1 00:00:01,706 --> 00:00:02,606 (Amy): I had a car accident, 2 00:00:02,607 --> 00:00:05,276 and I lost eight years of my memory. 3 00:00:06,511 --> 00:00:08,812 - You're having memories? - They're just weird flashes. 4 00:00:08,813 --> 00:00:10,481 And seizures. 5 00:00:10,482 --> 00:00:11,549 (gasps in pain) 6 00:00:11,649 --> 00:00:13,784 I know my brain is trying to warm me about something. 7 00:00:13,785 --> 00:00:15,085 - If she keeps pushing herself, 8 00:00:15,086 --> 00:00:17,521 she's on the road to losing her job. 9 00:00:17,522 --> 00:00:19,089 (dramatic music) 10 00:00:19,090 --> 00:00:20,324 (alarm blaring) 11 00:00:20,325 --> 00:00:20,991 (Katie): What's happening to her!? 12 00:00:20,992 --> 00:00:22,926 (Amy): I need my life back. 13 00:00:22,927 --> 00:00:24,328 - Chief Resident is up soon, 14 00:00:24,329 --> 00:00:25,829 considered throwing your hat in the ring? 15 00:00:25,830 --> 00:00:27,131 - You want more responsibility? 16 00:00:27,132 --> 00:00:29,466 I run circles around her every day. 17 00:00:29,467 --> 00:00:31,969 I should at least be considered for Chief Resident. 18 00:00:31,970 --> 00:00:33,370 (Joan): You'll be doing it together. 19 00:00:33,371 --> 00:00:36,240 - Let me run Internal Medicine. 20 00:00:36,241 --> 00:00:38,075 - I'm gonna miss you so much. 21 00:00:38,076 --> 00:00:41,078 (Joan): You've got plenty more to give. 22 00:00:41,079 --> 00:00:42,980 So, give. 23 00:00:42,981 --> 00:00:44,448 (TJ): Wanna give our date another shot? 24 00:00:44,449 --> 00:00:47,551 - Jake's my ex, and I screwed up in the worst way. 25 00:00:47,552 --> 00:00:51,255 - I can't live in the past anymore. I need to move forward. 26 00:00:51,256 --> 00:00:53,290 - Amy Larsen, Dr. Ben Grant. 27 00:00:53,291 --> 00:00:54,625 I saw you speak three years ago. 28 00:00:54,626 --> 00:00:58,262 - I don't know what this is, but you make me smile. 29 00:00:58,263 --> 00:01:01,999 Sorry. I, I wouldn't remember that. 30 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:04,702 (Mr. Galvin): Okay now, lights up! 31 00:01:04,703 --> 00:01:06,870 (dramatic music) 32 00:01:06,871 --> 00:01:11,409 - What's here? A cup, closed in my true love's hand? 33 00:01:11,509 --> 00:01:16,280 Poison, I see, hath been his timeless end. 34 00:01:16,281 --> 00:01:18,350 (somber music) 35 00:01:21,019 --> 00:01:22,186 (gentle kisses) 36 00:01:22,187 --> 00:01:24,288 Thy lips are still warm! 37 00:01:24,289 --> 00:01:26,290 - Lead, boy. Which way? 38 00:01:26,291 --> 00:01:29,126 - More feeling, Torey. Again! 39 00:01:29,127 --> 00:01:30,861 - Lead, boy. Which way? 40 00:01:30,862 --> 00:01:34,031 - Yea, noise? 41 00:01:34,032 --> 00:01:37,067 Then I'll be brief. 42 00:01:37,068 --> 00:01:39,470 O, happy dagger! 43 00:01:39,471 --> 00:01:43,707 This is thy sheath. There rust, and let me die. 44 00:01:43,708 --> 00:01:44,942 (murmurs) (gunshot) 45 00:01:44,943 --> 00:01:47,745 (dramatic music) 46 00:01:47,746 --> 00:01:49,513 - This is the place... 47 00:01:49,514 --> 00:01:51,348 (loud thud) (Torey gasping) 48 00:01:51,349 --> 00:01:54,818 - Uh, Paul, what are you doing? You're dead. 49 00:01:54,819 --> 00:01:57,654 - Mr. Calvin. I think... 50 00:01:57,655 --> 00:01:58,989 (gasping) 51 00:01:58,990 --> 00:02:01,492 - Torey. Torey! 52 00:02:01,493 --> 00:02:02,726 Torey! 53 00:02:02,727 --> 00:02:05,029 - Is she shot? What if there weren't blanks in the gun? 54 00:02:05,030 --> 00:02:06,163 - It's a cap gun, Josh! 55 00:02:06,164 --> 00:02:08,599 (indistinct concerned chattering) 56 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:10,367 - What the hell's happening to her? 57 00:02:10,368 --> 00:02:13,104 - Yeah, I need an ambulance. - Is she gonna be alright? 58 00:02:13,204 --> 00:02:15,473 (student): Torey, Torey! (gasping) 59 00:02:22,247 --> 00:02:24,748 (machine humming) 60 00:02:24,749 --> 00:02:27,384 - Aberrant frontal lobe activity seems to have settled. 61 00:02:27,385 --> 00:02:29,553 - Signals are much more organized. 62 00:02:29,554 --> 00:02:31,489 And it looks like to me like her old neural pathways 63 00:02:31,589 --> 00:02:34,091 have actually been recovering. 64 00:02:34,092 --> 00:02:37,061 - I think that's what caused the seizures to begin with. 65 00:02:37,062 --> 00:02:38,328 - Wait, that doesn't track. 66 00:02:38,329 --> 00:02:40,998 - New bloodflow, new wiring connections, 67 00:02:40,999 --> 00:02:42,566 unstable as they reorganize, 68 00:02:42,567 --> 00:02:45,736 neurons sending improper signals, she overloaded. 69 00:02:45,737 --> 00:02:48,038 - Yeah, look at this. This was taken two months ago, 70 00:02:48,039 --> 00:02:49,506 just before the contagion. 71 00:02:49,507 --> 00:02:51,141 The blood flow was already increasing 72 00:02:51,142 --> 00:02:52,643 but then look how it compares to today's. 73 00:02:52,644 --> 00:02:54,878 She's healing, and healing fast. 74 00:02:54,879 --> 00:02:56,146 - She says no headaches... 75 00:02:56,147 --> 00:02:57,348 ...no nosebleeds. 76 00:02:57,349 --> 00:02:58,549 - No headaches, no nosebleeds. 77 00:02:58,550 --> 00:03:02,754 I get an occasional memory, but pretty uncontroversial. 78 00:03:02,854 --> 00:03:06,790 - Well, I'm assuming she'll want to pursue those, then. With TMS? 79 00:03:06,791 --> 00:03:07,791 - And TMS? 80 00:03:07,792 --> 00:03:10,361 - No. The past is just a distraction. 81 00:03:10,362 --> 00:03:11,795 I won't give in to it anymore. 82 00:03:11,796 --> 00:03:14,164 - And she's insisting she's ready to work? 83 00:03:14,165 --> 00:03:15,866 - You worried about her, or your department? 84 00:03:15,867 --> 00:03:19,236 - Both, especially when she thinks Joan sacrificed 85 00:03:19,237 --> 00:03:20,537 her life for her. 86 00:03:20,538 --> 00:03:22,840 (Gina): I know this is what Joan wanted for you. 87 00:03:22,841 --> 00:03:25,276 Is this really what you want for yourself? 88 00:03:25,377 --> 00:03:27,911 - She knew what I needed to do. 89 00:03:27,912 --> 00:03:29,947 It's time to put my needs aside. 90 00:03:29,948 --> 00:03:32,316 No more figuring out my thing with Michael, 91 00:03:32,317 --> 00:03:35,419 no more worrying about what I have with Jake. 92 00:03:35,420 --> 00:03:39,957 It's time to move forward. To teach and to be of service. 93 00:03:39,958 --> 00:03:42,393 - And now she's got to honor that mission. 94 00:03:42,394 --> 00:03:43,894 No matter the cost. 95 00:03:43,895 --> 00:03:45,362 - Are you sure you're ready? 96 00:03:45,363 --> 00:03:47,998 - I have never been more ready. 97 00:03:47,999 --> 00:03:52,302 I feel like this is what I was always meant to do. 98 00:03:52,303 --> 00:03:55,272 Before my world got turned upside down. 99 00:03:55,273 --> 00:03:56,707 - We'll keep an eye on her. 100 00:03:56,708 --> 00:03:59,977 - I want daily check-ins, neuro-cogs three times a week, 101 00:03:59,978 --> 00:04:01,845 and biweekly FMRIs. 102 00:04:01,846 --> 00:04:04,014 You're on the hook for this as much as anyone. 103 00:04:04,015 --> 00:04:05,283 - I know that. 104 00:04:08,086 --> 00:04:11,655 - Am I cleared or what? 105 00:04:11,656 --> 00:04:12,856 (exhales) 106 00:04:12,857 --> 00:04:15,459 (elevator ding) 107 00:04:15,460 --> 00:04:17,528 (indistinct chatter) 108 00:04:17,529 --> 00:04:19,029 - Dr. Coleman, Dr. Coleman. 109 00:04:19,030 --> 00:04:20,364 - Ben. (laughing) 110 00:04:20,365 --> 00:04:21,565 - I'd heard you were coming. 111 00:04:21,566 --> 00:04:23,434 - If you all will have me. 112 00:04:23,435 --> 00:04:24,568 (TJ chuckles) 113 00:04:24,569 --> 00:04:26,937 - Ah, this is Dr. Costa. 114 00:04:26,938 --> 00:04:29,206 - That's fortuitous. Heard all good things. 115 00:04:29,207 --> 00:04:32,109 - Hm, likewise. And Dr. Hamda certainly sings your praises. 116 00:04:32,110 --> 00:04:33,610 - Well, I hope I can live up to that. 117 00:04:33,611 --> 00:04:35,746 - I apologize, I'm gonna have to push back our meeting 118 00:04:35,747 --> 00:04:37,681 a little bit. We've got a lap chole I've gotta handle. 119 00:04:37,682 --> 00:04:39,149 - No problem. Max and Dr. Kumara said 120 00:04:39,150 --> 00:04:41,652 they wanted to show me around, so I'll just-- I'll hit 'em up. 121 00:04:41,653 --> 00:04:44,421 - Sounds like they're bringing in the whole cavalry. 122 00:04:44,422 --> 00:04:47,124 - Nah, I gotta get past the chief first. 123 00:04:47,125 --> 00:04:48,692 - I'll let you know when I'm free. 124 00:04:48,693 --> 00:04:52,529 Why don't you scrub up, I'll see you in there. 125 00:04:52,530 --> 00:04:55,432 - Good to have you back. You got a lot of fans here. 126 00:04:55,433 --> 00:04:57,369 - Thanks. 127 00:05:01,072 --> 00:05:03,475 (indistinct chatter) 128 00:05:08,413 --> 00:05:11,682 - They're a strong group. I think we're in good shape. 129 00:05:11,683 --> 00:05:16,086 - I still remember my first day as an intern. I was so nervous. 130 00:05:16,087 --> 00:05:17,755 - I couldn't feel my feet. 131 00:05:17,756 --> 00:05:20,157 - Sure I really helped buck you up. 132 00:05:20,158 --> 00:05:21,826 (chuckling): Yeah, not so much. 133 00:05:26,031 --> 00:05:28,065 - Do you have any idea what Jake's doing in there 134 00:05:28,066 --> 00:05:29,099 with Dr. Matos? 135 00:05:29,100 --> 00:05:31,369 - No. No idea. 136 00:05:33,371 --> 00:05:35,507 - You know I love you, right? 137 00:05:37,575 --> 00:05:39,376 - Okay, well, let's do this, yeah? 138 00:05:39,377 --> 00:05:41,278 - Yeah. 139 00:05:41,279 --> 00:05:43,313 - Give 'em hell. - Mm-hmm. 140 00:05:43,314 --> 00:05:46,017 (indistinct chatter) 141 00:05:47,619 --> 00:05:49,720 - So, you're having second thoughts about Pedes, 142 00:05:49,721 --> 00:05:52,256 and you figured why not give Cardiology a shot? 143 00:05:52,257 --> 00:05:54,658 - No, I've always been back and forth in between the two. 144 00:05:54,659 --> 00:05:57,562 And I understand there's enough funding to add another fellow. 145 00:05:57,662 --> 00:05:59,430 - I spoke to Dr. Kumara, there is. 146 00:05:59,431 --> 00:06:01,165 - Would have been nice if I was in the loop. 147 00:06:01,166 --> 00:06:03,567 - You're in the loop now. That's why we're doing this. 148 00:06:03,568 --> 00:06:04,868 - In your office. 149 00:06:04,869 --> 00:06:06,537 - Margaret. 150 00:06:06,538 --> 00:06:10,974 - I'll have to look at my roster and talk to Kumara. 151 00:06:10,975 --> 00:06:13,544 (door opens and shuts) 152 00:06:13,545 --> 00:06:16,313 - Just lay low, give her a minute to feel like 153 00:06:16,314 --> 00:06:17,782 it's her decision. 154 00:06:20,352 --> 00:06:22,653 (door opens) 155 00:06:22,654 --> 00:06:25,589 - Uh, what's up with the scrubs? 156 00:06:25,590 --> 00:06:27,424 - General's gotta lead from the front. 157 00:06:27,425 --> 00:06:29,460 - Like a Zelenskyy kind of thing? 158 00:06:29,461 --> 00:06:30,694 (Amy chuckles) 159 00:06:30,695 --> 00:06:33,364 - I really hope you're not rushing this, Amy. 160 00:06:33,365 --> 00:06:36,166 - Gina walked me through the game plan. 161 00:06:36,167 --> 00:06:38,268 I assure you, I can do this. 162 00:06:38,269 --> 00:06:40,037 (exhales) 163 00:06:40,038 --> 00:06:41,205 (indistinct chatter) 164 00:06:41,206 --> 00:06:44,708 - Nikki, right? Stanford undergrad, honors at Yale Med? 165 00:06:44,709 --> 00:06:47,144 - Do you know my social security number too? 166 00:06:47,145 --> 00:06:51,915 - Uh, 141-006-9412? 167 00:06:51,916 --> 00:06:52,850 (sighs) 168 00:06:52,851 --> 00:06:54,551 - That was 10 digits, social's nine. 169 00:06:54,552 --> 00:06:56,220 - Yeah. You know what? You got me there. 170 00:06:56,221 --> 00:06:57,154 - Mm-hmm. - I'm Graham. 171 00:06:57,155 --> 00:06:58,822 - We all know who you are. 172 00:06:58,823 --> 00:06:59,523 - Really? 173 00:06:59,524 --> 00:07:00,557 - Give me a break. 174 00:07:00,558 --> 00:07:03,061 Your parents gave, what, 20 mil to the hospital? 175 00:07:04,562 --> 00:07:07,032 - So, what do you think about this whole 176 00:07:07,132 --> 00:07:09,767 Co-Chief situation thing? 177 00:07:09,768 --> 00:07:11,035 - Maitra's a wild card, 178 00:07:11,036 --> 00:07:14,204 but we all know Larsen's a ballbuster, uh? 179 00:07:14,205 --> 00:07:15,373 - At least Larsen 1.0 was, 180 00:07:15,473 --> 00:07:17,608 guess we'll have to wait and see about the TBI version, though. 181 00:07:17,609 --> 00:07:19,009 - Ouch. (chuckles) 182 00:07:19,010 --> 00:07:21,045 Yeah, don't let anybody else hear you say that. 183 00:07:21,046 --> 00:07:23,013 - Eh, they both come from the Joan Ridley camp, 184 00:07:23,014 --> 00:07:24,983 so you know it's gonna be dog eat dog. 185 00:07:26,384 --> 00:07:28,786 - Hi. - Hi. Dr. Maitra. 186 00:07:28,787 --> 00:07:31,188 - Ruth Chen. This is Kyle Ferguson. 187 00:07:31,189 --> 00:07:32,489 I'm very excited to be here. 188 00:07:32,490 --> 00:07:33,691 - Looking forward to training you. 189 00:07:33,692 --> 00:07:35,292 - I'm gonna need more than him. 190 00:07:35,293 --> 00:07:36,560 - You're already published in JAMA. 191 00:07:36,561 --> 00:07:38,195 - And you're 23, already finished med school. 192 00:07:38,196 --> 00:07:41,665 - I was home-schooled, so didn't have the traditional trajectory. 193 00:07:41,666 --> 00:07:44,501 - I know, I heard last week was the first time 194 00:07:44,502 --> 00:07:45,569 you were on a plane? 195 00:07:45,570 --> 00:07:47,738 - Yeah. I just moved here. 196 00:07:47,739 --> 00:07:49,606 Getting acclimated as quickly as I can. 197 00:07:49,607 --> 00:07:52,476 - Buckle up, it's all gonna move a lot faster 198 00:07:52,477 --> 00:07:53,777 than you're ready for. 199 00:07:53,778 --> 00:07:56,013 (Dr. Hamda): Okay, if everyone can settle in, 200 00:07:56,014 --> 00:07:58,615 we'll get started. 201 00:07:58,616 --> 00:08:01,485 I'm Dr. Michael Hamda, Chief of Internal Medicine. 202 00:08:01,486 --> 00:08:03,053 These are your Co-Chief Residents, 203 00:08:03,054 --> 00:08:05,956 Doctors Sonya Maitra and Amy Larsen. 204 00:08:05,957 --> 00:08:09,126 I'll let them take it from here. 205 00:08:09,127 --> 00:08:10,428 - Okay, welcome. 206 00:08:10,528 --> 00:08:13,063 I'm sure you all have those butterflies, 207 00:08:13,064 --> 00:08:14,598 which is to be expected, 208 00:08:14,599 --> 00:08:16,433 but you're here because you deserve to be. 209 00:08:16,434 --> 00:08:19,770 And you should know that, because Joan Ridley chose you. 210 00:08:19,771 --> 00:08:22,573 It was one of the last things she did before she passed away. 211 00:08:22,574 --> 00:08:24,875 So, I don't say this lightly. 212 00:08:24,876 --> 00:08:28,579 You are here to carry on her legacy. 213 00:08:28,580 --> 00:08:30,080 This is a calling. 214 00:08:30,081 --> 00:08:32,249 It was for Dr. Ridley, it is for me, 215 00:08:32,250 --> 00:08:34,952 and we are gonna find out if it is for you. 216 00:08:34,953 --> 00:08:36,587 And if it is, you can be damn sure 217 00:08:36,588 --> 00:08:38,989 we're gonna help you fulfill it. 218 00:08:38,990 --> 00:08:43,293 - Okay, then. Dr. De Silva and Dr. Ferguson, 219 00:08:43,294 --> 00:08:44,428 you'll trail me today, 220 00:08:44,429 --> 00:08:48,732 and Doctors Barker and Chen will be with Dr. Larsen. 221 00:08:48,733 --> 00:08:49,767 The rest of you... 222 00:08:49,768 --> 00:08:52,069 (Amy): When someone is this blatantly negligent, 223 00:08:52,070 --> 00:08:55,706 it usually means that they are trying to fail. 224 00:08:55,707 --> 00:08:57,841 (Sonya): Until then, see Julie in the nurses' station, 225 00:08:57,842 --> 00:08:59,810 she'll get you your assignments. 226 00:08:59,811 --> 00:09:03,480 (indistinct chatter) 227 00:09:03,481 --> 00:09:05,015 - First up is Torey Harris, 16, 228 00:09:05,016 --> 00:09:07,151 she had a grand mal seizure yesterday afternoon. 229 00:09:07,152 --> 00:09:09,119 No apparent underlying conditions, 230 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:10,854 she had CT and lab work done in the ER, 231 00:09:10,855 --> 00:09:13,190 and they brought her up here this morning for a consult 232 00:09:13,191 --> 00:09:14,224 with Dr. Walker. 233 00:09:14,225 --> 00:09:16,126 Torey will shaken up, 234 00:09:16,127 --> 00:09:18,028 and assuming there's a parent in there with her, 235 00:09:18,029 --> 00:09:20,130 they will be extremely anxious, 236 00:09:20,131 --> 00:09:22,599 so let's be mindful of our bedside manner. 237 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:24,235 Not just the medicine, yeah? 238 00:09:25,403 --> 00:09:28,739 - I don't understand how this can just come out of nowhere. 239 00:09:28,740 --> 00:09:30,274 I've never had anything like this before. 240 00:09:30,275 --> 00:09:33,777 - Hi. I am the chief resident, Dr. Larsen, 241 00:09:33,778 --> 00:09:34,978 and this is Dr. Chen-- 242 00:09:34,979 --> 00:09:36,880 - Hi. - ...and Dr. Barker. 243 00:09:36,881 --> 00:09:38,415 - Do we really need all these doctors? 244 00:09:38,416 --> 00:09:41,319 - Please don't be alarmed. These are our interns. 245 00:09:41,419 --> 00:09:42,986 Teaching is part of what we do here. 246 00:09:42,987 --> 00:09:45,622 So, what do you see on the CT scans? 247 00:09:45,623 --> 00:09:47,691 - Um, ventricular volume's symmetrical, 248 00:09:47,692 --> 00:09:49,560 no masses or signs of ischemia. 249 00:09:49,561 --> 00:09:51,595 - Mm-hmm. 250 00:09:51,596 --> 00:09:53,831 That means no stroke, which is a good thing. 251 00:09:53,832 --> 00:09:55,632 - We've already been over this with Dr. Walker, 252 00:09:55,633 --> 00:09:57,601 and her blood tests are all normal. 253 00:09:57,602 --> 00:09:59,069 Why doesn't anyone have an explanation? 254 00:09:59,070 --> 00:10:01,171 - And what's happening with this thing on my head now? 255 00:10:01,172 --> 00:10:03,807 - It measures the electrical activity in your brain, 256 00:10:03,808 --> 00:10:05,809 confirms you definitely had a seizure. 257 00:10:05,810 --> 00:10:07,612 - And what are the signs of that? 258 00:10:07,712 --> 00:10:09,079 - Postictal state (exhales) 259 00:10:09,080 --> 00:10:11,648 - Meaning? - Diffuse delta theta slowing. 260 00:10:11,649 --> 00:10:13,150 - Which means your brain's been overworked. 261 00:10:13,151 --> 00:10:16,220 - Yeah, I get that. How are you gonna fix me? 262 00:10:16,221 --> 00:10:17,054 (inhales) 263 00:10:17,055 --> 00:10:19,223 (Amy): You went to medical school? 264 00:10:19,224 --> 00:10:20,357 No? 265 00:10:20,358 --> 00:10:21,993 So maybe let us figure it out. 266 00:10:24,562 --> 00:10:26,030 - Right now, you are stabilized, 267 00:10:26,031 --> 00:10:27,464 and we are... (phone buzzing) 268 00:10:27,465 --> 00:10:29,566 - Yeah? No, they still don't know what the hell this is. 269 00:10:29,567 --> 00:10:32,102 You're freaked out? I'm the one that's spent the last 14 hours 270 00:10:32,103 --> 00:10:34,271 getting my entire body scanned. 271 00:10:34,272 --> 00:10:36,640 I'll just text you later, the doctors are here. 272 00:10:36,641 --> 00:10:38,776 I gotta go. 273 00:10:38,777 --> 00:10:41,345 Sorry. My friends are kinda tweaking. 274 00:10:41,346 --> 00:10:42,580 - Understandable. 275 00:10:42,681 --> 00:10:45,716 Now, what can you tell us about how you were feeling yesterday? 276 00:10:45,717 --> 00:10:48,686 Headache? Dizziness? Flashing lights? 277 00:10:48,687 --> 00:10:50,888 - No. I told them this in the ER. 278 00:10:50,889 --> 00:10:54,491 - Well, how about in those moments right before you seized? 279 00:10:54,492 --> 00:10:56,393 - We were in tech rehearsal, 280 00:10:56,394 --> 00:10:58,662 doing the big scene where Juliet's gonna kill herself. 281 00:10:58,663 --> 00:11:00,764 To be honest, I was kind of nervous, 282 00:11:00,765 --> 00:11:04,401 because I kept missing my cues and then... 283 00:11:04,402 --> 00:11:06,303 I heard the fake gunshot-- (monitor beeps) 284 00:11:06,304 --> 00:11:07,705 - and I-- 285 00:11:07,706 --> 00:11:09,440 - Dr. Larsen. 286 00:11:09,441 --> 00:11:10,574 - Is something happening? 287 00:11:10,575 --> 00:11:12,476 - She's gonna seize again. 288 00:11:12,477 --> 00:11:13,344 (beeping) 289 00:11:13,345 --> 00:11:14,678 - Torey! 290 00:11:14,679 --> 00:11:16,814 (gasping) 291 00:11:16,815 --> 00:11:19,049 - Crash cart, IV Lorazepam, intubation kit. 292 00:11:19,050 --> 00:11:20,818 Dr. Barker, stabilize her on the left. 293 00:11:20,819 --> 00:11:22,386 - Why is this happening again? 294 00:11:22,387 --> 00:11:24,421 - Mrs. Harris, please step back. We've got this. 295 00:11:24,422 --> 00:11:25,856 - Dr. Barker, stabilize her. 296 00:11:25,857 --> 00:11:29,493 (Torey gasping) 297 00:11:29,494 --> 00:11:31,061 - Get the-- that's the supply cart! 298 00:11:31,062 --> 00:11:33,263 The crash cart will be in the hallway! 299 00:11:33,264 --> 00:11:34,566 - I've got it! 300 00:11:34,666 --> 00:11:35,899 - Oxygen, Ruth! 301 00:11:35,900 --> 00:11:37,801 - Yep! Um-huh! Yep! 302 00:11:37,802 --> 00:11:38,836 (Amy): Now! (Ruth): Coming! 303 00:11:38,837 --> 00:11:40,170 (Amy): Come on, now. - Here. 304 00:11:40,171 --> 00:11:41,473 (gasping) 305 00:11:47,212 --> 00:11:49,747 - I'm sure you're aware Felicia Turner and her husband 306 00:11:49,748 --> 00:11:52,649 launched a complaint against Dr. Larsen today. 307 00:11:52,650 --> 00:11:53,751 - I am. 308 00:11:53,752 --> 00:11:55,552 - They mentioned you were present 309 00:11:55,553 --> 00:11:57,588 during some of their interactions? 310 00:11:57,589 --> 00:11:58,622 - I was... 311 00:11:58,623 --> 00:12:01,325 Though I'm not sure what the point of this is. 312 00:12:01,326 --> 00:12:05,996 - Just tell me what you observed, Dr. Maitra. 313 00:12:05,997 --> 00:12:07,364 - The woman's pregnant, 314 00:12:07,365 --> 00:12:10,801 and somehow Amy couldn't imagine why she'd be anxious 315 00:12:10,802 --> 00:12:13,370 about her baby's health. 316 00:12:13,371 --> 00:12:14,371 - How so? 317 00:12:14,372 --> 00:12:16,473 - Amy was Amy. 318 00:12:16,474 --> 00:12:18,242 I don't know what else you want me to say, 319 00:12:18,243 --> 00:12:20,077 especially since we've been down this road before, 320 00:12:20,078 --> 00:12:23,247 but her behavior doesn't change. 321 00:12:23,248 --> 00:12:26,050 - It can take some time to adjust the culture 322 00:12:26,051 --> 00:12:27,618 of any institution. 323 00:12:27,619 --> 00:12:32,290 - But you're not gonna fire her, right? No matter what she does. 324 00:12:32,390 --> 00:12:34,892 (exhales) 325 00:12:34,893 --> 00:12:37,561 (softly): Yeah. 326 00:12:37,562 --> 00:12:40,898 I thought so. 327 00:12:40,899 --> 00:12:43,467 - Dr. Maitra. 328 00:12:43,468 --> 00:12:46,370 Give it a few months, okay? 329 00:12:46,371 --> 00:12:50,575 People who matter see your value here, and it won't be forgotten. 330 00:12:55,313 --> 00:12:56,380 (elevator ding) 331 00:12:56,381 --> 00:12:59,116 - Next up, 38-year-old male reporting chest pains, 332 00:12:59,117 --> 00:13:02,086 shortness of breath, family history of heart disease. 333 00:13:02,087 --> 00:13:03,921 Fairly typical cardiac profile. 334 00:13:03,922 --> 00:13:04,823 You'll be seeing a lot of these, 335 00:13:04,923 --> 00:13:07,891 but we don't always catch the exciting ones. 336 00:13:07,892 --> 00:13:09,927 And any particular stress lately? 337 00:13:09,928 --> 00:13:11,261 (equipment beeping) - Stress? 338 00:13:11,262 --> 00:13:13,597 I mean, one of my students had a seizure yesterday 339 00:13:13,598 --> 00:13:14,698 during rehearsals. 340 00:13:14,699 --> 00:13:16,400 - Oh, yeah, she's here. Torey, right? 341 00:13:16,401 --> 00:13:18,235 Our other doctors are treating her. 342 00:13:18,236 --> 00:13:20,838 - That's a HIPAA violation, Dr. De Silva. 343 00:13:20,839 --> 00:13:22,306 - Right. Sorry. 344 00:13:22,307 --> 00:13:24,341 - I've been texting her; she says that she's had a bunch 345 00:13:24,342 --> 00:13:26,176 of tests but you still don't know anything? 346 00:13:26,177 --> 00:13:28,145 - I know you're concerned, but we're not at liberty 347 00:13:28,146 --> 00:13:29,947 to discuss another patient with you. 348 00:13:29,948 --> 00:13:31,415 Now, if you can tell us about your... 349 00:13:31,416 --> 00:13:33,884 (murmurs in pain) 350 00:13:33,885 --> 00:13:35,285 Is your head hurting now, too? 351 00:13:35,286 --> 00:13:37,521 - Yeah, uh, feels like a migraine. 352 00:13:37,522 --> 00:13:39,423 - Have you had those before? 353 00:13:39,424 --> 00:13:41,458 - No, never. 354 00:13:41,459 --> 00:13:42,926 - Dr. De Silva? 355 00:13:42,927 --> 00:13:44,661 - Feeling any sensitivity to light? 356 00:13:44,662 --> 00:13:45,729 - Uh, no. 357 00:13:45,730 --> 00:13:46,997 - Does the pain radiate anywhere? 358 00:13:46,998 --> 00:13:48,333 - What does that mean? 359 00:13:49,968 --> 00:13:52,436 - Does it go down your back or arm? 360 00:13:52,437 --> 00:13:54,872 - I don't think so. I am feeling a bit dizzy, though. 361 00:13:54,873 --> 00:13:56,940 - Dr. Ferguson. 362 00:13:56,941 --> 00:13:58,676 - I'm trying to reconcile why you're having heart 363 00:13:58,677 --> 00:14:00,711 and head pain simultaneously. 364 00:14:00,712 --> 00:14:01,912 - Could be a stroke. - What!? 365 00:14:01,913 --> 00:14:03,080 - Or carotid artery stenosis. 366 00:14:03,081 --> 00:14:04,214 - What, what is that now?! 367 00:14:04,215 --> 00:14:05,683 - Dr. De Silva, it's not your turn. 368 00:14:05,684 --> 00:14:09,820 Dr. Ferguson, let's stick to more likely scenarios, 369 00:14:09,821 --> 00:14:12,056 and try not to frighten the patient. 370 00:14:12,057 --> 00:14:13,657 - Am I allowed to posit angina? 371 00:14:13,658 --> 00:14:15,993 - You are. 372 00:14:15,994 --> 00:14:17,428 - Given the family history of heart disease, 373 00:14:17,429 --> 00:14:19,363 would it be too aggressive to suggest an angio? 374 00:14:19,364 --> 00:14:20,464 - Uh-- 375 00:14:20,465 --> 00:14:22,099 - It would not. 376 00:14:22,100 --> 00:14:24,502 Now explain to Mr. Galvin what that means. 377 00:14:27,172 --> 00:14:30,541 - I caught you having a memory when we were in with Torey. 378 00:14:30,542 --> 00:14:33,911 - Oh, I've got a highlight reel of the Wicked Witch of Westside 379 00:14:33,912 --> 00:14:35,180 coming at me. 380 00:14:35,280 --> 00:14:38,749 It's like a running podcast of how not to be. 381 00:14:38,750 --> 00:14:40,217 It's very instructive. 382 00:14:40,218 --> 00:14:43,020 - C'mon, Amy, I'm out on a limb here. So is Dr. Scherl. 383 00:14:43,021 --> 00:14:47,692 - I'm dealing, Gina. I can bat them away. 384 00:14:49,227 --> 00:14:51,495 Uh, get Torey settled in Radiology, 385 00:14:51,496 --> 00:14:53,664 and have Graham bring those test results 386 00:14:53,665 --> 00:14:54,565 as soon as they're ready. 387 00:14:54,566 --> 00:14:55,600 - Yup, on it. 388 00:14:57,035 --> 00:14:58,369 - TJ said you were here. 389 00:14:58,370 --> 00:14:59,903 - In the flesh. 390 00:14:59,904 --> 00:15:01,972 Looks like you're healing well. 391 00:15:01,973 --> 00:15:04,409 - All good. First day at my new gig. 392 00:15:04,509 --> 00:15:07,711 - Ah. I was very sorry to hear about Joan. 393 00:15:07,712 --> 00:15:09,913 - She was one of a kind. 394 00:15:09,914 --> 00:15:11,682 - And Richard? TJ said he moved on. 395 00:15:11,683 --> 00:15:14,852 - He needed a fresh start. He's just over at Eastside. 396 00:15:14,853 --> 00:15:17,955 - Well, it's great to see you. 397 00:15:17,956 --> 00:15:19,089 Both of you. 398 00:15:19,090 --> 00:15:22,693 - And you, Dr. Grant. Give him whatever he asks for. 399 00:15:22,694 --> 00:15:23,761 (chuckling) 400 00:15:23,762 --> 00:15:26,497 - Oh, we'll see. It's good to see you back, Amy. 401 00:15:26,498 --> 00:15:29,400 I guess we've got Dr. Grant's steady hands to thank for that. 402 00:15:29,401 --> 00:15:31,202 - Indeed we do. 403 00:15:32,604 --> 00:15:34,505 - Shall we? - Please. 404 00:15:34,506 --> 00:15:38,308 (indistinct chatter) 405 00:15:38,309 --> 00:15:40,111 - Do I sense something there? 406 00:15:41,279 --> 00:15:42,913 - I'm closed for business. 407 00:15:42,914 --> 00:15:46,050 - Just sayin', if I went the other way... 408 00:15:46,051 --> 00:15:49,153 (Amy exhales dramatically) - Hey, stop it! 409 00:15:49,154 --> 00:15:50,688 (whispers): Hello. 410 00:15:50,689 --> 00:15:52,022 - Ben Grant's a cowboy, 411 00:15:52,023 --> 00:15:53,924 which I'm sure you know is a problem 412 00:15:53,925 --> 00:15:55,325 for a lot of surgeons. 413 00:15:55,326 --> 00:15:57,195 Especially the ones from New York. 414 00:15:57,295 --> 00:15:59,563 - I do, Sir. That's not me. 415 00:15:59,564 --> 00:16:01,132 - Stay centered on my instruments. 416 00:16:01,232 --> 00:16:05,035 Horizon level; don't chase the action. 417 00:16:05,036 --> 00:16:07,204 I know you were a medic in combat, 418 00:16:07,205 --> 00:16:10,341 so you've got a lot more experience than most residents, 419 00:16:10,342 --> 00:16:12,776 but I want to make sure you walk before you run. 420 00:16:12,777 --> 00:16:15,145 - Yes, Sir, absolutely. 421 00:16:15,146 --> 00:16:18,482 (machines beeping) 422 00:16:18,483 --> 00:16:21,419 (machine whirring) 423 00:16:23,355 --> 00:16:25,622 - You're beating yourself up. 424 00:16:25,623 --> 00:16:26,590 - What? 425 00:16:26,591 --> 00:16:27,858 - It's your first day. 426 00:16:27,859 --> 00:16:29,693 Anybody could have made that mistake with the crash cart. 427 00:16:29,694 --> 00:16:32,630 The important thing now is how you rebound. 428 00:16:34,666 --> 00:16:37,101 And consider that not everybody's meant to be 429 00:16:37,102 --> 00:16:38,169 a doctor. 430 00:16:39,904 --> 00:16:42,406 - Thanks. I appreciate that. 431 00:16:42,407 --> 00:16:45,477 - Remember what I said this morning, you belong here. 432 00:16:48,513 --> 00:16:51,215 - So now that you're not working with Dr. Larsen, 433 00:16:51,216 --> 00:16:53,550 you're kind of lost, is that it? 434 00:16:53,551 --> 00:16:54,418 - Come, Margaret. 435 00:16:54,419 --> 00:16:55,986 - I take what I do very seriously. 436 00:16:55,987 --> 00:16:59,156 I don't appreciate people in my department being half-hearted. 437 00:16:59,157 --> 00:17:00,691 - Is that a pun? 438 00:17:00,692 --> 00:17:02,393 - Won't be charmed, Jake. 439 00:17:02,394 --> 00:17:03,827 But we do have some money. 440 00:17:03,828 --> 00:17:06,830 Only three months. But at that point, we'll reassess. 441 00:17:06,831 --> 00:17:07,899 - Okay, that's not-- 442 00:17:07,999 --> 00:17:09,500 - You can't possibly feel you were promised something? 443 00:17:09,501 --> 00:17:11,969 - No, no. I'm happy to bet on myself. 444 00:17:11,970 --> 00:17:13,971 - Appreciate the confidence. 445 00:17:13,972 --> 00:17:16,074 Now you can trail Dr. Douglas this week. 446 00:17:20,011 --> 00:17:24,816 - Whew. She's tough, but you've had tougher. 447 00:17:29,087 --> 00:17:30,554 - I can't believe I'm 38 years old 448 00:17:30,555 --> 00:17:32,790 and there's a catheter in my heart right now. 449 00:17:32,791 --> 00:17:34,758 - I know, but it sounds scarier than it is. 450 00:17:34,759 --> 00:17:38,629 Just try and breathe and think about something else, okay? 451 00:17:38,630 --> 00:17:40,698 - Besides my favorite student flailing around on the floor 452 00:17:40,699 --> 00:17:42,266 of my theater? Yeah. 453 00:17:42,267 --> 00:17:43,767 - Okay, I'm gonna inject the dye now, 454 00:17:43,768 --> 00:17:45,470 so we can map out your arteries. 455 00:17:47,972 --> 00:17:49,173 That's not quite oriented. 456 00:17:49,174 --> 00:17:52,877 - It's like a maze. Inject more and let's see what we see. 457 00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:57,314 Hard left there. 458 00:17:57,315 --> 00:17:59,250 - I'm just feeding the catheter in a bit deeper. 459 00:17:59,351 --> 00:18:01,819 Just keep thinking about Juliet on that balcony. 460 00:18:01,820 --> 00:18:06,890 - Not funny. And we couldn't afford a balcony. 461 00:18:06,891 --> 00:18:08,025 - Come on, Mr. Galvin, 462 00:18:08,026 --> 00:18:11,695 "Deny thy father, refuse thy name." 463 00:18:11,696 --> 00:18:12,896 - Now that's funny. 464 00:18:12,897 --> 00:18:15,899 - I played Juliet at Reseda High. 465 00:18:15,900 --> 00:18:17,167 - His arteries are totally clean. 466 00:18:17,168 --> 00:18:19,436 - Well, that's good, right? 467 00:18:19,437 --> 00:18:22,940 - Except now we can't explain your symptoms. 468 00:18:22,941 --> 00:18:24,174 (gasping) 469 00:18:24,175 --> 00:18:25,542 - Okay, Liz, come here. Let's stabilize him. 470 00:18:25,543 --> 00:18:26,877 I gotta get this catheter out. 471 00:18:26,878 --> 00:18:30,247 - Oh, my God. What's going on? What's going on? 472 00:18:30,248 --> 00:18:33,050 (Amy): Torey's cerebral parenchyma looks healthy ... 473 00:18:33,051 --> 00:18:34,418 (machine whirring) - No mass or bleed. 474 00:18:34,419 --> 00:18:38,188 No stroke, vascular malformation, cortical lesion. 475 00:18:38,189 --> 00:18:39,656 - No signs of encephalitis. I mean, 476 00:18:39,657 --> 00:18:41,225 there's no physical reason she should be having 477 00:18:41,226 --> 00:18:43,560 these seizures. 478 00:18:43,561 --> 00:18:46,163 - Her drama teacher just had a focal seizure. 479 00:18:46,164 --> 00:18:47,898 It can't be a coincidence they're both having 480 00:18:47,899 --> 00:18:49,299 a neurological response. 481 00:18:49,300 --> 00:18:51,769 - Then it has to be an acute environmental exposure. 482 00:18:51,770 --> 00:18:52,770 From the theater. 483 00:18:52,771 --> 00:18:55,706 - Which means there are gonna be others. 484 00:18:55,707 --> 00:18:58,576 (tense music) 485 00:19:01,613 --> 00:19:05,082 - So, Michael sent me home for the night. 486 00:19:05,083 --> 00:19:08,986 Apparently, Sonya ratted on me for being so hard on Felicia. 487 00:19:08,987 --> 00:19:10,521 - You gotta be kidding me. 488 00:19:10,522 --> 00:19:14,124 - It almost makes me think that maybe she has a thing for you. 489 00:19:14,125 --> 00:19:16,727 - What, and this is like payback? 490 00:19:16,728 --> 00:19:18,829 - A woman scorned... 491 00:19:18,830 --> 00:19:22,066 - No. No. No way, plus I mean, she doesn't know about us. 492 00:19:22,067 --> 00:19:26,737 - Speaking of which, see you at my place in an hour? 493 00:19:26,738 --> 00:19:27,871 - Yeah, sounds great. 494 00:19:27,872 --> 00:19:29,840 - And Jake, maybe... 495 00:19:29,841 --> 00:19:34,845 bring something more than just a toothbrush. 496 00:19:34,846 --> 00:19:38,215 - Wow. It almost sounds like a level of commitment. 497 00:19:38,216 --> 00:19:40,317 (chuckles) 498 00:19:40,318 --> 00:19:43,354 - I think it's time that I tell Katie about you. 499 00:19:43,355 --> 00:19:46,223 And, uh, maybe introduce you. 500 00:19:46,224 --> 00:19:49,259 - Yeah, yeah. Same for Mia. 501 00:19:49,260 --> 00:19:51,262 - I'd love that. 502 00:19:53,131 --> 00:19:56,600 And I love you. 503 00:19:56,601 --> 00:19:58,135 - I can get used to hearing that. 504 00:19:58,136 --> 00:19:59,604 (door opening) 505 00:20:01,106 --> 00:20:02,807 - I'll see you there. 506 00:20:08,680 --> 00:20:10,147 (Michael): Well, you need Public Health in there 507 00:20:10,148 --> 00:20:11,815 to test the theater, and we need to know 508 00:20:11,816 --> 00:20:13,450 if anyone else has reported any issues. 509 00:20:13,451 --> 00:20:15,419 Have any other students called out sick? 510 00:20:15,420 --> 00:20:17,755 - So, Cardiology? 511 00:20:17,756 --> 00:20:20,190 - Long story. 512 00:20:20,191 --> 00:20:21,191 (Michael): It could be 513 00:20:21,192 --> 00:20:22,626 a lot of things. Mold-- - Huh. 514 00:20:22,627 --> 00:20:24,128 - How goes it with the interns? 515 00:20:24,129 --> 00:20:25,329 - Getting my footing. 516 00:20:25,330 --> 00:20:26,263 (Michael): Were you inspected recently? 517 00:20:26,264 --> 00:20:28,332 - Big shoes to fill. 518 00:20:28,333 --> 00:20:29,967 (Michael): Mostly neurological symptoms. 519 00:20:29,968 --> 00:20:33,337 - Almost sounds like a level of commitment. 520 00:20:33,338 --> 00:20:34,638 (Michael): I'm not asking-- 521 00:20:34,639 --> 00:20:37,174 - You just have a memory? - Yeah. 522 00:20:37,175 --> 00:20:39,610 - I know you can't reveal names to us, 523 00:20:39,611 --> 00:20:41,378 but you need to contact their parents, 524 00:20:41,379 --> 00:20:43,247 and have them brought here. 525 00:20:43,248 --> 00:20:45,750 Well, I appreciate it. Keep me posted. 526 00:20:47,786 --> 00:20:49,687 Two more left school with dizziness, 527 00:20:49,688 --> 00:20:51,922 one other with numbness in their right hand. 528 00:20:51,923 --> 00:20:53,424 - All from the theater? 529 00:20:53,425 --> 00:20:54,525 - He was cagey, wouldn't say. 530 00:20:54,526 --> 00:20:55,559 - Okay, well, that's helpful. 531 00:20:55,560 --> 00:20:57,661 - And he's trying to cover his ass, but he will 532 00:20:57,662 --> 00:20:59,596 call Public Health. - Well, what about the kids? 533 00:20:59,597 --> 00:21:01,298 Are they coming in? - He's gonna push. 534 00:21:01,299 --> 00:21:03,400 Once they land, we cross-reference symptoms, 535 00:21:03,401 --> 00:21:05,402 see if we can find a pattern. 536 00:21:05,403 --> 00:21:06,904 - When did the dizziness start? 537 00:21:06,905 --> 00:21:10,407 - Um, in math class? Around 11 o'clock maybe? 538 00:21:10,408 --> 00:21:11,942 - Any changes in your vision? 539 00:21:11,943 --> 00:21:14,244 - Not really. Is that a part of it? With the dizziness? 540 00:21:14,245 --> 00:21:15,979 - We're just gathering information. 541 00:21:15,980 --> 00:21:17,514 - He said the drama teacher's here, too. 542 00:21:17,515 --> 00:21:19,116 - Yeah. And Torey. You wouldn't believe 543 00:21:19,117 --> 00:21:19,918 what happened to her, Dad. 544 00:21:20,018 --> 00:21:21,586 - We're not permitted to discuss that. 545 00:21:23,655 --> 00:21:24,888 - Do we all have the same thing? 546 00:21:24,889 --> 00:21:27,224 - Did you smell anything unusual at the school? 547 00:21:27,225 --> 00:21:28,559 - No, I don't think so. 548 00:21:28,560 --> 00:21:30,661 - Is that what it is? A gas leak or something? 549 00:21:30,662 --> 00:21:32,030 - We're still evaluating, 550 00:21:32,130 --> 00:21:34,498 and Public Health is testing the school right now. 551 00:21:34,499 --> 00:21:38,602 Dr. Ferguson, do you have any questions? 552 00:21:38,603 --> 00:21:39,738 - I do. 553 00:21:41,473 --> 00:21:44,441 (Ben): Absolutely, I believe in being aggressive. 554 00:21:44,442 --> 00:21:46,343 Now, if you're asking if I'm pathologically in love 555 00:21:46,344 --> 00:21:48,479 with cutting... no. 556 00:21:48,480 --> 00:21:51,415 My ego's aligned with outcomes, not bravado. 557 00:21:51,416 --> 00:21:53,384 - And why Minneapolis? 558 00:21:53,385 --> 00:21:54,952 - I grew up here, 559 00:21:54,953 --> 00:21:58,255 and my sister's had some health problems plus two teenage boys 560 00:21:58,256 --> 00:21:59,490 who could use a role model around. 561 00:21:59,491 --> 00:22:02,026 Look, the thing is, I could just go to Mayo. 562 00:22:02,027 --> 00:22:04,928 What I'd hope to do here was build your department. 563 00:22:04,929 --> 00:22:07,398 - Well, that's the idea for bringing you in. 564 00:22:07,399 --> 00:22:08,599 (chuckles) 565 00:22:08,600 --> 00:22:11,135 - I guess what I'm saying is, if I'm coming to Westside, 566 00:22:11,136 --> 00:22:13,137 it would only be to run surgery. 567 00:22:13,138 --> 00:22:15,506 - You wanna replace Dr. Costa? 568 00:22:15,507 --> 00:22:17,608 - Now, don't get me wrong; he's solid. 569 00:22:17,609 --> 00:22:19,543 I'd welcome him as part of my team. 570 00:22:19,544 --> 00:22:21,745 I'd even be willing to reduce some of my own salary 571 00:22:21,746 --> 00:22:24,348 so he takes home the same as what he earns now. 572 00:22:24,349 --> 00:22:25,582 It's not about money for me. 573 00:22:25,583 --> 00:22:27,317 - What is it you think you can bring 574 00:22:27,318 --> 00:22:28,852 that we don't already have now? 575 00:22:28,853 --> 00:22:31,422 - Internal Medicine's been your Bright and Shiny here 576 00:22:31,423 --> 00:22:32,890 for a long time, 577 00:22:32,891 --> 00:22:35,159 but Dr. Larsen's not a draw in her current capacity. 578 00:22:35,160 --> 00:22:37,995 Now, look, look, in any case, you need Surgery 579 00:22:37,996 --> 00:22:39,129 to be your guiding light. 580 00:22:39,130 --> 00:22:41,432 That's where the edge is, that's where the grants are, 581 00:22:41,433 --> 00:22:43,801 that's where you can get your superstar recruits. 582 00:22:43,802 --> 00:22:45,369 And with my auspices and reach, 583 00:22:45,370 --> 00:22:47,439 I'll certainly be able to pull those people in. 584 00:22:49,007 --> 00:22:52,743 - It'll be all the same tests for Paul in 618. 585 00:22:52,744 --> 00:22:55,079 Call Pathology to tell them I want them all expedited. 586 00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:57,381 - Hi, my name is Betsy Fuller. This is my son Josh. 587 00:22:57,382 --> 00:22:58,716 He was in the theater. 588 00:22:58,717 --> 00:23:00,484 We were told everyone's checking in on this floor. 589 00:23:00,485 --> 00:23:01,919 - Okay, is he one of the students 590 00:23:01,920 --> 00:23:03,087 displaying symptoms? 591 00:23:03,088 --> 00:23:05,923 - Well, not yet, but we've heard it's up to six people. 592 00:23:05,924 --> 00:23:07,491 - Four, actually. 593 00:23:07,492 --> 00:23:08,826 - You said it was six. 594 00:23:08,827 --> 00:23:10,361 - Well, I don't know. That's what I was told. 595 00:23:10,362 --> 00:23:12,663 (Betsy): Well, he still needs to be seen by the doctors. 596 00:23:12,664 --> 00:23:14,031 - I understand. Fill out this form, please, 597 00:23:14,032 --> 00:23:15,399 and have a seat in the waiting area. 598 00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:18,469 (Torey gasping) 599 00:23:18,470 --> 00:23:19,470 (Josh): Torey! 600 00:23:19,471 --> 00:23:22,473 - She went unresponsive. Pressure 210 over 112. 601 00:23:22,474 --> 00:23:25,009 Heart rate 48. And her left pupil's fixed. 602 00:23:25,010 --> 00:23:26,643 - What the hell? What's wrong with her? 603 00:23:26,644 --> 00:23:27,578 - That can't be from new-onset seizures. 604 00:23:27,579 --> 00:23:29,146 - Someone needs to tell us what this is! 605 00:23:29,147 --> 00:23:31,382 - What's going on with her? Is this contagious? 606 00:23:31,383 --> 00:23:33,618 - Just try to be calm, please. 607 00:23:41,626 --> 00:23:43,060 - Nothing to say? 608 00:23:43,061 --> 00:23:45,129 - Matthew Reddy is stable. 609 00:23:45,130 --> 00:23:49,800 Dr. Park's covering the ICU, and Dr. Barrett's handling 610 00:23:49,801 --> 00:23:53,303 Kim Trent's angio. Everything's in hand. 611 00:23:53,304 --> 00:23:55,239 - I meant about the complaint. 612 00:23:55,240 --> 00:23:57,574 (door closes) 613 00:23:57,575 --> 00:23:59,176 - Felicia Turner complained. 614 00:23:59,177 --> 00:24:02,580 I was asked what happened and I wasn't gonna lie. 615 00:24:02,681 --> 00:24:05,449 - Right, but the truth can be subjective. 616 00:24:05,450 --> 00:24:06,984 And I'm wondering if you told Dr. Hamda 617 00:24:06,985 --> 00:24:09,486 that you missed splintering fingernails 618 00:24:09,487 --> 00:24:13,857 and thus the diagnosis this morning. 619 00:24:13,858 --> 00:24:16,593 - Look, I wasn't gonna tell you this until tomorrow, 620 00:24:16,594 --> 00:24:18,830 but, so long as we're here... 621 00:24:20,131 --> 00:24:24,668 I'll be offering my resignation. Effective in two weeks. 622 00:24:24,669 --> 00:24:26,603 - You're quitting. 623 00:24:26,604 --> 00:24:28,339 Because you don't like my leadership style. 624 00:24:28,340 --> 00:24:29,874 - I'm sure you think it's a style, 625 00:24:29,974 --> 00:24:33,377 but everyone besides Dr. Heller thinks it's abusive. 626 00:24:33,378 --> 00:24:35,045 And I don't need it in my life. 627 00:24:35,046 --> 00:24:39,016 - Well, I'll expect to hear from you in a year or two. 628 00:24:39,017 --> 00:24:43,221 Apologizing and thanking me for everything I've taught you. 629 00:24:46,224 --> 00:24:49,259 (shaky exhale) 630 00:24:49,260 --> 00:24:50,961 (machine whirring) 631 00:24:50,962 --> 00:24:52,263 - They told the MRI was finished? 632 00:24:52,364 --> 00:24:56,133 - Just about. No lesions. Ventricles look good so far. 633 00:24:56,134 --> 00:24:59,503 - How are you doing today? - Tricky case. 634 00:24:59,504 --> 00:25:02,539 - No, I mean being Chief Resident with Amy. 635 00:25:02,540 --> 00:25:06,543 - Oh. Yeah, she gave a pretty rah-rah speech 636 00:25:06,544 --> 00:25:07,711 to the interns this morning. 637 00:25:07,712 --> 00:25:11,482 Kind of the polar opposite of how she used to be so... 638 00:25:11,483 --> 00:25:12,783 that was interesting. 639 00:25:12,784 --> 00:25:15,419 - Yeah, I'm sure she's trying a different tack this time around. 640 00:25:15,420 --> 00:25:16,388 - Mm. 641 00:25:16,488 --> 00:25:19,623 - What about you? Figure out your approach yet? 642 00:25:19,624 --> 00:25:21,358 - Tough love without the snark. 643 00:25:21,359 --> 00:25:23,027 Might be kind of a role reversal 644 00:25:23,028 --> 00:25:25,996 with her getting all touchy-feely. 645 00:25:25,997 --> 00:25:29,299 How are things going with the two of you? 646 00:25:29,300 --> 00:25:33,103 - Uh... we split up. 647 00:25:33,104 --> 00:25:34,338 - Really? - Yeah. 648 00:25:34,339 --> 00:25:36,774 Just trying to figure out that equilibrium now. 649 00:25:36,775 --> 00:25:38,976 You know, working together. 650 00:25:38,977 --> 00:25:43,480 - Well, it's day one. I'm sure you'll get there. 651 00:25:43,481 --> 00:25:45,116 (equipment beeps) 652 00:25:48,453 --> 00:25:52,423 - The teacher's CBC, CMP, head imaging all looks normal. 653 00:25:52,424 --> 00:25:54,224 - Torey's in surgery. 654 00:25:54,225 --> 00:25:56,460 She has to have some obstructive process in her brain, 655 00:25:56,461 --> 00:25:58,962 but we imaged the other kids; none of them show clotting. 656 00:25:58,963 --> 00:26:00,864 (Jake): And we cleared them all on recreational drug use. 657 00:26:00,865 --> 00:26:01,932 (Michael): Tox screens all normal. 658 00:26:01,933 --> 00:26:03,101 (Jake): Okay, so what's our profiling indicate? 659 00:26:03,201 --> 00:26:06,737 - No respiratory symptoms, which rules out molds, formaldehyde, 660 00:26:06,738 --> 00:26:09,039 carbon monoxide, no peripheral neuropathy... 661 00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:12,743 - And no fever, so no cyanotoxins from the HVACs. 662 00:26:12,744 --> 00:26:14,144 - Something doesn't make sense. 663 00:26:14,145 --> 00:26:16,447 Torey had her first seizure yesterday afternoon, 664 00:26:16,448 --> 00:26:19,416 but none of the others started showing symptoms until today. 665 00:26:19,417 --> 00:26:21,352 If it was acute exposure, 666 00:26:21,353 --> 00:26:23,587 they all would have been swarming the ER last night. 667 00:26:23,588 --> 00:26:26,857 - We need to re-interview them all and scrutinize the timeline. 668 00:26:26,858 --> 00:26:28,826 Something's gotta shake out. 669 00:26:28,827 --> 00:26:30,461 - Have you heard anything from the school? 670 00:26:30,462 --> 00:26:31,729 - We're still waiting on the testing. 671 00:26:31,730 --> 00:26:33,731 - Okay, so long will that take? 672 00:26:33,732 --> 00:26:36,300 - Um, yeah, um... 673 00:26:36,301 --> 00:26:38,502 - Some of the potential toxins they can test 674 00:26:38,503 --> 00:26:41,372 in a matter of hours; others can take a day or two. 675 00:26:41,373 --> 00:26:45,075 - Can you please help us? My son needs to see someone. 676 00:26:45,076 --> 00:26:46,910 - He wasn't exhibiting any symptoms when he arrived, 677 00:26:46,911 --> 00:26:48,746 but he's starting to feel dizzy now. 678 00:26:48,747 --> 00:26:51,648 - And I've got, like, a numbness down my arm. 679 00:26:51,649 --> 00:26:53,150 - I was just about to admit him. 680 00:26:53,151 --> 00:26:55,753 - This has gotten worse since you've been waiting? 681 00:26:55,754 --> 00:26:57,788 - Yes. It's been coming on strong. 682 00:26:57,789 --> 00:27:01,025 And no one can tell us what the incubation period is. 683 00:27:01,026 --> 00:27:03,594 - Full work-up. Room, um, 619. 684 00:27:03,595 --> 00:27:04,995 - Oh, it's about time. 685 00:27:04,996 --> 00:27:07,498 - Um, she said that Torey was going into surgery. 686 00:27:07,499 --> 00:27:08,999 Are they gonna be able to help her? 687 00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:13,370 - Yes. Please just go with Dr. Chen; we'll work it all out. 688 00:27:13,371 --> 00:27:14,405 (Josh's mother): Okay. 689 00:27:14,406 --> 00:27:17,275 (indistinct chatter) 690 00:27:19,244 --> 00:27:20,244 (equipment beeping) 691 00:27:20,245 --> 00:27:22,980 - Okay, there is a clot. 692 00:27:22,981 --> 00:27:24,348 - What are our options? 693 00:27:24,349 --> 00:27:26,316 - Open the transverse sinus and drain it. 694 00:27:26,317 --> 00:27:27,419 - Or? 695 00:27:29,087 --> 00:27:31,355 - Put in an extra-ventricular drain and anti-coagulate? 696 00:27:31,356 --> 00:27:32,624 - Exactly. 697 00:27:32,724 --> 00:27:34,291 - But her recovery time could be two weeks. 698 00:27:34,292 --> 00:27:36,160 You're not worried about the prolonged pressure 699 00:27:36,161 --> 00:27:36,894 to the brain? 700 00:27:36,895 --> 00:27:38,362 - Post-op heparin'll tackle that 701 00:27:38,363 --> 00:27:41,766 and sticking a scalpel in there carries plenty of risk. 702 00:27:42,967 --> 00:27:46,670 Okay, prep the drain kit. 703 00:27:46,671 --> 00:27:49,073 - Before Math, you were in English class, 704 00:27:49,074 --> 00:27:52,242 and you said you were worried about Torey? 705 00:27:52,243 --> 00:27:53,978 - Nobody knew what was happening to her. 706 00:27:54,079 --> 00:27:56,413 Then we heard Mr. Galvin wasn't coming in, either. 707 00:27:56,414 --> 00:27:57,815 - How did you hear that? 708 00:27:57,816 --> 00:27:59,983 - There's a group chat. 709 00:27:59,984 --> 00:28:02,319 - With the theater group? - Yeah. 710 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,421 - Do you mind if I have a look at that? 711 00:28:04,422 --> 00:28:05,490 - Yeah, sure. 712 00:28:13,164 --> 00:28:15,532 - Seemed like everyone was getting pretty worked up. 713 00:28:15,533 --> 00:28:18,068 - I mean, yeah, of course. 714 00:28:18,069 --> 00:28:20,437 (Male voice over PA): Rapid response team to 619. 715 00:28:20,438 --> 00:28:21,839 Rapid response team to 619. 716 00:28:21,840 --> 00:28:23,908 - Uh, I'm sorry. Excuse me. I'll be back. 717 00:28:25,276 --> 00:28:26,810 - Excuse me! Excuse me, Ma'am! - What's happening? 718 00:28:26,811 --> 00:28:27,878 - Sorry! - Do something! 719 00:28:27,879 --> 00:28:28,779 (door opens) 720 00:28:28,780 --> 00:28:30,981 (Josh gasping) 721 00:28:30,982 --> 00:28:33,217 - This is the same thing that happened to Torey! 722 00:28:33,218 --> 00:28:33,851 - Stop! 723 00:28:33,852 --> 00:28:36,320 (Josh gasping) 724 00:28:36,321 --> 00:28:39,356 Two milligrams Lorazepam and nasal-pronged oxygen. 725 00:28:39,357 --> 00:28:40,557 - For a brain herniation? 726 00:28:40,558 --> 00:28:41,892 - This isn't neurological. 727 00:28:41,893 --> 00:28:43,427 - What are you talking about? He's catatonic! 728 00:28:43,428 --> 00:28:46,663 - This is all psychological. 729 00:28:46,664 --> 00:28:48,833 It's mass hysteria. 730 00:28:51,603 --> 00:28:53,337 (elevator dings) 731 00:28:53,338 --> 00:28:56,407 - I thought you went home an hour ago. 732 00:28:56,408 --> 00:28:59,343 - Just checking in on Ray Porter post-op. 733 00:28:59,344 --> 00:29:01,945 I spoke to his daughter, clarified the prognosis. 734 00:29:01,946 --> 00:29:03,981 Sorry I tried to play it down to her before. 735 00:29:03,982 --> 00:29:05,149 - Don't be sorry. 736 00:29:05,150 --> 00:29:06,650 You're the one person I can count on 737 00:29:06,651 --> 00:29:09,887 to take instruction without whining. 738 00:29:09,888 --> 00:29:12,456 - I heard about Sonya leaving. 739 00:29:12,457 --> 00:29:15,226 - Spoon-feeding approval is no way to make good doctors. 740 00:29:15,326 --> 00:29:16,527 Any more than soldiers. 741 00:29:16,528 --> 00:29:19,496 - Funny thing is, she is pretty hard on the first-years. 742 00:29:19,497 --> 00:29:21,632 - Well, she can take her thin skin and hypocrisy 743 00:29:21,633 --> 00:29:22,733 elsewhere now. 744 00:29:22,734 --> 00:29:25,569 - Yes, she can. - How are you doing? 745 00:29:25,570 --> 00:29:27,471 - Good. 746 00:29:27,472 --> 00:29:28,772 Great. 747 00:29:28,773 --> 00:29:32,576 - Did you follow up on what we talked about? The nightmares. 748 00:29:32,577 --> 00:29:35,279 - Oh, um, yeah. 749 00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:40,017 - TJ, you can't white-knuckle your way through everything. 750 00:29:40,018 --> 00:29:41,552 - Isn't that what you do? 751 00:29:41,553 --> 00:29:43,488 (phone buzzing) 752 00:29:47,625 --> 00:29:48,759 Something wrong? 753 00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:49,793 (elevator dings) 754 00:29:49,794 --> 00:29:51,262 - No. 755 00:29:52,697 --> 00:29:55,265 (indistinct chatter) 756 00:29:55,266 --> 00:29:56,367 - So he's okay? 757 00:29:56,368 --> 00:29:58,335 - He's okay. - But I don't understand. 758 00:29:58,336 --> 00:30:00,804 - It's called conversion disorder. 759 00:30:00,805 --> 00:30:05,242 It's a contagious psychological response within a community 760 00:30:05,243 --> 00:30:07,044 that is harboring acute stress. 761 00:30:07,045 --> 00:30:09,113 The "witches" in Salem, 762 00:30:09,114 --> 00:30:11,982 or all those girls in Iran a few years ago... 763 00:30:11,983 --> 00:30:15,152 When your son and the other students saw Torey seize 764 00:30:15,153 --> 00:30:17,654 in the theater, that started a chain reaction. 765 00:30:17,655 --> 00:30:21,925 Then, Mr. Galvin called in sick, and they started to panic. 766 00:30:21,926 --> 00:30:24,995 Then the group chat just contributed to this 767 00:30:24,996 --> 00:30:27,931 fomenting anxiety that accumulated 768 00:30:27,932 --> 00:30:30,134 and amplified into this. 769 00:30:30,135 --> 00:30:32,436 - So when Josh saw Torey... 770 00:30:32,437 --> 00:30:35,472 His mind just made him copycat that? 771 00:30:35,473 --> 00:30:36,874 - Essentially, yes. 772 00:30:36,875 --> 00:30:39,209 You saw the longer he was in the waiting room 773 00:30:39,210 --> 00:30:41,345 around all that fear and agitation, 774 00:30:41,346 --> 00:30:44,715 the more he started to manifest those symptoms. 775 00:30:44,716 --> 00:30:47,017 We could run a dozen tests, 776 00:30:47,018 --> 00:30:49,019 and nothing would show up physically. 777 00:30:49,020 --> 00:30:50,854 - I saw that on the group chat. 778 00:30:50,855 --> 00:30:52,556 Everyone's tests came up negative. 779 00:30:52,557 --> 00:30:56,527 - I can assure you this is a psychological reaction 780 00:30:56,528 --> 00:30:58,363 to shared stress. 781 00:31:01,032 --> 00:31:02,266 - Shared stress? 782 00:31:02,267 --> 00:31:04,468 They're teenagers; I'm a grown man. 783 00:31:04,469 --> 00:31:06,437 - I know, but unfortunately that doesn't make you immune. 784 00:31:06,438 --> 00:31:10,174 - Well, I have put on plenty of productions, and believe me, 785 00:31:10,175 --> 00:31:12,009 this was not the most stressful. 786 00:31:12,010 --> 00:31:13,844 So you can't tell me that I'm here 787 00:31:13,845 --> 00:31:15,012 and I put everyone else here 788 00:31:15,013 --> 00:31:17,148 because I'm some sort of taskmaster. 789 00:31:17,248 --> 00:31:19,116 - Look, I'm not saying that it's the play necessarily, 790 00:31:19,117 --> 00:31:21,085 but it must be something at the school. 791 00:31:21,086 --> 00:31:22,686 And without knowing the source of that trauma, 792 00:31:22,687 --> 00:31:24,521 this could go on for a long time. 793 00:31:24,522 --> 00:31:25,656 Okay, for all of you. 794 00:31:25,657 --> 00:31:26,757 - This is insane. 795 00:31:26,758 --> 00:31:29,560 - Think, Mr. Galvin. What could it be? 796 00:31:29,561 --> 00:31:31,095 - I have no idea. 797 00:31:31,096 --> 00:31:35,065 And how is this a delusion when Torey's in surgery? 798 00:31:35,066 --> 00:31:36,934 (equipment beeping) - There's the sagittal sinus. 799 00:31:36,935 --> 00:31:38,403 See how engorged those cortical-- 800 00:31:42,907 --> 00:31:44,375 - Stalking your prey? 801 00:31:44,376 --> 00:31:47,044 - I can get a feel for how he's been running the department 802 00:31:47,045 --> 00:31:49,546 by watching how he cuts. 803 00:31:49,547 --> 00:31:53,450 - And you really think he's that conservative? 804 00:31:53,451 --> 00:31:55,686 - He's putting a drain into a CVST patient 805 00:31:55,687 --> 00:31:58,756 and counting on the heparin to do his work for him as we speak, 806 00:31:58,757 --> 00:32:00,457 so... 807 00:32:00,458 --> 00:32:02,060 But I think you already made your decision 808 00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:03,728 before you came in here. 809 00:32:05,430 --> 00:32:07,698 - What's the status of your transplant bridge trial? 810 00:32:07,699 --> 00:32:10,601 We understand you're about to enter the human phase now. 811 00:32:10,602 --> 00:32:12,970 - My intention is to keep an eye on it from here 812 00:32:12,971 --> 00:32:14,605 and travel to New York as needed. 813 00:32:14,606 --> 00:32:17,241 But I assure you, it wouldn't be a distraction. 814 00:32:17,242 --> 00:32:18,743 - No, that's not the concern. 815 00:32:18,843 --> 00:32:20,778 If you could get it moved here, 816 00:32:20,779 --> 00:32:23,113 the Board's prepared to divert 3 million from one of our 817 00:32:23,114 --> 00:32:25,249 research grants to your study. 818 00:32:25,250 --> 00:32:27,785 Plus everything else you asked for. 819 00:32:27,786 --> 00:32:29,086 - You know I have partners. 820 00:32:29,087 --> 00:32:30,754 - Yes, but you're the lead, 821 00:32:30,755 --> 00:32:32,089 and we just doubled your budget. 822 00:32:32,090 --> 00:32:35,460 So, get it done; we've got a deal. 823 00:32:37,162 --> 00:32:38,662 (footsteps receding) 824 00:32:38,663 --> 00:32:40,597 (equipment beeping) 825 00:32:40,598 --> 00:32:43,267 - So, we relieved the pressure that was causing the seizure, 826 00:32:43,268 --> 00:32:46,136 and put in a microscopic drain to prevent it from coming back. 827 00:32:46,137 --> 00:32:47,905 - You left something in my brain? 828 00:32:47,906 --> 00:32:49,606 - We'll remove it in a couple of weeks. 829 00:32:49,607 --> 00:32:50,841 - After another surgery? 830 00:32:50,842 --> 00:32:55,079 - No, no. We'll just pull it out slowly. It's painless. 831 00:32:55,080 --> 00:32:56,480 - I've gotta be here two weeks? 832 00:32:56,481 --> 00:32:59,183 - We've also got you on blood thinners, 833 00:32:59,184 --> 00:33:01,251 so we'll need to monitor you closely. 834 00:33:01,252 --> 00:33:04,621 - We appreciate it, Dr. Coleman. If we could have the room now. 835 00:33:04,622 --> 00:33:06,757 - Sure. Um, yeah. 836 00:33:06,758 --> 00:33:08,892 Yeah. Of course. 837 00:33:08,893 --> 00:33:10,061 - Now, we'd like to go back 838 00:33:10,161 --> 00:33:13,331 to what was happening with you yesterday. Before the rehearsal. 839 00:33:13,431 --> 00:33:16,433 - I already told you: I didn't have any symptoms. 840 00:33:16,434 --> 00:33:18,335 - Oh, we're not talking about physical symptoms. 841 00:33:18,336 --> 00:33:21,071 Walk us through your day at school. 842 00:33:21,072 --> 00:33:24,441 - I had English then Math. 843 00:33:24,442 --> 00:33:28,445 I had a test but that wasn't a big deal, then a free, 844 00:33:28,446 --> 00:33:31,648 then lunch, then there was a lockdown drill, 845 00:33:31,649 --> 00:33:32,883 Uh, then History-- 846 00:33:32,884 --> 00:33:34,585 - A, a lockdown drill? 847 00:33:34,586 --> 00:33:38,355 - Yeah. You know, like an active shooter or whatever? You know? 848 00:33:38,356 --> 00:33:41,425 - Uh, did something happen during the drill? 849 00:33:41,426 --> 00:33:44,828 - Happen? No. Same as always. 850 00:33:44,829 --> 00:33:46,196 - Which is? 851 00:33:46,197 --> 00:33:50,067 - Uh, lock the door, turn off the lights, 852 00:33:50,068 --> 00:33:51,802 uh, move the desks to block the door 853 00:33:51,803 --> 00:33:52,870 in case there's a shooter. 854 00:33:52,871 --> 00:33:54,004 (exhales) 855 00:33:54,005 --> 00:33:55,639 - And do you find that stressful? 856 00:33:55,640 --> 00:33:57,908 - No, it's what we do; we're used to it. 857 00:33:57,909 --> 00:34:00,344 - Just because something's been normalized doesn't mean 858 00:34:00,345 --> 00:34:01,845 it isn't having an impact. 859 00:34:01,846 --> 00:34:04,915 I suspect, on some level, 860 00:34:04,916 --> 00:34:06,717 those drills can be traumatizing. 861 00:34:06,718 --> 00:34:08,352 - Traumatizing. - Sure. 862 00:34:08,353 --> 00:34:10,587 For everyone, even the teachers who have to do them. 863 00:34:10,588 --> 00:34:13,157 - I mean, the last time we did one, 864 00:34:13,158 --> 00:34:15,359 there was this one girl who had a panic attack, 865 00:34:15,360 --> 00:34:17,695 but we all just kinda thought she was being extra. 866 00:34:17,696 --> 00:34:18,629 - When was that? 867 00:34:18,630 --> 00:34:21,298 - I don't know, couple months ago maybe. 868 00:34:21,299 --> 00:34:23,133 We do them like six or seven times a year. 869 00:34:23,134 --> 00:34:24,468 (exhales) - So, when you heard 870 00:34:24,469 --> 00:34:26,870 about the girl who reacted like that, 871 00:34:26,871 --> 00:34:28,639 how were you affected? 872 00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:32,643 - I didn't hear about it. I saw it. 873 00:34:32,644 --> 00:34:36,914 There was a video that went viral. We all saw it. 874 00:34:36,915 --> 00:34:37,981 (Heidi): I can't-- I can't breathe! 875 00:34:37,982 --> 00:34:38,883 - It's okay, Heidi. 876 00:34:38,983 --> 00:34:40,517 (student): Oh, my God, what's happening to her? 877 00:34:40,518 --> 00:34:42,953 (concerned chatter over phone) 878 00:34:42,954 --> 00:34:46,657 (Heidi gasping) 879 00:34:46,658 --> 00:34:48,559 - What was your reaction when you saw this? 880 00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:51,995 - I mean, we felt sorry for her. 881 00:34:51,996 --> 00:34:54,198 - I don't even understand why we have to do these drills 882 00:34:54,199 --> 00:34:55,299 all the time. 883 00:34:55,300 --> 00:34:57,601 It's like, we've been doing them since we were eight. 884 00:34:57,602 --> 00:34:58,902 We get it already. 885 00:34:58,903 --> 00:35:01,138 - They stopped calling it an active shooter drill. 886 00:35:01,139 --> 00:35:03,007 Like we'd be pushing desks against the door 887 00:35:03,008 --> 00:35:04,108 for a hurricane? 888 00:35:04,109 --> 00:35:06,110 - They should just train the teachers, 889 00:35:06,111 --> 00:35:07,745 then tell the students to follow them. 890 00:35:07,746 --> 00:35:10,047 Like, why do we have to keep going through it 891 00:35:10,048 --> 00:35:10,948 again and again? 892 00:35:10,949 --> 00:35:12,450 - If the schools don't train everybody, 893 00:35:12,550 --> 00:35:14,184 then they'll be liable if something happens. 894 00:35:14,185 --> 00:35:15,753 - And after that girl had her panic attack, 895 00:35:15,754 --> 00:35:17,588 did anybody go to the school counselors 896 00:35:17,589 --> 00:35:19,156 or report having similar anxieties? 897 00:35:19,157 --> 00:35:21,959 - I don't even know if the kids realized it was bothering them. 898 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,194 I mean, if they did, would any of this be happening? 899 00:35:24,195 --> 00:35:27,197 I certainly wouldn't have given Juliet the gun 900 00:35:27,198 --> 00:35:28,632 in that scene. 901 00:35:28,633 --> 00:35:31,803 I just thought it would be cool and modern. 902 00:35:33,538 --> 00:35:36,540 - My thought is, when you heard that gunshot on stage, 903 00:35:36,541 --> 00:35:38,676 that released all of the anxieties 904 00:35:38,677 --> 00:35:40,411 you've been carrying since you saw Heidi 905 00:35:40,412 --> 00:35:41,945 have the panic attack in that video. 906 00:35:41,946 --> 00:35:45,382 - Not to mention the anxiety you probably have felt 907 00:35:45,383 --> 00:35:48,786 about those drills and what they mean for a long time. 908 00:35:48,787 --> 00:35:52,289 - So, if this was all in my head, why did I need surgery? 909 00:35:52,290 --> 00:35:54,358 - It turns out you have an underlying 910 00:35:54,359 --> 00:35:56,760 blood clotting disorder that was dormant. 911 00:35:56,761 --> 00:36:00,230 And the acute stress brought it out and heightened it. 912 00:36:00,231 --> 00:36:02,333 - But only temporarily, right? 913 00:36:02,434 --> 00:36:03,701 - Unfortunately, not. 914 00:36:03,702 --> 00:36:05,903 Now that the condition is manifest, 915 00:36:05,904 --> 00:36:07,404 it'll be chronic. 916 00:36:07,405 --> 00:36:08,939 - For the rest of her life? 917 00:36:08,940 --> 00:36:11,608 - We can treat it with anti-seizure medication, 918 00:36:11,609 --> 00:36:14,778 but that does have side effects and, yes, 919 00:36:14,779 --> 00:36:16,780 it will be for the rest of her life. 920 00:36:16,781 --> 00:36:18,782 - You're saying the lockdown drills did this to her? 921 00:36:18,783 --> 00:36:22,353 - I'd say it's the stress of being a teenager 922 00:36:22,354 --> 00:36:25,357 in a very complicated world. 923 00:36:33,365 --> 00:36:37,001 (indistinct chatter) 924 00:36:43,008 --> 00:36:44,575 - So, what are we selling? 925 00:36:44,576 --> 00:36:46,944 - Cognitive behavioral therapy, 926 00:36:46,945 --> 00:36:49,179 but it's gonna be a long road. 927 00:36:49,180 --> 00:36:50,714 - Parenting. 928 00:36:50,715 --> 00:36:52,450 - And then some. 929 00:36:55,153 --> 00:36:57,654 - You know, I as cramming for all the stuff for Pediatrics, 930 00:36:57,655 --> 00:37:02,860 and it just started making me look at Mia like a patient. 931 00:37:02,861 --> 00:37:04,361 Didn't much care for that. 932 00:37:04,362 --> 00:37:06,497 - Thus the change to Cardiology. 933 00:37:06,498 --> 00:37:08,933 - Hm. Yeah. - Huh. 934 00:37:11,469 --> 00:37:14,673 - I think it's time that I tell Katie about you. 935 00:37:16,207 --> 00:37:17,508 - D'you have another one? 936 00:37:17,509 --> 00:37:21,446 - Oh, no. It's nothing. Just not a big deal. 937 00:37:23,148 --> 00:37:27,217 - Um, okay. Well, congrats on today. 938 00:37:27,218 --> 00:37:30,821 You did great. As expected. 939 00:37:30,822 --> 00:37:34,159 - You too. - Yeah. 940 00:37:34,259 --> 00:37:36,761 I'll see you tomorrow. - Okay. 941 00:37:45,103 --> 00:37:48,372 - Hey, I wanted to catch you before the official postgame, 942 00:37:48,373 --> 00:37:49,908 see how you thought today went. 943 00:37:50,008 --> 00:37:53,110 - Uh, yeah, wild day. 944 00:37:53,111 --> 00:37:55,746 - I mean your performance. 945 00:37:55,747 --> 00:37:57,047 - Oh, uh... 946 00:37:57,048 --> 00:37:59,616 - Self-analysis will be crucial, 947 00:37:59,617 --> 00:38:01,985 but since you haven't engaged in that yet, I can go. 948 00:38:01,986 --> 00:38:04,655 You started the day with a HIPAA violation, 949 00:38:04,656 --> 00:38:06,824 then tossed out worst-case scenarios 950 00:38:06,825 --> 00:38:10,728 to an anxious patient with stress-related cardiac issues, 951 00:38:10,729 --> 00:38:12,930 then walked yourself into the lion's den 952 00:38:12,931 --> 00:38:15,766 of those terrified parents, completely unprepared 953 00:38:15,767 --> 00:38:19,570 to answer their most obvious question. 954 00:38:19,571 --> 00:38:22,072 - You're right. I'm sorry. 955 00:38:22,073 --> 00:38:24,174 - You already know what you're supposed to do. 956 00:38:24,175 --> 00:38:25,609 What's gonna change? 957 00:38:25,610 --> 00:38:28,245 - You're extremely smart, Nikki, and can be a great doctor. 958 00:38:28,246 --> 00:38:30,948 But I don't want to hear you're sorry. 959 00:38:30,949 --> 00:38:33,817 I wanna know what you're gonna do to turn things around. 960 00:38:33,818 --> 00:38:35,119 (softly): Uh. 961 00:38:35,120 --> 00:38:38,089 - Think about it tonight and come back to me tomorrow. 962 00:38:40,125 --> 00:38:41,291 - Right. Thank you. 963 00:38:41,292 --> 00:38:42,761 - Mm-hmm. 964 00:38:46,131 --> 00:38:49,667 - Not exactly in keeping with the speech we gave this morning. 965 00:38:51,136 --> 00:38:52,603 - Our job's to teach them. 966 00:38:52,604 --> 00:38:54,872 If they're snowflakes, they're not gonna cut it. 967 00:38:54,873 --> 00:38:57,107 (keyboard clacking) 968 00:38:57,108 --> 00:38:59,710 (indistinct chatter) 969 00:38:59,711 --> 00:39:03,313 - Hey. I heard you had the trippiest case today. 970 00:39:03,314 --> 00:39:05,617 (scoffs) - "Trippy" is one word for it. 971 00:39:08,420 --> 00:39:10,954 - You know, I never did a lockdown drill. 972 00:39:10,955 --> 00:39:12,123 Do they really do it at all the schools? 973 00:39:12,223 --> 00:39:16,026 - Yeah. At mine, they gave out roles and had us all act it out. 974 00:39:16,027 --> 00:39:17,461 One kid played the shooter, 975 00:39:17,462 --> 00:39:19,196 a bunch of us pretended to get shot... 976 00:39:19,197 --> 00:39:20,464 - Not possible. 977 00:39:20,465 --> 00:39:21,765 - Then they told us to fight back. 978 00:39:21,766 --> 00:39:24,134 Throw books at the shooter. 979 00:39:24,135 --> 00:39:25,135 - That just can't be true. 980 00:39:25,136 --> 00:39:26,370 - Six times a year. 981 00:39:26,371 --> 00:39:27,938 Every year since second grade. 982 00:39:27,939 --> 00:39:30,174 (indistinct chatter) 983 00:39:30,175 --> 00:39:33,077 - Oh, my God, Maitra just busted me for a couple of misdemeanors. 984 00:39:33,078 --> 00:39:35,446 Meanwhile, Ruth was about to shove a tube 985 00:39:35,447 --> 00:39:37,581 down a patient's throat when he didn't need it, 986 00:39:37,582 --> 00:39:39,450 and Larsen let's her off the hook. 987 00:39:39,451 --> 00:39:40,517 (chuckles) 988 00:39:40,518 --> 00:39:42,586 - I heard that they were both vying for the job 989 00:39:42,587 --> 00:39:44,254 and now they gotta share it? 990 00:39:44,255 --> 00:39:45,823 That's gotta be interesting, huh? 991 00:39:45,824 --> 00:39:46,925 (scoffs) 992 00:39:50,128 --> 00:39:53,864 - Hey, stranger. Missed you in our department. 993 00:39:53,865 --> 00:39:55,566 - Sounds like you managed it all with style. 994 00:39:55,567 --> 00:39:57,634 - Gotta admit, felt pretty good. 995 00:39:57,635 --> 00:39:59,837 - Well, I guess you're glad you didn't quit last year. 996 00:39:59,838 --> 00:40:01,072 - Hey. 997 00:40:02,941 --> 00:40:05,609 You are one of the only people who knows about that, 998 00:40:05,610 --> 00:40:07,678 and I don't need the interns finding out 999 00:40:07,679 --> 00:40:08,846 Amy and I didn't get along, 1000 00:40:08,847 --> 00:40:12,049 or that the only reason I stayed is 'cause she got demoted 1001 00:40:12,050 --> 00:40:13,317 after her accident. 1002 00:40:13,318 --> 00:40:15,486 - Well, this guy is glad that you did. 1003 00:40:15,487 --> 00:40:16,787 (door closes) 1004 00:40:16,788 --> 00:40:18,389 (voicemail): This is Katie, leave a message. 1005 00:40:18,390 --> 00:40:19,456 (beep) 1006 00:40:19,457 --> 00:40:22,526 (Michael): Hey, it's Dad. I, uh, texted you, too. 1007 00:40:22,527 --> 00:40:25,462 I just wanted to check on you. 1008 00:40:25,463 --> 00:40:27,398 Ask you if, uh... 1009 00:40:27,399 --> 00:40:31,435 Well, just call me. I love you, Sweetheart. 1010 00:40:31,436 --> 00:40:34,004 - I called her, too. 1011 00:40:34,005 --> 00:40:36,306 - I think she's at some fraternity party. 1012 00:40:36,307 --> 00:40:37,675 We'll hear from her tomorrow. 1013 00:40:37,676 --> 00:40:41,178 - Yeah. Did she ever mention anything to us? 1014 00:40:41,179 --> 00:40:43,247 About those lockdown drills? 1015 00:40:43,248 --> 00:40:45,649 (exhales) Nope. 1016 00:40:45,650 --> 00:40:46,984 You always thought it was overkill. 1017 00:40:46,985 --> 00:40:49,820 Asking the kids to carry the burden 1018 00:40:49,821 --> 00:40:51,522 'cause the adults in the room can't get it together 1019 00:40:51,523 --> 00:40:53,957 to do the right thing. 1020 00:40:53,958 --> 00:40:59,430 - Um, wondering if you observed Sonya at all today. 1021 00:40:59,431 --> 00:41:00,831 - Not much, no. 1022 00:41:00,832 --> 00:41:04,201 - I think she's got some shades of the old me. 1023 00:41:04,202 --> 00:41:09,173 - You're who she learned from. Even if she hated it. 1024 00:41:09,174 --> 00:41:10,407 - Could be a problem. 1025 00:41:10,408 --> 00:41:12,509 - You're asking me to demote her? 1026 00:41:12,510 --> 00:41:13,944 - No! Of course not. 1027 00:41:13,945 --> 00:41:15,746 - 'Cause Joan wanted you paired for a reason. 1028 00:41:15,747 --> 00:41:17,648 - I know that, and she's... 1029 00:41:17,649 --> 00:41:19,583 - Arrogance and indifferent bedside manner 1030 00:41:19,584 --> 00:41:22,052 won't be tolerated. 1031 00:41:22,053 --> 00:41:23,655 She's what? - Um-- 1032 00:41:23,755 --> 00:41:26,090 - Being a great physician isn't enough to protect you. 1033 00:41:26,091 --> 00:41:27,758 Not anymore. 1034 00:41:27,759 --> 00:41:29,860 - She's great. We'll hash it out. 1035 00:41:29,861 --> 00:41:32,263 - Go home and get some rest. 1036 00:41:35,300 --> 00:41:37,134 - It was just a barrage today. 1037 00:41:37,135 --> 00:41:39,036 I mean, so much more than ever before. 1038 00:41:39,037 --> 00:41:42,039 And I don't know how I'm gonna get through a day 1039 00:41:42,040 --> 00:41:45,175 without everyone noticing and wondering if I can do this. 1040 00:41:45,176 --> 00:41:47,111 - You came back to the place that's gonna trigger you 1041 00:41:47,112 --> 00:41:51,615 more than anyplace else, and your brain's healing. 1042 00:41:51,616 --> 00:41:53,517 - So, this could be the new normal. 1043 00:41:53,518 --> 00:41:56,987 - There's nothing normal about your brain. 1044 00:41:56,988 --> 00:41:59,923 And I hate to break it to you: you might be done with the past 1045 00:41:59,924 --> 00:42:02,994 but clearly the past isn't done with you. 1046 00:42:06,731 --> 00:42:09,968 (traffic humming) 1047 00:42:13,238 --> 00:42:14,805 Amy (voicemail): You've reached Dr. Amy Larsen. 1048 00:42:14,806 --> 00:42:16,240 Leave a message. (beep) 1049 00:42:16,241 --> 00:42:17,975 - All right, it's my third time calling you. 1050 00:42:17,976 --> 00:42:19,743 I get you don't wanna talk to me; 1051 00:42:19,744 --> 00:42:22,046 but we've got big trouble. 1052 00:42:22,047 --> 00:42:23,514 With what we did. 1053 00:42:23,515 --> 00:42:26,918 (suspenseful music) 1054 00:43:10,795 --> 00:43:12,330 Subtitling: difuze