1 00:00:04,771 --> 00:00:06,340 -Previously on "Brilliant Minds"... 2 00:00:06,406 --> 00:00:08,775 -Earth to Oliver -- We're the same person. 3 00:00:08,809 --> 00:00:10,777 -Do you remember when you first arrived 4 00:00:10,811 --> 00:00:12,412 and you were seeing things that weren't there? 5 00:00:12,479 --> 00:00:14,014 It is my job to keep you safe 6 00:00:14,081 --> 00:00:15,616 and direct your course of treatment, motivated by -- 7 00:00:15,649 --> 00:00:17,217 -Your patients' deep pockets. 8 00:00:17,317 --> 00:00:19,244 Hudson Oaks isn't the problem. You are. 9 00:00:19,311 --> 00:00:20,854 -I want a life with you. 10 00:00:20,921 --> 00:00:23,390 I just -- I don't think you know who you want it with. 11 00:00:23,457 --> 00:00:25,751 -Beau thinks I still have feelings for you. 12 00:00:25,851 --> 00:00:28,729 -Well, what do you think? -I'm figuring it out. 13 00:00:28,829 --> 00:00:30,864 -I've been thinking about what you said about Hudson Oaks, 14 00:00:30,931 --> 00:00:32,758 and I've settled on what I want to focus on 15 00:00:32,824 --> 00:00:34,101 for my grant project. 16 00:00:34,167 --> 00:00:35,869 I want to investigate Amelia Fredrick. 17 00:00:35,969 --> 00:00:37,671 If someone is exploiting that system, 18 00:00:37,704 --> 00:00:39,640 it could be really dangerous for those patients. 19 00:00:39,673 --> 00:00:41,333 -Then let's put a stop to it. 20 00:00:44,177 --> 00:00:46,046 [ Thunder rumbles ] 21 00:00:48,941 --> 00:00:50,500 -Somebody help me! 22 00:00:50,534 --> 00:00:55,656 ♪♪ 23 00:00:55,722 --> 00:00:57,591 You'll never break me, heathen. 24 00:00:57,658 --> 00:01:00,644 -Aye. Then I shall break you free. 25 00:01:02,029 --> 00:01:04,122 -Sir John! It's you. 26 00:01:04,222 --> 00:01:05,198 -'Tis I, milady. 27 00:01:05,265 --> 00:01:14,074 ♪♪ 28 00:01:14,141 --> 00:01:15,542 -Raaah! 29 00:01:15,609 --> 00:01:19,513 ♪♪ 30 00:01:19,546 --> 00:01:21,039 [ Moans ] 31 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:25,319 -You sent him head over heels. 32 00:01:25,385 --> 00:01:26,787 -I have a tendency to do that. 33 00:01:26,887 --> 00:01:29,214 [ Hooves clopping ] 34 00:01:29,247 --> 00:01:30,707 [ Horse neighs ] 35 00:01:30,741 --> 00:01:33,694 ♪♪ 36 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:35,929 -[ Bellows ] 37 00:01:38,165 --> 00:01:40,233 -[ Gasping and grunting ] 38 00:01:40,300 --> 00:01:46,740 ♪♪ 39 00:01:46,773 --> 00:01:49,910 -Finn? Oh, my God! 40 00:01:49,977 --> 00:01:54,081 Finn! Okay. God! [ Sobs ] 41 00:01:54,147 --> 00:02:02,072 ♪♪ 42 00:02:02,105 --> 00:02:09,121 ♪♪ 43 00:02:09,187 --> 00:02:10,664 -Tell us a story. 44 00:02:10,731 --> 00:02:12,766 -Since the focus of my grant 45 00:02:12,833 --> 00:02:13,867 is on the impact 46 00:02:13,934 --> 00:02:15,068 of patient-centered leadership 47 00:02:15,102 --> 00:02:16,403 in psychiatric care, 48 00:02:16,436 --> 00:02:18,105 I have decided to use those resources 49 00:02:18,171 --> 00:02:20,941 to investigate potential corruption at Hudson Oaks -- 50 00:02:20,974 --> 00:02:24,636 focus being on its director, Dr. Amelia Fredrick. 51 00:02:24,703 --> 00:02:26,980 Now, there are conflicting reports on exactly 52 00:02:27,047 --> 00:02:28,765 how Amelia got her start, 53 00:02:28,799 --> 00:02:30,809 but here's what we know for sure. 54 00:02:30,876 --> 00:02:32,586 Beginning in 2017, 55 00:02:32,686 --> 00:02:34,888 Amelia rose through the corporate ranks 56 00:02:34,955 --> 00:02:38,492 at Riverdale Healthcare, a chain of psychiatric hospitals, 57 00:02:38,558 --> 00:02:41,928 until she was named director at Hudson Oaks, 58 00:02:41,962 --> 00:02:43,430 one of their premier facilities. 59 00:02:43,497 --> 00:02:45,832 Since her appointment, 60 00:02:45,899 --> 00:02:49,136 inpatient care -- and therefore revenue -- has soared. 61 00:02:49,202 --> 00:02:51,605 But why is that? 62 00:02:51,738 --> 00:02:54,666 I have spent every free minute of the last few weeks 63 00:02:54,733 --> 00:02:56,343 looking into this 64 00:02:56,410 --> 00:02:58,845 and found online posts from former Hudson Oaks patients 65 00:02:58,912 --> 00:03:00,505 sharing their experiences. 66 00:03:00,572 --> 00:03:03,050 One woman describes going in to have her meds adjusted 67 00:03:03,150 --> 00:03:04,785 and ended up being held for seven days. 68 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:07,087 Another went for therapy and was held for six days. 69 00:03:07,154 --> 00:03:09,956 -And let's not forget Regan, who was in and out for years 70 00:03:09,990 --> 00:03:11,825 because she was misdiagnosed as schizophrenic. 71 00:03:11,892 --> 00:03:15,262 -Yes, I believe Amelia Fredrick is holding patients 72 00:03:15,362 --> 00:03:17,564 to milk their insurance. 73 00:03:17,631 --> 00:03:19,866 -Very good work, Dr. Dang. 74 00:03:19,933 --> 00:03:22,536 -I agree. It is a very good start. 75 00:03:22,602 --> 00:03:24,538 But online forums aren't enough. 76 00:03:24,638 --> 00:03:26,440 We need someone who can go on record 77 00:03:26,540 --> 00:03:27,641 with facts they can back up. 78 00:03:27,708 --> 00:03:29,576 -Dr. Adler treated me fairly 79 00:03:29,643 --> 00:03:30,811 while I was at Hudson Oaks. 80 00:03:30,877 --> 00:03:32,212 Maybe he's worth contacting. 81 00:03:32,279 --> 00:03:33,880 -Dr. Dang, you reach out to Adler, 82 00:03:33,947 --> 00:03:35,916 and I will check in on my patient Hector. 83 00:03:35,982 --> 00:03:37,851 -[ Exhales sharply ] Great. 84 00:03:37,918 --> 00:03:41,188 -We send our most emotionally fragile patients to Hudson Oaks. 85 00:03:41,254 --> 00:03:43,673 I drove my best friend there when he was in crisis. 86 00:03:43,707 --> 00:03:46,460 So if they are taking advantage of vulnerable patients, 87 00:03:46,560 --> 00:03:48,286 I will take them down. 88 00:03:48,386 --> 00:03:50,956 -Carol. Chills. 89 00:03:51,056 --> 00:03:53,667 -Any particular reason why you won't go on record against them? 90 00:03:53,734 --> 00:03:56,336 -I mean, I don't have enough concrete evidence. 91 00:03:56,369 --> 00:03:57,738 Yeah, I should run. 92 00:03:57,804 --> 00:03:59,239 I've got to go beg the chief to buy 93 00:03:59,339 --> 00:04:01,141 a transcranial magnetic stimulation machine. 94 00:04:01,208 --> 00:04:04,778 -You and the chief seemed pretty cozy at your dinner party. 95 00:04:04,845 --> 00:04:07,347 You know him and Beau are on a break, right? 96 00:04:07,481 --> 00:04:09,241 What's taking you so long? 97 00:04:09,307 --> 00:04:10,383 When are you gonna make your move? 98 00:04:10,450 --> 00:04:17,524 ♪♪ 99 00:04:17,557 --> 00:04:18,925 -Oh, God. 100 00:04:18,992 --> 00:04:20,594 -Wolf. Hey, we were just talking about you. 101 00:04:20,694 --> 00:04:23,989 -Um, we? Oh. Dr. Pedrosa. 102 00:04:24,055 --> 00:04:25,298 It's so good to see you. 103 00:04:25,398 --> 00:04:26,833 Um, to what do we owe this pleasure? 104 00:04:26,900 --> 00:04:29,219 -This complex case landed on my desk. 105 00:04:29,252 --> 00:04:30,662 I could use a neurologist. 106 00:04:30,762 --> 00:04:32,672 The patient has an aversion to doctors, 107 00:04:32,773 --> 00:04:36,276 and seeing you're the doctor that everyone seems to love... 108 00:04:37,711 --> 00:04:39,146 Patients, I mean. 109 00:04:39,246 --> 00:04:41,214 -Oh. -I thought, who better? 110 00:04:41,348 --> 00:04:42,749 -Okay. 111 00:04:43,450 --> 00:04:46,386 -17-year-old presenting with unexplained seizures 112 00:04:46,419 --> 00:04:48,221 after a remote spinal tumor resection 113 00:04:48,255 --> 00:04:50,115 that left him paraplegic postoperatively. 114 00:04:50,182 --> 00:04:51,725 -Seizures can be especially dangerous 115 00:04:51,792 --> 00:04:53,393 in the setting of paraplegia. 116 00:04:53,460 --> 00:04:56,413 No orthopedic injuries, respiratory complications. 117 00:04:56,446 --> 00:04:57,731 Is there any neuroimaging? 118 00:04:57,764 --> 00:04:58,965 -That's the problem. 119 00:04:59,032 --> 00:05:01,802 Kid refuses to do a scan. 120 00:05:02,502 --> 00:05:03,929 -Dr. Adler, hi. 121 00:05:03,962 --> 00:05:05,972 This is Dr. Dana Dang at Bronx General. 122 00:05:06,039 --> 00:05:07,632 I would love to connect with you 123 00:05:07,699 --> 00:05:08,975 to discuss your work at Hudson Oaks. 124 00:05:09,042 --> 00:05:11,044 If you could give me a call back, 125 00:05:11,144 --> 00:05:12,913 I would greatly appreciate it. 126 00:05:12,946 --> 00:05:15,248 Thanks. Bye. -Hey, stranger. 127 00:05:15,315 --> 00:05:16,750 -Hi. -Hi. 128 00:05:16,816 --> 00:05:17,751 -It's nice to meet you. 129 00:05:17,884 --> 00:05:20,387 I'm Dana, your girlfriend. 130 00:05:20,453 --> 00:05:22,113 It's...Kathy, right? 131 00:05:22,147 --> 00:05:26,660 -Between your research and my night shifts, it has been a lot. 132 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:28,094 But at least we have this weekend. 133 00:05:28,195 --> 00:05:29,329 -Mm. 134 00:05:32,065 --> 00:05:34,167 -My cousin Kara's wedding. 135 00:05:34,234 --> 00:05:35,619 My parents are dying to meet you. 136 00:05:35,652 --> 00:05:36,870 -Right. 137 00:05:36,970 --> 00:05:38,205 Plus, you know I would never pass up 138 00:05:38,271 --> 00:05:39,606 a road trip to Poughkeepsie. 139 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:44,236 -I'll come by your place around 4:00 on Friday 140 00:05:44,302 --> 00:05:45,812 before traffic gets bad? 141 00:05:45,846 --> 00:05:47,806 -I'll have my bags packed and ready at the door. 142 00:05:49,416 --> 00:05:51,101 -Bye. 143 00:05:51,843 --> 00:05:52,936 Hey. 144 00:05:54,187 --> 00:05:56,656 -Oh, my God, I totally forgot about Katie's cousin's wedding. 145 00:05:56,690 --> 00:05:58,258 -That's this weekend? -Yeah. 146 00:05:58,358 --> 00:06:00,819 -Wow. Meeting the family. That's big. 147 00:06:00,852 --> 00:06:02,062 -Mm. 148 00:06:02,162 --> 00:06:04,864 -Never mind, then. We can talk later. 149 00:06:04,931 --> 00:06:08,326 -Never mind what? Hey. What's up? 150 00:06:08,360 --> 00:06:11,905 -I just wanted to know if you had any leads on my birth mom, 151 00:06:11,972 --> 00:06:13,306 but you have enough on your plate. 152 00:06:13,373 --> 00:06:15,842 -Shut up. I'm never too busy for you. 153 00:06:15,876 --> 00:06:19,179 I haven't found anything yet. But you know what? 154 00:06:19,212 --> 00:06:20,747 What if you ask Charlie? 155 00:06:20,814 --> 00:06:24,109 His P.I. managed to find Wolf's dad's apartment, 156 00:06:24,209 --> 00:06:27,003 Maybe he could find your birth mom too. 157 00:06:27,037 --> 00:06:33,960 ♪♪ 158 00:06:34,027 --> 00:06:35,562 [ Knocks ] 159 00:06:35,629 --> 00:06:38,365 -Hey there. I'm Dr. Wolf. I'm the head of neurology. 160 00:06:38,431 --> 00:06:40,367 -Hi. 161 00:06:40,433 --> 00:06:43,803 -Uh, are you more comfortable in your chair than in the bed? 162 00:06:43,904 --> 00:06:46,206 -Uh, he's okay. Thanks. 163 00:06:46,273 --> 00:06:49,693 Uh, Finn had spinal surgery a couple of years ago. 164 00:06:49,726 --> 00:06:51,136 There were complications, 165 00:06:51,236 --> 00:06:53,046 and he lost the use of both of his legs. 166 00:06:53,079 --> 00:06:55,982 Since then, we haven't been the biggest fans of hospitals. 167 00:06:56,049 --> 00:06:59,978 -Oh. That is understandable. 168 00:07:00,078 --> 00:07:02,872 Uh, would it be okay if I conduct a brief neuro exam? 169 00:07:02,906 --> 00:07:09,329 ♪♪ 170 00:07:09,429 --> 00:07:13,266 Could you hold your arms up like this for me and make fists? 171 00:07:15,502 --> 00:07:17,729 And now press against me. 172 00:07:19,439 --> 00:07:22,409 Very good. Very strong. 173 00:07:22,475 --> 00:07:25,070 That's a great necklace. Is that hematite? 174 00:07:27,514 --> 00:07:28,982 You know, in ancient Rome 175 00:07:29,049 --> 00:07:31,276 it was known as the "warrior stone." 176 00:07:31,343 --> 00:07:32,485 Soldiers used to rub ground hematite 177 00:07:32,585 --> 00:07:33,720 on their bodies, believing -- 178 00:07:33,853 --> 00:07:35,488 -That it'd make them invincible. 179 00:07:36,256 --> 00:07:39,225 Yeah, I know. It's a part of this fantasy story I write. 180 00:07:39,292 --> 00:07:42,062 -Oh. You're a writer and an artist. 181 00:07:42,162 --> 00:07:44,531 -It's nothing. Just stuff I post online. 182 00:07:44,631 --> 00:07:46,132 -Oh, that's not nothing. 183 00:07:46,199 --> 00:07:49,235 Hey, Finn, I know that you're hesitant to get an MRI, 184 00:07:49,302 --> 00:07:51,588 but it would really help us figure out 185 00:07:51,621 --> 00:07:52,931 what caused that seizure. 186 00:07:53,807 --> 00:07:55,308 How about I make a deal with you? 187 00:07:55,408 --> 00:07:57,944 You give me five minutes in the MRI, 188 00:07:57,978 --> 00:08:01,097 and I will give you some of my ground hematite. 189 00:08:01,131 --> 00:08:04,484 ♪♪ 190 00:08:04,551 --> 00:08:06,252 [ Machine buzzing and whirring ] 191 00:08:06,386 --> 00:08:08,488 -[ Grunting and gasping ] 192 00:08:10,815 --> 00:08:13,093 -Finn, just try and stay calm, okay? 193 00:08:13,159 --> 00:08:14,694 It's only gonna take a few minutes. 194 00:08:14,794 --> 00:08:15,929 -Sorry. I'm trying. 195 00:08:15,996 --> 00:08:17,263 -He's got to hold still. 196 00:08:17,397 --> 00:08:19,833 -We're never gonna get an image like this. 197 00:08:22,068 --> 00:08:25,105 -Keep it running. I'm going in. 198 00:08:25,238 --> 00:08:30,627 ♪♪ 199 00:08:30,660 --> 00:08:32,812 Hey, Finn, it's Dr. Wolf. 200 00:08:32,879 --> 00:08:36,449 Can you tell me more about that story you're writing? 201 00:08:36,483 --> 00:08:39,419 -Uh, it's a series. 202 00:08:39,519 --> 00:08:43,390 A mix of sci-fi, fantasy, and romance, 203 00:08:43,490 --> 00:08:44,858 about Sir John Hart, 204 00:08:44,958 --> 00:08:48,294 a fearless knight sworn to protect the realm 205 00:08:48,361 --> 00:08:50,088 and the heart of the woman he loves -- 206 00:08:50,188 --> 00:08:52,932 Lady Lovegood. 207 00:08:53,032 --> 00:08:54,934 -We're getting clearer images. 208 00:08:55,034 --> 00:08:56,703 No more motion artifact. 209 00:08:56,770 --> 00:08:58,338 -You're doing great, Finn. 210 00:08:58,405 --> 00:09:03,868 ♪♪ 211 00:09:03,935 --> 00:09:05,812 -Left hemisphere. 212 00:09:05,945 --> 00:09:08,648 -Posterior temporal lobe. 213 00:09:08,681 --> 00:09:11,851 -I do not like the look of that mass. 214 00:09:11,918 --> 00:09:16,973 ♪♪ 215 00:09:21,561 --> 00:09:24,898 -Unfortunately, we found a mass. 216 00:09:24,964 --> 00:09:28,101 -I-It's happening again? Well, is it cancer? 217 00:09:28,168 --> 00:09:30,203 -The imaging doesn't look malignant, 218 00:09:30,236 --> 00:09:32,439 but we won't know until we remove it. 219 00:09:32,505 --> 00:09:33,873 -And we'll run further tests 220 00:09:33,973 --> 00:09:35,675 and track down your old records to determine 221 00:09:35,775 --> 00:09:38,344 if this new mass is related to your previous tumor. 222 00:09:38,445 --> 00:09:39,512 It may not be. 223 00:09:39,646 --> 00:09:41,548 -But I need surgery again. -Yes. 224 00:09:41,648 --> 00:09:42,782 The tumor is already large 225 00:09:42,816 --> 00:09:44,350 and could be fatal without removal. 226 00:09:44,417 --> 00:09:46,753 As you know, surgery comes with risks. 227 00:09:46,820 --> 00:09:48,755 The mass straddles the left insula 228 00:09:48,822 --> 00:09:50,390 and surrounding frontal operculum, 229 00:09:50,490 --> 00:09:52,125 which sit at the crossroads of the brain's 230 00:09:52,158 --> 00:09:53,827 speech comprehension, writing, and reading centers. 231 00:09:53,893 --> 00:09:55,520 To access the tumor, 232 00:09:55,587 --> 00:09:57,263 we could cause damage to those areas of the brain. 233 00:09:57,330 --> 00:09:59,899 -But that's because of the limits of cortical mapping 234 00:09:59,999 --> 00:10:01,334 on an unconscious patient. 235 00:10:01,401 --> 00:10:02,927 If we were to consider awake surgery, 236 00:10:02,994 --> 00:10:04,370 your reading and writing abilities 237 00:10:04,404 --> 00:10:06,139 could be monitored in real time. 238 00:10:06,206 --> 00:10:08,266 -Unfortunately, Finn isn't an ideal candidate 239 00:10:08,333 --> 00:10:09,776 for that surgery. 240 00:10:13,513 --> 00:10:15,849 -I accept that Finn is not an ideal patient 241 00:10:15,949 --> 00:10:18,751 for an awake craniotomy, but he deserves a chance. 242 00:10:18,785 --> 00:10:21,187 We need a way for him to tolerate this procedure 243 00:10:21,254 --> 00:10:22,947 without having another panic attack. 244 00:10:23,014 --> 00:10:24,582 -It would be so much easier if we could just give him 245 00:10:24,616 --> 00:10:26,459 a few benzos to calm his nervous system. 246 00:10:26,526 --> 00:10:27,994 -But that would affect his mental clarity. 247 00:10:28,061 --> 00:10:30,196 He can't just be awake. He needs to be alert. 248 00:10:30,263 --> 00:10:31,731 -Exactly. 249 00:10:31,798 --> 00:10:33,725 -We could try CBT, exposure therapy, biofeedback. 250 00:10:33,791 --> 00:10:35,401 -I'll talk to Finn and his mom. 251 00:10:35,502 --> 00:10:38,505 Even with meds, Finn's risk of drug-resistant epilepsy is high. 252 00:10:38,538 --> 00:10:42,175 The next time he seizes could cause permanent damage. 253 00:10:42,208 --> 00:10:48,548 ♪♪ 254 00:10:48,581 --> 00:10:51,150 [ Indistinct conversations ] 255 00:10:51,217 --> 00:10:53,753 -Hector, the last time I was here, 256 00:10:53,853 --> 00:10:58,283 you and I both decided that you were ready for outpatient care. 257 00:10:58,316 --> 00:10:59,576 What happened? 258 00:11:01,319 --> 00:11:02,787 -Dr. Fredrick, 259 00:11:02,820 --> 00:11:04,931 she said I was still in the acute phase of illness 260 00:11:04,998 --> 00:11:06,166 and I needed more time to heal. 261 00:11:06,232 --> 00:11:07,800 -Did you push back at all? 262 00:11:07,834 --> 00:11:10,904 -I tried. She said I was being combative, paranoid. 263 00:11:10,937 --> 00:11:12,338 As soon as anyone sees those words on my chart, 264 00:11:12,405 --> 00:11:14,941 there's nothing I can do. 265 00:11:14,974 --> 00:11:16,342 Resisting just makes it worse. 266 00:11:16,442 --> 00:11:18,077 -Hector, you have to say something. 267 00:11:18,878 --> 00:11:22,949 Would you be willing to go on record with these allegations? 268 00:11:23,049 --> 00:11:24,584 -What? No way. 269 00:11:24,651 --> 00:11:26,386 If she found out, she'd make me pay. 270 00:11:26,419 --> 00:11:28,087 I'd lose the few privileges I still have. 271 00:11:28,154 --> 00:11:29,489 -No. I can help you. 272 00:11:29,589 --> 00:11:31,858 -Just leave before you get me in trouble. 273 00:11:35,495 --> 00:11:40,400 -Can you explain to me exactly what awake surgery means? 274 00:11:40,433 --> 00:11:42,327 -In order to have the best chance 275 00:11:42,360 --> 00:11:44,938 of getting through the surgery without any lasting deficits, 276 00:11:45,038 --> 00:11:48,366 the patient is kept awake during key portions of the surgery 277 00:11:48,433 --> 00:11:50,476 so the surgeons can test your brain as they work, 278 00:11:50,510 --> 00:11:53,671 asking questions as they go, to make sure they stay away 279 00:11:53,705 --> 00:11:56,683 from the areas you need to talk and move. 280 00:11:56,783 --> 00:11:58,718 -If I can't use my arms... 281 00:11:58,785 --> 00:11:59,953 -Awake surgery is the best chance 282 00:11:59,986 --> 00:12:01,454 of preserving that function. 283 00:12:01,554 --> 00:12:03,122 But going into a surgery awake 284 00:12:03,156 --> 00:12:06,392 means that you'll have to remain completely calm. 285 00:12:06,459 --> 00:12:08,052 With even the slightest movement, 286 00:12:08,152 --> 00:12:10,688 things can become dangerous quickly. 287 00:12:11,431 --> 00:12:13,533 -How does anyone get through that? 288 00:12:13,633 --> 00:12:15,068 -Few do. 289 00:12:17,036 --> 00:12:18,338 -[ Exhales sharply ] 290 00:12:18,371 --> 00:12:21,908 Finn used to be such an adventurous kid. 291 00:12:21,975 --> 00:12:26,537 But after that surgery on his spine, he was different. 292 00:12:27,680 --> 00:12:29,415 And not just because he can't walk. 293 00:12:29,515 --> 00:12:32,485 I keep saying to him, he can still do anything 294 00:12:32,552 --> 00:12:33,711 he puts his mind to. 295 00:12:33,745 --> 00:12:35,254 -That's just a thing moms say. 296 00:12:37,156 --> 00:12:39,717 -Do you think I can do it? 297 00:12:41,185 --> 00:12:42,820 -I think anyone can be brave. 298 00:12:42,887 --> 00:12:44,964 They just need the chance to prove it. 299 00:12:44,998 --> 00:12:49,836 ♪♪ 300 00:12:49,869 --> 00:12:52,872 -There's this villain in my story. 301 00:12:52,905 --> 00:12:57,335 An executioner. An invader of the realm. 302 00:12:57,402 --> 00:13:01,639 Maybe this tumor is my invader. 303 00:13:01,806 --> 00:13:06,486 ♪♪ 304 00:13:06,519 --> 00:13:08,546 I want to do the surgery. 305 00:13:08,613 --> 00:13:13,760 ♪♪ 306 00:13:13,793 --> 00:13:17,897 -Uh, what about the surgeon? The one who said no? 307 00:13:17,930 --> 00:13:21,726 -Oh. Don't worry, I'll talk to him. 308 00:13:21,793 --> 00:13:29,200 ♪♪ 309 00:13:29,267 --> 00:13:32,945 -Finn's a very, uh, evocative writer. 310 00:13:33,046 --> 00:13:35,473 -He's definitely not shy on paper. 311 00:13:35,540 --> 00:13:37,450 How is this anatomically possible? 312 00:13:37,483 --> 00:13:40,420 -This is some top-tier romantasy. 313 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:43,356 I wish I could rock a silk cloak like Lady Lovegood. 314 00:13:43,423 --> 00:13:45,074 Hot. [ Cellphone chimes ] 315 00:13:47,326 --> 00:13:48,561 Oh, my God. 316 00:13:48,661 --> 00:13:50,797 Dr. Adler was fired from Hudson Oaks, 317 00:13:50,830 --> 00:13:51,764 and he's agreed to meet. 318 00:13:51,798 --> 00:13:53,299 -Dana, that's huge. 319 00:13:53,399 --> 00:13:54,967 This could be your smoking gun. 320 00:13:55,068 --> 00:13:58,963 -An investigator's work is never done, but one can hope. 321 00:14:00,139 --> 00:14:01,641 Oh, speaking of, isn't there something 322 00:14:01,741 --> 00:14:04,344 you wanted to ask Charlie? 323 00:14:05,144 --> 00:14:07,747 -What can I do for you, milady? 324 00:14:07,814 --> 00:14:08,840 -Oh, God. 325 00:14:08,940 --> 00:14:10,616 -I was wondering if you could 326 00:14:10,650 --> 00:14:12,977 put me in touch with your P.I. 327 00:14:13,010 --> 00:14:15,446 I need help tracking down my birth mom. 328 00:14:15,513 --> 00:14:17,957 -Sure thing. On one condition. 329 00:14:18,057 --> 00:14:19,092 -Oh, classic. 330 00:14:19,192 --> 00:14:21,027 You know what? -What? Come on. 331 00:14:21,094 --> 00:14:22,662 All I need you to do is read the final words 332 00:14:22,695 --> 00:14:23,796 of Lady Lovegood to me. 333 00:14:23,896 --> 00:14:26,132 Page 213. About halfway down. 334 00:14:26,265 --> 00:14:32,163 ♪♪ 335 00:14:32,196 --> 00:14:33,439 -"Oh, Sir John! 336 00:14:33,473 --> 00:14:36,959 Please lift your noble...sword..." 337 00:14:37,944 --> 00:14:40,913 ...and stick it up your -- -Okay. 338 00:14:40,980 --> 00:14:42,298 You two play nice. 339 00:14:44,675 --> 00:14:47,186 -Fine. I'll do you this favor. 340 00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:49,555 Then can we be friends? 341 00:14:49,622 --> 00:14:52,625 -Well, let's just see what your guy comes back with. 342 00:14:52,658 --> 00:14:54,310 But don't hold your breath. 343 00:14:55,528 --> 00:14:56,988 [ Sighs ] 344 00:14:57,054 --> 00:14:59,899 ♪♪ 345 00:14:59,966 --> 00:15:01,634 -Hey. 346 00:15:01,701 --> 00:15:03,903 My team has a plan in place to get Finn safely optimized 347 00:15:03,970 --> 00:15:05,696 for the awake craniotomy. 348 00:15:07,707 --> 00:15:09,142 -[ Sighs ] 349 00:15:09,208 --> 00:15:11,778 Wolf, do you know what I like about the O.R.? 350 00:15:11,811 --> 00:15:14,781 I like the process. I like the protocols. 351 00:15:14,847 --> 00:15:16,474 I like knowing that I've done everything I can 352 00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:19,886 to stay in control and keep things optimally safe. 353 00:15:19,986 --> 00:15:22,722 And you want to bring something entirely uncontrollable 354 00:15:22,755 --> 00:15:23,990 into my O.R. 355 00:15:24,056 --> 00:15:25,758 -People are all uncontrollable, Josh. 356 00:15:25,825 --> 00:15:27,493 Disease is uncontrollable. 357 00:15:27,527 --> 00:15:29,395 You've done awake craniotomies a million times. 358 00:15:29,428 --> 00:15:30,563 -On suitable patients. 359 00:15:30,663 --> 00:15:32,056 Not on an anxious teenager 360 00:15:32,089 --> 00:15:33,733 who can't even make it through an MRI -- 361 00:15:33,833 --> 00:15:35,902 -Who I will work with to make sure he is in control 362 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:37,854 of his fear response. 363 00:15:40,006 --> 00:15:41,741 -One of my first awake cases was a surfer. 364 00:15:41,841 --> 00:15:44,977 Okay, mid-40s, one of the most Zen guys I've ever met. 365 00:15:45,011 --> 00:15:46,712 But as soon as we got him awake, he panicked, 366 00:15:46,746 --> 00:15:48,481 tried to throw his body off the table. 367 00:15:48,548 --> 00:15:49,849 Nearly pithed himself with the Mayfield frame. 368 00:15:49,882 --> 00:15:51,284 That was a good candidate. 369 00:15:51,384 --> 00:15:52,852 -Oh, come on, you and I both know 370 00:15:52,885 --> 00:15:56,247 you can't make decisions based on one bad case. 371 00:15:56,280 --> 00:16:00,418 Sometimes you've just got to take a chance, Josh. 372 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:03,713 [ Cellphone vibrating ] 373 00:16:04,931 --> 00:16:06,132 -I have to get this. 374 00:16:08,201 --> 00:16:10,094 Nichols. 375 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:13,923 -[ Sighs ] [ Indistinct conversations ] 376 00:16:13,956 --> 00:16:21,681 ♪♪ 377 00:16:21,714 --> 00:16:28,104 ♪♪ 378 00:16:28,137 --> 00:16:34,777 ♪♪ 379 00:16:34,810 --> 00:16:41,400 ♪♪ 380 00:16:41,467 --> 00:16:43,094 -Can you sign this for me, sir? 381 00:16:43,160 --> 00:16:48,341 ♪♪ 382 00:16:51,777 --> 00:16:53,479 -Ever since I was your age, 383 00:16:53,613 --> 00:16:55,181 I've been fascinated by the brain. 384 00:16:55,248 --> 00:16:57,216 -You must not have had many friends growing up either. 385 00:16:57,283 --> 00:17:00,253 -Finn! -Uh, no. He's -- He's right. 386 00:17:00,319 --> 00:17:01,954 Actually, I did not have many friends. 387 00:17:02,855 --> 00:17:05,758 Unless you count the ones on the periodic table. 388 00:17:05,825 --> 00:17:09,428 This area here is the parietal lobe. 389 00:17:09,462 --> 00:17:12,832 This is vital for sensory perception and integration. 390 00:17:12,965 --> 00:17:15,201 -So when you wake up in the surgery, 391 00:17:15,268 --> 00:17:17,737 your head will be in this clamp to keep you very still. 392 00:17:17,803 --> 00:17:19,155 The surgeons will check in with you 393 00:17:19,188 --> 00:17:20,206 to make sure that everything's -- 394 00:17:20,339 --> 00:17:21,374 -[ Gasps ] 395 00:17:21,474 --> 00:17:22,867 -The frontal lobe. 396 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:25,036 This controls all of our higher mental functions. 397 00:17:25,169 --> 00:17:27,663 So this is where the creativity in your writing stems from. 398 00:17:27,697 --> 00:17:30,750 -Okay, but Lady Lovegood double-crossing her own father 399 00:17:30,816 --> 00:17:32,451 to save Sir John? 400 00:17:32,518 --> 00:17:34,153 God, it's such a brilliant way to show 401 00:17:34,220 --> 00:17:35,513 how she totally lied about her feelings for him. 402 00:17:35,546 --> 00:17:37,156 -Hey, man, do you want to know 403 00:17:37,223 --> 00:17:39,158 how I get through the difficult things in my life? 404 00:17:39,258 --> 00:17:42,194 -Your life is difficult? What's the matter? 405 00:17:42,295 --> 00:17:43,696 You're too handsome? -[ Snorts ] 406 00:17:43,796 --> 00:17:46,557 -Hey, I may seem like I have it all together, 407 00:17:46,657 --> 00:17:47,800 but I need help too. 408 00:17:47,833 --> 00:17:49,368 Whenever I get overwhelmed, 409 00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:51,203 I meditate by deep breathing. 410 00:17:51,237 --> 00:17:53,406 Might be worth a try? 411 00:17:53,506 --> 00:17:57,068 -This is the temporal lobe. 412 00:17:57,168 --> 00:18:00,580 This manages language, memory, senses. 413 00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:03,407 And this almond-shaped spot within the temporal lobe, 414 00:18:03,541 --> 00:18:05,051 this is the amygdala. 415 00:18:05,151 --> 00:18:06,419 This is where you process 416 00:18:06,552 --> 00:18:08,854 all of your emotions, including fear. 417 00:18:08,888 --> 00:18:10,389 -But it's so small. 418 00:18:10,489 --> 00:18:12,258 It feels like fear takes up my entire brain. 419 00:18:12,325 --> 00:18:14,093 My entire body sometimes. 420 00:18:14,193 --> 00:18:16,662 -Fear is an important emotion, Finn. 421 00:18:16,696 --> 00:18:18,998 It helps us to protect ourselves. 422 00:18:19,031 --> 00:18:21,334 It keeps us alive. 423 00:18:21,367 --> 00:18:23,719 But we cannot let it overwhelm everything else. 424 00:18:23,753 --> 00:18:25,705 Take the fear, you understand it, 425 00:18:25,738 --> 00:18:27,732 you harness it so you can move forward. 426 00:18:27,765 --> 00:18:30,743 It's such a tiny little piece. 427 00:18:30,776 --> 00:18:33,579 There is so much more to your brain -- to you -- 428 00:18:33,646 --> 00:18:34,939 than the fear. 429 00:18:35,072 --> 00:18:38,209 -Inhale for four. Fill up all the way. 430 00:18:38,275 --> 00:18:39,777 Exhale for six. 431 00:18:39,877 --> 00:18:42,246 [ Exhaling slowing ] 432 00:18:43,789 --> 00:18:45,574 -Um, Oliver. 433 00:18:45,608 --> 00:18:48,794 Look, you're a very compassionate doctor. 434 00:18:48,861 --> 00:18:50,755 Finn is lucky to have you. 435 00:18:50,788 --> 00:18:53,766 But I hope you remember you're not the one with the scalpel. 436 00:18:53,833 --> 00:18:57,253 You're not the one taking out a tumor around eloquent brain. 437 00:18:57,286 --> 00:18:58,738 It's not you on the line. 438 00:18:58,804 --> 00:19:00,406 -He's my patient too. 439 00:19:00,439 --> 00:19:04,110 -Yes, but in that O.R., the ones at risk are Josh and Finn. 440 00:19:04,143 --> 00:19:06,612 They will be the ones to deal with the fallout. 441 00:19:06,746 --> 00:19:08,247 -Josh wouldn't agree to this surgery 442 00:19:08,314 --> 00:19:09,907 if he didn't think it was the best possible choice. 443 00:19:09,974 --> 00:19:10,933 -Are you sure? 444 00:19:10,966 --> 00:19:12,485 Because from where I sit, 445 00:19:12,551 --> 00:19:14,779 I think he'd be willing to do this just to please you. 446 00:19:21,310 --> 00:19:24,630 -I think Amelia fired me because she saw me as a threat. 447 00:19:24,764 --> 00:19:27,400 I pushed back on her recommendations for care. 448 00:19:27,433 --> 00:19:29,301 -That's why the idea of Hudson Oaks 449 00:19:29,335 --> 00:19:30,569 without you worries me. 450 00:19:30,636 --> 00:19:32,471 Good care stems from good physicians. 451 00:19:32,605 --> 00:19:34,999 If Amelia gets rid of them, the patients will suffer. 452 00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:37,126 -But I'm hitting a dead end in terms of finding 453 00:19:37,159 --> 00:19:39,111 concrete, actionable evidence against her. 454 00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:40,846 -Well, Amelia is smart. 455 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:43,808 She knows how to stay just within the bounds of legality. 456 00:19:43,841 --> 00:19:46,110 -Would you testify against her? 457 00:19:46,177 --> 00:19:47,653 -Oh, of course, 458 00:19:47,687 --> 00:19:50,639 but she'd label me a disgruntled former employee. 459 00:19:50,673 --> 00:19:52,591 Unless you got the court records. 460 00:19:52,625 --> 00:19:54,143 -Court records? For what? 461 00:19:54,176 --> 00:19:55,978 -Well, if you look, you'll find a pattern. 462 00:19:56,011 --> 00:19:58,030 Amelia petitions the courts to keep patients 463 00:19:58,130 --> 00:19:59,498 on an emergency psych hold. 464 00:19:59,598 --> 00:20:01,700 By the time the cases make it to a judge, 465 00:20:01,767 --> 00:20:03,527 weeks have passed and Hudson Oaks 466 00:20:03,627 --> 00:20:05,696 has already collected payout from the insurance company. 467 00:20:05,796 --> 00:20:07,440 -That means there'd be a paper trail. 468 00:20:07,473 --> 00:20:10,201 It's not illegal, but it is sure as hell not ethical. 469 00:20:10,301 --> 00:20:12,278 This is exactly what we need. 470 00:20:12,344 --> 00:20:14,705 Thank you so much, Dr. Adler. 471 00:20:14,805 --> 00:20:16,340 Thank you. 472 00:20:18,884 --> 00:20:21,120 -You have a very caring intern there. 473 00:20:21,187 --> 00:20:24,056 I'm glad she called. 474 00:20:24,123 --> 00:20:25,458 How have you been, Oliver? 475 00:20:25,491 --> 00:20:29,061 -Surviving. I'm back to my routines. 476 00:20:29,161 --> 00:20:32,865 I started baking. Much to everyone's horror. 477 00:20:32,998 --> 00:20:35,392 -[ Chuckles ] -I feel really good. 478 00:20:35,526 --> 00:20:36,736 Like myself. 479 00:20:36,802 --> 00:20:38,204 -What happened with Josh? 480 00:20:38,337 --> 00:20:40,473 You were excited about pursuing things with him? 481 00:20:40,506 --> 00:20:43,901 -I am. Uh, I mean I thought I was. 482 00:20:44,001 --> 00:20:47,213 Something is holding me back. 483 00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:48,906 I don't know what it is. 484 00:20:49,039 --> 00:20:50,416 And worse... 485 00:20:50,516 --> 00:20:52,852 God, I don't even want to say this out loud. 486 00:20:52,885 --> 00:20:55,171 -Nothing you say can scare me. 487 00:20:56,722 --> 00:20:59,083 -I saw Sofia again. 488 00:20:59,183 --> 00:21:00,926 I thought I was doing so well, 489 00:21:01,026 --> 00:21:02,895 but my brain has lied to me before. 490 00:21:02,962 --> 00:21:05,731 -Sofia was with you for quite some time. 491 00:21:05,831 --> 00:21:07,466 -Yes, but she wasn't real. 492 00:21:07,533 --> 00:21:10,060 -For you she was. 493 00:21:10,870 --> 00:21:12,271 It's natural that that memory 494 00:21:12,371 --> 00:21:14,507 will take some time to fully fade. 495 00:21:14,573 --> 00:21:16,842 -What if it's happening again? 496 00:21:16,909 --> 00:21:19,728 -Then we will get through this again. 497 00:21:19,762 --> 00:21:24,542 Your brain created the delusion of Sofia to protect you. 498 00:21:24,608 --> 00:21:26,051 And it worked. 499 00:21:26,152 --> 00:21:29,613 And whatever she was protecting you from, 500 00:21:29,713 --> 00:21:32,458 I believe you'll be strong enough to face it. 501 00:21:32,558 --> 00:21:33,909 When you're ready. 502 00:21:33,943 --> 00:21:38,430 ♪♪ 503 00:21:38,464 --> 00:21:40,099 -What'd you find out? 504 00:21:40,132 --> 00:21:41,759 -The court records just got sent over. 505 00:21:41,792 --> 00:21:43,702 Amelia has been tying up patient cases in the system 506 00:21:43,736 --> 00:21:46,372 just long enough to cash in on thousands in insurance. 507 00:21:46,438 --> 00:21:48,974 The paper trail is undeniable. 508 00:21:49,074 --> 00:21:51,277 -I can't say I'm surprised. 509 00:21:51,343 --> 00:21:54,713 I can see why patients don't want to come forward. 510 00:21:54,747 --> 00:21:57,616 -You don't think she would do anything drastic 511 00:21:57,650 --> 00:21:58,884 in retaliation, do you? 512 00:21:58,918 --> 00:22:01,420 -We need to consider the possibility 513 00:22:01,487 --> 00:22:04,982 that if we go forward with this, it could backfire. 514 00:22:05,115 --> 00:22:07,560 And even worse, it could discourage future patients 515 00:22:07,626 --> 00:22:09,753 from seeking psychiatric care. 516 00:22:09,820 --> 00:22:12,832 -So what do we do? -We need to expose her. 517 00:22:12,932 --> 00:22:13,999 But we got to do it the right way, 518 00:22:14,133 --> 00:22:16,902 without risking patient care. 519 00:22:16,936 --> 00:22:19,138 Amelia is a tumor 520 00:22:19,271 --> 00:22:21,340 that needs to be resected surgically. 521 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:24,009 One wrong cut could damage the entire system. 522 00:22:25,211 --> 00:22:26,937 I'll take this. -Yeah. 523 00:22:27,004 --> 00:22:33,777 ♪♪ 524 00:22:33,844 --> 00:22:39,950 ♪♪ 525 00:22:40,017 --> 00:22:42,862 [ Thunder rumbles ] 526 00:22:45,022 --> 00:22:46,498 [ Hooves clopping ] 527 00:22:46,532 --> 00:22:48,317 [ Horse nickers ] 528 00:22:48,350 --> 00:22:53,505 ♪♪ 529 00:22:53,539 --> 00:22:56,166 [ Horse snorting ] 530 00:22:56,200 --> 00:22:59,662 [ Horse bellowing ] 531 00:22:59,695 --> 00:23:02,840 ♪♪ 532 00:23:02,873 --> 00:23:04,383 [ Thunder crashes ] 533 00:23:05,985 --> 00:23:07,519 [ Alarm beeping ] 534 00:23:07,553 --> 00:23:09,380 -Finn? Finn, can you hear me? 535 00:23:09,480 --> 00:23:13,017 Somebody help! We need help in here! 536 00:23:13,050 --> 00:23:15,010 Help, please! -Finn. 537 00:23:15,044 --> 00:23:16,553 Finn. 538 00:23:16,687 --> 00:23:19,064 He's unresponsive, bradycardic, and hypotensive. 539 00:23:19,164 --> 00:23:21,025 -We need to prep him for surgery now. 540 00:23:27,139 --> 00:23:28,699 -Finn's worsening cerebral edema 541 00:23:28,732 --> 00:23:30,142 just made this urgent surgery emergent. 542 00:23:30,209 --> 00:23:31,577 We have zero margin for error. 543 00:23:31,644 --> 00:23:33,479 -There's a warrior inside that kid. 544 00:23:33,545 --> 00:23:35,047 Give him a chance to unlock it. 545 00:23:35,080 --> 00:23:36,348 -Let's do this, then. 546 00:23:36,482 --> 00:23:41,587 ♪♪ 547 00:23:41,687 --> 00:23:43,589 [ Indistinct conversations ] 548 00:23:45,257 --> 00:23:46,558 -Where am I? 549 00:23:46,592 --> 00:23:49,995 -Finn, you're okay. You're in the O.R. 550 00:23:50,062 --> 00:23:51,822 We had to move up the surgery 551 00:23:51,889 --> 00:23:54,333 because of increased brain compression. 552 00:23:54,366 --> 00:23:56,727 -It's happening? Right now? 553 00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:59,396 -Right now. But you are ready. 554 00:24:03,108 --> 00:24:04,735 -You're sure about this? 555 00:24:05,736 --> 00:24:08,280 -Wait a minute. Uh... 556 00:24:12,685 --> 00:24:13,869 -Josh. 557 00:24:17,247 --> 00:24:19,583 -By order of the Council of Medicine, 558 00:24:19,616 --> 00:24:24,413 I hereby knight you into the Fellowship of the Brave. 559 00:24:24,446 --> 00:24:30,002 ♪♪ 560 00:24:30,069 --> 00:24:33,063 Let's begin cranial mapping. 561 00:24:33,130 --> 00:24:35,466 Ojemann stimulator, please, at my standard settings. 562 00:24:35,566 --> 00:24:37,309 -Yes, Doctor. -Right away. 563 00:24:39,578 --> 00:24:42,448 -Finn, can you tell me who this character is? 564 00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:44,650 -That's Sir John Hart, 565 00:24:44,750 --> 00:24:46,218 protector of the realm of Lustmore. 566 00:24:46,285 --> 00:24:48,737 [ Thunder crashing ] 567 00:24:51,482 --> 00:24:53,150 -Where are we? 568 00:24:53,217 --> 00:24:54,485 -Kingsfell Castle. 569 00:24:54,551 --> 00:24:58,247 I'd recognize this sigil anywhere. 570 00:24:58,731 --> 00:25:00,566 -Is anybody there? 571 00:25:00,632 --> 00:25:03,035 -Lady Lovegood. I've got to help her. 572 00:25:03,068 --> 00:25:04,937 I cannot guarantee your survival. 573 00:25:05,004 --> 00:25:08,440 You've been in battle before? -No, but I'm a quick study. 574 00:25:08,474 --> 00:25:10,242 -Let's hope. Stay behind me. 575 00:25:10,275 --> 00:25:12,778 -Somebody help me! 576 00:25:12,911 --> 00:25:18,784 ♪♪ 577 00:25:18,884 --> 00:25:20,244 -Lady Lovegood. 578 00:25:20,310 --> 00:25:21,854 -We'll get her out. We can find a key. 579 00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:24,823 -Key, jacket, veil, block. 580 00:25:24,923 --> 00:25:27,526 Finn, can you repeat these words back to me? 581 00:25:27,593 --> 00:25:31,655 Key. Jacket. Veil. Block. 582 00:25:31,688 --> 00:25:34,800 -Key, jacket... 583 00:25:34,900 --> 00:25:37,619 Sail? And socks. 584 00:25:40,497 --> 00:25:44,309 -Marking this area of superior temporal gyrus as eloquent. 585 00:25:44,376 --> 00:25:46,044 -I didn't get it right? 586 00:25:46,111 --> 00:25:47,546 -No, no. You're doing great, Finn. 587 00:25:47,613 --> 00:25:49,448 Now we know to avoid that area of the brain. 588 00:25:49,481 --> 00:25:50,799 -Let's keep going. 589 00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:55,154 -Finn, can you make a fist with your right hand? 590 00:25:55,287 --> 00:25:58,515 ♪♪ 591 00:26:01,051 --> 00:26:02,186 -That works too. 592 00:26:03,729 --> 00:26:06,398 -Oh, Sir John! You found me. 593 00:26:07,291 --> 00:26:08,434 Who's your friend? 594 00:26:08,467 --> 00:26:10,669 -I'm a healer. I'm here to help. 595 00:26:10,769 --> 00:26:12,729 -We can't stay. 596 00:26:12,796 --> 00:26:14,198 We have to go before he finds us. 597 00:26:14,231 --> 00:26:16,308 -Before who finds us? -The executioner. 598 00:26:16,375 --> 00:26:18,844 Quick, I need to get you out of here. 599 00:26:19,044 --> 00:26:21,113 This is my battle. You have to leave. 600 00:26:21,180 --> 00:26:22,873 There's a tunnel that leads outside. 601 00:26:22,906 --> 00:26:24,374 You'll be safe. 602 00:26:26,185 --> 00:26:29,588 -What happened the last time you faced the executioner? 603 00:26:31,023 --> 00:26:34,693 -He nearly killed me. I wasn't strong enough. 604 00:26:34,726 --> 00:26:38,096 -Well, believe me, I know how fear can hijack the brain. 605 00:26:38,197 --> 00:26:42,401 But the way we take back control is by facing it. 606 00:26:42,434 --> 00:26:44,561 -What are you afraid of, healer? 607 00:26:45,429 --> 00:26:47,039 [ Horse neighs ] 608 00:26:47,172 --> 00:26:52,669 ♪♪ 609 00:26:52,736 --> 00:26:54,279 That's the executioner. 610 00:26:57,107 --> 00:26:59,017 -John, beware! 611 00:26:59,051 --> 00:27:00,719 [ Both grunting ] 612 00:27:00,752 --> 00:27:01,879 [ Weapons clanging ] 613 00:27:01,945 --> 00:27:10,429 ♪♪ 614 00:27:10,462 --> 00:27:11,964 -[ Grunts ] 615 00:27:12,998 --> 00:27:14,825 That's heavy. 616 00:27:14,992 --> 00:27:23,275 ♪♪ 617 00:27:23,308 --> 00:27:25,477 John, here! 618 00:27:26,378 --> 00:27:27,679 -Aah! 619 00:27:27,713 --> 00:27:31,108 ♪♪ 620 00:27:31,141 --> 00:27:32,751 [ Sword clangs ] 621 00:27:32,784 --> 00:27:34,920 -Can you try and make another fist with your right hand? 622 00:27:34,953 --> 00:27:37,623 [ Monitor beeping ] 623 00:27:37,723 --> 00:27:39,892 -I can't. What did you do to me? 624 00:27:39,992 --> 00:27:41,560 [ Alarm beeping ] -His blood pressure is rising. 625 00:27:41,593 --> 00:27:43,695 -Finn. Finn, we need you to try to calm down. 626 00:27:43,729 --> 00:27:45,664 -Deep breaths, Finn. This is only temporary. 627 00:27:45,764 --> 00:27:47,124 You'll regain function in a moment. 628 00:27:47,157 --> 00:27:50,402 -What if I don't? What if I... 629 00:27:50,502 --> 00:27:51,837 [ Gasping ] 630 00:27:51,904 --> 00:27:53,906 -Intracranial pressure is rising. 631 00:27:54,006 --> 00:27:55,974 -Brain's swelling. It's starting to herniate out. 632 00:27:56,074 --> 00:27:57,434 -We need ice-cold saline! 633 00:27:57,501 --> 00:27:59,795 [ Alarms beeping ] -[ Gasping ] 634 00:27:59,828 --> 00:28:07,277 ♪♪ 635 00:28:07,344 --> 00:28:08,520 -He's stable. 636 00:28:08,620 --> 00:28:10,013 -That's it. We need to sedate him. 637 00:28:10,113 --> 00:28:11,657 -That is not what the patient wants. 638 00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:13,492 -He's right, Wolf. He can't handle another seizure. 639 00:28:13,525 --> 00:28:14,993 Unless you have a better idea -- 640 00:28:15,027 --> 00:28:17,654 -I have a better idea. 641 00:28:21,633 --> 00:28:23,151 -I'm not doing good, am I? 642 00:28:23,185 --> 00:28:24,536 -You're doing great, Finn. 643 00:28:24,603 --> 00:28:25,988 One thing I learned fighting my own battles 644 00:28:26,021 --> 00:28:27,956 is you don't have to do it alone. 645 00:28:29,208 --> 00:28:31,043 -Finn, your cavalry's arrived. 646 00:28:33,028 --> 00:28:34,680 -Ericka the Knowledgeable. 647 00:28:34,780 --> 00:28:38,634 Dana the Heartfelt. Charlie the Redeemer. 648 00:28:40,519 --> 00:28:41,979 We're all here for you, Finn. 649 00:28:42,045 --> 00:28:49,194 ♪♪ 650 00:28:49,228 --> 00:28:51,063 -Are you ready to finish this? 651 00:28:54,967 --> 00:28:56,827 [ Both grunting, weapons clanging ] 652 00:28:56,893 --> 00:29:01,006 ♪♪ 653 00:29:01,073 --> 00:29:03,567 -I've defined a safe corridor around the tumor. 654 00:29:03,667 --> 00:29:04,810 Preparing to resect. 655 00:29:04,876 --> 00:29:07,446 Wait. You see that? 656 00:29:07,512 --> 00:29:09,539 [ Alarm blaring ] 657 00:29:10,065 --> 00:29:11,742 -What's happening? 658 00:29:11,875 --> 00:29:14,211 -There are vital MCA branches intertwined with this tumor. 659 00:29:14,244 --> 00:29:17,222 -We need more time. -Stay strong, Finn. 660 00:29:17,289 --> 00:29:21,877 ♪♪ 661 00:29:21,910 --> 00:29:23,128 -Aah! 662 00:29:23,195 --> 00:29:24,554 [ Blade plunges ] 663 00:29:25,130 --> 00:29:26,598 Aah! 664 00:29:29,935 --> 00:29:31,503 [ Gasping ] 665 00:29:31,670 --> 00:29:34,706 ♪♪ 666 00:29:34,806 --> 00:29:38,777 -Finn? Finn? 667 00:29:38,877 --> 00:29:41,246 Finn, look at me. 668 00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:43,440 You are not your fears. 669 00:29:43,573 --> 00:29:45,317 And you are not Sir John Hart. 670 00:29:45,384 --> 00:29:48,378 He is a fantasy. You are real. You are strong. 671 00:29:48,445 --> 00:29:50,756 You are brave. 672 00:29:50,822 --> 00:29:52,557 -I can do this. 673 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:54,726 -Finn, I need you to count down from ten for me. 674 00:29:54,793 --> 00:29:56,211 Can you do that, pal? 675 00:29:56,995 --> 00:29:59,414 -Ten, nine... 676 00:29:59,448 --> 00:30:02,200 -Neuro patty. Counter-traction. 677 00:30:02,234 --> 00:30:03,752 I'll cut with microscissors. 678 00:30:03,785 --> 00:30:07,923 CUSA. Tumor forceps. -...seven, six, five... 679 00:30:07,956 --> 00:30:09,374 -Let's resect that piece of tumor. 680 00:30:09,408 --> 00:30:11,810 -...four, three... 681 00:30:11,943 --> 00:30:13,937 ...two... 682 00:30:15,130 --> 00:30:16,148 ...one. 683 00:30:16,281 --> 00:30:18,734 -[ Moans ] 684 00:30:20,686 --> 00:30:21,770 [ Body thuds ] 685 00:30:21,803 --> 00:30:29,594 ♪♪ 686 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:31,254 -I am not afraid of you. 687 00:30:31,321 --> 00:30:36,618 ♪♪ 688 00:30:36,651 --> 00:30:40,706 ♪♪ 689 00:30:40,772 --> 00:30:43,041 -Finn, your exam is looking great. 690 00:30:43,108 --> 00:30:45,644 And the genetic tests all came back negative. 691 00:30:45,677 --> 00:30:48,213 We found no underlying cause for your two separate tumors. 692 00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:50,474 -So I've just got bad luck? 693 00:30:50,507 --> 00:30:52,008 -Oh, that depends on how you look at it. 694 00:30:52,142 --> 00:30:53,819 The first tumor made you scared, 695 00:30:53,919 --> 00:30:55,721 but the second one made you brave. 696 00:30:56,488 --> 00:30:58,790 This is the best possible outcome, Finn. 697 00:30:58,857 --> 00:31:01,685 The tumor is gone, and you are completely yourself. 698 00:31:01,818 --> 00:31:03,145 -Thank you. 699 00:31:03,178 --> 00:31:04,830 And thank you for taking a chance on him. 700 00:31:04,963 --> 00:31:08,125 -I was just following Finn's lead. 701 00:31:08,191 --> 00:31:14,773 ♪♪ 702 00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:17,159 -St. Barts is my happy place. 703 00:31:17,192 --> 00:31:18,668 God knows I need a little sunshine. 704 00:31:18,702 --> 00:31:21,963 Do we have to fly commercial? [ Laughs ] 705 00:31:25,208 --> 00:31:26,351 [ Door closes ] 706 00:31:26,451 --> 00:31:28,553 I'm gonna have to call you back. 707 00:31:28,653 --> 00:31:30,489 -Have a seat, Dr. Fredrick. 708 00:31:30,589 --> 00:31:33,592 -Why do I feel like I'm the guest at my own funeral? 709 00:31:33,658 --> 00:31:36,528 If this is about Dr. Wolf, the man is unwell. 710 00:31:36,561 --> 00:31:38,688 -Have a seat, Amelia. 711 00:31:40,332 --> 00:31:43,402 -[ Clears throat ] 712 00:31:43,535 --> 00:31:45,729 -Can you tell me how many times you petitioned the courts 713 00:31:45,829 --> 00:31:48,165 for continued inpatient commitment? 714 00:31:48,231 --> 00:31:51,410 -Um, I would have to look at my records. 715 00:31:51,543 --> 00:31:54,696 -I'll save you the time. More than 500. 716 00:31:54,729 --> 00:31:56,072 -I don't see the problem. 717 00:31:56,206 --> 00:31:57,749 Some patients need a little extra care. 718 00:31:57,816 --> 00:32:01,353 -Only four of those petitions were granted by a judge. 719 00:32:01,386 --> 00:32:02,687 That's less than 1%. 720 00:32:02,721 --> 00:32:05,382 -And before I was fired without cause, 721 00:32:05,415 --> 00:32:07,225 I recommended Ruby Barish for discharge. 722 00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:09,194 Instead, you filed a petition to keep her here. 723 00:32:09,227 --> 00:32:10,862 -I've been in limbo for days, 724 00:32:10,962 --> 00:32:13,532 waiting for a judge to weigh in on my mental health. 725 00:32:13,632 --> 00:32:17,702 -As doctors, we need to be able to refer patients to Hudson Oaks 726 00:32:17,769 --> 00:32:20,030 with every assurance that our patients are safe. 727 00:32:20,096 --> 00:32:24,226 I cannot in good faith do that if Dr. Fredrick stays in charge. 728 00:32:24,259 --> 00:32:26,011 The fish rots at the head. 729 00:32:26,077 --> 00:32:30,248 -This is ridiculous. I-I've done nothing wrong. 730 00:32:30,348 --> 00:32:31,900 -We went over the numbers. 731 00:32:31,933 --> 00:32:33,819 Hudson Oaks is filling beds at a higher rate 732 00:32:33,885 --> 00:32:35,353 than its last two quarters, 733 00:32:35,420 --> 00:32:39,558 and yet somehow profits have decreased. 734 00:32:39,658 --> 00:32:43,086 The math is not mathing. You drive a Porsche, right? 735 00:32:43,119 --> 00:32:45,997 -I'm sorry, I don't even know who this person is. 736 00:32:46,064 --> 00:32:47,766 -She's your worst nightmare. 737 00:32:47,799 --> 00:32:49,426 -We've had our suspicions about you for some time, 738 00:32:49,459 --> 00:32:52,571 but Dr. Dang's research has been very illuminating. 739 00:32:52,671 --> 00:32:54,631 We're opening an investigation, and in the meantime 740 00:32:54,731 --> 00:32:56,608 Dr. Adler will take your place as CMO. 741 00:32:56,708 --> 00:32:57,976 -What? 742 00:32:58,109 --> 00:32:59,478 -You will need to vacate the premises. 743 00:32:59,611 --> 00:33:01,930 -Security will escort you out. 744 00:33:01,963 --> 00:33:03,915 -Uh... 745 00:33:03,949 --> 00:33:05,717 This is outrageous! 746 00:33:05,750 --> 00:33:09,145 -Dr. Fredrick, you sound combative. Paranoid. 747 00:33:09,246 --> 00:33:11,147 -Irrational. Uncooperative. 748 00:33:11,248 --> 00:33:12,774 -Downright hostile. 749 00:33:12,807 --> 00:33:14,326 -What? 750 00:33:17,496 --> 00:33:19,631 -Fine, fine. 751 00:33:19,698 --> 00:33:26,538 ♪♪ 752 00:33:26,605 --> 00:33:28,665 -Katie, we did it. 753 00:33:28,798 --> 00:33:32,168 We took down Amelia and lived to tell the tale. 754 00:33:32,269 --> 00:33:34,638 -I came up to bring your bags down to the car, 755 00:33:34,671 --> 00:33:36,648 but you're not even packed yet. 756 00:33:36,748 --> 00:33:38,350 -Packed? 757 00:33:39,651 --> 00:33:42,554 Okay. Ah, today is Friday. 758 00:33:42,621 --> 00:33:45,757 I was just so focused on the board hearing. 759 00:33:45,824 --> 00:33:47,684 Just -- Just give me two minutes to pack, okay? 760 00:33:47,817 --> 00:33:50,028 -We were supposed to leave hours ago. 761 00:33:52,964 --> 00:33:56,159 -[ Clears throat ] Okay. 762 00:33:58,203 --> 00:34:00,171 -What are we doing here, Dana? 763 00:34:00,238 --> 00:34:03,808 -Okay, I know I've been busy, but I-I promise I'll do better. 764 00:34:03,842 --> 00:34:05,201 This will never happen again. 765 00:34:05,302 --> 00:34:08,463 -This is bigger than you standing me up. 766 00:34:11,366 --> 00:34:14,978 You don't want to go to the wedding or meet my family. 767 00:34:15,045 --> 00:34:17,681 I let it go when you didn't want to move in together. 768 00:34:17,714 --> 00:34:20,216 But you don't like my friends. 769 00:34:20,350 --> 00:34:22,552 My job freaks you out. 770 00:34:22,686 --> 00:34:24,529 Where are we even going? 771 00:34:24,596 --> 00:34:26,531 -Poughkeepsie? 772 00:34:26,564 --> 00:34:29,367 -I said I love you weeks ago. 773 00:34:29,467 --> 00:34:31,703 You still haven't said it back. 774 00:34:31,803 --> 00:34:33,872 We're going on a year now. 775 00:34:33,972 --> 00:34:36,741 Do you really not feel that way? 776 00:34:38,109 --> 00:34:39,869 -I don't know. 777 00:34:41,980 --> 00:34:43,665 I, uh... 778 00:34:44,215 --> 00:34:46,368 -And there's my answer. 779 00:34:46,401 --> 00:34:53,058 ♪♪ 780 00:34:53,124 --> 00:34:59,764 ♪♪ 781 00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:01,524 Bye, Dana. 782 00:35:01,591 --> 00:35:05,061 ♪♪ 783 00:35:05,095 --> 00:35:08,531 [ Door opens ] 784 00:35:08,598 --> 00:35:10,367 [ Door closes ] 785 00:35:10,433 --> 00:35:14,571 ♪♪ 786 00:35:18,266 --> 00:35:20,618 ♪♪ 787 00:35:20,685 --> 00:35:22,620 -What's going on in there? 788 00:35:22,721 --> 00:35:25,023 -Finn posted an update on his forum 789 00:35:25,123 --> 00:35:27,584 that he was in the hospital, and it turns out his biggest fan 790 00:35:27,617 --> 00:35:30,095 was right upstairs in the oncology wing. 791 00:35:30,161 --> 00:35:32,697 -[ Sighs ] Cute. 792 00:35:32,764 --> 00:35:36,334 You know, he kind of reminds me of you when we first met. 793 00:35:36,434 --> 00:35:38,069 -Oh, you mean effortlessly charming 794 00:35:38,203 --> 00:35:39,904 and wise beyond his years? 795 00:35:40,005 --> 00:35:43,108 -I mean gifted. 796 00:35:43,141 --> 00:35:48,313 Not enough doctors fight for their patients the way you do. 797 00:35:48,380 --> 00:35:51,816 -Well, I'm just glad Finn faced his fears. 798 00:35:53,543 --> 00:35:55,904 Maybe it's time I start facing mine. 799 00:35:58,390 --> 00:36:02,127 Hey. Would you go somewhere with me later? 800 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,611 -Of course. 801 00:36:03,645 --> 00:36:11,136 ♪♪ 802 00:36:11,169 --> 00:36:15,607 -I've never sat in on an awake craniotomy before. 803 00:36:15,674 --> 00:36:16,775 That was pretty cool. 804 00:36:16,808 --> 00:36:18,168 -[ Chuckles ] Yeah. 805 00:36:18,234 --> 00:36:19,277 Finn did amazingly in there. 806 00:36:19,344 --> 00:36:22,580 -Speaking of amazing... 807 00:36:22,647 --> 00:36:24,315 Information on your birth mom, 808 00:36:24,382 --> 00:36:25,675 I didn't look. 809 00:36:25,742 --> 00:36:28,653 Even though I was very tempted to. 810 00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:33,792 -♪ Do what, do fallen ♪ 811 00:36:33,858 --> 00:36:39,255 ♪ Blue what, stay ♪ 812 00:36:39,322 --> 00:36:41,733 ♪ Blue what ♪ -♪ Turning around ♪ 813 00:36:41,833 --> 00:36:45,036 -♪ Do fallen ♪ -♪ Come around ♪ 814 00:36:46,337 --> 00:36:49,374 -Mm. My mom's name is Joan. 815 00:36:51,576 --> 00:36:55,171 -♪ Turning around ♪ -♪ Come around ♪ 816 00:36:56,648 --> 00:36:58,049 -I can't make it another ten blocks. 817 00:36:58,116 --> 00:36:59,651 There's a bar around the corner. 818 00:36:59,684 --> 00:37:04,155 Let's, uh, grab a drink, warm up, huh? 819 00:37:04,289 --> 00:37:07,392 -Josh... -Yeah? 820 00:37:07,492 --> 00:37:09,494 -I've given you some time to think about us. 821 00:37:09,594 --> 00:37:12,831 And it's given me time to think as well. 822 00:37:12,897 --> 00:37:14,766 It made me realize that, 823 00:37:14,866 --> 00:37:17,318 yes, I'm scared of getting hurt, but... 824 00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:22,031 ...even scarier is the idea of losing you again. 825 00:37:23,441 --> 00:37:27,912 Josh, I want to be with you. I want to get married. 826 00:37:29,380 --> 00:37:31,750 Marry me. 827 00:37:33,384 --> 00:37:35,320 -Did you ever play the game KerPlunk? 828 00:37:35,386 --> 00:37:37,856 -Uh, sure. 829 00:37:37,889 --> 00:37:42,327 The one with the sticks and the marbles? 830 00:37:42,393 --> 00:37:44,596 -Eventually you pull out the wrong stick 831 00:37:44,662 --> 00:37:46,181 and all the marbles fall. 832 00:37:48,099 --> 00:37:50,718 This is where I was sitting 833 00:37:50,752 --> 00:37:53,872 when all the marbles fell. 834 00:37:53,905 --> 00:37:56,774 When I hallucinated Sofia for the first time. 835 00:37:56,841 --> 00:37:59,544 -Wolf, we don't have to do this. 836 00:37:59,611 --> 00:38:02,030 -Yes, we do. 837 00:38:03,248 --> 00:38:05,884 I had a lot of bravado when I first came out of Hudson Oaks. 838 00:38:05,917 --> 00:38:07,552 I said I was ready to get Josh back. 839 00:38:07,619 --> 00:38:11,414 But you're right. Something was holding me back. 840 00:38:12,423 --> 00:38:15,426 Something I've been terrified to face. 841 00:38:15,493 --> 00:38:23,426 ♪♪ 842 00:38:23,459 --> 00:38:25,303 -On the house. 843 00:38:25,370 --> 00:38:26,738 Sorry about you and Katie, Dr. D. 844 00:38:26,838 --> 00:38:28,806 -Thanks, Shane. 845 00:38:31,609 --> 00:38:33,144 -Can I get a Syrah? 846 00:38:34,537 --> 00:38:36,639 -Lady, if you're looking for wine, 847 00:38:36,706 --> 00:38:38,374 we got red or we got white. 848 00:38:38,441 --> 00:38:40,185 -I'll just do a whiskey. 849 00:38:40,251 --> 00:38:43,154 [ Indistinct conversations ] 850 00:38:50,395 --> 00:38:51,930 -What? 851 00:38:52,030 --> 00:38:55,033 -Syrah? Really? 852 00:38:55,099 --> 00:38:58,828 -Says the woman drinking well tequila and a beer. 853 00:38:58,895 --> 00:39:01,272 -Touché. [ Clears throat ] 854 00:39:01,306 --> 00:39:03,107 So, are you from out of town? 855 00:39:03,141 --> 00:39:06,010 -Is it that obvious? -Mm-hmm. 856 00:39:06,077 --> 00:39:09,681 -I'm just in from California. Los Angeles. 857 00:39:09,747 --> 00:39:11,950 -Oh, cool. For work or pleasure? 858 00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:14,636 -My dad used to work in the area. 859 00:39:14,669 --> 00:39:18,856 But I don't really want to think about that right now. 860 00:39:20,391 --> 00:39:23,319 -Well, then... 861 00:39:23,353 --> 00:39:25,763 To the things we do to forget. 862 00:39:25,930 --> 00:39:32,337 ♪♪ 863 00:39:32,403 --> 00:39:38,509 ♪♪ 864 00:39:38,576 --> 00:39:40,645 -It wasn't easy when my father came back, 865 00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:43,281 and it wasn't easy when he left again. 866 00:39:44,048 --> 00:39:45,650 But in time I think I would have reconciled it. 867 00:39:45,783 --> 00:39:47,318 I think I could have accepted not knowing 868 00:39:47,352 --> 00:39:49,512 where he'd been for the last 30 years. 869 00:39:52,290 --> 00:39:56,828 But then I found out. I created a protective delusion. 870 00:39:56,961 --> 00:39:59,697 But I never told anyone what it was protecting me from. 871 00:39:59,764 --> 00:40:05,870 ♪♪ 872 00:40:05,937 --> 00:40:12,860 ♪♪ 873 00:40:12,894 --> 00:40:19,384 ♪♪ 874 00:40:19,450 --> 00:40:25,723 ♪♪ 875 00:40:25,790 --> 00:40:28,526 I didn't hallucinate Sofia out of thin air. 876 00:40:28,660 --> 00:40:36,401 ♪♪ 877 00:40:36,467 --> 00:40:41,606 -You created a fantasy version of her to help you. 878 00:40:41,673 --> 00:40:43,942 -Tolerate the intolerable. 879 00:40:45,835 --> 00:40:49,948 He didn't abandon me, Carol. He left. 880 00:40:50,048 --> 00:40:52,517 And he started a whole new family. 881 00:40:52,583 --> 00:40:55,286 He got to be happy. 882 00:40:55,386 --> 00:40:57,905 She got to have him her whole life. 883 00:40:57,939 --> 00:41:01,693 ♪♪ 884 00:41:01,759 --> 00:41:04,087 Sofia is my sister. 885 00:41:05,797 --> 00:41:07,715 She is real. 886 00:41:09,200 --> 00:41:11,469 I just haven't met her... 887 00:41:13,705 --> 00:41:14,772 ...yet. 888 00:41:14,839 --> 00:41:21,763 ♪♪ 889 00:41:21,796 --> 00:41:28,820 ♪♪ 890 00:41:37,195 --> 00:41:44,302 ♪♪ 891 00:41:44,369 --> 00:41:51,642 ♪♪ 892 00:41:51,709 --> 00:41:58,966 ♪♪ 893 00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:05,857 ♪♪