1 00:01:01,854 --> 00:01:04,815 Jake? 2 00:01:04,857 --> 00:01:06,692 Jake, are you listening? 3 00:01:09,695 --> 00:01:13,657 It looks benign to me, but we'll know more when the tests come back. 4 00:01:13,699 --> 00:01:19,038 There's no reason to stress right now, so it's important to stay calm and keep your mind clear. 5 00:01:19,080 --> 00:01:22,583 Go home, get some rest, and try to take your mind off of it. 6 00:01:22,625 --> 00:01:26,128 The last thing you need right now is anxiety on top of everything. 7 00:01:26,170 --> 00:01:28,297 You're a writer, right? 8 00:01:28,339 --> 00:01:33,803 Do some writing, get some work done, maybe write about something new, something you're not used to. 9 00:01:33,845 --> 00:01:39,141 Something that you can really dive into and... escape... you know? 10 00:01:40,268 --> 00:01:42,729 I'll give you a call as soon as I hear back on the test 11 00:01:42,771 --> 00:01:45,231 results, shouldn't be any later than tomorrow morning. 12 00:01:48,568 --> 00:01:51,904 Take care, Jake. 13 00:11:36,280 --> 00:11:39,908 It's hard to reflect in a loud bar, but when 14 00:11:39,950 --> 00:11:43,578 you're three drinks deep and alone, that's all you want to do. 15 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:48,834 The world's ending, that's how it feels sometimes. 16 00:11:48,876 --> 00:11:56,216 Anyway, I don't know if everyone's world is like that or if it's just mine. 17 00:11:56,258 --> 00:12:04,258 I can't stand cliches, but the deeper I fall into myself, the more of them I find. 18 00:12:06,018 --> 00:12:12,774 A smile, though... a smile can change everything. 19 00:12:19,198 --> 00:12:21,658 What is it, huh? Is it me? 20 00:12:21,700 --> 00:12:24,828 No it's not you. 21 00:12:24,870 --> 00:12:32,627 Well I don't know why I keep attracting these guys every time, these assholes. 22 00:12:32,669 --> 00:12:36,006 Maybe I should just finally leave town. 23 00:12:36,048 --> 00:12:43,388 Moving around isn't gonna leave you an escape from yourself, believe me, I've tried. 24 00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:45,682 Fair enough. 25 00:12:45,724 --> 00:12:48,852 This is a good place, it's a very good place. 26 00:12:51,522 --> 00:12:53,440 There's lots of beer. 27 00:12:53,482 --> 00:12:56,109 That's the spirit! 28 00:12:56,151 --> 00:12:59,154 I'm not giving you the satisfaction of laughing at that. 29 00:13:01,156 --> 00:13:03,074 Oh what's that? 30 00:13:03,116 --> 00:13:05,952 Some good shit, that's what. You want some? 31 00:13:05,994 --> 00:13:08,997 Absolutely 32 00:13:18,674 --> 00:13:21,885 To-No no, this is not for toast drinking. 33 00:13:21,927 --> 00:13:25,597 You mix emotions up with the bourbon, no no. 34 00:13:25,639 --> 00:13:27,682 Okay, well fuck it then. 35 00:13:27,724 --> 00:13:29,560 Fuck it. 36 00:13:57,588 --> 00:14:00,215 Journaling at the bar? 37 00:14:00,257 --> 00:14:02,717 I wish... 38 00:14:02,759 --> 00:14:07,973 Thought I'd try the tortured artist thing for a bit and see how that works. 39 00:14:08,015 --> 00:14:09,599 It works on you. 40 00:14:09,641 --> 00:14:11,393 Thanks. 41 00:14:12,769 --> 00:14:14,187 What are you drinking? 42 00:14:14,229 --> 00:14:15,522 Oh, you don't have to- 43 00:14:15,564 --> 00:14:18,567 Oh it's fine, Jill won't mind, I need a new one anyway. 44 00:14:19,818 --> 00:14:22,821 Damn... cheers. 45 00:14:23,822 --> 00:14:26,825 Cheers. 46 00:14:31,455 --> 00:14:33,081 Brett. 47 00:14:33,123 --> 00:14:35,167 Jake. 48 00:14:36,168 --> 00:14:39,296 I don't think I’ve seen you around here. 49 00:14:39,338 --> 00:14:43,717 Well I just moved here a little while ago, and uh... 50 00:14:43,759 --> 00:14:46,762 I tend to drink alone more often than not. 51 00:14:48,305 --> 00:14:51,224 But uh... 52 00:14:51,266 --> 00:14:54,269 Drinking alone kinda sucks, so... 53 00:14:57,022 --> 00:14:59,316 Here I am. 54 00:14:59,358 --> 00:15:02,277 Well welcome. 55 00:15:02,319 --> 00:15:06,531 Drinking alone does suck... but it's better than not drinking alone at all. 56 00:15:09,785 --> 00:15:12,746 Just decided to help yourself, huh? 57 00:15:12,788 --> 00:15:15,791 Oh, I, uh... 58 00:15:18,669 --> 00:15:23,882 Oh, okay, holy shit... this is why I drink alone. 59 00:15:40,232 --> 00:15:47,572 So... you said that you don't have a story, but that's bullshit, everyone has a story. 60 00:15:47,614 --> 00:15:49,741 Do you live around here? 61 00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:52,160 Yup, Select Street. 62 00:15:52,202 --> 00:15:55,664 Alright, family? 63 00:15:55,706 --> 00:15:58,709 Not so much. 64 00:16:02,295 --> 00:16:04,464 Parents? 65 00:16:04,506 --> 00:16:10,679 Uh... like I said, I like to drink alone. 66 00:16:10,721 --> 00:16:12,472 I get that. 67 00:16:12,514 --> 00:16:15,517 Well hey, here's to drinking together. 68 00:16:20,689 --> 00:16:24,776 What kind of music do you listen to? I can totally take over the jukebox at any time. 69 00:16:24,818 --> 00:16:28,947 Oh, uh, I'll pretty much listen to anything. 70 00:16:33,034 --> 00:16:35,537 Something new or old? 71 00:16:35,579 --> 00:16:38,582 How about something old? 72 00:17:00,479 --> 00:17:03,606 Hey, I'll be right back, okay? 73 00:17:03,648 --> 00:17:06,651 Mhm. 74 00:17:38,725 --> 00:17:41,935 Thank you for calling the office of Dr. Cohn. 75 00:17:41,977 --> 00:17:44,898 Our office hours are Monday to Friday, 9am to 5pm- 76 00:17:47,943 --> 00:17:50,946 Alright. 77 00:18:05,502 --> 00:18:13,502 ♫ Then you pull me through, and it feels new. ♫ 78 00:18:22,018 --> 00:18:23,937 It's a happy ending. 79 00:18:23,979 --> 00:18:27,273 It absolutely is not a happy ending, it's a tragedy. 80 00:18:27,315 --> 00:18:30,276 But he achieved his goal, how is that not a happy ending? 81 00:18:30,318 --> 00:18:32,987 Because it's not the ending that he wanted. 82 00:18:33,029 --> 00:18:35,990 I don't think that really matters, though, you can still 83 00:18:36,032 --> 00:18:38,993 have a happy ending even if you don't get what you want. 84 00:18:39,035 --> 00:18:42,394 But isn't happiness subjective? Like, what makes one 85 00:18:42,436 --> 00:18:46,251 person happy doesn't necessarily make another person happy. 86 00:18:46,293 --> 00:18:49,504 But it makes the audience happy. 87 00:18:49,546 --> 00:18:51,881 you were happy? 88 00:18:51,923 --> 00:18:59,923 First he said that it wasn't his life, his family, but he accepts them for who they are. 89 00:19:00,181 --> 00:19:03,935 And as soon as he did that he was all in. 90 00:19:03,977 --> 00:19:06,145 That's so sad. 91 00:19:06,187 --> 00:19:09,816 Sad maybe, but not tragic. 92 00:19:09,858 --> 00:19:16,614 He started as an anti-hero, err, he started as a hero and then transitioned to an anti-hero... 93 00:19:16,656 --> 00:19:21,911 And from there he achieved his goals. How is that a tragedy? 94 00:19:21,953 --> 00:19:26,165 Romeo and Juliet was a tragedy. 95 00:19:26,207 --> 00:19:31,421 Their goals were to end up together emotionally and physically, but they both died... 96 00:19:31,463 --> 00:19:36,718 Separately emotionally but together physically. 97 00:19:40,972 --> 00:19:42,682 What do you do? 98 00:19:42,724 --> 00:19:44,350 Teach. 99 00:19:44,392 --> 00:19:46,603 That explains a lot, actually. 100 00:19:46,645 --> 00:19:48,688 Does it? 101 00:19:51,358 --> 00:19:56,154 And you are a... diary reviewer? 102 00:19:57,906 --> 00:20:02,201 No, but that sounds like a pretty cool job. 103 00:20:02,243 --> 00:20:06,039 Right? Especially if you could give, like reviews and things. 104 00:20:06,081 --> 00:20:07,749 Oh yeah. 105 00:20:07,791 --> 00:20:12,128 Sexual frustration... 8 out of 10. 106 00:20:12,170 --> 00:20:16,466 Story pacing... 4 out of 10. 107 00:20:16,508 --> 00:20:21,012 Self awareness... 5 out of 10. 108 00:20:28,144 --> 00:20:30,647 I'm a writer. 109 00:20:30,689 --> 00:20:34,150 That makes more sense. 110 00:20:34,192 --> 00:20:37,195 By choice or profession? 111 00:20:44,744 --> 00:20:51,334 I guess by choice first, and then both... 112 00:20:53,712 --> 00:20:57,548 And now just profession? 113 00:20:57,590 --> 00:21:00,426 Feels like it sometimes. 114 00:21:00,468 --> 00:21:02,804 Yeah I get that. 115 00:21:04,222 --> 00:21:07,308 So what do you teach? 116 00:21:07,350 --> 00:21:09,602 High school English. 117 00:21:09,644 --> 00:21:11,521 Damn, that's awesome. 118 00:21:11,563 --> 00:21:13,606 It can be. 119 00:21:13,648 --> 00:21:17,208 So like Tom Sawyer, Huckleberry Finn, To Kill a 120 00:21:17,250 --> 00:21:21,648 Mockingbird, Of Mice and Men, Grapes of Wrath, the usuals? 121 00:21:23,408 --> 00:21:29,831 I try to stay away from "the usuals" as much as possible... but yes to all of those. 122 00:21:29,873 --> 00:21:37,338 We also did Dracula, Jekyll and Hyde, Fahrenheit 451. 123 00:21:38,465 --> 00:21:41,801 Damn wish I had you in high school. 124 00:21:41,843 --> 00:21:46,514 We also did a hallway project for Dante's Inferno. 125 00:21:46,556 --> 00:21:51,394 But we had to take it down because one of the teachers accused us of witchcraft. 126 00:21:52,437 --> 00:21:55,440 Wow. 127 00:21:56,483 --> 00:22:04,157 But no, that's great, that's like the highest compliment that you can possibly get. 128 00:22:04,199 --> 00:22:07,160 That's fair. 129 00:22:07,202 --> 00:22:14,793 I mean like, suppose all the townsfolk accuse you of witchcraft, like my god... 130 00:22:16,961 --> 00:22:22,300 That's amazing, that's like a 5-star rating at a restaurant. 131 00:22:22,342 --> 00:22:27,055 So please... please... don't ever change. 132 00:22:32,936 --> 00:22:35,438 Hey, I got a proposition for you. 133 00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:37,315 Damn, that was quick. 134 00:22:37,357 --> 00:22:40,527 Do you... want to take... this to the next level? 135 00:22:41,986 --> 00:22:44,989 I thought you'd never ask. 136 00:23:05,844 --> 00:23:13,844 ♫ It's all around me, but it's gone without you. Show me I see what's wrong with their truth? ♫ 137 00:23:23,236 --> 00:23:31,236 ♫ Why should it be something that I choose? No one else sees it's you I breathe through. And turn away. ♫ 138 00:23:49,095 --> 00:23:50,555 Not bad. 139 00:23:50,597 --> 00:23:52,223 I do okay. 140 00:23:52,265 --> 00:23:55,268 So you're like, good at this? 141 00:23:58,605 --> 00:24:01,732 Apparently not good enough. 142 00:24:01,774 --> 00:24:04,777 You're up, asshole. 143 00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:15,163 Boom! 144 00:24:17,081 --> 00:24:20,084 Uh, you're stripes. 145 00:24:23,671 --> 00:24:27,258 So I've never actually played this before. 146 00:24:37,894 --> 00:24:41,314 If you don't mind me asking, how old are you? 147 00:24:41,356 --> 00:24:44,359 29. 148 00:24:47,403 --> 00:24:53,159 Do you ever get the feeling that life's passing by so fast that you don't really get to live it? 149 00:24:53,201 --> 00:24:56,162 All the time. 150 00:24:56,204 --> 00:25:04,045 ♫ Could never make it on my own but it was hard to see. Every time I turned around I felt you turning me. ♫ 151 00:25:04,087 --> 00:25:12,087 ♫ And every time I lost the way you showed me what I needed. To see this for you. ♫ 152 00:25:22,814 --> 00:25:25,817 Stop. 153 00:25:26,609 --> 00:25:29,612 Stop... just stop... 154 00:25:50,049 --> 00:25:51,926 You want another? 155 00:25:51,968 --> 00:25:53,678 Please. 156 00:25:56,889 --> 00:25:59,892 I'm going out for a smoke. 157 00:26:03,271 --> 00:26:05,648 She's been through a lot. 158 00:26:05,690 --> 00:26:08,693 Haven't we all. 159 00:26:44,062 --> 00:26:48,775 You know, you shouldn't smoke, it's bad for you. 160 00:26:50,610 --> 00:26:52,445 You know what else is bad for you? 161 00:26:52,487 --> 00:26:53,821 What's that? 162 00:26:53,863 --> 00:26:56,824 Telling people what is and isn't bad for them. 163 00:26:56,866 --> 00:26:58,743 Fair point. 164 00:27:00,495 --> 00:27:02,872 I've wanted to quit for years, just... 165 00:27:02,914 --> 00:27:05,082 Life got in the way? 166 00:27:05,124 --> 00:27:08,127 Something like that. 167 00:27:16,177 --> 00:27:23,893 You know... I'm not exactly in a position to judge other people's decisions. 168 00:27:27,563 --> 00:27:31,192 Eh, don't make excuses for me, shit's gonna kill me someday. 169 00:27:41,994 --> 00:27:44,997 A lot of shit can kill you. 170 00:27:47,834 --> 00:27:49,502 I should go. 171 00:27:49,544 --> 00:27:51,545 You got some place to be? 172 00:27:51,587 --> 00:27:53,756 Something like that. 173 00:27:56,592 --> 00:28:00,430 Yeah, I should go. I got shit to deal with at home. 174 00:28:14,861 --> 00:28:17,864 You know, I'm no stranger to dealing with shit. 175 00:28:20,783 --> 00:28:27,498 The hardest part is figuring out what shit is worth dealing with and what isn't. 176 00:28:29,041 --> 00:28:37,041 Because... some shit... some shit just isn't worth your time. 177 00:28:40,636 --> 00:28:43,848 Hey, you ever play basketball? 178 00:28:45,850 --> 00:28:49,145 You know, I haven't touched a basketball in years. 179 00:28:51,105 --> 00:28:54,066 Are you sure you've ever touched one? 180 00:28:57,111 --> 00:29:04,160 ♫ I don't know where I've been. I don't know where I'm going. ♫ 181 00:29:04,202 --> 00:29:11,292 ♫ Been holding on to the past but this life keeps on moving. ♫ 182 00:29:13,461 --> 00:29:16,422 Damn, you're so good at everything, huh? 183 00:29:16,464 --> 00:29:19,425 I was an athlete in high school. 184 00:29:19,467 --> 00:29:22,428 So you and I would have never spoken. 185 00:29:22,470 --> 00:29:27,391 Wait.. if you were an athlete... 186 00:29:27,433 --> 00:29:31,270 And then you quit the team... 187 00:29:31,312 --> 00:29:39,312 Did you have that moment with your dad when you were like "dad, I'm quitting the team to pursue literature?" 188 00:29:40,863 --> 00:29:48,412 But then your dad was like "No Brett! You cannot give up on your dream!" 189 00:29:48,454 --> 00:29:52,875 But then you were like "But no, dad, I'm giving up on yours!" 190 00:29:52,917 --> 00:29:55,878 Nope, my dad was actually a book nerd too. 191 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:59,924 He gave me shit for playing sports all the time. 192 00:30:01,300 --> 00:30:05,387 Let's play HORSE... you do know how to play HORSE, right? 193 00:30:05,429 --> 00:30:07,389 Is it like Polo? 194 00:30:07,431 --> 00:30:09,558 It's exactly like Polo. 195 00:30:09,600 --> 00:30:12,311 Oh, then I've never played it before. 196 00:30:12,353 --> 00:30:14,813 It's easy, there's no dribbling involved. 197 00:30:14,855 --> 00:30:17,858 I think I'm a pretty good dribbler, if you know what I mean. 198 00:30:20,653 --> 00:30:23,656 Like I said, there's no dribbling. 199 00:30:34,083 --> 00:30:41,173 ♫ I don't know where I've been. I don't know where I'm going. ♫ 200 00:30:43,593 --> 00:30:51,058 ♫ Been holding on to the past but this life keeps on moving. It keeps on moving. ♫ 201 00:30:54,520 --> 00:31:02,520 ♫ I can turn back now and leave this all behind. I don't know if I'll ever make it out alive. ♫ 202 00:31:04,447 --> 00:31:12,447 ♫ I can turn back now and leave this all behind. I don't know if I'll ever get out alive. ♫ 203 00:31:28,179 --> 00:31:30,806 So what are you writing? 204 00:31:30,848 --> 00:31:38,848 Articles, stuff about the human mind, veganism, breweries, micro- 205 00:31:39,732 --> 00:31:41,400 Just the gamut of... 206 00:31:41,442 --> 00:31:43,569 Pretentious hipster bullshit? 207 00:31:43,611 --> 00:31:45,154 I mean... 208 00:31:45,196 --> 00:31:48,490 You're not wrong, I know what I am. 209 00:31:48,532 --> 00:31:51,535 Self-awareness is important. 210 00:31:52,870 --> 00:31:56,081 So... what's this? 211 00:31:56,123 --> 00:31:59,126 Something else. 212 00:32:00,378 --> 00:32:03,381 Is it like a Helter Skelter manifesto or something? 213 00:32:04,507 --> 00:32:11,138 No... I am writing an adaptation of Mein Kampf. 214 00:32:12,723 --> 00:32:20,723 It's about Hitler, who is starting up a tech company, and he's the CEO, in Brooklyn. 215 00:32:22,358 --> 00:32:25,569 Sounds... interesting... can't wait to read it. 216 00:32:30,908 --> 00:32:33,869 They say that writing is just bleeding into a typewriter. 217 00:32:33,911 --> 00:32:36,872 If only it were that simple. 218 00:32:36,914 --> 00:32:39,917 The first cut is always the hardest. 219 00:32:49,844 --> 00:32:53,972 You said you were an English teacher. You ever write? 220 00:32:54,014 --> 00:32:56,016 Once upon a time. 221 00:32:56,058 --> 00:32:59,019 Why did you stop? 222 00:32:59,061 --> 00:33:02,356 Got tired of bleeding. 223 00:33:02,398 --> 00:33:04,608 Why do you ask? 224 00:33:04,650 --> 00:33:07,319 Just curious. 225 00:33:07,361 --> 00:33:09,071 You're not seeing any of it. 226 00:33:09,113 --> 00:33:12,116 Oh come on, I'm sure it's really good. 227 00:33:14,827 --> 00:33:17,830 I'll show you mine if you show me yours. 228 00:33:18,748 --> 00:33:21,751 Pass. 229 00:33:22,501 --> 00:33:25,504 That's what I thought. 230 00:33:33,345 --> 00:33:37,766 You know this is top shelf, right? I'm gonna have to start you a tab. 231 00:33:37,808 --> 00:33:40,436 But it was down here. 232 00:33:40,478 --> 00:33:43,147 That's not what top shelf means. 233 00:33:47,610 --> 00:33:51,238 Uh, hey, I'll be right back. 234 00:33:53,282 --> 00:33:56,243 I'm just saying, it's not clear, is what I meant. 235 00:33:56,285 --> 00:33:59,288 Doesn't have to be clear, it's my bar. 236 00:34:10,132 --> 00:34:13,168 This is an automated call from... Rising 237 00:34:13,210 --> 00:34:16,138 Sun Media... reminding you of your upcoming deadlines. 238 00:34:16,180 --> 00:34:21,185 Should you need an extension, please call your HR department during normal business hours... 239 00:34:21,227 --> 00:34:26,273 Which are Monday to Friday, 9am to 5pm... thank you... 240 00:34:34,907 --> 00:34:37,326 I prefer scotch. 241 00:34:37,368 --> 00:34:40,621 I'm not even sure I can tell the difference. 242 00:34:40,663 --> 00:34:46,752 Scotch is... smokier... bourbon is more cinnamony and sweet. 243 00:34:46,794 --> 00:34:50,547 I'm not sure what type of cinnamon you're cooking with, but you should probably throw that out. 244 00:34:50,589 --> 00:34:53,550 Now who's the pretentious hipster? 245 00:34:55,302 --> 00:34:58,305 I think we all have a little pretentious hipster in us. 246 00:34:59,139 --> 00:35:00,808 That's beautiful. 247 00:35:00,850 --> 00:35:02,685 Thank you. 248 00:35:15,364 --> 00:35:17,032 Everything alright? 249 00:35:17,074 --> 00:35:19,117 Yeah, just work being up my ass. 250 00:35:19,159 --> 00:35:22,037 Jesus, they call you this late? 251 00:35:22,079 --> 00:35:26,667 Yeah they have an automated system that nags you night and day. 252 00:35:26,709 --> 00:35:29,712 Innovative. 253 00:35:30,838 --> 00:35:34,299 I think I'm starting to put the pieces together. 254 00:35:34,341 --> 00:35:35,592 Oh yeah? 255 00:35:35,634 --> 00:35:37,803 Yeah. 256 00:35:37,845 --> 00:35:43,725 Okay, well please go on... enlighten me. 257 00:35:43,767 --> 00:35:48,146 Your articles are bullshit, but they're your bullshit, the type that you can handle. 258 00:35:48,188 --> 00:35:55,487 And you would like to write for yourself, and you're getting pretty sick of writing for other people, but... 259 00:35:55,529 --> 00:36:00,868 You're scared that it takes a lot of commitment, so you're here, wasting time. 260 00:36:02,912 --> 00:36:05,915 You're mostly... mostly right... 261 00:36:06,790 --> 00:36:09,751 Mostly? 262 00:36:09,793 --> 00:36:15,299 I absolutely came here to waste time... 263 00:36:16,300 --> 00:36:19,303 But... but but but... 264 00:36:21,305 --> 00:36:25,100 I think I... uh... found something... 265 00:36:27,186 --> 00:36:30,898 That... isn't... 266 00:36:31,857 --> 00:36:34,860 A waste of time. 267 00:36:43,410 --> 00:36:46,413 You wanna go for a walk? 268 00:37:10,396 --> 00:37:18,396 ♫ Is it only me who just can't see we finally made it better? It's finally back together. ♫ 269 00:37:28,163 --> 00:37:29,831 Had my first date there. 270 00:37:29,873 --> 00:37:31,750 Oh yeah? How was that? 271 00:37:31,792 --> 00:37:35,837 He was a perfect gentleman. His mom dropped us off and my mom picked us up. 272 00:37:35,879 --> 00:37:37,840 Classic. 273 00:37:38,882 --> 00:37:40,550 Had my first kiss there. 274 00:37:40,592 --> 00:37:41,969 Same guy? 275 00:37:42,011 --> 00:37:43,720 Nope, his brother. 276 00:37:43,762 --> 00:37:45,430 Damn. 277 00:37:45,472 --> 00:37:48,475 He was way cuter. 278 00:37:49,518 --> 00:37:54,064 So what made you move here? Is there, like, a budding art scene that I wasn't aware of? 279 00:37:54,106 --> 00:37:56,775 Creative inspiration, actually. 280 00:37:56,817 --> 00:37:58,777 Really? 281 00:37:58,819 --> 00:38:02,281 Yeah... there's something about... 282 00:38:05,367 --> 00:38:10,038 Something about trucks just passing by... 283 00:38:15,669 --> 00:38:18,630 It really gets the creative juices flowing! 284 00:38:21,300 --> 00:38:25,763 No no no, actually, everything closes at like 6pm. 285 00:38:27,347 --> 00:38:30,392 So no distractions. 286 00:38:30,434 --> 00:38:33,687 Except the bars. 287 00:38:33,729 --> 00:38:38,275 Oh, the bars, right, totally forgot about that. 288 00:39:08,013 --> 00:39:11,016 I grew up in the city. 289 00:39:15,479 --> 00:39:18,524 My parents used to take me here in the fall... 290 00:39:20,150 --> 00:39:26,824 And we'd do the whole apple picking, pumpkin patch thing... 291 00:39:28,826 --> 00:39:31,829 That city people love to do. 292 00:39:33,956 --> 00:39:41,421 One year, as I was getting older... I decided I didn't want to go. 293 00:39:43,841 --> 00:39:50,472 I had a friend whose parents had a penthouse in Manhattan... 294 00:39:52,683 --> 00:39:55,686 Which was a dream for me. 295 00:39:57,521 --> 00:40:00,858 He invited me to stay there for the weekend... 296 00:40:02,776 --> 00:40:06,029 And uh... so I did... 297 00:40:07,823 --> 00:40:12,661 And my parents made the usual trip up here by themselves... 298 00:40:17,875 --> 00:40:20,878 And they... uh... 299 00:40:23,422 --> 00:40:26,425 They never came home. 300 00:40:28,468 --> 00:40:31,888 I... uh... 301 00:40:31,930 --> 00:40:34,933 It was a cold fall... 302 00:40:39,646 --> 00:40:42,649 And they were driving up here... 303 00:40:46,403 --> 00:40:51,241 And they... uh... hit a patch of black ice. 304 00:40:54,745 --> 00:40:58,290 The car wrapped around a tree. 305 00:40:58,332 --> 00:41:01,293 I'm so sorry. 306 00:41:01,335 --> 00:41:04,338 I... uh... 307 00:41:11,678 --> 00:41:14,681 I thought... 308 00:41:16,850 --> 00:41:19,811 I guess I thought... 309 00:41:19,853 --> 00:41:27,853 I thought moving up here would make me feel better... 310 00:41:30,280 --> 00:41:33,241 But... 311 00:41:33,283 --> 00:41:36,286 It hasn't. 312 00:41:41,291 --> 00:41:44,294 And I still feel guilty about it every day. 313 00:41:50,968 --> 00:41:58,767 Some days are better, some days are worse. 314 00:42:02,312 --> 00:42:10,312 But... hey, I'm still close enough to Penguin Random House if they decide to publish me. 315 00:42:16,076 --> 00:42:20,622 Having dreams is great and all, but that's a lofty goal. 316 00:42:20,664 --> 00:42:27,379 Well dreaming is part of my process. 317 00:42:29,423 --> 00:42:32,384 Let's go get more to drink. 318 00:42:32,426 --> 00:42:35,429 Yeah, my buzz is dying. 319 00:43:20,474 --> 00:43:24,519 My mom used to coach my tee-ball team. 320 00:43:24,561 --> 00:43:29,983 She'd bring orange slices for everyone, even the other team. 321 00:43:30,025 --> 00:43:35,739 She'd cheer for them, build them up, everyone loved her. 322 00:43:38,158 --> 00:43:45,165 And then... she cheated on my dad... and left him. 323 00:43:45,207 --> 00:43:49,461 She went off with her new family and never really looked back. 324 00:44:01,932 --> 00:44:09,147 When I grew up and left the house she reappeared... and he took her back. 325 00:44:09,189 --> 00:44:12,651 That sucks. 326 00:44:12,693 --> 00:44:16,196 I mean I love my dad, but... 327 00:44:16,238 --> 00:44:19,491 I haven't spoken to either of them in a really long time. 328 00:44:22,619 --> 00:44:29,667 It's not that I hate my mom, I just... don't really know her... or care to know her. 329 00:44:29,709 --> 00:44:32,712 That probably sounds really shitty to you. 330 00:44:33,588 --> 00:44:37,425 It doesn't. 331 00:44:37,467 --> 00:44:43,139 You know, we're all broken in different places. 332 00:44:43,181 --> 00:44:47,936 And we're supposed to grow from that brokenness, but... 333 00:44:47,978 --> 00:44:50,981 It really hurts sometimes. 334 00:44:54,151 --> 00:44:57,112 Yes it does. 335 00:44:57,154 --> 00:45:01,658 My dad keeps trying to call me and get me to talk to him, but... 336 00:45:03,785 --> 00:45:06,788 I really can't bring myself to do it. 337 00:45:31,771 --> 00:45:34,774 To the broken places. 338 00:45:36,359 --> 00:45:39,362 Cheers. 339 00:45:41,656 --> 00:45:44,367 Speak of the... 340 00:45:44,409 --> 00:45:47,412 Your dad? 341 00:45:52,792 --> 00:45:55,795 Hey you okay? 342 00:45:58,381 --> 00:46:01,342 I have a boyfriend. Oh. 343 00:46:01,384 --> 00:46:05,138 Well, maybe an ex now, I'm not really sure. 344 00:46:05,180 --> 00:46:08,391 I went to the the bar to get over him... 345 00:46:08,433 --> 00:46:12,062 But it wasn't enough.. it never really seems to be enough. 346 00:46:13,563 --> 00:46:17,192 And I left my favorite scarf at his house. 347 00:46:17,234 --> 00:46:20,195 That's bullshit. What? 348 00:46:20,237 --> 00:46:23,865 Look, I don't know what your relationship is like, only you do. 349 00:46:23,907 --> 00:46:27,285 But you are enough. 350 00:46:27,327 --> 00:46:33,458 I mean, how long have we known each other? What, like a couple of hours? 351 00:46:33,500 --> 00:46:38,171 That's long enough for me to realize that you are enough. 352 00:46:38,213 --> 00:46:44,802 And look, I know you're vulnerable right now and I'm not gonna be one of those assholes that hits on you. 353 00:46:44,844 --> 00:46:49,265 Because that's messed up and that's wrong, but... 354 00:46:49,307 --> 00:46:54,229 Looking at you right now... 355 00:46:54,271 --> 00:46:57,190 You are enough. 356 00:47:02,571 --> 00:47:05,532 I've had a lot of fun tonight. 357 00:47:05,574 --> 00:47:08,535 Like, more fun than I've had in a long time. 358 00:47:08,577 --> 00:47:11,538 Oh, well I am a fun guy. 359 00:47:11,580 --> 00:47:14,541 I mean, I wanna keep having fun. 360 00:47:14,583 --> 00:47:20,046 Just for tonight, nothing else matters, no one else matters, just fun. 361 00:47:21,464 --> 00:47:24,425 I can do that. 362 00:47:29,222 --> 00:47:35,311 ♫ Try not to spin out too much. Oh but my mind keeps on tripping me up. ♫ 363 00:47:35,353 --> 00:47:43,353 ♫ Telling me lies ‘till I’m coming undone. Emotionally drunk like I can’t get enough. ♫ 364 00:47:44,029 --> 00:47:52,029 ♫ Watch me fall down the rabbit hole. Spend hours counting all the potential hypotheticals. ♫ 365 00:47:52,746 --> 00:48:00,295 ♫ Building walls just to knock them down. Leave me on the ground in the fall out. ♫ 366 00:48:00,337 --> 00:48:08,337 ♫ I keep on leaving me a wreck. Words in my head, yeah they’re dead set on running parallel. ♫ 367 00:48:10,180 --> 00:48:18,180 ♫ Why do I do it, why do I do it? Always kicking myself, kicking myself. ♫ 368 00:48:52,972 --> 00:48:54,849 Dammit. 369 00:48:54,891 --> 00:48:56,976 We're gonna find a game you're good at, I promise. 370 00:48:57,018 --> 00:48:59,270 I want a rematch. 371 00:48:59,312 --> 00:49:01,064 You're too careful. 372 00:49:01,106 --> 00:49:04,109 Tell me about it. 373 00:49:06,945 --> 00:49:09,948 You're reds. 374 00:49:38,476 --> 00:49:41,479 Shit. 375 00:49:46,609 --> 00:49:54,117 You know, it would be really polite if you actually let me win for once. 376 00:49:55,994 --> 00:49:58,788 But what would you learn from that? 377 00:49:58,830 --> 00:50:01,791 That human decency and kindness are still alive! 378 00:50:01,833 --> 00:50:04,836 Oh, those died a long time ago. 379 00:50:06,212 --> 00:50:08,005 Here you go. 380 00:50:08,047 --> 00:50:11,008 Thank you. You're welcome. 381 00:50:12,719 --> 00:50:17,765 ♫ Oh chasing love can drive you mad, make you feel real good, make you feel so sad. ♫ 382 00:50:17,807 --> 00:50:20,810 How about Scrabble? 383 00:50:22,812 --> 00:50:25,773 How about let's get your scarf back? 384 00:50:25,815 --> 00:50:27,734 What? 385 00:50:27,776 --> 00:50:30,737 Your scarf. 386 00:50:30,779 --> 00:50:33,740 You said that you left your scarf at his house. 387 00:50:33,782 --> 00:50:36,743 So lets get it back. 388 00:50:36,785 --> 00:50:39,120 It's just a scarf. 389 00:50:39,162 --> 00:50:42,165 Your favorite scarf. 390 00:50:44,042 --> 00:50:48,171 Look, I appreciate the energy, I really do, but it's fine. 391 00:50:52,592 --> 00:50:55,595 I'm gonna go have a smoke. 392 00:51:41,933 --> 00:51:46,020 Let's go get my fucking scarf back. 393 00:52:29,355 --> 00:52:36,237 You sure about this? It's okay if you... uh.. don't want to. 394 00:52:38,781 --> 00:52:41,784 Mister dumbass confidence over here. 395 00:52:54,380 --> 00:52:57,383 Mike, it's me! 396 00:53:07,852 --> 00:53:10,813 Who the fuck is that? I want my fucking scarf back. 397 00:53:10,855 --> 00:53:13,816 What? My scarf, I want it. 398 00:53:13,858 --> 00:53:16,319 What the fuck are you talking about? Who is that? 399 00:53:16,361 --> 00:53:19,822 Look, we're done, I'm over this, I don't wanna keep doing this anymore. 400 00:53:19,864 --> 00:53:22,074 I want my fucking scarf. 401 00:53:22,116 --> 00:53:25,077 You're done? Fuck off. 402 00:53:25,119 --> 00:53:30,041 Hey man! She just wants her scarf back. 403 00:53:31,376 --> 00:53:34,837 Look, I don't know who you are, but you need to get the fuck out of here right now... 404 00:53:34,879 --> 00:53:37,882 Or I'm gonna knock your fucking teeth down your throat. 405 00:53:39,509 --> 00:53:42,428 Scarf thing kinda makes sense now. 406 00:53:42,470 --> 00:53:45,515 Are you fucking kidding me? 407 00:53:46,849 --> 00:53:49,852 Shit, hey! 408 00:54:07,328 --> 00:54:10,873 Are you okay? 409 00:54:10,915 --> 00:54:13,918 I'll live. 410 00:54:53,416 --> 00:54:56,419 It doesn't look that bad, come on. 411 00:55:14,979 --> 00:55:17,273 Should be call the police? 412 00:55:17,315 --> 00:55:20,318 Nah, he'll be alright. 413 00:55:25,281 --> 00:55:28,284 Nice scarf. 414 00:55:29,327 --> 00:55:32,747 Nice nose. Thank you. 415 00:55:32,789 --> 00:55:35,792 It doesn't look too bad. 416 00:55:40,004 --> 00:55:43,007 Much obliged. You're welcome. 417 00:55:44,842 --> 00:55:47,803 I'm sorry about that. 418 00:55:47,845 --> 00:55:50,890 No it's fine. 419 00:55:52,016 --> 00:55:56,854 I'm just glad you're okay, nobody deserves to be treated like that. 420 00:56:00,608 --> 00:56:03,611 Must have felt great to smash that- 421 00:56:13,079 --> 00:56:16,290 You wanna get really drunk with me? 422 00:56:16,332 --> 00:56:21,587 Honestly, I've been drunk for a while at this point. 423 00:56:24,674 --> 00:56:31,305 ♫ We gotta get together and make a way. It's all we've ever known. ♫ 424 00:56:31,347 --> 00:56:39,347 ♫ We're not the same, we never thought it'd break. We're still holding on. ♫ 425 00:56:40,106 --> 00:56:48,106 ♫ Let's put it back together a better way and never let it go. ♫ 426 00:56:50,825 --> 00:56:58,825 ♫ Carry through. Trust in what we never knew. ♫ 427 00:58:05,524 --> 00:58:09,195 Why do I suck so much? 428 00:58:09,237 --> 00:58:14,200 You don't suck, you're just... you're just worried. 429 00:58:23,834 --> 00:58:26,837 My doctor said I might be sick. 430 00:58:27,964 --> 00:58:30,925 Huh? 431 00:58:30,967 --> 00:58:33,970 Never mind. 432 00:58:35,554 --> 00:58:38,515 I can't write. 433 00:58:38,557 --> 00:58:41,518 I'm not even a real writer. 434 00:58:41,560 --> 00:58:44,563 I wish I was. 435 00:58:46,565 --> 00:58:48,985 You know, I started writing... 436 00:58:50,861 --> 00:58:54,240 Because I liked the way it made me feel. 437 00:58:56,200 --> 00:58:59,870 You know? Like... like I felt something. 438 00:59:13,592 --> 00:59:16,595 And... 439 00:59:17,638 --> 00:59:20,641 Like it scares me. 440 00:59:24,020 --> 00:59:27,023 You scare me. 441 00:59:32,278 --> 00:59:35,281 Give it a fucking rest! 442 00:59:37,366 --> 00:59:44,248 I should probably go home and go to sleep, but... 443 00:59:47,001 --> 00:59:50,713 Honestly, that's the last place I want to be right now. 444 01:00:02,224 --> 01:00:05,185 Uh oh. 445 01:00:16,197 --> 01:00:19,158 You okay Jill? 446 01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:22,203 Oh probably smart. 447 01:00:31,128 --> 01:00:34,131 One for you too. Excuse me. 448 01:00:53,025 --> 01:00:58,948 Oh my god! You know what, fine, fine. 449 01:01:07,790 --> 01:01:10,751 Dad, it's the middle of the night... 450 01:01:10,793 --> 01:01:13,796 Whoa whoa, slow down... wait what? 451 01:01:16,215 --> 01:01:21,720 Slow down... yeah no... I can be up there tonight. Do you need me to drive out? 452 01:01:23,472 --> 01:01:26,433 Are you okay? Are you sure? 453 01:01:26,475 --> 01:01:29,436 Okay, well I'll drive out and I'll be there in the morning. 454 01:01:29,478 --> 01:01:32,773 Tomorrow of course... no I want to be there. 455 01:01:33,732 --> 01:01:36,693 Yeah that's fine, okay... I'll be there tomorrow. 456 01:01:36,735 --> 01:01:39,738 I love you too. 457 01:01:43,492 --> 01:01:46,495 Is everything alright? 458 01:01:47,621 --> 01:01:50,624 Brett? 459 01:01:57,882 --> 01:02:00,259 I don't know. 460 01:02:00,301 --> 01:02:03,387 Are you okay? Yeah I'm good. 461 01:02:04,263 --> 01:02:07,266 What's going on? 462 01:02:09,059 --> 01:02:11,478 My mom just died. 463 01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:14,523 Shit. I'm so sorry. 464 01:02:16,775 --> 01:02:22,740 You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to, but if you do, we're here. 465 01:02:27,328 --> 01:02:29,746 I'm gonna go for a walk. 466 01:02:29,788 --> 01:02:32,791 You want any company? No. 467 01:02:58,859 --> 01:03:03,030 I'm gonna start cleaning up, do you need anything? 468 01:03:03,072 --> 01:03:06,033 No I'm good. 469 01:03:06,075 --> 01:03:09,036 Okay. 470 01:03:09,078 --> 01:03:12,957 Oh wait, actually, do you have another pen? 471 01:03:14,291 --> 01:03:17,294 I'm sure somewhere here. 472 01:03:18,420 --> 01:03:20,005 Here. 473 01:03:20,047 --> 01:03:23,008 Thank you. You're welcome. 474 01:03:23,050 --> 01:03:31,050 ♫ You can feel it, the end of the year. You can see it falling down. ♫ 475 01:03:31,642 --> 01:03:39,642 ♫ But when the lights come on, it's time to come home. ♫ 476 01:03:48,617 --> 01:03:56,617 ♫ Supper time, every one is here. ♫ 477 01:04:02,673 --> 01:04:10,673 ♫ Are you near, like I wished so many times? ♫ 478 01:04:48,177 --> 01:04:52,097 How do you say goodbye to a stranger? 479 01:04:58,812 --> 01:05:03,442 You weren't even a good parent, or a good partner to dad... 480 01:05:03,484 --> 01:05:08,447 Despite what everyone thought, despite your... presentation. 481 01:05:16,121 --> 01:05:23,504 I'm not happy that you're gone, but I'm also not really sad, and that sucks. 482 01:05:25,464 --> 01:05:30,928 You're supposed to care when your mom dies, you're supposed to feel... something. 483 01:05:32,846 --> 01:05:36,433 Even in death, you're still taking from me. 484 01:05:36,475 --> 01:05:43,982 That's what you are, you're a taker... you were a taker. 485 01:05:45,943 --> 01:05:51,782 You were a smoker, so thanks for giving me that I guess. 486 01:05:59,623 --> 01:06:02,584 Where were you? 487 01:06:02,626 --> 01:06:06,171 My first date, my first real car... 488 01:06:08,674 --> 01:06:13,178 My first bra, my first kiss, my first day at college... 489 01:06:13,220 --> 01:06:16,223 Graduating with honors! 490 01:06:24,440 --> 01:06:28,902 You weren't there for any of it, and dad was there for it all. 491 01:06:37,703 --> 01:06:41,790 I fucking hated you! 492 01:06:55,053 --> 01:06:58,014 I teach now. 493 01:06:58,056 --> 01:07:03,228 And I can see it in some of these kids' that they have somebody like you in their lives... 494 01:07:03,270 --> 01:07:06,273 Or not in their lives. 495 01:07:08,150 --> 01:07:11,528 And every day I try to be the best that I can be for them... 496 01:07:11,570 --> 01:07:16,742 Because I know that the people in their lives aren't always going to be the best for them. 497 01:07:18,076 --> 01:07:21,205 So I guess I have you to thank for that too. 498 01:07:23,832 --> 01:07:29,880 I don't care about you... but you made it pretty clear that you don't care about me... 499 01:07:31,381 --> 01:07:35,010 So I'm not going to apologize for that. 500 01:07:35,052 --> 01:07:39,515 But... I am sorry... 501 01:07:42,017 --> 01:07:45,854 I'm sorry that it took me this long to stand up to you... 502 01:07:45,896 --> 01:07:49,817 And you stand up to myself. 503 01:07:59,743 --> 01:08:02,746 Bye mom. 504 01:08:45,956 --> 01:08:48,166 Wow. 505 01:08:48,208 --> 01:08:49,501 Oh, hey. 506 01:08:49,543 --> 01:08:51,837 You're writing. 507 01:08:51,879 --> 01:08:54,882 Oh, it's just some notes. 508 01:08:57,009 --> 01:08:59,135 You okay? 509 01:08:59,177 --> 01:09:00,637 Yeah. 510 01:09:00,679 --> 01:09:04,558 Oh, I found something that you might enjoy. 511 01:09:08,312 --> 01:09:11,315 A short story? 512 01:09:13,567 --> 01:09:17,738 Oh wow... wait... 513 01:09:19,865 --> 01:09:22,868 By Brett Ashley. 514 01:09:29,041 --> 01:09:32,961 Listen, you won't regret sharing this with me. 515 01:09:35,923 --> 01:09:38,926 Thank you. 516 01:09:51,688 --> 01:09:54,691 Jill! 517 01:09:56,234 --> 01:10:00,155 It's about closing time. Thought you'd never ask. 518 01:10:00,197 --> 01:10:07,787 ♫ Let's go out, let's go out, and feel the ocean breeze. ♫ 519 01:10:07,829 --> 01:10:15,829 ♫ When we make out, we make out, I never want to leave. ♫ 520 01:10:18,048 --> 01:10:26,048 ♫ Smooth sailing through the tropical islands. Ocean waves and me kissing your eyelids. ♫ 521 01:10:27,015 --> 01:10:35,015 ♫ All the mai tais and we wanted to die. ♫ 522 01:10:41,405 --> 01:10:45,659 Seriously? Run! 523 01:10:59,631 --> 01:11:02,592 A look inside your mind. 524 01:11:02,634 --> 01:11:05,637 Unfortunately. 525 01:11:20,360 --> 01:11:23,738 So, what's your writing style? 526 01:11:23,780 --> 01:11:26,741 What do you mean? 527 01:11:26,783 --> 01:11:29,744 What's your style of writing? I'm curious. 528 01:11:29,786 --> 01:11:35,792 Well... I did mention self loathing... 529 01:11:38,587 --> 01:11:42,340 And I guess drinking. 530 01:11:45,218 --> 01:11:48,179 You're a real classic, huh? 531 01:11:48,221 --> 01:11:51,224 I don't know. 532 01:11:52,350 --> 01:11:55,353 I think that's my problem. 533 01:11:58,398 --> 01:12:05,489 Like this shit, it's easy, you know? 534 01:12:06,948 --> 01:12:14,122 You do research, gather a bunch of articles, write a mini essay. 535 01:12:19,294 --> 01:12:22,255 And that's it... 536 01:12:22,297 --> 01:12:25,258 But most of it's objective. 537 01:12:25,300 --> 01:12:28,303 But this... 538 01:12:30,639 --> 01:12:35,018 You gotta look inside for that. 539 01:12:35,060 --> 01:12:38,563 And sometimes you don't like what you find. 540 01:12:40,482 --> 01:12:44,945 You may not like what you find... 541 01:12:47,322 --> 01:12:52,035 But you gotta learn to love it... unconditionally. 542 01:12:53,870 --> 01:12:56,873 And respect it. 543 01:13:00,001 --> 01:13:05,966 And if you do all that, you can find your voice. 544 01:13:08,301 --> 01:13:11,304 I'm still learning that. 545 01:13:12,264 --> 01:13:15,267 I think I am too. 546 01:13:19,146 --> 01:13:21,314 What's wrong? 547 01:13:21,356 --> 01:13:23,358 No, it's... uh... 548 01:13:23,400 --> 01:13:24,901 Are you okay? 549 01:13:24,943 --> 01:13:27,946 No it's not you. 550 01:13:29,114 --> 01:13:35,036 I... uh... I have a lump... 551 01:13:40,125 --> 01:13:45,463 The doctor said I have a lump. 552 01:13:45,505 --> 01:13:49,509 Oh, oh my god. 553 01:13:50,468 --> 01:13:53,429 No no no, don't... 554 01:13:53,471 --> 01:13:59,561 He said that it should be fine, I'm just... 555 01:13:59,603 --> 01:14:03,231 Waiting for test results. 556 01:14:06,401 --> 01:14:08,820 I want to, I really do, it's just- 557 01:14:08,862 --> 01:14:12,532 No it's fine, we don't have to. 558 01:14:15,243 --> 01:14:18,204 Do you want to go for another walk? 559 01:14:18,246 --> 01:14:21,207 A short one this time. 560 01:14:21,249 --> 01:14:27,130 Well, short-ish. 561 01:16:21,745 --> 01:16:24,956 A new day. 562 01:16:24,998 --> 01:16:29,878 Didn't seem like it would ever come. 563 01:16:47,687 --> 01:16:49,814 To us. 564 01:16:50,148 --> 01:16:52,150 To us. 565 01:17:10,168 --> 01:17:13,171 It's beautiful. 566 01:17:16,966 --> 01:17:21,888 Hey I'm... sorry about Mike. 567 01:17:21,930 --> 01:17:25,725 Don't be, it was a long time coming. 568 01:17:32,649 --> 01:17:36,236 You know... we could have been really great together. 569 01:17:39,280 --> 01:17:43,493 It's pretty to think so, isn't it? 570 01:17:48,873 --> 01:17:52,711 But... I think I need to be alone for a while, right now. 571 01:18:00,969 --> 01:18:04,681 I really like this and I really like you. 572 01:18:07,100 --> 01:18:12,021 But I need to deal with my own shit before I can expect somebody else to deal with it. 573 01:18:12,063 --> 01:18:15,024 My whole life, I've put my brain before my heart... 574 01:18:15,066 --> 01:18:19,028 Which has led to some pretty great nights, but... 575 01:18:19,070 --> 01:18:22,031 Also pretty lonely days. 576 01:18:23,741 --> 01:18:26,702 I think my heart is in the right place. 577 01:18:26,744 --> 01:18:32,459 But I need to make sure that my brain is in the right place too, for once. 578 01:18:35,295 --> 01:18:38,298 I get that. 579 01:18:39,507 --> 01:18:44,387 We both have some work to do. 580 01:18:52,061 --> 01:18:55,815 I think it's time for me to go. 581 01:19:30,433 --> 01:19:34,312 It's time to go. 582 01:22:28,695 --> 01:22:35,326 Hello? Yes... good morning. 583 01:23:16,075 --> 01:23:19,954 Okay... thank you. 584 01:23:21,622 --> 01:23:24,625 Goodbye. 585 01:29:48,134 --> 01:29:51,095 Thanks for coming. 586 01:30:10,990 --> 01:30:13,993 Hi. 587 01:30:14,452 --> 01:30:17,454 Hi. 588 01:30:18,914 --> 01:30:20,958 Big fan. 589 01:30:21,000 --> 01:30:23,961 Me too. 590 01:30:24,003 --> 01:30:27,464 So, can I get a signature or what? 591 01:30:39,143 --> 01:30:42,146 Thanks. 592 01:30:44,148 --> 01:30:47,902 So, uh... what time do you get off? 593 01:30:49,528 --> 01:30:53,157 I guess when all the books are gone. 594 01:31:15,221 --> 01:31:17,556 I'd like to buy all of these, please. 595 01:31:17,598 --> 01:31:20,601 All of them? 596 01:31:38,035 --> 01:31:41,246 Seventy fifteen. 597 01:31:41,288 --> 01:31:44,291 Here you go. 598 01:32:00,432 --> 01:32:03,435 Thank you. 599 01:32:17,116 --> 01:32:20,619 I expect you to sign all of these, by the way. 600 01:32:27,710 --> 01:32:31,171 You wanna go get a drink?