1 00:00:02,040 --> 00:00:03,895 This program me contains some strong language 2 00:00:03,920 --> 00:00:05,895 This is your dad's pub? This is my dad's pub, yeah. 3 00:00:05,920 --> 00:00:07,735 You want to do it? You do it, you do? 4 00:00:07,760 --> 00:00:08,855 No, you do it. 5 00:00:08,880 --> 00:00:11,055 You show, you do it properly. 6 00:00:11,080 --> 00:00:12,095 Yes. 7 00:00:13,560 --> 00:00:15,335 You just... There you go. 8 00:00:15,360 --> 00:00:17,775 Give it the right position and that's it. 9 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:18,975 I love it. 10 00:00:19,000 --> 00:00:20,455 Maybe it's a bit bigger head, but... 11 00:00:20,480 --> 00:00:21,855 It's OK, it's yummy. 12 00:00:21,880 --> 00:00:23,255 Yeah. 13 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:25,095 So I'm going to see if I can beat that. 14 00:00:25,120 --> 00:00:26,615 Go on, then. Head wise. 15 00:00:26,640 --> 00:00:28,375 It's not looking so good. 16 00:00:28,400 --> 00:00:29,615 Oh! 17 00:00:29,640 --> 00:00:31,615 I didn't do very well. 18 00:00:31,640 --> 00:00:33,855 Go ahead, Rita. Well, at least I made you look good. 19 00:00:33,880 --> 00:00:35,255 It's not bad. 20 00:00:35,280 --> 00:00:37,175 You're next. 21 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:38,975 It might be... 22 00:00:39,000 --> 00:00:41,255 I was lucky because there was... That's the worst one yet. 23 00:00:41,280 --> 00:00:43,895 ...too much gas! 24 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:45,295 Guys, look at this! 25 00:00:47,680 --> 00:00:50,015 That's money back territory. 26 00:00:50,040 --> 00:00:51,735 Look at that. 27 00:00:51,760 --> 00:00:54,335 Mine actually looks OK next to that one. 28 00:00:59,440 --> 00:01:02,175 Have you performed here over the years? Yes. 29 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:04,215 When you were very young? I started in here, yes. 30 00:01:04,240 --> 00:01:06,135 They have live music. It's so fun. Do they? 31 00:01:06,160 --> 00:01:08,455 Yeah, you should come and hang out. Be careful what you wish for. 32 00:01:08,480 --> 00:01:09,575 Surrounded by cameras. 33 00:01:09,600 --> 00:01:11,775 I might be down here, propping up the bar. Oh, yeah? 34 00:01:11,800 --> 00:01:13,495 You should. It would be good for business. 35 00:01:13,520 --> 00:01:14,735 It's so fun. 36 00:01:14,760 --> 00:01:18,095 I was with the global pop star and celebrity, Rita Ora. 37 00:01:19,360 --> 00:01:21,815 I'll just stay here and think of some good questions. 38 00:01:21,840 --> 00:01:25,175 OK, I'm coming up, Shall we just use one of these? 39 00:01:25,200 --> 00:01:28,935 She'd agreed to spend several days with me at home and on the road 40 00:01:28,960 --> 00:01:32,935 to set the record straight about her life and work. 41 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:34,375 Can't take me anywhere. 42 00:01:34,400 --> 00:01:36,135 All right, I'm ready, I'm sorry. 43 00:01:36,160 --> 00:01:37,895 I love seeing you with a j-cloth in your hand. 44 00:01:37,920 --> 00:01:39,135 It's so lovely. 45 00:01:39,160 --> 00:01:40,535 Yeah, isn't it nice? 46 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:42,455 "She's just like you and me." "Just like us." 47 00:01:42,480 --> 00:01:43,895 But with a private jet. 48 00:01:43,920 --> 00:01:46,095 No, that's not true. 49 00:02:01,520 --> 00:02:04,015 Tirana, the capital of Albania. 50 00:02:07,560 --> 00:02:09,215 Hi. Hi. 51 00:02:09,240 --> 00:02:10,815 Welcome. Yeah, thanks. 52 00:02:10,840 --> 00:02:12,775 It's a bit mental. It's amazing. 53 00:02:12,800 --> 00:02:14,855 The energy out there is... 54 00:02:14,880 --> 00:02:16,255 It's something else. 55 00:02:16,280 --> 00:02:19,295 Rita had been invited to give a concert not far from where 56 00:02:19,320 --> 00:02:22,695 she'd been born 31 years earlier in neighbouring Kosovo. 57 00:02:22,720 --> 00:02:24,455 There's a lot of buzz out there. 58 00:02:24,480 --> 00:02:27,215 It's like the Beatles are here, right? 59 00:02:27,240 --> 00:02:29,695 Yeah, I feel like that. Exciting, we're going to... 60 00:02:29,720 --> 00:02:32,015 Thank you. I mean, that's a huge compliment. 61 00:02:32,040 --> 00:02:35,215 The show would be free to the public as part of Tirana's role 62 00:02:35,240 --> 00:02:38,055 as a European youth capital. 63 00:02:38,080 --> 00:02:41,215 So right now, we're just waiting for the press conference to start. 64 00:02:41,240 --> 00:02:44,415 Yeah. Which is, I have to say, I'm very nervous about it. 65 00:02:44,440 --> 00:02:45,655 Oh, are you? 66 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:48,695 You'd think I'd have this down to a T by now, wouldn't you? 67 00:02:48,720 --> 00:02:51,255 Look at this. You just don't realise it. 68 00:02:51,280 --> 00:02:53,175 For reals? For reals. 69 00:02:53,200 --> 00:02:54,495 Even I still get it. 70 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:55,935 See, we're all human. 71 00:02:55,960 --> 00:02:57,775 They're just here to love you. 72 00:02:57,800 --> 00:02:59,575 I don't know. Do want to come out with me? 73 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:02,535 I'll be on the side there. You can speak better than I can. 74 00:03:02,560 --> 00:03:04,815 Not in Albanian! 75 00:03:06,400 --> 00:03:09,015 This is the mayor of, yes, of Albania.. 76 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:10,215 Hi! 77 00:03:10,240 --> 00:03:11,735 Miremengjesi. Miremengjesi. 78 00:03:11,760 --> 00:03:13,575 Hey, good to see you. I'm Louis, nice to meet you. 79 00:03:13,600 --> 00:03:14,895 Yeah, yeah. 80 00:03:14,920 --> 00:03:16,255 This is the British ambassador. 81 00:03:16,280 --> 00:03:18,775 Welcome. Lovely to see you here, at last. 82 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:20,695 I know, I'm very excited. Thank you. 83 00:03:20,720 --> 00:03:22,415 I'm Louis, nice to meet you. How do you do? 84 00:03:22,440 --> 00:03:23,655 Nice to meet you. 85 00:03:25,160 --> 00:03:28,255 I just want to first say that it's a privilege to be here again, 86 00:03:28,280 --> 00:03:30,295 to perform. 87 00:03:30,320 --> 00:03:33,735 Ancl I really hope you can all come and join me to celebrate 88 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:37,295 the beautiful country and to have a good time. 89 00:03:37,320 --> 00:03:38,975 So thank you very much. 90 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:50,495 Rita is both an international artist 91 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:52,775 and an all-round entertainment brand, 92 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:58,975 the face of glossy ad campaigns... 93 00:03:59,000 --> 00:04:05,135 I'm going to be making one of my faves using my very own tequila. 94 00:04:05,160 --> 00:04:08,495 ...with 13 top ten hits, modelling contracts 95 00:04:08,520 --> 00:04:10,695 and TV talent show roles. 96 00:04:10,720 --> 00:04:12,535 A true superstar. 97 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:17,255 But along with success and acclaim has come 98 00:04:17,280 --> 00:04:20,015 a public profile and tabloid attention that hasn't 99 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:21,535 always been friendly. 100 00:04:26,200 --> 00:04:28,735 Sorry, I just have to take some pictures for my Instagram. 101 00:04:28,760 --> 00:04:31,975 Please, be my guest. OK. 102 00:04:32,000 --> 00:04:35,215 I was hoping our time together would be a chance to see the real 103 00:04:35,240 --> 00:04:37,455 person behind the media portrayal. 104 00:04:38,920 --> 00:04:40,935 That shirt's so intriguing. 105 00:04:40,960 --> 00:04:42,375 It's fashion, Louis. 106 00:04:42,400 --> 00:04:44,055 It looks like you might have it on wrong. 107 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:45,095 It's fashion, Louis. 108 00:04:47,320 --> 00:04:48,695 Smouldering. 109 00:04:50,600 --> 00:04:52,255 Smoking. 110 00:04:52,280 --> 00:04:55,095 Got 'em? Yes. OK. 111 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:56,295 OK, clone at last. 112 00:04:56,320 --> 00:04:57,615 How did that feel? 113 00:04:58,720 --> 00:05:00,695 It's part of the job, Louis. 114 00:05:00,720 --> 00:05:03,575 This is so interesting. Can we not talk about my shirt? 115 00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:06,495 Mine's so boring, my arms go through the sleeves! 116 00:05:08,560 --> 00:05:10,495 Come on, let's go see the stage. 117 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:21,135 I'm just promoting my tequila at the same time. 118 00:05:23,360 --> 00:05:25,295 She's always come to all my shows. 119 00:05:25,320 --> 00:05:26,975 Oh, I love that. 120 00:05:27,000 --> 00:05:29,055 What is the vibe like being back here? 121 00:05:29,080 --> 00:05:31,295 Does it feel like a homecoming of sorts? 122 00:05:31,320 --> 00:05:32,895 Yeah, it is really nice 123 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:35,895 because everyone's just like, hey, hi! 124 00:05:35,920 --> 00:05:37,335 Just like one of us. 125 00:05:39,040 --> 00:05:43,095 Rita's concert would be taking place in the city's main square. 126 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:49,095 After two years of lockdown, 127 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:51,375 this was one of a handful of large-scale events 128 00:05:51,400 --> 00:05:52,815 she was performing. 129 00:05:59,200 --> 00:06:01,455 With an audience that would be in the thousands, 130 00:06:01,480 --> 00:06:04,095 the pressure was on to deliver. 131 00:06:04,120 --> 00:06:05,615 What have we got there, Rita? 132 00:06:05,640 --> 00:06:07,015 An Albanian flag. 133 00:06:07,040 --> 00:06:08,495 Very cool. 134 00:06:08,520 --> 00:06:09,895 Very cool. 135 00:06:09,920 --> 00:06:13,055 Will you wave it or just wear it? I'll wear it. You'll see. OK. 136 00:06:13,080 --> 00:06:15,375 I guess this is the first time we're going to see how it works 137 00:06:15,400 --> 00:06:16,855 because it might not work. 138 00:06:16,880 --> 00:06:18,815 Have you done this before? No. Cool. 139 00:06:20,560 --> 00:06:22,895 Hopefully it's going to be a great turnout. 140 00:06:22,920 --> 00:06:24,375 I always get so nervous. 141 00:06:24,400 --> 00:06:25,775 Ah! 142 00:06:49,040 --> 00:06:51,255 OK, people, five minutes to show. 143 00:06:53,040 --> 00:06:55,735 This is no time to hit the bong. 144 00:06:55,760 --> 00:06:57,495 This is the worst part. Is it? 145 00:06:57,520 --> 00:06:59,295 Waiting to go on. 146 00:06:59,320 --> 00:07:01,215 I hate waiting to go on. 147 00:07:01,240 --> 00:07:03,535 It's the part that makes me vomit. 148 00:07:09,120 --> 00:07:10,775 Looking good. Let's go! 149 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:34,055 CROWN CHANTING: Rita! Rita! Rita! 150 00:07:35,200 --> 00:07:37,215 Are you ready? 151 00:07:37,240 --> 00:07:40,095 # Let me take you where you'll never go 152 00:07:40,120 --> 00:07:42,255 # Have a little fun 153 00:07:42,280 --> 00:07:44,015 # It's the only way we know 154 00:07:44,040 --> 00:07:47,535 # Let me show you what you never see 155 00:07:47,560 --> 00:07:51,335 # You know how to love, you know how to love 156 00:07:51,360 --> 00:07:53,015 # You know how to love...# 157 00:07:53,040 --> 00:07:54,895 Here we go! 158 00:07:54,920 --> 00:07:59,415 Rita's show was an unabashed all-singing, all-dancing spectacle. 159 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:02,735 # You know that I would never let you down 160 00:08:02,760 --> 00:08:05,655 # I would never...# 161 00:08:05,680 --> 00:08:09,095 Her set - a tribute to ten years of chart success... 162 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:11,055 # I will never let you down. # 163 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:20,415 ...and an acknowledgement of a city which sees her as one of its own. 164 00:08:35,120 --> 00:08:38,495 Back in London, in the neighbourhood of Kilburn, not far from where 165 00:08:38,520 --> 00:08:41,535 she grew up, Rita sat down to talk about her journey 166 00:08:41,560 --> 00:08:43,575 in and out of the spotlight. 167 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:49,015 So you've got, I think 16 million followers on Instagram? Yeah. 168 00:08:49,040 --> 00:08:52,375 So that's not as much compared to some people that have a huge 169 00:08:52,400 --> 00:08:54,415 social media kind of presence. 170 00:08:54,440 --> 00:08:58,135 How many top tens have you had in the UK? 13. 171 00:08:58,160 --> 00:09:00,175 Which is, I think, a record. 172 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:03,135 Most top tens from a British female solo artist 173 00:09:03,160 --> 00:09:06,975 to come out of the UK in history. 174 00:09:07,000 --> 00:09:11,135 #Ah.# 175 00:09:11,160 --> 00:09:13,095 That's cool, huh? That's amazing. 176 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:15,055 I'm really, really excited about that. 177 00:09:15,080 --> 00:09:18,095 So you beat Petula Clark and... Shirley Bassey. 178 00:09:18,120 --> 00:09:20,135 # Gold finger...# 179 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:22,655 And also, you performed at the Oscars? I did. 180 00:09:22,680 --> 00:09:24,015 Wow, that was amazing. 181 00:09:24,040 --> 00:09:26,175 Ancl Mother Teresa's canonization? Yes. 182 00:09:26,200 --> 00:09:27,815 Come on! Come on! 183 00:09:27,840 --> 00:09:29,215 Famous Albanian. 184 00:09:29,240 --> 00:09:31,095 Also, let's name more credits. 185 00:09:31,120 --> 00:09:33,775 You performed for Barack Obama? I did. 186 00:09:33,800 --> 00:09:36,535 Oh, with Dwayne johns on when I was excited. 187 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:38,135 Dwayne the Rock johns on. The Rock. 188 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:40,215 When did you work with Prince? 189 00:09:40,240 --> 00:09:41,375 I can't even remember. 190 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:42,695 It was like, in... 191 00:09:42,720 --> 00:09:45,775 You wrote a song together? Champagne Kisses. 192 00:09:45,800 --> 00:09:47,895 Yeah, never came out. 193 00:09:47,920 --> 00:09:49,415 He passed away. 194 00:09:49,440 --> 00:09:51,055 How did the call come in? 195 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:53,775 He called me. He was like that. No! 196 00:09:53,800 --> 00:09:56,735 "Hey, it's Prince." 197 00:09:56,760 --> 00:09:59,615 Ancl I went and played ping pong with him. 198 00:09:59,640 --> 00:10:01,815 It was crazy. He's pretty good at ping pong. 199 00:10:01,840 --> 00:10:03,375 Is he? Yeah. 200 00:10:03,400 --> 00:10:05,055 A lot of spin? 201 00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:07,775 Just like a lot going on - the heels, the flares, the ping-pong. 202 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:09,055 Does that affect his game? 203 00:10:09,080 --> 00:10:11,295 I mean, it really - I think it puts him on game. 204 00:10:11,320 --> 00:10:15,335 Seriously? Was he doing kicks and splits while he was playing? 205 00:10:15,360 --> 00:10:18,295 No, he wasn't! He was - and had a cane that lit up. 206 00:10:18,320 --> 00:10:20,575 We're talking about Prince, not Willy Wonka, right? 207 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:22,095 Yes, we're talking about Prince. 208 00:10:24,360 --> 00:10:27,815 Should we talk about how you got started, musically? 209 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:31,375 Well, I went - I didn't go to normal school, I went to theatre school. 210 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:34,255 I did maths, science, English, Monday to Wednesday, 211 00:10:34,280 --> 00:10:36,695 and then I danced and sang, Thursday-Friday. 212 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:40,895 Ancl then I was an intern at a recording studio. 213 00:10:40,920 --> 00:10:44,975 Ancl at the time I was so in awe of being in the studio life, 214 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:48,935 and I volunteered - make tea, clean up, do whatever I needed to do, 215 00:10:48,960 --> 00:10:50,935 sing whenever I could, 216 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:52,495 and I just wanted to be a star. 217 00:10:52,520 --> 00:10:54,055 I just wanted to be a pop star. 218 00:10:54,080 --> 00:10:58,975 To get to that point, I tried to get a deal. 219 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:00,495 You'd put out some music, 220 00:11:00,520 --> 00:11:03,135 because you'd featured on a Craig David track 221 00:11:03,160 --> 00:11:05,415 called Awkward, which is actually a pretty good track. 222 00:11:05,440 --> 00:11:07,495 Thanks. I can remember it like it was yesterday. 223 00:11:07,520 --> 00:11:09,375 # I was waiting for your love 224 00:11:09,400 --> 00:11:11,975 # You can only wait so long 225 00:11:14,600 --> 00:11:16,415 # I was hoping and wishing... 226 00:11:16,440 --> 00:11:17,575 I can't remember the rest. 227 00:11:17,600 --> 00:11:19,055 Did you tour with him? Yeah. 228 00:11:19,080 --> 00:11:22,495 This is why I'm saying shout out to Craig - like, he supported me a lot. 229 00:11:22,520 --> 00:11:24,255 I would go on tour with him. 230 00:11:24,280 --> 00:11:29,575 That led me to meet this A&R woman, who put me in touch with Jay Brown, 231 00:11:29,600 --> 00:11:31,455 who was the partner of jay-Z. 232 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:33,655 Ancl I sent, like, a demo, 233 00:11:33,680 --> 00:11:35,495 not thinking they were going to look at it. 234 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:38,655 Do you think there's anyone watching this who doesn't know who jay-Z is? 235 00:11:38,680 --> 00:11:41,335 If they don't, that's a problem. Worrying. Yeah. 236 00:11:41,360 --> 00:11:42,655 Hip-hop legend. 237 00:11:42,680 --> 00:11:45,735 Ancl they flew you out business class? 238 00:11:45,760 --> 00:11:47,495 No. 239 00:11:47,520 --> 00:11:49,455 Premium economy? No. 240 00:11:49,480 --> 00:11:52,815 Economy. Mm. Because they weren't sure at that point. 241 00:11:52,840 --> 00:11:55,015 They didn't want to spend the big bucks? Yeah. 242 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:57,095 You'd think they might want to impress you. 243 00:11:57,120 --> 00:12:00,175 No. I think at that point it was like, I mean, 244 00:12:00,200 --> 00:12:01,615 how would I know the difference? 245 00:12:01,640 --> 00:12:03,495 I was like, "I'm going to New York." 246 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:05,255 And you arrive, and what happens? 247 00:12:05,280 --> 00:12:07,735 I go straight to his club, 40/40. 248 00:12:07,760 --> 00:12:11,655 Ancl so then I get there, and he's sitting right there. 249 00:12:11,680 --> 00:12:13,815 You're hot off the plane. Hot off the plane, tired. 250 00:12:13,840 --> 00:12:16,055 You haven't even changed. No. Exhausted. 251 00:12:16,080 --> 00:12:17,735 He was sitting there, a bit like this... 252 00:12:18,920 --> 00:12:23,895 ...and people were, like, in front of me, and they just parted, 253 00:12:23,920 --> 00:12:25,775 and there he was. 254 00:12:25,800 --> 00:12:28,455 "Yo!" - that's my impression of jay. 255 00:12:28,480 --> 00:12:29,495 SHE LAUGHS SHRILLY 256 00:12:30,840 --> 00:12:33,015 Quite alarming. It's not howl imagined him sounding. 257 00:12:34,440 --> 00:12:38,055 So then he just looks up, he goes, "What's up, kid?" 258 00:12:38,080 --> 00:12:39,775 Exactly like that. 259 00:12:39,800 --> 00:12:40,895 Ancl I was like... 260 00:12:42,280 --> 00:12:43,855 ..."Hi". 261 00:12:43,880 --> 00:12:44,935 “W “ 262 00:12:44,960 --> 00:12:46,055 The rest is history. 263 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:47,855 We went to the Roc the Mic studio. 264 00:12:47,880 --> 00:12:49,855 What did you sing? 265 00:12:49,880 --> 00:12:52,135 Oh, I sang a bit of my demo that I sent them. 266 00:12:52,160 --> 00:12:54,455 And at what point did they say, "Right, you got the goods?" 267 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:56,255 Straight after. Really? 268 00:12:56,280 --> 00:12:58,695 They were like, "We're signing you." 269 00:12:58,720 --> 00:13:01,335 They signed you to a five album deal. 270 00:13:01,360 --> 00:13:05,455 In hindsight, it turns out that wasn't kind of the ideal 271 00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:07,575 launchpad for you, in certain respects. 272 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:09,855 I mean, can you - how much can you talk about that? 273 00:13:09,880 --> 00:13:12,335 Well, obviously... I know you're very respectful of jay-Z. 274 00:13:12,360 --> 00:13:14,575 You won't say anything bad about him. 275 00:13:14,600 --> 00:13:17,255 And at the same time, why wasn't the music coming out? 276 00:13:17,280 --> 00:13:18,655 Let's talk about that. 277 00:13:18,680 --> 00:13:20,015 I don't know. 278 00:13:20,040 --> 00:13:22,895 You know, there was moments - I mean, I was recording for like two, 279 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:24,255 three years straight. 280 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:25,775 And then what's coming back? 281 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:27,335 "Jay-Z doesn't like this?" 282 00:13:27,360 --> 00:13:30,095 It was, you know, there was a whole moment where it was about to happen. 283 00:13:30,120 --> 00:13:33,135 I recorded a music video, and it just didn't come out. 284 00:13:33,160 --> 00:13:34,415 They scrapped it. 285 00:13:34,440 --> 00:13:36,655 And I felt really kind of, like, disappointed. 286 00:13:36,680 --> 00:13:38,855 I felt I let everyone down. 287 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:41,495 It's been reported that all the music, 288 00:13:41,520 --> 00:13:43,495 the best songs were going to Rihanna first, 289 00:13:43,520 --> 00:13:44,775 who was a stable mate there. 290 00:13:44,800 --> 00:13:48,015 She was also - she was obviously the more established artist, 291 00:13:48,040 --> 00:13:49,055 someone you admire. 292 00:13:49,080 --> 00:13:50,295 Respectfully, of course. 293 00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:52,615 She was getting first refusal on all the music, 294 00:13:52,640 --> 00:13:56,455 and she'd sit on songs that had been written, so that you couldn't... 295 00:13:56,480 --> 00:13:57,615 I don't know about that. 296 00:13:57,640 --> 00:13:59,575 Whether it was so you couldn't, or - either way, 297 00:13:59,600 --> 00:14:02,135 the result was that you weren't getting a look at it, 298 00:14:02,160 --> 00:14:05,175 and that she had a problem with you. 299 00:14:05,200 --> 00:14:09,575 Well, I can't speak for other people, but I think publicly, always 300 00:14:09,600 --> 00:14:11,575 they put women against each other. 301 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:14,535 But I've been nothing but a fan and respectful of her, 302 00:14:14,560 --> 00:14:16,295 and I always will be. 303 00:14:16,320 --> 00:14:17,775 But I'll tell you what happened. 304 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:22,455 So then Sarah, who is for me one of the most like ball grabbing, 305 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:24,895 independent, incredibly inspiring women who really... 306 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:26,255 Your manager. Yeah. 307 00:14:26,280 --> 00:14:30,775 ...who's really kind of took matters into her own hands. 308 00:14:30,800 --> 00:14:34,335 Ancl we found a song called Hot Right Now with DJ Fresh. 309 00:14:34,360 --> 00:14:39,775 Ancl that was something that we did ourselves, me and her. 310 00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:42,815 Ancl we presented it to the label, 311 00:14:42,840 --> 00:14:46,495 and they were like, "Oh, right, we're not putting money in it. 312 00:14:46,520 --> 00:14:48,015 "It's not going to be our campaign. 313 00:14:48,040 --> 00:14:50,935 "It's, you know, it's Ministry of Sound. They can - go for it." 314 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:55,975 So I put out Hot Right Now, wanting to prove that, like, hello, 315 00:14:56,000 --> 00:14:58,095 you're sitting on a gold mine or something. 316 00:14:58,120 --> 00:15:00,535 Hot Right Now, which is a great track, 317 00:15:00,560 --> 00:15:04,055 which is the only drum'n'bass song ever to reach number one in the UK. 318 00:15:04,080 --> 00:15:05,735 Yes, history. Up to that point. 319 00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:08,255 And then they come back - "Oh, we better, we better do something 320 00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:10,495 "with this girl who's been on our books for the last..." 321 00:15:10,520 --> 00:15:13,895 That was exactly right. ..two or three years, at that point. 322 00:15:13,920 --> 00:15:15,375 But that's ridiculous. 323 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:17,495 And now I'm getting annoyed. Thank you. 324 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:20,455 And then you put your album out, Ora. 325 00:15:20,480 --> 00:15:22,935 It was a number one album in the UK. 326 00:15:22,960 --> 00:15:26,015 Yes, yes. Big up, Ora. Thank you, for everyone. 327 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:28,975 I don't think they released it in America, did they? No. 328 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:30,975 Well, I mean, that also seems odd. 329 00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:32,775 Yeah, it was. It was all odd. 330 00:15:32,800 --> 00:15:35,295 What's that about? Help me out. 331 00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:38,295 I don't know. If I had the answers, I would tell you. 332 00:15:38,320 --> 00:15:39,815 I don't have the answers - Sway. 333 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:42,375 It's Rihanna, isn't it? No. 334 00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:45,375 You don't think it was an active... I just think it was priority... 335 00:15:45,400 --> 00:15:48,055 It was like, "We don't have time for Rita who?" 336 00:15:48,080 --> 00:15:50,295 I have to say one... "Number one in where?" 337 00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:53,015 I - you know, with everything comes like to prove, 338 00:15:53,040 --> 00:15:54,855 you've got to prove your worth. 339 00:15:54,880 --> 00:15:59,295 I just tried my hardest to become a prominent figure. 340 00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:00,615 That's all I wanted to do. 341 00:16:00,640 --> 00:16:05,015 I, like, wanted to be like that successful. 342 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:07,975 2015, was it, that you brought the lawsuit? 343 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,415 Let me be clear. 344 00:16:09,440 --> 00:16:11,215 It wasn't going up against jay-Z, 345 00:16:11,240 --> 00:16:14,175 it was going up against Roc Nation, the label. 346 00:16:14,200 --> 00:16:17,935 You had to bring a suit to be released from your deal. 347 00:16:17,960 --> 00:16:19,255 Yeah. So I... 348 00:16:19,280 --> 00:16:21,695 Plus they counter sued you, like, that's all stressful. 349 00:16:21,720 --> 00:16:23,095 I mean, it's just a big headache. 350 00:16:23,120 --> 00:16:25,055 It was an amicable separation. 351 00:16:25,080 --> 00:16:26,735 Were you financially worried? 352 00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:28,415 Were you worried about that? Yeah. 353 00:16:28,440 --> 00:16:33,015 There was ways I survived in that time that I was in before 354 00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:35,375 I chose to leave Roc Nation. 355 00:16:35,400 --> 00:16:38,775 I became the face of many different campaigns, 356 00:16:38,800 --> 00:16:40,255 TV, 357 00:16:40,280 --> 00:16:43,695 and I wanted to also take on acting. 358 00:16:43,720 --> 00:16:48,855 I got paid a good amount of money, which kept me sort of, like, afloat. 359 00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:52,935 I'm happy I did that, because I think for me that opened the door 360 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:54,775 to, like, a lot of things. 361 00:16:54,800 --> 00:16:59,295 But we did all of that ourselves, my sister and Sarah. 362 00:17:02,040 --> 00:17:03,495 Vocal rest time. 363 00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:05,255 Vocal rest. OK, let's have a little rest. 364 00:17:05,280 --> 00:17:06,735 HE INHALES DEEPLY 365 00:17:06,760 --> 00:17:07,775 Yeah. 366 00:17:10,600 --> 00:17:11,815 How are you, Elena? 367 00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:13,455 Did you want to add anything? 368 00:17:13,480 --> 00:17:15,215 Rihanna? I think you guys are doing great. 369 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:16,935 What's going on with Rihanna? 370 00:17:19,960 --> 00:17:21,215 Elena's your sister. 371 00:17:21,240 --> 00:17:23,415 You're also her manager. Kind of. 372 00:17:23,440 --> 00:17:26,055 All of her management team, let's say. Yeah. 373 00:17:26,080 --> 00:17:30,855 "This is an app I use to talk when I'm having a vocal rest." 374 00:17:34,280 --> 00:17:36,895 "So leave me the fuck alone, Louis." 375 00:17:36,920 --> 00:17:41,935 You've got a slightly different personality on the app. 376 00:17:41,960 --> 00:17:43,855 Combined with the face. 377 00:17:43,880 --> 00:17:45,615 "I'm kidding. I love you." 378 00:17:45,640 --> 00:17:46,975 LAUGHTER 379 00:17:55,360 --> 00:17:56,815 Ta-da! 380 00:17:56,840 --> 00:17:59,655 In Los Angeles, I'd been invited to a video shoot 381 00:17:59,680 --> 00:18:02,495 for a song Rita was featuring on. 382 00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:05,055 This would be her first new music for nearly a year. 383 00:18:05,080 --> 00:18:06,415 I would take my sunglasses off 384 00:18:06,440 --> 00:18:08,415 but I'm not ready yet, and my face doesn't look... 385 00:18:08,440 --> 00:18:10,255 Do you not want to look unmade-up? 386 00:18:10,280 --> 00:18:11,975 | mean, you can see me. 387 00:18:12,000 --> 00:18:13,575 That looks nice. Aargh! 388 00:18:13,600 --> 00:18:15,735 This is Boris, who I did the song with. Netsky. 389 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:16,855 The Dj and producer? 390 00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:19,255 Yes, that's right. Yeah. How do you do? Nice to meet you. 391 00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:20,415 Nice to meet you too. 392 00:18:20,440 --> 00:18:22,135 Hi! I'm looking forward to hearing it. 393 00:18:22,160 --> 00:18:23,295 Yeah, it's going to be fun. 394 00:18:23,320 --> 00:18:25,455 So remember this face, because you won't recognise me 395 00:18:25,480 --> 00:18:27,015 when I come out of that room. 396 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:31,015 Dissolve! SHE LAUGHS 397 00:18:31,040 --> 00:18:33,255 I'll be right back, OK? All right. 398 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:35,455 Oh, oh, oh, oh, take your... One, two... 399 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:38,015 ...three, four, five, six. And... Yeah! 400 00:18:38,040 --> 00:18:40,015 ...one, two, three, four and five. 401 00:18:41,880 --> 00:18:43,655 APPLAUSE 402 00:18:43,680 --> 00:18:46,415 Oh, beautiful. Looking really good, guys. 403 00:18:46,440 --> 00:18:47,975 Excellent. 404 00:18:48,000 --> 00:18:49,255 Here she is... Hi. 405 00:18:49,280 --> 00:18:51,175 ...looking amazing. Do you still recognise me? 406 00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:52,695 I do. I do. 407 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:54,695 But you look very glam. 408 00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:55,735 Thank you. 409 00:18:55,760 --> 00:18:57,095 So you'll be in the middle here? 410 00:18:57,120 --> 00:18:59,615 Yeah, this is where you're going to be. Come on, stop. 411 00:18:59,640 --> 00:19:01,415 No, I'm serious. This isn't about me. 412 00:19:01,440 --> 00:19:02,495 They didn't tell you? 413 00:19:02,520 --> 00:19:04,215 What if we all get in position and... Yeah. 414 00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:05,415 Remember what I showed you? 415 00:19:05,440 --> 00:19:06,815 Yeah, I will. Find it inside. 416 00:19:06,840 --> 00:19:08,215 Yes. Right. 417 00:19:08,240 --> 00:19:10,335 He's my emotional support. LAUGHTER 418 00:19:10,360 --> 00:19:12,055 I'm your emotional support animal. 419 00:19:12,080 --> 00:19:14,695 Well, I didn't want to take it that far! 420 00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:16,535 As Rita prepped her moves, 421 00:19:16,560 --> 00:19:19,015 there was a surprise visitor to the set. 422 00:19:19,040 --> 00:19:21,735 How you doing? Yeah, good. Louis. Nice to meet you. 423 00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:23,735 Yeah, nice to meet you. Oh, my God. I'm a big fan. 424 00:19:23,760 --> 00:19:26,255 Rita's boyfriend - the actor, director and 425 00:19:26,280 --> 00:19:28,535 Oscar-winning writer Taika Waititi. 426 00:19:28,560 --> 00:19:30,015 Thanks for coming down. 427 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:31,935 Yeah. Well, I think you came down to see Rita... 428 00:19:31,960 --> 00:19:34,535 I came down to see Rita, yeah. ..but I'm part of the bonus package. 429 00:19:34,560 --> 00:19:36,215 I see, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. 430 00:19:36,240 --> 00:19:37,375 Oh, it's a big bonus. 431 00:19:37,400 --> 00:19:39,015 I see her all the time. Yeah. 432 00:19:39,040 --> 00:19:41,855 I barely ever see you. THEY LAUGH 433 00:19:41,880 --> 00:19:43,375 So tell me about you and Rita. 434 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:45,055 You've been together about a year? 435 00:19:45,080 --> 00:19:49,695 We've actually known each other for years, before we got together. 436 00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:52,055 Everyone thinks we met in Australia last year, but... 437 00:19:52,080 --> 00:19:53,455 That's what the internet told me. 438 00:19:53,480 --> 00:19:54,535 Yeah. 439 00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:56,335 You know who brought her to my house? 440 00:19:56,360 --> 00:19:58,775 It was Robert Pattinson. The famous actor? 441 00:19:58,800 --> 00:20:00,975 Batman. Batman. 442 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:03,495 He brought her over. I was having a little barbecue thing, 443 00:20:03,520 --> 00:20:05,535 and he brought her over and we got to chatting 444 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:06,895 and we just became friends. 445 00:20:06,920 --> 00:20:08,215 We hit it off, became friends. 446 00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:10,695 Then for years, for the next three, three and a half years, 447 00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:12,375 we were just good mates. Yeah. 448 00:20:12,400 --> 00:20:14,895 Yeah, and we were in different relationships, both of us. 449 00:20:14,920 --> 00:20:18,855 And every time we hung out we would just catch up 450 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:21,455 where we left off, and it was a good friendship. 451 00:20:21,480 --> 00:20:23,935 Yeah. And then we decided to ruin it all. 452 00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:26,335 What is it that works about the relationship? 453 00:20:26,360 --> 00:20:29,295 I just like the fact that we both work hard and we've both got 454 00:20:29,320 --> 00:20:31,935 our own jobs and are independent, but are also best friends. 455 00:20:31,960 --> 00:20:34,135 You know, we come from different parts of the world. 456 00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:36,455 She comes from Kosovo and I'm from New Zealand - 457 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:39,015 very far away, but the backgrounds are very similar in that 458 00:20:39,040 --> 00:20:41,335 we grew up poor, with working class families. 459 00:20:41,360 --> 00:20:45,135 Her dad owned pubs and she hung out in pubs a lot when she was a kid, 460 00:20:45,160 --> 00:20:49,615 and my mum worked in pubs and, well, my family loved being in pubs 461 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:51,535 so I was in pubs a lot... LOUIS LAUGHS 462 00:20:51,560 --> 00:20:53,735 ...when I was a kid - in fact, all through my childhood. 463 00:20:53,760 --> 00:20:56,215 And I think just, you know, the background of 464 00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:59,655 the Maori community, it feels just similar to the Kosovan 465 00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:01,095 or Albanian communities. 466 00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:03,575 Like, our sensibilities are quite aligned, I think. Yeah. 467 00:21:03,600 --> 00:21:05,135 # We used to be in love 468 00:21:05,160 --> 00:21:09,055 # Ancl I will not allow for us to go down in fire... # 469 00:21:09,080 --> 00:21:11,895 When you first met Rita, had she seen your movies? 470 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:13,895 I don't care if she's seen my stuff or not. 471 00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:15,695 My mum's seen all my stuff, 472 00:21:15,720 --> 00:21:18,015 and she loved it. Mm. That's enough. 473 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:20,135 But if I can just reach one person... 474 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:22,455 THEY LAUGH 475 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:24,015 HE KNOCKS Darling? 476 00:21:24,040 --> 00:21:25,055 Yeah? Hi. 477 00:21:25,080 --> 00:21:26,255 Can I bring in some visitors? 478 00:21:26,280 --> 00:21:27,335 Yeah. 479 00:21:27,360 --> 00:21:28,935 Oh, no... How's it going in here? 480 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:30,335 You two found each other, then. 481 00:21:30,360 --> 00:21:32,255 We've been bro-mg down out there. SHE LAUGHS 482 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:35,175 Mainly talking about your romance, how you got together. 483 00:21:35,200 --> 00:21:36,735 Well! I couldn't help it. 484 00:21:36,760 --> 00:21:38,575 We haven't spoken about that yet. It's him. 485 00:21:38,600 --> 00:21:39,975 This is his power. His power. 486 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:43,695 What works about it... He just sort of... ..the foundation of it. 487 00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:46,415 Aw. Erm, the chemistry. Yeah. 488 00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:48,735 The emotional give-and-take. 489 00:21:48,760 --> 00:21:50,495 He's my best friend. 490 00:21:50,520 --> 00:21:52,815 That's what I said. Did you? Shut up. So our stories... 491 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:54,215 Say you swear. I swear. 492 00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:55,255 No? 493 00:21:55,280 --> 00:21:56,335 Oh... 494 00:21:56,360 --> 00:21:58,095 Eurgh, what was that?! LOUIS LAUGHS 495 00:21:58,120 --> 00:22:00,255 A snap pea. 496 00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:01,415 Were you... 497 00:22:01,440 --> 00:22:04,655 Taika, were you conscious of being pulled more into the spotlight? 498 00:22:04,680 --> 00:22:07,455 Because obviously Rita and her... I don't know about that, Louis! 499 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:09,735 I think it was probably the other way around. 500 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:12,615 Don't you think, darling? LAUGHTER 501 00:22:12,640 --> 00:22:14,695 Errn, yeah, I enjoyed hanging out with you, 502 00:22:14,720 --> 00:22:16,895 and then people started taking photos of us. Yeah. 503 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,735 Then for about five minutes, lthought 504 00:22:18,760 --> 00:22:20,975 "Oh, this is what they talk about." 505 00:22:21,000 --> 00:22:23,575 The thing is you don't come into this industry, 506 00:22:23,600 --> 00:22:26,575 "Oh, would I love to do music?", thinking about that at all. 507 00:22:26,600 --> 00:22:28,895 It's kind of one of those things you have to deal with 508 00:22:28,920 --> 00:22:31,375 once you're in it, so it's not like you go to school for it. 509 00:22:31,400 --> 00:22:34,415 So it's a really hard thing to digest because you're not 510 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:35,855 trained for it. 511 00:22:35,880 --> 00:22:38,935 You're just trained to sort of, like, go on stage and sing 512 00:22:38,960 --> 00:22:40,295 and make music. 513 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:44,335 That's probably one of the reasons why I enjoy being in LA 514 00:22:44,360 --> 00:22:47,295 because they kind of leave you more alone, I would say, 515 00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:49,055 than in the UK. Mm-hm. 516 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:52,575 Maybe it's because it's so normal here to see sort of, like... 517 00:22:52,600 --> 00:22:55,335 Yeah, it's a lot of stars. ..people walking around. 518 00:22:55,360 --> 00:22:57,415 So they're not, like, outside your house, 519 00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:59,695 like they are back at home. 520 00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:02,135 But... Would they be outside your house? 521 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,055 Yeah. In London? 522 00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:06,775 Yeah. Definitely in my old place. 523 00:23:06,800 --> 00:23:10,335 I've moved now and got a bit more security. 524 00:23:10,360 --> 00:23:13,175 This is a heavy question, so feel free not to answer it. 525 00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:14,335 That's all right. OK. 526 00:23:14,360 --> 00:23:17,295 So have you had any issues with stalkers? 527 00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:18,815 Yeah. 528 00:23:18,840 --> 00:23:24,095 There was one incident where there was a person who just arrived 529 00:23:24,120 --> 00:23:28,455 with suitcases outside my house and said that I'd promised them 530 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:32,495 that I would leave everything and live a life with them 531 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:33,575 and run away. 532 00:23:33,600 --> 00:23:36,295 Ancl then these pictures of these individuals you have to put around 533 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:40,335 at all shows, for all the security to kind of be aware of 534 00:23:40,360 --> 00:23:43,335 these specific people, 535 00:23:43,360 --> 00:23:46,455 because you just don't know when they're going to show up. 536 00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:50,815 Bye-bye. Mwah. Thanks for coming. 537 00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:52,655 I squashed your hair a little bit more. 538 00:23:52,680 --> 00:23:55,255 OK. I'll see you guys later. I'll give you your microphone back. 539 00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:57,095 Bye! Thanks, Taika. I really appreciate it. 540 00:23:57,120 --> 00:23:59,335 Just going to go work on my...another hit movie. 541 00:23:59,360 --> 00:24:00,735 LAUGHTER 542 00:24:00,760 --> 00:24:02,455 just... just my eighth, um... 543 00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:04,455 Get out of here. just go away! 544 00:24:04,480 --> 00:24:06,135 ...critically acclaimed film. 545 00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:08,055 Whatever. 546 00:24:08,080 --> 00:24:10,855 They say, "Learn from your mistakes." 547 00:24:10,880 --> 00:24:12,815 I wouldn't know. 548 00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:14,215 LAUGHING: Oh, my God! 549 00:24:14,240 --> 00:24:15,695 He even had an exit line. 550 00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:18,575 That's always. That's every clay, by the way. 551 00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:19,815 Thank you for having me, Rita. 552 00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:21,295 I'm so happy you came. Yeah, me too. 553 00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:23,895 Thank you for seeing the bit of the inside of this video. 554 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:25,815 Yeah. Appreciate it. 555 00:24:29,040 --> 00:24:30,815 Hi, Rita. Hi. 556 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:33,735 Rita's relationship with the tabloids has not 557 00:24:33,760 --> 00:24:35,015 always been easy. 558 00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,375 Rita, can I get a picture, love? 559 00:24:36,400 --> 00:24:40,295 In 2020 she was criticised for a birthday party during lockdown, 560 00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:42,855 for which she later apologised. 561 00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:44,975 Over the years there's been extensive coverage 562 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:46,495 of her love life. 563 00:24:48,920 --> 00:24:52,975 In 2016 she made headlines when one of her Instagram posts led to 564 00:24:53,000 --> 00:24:55,295 speculation that she might be outing herself 565 00:24:55,320 --> 00:24:57,055 as jay-Z's 'other woman', 566 00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:59,895 written about on Beyonce's Lemonade album. 567 00:25:03,520 --> 00:25:07,335 I was curious how she felt about her press portrayal. 568 00:25:07,360 --> 00:25:08,855 All right. 569 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:10,455 Just carry on. 570 00:25:10,480 --> 00:25:12,415 One of the things that obviously comes up a lot - 571 00:25:12,440 --> 00:25:15,015 when Beyonce had her album there was a mysterious woman called 572 00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:17,175 "Becky with the good hair," who allegedly jay-Z had 573 00:25:17,200 --> 00:25:18,895 cheated with her... RITA SCOFFS 574 00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:23,015 Yeah. ..and then at some point in 2016, with Lemonade in the air, 575 00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:26,135 you posted a picture of yourself with lemons on your bra... 576 00:25:26,160 --> 00:25:27,895 Oh, my God. "and a “)“ around your neck. 577 00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:29,295 It literally was a coincidence. 578 00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:30,975 I didn't even think about it, I swear, 579 00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:32,615 and it wasn't aj - it was an R. 580 00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,695 They flipped it round and then it looked like a j! 581 00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:40,015 That was in no way designed to sort of... No, it had nothing... 582 00:25:40,040 --> 00:25:43,415 ...intrigue or... No, that was my own design 583 00:25:43,440 --> 00:25:47,135 with an underwear company called Tezenis that I was working with. 584 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:49,535 This is what I mean, man. A pinch of salt. 585 00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:51,735 You've got to take things with a pinch of salt. 586 00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:53,015 Ancl that's what's insane. 587 00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:56,895 I had to just kind of sit through that until a good friend 588 00:25:56,920 --> 00:26:00,775 of mine, Katy Perry, gave me a hilarious badge 589 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:02,375 that said, "Not Becky". 590 00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:05,215 It's just I guess what the press do, isn't it? 591 00:26:05,240 --> 00:26:07,575 It's interesting because I feel like, you know, everyone 592 00:26:07,600 --> 00:26:09,775 is very interested in my personal life, 593 00:26:09,800 --> 00:26:14,975 like everything else is not worthy enough, which sometimes is 594 00:26:15,000 --> 00:26:20,335 frustrating because I have also got a lot of credentials 595 00:26:20,360 --> 00:26:23,015 to sustain my, like, respect. 596 00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:27,975 Ancl I feel like when things aren't as "juicy" or, you know, 597 00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:32,215 all my sort of, like, career achievements I'm really proud of 598 00:26:32,240 --> 00:26:36,615 aren't spoken about as much as, like, a bit of gossip or whatever, 599 00:26:36,640 --> 00:26:39,535 it just becomes a little bit annoying. 600 00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:42,775 But I understand why to the people it's, like, interesting, but... 601 00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:46,375 I think where it's relevant is that part of your talent 602 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:51,135 is aligned with a kind of positive attitude to life, right? 603 00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:54,855 Thank you. Which is also involved with having a colourful love life, 604 00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:56,695 right? And I say that with no judgment. Yeah. 605 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:59,095 Because you've also made jokes about picking the wrong guy 606 00:26:59,120 --> 00:27:01,495 and a couple of them were total... Ancl wrote songs about it. 607 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:04,335 Can I say this? A couple of them struck me as complete plonkers. 608 00:27:04,360 --> 00:27:06,655 By the way, I didn't mean that... That doesn't attach... 609 00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:08,295 I hope that didn't attach to you. 610 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:10,215 It was like I just thought, "Why..." Thanks. 611 00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:11,855 You know, "Why did you go with that guy?" 612 00:27:11,880 --> 00:27:14,895 Maybe, maybe... And that probably says more about me. Maybe. 613 00:27:14,920 --> 00:27:16,175 I love love. 614 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:17,535 I love being in love. 615 00:27:17,560 --> 00:27:19,455 It's amazing. It's so fun. 616 00:27:19,480 --> 00:27:20,775 Who doesn't? 617 00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:22,935 It's like I live life to the fullest. 618 00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:26,695 I am an extremely passionate person when it comes to love, 619 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:30,535 but I don't base my life on relationships. 620 00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:33,215 I don't base my, like, moments - 621 00:27:33,240 --> 00:27:36,215 "Oh, I remember this because of that" - off relationships. 622 00:27:36,240 --> 00:27:38,855 That's just an addition to my life. 623 00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:43,575 I've always been very adamant on focusing on me 624 00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:48,295 and my, like, work and what I love to do. 625 00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:54,295 Ancl if somebody brings something to that scenario, then great. 626 00:27:55,800 --> 00:27:59,815 I also feel like all of that is irrelevant because of the place 627 00:27:59,840 --> 00:28:03,735 I'm in now, and it's almost, like, disrespectful to what I have now 628 00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:07,415 to even discuss the past. 629 00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:11,575 What I hear very clearly is that you are really proud 630 00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:15,815 of what you've achieved, and rightly so, but that there's an atmosphere, 631 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:20,375 or can be when you're in the public eye, an atmosphere of judgement, 632 00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:21,975 or shaming, or criticism. 633 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,695 Is that sort of what... Yeah, but look... ..you're thinking about? 634 00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:26,095 You know, we are women. 635 00:28:26,120 --> 00:28:28,975 Men don't get asked, "Oh, you've had 100 boyfriends?", 636 00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:30,615 or "girlfriends?" 637 00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:35,815 Sometimes they do, but the majority of the time they don't. 638 00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:38,295 You know, it comes with the territory. 639 00:28:38,320 --> 00:28:42,575 I think it's part of the world that you're in. 640 00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:46,375 I just count myself kind of pretty lucky compared to some 641 00:28:46,400 --> 00:28:47,855 stories that have... 642 00:28:49,920 --> 00:28:53,215 ...been really intense for some that aren't even here with us today 643 00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,335 for specific reasons like that. 644 00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:57,575 And some of them were my 'hi ends. 645 00:28:57,600 --> 00:28:59,735 You know, the press can be really gruelling. 646 00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:02,055 So I think things need to change. 647 00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:05,215 You were close with Caroline Flack, weren't you? Yeah. 648 00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:09,295 Ancl I think it's really disgusting at times, and it's really sad. 649 00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:11,295 I get emotional because it's... 650 00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:14,295 It's hard to relate if you're not... 651 00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:15,975 ...in that position. 652 00:29:16,000 --> 00:29:18,255 You know, no-one is asking people to understand, 653 00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:21,735 "Oh, I'm famous, please, please understand me." 654 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:25,735 Like, it's very hard to sympathise, but I try not to think about it 655 00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:29,095 too much because it puts me in a sense of stress and anxiety. 656 00:29:42,600 --> 00:29:44,135 How's your energy? 657 00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:45,415 Great. 658 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:48,055 Here we are, not far from where you grew up. 659 00:29:48,080 --> 00:29:50,455 West London Massive. Ah... Give me one of these. 660 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:52,215 Here we go. That'll take a minute. 661 00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:53,575 There we go. 662 00:29:53,600 --> 00:29:57,855 Now we're going to get attacked if we go east of Tottenham Court Road. 663 00:29:57,880 --> 00:30:01,935 Your parents had been born - as had you, in fact - in Kosovo. 664 00:30:01,960 --> 00:30:06,575 Mm-hm. And then in... '91, is it, they relocated, they moved? Yeah. 665 00:30:06,600 --> 00:30:09,015 I was one. My sister was three. 666 00:30:09,040 --> 00:30:12,535 You know, and I grew up kind of, you know, in a council estate. 667 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:15,855 Ancl so drinking in the parks with my mates. 668 00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:18,975 I was definitely... So a wild child? ..a bit of a wild child, 669 00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:20,775 but I wasn't a disrespectful child. 670 00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:22,495 I think there's, like, a fine line. 671 00:30:22,520 --> 00:30:24,895 You have to remember my parents are kind of... 672 00:30:24,920 --> 00:30:27,895 You know, they're traditional. They are Kosovan parents. 673 00:30:27,920 --> 00:30:31,295 They were raised in a specific way - get married, have kids, 674 00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:33,015 go to school. 675 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:37,175 Ancl so for them it was really important to follow that tradition. 676 00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:40,895 Ancl I was kind of like a... 677 00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:42,855 What's the word - anomaly? Mm-hm. 678 00:30:42,880 --> 00:30:44,815 SHE GASPS I got it right! 679 00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:46,975 One of the things you're quoted as saying is, 680 00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:48,895 "I wish I'd been a better kid." 681 00:30:48,920 --> 00:30:50,615 Did you know that you'd said that? 682 00:30:50,640 --> 00:30:53,335 I probably did say that a long time ago. 683 00:30:53,360 --> 00:30:57,695 It was actually in the context of your mum having cancer... Hmm. 684 00:30:57,720 --> 00:30:59,415 ...from which she recovered. 685 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,615 Thank God. She survived it. 686 00:31:01,640 --> 00:31:06,335 But around that time you were also maybe not your best behaved? 687 00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:10,815 First of all, getting that news as a kid, it's, like, a lot, 688 00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:13,335 because you look at your parents and you think they're always 689 00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:15,655 going to be there. They're, like, superheroes, you know? 690 00:31:15,680 --> 00:31:17,095 They're never going to get ill, 691 00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:19,455 they're always going to be there when you need them. 692 00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:21,655 And then there my mum goes, you know, 693 00:31:21,680 --> 00:31:23,375 "Been diagnosed with breast cancer" - 694 00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:26,215 super young, by the way, you know, late 30s. 695 00:31:26,240 --> 00:31:28,295 And you would've been probably 14? 696 00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:30,695 Yeah, I was, like, 13, 14. 697 00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:35,055 Ancl I would still go to school and I just wouldn't focus. 698 00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:39,495 I felt like I was under a lot of, like... I didn't know what to do. 699 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:42,255 Ancl so, yeah, I rebelled a little bit, you know? 700 00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:43,415 What would that look like? 701 00:31:43,440 --> 00:31:45,655 Was that just partying, or...? 702 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:48,495 No, it was, like, pretending to go to school and having a spare 703 00:31:48,520 --> 00:31:51,375 pair of clothes in my bag and not go to school. 704 00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:54,015 Spending my lunch money on, like, a packet of Mayfair. 705 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:56,455 Ten Mayfair! 706 00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:58,135 Oh, God, those were the clays. 707 00:31:58,160 --> 00:32:02,735 And, you know, coming back and smelling like cigs, and my parents 708 00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:04,735 were like, "Why do you smell like cigs?" 709 00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:06,055 Ancl I'm like, "I don't know." 710 00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:08,535 And you were at Sylvia Young at this point? Yeah. 711 00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:11,135 So they're thinking, like, "This is supposed to be your dream." 712 00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:12,815 Like, "You're at a stage school." Yeah. 713 00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:17,495 "You want to be a singer and a star. Why aren't you taking it seriously?" 714 00:32:17,520 --> 00:32:19,455 You know, it's true. 715 00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:21,695 I was a kid. I mean, what can I say? 716 00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:26,415 It was moments where I felt like I didn't realise... 717 00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:28,855 I didn't know what to do if my par... If my mum was not 718 00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:30,055 going to be around. 719 00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:32,295 You know, all those thoughts were going on in my head. 720 00:32:32,320 --> 00:32:34,415 I think that's something you carry a little bit of, 721 00:32:34,440 --> 00:32:37,215 or at least at some time in the past maybe you carried 722 00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:38,815 a little bit of guilt about. 723 00:32:38,840 --> 00:32:40,375 No, I do. 724 00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:43,495 At the same time, my parents would keep all the stress 725 00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:45,255 away from us. 726 00:32:45,280 --> 00:32:47,735 They didn't put the cancer on us. 727 00:32:47,760 --> 00:32:50,135 They didn't really bring... 728 00:32:50,160 --> 00:32:52,335 ...money issues to us. 729 00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:56,575 I mean, I would see my mum kind of ill - chemo, losing hair - 730 00:32:56,600 --> 00:33:00,655 but she never, like, complained to us. 731 00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:03,175 They were really good at protecting us. 732 00:33:10,960 --> 00:33:12,255 INTERCOM BEEPS 733 00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:14,415 GATE UNLOCKS Oh, that was easy. 734 00:33:14,440 --> 00:33:15,855 Thank you. 735 00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:19,055 Hello! 736 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:21,575 Nice to see you. Welcome. 737 00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:22,855 Well, this is fabulous. 738 00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:25,015 Welcome to the family house. Gosh. 739 00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:26,335 In North West London, 740 00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:29,175 I had a dinner invitation to Rita's family home... 741 00:33:29,200 --> 00:33:30,655 Nice to meet you. You must be Vera. 742 00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:32,615 I'm Vera. How do you do? Thanks for having us. 743 00:33:32,640 --> 00:33:33,855 Welcome to our house. 744 00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:37,655 ...with Mum, Vera, Dad, Nik, and the full complement of Ora siblings. 745 00:33:39,080 --> 00:33:42,615 The house was one Rita had bought eight years ago. 746 00:33:42,640 --> 00:33:43,895 I'm fine. 747 00:33:43,920 --> 00:33:45,655 We cleaned up a bit for you. 748 00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:48,655 It's such a... It's so nice! It's not usually like this. Wow. 749 00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:50,495 It's really not usually like this. 750 00:33:50,520 --> 00:33:51,935 Oh, there's my brother! 751 00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:53,815 Hi. You must be Don. Yeah, pleasure to meet you. 752 00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:54,895 Louis. Likewise. 753 00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:57,015 Am I right in thinking that you're all staying here - 754 00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:59,735 because you're back from LA, but basically you've kind of 755 00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,935 reconstituted the nuclear family arrangement? 756 00:34:02,960 --> 00:34:05,895 Yeah, so... Like, all five of you are under the roof? 757 00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:08,335 2.5, yes. Can you imagine? 758 00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:10,495 It feels like the premise for a sitcom, 759 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:14,455 like "international pop star moves back in with her parents." 760 00:34:14,480 --> 00:34:18,495 Everyone has their own room and it stays as they left it. 761 00:34:18,520 --> 00:34:21,975 So... Very cute. It's, in a way, you know... Frozen in time. 762 00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:24,735 No, it's, in a way, an invitation. 763 00:34:24,760 --> 00:34:27,815 So wherever they are, they are always, you know, 764 00:34:27,840 --> 00:34:30,495 welcome here, and should be here, I think. That's nice. 765 00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:33,135 Aw! It's nice to feel that you have that. 766 00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:37,215 The family had arrived in London 31 years earlier, after fleeing 767 00:34:37,240 --> 00:34:40,255 the outbreak of war in the former Yugoslavia. 768 00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:43,375 In terms of arriving here as a family, as refugees - 769 00:34:43,400 --> 00:34:44,895 can I use that word? 770 00:34:44,920 --> 00:34:48,215 Yeah. Yeah. What was the experience like? 771 00:34:48,240 --> 00:34:52,055 We actually didn't know what we expected here, 772 00:34:52,080 --> 00:34:56,095 but after seeing what happened in Croatia and Bosnia, and starting 773 00:34:56,120 --> 00:34:59,295 in Kosovo, the main thing was for our two girls 774 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:01,615 at that time to be safe. Mm. 775 00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:02,935 What was it like? 776 00:35:02,960 --> 00:35:06,215 Was it relatively straightforward to get settled? 777 00:35:06,240 --> 00:35:08,575 Vera, you... Do you remember it? 778 00:35:08,600 --> 00:35:10,895 I don't... No, no, it wasn't straightforward. 779 00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:14,775 I came quite happy and enthusiastic and everything else, 780 00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:18,495 but then reality hit me, as a woman, as a mother, 781 00:35:18,520 --> 00:35:20,415 and I couldn't speak the language. 782 00:35:20,440 --> 00:35:25,215 So the girls started learning and... Much quicker than me. 783 00:35:25,240 --> 00:35:29,175 And, yeah, Elena was helping to interpret, even. 784 00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:33,575 I remember when I took them to the GP and I was... 785 00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:35,655 It makes me sad because... 786 00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:38,455 Yeah. 787 00:35:38,480 --> 00:35:43,655 It makes me sad because then I used her as my interpreter, 788 00:35:43,680 --> 00:35:46,695 and I know probably it felt really difficult 789 00:35:46,720 --> 00:35:48,655 for her being under stress. 790 00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:52,295 Nik, do you want to talk now? 791 00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,335 LAUGHTER You're fine! 792 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:56,975 You were going through a lot, too, weren't you? 793 00:35:57,000 --> 00:36:00,815 Yeah. Yeah, because I think I took it a bit harder 794 00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:04,975 because I was a doctor, and then I just became a housewife, 795 00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:06,375 which was fine. 796 00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:09,975 Now, looking back, actually, I used that time to raise the girls 797 00:36:10,000 --> 00:36:13,215 and to spend time with them, and... 798 00:36:13,240 --> 00:36:16,735 But at that time, I thought, "Oh, my God, I'm not working. 799 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:19,935 "I was a doctor. What am I supposed to do now?" 800 00:36:19,960 --> 00:36:22,135 I had to start all over again, 801 00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:25,935 to take my medical exams, because I had a gap of 802 00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:28,575 seven, eight years that I hadn't clone medicine. 803 00:36:28,600 --> 00:36:29,735 But I did it. 804 00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:32,055 I'm very happy that I'm doing the job I'm doing, 805 00:36:32,080 --> 00:36:33,975 now that I'm working for the NHS. 806 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:35,375 It's a lot to do. 807 00:36:35,400 --> 00:36:37,255 That's incredible, really. 808 00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:40,255 So we're going to look at a few photos. 809 00:36:40,280 --> 00:36:41,655 Yeah, come on, let's have a look. 810 00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:42,935 The family album. 811 00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,175 Well, I just thought it'd be really nice to... 812 00:36:45,200 --> 00:36:47,535 It's nice that you've got them in physical form. 813 00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:50,055 I know. Do you... Guys, come on! Come and sit. 814 00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:51,295 Come on. What's happening? 815 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:53,615 Don't suddenly get camera-shy! 816 00:36:55,400 --> 00:36:58,855 But don't you think back to times when you were living and it was hard 817 00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:01,255 and then sometimes that's the happiest time, isn't it? 818 00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:04,135 There's one video here where we were staying briefly 819 00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:05,375 in, like, a room, and I... 820 00:37:05,400 --> 00:37:07,615 I want you to watch this. Let's watch it. 821 00:37:07,640 --> 00:37:09,215 How big was the flat? 822 00:37:09,240 --> 00:37:10,415 Erm, it was that. That's it. 823 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:12,655 That room. just one room? Mm-hm. 824 00:37:12,680 --> 00:37:14,015 MUSIC PLAYS ON FILM 825 00:37:14,040 --> 00:37:16,015 Yeah, we all just danced. 826 00:37:17,480 --> 00:37:19,055 BABY CRI ES 827 00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:21,415 VERA: Oh, she stepped on him! I just pushed him out the way! 828 00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:23,535 THEY LAUGH 829 00:37:23,560 --> 00:37:25,015 Did you step on his foot? 830 00:37:25,040 --> 00:37:27,015 Yes, and I don't care - look. 831 00:37:27,040 --> 00:37:28,855 Oh, no. 832 00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:31,175 FILM: # Happy Birthday to you... # 833 00:37:31,200 --> 00:37:32,895 That's me singing Happy Birthday. 834 00:37:35,240 --> 00:37:38,335 He's looking like, "What is going on?" 835 00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:41,095 He's just tried to touch the candle. 836 00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:42,575 What's wrong with you? 837 00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:43,615 I know. 838 00:37:45,600 --> 00:37:48,015 I'm trying to make him blow the candle. 839 00:37:49,760 --> 00:37:51,015 That's so lovely. 840 00:37:54,000 --> 00:37:59,295 We had so much happiness and there was always music playing still. 841 00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:03,815 We didn't care and we were just together. 842 00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:07,095 We're lucky to have each other, you know? So... 843 00:38:09,200 --> 00:38:10,695 It's such a big deal. 844 00:38:10,720 --> 00:38:12,215 Yay! 845 00:38:15,240 --> 00:38:17,815 Vera, I know you're keen to get going with the cooking, aren't you? 846 00:38:17,840 --> 00:38:19,175 I'm not doing it on my own. 847 00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,055 We have to turn it into a ball. Mum, show him. 848 00:38:21,080 --> 00:38:23,575 You can do that as well, but I usually do this. 849 00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:25,735 I made a hole. 850 00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:27,175 Any wine? 851 00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:28,935 Any wine or some water? 852 00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:32,495 A little glass of wine would be nice. 853 00:38:32,520 --> 00:38:33,695 Red? Please. 854 00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:38,815 Vera had enlisted my help to make a Kosovan dish called pite. 855 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:40,295 The best dish ever. 856 00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:41,495 It's spinach pie. 857 00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:46,255 Ancl I think it's a good reminder for my family to get together 858 00:38:46,280 --> 00:38:48,855 because they don't have it elsewhere. 859 00:38:48,880 --> 00:38:51,655 Maybe it's gone a bit dishevelled because we've been talking 860 00:38:51,680 --> 00:38:54,695 and it's gone a bit. No, it looks fine. 861 00:38:54,720 --> 00:38:58,015 It's going to be good. It's going to be so good! 862 00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:01,535 The journey that your family went on and the trials that they went 863 00:39:01,560 --> 00:39:05,495 through, that you all went through, and the sacrifices they made 864 00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:07,775 have given you a sense of responsibility. 865 00:39:07,800 --> 00:39:12,695 When you come from nothing and you get something, you always 866 00:39:12,720 --> 00:39:15,375 have that fear that you're going to end up again with nothing 867 00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,295 because you know how it feels. 868 00:39:17,320 --> 00:39:22,655 So when I had like a taste of some sort of success, I was like, 869 00:39:22,680 --> 00:39:24,935 I can't fail, you know? 870 00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:30,975 So anything that sort of triggers that emotion of 871 00:39:31,000 --> 00:39:32,655 it can all go like that... 872 00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:39,095 ...it brings back how it felt when I...when you have nothing, 873 00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:41,735 I'm doing this for not just myself. 874 00:39:42,760 --> 00:39:46,535 Ancl I definitely didn't want to fail. 875 00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:51,335 But do you think if you felt she was struggling or if in any way... 876 00:39:51,360 --> 00:39:54,295 Because there's a lot of toll that comes with being in the public eye, 877 00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:55,815 right? Do you keep an eye on that? 878 00:39:55,840 --> 00:39:59,575 There were times when she was really stressed and I got worried, 879 00:39:59,600 --> 00:40:03,295 to be honest, and it was heartbreaking. 880 00:40:03,320 --> 00:40:07,735 Ancl there's moments where I run home and I say, look, this is a lot 881 00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:09,775 and I don't know what to do. 882 00:40:13,280 --> 00:40:14,655 What do you guys think? 883 00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:17,135 That looks good. Thank you so much for having me. 884 00:40:17,160 --> 00:40:20,255 I really appreciate it, to your good health. Thanks for coming and doing 885 00:40:20,280 --> 00:40:22,415 this. Thank you. It was an hon our to have you here. 886 00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:23,615 Thank you very much. 887 00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:26,215 Thank you so much for coming by. 888 00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:32,015 Let me see all your faces. 889 00:40:33,560 --> 00:40:35,455 Let me see you. 890 00:40:35,480 --> 00:40:37,415 CHEERING 891 00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:42,415 I've been doing this for ten-plus years. 892 00:40:42,440 --> 00:40:46,815 Every time I come back here, back in Albania, 893 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:48,815 I can always count on you to show up. 894 00:40:48,840 --> 00:40:52,335 Thank you so much for showing up tonight. You're so amazing. 895 00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:06,095 As Rita left the stage, I reflected on the journey she and her family 896 00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:10,215 had been on, fleeing a beleaguered nation, then achieving a level 897 00:41:10,240 --> 00:41:14,615 of success in a new land that must at one time have been unimaginable. 898 00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:26,175 Bye, Louis. I'll say bye-bye. 899 00:41:26,200 --> 00:41:27,415 Travel safe. 900 00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:30,415 Thank you for coming. I hope you had fun. 901 00:41:30,440 --> 00:41:32,495 Travel safe. Thank you. Thank you. 902 00:41:33,520 --> 00:41:35,815 FIREWORKS 903 00:41:54,880 --> 00:41:58,095 I mean, in a way, it's sort of glib, 904 00:41:58,120 --> 00:42:01,335 but you are a true success story, 905 00:42:01,360 --> 00:42:04,695 someone who came from... Children of refugees fleeing 906 00:42:04,720 --> 00:42:07,415 an unstable political situation. 907 00:42:07,440 --> 00:42:11,375 And then now you're a world-bestriding pop songstress, 908 00:42:11,400 --> 00:42:14,615 actor, model, and you being outspoken about not hiding your 909 00:42:14,640 --> 00:42:16,735 Kosovan-ness, that's your life story. 910 00:42:16,760 --> 00:42:18,215 I like that, Kosovan-ness. 911 00:42:18,240 --> 00:42:20,975 Yeah, your Kosovan-anity. In a way, you're putting it on the map. 912 00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:22,215 Yeah. 913 00:42:22,240 --> 00:42:25,735 Being in the industry for over ten years, I've suddenly felt 914 00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:28,135 a sense of calmness, weirdly. 915 00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:31,175 Maybe that has a lot to do with my personal life, 916 00:42:31,200 --> 00:42:34,335 but also my confidence musically. 917 00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:38,935 Ancl so I think I've just reached a point where I'm just very much 918 00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:40,295 contained and settled. 919 00:42:40,320 --> 00:42:43,135 Yeah, I'm very happy to be where I'm at. 920 00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:48,695 Have you read the papers in the last 12 hours? 921 00:42:48,720 --> 00:42:51,095 What's happened now? Should I congratulate you? 922 00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:54,615 They're reporting that you and Taika... Spill it. 923 00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:56,935 ...Taika Waititi are engaged. 924 00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:59,575 I mean, that's definitely been a conversation, 925 00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:01,975 but it's just really difficult at the moment. 926 00:43:02,000 --> 00:43:03,215 Congratulations. Thank you. 927 00:43:03,240 --> 00:43:04,935 So you're talking about getting married. 928 00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:08,575 Well, it's something that I've always dreamed of since I was a kid. 929 00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:11,015 Yeah. Ancl it's definitely... This is with Taika, now you've 930 00:43:11,040 --> 00:43:12,975 got an actual human to go with the dream. 931 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:14,295 He definitely is a great human. 932 00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:15,935 And he's the one. 933 00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:17,335 Yeah, he's awesome. 934 00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:22,095 Amazing. We're clone. Thanks, Rita. 935 00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:25,095 You and Taika have a very similar sense of humour. 936 00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:26,815 How's Taika doing? He's good. 937 00:43:26,840 --> 00:43:30,775 He's in New York at the moment doing a Time 100 Gala. 938 00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:32,615 Yeah. Not a big deal. 939 00:43:32,640 --> 00:43:34,935 One of the 100 most influential... 940 00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:36,855 Yawn. Oh, don't tell him that. 941 00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:38,935 Boring! Boring. 942 00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:43,975 Oh. Whatever.