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"I want to make love," he said.
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"But first I want to know how you feel."
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I might be able to cope with it,
but I'd hate that life.
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{\an8}A HAPPY MAN
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Ť , yes! Nosiť , very good!
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- Okuliare.
- Yes, excellent!
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- You can read Slovak fine.
- I can't read that well.
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Yes, you do. You're best at Swedish,
but you can do it in Slovak.
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Fruits and vegetables cost one thousand?
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You could buy so many
Pokemón cards for that!
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Mommy! What happened?
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Show me.
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What happened?
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Enough!
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Bye!
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- Is he buckled up?
- Yep.
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What's that truck?
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- Some kind of a tank truck.
- I'd say it's a sewer-cleaner.
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Come on sweetheart.
Can you unbuckle yourself? You can't?
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- Come.
- Mommy, are we gonna run-run?
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Yeah, we’re gonna run-run.
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- Bye, Kubo.
- Say bye to daddy.
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Bye! And you're off!
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When's your shift?
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My shift? Saturday.
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Bye, honey.
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I stopped worrying that I somehow had to
meet or fulfil that feminine role,
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which I had done my entire life.
I am a "he" to colleagues, clients,
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all of my friends,
neighbours, their children.
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I have a passport and now I'm Marvin.
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I work as a graphic designer,
as an art director.
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A writer by night.
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Hi!
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- I'm okay. Coffee?
- Are you okay?
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- You're having coffee again?
- Yeah, I'll bring some.
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- Hi.
- I haven't had the time to get coffee.
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It's a flood!
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A coffee flood.
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- Did you finally manage to do it?
- Yes, but we didn't use...
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If we can find it.
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"Where was I supposed to go?"
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So...
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I've been married to Marvin since 2007.
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There has been some
change in Marvin's appearance.
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Different clothes,
different hairstyle, and so on.
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So far, it's good. To me, my relationship
with Marvin is what really matters.
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We're a good match and fit well.
We enjoy being together.
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After all, a part of our relationship
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has always been about
solving problems together.
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Besides, there isn't much
to do about it at this moment,
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so I try to be rational.
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I have to prove that I'm manly enough.
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That means I shouldn't like cooking,
and I shouldn't be washing those socks,
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someone else should do that. I should
be mowing the lawn and chopping wood.
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Because I have to prove I'm a man.
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And when you actually are a man
who dislikes cutting wood likes cooking,
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everyone is like:
"Wow, you like cooking? Great!"
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My therapist would laugh
that I am admitting it, but it's true.
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I have a great need to be useful.
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And then,
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while being useful, I want to have
enough time to do the things I like.
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And if you manage to find the balance
between those two, great.
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I like to write.
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I try to like my characters.
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Sometimes, it doesn't work.
Then I know it won't be good.
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I have to change it,
to start liking them.
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And...
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I know that the book is good
when I miss the characters.
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I can shut out everything
during that activity.
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I'm not thinking about anything,
only about what I'm writing or editing.
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And it's like Zen meditation.
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You completely clear your head
and focus only on that fictitious world,
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the one you create for yourself,
your ideal world. That's total freedom.
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That's what I like. That's great.
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He was so warm.
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Cocooned in the softest of blankets,
gentle hands soothing him,
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touching his chest,
stomach and thighs, enveloping him.
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So good, so safe.
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Dark, but safe.
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He was unseen, unjudged.
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He could stay floating there without ever
being required to do anything else.
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Just let the warmth stay.
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I started writing as a woman,
and it never worked.
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Recently, I found the writing
I did in my early twenties.
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It was so weird. Extremely weird.
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The female character was so unwomanly.
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I work as a psychiatrist in Sweden.
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Once you do medicine,
it's more or less for life.
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I can't say
that I am a genius in my field.
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I'm a normal doctor.
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Sometimes there is an alarm.
An aggressive patient.
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So we have an alarm system here.
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We have these buttons
so that nothing happens to anyone.
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And I'm the boss, after all,
so I should be organizing it.
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One patient sent me
one postcard every month.
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Saying things like: I'm doing well,
having three beers a day
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and I take three pills with them.
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And I am like: "Cool."
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And then he died a year later.
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He drank himself to death.
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Poor guy.
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We go up here.
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Here are my rocks from Gotland, fossils.
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And that's from Some Like It Hot,
a picture of Jack Lemmon from set.
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He was dressed like that.
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This is where Kubík is supposed to sleep,
but he doesn't.
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So now we put random stuff in there.
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This used to be just Nikol's room,
but they decided to sleep together.
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It's a problem for us.
They won't fall asleep in the evening.
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Every evening and morning,
it's all four of us in the bathroom.
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And total lack of privacy, by the way.
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I got this towel from Ivan
with my name Marvin embroidered.
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When I changed names,
he had it made for me.
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And this is my and Ivan's bedroom.
We just bought a new bed.
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Finally, I have storage space.
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You see this? His house.
What's this that Krokan has here?
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- He ate it.
- He ate ice cream.
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What did he eat?
Ice-cream. He ate an ice-cream.
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And then he flew away.
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The kids just want someone
to be close to them, to support them.
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That has nothing to do with the fact
whether I'm a mother or a father.
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- Because of game and birds.
- Klára.
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- That's great.
- And a ladybug.
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I have my diagnosis set.
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I have contacted an endocrinology clinic
for hormonal treatment
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and then I have requested
a mastectomy surgery.
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Yeah, I was afraid to tell Ivan about it.
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Worst case scenario is
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that he just won't be able
to cope or manage being with me
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as soon as he starts
to perceive me as a non-woman.
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That was back in...
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Summer 2003?
Yeah, I think so. 2002 or 2003.
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2003 in Banská Štiavnica.
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All the way up by the little church,
towards the end.
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- You wore a straw hat, and baggy pants.
- I did.
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I think you had
this kind of bucket hat on your head.
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Yes, I did, well...
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I don't know exactly,
some shorts and sandals.
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- Sandals and a bucket hat, yeah...
- Yeah.
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Mommy!
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Well...
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- That's Nikol?
- Yeah, that's Nikol.
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This is the real deal.
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So what happened next?
What do you remember?
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Well...
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When we moved in together in Brno,
I was more or less sure
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that we'd stay together.
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And then we decided to move
abroad together, which was a big deal.
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The fact that Ivan was able to pick more
or less any spot on the map of Europe
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and find work there,
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that was a great help.
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So we were discussing...
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- Is she asleep?
- Are you nuts?
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So?
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We're talking about
how we moved to Sweden.
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Yeah, how we moved. Yeah.
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It was my idea.
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Marvin finished his studies,
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and there was no plan towards
getting employed in Czech Republic.
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I was already employed
as a specialist at the time.
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I wanted to move to a different country
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where everything is new,
where life would be easier.
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To a liberal country,
which is better to live in.
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We get more mature, we change,
we evolve in some way, but I guess...
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It's a natural development, right?
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We're different than 15 years ago,
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but it has nothing to do
with me being trans.
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I don't know how I'll feel one day.
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I can't tell right now. And I guess
it has to be the same for Ivan.
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But I do remember one joke
you made that was great.
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I was afraid that one morning,
you'd wake up next to a hairy stinker,
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get scared and run away.
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You told me you were afraid
you'd wake up one day
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with half of your face drooping down
like this. That was your fear.
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That's quite real.
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Yeah.
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I am waiting, waiting, and waiting...
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I am still waiting.
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The only thing I need
is certification from the doctor.
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I decided a long time ago,
but still I have to wait.
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The more I wait, the more I'm pissed off
about not having that opportunity.
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It’s like this:
Fifty people have to see you fifty times.
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Then the committee convenes and decides
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whether you are or you're not.
And then they allow you, or they don't.
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See? A crab's shell.
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Yeah?
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That's his leg, yeah.
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I know that it'll be over soon.
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Yeah. Kubo, please, don't wallow in it.
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Please give it to me
so I can finally move on with my life.
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What? Are you cold?
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- Let me see.
- It's not cold.
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- It isn't?
- No.
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- Why is this here? Do you want it?
- No, put it in the fridge.
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Going to bed?
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Majesty wishes every wizard,
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sorcerer, and even witch
to come to the aid of their country.
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Attendance is compulsory. It's...
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What are you playing?
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Is someone leaving?
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Is someone leaving?
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Again? Again the spider?
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And again.
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That was when he realized
he was falling in love.
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Through fear. Nothing pleasant
about the emotion, that was for sure.
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All he could comprehend
of the emotion was dread.
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Of being left behind,
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not being loved back,
of the other one getting hurt.
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My mom doesn't know.
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Mom knows I will have the surgery,
but she doesn't know when.
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Why have you decided not to tell her?
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Because my mom reacts
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extremely about this topic
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because she does not agree with it.
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And despite her knowing for over a year,
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she says I can't be trans,
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because she raised me.
She doesn't believe I am trans.
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So all the things I do
related to my transition
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are completely nonsensical
and self-harming from her point of view.
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I am simply ruining the lives of my
husband and the kids and our marriage.
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Hi Marvin, call me when you can.
I want to know how it went.
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Hi, Soni.
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It is 23rd September 2019.
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Five in the afternoon.
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And I am...
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Hmm, seven hours after my surgery.
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I am fine.
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It hurts, but...
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Like one percent
of what you experience during childbirth.
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So anyways, I...
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This feeling is indescribable.
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It is...
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It is I guess inexplicable.
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I was afraid I would not...
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That I will not feel any relief,
or that I will be confused or...
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And let me show you.
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Wait, I will try to aim the camera
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correctly.
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Here.
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Maybe you can see it.
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You know...
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I feel so very relieved!
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I feel unbelievably relieved.
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And...
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And the idea that I will never
have to go through this again,
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00:27:18,559 --> 00:27:20,279
that it is permanent...
249
00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:23,359
That is...
250
00:27:25,039 --> 00:27:26,640
That is indescribable.
251
00:27:28,079 --> 00:27:30,359
Right now, I really feel completely...
252
00:27:32,759 --> 00:27:34,200
Completely amazing!
253
00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:44,720
Do you have any expectations
for what's to come?
254
00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:53,039
The part of his body that's changing,
255
00:27:53,119 --> 00:27:55,720
we agreed in the past
256
00:27:55,799 --> 00:27:58,880
that I won't touch it anymore
257
00:27:58,960 --> 00:28:01,240
and that I won't...
258
00:28:01,319 --> 00:28:04,519
I will avoid it a little bit.
259
00:28:04,599 --> 00:28:08,720
I don't know what is expected of me.
How should I feel?
260
00:28:39,680 --> 00:28:42,319
- Don't bite it.
- Sure.
261
00:28:43,759 --> 00:28:45,480
Yes, that's right.
262
00:28:45,559 --> 00:28:48,759
Just like that. Then you take this, look.
263
00:28:49,759 --> 00:28:52,400
- You open it like this.
- I want to open this.
264
00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:56,400
See? You can make stars like this.
265
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:02,079
No, here, so it's the same.
266
00:29:04,039 --> 00:29:06,960
- May I?
- Like this?
267
00:29:10,799 --> 00:29:14,160
Daddy!
268
00:29:24,319 --> 00:29:27,359
Niki, do you want to ride a bike too?
269
00:29:40,519 --> 00:29:42,319
Fire, Kubo, fire! Nice.
270
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:45,200
- What is it?
- An ugly monster. Watch out!
271
00:29:45,279 --> 00:29:47,319
We’ll die here!
272
00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:49,880
No, we won't, Kubo!
We have a lot of lives.
273
00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:54,240
- They’ll destroy our aircraft.
- No, they won't.
274
00:29:54,319 --> 00:29:58,720
- A giant robot!
- You are dramatizing it on purpose.
275
00:29:58,799 --> 00:29:59,920
He sure is.
276
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:02,079
- Do you want to drive, Kubo?
- Yep.
277
00:30:04,160 --> 00:30:07,839
- They’ve surrounded us!
- Damn it! Go!
278
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:09,880
- You can do it!
- Shoot!
279
00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:14,359
- Someone has to be there.
- Just hit it straight!
280
00:30:14,440 --> 00:30:16,240
Just hit it. Go!
281
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:33,359
I want to take testosterone.
I look forward to the physical changes,
282
00:30:33,440 --> 00:30:39,039
to looking in the mirror and seeing
the same me that I see in my head.
283
00:30:39,119 --> 00:30:42,039
The me that I see
when I look inside myself.
284
00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:49,359
We're so close!
285
00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:52,400
Not really, Kubo.
Our engine is destroyed.
286
00:30:52,480 --> 00:30:54,039
But don't you worry...
287
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:13,160
- These are your sweatpants, right?
- Yep.
288
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:16,759
So put them away.
289
00:31:22,039 --> 00:31:25,559
- Yes?
- I want to have pancakes.
290
00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:28,000
- You want to have pancakes?
- Yes. First.
291
00:31:28,079 --> 00:31:31,880
First? Not first,
because you wouldn't eat the rice.
292
00:31:31,960 --> 00:31:33,160
I want...
293
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:35,200
I want to have pancakes.
294
00:31:35,279 --> 00:31:38,839
You have to eat
some more rice and meat first, ok?
295
00:31:41,319 --> 00:31:43,720
There you go. Just like that.
296
00:31:43,799 --> 00:31:46,480
A piece of this and have some rice too.
297
00:31:46,559 --> 00:31:50,599
Daddy will eat the rest.
There is just a tiny bit of meat there.
298
00:31:58,480 --> 00:31:59,720
All good, Kubi?
299
00:32:01,640 --> 00:32:05,759
When it comes to the things
connected to motherhood:
300
00:32:05,839 --> 00:32:08,839
Birth, breastfeeding,
pregnancy, all of that...
301
00:32:08,920 --> 00:32:15,000
I wanted children, that's why I did it.
But the feeling itself back then was...
302
00:32:15,079 --> 00:32:17,079
I'm so happy to have my body back.
303
00:32:17,160 --> 00:32:18,960
Here.
304
00:32:19,039 --> 00:32:23,279
I don't think that testosterone
will immediately solve all my problems.
305
00:32:23,359 --> 00:32:26,000
Here, here, here...
306
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:29,559
Here!
307
00:32:35,559 --> 00:32:39,039
Hey, Soni, I'm low on battery.
So just quickly.
308
00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:43,880
Well, I got the shot.
309
00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:45,799
My first one.
310
00:32:46,759 --> 00:32:48,640
The testosterone.
311
00:32:49,640 --> 00:32:52,960
I'm on my way to work. My butt hurts.
312
00:32:53,039 --> 00:32:58,319
I measured my biceps in the waiting room,
in case I had an allergic reaction.
313
00:32:58,400 --> 00:33:00,039
So far it hasn't grown.
314
00:33:00,119 --> 00:33:04,440
Seems I'll have to start working out
like a normal person.
315
00:33:04,519 --> 00:33:09,359
Now, I have to take care of myself,
316
00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:15,519
focus on my life, so that
I am at peace, and the kids are ok,
317
00:33:17,559 --> 00:33:20,119
and carry on as usual.
318
00:33:37,359 --> 00:33:40,880
The whole society revolves around sex.
319
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:44,720
All the stories, books, music, movies,
320
00:33:44,799 --> 00:33:49,200
clothes, even food,
schools, and workplaces.
321
00:33:49,279 --> 00:33:52,759
Everything boils down
to mating and procreation.
322
00:33:52,839 --> 00:33:55,200
Only we call it noble things
323
00:33:55,279 --> 00:33:58,680
like finding happiness,
family comes first,
324
00:33:58,759 --> 00:34:02,000
save the children, romance, and shit.
325
00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:53,119
I don't know if Ivan is waiting to see
326
00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:56,440
how it will all work out,
or if he really doesn't care.
327
00:34:56,519 --> 00:34:59,760
So far, he doesn't seem to care at all.
328
00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:03,880
We put too much wood there.
329
00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:06,840
- Do you have coffee?
- I have. Do you want some?
330
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:08,920
- I do.
- Do you also have tea?
331
00:35:09,000 --> 00:35:11,400
- I don't. Do we have tea?
- We don't.
332
00:35:11,480 --> 00:35:13,559
- We only have water.
- Discrimination!
333
00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:18,480
Here you go, chief. Have some salad!
334
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:28,760
Oh my God! It's burning!
335
00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:31,320
Mummy, it's wet!
336
00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:34,800
- Is it huge?
- It's huge!
337
00:35:34,880 --> 00:35:37,559
Now we have to wait until it burns down.
338
00:35:38,760 --> 00:35:41,840
Kubo, you get always mad.
You see? Like this.
339
00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,039
- Is it already done?
- Not yet.
340
00:35:44,119 --> 00:35:47,400
No! I'll burn that. It's my turn.
341
00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:48,920
Now it's burning.
342
00:35:49,559 --> 00:35:52,599
They didn't give me any beer,
So I'm drinking water.
343
00:35:59,960 --> 00:36:03,239
What's the point, if there's no beer?
344
00:36:03,320 --> 00:36:08,880
When I try to force him
to express himself,
345
00:36:08,960 --> 00:36:12,559
it usually ends up with him saying
he doesn't know.
346
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:17,679
That so far, he doesn't mind
and doesn't know if he ever will.
347
00:36:17,760 --> 00:36:19,000
Mommy, I am here.
348
00:36:19,079 --> 00:36:21,239
Hi Kubo. Are you going to jump?
349
00:36:21,920 --> 00:36:23,039
That's great.
350
00:36:43,280 --> 00:36:47,960
At work, I refer to Marvin as male.
351
00:36:48,840 --> 00:36:50,360
But
352
00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:54,199
I haven't explained it
to everyone in detail.
353
00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:57,360
That will come with time.
354
00:37:04,800 --> 00:37:06,519
Hi.
355
00:37:06,599 --> 00:37:11,360
Can you hear me?
Great. I'm on my way home.
356
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,239
Should I buy anything?
357
00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:16,760
Sure, we have food.
358
00:37:16,840 --> 00:37:19,760
We have food. That's most important.
359
00:37:21,360 --> 00:37:23,039
{\an8}I was born Mary Patterson,
360
00:37:23,119 --> 00:37:25,840
{\an8}but then I married
and took my husband's name,
361
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:27,519
{\an8}so now I am Neil Patterson.
362
00:37:27,599 --> 00:37:31,719
{\an8}I said: "If God loves me
he's got a funny way of showing that."
363
00:37:31,800 --> 00:37:34,880
- What?
- He is holding only one ball.
364
00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:38,280
And? There is just one?
365
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:40,599
He is running around with one ball.
366
00:37:40,679 --> 00:37:45,039
He says, "she wants me to break off",
and has one ball. And two white ones.
367
00:37:45,119 --> 00:37:46,119
... curving arse.
368
00:37:46,199 --> 00:37:48,920
Yes, she has got a nice arse, hasn't she?
369
00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:54,880
Yeah. The thing is, Rufus, old scout,
370
00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:56,679
you getting married and so...
371
00:37:56,760 --> 00:38:01,159
I can't control
what he does or doesn't feel.
372
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:04,760
It will work out somehow.
373
00:38:06,159 --> 00:38:11,079
Most of our friends have broken up,
or will eventually.
374
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:32,599
Conflicted was not
a correct enough word to describe it.
375
00:38:32,679 --> 00:38:35,760
I felt utterly overthrown.
376
00:38:35,840 --> 00:38:41,000
I was a helpless observer and everything
I was supposed to have under control
377
00:38:41,079 --> 00:38:44,239
just rushed ahead
into the unknown chaos
378
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:47,440
dragging my banged-up body behind.
379
00:40:00,480 --> 00:40:05,559
I can tell that if I didn't make
those changes, I would feel awful.
380
00:40:05,639 --> 00:40:11,280
It wouldn't be help anyone, I wouldn't
save anyone with this "selfless act".
381
00:40:22,079 --> 00:40:27,239
Hey, Soni. Today is August 1, 2020.
382
00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:29,920
Ivan is building a fence at home,
383
00:40:30,000 --> 00:40:32,880
the kids are crafting
384
00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:35,800
and I'm going drinking with Juraj.
385
00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:41,159
And this date is important.
I had to shave for the first time.
386
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:44,519
Not because I had
a significant moustache,
387
00:40:44,599 --> 00:40:47,800
but the three hairs on my chin
388
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:51,920
and the grey fuzz below my lip
started to look ridiculous.
389
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:56,519
So I'm freshly shaved,
and I'm going drinking with a friend.
390
00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:13,119
When giving a toast,
391
00:41:13,199 --> 00:41:16,840
look everyone in the eyes
or you'll have the seven year itch.
392
00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:18,639
Well, it's too late for that.
393
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:22,039
- Cheers.
- Is it vodka?
394
00:41:23,559 --> 00:41:24,719
No.
395
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:26,760
- Hey.
- Cheers.
396
00:41:26,840 --> 00:41:28,559
On your good health.
397
00:41:28,639 --> 00:41:32,599
When you start taking testosterone,
everyone warns you you'll stink,
398
00:41:32,679 --> 00:41:37,400
sweat and have horrendous acne.
You'll receive all these threats.
399
00:41:37,480 --> 00:41:43,000
And yes, I have a couple of pimples
but it's nothing terrible.
400
00:41:43,079 --> 00:41:46,280
I was afraid it would be worse.
401
00:41:46,360 --> 00:41:48,320
He started snoring.
402
00:41:48,400 --> 00:41:51,920
A little. I stopped and he started.
403
00:41:52,920 --> 00:41:57,719
If Marvin has major side effects,
or what would be side effects to me,
404
00:41:57,800 --> 00:42:03,320
or the transformation
405
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:06,280
is too big,
406
00:42:06,360 --> 00:42:10,960
or I feel physical, emotional discomfort,
407
00:42:11,039 --> 00:42:13,920
then we will have to talk about it,
408
00:42:14,000 --> 00:42:18,360
see if the process could be slowed down.
409
00:42:19,039 --> 00:42:21,880
In an ideal world,
I would have been born a man.
410
00:42:23,039 --> 00:42:26,639
With all the physiological
attributes that come with it.
411
00:42:27,400 --> 00:42:28,320
But...
412
00:42:29,639 --> 00:42:32,760
I don't know.
I'm a realist in this sense.
413
00:42:33,599 --> 00:42:34,519
Like...
414
00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:41,000
Of course, I'll be happy to have
a full-grown beard. That'll be cool.
415
00:42:41,079 --> 00:42:42,320
I'd like that.
416
00:42:42,400 --> 00:42:47,119
Can you imagine that in a year you could
be sitting here with the bearded Marvin?
417
00:42:50,679 --> 00:42:54,199
I can't imagine my emotional reaction.
418
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:56,840
I can't really define it.
419
00:42:58,000 --> 00:43:01,960
How should I come to terms
with this, or if I shouldn't.
420
00:43:02,039 --> 00:43:03,639
Does it even matter?
421
00:43:04,920 --> 00:43:07,440
The moment I get the impression
422
00:43:07,519 --> 00:43:12,280
Ivan sees me as a compromise
or someone unattractive,
423
00:43:12,360 --> 00:43:16,480
because he has to take care
of the kids, I’ll break up with him.
424
00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:18,960
That's for sure.
425
00:43:19,039 --> 00:43:22,599
If I feel that someone is with me
despite not wanting me,
426
00:43:22,679 --> 00:43:24,599
then I don't want to be with him.
427
00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:28,639
I don't think anyone would.
428
00:43:28,719 --> 00:43:35,079
You have people whose looks change
because of age, weight, illness.
429
00:43:38,639 --> 00:43:42,760
We haven't discussed it recently.
Maybe we should. I don't know.
430
00:44:20,199 --> 00:44:23,239
The tiny, crippled, exhausted creature
431
00:44:23,320 --> 00:44:26,199
that was kicking
and screaming inside me now
432
00:44:26,280 --> 00:44:30,000
he was thrashing so bad
he bruised my insides.
433
00:44:30,599 --> 00:44:34,719
Was that the hopeful,
romcom loving idealist?
434
00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:38,840
I was certain I’d managed
to smother him to death.
435
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:44,199
Now he wanted out
and he wanted me to hope.
436
00:45:04,559 --> 00:45:05,920
Well.
437
00:45:15,639 --> 00:45:18,400
When I talk with people
438
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:23,039
about how the transition is going,
439
00:45:23,119 --> 00:45:26,719
everyone expects me to say
440
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:30,280
that the biggest problem
has to be our relationship.
441
00:45:31,159 --> 00:45:35,679
And to an extent, these expectations
have had a knock-on effect on me.
442
00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:37,840
And I’m expecting it too.
443
00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:40,119
But...
444
00:45:42,159 --> 00:45:46,559
I don't think we have any bigger
problems in our relationship
445
00:45:46,639 --> 00:45:49,519
than most of our friends or peers
446
00:45:49,599 --> 00:45:52,800
who have been together
for fifteen or seventeen years.
447
00:45:53,519 --> 00:45:57,239
Our relationship is not just about
this one thing.
448
00:45:58,239 --> 00:46:01,719
We have kids, a house, work.
449
00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:03,880
Things evolve.
450
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:10,480
We deal with stuff we couldn't have
imagined a couple of years ago.
451
00:46:10,559 --> 00:46:14,119
Things that were problems then,
452
00:46:14,199 --> 00:46:18,079
aren't problems now.
453
00:46:19,320 --> 00:46:22,199
You helped me a lot with my parents.
454
00:46:22,280 --> 00:46:26,079
From supporting me when I was down
455
00:46:26,159 --> 00:46:29,719
to taking over
during their horrible phone calls.
456
00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:36,719
Let's go on a vacation without the kids.
457
00:46:36,800 --> 00:46:38,599
Yeah, we could do that.
458
00:46:38,679 --> 00:46:40,280
We talked about that.
459
00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:42,360
When Kubo is fifteen,
460
00:46:42,440 --> 00:46:44,800
we could go on a vacation without kids.
461
00:46:44,880 --> 00:46:47,639
if we trust them to some extent.
462
00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:51,480
Travel could be problematic.
463
00:46:51,559 --> 00:46:55,880
You have a different sex
than in the passport.
464
00:46:55,960 --> 00:46:58,480
Some countries can be problematic.
465
00:46:58,559 --> 00:47:00,800
Some are already a problem.
466
00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:02,400
So we won't go to Iran.
467
00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:04,039
Would we ever?
468
00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:07,800
- Not anymore.
- Not anymore.
469
00:47:10,000 --> 00:47:13,360
Some countries
will always be problematic.
470
00:47:19,880 --> 00:47:24,039
Kubo, I'll heat up dinner
from yesterday, OK? Look.
471
00:47:24,119 --> 00:47:25,760
- Is it a girl?
- Okay?
472
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:28,159
- No.
- It's not a girl.
473
00:47:30,079 --> 00:47:33,280
Okay. I will heat it up for you, yeah?
474
00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:35,119
- No.
- Yes.
475
00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:39,559
It's better.
Now I can rule out a few characters.
476
00:47:39,639 --> 00:47:41,800
I think it's fifty-fifty.
477
00:47:43,239 --> 00:47:47,119
Hi Dad! How are you?
478
00:47:47,960 --> 00:47:52,559
I'm going to work.
No more work from home.
479
00:47:52,639 --> 00:47:53,559
Okay.
480
00:47:55,599 --> 00:47:59,559
No lockdown,
like there was in the spring.
481
00:47:59,639 --> 00:48:02,800
You haven't seen the kids for a year.
482
00:48:02,880 --> 00:48:05,880
- Yeah, I know.
- Yeah.
483
00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:08,840
I know, it's hard.
484
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,159
And how is Zdenka, dad?
485
00:48:19,239 --> 00:48:22,039
Or put her on the phone.
486
00:48:22,119 --> 00:48:24,840
- Marvin?
- Hi Zdenka, can you hear me?
487
00:48:24,920 --> 00:48:27,559
- Yes! How are you?
- Great.
488
00:48:30,000 --> 00:48:33,039
I'm getting so much love here now!
489
00:48:33,119 --> 00:48:37,199
When I come home, or I open the door,
490
00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:40,559
I am hugged by one kid,
then the other, then the dog!
491
00:48:41,400 --> 00:48:44,440
I'm so loved, it's awesome.
492
00:48:44,519 --> 00:48:46,599
Does she have long hair?
493
00:48:46,679 --> 00:48:47,679
Yep!
494
00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:48,800
Okay.
495
00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:52,159
Yeah, I work, but I'm cutting it back.
496
00:48:52,239 --> 00:48:54,480
I have to reorganize my life.
497
00:48:54,559 --> 00:48:56,360
Rethink my life.
498
00:48:56,440 --> 00:48:58,840
Reevaluate my priorities.
499
00:48:59,559 --> 00:49:01,719
I'll take care of the kids.
500
00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:04,280
And write, too, of course.
501
00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:08,199
But I end up having less
and less time for the kids.
502
00:49:08,280 --> 00:49:12,360
I always put it off for later.
I can't do that anymore.
503
00:49:12,440 --> 00:49:14,639
They need me more, you know?
504
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:16,599
You take testosterone, right?
505
00:49:16,679 --> 00:49:19,280
Yes, I am taking it. Since February.
506
00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:22,360
Once every twelve weeks
I get a shot in my butt.
507
00:49:22,440 --> 00:49:24,920
- Oscar.
- Oscar? Okay.
508
00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:29,199
But I'm okay.
No worries, Zdenka. I am fine.
509
00:49:29,280 --> 00:49:30,519
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
510
00:49:30,599 --> 00:49:33,480
Has your mom changed her views somehow?
511
00:49:33,559 --> 00:49:35,360
You know, mom...
512
00:49:37,000 --> 00:49:40,320
She's sad not to see the grandkids,
513
00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:43,719
so that has mellowed
her stance towards me.
514
00:49:43,800 --> 00:49:49,280
She doesn't put me
under as much pressure anymore.
515
00:49:57,599 --> 00:50:01,599
My parents were particular
about the way we looked as children.
516
00:50:01,679 --> 00:50:05,360
That we were nicely dressed.
This suits you, wear this.
517
00:50:05,440 --> 00:50:09,079
Let your hair down, put it up.
Put on a skirt.
518
00:50:09,159 --> 00:50:12,000
I got that from my mom
since I was ten years old.
519
00:50:12,079 --> 00:50:17,679
So "exercise, don't eat too much,
you'll get fat", I know it since ten.
520
00:50:33,119 --> 00:50:34,159
Look.
521
00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:36,679
This one here is dotted and yellow
522
00:50:36,760 --> 00:50:40,320
and this one is striped
and has a thin stalk, okay?
523
00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:42,880
This one isn't edible. And this one is.
524
00:50:43,719 --> 00:50:45,599
They're a bit different.
525
00:50:47,960 --> 00:50:50,320
Careful. Don't do it against fingers.
526
00:50:55,039 --> 00:50:59,679
Niki was saying how my appearance will
change and that she's nervous about it,
527
00:50:59,760 --> 00:51:03,639
if I'll have a beard,
and if it is going to look weird or not.
528
00:51:04,880 --> 00:51:07,679
For them, it starts to be an issue
529
00:51:07,760 --> 00:51:12,880
when someone at school, their friends
or some stranger makes them feel
530
00:51:12,960 --> 00:51:17,079
that it's something weird.
Then it becomes an issue for them.
531
00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:31,840
You're already hungry?
532
00:51:33,199 --> 00:51:36,280
- Eat, I'm not stopping you.
- What?
533
00:51:36,360 --> 00:51:38,599
You just finished eating.
534
00:51:38,679 --> 00:51:41,519
- What did I finish eating?
- A whole breakfast.
535
00:51:42,159 --> 00:51:44,320
Two hours ago.
536
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:48,159
He's checking it on his app.
537
00:51:48,239 --> 00:51:50,679
- Almost three hours ago!
- Eat. Whatever.
538
00:52:04,079 --> 00:52:07,559
We haven't been in Czechia
for two and a half years.
539
00:52:11,960 --> 00:52:15,599
I am concerned about
how it's going to be.
540
00:52:15,679 --> 00:52:17,880
How people will react.
541
00:52:35,760 --> 00:52:39,639
Where are they?
Do they know we're coming?
542
00:52:42,440 --> 00:52:44,440
Shall we knock again?
543
00:52:44,519 --> 00:52:45,920
Knock, knock, knock.
544
00:52:46,000 --> 00:52:48,679
- Hi, Kubi.
- Hi!
545
00:52:49,639 --> 00:52:53,840
You have a dinosaur?
I also have one for you.
546
00:52:53,920 --> 00:52:55,360
Hi.
547
00:52:55,440 --> 00:52:58,800
Hi Marvin, finally!
548
00:52:58,880 --> 00:53:01,280
- Finally.
- Hello.
549
00:53:01,360 --> 00:53:02,280
Hi.
550
00:53:03,880 --> 00:53:05,239
Mind the dog!
551
00:53:06,280 --> 00:53:07,679
Hello, Niki!
552
00:53:09,159 --> 00:53:11,119
- Hi, Daddy.
- Hi.
553
00:53:11,199 --> 00:53:13,599
This is Väja.
554
00:53:13,679 --> 00:53:16,639
- Hi, Väja.
- Finally. After two years!
555
00:53:16,719 --> 00:53:18,960
- Two? Three?
- I've already closed it...
556
00:53:19,039 --> 00:53:22,800
Two and a half.
Let's check. We can look at photos.
557
00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:25,960
Let's have a look at photos
and we'll know.
558
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:30,679
Wow, that's going to be great.
559
00:53:30,760 --> 00:53:33,800
We must have spent
a hundred years in traffic.
560
00:53:33,880 --> 00:53:35,920
Did you take the highway?
561
00:53:36,000 --> 00:53:40,519
No. On our way back, we knew better.
We needed to buy a second dragon.
562
00:53:40,599 --> 00:53:43,559
We only bought one
and that was a big mistake.
563
00:53:43,639 --> 00:53:47,719
So we decided to buy a second one.
564
00:53:47,800 --> 00:53:50,719
- Do you use Waze?
- No, I used Google Maps.
565
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:53,039
Because Waze is the best.
566
00:53:53,119 --> 00:53:56,159
- Okay.
- Shall we drink to Ivan?
567
00:53:56,239 --> 00:53:58,360
Yes, let's drink to Ivan.
568
00:53:58,440 --> 00:53:59,639
Ivan!
569
00:53:59,719 --> 00:54:01,119
Cheers.
570
00:54:01,199 --> 00:54:03,239
- Cheers.
- Cheers.
571
00:54:03,320 --> 00:54:04,920
- Thank you.
- Cheers.
572
00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:08,159
I just want to know
if it is alive or good.
573
00:54:08,239 --> 00:54:10,400
Let me welcome you among us.
574
00:54:10,480 --> 00:54:11,400
Thank you!
575
00:54:13,480 --> 00:54:15,880
I'm not untouchable anymore.
576
00:54:17,679 --> 00:54:19,400
What's that?
577
00:54:20,000 --> 00:54:21,400
- On my shirt?
- Yeah.
578
00:54:21,480 --> 00:54:23,480
My COVID joke.
579
00:54:24,519 --> 00:54:26,559
Give me some space.
580
00:54:29,239 --> 00:54:32,119
It's my personal
"keep your distance" t-shirt.
581
00:54:33,599 --> 00:54:35,039
Good, right?
582
00:54:35,599 --> 00:54:37,960
Don't apologise. She's inside.
583
00:54:38,039 --> 00:54:41,039
- But it is too hot...
- Cold will be better.
584
00:54:41,119 --> 00:54:42,559
Wait.
585
00:54:42,639 --> 00:54:43,800
Okay...
586
00:54:43,880 --> 00:54:46,320
- Fill your glass.
- She has to have full.
587
00:54:46,400 --> 00:54:49,159
No, this is Kubo's water.
588
00:54:49,239 --> 00:54:51,559
- That's yours.
- Cold water is the best.
589
00:54:51,639 --> 00:54:52,840
Jakob.
590
00:54:52,920 --> 00:54:55,639
- It will be ready in two hours.
- Here.
591
00:54:55,719 --> 00:54:57,360
- All good?
- I don't know.
592
00:55:02,400 --> 00:55:06,480
I hadn't seen Marvin
in person until now.
593
00:55:06,559 --> 00:55:09,639
I saw him in pictures, with short hair.
594
00:55:09,719 --> 00:55:11,119
Yeah, but...
595
00:55:13,639 --> 00:55:15,000
I don't know.
596
00:55:25,280 --> 00:55:29,599
I'm a father and I am proud of that.
597
00:55:29,679 --> 00:55:31,159
Although...
598
00:55:31,239 --> 00:55:34,199
Unfortunately,
I haven't been a full-time father.
599
00:55:34,280 --> 00:55:39,119
I was only really around
the first seven years until we broke up.
600
00:55:39,920 --> 00:55:42,360
I moved away.
601
00:55:45,000 --> 00:55:46,719
I feel a certain debt
602
00:55:46,800 --> 00:55:49,400
that I haven't spent
603
00:55:49,480 --> 00:55:53,920
enough time with him or with her.
604
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:03,280
She was very pretty as a child.
A pretty girl, but...
605
00:56:04,280 --> 00:56:09,199
I think I accepted it
with a level of mistrust,
606
00:56:09,280 --> 00:56:11,199
but not in a negative way.
607
00:56:11,920 --> 00:56:13,199
What is this?
608
00:56:13,280 --> 00:56:15,440
Well. Is it possible?
609
00:56:15,519 --> 00:56:18,880
Or not? So I just accepted it.
610
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:23,199
It is what it is, and I can't do
anything about it anyway.
611
00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:26,880
It's my daughter. Now son now.
612
00:56:28,519 --> 00:56:31,280
Our relationship is the same.
613
00:56:31,360 --> 00:56:33,719
It's always been like this.
614
00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:38,559
I'm happy to see
how she's doing now. Or he.
615
00:56:38,639 --> 00:56:42,039
That he is more content, happier.
616
00:56:44,119 --> 00:56:47,280
It feels like we saw
each other only yesterday.
617
00:56:48,360 --> 00:56:51,320
- It's been two and a half years.
- Surely not.
618
00:56:51,400 --> 00:56:54,840
I do not think so. It is 2021.
619
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:56,480
In autumn 2019.
620
00:56:56,559 --> 00:56:58,840
In autumn 2019 and it's autumn 2021.
621
00:56:58,920 --> 00:57:01,000
So it's been two years.
622
00:57:01,840 --> 00:57:07,360
My ex-wife, Marvin's mother,
took it negatively.
623
00:57:07,440 --> 00:57:09,920
but we only spoke about it once.
624
00:57:10,000 --> 00:57:15,079
She asked me to intervene
against it somehow and I refused.
625
00:57:16,039 --> 00:57:20,559
I never knew her growing up.
626
00:57:20,639 --> 00:57:22,920
So I had more of a distance.
627
00:57:23,000 --> 00:57:28,480
I can only talk about high-school age.
628
00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:34,280
And I always thought
629
00:57:34,360 --> 00:57:39,960
that she wasn't completely happy.
630
00:57:40,599 --> 00:57:45,480
I, myself, have a hard time
telling my friend about the coming-out.
631
00:57:45,559 --> 00:57:48,960
I kind of think
632
00:57:49,039 --> 00:57:52,559
that explaining it to people
who we aren't close with,
633
00:57:52,639 --> 00:57:56,840
that he is a man, a boy...
634
00:57:58,639 --> 00:58:01,199
I don't know. I don't feel like doing it.
635
00:58:02,679 --> 00:58:06,199
I think they wouldn't understand.
636
00:58:06,280 --> 00:58:08,920
And it's not necessary anyway.
637
00:58:16,639 --> 00:58:20,280
We used to sled down this hill as kids.
638
00:58:20,360 --> 00:58:23,039
All of this used to be
a construction site.
639
00:58:23,119 --> 00:58:26,199
There weren't any paths,
just slabs of concrete.
640
00:58:26,280 --> 00:58:30,920
I had dreams as a kid
about construction sites.
641
00:58:51,320 --> 00:58:55,320
"It’s not my country either,"
I wanted to say.
642
00:58:55,400 --> 00:58:59,320
But that wasn’t true, not entirely.
643
00:58:59,400 --> 00:59:02,440
There would always be ties and memories.
644
00:59:02,519 --> 00:59:06,119
Like the sirloin beef
I wanted to make him for dinner.
645
00:59:06,199 --> 00:59:09,199
There would always be
the embarrassment and regrets.
646
00:59:09,280 --> 00:59:12,039
Like when you try to dig out a tree
647
00:59:12,119 --> 00:59:15,039
and never manage
to get all the roots out.
648
00:59:24,960 --> 00:59:29,119
I was thinking we could go
towards the hill top first. But whatever.
649
00:59:29,199 --> 00:59:32,239
I'll let you lead.
We can just walk over here.
650
00:59:32,320 --> 00:59:35,360
Let's go around.
Then we won't get too tired.
651
00:59:35,440 --> 00:59:41,239
I remember when we were teenagers,
we used to climb over that fence.
652
00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:44,519
We used to make a fire
and watch the fireworks there.
653
00:59:44,599 --> 00:59:46,159
Was that us?
654
00:59:47,599 --> 00:59:52,079
- You used to live with Ivan.
- We were roommates, yeah.
655
00:59:52,159 --> 00:59:55,880
And Ivan was sort of
656
00:59:55,960 --> 00:59:59,599
an unbelievably positive person.
657
00:59:59,679 --> 01:00:04,159
He was a super cool guy
and he never judged anyone.
658
01:00:04,239 --> 01:00:08,480
That was new for me. In my family,
everyone was constantly judging.
659
01:00:11,119 --> 01:00:13,840
On one hand, he was a nice guy.
660
01:00:13,920 --> 01:00:17,719
I liked him very much.
661
01:00:17,800 --> 01:00:23,199
But I also felt like
something was missing.
662
01:00:23,280 --> 01:00:28,599
He took it very seriously,
he wanted you and was sure about it.
663
01:00:28,679 --> 01:00:32,920
Ivan was on a completely different level.
Much more stable than me.
664
01:00:33,000 --> 01:00:36,960
I was just starting college.
I hadn't even finished my bachelor's.
665
01:00:37,039 --> 01:00:42,400
Ivan was done with college, he had a job.
666
01:00:42,480 --> 01:00:46,400
Lived by himself, took care of himself,
which was attractive to me.
667
01:00:46,480 --> 01:00:50,199
He wanted you. He was sure about that.
668
01:00:50,280 --> 01:00:54,800
Not that you were the only one for him,
he was more like:
669
01:00:54,880 --> 01:01:00,280
"She is a good woman, a great one,
and that's the one I want."
670
01:01:01,119 --> 01:01:04,159
I called you
right after the psychotherapy.
671
01:01:04,239 --> 01:01:06,719
- I remember telling you.
- Really?
672
01:01:06,800 --> 01:01:11,159
I left therapy,
where I had talked about my doubts.
673
01:01:11,239 --> 01:01:14,960
I still didn't want to say
the word trans aloud.
674
01:01:15,039 --> 01:01:16,559
And I called you after.
675
01:01:16,639 --> 01:01:21,599
I was walking through town,
several kilometers on foot,
676
01:01:21,679 --> 01:01:24,320
and I told you:
"Bára, I'm probably trans!"
677
01:01:25,079 --> 01:01:29,679
What made me really happy was
that during the twenty-minute call,
678
01:01:29,760 --> 01:01:32,960
you went from "oh"
to "It's gonna be ok!"
679
01:01:37,880 --> 01:01:42,679
I remember that deep down,
I knew that it would be okay.
680
01:01:44,159 --> 01:01:46,960
You are searching for your true self.
681
01:01:47,039 --> 01:01:50,760
It's not some kind of game or phase.
682
01:01:51,639 --> 01:01:56,840
It's so great you are saying this.
Because I hear exactly that a lot.
683
01:01:56,920 --> 01:02:00,440
Not that they say it's a phase,
684
01:02:01,840 --> 01:02:03,199
more like:
685
01:02:04,440 --> 01:02:07,400
"What's the goal here? What's your deal?"
686
01:02:09,360 --> 01:02:14,760
When someone is trans,
then without doing anything,
687
01:02:15,880 --> 01:02:17,880
they become everybody's problem.
688
01:02:17,960 --> 01:02:21,480
When I go somewhere,
I instantly create discomfort.
689
01:02:22,400 --> 01:02:24,719
- Instantly.
- Suddenly you are different.
690
01:02:24,800 --> 01:02:27,519
- Because people...
- No one wants to be awkward.
691
01:02:27,599 --> 01:02:32,079
It's an instinct. You need to define
the person. Safe, dangerous. Woman, man.
692
01:02:32,159 --> 01:02:36,280
Most people feel the need
to put a lable on someone new.
693
01:02:42,400 --> 01:02:46,599
A lot of people feel like that,
including my mom.
694
01:02:46,679 --> 01:02:50,760
She thinks that how you look
is connected to how you feel
695
01:02:50,840 --> 01:02:54,119
and that people who look bad
cannot feel good.
696
01:02:55,599 --> 01:02:57,960
And only beautiful people can be happy.
697
01:02:58,039 --> 01:03:01,639
They're accepted and loved by everyone.
The happy ones.
698
01:03:01,719 --> 01:03:05,119
I understand the good intention,
but I still feel sorry
699
01:03:05,199 --> 01:03:09,719
that a person
who is biologically closest to you,
700
01:03:09,800 --> 01:03:11,039
your mom,
701
01:03:11,119 --> 01:03:15,480
thinks how you look is more important
702
01:03:15,559 --> 01:03:18,400
than if you are in harmony
with who you are.
703
01:03:21,159 --> 01:03:23,920
Yeah, here are your cookies. Bye, Bára.
704
01:03:24,000 --> 01:03:25,400
- See you soon.
- Bye.
705
01:03:26,559 --> 01:03:27,960
- Thanks a lot.
- You too.
706
01:03:28,039 --> 01:03:31,119
- See you the day after tomorrow.
- On Thursday.
707
01:03:32,119 --> 01:03:34,519
- Bye.
- Bye, hold the dog.
708
01:03:50,079 --> 01:03:53,239
I don't care what other people think.
709
01:03:53,320 --> 01:03:55,280
Whether I'm gay or not.
710
01:03:56,000 --> 01:04:00,320
It's a bigger issue for other people
than it is for me.
711
01:04:01,239 --> 01:04:03,639
How I'm being perceived.
712
01:04:04,679 --> 01:04:10,719
It's as important to me
as if they thought that I'm Italian.
713
01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:15,400
Well, I'm not, but I don't care.
714
01:05:06,320 --> 01:05:08,960
Väja, drop it, drop it.
715
01:05:09,039 --> 01:05:11,719
Wait. Wait.
716
01:05:16,400 --> 01:05:17,320
Hello.
717
01:05:18,800 --> 01:05:19,719
Väja.
718
01:05:20,800 --> 01:05:22,159
Väja.
719
01:05:22,239 --> 01:05:23,480
Väja, drop it.
720
01:05:23,559 --> 01:05:25,239
Väja! No!
721
01:05:25,320 --> 01:05:26,239
Jakob!
722
01:05:31,199 --> 01:05:35,639
So today we have on a very special guest.
I’ve met a lot of cool people.
723
01:05:35,719 --> 01:05:39,119
Resulting from that and
a few other events in my life,
724
01:05:39,199 --> 01:05:43,599
I got to work for an author I had
never worked for before, Roe Horvat.
725
01:05:43,679 --> 01:05:47,039
Roe hired me
and the first thing Roe said was,
726
01:05:47,119 --> 01:05:50,480
"I’m not sure if you’re going
to want to do this book,
727
01:05:50,559 --> 01:05:54,719
There’s a lot of sex and my last narrator
wasn’t quite down with that.
728
01:05:54,800 --> 01:05:58,679
A little bit, but not as much
as where we’re going with this book."
729
01:05:58,760 --> 01:06:02,960
It was a little project that I for one,
when Roe said that, I was like:
730
01:06:03,039 --> 01:06:06,920
"Come on, what is this, high school?
What do you got?"
731
01:06:07,000 --> 01:06:08,840
But it went on from there...
732
01:06:08,920 --> 01:06:12,800
Without any more from me,
I’ll switch over, we’ll do this live.
733
01:06:12,880 --> 01:06:16,480
Hello Roe, how are you?
Welcome to John Solo’s Beer Brigade!
734
01:06:16,559 --> 01:06:19,320
I’m here. I hope I’m audible.
735
01:06:19,400 --> 01:06:21,119
Yep. We can hear you.
736
01:06:21,199 --> 01:06:26,320
Somebody commented they were
surprised that you had a day job.
737
01:06:26,400 --> 01:06:30,719
And I actually know what you do
and I know you make decent money at it.
738
01:06:30,800 --> 01:06:35,679
Have you considered writing full time?
Is that on your agenda, or no?
739
01:06:36,599 --> 01:06:38,079
I gave my notice.
740
01:06:38,159 --> 01:06:42,119
Congratulations! So when
you got into this style of writing,
741
01:06:42,199 --> 01:06:46,159
how many books did you write
before you got to Dirty Mind ?
742
01:06:46,239 --> 01:06:49,480
Dirty Mind was actually my third book.
743
01:06:49,559 --> 01:06:51,920
But after that,
744
01:06:52,000 --> 01:06:56,239
I still published Vanilla Clouds ,
which is a classic gay romance.
745
01:06:57,000 --> 01:07:01,760
So, The Other Book was the first
book that got published as erotica.
746
01:07:01,840 --> 01:07:07,440
And I did, my entire, think about it,
and I think it was fifth or sixth book.
747
01:07:07,519 --> 01:07:10,920
- Yeah.
- Not entirely sure. I think so.
748
01:07:11,000 --> 01:07:13,079
Yeah, but...
749
01:07:14,679 --> 01:07:18,239
Yeah, it was very liberating, actually.
750
01:07:18,320 --> 01:07:20,320
A lot of authors say:
751
01:07:20,400 --> 01:07:24,440
"I like to write a lot of sex,
but it progresses the story line,
752
01:07:24,519 --> 01:07:26,199
the sex is the plot."
753
01:07:26,280 --> 01:07:32,159
To me, when I’ve seen that in the past,
most of the time it was a fucking porn.
754
01:07:32,239 --> 01:07:36,599
And there’s nothing wrong with that.
It's cool and fine. It is what it is.
755
01:07:36,679 --> 01:07:42,360
Some people are into that and pay me
good money to read it, and it’s all good.
756
01:07:42,440 --> 01:07:47,000
You did something different in Adam Only.
We’ve talked about this in private,
757
01:07:47,079 --> 01:07:49,880
but I’ve never seen
an author do what you did.
758
01:07:49,960 --> 01:07:56,920
You actually progressed the plot
with sex and with such a magical way.
759
01:07:57,000 --> 01:08:01,280
Your descriptions of sex...
I bet you’ve had sex before.
760
01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:07,639
Incredible, dude! Good job!
761
01:08:07,719 --> 01:08:10,559
I’ve never read anything
like it before or since.
762
01:08:10,639 --> 01:08:14,639
I’ve never read sex scenes like that
in my life. It went over the top.
763
01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:22,439
Marvin, what inspires you
when you're writing?
764
01:08:23,880 --> 01:08:27,119
I won't talk about my sex life on camera.
765
01:08:27,199 --> 01:08:28,720
No way.
766
01:09:30,840 --> 01:09:33,880
"I want to make love," he said.
767
01:09:33,960 --> 01:09:38,760
"But first I want to know how you feel."
768
01:09:38,840 --> 01:09:42,479
I closed my eyes, overwhelmed.
769
01:09:42,560 --> 01:09:46,720
When I opened them again, I let go.
I was safe.
770
01:09:46,800 --> 01:09:50,720
Here in our little hiding place,
I could be vulnerable.
771
01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:54,439
Scared. Hopeful."
772
01:09:54,520 --> 01:09:57,039
Inhale, exhale.
773
01:09:58,119 --> 01:10:01,720
"Grateful and alive..."
774
01:10:01,800 --> 01:10:04,439
His smile was blinding.
775
01:10:08,760 --> 01:10:12,960
We can eat there afterward.
They have hot dogs with mashed potatoes.
776
01:10:13,039 --> 01:10:16,479
They should have the opening hours
of the kitchen posted.
777
01:10:24,600 --> 01:10:28,039
THEY
778
01:10:52,600 --> 01:10:53,840
Nice!
779
01:11:00,000 --> 01:11:01,600
Where did you go?
780
01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:05,920
I will chose a different path.
781
01:11:18,439 --> 01:11:20,159
And that's it?
782
01:11:20,239 --> 01:11:21,920
That was good.
783
01:11:26,199 --> 01:11:29,840
Great. Nice!
784
01:11:35,640 --> 01:11:38,399
You can reach further, that's not fair.
785
01:11:39,000 --> 01:11:41,239
Lean on that. Yeah, just like that.
786
01:11:44,960 --> 01:11:46,479
Yes. Superb!
787
01:12:01,479 --> 01:12:02,880
Great!
788
01:12:06,680 --> 01:12:12,079
If my kids were trans, I hope
789
01:12:12,159 --> 01:12:16,520
it would be easier for them
than it was for me.
790
01:12:17,680 --> 01:12:19,479
But...
791
01:12:21,039 --> 01:12:23,960
I can't say
I would hope for it to happen.
792
01:12:24,039 --> 01:12:25,760
But what can you do?
793
01:12:25,840 --> 01:12:28,560
I wouldn't be opening champagne,
794
01:12:28,640 --> 01:12:31,600
but there's nothing wrong with the child.
795
01:12:31,680 --> 01:12:34,000
If they're trans, they're trans.
796
01:12:34,079 --> 01:12:37,760
The child is not the one
that should be adapting.
797
01:12:40,359 --> 01:12:42,520
Yeah, you're so rough.
798
01:12:52,279 --> 01:12:53,520
I don't have any.
799
01:12:54,720 --> 01:12:56,159
You want this one?
800
01:12:58,359 --> 01:12:59,479
Drop it.
801
01:13:00,399 --> 01:13:01,720
Come here.
802
01:13:02,319 --> 01:13:03,319
Behave!
803
01:13:05,520 --> 01:13:09,159
For a long time, my mom didn't know
we were shooting this film.
804
01:13:09,239 --> 01:13:12,560
But last time,
we talked about it casually.
805
01:13:12,640 --> 01:13:16,960
My mom didn't want to participate,
I respect that and I didn't push her.
806
01:13:17,039 --> 01:13:21,840
Now we can talk about it
without any awkwardness.
807
01:13:29,560 --> 01:13:35,800
The way Marvin looks now,
is at the edge of my tolerance.
808
01:13:39,119 --> 01:13:41,640
I definitely wouldn't choose this option.
809
01:13:41,720 --> 01:13:45,560
But how can I decide
how someone else should look like?
810
01:13:45,640 --> 01:13:51,159
That's really absurd,
but I don't mind how Marvin looks now.
811
01:13:54,159 --> 01:13:57,520
The further I am in transition,
the less I think about...
812
01:13:57,600 --> 01:14:01,199
Actually, I don't think I am not trans.
813
01:14:05,319 --> 01:14:09,720
I look at myself in the mirror
and I feel good, I look good
814
01:14:09,800 --> 01:14:14,199
it's still me, not someone else.
815
01:14:15,439 --> 01:14:16,520
Sit.
816
01:14:18,239 --> 01:14:19,479
Come on.
817
01:14:19,560 --> 01:14:21,239
Sit down.
818
01:14:22,840 --> 01:14:25,720
When we came here, we were different
819
01:14:25,800 --> 01:14:29,439
and the change
is a result of our experiences.
820
01:14:30,439 --> 01:14:33,720
The reason
why we're together is still the same.
821
01:14:35,560 --> 01:14:37,079
Because we love each other.
822
01:14:38,800 --> 01:14:43,319
So far, Marvin hasn't given me
a reason to stop loving him.
823
01:14:48,039 --> 01:14:49,319
But not here.
824
01:14:49,399 --> 01:14:52,239
Look! Daddy found some trees there.
825
01:14:52,319 --> 01:14:57,439
Ivan? Last time you did it here,
between these two.
826
01:14:57,520 --> 01:14:59,880
- To the right.
- Kubo remembers it.
827
01:15:16,000 --> 01:15:20,039
Okay, hands up.
I also don't know how to do it.
828
01:15:20,119 --> 01:15:22,760
- Great.
- Should I get the rope out of the way?
829
01:15:22,840 --> 01:15:25,920
No, it's fine, as long as
I don't hang myself on it.
830
01:15:26,720 --> 01:15:29,960
You know what?
I need it differently. Like this.
831
01:15:30,039 --> 01:15:31,760
And you can walk next to me.
832
01:15:33,079 --> 01:15:34,960
The problem is
833
01:15:35,039 --> 01:15:38,560
it shakes under your feet.
834
01:15:38,640 --> 01:15:40,720
- Technically.
- I know.
835
01:15:50,680 --> 01:15:55,199
In the beginning, I was afraid.
836
01:15:55,279 --> 01:15:59,399
What to tell him, how to tell him,
when to tell him, and so on.
837
01:15:59,479 --> 01:16:03,439
And then, Ivan was the one
838
01:16:03,520 --> 01:16:06,560
who was the most supportive.
839
01:16:07,399 --> 01:16:09,680
Without him, it would be more difficult.
840
01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:16,720
I'm going to hold you by your pocket.
841
01:16:16,800 --> 01:16:17,800
No, don't!
842
01:16:17,880 --> 01:16:20,920
Wait, come closer, so I can grab you.
843
01:16:22,239 --> 01:16:23,640
You're gonna fall down!
844
01:16:23,720 --> 01:16:28,319
Yes, probably.
Or I could do it like this. Perfect.
845
01:16:36,479 --> 01:16:41,439
Bend your knees, keep your body forward.
846
01:16:41,520 --> 01:16:45,319
Eyes up, and have your palms facing in.
847
01:16:45,399 --> 01:16:46,840
Like that.
848
01:16:49,800 --> 01:16:53,279
And go. More on your toes.
849
01:17:19,079 --> 01:17:21,439
Let's play a game.
850
01:17:21,520 --> 01:17:25,000
- I'll give you this notebook.
- Okay.
851
01:17:25,079 --> 01:17:29,800
And you write in five sentences
how your story with Ivan will end.
852
01:17:30,479 --> 01:17:34,720
- Does it have to be with Ivan?
- Yes, your family.
853
01:17:44,079 --> 01:17:46,199
Okay, well, this is painful.
854
01:17:49,840 --> 01:17:51,720
Option number one:
855
01:17:56,560 --> 01:18:02,720
A villa by the sea, a dog, our feet up,
our health issues piling up,
856
01:18:02,800 --> 01:18:06,640
but we still can eat well
and take walks by the beach.
857
01:18:07,600 --> 01:18:08,640
So...
858
01:18:09,319 --> 01:18:12,560
an enjoyable, slow, and long retirement.
859
01:18:22,079 --> 01:18:25,279
Number two:
The apocalypse. Slow or fast.
860
01:18:25,359 --> 01:18:28,960
Ivan and I will be teammates.
861
01:18:31,880 --> 01:18:35,479
- You have poppy seeds in your teeth.
- I know. Give me that.
862
01:18:39,319 --> 01:18:41,399
And that was even better,
863
01:18:41,479 --> 01:18:44,800
when you watched that football game.
864
01:18:44,880 --> 01:18:45,920
Don't you dare!
865
01:18:47,600 --> 01:18:48,960
Don't you dare!
866
01:18:59,159 --> 01:19:00,680
Option number three:
867
01:19:00,760 --> 01:19:03,079
Each of us with a new partner,
868
01:19:03,159 --> 01:19:06,520
inviting each other to birthday parties.
869
01:19:44,079 --> 01:19:50,960
A YEAR LATER,
MARVIN AND IVAN ARE STILL TOGETHER
870
01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:28,720
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