- It's your dad. I am so sorry, Jake, he's gone.
(narrator): Previously on Doc.
- I don't suppose I ever met him.
- Once, we all went out to dinner one time.
You told me there were some things I needed to tell him.
- And did you?
I've been having memory seizures.
- The fact that you collapsed tells me that
you could be headed for cerebral edema.
You need to take an oral dose daily.
- I never changed my own proxy.
Part of me still thinks she knows me best.
- That one! - Amy Larsen TMS recordings.
You realize we can blow up
all of her relationships with this?
(theme music)
(soft piano music)
(cellphone beep)
- Okay. So, today is the day, right?
- Today's the day, no more putting this off.
- Run me through it!
- Dr. Larsen, you've been Chief
for three months, and they have been just about
the worst three months of my life.
You are harsh, you are condescending,
you treat interns like they're med students,
and although I can take it, being around that horrible
energy all day is just soul sucking.
- Sounds like a great start! - You think it'll fly?
- Be serious. Gimme the real. - Alright.
I have had an amazing time working here,
I really respect and admire you, blah blah blah.
And, although I know it's not customary for an intern
to leave this early in their tenure,
I do have an opportunity at Johns Hopkins,
my beautiful wife has family in Baltimore,
et cetera, et cetera.
So it would mean a lot if you would bless this,
and write me a letter of recommendation.
- I'm assuming the blah blah blah
and the et cetera will be something coherent.
- Something coherent, I'll figure something out.
- Well then, okay, stud. Go get her.
- I need CPAPs, induction meds, PPE and ventilators.
I understand that it's barely penetrated the US,
but I don't want to be caught with our pants down.
It's coming, Dr. Kumara,
wishing it away is not a strategy!
- Was that about the, the coronavirus?
- Yeah, I'm just trying to stay ahead of it,
but I don't want you panicking people.
- No, yeah, yeah, yeah. Of course not.
- Have you read anything about it?
- CDC and NIH alerts,
I studied a few of the case reports out of Wuhan.
- Yeah, what did you make of it?
- Well, I'm no epidemiologist,
but it does seem to act in strange ways.
- Well, buckle up! We may find out soon enough.
Now, you had a question for me?
- Oh, uh yeah, I was um, I was just gonna
ask you if uh,
maybe I could see a few patients on my own today,
I feel like I'm ready for that.
- You understand why I have things organized
the way that I do, with all of the interns being supervised?
- You don't want any mistakes. - Right.
So, don't make any.
- Thank you.
Okay, Shauna, you've had a fever up to 101?
- 101.2 yesterday morning.
- Okay, and loose bowels?
- A little,
for a day or two, but ER sent me here
cause they said I have some problem with my kidney.
- Yeah, you have a clot in the artery that's going to
your left kidney, but we can treat it
with a medication called heparin.
- What causes this?
- You know, it could be a variety of things,
including dehydration, but we'll run some blood work
to investigate that.
Anything else going on, in terms of symptoms?
- Not really, no.
- Alright, well, I'll have a nurse come in
and she'll take some blood, and we'll get that IV set up.
And uh, if you get the meatloaf,
you gotta be careful, it can get a little gnarly.
- Ah, it doesn't much matter right now,
I can barely taste anything.
- What was that?
- Oh, I can't really taste anything the last few days.
That's not a big deal, is it?
- Um. I'm not sure yet.
I want you to smell this,
and tell me what you think it is.
- I can't smell anything, what is it?
(dramatic music)
- 54 year old man, we have complications from lupus.
He has been on methotrexate for three days,
but he is still suffering from joint inflammation
and pleuritis, what do we do next?
- Dr. Larsen?
Can I have a word?
- Are you interrupting my rounds?
- I'm sorry, but I don't think this can wait.
- You'd better have the answer when I get back.
Yes?
- I have a 32 year old female patient
that's presenting with GI issues, and a low-grade fever.
The ER diagnosed renal artery thrombosis,
but she has a complete loss of smell.
- So, you're thinking--
- There were two cases of anosmia in Wuhan,
so I pulled up the case reports out of Italy,
there were three there as well.
- Yeah, but in those cases,
it developed much later in the cycle.
- I get that, but we also know
that it seems to keep morphing in its presentation.
- The fact that I was discussing this, this morning
when you walked into my office? - I'm not that impressionable.
- Or looking to score points, chasing zebras?
- Look, the last thing I want
is to have coronavirus in our hospital.
- Breathe in for me.
(inhales)
And out.
(exhales)
Does that hurt? - No.
- Any coughing, or shortness of breath?
- No.
- What about fatigue?
- I'm a little tired, and uh, I'm a bit jet lagged.
- What about her blood work?
- I haven't sent anybody in here to do that yet.
Not until you saw her.
- Well, maybe you should do that now. Yourself.
- There are 350 million people in this country,
and 71 confirmed cases.
None in Minnesota. - Well, there's always a first.
- So, you want to shut down internal medicine,
quarantine everyone on the floor and send panic
through the whole hospital on the hunch of an intern?
- I examined the patient, and I support Dr. Heller's diagnosis.
- Based on loss of smell?
- And fine crackles in both lung bases.
Plus, the blood work shows low platelets.
- Both of which suggest adenovirus.
Any evidence of widespread clotting?
- Not yet, no.
- Has she been to China or Italy?
- She did just fly in from New York.
- Where there's one confirmed case.
- So far! But there's no real testing.
And obviously, people from all over the world
come through there.
- We have no confirmed contact,
no cough, no respiratory distress.
- Five out of the 18 cases in Washington had GI issues.
- You're stretching!
- If you don't report this to Public Health and contact trace,
in 24 hours it'll be too late.
- Enough of this hysteria, Dr. Larsen.
- This is not hysteria!
Although the pushback seems like it might be.
- I'm not taking a call from the Governor about this.
We can revisit in 24 hours if you have more evidence.
- Well, I certainly admire your courage.
- Careful, Dr. Larsen.
- Apparently, it's your job to be careful.
It's our job to do what we think is right.
("Cats in the Cradle" by Harry Chapin played on violin)
- You okay?
- Cemeteries are always hard.
- You ever meet him?
- No, he lived in Arizona.
Don't think he got here much.
- Why didn't they put the dirt in yet?
- We're gonna do that after the ceremony.
- With the shovels? - Yeah.
Yeah, you'll see.
At first, everybody's gonna line up
and they'll take a shovel,
but what we do is we turn it upside down like this,
so it only holds a small amount of dirt.
And then, we take just that small amount of dirt,
and we pour it back into the hole.
That's our way of saying to Saba,
we're burying you, but we want to go slowly
because we don't want to say goodbye yet. Okay?
(all praying in Hebrew)
- There were a lot of things unspoken between me and my dad.
A lot that went unsaid,
like a lot of fathers and sons, I'm sure.
I lost my mom when I was 14,
and I didn't realize it at the time,
but I realize now what my dad lost.
He lost his best friend.
My mom, she was, she was his rock,
his anchor, and...
my dad never let me or Allie feel that.
Because he knew he needed to be our rock.
A lot of you know how sick my mom was,
and how much she suffered,
and I never told him,
but my dad, he always knew that's...
that's why I wanted to be a doctor,
so that I could help people the way I couldn't help her.
He always wanted me to take over the family business,
but he knew that I needed to take a different path,
so he put his head down and he worked 14 hours a day
for my dreams.
He didn't need to say why, or take credit,
or, or...
tell people what he was sacrificing,
he just, he just did it.
I'm a different generation,
so I talk a lot more about things than he did,
but at the end of the day, I just,
I hope that I can do the things that matter,
like he did, cause, cause talk is cheap.
And my dad, he, he just gave. From his heart.
(somber music)
(guests chatting)
- Hey! - Hey.
- I know you're not supposed to bring flowers, so...
- Is that rugelach?
- Uh, I didn't know how to pronounce it, but yes!
- And bagels, I think we're pretty clear
on how to say that.
- Yeah, fantastic! Thank you, I think we're up to 85 dozen,
can you just uh, just drop it in the kitchen?
- Of course.
- I loved what you said about him.
- Oh, thank you. I don't know,
I didn't really prepare anything.
I got your text this morning, sorry I didn't write back.
- No, you've got your hands pretty full.
- Yeah, yeah it's a, it's a lot of family.
- Yeah. (laughs)
Mia is adorable!
She looks like you.
- I do see a lot of my dad in her too.
- Huh. How's she taking it?
- Ah, I don't know, I don't think she understands yet.
- No, I'm sure.
- What about you, how you holding up?
- Me?
- You collapsed a couple of days ago.
- Oh, yeah! I, yeah, I'm fine!
- You taking your meds?
- Yes, I am.
- Um, hey listen.
Look, I was in a, I was in a pretty low place
the other night when I called you.
- Yeah, of course you were.
- I mean, I just,
I hope I didn't send any mixed signals.
- The only signal I got was that
you wanted to talk to somebody who had met your dad.
The fact that I didn't remember him
probably doesn't help, but yeah.
I obviously understand loss,
so it makes sense that you would call me.
- Yeah. Yeah, I guess it does.
Um, anyway, I'm glad you're here.
- I am your friend, Jake. No matter what.
- Thank you.
- Jakey, can I borrow you? Your cousins want to say hello.
- Yeah, of course. Um. I'll talk to you in a bit?
- Yeah.
(Charlie): How's the body language been?
- They were kind of having a moment earlier,
but it's hard to tell.
They could just be playing it cool,
cause we're in front of everyone at the hospital.
- Well, it is much more explosive for us
if they're sleeping together,
so you know, maybe try to find out.
- Hi there. I'm Rachel, Jake's ex-wife.
- Yeah, hi. I'm Amy Larsen.
It's nice to meet you. And, lovely house.
- Jake chose it, way back when.
- So Mia was born here?
- Born and raised.
Well, not a home birth, I'm not one of those,
well, you know what I mean!
- Yeah, big believer in the epidural!
- No doulas for this girl!
- Just a little heads up, stay away from Aunt Sara!
- Oh God, what is she saying now?
- Just that you're the harlot who broke his heart
and you shouldn't be hosting this!
- What? Well, that is a new one!
Amy, this is Allie, Jake's sister.
- Hi!
- Amy was Chief when Jake was an intern.
- Oh! Right, and then you had that car accident
and you lost like 12 years of your memory!
- Allie! - What?
- Uh, it was eight, actually.
I mean, it's fine, it's not like it's a secret.
- Well, he told us some stories about you!
- Really? - Oh yeah!
He hated you at first, but then he really came to respect you.
And you made him Chief Resident,
which is a really big deal for him.
- Well, he's a great doctor.
- And an even better man.
- He practically raised Allie after their mom died.
- Yeah, he told me that.
- He did?
- Well uh, long nights on call,
what else are you gonna talk about besides your childhood?
- Right!
(sigh)
(Ally): These are so good! (Rachel): Pass me one.
- I feel so stupid. I brought flowers instead of food.
- Well, if you're not gonna contribute,
maybe don't load up like that.
- You shouldn't stay stuff like that to a woman!
(laughter)
- Okay, so tell me the deal here,
this is Jake's ex-wife's house?
- Uh, it was his house, until he moved out.
- And, when did they get divorced?
- Uh, couple of years ago.
- Cause they look pretty snug, no?
- Well, I think that's somewhat performative,
for their daughter's sake.
- You know, I've been getting a feeling
there might be something between him and Amy.
- What? - You don't see that?
(laughter) - No!
- But you do!
- I-I-I plead the fifth!
- Come on! Wait, are you talking about
before or after the her accident?
- Uh, both.
- How am I the last one to know about this?
- Maybe cause you think of her as the Virgin Mary
up on her pedestal!
- What about now? I mean, I don't think Dr. Ridley's
gonna be letting people date their superiors, do you?
- No, probably not.
- Where is she today, anyway?
I mean, Dr. Hamda's here, and he's CMO.
- She's out of town on some conference,
and he's just a good guy.
- Of course, he's also part of a weird triangle, right?
- And you were able to defrost it okay?
Amazing! Thank you so much, Katie!
We should be home in a couple of hours.
Love you too.
I can't believe she's going away to college,
I'm really gonna miss her.
- It's still 18 years till the empty nest,
so we got that going for us.
- Yeah, we do!
(both laugh)
- You're an intern again,
which means Jake's your boss now?
- Uh, yeah! Delicious, right?
- Well, it's kind of like Freaky Friday or something.
- Kind of like freaky every day! (laughter)
- Uh oh.
- Rachel.
Did you invite Leslie?
- I told her I was hosting. - Okay well, I want her gone.
- Seriously?
- She helped break up our marriage, so yeah,
unless were you planning on her bringing another DJ
for you to sleep with?
- Always fireworks between these two.
- They went to college together, right?
- Yeah. Sometimes he'll date someone else,
sometimes she'll date someone else,
but they can't seem to shake each other,
no matter how hard they try.
- I hear you, and I'm sorry, okay?
I'll ask her to leave.
- Thank you. I'm sorry, I just--
- I know.
- I don't want to look at her face today.
- See? - Yeah. For sure.
- I keep telling him, he just needs to forgive her
and end the suspense for everyone,
but maybe today will be the day.
- Grief can be very clarifying.
(Charlie): Okay, Hannah Banana, I sent it.
- What do you mean, you sent it? Sent it to who?
- Like we talked about, first the new wife,
then the nympho.
Now just sit back and watch the powder keg explode!
- You think I have coronavirus?
- We're saying there's a chance you have it,
which is why we need to keep you isolated until we're sure.
- And what are these drugs you're giving me?
- It's an antiviral medication,
along with a low dose of chloroquine.
- But what if you're wrong?
I thought nobody even knows how to treat this.
- We are simply following the protocols
that have been used in other hospitals.
And both of these are harmless,
so we're just doing this pre-emptively.
Now, if your situation escalates,
we could potentially add in antibiotics,
but we don't want to rush into that yet.
- I don't understand, I haven't been around anyone who has it!
- That you know of, that's the problem.
- And how would I have gotten it?
- You flew out of JFK, anything you touched
could have had germs.
- Okay so, uh, you think it happened at the airport,
because I was with my mom and grandma right before.
- You should call them and tell them to isolate,
in case you got it before the airport.
- A lot of people are dying of this, aren't they?
Young and healthy people.
- We're not gonna let you die.
- Look, I wasn't gonna contradict you in front of her,
cause that would have just made her more anxious,
but we don't make promises we can't keep.
- I know, but she's young, she has no co-morbidities--
- Do not for a second make an assumption
about what you think you know or have read
or heard from another doctor, do you understand?
- Yes.
- Okay. Remind the nurses that no one goes in there,
and watch her like a hawk.
- I will and, thank you. - For what?
- You could have brought attendings on this.
- Don't make me regret it. - I won't.
- Dr. Heller.
Get a telemetry set up in pathology and meet me there.
- Okay, um. What for?
- We're gonna jerry rig a Covid test.
- Gimme ten!
- We could pull the genetic code from China,
and potentially convert our influenza PCR,
but we'd need new short DNA primers and probes.
- That'll take too long, I'm thinking HIV.
- Oh, could work,
but you'd need a serum sample from a confirmed case.
- Yeah, I'm having one couriered here from Washington,
it should be here in an hour.
- Then what are we waiting for?
(suspenseful music)
(machine beeping)
-Thank you.
(machine beeping)
- O2 stats are dropping.
- I can take it from here. Go!
- No, Mom, I don't know, I don't know.
- Shauna? You're in respiratory distress,
we're gonna put you on a ventilator.
- What are they saying there, baby?
- Here, please. Please!
- Hi, Mrs. Tanner, I'm Dr. Amy Larsen.
- She's saying you think she has the corona!
- We don't know that yet for sure.
You need to stay away from other people until we figure this out.
- Well, I don't have any symptoms,
and neither does my mother.
- That's good, but we still don't know how long
the incubation period is. Let me call you back, okay?
- Okay, Shauna, I'm gonna have to intubate you,
which means we're gonna put this tube down your throat.
But we'll put you to sleep first,
so you don't feel any pain.
- Just please tell my mom what to do!
- We will, I promise.
(panting)
- If that patient needs to be on a ventilator,
she needs to be in the ICU. What's going on here?
- I'm not comfortable moving her, that's what's going on.
- You're not comfortable because she has CDIF?
- Stay in your lane, Julie!
- You think she has coronavirus
and you're not telling any of us!
- You're right. We do think she has it,
but the board doesn't buy it,
and they don't want anybody to panic.
We sequestered her, and if all goes well,
we'll be able to test her soon.
Look, I get it, you're scared. You wanna go home? Fine.
But if you stay, you need to sit tight,
and think about what's best for everybody here.
And that means, you need to trust us,
and keep your mouth shut.
- As soon as you know, I know! - Of course.
Okay, what's next?
- Add a broad spectrum of antibiotics
and a bronchodilator,
maybe it'll open up her airways.
- Yes ma'am. - And Jake?
The next time you call me "ma'am"
you're gonna be on scut work for six months.
- Noted. Thank you.
(guests quietly chatting)
- I can't believe he's gone!
- When was the last time you saw him?
- April, in Arizona. You?
- Too long.
And I skipped out on dinner in the middle of it.
Left him alone with the woman I was seeing at the time.
- Oh my God, Jake!
- I guess he opened up to her, though.
I got back to her place that night,
and she said that he thought he was a failure as a father.
- Oh, jeez!
- She told me I should tell him how much I appreciate everything
he did for us, but I said, He knows.
And I just never got around to making sure.
Also said I'd visit him, didn't do that either.
- Who is she, this woman?
- No. Oh my God!
(gasp)
Does Rachel know? - No, no absolutely not.
And we're not together anymore,
so this needs to stay in the vault, okay?
- You know, I think you're the only Jewish dad in America
who's disappointed that his son became a doctor.
- If hospitals had jerseys, I may have felt differently.
What an athlete he was!
Three sports, captain of all of them.
- Oh, this is weird. - What?
(Nora): Amy sent me an email.
- What? What is it?
- I don't know, it's an audio file.
(tense music)
- What, what? Nora?
Nora!
Nora? Nora, what is it?
- I have to go. - Nora! Honey!
- Just give me the keys, I'm going home.
- Please, just talk to me!
- I swear to God, I'll scream and make a scene.
Now give me the keys!
- I need to know whatever's on there.
- I sent it to you.
(guests laughing)
- You record your therapy sessions?
- Uh, sometimes yeah, what's going on?
- Nora just got an email from you.
- What? I didn't send her anything.
- It was one of your TMS sessions.
You were discussing some very personal things,
damaging things to me.
- Well, I didn't send her that.
Michael, why would I send her that?
- You're a maniac!
(Charlie): Guess that means the bomb went off?
- Obviously she was hacked.
For all we know, it could be the whole hospital!
- I'm gonna call IT right now.
When you get home, change all your passwords.
You ought to lose your license!
- If it came from your email, it'll be in the Sent folder,
we need to hear it.
(Amy): I'm still trying to get my head
around that kiss in the elevator.
(Gina): How so?
(Amy): Well, it was pretty hot.
Especially for someone who doesn't love me anymore.
(Gina): Whoever said that? (Amy): He did, basically.
(Gina): No, he said he moved forward because you disappeared.
(Amy): So, what, he doesn't really love Nora?
(Gina): I'm sure he loves her,
and I know he's really grateful to her
for how she was there to help him pick up the pieces.
(Amy): But?
(Gina): Let's just say, I was at their wedding,
and he did not look like a man who was all there.
- Why would somebody send that to her
from my account?
- They're trying to hurt you. - By hurting them?
- No, by making you look unhinged!
(sighs)
- Oh my God!
- What?
- Okay.
That meeting that I missed with Joan,
the one where I supposedly replied but didn't remember?
And, that-that medication,
where I gave the wrong dose.
Somebody's coming after me!
- Yes, I wanted to do this, but not at his father's funeral!
- In for a penny, in for a pound.
- Hey, I'm so sorry. I have to go.
- Oh, really?
- Yeah, I'm, I'm just, I'm not feeling great.
- Oh yeah, of course. Go take care of yourself.
- I remember some of our dinner with your father.
- But I thought they said that wasn't possible?
- Gina says if it's important enough,
a memory can break through the medication.
You batted. 398.
And he was really proud to have you as a son.
Try to hold on to that.
- Yeah.
- Is it just me,
or did that look awfully intimate between them?
No!
- I just found out, like 30 minutes ago!
- Well, are you sure?
Because this could be a massive security breach.
- Is that IT?
- It looks like you were the only one targeted.
- Well, can they see who did it?
- They're still digging into it! Yeah, I'm here.
- Worsening crackles. Wet lungs and wheezing.
- O2 stats are still dropping, we gotta up the pressure.
- No, if we do that, we could cause a pneumothorax.
- I just don't understand why her lungs are so stiff,
they're supposed to be opening.
- Well, there shouldn't be this much inflammation.
It's like her body is attacking her lungs.
- If that were true, we'd have to pull her off the ventilator
and bomb her with a corticosteroid.
- Exactly. - Has anyone tried that?
- No idea.
But, it's not like anyone
is reporting anything with confidence.
She's clotting now.
This inflammation's everywhere.
- Okay, I think we gotta call the CDC or the NIH.
- Her CO2 is rising, there's no time.
Treat the patient in front of you.
- If we're wrong, we'll kill her.
- Or do you want to go back to rounding with the interns?
This is what it means to be a doctor.
- Tell me everything you know.
- They refused to take her to the ICU,
but they put her on a ventilator.
Then they take her off the ventilator, put her on steroids.
Now they've just rushed her down to the IR procedure room.
All this after telling me no one but them
should even go into her room.
- So what do you think's going on?
- I know what's going on, they think she has coronavirus,
but no one wants to tell the rest of us.
(ECG machine beeping)
(Amy): Advancing the micro catheter.
- The clot's just passed the brachial artery.
- Do you want to tell me what the hell you're doing?
- We took her off the ventilator,
and her oxygenation improved, but now she's clotting,
so we're dealing with that.
- You gave a patient with adenovirus antivirals,
chloroquine, broad spectrum antibiotics and steroids,
all in six hours when she came in here with a GI issue!
You drove her to this, and now she may lose her limbs!
- She doesn't have adenovirus,
she has coronavirus, and she may die.
So why don't you back off and let us do our work?
Keep the infusion running, don't stop for anything.
- If she doesn't have coronavirus,
I will make sure you never practice again!
- Okay, we're at the clot, push TPA.
(Rachel): I can't believe you're still there. It's so late.
- Yeah, I know, it's been kind of a crazy day.
- Well, have you asked for the letter yet?
- Not yet.
- You're not chickening out on me, are you?
- No, no.
- Allie's got a friend in Potomac who's a great realtor.
We may even be able to afford something in Bethesda!
- Yeah, that, that sounds great. I'm glad you're excited.
- Well then rip off the Band-Aid and get the recommendation!
- Yeah, I will. Hey listen, I gotta, I gotta go.
I'll call you in a little bit, okay?
- Okay.
- Clots are dissipating. - Okay.
- Her fusion's returning to her arms,
still waiting on her legs.
- Respiratory status?
- O2 stats are climbing, a bit.
Fine rales in her lungs.
We're really not gonna know anything until the morning.
What did Dr. Franco say?
- Uh, she's run three tests so far, all negative.
- There must be an issue with the substrate!
- Unless we're wrong.
- You have a wife and kid, right?
- Yeah, daughter.
- Go. I've got this.
- I know you're gonna say the buck stops here,
but I got you into this, so I stay.
- I got myself into this the day I signed up for med school.
But I'm glad you're gonna see it through.
Why don't you hit the on-call room?
We can monitor her in shifts.
- Okay.
- But that's the thing, we took her off the ventilator
and she seemed to rebound.
(man): Then she doesn't have coronavirus.
- I don't know how you can say that
when there's so little data.
(man): Well, unless you know something the CDC and NIH don't.
- Hold on.
- It worked! She tested positive.
I ran it three times, your patient has COVID-19.
- Okay.
Shauna's stable, she's breathing well and her vitals are solid.
And, Dr. Franco figured out the issue with the substrate,
yielded three independent, positive tests.
Shauna's quarantined in the negative pressure room
for at least a week, but she's turned the corner.
- And we're square with Dr. Kumara?
- Oh, I'm suddenly getting all the supplies we need.
- So I missed all the good stuff!
- It happens like that sometimes.
But you were there for the important part.
You did the work.
- Did we actually figure out something about this thing?
- Agh, unfortunately, I think we're gonna have a long time
to confirm that.
And New York had one reported case yesterday,
and today they have 82.
CDC is saying they think it might be airborne.
- So it's gonna be everywhere.
- So I talked to Dr. Liebling.
At Hopkins.
- Um...
- Letter of recommendation.
- But you wrote this last week.
- I updated it a bit this morning.
Look, if you're gonna go, I would go now.
The storm is coming.
- Well listen, whatever happens, I'm grateful.
You taught me a lot.
- Rounds start in ten minutes.
Be ready to educate people on what we found.
("Just Like a Dream" by Lykke Li plays)
♪ Letting you go
♪ Setting you free
♪ No longer love
♪ Head over heels
♪ Morning will come
♪ My heart will break
♪ So before you replace me
♪ Lie
♪ Lie with me one last time
♪ Just like a dream
♪ Oh come come back to me ♪
♪ Just like a dream
(Jake): You know, even though he only met you that one time,
he really loved you.
- Well, if he's anything like his son,
I'm sure I loved him.
(Rachel): Jake?
I think we need a reckoning.
(knocking on door)
- Michael! - Can I come in?
- Yeah, of course!
- Well, whoever hacked you used a VPN, and rerouted it,
so it's not traceable. At least, not yet.
(sighs)
- You realize that those mistakes
I supposedly made
were the hacker, trying to make me look bad!
- We'll get into that tomorrow with Joan.
I'll make sure you get all your privileges back.
- Great. Thank you!
- Oh God, what a mess!
- Shouldn't you be at home, trying to fix things with Nora?
- She needed to cool off.
- Mike, what are you doing here?
- Did you listen to the audio?
- Yes. I did.
- What Gina said about my wedding,
she wasn't wrong.
- Michael.
- Nora called the house a mausoleum.
- Well, that's an awful thing to say.
- Maybe it is.
I mean, what is that house without you and Dani in it?
- Michael, that's not fair!
What am I supposed to do with that?
- I'm sorry.
You're right.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I guess I'm lost.
- Your wife and son are waiting for you at home,
you need to find yourself with them.
(door opens and shuts)
- So you were having an affair with her?
- Are you out of your mind? That happened after we separated.
- Oh really? - Yeah!
- Because all I know, is four years ago,
we were about to move to Maryland,
and then suddenly you came home and said we're staying!
- It was Covid, you know what happened!
- Yeah. You had a change of heart! About her!
- You're really gonna do this? Today?
- Well, today is when I found out.
For some reason,
you decided not to tell me about her,
all this time!
- Aunt Sara was right,
he would've hated if we did it here.
- Look-- (Mia laughing)
Look at her! She's here for you.
- You know she came at me about Amy right after you told her.
Thank you very much! - I didn't have to tell her.
She figured it out.
- Of all days, today, she came at me.
- She was jealous! - Right.
- Oh come on, how long are you gonna keep punishing her, Jake?
- Argh, I'm not punishing her, she made her own bed.
- You know, most people aren't as moral as you.
And that's gonna leave you alone in this life.
People make mistakes.
And if you really love someone,
you're just punishing yourself.
All Dad ever wanted was for you to be happy.
So, end of day,
whatever that is,
when you find it,
you better hold on to it.
(soft music plays)
- Nora?
(incoming message beep)
(dramatic music)
- Charlie!
- Dr. Hansen just opened the email,
he'll be kicking Amy Larsen to the curb right about now.
- What is wrong with you? It was his father's funeral!
- So? I mean, our father had a funeral,
and barely any of them showed up. Them's the breaks!
- Okay, this is out of control!
- Nope, it's in control, our control.
(Amy): I'm still trying to get my head around
that kiss in the elevator.
(Gina): How so?
(Amy): Well, it was pretty hot.
Especially for someone who doesn't love me anymore.
(Gina): Whoever said that?
(Amy): He did, basically.
(Gina): No, he said he moved forward because you disappeared.
(Amy): So, what, he doesn't really love Nora?
(knocking on door)
- Someone is trying to destroy you.
- Yeah. Who told you?
- I got an audio recording from your email.
- Of me and Gina talking?
That was taken totally out of context, we--
- I don't care.
Look...
A part of you is always gonna love Michael.
Just like a part of me is always gonna love Rachel.
We share children and a past,
and there's a lot of complicated crap that's hard to untangle,
but all I care about in this moment is,
do you want to be with me?
- What about Joan? Our jobs?
- We both know life doesn't promise us anything. Okay?
So, I don't wanna wait.
Not another day.
Not another minute.
- Not another second.
(Amy): Hi, my name's Amy Larsen.
- I'm the bitch that killed Hannah and Charlie's father.
(computer program beeping)
(Amy): I'm the bitch that killed Hannah and Charlie's father.
- And if you thought today was fun,
that was only the beginning.
(computer program beeping)
(Amy): And if you thought today was fun,
that was only the beginning.
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