1 00:00:00,700 --> 00:00:03,136 - ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:03,136 --> 00:00:05,038 [upbeat music] 3 00:00:05,038 --> 00:00:07,006 [cell phone rings] 4 00:00:07,006 --> 00:00:09,476 - Hi. - Hey. 5 00:00:09,476 --> 00:00:12,011 - I met Jenelle when we were on "Teen Mom 2" together. 6 00:00:12,011 --> 00:00:13,680 - I'm starving. - Me too. 7 00:00:13,680 --> 00:00:15,348 I came down here for a quick little trip. 8 00:00:15,348 --> 00:00:16,816 - You look so good. - Thank you. 9 00:00:16,816 --> 00:00:18,618 - We stay in touch every so often. 10 00:00:18,618 --> 00:00:19,853 - Yeah, me and David, you know, 11 00:00:19,853 --> 00:00:21,121 we haven't been getting along lately. 12 00:00:21,121 --> 00:00:22,222 - That's hard. - Yeah. 13 00:00:22,222 --> 00:00:23,623 And it's still the same way. 14 00:00:23,623 --> 00:00:24,891 I'm so fed up. 15 00:00:24,891 --> 00:00:26,726 I don't know if you've heard or not, 16 00:00:26,726 --> 00:00:29,329 but, you know, of course, me and David, we've separated. 17 00:00:29,329 --> 00:00:31,798 - Are you OK? - Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm good. 18 00:00:31,798 --> 00:00:33,533 So I'm gonna be in Orlando for a few days. 19 00:00:33,533 --> 00:00:35,201 I was seeing if you wanted to get together. 20 00:00:35,201 --> 00:00:36,703 - Um, yes. 21 00:00:36,703 --> 00:00:38,538 - I will hit you up whenever I get down there. 22 00:00:38,538 --> 00:00:40,573 - Yeah, perfect. Let me know. Text me. 23 00:00:40,573 --> 00:00:42,108 - All right. Talk to you later. Bye. 24 00:00:42,108 --> 00:00:43,610 - OK, bye. 25 00:00:43,610 --> 00:00:45,311 ♪ ♪ 26 00:00:45,311 --> 00:00:47,113 Hey, guys. 27 00:00:47,113 --> 00:00:48,882 Craziest thing just happened. 28 00:00:48,882 --> 00:00:50,483 Jenelle Evans just called me. 29 00:00:50,483 --> 00:00:53,119 She is coming to Orlando this week, 30 00:00:53,119 --> 00:00:56,689 and she wants to meet up for lunch. 31 00:00:56,689 --> 00:00:58,258 I can't believe it. 32 00:00:58,258 --> 00:00:59,859 I'm happy she's coming, obviously. 33 00:00:59,859 --> 00:01:01,394 But, like, what is going on? 34 00:01:01,394 --> 00:01:03,363 There's so many things happening in the tabloids 35 00:01:03,363 --> 00:01:05,632 that I don't even know what's real and what's fake. 36 00:01:05,632 --> 00:01:12,806 ♪ ♪ 37 00:01:13,373 --> 00:01:15,575 I want to get the tea. What's happening with her? 38 00:01:15,575 --> 00:01:21,147 - ♪ Yeah, let's break free ♪ 39 00:01:23,416 --> 00:01:26,586 [upbeat rock music] 40 00:01:26,586 --> 00:01:33,493 ♪ ♪ 41 00:01:38,031 --> 00:01:40,233 - ♪ Show them what you got, show them what you got ♪ 42 00:01:40,233 --> 00:01:42,368 ♪ Struttin' like a star, yeah, you know you're hot ♪ 43 00:01:42,368 --> 00:01:44,704 - Hi, sunshine. - Hi. 44 00:01:46,306 --> 00:01:48,508 - No acrylics, although they're gorgeous. 45 00:01:48,508 --> 00:01:50,243 - They're not even bad. 46 00:01:50,243 --> 00:01:51,544 - Yeah, they're not great for your nails. 47 00:01:53,346 --> 00:01:55,081 - Yeah, he lets you get whatever you want. 48 00:01:55,081 --> 00:01:58,718 And then I am, like, the one that's like, "Ah, ah, ah, ah." 49 00:01:58,718 --> 00:02:00,587 I have to be the one to tell you no. 50 00:02:00,587 --> 00:02:03,423 Co-parenting with Jeremy, Addie's dad, is not easy. 51 00:02:03,423 --> 00:02:05,558 - ♪ Is it gonna break my heart? ♪ 52 00:02:05,558 --> 00:02:08,127 - Jeremy and I got married when I was only 19 53 00:02:08,127 --> 00:02:09,496 and had Addie right away. 54 00:02:11,831 --> 00:02:14,067 - I do not regret my daughter by no means, 55 00:02:14,067 --> 00:02:17,437 but I damn sure regret who I had a child with. 56 00:02:17,437 --> 00:02:19,105 - The relationship was a mess. 57 00:02:19,105 --> 00:02:20,473 Shut up! 58 00:02:20,473 --> 00:02:21,641 I got it. - Let me see it 59 00:02:21,641 --> 00:02:24,511 - Why? - There's two pieces. 60 00:02:24,511 --> 00:02:25,979 - Why would you do that? 61 00:02:25,979 --> 00:02:28,715 - 'Cause it's funny. 62 00:02:28,715 --> 00:02:30,683 - And we got a divorce after three years. 63 00:02:33,219 --> 00:02:35,054 [both laugh] 64 00:02:35,054 --> 00:02:36,956 - I've tried to keep a friendly relationship 65 00:02:36,956 --> 00:02:38,791 with Jeremy for the sake of Addie. 66 00:02:38,791 --> 00:02:40,560 But Addie spends most of the weekends 67 00:02:40,560 --> 00:02:42,095 that she's supposed to be with Jeremy 68 00:02:42,095 --> 00:02:45,431 at her grandparents' house, and he's mostly absent. 69 00:02:46,799 --> 00:02:49,802 [dramatic music] 70 00:02:49,802 --> 00:02:54,941 ♪ ♪ 71 00:02:54,941 --> 00:03:00,146 So something really terrifying happened 72 00:03:00,146 --> 00:03:03,583 while I was working my shift a few nights ago. 73 00:03:03,583 --> 00:03:05,685 Addie was staying with Jeremy's family that night. 74 00:03:05,685 --> 00:03:07,520 And the hostess comes back and was like, 75 00:03:07,520 --> 00:03:08,955 "Leah, you need to stay in the back. 76 00:03:08,955 --> 00:03:11,324 "Jeremy's here. He's requesting a seat 77 00:03:11,324 --> 00:03:13,693 "at your table and he kept yelling. 78 00:03:13,693 --> 00:03:15,962 He seemed very intoxicated." 79 00:03:15,962 --> 00:03:18,264 Next thing I know, the hostess comes back again 80 00:03:18,264 --> 00:03:22,001 and says that Jeremy is enraged 81 00:03:22,001 --> 00:03:24,671 and is now demanding 82 00:03:24,671 --> 00:03:26,839 that he speak to his ex-wife. 83 00:03:26,839 --> 00:03:29,075 Girl he is with now was also there, 84 00:03:29,075 --> 00:03:31,811 and she's also enraged. 85 00:03:31,811 --> 00:03:37,584 Jeremy claimed that Addie was at home seven hours by herself 86 00:03:37,584 --> 00:03:41,654 while I was at work, which is false. 87 00:03:41,654 --> 00:03:44,057 And then this girl that he is with steps in 88 00:03:44,057 --> 00:03:46,793 and was like, "Uh, that's not all of it." 89 00:03:46,793 --> 00:03:49,028 She was like, "Apparently you don't trust me." 90 00:03:49,028 --> 00:03:50,930 And I was like, "I don't even know you to trust you." 91 00:03:50,930 --> 00:03:52,966 I'm shaking. I'm scared. 92 00:03:52,966 --> 00:03:56,369 I'm--at this point, I'm, like, holding it in to not cry. 93 00:03:56,369 --> 00:03:58,071 My manager steps in 94 00:03:58,071 --> 00:03:59,572 and was like, "You're not touching her." 95 00:03:59,572 --> 00:04:01,541 I'm literally terrified. 96 00:04:03,910 --> 00:04:06,512 - ♪ 'Cause it's a wild life ♪ 97 00:04:06,512 --> 00:04:08,047 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 98 00:04:08,047 --> 00:04:09,215 ♪ Whoa, oh, oh ♪ 99 00:04:09,215 --> 00:04:10,650 - Yeah, keep it close. 100 00:04:10,650 --> 00:04:12,418 Oh, good try, Broncsie. 101 00:04:12,418 --> 00:04:13,720 - Hey, girls. 102 00:04:13,720 --> 00:04:15,521 Khesanio moved to the U.S. ten years ago 103 00:04:15,521 --> 00:04:17,924 to play soccer and further his education. 104 00:04:17,924 --> 00:04:21,694 He is now a soccer coach here in Florida. 105 00:04:21,694 --> 00:04:23,830 Khes and I have been very aligned, 106 00:04:23,830 --> 00:04:27,700 and everything has been so smooth and so easy. 107 00:04:27,700 --> 00:04:31,304 We started talking about having a baby very, very early on. 108 00:04:31,304 --> 00:04:33,539 And we're coming up on a year, 109 00:04:33,539 --> 00:04:37,944 and I feel even more strongly as the days pass. 110 00:04:37,944 --> 00:04:40,947 Because I'm watching him parent my kids, 111 00:04:40,947 --> 00:04:42,649 and he really stepped up to the plate 112 00:04:42,649 --> 00:04:45,184 and showed me what kind of father he's gonna be. 113 00:04:45,184 --> 00:04:46,319 - Ah! - [laughs] 114 00:04:46,319 --> 00:04:50,390 [upbeat music] 115 00:04:50,390 --> 00:04:52,358 - Hey, guys. - Hey, girl. 116 00:04:52,358 --> 00:04:54,227 - Whoo, OK. We're here with no kids. 117 00:04:54,227 --> 00:04:55,328 - No kids. - No kids. 118 00:04:55,328 --> 00:04:56,896 - Doesn't happen often. 119 00:04:56,896 --> 00:04:58,064 - No. - I know. 120 00:04:58,064 --> 00:04:59,365 But we are gonna have a good time, 121 00:04:59,365 --> 00:05:00,000 eat good, drink good, because I have 122 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:00,800 eat good, drink good, because I have 123 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:02,702 something exciting to share with you guys. 124 00:05:02,702 --> 00:05:05,571 Khes and I are celebrating our one year. 125 00:05:05,571 --> 00:05:07,206 - OK. - Yay! 126 00:05:07,206 --> 00:05:09,509 - I'm just taking my lunch shot. 127 00:05:09,509 --> 00:05:11,477 Diabetes is so fun. 128 00:05:11,477 --> 00:05:12,912 Anytime I mention marriage, 129 00:05:12,912 --> 00:05:15,081 he definitely changes the subject. 130 00:05:15,081 --> 00:05:17,183 But we're talking about a baby, which is, 131 00:05:17,183 --> 00:05:19,085 like, more than a marriage. 132 00:05:19,085 --> 00:05:21,254 - But there's a lot to figure out with a baby, 133 00:05:21,254 --> 00:05:22,555 so it's kind of-- - Yeah. 134 00:05:22,555 --> 00:05:23,790 But I don't know. 135 00:05:23,790 --> 00:05:25,224 I don't want to, like, rush anything. 136 00:05:25,224 --> 00:05:27,694 Because I'm diabetic, my last pregnancy was rough. 137 00:05:27,694 --> 00:05:31,064 It's been seven hours. I'm miserable. 138 00:05:31,064 --> 00:05:33,933 And with my last pregnancy, Broncs, 139 00:05:33,933 --> 00:05:36,803 I had a lot of health issues. 140 00:05:38,104 --> 00:05:40,540 So I had my tubes tied seven years ago, 141 00:05:40,540 --> 00:05:42,642 which would have to be reversed. 142 00:05:42,642 --> 00:05:44,243 Khes wants his own. 143 00:05:44,243 --> 00:05:46,612 - So with you, if he-- if y'all don't have a child, 144 00:05:46,612 --> 00:05:48,314 he would be sacrificing... 145 00:05:48,314 --> 00:05:50,616 - Mm-hmm. - Not having his own kids. 146 00:05:50,616 --> 00:05:53,653 - It's like, if I would have met Khes a long time ago, 147 00:05:53,653 --> 00:05:55,855 I would have had, like, ten of his babies. 148 00:05:55,855 --> 00:05:58,324 It's all crazy. It's all crazy. 149 00:05:58,324 --> 00:06:01,627 But I haven't found any reasons not to just love this guy. 150 00:06:01,627 --> 00:06:03,096 We are creating this life together 151 00:06:03,096 --> 00:06:07,433 that has already been the best year of my life. 152 00:06:07,433 --> 00:06:09,102 He's pretty fantastic. 153 00:06:09,102 --> 00:06:12,505 [pop music] 154 00:06:12,505 --> 00:06:15,141 Can you guys come downstairs? 155 00:06:15,141 --> 00:06:16,275 All three of you. 156 00:06:16,275 --> 00:06:17,677 Hut, two, three, four. 157 00:06:20,213 --> 00:06:22,482 - Safe! 158 00:06:22,482 --> 00:06:24,984 Sit over there. 159 00:06:24,984 --> 00:06:26,385 - OK. 160 00:06:26,385 --> 00:06:28,821 So Khes and I are gonna go on a date, 161 00:06:28,821 --> 00:06:31,457 and it's gonna be adults only. 162 00:06:31,457 --> 00:06:33,459 Gannon, you'll be in charge. 163 00:06:33,459 --> 00:06:34,894 You've babysat before. 164 00:06:34,894 --> 00:06:36,662 - What do you think-- - It's a surprise for me. 165 00:06:36,662 --> 00:06:38,431 - What do you think I'm gonna surprise her with? 166 00:06:38,431 --> 00:06:39,799 - A baby. - A baby? 167 00:06:39,799 --> 00:06:41,067 Try again. - A ring? 168 00:06:41,067 --> 00:06:42,335 - A ring. - Oh. 169 00:06:42,335 --> 00:06:43,603 - What do you think about, Jaxie? 170 00:06:43,603 --> 00:06:44,837 - Are you gonna surprise me with a ring? 171 00:06:44,837 --> 00:06:46,139 - Milk Duds. - Milk--[laughs] 172 00:06:46,139 --> 00:06:48,274 - Ooh, yes, I would love Milk Duds, 173 00:06:48,274 --> 00:06:50,042 and a ring, and a baby. 174 00:06:50,042 --> 00:06:53,146 [laughter] 175 00:06:53,146 --> 00:06:54,380 [hip-hop music] 176 00:06:54,380 --> 00:06:55,448 - ♪ It's game time ♪ 177 00:06:55,448 --> 00:06:56,482 ♪ Here we go ♪ 178 00:06:56,482 --> 00:06:57,617 ♪ Bring it on ♪ 179 00:06:57,617 --> 00:06:59,318 ♪ Homie, it's my time now ♪ 180 00:06:59,318 --> 00:07:02,021 - Some people would say my life has been wild. 181 00:07:02,021 --> 00:07:03,523 - High. High. 182 00:07:03,523 --> 00:07:04,724 You're both high. 183 00:07:04,724 --> 00:07:06,659 - It'd be a total of 16 days in jail. 184 00:07:06,659 --> 00:07:08,327 - I really can't miss that concert. 185 00:07:08,327 --> 00:07:09,729 It's Kesha. 186 00:07:09,729 --> 00:07:11,664 That's why I got all these feathers in my hair. 187 00:07:11,664 --> 00:07:13,666 But honestly, I've always felt like 188 00:07:13,666 --> 00:07:15,668 I was just trying to survive 189 00:07:15,668 --> 00:07:17,236 and be the best mom I can. 190 00:07:17,236 --> 00:07:19,138 I became a teen mom when I was 17... 191 00:07:19,138 --> 00:07:20,306 Stop. Stop. 192 00:07:20,306 --> 00:07:22,008 And had my first son, Jace. 193 00:07:22,008 --> 00:07:23,609 Your arm and leg. 194 00:07:23,609 --> 00:07:26,179 After that, I didn't make the greatest decisions... 195 00:07:26,179 --> 00:07:28,214 - You're a drug addict. Go to rehab. 196 00:07:28,214 --> 00:07:29,916 - Oh, my God, here we go. 197 00:07:29,916 --> 00:07:31,884 Mostly because I was always searching 198 00:07:31,884 --> 00:07:33,352 to really feel loved. 199 00:07:33,352 --> 00:07:34,654 I [bleep] love you! 200 00:07:34,654 --> 00:07:36,389 - All right, bye. - And I want to talk to you! 201 00:07:36,389 --> 00:07:37,990 - No, I'm leaving. - Why? 202 00:07:37,990 --> 00:07:40,827 Because I don't think I ever truly felt that at home. 203 00:07:40,827 --> 00:07:43,529 - You're, like, the worst piece of [bleep] mother! 204 00:07:43,529 --> 00:07:45,798 - Even though my relationship with my own mother 205 00:07:45,798 --> 00:07:47,233 was always up and down... 206 00:07:47,233 --> 00:07:49,535 I don't want my son in the same room as-- 207 00:07:49,535 --> 00:07:51,437 - You know want your [bleep] kid at all! 208 00:07:51,437 --> 00:07:54,407 - She ended up gaining custody of Jace when he was a baby. 209 00:07:54,407 --> 00:07:56,909 - You're agreeing to give your mom temporary custody 210 00:07:56,909 --> 00:07:58,911 of your child. - Mm-hmm. 211 00:07:58,911 --> 00:08:01,113 I eventually had my second son, Kaiser, 212 00:08:01,113 --> 00:08:02,882 with Nathan, who at that time I thought 213 00:08:02,882 --> 00:08:04,550 was the love of my life. 214 00:08:04,550 --> 00:08:06,853 Do you think that we're moving too fast? 215 00:08:06,853 --> 00:08:08,287 - I don't know. We get along really well. 216 00:08:08,287 --> 00:08:10,256 I don't see us ever arguing or anything. 217 00:08:10,256 --> 00:08:11,757 - Things didn't work out with Nathan, 218 00:08:11,757 --> 00:08:13,292 and I quickly met David. 219 00:08:13,292 --> 00:08:15,561 So what do you think about David, Jace? 220 00:08:17,430 --> 00:08:18,865 [laughter] 221 00:08:18,865 --> 00:08:20,633 - Things changed for me when I met David. 222 00:08:20,633 --> 00:08:23,569 We had our daughter Ensley and ended up getting married. 223 00:08:23,569 --> 00:08:24,904 - I now pronounce you man and wife. 224 00:08:24,904 --> 00:08:27,139 [cheers and applause] 225 00:08:27,139 --> 00:08:30,243 - I finally had a solid family life, 226 00:08:30,243 --> 00:08:31,777 or so I thought. 227 00:08:31,777 --> 00:08:33,512 It's Mother's Day weekend. 228 00:08:33,512 --> 00:08:35,081 I want to go do something. 229 00:08:35,081 --> 00:08:36,582 - I'm trying to [bleep] work here. 230 00:08:36,582 --> 00:08:38,217 - I want to take my kids to a playground. 231 00:08:38,217 --> 00:08:40,720 - God! 232 00:08:40,720 --> 00:08:42,188 - It took me some time to realize 233 00:08:42,188 --> 00:08:44,090 it wasn't a healthy relationship. 234 00:08:44,090 --> 00:08:46,792 He hangs out with his friends now more frequently, 235 00:08:46,792 --> 00:08:48,895 but I don't have no [bleep] friends. 236 00:08:48,895 --> 00:08:49,996 - But I finally got the courage 237 00:08:49,996 --> 00:08:52,231 to walk away for good. 238 00:08:53,266 --> 00:08:56,269 I felt like I was walking on eggshells with David. 239 00:08:56,269 --> 00:08:57,837 I felt like I was being reprimanded 240 00:08:57,837 --> 00:08:59,639 like a child all the time. 241 00:08:59,639 --> 00:09:01,307 I just feel like he didn't treat me 242 00:09:01,307 --> 00:09:02,775 like I was his wife. 243 00:09:02,775 --> 00:09:03,910 He belittled me a lot. 244 00:09:03,910 --> 00:09:05,211 I was sick of it. 245 00:09:05,211 --> 00:09:06,445 Mentally abusive. 246 00:09:06,445 --> 00:09:08,848 Not happy at all. 247 00:09:08,848 --> 00:09:10,783 From the moment I left David, 248 00:09:10,783 --> 00:09:13,753 I felt a huge weight off my shoulders, 249 00:09:13,753 --> 00:09:16,022 and it's felt really good. 250 00:09:16,022 --> 00:09:18,758 Right now, all I want for my life is, 251 00:09:18,758 --> 00:09:20,493 I want the kids to have a fresh start. 252 00:09:20,493 --> 00:09:24,530 And I just think I need to move as soon as possible. 253 00:09:24,530 --> 00:09:26,465 - ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 254 00:09:26,465 --> 00:09:28,034 ♪ We just getting started ♪ 255 00:09:28,034 --> 00:09:29,802 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 256 00:09:29,802 --> 00:09:30,903 - Hey. - Hi! 257 00:09:30,903 --> 00:09:31,971 - How are you? - I'm good. 258 00:09:31,971 --> 00:09:33,372 How are you? - Good. 259 00:09:33,372 --> 00:09:35,775 - Oh, you look so pretty. - Thank you. You do too. 260 00:09:35,775 --> 00:09:37,209 - Hey, guys. 261 00:09:37,209 --> 00:09:38,945 So I'm here at lunch, 262 00:09:38,945 --> 00:09:41,614 and you won't believe who I'm with. 263 00:09:41,614 --> 00:09:43,182 - ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 264 00:09:43,182 --> 00:09:45,184 ♪ 'Cause we just getting started ♪ 265 00:09:47,996 --> 00:09:50,632 [dramatic music] 266 00:09:50,632 --> 00:09:57,739 ♪ ♪ 267 00:10:00,742 --> 00:10:02,811 - Happy birthday. - Thank you. 268 00:10:02,811 --> 00:10:04,679 My mom texted me. 269 00:10:04,679 --> 00:10:06,314 - Yeah? 270 00:10:06,314 --> 00:10:07,282 Did you text her back? 271 00:10:07,282 --> 00:10:08,917 Why not? 272 00:10:08,917 --> 00:10:12,454 - Because she didn't say anything about tonight. 273 00:10:12,454 --> 00:10:14,523 - Hello. - What time is it, babe? 274 00:10:14,523 --> 00:10:16,258 - Why are you asking what time? 275 00:10:16,258 --> 00:10:18,093 - 'Cause she needs to study for her homework. 276 00:10:18,093 --> 00:10:20,428 - You got an issue or something? 277 00:10:20,428 --> 00:10:21,897 - You do your thing. 278 00:10:21,897 --> 00:10:23,164 - You're acting like a [bleep] ass[bleep] for no reason. 279 00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:24,399 - Can you watch your mouth, please? 280 00:10:24,399 --> 00:10:25,467 - You're an idiot. 281 00:10:25,467 --> 00:10:28,069 - Just stop, both of you. 282 00:10:28,069 --> 00:10:29,971 I'm not gonna pretend everything's fine. 283 00:10:29,971 --> 00:10:32,140 I mean, all you did was ask what time it was. 284 00:10:32,140 --> 00:10:33,842 - I really was trying my hardest 285 00:10:33,842 --> 00:10:36,278 not to get anything going, not to start anything. 286 00:10:36,278 --> 00:10:38,747 - What was you hoping for when she messaged you? 287 00:10:38,747 --> 00:10:39,981 - I don't know. 288 00:10:39,981 --> 00:10:42,817 Maybe, like, an apology or something 289 00:10:42,817 --> 00:10:45,086 where she can accept the fact that it's her fault. 290 00:10:45,086 --> 00:10:47,656 I don't know why she had to do that on my birthday. 291 00:10:47,656 --> 00:10:49,324 - Well, it's been a while since we saw her. 292 00:10:49,324 --> 00:10:51,293 I just thought that getting together, 293 00:10:51,293 --> 00:10:52,661 especially for Leah's birthday-- 294 00:10:52,661 --> 00:10:53,828 - I was excited to talk about James and-- 295 00:10:53,828 --> 00:10:54,930 - Yeah. - I was excited for Leah 296 00:10:54,930 --> 00:10:56,131 to get her presents. 297 00:10:56,131 --> 00:10:57,299 - But now how is that gonna pan out? 298 00:10:57,299 --> 00:10:59,501 - We can suck it up and go see James. 299 00:10:59,501 --> 00:11:01,169 - I can suck anything up. - Yeah. 300 00:11:01,169 --> 00:11:04,606 - Then I think I'm just gonna let a day or two go by. 301 00:11:04,606 --> 00:11:07,375 And then, when I know James is in town or close to it, 302 00:11:07,375 --> 00:11:08,643 we can reach out. 303 00:11:08,643 --> 00:11:09,844 - Just kind of let it boil over? 304 00:11:09,844 --> 00:11:11,246 - Obviously--mm-hmm. 305 00:11:11,246 --> 00:11:12,614 And you can, you know, 306 00:11:12,614 --> 00:11:14,115 do whatever you want to do as far as text your mom. 307 00:11:14,115 --> 00:11:15,283 If you want to see her, you want to call her, 308 00:11:15,283 --> 00:11:17,218 that's still there. 309 00:11:17,218 --> 00:11:18,753 That's up to you. 310 00:11:18,753 --> 00:11:21,289 - Obviously, you're both, like, bullheaded. 311 00:11:21,289 --> 00:11:24,659 But there was no reason for her to be like that, 312 00:11:24,659 --> 00:11:27,062 to start it in the first place. 313 00:11:30,332 --> 00:11:33,702 - ♪ 'Cause you calling out my name ♪ 314 00:11:33,702 --> 00:11:36,037 ♪ I've been in the ocean ♪ 315 00:11:36,037 --> 00:11:38,373 ♪ Drowning in emotions ♪ 316 00:11:38,373 --> 00:11:41,109 - Ugh. Well, what the heck? 317 00:11:43,044 --> 00:11:45,113 I got a text from your Uncle Nick. 318 00:11:45,113 --> 00:11:46,448 - Huh. 319 00:11:46,448 --> 00:11:49,184 - I guess your grandma went to the hospital. 320 00:11:49,184 --> 00:11:50,251 - What? 321 00:11:50,251 --> 00:11:52,220 - She's OK. No, she's fine. 322 00:11:52,220 --> 00:11:54,122 They just had to give her some oxygen and stuff 323 00:11:54,122 --> 00:11:56,424 'cause I guess she couldn't breathe. 324 00:11:56,424 --> 00:11:59,694 So I got some scary news that my mom is in the hospital. 325 00:11:59,694 --> 00:12:01,429 You know, we haven't talked for a really long time, 326 00:12:01,429 --> 00:12:03,031 so I don't really know how her health is 327 00:12:03,031 --> 00:12:05,266 or anything like that at the moment, 328 00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:08,536 but hoping that I can find out some information 329 00:12:08,536 --> 00:12:09,938 from somebody. 330 00:12:12,807 --> 00:12:15,176 Texted my mom. She hasn't responded yet. 331 00:12:15,176 --> 00:12:18,380 So I reached out to my mom's dad, 332 00:12:18,380 --> 00:12:20,048 'cause that's the only person I could think of. 333 00:12:20,048 --> 00:12:22,651 He said that she couldn't breathe, 334 00:12:22,651 --> 00:12:25,520 so they called an ambulance to come pick her up 335 00:12:25,520 --> 00:12:27,355 and took her to the hospital, 336 00:12:27,355 --> 00:12:30,492 and that they were putting her on, like, a breathing machine. 337 00:12:30,492 --> 00:12:32,427 - She's stable right now. They're just having her on-- 338 00:12:32,427 --> 00:12:33,728 - Uh-huh. Yeah. Yeah. 339 00:12:33,728 --> 00:12:35,296 Probably gonna keep her for a couple days. 340 00:12:35,296 --> 00:12:36,564 - How do you feel, though, about that? 341 00:12:36,564 --> 00:12:37,999 - I had anxiety about it. 342 00:12:37,999 --> 00:12:39,601 Like, what's going-- 'cause I didn't know anything. 343 00:12:39,601 --> 00:12:41,436 I'm like, what's going on? 344 00:12:41,436 --> 00:12:42,937 Do I need to be there? 345 00:12:42,937 --> 00:12:44,906 - And that's kind of like-- that's your worst trigger, 346 00:12:44,906 --> 00:12:46,408 I feel like, is the lack of not knowing things. 347 00:12:46,408 --> 00:12:49,177 - Yes, the fear of the unknown is the worst for me. 348 00:12:49,177 --> 00:12:50,512 I want to know what's happening. 349 00:12:50,512 --> 00:12:52,414 - The therapist that suggested boundaries 350 00:12:52,414 --> 00:12:54,082 and all this certain stuff, like, what do they suggest 351 00:12:54,082 --> 00:12:55,350 when this stuff happens? 352 00:12:55,350 --> 00:12:56,918 - I feel like you do whatever your heart 353 00:12:56,918 --> 00:12:58,253 and gut tells you to. - OK. Like, yeah. 354 00:12:58,253 --> 00:12:59,721 - I mean, that's what I feel. - Right. Good. 355 00:12:59,721 --> 00:13:00,989 I'm glad you feel that way. - Yeah. 356 00:13:00,989 --> 00:13:02,290 - 'Cause I'm like, I don't want you to-- 357 00:13:02,290 --> 00:13:03,558 I don't want you to, like, stress yourself out 358 00:13:03,558 --> 00:13:05,060 with, like, "I got to-- OK, she's sick, 359 00:13:05,060 --> 00:13:06,828 and my heart wants to," like, you know-- 360 00:13:06,828 --> 00:13:08,163 - 'Cause in a moment, I was like-- 361 00:13:08,163 --> 00:13:09,197 - I'll go up there. - If nobody's up there, 362 00:13:09,197 --> 00:13:10,598 I'm gonna [bleep] go up there. 363 00:13:10,598 --> 00:13:12,133 - Yeah, right. I would do the same [bleep]. 364 00:13:12,133 --> 00:13:13,468 - Life's too short. - I would do the same [bleep]. 365 00:13:13,468 --> 00:13:14,969 - You know what mean? Like, we have our issues, 366 00:13:14,969 --> 00:13:16,171 but if you're [bleep] gonna die, 367 00:13:16,171 --> 00:13:17,405 I'm gonna be there. - Yeah. 368 00:13:17,405 --> 00:13:19,207 - Hopefully in the future, there'll be, 369 00:13:19,207 --> 00:13:20,942 you know, times where I can just, like, 370 00:13:20,942 --> 00:13:23,011 allow the kids to see her, 371 00:13:23,011 --> 00:13:24,713 or--I don't know, that's all I want. 372 00:13:24,713 --> 00:13:25,847 - OK, that's-- 373 00:13:25,847 --> 00:13:26,881 - Like, it's more or less just like, 374 00:13:26,881 --> 00:13:27,982 just respect my boundaries. 375 00:13:27,982 --> 00:13:29,517 Like, as long as you can 376 00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:32,087 not drink around me or my kids 377 00:13:32,087 --> 00:13:35,623 and have respectful communication, 378 00:13:35,623 --> 00:13:36,891 that's all I want. 379 00:13:36,891 --> 00:13:38,293 - Yeah. 380 00:13:43,106 --> 00:13:45,008 [pop music] 381 00:13:45,008 --> 00:13:47,944 - ♪ Forget about you ♪ 382 00:13:47,944 --> 00:13:51,948 ♪ Now it's all about me ♪ 383 00:13:51,948 --> 00:13:53,883 - The cops came to the restaurant 384 00:13:53,883 --> 00:13:58,455 and recommended that I file a protection order on Jeremy. 385 00:13:58,455 --> 00:14:00,090 So that's what I did. 386 00:14:00,090 --> 00:14:03,159 We'll go to court, and that's where, hopefully, 387 00:14:03,159 --> 00:14:05,462 a judge will agree to grant it. 388 00:14:05,462 --> 00:14:11,234 ♪ ♪ 389 00:14:11,234 --> 00:14:13,436 Right after I filed against Jeremy, 390 00:14:13,436 --> 00:14:15,138 he got served for the court hearing. 391 00:14:15,138 --> 00:14:18,775 And unfortunately, Addie was with him. 392 00:14:18,775 --> 00:14:20,510 Are you playing with Lucky? 393 00:14:20,510 --> 00:14:23,279 - No. - You're not? 394 00:14:23,279 --> 00:14:24,814 You're not? 395 00:14:24,814 --> 00:14:28,151 How are you doing, sunshine? 396 00:14:28,151 --> 00:14:31,154 What happened and what you were dealt with 397 00:14:31,154 --> 00:14:34,290 when you saw the cops, it wasn't ideal. 398 00:14:34,290 --> 00:14:38,194 But, ultimately, the cops said it had to be done 399 00:14:38,194 --> 00:14:40,563 before I could pick you up. 400 00:14:40,563 --> 00:14:43,967 Do I think you're young and it's difficult 401 00:14:43,967 --> 00:14:45,368 for you to understand? Yes. 402 00:14:45,368 --> 00:14:47,237 So we get to work through this age-appropriately. 403 00:14:47,237 --> 00:14:49,906 - No, because I understand it. 404 00:14:49,906 --> 00:14:53,276 - What do you understand? 405 00:14:53,276 --> 00:14:54,878 Are we putting our goggles on? 406 00:14:54,878 --> 00:14:57,480 Were you scared? - No. 407 00:14:57,480 --> 00:14:58,982 - Were you angry with me? 408 00:14:58,982 --> 00:15:00,850 - Yeah. - Yeah. 409 00:15:00,850 --> 00:15:03,086 Because you thought it was my fault, 410 00:15:03,086 --> 00:15:04,888 and you didn't know what had happened? 411 00:15:04,888 --> 00:15:06,022 - Yeah. 412 00:15:06,022 --> 00:15:08,224 - I'm really sorry. 413 00:15:08,224 --> 00:15:10,093 I'm sorry that you have to go through this. 414 00:15:10,093 --> 00:15:12,629 I am not perfect. 415 00:15:12,629 --> 00:15:15,565 One thing I can tell you is, I love you wholeheartedly, 416 00:15:15,565 --> 00:15:19,602 and I will never do anything to hurt you. 417 00:15:20,570 --> 00:15:26,076 It's really challenging to try to have a relationship 418 00:15:26,076 --> 00:15:29,612 with a toxic ex when you have a child 419 00:15:29,612 --> 00:15:31,047 that genuinely loves them. 420 00:15:31,047 --> 00:15:32,816 I mean, it definitely hurts that Addie would think 421 00:15:32,816 --> 00:15:35,885 that I would do something 422 00:15:35,885 --> 00:15:37,687 that would hurt her dad. 423 00:15:37,687 --> 00:15:39,089 It did. 424 00:15:39,089 --> 00:15:41,658 It hurt at first, hearing her blame me initially. 425 00:15:41,658 --> 00:15:45,829 But I know that what I've done, I needed to do. 426 00:15:45,829 --> 00:15:48,832 I believe in being honest with Addie. 427 00:15:48,832 --> 00:15:50,366 I think she's very smart. 428 00:15:50,366 --> 00:15:51,768 But even though she's very smart, 429 00:15:51,768 --> 00:15:54,003 she's still a kid 430 00:15:54,003 --> 00:15:57,373 and really should not be experiencing any of this. 431 00:15:57,373 --> 00:15:59,509 I love you. 432 00:15:59,509 --> 00:16:01,978 I hope you have lipstick all over your forehead. 433 00:16:01,978 --> 00:16:04,981 [upbeat music] 434 00:16:04,981 --> 00:16:09,919 ♪ ♪ 435 00:16:09,919 --> 00:16:12,889 - Hey, Jaxie. 436 00:16:12,889 --> 00:16:16,526 Look what I found. Nanny's bracelet. 437 00:16:16,526 --> 00:16:18,762 - Where did you find that? - In there. 438 00:16:18,762 --> 00:16:21,164 I wear her bracelets for everything special. 439 00:16:21,164 --> 00:16:22,999 - There's another one. 440 00:16:22,999 --> 00:16:25,068 - Let me look in my closet real quick. 441 00:16:25,068 --> 00:16:29,072 I feel like Nanny's with me when I wear them. 442 00:16:29,072 --> 00:16:31,141 Oh, my gosh, look. 443 00:16:32,976 --> 00:16:34,544 This is a picture of Nanny. 444 00:16:34,544 --> 00:16:36,679 And on the back, she wrote me a letter, 445 00:16:36,679 --> 00:16:39,516 and it said, "Mickey, I am so proud of you. 446 00:16:39,516 --> 00:16:43,419 "I can't wait to see all that you do in life. 447 00:16:43,419 --> 00:16:46,122 Love you to the moon and back." 448 00:16:46,122 --> 00:16:48,625 It's like she was predicting my future. 449 00:16:48,625 --> 00:16:51,895 She already knew I was going to be OK. 450 00:16:51,895 --> 00:16:53,429 I wish Khes could have met her. 451 00:16:53,429 --> 00:16:56,132 - ♪ It's just a matter of time ♪ 452 00:16:56,132 --> 00:16:58,234 ♪ We're making moves ♪ 453 00:16:58,234 --> 00:16:59,702 ♪ No stress in my mind ♪ 454 00:16:59,702 --> 00:17:03,106 - OK, kids, we are leaving. 455 00:17:03,106 --> 00:17:05,175 Read this out loud. 456 00:17:05,175 --> 00:17:07,710 all: Stay inside. 457 00:17:07,710 --> 00:17:08,812 - Thank you. 458 00:17:08,812 --> 00:17:10,713 all: Stay in... 459 00:17:10,713 --> 00:17:13,016 - Camera view. 460 00:17:13,016 --> 00:17:14,484 - Stay in camera view. 461 00:17:14,484 --> 00:17:16,452 - Get along. 462 00:17:16,452 --> 00:17:17,587 Everyone say it. 463 00:17:17,587 --> 00:17:20,757 both: Get along. - Thank you, Broncs. 464 00:17:20,757 --> 00:17:24,194 To not do: open the door for strangers. 465 00:17:24,194 --> 00:17:25,962 Don't call us. 466 00:17:25,962 --> 00:17:28,364 We are having adult time. 467 00:17:28,364 --> 00:17:29,999 - I wasn't planning on it. 468 00:17:29,999 --> 00:17:31,701 - Bye. I love you guys. 469 00:17:31,701 --> 00:17:33,636 - I love you. I love you. I love you, Mom. 470 00:17:33,636 --> 00:17:35,138 - Bye, guys. - Mwah, mwah, mwah. 471 00:17:35,138 --> 00:17:36,673 - Mwah, mwah, mwah. 472 00:17:39,709 --> 00:17:42,679 [upbeat music] 473 00:17:42,679 --> 00:17:46,983 ♪ ♪ 474 00:17:46,983 --> 00:17:50,086 - Does Amber get James today? 475 00:17:50,086 --> 00:17:52,255 Is it Tuesday she gets him, you think? 476 00:17:52,255 --> 00:17:53,890 - I think so. 477 00:17:53,890 --> 00:17:56,492 Are you gonna text her, or you gonna call her? 478 00:17:56,492 --> 00:17:57,760 - Text her. 479 00:17:57,760 --> 00:18:01,064 I was going to let things sort of cool down, 480 00:18:01,064 --> 00:18:02,899 but I probably got to say something 481 00:18:02,899 --> 00:18:04,133 and kind of open the door. 482 00:18:04,133 --> 00:18:06,202 - Mm-hmm, 'cause I think she only has him, 483 00:18:06,202 --> 00:18:07,670 what, three or four days? 484 00:18:07,670 --> 00:18:09,005 - Yeah. 485 00:18:09,005 --> 00:18:10,807 "Yo." [chuckles] 486 00:18:10,807 --> 00:18:13,543 - Is that the proper way to come out, is "yo"? 487 00:18:13,543 --> 00:18:14,744 - What do you want me to say, "Hey"? 488 00:18:14,744 --> 00:18:16,012 - I don't know. 489 00:18:16,012 --> 00:18:17,113 I don't know how to break that ice. 490 00:18:17,113 --> 00:18:21,117 - "I know you're excited 491 00:18:21,117 --> 00:18:25,021 "you get to see Bubs. 492 00:18:25,021 --> 00:18:29,826 "What would be a good day 493 00:18:29,826 --> 00:18:33,229 for us to come visit?" 494 00:18:37,700 --> 00:18:40,536 - Okie. 495 00:18:40,536 --> 00:18:42,000 What if she replies back and she is still mad and angry 496 00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,340 What if she replies back and she is still mad and angry 497 00:18:44,340 --> 00:18:46,175 and says, hell no? 498 00:18:46,175 --> 00:18:48,077 - If she does that, that is on her. 499 00:18:48,077 --> 00:18:51,481 Like, our differences shouldn't reflect on the kids. 500 00:18:51,481 --> 00:18:53,750 And I'm an adult enough to not even talk about it 501 00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:55,285 and not even deal with it, get this over with. 502 00:18:55,285 --> 00:18:56,552 - I think many times we've been able 503 00:18:56,552 --> 00:18:58,621 to put our differences aside. 504 00:18:58,621 --> 00:18:59,923 - That's why I don't think that's highly-- 505 00:18:59,923 --> 00:19:01,824 that's highly unlikely. 506 00:19:01,824 --> 00:19:03,593 But in the case that it is, I'm just gonna-- 507 00:19:03,593 --> 00:19:05,561 you know, it is what it is, and at that point, 508 00:19:05,561 --> 00:19:07,130 you know, Leah is old enough to know. 509 00:19:07,130 --> 00:19:09,198 So, like, I can't protect you, Amber, 510 00:19:09,198 --> 00:19:12,402 from you being the one that does that. 511 00:19:12,402 --> 00:19:14,570 I'm trying hard to, you know, co-parent, 512 00:19:14,570 --> 00:19:19,442 and I'm trying hard to keep Amber fresh here 513 00:19:19,442 --> 00:19:20,610 in a relationship with her daughter. 514 00:19:20,610 --> 00:19:22,345 - With my relationship with my mom, 515 00:19:22,345 --> 00:19:24,881 I hope that we can still have, like, 516 00:19:24,881 --> 00:19:27,216 maybe speaking terms and stuff. 517 00:19:27,216 --> 00:19:29,152 But I feel like that's mostly, like, 518 00:19:29,152 --> 00:19:30,753 for, like, the sake of James. 519 00:19:30,753 --> 00:19:33,156 Because, like, he's my brother, and I would definitely push 520 00:19:33,156 --> 00:19:35,325 for a relationship with him. 521 00:19:35,325 --> 00:19:38,027 And that's basically my only way to, like, 522 00:19:38,027 --> 00:19:40,229 see him right now is through her. 523 00:19:40,229 --> 00:19:44,801 So I'm hoping for just, like, a mature relationship together. 524 00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:57,314 - ♪ No matter where we go from ♪ 525 00:19:57,314 --> 00:19:58,749 ♪ No matter where the roads ♪ 526 00:19:58,749 --> 00:20:00,317 - So I got some good news today. 527 00:20:00,317 --> 00:20:01,919 My brother Nicholas reached out to me 528 00:20:01,919 --> 00:20:04,521 and let me know that our mom's out of the hospital. 529 00:20:04,521 --> 00:20:07,524 Nova was definitely a little shaken up about it 530 00:20:07,524 --> 00:20:09,860 and scared, and so I encouraged her. 531 00:20:09,860 --> 00:20:11,762 I was like, "You have her phone number. 532 00:20:11,762 --> 00:20:12,963 "Reach out to Grandma 533 00:20:12,963 --> 00:20:15,232 and, you know, just try to talk to her." 534 00:20:15,232 --> 00:20:17,067 - Oh, Grandma's texting something. 535 00:20:17,067 --> 00:20:18,802 - Yeah, that's all right. 536 00:20:18,802 --> 00:20:20,270 - I'll be right back. 537 00:20:20,270 --> 00:20:23,073 - Yeah, just let me know what she says, Novalee. 538 00:20:23,073 --> 00:20:24,274 - Huh? 539 00:20:24,274 --> 00:20:25,642 - Got to let us know what she says. 540 00:20:25,642 --> 00:20:27,277 - All right. 541 00:20:27,277 --> 00:20:29,980 - You know, I've always told Nova, 542 00:20:29,980 --> 00:20:31,748 you know, if you want to see your grandma, 543 00:20:31,748 --> 00:20:33,851 whatever you guys want to do, I support. 544 00:20:33,851 --> 00:20:36,987 - I think this creates more independence for them two. 545 00:20:36,987 --> 00:20:38,021 - Grandma responded. 546 00:20:38,021 --> 00:20:39,623 - OK. - OK. 547 00:20:39,623 --> 00:20:40,924 - Grandma said, "Good morning. 548 00:20:40,924 --> 00:20:42,593 "I got my car back, so maybe we can meet 549 00:20:42,593 --> 00:20:44,761 tomorrow at a restaurant." 550 00:20:44,761 --> 00:20:46,029 - Are you excited? 551 00:20:46,029 --> 00:20:47,397 - Yeah. - Yeah? 552 00:20:47,397 --> 00:20:49,333 - I'm so happy. 553 00:20:49,333 --> 00:20:51,635 - You think your Uncle Nick's gonna go too? 554 00:20:51,635 --> 00:20:53,270 - Should I text him? - If you want. 555 00:20:53,270 --> 00:20:54,738 I mean, it's your phone. - Yeah, it's yours. 556 00:20:54,738 --> 00:20:56,139 - You do whatever you want. - It's your thing, man. 557 00:20:56,139 --> 00:20:59,176 - So I'm texting Uncle Nick. 558 00:20:59,176 --> 00:21:00,844 "Hey, I was wondering if you could 559 00:21:00,844 --> 00:21:04,848 come with Dad, Mom, Grandma, and me at noon tomorrow." 560 00:21:04,848 --> 00:21:08,652 [somber music] 561 00:21:08,652 --> 00:21:10,487 - Well, you're going just by yourself. 562 00:21:10,487 --> 00:21:11,521 - Yeah. - No. 563 00:21:11,521 --> 00:21:12,956 - I'm gonna drop you off there. 564 00:21:12,956 --> 00:21:14,558 But you're gonna go in and have lunch with Grandma. 565 00:21:14,558 --> 00:21:15,792 And Mom's gonna do her own thing, 566 00:21:15,792 --> 00:21:17,227 and I'm gonna be there to pick you up. 567 00:21:17,227 --> 00:21:18,896 - I kind of want you guys to come. 568 00:21:18,896 --> 00:21:20,397 - Um... 569 00:21:20,397 --> 00:21:21,899 - I think it's better just for you and Grandma, though. 570 00:21:21,899 --> 00:21:23,033 - Yeah. 571 00:21:23,033 --> 00:21:24,001 - To actually have, like, some-- 572 00:21:24,001 --> 00:21:25,135 - Alone time. 573 00:21:25,135 --> 00:21:26,570 - Yeah, just you and Grandma alone. 574 00:21:26,570 --> 00:21:27,771 - How it used to be, when you used to go over there 575 00:21:27,771 --> 00:21:29,039 and Mom and Dad weren't there, you know? 576 00:21:29,039 --> 00:21:30,374 It's important. - Why were you thinking 577 00:21:30,374 --> 00:21:31,775 you wanted me and Dad to go? - I don't know. 578 00:21:31,775 --> 00:21:32,876 I just kind of wanted the family to be together. 579 00:21:32,876 --> 00:21:34,278 - Oh. 580 00:21:34,278 --> 00:21:41,251 ♪ ♪ 581 00:21:41,251 --> 00:21:43,420 Yeah, I'm just gonna let you and Grandma, 582 00:21:43,420 --> 00:21:45,355 you know, doing your own thing. 583 00:21:45,355 --> 00:21:46,990 Just because Mom and, you know, Grandma 584 00:21:46,990 --> 00:21:48,625 aren't really getting along doesn't mean that you guys 585 00:21:48,625 --> 00:21:50,394 can't have a relationship. 586 00:21:50,394 --> 00:21:51,428 You know what I mean? 587 00:21:51,428 --> 00:21:52,863 - Oh, that's cool! 588 00:21:52,863 --> 00:21:54,298 Lookit. - What? 589 00:21:54,298 --> 00:21:56,199 - Uncle Nick says, "Hey, yes, I'll come. 590 00:21:56,199 --> 00:21:57,801 I miss you." 591 00:21:57,801 --> 00:22:00,570 And Grandma says, "He said he wants to." 592 00:22:00,570 --> 00:22:02,205 - OK, good. - Cool. See? 593 00:22:02,205 --> 00:22:03,573 - They both sent it at the same time. 594 00:22:03,573 --> 00:22:05,909 - Awesome. - I'm so excited. 595 00:22:08,779 --> 00:22:11,715 I miss Grandma so freaking much. 596 00:22:14,618 --> 00:22:16,720 - At the end of the day, this [bleep] is not easy. 597 00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,322 But I'm just glad that, you know, 598 00:22:18,322 --> 00:22:20,390 I kept my promise to Nova. 599 00:22:20,390 --> 00:22:23,660 I'm doing it for her, because me and my mom, 600 00:22:23,660 --> 00:22:26,496 you know, our relationship is whatever it is. 601 00:22:26,496 --> 00:22:28,031 But at the end of the day, they also have 602 00:22:28,031 --> 00:22:30,400 their own separate relationship. 603 00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:33,337 I'll do whatever for my kids. 604 00:22:33,337 --> 00:22:34,871 - ♪ Where do we go ♪ 605 00:22:34,871 --> 00:22:39,943 ♪ Where do we go from here? ♪ 606 00:22:39,943 --> 00:22:42,212 [line ringing] 607 00:22:42,212 --> 00:22:43,814 - Hello. 608 00:22:43,814 --> 00:22:45,682 - Good morning. 609 00:22:45,682 --> 00:22:47,951 - Are you on your way? - Yeah. 610 00:22:47,951 --> 00:22:50,854 - What are you really wanting to come out of all of this? 611 00:22:50,854 --> 00:22:52,889 - I want Jeremy to stay away from me. 612 00:22:52,889 --> 00:22:55,392 I feel like I stay strong, and I stand strong, 613 00:22:55,392 --> 00:22:57,561 and I do what I have to do. 614 00:22:57,561 --> 00:23:01,031 But I would be lying if I said I wasn't terrified. 615 00:23:04,334 --> 00:23:07,671 - I know you're anxious. 616 00:23:07,671 --> 00:23:10,340 - I just want it to stop. 617 00:23:10,340 --> 00:23:12,009 - Well, everything will be OK. 618 00:23:12,009 --> 00:23:14,211 - My goal is never to take Addie away 619 00:23:14,211 --> 00:23:15,746 from her other parent. 620 00:23:15,746 --> 00:23:18,682 I want her to enjoy her childhood. 621 00:23:21,551 --> 00:23:23,487 I'd never want her to experience the trauma 622 00:23:23,487 --> 00:23:27,657 that I experienced in mine, you know? 623 00:23:27,657 --> 00:23:30,160 - I love you. You got this. 624 00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:32,796 - Yeah. 625 00:23:32,796 --> 00:23:33,964 All right. Love you. Bye. 626 00:23:33,964 --> 00:23:36,533 - All right. Love you. Bye. 627 00:23:36,533 --> 00:23:41,438 - ♪ I wanted to be done ♪ - ♪ Be something ♪ 628 00:23:41,438 --> 00:23:46,243 - ♪ I'm already gone ♪ - ♪ Do you care? ♪ 629 00:23:46,243 --> 00:23:50,213 - ♪ I wanted to be ♪ - ♪ Now I'm already ♪ 630 00:23:50,213 --> 00:23:52,682 ♪ But I'm already ♪ 631 00:23:52,682 --> 00:23:54,117 - ♪ Let me tell you what I'm talkin' about ♪ 632 00:23:54,117 --> 00:23:55,552 ♪ When you run and tell about me ♪ 633 00:23:55,552 --> 00:23:56,987 ♪ Don't forget how I'm determined ♪ 634 00:23:56,987 --> 00:23:58,555 ♪ I'ma get it, I don't play around ♪ 635 00:23:58,555 --> 00:24:00,290 [upbeat music] 636 00:24:00,290 --> 00:24:01,558 - How are you? 637 00:24:01,558 --> 00:24:02,959 - I'm doing good. 638 00:24:02,959 --> 00:24:04,127 - How are the kids? 639 00:24:04,127 --> 00:24:05,495 - They're doing good. 640 00:24:05,495 --> 00:24:07,097 They're home with the babysitter right now. 641 00:24:07,097 --> 00:24:08,498 - Yeah. - Yeah, yeah. 642 00:24:08,498 --> 00:24:10,300 They're doing a lot better now that we've separated. 643 00:24:10,300 --> 00:24:11,334 - OK. - You know what I mean? 644 00:24:11,334 --> 00:24:12,369 I got custody of Jace. 645 00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:13,470 - Yes. - Full custody. 646 00:24:13,470 --> 00:24:14,571 - Congrats. - Thank you. 647 00:24:14,571 --> 00:24:16,273 We did have up and downs. - Yeah. 648 00:24:16,273 --> 00:24:17,674 - Jace ran away. - Yeah. 649 00:24:17,674 --> 00:24:19,276 - Once CPS got involved 650 00:24:19,276 --> 00:24:22,512 and Jace ended up at the hospital-- 651 00:24:22,512 --> 00:24:24,748 because when you run away, 652 00:24:24,748 --> 00:24:26,550 you end up at the hospital in North Carolina. 653 00:24:26,550 --> 00:24:29,352 Jace is like, "David strangled me." 654 00:24:29,352 --> 00:24:32,355 [dramatic music] 655 00:24:32,355 --> 00:24:33,957 ♪ ♪ 656 00:24:33,957 --> 00:24:35,992 Then Jace was allowed to come home. 657 00:24:35,992 --> 00:24:37,861 But there's criminal charges on David 658 00:24:37,861 --> 00:24:40,097 for strangulation and child abuse. 659 00:24:40,097 --> 00:24:43,166 So then I was like, "David, he's coming home, 660 00:24:43,166 --> 00:24:45,235 "and you got to leave. 661 00:24:45,235 --> 00:24:46,436 I'm sorry." - Good. 662 00:24:46,436 --> 00:24:48,004 - This was all a blessing in disguise 663 00:24:48,004 --> 00:24:50,000 because it put a no-contact order between David and Jace. 664 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:51,308 because it put a no-contact order between David and Jace. 665 00:24:51,308 --> 00:24:52,843 - You guys went to court, I saw. 666 00:24:52,843 --> 00:24:55,112 - That was for a permanent restraining order. 667 00:24:55,112 --> 00:24:57,180 - And what did you put as, like, "evidence" 668 00:24:57,180 --> 00:24:58,982 or, like, in your paperwork 669 00:24:58,982 --> 00:25:01,017 will keep David away from you guys? 670 00:25:01,017 --> 00:25:03,920 - I had to write a whole statement. 671 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:05,922 He would throw objects, put holes in walls, 672 00:25:05,922 --> 00:25:07,991 emotionally abusive, saying, "Jenelle, go kill yourself. 673 00:25:07,991 --> 00:25:09,392 "Your mother doesn't even love you. 674 00:25:09,392 --> 00:25:10,560 Cry yourself to sleep, bitch." 675 00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:11,795 - He's disgusting. 676 00:25:11,795 --> 00:25:14,064 David has never hit you ever? 677 00:25:14,064 --> 00:25:15,799 - No. - Wow. 678 00:25:15,799 --> 00:25:17,434 - Except for that collarbone incident. 679 00:25:17,434 --> 00:25:20,103 That's when, you know, the whole 911 thing happened. 680 00:25:20,103 --> 00:25:21,071 - Mm-hmm. 681 00:25:34,284 --> 00:25:36,353 He put my arm behind me 682 00:25:36,353 --> 00:25:37,888 and then pinned me on the ground. 683 00:25:37,888 --> 00:25:41,525 So my arm--like, the weight of him and the weight of me 684 00:25:41,525 --> 00:25:43,160 pushed my collarbone out. 685 00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:44,461 - I heard that phone call. 686 00:25:44,461 --> 00:25:45,595 - So I definitely have to get a fresh start 687 00:25:45,595 --> 00:25:46,830 and get out of North Carolina. 688 00:25:46,830 --> 00:25:48,565 So that's why I'm here. - Good. Good. 689 00:25:48,565 --> 00:25:49,733 I'm proud of you. 690 00:25:49,733 --> 00:25:51,301 You've come a long way for sure. 691 00:25:51,301 --> 00:25:52,969 - 'Cause I was thinking about looking at some houses and-- 692 00:25:52,969 --> 00:25:54,271 - OK. 693 00:25:54,271 --> 00:25:55,505 - Getting a feel for the area. 694 00:25:55,505 --> 00:25:56,406 - Yeah. - You want to come with me? 695 00:25:56,406 --> 00:25:57,474 - I am coming. 696 00:25:57,474 --> 00:25:58,975 I want to--I love houses. I love-- 697 00:25:58,975 --> 00:26:00,577 - Me too. - This is right up my alley. 698 00:26:00,577 --> 00:26:01,545 - Me too. - Let's find you a house... 699 00:26:01,545 --> 00:26:02,913 - Me too. 700 00:26:02,913 --> 00:26:04,014 - To get the hell out of North Carolina... 701 00:26:04,014 --> 00:26:06,449 - Yes. - Away from David, right? 702 00:26:06,449 --> 00:26:08,018 - Yep. 703 00:26:08,018 --> 00:26:10,353 - It's time to start a new chapter in your life. 704 00:26:10,353 --> 00:26:11,755 - Mm-hmm. - Fresh start. 705 00:26:11,755 --> 00:26:13,256 I think it's-- that's important. 706 00:26:13,256 --> 00:26:14,524 - Yeah. 707 00:26:14,524 --> 00:26:15,992 But you know my manager friend, August? 708 00:26:15,992 --> 00:26:17,894 - Mm-hmm. I remember him. You told me about him. 709 00:26:17,894 --> 00:26:19,462 - So he was the only friend 710 00:26:19,462 --> 00:26:20,964 David would let me talk to, weirdly. 711 00:26:20,964 --> 00:26:22,566 - Is that who you were talking on the phone with 712 00:26:22,566 --> 00:26:24,000 for six hours? 'Cause I saw your Instagram. 713 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:25,502 Who was that? - [laughs] 714 00:26:25,502 --> 00:26:27,270 Yeah, that was August. [bleep]. - And where does he live? 715 00:26:27,270 --> 00:26:28,738 - Las Vegas. 716 00:26:28,738 --> 00:26:30,540 - Mm. OK. 717 00:26:30,540 --> 00:26:31,942 - I'm gonna look at places here. 718 00:26:31,942 --> 00:26:32,943 - Mm-hmm. 719 00:26:32,943 --> 00:26:34,244 - I'm gonna look at places there. 720 00:26:34,244 --> 00:26:35,612 - [gasps] Wow. 721 00:26:35,612 --> 00:26:37,214 - I'm gonna decide which place--where I want to go. 722 00:26:37,214 --> 00:26:39,082 I was thinking, you know, if I did go to Vegas, 723 00:26:39,082 --> 00:26:41,484 I could start my own, you know, marijuana business too. 724 00:26:41,484 --> 00:26:42,719 - OK. 725 00:26:42,719 --> 00:26:43,787 - So that's, like, another thing, 726 00:26:43,787 --> 00:26:46,022 and then merch, and then-- 727 00:26:46,022 --> 00:26:47,524 - Yeah, that's really big out there. 728 00:26:47,524 --> 00:26:49,593 - Yeah, but at the same time, I love Florida so much. 729 00:26:49,593 --> 00:26:52,262 - And in Vegas, who do you know besides-- 730 00:26:52,262 --> 00:26:53,496 - Besides August? 731 00:26:53,496 --> 00:26:55,131 Just August. 732 00:26:55,131 --> 00:26:56,399 Yeah, I don't know. 733 00:26:56,399 --> 00:26:57,867 It's just, I guess I got to go home and-- 734 00:26:57,867 --> 00:26:59,369 - Figure it out. - Think about it after it. 735 00:26:59,369 --> 00:27:01,037 Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 736 00:27:05,725 --> 00:27:08,962 [pop music] 737 00:27:08,962 --> 00:27:11,398 - ♪ With the fires I started ♪ 738 00:27:11,398 --> 00:27:13,834 ♪ There's no way to stop it ♪ 739 00:27:13,834 --> 00:27:16,102 ♪ I'm so torn apart, yeah ♪ 740 00:27:16,102 --> 00:27:19,706 ♪ ♪ 741 00:27:19,706 --> 00:27:21,942 ♪ All the fires I started ♪ 742 00:27:21,942 --> 00:27:24,444 - How was the visit with James? - We had a great time. 743 00:27:24,444 --> 00:27:27,113 It was nice, like, hanging out, like, all of us together. 744 00:27:27,113 --> 00:27:29,049 - Did he meet your new boyfriend, Gary? 745 00:27:29,049 --> 00:27:30,317 - Yeah. 746 00:27:30,317 --> 00:27:32,752 After we all hung out, I talked to Bubby. 747 00:27:32,752 --> 00:27:34,421 I asked him about, like, Gary. 748 00:27:34,421 --> 00:27:37,791 I was like, what did you think, you know, about Mommy's friend? 749 00:27:37,791 --> 00:27:40,293 And he's like, yeah-- he's like, "Yeah, I like him. 750 00:27:40,293 --> 00:27:41,695 Yeah." - That's nice. 751 00:27:41,695 --> 00:27:43,630 - I'm sad, though, because it's like, 752 00:27:43,630 --> 00:27:44,865 every time when he leaves, 753 00:27:44,865 --> 00:27:46,933 it feels like there's a huge void. 754 00:27:46,933 --> 00:27:48,268 - Have you talked to Leah? 755 00:27:48,268 --> 00:27:50,570 - I mean, I tried. 756 00:27:50,570 --> 00:27:52,606 - I thought you were taking him to go see Gary and them 757 00:27:52,606 --> 00:27:53,940 or other way around. 758 00:27:53,940 --> 00:27:55,342 They're supposed to be coming over or something? 759 00:27:55,342 --> 00:27:58,845 - So Bubby's here, and I get this text from Gary. 760 00:27:58,845 --> 00:28:00,280 He's like, you know, we want to see him, 761 00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:02,048 we miss him, this, that, and the other, da, da, da. 762 00:28:02,048 --> 00:28:03,917 I think I told him at one point, I was like, 763 00:28:03,917 --> 00:28:05,151 I'll try to go over there or something like that. 764 00:28:05,151 --> 00:28:06,653 And, "Sorry, but it didn't work out." 765 00:28:06,653 --> 00:28:08,154 And then I felt bad 766 00:28:08,154 --> 00:28:10,390 that Leah was feeling some type of way. 767 00:28:10,390 --> 00:28:12,659 But I couldn't understand how she was feeling 768 00:28:12,659 --> 00:28:14,461 'cause y'all are 25, 30 minutes away. 769 00:28:14,461 --> 00:28:15,929 - 20 minutes away. Yeah. 770 00:28:15,929 --> 00:28:18,498 - And she hasn't tried to come hang, nothing. 771 00:28:18,498 --> 00:28:21,334 It's gotten to the point where it's like, I'm overwhelmed. 772 00:28:21,334 --> 00:28:25,372 My son, he's been in my life more than she has. 773 00:28:25,372 --> 00:28:26,573 - Mm-hmm. 774 00:28:26,573 --> 00:28:28,575 - And he lives in California. 775 00:28:28,575 --> 00:28:30,243 So what does that tell you? 776 00:28:30,243 --> 00:28:31,878 Where's Leah? 777 00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:33,847 Obviously, it's not me. 778 00:28:33,847 --> 00:28:35,982 Because if I'm sitting here seeing my son all the time 779 00:28:35,982 --> 00:28:39,653 and working with his dad, hmm, how the [bleep] am I seeing 780 00:28:39,653 --> 00:28:40,954 my son all the way in California, 781 00:28:40,954 --> 00:28:43,790 but I can't see my daughter down the street? 782 00:28:43,790 --> 00:28:45,792 I was hurt, and I'm tired of being hurt. 783 00:28:45,792 --> 00:28:49,462 [tense music] 784 00:28:49,462 --> 00:28:53,500 - ♪ It's gonna be a good day ♪ 785 00:28:53,500 --> 00:28:55,669 ♪ It's so good to be me ♪ 786 00:28:55,669 --> 00:28:56,970 [line ringing] 787 00:28:56,970 --> 00:28:59,406 ♪ Gonna be a good day ♪ 788 00:28:59,406 --> 00:29:01,641 - Hey. What are you doing? 789 00:29:01,641 --> 00:29:03,276 - Nothing. Jorge's over here 790 00:29:03,276 --> 00:29:05,145 because we just got back from the park. 791 00:29:05,145 --> 00:29:07,714 - What did you put on your hand? 792 00:29:07,714 --> 00:29:09,282 - Huh? - What's on your hand? 793 00:29:09,282 --> 00:29:10,817 Nope, other side. 794 00:29:10,817 --> 00:29:12,385 What is that? - Oh, it's fake. 795 00:29:12,385 --> 00:29:13,954 It's fake. - OK. 796 00:29:13,954 --> 00:29:16,389 - It's fake. - Better be. 797 00:29:16,389 --> 00:29:18,358 - I was just joking. I was just joking. 798 00:29:18,358 --> 00:29:21,061 - So have you been helping with the kids? 799 00:29:21,061 --> 00:29:22,429 - Yeah. 800 00:29:22,429 --> 00:29:23,930 Kaiser's just been, like, playing the game 801 00:29:23,930 --> 00:29:26,433 and just been watching TV in Kaiser's room. 802 00:29:26,433 --> 00:29:27,634 - OK. 803 00:29:27,634 --> 00:29:28,868 Tomorrow, I'm going to go with Briana 804 00:29:28,868 --> 00:29:30,136 and look at some houses. 805 00:29:30,136 --> 00:29:31,771 I think it would be really, really good 806 00:29:31,771 --> 00:29:33,807 for all of us, you know? 807 00:29:33,807 --> 00:29:35,375 - OK. - OK? 808 00:29:35,375 --> 00:29:36,443 All right. I love you. 809 00:29:36,443 --> 00:29:37,711 Be the big man of the house, OK? 810 00:29:37,711 --> 00:29:39,312 Help out. 811 00:29:39,312 --> 00:29:42,315 [upbeat pop music] 812 00:29:42,315 --> 00:29:45,719 ♪ ♪ 813 00:29:45,719 --> 00:29:47,620 - OK. 814 00:29:47,620 --> 00:29:49,356 [sighs] 815 00:29:49,356 --> 00:29:52,092 It's very hot in here. 816 00:29:52,092 --> 00:29:55,195 Let's show you some little areas here, 817 00:29:55,195 --> 00:29:57,831 'cause I live, literally, nearby. 818 00:29:57,831 --> 00:30:00,000 Being a single mom is so hard. 819 00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,234 - Yeah, it definitely is. 820 00:30:01,234 --> 00:30:02,302 Yeah. 821 00:30:02,302 --> 00:30:04,104 Which, you know, that's-- 822 00:30:04,104 --> 00:30:06,006 that was one of my concerns leaving David. 823 00:30:06,006 --> 00:30:07,874 It's like, can I do this on my own? 824 00:30:07,874 --> 00:30:10,443 But then I'm like, he's not helping me anyway. 825 00:30:10,443 --> 00:30:11,778 - And how's August? 826 00:30:11,778 --> 00:30:13,713 - We've been friends for years. - Yeah. 827 00:30:13,713 --> 00:30:17,917 - I mean, we're a little flirty from time to time, but, like, 828 00:30:17,917 --> 00:30:20,153 he knows I'm not trying to jump into anything. 829 00:30:20,153 --> 00:30:21,855 And he's also giving me my space. 830 00:30:21,855 --> 00:30:23,256 - Good. Good. That's what you need. 831 00:30:23,256 --> 00:30:24,891 - And he's not pushing me into anything, 832 00:30:24,891 --> 00:30:26,993 not rushing anything. 833 00:30:26,993 --> 00:30:29,262 - That's what you need. - Mm-hmm. 834 00:30:29,262 --> 00:30:30,630 - That's good. - Definitely, yeah. 835 00:30:30,630 --> 00:30:31,965 - 'Cause the last thing you want to do is jump 836 00:30:31,965 --> 00:30:35,101 from one situation to another, 837 00:30:35,101 --> 00:30:36,669 and you're just like, "What the [bleep]?" 838 00:30:36,669 --> 00:30:38,171 - Yeah, I know. 839 00:30:38,171 --> 00:30:43,176 ♪ ♪ 840 00:30:43,176 --> 00:30:44,978 Hello. I'm Jenelle. Nice to meet you. 841 00:30:44,978 --> 00:30:46,379 - Hi, Jenelle. Adriana. 842 00:30:46,379 --> 00:30:47,881 - Hello. - [indistinct] Real Estate. 843 00:30:47,881 --> 00:30:49,382 Nice to meet you. - I'm Briana. 844 00:30:49,382 --> 00:30:50,650 - Hi, Briana. 845 00:30:50,650 --> 00:30:52,185 Well, it's so nice to see you guys. 846 00:30:52,185 --> 00:30:53,420 So are you local? 847 00:30:53,420 --> 00:30:54,921 - No, actually, I live in North Carolina. 848 00:30:54,921 --> 00:30:57,023 And I'm looking to move out of North Carolina 849 00:30:57,023 --> 00:30:58,958 to get a fresh start with my three kids. 850 00:30:58,958 --> 00:31:00,927 I have a 14-year-old, a 9-year-old, 851 00:31:00,927 --> 00:31:02,195 and a 7-year-old. 852 00:31:02,195 --> 00:31:03,763 - So we are very well-centered 853 00:31:03,763 --> 00:31:05,198 in Central Florida right now, 854 00:31:05,198 --> 00:31:06,599 so you do have a couple of schools. 855 00:31:06,599 --> 00:31:08,668 And then we're also 30 minutes away from Disney. 856 00:31:08,668 --> 00:31:10,970 I mean, who doesn't love that? - That's cool. Yeah, yeah. 857 00:31:10,970 --> 00:31:13,573 - So if you want to just kind of start taking 858 00:31:13,573 --> 00:31:14,607 a look at the property... 859 00:31:14,607 --> 00:31:17,043 - Sounds good. - All right. 860 00:31:17,043 --> 00:31:19,913 You have your full laundry room here. 861 00:31:19,913 --> 00:31:21,448 - I like this. This is like-- - Yeah. 862 00:31:21,448 --> 00:31:22,449 It's like a corner bathroom. 863 00:31:22,449 --> 00:31:23,650 - Mm-hmm. 864 00:31:23,650 --> 00:31:25,118 - Cool. It's a nice size room. 865 00:31:25,118 --> 00:31:26,886 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 866 00:31:26,886 --> 00:31:28,388 How many bedrooms is it now? 867 00:31:28,388 --> 00:31:30,990 - So this one is four, and saved the best for last. 868 00:31:30,990 --> 00:31:33,760 So this is the primary bedroom. - Cool. Nice. 869 00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:35,695 Double sink. - Mm-hmm. 870 00:31:35,695 --> 00:31:36,863 - Nice. 871 00:31:36,863 --> 00:31:39,365 - ♪ Amen for the top ♪ 872 00:31:39,365 --> 00:31:41,901 - Just let you guys chitchat a little bit up here. 873 00:31:41,901 --> 00:31:43,636 And when you're ready, I'll see you downstairs. 874 00:31:43,636 --> 00:31:44,771 OK? - OK. Thank you. 875 00:31:44,771 --> 00:31:46,306 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 876 00:31:46,306 --> 00:31:47,674 - This is nice. - Yeah. 877 00:31:47,674 --> 00:31:49,008 - How are you feeling? 878 00:31:49,008 --> 00:31:51,711 - I do like it, but I learned a big lesson. 879 00:31:51,711 --> 00:31:53,947 Don't be so impulsive. - OK, good. 880 00:31:53,947 --> 00:31:55,148 - That's why I'm looking at both options 881 00:31:55,148 --> 00:31:56,616 of Florida and Vegas. 882 00:31:56,616 --> 00:31:59,152 So while I'm here in Orlando, August is out in Vegas 883 00:31:59,152 --> 00:32:00,353 looking for houses for me. 884 00:32:00,353 --> 00:32:01,788 And he just sent me a video of one. 885 00:32:01,788 --> 00:32:04,000 - Let me see. - Yeah. 886 00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:04,190 - Let me see. - Yeah. 887 00:32:04,190 --> 00:32:06,392 - Wow, that's a big-ass house. 888 00:32:06,392 --> 00:32:07,927 You don't need that big of a house, Jenelle. 889 00:32:07,927 --> 00:32:09,529 Go in this with, like, 890 00:32:09,529 --> 00:32:11,364 "I'm still gonna do everything by myself." 891 00:32:11,364 --> 00:32:12,665 - Yeah. 892 00:32:12,665 --> 00:32:14,167 - Because you don't want to depend on anybody. 893 00:32:14,167 --> 00:32:15,401 - I feel really free 894 00:32:15,401 --> 00:32:17,303 for the first time in a long time. 895 00:32:17,303 --> 00:32:19,305 Right now, we need a clean slate. 896 00:32:19,305 --> 00:32:22,575 All I want for my life is for my kids to be happy 897 00:32:22,575 --> 00:32:26,246 and to live life as stress-free as possible, 898 00:32:26,246 --> 00:32:28,481 leaving all the bad negative energy 899 00:32:28,481 --> 00:32:30,150 behind in North Carolina, 900 00:32:30,150 --> 00:32:33,052 starting out fresh somewhere. 901 00:32:33,052 --> 00:32:36,089 New house, new vibes, new energy. 902 00:32:36,089 --> 00:32:41,494 I want to go into this with very positive feelings. 903 00:32:41,494 --> 00:32:44,497 [dramatic music] 904 00:32:44,497 --> 00:32:46,699 ♪ ♪ 905 00:32:46,699 --> 00:32:48,535 - Hey. - Hey. 906 00:32:48,535 --> 00:32:51,004 - How did that go in there? 907 00:32:51,004 --> 00:32:53,540 - So for the next 180 days, 908 00:32:53,540 --> 00:32:56,576 I don't have to have any contact with Jeremy. 909 00:32:56,576 --> 00:32:58,511 And I only do drop-offs with Jeremy's mother. 910 00:32:58,511 --> 00:32:59,946 - OK. 911 00:32:59,946 --> 00:33:01,881 - I feel like with the no-contact ruling 912 00:33:01,881 --> 00:33:03,183 granted from the judge, I feel like 913 00:33:03,183 --> 00:33:04,584 a weight is lifted off of me. 914 00:33:04,584 --> 00:33:05,818 It had gotten to the point 915 00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:07,287 where I was terrified to go to my job. 916 00:33:07,287 --> 00:33:08,421 The night that it happened, 917 00:33:08,421 --> 00:33:10,723 I slept in bed with my daughters. 918 00:33:10,723 --> 00:33:12,625 No one should have to have that kind of fear. 919 00:33:12,625 --> 00:33:15,461 Now I finally feel safe, 920 00:33:15,461 --> 00:33:19,999 and I can show that I can stand up for myself. 921 00:33:19,999 --> 00:33:21,968 - Congrats. - Thank you. 922 00:33:21,968 --> 00:33:24,938 [soft music] 923 00:33:24,938 --> 00:33:30,076 ♪ ♪ 924 00:33:30,076 --> 00:33:31,611 - We'll see you tomorrow, Addie. 925 00:33:31,611 --> 00:33:33,479 - Have a great day. 926 00:33:33,479 --> 00:33:35,682 As far as Addie going to see her dad, 927 00:33:35,682 --> 00:33:39,385 that will still reflect on the parenting plan we have. 928 00:33:39,385 --> 00:33:41,721 He can choose to exercise his parenting plan, 929 00:33:41,721 --> 00:33:43,323 or he can choose not to. 930 00:33:43,323 --> 00:33:46,359 That's up to him. I can't control that. 931 00:33:46,359 --> 00:33:48,895 How was school today? - Good. 932 00:33:48,895 --> 00:33:50,530 Mom. - What? 933 00:33:53,032 --> 00:33:54,801 - The whole court process is not something 934 00:33:54,801 --> 00:33:56,135 that you get to be a part of. 935 00:33:56,603 --> 00:33:58,171 - I know that you saw-- 936 00:33:58,171 --> 00:34:00,073 - I know. I know. I know. OK. 937 00:34:00,073 --> 00:34:02,342 I think everything is gonna stay the same. 938 00:34:02,342 --> 00:34:04,644 Everything's gonna be OK. All right? 939 00:34:04,644 --> 00:34:08,481 My intention is to never keep him away from her. 940 00:34:08,481 --> 00:34:11,484 I know what it's like, you know, 941 00:34:11,484 --> 00:34:15,088 to not see your father for very long periods of time. 942 00:34:15,088 --> 00:34:18,291 And I wouldn't want that for her. 943 00:34:19,359 --> 00:34:20,994 I love you. 944 00:34:24,414 --> 00:34:25,782 - ♪ It's healing ♪ 945 00:34:25,782 --> 00:34:28,852 ♪ You're my medicine tonight ♪ 946 00:34:28,852 --> 00:34:31,821 [upbeat pop music] 947 00:34:31,821 --> 00:34:33,323 ♪ ♪ 948 00:34:33,323 --> 00:34:35,825 - Ooh. 949 00:34:35,825 --> 00:34:38,328 - It's cool, isn't it? 950 00:34:38,328 --> 00:34:39,729 - Happy anniversary to you too. 951 00:34:39,729 --> 00:34:41,197 - Thank you. 952 00:34:41,197 --> 00:34:42,465 - And your server will be in in just a moment. 953 00:34:42,465 --> 00:34:44,734 - Awesome. Thank you. - Enjoy. 954 00:34:44,734 --> 00:34:46,936 - Wow. 955 00:34:49,172 --> 00:34:51,408 - I love you. - I love you. 956 00:34:51,408 --> 00:34:53,076 This is the first thing that came to my mind. 957 00:34:53,076 --> 00:34:54,911 And I was like, "Ooh, this would be so cool 958 00:34:54,911 --> 00:34:56,646 'cause she could have her mom." 959 00:34:56,646 --> 00:34:59,115 I wish I'd met her, though. 960 00:34:59,115 --> 00:35:01,317 So you like it? Nah? Yeah? Meh? Maybe? 961 00:35:01,317 --> 00:35:03,420 - Shut up. [both laugh] 962 00:35:03,420 --> 00:35:07,090 I'm trying not to cry is what I'm trying to do. 963 00:35:07,090 --> 00:35:08,591 - But it's been a fricking year. 964 00:35:08,591 --> 00:35:09,826 - I know. 965 00:35:09,826 --> 00:35:11,127 Are you happy? - It's quick, 966 00:35:11,127 --> 00:35:12,629 but I still feel like I've known you 967 00:35:12,629 --> 00:35:14,197 for, like, a long time. 968 00:35:14,197 --> 00:35:17,834 - Ooh, that's what I'm talking about, right there. 969 00:35:17,834 --> 00:35:19,536 Red sangria. 970 00:35:19,536 --> 00:35:24,274 Cheers to one year and a beautiful life. 971 00:35:24,274 --> 00:35:27,177 So much to look forward to in the future. 972 00:35:27,177 --> 00:35:29,913 OK, I'm gonna check the Ring. 973 00:35:29,913 --> 00:35:31,714 Our girl is vacuuming. 974 00:35:31,714 --> 00:35:32,816 - No, she isn't. 975 00:35:32,816 --> 00:35:34,517 - [laughs] 976 00:35:34,517 --> 00:35:36,152 With one arm. 977 00:35:36,152 --> 00:35:37,687 - So Broncs and I were talking. 978 00:35:37,687 --> 00:35:39,255 And he was like, "Khesanio, when are you 979 00:35:39,255 --> 00:35:40,657 and my mom gonna have a baby?" 980 00:35:40,657 --> 00:35:42,926 - He asked that? - Yes. 981 00:35:42,926 --> 00:35:47,464 - Well, you do really, really good at this whole dad thing. 982 00:35:47,464 --> 00:35:48,698 I'm just saying. 983 00:35:48,698 --> 00:35:52,902 But with a baby, I am turning 30 this year. 984 00:35:52,902 --> 00:35:54,270 Like, the time is now. 985 00:35:54,270 --> 00:35:56,239 At the same time, I would rather be married. 986 00:35:56,239 --> 00:35:58,341 So hopefully the divorce with Josh 987 00:35:58,341 --> 00:35:59,609 will be official soon. 988 00:35:59,609 --> 00:36:01,544 Being high risk and being diabetic, 989 00:36:01,544 --> 00:36:03,813 it's gonna be easier when I'm younger. 990 00:36:03,813 --> 00:36:05,982 It's a little overwhelming to think about. 991 00:36:05,982 --> 00:36:08,017 And some doctors-- 992 00:36:08,017 --> 00:36:09,352 I've dealt with this my whole life-- 993 00:36:09,352 --> 00:36:11,921 will not operate on a diabetic. 994 00:36:11,921 --> 00:36:15,692 If doctors are like, 995 00:36:15,692 --> 00:36:18,962 "There's nothing we can do, you can't have a baby," 996 00:36:18,962 --> 00:36:20,296 you're not too far in. 997 00:36:20,296 --> 00:36:21,397 You're not married to me yet. 998 00:36:21,397 --> 00:36:23,967 You could go find a woman tomorrow 999 00:36:23,967 --> 00:36:26,102 that is capable of carrying a baby. 1000 00:36:26,102 --> 00:36:30,039 - Whichever news you get from the doctor 1001 00:36:30,039 --> 00:36:33,977 will not alter me wanting to be with you. 1002 00:36:33,977 --> 00:36:36,846 Good or bad, it's not going to change. 1003 00:36:36,846 --> 00:36:40,016 Because I know I want to be with you, 100%. 1004 00:36:40,016 --> 00:36:42,986 [upbeat music] 1005 00:36:42,986 --> 00:36:44,487 ♪ ♪ 1006 00:36:44,487 --> 00:36:47,190 - I never had a good experience having a baby. 1007 00:36:47,190 --> 00:36:51,060 Now I'm, like, more stable mentally, 1008 00:36:51,060 --> 00:36:53,296 physically, financially. 1009 00:36:53,296 --> 00:36:55,431 And I'm in a really good relationship. 1010 00:36:55,431 --> 00:36:58,568 But I haven't really, like, talked to a doctor 1011 00:36:58,568 --> 00:37:00,937 about wanting to have a baby yet. 1012 00:37:00,937 --> 00:37:04,974 And my fear is them telling me, "You shouldn't do this." 1013 00:37:04,974 --> 00:37:08,144 So first step is to just go get my tubes untied 1014 00:37:08,144 --> 00:37:11,347 and see even if my body is able to get pregnant. 1015 00:37:13,183 --> 00:37:15,084 - ♪ I'm uneasy ♪ 1016 00:37:15,084 --> 00:37:16,653 ♪ It's not easy ♪ 1017 00:37:16,653 --> 00:37:18,788 ♪ Thinking about what could've been ♪ 1018 00:37:18,788 --> 00:37:22,125 ♪ What could've what could've ♪ 1019 00:37:22,125 --> 00:37:24,460 - When is Grandma coming? 1020 00:37:24,460 --> 00:37:26,696 - She'll probably be here soon. She'll be here any minute. 1021 00:37:28,431 --> 00:37:30,600 Oh, I think she's behind me. 1022 00:37:30,600 --> 00:37:32,101 Get out. Go ahead. 1023 00:37:32,101 --> 00:37:33,436 Get out. 1024 00:37:33,436 --> 00:37:35,271 - Behind us? - Yeah. Get out. 1025 00:37:39,008 --> 00:37:40,610 - Oh, my God, it's so awkward. 1026 00:37:40,610 --> 00:37:42,145 both: Hi. 1027 00:37:45,381 --> 00:37:46,983 - You're getting too tall. 1028 00:37:46,983 --> 00:37:49,185 [laughter] 1029 00:37:49,185 --> 00:37:50,987 Ready? - You're getting big, kiddo. 1030 00:37:50,987 --> 00:37:52,522 - Yeah. - Let's go. 1031 00:37:52,522 --> 00:37:54,490 - What are you, 6'3"? - [laughs] 1032 00:37:54,490 --> 00:37:56,092 - Missed you. - Me too. 1033 00:37:56,092 --> 00:37:57,927 - I like your pants. - Thanks. 1034 00:37:57,927 --> 00:37:59,562 - You're wearing bell bottoms. 1035 00:38:01,998 --> 00:38:03,666 How are your sisters? 1036 00:38:03,666 --> 00:38:04,968 - Annoying. 1037 00:38:04,968 --> 00:38:06,369 [laughter] 1038 00:38:06,369 --> 00:38:10,306 [somber music] 1039 00:38:10,306 --> 00:38:12,809 [line ringing] 1040 00:38:12,809 --> 00:38:14,043 - Hello? 1041 00:38:14,043 --> 00:38:17,480 - So I get instant anxiety when I see them. 1042 00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:19,749 And it's like, she's so triggering for me. 1043 00:38:19,749 --> 00:38:21,618 Like, they literally parked right behind me. 1044 00:38:21,618 --> 00:38:23,253 So I open up the door, and I'm like, all right, Nova, get out. 1045 00:38:23,253 --> 00:38:24,454 You can go. Grandma's here. 1046 00:38:24,454 --> 00:38:25,888 You know what I mean? I'm like, go. 1047 00:38:25,888 --> 00:38:27,357 - Right. - You go. 1048 00:38:27,357 --> 00:38:29,192 - Do you think it would be better 1049 00:38:29,192 --> 00:38:31,060 if you did say, "Hi, Mom"? 1050 00:38:31,060 --> 00:38:32,395 - I don't know. 1051 00:38:32,395 --> 00:38:33,529 - Just 'cause you guys are estranged 1052 00:38:33,529 --> 00:38:35,064 doesn't mean you can't say hi. 1053 00:38:35,064 --> 00:38:37,667 You can still make sure your children are safe 1054 00:38:37,667 --> 00:38:40,637 and make sure you're safe and also be able to say, 1055 00:38:40,637 --> 00:38:42,205 "Hi, Mom," give her a hug, "Love you." 1056 00:38:42,205 --> 00:38:44,374 - Mm-hmm. - That is totally a realistic, 1057 00:38:44,374 --> 00:38:47,010 possible world, you know? 1058 00:38:47,010 --> 00:38:48,444 - Yeah, you're right. 1059 00:38:48,444 --> 00:38:50,647 - OK, Honey Bunny. - All right, I love you. 1060 00:38:50,647 --> 00:38:52,682 - I love you too. - All right, bye. 1061 00:38:55,852 --> 00:38:57,954 - I love you so much. - I love you too. 1062 00:38:57,954 --> 00:38:59,455 - Don't you ever forget that, OK? 1063 00:38:59,455 --> 00:39:01,557 - Oh, I won't. - OK. 1064 00:39:01,557 --> 00:39:03,626 - Who would forget that their grandma loves them? 1065 00:39:03,626 --> 00:39:05,094 - I don't know. I just don't want you to. 1066 00:39:05,094 --> 00:39:11,167 ♪ ♪ 1067 00:39:11,167 --> 00:39:12,201 - Look at my mom. 1068 00:39:12,201 --> 00:39:13,603 She's, like, waiting. 1069 00:39:13,603 --> 00:39:15,505 - She's sitting here, waiting. 1070 00:39:20,376 --> 00:39:21,844 Give me a hug. 1071 00:39:21,844 --> 00:39:23,000 - I will. 1072 00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:23,246 - I will. 1073 00:39:23,246 --> 00:39:25,048 - You better, kid. 1074 00:39:25,048 --> 00:39:26,249 - I will. - How are you doing? 1075 00:39:26,249 --> 00:39:28,451 - Good. How are you feeling, Mom? 1076 00:39:28,451 --> 00:39:29,452 - Better, thank you. 1077 00:39:29,452 --> 00:39:30,787 - Can I get a hug? 1078 00:39:35,258 --> 00:39:37,460 - OK. - OK. 1079 00:39:37,460 --> 00:39:39,228 Oh, yeah. I love you too. 1080 00:39:39,228 --> 00:39:42,365 I'll talk to soon, OK? - OK. 1081 00:39:42,365 --> 00:39:47,437 - ♪ 'Cause now that I'm older ♪ 1082 00:39:47,437 --> 00:39:52,075 ♪ They're telling me to be stronger ♪ 1083 00:39:52,075 --> 00:39:58,414 ♪ They said, you can't be looking away ♪ 1084 00:39:58,414 --> 00:40:00,817 ♪ The clock is ticking 1085 00:40:00,817 --> 00:40:06,322 ♪ The same ♪ 1086 00:40:06,322 --> 00:40:10,493 ♪ Fight or flight ♪ 1087 00:40:10,493 --> 00:40:15,431 ♪ Echoes in my bones ♪ 1088 00:40:15,431 --> 00:40:17,633 ♪ ♪ 1089 00:40:17,633 --> 00:40:21,804 ♪ Fight or flight ♪ 1090 00:40:21,804 --> 00:40:24,340 ♪ I'm not scared anymore ♪ 1091 00:40:24,340 --> 00:40:27,477 ♪ Fight or flight ♪ 1092 00:40:27,477 --> 00:40:34,417 ♪ ♪ 1093 00:40:39,247 --> 00:40:41,049 - You're hitting the cones. 1094 00:40:41,049 --> 00:40:42,283 The cones are the car. 1095 00:40:42,283 --> 00:40:43,751 - Dad's in detox, 1096 00:40:43,751 --> 00:40:45,453 and then he's gonna have to go to a rehab facility. 1097 00:40:45,453 --> 00:40:46,921 - If you stick to this, 1098 00:40:46,921 --> 00:40:48,690 you'll be able to rebuild with your grandchildren. 1099 00:40:48,690 --> 00:40:50,425 - These are the words you gotta glue. 1100 00:40:50,425 --> 00:40:51,793 - We don't need two people barking at her. 1101 00:40:51,793 --> 00:40:52,894 - All right, I'll just go in the other room then. 1102 00:40:52,894 --> 00:40:54,028 - OK. 1103 00:40:54,028 --> 00:40:54,996 - If you would just let me talk. 1104 00:40:54,996 --> 00:40:56,264 - I need her for ten days. 1105 00:40:56,264 --> 00:40:57,665 - Please get out of my house. 1106 00:40:57,665 --> 00:40:59,100 - What is that? - It's methadone. 1107 00:40:59,100 --> 00:41:00,368 - You're on drugs?