ♪
♪ Sweet Zina's in the front ♪
♪ Cruising down the freeway in the hot, hot sun ♪
♪ Suddenly, red-blue lights flash us from behind ♪
♪ Loud voice booming, "Please step out onto the line" ♪
♪ Pele preaches words of comfort ♪
♪ Zina just hides her eyes ♪
♪ Policeman taps his shades ♪ [ Tape clicks, whirs ]
♪ How bizarre ♪
♪♪
-♪ Ooh, baby ♪
-♪ It's making me crazy ♪
-♪ Every time I look around ♪ -♪ Look around ♪
-♪ Every time I look around ♪
[ Door creaks ]
[ Laughter ]
-Wait.
♪♪
-Police! -What did I do?
-Do you have any weapons on you?
Get against the wall. Put your hands back, palms up.
You're under arrest.
You have the right to remain silent.
Anything you say can and will be used against you
in a court of law.
♪♪
-[ Exhales heavily ]
[ High-pitched squealing ]
[ Water running, faucet turns off ]
[ Breathing heavily ]
[ Static hisses, high-pitched squealing ]
[ Breathing heavily ]
[ Groans ]
One, two, three, one. One, two, three, one.
♪♪
[ Pounding ]
-Lukey!
[ Giggles ]
-Alright, say, "Happy New Year, Lucas."
-Hey! -Go to him. Go to him.
-Hey, guys. -Happy New Year, Lucas!
-Whoa, snowball fight! Whoa!
Hey. So, I heard Aunt Marie has some lemon cookies.
-Hey! Who the fuck do you think you're talking to?
-I'm talking to you. -Charlie, Charlie.
Hey, look at me. [ Pops tongue ]
-Oh, yeah? I'll break your fucking jaw.
-[ Giggles ] -Hit me!
-Next time. You're a little punk! You're a punk wise guy!
-You don't talk to me that way. -Hey, hey.
-That's the way your mother talks.
-Stop. Hey. Stop. -I'm your father!
You show me some respect.
You fuckin' pansy! -Hey, come on. Stop!
-Hey! What do you think you're doin'?!
Enough! -I'm done.
-Oh, he's done. -I'm done with all youse.
-Hey. Whoa. -Hey. Hey. Hey.
-Alright. -He's done. He's done.
-Alright. Paulie, get back... -[ Engine starts ]
[ Vehicle departs ]
-What a way to end the year, huh?
-You know, I asked you for one night.
-Good to see you. -Yeah, you too.
-One without fighting. -Well, I'm sorry, Marie.
What do you want me to say? -Hey, Ma.
Hey, Uncle Paul.
-Sorry. -Alright. Look, it's freezing.
Why don't we all just get inside?
And, Lucas, we have to start the lentil soup.
It's better when it sits. -Yeah.
-We got to get going. -Yeah, I'll be right there.
Just a second.
-Here. Go on in. -Thank you.
-Whoa. -What?
I lost something, I had a letter, an envelope?
-You sure? -Yes.
I-I just had it in my pocket. Okay?
[ High-pitched squealing ] -...87, 88, 89, 90,
91, 92, 93, 94, 95,
96, 97, 98, 99!
[ Telephone rings ]
-So, once you get back to the office,
you got to fill out a report like this.
-How do we get them to expose themselves?
-We have a rule on this detail --
one question equals 20 mountain climbers.
Brennan, want to answer? -So, that would be a question.
Yeah, this guy I just directed with my eyes and a nod.
A nod helps.
You just got to be careful not to say anything.
-He knows. No words. And no entering the stall.
-Will this guy take the plea or fight the charges?
-That's three questions. That's 60 mountain climbers.
-He'd have to appear in court with a lawyer
to fight the indecent-exposure charge,
which no one has done.
-Why doesn't anyone do that? -80. Holy shit.
-So they have a clear record.
-They'd have to appear in court.
Most of these guys have families.
This way, they just get a fine. Or if the judge is harsh...
-Which this one isn't. -...then he'd have to register
as an offender, but even that he could keep as a secret.
-If you don't have it in you, you could stick to patrol.
-No, man, I can, uh...
Yeah, I can do this. -Attaboy.
And don't worry. Officer Brennan will stay
on the detail until you're comfortable.
♪♪
...85, 86, 87,
88, 89, 90,
91, 92, 93,
94, 95, 96,
97, 98, 99, 100!
Alright.
Yes!
-[ Breathing heavily ]
-You got squats, bud.
♪♪
[ High-pitched squeal ] [ Grunting ]
[ Static hissing ]
[ Indistinct conversations, laughter ]
-You assholes don't know how good you have it.
You can eat whatever you want, work out for 20 minutes,
and still look like that.
I get one side of fries, and I'm fucked.
[ Hand slaps ]
Officer Brennan's been seeing fewer and fewer arrests, sir.
-Why is that?
-Well, I've been on the detail a while, sir,
so I'm a -- I'm a familiar face.
-I'd like to put someone different in there.
Someone more... -Desirable?
[ Laughter ]
-Yes, sir.
We've been training a good-looking rookie.
Officer Goldrick.
He did his training a little later.
Not much younger than Brennan here, but a bit better-looking.
Tryin' out a new face to see if he'll get more traction.
-Well, the crowd we're dealing with
probably does like them on the younger side.
Wouldn't you say?
-Yes, sir.
-Let's just see how the rest of the week shakes out
and report back.
Nothing new, we'll put the rookie on.
I got some ideas to shake it up.
-Thank you, sir.
[ Indistinct conversations ]
[ Indistinct singing ]
♪♪
[ Music fades ]
♪♪
[ Pager beeping ]
[ High-pitched squealing ]
[ Coin drops ]
[ Line ringing ]
-Hello. -Hey, Ma.
I-I'm at work. Is everything okay?
-You don't have to call me right away.
I just want to know if Emily's coming over
for dinner next week. -Ma, I said
only page me in emergencies.
-This is an emergency.
-Look, I'm working, okay, Ma?
I love you.
Is Dad okay?
-Yes. Dad is okay.
He's sleeping. -Okay. Alright.
I'll swing by after work. I love you.
-I love you, too.
[ Door opens ]
[ Door closes ]
-[ Whistling ]
[ Whistling stops ]
[ Vent bangs, air hisses ]
-[ Breathing heavily ]
♪♪
-How are you?
No? Okay.
♪♪
[ Woman vocalizing ]
♪♪
I'm sorry. -Shh.
-Okay.
♪♪
-[ Exhales sharply ]
♪♪
[ Woman vocalizing ]
♪♪
[ Both laughing ]
♪♪
[ Breathing heavily ]
[ High-pitched squealing ]
-What?
[ Static crackling ]
-Hey. Hey.
♪♪
I think you dropped this.
-Whoa.
What did that guy give you?
-I just dropped something.
He gave it back to me.
Don't worry about it.
[ Woman vocalizing ]
♪♪
[ Insects chirping ]
-Mm.
[ Blows ]
Nothing. -Oh.
I think Dad's coming down with a cold again or something.
I don't know how he got it. I clean every day.
-How long has he been sleeping?
-Oh, just a few hours.
He went outside again.
Did I tell you that?
Yeah. He said he wanted to feed the birds.
-Birds. -Yeah.
-My mother told me not to marry Irish.
I should have listened.
[ Telephone rings ]
Your uncle is driving me crazy. Hello?
Paulie, don't yell at me. I'm trying to help you.
No. Gus is sick. Yeah. And I'm losing my mind.
No. You're not gonna stay in somebody's attic.
[ Speaking indistinctly ]
♪♪
[ Birds chirping ]
-Lukey. Lucas, look at me.
[ Laughs ]
♪♪
-How's it going, daydreamer?
♪♪
-Is Uncle Paul stressing you out again?
-Watch it. He's my brother.
-You only ever light up a smoke when he calls.
It's not good for you.
-He's just gonna be here for a few nights.
-What, he's staying here? Just last week it was,
"I'm done with him. I'm done with him."
-Alright. Let me worry about it.
-Ma. -He's my brother!
I can't let him sleep out on the street,
even if it would teach him a lesson.
If I find out that you cheat on your wife...
-And he's always starting shit.
It's like, if it stresses you out, it's stressful for us too.
It's not good for you. It's not good for Dad.
[ Breathes deeply ]
-[ Humming ]
-Ma, I'm -- -Come on!
No one dances with me anymore. -Ma, I'm serious.
-[ Singing indistinctly ] -I can't even hear it.
-Alright, here. -I can't hear it.
-♪ Dum, dum, dum, dum doo-doo dum ♪
♪ Dum, dum, dum, dum doo-doo dum ♪
-♪ Dee dee dee dum ♪
-♪ Dum, dum, dum, dum doo-doo dum ♪
-♪ Dee dee dee dum ♪
-♪ Dum, dum, dum, dum doo-doo dum ♪
-[ Laughs ]
-♪ Don't make me wait too long ♪
-♪ It's here where you belong ♪ -What is this?
[ Laughs ]
-♪ Don't keep me hanging on ♪
♪ Come on back ♪
♪ And dry these tears ♪ -[ Laughing ]
-♪ Baby, please don't leave me here ♪
♪ Just dreaming ♪
♪ I'm just dreaming ♪
-Your dad loves this song. -♪ Every day ♪
♪ Dreaming my life away ♪
♪ Just waiting ♪
♪ Hoping and praying... ♪
[ Keypad clicking ]
[ Line ringing ]
-[ Gasps ]
[ Breathing heavily ]
-Dude, Lucas, your letter's not out here.
-[ Exhales sharply ]
-Let's just go inside. I want a drink.
[ Vehicle approaches ]
[ Vehicle door opens ] -Hey!
Is this Paulie DeRegio’s house?
-It's Marie Brennan's house, but Paul's inside.
-That's what I meant.
-Damn.
-Who wants Jell-O shots?
-[ Sniffles ]
[ Vehicle door closes ]
-Hey, if that letter shows up, would you mind giving it to me?
It has "Gus" on the front.
-It's your dad's? -Uh, yeah.
Whoa. Hey. Would you mind taking your shoes off here?
-Okay. -I can take this.
-Okay. -Thank you.
Hey. Happy New Year.
-Happy New Year. -Hi.
-Oh, Lucas! -Nonna.
-My sweetheart! -Sorry.
-Happy New Year. -Happy New Year, my angel.
How are you doing? Are you doing okay?
-I'm doing okay. You? -Alright. Yeah, okay. I am.
We talk later. -Yeah.
[ Indistinct conversations ]
-Hey. -Yeah.
-Hi. -Oh, hi!
-Hi. I, uh, just met Jessie outside.
-Oh. -She brought Jell-O shots.
-What are we supposed to do with that?
-I don't know. -Hey.
-Hi. -Oh, hi.
-Hi. -Jessie.
-Uh, I'm Marie. I'm Paulie's sister.
-Jessie. -Oh!
-Meep, meep, meep! -Whoo-hoo!
-Nice to meet you. -Who's this woman?
-So obnoxious. -No, that's cute.
-I'm Jessie. -Hi.
-Did you meet Marie?
-Yes, we just said hi. -Marie.
You meet Trish? This is Trish.
But don't trust her because --
Look at her boobs. They're not even real.
-Shut the fuck up, Paulie. He's such a prick.
-Aah! -Piece of ass coming through!
-Put me down! Put me down! -Did you just call him a prick?
-Yeah. -Hey, you can take those things out.
You can put them right here.
Lucas, do you want to do this? -Yeah.
-Look, if you don't want to do it, I'll do it
'cause we're running out of time.
-No. Ma, Ma, Ma. I'm happy to do it.
-Okay. The vegetables, the carrots
are all cleaned in the fridge,
and then I don't know what I did with the onion.
-Okay.
-What are we cooking? -Uh, lentil soup.
-Ugh! [ Imitates gagging ]
-No. It's, uh, Gus' recipe.
-Here. I know, Aunt Trish.
I don't love it, either, but Dad always said
that if we all gag at midnight, then it's good luck, so...
-[ Chuckles ] Yeah. -I probably can't even
make it like he did. -Oh, nobody can.
But you like a challenge.
-Hey.
It's okay.
-Hey, Ma, we can just make it next year.
-No, no. I want to do it. We have to do it.
He would be so mad if we didn't do it.
-Hey. How about Paulie's little thing there, huh?
-Oh. My God. I thought it was Lucas' new girlfriend.
-[ Laughs ] -[ Mocking laugh ]
What? -We're talking about you.
-Oh, yeah? -Yeah.
Where did you find her, Paulie?
-Uh, I chased a school bus of children,
and then she stepped out. It was love at first sight.
You know, none of your business, Trish.
You know, you don't know what it's like living with Deb.
-Yeah, we do. It's all you talk about.
-Living with Deb was like -- it was like living in a prison.
But then again, living with any woman
is like living in a prison, right, Lucas?
I want to thank you for letting me use your old bedroom
'cause I don't know if I would have been able
to make it on that couch with my back.
-Hey, where's Em these days? -She's flying international.
-You know, it's a good thing that that didn't happen.
[ Laughs ] I mean, God.
Marriage is a -- is a trap, man.
-Ugh. -What?
It is a trap. I mean, Em is great.
I love Em. But marriage material?
Flight attendants are not marriage material.
You know what I mean? -Alright. Get lost, Paulie.
I think your girlfriend needs help
forming sentences in there.
-Oh, God, that hurt.
-Don't listen to him, Lukey.
Seriously, though, how is she?
It was so nice seeing her at the services.
-Uh, Aunt Trish, we, uh --
we kind of -- we kind of split up, actually.
For good.
♪♪
[ Organ music playing ]
♪♪
-Hi. -Hi.
♪♪
-I'm sorry I wasn't there. -What?
-I'm sorry I wasn't there.
-It's okay.
He knew.
He knew. You know?
♪♪
Would you -- Would you stand here with me?
♪♪
Thank you. -I'm so sorry for your loss.
-Thanks.
-We're all here for you, okay?
-Thank you, Sarge.
-I'm so sorry.
♪♪
-♪ Racked my brain ♪
♪ Boy, was it love ♪
♪ The clouds spoke to me ♪
♪ And we all grew down ♪ [ Indistinct conversations ]
♪ Our roots took hold of the cracks in the ground ♪
♪ And the sidewalks ♪ -Lukey.
-♪ Rose up to greet me ♪ -Lucas, look at me.
[ Laughs ]
-♪ Hello, hello ♪
-Who do you love? -Daddy!
♪♪
[ Door opens ]
♪♪
[ Keys clatter ]
[ Water running ]
[ Water stops ]
Thank you.
I'm good, you know? You don't have to stay.
Thank you for coming.
-I loved your dad.
-I gotta get back to Mom's anyway.
[ Door opens ]
[ Door closes ]
[ Clattering ]
[ Breathing sharply ]
[ Breathes deeply ]
[ Cries ]
-I'll stay.
I'll stay. I'll sleep on the couch.
-What's the point?
I just mean, it's not like you haven't seen me naked.
You can just stay in the bed. You bought it.
[ Telephone rings ]
[ Sighs ]
[ Ringing continues ]
-You want to get that?
[ Ringing continues ]
-I want you to stay, Em.
[ Ringing continues ]
[ Answering machine clicks ] -Hi.
We can't get to the phone right now.
Leave a message.
Go, go. -Have a good day.
-[ Chuckles ] [ Answering machine beeps ]
-Uh, hello?
I got a call from this number,
and I'm returning the call.
Have a good day.
[ Answering machine clicks ]
-What was that?
-Sounded like a wrong number.
I'll leave it.
-You're doing that thing. -What?
-You're scratching.
What's wrong?
Lucas.
-You remember that stuff we talked about?
-Before I left? Yeah. -Yeah, when I was --
I was mad and I said...
I don't know.
Did you tell anyone?
-That you thought you might like guys, too?
-What about -- What about your sister?
Did you tell her?
-Lucas. -Just tell me you told her.
-I didn't. I told you.
I -- I thought I might like girls, too, but I don't.
I thought -- I-I don't know.
It was just a... -What?
A phase?
Right?
[ Whooshing, static crackling ]
♪♪
[ Whooshing ]
[ Keypad clacks ]
[ Line ringing ]
[ Phone hangs up ]
[ Paper rustling ]
[ Telephone rings ]
-[ Exhales heavily ]
[ Receiver clacks ]
Hello?
-Hello.
-Hi.
Um, we met at the mall a few weeks ago.
You probably don't even remember.
It's...
-Thought you'd never call back.
What's your name?
-Um...
Gus.
I'm free, uh, on Thursday if you want to...
-You like old movies?
-I guess.
-Can you swing midday?
[ Car door opens ]
[ Zipper slides ]
-Uh, one, please.
-It started a bit ago.
-I know. -Two dollars.
-Oh. Thanks.
[ Music playing ]
[ Indistinct conversation ]
[ Horn honks ]
-Should we go?
[ Dog barking ]
-Go where?
-You ask a lot of questions.
Just say yes.
You have to...
[ Man and woman laughing ]
[ Jazz music playing ]
♪♪
[ Applause ]
[ Door opens ]
-Oh. See? Ohh. That man there on the bench.
-He's not hurting anyone.
-Neither are we.
[ Up-tempo music plays ]
-♪ Wake up, wake up, you sleepyhead ♪
♪ Get up, get up, get out of bed ♪
♪ Cheer up, cheer up, the sun is red ♪
♪ Live, love, laugh, and be happy ♪
♪ What if I were blue? ♪
♪ Now I'm walking through fields of flowers ♪
♪ Rain may glisten, but I still listen for hours and hours ♪
♪ I'm just a kid again doing what I did again ♪
♪ Singing a song... ♪
♪♪
[ High-pitched squealing ]
[ Jazz music playing ]
♪♪
[ Movie playing in distance ]
[ Door closes ]
-What do you want to do?
-Whatever you want.
You're very handsome.
-[ Chuckles ]
Thank you.
You too.
-Are you okay?
-Yeah.
-Have you done this before?
-[ Laughs ]
-[ Exhales heavily ] We don't have to do anything.
We can just talk.
[ High-pitched squealing ]
[ Metal clanging ]
-[ Footsteps departing ] -[ Door opens ]
Hurry, hurry, hurry.
-[ Exhaling sharply ]
-Come on, come on, come on, come on.
Quick, quick, quick. Come here.
Alright.
-Come on. Wait. -Hey, hey, hey, hey.
Come here. Come here. Stop.
[ Exhales heavily ]
[ Movie playing in distance ]
-[ Chuckles ]
This is not a good spot.
-No, it's not.
Know someplace else?
-Not in my apartment.
Nosy neighbors.
-So no one knows?
-No. Not really.
-Would they care?
Your family? Your parents?
-It's just my mom.
-Uh-oh.
Daddy issues.
-No. Um...
No, he, uh -- He died.
-I am so sorry. That was wrong.
-It's okay. -I didn't think that was --
-You didn't know. It's okay. -Alright.
Sorry.
-But she would care.
My mom.
She really wants grandkids.
Would yours care?
-[ Clicks tongue ]
Yeah, I wouldn't tell my parents if they were alive.
Uh...
I mean, more and more, people seem open to the idea.
-Yeah? Where? Mars?
-Yeah.
-[ Chuckles ]
No, it's just... my one buddy at work.
He was in the army, and a guy he served with
got discharged just for being...
whatever. -Yeah.
Just say it.
-[ Door opens ] -[ Laughter ]
-Um...
For liking guys or whatever.
And he served in the Gulf War.
You know, they don't even care.
It's like, they say don't ask, don't tell, but people tell.
-Yeah. Can I touch you?
Blink once for no, twice for yes.
Yes.
♪♪
-The movie's gonna let out.
-They won't find us.
♪♪
-Do you do this a lot?
-Uh, not really.
-What? -No. I don't know.
It doesn't usually feel like this.
[ Laughter ]
[ Indistinct conversations ]
-What's your name?
-[ Breathes deeply ]
Andrew.
-Andrew. -Mm-hmm.
-Let's go somewhere else, Andrew.
-I can't. I can't today. I'm sorry.
Next week.
-Okay. -Yeah? Next week?
-Yeah.
-How does, uh...
4:00 on Tuesday sound?
-Mnh.
4:00 on Tuesday sounds good. -Yeah? Good.
How are you in the cold? -Good.
-The snow?
-That depends. Are you -- you trying to murder me?
-[ Laughs ]
You're funny. -[ Chuckles ]
-Do you, uh -- Do you know the nature trail in B'ville?
You do?
Alright.
Here's the lake. Park on the east side.
Not here. Here by the power lines.
♪♪
-I'm sorry. Where?
-Park on the east side, not --
Smart-ass. -[ Laughs ]
Listen, I don't meet with guys more than once.
So I want to make sure we can keep this between us.
-Yep. -Yeah?
And make sure you wear your boots.
And layers. Whew.
Lots of layers.
Alright.
♪♪
-[ Projector whirring ] -Alright. Listen up.
-When I was a rookie,
another newbie detained a young man
who brutally murdered two little girls.
-[ Coughs ] -He smashed their skulls
and threw their bodies in a nearby river.
When asked why he did it,
the suspect said it was because the girls denied him oral sex,
a sexual act he learned from men
in this bathroom beneath the park.
The public was outraged and demanded answers.
Our department went to the belly of the problem.
The goal was simple -- find and prosecute the perverts.
♪♪
They learned that this particular bathroom,
like the mall, was a hot spot for homosexual behavior.
♪♪
Shooting a video through a one-way mirror
during that time made it tricky.
The film isn't as good as our VHS cameras today.
It's dark, but you will see
how they caught and identified these guys.
[ Switch clicks, projector whirs ]
♪♪
[ High-pitched squealing ]
♪♪
[ Switch clicks ]
It was helpful to show the rookies
the geography of the space,
and it gave us visuals for evidence.
It worked then, and it can work now,
especially with this equipment.
-But filming in a place that one believes to be is private --
-No, no, no, no, no. We can't film in the urinals and the stalls.
And I wouldn't want to see that stuff anyway.
Film the sinks. Aim the camera there.
I need visual confirmation of these men's faces.
Prosecution's getting harder and harder.
Harris, man the camera in the janitor's closet.
Goldrick, I want you down on the ground.
Brennan, I want you down there with him.
Just keep showing him the ropes.
It'll be better with the two of youse out there.
Harris, you've set up surveillance
behind a one-way before? -Yes, sir.
-Alright. Show 'em how it's done.
-Alright.
[ Camera thuds ]
[ Clattering ]
[ Camera powers up, hums ]
-Alright. Let's run it.
Okay, Brennan, you're the target.
Go to the main door.
And, Goldrick, you go to the first sink.
Brennan, you're gonna walk in to the middle sink.
Okay. Go.
-Where do you want me to go?
-Yeah. Goldrick, open up to him.
Brennan, go closer to him. -Huh?
-Go closer to him!
-[ Sighs ]
-Closer.
That's it.
And, Goldrick, remember this spot.
We get a good look at the target.
-Ron, come on. Let's go.
-No. Walk to the urinal.
And walk to this mirror like you're gonna grab a towel.
-We good? -Can you see me?
-No.
Good? -Mm...
[ Whooshing ]
-The owners only check the plants in the mornings.
-You know we're breaking all kinds of rules.
And laws.
-Are you okay with that?
[ Birds chirping ]
♪♪
[ Door closes ]
♪♪
-You bring guys here a lot?
-[ Clicks tongue ] Uh...
No.
-You're a really bad liar.
♪♪
-Wait, wait, wait.
-No one will come.
-You sure? -Yeah, I'm sure.
I'm sure. -Okay.
-Yeah? -Yeah.
Yeah.
-[ Breathing heavily ]
♪♪
-Mmm. Mmm.
-Yeah? -Yeah.
[ Breathing heavily ]
♪♪
[ Birds chirping ]
♪♪
[ Pager beeping ]
[ Both moaning ]
-Alright. Yeah.
-[ Breathing heavily ] -Oh, my God.
♪♪
Oh, God.
Mmm.
Wait, wait, wait. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
Come here.
Oh, my G--
Where did you come from?
-Syracuse.
[ Both laugh ]
♪♪
-Alright. Alright.
Uh...
-What do you -- What do you want me to do?
-Uh, sorry. Put your, uh -- Put your legs -- legs up here.
-Yeah? -Got that.
Alright, there we go. Good.
Alright. Alright. Here we go.
[ Moaning ]
Yeah. Yeah.
[ Both breathing heavily ]
♪♪
-[ Laughs ] -Yeah.
[ Pager beeping ]
Stop.
-What?
-Uh, it's my wife. Work stuff.
-What do you do?
-Administrator.
-Like in a school?
-Uh, yeah. Kinda.
-Huh. -You?
-I'm a -- I'm a c-- I'm a police officer.
-Oh.
-But you don't have to worry. -Oh, I won't.
A man in uniform.
Mmm. -[ Chuckles ]
Mmm! [ Both laugh ]
Come here.
-Yeah, my, uh -- my grandpa was a lieutenant.
I spent a lot of time with him growing up.
He was a big influence.
-Mm.
-What?
-You're just...
All of this...
God, I wish we could do this someplace else.
-What, like in a bed?
Gravel doesn't do it for you?
-[ Chuckles ] No.
Yeah. One day.
-If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
-With you? -Well...
-Huh.
San Francisco.
-Is that safe?
-Yeah.
You can't get AIDS just by visiting San Francisco.
Just always use protection, okay?
Look at me. I'm serious.
I am serious.
-Is this hard for you?
Doing this and keeping it a secret from your wife?
-Mm.
I mean, sometimes.
Mostly it's okay.
Sometimes -- Sometimes I worry she might know.
Other people might know.
My town's really small.
You hear stuff.
You get to see people's, uh...
feelings.
-Hm.
-What about you? You got somebody?
-I did. We broke it off.
Yeah.
-Does she know?
Mm.
Do you still love her?
-Yeah.
Yeah, just not as good as I could, you know?
So, when are we going to San Francisco?
-Well, I'm already there.
Aren't you?
[ Woman vocalizing ]
[ Pager beeping ] [ High-pitched squealing ]
-...had that in my family for 40 years...
[ Indistinct conversations ]
...that you sold that dresser for $3,000.
-Paulie, I swear to God, may I drop dead tomorrow.
-Oh, my God. -I sold it for $3,000.
-You're a crock full of shit! -I did, Paulie!
-I believe you, Nonna. -Mm-hmm.
-You all good? Lucas?
Lucas! -Huh?
-You good? -Yeah.
-You look like shit, man.
You gotta -- You gotta introduce
somebody new to my -- my nephew here.
I mean, look at him. Look at that face.
He's so cute, right?
-[ Laughs ] You took the words right out of my mouth.
-He's new-- Well, he's newly single.
-Okay, so, what's your type? Who are you into?
-I don't really have a type.
Just nice, I guess.
-"Nice." -Emily Grinati.
I told you. -Told her what?
-The Grinatis are no good.
-Nonna doesn't think that anyone's
good enough for her grandsons.
-Whoa. Wait. Emily Grinati?
Like Kathy Grinati's little sister?
Kathy Grinati's, like, my best friend.
We went to Bishop Grimes together.
[ Laughter ]
Wait. You're Em's ex?
-Why did you have to say anything?
Huh.
[ Pager beeping ]
-Alright. I gotta go.
I thought I had more time. It's my fault.
[ Grunts ]
[ Beeping stops ]
-When can I see you again?
-Uh, I'm not sure.
I, uh...
I don't know.
♪♪
Don't look at me like that. -Like what?
-Like we know everything about each other.
-Well, I don't know you.
But I'd like to.
♪♪
-That's not how this works.
[ Pager beeping ]
-You just need to be patient.
The right girl will come.
No sense rushing into things.
-So, what did she say? -Huh?
-What did she say about my nephew?
-Nothing. Ugh! -What'd she say?
She said he's bad in bed? -Hey!
-Alright. New topic.
You don't have to be disgusting, Paulie.
♪♪
-He's just trying to be funny. -I know.
[ Water running ] -No. It's okay.
I'm watching it.
♪♪
-♪ I serve ♪
♪ Myself ♪
♪ I am a humble servant ♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪
♪ 'Cause I can be better ♪ [ Laughter ]
♪ Better than that ♪
♪ I can be better ♪
♪ Yeah ♪
♪ I can be ♪
♪ Throw yourself, throw yourself in the water ♪
♪ If you want to get cold ♪
♪ Throw yourself, throw yourself in the water ♪
♪ If you want to burn to death ♪
-[ Grunts ]
-♪ Throw yourself, throw yourself to the ground ♪
♪ If you really want to get wet ♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪ -[ Grunts ]
-♪ Don't look at me yet ♪
♪ 'Cause I can be better ♪
♪ Better than that ♪
♪ I can be better ♪ [ Both moaning ]
♪ Better than that ♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪
♪ Don't look at me yet ♪
-Yeah.
Yes. Yes. [ Both breathing heavily ]
You alright? Huh? -Yeah.
[ Both breathing heavily ]
[ Crying ]
♪♪
-[ Gasping ] -♪ 'Cause I can be louder ♪
♪ Louder than that ♪
♪ I can be louder ♪
-Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
-♪ Yeah ♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪
♪ Don't look at me yet ♪
[ Both breathing heavily ]
[ Both moaning ]
♪♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪
♪ Don't look at me yet ♪
♪♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪
♪ Don't look at me yet ♪
-One, two, three, one. One, two, three, one.
-♪ Don't look at me ♪ -One, two, three, one.
One, two, three, one.
[ Both moan ]
-Hey. Listen.
I can't meet with people more than a couple of times.
-Okay.
We can wait a while, and then I can page you.
-I really need to go. I'm sorry.
But, hey, this has been really fun.
Be careful, okay?
-Yeah.
[ Engine starts ]
-♪ Yeah, I can be louder ♪
♪ Louder than that ♪
♪ I can be louder ♪
♪ Yeah ♪
♪ I can be louder ♪
♪ Louder than that ♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪
♪ Don't look at me yet ♪
♪ Don't look at me ♪
♪ Don't look at me yet ♪
♪♪
[ Line ringing ]
♪♪
[ Ringing continues ]
-[ Sighs ]
-[ Telephone rings ] -[ Line ringing ]
♪♪
[ Handset slams ]
[ Line ringing ]
♪♪
[ Busy signal ]
♪♪
[ Line ringing ]
[ Receiver slams ]
♪♪
[ Ringing continues ]
♪♪
[ Dial tone ]
-The number you have reached is not in service.
♪♪
[ High-pitched squealing ]
♪♪
[ Static crackling ]
♪♪
-[Whispering] Hey.
-[Whispering] What are you doing?
-Hey.
[ Door closes ]
-What are you doing?
-Uh, I-I can't hear anything.
What frequency you on?
-We're both on 1. -You sure?
-Yes, I'm sure. -Uh...
You got other batteries? -Are you serious?
You got to check this shit before.
[ Equipment clanking ]
Oh, shit.
Oh, Christ.
This is the only one I have left.
Give me that. Hold that.
Jesus.
You okay? -Yeah.
[ Click ] -Here. Here.
Take that. Here.
[ Thud ]
They're in there.
What are you doing? Get out the way.
Get out of the way.
[ Vent bangs, air hisses ]
[ High-pitched squealing ]
[ Squealing continues ]
I need you in there to make the arrest.
[ Camera whirring ]
Got him.
[ Thudding ]
♪♪
When he leaves, you follow.
Okay. Go.
What are you waiting for? -Get off me.
-Get out there. Get out there. -Don't touch me, Ron.
-Do your fucking job. -Get off me.
-Ugh!
♪♪
-Police! Freeze! Freeze! -What's happening?
-Get against the wall! Against the wall!
Show me your hands. -For what? Come on.
-You're under arrest. -For what?
-You have the right to remain silent.
Anything you say can and will be used against you
in a court of law. -Lock 'em!
-I'm trying. You have the right to an attorney.
-Lock' em! -I'm trying!
[ Handcuffs click ]
[ High-pitched squealing ]
♪♪
[ Birds chirping ]
♪♪
-Harris tells me you're having a tough time.
With your dad and all.
-Yeah.
Yes, sir.
-Well, we all have our moments.
And we need to be here to support each other.
You should feel supported.
We got him, though. The suspect.
All good there. He's booked.
The rookie ended up being better than I thought.
So we're going to keep him on the detail.
It's too much for you.
Until we can get you back up on your feet again
and, you know, in the right headspace,
I'm gonna be putting you on leave.
Not long.
Just until you can get your head on straight.
[ Clears throat ] -Thank you, sir.
-No.
I don't -- I don't want to go on leave, sir.
I'm done.
[ High-pitched squealing ]
[ Garbled speaking ]
-...87, 88, 89, 90, 91...
-Come on. Come on.
[ Indistinct conversation ]
I'm sorry.
-[ Speaking indistinctly ]
[ Engine rumbling ]
[ Engine shuts off, keys jangle ]
[ Door closes ]
-Good to see you. Good to see you.
So, this is very exciting.
We can open this up.
There you go.
Okay?
So...
[ Thudding ]
-[ Speaking indistinctly ]
And it's same on this side because, uh,
I knew you were worried about that.
But, anyway, we have it.
Alright. Good. Thanks. -Very good.
[ Door creaks ]
[ Bell chiming ]
[ Organ music plays ]
♪♪
[ Door bangs ]
[ Footsteps approaching ]
[ Indistinct conversation ]
-[ Sighs ]
[ Thud ]
[ Birds chirping ]
-John. -Hmm?
-Um, I left some papers in my car.
Could you pick those up? -Oh, certainly.
-Thanks.
Appreciate it.
[ Organ music plays ]
♪♪
[ Whooshing ]
♪♪
-Andrew?
♪♪
[ Door slams ]
[ Organ music continues in distance ]
♪♪
-I didn't know you were a priest.
-Yeah?
Well, I'm not a priest.
I'm a reverend.
And a husband. And a dad.
I have kids.
How did you find me?
-I ran your plates through our system.
-You took down my plates?
-But I didn't tell anyone. I didn't do anything.
-Okay, stop. -I can't tell anyone.
-Stop. -Andrew, I'm going crazy.
I can't do anything. -You need to listen to me.
You need to listen to me, okay?
Us being together
won't make your anxiety go away.
Trust me.
It always comes back. -[ Sighs ]
-Look.
You're gonna be lonely for a few months.
-[ Sighs ] -But it'll pass.
And you'll meet someone else. And you may feel lonely again,
but that feeling won't last as long.
Look at me.
Weeks.
Maybe even days.
But you'll be okay.
-We can meet at my house.
I don't care anymore.
I don't care.
We can go to my place. -No, I can't.
-1107 Buckley Street. Apartment 4.
-I can't. I can't. -4 --
-I can't be here with you.
-But I thought -- The greenhouse.
You felt the same thing.
Right?
-We wanted sex. That's all it was supposed to be.
-No -- -[ Glass clinks ]
[ Glass clinks ]
[ Door creaks and closes ]
-[ Sighs heavily ] This is insane.
My dad was the reverend here.
I spent my whole life ashamed,
ashamed that I was different, but I'm okay.
I'm okay knowing sometimes I have to sneak off
and do things in secret.
But you...
You think you can just track me down?
Track me down in my home?
And we'll run off together, yeah?
And then what? Huh?
Sign a contract?
[ Chuckles ] Buy a house?
-I can't hide anymore.
I can't hide anymore.
-Let go. -No. No. Please.
-Gus, come on. Gus, Gus, Gus, Gus, Gus.
Gus, let -- Let go. Let go.
Okay?
[ High-pitched squealing ]
-[ Knock on door ] -Andrew?
-Yes. Hang on.
-I'm sorry.
-Get out.
Get. Out.
Please.
♪♪
[ Telephone ringing ]
[ Answering machine clicks ] -Hi.
We can't get to the phone right now.
Leave a message.
Go, go. -Have a good day.
-[ Chuckles ] [ Answering machine beeps ]
-Hey.
I don't know if today still works for you,
but, um, I'm running a little late.
So I --
-Hello? -Hi.
-Did you just wake up?
-What's up?
-Um, I'm outside on the payphone.
-Oh.
You got your key?
-Yeah, but I -- -Okay. Just come in.
Come in.
[ Lock clicking ]
-Hey! -Hey. Come in.
-Hey.
-Wow.
[ Chuckles ]
I haven't seen you in a uniform in a while.
-It's new.
-Yeah.
You look nice.
-Thank you.
[ Exhales heavily ]
Where you gonna go?
Don't say your Mom's. -My Mom's. Yeah.
[ Chuckles ]
It's not gonna be permanent.
-No?
-No.
-So, I have some news.
-Okay.
-I'm flying international starting in January.
-No way. -Yeah.
-Em. -I know.
-Japan? -I hope.
Yeah. I don't know what my assignment will be,
but I'd be based in New York for now, so...
You know, I'll probably have an apartment that's this big.
[ Chuckling ] So...
But, yeah, I'm finally doing it.
It's finally happening.
-Yeah.
-But I do have to go 'cause I'm still doing these
sucky Charlotte flights, so... -Yeah, right. Yeah.
-Um, I put the key in the envelope there,
and I gave you some cash for the security deposit, so...
-Thank you. -Yeah.
You should come visit -- -I met someone.
-You met someone? -I would love to come visit.
-[ Exhales sharply ]
Who?
Is it a guy?
Have you told your mom yet?
That's okay.
That's okay. [ Chuckles ]
-[ Breathing heavily ]
You know, if you ever need to get out of here,
you call me. -[ Chuckles ]
-I mean, it's New York. We'd have a hell of a time.
-Yeah. Right.
Thank you.
-I love you.
[ Door opens ]
Lucas, what you're feeling is okay.
You have feelings for someone.
You gotta just let yourself have those feelings.
[ Indistinct conversations ]
-...I would gladly go to Italy with you.
-Hey. Have you guys seen my mom?
-She just went upstairs.
-But we could go to England. We could go...
-I am sorry, Marie.
I know you're upset. I'm upset, too.
But there's nothing you, me, or anyone else can do to change...
-Hey. What's wrong? -It's not your fault.
I got it. -Tell me what's wrong.
-I got it. -Leave us alone, Paulie.
[ Thud ]
[ Indistinct conversations in distance ]
-Ma?
-This party sucks.
[ Both laugh ]
-No.
No.
-[ Sobbing ]
-Hey. Come on. It's okay.
It's okay.
-I'm sorry.
[ Sighs heavily ] Oh, God.
-What -- What -- Why are you sorry?
-He loved you so much.
-I know.
He loved us.
He loved you.
-Were you ever...
embarrassed by us?
-By our family?
-Dad?
-No.
Why?
-Did you know?
-Know what?
-About this man who...
wrote letters to your father.
A man named Andrew?
Where did you get that?
-Where did you find it?
-No. Where did you find it?
-Your uncle. He said that you dropped it.
Where did you find it?
-So, why didn't he give it to me then?
-Were you trying to, um, find the guy in this letter?
-No.
No, Ma. I didn't even read the letter.
Was it already open?
Did Uncle Paul read it?
-[ Alarm beeps ] -Oh, shit.
The soup.
♪♪
-[ Laughs ]
Who do you love? -Daddy!
-I love you, too.
[ Cheers and applause ]
[ Indistinct conversations ]
♪♪
-Whoa! Sorry.
♪♪
-[ Breathing heavily ]
♪♪
One...
two...
three.
-Whoa, man!
[ Indistinct conversations ]
-Hey. -Hey.
-How's it going, bud? -Good.
-Could you, uh, put that on the table?
-You saw the letter?
[ Bottle thuds ]
It ain't right.
But you're gonna be okay. Okay?
Gus.
-What?
-Listen.
That man always had something up his sleeve.
I mean, I've always known.
I'm sure you must have known, right?
I mean, he was always a little sentimental, you know?
[ Chuckles ]
Come on. Let's go. We're gonna miss the countdown.
-So you always knew?
[ Clears throat ] -Yeah. Yeah.
-Because he was -- he was -- -I always knew.
-'Cause he was too sentimental?
-Yeah, he was too friendly. He was too soft.
But you know what? You can always tell
when a man who smiles like that all the time,
that they're hiding something, like a used-car salesman.
And your poor mother.
I would fucking strangle him
if he was here right now.
Because this will ruin her.
[ Pan clatters ]
-You think this'll ruin her faster than you?
-What?
-You think this'll ruin her faster than you will?
-What are you talking about?
-I mean, Uncle Paul, you are a leech.
You leeched off my dad.
And now you leech off Mom. You use her.
-Why are you talking to me this way?
-Your own son can't even stand you.
-Hey, don't you run your mouth off at me
because you didn't have a good example.
I'm a leech? I'm a -- I'm a better man
than your fucking pansy-ass father was.
I asked my sister for help
when I was going through a divorce
'cause that's what a real man does.
He doesn't run behind his wife's back with another dude.
That's what he did to your mother, not me.
When I die, no one's gonna say that I was a fag
and I ran around with a second life.
You're lucky he didn't give her AIDS.
You want to know how I knew?
Hey. You want to know how I knew?
It was the way he looked at me.
You ever run your mouth at me like that again, boy,
I will knock your fucking brains out.
Alright?
You are not your father.
-10, 9, 8...
7, 6, 5...
4, 3, 2, 1!
-Happy New Year! -Happy New Year!
-[ Screaming ]
-"Dear Gus... or whatever your name is...
the day you visited my church reminded me of a time
when I thought my secret would kill me.
Through my family, I found a way to carry on.
And I don't want my kids to know a world without me.
I want to teach them everything I know.
I want them to live truthfully.
♪♪
I'm glad I met you.
It's difficult to be angry
when I see that you struggle in hiding, too.
But I need you to know that it's not too late for you.
I hope you can free yourself of the shame.
Maybe one day I'll be in San Francisco.
And maybe you'll find your San Francisco, too.
[ All gasp ]
Until then.
Andrew."
-[ Breathing heavily ]
[ Dog barking ]
[ Breathing heavily ]
-It...
It's not Dad's letter.
It's mine.
[ Exhales heavily ]
♪♪
-♪ I'm going to look for ♪
♪ Don't know where I'll find it ♪
♪ I'm finding the future ♪
♪ And when I do get there ♪
♪ I wonder who's waiting to welcome me home ♪
♪ It feels kind of funny to hold on to right now ♪
♪ When something inside of me glows ♪
♪ You turned on the light ♪
♪ Now I can pretend I don't see you looking at me ♪
♪ I'll see you in my San Francisco ♪
♪ I'll see you in my ♪
♪ Ooh ♪
♪ And I'll see you in my San Francisco ♪
♪ I'll see you in my ♪
[ Vocalizing ]
♪♪
♪ And I'll see you in my San Francisco ♪
♪ I'll see you in my ♪
♪ Ooh ♪
♪ And I'll see you in my San Francisco ♪
♪ I'll see you in my ♪
[ Vocalizing ]
♪♪