1 00:00:01,917 --> 00:00:04,208 [tense music] 2 00:00:09,500 --> 00:00:10,708 [Cyndi gasps] 3 00:00:10,708 --> 00:00:12,958 - Oh my God. - I'm free. 4 00:00:12,958 --> 00:00:14,333 [laughing] 5 00:00:14,333 --> 00:00:17,917 - I'm bringing Jennifer in because I need help 6 00:00:17,917 --> 00:00:20,208 with a lot of things around the house. 7 00:00:20,208 --> 00:00:21,667 - [Jennifer] Cyndi wants me here all the time. 8 00:00:21,667 --> 00:00:23,958 - Do you wanna close the door over there too? 9 00:00:23,958 --> 00:00:25,750 - [Jennifer] I'm starting to feel smothered. 10 00:00:25,750 --> 00:00:27,500 - No men over. - Okay. 11 00:00:27,500 --> 00:00:31,083 - If you're going to the store, ask if I need anything. 12 00:00:31,083 --> 00:00:34,042 I am the boss so she needs to buck up. 13 00:00:34,917 --> 00:00:36,708 - My mom says, "Hi, Jen. 14 00:00:36,708 --> 00:00:39,500 I'll be home if you wanna come by and see the kids." 15 00:00:39,500 --> 00:00:41,583 - Well, you've been looking forward to that. 16 00:00:41,583 --> 00:00:43,458 - [Jennifer] My mom has full custody of my kids 17 00:00:43,458 --> 00:00:45,875 and can make it really difficult to see them. 18 00:00:45,875 --> 00:00:47,208 I'm at her mercy. 19 00:00:51,292 --> 00:00:56,250 - I think I can be a little less demanding of you. 20 00:00:56,250 --> 00:00:59,667 - I don't understand why everything's gotta be so hard. 21 00:00:59,667 --> 00:01:02,042 I just wanna be with my kids. 22 00:01:02,042 --> 00:01:03,708 - To be honest, you know what it seems like? 23 00:01:03,708 --> 00:01:05,125 - What? 24 00:01:05,125 --> 00:01:06,708 - Like this is base camp number one for the struggle. 25 00:01:06,708 --> 00:01:09,167 Like, the revolution ain't gonna be televised. 26 00:01:09,167 --> 00:01:10,583 You know what I'm saying? 27 00:01:10,583 --> 00:01:12,500 - For me, this is an opportunity to do something 28 00:01:12,500 --> 00:01:14,375 I've been thinking about for a long time, 29 00:01:14,375 --> 00:01:15,875 which is to have someone come 30 00:01:15,875 --> 00:01:18,833 and move into my house as a transition out of prison. 31 00:01:18,833 --> 00:01:22,208 - This is covert, top secret, above top secret. 32 00:01:22,208 --> 00:01:24,667 I'm gonna go meet my ex, Lavina. 33 00:01:24,667 --> 00:01:26,375 I didn't think you was gonna come meet me. 34 00:01:26,375 --> 00:01:28,000 I know what everybody's gonna think. 35 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:30,542 Getting back in touch with Lavina is like, 36 00:01:30,542 --> 00:01:32,375 the first step to the wrong direction. 37 00:01:32,375 --> 00:01:36,208 But we gonna roll them dice. 38 00:01:36,208 --> 00:01:38,083 - We might wanna interview someone else to move in. 39 00:01:38,083 --> 00:01:39,917 - (bleep) no, not yet. 40 00:01:39,917 --> 00:01:43,125 Maybe you should move in to our house. 41 00:01:43,125 --> 00:01:44,375 - Aaron's trying to bring in someone 42 00:01:44,375 --> 00:01:46,875 who's already been a big trigger for him. 43 00:01:46,875 --> 00:01:48,583 Like all I heard was bad things. 44 00:01:48,583 --> 00:01:50,208 "This person's the worst person in the world. 45 00:01:50,208 --> 00:01:51,542 They like, ruined my life." 46 00:01:51,542 --> 00:01:53,292 You don't see that that's also like, 47 00:01:53,292 --> 00:01:56,500 potentially a concern to move into the house? 48 00:01:56,500 --> 00:01:58,542 The mission is not simply to have someone 49 00:01:58,542 --> 00:02:00,292 who's dealt with the prison system be here, 50 00:02:00,292 --> 00:02:01,417 it's to have people who wanna 51 00:02:01,417 --> 00:02:03,417 change the prison system be here. 52 00:02:03,417 --> 00:02:05,708 My guy connected me with this guy named Don, 53 00:02:05,708 --> 00:02:07,708 and I just wanna see if you will meet with him. 54 00:02:07,708 --> 00:02:09,250 - I understand fully that it's Dave's house 55 00:02:09,250 --> 00:02:10,500 and he doesn't need my permission 56 00:02:10,500 --> 00:02:12,250 to move somebody else in or out. 57 00:02:12,250 --> 00:02:13,750 It's kind of a no-starter for me, 58 00:02:13,750 --> 00:02:15,875 having somebody move in from the joint. 59 00:02:15,875 --> 00:02:18,167 So, I'm kind of at David's mercy. 60 00:02:18,167 --> 00:02:19,417 [dramatic music] 61 00:02:19,417 --> 00:02:21,708 - I'm Daniel. - I'm Cathy. 62 00:02:21,708 --> 00:02:24,917 We're getting ready to move an inmate into our home. 63 00:02:24,917 --> 00:02:26,500 - How are you? - Hey, I'm Daniel. 64 00:02:26,500 --> 00:02:28,917 - You can stay here, we're not gonna charge you rent. 65 00:02:28,917 --> 00:02:30,583 - No alcohol or drugs. 66 00:02:31,542 --> 00:02:34,083 - I know if you use, you don't stand a chance 67 00:02:34,083 --> 00:02:35,667 of getting anything right. 68 00:02:36,792 --> 00:02:38,292 - Deven's been arrested. 69 00:02:39,250 --> 00:02:42,583 They found needles and some powder in this car. 70 00:02:45,417 --> 00:02:48,708 - No, you turned your back on us! 71 00:02:48,708 --> 00:02:51,375 I had nothing to do with your decision to go out 72 00:02:51,375 --> 00:02:53,250 and find drugs and get yourself caught 73 00:02:53,250 --> 00:02:54,875 and thrown in jail again. 74 00:02:54,875 --> 00:02:57,667 - Here we are, one more time. 75 00:02:57,667 --> 00:02:59,958 - I wish that Cathy and Daniel and my grandparents 76 00:02:59,958 --> 00:03:01,542 could be there for me. 77 00:03:01,542 --> 00:03:04,750 - The things that you are doing are breaking people's hearts. 78 00:03:04,750 --> 00:03:07,625 Eventually you're gonna break the heart so much 79 00:03:07,625 --> 00:03:11,083 that they're just not gonna want anything to do with you. 80 00:03:11,083 --> 00:03:13,125 - That halfway house will help him 81 00:03:13,125 --> 00:03:15,208 a whole lot more than I can. 82 00:03:15,208 --> 00:03:18,042 And they will keep him on the straight and narrow. 83 00:03:18,042 --> 00:03:20,375 [dramatic music] 84 00:03:20,375 --> 00:03:23,875 - I'm very concerned that Mark is wasting our time. 85 00:03:23,875 --> 00:03:27,792 The behavior is escalating and it's not getting better. 86 00:03:27,792 --> 00:03:29,667 Mark has not been here. 87 00:03:29,667 --> 00:03:31,750 Maybe I should call his probation officer. 88 00:03:31,750 --> 00:03:34,958 - I don't like to see a young black man going to prison. 89 00:03:34,958 --> 00:03:37,375 I think he's addicted to the streets 90 00:03:37,375 --> 00:03:39,250 and it's hard to break out of that. 91 00:03:39,250 --> 00:03:40,542 - You're not following the rules. 92 00:03:40,542 --> 00:03:42,417 You supposed to be here, sleeping here at night. 93 00:03:44,542 --> 00:03:46,708 All right, you're gonna have to sneak in the house. 94 00:03:46,708 --> 00:03:48,375 I mean, you're gonna have to sneak up in here. 95 00:03:48,375 --> 00:03:52,417 - Oh, hell no! What are you doing? 96 00:03:52,417 --> 00:03:53,875 And you got a ladder? 97 00:03:53,875 --> 00:03:55,417 What the hell y'all doing? 98 00:03:55,417 --> 00:03:57,625 And he has two women in my house. 99 00:03:57,625 --> 00:03:59,708 - Move the (bleep) out the way, (bleep)! 100 00:03:59,708 --> 00:04:01,250 On the hood, bro, watch the (bleep) out, bro. 101 00:04:01,250 --> 00:04:02,542 - Hey, hey. 102 00:04:02,542 --> 00:04:05,083 Move, Analisa, (bleep)! - [Mark] Watch out! 103 00:04:05,083 --> 00:04:07,125 - [Vada] Mark think we punks. 104 00:04:07,125 --> 00:04:09,875 - [Analisa] I don't think Mark is interested in any help. 105 00:04:11,583 --> 00:04:13,458 - You're welcome to do that. 106 00:04:14,375 --> 00:04:15,958 It's time to go. 107 00:04:15,958 --> 00:04:18,208 [dramatic music] 108 00:04:22,917 --> 00:04:25,125 - Hey, do you think you can help me with the sink today? 109 00:04:25,125 --> 00:04:26,667 It's been sitting like this for days. 110 00:04:26,667 --> 00:04:29,000 - Yeah, I was gonna leave with a friend for just a little bit. 111 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:30,542 When I come back, I can help you. 112 00:04:30,542 --> 00:04:33,750 - So far, Jason sucks as a roommate. 113 00:04:33,750 --> 00:04:35,958 He's been sneaking people in and outta the house 114 00:04:35,958 --> 00:04:37,125 when I'm at work. 115 00:04:37,125 --> 00:04:38,875 He sits around all day. 116 00:04:38,875 --> 00:04:41,667 And now I have $100 missing. 117 00:04:41,667 --> 00:04:43,875 Really, it's been nothing but a nightmare. 118 00:04:43,875 --> 00:04:45,042 - You know we're together. 119 00:04:45,042 --> 00:04:46,333 You're (bleep) just getting all up in our business? 120 00:04:46,333 --> 00:04:47,458 - Listen. 121 00:04:47,458 --> 00:04:49,458 There's a guy I know of named Tyler 122 00:04:49,458 --> 00:04:52,250 and he wants to be with a girl named (bleep). 123 00:04:52,250 --> 00:04:54,083 I haven't seen your girl in a couple weeks. 124 00:04:54,083 --> 00:04:55,667 (bleep) [men grunting] 125 00:04:55,667 --> 00:04:57,042 - Jason, hey! 126 00:04:57,042 --> 00:04:58,542 Oh my God. 127 00:04:58,542 --> 00:05:00,917 You're the one who broke the law, got thrown into prison, 128 00:05:00,917 --> 00:05:03,833 you made the choices that got you here today. 129 00:05:03,833 --> 00:05:07,042 Take your sorry and you can shove it right up your ass. 130 00:05:07,042 --> 00:05:09,792 [dramatic music] [cell door slamming] 131 00:05:12,667 --> 00:05:14,792 [tense music] 132 00:05:20,458 --> 00:05:22,750 [music intensifying] 133 00:05:29,750 --> 00:05:33,375 - [Emily] Hey. A lot, unfortunately. 134 00:05:33,375 --> 00:05:35,958 [dramatic music] 135 00:05:35,958 --> 00:05:37,875 I've asked Jason to move 136 00:05:37,875 --> 00:05:40,875 and he's giving me a hard time about it. 137 00:05:40,875 --> 00:05:43,083 He's constantly had people coming and going 138 00:05:43,083 --> 00:05:44,542 in my house when I'm gone at work. 139 00:05:44,542 --> 00:05:47,833 He's not supposed to have anybody here I don't know about. 140 00:05:49,292 --> 00:05:52,792 Yesterday, he sends me this message 141 00:05:52,792 --> 00:05:54,375 that some guy's gonna come over here, 142 00:05:54,375 --> 00:05:56,042 he's gonna bring him tools to fix his guitar, 143 00:05:56,042 --> 00:05:58,208 even though I have a whole basement full of tools 144 00:05:58,208 --> 00:06:01,250 he's had no problem digging through and using before. 145 00:06:01,250 --> 00:06:04,833 So, you know, I just had a feeling something wasn't right. 146 00:06:04,833 --> 00:06:06,708 Next thing you know, I see some tall girl 147 00:06:06,708 --> 00:06:09,708 with dark hair coming out with all kinds of bags 148 00:06:09,708 --> 00:06:11,750 with another lady who has a bag in her hand 149 00:06:11,750 --> 00:06:14,042 and then some guy and they leave. 150 00:06:14,042 --> 00:06:16,542 If you're so legit, Jason, then why didn't you tell me 151 00:06:16,542 --> 00:06:18,375 that they were coming with this guy? 152 00:06:18,375 --> 00:06:19,958 I don't know if it was my stuff. 153 00:06:19,958 --> 00:06:22,583 Possibly something of mine has been stolen. 154 00:06:22,583 --> 00:06:26,042 I am more than ready to kick Jason out of my house now. 155 00:06:26,042 --> 00:06:28,542 I can't stand him, I want him outta here. 156 00:06:28,542 --> 00:06:29,958 I do not wanna leave and go to work 157 00:06:29,958 --> 00:06:32,458 with that loser in my house. 158 00:06:33,792 --> 00:06:35,958 I'm gonna go upstairs, I can't be around him. 159 00:06:35,958 --> 00:06:37,250 Yeah, you laugh. 160 00:06:37,250 --> 00:06:38,542 'Cause you know what? He's acting-- 161 00:06:38,542 --> 00:06:39,792 - "You lied to me. 162 00:06:39,792 --> 00:06:41,417 You had somebody over and I didn't (bleep) know." 163 00:06:41,417 --> 00:06:43,542 - Shut up, you look like an idiot. 164 00:06:43,542 --> 00:06:45,583 - It's all (bleep) you make up. - You are an idiot. 165 00:06:45,583 --> 00:06:46,875 - You exaggerate (bleep). - No, I don't. 166 00:06:46,875 --> 00:06:49,458 You sit on your ass in your (bleep) bedroom 167 00:06:49,458 --> 00:06:51,958 doing nothing all day, you're a lazy (bleep). 168 00:06:51,958 --> 00:06:53,208 - Is my rent paid? 169 00:06:53,208 --> 00:06:54,542 - Don't matter. - Did I pay extra? 170 00:06:54,542 --> 00:06:55,958 - You weren't supposed to have people here. 171 00:06:55,958 --> 00:06:58,042 And you know what, Jason? You're an idiot. 172 00:06:58,042 --> 00:06:59,458 - Wah. - Yeah. 173 00:06:59,458 --> 00:07:01,375 You know what? You're an idiot because it's your life 174 00:07:01,375 --> 00:07:03,250 that is getting (bleep) up by it. 175 00:07:03,250 --> 00:07:04,417 I gotta get away from him. 176 00:07:04,417 --> 00:07:06,208 - I'm supposed to deal with you and your dogs? 177 00:07:06,208 --> 00:07:07,542 - That ain't my problem. 178 00:07:07,542 --> 00:07:10,042 14 felonies, Jason, doesn't say you're a genius. 179 00:07:10,042 --> 00:07:11,500 It says you're a loser. 180 00:07:11,500 --> 00:07:13,458 - Is that what it says? (bleep), man. 181 00:07:13,458 --> 00:07:15,792 [tense music] 182 00:07:17,833 --> 00:07:21,583 I'm preparing myself mentally for what's about to come. 183 00:07:21,583 --> 00:07:23,625 I have nothing to be ashamed of 184 00:07:23,625 --> 00:07:25,875 since I've been outta prison, nothing. 185 00:07:25,875 --> 00:07:28,625 But if Emily's still thinking about kicking me out, 186 00:07:35,375 --> 00:07:37,667 [tense music] 187 00:07:42,542 --> 00:07:44,625 - Since visiting with my mom and kids, 188 00:07:44,625 --> 00:07:46,833 I really have been struggling being here. 189 00:07:47,708 --> 00:07:49,208 While living at Cyndi's house, 190 00:07:49,208 --> 00:07:53,542 I have really taken time to put Cyndi as a priority, 191 00:07:53,542 --> 00:07:55,375 but I really need to make 192 00:07:55,375 --> 00:07:57,750 getting my kids back my priority, 193 00:07:57,750 --> 00:07:59,792 my first priority, my only priority. 194 00:08:00,750 --> 00:08:02,625 I don't know what my next step is. 195 00:08:02,625 --> 00:08:04,792 I just know that something needs to change. 196 00:08:08,000 --> 00:08:09,708 [Cyndi laughs] 197 00:08:09,708 --> 00:08:11,625 - [Jennifer] That's funny. 198 00:08:11,625 --> 00:08:14,458 - Jenny hasn't been spending a lot of time here. 199 00:08:14,458 --> 00:08:16,042 [Jennifer coughs] 200 00:08:16,042 --> 00:08:19,708 Sometimes she'll come home late to sleep 201 00:08:19,708 --> 00:08:23,583 and then is up early and gone again. 202 00:08:25,250 --> 00:08:29,125 - So, I have a part-time job I got. 203 00:08:29,125 --> 00:08:30,333 - Awesome! 204 00:08:30,333 --> 00:08:34,000 - Yeah, like I'm being productive, so. 205 00:08:35,292 --> 00:08:37,667 - This part-time job, what kind of a job is it? 206 00:08:37,667 --> 00:08:41,250 - So, I'm a field agent for an insurance company. 207 00:08:41,250 --> 00:08:43,167 - They pay pretty good too? 208 00:08:43,167 --> 00:08:45,167 - They pay decently, yeah. 209 00:08:46,542 --> 00:08:49,208 - So, what does this mean moving forward? 210 00:08:49,208 --> 00:08:50,792 - I don't really know yet, 211 00:08:50,792 --> 00:08:54,875 but I'm gonna continue working towards getting my kids back, 212 00:08:54,875 --> 00:08:56,500 staying sober. 213 00:08:57,375 --> 00:08:59,083 - Finding a place? 214 00:09:00,375 --> 00:09:01,708 - Finding a place. 215 00:09:02,625 --> 00:09:04,750 I don't know where yet, but... 216 00:09:04,750 --> 00:09:07,792 - Are you planning on moving out then, 217 00:09:07,792 --> 00:09:09,875 sooner than expected or? 218 00:09:12,125 --> 00:09:13,500 - I don't know. 219 00:09:13,500 --> 00:09:15,583 I can't answer that right now, you know? 220 00:09:17,208 --> 00:09:20,083 These last couple weeks, especially with getting the job 221 00:09:20,083 --> 00:09:24,208 and working, and trying to be more involved with my kids, 222 00:09:24,208 --> 00:09:28,542 I have thought so many times I want to move out. 223 00:09:28,542 --> 00:09:31,958 And I plan on moving out of Cyndi's eventually. 224 00:09:31,958 --> 00:09:35,458 I just don't know quite when. 225 00:09:35,458 --> 00:09:37,750 [dramatic music] 226 00:09:40,625 --> 00:09:42,958 [tense music] 227 00:09:55,083 --> 00:09:58,083 - I woke up this morning making sure everything was okay 228 00:09:58,083 --> 00:10:02,000 because last night, we put Mark's clothes in the street. 229 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:04,500 I come out and Mark is sleeping in my car. 230 00:10:04,500 --> 00:10:08,625 And I don't know what frame of mind Mark is in right now. 231 00:10:08,625 --> 00:10:11,708 And based on the last few days, 232 00:10:11,708 --> 00:10:13,708 he can't be trusted mentally. 233 00:10:17,958 --> 00:10:21,250 - Your stuff is all in the bag, your mail and everything, 234 00:10:21,250 --> 00:10:24,333 your weed, you don't have anything left in that room. 235 00:10:26,333 --> 00:10:28,250 - [Vada] No, I don't think you're in the right 236 00:10:28,250 --> 00:10:29,583 frame of mind to enter my house. 237 00:10:32,208 --> 00:10:35,208 - Mark wanted to come in and look for his things. 238 00:10:35,208 --> 00:10:37,708 He made it seem like we were stealing his stuff. 239 00:10:37,708 --> 00:10:40,542 I didn't want anything he had in his room. 240 00:10:40,542 --> 00:10:43,875 So, at this point, "No, you can't come in." 241 00:10:43,875 --> 00:10:46,958 The less interaction we have with Mark, the better. 242 00:10:59,708 --> 00:11:02,167 - [Analisa] What are your plans? - (bleep) his plans! 243 00:11:02,167 --> 00:11:03,208 [Mark laughing] 244 00:11:03,208 --> 00:11:05,625 You getting soft, (bleep) that (bleep). 245 00:11:05,625 --> 00:11:07,292 [Mark laughing] 246 00:11:08,292 --> 00:11:11,542 You been shooting (bleep) ever since the day you came out. 247 00:11:11,542 --> 00:11:13,625 You don't want no (bleep) help. 248 00:11:14,708 --> 00:11:17,250 - When I was caring, you was blowing that (bleep) off 249 00:11:17,250 --> 00:11:19,875 like it was (bleep) paper and salt. 250 00:11:21,208 --> 00:11:22,958 - The one person that was on your side 251 00:11:22,958 --> 00:11:25,042 ain't on your side no more. 252 00:11:25,042 --> 00:11:26,167 And that's me. 253 00:11:27,875 --> 00:11:30,917 I really don't care where Mark is going 254 00:11:30,917 --> 00:11:33,333 as long as he's outta my home at this time, 255 00:11:33,333 --> 00:11:35,083 because it's too toxic. 256 00:11:44,458 --> 00:11:47,875 When I heard him saying, "I'm bringing the hood over here," 257 00:11:47,875 --> 00:11:50,208 that's when I went and got my phone 258 00:11:50,208 --> 00:11:53,333 and dialed 911 without hesitation. 259 00:11:54,375 --> 00:11:57,458 Well, don't worry about it, the police on their way. 260 00:11:57,458 --> 00:11:59,583 Yes, could you send the police? 261 00:11:59,583 --> 00:12:01,542 [address bleeped] 262 00:12:01,542 --> 00:12:04,375 We have an unruly person at our home 263 00:12:04,375 --> 00:12:07,708 and he's making threats to hurt me and my family. 264 00:12:07,708 --> 00:12:09,125 It's an emergency. 265 00:12:09,125 --> 00:12:11,250 [dramatic music] 266 00:12:17,875 --> 00:12:20,250 [tense music] 267 00:12:23,958 --> 00:12:26,375 [kettle whistling] 268 00:12:31,583 --> 00:12:33,500 - I got your tea. 269 00:12:33,500 --> 00:12:36,750 There's peppermint and then the other one is orange spice. 270 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:41,583 It's been a few months since I dropped Deven off 271 00:12:41,583 --> 00:12:43,375 at the sober living house. 272 00:12:43,375 --> 00:12:44,583 - Knock, knock. 273 00:12:44,583 --> 00:12:45,875 - Let's go see. - Hey, there. 274 00:12:45,875 --> 00:12:49,208 - Hey, come here. - How are you? 275 00:12:49,208 --> 00:12:53,083 - And we invited Penny over to see what is happening, 276 00:12:53,083 --> 00:12:54,750 where he's at, that kind of thing. 277 00:12:54,750 --> 00:12:58,042 - Okay. How are you guys? 278 00:12:58,042 --> 00:13:00,583 - We are good. How are you? 279 00:13:00,583 --> 00:13:02,708 - Oh, my goodness. 280 00:13:02,708 --> 00:13:03,958 [Daniel chuckles] - Uh oh. 281 00:13:03,958 --> 00:13:05,958 - [Penny] How much time you got? [laughing] 282 00:13:05,958 --> 00:13:07,542 - [Cathy] At least a couple hours. 283 00:13:07,542 --> 00:13:09,750 - You dropped him off at the sober living house. 284 00:13:09,750 --> 00:13:11,042 - Yeah. 285 00:13:11,042 --> 00:13:13,458 - I think he was there for about 10 days 286 00:13:13,458 --> 00:13:16,083 and then he left there because he decided 287 00:13:16,083 --> 00:13:18,792 that he just had to go see this girl 288 00:13:18,792 --> 00:13:21,083 in Oklahoma. - Oh, no. 289 00:13:21,083 --> 00:13:24,000 Not a girl. - Oh yeah, oh yeah. 290 00:13:24,000 --> 00:13:27,167 - [Cathy] Okay. - So, he did that 291 00:13:27,167 --> 00:13:30,208 and he's been arrested four times in Oklahoma. 292 00:13:31,125 --> 00:13:33,875 - [Both] Four times in Oklahoma. 293 00:13:33,875 --> 00:13:36,917 - And he was put on probation in Oklahoma. 294 00:13:36,917 --> 00:13:38,917 - Right. - All was good. 295 00:13:38,917 --> 00:13:42,708 Came home from court and the next thing I knew, 296 00:13:42,708 --> 00:13:44,292 he had been rearrested. 297 00:13:45,375 --> 00:13:49,833 I think probably, he'll go to prison in Oklahoma, 298 00:13:49,833 --> 00:13:53,000 but he's also got cases in Colorado and Texas. 299 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:55,208 And then there's something hanging out in Kansas. 300 00:13:55,208 --> 00:13:57,833 - Kansas? - Oh yeah, Kansas too. 301 00:13:58,958 --> 00:14:01,750 Since he got outta prison in Colorado, 302 00:14:01,750 --> 00:14:03,958 Deven has been arrested seven times. 303 00:14:05,042 --> 00:14:06,708 I know that this last arrest, 304 00:14:06,708 --> 00:14:09,500 he's in there for theft of a car. 305 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:12,375 - So, this has all been since I dropped him off? 306 00:14:12,375 --> 00:14:13,542 - Yes, ma'am. 307 00:14:13,542 --> 00:14:15,833 I think there was some burglaries involved. 308 00:14:15,833 --> 00:14:18,292 I think there was some-- - Burglaries? 309 00:14:18,292 --> 00:14:20,208 - Yeah, if you're doing drugs 310 00:14:20,208 --> 00:14:22,958 you've gotta have money to buy the drugs. 311 00:14:24,000 --> 00:14:26,833 I don't have contact with him right now. 312 00:14:26,833 --> 00:14:31,417 I chose not to because I know me too well. 313 00:14:31,417 --> 00:14:34,875 I know that if I see that phone number come up... 314 00:14:34,875 --> 00:14:36,542 - Uh-huh. - That sooner or later, 315 00:14:36,542 --> 00:14:39,625 I'll think, I gotta give in and I gotta talk to him. 316 00:14:39,625 --> 00:14:43,583 And once I give in, he wraps me around his finger. 317 00:14:43,583 --> 00:14:47,250 And so, my belief, Cathy, right now, is that... 318 00:14:50,333 --> 00:14:51,292 Mm. 319 00:14:53,125 --> 00:14:56,667 Is that if I put a pillow under his ass, 320 00:14:58,417 --> 00:14:59,542 he'll die. 321 00:15:00,875 --> 00:15:03,917 The only chance he has to live right now 322 00:15:03,917 --> 00:15:06,208 is if I just back off 323 00:15:06,208 --> 00:15:09,292 and he has to do it between him and God. 324 00:15:10,375 --> 00:15:12,667 - I feel sad because I don't wanna see Penny 325 00:15:12,667 --> 00:15:14,042 go through this, 326 00:15:14,042 --> 00:15:17,167 but at the same time, I'm angry at Deven 327 00:15:17,167 --> 00:15:19,292 for putting Penny through it. 328 00:15:20,375 --> 00:15:22,375 - I believe you're doing the right thing. 329 00:15:22,375 --> 00:15:25,167 Just, I mean, pray, give him to God and... 330 00:15:25,167 --> 00:15:26,375 - [Cathy] Let it go. 331 00:15:26,375 --> 00:15:28,125 - Let him struggle. - Yeah. 332 00:15:28,125 --> 00:15:31,583 If I want this young man to live, this is what I need to do. 333 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:35,042 - 'Cause he's truly one of those 334 00:15:35,042 --> 00:15:37,833 that no human power is gonna save him. 335 00:15:37,833 --> 00:15:39,542 Only God can do that. - That's right. 336 00:15:39,542 --> 00:15:41,875 - He's gonna have to find him now. 337 00:15:41,875 --> 00:15:43,167 - Yep. 338 00:15:43,250 --> 00:15:47,000 - I hope somebody comes along that has the words 339 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:51,000 that will cause Deven to open his ears up and listen. 340 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:52,500 I don't know who that might be 341 00:15:52,500 --> 00:15:55,042 or what those words might be for him, 342 00:15:55,042 --> 00:15:56,750 but I hope that person comes along 343 00:15:56,750 --> 00:16:00,375 and I hope they say the words that he wants to hear. 344 00:16:00,375 --> 00:16:02,500 [dramatic music] 345 00:16:08,625 --> 00:16:11,042 [tense music] 346 00:16:18,833 --> 00:16:20,208 - I'm just packing up. 347 00:16:20,208 --> 00:16:22,125 I got a call from a friend who said, 348 00:16:22,125 --> 00:16:24,375 "Hey, man, I got a place for you to stay. 349 00:16:24,375 --> 00:16:27,333 All you gotta do is help me remodel it a little bit," 350 00:16:27,333 --> 00:16:29,375 and I can have Lavina move in with me. 351 00:16:30,292 --> 00:16:32,125 Yeah, I'm moving out today. 352 00:16:33,250 --> 00:16:34,750 I think it's a great opportunity for me 353 00:16:34,750 --> 00:16:37,833 and Lavina to have a whole space to ourselves. 354 00:16:37,833 --> 00:16:41,208 I haven't even had a chance to talk with David yet. 355 00:16:41,208 --> 00:16:43,375 This just came up, he said he needs some help 356 00:16:43,375 --> 00:16:44,875 and he's gonna offer it to somebody else, 357 00:16:44,875 --> 00:16:46,292 he just gave it to me first. 358 00:16:46,292 --> 00:16:47,625 So, I was like, "Yeah, let me get that." 359 00:16:47,625 --> 00:16:49,458 So, when David gets here, I guess I'm finna ask him, 360 00:16:49,458 --> 00:16:52,042 or finna tell him, you know, this is what it is. 361 00:16:52,042 --> 00:16:53,542 This just popped up 362 00:16:53,542 --> 00:16:57,125 and it seemed like a solution to potential conflict 363 00:16:57,125 --> 00:16:58,917 that didn't need to happen. 364 00:16:58,917 --> 00:17:02,250 And so, it's an off ramp and I'm taking it. 365 00:17:13,750 --> 00:17:16,125 Hey, hey, what's going on, man? 366 00:17:16,125 --> 00:17:18,708 - Hey, what's going on? - So, check this out. 367 00:17:18,708 --> 00:17:20,250 Come on in. - Yeah. 368 00:17:20,250 --> 00:17:22,708 - So, a friend of mine called 369 00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:27,083 and just offered me a really good opportunity. 370 00:17:27,083 --> 00:17:28,708 - Okay. - He's got a house 371 00:17:28,708 --> 00:17:31,292 that he's remodeling that's already almost done 372 00:17:31,292 --> 00:17:34,125 and all he needs is somebody to help him 373 00:17:34,125 --> 00:17:35,833 with some of the final touches. 374 00:17:35,833 --> 00:17:38,042 But if I help him, then I can live there for rent free 375 00:17:38,042 --> 00:17:39,375 for about six, seven months. 376 00:17:39,375 --> 00:17:41,167 And with you wanting to move Don in 377 00:17:41,167 --> 00:17:43,458 and me wanting to move Lavina in, we can go there, 378 00:17:43,458 --> 00:17:45,875 he can come on in here, you know what I'm saying? 379 00:17:45,875 --> 00:17:47,042 - Oh. 380 00:17:48,583 --> 00:17:50,208 This isn't like, you feeling like I was 381 00:17:50,208 --> 00:17:51,792 pushing you out or something? 382 00:17:51,792 --> 00:17:54,042 I wasn't trying to say you had to leave with the Don situation. 383 00:17:54,042 --> 00:17:55,583 I was just trying to figure out how to 384 00:17:55,583 --> 00:17:58,417 keep the mission going and find some kinda compromise. 385 00:17:59,667 --> 00:18:02,208 I'm shocked and surprised that Aaron's moving out. 386 00:18:02,208 --> 00:18:05,375 If he's gonna be in a good place, that's good. 387 00:18:05,375 --> 00:18:08,583 But I'm surprised by how fast it's happening. 388 00:18:08,583 --> 00:18:10,292 I mean, Aaron's gonna have to live his life. 389 00:18:10,292 --> 00:18:11,875 I don't know how this is gonna go. 390 00:18:11,875 --> 00:18:15,417 Hopefully, he and Lavina can stay sober and stay good. 391 00:18:15,417 --> 00:18:18,333 But worst case, things fall apart. 392 00:18:18,333 --> 00:18:20,500 You know, relationship doesn't work. 393 00:18:20,500 --> 00:18:22,083 Things get hard. 394 00:18:22,083 --> 00:18:25,708 People start using, you know. 395 00:18:25,708 --> 00:18:27,500 - I know you weren't trying to push me out, 396 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,375 but I do know that it's something that you wanna do. 397 00:18:29,375 --> 00:18:32,792 And it's something that you feel is important to do. 398 00:18:32,792 --> 00:18:35,750 I also feel very strongly about it the other way. 399 00:18:35,750 --> 00:18:40,667 So, for me, this is like, a way to kinda solve all that. 400 00:18:40,667 --> 00:18:41,792 You know? 401 00:18:41,792 --> 00:18:44,042 David and I were friends for basically two years 402 00:18:44,042 --> 00:18:45,292 while I was incarcerated. 403 00:18:45,292 --> 00:18:47,417 Working on criminal justice reform 404 00:18:47,417 --> 00:18:50,542 and really pushing issues that we're both passionate about. 405 00:18:50,542 --> 00:18:52,167 And I'd like to get back to that friendship, 406 00:18:52,167 --> 00:18:54,292 but living in this house together 407 00:18:54,292 --> 00:18:56,292 seems to be driving us apart 408 00:18:56,292 --> 00:18:58,250 and we're going in different directions. 409 00:18:59,500 --> 00:19:01,167 Things weren't exactly how I thought. 410 00:19:01,167 --> 00:19:02,292 And I'm sure that they weren't exactly 411 00:19:02,292 --> 00:19:03,583 how you thought too, with me moving in. 412 00:19:03,583 --> 00:19:06,042 But I still think it was a great opportunity 413 00:19:06,042 --> 00:19:07,500 and I appreciate it. 414 00:19:07,500 --> 00:19:11,042 - My head's kind of all over, but good luck 415 00:19:11,042 --> 00:19:12,667 and yeah, let's be in touch, right? 416 00:19:12,667 --> 00:19:13,667 - All right. 417 00:19:19,292 --> 00:19:21,792 - I mean, it's a little abrupt. 418 00:19:25,500 --> 00:19:30,125 Yes, it's a little, it's fast. 419 00:19:30,125 --> 00:19:32,417 [tense music] 420 00:19:39,667 --> 00:19:41,708 [tense music] 421 00:19:44,083 --> 00:19:45,750 - Could you send the police? 422 00:19:45,750 --> 00:19:48,208 [address bleeped] 423 00:19:48,208 --> 00:19:49,958 It's an emergency. 424 00:19:49,958 --> 00:19:52,250 We have an unruly person at our home 425 00:19:52,250 --> 00:19:54,917 making threats to hurt me and my family. 426 00:19:54,917 --> 00:19:56,917 I am a very patient person. 427 00:19:56,917 --> 00:19:58,375 I wasn't gonna call the police, 428 00:19:58,375 --> 00:20:00,417 but Mark is totally outta control. 429 00:20:00,417 --> 00:20:03,542 [siren wails] [intense music] 430 00:20:03,542 --> 00:20:07,292 He's causing this kind of chaos, that's way too much. 431 00:20:07,292 --> 00:20:09,875 [siren wailing] 432 00:20:20,708 --> 00:20:21,750 - [Vada] Yeah. 433 00:20:24,500 --> 00:20:28,792 - Today, we had a young man, we was hosting him. 434 00:20:28,792 --> 00:20:30,708 We left a message with him yesterday 435 00:20:30,708 --> 00:20:34,583 that he can't live here anymore based on his behavior. 436 00:20:35,708 --> 00:20:39,333 - Then, as time went on, he started making threats 437 00:20:39,333 --> 00:20:42,458 to me and my family. - [Analisa] Oh my God. 438 00:20:45,292 --> 00:20:47,125 - He was on the phone. 439 00:20:47,125 --> 00:20:50,625 "Y'all come over here and come take care of these people." 440 00:20:54,917 --> 00:20:55,917 - He was gonna hurt us. 441 00:20:57,375 --> 00:20:59,333 - Yeah. I don't know about what it means, 442 00:20:59,333 --> 00:21:01,458 but I'm not taking no chances. 443 00:21:01,458 --> 00:21:03,500 - [Analisa] Man, that's so foul. 444 00:21:05,042 --> 00:21:06,250 - Oh, I have a picture of him. 445 00:21:16,667 --> 00:21:20,833 - My purpose and my intentions were to really help him. 446 00:21:20,833 --> 00:21:24,833 And it's sad because now, he has to suffer the consequences 447 00:21:24,833 --> 00:21:25,917 for his actions. 448 00:21:25,917 --> 00:21:28,375 And it's just sad that it just didn't work. 449 00:21:28,375 --> 00:21:29,667 That's how I feel. 450 00:21:31,583 --> 00:21:32,667 - All right, thank you, sir. 451 00:21:33,667 --> 00:21:35,375 - All right. 452 00:21:35,375 --> 00:21:39,458 Mark should understand the actions that he's taken 453 00:21:39,458 --> 00:21:41,667 can lead him back in prison. 454 00:21:46,917 --> 00:21:50,417 - My mom calls me and says, "Mark slept in the car." 455 00:21:51,458 --> 00:21:53,750 - I was watching Mark, he was on live. 456 00:21:53,750 --> 00:21:57,208 He wasn't talking to nobody, he was afraid. 457 00:21:57,208 --> 00:21:58,375 He didn't know what to do. 458 00:21:58,375 --> 00:22:00,458 He was just like, he didn't know what to do. 459 00:22:00,458 --> 00:22:02,708 It was like, I seen him. 460 00:22:03,792 --> 00:22:09,667 I'm torn because when I saw the interaction 461 00:22:09,667 --> 00:22:15,208 between Vada and Mark, I saw something click in Mark, 462 00:22:15,208 --> 00:22:16,958 I saw through him. 463 00:22:16,958 --> 00:22:19,375 And what I saw was this scared little boy 464 00:22:19,375 --> 00:22:24,375 who ran out of bluffs, and his bluff was called, 465 00:22:24,375 --> 00:22:26,542 and it just hurt my heart, 466 00:22:26,542 --> 00:22:30,833 because I know that he doesn't wanna go back to prison. 467 00:22:30,833 --> 00:22:32,333 - He shouldn't have made them threats. 468 00:22:32,333 --> 00:22:35,208 That's gonna teach his ass to keep his damn mouth closed. 469 00:22:35,208 --> 00:22:38,708 All them (bleep) and (bleep) he been calling you, and Deahja, 470 00:22:38,708 --> 00:22:41,292 everybody think, "Oh, Vada cool, Vada cool." 471 00:22:41,292 --> 00:22:43,958 I'm listening, I just ain't saying nothing. 472 00:22:43,958 --> 00:22:47,000 - Like I said, Vada be the last one to blow up. 473 00:22:47,000 --> 00:22:48,375 It's all over. 474 00:22:49,375 --> 00:22:50,833 Vada is officially done with Mark 475 00:22:50,833 --> 00:22:54,083 because Mark threatened, not only my mother, 476 00:22:54,083 --> 00:22:55,958 but myself and Vada. 477 00:22:55,958 --> 00:23:01,625 Once you show that you are going to harm the family, 478 00:23:01,625 --> 00:23:06,625 Vada has to go into papa bear mode and protect his family. 479 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:11,667 - It's his own fault, he made that choice. 480 00:23:11,667 --> 00:23:13,667 I didn't make the choice. - He's a scared child. 481 00:23:13,667 --> 00:23:15,708 - I can truly understand that. 482 00:23:15,708 --> 00:23:18,458 - He doesn't know how to live out in society. 483 00:23:18,458 --> 00:23:21,000 - Everybody was being nice to him. 484 00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:23,750 People willing to help him on a consistent, 485 00:23:23,750 --> 00:23:27,167 willing to help him get out of the funk that he's in. 486 00:23:27,167 --> 00:23:31,625 And he done threw all of 'em in the (bleep) ditch. 487 00:23:31,625 --> 00:23:33,500 - What's gonna happen with Mark going forward 488 00:23:33,500 --> 00:23:35,917 is in the parole officer's hands. 489 00:23:37,042 --> 00:23:39,458 After that, I don't know what's gonna happen. 490 00:23:40,542 --> 00:23:43,375 - He came to the right house if he wanted help, 491 00:23:43,375 --> 00:23:47,042 but he came to the wrong house if he wanted to talk (bleep). 492 00:23:47,042 --> 00:23:49,083 [dramatic music] 493 00:23:58,042 --> 00:24:00,542 - There's been so many threats from Emily at this point 494 00:24:00,542 --> 00:24:02,042 about kicking me out 495 00:24:02,042 --> 00:24:05,000 and I realized that I need to take those things to heart. 496 00:24:05,000 --> 00:24:06,250 What's up Mike, how you doing, man? 497 00:24:06,250 --> 00:24:07,542 - [Mike] What's up, man? 498 00:24:07,542 --> 00:24:08,792 - [Jason] There's a guy named Mike that I met. 499 00:24:08,792 --> 00:24:10,542 Thanks for having me. - Yeah, yeah, for sure. 500 00:24:10,542 --> 00:24:13,000 - He saw some artwork I did on my Facebook. 501 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:15,458 He offered me to get interviewed for a job 502 00:24:15,458 --> 00:24:16,958 for a graphic designer at his company. 503 00:24:16,958 --> 00:24:18,583 - Come on in. - Appreciate the time. 504 00:24:18,583 --> 00:24:20,458 - Yeah, yeah, have a seat wherever. 505 00:24:21,917 --> 00:24:23,375 Having a good day? 506 00:24:23,375 --> 00:24:25,083 - Yeah, I'm having a great day, actually, 507 00:24:25,083 --> 00:24:26,750 you know, I'm pretty blessed 508 00:24:26,750 --> 00:24:29,917 for all the positive things that have been happening lately 509 00:24:29,917 --> 00:24:31,417 and a few stumbling blocks here and there 510 00:24:31,417 --> 00:24:34,583 that I have to persevere through, but you know, 511 00:24:34,583 --> 00:24:35,958 I think for the most part, you know, 512 00:24:35,958 --> 00:24:37,500 things are going pretty good for me, so. 513 00:24:37,500 --> 00:24:40,833 The last time I had an actual job interview, or even a job, 514 00:24:40,833 --> 00:24:43,333 would've been sometime in the early 2000s. 515 00:24:43,333 --> 00:24:46,542 I'm pretty sure George Bush was president back then. 516 00:24:46,542 --> 00:24:48,542 - There's kind of an authenticity 517 00:24:48,542 --> 00:24:50,875 in your work that I really like, um. 518 00:24:50,875 --> 00:24:53,667 I immediately kind of had a visceral response to your work, 519 00:24:53,667 --> 00:24:55,500 which I really like. 520 00:24:55,500 --> 00:24:58,042 The one that specifically, 521 00:24:58,042 --> 00:25:00,125 I think it's the first one that I saw on your page 522 00:25:00,125 --> 00:25:01,542 is this one. 523 00:25:01,542 --> 00:25:03,583 - It's called "16th and California." 524 00:25:03,583 --> 00:25:05,375 - I love that, I love that piece. 525 00:25:05,375 --> 00:25:07,042 And that's painting, right? 526 00:25:07,042 --> 00:25:08,958 - Yeah, it's an oil painting. - Is it? 527 00:25:08,958 --> 00:25:12,417 - Yeah, I actually painted that in prison. 528 00:25:12,417 --> 00:25:14,542 Funny thing is, after I was done with it, 529 00:25:14,542 --> 00:25:16,125 it was in my cell for a while, 530 00:25:16,125 --> 00:25:18,292 and the guards would come in to shake down my cell 531 00:25:18,292 --> 00:25:20,208 and they would never get any farther than that painting. 532 00:25:20,208 --> 00:25:21,833 They'd stop there and they'd compliment, 533 00:25:21,833 --> 00:25:23,042 or say something about the painting 534 00:25:23,042 --> 00:25:25,125 and then my cell wouldn't get searched, so. 535 00:25:25,125 --> 00:25:26,917 - I mean, I love that. 536 00:25:26,917 --> 00:25:28,875 - I was an only child growing up 537 00:25:28,875 --> 00:25:32,500 and I didn't have a lot of time to spend with other kids. 538 00:25:32,500 --> 00:25:34,250 I spent a lot of time around adult company 539 00:25:34,250 --> 00:25:35,667 and I had a lot of energy. 540 00:25:35,667 --> 00:25:38,542 And I think my mom harnessed some of that with 541 00:25:38,542 --> 00:25:40,333 crayons, markers, and books. 542 00:25:40,333 --> 00:25:43,125 When you spend a lot of time by yourself as a child, 543 00:25:43,125 --> 00:25:44,583 you get creative. 544 00:25:44,583 --> 00:25:46,292 You find ways to entertain yourself. 545 00:25:47,417 --> 00:25:49,167 - Technology's moving so fast. 546 00:25:49,167 --> 00:25:53,167 What I need is somebody in a design position 547 00:25:53,167 --> 00:25:56,125 that's going to just learn what's out there. 548 00:25:56,125 --> 00:25:58,667 So, is that something you feel proficient enough in that, 549 00:25:58,667 --> 00:26:00,375 to sort of be like, "I'll dive in"? 550 00:26:00,375 --> 00:26:02,917 - You know, there really isn't a photo editing program 551 00:26:02,917 --> 00:26:06,333 that I don't know, that I can't at least within minutes 552 00:26:06,333 --> 00:26:08,417 navigate my way through. 553 00:26:08,417 --> 00:26:11,583 - I want you to come on board, 554 00:26:11,583 --> 00:26:13,292 - Man, that's, I appreciate it so much. 555 00:26:13,292 --> 00:26:15,542 - First step on a thousand-mile journey, my friend. 556 00:26:15,542 --> 00:26:17,125 All right? - Yes, sir. 557 00:26:17,125 --> 00:26:18,208 - All right, brother. 558 00:26:18,208 --> 00:26:20,375 - This job could be a big thing for me. 559 00:26:20,375 --> 00:26:23,167 The chance means a lot to me. 560 00:26:23,167 --> 00:26:25,542 And you know, I really just gotta stay on my toes 561 00:26:25,542 --> 00:26:26,542 to not blow it. 562 00:26:26,667 --> 00:26:27,875 Thank you, man. - You got it, buddy. 563 00:26:28,042 --> 00:26:29,875 You got it, you got it. - I'll talk to you Monday. 564 00:26:29,875 --> 00:26:31,542 - All right, talk to you Monday. - All right. 565 00:26:31,542 --> 00:26:33,250 - Have a good one. - Thank you, man. 566 00:26:33,250 --> 00:26:37,042 Now that I got this job, I'm hoping that Emily sees 567 00:26:37,042 --> 00:26:38,708 that I'm not necessarily the person 568 00:26:38,708 --> 00:26:40,667 that she keeps trying to portray. 569 00:26:40,667 --> 00:26:43,417 I'm hoping that maybe she lets me stay at the house. 570 00:26:43,417 --> 00:26:45,292 We'll see how that goes. 571 00:26:45,292 --> 00:26:47,583 [tense music] 572 00:26:52,542 --> 00:26:54,875 [tense music] 573 00:27:04,792 --> 00:27:07,875 - I've decided that I'm gonna move out of Cyndi's house. 574 00:27:11,125 --> 00:27:12,583 I'm packing up my (bleep) right now 575 00:27:12,583 --> 00:27:14,708 and I'm scared of what her reaction's gonna be. 576 00:27:14,708 --> 00:27:16,042 I'm scared of what she's gonna do. 577 00:27:16,042 --> 00:27:17,667 I'm scared what she's gonna say. 578 00:27:17,667 --> 00:27:20,167 I am just so afraid. 579 00:27:24,833 --> 00:27:26,042 - [Cyndi] Knock, knock. 580 00:27:29,833 --> 00:27:31,833 - Oh, well, thank you. 581 00:27:31,833 --> 00:27:33,208 - What are you doing? 582 00:27:33,208 --> 00:27:37,833 - You know, I really appreciate you giving me a place, 583 00:27:37,833 --> 00:27:40,500 you helping me out when I first got out. 584 00:27:40,500 --> 00:27:44,000 Dealing with my, you know, crazy self. 585 00:27:45,375 --> 00:27:49,542 It's hard to tell you things sometimes, but I need to go. 586 00:27:49,542 --> 00:27:51,208 It's time, you know? 587 00:27:54,208 --> 00:27:56,375 [tense music] 588 00:27:56,375 --> 00:27:59,042 - I didn't expect you to be leaving so soon, I guess. 589 00:27:59,042 --> 00:28:02,458 Are you sure it's, uh, wise? 590 00:28:03,625 --> 00:28:05,792 - I need to do what I need to do, you know. 591 00:28:06,792 --> 00:28:08,667 That's it, you know? 592 00:28:09,500 --> 00:28:10,833 - [Cyndi] Hmm. 593 00:28:10,833 --> 00:28:12,875 When were you planning on letting me know? 594 00:28:12,875 --> 00:28:15,833 - Well, you know, once I got done packing here. 595 00:28:17,875 --> 00:28:20,292 - You were avoiding it, weren't you? 596 00:28:20,292 --> 00:28:23,208 - [Jennifer] Yeah, it's hard to tell you things sometimes. 597 00:28:24,417 --> 00:28:25,833 - This is just a shock. 598 00:28:28,750 --> 00:28:30,667 Where are you gonna be staying? 599 00:28:30,667 --> 00:28:32,458 - I'm gonna stay with my brother. 600 00:28:34,375 --> 00:28:37,542 My brother's is a lot closer to my kids than Cyndi's 601 00:28:37,542 --> 00:28:38,958 and that's why I'm gonna stay there. 602 00:28:38,958 --> 00:28:41,208 And I know that area hasn't always been the best 603 00:28:41,208 --> 00:28:44,792 for my sobriety, but I am definitely ready 604 00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:48,333 and I'm ready to stay sober and I'm confident 605 00:28:48,333 --> 00:28:50,667 and I'm ready to go back to my old county 606 00:28:50,667 --> 00:28:53,375 and I'm just, I'm ready to do this, I'm ready. 607 00:28:54,667 --> 00:28:57,792 - What really makes this so much different? 608 00:28:57,792 --> 00:29:00,917 - This is obviously, you know, 609 00:29:00,917 --> 00:29:02,875 something that I was working towards. 610 00:29:06,875 --> 00:29:09,375 - I don't think this is the right decision. 611 00:29:09,375 --> 00:29:10,875 I wish Jennifer the best, 612 00:29:10,875 --> 00:29:13,667 but sometimes the things she does 613 00:29:13,667 --> 00:29:15,375 doesn't make any sense to me. 614 00:29:16,375 --> 00:29:19,667 I think she's got a very good chance of relapsing 615 00:29:19,667 --> 00:29:22,250 by going back to her old ways. 616 00:29:23,208 --> 00:29:25,875 - I just want to be with my kids. 617 00:29:25,875 --> 00:29:30,125 - I understand, I'm just, you know, I'm like a mom, 618 00:29:30,125 --> 00:29:33,042 I'm a little worried. - I know, um... 619 00:29:34,208 --> 00:29:35,167 I know. 620 00:29:37,667 --> 00:29:40,958 I know that if I ever need to come back, 621 00:29:40,958 --> 00:29:42,792 you would be willing to take me back. 622 00:29:42,792 --> 00:29:44,083 - Of course. 623 00:29:44,083 --> 00:29:45,875 If you're fighting with your brother 624 00:29:45,875 --> 00:29:49,333 or wanna get away from your mom, whatever the case. 625 00:29:49,333 --> 00:29:51,333 Yeah, you've always got a place here. 626 00:29:52,375 --> 00:29:54,542 - This decision has been really hard 627 00:29:54,542 --> 00:29:56,250 and I'm grateful for Cyndi, 628 00:29:56,250 --> 00:29:58,833 but me moving out has nothing to do with her. 629 00:29:59,833 --> 00:30:02,542 I'm making this decision for me and my children. 630 00:30:02,542 --> 00:30:04,583 - Okay, drive careful. 631 00:30:04,583 --> 00:30:07,208 I love you. - Love you too, I will. 632 00:30:08,125 --> 00:30:10,083 We'll be in touch. - Okay. 633 00:30:11,667 --> 00:30:13,083 It's okay. 634 00:30:14,083 --> 00:30:16,458 I am gonna miss her. 635 00:30:16,458 --> 00:30:20,375 This is the companionship that I've wanted all along. 636 00:30:20,375 --> 00:30:22,042 I got kinda used to that. 637 00:30:22,042 --> 00:30:24,542 Real close friends are hard to find. 638 00:30:24,542 --> 00:30:27,375 Now it's just back to me and Max 639 00:30:27,375 --> 00:30:29,583 trying to figure things out on my own. 640 00:30:35,458 --> 00:30:37,500 [pensive music] 641 00:30:44,708 --> 00:30:46,333 - Emily. - [Emily] What? 642 00:30:47,333 --> 00:30:50,417 - I got some, couple things up at the store for breakfast. 643 00:30:50,417 --> 00:30:52,042 Come on down for a minute. 644 00:30:52,042 --> 00:30:54,625 Since I got the job, I decided to go down 645 00:30:54,625 --> 00:30:58,375 and pick up some breakfast and extend the olive branch. 646 00:30:59,292 --> 00:31:01,042 I'm gonna tell Emily the good news 647 00:31:01,042 --> 00:31:03,375 and hopefully she's as ecstatic as I am. 648 00:31:04,375 --> 00:31:05,750 - [Emily] What? 649 00:31:05,750 --> 00:31:10,375 - So, I got a job yesterday. 650 00:31:12,375 --> 00:31:14,125 Kinda waiting for the right one to come along 651 00:31:14,125 --> 00:31:19,375 and I got a really good job as a graphic design assistant. 652 00:31:19,375 --> 00:31:21,167 It's gonna pay pretty well, I think, 653 00:31:21,167 --> 00:31:23,958 and it's gonna be something that I enjoy doing, so. 654 00:31:23,958 --> 00:31:26,250 - Well, that's good. 655 00:31:26,250 --> 00:31:28,500 It's too bad it didn't come a little quicker. 656 00:31:29,875 --> 00:31:32,042 He's had months to get a job 657 00:31:32,042 --> 00:31:33,875 and a lot has happened in those months 658 00:31:33,875 --> 00:31:35,083 that's not a positive. 659 00:31:35,083 --> 00:31:38,833 And I've went through a lot of stress for him. 660 00:31:38,833 --> 00:31:40,708 You shouldn't always have to be the one that 661 00:31:40,708 --> 00:31:44,500 sacrifices for somebody, you know, for their (bleep) ups. 662 00:31:45,583 --> 00:31:47,542 - I mean, I guess I'm trying to figure out like, 663 00:31:47,542 --> 00:31:49,625 you're really serious, you know, I have to go. 664 00:31:49,625 --> 00:31:51,917 Or I mean, I just I'm trying to figure out, 665 00:31:51,917 --> 00:31:53,417 feel out the situation. 666 00:31:56,625 --> 00:31:59,833 I just want you to appreciate the gravity of this. 667 00:31:59,833 --> 00:32:01,292 I haven't had a job for 20 years. 668 00:32:01,292 --> 00:32:03,542 I just need a place to be, to go to 669 00:32:03,542 --> 00:32:06,000 that I can come home, take a shower, go to bed, 670 00:32:06,000 --> 00:32:07,958 get up in the morning, go back to work. 671 00:32:07,958 --> 00:32:10,292 [tense music] 672 00:32:11,208 --> 00:32:15,708 - Okay, I understand and I'm trying to be 673 00:32:15,708 --> 00:32:18,833 sympathetic to your situation, I am. 674 00:32:18,833 --> 00:32:21,042 How much time do you think that you need? 675 00:32:21,042 --> 00:32:23,375 - I need 30 to save some money at the most. 676 00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:25,458 And I would say it's not even gonna be that. 677 00:32:25,458 --> 00:32:29,042 - And you will let me know if someone comes over 678 00:32:29,042 --> 00:32:30,833 or you want someone to come over? 679 00:32:30,833 --> 00:32:32,333 That's all I'm asking. - Yeah, yeah. 680 00:32:32,333 --> 00:32:33,333 - All right. 681 00:32:34,708 --> 00:32:37,000 I'll give 60 days. 682 00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:39,333 I can do, I can do that. 683 00:32:40,250 --> 00:32:42,042 - All right, thank you. - You're welcome. 684 00:32:42,042 --> 00:32:44,250 - I mean that sincerely, thank you very much. 685 00:32:44,250 --> 00:32:47,875 - I'm only allowing Jason to stay because he's got a job. 686 00:32:47,875 --> 00:32:49,542 It'll keep him on a schedule. 687 00:32:49,542 --> 00:32:51,333 You know, he'll be able to save the money 688 00:32:51,333 --> 00:32:54,375 to get his own place and be on his way. 689 00:32:54,375 --> 00:32:56,208 - You know, you did let me move in here, 690 00:32:56,208 --> 00:32:57,417 don't think that I'm not grateful for that. 691 00:32:57,417 --> 00:32:58,958 You know, it's just, I'm not very good 692 00:32:58,958 --> 00:33:00,875 at making good decisions, so. 693 00:33:00,875 --> 00:33:03,208 [gentle music] 694 00:33:04,208 --> 00:33:08,542 - I understand your world better than you've ever thought I have. 695 00:33:08,542 --> 00:33:12,667 - My intentions have never been to screw you over 696 00:33:12,667 --> 00:33:14,333 or make you feel uncomfortable. 697 00:33:15,667 --> 00:33:18,125 I just have lived a completely different life for so long 698 00:33:18,125 --> 00:33:21,375 that it's hard for me to know anything but that. 699 00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:24,208 And I need to be more respectful 700 00:33:24,208 --> 00:33:27,542 and not get into feelings so much. 701 00:33:28,542 --> 00:33:31,125 I apologize definitely for my part in that 702 00:33:31,125 --> 00:33:32,625 and I know better, so. 703 00:33:32,625 --> 00:33:35,667 But I appreciate you letting me stay here, okay? 704 00:33:35,667 --> 00:33:36,958 All right? - Okay. 705 00:33:36,958 --> 00:33:38,167 - You good? 706 00:33:40,208 --> 00:33:42,417 All right, thank you. - You're welcome. 707 00:33:42,417 --> 00:33:43,417 - All right. 708 00:33:44,375 --> 00:33:46,708 - I think this is a turning point for Jason. 709 00:33:47,708 --> 00:33:51,583 I do have hope for his future based on our conversation today. 710 00:33:52,792 --> 00:33:54,292 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 711 00:33:55,375 --> 00:33:57,417 - Even though things have been extremely rocky 712 00:33:57,417 --> 00:34:01,333 between me and Emily, if it wasn't for her providing 713 00:34:01,333 --> 00:34:05,667 her house to me, I'm not sure exactly where I'd be. 714 00:34:05,667 --> 00:34:08,500 In all reality, I should be really grateful to Emily 715 00:34:08,500 --> 00:34:10,417 for providing this place for me 716 00:34:10,417 --> 00:34:13,375 to transition back into society. 717 00:34:13,375 --> 00:34:16,667 I'm moving forward and making progress and I'm doing good. 718 00:34:16,667 --> 00:34:20,500 I will continue to get my life in order. 719 00:34:20,500 --> 00:34:22,625 [gentle music] 720 00:34:30,125 --> 00:34:32,458 [bright music] 721 00:34:40,458 --> 00:34:43,542 - I see you got all the seasoning out for your barbecue. 722 00:34:43,542 --> 00:34:47,208 - We gonna have this barbecue and enjoy ourselves. 723 00:34:47,208 --> 00:34:50,125 - It's been three months since we've seen Mark, um... 724 00:34:51,625 --> 00:34:54,500 This didn't work out the way we expected it to. 725 00:34:55,667 --> 00:34:57,375 - Hi, Mama. Hey, Vada. 726 00:34:57,375 --> 00:34:59,125 - What's up, Deahja? 727 00:35:00,500 --> 00:35:02,292 - Ooh, what y'all making? 728 00:35:02,292 --> 00:35:04,917 - He's putting some ribs on. 729 00:35:04,917 --> 00:35:06,667 We was up here talking about Mark. 730 00:35:08,208 --> 00:35:12,042 I still have hope for Mark and I'm continually 731 00:35:12,042 --> 00:35:15,083 and fervently praying for him. 732 00:35:15,083 --> 00:35:18,417 I haven't conversed with Mark for three months, 733 00:35:18,417 --> 00:35:22,083 but the parole officer told me he's not in jail. 734 00:35:22,083 --> 00:35:26,000 - Now that Mark's gone, how do you feel? 735 00:35:26,000 --> 00:35:29,708 - I hope that Mark is in a good spot. 736 00:35:29,708 --> 00:35:33,833 - My hopes is for him to have a future, 737 00:35:33,833 --> 00:35:36,542 and a life, abundant life. 738 00:35:37,792 --> 00:35:42,542 I have learned that bringing someone into our home 739 00:35:42,542 --> 00:35:45,208 and not knowing who they are-- - [Vada] Yeah. 740 00:35:45,208 --> 00:35:46,833 - I would've better vetted them. 741 00:35:49,042 --> 00:35:52,542 If I got a chance to speak to Mark again, 742 00:35:52,542 --> 00:35:55,792 I would talk to that little boy who's broken 743 00:35:55,792 --> 00:36:00,417 and feels abandoned, and let him know that I understand. 744 00:36:00,417 --> 00:36:02,458 I don't think helping Mark 745 00:36:02,458 --> 00:36:05,792 and having him in my home was all for nothing. 746 00:36:05,792 --> 00:36:09,333 I hope in some way, we did plant a seed 747 00:36:10,333 --> 00:36:14,208 and we will continue to root for him and support him. 748 00:36:23,375 --> 00:36:25,708 [tense music] 749 00:36:30,500 --> 00:36:32,583 - Hi, how you doing? 750 00:36:32,583 --> 00:36:35,542 Uh, can I just get a regular black coffee? 751 00:36:35,542 --> 00:36:37,000 - [Barista] Sure. - All right. 752 00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,208 Going to meet David. 753 00:36:40,917 --> 00:36:45,875 I just wanted to meet up with him and see how he's doing. 754 00:36:45,875 --> 00:36:48,167 I feel like now I'm stable 755 00:36:48,167 --> 00:36:49,875 and I'm ready to put in some effort 756 00:36:49,875 --> 00:36:53,333 and take some baby steps towards getting back to the work. 757 00:36:54,542 --> 00:36:56,292 Hey, what's going on man? 758 00:36:56,292 --> 00:36:58,000 - Doing good. How you doing? - Good. 759 00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:00,208 - Good to see you. - Yeah, good to see you, man. 760 00:37:00,208 --> 00:37:02,083 Long time, no see. - Yeah, you too. 761 00:37:02,083 --> 00:37:05,125 So, it's been a couple months since me and Aaron talked. 762 00:37:05,125 --> 00:37:06,417 Can I just get a small chai? 763 00:37:06,417 --> 00:37:08,375 I'm curious how he's doing. 764 00:37:08,375 --> 00:37:10,583 You know, I feel like we left on kind of mixed terms, 765 00:37:10,583 --> 00:37:14,208 so, I'm hoping that we're good like we were 766 00:37:14,208 --> 00:37:16,375 when we were living together. 767 00:37:16,375 --> 00:37:17,750 - [Aaron] What's been up man? How you doing? 768 00:37:17,750 --> 00:37:19,833 - Yeah, doing good, hanging in there. 769 00:37:19,833 --> 00:37:21,208 - Yeah? - Yeah. 770 00:37:21,208 --> 00:37:23,042 Yeah, how you been? - I've been good, man. 771 00:37:23,042 --> 00:37:25,708 Working, learning how to, you know, do walls and spackle 772 00:37:25,708 --> 00:37:27,667 and all that kind of stuff I can't stand. 773 00:37:27,667 --> 00:37:28,667 [laughing] 774 00:37:28,667 --> 00:37:30,250 - Breaking out some walls sometimes too? 775 00:37:30,250 --> 00:37:31,583 - Right, right. Yep. 776 00:37:31,583 --> 00:37:33,125 - You and Lavina still doing good? 777 00:37:33,125 --> 00:37:34,875 - Yeah, we're doing great. - Awesome. 778 00:37:34,875 --> 00:37:35,917 - She's still rocking it. 779 00:37:35,917 --> 00:37:37,583 She's still killing her recovery stuff 780 00:37:37,583 --> 00:37:39,583 and she's got a new job now. 781 00:37:39,583 --> 00:37:41,375 I mean, we haven't been fighting or nothing. 782 00:37:41,375 --> 00:37:44,625 I mean, it's entirely different situation 783 00:37:44,625 --> 00:37:46,833 when we're both, you know, like this. 784 00:37:46,833 --> 00:37:48,542 I'm happy, definitely. 785 00:37:48,542 --> 00:37:50,208 Living with Lavina, obviously different 786 00:37:50,208 --> 00:37:51,583 than living with David. 787 00:37:51,583 --> 00:37:53,208 - Thank you so much. - Appreciate it, thank you. 788 00:37:53,208 --> 00:37:54,500 It feels good. 789 00:37:54,500 --> 00:37:56,083 It feels like, you know, most of my friends 790 00:37:56,083 --> 00:37:57,875 that I went to school with are married with kids 791 00:37:57,875 --> 00:37:59,458 and they live with their wife, and you know, 792 00:37:59,458 --> 00:38:00,917 so, it's a good thing. 793 00:38:00,917 --> 00:38:02,958 I just wanna say, you know, thank you. 794 00:38:02,958 --> 00:38:03,875 I really mean that. 795 00:38:03,875 --> 00:38:05,250 You know, this life that I'm living 796 00:38:05,250 --> 00:38:07,083 and everything I'm doing right now, 797 00:38:07,083 --> 00:38:09,625 it's really possible because of you 798 00:38:09,625 --> 00:38:12,875 opening your house to me and letting me stay. 799 00:38:12,875 --> 00:38:14,667 That just helped me build this firm foundation. 800 00:38:14,667 --> 00:38:17,042 So, I got mad love for you, man. 801 00:38:17,042 --> 00:38:18,708 - I really appreciate that, man. 802 00:38:18,708 --> 00:38:20,292 - It's a lot different than living at David's. 803 00:38:20,292 --> 00:38:23,083 It's not headquarters for any movements. 804 00:38:24,458 --> 00:38:28,167 But sometimes I miss that a little bit though. 805 00:38:28,167 --> 00:38:29,417 I miss that. 806 00:38:30,583 --> 00:38:33,208 The purpose, the constant purpose 807 00:38:33,208 --> 00:38:34,708 that's beating in the background. 808 00:38:34,708 --> 00:38:36,958 I mean, yeah, things ended differently 809 00:38:36,958 --> 00:38:40,958 than both of us thought it would, but I mean, 810 00:38:40,958 --> 00:38:43,375 we still worked on a lot of things for a couple years 811 00:38:43,375 --> 00:38:45,000 and I'd like to see some of that through. 812 00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:47,667 I would like to carve out time to still work with you, 813 00:38:47,667 --> 00:38:48,792 team up, you know what I mean? 814 00:38:48,792 --> 00:38:50,833 And kinda see this mission through 815 00:38:50,833 --> 00:38:53,500 and see what kind of role I'd play if you'd be willing to. 816 00:38:53,500 --> 00:38:54,583 - Oh, of course. 817 00:38:54,583 --> 00:38:56,292 No, I mean, yeah, let's find a time 818 00:38:56,292 --> 00:38:58,333 and we can get you plugged in. 819 00:38:58,333 --> 00:38:59,875 You're amazing, it's gonna do great things 820 00:38:59,875 --> 00:39:01,708 and man, we'll be building the team soon. 821 00:39:01,708 --> 00:39:03,208 - We gonna do it, we gonna do it. 822 00:39:03,208 --> 00:39:04,750 - Yeah. 823 00:39:04,750 --> 00:39:07,583 It is a special moment to like, end and begin a friendship 824 00:39:07,583 --> 00:39:10,375 on being like, we made the impossible possible. 825 00:39:10,375 --> 00:39:13,792 You know, we got someone out of prison and ready 826 00:39:13,792 --> 00:39:17,875 and into the movement and it feels good to have a friend 827 00:39:17,875 --> 00:39:19,625 and to keep building that friendship. 828 00:39:19,625 --> 00:39:22,125 We'll be in touch. - All right. 829 00:39:22,125 --> 00:39:23,583 It's great to see my friend. 830 00:39:23,583 --> 00:39:25,917 I miss his passion and his just great spirit 831 00:39:25,917 --> 00:39:27,833 and demeanor too, so. 832 00:39:27,833 --> 00:39:29,958 - Despite some of the conflict that happened there, 833 00:39:29,958 --> 00:39:33,708 we're still friends, so, that feels like motivation 834 00:39:33,708 --> 00:39:37,958 to be like, "Hey, you're on the right path." 835 00:39:37,958 --> 00:39:40,083 [gentle music] 836 00:39:42,875 --> 00:39:45,000 [tense music] 837 00:39:49,917 --> 00:39:53,708 - It's been about a month since Jen moved out. 838 00:39:53,708 --> 00:39:55,542 I'm excited to see her. 839 00:39:57,042 --> 00:39:59,542 I miss her around the house. 840 00:40:07,417 --> 00:40:08,833 - [Jennifer] Here she is. 841 00:40:11,208 --> 00:40:12,542 - [Cyndi] Hi! 842 00:40:13,542 --> 00:40:14,750 - You look good. - [Cyndi] Hi! 843 00:40:14,750 --> 00:40:16,750 - [Amarii] Hi. [Jennifer laughing] 844 00:40:16,750 --> 00:40:18,833 - This is Amarii, this is my oldest. 845 00:40:18,833 --> 00:40:21,375 - Amarii, I love your hair. - Thanks. 846 00:40:21,375 --> 00:40:23,542 - Seeing Cyndi is great. 847 00:40:23,542 --> 00:40:25,208 Hi! - Good to see you. 848 00:40:25,208 --> 00:40:26,500 - Good to see you too. 849 00:40:26,500 --> 00:40:29,250 I feel good, I'm very happy to see her. 850 00:40:29,250 --> 00:40:30,708 We can go sit, it's nice out, 851 00:40:30,708 --> 00:40:32,375 do you wanna just sit on the deck over here? 852 00:40:32,375 --> 00:40:34,083 - Yeah, that's fine. - Okay. 853 00:40:34,083 --> 00:40:36,542 - Nice bike. 854 00:40:36,542 --> 00:40:39,042 - Did you wanna go and show her how you do- 855 00:40:39,042 --> 00:40:41,167 - Some of your stunts? - [Amarii] Kind of. 856 00:40:41,167 --> 00:40:42,250 - Okay. 857 00:40:43,958 --> 00:40:46,375 He's over there doing his wheelies. 858 00:40:46,375 --> 00:40:47,833 He's pretty talented. 859 00:40:49,500 --> 00:40:52,750 - I mean... [laughing] - Whoa! 860 00:40:53,708 --> 00:40:55,208 - I mean, that's-- - That's just part of 861 00:40:55,208 --> 00:40:57,500 being a boy, I guess. - I guess. 862 00:40:59,167 --> 00:41:00,875 - How's the job going? 863 00:41:00,875 --> 00:41:02,750 - It's going good. You know, I'm still sober. 864 00:41:02,750 --> 00:41:05,708 I'm seeing my kids, I'm working towards getting custody. 865 00:41:05,708 --> 00:41:09,333 And saving money, and looking for a place, and... 866 00:41:09,333 --> 00:41:10,458 - Yeah. 867 00:41:10,458 --> 00:41:11,875 That's great. - Yeah. 868 00:41:11,875 --> 00:41:13,708 - Glad to hear it. - Yeah, it's actually, 869 00:41:13,708 --> 00:41:16,375 yeah, it's really good, it's good, it's really good. 870 00:41:16,375 --> 00:41:18,208 - I'm glad it worked for Jennifer 871 00:41:18,208 --> 00:41:20,417 to move out when she did. 872 00:41:20,417 --> 00:41:23,167 Seeing her so happy makes me happy. 873 00:41:23,167 --> 00:41:24,625 Makes my heart happy. 874 00:41:25,958 --> 00:41:28,042 - I'm just thankful for everything 875 00:41:28,042 --> 00:41:29,167 working out, you know. 876 00:41:29,167 --> 00:41:31,000 And I'm so thankful for you and I'm so-- 877 00:41:31,000 --> 00:41:33,625 - I'm glad I could help, I really am. 878 00:41:33,625 --> 00:41:37,000 - I'm so thankful for everything that you've done and... 879 00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:40,167 - You're giving me goosebumps. [Jennifer laughs] 880 00:41:40,167 --> 00:41:42,542 - You really played a big part, you know, 881 00:41:42,542 --> 00:41:44,500 in my life, you really have. 882 00:41:44,500 --> 00:41:45,708 And I probably wouldn't be here right now 883 00:41:45,708 --> 00:41:48,000 if it wasn't for you taking me in, you know? 884 00:41:48,000 --> 00:41:50,083 There was nobody that was willing 885 00:41:50,083 --> 00:41:53,542 to open their doors to me besides Cyndi. 886 00:41:53,542 --> 00:41:55,500 - I'd do it again. 887 00:41:55,500 --> 00:41:57,917 [laughing] - I know you would. 888 00:41:57,917 --> 00:42:01,792 Yeah, I mean, she's always gonna be a part regardless, 889 00:42:01,792 --> 00:42:05,208 she's always gonna be that part in my success story here. 890 00:42:05,208 --> 00:42:06,875 [Cyndi laughs] 891 00:42:06,875 --> 00:42:10,792 And she's gonna be a part of that forever. 892 00:42:10,792 --> 00:42:13,542 You know? Always. 893 00:42:14,583 --> 00:42:16,500 Well, I wanna give you a hug. 894 00:42:16,500 --> 00:42:19,708 - So help me up here and I can hug you back. 895 00:42:19,708 --> 00:42:21,958 [uplifting music]