1 00:00:04,743 --> 00:00:07,746 [bells tolling] 2 00:00:10,706 --> 00:00:12,925 [woman retching] 3 00:00:14,710 --> 00:00:16,494 [parishioners murmuring] 4 00:00:18,453 --> 00:00:20,455 [groans] Sorry. 5 00:00:20,585 --> 00:00:22,283 Sorry, it was a bad night. 6 00:00:22,457 --> 00:00:23,675 [sniffles] 7 00:00:23,806 --> 00:00:25,329 Yeah, I know it's 3:00 p.m. 8 00:00:25,503 --> 00:00:27,723 -Still a hard night. -[plastic bag crinkles] 9 00:00:28,941 --> 00:00:30,682 You look like you come to confession a lot. 10 00:00:30,813 --> 00:00:32,336 Sorry. 11 00:00:32,467 --> 00:00:34,338 That was judgy. 12 00:00:35,470 --> 00:00:36,558 Are you okay? 13 00:00:36,688 --> 00:00:37,646 D-Do you need help? 14 00:00:37,776 --> 00:00:39,300 I'm sitting in a church, 15 00:00:39,430 --> 00:00:41,258 and I'm holding a bag of my own puke. 16 00:00:41,345 --> 00:00:44,131 I mean, that feels like a complete answer. 17 00:00:45,915 --> 00:00:48,439 I don't think it gets more "I need help" than that. 18 00:00:48,570 --> 00:00:50,615 You could be holding a bag of someone else's puke. 19 00:00:50,789 --> 00:00:51,703 [chuckles, gags] 20 00:00:51,877 --> 00:00:53,357 [coughs] 21 00:00:53,488 --> 00:00:55,620 -[laughs] -[man shushes] 22 00:00:55,794 --> 00:00:57,318 [whispers]: Sorry. 23 00:00:59,102 --> 00:01:00,625 [chuckles] You're funny. 24 00:01:00,799 --> 00:01:03,150 I just... I wasn't expecting that. 25 00:01:04,150 --> 00:01:05,978 Sorry, that was judgy again. 26 00:01:06,109 --> 00:01:08,329 I-I'm trying to do better there. 27 00:01:09,591 --> 00:01:11,549 -I'm Aubrey. -I'm Sasha. 28 00:01:11,680 --> 00:01:15,814 You look like you can afford really expensive moisturizer. 29 00:01:15,945 --> 00:01:20,080 -[gasps softly] -It's hard to believe you've ever done anything bad. 30 00:01:21,515 --> 00:01:23,431 Hey, Aubrey? 31 00:01:23,561 --> 00:01:25,215 Do you want to go first? I can wait. 32 00:01:25,955 --> 00:01:27,652 [sighs] 33 00:01:27,783 --> 00:01:30,873 I-I would appreciate that very much. 34 00:01:30,960 --> 00:01:33,310 [sniffles, groans] 35 00:01:37,401 --> 00:01:39,055 [sniffles] 36 00:01:39,186 --> 00:01:41,884 Are you sure you're not an angel? 37 00:01:43,755 --> 00:01:46,193 Sorry. I'm-I'm real. 38 00:01:48,195 --> 00:01:50,719 I don't think I'll ever get to see an angel. 39 00:01:50,848 --> 00:01:53,287 [sniffles] You know, but if I do... 40 00:01:55,158 --> 00:01:57,334 ...I hope she looks like you. 41 00:01:57,420 --> 00:01:59,336 [Aubrey chuckles] 42 00:02:01,599 --> 00:02:03,514 I did something. 43 00:02:11,218 --> 00:02:12,480 Well, I've-I've done a lot of things, 44 00:02:12,654 --> 00:02:14,656 but when I think about most of them... 45 00:02:16,875 --> 00:02:18,399 ...you know, I can imagine finding my way back. 46 00:02:18,529 --> 00:02:20,009 I can imagine... 47 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:21,837 doing better, I can imagine being better, but... 48 00:02:22,925 --> 00:02:24,231 [voice breaking]: This one thing, though, I don't know. 49 00:02:24,361 --> 00:02:27,408 It feels too big. It just feels like too much. 50 00:02:27,538 --> 00:02:29,279 PRIEST: I promise you, that's not true. 51 00:02:29,410 --> 00:02:32,239 We can always find our way back to God. 52 00:02:33,283 --> 00:02:35,111 [whispers]: Somebody loved me. 53 00:02:37,591 --> 00:02:39,420 You know, somebody who didn't have to. 54 00:02:39,507 --> 00:02:42,292 Somebody looked at me... 55 00:02:42,379 --> 00:02:45,817 [chuckles]: ...looked at this and said, "I love you." 56 00:02:47,863 --> 00:02:49,256 [inhales sharply] 57 00:02:49,386 --> 00:02:51,040 And I... 58 00:02:51,171 --> 00:02:52,563 I took from him. 59 00:02:52,694 --> 00:02:55,131 I took his trust. I took his money. 60 00:02:55,262 --> 00:02:57,089 It's bad. 61 00:02:57,177 --> 00:02:59,614 You know, if I could just make it up to him, 62 00:02:59,701 --> 00:03:00,963 I'd feel like I could start, 63 00:03:01,093 --> 00:03:02,007 [cries]: I feel like I could be me again, 64 00:03:02,138 --> 00:03:04,227 but it's just too big. 65 00:03:04,314 --> 00:03:06,098 Ah, I'm sorry. 66 00:03:06,186 --> 00:03:07,970 I'm not, I'm not ready for this, I'm just not ready-- 67 00:03:08,100 --> 00:03:09,841 -[crashes] -[parishioners exclaiming] 68 00:03:09,972 --> 00:03:11,626 She needs help! 69 00:03:11,756 --> 00:03:13,105 ♪ ♪ 70 00:03:13,280 --> 00:03:15,282 Call 911 right now. 71 00:03:17,414 --> 00:03:19,851 Tell them we have a likely opioid overdose. 72 00:03:19,938 --> 00:03:21,201 [siren wailing] 73 00:03:22,811 --> 00:03:24,552 Aubrey, can you hear me? 74 00:03:24,682 --> 00:03:26,554 You overdosed. 75 00:03:26,684 --> 00:03:27,859 I need to know what you took. 76 00:03:28,033 --> 00:03:30,079 [weakly]: Angel. 77 00:03:31,079 --> 00:03:32,690 Oh, can you do something for me? 78 00:03:32,777 --> 00:03:34,430 I'm not an angel, I'm your doctor. 79 00:03:34,562 --> 00:03:35,780 The Narcan's working, 80 00:03:35,911 --> 00:03:36,999 but we need to know what you took. 81 00:03:37,086 --> 00:03:39,958 '80s. Guy said they were '80s. 82 00:03:40,089 --> 00:03:41,960 Can you sell this for me? 83 00:03:42,091 --> 00:03:44,963 Sell it and give all the money to Beanie. 84 00:03:45,094 --> 00:03:46,269 [machine beeping rapidly] 85 00:03:46,400 --> 00:03:48,445 -[beep drones] -[gasps] 86 00:03:48,576 --> 00:03:49,925 Radio ahead, tell Dr. Mayes we're coming 87 00:03:50,055 --> 00:03:51,100 with a cardiac arrest. 88 00:03:51,231 --> 00:03:52,971 -[busy chatter] -[machine beeping] 89 00:03:53,102 --> 00:03:54,538 -What has she gotten? -We've done four rounds of epi. 90 00:03:54,668 --> 00:03:56,671 Second dose of naloxone. She's still asystolic. 91 00:03:56,801 --> 00:03:57,976 -No ROSC. -How long has it been? 92 00:03:58,107 --> 00:04:00,109 -15 minutes. -Hold compressions. 93 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:02,329 [loud, indistinct chatter] 94 00:04:08,335 --> 00:04:09,814 Dr. Lubbock. 95 00:04:09,901 --> 00:04:12,295 It's been too long. 96 00:04:13,514 --> 00:04:15,733 Time of death is 4:04 p.m. 97 00:04:16,865 --> 00:04:18,910 We'll send her tox panel, figure out what caused this. 98 00:04:19,084 --> 00:04:21,348 ♪ 99 00:04:28,268 --> 00:04:30,748 I'm not supposed to be afraid. 100 00:04:31,749 --> 00:04:33,795 I ain't supposed to be weak, either. 101 00:04:33,925 --> 00:04:35,710 I think anyone would be anxious in your situation. 102 00:04:35,840 --> 00:04:37,494 I know I would. 103 00:04:37,581 --> 00:04:39,453 I remember your dad. 104 00:04:39,582 --> 00:04:41,846 He had two pick-sixes against West Virginia. 105 00:04:41,977 --> 00:04:43,370 Changed the whole season. 106 00:04:43,500 --> 00:04:44,893 He was also gonna go top five in the draft. 107 00:04:45,023 --> 00:04:46,373 -Same as you. -Okay, yeah, 108 00:04:46,503 --> 00:04:48,026 but my dad... 109 00:04:48,157 --> 00:04:49,245 He just collapsed. 110 00:04:49,376 --> 00:04:51,291 Senior year, the same as me. 111 00:04:51,465 --> 00:04:52,596 All right? Now, they said it was a heart attack, 112 00:04:52,727 --> 00:04:55,077 but what if it was something inside of him? 113 00:04:55,207 --> 00:04:56,731 And what if I got that, too? 114 00:04:56,818 --> 00:04:59,951 We sequenced your entire genome. 115 00:05:00,038 --> 00:05:02,345 I've seen every single thing there is inside of you. 116 00:05:02,432 --> 00:05:04,216 All right? And I get why you're struggling. 117 00:05:04,347 --> 00:05:05,348 Plus, you're a senior now, too. 118 00:05:05,479 --> 00:05:06,958 But if I saw anything in your results 119 00:05:07,089 --> 00:05:08,743 that would put you at risk, 120 00:05:08,830 --> 00:05:11,702 I would do anything I could to stop you from playing. 121 00:05:11,876 --> 00:05:14,618 I go to the mat for my patients. You can ask around. 122 00:05:14,792 --> 00:05:16,054 I already did. 123 00:05:16,881 --> 00:05:18,405 You're the real. 124 00:05:18,535 --> 00:05:20,276 So, I'm safe? 125 00:05:20,407 --> 00:05:22,278 -I can go back to practice? -You're safe. 126 00:05:22,452 --> 00:05:24,541 You can enjoy it. You've earned it. 127 00:05:25,586 --> 00:05:28,023 Yo, coach. I'm good to go. 128 00:05:28,153 --> 00:05:29,459 -JOSH: You sure, Jaylen? -JAYLEN: Yeah, 129 00:05:29,590 --> 00:05:30,634 the man knows his business. 130 00:05:30,808 --> 00:05:32,593 He says I'm cool. 131 00:05:32,723 --> 00:05:34,072 Thanks for doing this. 132 00:05:34,203 --> 00:05:35,770 You mind if I get a second with my player? 133 00:05:35,900 --> 00:05:37,337 Yeah, of course. Take your time. 134 00:05:42,907 --> 00:05:45,432 -[sighs] -Oh, a defensive coordinator from Pitt. 135 00:05:45,562 --> 00:05:46,607 Cool. 136 00:05:46,737 --> 00:05:48,478 Yeah, man, got to admit. 137 00:05:48,652 --> 00:05:49,827 That's cool. 138 00:05:49,957 --> 00:05:51,655 I'm the team's orthopedic consultant. 139 00:05:51,786 --> 00:05:54,223 -I'm aware of that. -Josh and I met at the stadium. 140 00:05:54,354 --> 00:05:55,616 We've been dating for a month and a half. 141 00:05:55,746 --> 00:05:57,574 He's divorced, one misdemeanor charge in college, 142 00:05:57,661 --> 00:05:59,141 long since expunged. 143 00:05:59,271 --> 00:06:01,578 No other criminal record. 144 00:06:01,752 --> 00:06:03,014 Cool. 145 00:06:03,145 --> 00:06:04,886 Didn't ask, but cool. 146 00:06:05,016 --> 00:06:06,670 You keep saying "cool." 147 00:06:06,801 --> 00:06:08,933 I know you didn't ask, I'm just... 148 00:06:09,064 --> 00:06:10,587 saving you the trouble. 149 00:06:10,718 --> 00:06:13,285 You don't have to launch into one of your, you know, 150 00:06:13,416 --> 00:06:15,157 inadvertent investigations. 151 00:06:15,244 --> 00:06:17,246 Those are the facts on Josh. 152 00:06:18,508 --> 00:06:20,771 -Cool. -JAYLEN: Hey, Dr. Dubs. 153 00:06:20,902 --> 00:06:22,860 Can I get a picture for my feed? 154 00:06:22,947 --> 00:06:25,297 -[chuckles] You got it. -Hey. -I'll take it. 155 00:06:25,428 --> 00:06:26,473 -'Preciate you. -Here we go. 156 00:06:26,603 --> 00:06:28,213 [chuckles] 157 00:06:28,344 --> 00:06:29,693 One, two, three. 158 00:06:30,825 --> 00:06:32,261 For sure. 159 00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:35,046 -Doc, you the GOAT, bro. -[chuckles] 160 00:06:35,133 --> 00:06:36,047 Thanks again for doing this. 161 00:06:36,178 --> 00:06:38,398 -Mm-hmm. -Seriously. 162 00:06:42,358 --> 00:06:44,316 See you later, GOAT. 163 00:06:46,231 --> 00:06:47,755 INGRID: Does it bother you? 164 00:06:47,885 --> 00:06:49,757 That Mary's boyfriend has a cooler job than you do? 165 00:06:49,887 --> 00:06:51,498 Okay, I reject that premise. 166 00:06:51,672 --> 00:06:53,413 I mean, what's cooler than the human genome? 167 00:06:56,067 --> 00:06:58,200 [quiet chatter] 168 00:06:58,374 --> 00:07:00,376 [indistinct P.A. announcement] 169 00:07:08,558 --> 00:07:11,126 [footsteps approaching] 170 00:07:13,041 --> 00:07:15,086 -Hey. -Hi. 171 00:07:15,260 --> 00:07:16,523 You okay? 172 00:07:16,697 --> 00:07:18,176 Dr. Mayes said that you were still in here. 173 00:07:18,307 --> 00:07:20,004 I'm okay. 174 00:07:20,091 --> 00:07:21,528 Overdose. 175 00:07:22,529 --> 00:07:24,487 Won't be the last one we have here today. 176 00:07:25,923 --> 00:07:27,272 You know, I talked to her. 177 00:07:27,403 --> 00:07:29,361 She wanted something better. 178 00:07:29,492 --> 00:07:31,320 She was hoping for a change. 179 00:07:32,669 --> 00:07:33,582 [sighs] 180 00:07:34,889 --> 00:07:35,716 Goodbye, Aubrey. 181 00:07:35,846 --> 00:07:37,848 I'll get this to Beanie for you. 182 00:07:37,979 --> 00:07:40,111 I hope you see your angel. 183 00:07:42,113 --> 00:07:44,115 -[gasps, inhales] -SASHA: Oh, my God. 184 00:07:44,246 --> 00:07:45,639 ♪ ♪ 185 00:07:45,769 --> 00:07:47,118 Aubrey? 186 00:07:47,249 --> 00:07:48,598 You died. 187 00:07:48,729 --> 00:07:51,034 How could I be dead? 188 00:07:51,166 --> 00:07:52,950 I have my own angel. 189 00:07:55,518 --> 00:07:57,477 ♪ 190 00:08:09,401 --> 00:08:10,577 This is a straight-up miracle. 191 00:08:10,751 --> 00:08:12,013 Uh, could be a lot of things. 192 00:08:12,143 --> 00:08:13,231 Just can't put a label on it just yet. 193 00:08:13,362 --> 00:08:14,450 I was dead. 194 00:08:14,537 --> 00:08:16,278 [chuckles]: I mean, I'm alive again. 195 00:08:16,365 --> 00:08:18,367 That's called a miracle. 196 00:08:19,455 --> 00:08:21,109 You know, I asked for the chance to do one thing. 197 00:08:21,196 --> 00:08:22,632 I died. I came back. 198 00:08:22,763 --> 00:08:24,678 I'm not wasting time. I'm doing the one thing. 199 00:08:24,808 --> 00:08:26,331 What are you looking to do, Aubrey? 200 00:08:26,462 --> 00:08:29,770 Well, I have to raise $185,000 and give it to my ex-fiancé. 201 00:08:31,380 --> 00:08:33,164 H-His family has a place in Bloomfield. 202 00:08:34,164 --> 00:08:36,732 They serve pierogies, they're awesome, but... 203 00:08:36,864 --> 00:08:38,429 Beanie made them amazing. 204 00:08:38,561 --> 00:08:40,607 It's like wild boar meat, you name it. 205 00:08:40,693 --> 00:08:43,827 Beanie wanted to drag the city into the modern era, 206 00:08:43,957 --> 00:08:45,481 and he raised money to open up a fancy place. 207 00:08:45,568 --> 00:08:47,701 And what happened? 208 00:08:49,877 --> 00:08:51,356 Something beautiful. 209 00:08:52,575 --> 00:08:54,795 Something that came and then 210 00:08:54,925 --> 00:08:56,840 left... 211 00:08:56,971 --> 00:08:58,407 and set me spinning. 212 00:08:58,494 --> 00:09:01,497 And I'm not, I'm not saying it's an excuse, 213 00:09:01,671 --> 00:09:03,281 but I did go off the rails. I spent the money. 214 00:09:04,239 --> 00:09:05,719 And-and you can't arrest me 215 00:09:05,806 --> 00:09:07,285 because it was in both of our names. 216 00:09:07,416 --> 00:09:09,244 But I... 217 00:09:09,374 --> 00:09:11,812 I st-- I stole it just the same. 218 00:09:11,899 --> 00:09:14,205 [cries]: You know, I melted down, I took Beanie's money. 219 00:09:16,599 --> 00:09:18,688 And he was never the same after that, and... 220 00:09:20,908 --> 00:09:23,084 [whispers]: ...I was never the same after that. 221 00:09:25,173 --> 00:09:26,914 Lazarus Syndrome. 222 00:09:27,044 --> 00:09:29,873 It was named after the biblical figure who rose from the dead. 223 00:09:30,047 --> 00:09:33,050 Every so often, a patient who appears to be dead 224 00:09:33,181 --> 00:09:34,835 by every conceivable measure 225 00:09:34,965 --> 00:09:36,793 auto-resuscitates. 226 00:09:36,924 --> 00:09:38,360 Tends to be short-lived. 227 00:09:38,490 --> 00:09:40,231 Dr. Lubbock, 228 00:09:40,318 --> 00:09:42,059 what do we think happened in this case? 229 00:09:42,190 --> 00:09:43,974 Aubrey's overdose suppressed her breathing. 230 00:09:44,061 --> 00:09:45,715 Combine that with alcohol, 231 00:09:45,846 --> 00:09:47,499 and an underlying respiratory condition like asthma, 232 00:09:47,630 --> 00:09:49,806 -Aubrey could've slipped into a-- -Death? 233 00:09:49,937 --> 00:09:51,329 Death-like condition. 234 00:09:51,460 --> 00:09:52,504 And here she is. 235 00:09:52,635 --> 00:09:54,855 -Good as new. -Not quite. 236 00:09:54,985 --> 00:09:56,900 Most patients who come back with Lazarus Syndrome 237 00:09:56,987 --> 00:09:58,641 are gone for good within five or six hours. 238 00:09:58,772 --> 00:10:02,906 Exactly. We need to find out about any underlying conditions 239 00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:04,995 that caused Aubrey's condition, 240 00:10:05,169 --> 00:10:08,346 and we need to treat it and keep her alive in a lasting way. 241 00:10:08,477 --> 00:10:09,870 If she even wants that. 242 00:10:10,000 --> 00:10:11,480 Aubrey wants a do-over. 243 00:10:11,654 --> 00:10:14,309 Her "main mission," as she puts it, 244 00:10:14,439 --> 00:10:16,703 is to raise $185,000 245 00:10:16,833 --> 00:10:18,139 to make up for the worst thing that she ever did. 246 00:10:18,313 --> 00:10:21,098 $185,000 to do what, exactly? 247 00:10:21,272 --> 00:10:23,100 She wants to open an upscale pierogi place. 248 00:10:23,274 --> 00:10:25,102 Check that, she wants to give it to her ex-fiancé 249 00:10:25,233 --> 00:10:27,061 so he opens up an upscale pierogi place. 250 00:10:27,191 --> 00:10:29,933 So the worst thing this woman ever did 251 00:10:30,107 --> 00:10:32,327 was block a fancy pierogi place from opening its doors? 252 00:10:32,457 --> 00:10:34,895 Those better be some tasty pierogi. 253 00:10:35,025 --> 00:10:36,113 [both chuckle] 254 00:10:36,287 --> 00:10:38,028 She took the money this guy saved. 255 00:10:38,202 --> 00:10:40,074 It haunts her. 256 00:10:40,204 --> 00:10:42,206 If Aubrey believes this is the worst thing she ever did, 257 00:10:42,337 --> 00:10:44,469 who are we to question that? 258 00:10:44,556 --> 00:10:45,557 You all must have that one thing. 259 00:10:45,688 --> 00:10:47,559 The sin that keeps you up at night. 260 00:10:47,690 --> 00:10:48,952 The one that gives you the chills 261 00:10:49,126 --> 00:10:50,998 every single time you think about it. 262 00:10:51,128 --> 00:10:55,002 Aubrey Kowalska is living under a ticking clock. 263 00:10:55,132 --> 00:10:56,830 And, yeah, she's more than welcome 264 00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:59,267 to interpret her survival as a miracle, 265 00:10:59,441 --> 00:11:02,226 but let's give her a whole lifetime to be a better person. 266 00:11:02,357 --> 00:11:04,141 Crofts, run the workups 267 00:11:04,315 --> 00:11:06,448 while Ingrid and Sasha dig into Aubrey's background. 268 00:11:06,578 --> 00:11:07,797 [knocking] 269 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,104 Dr. Watson. 270 00:11:10,234 --> 00:11:13,107 You had 20 minutes budgeted for this differential. 271 00:11:13,237 --> 00:11:14,848 We usually take the time we need, Brenda. 272 00:11:15,718 --> 00:11:17,851 Y'all don't keep a schedule, 273 00:11:17,981 --> 00:11:21,550 and that's why you've got a backlog of cases. 274 00:11:25,380 --> 00:11:26,947 Does anyone else miss Shinwell? 275 00:11:27,077 --> 00:11:29,776 Shinwell's on sabbatical. He'll be back soon enough. 276 00:11:29,863 --> 00:11:31,995 It won't kill us to be a little more disciplined. 277 00:11:32,126 --> 00:11:34,519 Itwon't kill us. Brenda might. 278 00:11:34,650 --> 00:11:36,173 [chuckles] 279 00:11:37,261 --> 00:11:39,220 You're gonna die someday. 280 00:11:39,307 --> 00:11:40,525 I'm aware of that. 281 00:11:40,656 --> 00:11:42,092 Well, everyone's aware of that. 282 00:11:42,179 --> 00:11:43,615 But do you live with that knowledge? 283 00:11:43,746 --> 00:11:45,574 I mean, like, really live with it? 284 00:11:45,661 --> 00:11:49,143 STEPHENS: My brother and I are very much acquainted with the concept. 285 00:11:49,273 --> 00:11:51,145 Even more than you may presume. 286 00:11:51,275 --> 00:11:52,842 If you were to die today, 287 00:11:52,973 --> 00:11:55,062 tomorrow, someday very, very soon, 288 00:11:55,192 --> 00:11:56,716 is this what you would do? 289 00:11:56,846 --> 00:11:58,587 I think so. 290 00:11:58,674 --> 00:12:01,198 You're lucky. [chuckles, gasps] 291 00:12:01,329 --> 00:12:04,462 Hey, would you like to buy a 2006 Honda Civic Coupe? 292 00:12:04,593 --> 00:12:06,813 It doesn't have the original motor. 293 00:12:06,900 --> 00:12:08,118 It doesn't have the original paint job, either. 294 00:12:08,205 --> 00:12:10,338 But, I mean, it has character. 295 00:12:10,468 --> 00:12:12,601 -Would be an upgrade. -How about you? 296 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:13,776 I'm selling everything I own. 297 00:12:13,907 --> 00:12:15,125 I'll-I'll make you a screaming deal. 298 00:12:15,256 --> 00:12:16,474 I have a car. 299 00:12:16,605 --> 00:12:18,346 You sure you just want to... 300 00:12:18,476 --> 00:12:19,913 get rid of everything? 301 00:12:20,087 --> 00:12:21,915 Odds are, we figure out what's wrong with you. 302 00:12:22,045 --> 00:12:24,395 I'd hate for you to leave here with nothing. 303 00:12:24,482 --> 00:12:26,267 It's what I have to do. 304 00:12:26,397 --> 00:12:28,704 I'll sell the car. This pendant. 305 00:12:28,791 --> 00:12:30,227 You know, and all the rest. 306 00:12:30,358 --> 00:12:32,577 It'll get me... 307 00:12:32,664 --> 00:12:33,970 not even close to $185,000, 308 00:12:34,101 --> 00:12:35,537 but I figure I'll take the first step, 309 00:12:35,667 --> 00:12:37,234 then figure out the next when the time comes. 310 00:12:37,408 --> 00:12:39,889 Sounds like a very intentional way of living. 311 00:12:40,020 --> 00:12:42,587 One day with a clear purpose beats a thousand 312 00:12:42,674 --> 00:12:44,285 that you drift right through. 313 00:12:46,940 --> 00:12:50,117 Oh, can I interest either of you in a, in a used dresser? 314 00:12:50,247 --> 00:12:52,075 I used a sponge to paint it, 315 00:12:52,206 --> 00:12:55,339 but I only got like... well, halfway through. 316 00:12:56,340 --> 00:12:57,472 ADAM: You ever seen an example 317 00:12:57,602 --> 00:12:59,256 of sponge-painted furniture? 318 00:12:59,387 --> 00:13:01,606 It was $85. It'll be fine. 319 00:13:01,737 --> 00:13:03,478 That half-painted sponge-dabbed dresser 320 00:13:03,652 --> 00:13:05,349 will really tie the room together. 321 00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:07,787 Yeah, I'm sure Sasha's gonna love it. 322 00:13:10,615 --> 00:13:12,226 You have something like that? 323 00:13:12,356 --> 00:13:14,619 You jolt back to life in a hospital bed, 324 00:13:14,750 --> 00:13:17,318 and you're here for a limited time only. 325 00:13:17,492 --> 00:13:20,060 What would you do? What would you undo? 326 00:13:20,190 --> 00:13:23,063 You might expect mine to involve narcotic pain pills, 327 00:13:23,237 --> 00:13:25,108 but... 328 00:13:25,282 --> 00:13:27,154 somehow I keep thinking about lacrosse practice. 329 00:13:27,284 --> 00:13:29,025 You never played lacrosse. 330 00:13:29,156 --> 00:13:31,506 That's not strictly true. 331 00:13:31,636 --> 00:13:34,161 For about five days, right after I got to Colgate, 332 00:13:34,290 --> 00:13:37,338 I decided I should be on the lacrosse team. 333 00:13:37,512 --> 00:13:38,818 I liked those bags they carried around. 334 00:13:38,905 --> 00:13:41,211 I really liked the attention they got. 335 00:13:41,342 --> 00:13:42,691 And so I figured, why shouldn't that be me? 336 00:13:42,822 --> 00:13:44,867 I just figured I... [scoffs] 337 00:13:44,998 --> 00:13:46,303 I don't know, I had the... 338 00:13:46,434 --> 00:13:48,479 the essence of the sport within me. 339 00:13:48,566 --> 00:13:50,090 So I'd show up, 340 00:13:50,220 --> 00:13:51,569 pick it up in a day or two 341 00:13:51,743 --> 00:13:53,441 and play at a collegiate level. 342 00:13:53,571 --> 00:13:55,225 And I could carry one of those bags around. 343 00:13:55,356 --> 00:13:57,706 -How do you think that went? -Terribly. 344 00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,229 -Hello. -TECH WORKER: Hi. 345 00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:04,495 -Thank you. -Mm-hmm. 346 00:14:05,714 --> 00:14:08,717 It was five days of sheer humiliation. 347 00:14:08,848 --> 00:14:11,067 I still have dreams about it. 348 00:14:14,810 --> 00:14:19,162 Those days just still jump into my mind 349 00:14:19,336 --> 00:14:21,904 during otherwise peaceful moments. 350 00:14:22,078 --> 00:14:24,994 If I ever came back from the dead 351 00:14:25,125 --> 00:14:27,040 with a fire under my ass... 352 00:14:28,998 --> 00:14:31,696 ...I'd wipe those days from existence. 353 00:14:33,350 --> 00:14:35,309 What about you? 354 00:14:37,528 --> 00:14:39,487 I have a moment like that. 355 00:14:41,141 --> 00:14:43,708 But it's not like Aubrey's. 356 00:14:43,839 --> 00:14:45,493 Can't be undone. 357 00:14:50,019 --> 00:14:51,325 LAILA: Michael wants to drive with me 358 00:14:51,455 --> 00:14:52,674 on the Autobahn. 359 00:14:52,804 --> 00:14:55,198 I want to see the Black Forest. 360 00:14:55,372 --> 00:14:57,287 Germany seems like a decent compromise, 361 00:14:57,461 --> 00:14:59,028 but I don't know. 362 00:14:59,202 --> 00:15:01,639 The Northern Lights is on my bucket list. 363 00:15:01,770 --> 00:15:03,076 Lapland, Finland. 364 00:15:03,206 --> 00:15:06,557 Dark all the time, but they have fun anyway. 365 00:15:06,644 --> 00:15:10,735 You stay in these glass pods, so the lights reflect on you 366 00:15:10,910 --> 00:15:12,868 all night long. 367 00:15:13,042 --> 00:15:14,174 Sounds like someplace worth seeing. 368 00:15:16,437 --> 00:15:18,091 -John? -Hmm? 369 00:15:18,221 --> 00:15:20,876 Oh. I'm sorry. 370 00:15:21,007 --> 00:15:23,226 This picture of me and Josh Gibson... 371 00:15:23,313 --> 00:15:26,316 Looks like there's something weird in his left eye. 372 00:15:26,403 --> 00:15:28,318 You want to talk about your ex's new boyfriend? 373 00:15:28,405 --> 00:15:30,016 No, I mean, it's... 374 00:15:30,190 --> 00:15:31,147 probably a trick of the camera, right? 375 00:15:31,278 --> 00:15:32,975 What else would it be? 376 00:15:35,543 --> 00:15:37,588 Almost definitely nothing, I'm sure. 377 00:15:39,155 --> 00:15:42,158 But I want to see the Northern Lights, 378 00:15:42,245 --> 00:15:45,335 so if this is an invite, 379 00:15:45,422 --> 00:15:48,034 my question to you would be... 380 00:15:48,208 --> 00:15:49,687 when are we talking? 381 00:15:49,818 --> 00:15:53,604 Early March, five days, not including flights. 382 00:15:53,778 --> 00:15:55,432 Great. I want to go. 383 00:15:55,606 --> 00:15:56,912 I think I have a commitment 384 00:15:57,086 --> 00:15:58,914 to speak in Singapore in early March. 385 00:15:59,045 --> 00:16:01,003 But if I can get out of that, 386 00:16:01,134 --> 00:16:03,179 sounds like fun, I want to go. 387 00:16:03,310 --> 00:16:05,007 [Billy Squier's "Lonely is the Night" playing] 388 00:16:05,181 --> 00:16:06,269 Okay. 389 00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:08,793 ♪ ♪ 390 00:16:13,450 --> 00:16:14,582 -Mary. -♪ Say you're lonely?♪ 391 00:16:14,712 --> 00:16:15,757 [song ends] 392 00:16:15,844 --> 00:16:17,585 -MARY: John? -[phone ringing] 393 00:16:24,722 --> 00:16:25,549 Hello? 394 00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:27,203 Sorry to wake you up. 395 00:16:27,290 --> 00:16:28,726 Stephens and I came in early to assess everything 396 00:16:28,857 --> 00:16:30,467 that came back from Aubrey's labs. 397 00:16:30,641 --> 00:16:32,861 I was gonna get up soon anyway. What's up? 398 00:16:32,948 --> 00:16:34,297 Watson, it's not good. 399 00:16:34,471 --> 00:16:35,603 There's enlargement of her cardiac silhouette 400 00:16:35,777 --> 00:16:37,039 on her X-rays. 401 00:16:37,170 --> 00:16:39,389 Could be early pericardial effusion. 402 00:16:39,476 --> 00:16:42,523 Oh, she's too young to have so much cardiac damage. 403 00:16:42,653 --> 00:16:44,220 Need to get her to the ICU. 404 00:16:45,482 --> 00:16:46,831 We can't move her anywhere. 405 00:16:46,918 --> 00:16:49,225 Aubrey left UHOP early this morning. 406 00:16:49,312 --> 00:16:51,271 No, she is in a very dangerous state. 407 00:16:51,445 --> 00:16:53,316 We need to find her immediately. 408 00:16:53,490 --> 00:16:55,665 -[siren blaring in distance] -AUBREY: I made a mistake. 409 00:16:55,797 --> 00:16:57,277 And I-I want to make up for it. 410 00:16:57,451 --> 00:17:01,237 You know, I-I sold all of my stuff. 411 00:17:01,324 --> 00:17:03,500 I'm still short. 412 00:17:03,631 --> 00:17:05,849 -Uh, my ex, Beanie, you know, h-he's a member here. -[door opens] 413 00:17:05,981 --> 00:17:08,417 So is his family. 414 00:17:08,505 --> 00:17:10,898 So was I, once upon a time, um... 415 00:17:11,030 --> 00:17:12,509 Maybe you pass the basket today, 416 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,294 and it-it all goes to make up for what I did? 417 00:17:14,424 --> 00:17:16,557 [groans] 418 00:17:16,686 --> 00:17:18,166 Sorry. I just got to, um... 419 00:17:18,298 --> 00:17:19,864 I'm gonna sit down for just a sec-- 420 00:17:19,994 --> 00:17:21,083 [groans softly] 421 00:17:21,214 --> 00:17:23,259 [parishioners gasping, murmuring] 422 00:17:28,743 --> 00:17:30,440 Call an ambulance. She's in cardiac arrest. 423 00:17:30,527 --> 00:17:32,051 We need to get her back to UHOP. 424 00:17:39,710 --> 00:17:42,148 ♪ ♪ 425 00:17:42,322 --> 00:17:44,672 Hey. I heard Aubrey Kowalska had a heart attack? 426 00:17:44,846 --> 00:17:46,065 You're about halfway to the right answer. 427 00:17:46,195 --> 00:17:47,892 Aubrey stood up in church this morning, 428 00:17:48,023 --> 00:17:49,807 had a major spontaneous coronary artery dissection. 429 00:17:49,894 --> 00:17:51,548 Heart attack's meaner cousin. 430 00:17:51,679 --> 00:17:54,725 Black sheep of big-ticket coronary disasters. 431 00:17:54,899 --> 00:17:56,249 Cardiology placed a stent to stabilize the vessel, 432 00:17:56,379 --> 00:17:57,989 but it collapsed within an hour. 433 00:17:58,120 --> 00:17:59,687 They're now recommending a CABG. 434 00:17:59,817 --> 00:18:01,341 A full coronary bypass. 435 00:18:01,515 --> 00:18:03,734 Okay, you don't need me to tell you how bad this is, 436 00:18:03,908 --> 00:18:05,040 but she's our patient, 437 00:18:05,127 --> 00:18:06,085 and we're gonna see this through. 438 00:18:10,393 --> 00:18:12,047 I thought we were in the middle of a bypass. 439 00:18:12,134 --> 00:18:13,135 SASHA: They called it off. 440 00:18:13,266 --> 00:18:14,876 Aubrey's on her way back to her room. 441 00:18:14,963 --> 00:18:16,486 But her artery, she had a spontaneous dissection. 442 00:18:16,617 --> 00:18:18,184 SASHA: Seems she did. 443 00:18:18,314 --> 00:18:20,795 Did her coronary artery dissect itself or not? 444 00:18:20,925 --> 00:18:22,666 Best we can tell, it did. 445 00:18:22,797 --> 00:18:24,668 That doesn't fix itself. 446 00:18:24,799 --> 00:18:26,105 Not in my experience, no. 447 00:18:26,235 --> 00:18:28,542 -But somehow, she's improving. -[scoffs] 448 00:18:28,672 --> 00:18:31,066 Sasha and Ingrid, review her bloodwork. 449 00:18:31,197 --> 00:18:32,546 See if they missed anything. 450 00:18:32,676 --> 00:18:34,330 We don't want this type of thing happening again. 451 00:18:34,417 --> 00:18:35,723 I'm gonna look into her family history. Crofts, 452 00:18:35,853 --> 00:18:38,334 sort through Aubrey's place. 453 00:18:40,336 --> 00:18:42,295 AUBREY [on video]: I made a mistake. 454 00:18:42,382 --> 00:18:44,471 And I want to make up for it... 455 00:18:44,601 --> 00:18:46,473 Aubrey might not need our help. 456 00:18:46,603 --> 00:18:48,692 Someone recorded her at Saint Casimir's. 457 00:18:48,779 --> 00:18:51,478 She's still 100 grand shy, but give it a day or two. 458 00:18:51,565 --> 00:18:53,697 SASHA: You have plenty of regret. 459 00:18:53,784 --> 00:18:55,873 If you even feel regret. 460 00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,179 If you had a window to undo 461 00:18:57,353 --> 00:18:59,877 the biggest damage you ever did... 462 00:19:00,008 --> 00:19:01,531 what would it be? 463 00:19:04,317 --> 00:19:05,927 Undergrad. 464 00:19:06,057 --> 00:19:07,668 Romantic Poets midterm. 465 00:19:07,842 --> 00:19:09,974 I didn't study. 466 00:19:10,105 --> 00:19:13,456 Couldn't care less about Samuel Coleridge or whoever. 467 00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:15,458 I didn't even show up to take the test. 468 00:19:15,589 --> 00:19:17,199 You wanted med school. 469 00:19:17,330 --> 00:19:19,027 Can't be skipping midterms. 470 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,160 It was a calculated skip. 471 00:19:21,247 --> 00:19:23,205 Professor Colburn, he was an alcoholic. 472 00:19:23,336 --> 00:19:25,164 We all knew it. 473 00:19:25,294 --> 00:19:27,775 So I just showed up for office hours, 474 00:19:27,905 --> 00:19:29,690 told him I never got my midterm back, 475 00:19:29,864 --> 00:19:31,996 and watched him dig through stacks of paper in his office 476 00:19:32,127 --> 00:19:33,824 while his blood pressure shot through the roof. 477 00:19:33,998 --> 00:19:36,697 We ultimately settled on an A-minus. 478 00:19:36,784 --> 00:19:38,829 So, why that test? 479 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:40,309 Why that professor? 480 00:19:41,919 --> 00:19:44,183 His hands were shaking 481 00:19:44,270 --> 00:19:46,141 while he was digging through all the different stacks of paper 482 00:19:46,272 --> 00:19:47,969 in his office. 483 00:19:49,927 --> 00:19:51,407 Stuck with me. 484 00:20:02,592 --> 00:20:03,898 [knocking] 485 00:20:04,028 --> 00:20:05,856 You need me for anything more, Dr. Watson? 486 00:20:05,987 --> 00:20:07,162 No, I'm good, thanks. 487 00:20:07,336 --> 00:20:08,990 Oh, wait, Brenda. 488 00:20:09,077 --> 00:20:10,948 Actually, can you take a look at something for me? 489 00:20:14,387 --> 00:20:17,216 Do you see the white circle in that man's eye? 490 00:20:17,303 --> 00:20:20,567 I see the white circle in your ex-wife's boyfriend's eye, yes. 491 00:20:20,697 --> 00:20:22,308 Okay, the boyfriend part's not relevant. 492 00:20:22,482 --> 00:20:24,962 Look, the white anomaly is called leukocoria. 493 00:20:25,093 --> 00:20:26,790 In rare cases, someone's eyes 494 00:20:26,921 --> 00:20:28,792 flash white instead of red in a picture. 495 00:20:28,879 --> 00:20:31,055 Now, that could indicate retinoblastoma. 496 00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:32,927 -It's very serious. -Mm. 497 00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:37,627 And all these other pictures of your ex-wife's boyfriend? 498 00:20:37,758 --> 00:20:40,239 Are other instances of me looking for leukocoria. 499 00:20:40,369 --> 00:20:41,501 Uh-huh. 500 00:20:41,631 --> 00:20:44,068 So, the world's greatest doctor-- 501 00:20:44,199 --> 00:20:45,809 I don't know about all that. 502 00:20:45,940 --> 00:20:48,159 ...he sees retinoblastoma, and instead of saying something, 503 00:20:48,290 --> 00:20:49,683 he's looking through old pictures. 504 00:20:49,857 --> 00:20:50,901 Well, it could also be Coats' disease, 505 00:20:51,032 --> 00:20:52,207 which is less serious, but... 506 00:20:52,294 --> 00:20:54,862 Look, I'm trying to stay out of it, I am. 507 00:20:54,992 --> 00:20:58,039 I just have a tendency to get over-involved. 508 00:20:58,213 --> 00:20:59,345 Hmm. 509 00:21:00,433 --> 00:21:01,956 -Like. -No, no, no. 510 00:21:02,086 --> 00:21:03,740 Like? You-you ca-- You cannot. 511 00:21:03,871 --> 00:21:05,220 -Like, like... -Brenda, you can't like the pictures. 512 00:21:05,351 --> 00:21:06,482 He can't see that. 513 00:21:06,656 --> 00:21:07,875 Well, you can unlike them if you want, 514 00:21:08,005 --> 00:21:10,007 but he's gonna see that, too. 515 00:21:10,138 --> 00:21:11,705 You are a doctor. 516 00:21:11,835 --> 00:21:12,836 He'll want your opinion. 517 00:21:12,923 --> 00:21:15,622 Good night, Dr. Watson. 518 00:21:16,927 --> 00:21:18,842 Actually, there is one more thing. 519 00:21:19,887 --> 00:21:21,497 [Billy Squier's "Lonely is the Night" playing] 520 00:21:21,628 --> 00:21:23,978 ♪ ♪ 521 00:21:24,108 --> 00:21:25,501 -Mary. -[song ends] 522 00:21:26,589 --> 00:21:28,287 MARY: John? 523 00:21:28,374 --> 00:21:30,463 BRENDA: What are you looking at me for? 524 00:21:31,551 --> 00:21:33,727 If you are the son of Hamish and Mara Watson, 525 00:21:33,901 --> 00:21:36,164 then you know damn well what to do. 526 00:21:36,338 --> 00:21:38,166 -Yeah, but Mary's happy. -Yes. 527 00:21:38,297 --> 00:21:40,647 And that's why you need to leave Mary alone. 528 00:21:40,734 --> 00:21:43,389 You had your shot there. Plenty of them. 529 00:21:43,519 --> 00:21:44,868 It's that other woman 530 00:21:44,955 --> 00:21:46,914 that you need to be having a talk with. 531 00:21:47,044 --> 00:21:49,177 -Your second choice. -No, no. Laila's not a second choice. 532 00:21:49,308 --> 00:21:50,874 Okay, so you make a first choice, 533 00:21:51,005 --> 00:21:52,528 it doesn't work out, what do you call the next one? 534 00:21:54,748 --> 00:21:56,532 You may not have known what you wanted 535 00:21:56,663 --> 00:21:58,317 when you walked down that hallway. 536 00:21:58,404 --> 00:22:01,755 But then you did walk down that hallway. 537 00:22:01,929 --> 00:22:03,452 Now you know. 538 00:22:03,539 --> 00:22:05,062 -[door opens] -ADAM: Watson. 539 00:22:06,150 --> 00:22:07,717 Sorry, do you need a minute? 540 00:22:07,848 --> 00:22:08,892 No, we're good. 541 00:22:09,023 --> 00:22:10,590 Just Brenda being Brenda. 542 00:22:10,720 --> 00:22:13,462 Brenda's just telling him something that he needs to hear. 543 00:22:14,463 --> 00:22:16,204 Good night, Dr. Watson. 544 00:22:16,291 --> 00:22:17,814 Good night, Brenda. 545 00:22:17,945 --> 00:22:19,468 -Good night. -Good night. 546 00:22:20,513 --> 00:22:22,253 Sasha and Stephens are with Aubrey. 547 00:22:22,384 --> 00:22:23,429 They wanted me to come get you. 548 00:22:23,559 --> 00:22:25,213 There something wrong? 549 00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:27,302 Her inflammatory markers are up, and... 550 00:22:27,433 --> 00:22:28,956 Well, this sounds weird, but... 551 00:22:29,086 --> 00:22:30,740 she has really bad hiccups. 552 00:22:30,871 --> 00:22:32,176 -[hiccups] -[machine beeping] -Try to calm down. 553 00:22:32,307 --> 00:22:33,090 -[breathing heavily] -Take a breath for me. 554 00:22:33,264 --> 00:22:34,962 Dr. Croft, Dr. Lubbock. 555 00:22:36,137 --> 00:22:37,704 Besides the incessant hiccups, 556 00:22:37,834 --> 00:22:39,401 her heart's been racing, she's been sweating profusely, 557 00:22:39,575 --> 00:22:40,533 and she's lost color in her cheeks. 558 00:22:40,663 --> 00:22:42,752 Diaphoresis, tachycardia, 559 00:22:42,883 --> 00:22:44,101 looks like her breathing's shallow. 560 00:22:44,188 --> 00:22:45,799 Did anything precipitate the change? 561 00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:47,888 -You know the money she's been raising for her ex? -Mm-hmm. 562 00:22:48,062 --> 00:22:49,585 A couple of hours ago, her GoFundMe page was taken down. 563 00:22:49,759 --> 00:22:50,847 She's been spiraling ever since. 564 00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:52,327 Aubrey. 565 00:22:52,414 --> 00:22:54,373 -Can you talk to me? -[panting, hiccupping] 566 00:22:54,547 --> 00:22:56,244 Are you experiencing any pain? 567 00:22:56,418 --> 00:22:58,377 He said... [hiccups] ...I'm a cheat. 568 00:22:58,551 --> 00:23:00,727 He said I'm a liar. I got my... 569 00:23:00,857 --> 00:23:03,512 [hiccups] ...my account suspended. 570 00:23:03,643 --> 00:23:04,992 -I lo-- I lost all the money. -Okay. 571 00:23:05,166 --> 00:23:07,124 I hear you, I hear you. I'm assuming "he" is her ex? 572 00:23:07,298 --> 00:23:08,604 Beanie. I guess he found out 573 00:23:08,778 --> 00:23:10,171 that she was raising money off their story. 574 00:23:10,301 --> 00:23:13,000 -[machine beeping] -[panting, hiccupping] 575 00:23:13,130 --> 00:23:15,524 "This woman is a cheat. Do not donate." 576 00:23:15,611 --> 00:23:17,221 Okay, Aubrey? 577 00:23:17,352 --> 00:23:18,701 I need you to relax and slow your breathing for me. 578 00:23:18,788 --> 00:23:20,660 Can you breathe in through your nose 579 00:23:20,747 --> 00:23:22,357 and then out through your mouth? Stethoscope. 580 00:23:22,488 --> 00:23:24,011 Hiccupping is gastrointestinal. 581 00:23:24,141 --> 00:23:25,099 Shouldn't I wait for a consult? 582 00:23:25,229 --> 00:23:28,581 [panting, hiccupping] 583 00:23:29,625 --> 00:23:32,019 [heart beating fast] 584 00:23:32,149 --> 00:23:34,413 [muffled scraping] 585 00:23:40,680 --> 00:23:42,508 Pericardial rub. 586 00:23:42,638 --> 00:23:44,553 -[breathing heavily] -We're gonna get you some help, okay? 587 00:23:44,684 --> 00:23:46,599 [panting, hiccupping] 588 00:23:47,687 --> 00:23:49,384 -Start her on baclofen? -Do it. 589 00:23:49,515 --> 00:23:50,820 We have bigger problems. 590 00:23:50,951 --> 00:23:52,953 The lining around her heart is inflamed. 591 00:23:53,083 --> 00:23:55,085 The walls are literally scraping against each other. 592 00:23:55,259 --> 00:23:57,087 Along the pericardium, which controls the diaphragm, 593 00:23:57,261 --> 00:23:59,089 which explains the hiccups. 594 00:23:59,220 --> 00:24:01,265 The hiccups was just a sign that the inflammation is worse. 595 00:24:01,396 --> 00:24:03,703 If this trend continues, 596 00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:05,835 her heart could fail by the morning. 597 00:24:05,966 --> 00:24:07,489 [panting, hiccupping] 598 00:24:12,973 --> 00:24:15,062 From the top. Acute pericardial inflammation. 599 00:24:15,192 --> 00:24:17,151 The question is why? 600 00:24:17,281 --> 00:24:18,544 What are we missing? 601 00:24:18,718 --> 00:24:21,372 Scans are clean. No new blockages, no bleeding. 602 00:24:21,547 --> 00:24:22,896 STEPHENS: Her vitals are steady. 603 00:24:22,983 --> 00:24:25,333 With the baclofen and some hydration, 604 00:24:25,420 --> 00:24:27,030 we managed to quell the hiccups. 605 00:24:27,161 --> 00:24:28,554 For a time, anyway. 606 00:24:28,641 --> 00:24:30,251 -She even got some sleep. -Unlike some of us. 607 00:24:30,425 --> 00:24:31,774 INGRID: Drink coffee. Stop whining. 608 00:24:31,905 --> 00:24:33,472 I'm not whining. 609 00:24:33,602 --> 00:24:35,038 Aubrey doesn't have an infection. 610 00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:37,780 Blood and pericardial fluid cultures came back negative. 611 00:24:37,954 --> 00:24:39,390 Could this be drug-related? 612 00:24:40,609 --> 00:24:42,785 STEPHENS: But we've seen post-viral flare-ups like this before. 613 00:24:42,959 --> 00:24:45,571 Well, the onset of the inflammatory pattern 614 00:24:45,701 --> 00:24:48,269 is too rapid, and it's targeted. 615 00:24:48,399 --> 00:24:51,141 Focused only on her heart. 616 00:24:51,272 --> 00:24:52,621 Something triggered it. 617 00:24:53,709 --> 00:24:55,711 Tell me about that webpage you showed me. 618 00:24:55,842 --> 00:24:57,626 STEPHENS: You mean her fundraiser? 619 00:24:57,800 --> 00:24:59,933 You saw yourself. It's frozen. 620 00:25:00,020 --> 00:25:01,674 The money that she raised was sent back to the donors 621 00:25:01,804 --> 00:25:03,502 on account of accusations of fraud. 622 00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:04,938 I'm sorry, why does that matter? 623 00:25:05,025 --> 00:25:06,200 WATSON: Well, let's walk it through. 624 00:25:06,374 --> 00:25:08,158 Aubrey was depressed. 625 00:25:08,289 --> 00:25:10,813 She had an opioid overdose. 626 00:25:10,944 --> 00:25:13,207 She experienced autoresuscitation, 627 00:25:13,294 --> 00:25:16,471 accompanied by a euphoric desire 628 00:25:16,602 --> 00:25:19,648 to raise $185,000. 629 00:25:19,735 --> 00:25:22,564 -You know, as one does. -She goes into her church, 630 00:25:22,695 --> 00:25:24,218 she's desperate to raise this money, 631 00:25:24,348 --> 00:25:27,264 then she suffers a spontaneous coronary artery dissection. 632 00:25:27,395 --> 00:25:29,484 Yeah, but then she made a full recovery. 633 00:25:29,658 --> 00:25:32,400 [stammers] Yes, it was spontaneous and unexplainable, 634 00:25:32,574 --> 00:25:34,184 but she was getting better. 635 00:25:34,315 --> 00:25:37,623 "Unexplainable" is a mystery, it's not a miracle. 636 00:25:37,753 --> 00:25:40,930 -[sighs] -Let's focus on the data. 637 00:25:41,061 --> 00:25:43,672 Anything that can help us predict our patient's condition. 638 00:25:43,759 --> 00:25:46,283 Okay. So, each of Aubrey's health crises 639 00:25:46,414 --> 00:25:47,502 seem to be centered on her mood, 640 00:25:47,633 --> 00:25:50,810 which at the core is fixated on... 641 00:25:50,940 --> 00:25:52,681 The 185K she was trying to raise. 642 00:25:52,812 --> 00:25:54,422 The 185K she stole. 643 00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:56,032 That's correlation, not causation. 644 00:25:56,163 --> 00:25:59,470 Agreed, but correlations are a pattern, 645 00:25:59,601 --> 00:26:02,909 and patterns reveal triggers. 646 00:26:03,039 --> 00:26:05,651 Psychogenic stress can activate the immune system, 647 00:26:05,781 --> 00:26:07,130 triggering cytokine release. 648 00:26:07,261 --> 00:26:08,697 And inflame the pericardium. 649 00:26:08,871 --> 00:26:10,481 ADAM: So the stress of wanting money 650 00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:12,396 triggered some kind of immune cascade? 651 00:26:12,483 --> 00:26:13,789 Not the money. 652 00:26:13,920 --> 00:26:15,878 It was the guilt in what she did to her ex, 653 00:26:16,009 --> 00:26:18,446 who's so angry with her that he'd rather shut her down 654 00:26:18,620 --> 00:26:19,969 than let her pay him back. 655 00:26:20,100 --> 00:26:22,232 It's a variable, and it's worth pursuing. 656 00:26:22,363 --> 00:26:23,538 I'm gonna track him down. 657 00:26:26,759 --> 00:26:28,761 Dr. Watson. 658 00:26:28,891 --> 00:26:30,501 I know, I know. I-I was gonna come see you. 659 00:26:30,632 --> 00:26:33,330 Oh, you know? That my new boyfriend Josh 660 00:26:33,504 --> 00:26:36,812 called me just now, thrilled that the great geneticist, 661 00:26:36,943 --> 00:26:39,946 Dr. John Watson, "liked" a few of his photos online. 662 00:26:40,076 --> 00:26:42,078 Not one photo. A few. 663 00:26:42,252 --> 00:26:44,254 And not recent photos. 664 00:26:44,385 --> 00:26:46,256 No, this was as if you were taking a little survey 665 00:26:46,387 --> 00:26:48,215 of his Internet history. 666 00:26:48,345 --> 00:26:49,651 -I can explain that. -Good. 667 00:26:49,782 --> 00:26:51,044 When I saw that photo 668 00:26:51,174 --> 00:26:53,002 that Jaylen posted of us on his socials, 669 00:26:53,133 --> 00:26:54,743 I saw something, an anomaly. 670 00:26:54,874 --> 00:26:56,440 What kind of anomaly? 671 00:26:56,571 --> 00:26:59,182 It was a white glint in his eye from the camera flash. 672 00:26:59,313 --> 00:27:00,488 Now, it could be nothing. 673 00:27:00,619 --> 00:27:01,968 But I just had to check and see 674 00:27:02,098 --> 00:27:02,925 if it appeared in some older photos. 675 00:27:03,099 --> 00:27:03,926 And if it did... 676 00:27:04,057 --> 00:27:05,536 Then it's probably benign. 677 00:27:05,711 --> 00:27:07,234 Which I'm sure it is. 678 00:27:07,364 --> 00:27:09,584 But as I was checking, 679 00:27:09,758 --> 00:27:13,675 okay, I kind of accidentally liked some photos and... 680 00:27:13,806 --> 00:27:15,416 But, listen, the good thing is, 681 00:27:15,590 --> 00:27:16,983 we have a reason to talk about it, 682 00:27:17,113 --> 00:27:19,899 and I can do a proper exam and rule certain things out. 683 00:27:20,987 --> 00:27:24,686 And so this was you just trying to be helpful 684 00:27:24,817 --> 00:27:26,601 without making things awkward? 685 00:27:27,820 --> 00:27:28,995 Okay, look. 686 00:27:29,125 --> 00:27:30,605 Mary, the truth is, 687 00:27:30,736 --> 00:27:32,128 I don't always know how to be around you. 688 00:27:32,259 --> 00:27:34,914 I don't. Given our past, it's... 689 00:27:36,219 --> 00:27:38,657 But when I see something, I can't ignore it. 690 00:27:38,831 --> 00:27:41,877 Even if it makes things seem a little awkward. 691 00:27:42,051 --> 00:27:45,925 Sometimes I forget how hard it must be to be you. 692 00:27:47,187 --> 00:27:49,580 Seeing what no one else can see. 693 00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:55,021 And I know that seeing something on Josh, 694 00:27:55,195 --> 00:27:58,459 -must have been... difficult. -Mm-hmm. 695 00:27:58,589 --> 00:28:01,592 So thank you. I will make sure that he gets it checked out. 696 00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:03,682 All right. Thank you. 697 00:28:05,422 --> 00:28:07,337 -I found him. -Found who? 698 00:28:07,468 --> 00:28:10,427 Beanie. He still works at the family restaurant in Bloomfield. 699 00:28:10,601 --> 00:28:11,602 Care to join me for some pierogis? 700 00:28:11,733 --> 00:28:13,126 Let's go. 701 00:28:13,256 --> 00:28:16,433 ♪ ♪ 702 00:28:22,526 --> 00:28:25,094 INGRID: I know. It's not your birthday. 703 00:28:26,922 --> 00:28:30,099 But I could use a chat. 704 00:28:30,230 --> 00:28:31,535 Okay. 705 00:28:31,666 --> 00:28:33,015 Gift card cashed in. 706 00:28:34,147 --> 00:28:36,149 Coffee procured. 707 00:28:36,279 --> 00:28:37,367 It's just us. 708 00:28:39,239 --> 00:28:40,588 What's up? 709 00:28:42,851 --> 00:28:46,028 I don't think I was honest about this whole do-over scenario. 710 00:28:46,159 --> 00:28:48,901 You know, my mind's been wrapped up in "what if" all day. 711 00:28:49,945 --> 00:28:51,991 I'm guessing you're the same. 712 00:28:52,078 --> 00:28:54,080 Or maybe not? 713 00:28:54,210 --> 00:28:55,603 Uh, actually, I don't know. 714 00:28:55,690 --> 00:28:57,474 I never really answered the question. 715 00:28:57,605 --> 00:28:59,215 Okay. 716 00:28:59,389 --> 00:29:01,435 So, in the interest 717 00:29:01,522 --> 00:29:04,525 of getting it out of our respective systems, 718 00:29:04,655 --> 00:29:06,005 you want to go first? 719 00:29:06,135 --> 00:29:07,963 Sure. Um... 720 00:29:09,704 --> 00:29:12,011 Mine's pretty straightforward. 721 00:29:15,014 --> 00:29:18,495 Spring break, my senior year of college. 722 00:29:18,626 --> 00:29:22,064 I came home because I didn't have anything else to do. 723 00:29:22,195 --> 00:29:24,458 One night, my dad had a few drinks, 724 00:29:24,588 --> 00:29:28,114 which was not unusual, but... 725 00:29:28,244 --> 00:29:30,856 on this night, he started ranting to me 726 00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:32,988 about how his life was a disappointment. 727 00:29:33,075 --> 00:29:35,991 How sometimes he thought about killing himself. 728 00:29:36,122 --> 00:29:38,080 And... 729 00:29:38,211 --> 00:29:40,126 I was so annoyed, 730 00:29:40,256 --> 00:29:41,214 I just blew him off. 731 00:29:41,301 --> 00:29:44,130 I never told my mom or Adam. 732 00:29:44,304 --> 00:29:45,696 Or anyone. 733 00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:48,351 And if you could rewind and do it over? 734 00:29:48,438 --> 00:29:50,049 I'd do something. 735 00:29:51,006 --> 00:29:53,966 Anything other than nothing, which is what I did. 736 00:29:57,273 --> 00:29:59,058 See, Stephens? 737 00:29:59,188 --> 00:30:00,886 You never disappoint. 738 00:30:01,060 --> 00:30:03,192 That was a doozy. 739 00:30:03,323 --> 00:30:05,760 All right, now you have my attention. 740 00:30:07,327 --> 00:30:09,329 When I was 13... 741 00:30:11,026 --> 00:30:12,854 ...every night, I'd go to the kitchen... 742 00:30:14,551 --> 00:30:16,945 ...get a steak knife from the drawer. 743 00:30:18,251 --> 00:30:21,036 Go to my dad's room where he was sleeping, 744 00:30:21,167 --> 00:30:23,038 stand over him 745 00:30:23,169 --> 00:30:25,867 and think about using that knife to slit his throat. 746 00:30:26,999 --> 00:30:29,218 Extreme, I know. 747 00:30:30,306 --> 00:30:33,353 But I figured I should do it... 748 00:30:34,745 --> 00:30:36,660 ...before he did something to me. 749 00:30:38,358 --> 00:30:40,534 Or something to my sister, Gigi. 750 00:30:44,190 --> 00:30:46,583 But I could never bring myself to do it. 751 00:30:49,717 --> 00:30:51,545 Not until a few years later. 752 00:30:52,589 --> 00:30:55,549 By then, Gigi was in a wheelchair. 753 00:30:56,419 --> 00:30:58,465 So... 754 00:30:58,595 --> 00:31:00,597 if I had a do-over... 755 00:31:02,556 --> 00:31:04,993 ...my sister would still be able to walk. 756 00:31:07,996 --> 00:31:09,476 -Ingrid, I'm so sorry. -Don't. 757 00:31:10,433 --> 00:31:11,739 [scoffs] 758 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,524 I don't want some token apology. 759 00:31:14,698 --> 00:31:17,310 It's just tough 760 00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:19,834 because we can't be honest with the others. 761 00:31:21,967 --> 00:31:24,404 Don't want to freak out the normies. 762 00:31:25,492 --> 00:31:26,754 They wouldn't get it. 763 00:31:27,798 --> 00:31:29,757 But I needed to tell someone. 764 00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:31,541 [chuckles softly] 765 00:31:32,629 --> 00:31:35,502 So... thanks, Stephens. 766 00:31:41,595 --> 00:31:43,423 -SASHA: Thank you. -BEANIE: Got two lekvar, two potato cheddar. 767 00:31:43,553 --> 00:31:45,904 There you go, man. Enjoy. 768 00:31:46,078 --> 00:31:48,123 All right, I can help whoever's next. 769 00:31:48,254 --> 00:31:49,429 You two, right? 770 00:31:49,603 --> 00:31:51,605 Step on up, don't be shy. 771 00:31:51,692 --> 00:31:52,911 What can I do for you? 772 00:31:53,085 --> 00:31:55,043 Never actually had a pierogi before. 773 00:31:55,217 --> 00:31:57,089 -This your first time? -Mm-hmm. 774 00:31:57,219 --> 00:31:58,917 I'm about to change your life. 775 00:31:59,047 --> 00:32:00,614 All right, I'm gonna hook you up with a little assortment, 776 00:32:00,744 --> 00:32:02,007 all right? On the house. 777 00:32:02,181 --> 00:32:05,662 We got couple of mushroom, couple spinach. 778 00:32:05,793 --> 00:32:07,273 How'd you hear about us, anyway? 779 00:32:07,447 --> 00:32:08,927 Was it the ad in the Post-Gazette? 780 00:32:09,014 --> 00:32:10,841 'Cause I told my ma, I said, 781 00:32:10,929 --> 00:32:12,669 you know, nobody reads the paper anymore, 782 00:32:12,800 --> 00:32:14,323 but I guess that's just me. 783 00:32:14,497 --> 00:32:16,195 We actually heard about you from a patient of ours. 784 00:32:16,325 --> 00:32:19,285 I'm Dr. Sasha Lubbock and this is Dr. John Watson. 785 00:32:19,372 --> 00:32:22,157 We'd like to ask you some questions about Aubrey. 786 00:32:24,159 --> 00:32:25,726 I'm actually extremely busy right now, 787 00:32:25,856 --> 00:32:27,815 and I don't even think I could help you even if I wasn't. 788 00:32:27,946 --> 00:32:28,685 WATSON: Look, I understand that, 789 00:32:28,816 --> 00:32:30,252 but Aubrey is sick 790 00:32:30,383 --> 00:32:32,298 and we need to pursue every possible avenue 791 00:32:32,472 --> 00:32:34,300 to better understand the source of her illness. 792 00:32:34,387 --> 00:32:36,737 Yeah. Look. We were together for a while, 793 00:32:36,867 --> 00:32:38,391 and then she broke it off. 794 00:32:38,478 --> 00:32:41,524 Actually, she walked away and she never even said goodbye. 795 00:32:41,611 --> 00:32:44,223 But she did take a bunch of my money with her when she went. 796 00:32:44,353 --> 00:32:48,705 So I feel just awful for her, but I got my own problems. 797 00:32:48,836 --> 00:32:50,403 I know it's not my place, 798 00:32:50,533 --> 00:32:53,406 but I'm sure Aubrey would love the opportunity to apologize. 799 00:32:53,493 --> 00:32:55,147 So maybe if you come to UHOP 800 00:32:55,277 --> 00:32:56,931 -and see her... -[chuckles] No, thank you. 801 00:32:57,062 --> 00:32:58,846 Next! 802 00:32:58,933 --> 00:33:01,457 Well, I thought that was gonna be more productive. 803 00:33:01,588 --> 00:33:03,329 Clearly he's still hurt. 804 00:33:03,459 --> 00:33:05,505 Maybe we try again. 805 00:33:05,635 --> 00:33:07,420 Excuse me. 806 00:33:07,550 --> 00:33:08,595 You know Aubrey? 807 00:33:09,596 --> 00:33:10,901 Just a minute, buddy. 808 00:33:11,032 --> 00:33:14,253 My son is a worker. He always has been. 809 00:33:14,383 --> 00:33:17,343 He started working in the kitchen here when he was 13. 810 00:33:17,473 --> 00:33:20,085 He dreamed of opening his own place. 811 00:33:20,215 --> 00:33:21,434 And then Aubrey... 812 00:33:22,913 --> 00:33:25,003 She stole everything from him. 813 00:33:25,177 --> 00:33:27,527 Aubrey is very sorry for what she did. 814 00:33:27,657 --> 00:33:29,703 In fact, I wonder if her current health issues 815 00:33:29,833 --> 00:33:33,141 might be related to the pressure she feels to get things right. 816 00:33:33,315 --> 00:33:36,275 Seems a little bit late for that, no? 817 00:33:36,362 --> 00:33:38,103 But maybe, maybe not. 818 00:33:38,190 --> 00:33:40,583 If your son would just acknowledge her efforts, 819 00:33:40,714 --> 00:33:42,107 it could really impact her recovery. 820 00:33:42,237 --> 00:33:44,500 If he would condone her fundraising efforts, 821 00:33:44,631 --> 00:33:47,112 I could assure you that the money would go directly to him. 822 00:33:47,286 --> 00:33:48,156 Money? 823 00:33:48,287 --> 00:33:50,985 They were more than partners. 824 00:33:51,116 --> 00:33:53,640 She was the love of his life. 825 00:33:55,859 --> 00:33:58,688 Look how happy they were. 826 00:33:58,775 --> 00:34:00,255 That picture was taken a few weeks 827 00:34:00,386 --> 00:34:01,952 before she left. 828 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:04,346 Why would she hurt him like that? 829 00:34:04,477 --> 00:34:06,392 Selma, this has been incredibly helpful. 830 00:34:06,522 --> 00:34:08,176 Can you send me that picture? 831 00:34:08,350 --> 00:34:10,351 -We have to get back. -Watson? 832 00:34:10,483 --> 00:34:11,918 You want to fill me in? 833 00:34:12,005 --> 00:34:13,877 Devil's in the details, Dr. Lubbock. 834 00:34:14,922 --> 00:34:16,793 I think I know what's wrong with Aubrey. 835 00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:19,231 And if I'm right, there's still a 50/50 chance to save her life. 836 00:34:24,496 --> 00:34:26,063 I didn't see it at first, but now it's obvious. 837 00:34:26,889 --> 00:34:28,891 I'm still not seeing it. 838 00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:30,806 What exactly am I not seeing? 839 00:34:30,938 --> 00:34:32,199 Why don't you ask your brother? 840 00:34:32,331 --> 00:34:34,681 By the way, where is Dr. Croft Number One? 841 00:34:34,811 --> 00:34:35,812 He's at a doctor's appointment. 842 00:34:35,943 --> 00:34:37,771 Why is he Dr. Croft Number One? 843 00:34:37,900 --> 00:34:39,033 Can we focus, please? 844 00:34:39,206 --> 00:34:40,426 It's a birthday party. 845 00:34:40,600 --> 00:34:42,167 Beanie's 35th. 846 00:34:42,297 --> 00:34:45,735 Everybody's drinking alcohol. Everybody except Aubrey. 847 00:34:45,866 --> 00:34:48,389 If the girl who loves to party is abstaining on the big night, 848 00:34:48,521 --> 00:34:50,914 the most likely explanation is she's pregnant. 849 00:34:51,045 --> 00:34:52,699 SASHA: She said that right from the beginning. 850 00:34:52,873 --> 00:34:54,570 Something beautiful. 851 00:34:56,355 --> 00:34:58,705 Something that came and then left. 852 00:34:58,835 --> 00:35:00,141 A pregnancy that ended with miscarriage. 853 00:35:00,272 --> 00:35:02,709 And in some rare circumstances, 854 00:35:02,839 --> 00:35:04,841 that detail that wasn't clear to us 855 00:35:04,972 --> 00:35:06,582 can have incredible consequences. 856 00:35:07,801 --> 00:35:09,368 Microchimerism. 857 00:35:09,498 --> 00:35:10,804 During her pregnancy, the fetal cells 858 00:35:10,934 --> 00:35:12,066 from the baby that she lost 859 00:35:12,197 --> 00:35:13,937 entered into her bloodstream. 860 00:35:14,068 --> 00:35:15,896 And from there, they found their way to her heart tissue. 861 00:35:16,070 --> 00:35:18,072 Those cells, carrying both her DNA 862 00:35:18,203 --> 00:35:20,379 and Beanie's Y-chromosome markers remained dormant 863 00:35:20,466 --> 00:35:21,858 until her body went into crisis. 864 00:35:21,945 --> 00:35:24,078 At which point, those same cells 865 00:35:24,252 --> 00:35:25,688 most likely helped her 866 00:35:25,862 --> 00:35:27,864 when she experienced her organ failure at the church. 867 00:35:27,951 --> 00:35:30,389 Acting as a healing scaffold after stent surgery, 868 00:35:30,476 --> 00:35:32,260 repairing the damaged tissue. 869 00:35:32,434 --> 00:35:33,827 That's why she recovered so quickly. 870 00:35:33,957 --> 00:35:36,090 The remnant cells of her miscarried baby 871 00:35:36,221 --> 00:35:37,700 ganged up to save her life. 872 00:35:37,831 --> 00:35:40,442 And yet, when those cells became active, 873 00:35:40,529 --> 00:35:42,052 her immune system recognized them 874 00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:43,489 for what they really were: 875 00:35:43,619 --> 00:35:45,404 foreign cells invading her body. 876 00:35:45,491 --> 00:35:48,581 Think of this as a gamble with the highest stakes. 877 00:35:48,711 --> 00:35:51,714 Aubrey's heart is a poker table where every decision matters. 878 00:35:51,888 --> 00:35:54,674 Her immune system is misreading the situation. 879 00:35:54,804 --> 00:35:58,025 It's placing its bets against her own heart tissue. 880 00:35:58,156 --> 00:36:00,070 We need to better her odds. 881 00:36:00,245 --> 00:36:02,290 Why not just boost her immune system? 882 00:36:02,377 --> 00:36:03,987 Because it wouldn't stop the damage to her heart. 883 00:36:04,074 --> 00:36:05,859 The only other option would be-- 884 00:36:05,989 --> 00:36:07,861 Filter out the cells attacking her heart. 885 00:36:07,991 --> 00:36:09,776 Okay, so how do we separate those cells 886 00:36:09,906 --> 00:36:11,604 from everything else? 887 00:36:11,734 --> 00:36:13,910 Think of this as Aubrey's blood. 888 00:36:13,997 --> 00:36:16,522 We cycle it through an external filter designed 889 00:36:16,609 --> 00:36:19,742 to isolate the fetal cells her immune system's attacking. 890 00:36:19,916 --> 00:36:24,399 Now, this next part is a coin toss. It's 50/50. 891 00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:25,748 Because if the child she lost was female, 892 00:36:25,922 --> 00:36:27,010 we wouldn't be able to differentiate 893 00:36:27,185 --> 00:36:28,011 those fetal cells from her own. 894 00:36:28,142 --> 00:36:29,709 But if the child she lost was male, 895 00:36:29,796 --> 00:36:32,102 those fetal cells would contain a Y chromosome. 896 00:36:32,233 --> 00:36:33,974 Yes. Now, if this works, 897 00:36:34,104 --> 00:36:36,237 the process will quiet her immune response 898 00:36:36,411 --> 00:36:37,978 just long enough to stop the inflammation 899 00:36:38,108 --> 00:36:40,198 -and let her heart recover. -[elevator bell dings] 900 00:36:45,855 --> 00:36:47,292 SASHA: Beanie? 901 00:36:48,162 --> 00:36:49,337 [Beanie sighs] 902 00:36:49,468 --> 00:36:52,035 My ma gave me a really hard time. 903 00:36:52,210 --> 00:36:55,604 She said I owed you and the other doctor an apology, so... 904 00:36:55,778 --> 00:36:58,303 Oh, you don't have to worry about that. 905 00:36:58,433 --> 00:37:00,348 -Well, I'm sorry. -[chuckles] 906 00:37:01,349 --> 00:37:03,960 Plus, I... 907 00:37:04,047 --> 00:37:05,832 couldn't really stop thinking about her. 908 00:37:06,006 --> 00:37:07,007 Is she gonna be okay? 909 00:37:07,137 --> 00:37:09,314 We're doing the best we can. 910 00:37:10,489 --> 00:37:11,838 You know, I was gonna ask her to marry me? 911 00:37:11,925 --> 00:37:13,753 ♪ ♪ 912 00:37:13,840 --> 00:37:17,931 When she left, I thought my life was over. 913 00:37:19,062 --> 00:37:20,977 Just about destroyed me. 914 00:37:21,064 --> 00:37:22,805 I've been on that side of things. 915 00:37:22,936 --> 00:37:24,764 I know it hurts, but if it's any consolation, 916 00:37:24,851 --> 00:37:26,853 Aubrey feels horrible about what she did to you. 917 00:37:27,984 --> 00:37:29,899 Yeah, well... 918 00:37:30,030 --> 00:37:31,597 maybe I'll come back. 919 00:37:31,771 --> 00:37:35,078 I mean, if I can think of something worth saying to her. 920 00:37:37,951 --> 00:37:39,822 You know, sometimes... 921 00:37:39,953 --> 00:37:42,216 I write things down. 922 00:37:42,347 --> 00:37:44,000 Helps me organize my thoughts. 923 00:37:54,707 --> 00:37:56,012 [labored breathing] 924 00:37:56,186 --> 00:37:58,667 It's okay. 925 00:37:58,841 --> 00:38:00,408 Try and rest. 926 00:38:00,539 --> 00:38:03,585 [weakly]: I blew it. 927 00:38:04,673 --> 00:38:07,981 I had a little window of time to fix things, 928 00:38:08,111 --> 00:38:09,983 and I failed at that just like I failed 929 00:38:10,070 --> 00:38:11,463 at everything else. 930 00:38:11,593 --> 00:38:14,727 There's still so much I wanted to do. 931 00:38:14,857 --> 00:38:15,771 I know. 932 00:38:16,772 --> 00:38:18,252 I-I can see it in your eyes. 933 00:38:18,339 --> 00:38:21,299 Trying to make good on your second chance. 934 00:38:21,429 --> 00:38:22,561 [sighs] 935 00:38:22,691 --> 00:38:24,998 But I'll tell you a little secret. 936 00:38:25,085 --> 00:38:26,521 We ain't done fighting yet. 937 00:38:26,652 --> 00:38:29,698 [breathing shakily]: Sasha... 938 00:38:29,829 --> 00:38:31,178 I'm scared. 939 00:38:34,790 --> 00:38:39,099 I will sit with you for as long as you want. 940 00:38:39,229 --> 00:38:40,753 Would you like to pray? 941 00:38:40,883 --> 00:38:42,407 [inhales sharply] 942 00:38:45,061 --> 00:38:48,587 Our Father who art in heaven, 943 00:38:48,717 --> 00:38:50,284 hallowed be thy name. 944 00:38:51,851 --> 00:38:53,505 Thy kingdom come. 945 00:38:53,679 --> 00:38:55,158 Thy will be done... 946 00:38:56,290 --> 00:38:59,467 ...on earth as it is in heaven. 947 00:39:00,555 --> 00:39:03,297 Give us this day our daily bread, 948 00:39:03,428 --> 00:39:06,169 and forgive us our trespasses, 949 00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:09,172 as we forgive those who trespass against us. 950 00:39:10,391 --> 00:39:12,262 Lead us not into temptation... 951 00:39:13,176 --> 00:39:14,961 ...but deliver us from evil. 952 00:39:17,398 --> 00:39:18,834 Amen. 953 00:39:19,008 --> 00:39:21,271 ♪ 954 00:39:36,939 --> 00:39:39,464 ♪ ♪ 955 00:40:02,878 --> 00:40:04,532 [knocking] 956 00:40:06,229 --> 00:40:07,927 One hour into Aubrey's treatment. 957 00:40:08,014 --> 00:40:09,363 Three more to go. 958 00:40:09,537 --> 00:40:11,409 You should head home, get some rest. 959 00:40:11,539 --> 00:40:13,889 I can call you if anything changes. 960 00:40:15,282 --> 00:40:16,892 All right. 961 00:40:16,979 --> 00:40:18,328 Thanks. 962 00:40:20,548 --> 00:40:23,682 By the way, Josh saw a specialist. 963 00:40:23,856 --> 00:40:24,987 And? 964 00:40:25,118 --> 00:40:26,380 Coats' disease. 965 00:40:26,511 --> 00:40:28,556 It's highly treatable. He'll be fine. 966 00:40:28,687 --> 00:40:31,994 But we were grateful for your heads-up. 967 00:40:32,125 --> 00:40:33,518 Glad I could help. 968 00:40:34,562 --> 00:40:36,346 I'll call you if anything changes. 969 00:40:37,565 --> 00:40:39,524 Mary... 970 00:40:41,090 --> 00:40:45,225 Tell Josh they're gonna have a hell of a season. 971 00:40:45,399 --> 00:40:46,748 I'll be rooting for them. 972 00:40:51,927 --> 00:40:53,842 ♪ ♪ 973 00:40:55,714 --> 00:40:57,411 [line ringing] 974 00:40:59,152 --> 00:41:01,154 Laila. Hey. 975 00:41:01,284 --> 00:41:02,677 Listen, I was wondering 976 00:41:02,808 --> 00:41:05,027 if you were free for dinner tomorrow night? 977 00:41:05,158 --> 00:41:08,030 I just want to sit across a table from you 978 00:41:08,204 --> 00:41:11,033 and talk about... 979 00:41:11,164 --> 00:41:12,731 every single thing in the world. 980 00:41:13,862 --> 00:41:17,257 AUBREY: Just kind of hard to wrap my head around. 981 00:41:17,387 --> 00:41:19,912 I was with this guy and I broke his heart, 982 00:41:20,042 --> 00:41:22,697 but some part of him stayed with me. 983 00:41:22,828 --> 00:41:24,699 And then all this time later, that's what saved me? 984 00:41:24,830 --> 00:41:25,744 And then almost killed me. 985 00:41:25,918 --> 00:41:27,963 [scoffs] 986 00:41:28,094 --> 00:41:29,704 Was it a miracle? 987 00:41:34,187 --> 00:41:36,842 You know, I'm not sure if you're the luckiest patient in history 988 00:41:37,016 --> 00:41:40,410 or if I really work at the best clinic on the planet, 989 00:41:40,541 --> 00:41:42,848 but either way, the procedure worked. 990 00:41:43,022 --> 00:41:45,024 You're gonna make a full recovery. 991 00:41:46,112 --> 00:41:48,288 Thank you, Sasha. 992 00:41:48,418 --> 00:41:50,072 Thank you for not giving up on me. 993 00:41:50,246 --> 00:41:51,639 Would an angel do that? 994 00:41:51,813 --> 00:41:53,946 [laughs] 995 00:41:55,121 --> 00:41:58,211 Also, I have something from Beanie. 996 00:41:58,298 --> 00:42:01,170 He said don't worry, you can open it. 997 00:42:01,301 --> 00:42:03,042 [paper rustles] 998 00:42:04,347 --> 00:42:06,567 ♪ ♪ 999 00:42:10,571 --> 00:42:13,052 You gonna tell me what it says? 1000 00:42:14,575 --> 00:42:16,534 A lot, actually. 1001 00:42:17,926 --> 00:42:19,798 But the headline is... 1002 00:42:22,017 --> 00:42:23,932 He says he forgives me. 1003 00:42:25,804 --> 00:42:29,721 And that he wishes me a long life and good health. 1004 00:42:29,851 --> 00:42:31,157 [chuckles] 1005 00:42:31,287 --> 00:42:33,289 And that he accepts Zelle, Venmo, 1006 00:42:33,376 --> 00:42:35,074 personal check and cash. 1007 00:42:35,161 --> 00:42:36,858 [both laughing] 1008 00:42:36,945 --> 00:42:40,949 Captioning sponsored by CBS 1009 00:42:41,036 --> 00:42:44,257 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org