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‪急救先鋒:紐約

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‪劇名:第八集:改變心意

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‪麗莎,我是藍傑醫師

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‪麗莎,睜開眼睛

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‪麗莎

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‪我們直接帶她去做斷層掃描好了?

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‪我不想光是坐在這邊盯著她看

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‪帶她去掃描吧

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‪她一癲癇我們就覺得慘了

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‪運氣不好

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‪整個檢查都受到影響

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‪發生全身性抽搐的話
‪病人會處在發作後期好一段時間

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‪會感覺疲憊大約12到24小時

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‪整個人都感覺很差

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‪-這是腫瘤原本的位置
‪-沒錯

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‪沒有看到中風的跡象
‪也沒有...

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{\an8}‪手術時間很長,加上大腦裡有空氣

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‪應該就是癲癇的原因了

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‪有空氣,癲癇就發作了

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‪-毫不意外,沒什麼好驚訝
‪-的確沒什麼好驚訝

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‪好吧,看看她明天狀況怎麼樣

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‪-我很高興能回來,和你一起
‪-真的

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‪我要回去當我的副主任了

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‪做這一行不容易

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‪(列諾克斯山醫院)

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‪(柯恩兒童醫療中心)

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‪泰勒還要多久?

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‪-什麼還要多久?
‪-泰勒

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‪泰勒的話,我們要再等等

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‪看到了嗎?全都塞滿了

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‪你看後方的管壁

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‪動脈太小了沒有辦法這麼做

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‪問題在於...

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‪-你能從這個開孔重來嗎?
‪-可以,還是要把這邊補起來?

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‪我必須替泰勒建立四條管路

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‪兩條動脈、一條靜脈,和一條輸尿管

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‪我擔心其中一條可能有漏洞

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‪如果破洞是在其中一條血管上
‪那他就會出血

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‪再給我一個止血鉗?

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‪可能會產生血塊

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‪我要確定處理是完美的

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‪手術必須完美成功

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‪這終究是個爸爸捐腎給自己的兒子

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‪我們沒有犯錯的餘地

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‪我們得把這邊修補好
‪用縫線連接起來

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‪我覺得問題就是出在這裡
‪動脈切開的地方綻開了

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‪再讓我看看,沖洗

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‪希望前側動脈不要有血塊
‪它現在沒有血流

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‪這顆腎臟有兩條動脈
‪其中一條血管天生就很細

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‪而主要動脈被堵住了

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‪關鍵是要發現問題
‪如果你覺得哪裡不太對勁

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‪就重來把它做好

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‪我們可不能離開手術室後
‪才在心裡希望一切沒事

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{\an8}‪你得帶著一切都會順利

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{\an8}‪腎臟血流會很棒的自信
‪離開手術室

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{\an8}‪嗨,我是護理師麥肯西
‪我會和妳一起搭直升機

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‪妳摔得很重喔?

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‪對,我跌倒了

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‪我穿過草坪走到車道上

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‪了解,所以可能是絆倒了?

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‪-有可能
‪-好

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‪妳會頭暈嗎?

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‪-不會
‪-好

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‪如果感覺有任何改變
‪馬上跟我說,好嗎?

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‪-這是妳的另一半嗎?
‪-對,我們已經結婚55年了

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‪天啊,太棒了

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‪一、二、三

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‪很好

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‪妳只有跌倒嗎,妳沒有...

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‪跌倒的時候有用手去擋嗎?

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‪-沒有
‪-沒有,我看得出來沒有

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‪我只是想要去拿信

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‪走到車道上以後就跌倒了

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‪-飛行愉快,晚點見
‪-希望如此

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‪55年

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‪-你能相信嗎?是不是很棒?
‪-我知道,他們好可愛

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‪-天啊,這就是我的人生目標
‪-就是說啊

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‪我保證一定會好好照顧她,好嗎?

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‪好了
‪我們一降落就打給你,好嗎?

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‪非常謝謝妳

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‪-不客氣
‪-注意安全

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‪如果妳覺得不舒服
‪或者想要一些止痛藥

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‪-請妳跟我說,好嗎?
‪-好

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‪泰勒?你聽得見嗎,泰勒?
‪睜開眼睛

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‪你聽得到嗎?
‪深呼吸,好嗎?

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‪我們要去找爸爸媽媽
‪聽起來不錯吧?

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‪你聽得到嗎?
‪睜開眼睛,這就對了

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‪看到他尿液的顏色變淺了嗎?

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‪很好,那是好事

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‪好一泡陳年好尿

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‪-像波爾多紅酒?
‪-含有很多單寧

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‪好了,上樓去

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‪晚點見,謝謝

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‪媽媽,妳可以過來了

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‪-兒子要醒來了
‪-謝謝

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‪嘿,兒子

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‪嗨,親愛的

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‪你聽得到嗎,寶貝?媽咪來了

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‪嗨

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‪他醒了,怎麼了,泰勒?

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‪我看一下這裡的傷口,好嗎?

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‪哇

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‪我們可以用個好看的刺青
‪把它蓋過去,你看怎麼樣?

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‪踩油門,用力踩油門

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‪噢,你還沒有駕照

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‪這是他們人生中最重大的一刻

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‪泰勒能再過很多個生日
‪有朝一日也能結婚

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‪泰勒會有自己的家庭
‪那些重大的時刻

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‪將像今天一樣重要

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‪因為今天是
‪泰勒接受他爸爸的腎臟的日子

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‪他被包得好好的

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‪嘿,夥伴,你給腎臟取名字了嗎?

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‪替它想個名字

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‪-我想他說的是“好”

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‪-好
‪-我愛你,兒子

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‪他說他也愛你

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‪呼叫救護車66
‪皇后區有一名80歲女性

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‪病患在自家門前遭休旅車撞上

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‪頭部外傷,頸部可能也有受傷
‪患者極度疼痛

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‪第二個外傷病患進來了
‪讓他去隔壁,過來

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‪我的耳朵!

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‪我最害怕的就是走進外傷病房
‪發現是我的小孩躺在床上

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‪我害怕接到電話
‪發現是來自孩子常出沒的地方

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‪或是他們住的地方

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‪這些年來,我已經發展出
‪在高壓情境下工作的心理機制

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‪我想放鬆

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‪你很放鬆啊,你已經躺下來了

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‪你想睡嗎?

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‪對我來說,最難受的莫過於

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‪我的孩子需要幫助
‪卻沒有人可以幫助他們

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‪媽媽,我們現在要去做斷層掃描
‪就在隔壁

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‪媽媽,妳可以跟我一起去嗎?

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‪-媽媽會跟你一起去
‪-媽媽會跟著的

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‪我們要拍一張你頭腦裡的照片

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‪我已經當護理師19年了
‪這些年來我天天在看這些畫面

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‪這讓我切身感受到
‪什麼才是真正重要的事

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‪這是我所知道的事

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{\an8}‪我不會去質問說

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{\an8}‪這值得嗎?
‪我應該繼續做下去嗎?

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‪對我來說那都不是問題

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‪-媽媽,妳待在這裡
‪-我就在這裡,克里斯蒂安

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‪一、二、三

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‪降落了,在南面

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‪好,我們到了,瑪格莉特女士

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‪給妳一些心理準備
‪我們走進去的時候

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‪會有很多人問妳很多問題

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‪整個外傷團隊都會來評估妳的狀況

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‪來確保妳有需要的東西

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‪我們帶妳去外傷區吧

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‪這位是瑪格莉特女士
‪78歲女性

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‪她在自家的水泥車道上摔倒了

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‪沒辦法及時用手保護自己

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‪所以她的手沒有受傷
‪但她的臉直接著地

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‪她有鼻中膈出血和硬腦膜下出血

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‪但次級評估沒有什麼狀況

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‪沒有落差、沒有變形,沒有那類的傷

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‪瑪格莉特女士
‪我要去和妳先生講個電話

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‪-讓他知道妳平安到達了
‪-好,謝謝妳

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‪不客氣,希望妳趕快康復,好嗎?

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‪先生...

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‪其實我現在就要去打給柏納德先生

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‪-柏納德先生是誰?
‪-她先生

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‪只是讓他知道一下她平安降落了

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‪嗨,柏納德先生
‪我是天空健康的麥肯西

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‪我想讓你知道你太太平安降落了

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‪我們已經把她轉交給急診室

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‪外傷團隊已經在照顧她了

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‪喔,不用這麼客氣

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‪你太客氣了,謝謝

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‪好,再見

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‪我母親在2015年被診斷出肺腺癌

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‪一開始她的症狀都很平緩

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‪看不太出來她患了什麼病

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‪她接受掃描
‪在急診室直接確診第四期癌症

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‪這不是很常見的狀況

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‪通常不會那麼快確診

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‪那是我這輩子最難過的一天

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‪她就是我心中最重要的部分

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‪我看著她的靈魂伴侶
‪與她一同受苦

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‪那是很讓人難受的場面
‪但同時也很美麗

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‪因為他們同甘共苦
‪又如此深愛彼此

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‪-進來吧
‪-嗨

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‪我是麥克瑞醫師,你們好嗎?

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‪抱歉,我和女兒一起待在這裡

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‪當然可以,別擔心

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‪你可是她爸!你們怎麼來的?
‪發生什麼事?

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‪我昏倒了,基本上就是這樣
‪這是我第一次昏倒

188
00:11:55,924 --> 00:12:00,929
‪我覺得是因為我在吃的藥...

189
00:12:01,430 --> 00:12:03,307
‪-鎮靜劑蘿拉西泮

190
00:12:03,307 --> 00:12:04,725
‪-蘿拉西泮
‪-對

191
00:12:04,725 --> 00:12:06,769
{\an8}‪好,妳服藥的原因是?

192
00:12:08,270 --> 00:12:09,313
{\an8}‪焦慮

193
00:12:10,063 --> 00:12:12,608
‪她睡不好,一直很疲倦

194
00:12:12,608 --> 00:12:14,735
‪一直很焦慮

195
00:12:14,735 --> 00:12:17,821
‪好,我先給妳做一點檢查
‪我想聽聽妳的心跳

196
00:12:17,821 --> 00:12:19,406
‪妳現在看起來比較放鬆了

197
00:12:19,406 --> 00:12:22,868
‪我把監測器關掉了
‪否則妳應該會更緊張

198
00:12:25,871 --> 00:12:27,956
‪好了,聽起來很好

199
00:12:28,624 --> 00:12:31,668
‪我最近值班時

200
00:12:32,544 --> 00:12:36,465
‪看到很多焦慮、憂鬱、恐慌症的病人

201
00:12:37,299 --> 00:12:40,969
‪我真的認為很多人心中
‪累積很多壓力

202
00:12:40,969 --> 00:12:43,514
‪需要我聯絡精神科醫師嗎?

203
00:12:44,348 --> 00:12:47,142
‪妳想和別人聊聊這件事嗎?

204
00:12:48,727 --> 00:12:52,397
‪也許面對面談談會比較好?

205
00:12:52,397 --> 00:12:53,440
‪也許吧

206
00:12:53,440 --> 00:12:57,444
‪好,我覺得精神科的話
‪有時候面對面看診還是比較好

207
00:12:57,444 --> 00:13:00,781
‪我知道因為疫情的關係
‪很多人都改用線上看診

208
00:13:01,949 --> 00:13:06,078
‪但可以跟別人面對面坐下來
‪好好談一談...

209
00:13:06,662 --> 00:13:08,038
‪看到這種病人

210
00:13:08,038 --> 00:13:12,042
‪我會努力給他們一點希望
‪讓他們跟精神科醫師聊聊

211
00:13:12,042 --> 00:13:15,087
‪這裡的身心科資源對所有人開放

212
00:13:16,421 --> 00:13:21,426
‪我認為疫情對我們所有人
‪都造成了影響,我們都累了

213
00:13:23,303 --> 00:13:24,429
‪很好

214
00:13:24,429 --> 00:13:26,056
‪-謝謝妳,醫生
‪-別客氣

215
00:13:26,557 --> 00:13:28,642
‪好吧,可憐的孩子

216
00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:30,227
‪這些孩子

217
00:13:31,645 --> 00:13:34,648
‪(列諾克斯山 格林尼治村)

218
00:13:35,148 --> 00:13:38,110
‪(柯恩兒童醫療中心)

219
00:13:38,610 --> 00:13:39,736
‪新冠肺炎篩檢?

220
00:13:39,736 --> 00:13:40,821
‪-對
‪-對

221
00:13:40,821 --> 00:13:44,032
‪拜託,我沒有得啦

222
00:13:47,035 --> 00:13:47,953
‪他真可愛

223
00:13:50,122 --> 00:13:52,416
‪克里斯蒂安,你現在有哪裡痛嗎?

224
00:13:52,416 --> 00:13:53,584
‪臉

225
00:13:53,584 --> 00:13:55,794
‪-臉嗎?
‪-我的臉和腿

226
00:13:55,794 --> 00:13:57,254
‪好,很痛還是只有一點痛?

227
00:13:57,254 --> 00:14:00,173
‪如果十分是最痛
‪一分是幾乎不痛

228
00:14:00,173 --> 00:14:01,091
‪八分?

229
00:14:01,592 --> 00:14:05,637
‪以八分來說你看起來很自在
‪我覺得應該是因為你很勇敢

230
00:14:07,931 --> 00:14:10,767
‪我只是想讓妳知道我愛妳

231
00:14:10,767 --> 00:14:12,144
‪我也愛你,小傢伙

232
00:14:13,061 --> 00:14:16,607
‪如果我出了什麼事
‪記得我愛妳

233
00:14:16,607 --> 00:14:17,608
‪我愛妳,媽咪

234
00:14:17,608 --> 00:14:20,068
‪-我也愛你,小傢伙
‪-我好愛妳

235
00:14:20,068 --> 00:14:23,780
‪我要在你臉上噴點水
‪我想把一些頭髮弄掉

236
00:14:24,781 --> 00:14:26,950
‪只是冷冷的而已對吧?
‪就這樣,冷水而已

237
00:14:26,950 --> 00:14:29,328
‪-所以只是水而已?
‪-只是水而已

238
00:14:31,788 --> 00:14:35,292
‪你是我們今天看到最勇敢的小男孩

239
00:14:36,335 --> 00:14:38,253
‪好了,拿掉了

240
00:14:41,381 --> 00:14:43,717
‪-有好點了嗎?
‪-有

241
00:14:43,717 --> 00:14:44,843
‪很好

242
00:14:44,843 --> 00:14:49,640
‪我知道他說他的疼痛有八到十分
‪但我們現在看到這個孩子

243
00:14:49,640 --> 00:14:53,644
‪妳覺得跟剛進來醫院時相比
‪他有比較不痛嗎?

244
00:14:53,644 --> 00:14:55,187
‪-媽咪
‪-什麼事?

245
00:14:56,605 --> 00:14:59,483
‪媽咪,不要哭
‪妳會害我也哭的

246
00:14:59,483 --> 00:15:02,277
‪-我沒有哭
‪-拜託別哭

247
00:15:02,277 --> 00:15:04,571
‪我知道妳在哭,但沒有關係

248
00:15:04,571 --> 00:15:06,990
‪沒事的,媽媽,我會好起來的

249
00:15:09,534 --> 00:15:10,994
‪-愛妳
‪-我也愛你

250
00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:16,792
‪我一直想說服他、跟他說
‪他得繼續留在這一行

251
00:15:16,792 --> 00:15:18,418
{\an8}‪他真的很有天賦

252
00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:23,090
{\an8}‪他為這些孩子和他們的家人付出很多

253
00:15:23,090 --> 00:15:26,009
‪那是我很重視他的一點

254
00:15:27,928 --> 00:15:31,640
‪我離婚的過程
‪對我的小孩來說很不好受

255
00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:36,728
‪疫情又讓我離家人更遠

256
00:15:36,728 --> 00:15:40,065
‪讓我開始思考
‪我該怎麼多花些時間和他們相處

257
00:15:40,065 --> 00:15:43,068
‪去享受、看著他們成長?

258
00:15:48,156 --> 00:15:50,701
‪護理師做事需要非常細心

259
00:15:51,201 --> 00:15:56,289
‪這種對細節的重視
‪可以應用在任何行業上

260
00:15:56,790 --> 00:16:00,252
‪所以我開了一間運輸公司

261
00:16:00,252 --> 00:16:03,588
‪這能給我的孩子
‪我們的孩子一個未來

262
00:16:04,423 --> 00:16:07,050
‪最終還是要留時間給自己的家人

263
00:16:07,050 --> 00:16:11,304
‪還是要找回自己的時間
‪花時間和家人相處

264
00:16:12,389 --> 00:16:15,475
‪畢竟說到底,我還是一名父親

265
00:16:16,309 --> 00:16:20,063
‪要離開一定會難過的
‪畢竟我做了這麼久

266
00:16:32,909 --> 00:16:35,245
‪-妳今天要做什麼?晚上?
‪-做功課

267
00:16:35,245 --> 00:16:36,288
{\an8}‪功課?

268
00:16:36,288 --> 00:16:38,331
{\an8}‪我們現在在讀心理學

269
00:16:38,832 --> 00:16:44,796
{\an8}‪我被分配到創傷後壓力症候群
‪所以我研究了治療方法的演變

270
00:16:44,796 --> 00:16:46,590
‪妳也知道

271
00:16:46,590 --> 00:16:51,386
‪以前主要是退役的軍人
‪會有創傷後壓力症候群

272
00:16:51,386 --> 00:16:55,182
‪那時候不叫創傷後壓力症候群
‪以前叫做彈震症

273
00:16:55,182 --> 00:16:58,602
‪軍人回家以後
‪還是聽到戰場上的槍聲和砲彈聲

274
00:16:59,352 --> 00:17:04,274
‪以前都只有從戰場回來的軍人會得
‪但現在小孩子也可能會得

275
00:17:04,274 --> 00:17:06,568
‪曾經處在高壓力狀態之下的人都會得

276
00:17:06,568 --> 00:17:09,946
‪尤其是現在,在疫情之後...

277
00:17:09,946 --> 00:17:12,491
‪真的,當然了
‪我們這段時間都在工作

278
00:17:12,491 --> 00:17:15,285
‪看到這麼大量的死亡
‪對任何人來說都很不正常

279
00:17:15,285 --> 00:17:17,662
‪我們都會有創傷後壓力症候群

280
00:17:21,833 --> 00:17:24,461
‪這是大家都避而不談的話題

281
00:17:25,170 --> 00:17:28,381
‪做救護車工作
‪對我們的心理健康會造成的影響

282
00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:32,010
‪我們得把這些不好的事正常化

283
00:17:37,015 --> 00:17:41,686
‪我接過西村一個嗑藥過量過世的病人

284
00:17:42,187 --> 00:17:47,359
‪還有一個新冠肺炎的病人
‪他和他太太都過世了

285
00:17:47,859 --> 00:17:49,361
‪我們抵達時他們兩個躺在一起

286
00:17:50,320 --> 00:17:55,242
‪我還接過另一個受到槍傷的男孩
‪真的非常年輕,他也過世了

287
00:17:56,868 --> 00:18:00,664
‪我每天都看到各種慘劇

288
00:18:05,293 --> 00:18:09,214
‪不過現在我的家中有個小傢伙

289
00:18:09,714 --> 00:18:14,094
‪工作對我來說有了另一層不同意義

290
00:18:15,220 --> 00:18:19,933
‪讓我很感激可以回到家人身邊

291
00:18:19,933 --> 00:18:25,021
‪因為世事無常
‪我很有可能沒辦法平安回家

292
00:18:30,777 --> 00:18:34,698
‪在我心裡,我的工作曾經就是一切

293
00:18:34,698 --> 00:18:38,368
‪我以前非常投入自己的工作...

294
00:18:40,704 --> 00:18:43,748
‪覺得我就是這份工作

295
00:18:44,791 --> 00:18:48,044
‪現在我不這麼想了

296
00:18:48,044 --> 00:18:52,215
‪工作仍然是我的一部分
‪但它不能定義我

297
00:18:52,215 --> 00:18:57,220
‪我感覺自己有很多不同層面

298
00:19:09,316 --> 00:19:12,819
‪-嘿,寶貝,她還好嗎?
‪-我剛餵過她

299
00:19:12,819 --> 00:19:16,531
‪她需要再抽一次痰嗎?
‪睡前的時候?

300
00:19:16,531 --> 00:19:19,201
‪我想讓她盡可能多睡一點

301
00:19:19,201 --> 00:19:24,039
‪好吧,我打電話只是想確認一下
‪跟你說我愛你

302
00:19:24,039 --> 00:19:25,790
‪-我也愛妳
‪-好,拜拜

303
00:19:27,334 --> 00:19:28,710
‪我好討厭她生病

304
00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:33,590
‪讓我覺得很不舒服

305
00:19:33,590 --> 00:19:38,011
‪不過這代表她在加強免疫力...

306
00:19:41,389 --> 00:19:43,725
‪我也知道她沒事,就只是...

307
00:19:46,645 --> 00:19:48,688
‪我沒辦法陪在她身邊感覺很糟

308
00:19:51,483 --> 00:19:56,446
‪我會一直想成為更好的配偶
‪或更好的媽媽

309
00:19:56,446 --> 00:19:59,908
‪即使沒有時間
‪也想努力騰出時間

310
00:20:00,492 --> 00:20:02,202
‪因為這就叫做付出

311
00:20:05,747 --> 00:20:12,087
‪我很感謝自己有健康的身體
‪和更加健康的心靈

312
00:20:12,087 --> 00:20:16,007
‪我先生和我女兒
‪跟我的身心健康有很大的關係

313
00:20:17,926 --> 00:20:20,845
‪我很崇敬她帶給我的感受

314
00:20:20,845 --> 00:20:24,474
‪讓我和我媽產生連結

315
00:20:25,642 --> 00:20:30,981
‪我現在更能感受到媽媽陪伴在我身邊

316
00:20:34,192 --> 00:20:35,151
‪可惡

317
00:20:36,528 --> 00:20:37,404
‪哈囉,親愛的

318
00:20:40,782 --> 00:20:42,659
‪來給爸爸親一個

319
00:20:45,704 --> 00:20:47,789
‪茅里西奧在哪裡?

320
00:20:47,789 --> 00:20:49,874
‪在這裡!

321
00:21:00,593 --> 00:21:02,012
‪我的睡眠非常不足

322
00:21:05,181 --> 00:21:07,767
‪生了第二胎以後
‪我感覺更加睡眠不足了

323
00:21:07,767 --> 00:21:10,103
‪而且我也40多歲了

324
00:21:10,103 --> 00:21:13,565
‪我已經值夜班10多年了

325
00:21:14,065 --> 00:21:19,154
‪這開始影響我的健康狀況和體能

326
00:21:21,990 --> 00:21:23,950
‪我不知道我還能繼續這樣多久

327
00:21:28,538 --> 00:21:31,750
‪-早安,史黛西?
‪-早安,就是我

328
00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:33,043
‪-嗨
‪-嗨

329
00:21:33,043 --> 00:21:34,294
‪你是?

330
00:21:34,294 --> 00:21:36,629
‪-他是我弟弟,札伊爾
‪-嗨

331
00:21:36,629 --> 00:21:39,424
‪檢傷紀錄很簡短

332
00:21:39,424 --> 00:21:43,094
‪-上面說妳因為齋戒月在禁食
‪-對

333
00:21:43,094 --> 00:21:44,512
‪妳還要禁食多久?

334
00:21:44,512 --> 00:21:46,348
‪-再八天
‪-再八天

335
00:21:46,348 --> 00:21:48,767
‪-不過又沒人在算
‪-老天

336
00:21:48,767 --> 00:21:49,851
‪我的頭...

337
00:21:50,769 --> 00:21:53,938
‪我覺得後腦杓和眼睛有點壓迫感

338
00:21:53,938 --> 00:21:58,151
‪所以我一直照鏡子
‪告訴自己“妳沒事,放輕鬆”

339
00:21:58,151 --> 00:21:59,903
‪可是後來我的心跳開始加快

340
00:21:59,903 --> 00:22:03,406
‪所以我們才叫了救護車
‪因為我狀況沒有好轉,反而變虛弱了

341
00:22:03,406 --> 00:22:07,243
‪我們會檢查一些心臟的數值
‪還有電解質、血鎂濃度

342
00:22:07,243 --> 00:22:10,663
‪確定不是有什麼東西失衡
‪才讓妳不舒服

343
00:22:10,663 --> 00:22:12,582
‪-妳抽菸嗎?
‪-不抽

344
00:22:12,582 --> 00:22:13,792
‪也不喝酒,對吧?

345
00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:14,959
‪-不喝
‪-好

346
00:22:14,959 --> 00:22:17,087
‪如果有需要的話
‪我正在戒癮中

347
00:22:17,087 --> 00:22:21,591
‪噢,如果妳不介意的話
‪我想知道妳在戒什麼?

348
00:22:21,591 --> 00:22:22,550
‪快克古柯鹼

349
00:22:22,550 --> 00:22:24,719
‪好,戒幾年了?

350
00:22:26,346 --> 00:22:29,891
‪-四個月,之前破戒了
‪-四個月!太棒了

351
00:22:30,433 --> 00:22:35,063
‪我覺得很了不起!
‪因為我真的不會再犯了

352
00:22:35,063 --> 00:22:36,064
‪太好了

353
00:22:38,858 --> 00:22:41,694
‪你只會讓我哭得更兇
‪擦掉一滴就會有新的一滴

354
00:22:41,694 --> 00:22:45,281
‪我們會檢查妳的心臟和心臟酵素

355
00:22:45,281 --> 00:22:48,159
‪確定沒有其他潛在問題

356
00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:51,079
‪如果看起來還好
‪指數都正常的話

357
00:22:51,079 --> 00:22:55,125
‪那我認為妳就可以帶一些冰塊回家
‪在家休息

358
00:22:55,125 --> 00:22:57,001
‪-好
‪-好,我晚點再來找妳

359
00:22:57,001 --> 00:22:58,002
‪-好
‪-好

360
00:22:58,670 --> 00:23:03,049
‪我萬萬沒想到
‪她會是正在戒毒癮的人

361
00:23:04,134 --> 00:23:06,302
‪她人那麼善良可愛

362
00:23:07,887 --> 00:23:09,806
‪大家總是充滿驚喜

363
00:23:13,017 --> 00:23:14,936
‪我不會太過多疑

364
00:23:14,936 --> 00:23:17,647
‪來上班的時候

365
00:23:17,647 --> 00:23:21,109
‪我還是會努力保持樂觀正向的態度

366
00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:26,948
‪但最近這件事越來越難做到
‪我們都要累壞了

367
00:23:27,991 --> 00:23:32,078
‪我們都很努力
‪為工作犧牲很多

368
00:23:32,662 --> 00:23:35,874
‪我們不想工作到倦怠

369
00:23:35,874 --> 00:23:38,793
‪以至於工作時沒辦法全心投入

370
00:23:40,044 --> 00:23:41,921
‪這段時間確實考驗了我們的韌性

371
00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:43,089
‪怎麼回事?

372
00:23:51,306 --> 00:23:55,643
‪這是約書亞,17歲男性
‪有多處槍傷...

373
00:23:56,603 --> 00:23:58,646
‪-他會撐過來的
‪-他是個鬥士

374
00:23:58,646 --> 00:23:59,564
‪他是

375
00:24:00,148 --> 00:24:00,982
‪他的確是

376
00:24:02,442 --> 00:24:04,569
‪約書亞最後是走路出院的

377
00:24:04,569 --> 00:24:06,696
‪他們一家現在要搬離這裡

378
00:24:07,530 --> 00:24:11,534
‪我牽掛著這些
‪離開醫院回到社會上的孩子

379
00:24:13,244 --> 00:24:15,830
‪要和病人保持聯繫很困難

380
00:24:17,081 --> 00:24:21,377
‪你陪著他們經歷過
‪改變人生的重大時刻

381
00:24:21,961 --> 00:24:24,255
‪而從此以後你只能揣想他們的未來

382
00:24:33,223 --> 00:24:35,767
‪當你經歷過某個創傷事件

383
00:24:35,767 --> 00:24:39,145
‪你的大腦中的化學物質
‪過濾資訊的方式

384
00:24:39,854 --> 00:24:42,815
‪會發生大幅改變
‪我感覺自己改變了

385
00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:45,568
‪深呼吸

386
00:24:46,069 --> 00:24:47,403
‪我不焦慮

387
00:24:47,403 --> 00:24:51,407
‪我找到了一種哲學

388
00:24:51,407 --> 00:24:53,826
‪能夠解釋我存在於世間的目的

389
00:24:54,744 --> 00:24:56,162
‪那就是要做個好人

390
00:24:57,205 --> 00:24:59,707
‪要仁慈,要謙虛

391
00:24:59,707 --> 00:25:02,752
‪有時候我還是會覺得很難做到

392
00:25:03,378 --> 00:25:06,589
‪治好了,我們做到了
‪謝謝你們

393
00:25:08,716 --> 00:25:11,261
‪坦白說,我認為身為一個領導者

394
00:25:11,261 --> 00:25:14,305
‪展現出脆弱的一面
‪反而能讓你成為更好的人

395
00:25:18,142 --> 00:25:21,646
‪我認為她也有可能有長新冠的問題

396
00:25:21,646 --> 00:25:24,440
‪有新冠肺炎留下的後遺症

397
00:25:25,984 --> 00:25:28,611
‪我還是不太敢出門

398
00:25:28,611 --> 00:25:31,406
‪我已經一年半沒有在外面吃晚餐了

399
00:25:31,406 --> 00:25:33,157
‪好,我馬上回來

400
00:25:33,825 --> 00:25:35,618
‪-史黛西,嗨
‪-嗨

401
00:25:37,161 --> 00:25:38,663
‪妳的檢查結果看起來沒問題

402
00:25:38,663 --> 00:25:42,625
‪鎂濃度正常,心臟指數正常

403
00:25:43,209 --> 00:25:46,087
‪可以的話
‪我會希望妳至少把這些點滴滴完

404
00:25:46,087 --> 00:25:48,798
‪因為如果妳今天還要禁食的話
‪那會很有幫助

405
00:25:48,798 --> 00:25:51,426
‪如果妳有感覺比較好的話
‪就可以出院了

406
00:25:51,426 --> 00:25:54,762
‪我是感覺好多了
‪但我想把點滴滴完,因為我覺得...

407
00:25:54,762 --> 00:25:57,599
‪當然,妳當然要把點滴滴完

408
00:25:57,599 --> 00:26:00,935
‪就這麼做吧?
‪我準備要走了

409
00:26:00,935 --> 00:26:02,395
{\an8}‪-妳怎麼敢?
‪-我知道

410
00:26:02,895 --> 00:26:05,064
{\an8}‪我十分鐘後下班,要去睡個覺
‪不是馬上走啦

411
00:26:05,064 --> 00:26:08,234
{\an8}‪看在老天的份上
‪妳怎麼會想做這種事?

412
00:26:08,901 --> 00:26:10,445
‪這樣今天晚上才能再回來上班

413
00:26:10,945 --> 00:26:12,697
‪我真不知道妳是怎麼做到的

414
00:26:12,697 --> 00:26:16,034
‪我必須老實說
‪真的很感謝你們這些醫生

415
00:26:16,034 --> 00:26:20,246
‪想到護理師、醫生
‪還有現在的環境

416
00:26:20,246 --> 00:26:23,499
‪這都是因為妳有一副好心腸
‪不只是因為這是工作

417
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:27,337
‪我不覺得...
‪人們去關懷他人

418
00:26:27,337 --> 00:26:29,797
‪關懷其他受苦的人的行為
‪是很有意義的

419
00:26:30,381 --> 00:26:34,802
‪謝謝妳,讓我今晚畫下這麼好的句點
‪很高興能見到你們

420
00:26:34,802 --> 00:26:37,388
‪-我也是,妳好好休息
‪-妳也是

421
00:26:37,388 --> 00:26:38,556
‪我會的

422
00:26:40,892 --> 00:26:43,353
‪做這份工作

423
00:26:43,353 --> 00:26:48,566
‪會讓你對人生和自己擁有的東西
‪心懷感激,至少我是如此

424
00:26:48,566 --> 00:26:53,488
‪每天來到這邊,看到這些人
‪都讓我很感激自己擁有的一切

425
00:26:53,488 --> 00:26:55,698
‪不過現在這種感覺愈發明顯了

426
00:26:58,117 --> 00:26:59,369
‪我剛收到消息

427
00:26:59,369 --> 00:27:00,662
‪她醒來了

428
00:27:01,329 --> 00:27:02,997
‪-她原本失明了
‪-我知道

429
00:27:02,997 --> 00:27:05,708
‪-他們今天要讓她去復健中心
‪-太棒了

430
00:27:06,668 --> 00:27:08,127
‪-告訴我
‪-兩根

431
00:27:08,127 --> 00:27:10,672
‪-哇,她之前看不到她的手指耶
‪-看好

432
00:27:12,006 --> 00:27:15,843
‪不對,黃色裡面有東西

433
00:27:15,843 --> 00:27:18,513
‪-哇,她看得到顏色
‪-她有色覺了

434
00:27:18,513 --> 00:27:21,099
‪-天啊
‪-你看這個,她看得到你的手套

435
00:27:21,099 --> 00:27:23,810
‪-對,我現在看得到了
‪-而且她把袖子捲起來了

436
00:27:23,810 --> 00:27:25,478
‪-我能握著
‪-表現得很好

437
00:27:25,478 --> 00:27:26,979
‪天啊,她伸手去拿了

438
00:27:27,522 --> 00:27:29,565
‪妳右手有戴手錶

439
00:27:29,565 --> 00:27:32,026
‪我說過了,我知道她會康復的

440
00:27:32,026 --> 00:27:34,028
‪只是康復?這比她之前的表現好多了

441
00:27:34,529 --> 00:27:35,655
‪太扯了

442
00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:40,034
‪-他來了?
‪-嘿

443
00:27:40,034 --> 00:27:41,994
‪-嗨
‪-我聽說有好消息

444
00:27:42,495 --> 00:27:44,455
‪-天啊
‪-是真的嗎?

445
00:27:45,415 --> 00:27:47,458
‪-你好嗎?
‪-是真的嗎?

446
00:27:49,460 --> 00:27:50,461
‪我可以...

447
00:27:51,087 --> 00:27:53,047
‪-我可以看到你今天穿藍色的
‪-沒錯

448
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:55,633
‪妳終於能看到我的臉了嗎?

449
00:27:56,467 --> 00:27:57,385
‪你有戴眼鏡

450
00:27:57,385 --> 00:27:58,720
‪-我有
‪-天啊

451
00:27:59,220 --> 00:28:02,765
‪這不是你的...
‪我看得到你的嘴唇,沒錯

452
00:28:02,765 --> 00:28:03,808
‪很好

453
00:28:03,808 --> 00:28:05,727
‪-有幾根手指?
‪-兩根

454
00:28:05,727 --> 00:28:06,811
‪有幾根手指?

455
00:28:06,811 --> 00:28:08,229
‪-一根
‪-很不錯

456
00:28:08,229 --> 00:28:09,772
‪燈亮的時候告訴我

457
00:28:10,940 --> 00:28:12,650
‪-亮了
‪-她的右眼會慢慢恢復的

458
00:28:12,650 --> 00:28:14,110
‪沒錯,一定會

459
00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:19,031
‪這真是個好消息
‪妳的左眼這麼快就能看到顏色

460
00:28:19,657 --> 00:28:22,118
‪還有很好的聚焦視覺

461
00:28:22,118 --> 00:28:23,745
‪右眼會慢慢恢復的

462
00:28:23,745 --> 00:28:28,416
‪右眼的神經比左眼更受到腫瘤壓迫

463
00:28:28,416 --> 00:28:30,918
‪我認為它會恢復
‪但需要花點時間

464
00:28:30,918 --> 00:28:33,963
‪-神經復原速度大概是每天一毫米
‪-好

465
00:28:33,963 --> 00:28:35,548
‪所以需要很多天

466
00:28:35,548 --> 00:28:40,011
‪-好,他做得很棒
‪-他是個好傢伙,也是個好醫生

467
00:28:40,011 --> 00:28:42,638
‪妳的眼睛和神經
‪正在慢慢恢復

468
00:28:42,638 --> 00:28:46,642
‪還沒完全復原
‪但我認為會進步得很快

469
00:28:46,642 --> 00:28:50,271
‪看到妳剛醒過來的時候
‪我們非常難過

470
00:28:50,271 --> 00:28:53,357
‪我知道復原需要時間
‪但我們天生就很沒耐性

471
00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:56,903
‪約翰一直跟我說要有耐心
‪會變好的

472
00:28:56,903 --> 00:28:58,154
‪他說得對

473
00:28:58,154 --> 00:29:00,531
‪我認為妳的視力沒辦法完全恢復

474
00:29:00,531 --> 00:29:02,366
‪不過妳應該能恢復一定的視力...

475
00:29:02,366 --> 00:29:05,495
‪只要能看到你的帥臉就好了

476
00:29:05,495 --> 00:29:07,497
‪她很好啊,把我看得很清楚

477
00:29:07,497 --> 00:29:09,707
‪-對
‪-妳大概比我老婆更欣賞我

478
00:29:11,709 --> 00:29:13,711
‪跟她說她實在太不珍惜你了

479
00:29:13,711 --> 00:29:16,380
‪不知道自己多幸福

480
00:29:17,215 --> 00:29:19,050
‪老天,妳最棒了

481
00:29:19,050 --> 00:29:23,179
{\an8}‪我原本都放棄希望了
‪我以為自己會永遠失明

482
00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:28,351
{\an8}‪但經過昨天,我們必須保持樂觀

483
00:29:28,351 --> 00:29:32,230
{\an8}‪當你不能相信自己時
‪也要相信別人

484
00:29:32,230 --> 00:29:34,774
‪神賜予你拯救別人的能力

485
00:29:35,566 --> 00:29:36,859
‪每天起床

486
00:29:36,859 --> 00:29:40,363
‪都要相信自己已經為社會做出了貢獻

487
00:29:40,363 --> 00:29:41,489
‪我們會努力

488
00:29:41,989 --> 00:29:43,115
‪沒錯

489
00:29:43,741 --> 00:29:47,286
‪所以我們不能放棄希望
‪這個世界還是很美好的

490
00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:50,581
‪妳接下來要去復健中心住三個禮拜

491
00:29:50,581 --> 00:29:53,501
‪然後妳就會回來看我們
‪到時妳的視力會更好的,好嗎?

492
00:29:53,501 --> 00:29:56,170
‪妳表現得太好了
‪我們好開心

493
00:29:56,170 --> 00:29:57,129
‪我愛你們

494
00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:59,882
‪我們也愛妳
‪繼續努力,好嗎?

495
00:29:59,882 --> 00:30:01,008
‪我看到你了

496
00:30:01,008 --> 00:30:03,427
‪我也看到妳了
‪謝謝妳動人的一席話

497
00:30:03,427 --> 00:30:04,762
‪非常感謝你

498
00:30:04,762 --> 00:30:08,099
‪那是我的病人說過最好的話了

499
00:30:08,099 --> 00:30:09,100
‪她人真好

500
00:30:12,562 --> 00:30:18,609
‪槍枝進入了我們的社區
‪奪走我們的年輕人的生命

501
00:30:18,609 --> 00:30:23,656
{\an8}‪我要告訴你們
‪我不想再埋葬另一個孩子

502
00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:28,202
‪一個又一個的社區失去希望

503
00:30:28,202 --> 00:30:30,788
‪也在一個個社區中帶來暴力

504
00:30:30,788 --> 00:30:33,791
{\an8}‪因此我們不只必須
‪處理槍枝暴力的問題

505
00:30:34,584 --> 00:30:36,794
{\an8}‪也必須解決缺乏希望的問題

506
00:30:41,215 --> 00:30:44,760
‪我和切坦做出承諾

507
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,722
‪要處理槍枝暴力的源頭

508
00:30:47,722 --> 00:30:51,517
‪這讓我走到了以前還是醫學院學生時

509
00:30:51,517 --> 00:30:53,811
‪沒想過身為外科醫生能去到的地方

510
00:30:54,395 --> 00:30:57,064
‪這的確是個很有挑戰性的對話

511
00:30:57,064 --> 00:30:59,984
‪我現在會前往白宮

512
00:31:00,484 --> 00:31:05,114
{\an8}‪去和議員見面
‪試圖推動相關立法

513
00:31:05,114 --> 00:31:07,617
‪-聽說我們明天要吃午餐
‪-沒錯

514
00:31:08,117 --> 00:31:11,746
‪我很希望我不用
‪看到自己的兒子在眼前死去

515
00:31:11,746 --> 00:31:14,540
‪-我擔心這種事會再次發生
‪-沒錯

516
00:31:15,041 --> 00:31:18,920
‪我有三個小孩,其中兩個是青少年
‪每次他們一出門我都會擔心...

517
00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:20,963
‪我擔心這種事會再次發生

518
00:31:20,963 --> 00:31:24,175
‪我再給妳我的聯絡方式
‪我們可以再討論一下合作

519
00:31:24,175 --> 00:31:28,012
‪這讓我有種使命感、有種力量
‪內心有股希望

520
00:31:29,347 --> 00:31:31,807
‪我們想做的
‪不只是當外科醫生

521
00:31:31,807 --> 00:31:35,019
‪只是把子彈從病人的身體裡拿出來
‪再把他們送回街上

522
00:31:35,019 --> 00:31:37,939
‪我們想深入研究,努力去了解

523
00:31:37,939 --> 00:31:39,941
‪我們要怎麼推動改變?

524
00:31:41,943 --> 00:31:44,737
‪這些花讓我想起一些面孔

525
00:31:44,737 --> 00:31:47,281
‪作為一名小兒外科醫生

526
00:31:47,281 --> 00:31:49,367
‪每一束花
‪都代表一個沒有被救活的小孩

527
00:31:51,619 --> 00:31:53,371
‪其實這傷害的是我們所有人

528
00:31:53,871 --> 00:31:56,415
‪我開始體會到自己
‪因此受到的傷害

529
00:31:56,415 --> 00:31:58,960
‪還有我對人生的看法
‪產生了什麼轉變

530
00:32:01,671 --> 00:32:06,008
{\an8}‪我有種迫切的感覺
‪在歷史的這個時刻背負了責任

531
00:32:06,008 --> 00:32:08,052
{\an8}‪因為我們的孩子們正在受到屠殺

532
00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:13,474
‪這是在美國史上首見

533
00:32:13,474 --> 00:32:16,102
‪槍枝暴力成為兒童的頭號死因

534
00:32:17,436 --> 00:32:19,021
‪儘管我深愛這個國家

535
00:32:19,021 --> 00:32:23,150
‪也感謝這個國家
‪給予我和我家人的一切

536
00:32:23,150 --> 00:32:26,988
‪但在這個國家裡
‪我不敢離開我的小孩

537
00:32:27,571 --> 00:32:31,200
‪我們接到了一個被開槍的青少年
‪我昨天晚上回家以後

538
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:33,077
‪幾乎每個小時都接到電話

539
00:32:33,077 --> 00:32:35,871
‪-所以你不用去醫院了?
‪-除非發生了什麼大事

540
00:32:42,128 --> 00:32:43,587
‪我的小寶貝!

541
00:32:47,758 --> 00:32:49,510
‪我好高興能看到她

542
00:32:53,097 --> 00:32:54,515
‪我好愛妳

543
00:33:16,245 --> 00:33:17,747
‪他來了

544
00:33:20,541 --> 00:33:22,626
‪你好嗎,小子?

545
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:27,465
‪-感覺如何?
‪-很好

546
00:33:27,965 --> 00:33:28,883
‪比較好了?

547
00:33:29,633 --> 00:33:32,344
‪-我動不了
‪-沒事,我來靠近你

548
00:33:33,679 --> 00:33:35,014
‪我也不太能動

549
00:33:40,853 --> 00:33:42,605
‪你覺得葛羅這個名字怎麼樣?

550
00:33:46,317 --> 00:33:47,777
‪我們把腎臟取名叫葛羅

551
00:33:50,988 --> 00:33:52,323
‪真棒的名字

552
00:33:53,491 --> 00:33:54,658
‪來自葛羅斯汀醫生

553
00:33:56,827 --> 00:33:57,745
‪我愛你

554
00:33:58,287 --> 00:33:59,205
‪我也愛你

555
00:34:04,752 --> 00:34:06,754
‪我每天醒來

556
00:34:06,754 --> 00:34:09,715
‪準備來上班時會聽新聞

557
00:34:09,715 --> 00:34:15,679
‪而我聽到的全是讓人難過的新聞
‪都是犯罪和戰爭

558
00:34:16,263 --> 00:34:19,642
‪但等我到了醫院
‪我能看到這些同事

559
00:34:19,642 --> 00:34:25,064
‪為了幫助他人
‪將自己置身在危險之中

560
00:34:26,315 --> 00:34:28,234
‪放心,我們會照顧妳的,好嗎?

561
00:34:28,234 --> 00:34:31,028
‪那讓我又重拾對人類的信心

562
00:34:31,028 --> 00:34:33,489
‪妳看來也有點缺水

563
00:34:33,489 --> 00:34:37,118
‪聽著,我現在不能住院...

564
00:34:37,118 --> 00:34:39,995
‪-但那不是不去做的理由
‪-我知道

565
00:34:43,249 --> 00:34:44,917
‪一、二、三

566
00:34:45,668 --> 00:34:46,710
‪快好了

567
00:34:50,422 --> 00:34:53,300
‪就像是慶祝星期五的禮物

568
00:34:59,431 --> 00:35:02,852
‪人類學家瑪格麗特米德曾經說過

569
00:35:02,852 --> 00:35:07,439
‪文明起源的標誌
‪是一段斷裂過又癒合的腿骨

570
00:35:07,439 --> 00:35:10,317
‪癒合的斷腿代表曾經有人
‪替受傷的人包紮

571
00:35:10,317 --> 00:35:12,403
‪背著他、餵他吃東西、保護他

572
00:35:12,403 --> 00:35:14,238
‪幫助他直到癒合

573
00:35:14,822 --> 00:35:19,493
‪在文明的世界裡
‪我們會保護並照料傷者

574
00:35:20,244 --> 00:35:23,247
‪這就是我們來到世界上的目的
‪我們是來幫助彼此的

575
00:35:25,207 --> 00:35:28,085
‪呼叫救護車99
‪布魯克林醋山區旁有槍擊通報

576
00:35:28,085 --> 00:35:30,171
‪有兩名傷患,重複,兩名傷患

577
00:35:30,671 --> 00:35:31,797
‪天啊,又來了?

578
00:36:11,837 --> 00:36:14,506
{\an8}‪(心臟-移植用
‪捐贈人體器官或組織)

579
00:36:17,927 --> 00:36:19,345
‪(明星團隊)

580
00:36:21,430 --> 00:36:24,183
‪(心臟移植
‪警告-請勿進入)

581
00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:25,077
‪謹將此影集獻給所有病患
‪病患家屬與醫療照護者

582
00:37:25,077 --> 00:37:28,664
‪感謝他們與我們分享他們勇敢的故事

583
00:39:41,296 --> 00:39:46,301
‪字幕翻譯:齊姵雲