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(JAKE): You've been different
since you came back from Chicago.

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(AMY): You've changed since
this whole thing with Rachel.

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Previously on Doc.

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How much prednisone does it take
to get you through a shift?

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Dr. Ben Grant.
I saw you speak in New York.

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George Baker died.

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(AMY): It's twice
as contagious as Ebola.

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All individuals are asked
to shelter in place.

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Was that a memory seizure?

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There's always phenobarb.

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(AMY): It has so many side effects.

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- We need to decompress.
- (MICHAEL): We're losing him.

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- (SCREAMING)
- Oh, no.

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- Needle stick protocol.
- (JAKE): What's going on,

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what's happened?

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(DRAMATIC MUSIC)

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(CELLPHONE BUZZING)

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(SOFT MUSIC)

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Mom? You okay?

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So...

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you said you wanted to know if uh...

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You're sick?

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I tested positive.

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But I feel okay,

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and I don't have any
pre-existing conditions, so.

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You think I didn't look this up?

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I know how dangerous it is.

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I love you, Katydid.

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And I'm sorry for anything that I...

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No, don't, Mom.

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We've already done this,
you're forgiven.

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Please...

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I can't bear the idea
that you don't know that.

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(VOICE BREAKING): Please,
tell me you know that.

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I know.

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I do know that.

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We're good, Mom.

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You're good.

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(GASPING)

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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I'm not micromanaging, Sophie,

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I'm trying to keep our mother alive...

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(PHONE BEEPING)

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- Little sister?
- (SIGHS)

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- Is it that obvious?
- (LIGHT CHUCKLE)

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I got one myself.

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Is she taking years off your life?

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Well, it's too soon to tell.

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She's been sick for a while.

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I wish I lived closer
so I could do more.

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(OMINOUS MUSIC)

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Ella Moran just tested positive.

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She was infected prior to her surgery,

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so Dr. Grant, Peter, TJ,

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and Marcy may have been exposed as well.

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We're waiting on all their results.

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Now, as of now, the rest of the staff

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are still negative,

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but we should continue
to test every 12 hours.

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What's the latest on
the antiviral cocktails?

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Three had minimal to no impact,

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one seems to be very effective
at killing the virus.

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But it nearly killed Richard, right?

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Yeah, it fried his liver.
Can't rely on that one.

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If he makes it to the other side,

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we could use his blood to produce
a convalescent plasma serum.

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But that's a big "if."

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We can't just sit around and wait.

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What if we use the cocktail
that worked on Richard,

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but attempt to mitigate
the liver damage?

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- Well, with what?
- NAC would be my pick.

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This could also just cause more harm.

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I don't see how that's possible.

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So, what do you want to do?
Just treat them like lab rats?

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- Lab rats don't get consent.
- And what else are we supposed to do?

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Continue supportive care.

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Let the immune system do its job.

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You saw the autopsy images,
there is no supportive care.

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Ugh, I can't keep anything down.

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I just gave you an IV anti-emetic.

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It'll kick in soon.

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(HEAVY BREATHING)

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Thank you for, for helping him.

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Ah, he was scared. And your leader,

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his cowardice didn't help.

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Hey, Ella. These should
help with the chills.

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You performed my surgery,
did I give it to you?

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No. I got my test back 20 minutes ago,

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- and I'm still negative, okay?
- Okay.

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Shouldn't you be in bed?

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As long as I can keep working, I will.

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How are you feeling?

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A lot worse than yesterday.

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At least you know it's not
cause of the antivirals.

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- I heard you told Katie.
- Yeah, it was brutal.

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Do you want me to explain what happened?

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No.

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- But thank you.
- Hold on a minute.

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I need everyone's attention.

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It seems only one antiviral cocktail

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combats the virus effectively.

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But it comes with potentially
lethal side effects.

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So it's not effective.

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We're working on a way
to counteract the dangers,

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so we can still use it
to try and save you.

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For those unable to weigh in,

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we've spoken with their families.

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For the rest of you,

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the decision of whether
to try this is your own.

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Well, without it, what are our chances?

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Obviously, everyone is starting

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with different individual risk factors.

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But broadly,

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Marburg in Angola
had a 90% fatality rate.

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Here, with such advanced medicine,

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it can be as low as one in five.

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Still, this is a very strong variant,

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so the fatality rate
will likely be higher.

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Well, it sounds like
you don't know a thing.

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How do you not have any answers?

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He has the decency
to tell you the truth!

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That's what you want, right?

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I'll try it.

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No way! (SCOFFS)

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Like I said, it's up to you.

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But we recommend
this course of treatment.

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I'm game.

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Me too.

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(SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC)

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We'll get you started on it right away.

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(RENEE): Must be so scary out there.

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(SIGHING): Like nothing I've ever seen.

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Those suits you wear,
they keeping you safe?

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Yeah, I'm negative.
And I'm gonna stay that way.

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Sure! You're having too much fun

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flirting with that pretty doctor.

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What are you talking about?

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(CHUCKLING): I know you, big bro!

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There was something more
at that conference

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than what you told her.

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And I think your imagination is
starting to run wild on you in there!

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(CELLPHONE RINGING)

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It looks like you
just got saved by the bell.

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Roomie's getting a call.
Stay safe, or I'll kill you!

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I will.

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- Hey, you.
- How you doing?

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Little stir crazy, but I'm fine.

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Any better out there?

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Three more positive cases,
one of them's Amy.

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Oh no. Jake!

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Yeah, she took some meds
that distracted her,

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didn't tell me until afterwards.

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(RACHEL): I'm so sorry,
that sounds horrible.

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Um, anyway, how's Mia doing?

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Well, when your aunt thinks
cheese puffs are protein,

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- all's right with the world.
- (JAKE CHUCKLES)

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Maybe we need to fly in your mom.

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(LAUGHING): Oh no!
Don't even joke about that!

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Maybe I have innate cross-reactivity

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in my T-Cells with the Marburg virus.

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(VOICE ON PHONE): And you think you
were exposed to something similar?

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Years ago, my ex-wife and I
were in Uganda for a heritage tour.

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Given your level of contact
with these two patients,

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and the fact that
you're still asymptomatic,

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it is possible you already
have immunoglobulins.

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And if I do, could my CD8
T-cells be clearing viremia?

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(MICHAEL): We haven't
given it enough time.

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I don't like it, okay?

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Her AST is 1,100,
we gotta pull her off this.

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Woah, what's going on,
what are you doing?

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She's not reacting well
to the antiviral.

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- I knew it was a bad idea!
- Okay, can you stop mine, too?

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Everyone is different, Lance.

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You and Mr. Zweig are both
showing some improvement.

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That is only temporary.
Herman is jaundiced.

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- Chase has peripheral edema.
- Herman's viral load

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is dropping, and Chase's
swelling could just be the Marburg.

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I-I want to stop the meds, too.

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Amy, we pulled Liz off because
her liver enzymes are too high,

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but yours are still in a safe range.

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The data points are
trending upward for everyone.

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There's a tipping point,

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we're all gonna get there,
and we're gonna wind up like Richard!

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Hey! Wait, what are you
talking about over there,

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what's happening?

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Barry, have you been to medical
school since our last conversation?

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Right, this is doctors only!

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Well, at the moment, you're a patient.

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You need to find another way.

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I won't risk everyone else's
chances because you're scared.

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You wanna pull yourself off,
do it discreetly.

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But the course of treatment stands.

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(TENSE MUSIC)

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(CELLPHONE BUZZING)

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Just tell me you're still okay.

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I'm fine. Are the antivirals working?

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Uh, it's a mixed bag at the moment.

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Then maybe you need my antibodies.

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Gina, there are plenty of us
who still don't have it...

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Who worked on the code,
and treated Mr. Santiago?

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I spoke to two immunologists in DC,

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and a renowned virologist in Colorado.

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They believe it's possible.

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Dr. Walker was wrong.
She doesn't have antibodies.

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Well then, why didn't she get it yet?

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She's not gonna get it. Ever.

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If she's not immune,
how can you know that?

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No, I don't want!

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Hey, what's happening with him?

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Sto-stop! It's too much.

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He's delirious.

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Stop! You don't care about me!

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He's talking about
how we made him drink.

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I wouldn't even be here if
we hadn't done that to him.

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(CHASE, CRYING):
You don't care about me!

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Everyone's saying that you're
the one who figured this out, hm?

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The virus.

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I could never have
forgiven myself if I went home,

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and spread this thing to my grandkids.

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So, thank you.

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You're welcome.

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Gina. No! You have it, too?

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- No, I'm resistant.
- What? How?

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It turns out this strain

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hijacks the cholesterol pathway
to get into your cells.

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I have a genetic mutation
that blocks that access point,

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so the virus can't get in.

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So you don't have antibodies,

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but Richard does.

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Which means now that
they know where to look,

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pathologists can access
that antibody within hours

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instead of months.

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If it works, then we have a cure.

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- At least for this strain.
- (SIGHS)

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The problem is gonna be
getting his blood, he's too sick.

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I just... (SIGHS)

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have to figure out
how to make him better.

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Okay, there's a lot
of doctors working on this,

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let's get you into bed.

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Close your eyes, it's okay.

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I can't get her temperature down,

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it won't be long now.

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Was it the cocktail?

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AST's 850,

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she has the virus, an ulcer.

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Take everyone off the antiviral.

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(OMINOUS MUSIC)

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(CELLPHONE RINGING)

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(SOPHIE): Hello?

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Hi, Sophie. It's Dr. Grant.

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Is she okay?

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Well, we tried everything we could,

253
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but unfortunately, Ella...

254
00:11:02,538 --> 00:11:04,575
Wait, wait. Wait.

255
00:11:05,578 --> 00:11:06,947
Please.

256
00:11:09,558 --> 00:11:12,230
She's a pain in the ass, you know?

257
00:11:12,926 --> 00:11:14,930
Bossy, patronizing.

258
00:11:16,100 --> 00:11:17,836
But she's my big sister,

259
00:11:18,389 --> 00:11:20,728
and there's no one I love more!

260
00:11:21,643 --> 00:11:25,050
And no one who will ever love e
the way she does, so just...

261
00:11:26,619 --> 00:11:29,301
give me another minute
before you say it out loud.

262
00:11:29,618 --> 00:11:32,357
Sure. Sure.

263
00:11:35,337 --> 00:11:36,606
I think...

264
00:11:37,776 --> 00:11:40,992
maybe she pissed me off
so much cause she was right.

265
00:11:41,267 --> 00:11:42,996
My mom needs better,

266
00:11:43,020 --> 00:11:44,832
and I can't do this!

267
00:11:44,856 --> 00:11:47,576
That's not what she said to me.

268
00:11:47,615 --> 00:11:51,256
What, what exactly did she say?

269
00:11:52,384 --> 00:11:55,824
My sister, she's got this.

270
00:11:56,513 --> 00:11:58,216
Tell her.

271
00:11:59,921 --> 00:12:03,327
(SOBBING)

272
00:12:03,922 --> 00:12:07,494
I'm sorry, I've gotta go.

273
00:12:08,350 --> 00:12:09,863
(PHONE BEEPING)

274
00:12:10,107 --> 00:12:12,578
That was kind.

275
00:12:13,781 --> 00:12:15,217
Sorry?

276
00:12:16,520 --> 00:12:18,968
I'm sure Ella wasn't lucid at the end.

277
00:12:18,992 --> 00:12:20,627
(SOFT MUSIC)

278
00:12:36,819 --> 00:12:39,291
You threw everything at it.

279
00:12:40,168 --> 00:12:42,480
First, do no harm.

280
00:12:42,912 --> 00:12:46,364
I'm sure Hippocrates understood
there was some room for nuance.

281
00:12:46,388 --> 00:12:47,859
Not sure Amy does.

282
00:12:47,883 --> 00:12:51,222
When things go wrong, she has
a tendency to assign blame.

283
00:12:53,660 --> 00:12:55,340
Richard's our only chance now,

284
00:12:55,364 --> 00:12:58,480
but he is not getting
better fast enough.

285
00:12:58,504 --> 00:13:00,484
His O2 is at 94%,

286
00:13:00,508 --> 00:13:03,189
and LFT's are down
to just over a hundred.

287
00:13:03,213 --> 00:13:04,793
He is getting better.

288
00:13:04,817 --> 00:13:06,662
L-carnitine with cholestyramine

289
00:13:06,686 --> 00:13:08,200
could accelerate his recovery.

290
00:13:08,224 --> 00:13:10,905
- I did that already.
- Then, add flumazenil.

291
00:13:10,929 --> 00:13:12,474
That could trigger a seizure.

292
00:13:12,498 --> 00:13:14,131
Oh, now you're getting cautious?

293
00:13:14,155 --> 00:13:16,306
(MACHINE BEEPING)

294
00:13:24,088 --> 00:13:25,424
Do it.

295
00:13:25,959 --> 00:13:27,829
(TENSE MUSIC)

296
00:13:31,623 --> 00:13:34,731
(SPEAKING FOREIGN LANGUAGE) _

297
00:13:35,344 --> 00:13:37,658
No, no. There's nothing you can do.

298
00:13:37,682 --> 00:13:40,887
(SPEAKING FOREIGN LANGUAGE) _

299
00:13:41,723 --> 00:13:44,328
Tell Mom not to worry.

300
00:13:45,767 --> 00:13:47,545
(TJ): I'm gonna take my 30 now.

301
00:13:48,192 --> 00:13:49,545
How are your folks?

302
00:13:50,274 --> 00:13:52,087
A lot of unresolved stuff

303
00:13:52,111 --> 00:13:53,858
they'll have to deal with if I go down.

304
00:13:54,115 --> 00:13:55,717
You're not going down.

305
00:13:57,021 --> 00:13:59,091
You talk to your parents yet?

306
00:13:59,793 --> 00:14:01,873
They've been through
a lot with me already.

307
00:14:01,897 --> 00:14:03,233
They have faith.

308
00:14:07,007 --> 00:14:08,643
We're gonna get through this.

309
00:14:11,049 --> 00:14:13,653
(SOMBER MUSIC)

310
00:14:14,322 --> 00:14:16,536
I'll check Valproate trough levels.

311
00:14:16,560 --> 00:14:19,532
Okay, let's repeat the EG tomorrow.

312
00:14:20,635 --> 00:14:22,047
How's TJ?

313
00:14:22,071 --> 00:14:24,418
He's worried. Feels guilty about Amy.

314
00:14:24,442 --> 00:14:26,857
Well, it's definitely not on him.

315
00:14:26,881 --> 00:14:28,026
What does that mean?

316
00:14:28,050 --> 00:14:30,297
Hey. I just spoke to my sister,

317
00:14:30,321 --> 00:14:32,124
Rachel has a fever.

318
00:14:33,159 --> 00:14:34,839
Yeah. Okay.

319
00:14:34,863 --> 00:14:37,534
(TENSE MUSIC)

320
00:14:45,450 --> 00:14:47,464
We can't even talk inside our own house?

321
00:14:47,488 --> 00:14:49,335
I was exposed to someone yesterday,

322
00:14:49,359 --> 00:14:51,305
there's no vaccine for Mia yet,
there's nothing I can do!

323
00:14:51,329 --> 00:14:53,209
Well, Mia's going
to Eliana's this weekend

324
00:14:53,233 --> 00:14:55,391
and I am going to Cabo
with my girlfriends!

325
00:14:55,416 --> 00:14:57,263
Okay great, you have fun.

326
00:14:57,381 --> 00:14:58,559
That's it?

327
00:14:58,649 --> 00:15:00,786
What do you want me to say?

328
00:15:01,817 --> 00:15:03,797
How about, "No Rache,

329
00:15:03,821 --> 00:15:05,901
let's you and me go instead!"

330
00:15:05,925 --> 00:15:07,204
You know I can't do that!

331
00:15:07,228 --> 00:15:08,439
Right, because the whole world will die

332
00:15:08,463 --> 00:15:09,575
if you leave work for three days!

333
00:15:09,599 --> 00:15:11,028
I took an oath to my patients.

334
00:15:11,052 --> 00:15:12,915
Before that, you made a vow to me!

335
00:15:12,939 --> 00:15:14,507
Come on, Rachel! Give me a break!

336
00:15:14,531 --> 00:15:15,884
We don't even belong here!

337
00:15:15,908 --> 00:15:17,244
We're supposed to be in Maryland!

338
00:15:17,268 --> 00:15:19,285
There's plenty of Covid in Maryland.

339
00:15:20,822 --> 00:15:22,501
We are losing us, Jake.

340
00:15:22,958 --> 00:15:24,995
And you don't even see it.

341
00:15:29,138 --> 00:15:31,476
(SOFT MUSIC)

342
00:15:36,988 --> 00:15:39,525
(CELLPHONE BUZZING)

343
00:15:41,841 --> 00:15:42,984
Nora?

344
00:15:43,009 --> 00:15:45,714
Amy. How are you feeling?

345
00:15:45,738 --> 00:15:47,117
Not great.

346
00:15:47,327 --> 00:15:49,031
Is there something you need?

347
00:15:49,245 --> 00:15:52,718
I tried calling Michael,
he didn't pick up.

348
00:15:54,155 --> 00:15:56,369
Katie called, she's scared,

349
00:15:56,393 --> 00:15:59,108
so I'm gonna go to
the house and be with her.

350
00:15:59,311 --> 00:16:00,913
Okay.

351
00:16:01,303 --> 00:16:04,385
You should go be with her, then.

352
00:16:04,906 --> 00:16:07,792
Good. I didn't want to overstep.

353
00:16:07,816 --> 00:16:10,287
Right, well it never stopped you before.

354
00:16:10,721 --> 00:16:12,080
Excuse me?

355
00:16:13,426 --> 00:16:15,564
I'm sorry, I...

356
00:16:17,402 --> 00:16:21,286
Look, I know that you were there for her

357
00:16:21,310 --> 00:16:23,246
when I couldn't be.

358
00:16:24,775 --> 00:16:28,816
You helped her through
a really dark time,

359
00:16:29,558 --> 00:16:32,040
so I need to thank you for that.

360
00:16:32,457 --> 00:16:34,160
Um...

361
00:16:36,172 --> 00:16:37,819
I'm gonna walk into your house,

362
00:16:37,843 --> 00:16:41,526
and I'm gonna look after your
daughter the best I can right now.

363
00:16:41,550 --> 00:16:43,620
But when you get out of there,

364
00:16:44,422 --> 00:16:46,235
if you and Michael
are meant to be together,

365
00:16:46,259 --> 00:16:48,029
I really hope that happens.

366
00:16:49,005 --> 00:16:50,875
For both of you.

367
00:16:52,137 --> 00:16:54,622
Give her a hug for me, okay?

368
00:16:57,648 --> 00:16:59,251
I will.

369
00:17:00,654 --> 00:17:01,890
(PHONE BEEPING)

370
00:17:02,591 --> 00:17:05,875
Wow. You must really
think we're gonna die.

371
00:17:05,899 --> 00:17:09,137
I just wouldn't want
to leave anything unsaid.

372
00:17:10,842 --> 00:17:14,191
I know you think I'm one
of these conspiracy kooks.

373
00:17:14,215 --> 00:17:15,994
But I wasn't always like this.

374
00:17:16,018 --> 00:17:17,664
What happened?

375
00:17:17,688 --> 00:17:19,019
Covid.

376
00:17:19,043 --> 00:17:22,909
I mean, I listened to the experts,
I-I followed all the rules,

377
00:17:23,317 --> 00:17:25,781
and my son, he was 10.

378
00:17:26,112 --> 00:17:29,044
The masks and isolation.

379
00:17:29,947 --> 00:17:31,827
He's a shell of himself now.

380
00:17:32,118 --> 00:17:33,820
And I couldn't help him.

381
00:17:34,368 --> 00:17:36,073
Still can't.

382
00:17:36,713 --> 00:17:39,417
And that's a tough age to begin with.

383
00:17:39,933 --> 00:17:41,679
You remember being 10?

384
00:17:41,703 --> 00:17:43,114
Sure!

385
00:17:43,138 --> 00:17:45,577
On my tenth birthday, we won the war.

386
00:17:46,245 --> 00:17:47,882
It was a good day!

387
00:17:49,787 --> 00:17:52,591
But the world promises us nothing.

388
00:17:54,408 --> 00:17:58,249
I lost both my parents
and my sisters in the camps.

389
00:17:59,807 --> 00:18:04,317
And later, I lost both my wives
to cancer, and even...

390
00:18:07,121 --> 00:18:08,723
even my son.

391
00:18:10,829 --> 00:18:13,709
But all we could do is try
to be grateful for what we have,

392
00:18:13,733 --> 00:18:15,212
when we have it.

393
00:18:15,236 --> 00:18:17,785
And treat everyone with dignity,

394
00:18:17,809 --> 00:18:20,982
and generosity when they make mistakes.

395
00:18:30,236 --> 00:18:33,238
(TENSE MUSIC)

396
00:18:34,509 --> 00:18:36,712
(CELLPHONE BUZZING)

397
00:18:39,184 --> 00:18:40,580
Dr. Heller.

398
00:18:40,604 --> 00:18:42,524
We have Rachel's test results.

399
00:18:43,794 --> 00:18:45,574
Just tell me.

400
00:18:45,598 --> 00:18:47,467
You have the flu.

401
00:18:49,205 --> 00:18:50,450
(SIGHS)

402
00:18:50,474 --> 00:18:52,154
It's probably from our daughter,
the Petri dish!

403
00:18:52,178 --> 00:18:53,522
(LAUGHTER)

404
00:18:53,546 --> 00:18:54,960
Wait, but Mia doesn't even have it!

405
00:18:54,984 --> 00:18:56,763
Yeah, I just got off
the phone with Allie,

406
00:18:56,787 --> 00:18:58,265
I guess she's starting
to get some symptoms,

407
00:18:58,289 --> 00:18:59,435
she just didn't wanna worry us.

408
00:18:59,459 --> 00:19:01,105
Well, that might have been good to know!

409
00:19:01,129 --> 00:19:03,533
- (BOTH LAUGHING)
- Yeah.

410
00:19:04,035 --> 00:19:05,503
You dodged another bullet.

411
00:19:05,905 --> 00:19:07,474
I'm lucky.

412
00:19:08,577 --> 00:19:10,781
More than I ever realized.

413
00:19:15,925 --> 00:19:17,762
(TENSE MUSIC)

414
00:19:25,945 --> 00:19:27,181
How am I doing?

415
00:19:27,883 --> 00:19:29,562
You scared us there for awhile.

416
00:19:29,586 --> 00:19:31,733
But, lungs are better, abdomen's soft.

417
00:19:31,757 --> 00:19:33,559
I expect a full recovery.

418
00:19:35,463 --> 00:19:36,810
And how's Amy?

419
00:19:36,834 --> 00:19:38,436
Julie told me she got infected...

420
00:19:39,472 --> 00:19:41,042
saving me.

421
00:19:42,946 --> 00:19:44,648
(SOFT MUSIC)

422
00:19:52,231 --> 00:19:53,967
Can I do anything for you?

423
00:19:54,714 --> 00:19:58,156
You can stop feeling responsible.

424
00:19:58,951 --> 00:20:02,290
I was off my game,
you did everything right.

425
00:20:03,393 --> 00:20:06,432
I need you to tell me that you hear me.

426
00:20:10,968 --> 00:20:12,604
I hear you.

427
00:20:18,818 --> 00:20:21,990
What you prescribed
for Richard is working.

428
00:20:23,126 --> 00:20:25,965
Just, hold on. Okay?

429
00:20:31,676 --> 00:20:34,525
So, Richard's viral load
finally hit zero.

430
00:20:34,549 --> 00:20:36,061
The only problem is

431
00:20:36,085 --> 00:20:38,599
we need a very high
concentration of antibodies,

432
00:20:38,623 --> 00:20:40,871
and he's too weak to give us
more than a couple of units.

433
00:20:40,895 --> 00:20:42,507
Which is enough for how much serum?

434
00:20:42,531 --> 00:20:45,112
Three doses, if we're lucky.

435
00:20:45,136 --> 00:20:47,174
Then, who do we give it to?

436
00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:52,661
If we knew it was a surefire cure,

437
00:20:52,685 --> 00:20:54,030
it would go to the sickest.

438
00:20:54,054 --> 00:20:56,335
Yeah, but we're not
and we can't let it go to waste.

439
00:20:56,359 --> 00:20:58,506
Okay, so what do you want,
we just forget about Herman,

440
00:20:58,530 --> 00:20:59,885
give it to the frat boys
because they're younger?

441
00:20:59,909 --> 00:21:02,163
- I didn't say that, Jake.
- No, but we know where this is going.

442
00:21:02,187 --> 00:21:04,780
So, you wanna deny the frat
boys cause you don't like them?

443
00:21:04,804 --> 00:21:07,190
Does that mean
Mr. Conspiracy's out, too?

444
00:21:07,214 --> 00:21:08,559
What do we do about the fact

445
00:21:08,583 --> 00:21:09,829
that our own people are in there?

446
00:21:09,853 --> 00:21:11,065
We can't rule them out just because

447
00:21:11,089 --> 00:21:12,534
we're afraid of being accused of bias.

448
00:21:12,558 --> 00:21:14,404
(GINA): What, nobody wants to say it?

449
00:21:14,428 --> 00:21:16,709
Amy needs to get one!

450
00:21:16,733 --> 00:21:19,014
I don't care about
philosophical debates!

451
00:21:19,231 --> 00:21:21,101
She needs to get one!

452
00:21:22,144 --> 00:21:23,823
Where are you?

453
00:21:23,847 --> 00:21:25,885
You think I don't wanna give it to her?

454
00:21:29,458 --> 00:21:31,705
I don't know, Gina. But we took an oath.

455
00:21:31,729 --> 00:21:33,610
So, I don't know how to deal with this.

456
00:21:33,634 --> 00:21:35,279
We can't play God.

457
00:21:35,303 --> 00:21:38,119
How would we live with ourselves
when some of them don't survive?

458
00:21:38,576 --> 00:21:40,646
We need to take ourselves out of this.

459
00:21:43,219 --> 00:21:44,789
I need a hat.

460
00:21:50,166 --> 00:21:53,907
(SOMBER MUSIC)

461
00:21:57,741 --> 00:22:00,380
Oh, don't look at me like that.

462
00:22:01,596 --> 00:22:03,934
I'm gonna be fine.

463
00:22:10,107 --> 00:22:11,585
How are Liz's SATS?

464
00:22:12,106 --> 00:22:13,757
86.

465
00:22:13,781 --> 00:22:16,328
That's bad. AST?

466
00:22:16,645 --> 00:22:19,117
Stuck at 600.

467
00:22:19,358 --> 00:22:21,362
Who's gonna get my serum?

468
00:22:22,230 --> 00:22:23,709
I don't know.

469
00:22:23,733 --> 00:22:26,739
(TENSE MUSIC)

470
00:22:45,544 --> 00:22:47,849
- These have the serum.
- Okay.

471
00:22:55,608 --> 00:22:59,147
Everyone, there's something
new we want to try.

472
00:22:59,171 --> 00:23:01,351
And since Dr. Miller is recovering,

473
00:23:01,375 --> 00:23:02,955
it involves using his blood.

474
00:23:02,979 --> 00:23:05,693
Unfortunately, we only have
enough for three patients.

475
00:23:05,717 --> 00:23:08,800
Each of you will get an IV bag.

476
00:23:08,824 --> 00:23:11,138
Three have Dr. Miller's serum,

477
00:23:11,162 --> 00:23:12,674
the rest are placebos.

478
00:23:12,698 --> 00:23:14,377
Now, it was chosen randomly.

479
00:23:14,401 --> 00:23:17,183
None of you will know who's
getting the actual treatment.

480
00:23:17,587 --> 00:23:19,424
And once again,

481
00:23:19,612 --> 00:23:21,415
we need your consent.

482
00:23:25,023 --> 00:23:26,292
Uh huh.

483
00:23:36,345 --> 00:23:41,021
(TENSE MUSIC)

484
00:23:46,632 --> 00:23:47,811
Amy!

485
00:23:47,835 --> 00:23:49,839
(FAST BEEPING)

486
00:23:56,754 --> 00:23:59,268
- Dr. Coleman, I need your help.
- What happened?

487
00:23:59,292 --> 00:24:01,005
Hypotensive, LOC.

488
00:24:01,029 --> 00:24:03,242
POCUS shows thoracic aortic
dissection from the Marburg.

489
00:24:03,266 --> 00:24:06,081
It threw a shower of clots, so
she also has ischemic kidneys.

490
00:24:06,105 --> 00:24:07,617
So, you, you gotta anti-coagulate.

491
00:24:07,641 --> 00:24:08,904
Can't. Not with the dissection.

492
00:24:08,928 --> 00:24:11,258
Need to fix the kidneys and
the aorta at the same time.

493
00:24:11,282 --> 00:24:13,095
A lap and a thoracotomy?
That's two surgeries at once!

494
00:24:13,119 --> 00:24:14,598
Which is why I need another surgeon.

495
00:24:14,622 --> 00:24:16,492
Scrub up, suit up, let's go!

496
00:24:17,193 --> 00:24:20,677
(TENSE MUSIC)

497
00:24:20,701 --> 00:24:23,850
While I work on her heart, you
clear the renal artery clots.

498
00:24:23,874 --> 00:24:25,161
Mid-line incision.

499
00:24:25,185 --> 00:24:26,856
Exactly. Now after you clear the clots,

500
00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:28,292
you'll assess
the kidney tissue viability,

501
00:24:28,316 --> 00:24:30,229
and you'll probably need
to do a wedge resection.

502
00:24:30,253 --> 00:24:32,902
I've only done one,
appendectomy, and even then...

503
00:24:32,926 --> 00:24:34,728
I can talk you through it.

504
00:24:37,332 --> 00:24:38,701
Scalpel.

505
00:24:42,110 --> 00:24:45,116
(TENSE MUSIC)

506
00:24:48,162 --> 00:24:50,766
I'm gonna take care of our girl.

507
00:24:56,451 --> 00:24:58,188
You guys need an assist?

508
00:25:00,139 --> 00:25:01,785
I'm told you're pretty good.

509
00:25:01,896 --> 00:25:03,934
You were misinformed.

510
00:25:04,388 --> 00:25:06,201
I'm spectacular.

511
00:25:06,225 --> 00:25:08,907
(BOTH LAUGH)

512
00:25:08,931 --> 00:25:10,778
(MICHAEL): I know you're scared, honey,

513
00:25:10,802 --> 00:25:12,815
but she's in good hands.

514
00:25:12,839 --> 00:25:15,787
But she still has the virus,
which is like Ebola!

515
00:25:16,157 --> 00:25:18,495
I know, but...

516
00:25:21,101 --> 00:25:22,713
Dad?

517
00:25:22,756 --> 00:25:25,228
I'm sorry, I um...

518
00:25:27,267 --> 00:25:28,336
(KATIE): Dad!

519
00:25:28,837 --> 00:25:30,808
(DEEP INHALE)

520
00:25:31,529 --> 00:25:33,132
I'm okay.

521
00:25:34,348 --> 00:25:35,851
It's okay.

522
00:25:36,820 --> 00:25:39,725
TJ, dab above my forceps.

523
00:25:40,093 --> 00:25:42,908
The section is fully exposed.

524
00:25:42,932 --> 00:25:44,310
What do you see?

525
00:25:44,334 --> 00:25:45,981
It's distal to the left subclavian.

526
00:25:46,005 --> 00:25:47,762
That's fortunate.

527
00:25:47,786 --> 00:25:49,956
Excellent candidate for
replacement with a Dacron graft.

528
00:25:49,980 --> 00:25:51,658
Vascular cross clamp.

529
00:25:51,682 --> 00:25:53,754
- Cross clamping now.
- No!

530
00:25:54,421 --> 00:25:57,136
I need to stop the blood flow
so I can remove the dissection.

531
00:25:57,160 --> 00:25:59,073
You cut off the blood flow,
even for a minute,

532
00:25:59,097 --> 00:26:00,878
you deprive the kidneys of oxygen.

533
00:26:00,902 --> 00:26:03,215
- That'll destroy them.
- What about ECMO?

534
00:26:03,239 --> 00:26:05,944
We only have one, and it's
connected to another patient.

535
00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:10,462
We need to do our very own
Red River diversion.

536
00:26:10,486 --> 00:26:12,371
- What are you talking about?
- Come on, TJ!

537
00:26:12,395 --> 00:26:15,740
Fargo and Moorhead divert
the river to stop all the flooding.

538
00:26:15,764 --> 00:26:17,710
You want me to reroute the blood flow

539
00:26:17,734 --> 00:26:19,147
from above the dissection to below?

540
00:26:19,171 --> 00:26:22,353
I get the blood,
you get a dry field. Win-win.

541
00:26:22,612 --> 00:26:23,724
I like it.

542
00:26:23,749 --> 00:26:24,937
You done it before?

543
00:26:24,962 --> 00:26:27,485
Never. Give a 4-O prolene
on a needle driver.

544
00:26:33,499 --> 00:26:37,607
(TENSE MUSIC)

545
00:26:42,618 --> 00:26:43,997
How are we looking?

546
00:26:44,021 --> 00:26:47,227
My field is nice and...

547
00:26:48,730 --> 00:26:49,875
dry.

548
00:26:49,899 --> 00:26:52,613
And I've got happy kidneys.

549
00:26:52,637 --> 00:26:55,352
Oh, I spoke too soon, maybe not.

550
00:26:55,376 --> 00:26:56,588
What's wrong?

551
00:26:56,612 --> 00:26:58,760
I've got multiple segments
with necrotic tissue.

552
00:26:58,784 --> 00:27:00,997
If we reconstruct the renal arteries,

553
00:27:01,021 --> 00:27:03,369
we could do focused
nephron sparing resections,

554
00:27:03,393 --> 00:27:05,163
it'll save her kidneys.

555
00:27:09,338 --> 00:27:12,220
I need 100 milligrams of hydrocortisone.

556
00:27:12,244 --> 00:27:13,412
Yes ma'am.

557
00:27:15,322 --> 00:27:16,457
Not for her.

558
00:27:17,781 --> 00:27:19,351
For me.

559
00:27:25,415 --> 00:27:27,753
I won't get through this without that.

560
00:27:28,810 --> 00:27:31,315
Do it, Peter. Now!

561
00:27:35,456 --> 00:27:39,064
(TENSE MUSIC)

562
00:27:53,092 --> 00:27:54,838
Arterial reconstruct is good,

563
00:27:54,862 --> 00:27:58,702
just have two more segments of
nonviable kidneys to deal with.

564
00:27:59,738 --> 00:28:01,084
CO2's climbing.

565
00:28:01,108 --> 00:28:03,373
Up the resp rate.
Blow off some of that acid.

566
00:28:05,450 --> 00:28:07,096
(EQUIPMENT BEEPING)

567
00:28:07,120 --> 00:28:08,800
That's her heart now!

568
00:28:08,824 --> 00:28:10,335
Potassium must be spiking, too.

569
00:28:10,359 --> 00:28:11,840
Kidneys have been down too long.

570
00:28:11,864 --> 00:28:13,508
(JOAN): I am repairing as fast as I can.

571
00:28:13,532 --> 00:28:15,312
Push beta blockers, Peter, we need time.

572
00:28:15,336 --> 00:28:16,548
(PETER): On it.

573
00:28:16,572 --> 00:28:19,644
TJ, I need you to suture
that small segment for me.

574
00:28:20,585 --> 00:28:21,721
Give me a 4-0.

575
00:28:28,864 --> 00:28:31,711
SVT runs now. Getting nervous here.

576
00:28:31,735 --> 00:28:33,439
Not helpful.

577
00:28:38,349 --> 00:28:40,486
(TENSE MUSIC)

578
00:28:42,190 --> 00:28:44,294
Done. How's that?

579
00:28:45,249 --> 00:28:46,584
Perfect.

580
00:28:47,301 --> 00:28:50,504
Aortic flow is restored.

581
00:28:54,816 --> 00:28:56,161
It's impressive.

582
00:28:56,185 --> 00:28:58,489
You're not the only
one who's spectacular!

583
00:29:04,000 --> 00:29:06,104
Can you close for me, please?

584
00:29:11,515 --> 00:29:14,530
(SOMBER MUSIC)

585
00:29:14,554 --> 00:29:18,095
(HEAVY BREATHING)

586
00:29:22,538 --> 00:29:24,809
(MOANING)

587
00:29:25,110 --> 00:29:26,514
Yeah.

588
00:29:27,247 --> 00:29:29,027
Oh, everything hurts!

589
00:29:29,051 --> 00:29:31,421
Yeah, yeah, that's to be expected.

590
00:29:32,290 --> 00:29:34,136
Do I even wanna know?

591
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:35,663
Well, uh...

592
00:29:36,198 --> 00:29:38,345
Let's just say, you know,

593
00:29:38,369 --> 00:29:40,640
you and I are closer than we used to be.

594
00:29:41,977 --> 00:29:45,040
You, you operated on me?

595
00:29:45,064 --> 00:29:46,362
Not just me.

596
00:29:46,386 --> 00:29:48,065
Secondary to the Marburg,

597
00:29:48,089 --> 00:29:50,804
you had an aortic aneurysm,

598
00:29:50,828 --> 00:29:52,607
and ischemic kidneys,

599
00:29:52,631 --> 00:29:55,947
so Dr. Grant took the former
and I did the latter,

600
00:29:55,971 --> 00:29:59,320
and TJ assisted brilliantly.

601
00:29:59,344 --> 00:30:00,582
And?

602
00:30:00,606 --> 00:30:01,959
All fixed up.

603
00:30:01,983 --> 00:30:03,662
Your Marburg's getting better, too.

604
00:30:03,686 --> 00:30:07,446
Oh. I got the serum.

605
00:30:07,470 --> 00:30:09,942
No, you did not.

606
00:30:09,966 --> 00:30:11,912
It must have been...

607
00:30:12,336 --> 00:30:14,217
a hard decision.

608
00:30:14,241 --> 00:30:15,619
No one decided.

609
00:30:15,643 --> 00:30:18,315
Had to make it random or it
would have been unethical.

610
00:30:19,017 --> 00:30:20,963
So my body is fighting it.

611
00:30:21,121 --> 00:30:23,001
I would expect nothing less.

612
00:30:23,025 --> 00:30:24,963
What about the others?

613
00:30:25,397 --> 00:30:28,212
Lance didn't make it,
but the other boy did.

614
00:30:28,236 --> 00:30:30,349
And Liz? And Herman?

615
00:30:30,373 --> 00:30:32,253
Got the serum, plus Barry.

616
00:30:32,277 --> 00:30:34,357
Richard's on the mend, too.

617
00:30:34,381 --> 00:30:36,261
I guess we gotta be glad

618
00:30:36,285 --> 00:30:38,833
that he came back to the hospital, huh?

619
00:30:38,857 --> 00:30:41,361
Somebody works in mysterious ways.

620
00:30:41,896 --> 00:30:43,375
And now here you are,

621
00:30:43,679 --> 00:30:46,451
with another bite at the apple.

622
00:30:47,875 --> 00:30:49,779
Okay, rest.

623
00:30:50,614 --> 00:30:51,993
(COUGHING)

624
00:30:52,017 --> 00:30:54,397
Joan! You alright?

625
00:30:54,421 --> 00:30:56,134
It's hot in this helmet,

626
00:30:56,158 --> 00:30:57,895
and I've been wearing it a while.

627
00:30:58,595 --> 00:31:00,366
(DEEP BREATH)

628
00:31:00,734 --> 00:31:02,261
Joan...

629
00:31:04,541 --> 00:31:06,378
What did you do?

630
00:31:08,015 --> 00:31:09,484
I've given...

631
00:31:10,579 --> 00:31:12,616
all I had now.

632
00:31:15,663 --> 00:31:17,543
But you, you, Amy,

633
00:31:17,567 --> 00:31:20,406
you've got plenty more to give.

634
00:31:22,912 --> 00:31:24,490
So, give.

635
00:31:24,514 --> 00:31:27,653
(SOMBER MUSIC)

636
00:31:31,629 --> 00:31:32,831
I will.

637
00:31:35,897 --> 00:31:37,800
I promise I will.

638
00:31:49,198 --> 00:31:51,568
(RICHARD): Yeah, I know.

639
00:31:52,237 --> 00:31:54,651
I heard the same thing, yeah.

640
00:31:54,675 --> 00:31:56,913
I know, I know. Same.

641
00:32:01,921 --> 00:32:04,860
I got better so fast,

642
00:32:05,363 --> 00:32:07,543
I think maybe I got the real thing.

643
00:32:07,886 --> 00:32:09,589
Could be.

644
00:32:15,550 --> 00:32:17,463
You sure you wanna go, Mr. Zweig?

645
00:32:17,487 --> 00:32:19,167
- (LAUGHING)
- Are you kidding me?

646
00:32:19,191 --> 00:32:22,775
You, stay strong. And be your own man!

647
00:32:23,079 --> 00:32:24,247
I will.

648
00:32:26,538 --> 00:32:29,587
Hey, Herman. I'm sorry you
had to miss your birthday.

649
00:32:29,611 --> 00:32:32,560
Ah, I missed the party.
Technically, I had my birthday.

650
00:32:32,584 --> 00:32:33,664
(LAUGHTER)

651
00:32:33,688 --> 00:32:37,136
Thanks to that serum, you know,
I might have a few more.

652
00:32:37,160 --> 00:32:38,839
Luck of the draw.

653
00:32:38,863 --> 00:32:40,509
Yeah. Well...

654
00:32:40,533 --> 00:32:42,747
I'm old, it was wasted on me.

655
00:32:42,771 --> 00:32:45,609
Oh come on, you really gonna
start questioning the plan now?

656
00:32:46,411 --> 00:32:47,991
Du host a punkt, Dr. Heller.

657
00:32:48,015 --> 00:32:49,527
I can't say I know that one.

658
00:32:49,551 --> 00:32:53,235
It's Yiddish.
Means "touché," more or less.

659
00:32:53,259 --> 00:32:54,738
Du host a punkt.

660
00:32:54,762 --> 00:32:58,245
Now you keep wearing that
necklace, loud and proud!

661
00:32:58,269 --> 00:33:00,249
Yes sir, I will!

662
00:33:00,273 --> 00:33:02,954
- Goodbye.
- Ready?

663
00:33:02,978 --> 00:33:04,347
Yeah.

664
00:33:06,318 --> 00:33:08,021
(CELLPHONE DINGS)

665
00:33:09,424 --> 00:33:11,604
- You summoned?
- How's Amy?

666
00:33:11,628 --> 00:33:12,774
She's better.

667
00:33:12,798 --> 00:33:14,711
Yeah, yeah, she's gonna be okay now.

668
00:33:14,735 --> 00:33:15,904
Good.

669
00:33:17,474 --> 00:33:20,022
Rache? What is it?

670
00:33:20,482 --> 00:33:22,326
When I had the fever,

671
00:33:22,350 --> 00:33:24,655
and we thought it was the virus...

672
00:33:25,657 --> 00:33:27,570
you know how they say
when a plane's going down,

673
00:33:27,827 --> 00:33:29,998
your life flashes before your eyes?

674
00:33:31,836 --> 00:33:36,287
All this time, I thought
you were being so selfish,

675
00:33:36,557 --> 00:33:39,063
but it was me.

676
00:33:39,626 --> 00:33:41,732
I did not understand
what you were going through,

677
00:33:41,756 --> 00:33:44,627
and I screwed up in the worst way.

678
00:33:45,798 --> 00:33:48,535
I regret it every day,

679
00:33:50,239 --> 00:33:52,845
and I am so sorry.

680
00:33:57,920 --> 00:34:00,759
I've waited a long time to hear that.

681
00:34:02,865 --> 00:34:05,712
But I realized that you tried telling me

682
00:34:05,736 --> 00:34:09,120
how alone you were all those
months when I was here in the hospital.

683
00:34:09,144 --> 00:34:13,051
You were fighting for us then,
I just, I didn't hear you.

684
00:34:14,053 --> 00:34:15,456
So that's on me.

685
00:34:21,235 --> 00:34:24,407
(SOFT MUSIC)

686
00:34:26,078 --> 00:34:27,981
(SIGHS)

687
00:34:29,284 --> 00:34:31,598
I did get his blood, right?

688
00:34:32,075 --> 00:34:34,546
- (CHUCKLES)
- Guess that makes you even!

689
00:34:48,857 --> 00:34:50,535
(SIGHS)

690
00:34:50,912 --> 00:34:52,983
Sorry I gave you the virus.

691
00:34:53,411 --> 00:34:55,782
It's not like it was intentional.

692
00:34:56,405 --> 00:34:58,385
It wasn't, was it?

693
00:34:58,409 --> 00:35:00,179
(CHUCKLES)

694
00:35:01,124 --> 00:35:04,497
Sorry I thought you killed George Baker.

695
00:35:04,521 --> 00:35:06,368
Well, that was the reason
that you found the virus

696
00:35:06,392 --> 00:35:08,023
as quickly as you did,

697
00:35:08,047 --> 00:35:10,008
so, a lot more people could have died

698
00:35:10,032 --> 00:35:11,378
if you didn't hate me so much.

699
00:35:11,402 --> 00:35:13,489
I don't hate you.

700
00:35:13,513 --> 00:35:15,516
Well, whatever you do feel,

701
00:35:15,540 --> 00:35:19,160
I don't think you'll have to
put up with me much longer.

702
00:35:19,184 --> 00:35:20,362
What do you mean?

703
00:35:20,386 --> 00:35:23,726
I think it's best if I just move on.

704
00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,985
Don't leave on my account.

705
00:35:28,282 --> 00:35:31,087
Everyone deserves
a second chance, Richard.

706
00:35:32,277 --> 00:35:34,047
I just got a third.

707
00:35:38,790 --> 00:35:40,326
Yeah.

708
00:35:40,660 --> 00:35:43,275
Thank you, Ben, for everything.

709
00:35:43,299 --> 00:35:46,147
Thank you, my friend. You were a rock.

710
00:35:46,171 --> 00:35:47,649
I must put on a good show!

711
00:35:47,673 --> 00:35:50,188
I'm told we fared better than Eastside.

712
00:35:50,212 --> 00:35:51,992
And the early contact tracing you did

713
00:35:52,016 --> 00:35:53,661
really prevented the spread.

714
00:35:53,685 --> 00:35:56,768
Well, CDC says it's pretty
well contained in the city now.

715
00:35:56,792 --> 00:35:58,104
That's good.

716
00:35:58,473 --> 00:36:00,575
Renee's blood work looks good,
so I'm gonna take her home.

717
00:36:00,599 --> 00:36:02,747
Any chance you'd want to move here,

718
00:36:02,771 --> 00:36:04,818
so you could be closer to her?

719
00:36:04,842 --> 00:36:06,956
- (LAUGHS)
- Did she pay you to ask that?

720
00:36:07,379 --> 00:36:10,284
No, it's just, we have
an opening in surgery.

721
00:36:12,090 --> 00:36:13,826
Be well.

722
00:36:20,874 --> 00:36:23,813
I put you in a tough spot
before, about Amy.

723
00:36:25,250 --> 00:36:26,986
She's your sister.

724
00:36:28,089 --> 00:36:29,337
Come on.

725
00:36:41,015 --> 00:36:43,820
You didn't tell me you were
struggling with your memories.

726
00:36:45,322 --> 00:36:47,302
I came to you,

727
00:36:47,326 --> 00:36:48,873
and I saw something was wrong,

728
00:36:48,897 --> 00:36:51,201
but instead of bringing me in,
you just pushed me away.

729
00:36:53,605 --> 00:36:55,352
A day and a half looking at me

730
00:36:55,376 --> 00:36:56,621
and telling me everything was fine,

731
00:36:56,645 --> 00:36:58,358
and you were popping pills
to deal with it.

732
00:36:58,382 --> 00:36:59,752
I know.

733
00:37:01,555 --> 00:37:03,893
This kind of makes me wonder
what we really are.

734
00:37:05,529 --> 00:37:09,547
It's, it's what I do when I'm scared.

735
00:37:09,824 --> 00:37:12,396
Why are you scared?
It's me, what are you scared of?

736
00:37:13,546 --> 00:37:15,993
At your dad's funeral,

737
00:37:16,017 --> 00:37:18,064
Allie told me that

738
00:37:18,088 --> 00:37:21,237
you and Rachel would
never shake each other,

739
00:37:21,261 --> 00:37:24,109
that it was only a matter of time

740
00:37:24,133 --> 00:37:25,880
before you were back together.

741
00:37:25,904 --> 00:37:29,644
- Well, Allie's got a big mouth.
- She's not wrong, is she?

742
00:37:33,132 --> 00:37:36,204
I don't think this is really
about me and Rachel.

743
00:37:38,428 --> 00:37:40,141
What happened in Chicago, Amy?

744
00:37:40,165 --> 00:37:41,979
Nothing I would have to hide.

745
00:37:42,003 --> 00:37:44,117
That's what you've been doing,
you've been hiding.

746
00:37:44,141 --> 00:37:45,309
Really?

747
00:37:45,610 --> 00:37:48,291
What have you and Rachel
been talking about,

748
00:37:48,315 --> 00:37:50,195
all these days in here?

749
00:37:50,219 --> 00:37:52,801
I saw you, Jake.
I saw you in the hallway.

750
00:37:52,825 --> 00:37:55,239
I saw how you looked at
her through her window.

751
00:37:55,263 --> 00:37:57,676
So, just be honest.

752
00:37:57,700 --> 00:37:59,196
She's Mia's mother.

753
00:37:59,220 --> 00:38:01,207
And he is Katie's father.

754
00:38:03,265 --> 00:38:05,369
But it's more than that.

755
00:38:06,411 --> 00:38:10,085
For both of us, even if we
don't want to admit it.

756
00:38:11,228 --> 00:38:13,672
You convinced us that
we could deal with that,

757
00:38:13,696 --> 00:38:15,318
but...

758
00:38:19,778 --> 00:38:21,681
what if we can't?

759
00:38:26,759 --> 00:38:28,672
Yes. Of course.

760
00:38:28,896 --> 00:38:32,136
Oh, thank you, Max, I appreciate that.

761
00:38:33,003 --> 00:38:34,974
Okay, bye-bye.

762
00:38:36,846 --> 00:38:39,126
That sounded almost chummy.

763
00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:41,331
Yeah, he likes me better
from a distance.

764
00:38:41,355 --> 00:38:42,824
(LAUGHTER)

765
00:38:44,527 --> 00:38:46,265
Sorry I turned on you.

766
00:38:47,166 --> 00:38:50,850
When you didn't agree with me
about the antivirals.

767
00:38:50,874 --> 00:38:52,754
Well, it feels like five years ago.

768
00:38:52,778 --> 00:38:55,025
But it wasn't, it was five days ago.

769
00:38:55,296 --> 00:38:58,068
And I can't believe
I'm still doing that.

770
00:38:58,321 --> 00:38:59,835
Doing what?

771
00:38:59,859 --> 00:39:01,103
(SIGH)

772
00:39:01,127 --> 00:39:03,474
There's just this feeling inside me

773
00:39:03,498 --> 00:39:07,316
whenever someone I count on
disappoints me.

774
00:39:07,340 --> 00:39:11,624
This rage, this betrayal.

775
00:39:11,648 --> 00:39:14,263
And the way I react,
it's-it's out of whack,

776
00:39:14,287 --> 00:39:16,234
and it's wrong.

777
00:39:16,258 --> 00:39:18,538
And I, I can't control it.

778
00:39:18,562 --> 00:39:20,175
If I felt that way

779
00:39:20,199 --> 00:39:22,914
because you gave the wrong
meds to some strangers,

780
00:39:22,938 --> 00:39:26,644
I can't imagine
how I was when Danny died.

781
00:39:28,095 --> 00:39:32,002
I've been trying to figure out
since Chicago,

782
00:39:33,092 --> 00:39:36,541
and I think that the reason
that I didn't say yes

783
00:39:36,565 --> 00:39:39,838
the first time
you proposed was because...

784
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,780
deep down I knew that when

785
00:39:44,347 --> 00:39:48,021
you eventually disappointed me,
I wouldn't be able to handle it.

786
00:39:49,269 --> 00:39:52,476
And I hate that I'm built that way.

787
00:39:53,565 --> 00:39:55,402
You withdraw,

788
00:39:56,305 --> 00:39:58,284
but you always come back.

789
00:39:58,308 --> 00:40:00,112
But I didn't, Michael.

790
00:40:00,859 --> 00:40:04,968
I had a 12 year old daughter
and I did the same thing to her.

791
00:40:06,830 --> 00:40:09,202
We lost a son,

792
00:40:09,799 --> 00:40:12,312
but that can't be an excuse anymore.

793
00:40:12,336 --> 00:40:16,420
We can work on this. Together.

794
00:40:16,444 --> 00:40:18,391
I love you.

795
00:40:18,900 --> 00:40:21,498
And I'm sure that I always will,

796
00:40:21,522 --> 00:40:24,703
but if we got back together now,
I would make the same mistake.

797
00:40:25,033 --> 00:40:27,739
But that's what you're doing right now.

798
00:40:28,368 --> 00:40:30,315
Withdrawing to protect yourself.

799
00:40:30,339 --> 00:40:31,684
That's the mistake.

800
00:40:31,708 --> 00:40:33,121
I'm not, I'm not withdrawing.

801
00:40:33,145 --> 00:40:36,351
I'm not shutting down,
I'm not hiding, Michael.

802
00:40:39,959 --> 00:40:41,370
I need to be of service,

803
00:40:41,394 --> 00:40:44,410
and that, that is something
we can do together,

804
00:40:44,434 --> 00:40:46,371
in your department.

805
00:40:49,143 --> 00:40:51,849
I can't live in the past anymore.

806
00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:55,857
I need to move forward.

807
00:40:57,026 --> 00:41:00,232
(♪ DIE ON THIS HILL
BY SIENNA SPIRO PLAYING)

808
00:41:01,635 --> 00:41:03,983
♪ I'll take my pride ♪

809
00:41:04,007 --> 00:41:07,256
♪ Stand here for you ♪

810
00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:09,995
♪ No I'm not blind ♪

811
00:41:10,019 --> 00:41:13,201
♪ Just seeing it through ♪

812
00:41:13,225 --> 00:41:15,906
♪ You take my life ♪

813
00:41:15,930 --> 00:41:18,912
♪ Just for the thrill ♪

814
00:41:18,936 --> 00:41:21,785
♪ I'll take tonight ♪

815
00:41:21,809 --> 00:41:24,982
♪ And die on this hill ♪

816
00:41:25,550 --> 00:41:30,258
♪ I always will ♪

817
00:41:32,630 --> 00:41:34,768
♪ I know that I look ♪

818
00:41:35,068 --> 00:41:37,917
♪ I just took a page out ♪

819
00:41:37,941 --> 00:41:40,045
♪ To be loved ♪

820
00:41:41,081 --> 00:41:44,063
♪ To be loved and nothing more ♪

821
00:41:44,087 --> 00:41:46,601
♪ And you kept your word ♪

822
00:41:46,625 --> 00:41:49,030
♪ Do you want a medal? ♪

823
00:41:49,363 --> 00:41:52,880
♪ The way that someone
leaves this world ♪

824
00:41:52,904 --> 00:41:56,922
♪ Is all just levels to me now ♪

825
00:41:56,946 --> 00:42:03,024
♪ Oh to me now ♪

826
00:42:04,527 --> 00:42:07,409
♪ But I'll take tonight ♪

827
00:42:07,433 --> 00:42:10,138
♪ I'll die on this hill ♪

828
00:42:11,174 --> 00:42:14,447
♪ I always ♪

829
00:42:16,551 --> 00:42:18,889
♪ Will ♪

830
00:42:20,692 --> 00:42:22,439
(AMY): Okay!

831
00:42:22,463 --> 00:42:25,645
I know we never text
or put anything in writing,

832
00:42:25,669 --> 00:42:27,950
but I am breaking the rule,

833
00:42:27,974 --> 00:42:31,859
just this one time,
because it's your birthday!

834
00:42:31,883 --> 00:42:36,300
But since we can't be
in that great suite,

835
00:42:36,324 --> 00:42:39,674
in the Four Seasons
to celebrate properly,

836
00:42:39,698 --> 00:42:42,937
I am making you this ridiculous video.

837
00:42:44,072 --> 00:42:47,111
I uh, I don't know what...

838
00:42:47,480 --> 00:42:49,527
this is that we are,

839
00:42:49,551 --> 00:42:53,125
but I, I do know that you make me smile,

840
00:42:53,888 --> 00:42:56,832
and I haven't smiled
in a very long time.

841
00:42:57,233 --> 00:42:59,246
So, happy birthday, Benjamin.

842
00:42:59,270 --> 00:43:02,853
This video will not
self-destruct after viewing,

843
00:43:02,877 --> 00:43:04,891
so make sure you destroy it,

844
00:43:04,915 --> 00:43:07,596
so it doesn't get into the wrong hands.

845
00:43:08,027 --> 00:43:10,626
I know I'm bad,

846
00:43:11,614 --> 00:43:13,498
but I'm trying to be good.

847
00:43:14,601 --> 00:43:16,270
Sort of.

848
00:43:25,489 --> 00:43:29,363
(THEME MUSIC)