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- ♪ MTV ♪
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[upbeat music]
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[cell phone rings]
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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- I met Jenelle when we were
on "Teen Mom 2" together.
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- I'm starving.
- Me too.
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I came down here
for a quick little trip.
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- You look so good.
- Thank you.
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- We stay in touch
every so often.
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- Yeah, me and David,
you know,
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we haven't been
getting along lately.
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- That's hard.
- Yeah.
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And it's still the same way.
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I'm so fed up.
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I don't know
if you've heard or not,
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but, you know, of course,
me and David, we've separated.
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- Are you OK?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm good.
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So I'm gonna be in Orlando
for a few days.
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I was seeing if you wanted
to get together.
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- Um, yes.
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- I will hit you up
whenever I get down there.
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- Yeah, perfect.
Let me know. Text me.
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- All right.
Talk to you later. Bye.
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- OK, bye.
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♪ ♪
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Hey, guys.
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Craziest thing just happened.
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Jenelle Evans just called me.
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She is coming to Orlando
this week,
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and she wants
to meet up for lunch.
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I can't believe it.
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I'm happy she's coming,
obviously.
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But, like, what is going on?
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There's so many things
happening in the tabloids
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that I don't even know
what's real and what's fake.
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♪ ♪
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I want to get the tea.
What's happening with her?
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- ♪ Yeah, let's break free ♪
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[upbeat rock music]
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ Show them what you got,
show them what you got ♪
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♪ Struttin' like a star,
yeah, you know you're hot ♪
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- Hi, sunshine.
- Hi.
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- No acrylics,
although they're gorgeous.
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- They're not even bad.
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- Yeah, they're not great
for your nails.
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- Yeah, he lets you get
whatever you want.
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And then I am, like, the one
that's like, "Ah, ah, ah, ah."
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I have to be the one
to tell you no.
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Co-parenting with Jeremy,
Addie's dad, is not easy.
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- ♪ Is it gonna break
my heart? ♪
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- Jeremy and I got married
when I was only 19
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and had Addie right away.
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- I do not regret my daughter
by no means,
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but I damn sure regret
who I had a child with.
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- The relationship was a mess.
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Shut up!
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I got it.
- Let me see it
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- Why?
- There's two pieces.
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- Why would you do that?
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- 'Cause it's funny.
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- And we got a divorce
after three years.
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[both laugh]
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- I've tried to keep
a friendly relationship
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with Jeremy
for the sake of Addie.
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But Addie spends
most of the weekends
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that she's supposed to be
with Jeremy
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at her grandparents' house,
and he's mostly absent.
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♪ ♪
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So something
really terrifying happened
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while I was working my shift
a few nights ago.
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Addie was staying with
Jeremy's family that night.
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And the hostess comes back
and was like,
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"Leah, you need to stay
in the back.
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"Jeremy's here.
He's requesting a seat
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"at your table
and he kept yelling.
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He seemed very intoxicated."
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Next thing I know,
the hostess comes back again
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and says that Jeremy is enraged
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and is now demanding
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that he speak to his ex-wife.
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Girl he is with now
was also there,
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and she's also enraged.
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Jeremy claimed that Addie was
at home seven hours by herself
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while I was at work,
which is false.
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And then this girl
that he is with steps in
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and was like,
"Uh, that's not all of it."
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She was like, "Apparently
you don't trust me."
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And I was like, "I don't
even know you to trust you."
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I'm shaking.
I'm scared.
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I'm--at this point, I'm, like,
holding it in to not cry.
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My manager steps in
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and was like,
"You're not touching her."
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I'm literally terrified.
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- ♪ 'Cause it's a wild life ♪
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♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
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♪ Whoa, oh, oh ♪
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- Yeah, keep it close.
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Oh, good try, Broncsie.
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- Hey, girls.
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Khesanio moved to the U.S.
ten years ago
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to play soccer
and further his education.
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He is now a soccer coach
here in Florida.
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Khes and I have been
very aligned,
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and everything has been
so smooth and so easy.
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We started talking about having
a baby very, very early on.
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And we're coming up on a year,
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and I feel even more strongly
as the days pass.
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Because I'm watching him
parent my kids,
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and he really stepped up
to the plate
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and showed me what kind
of father he's gonna be.
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- Ah!
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[upbeat music]
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- Hey, guys.
- Hey, girl.
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- Whoo, OK.
We're here with no kids.
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- No kids.
- No kids.
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- Doesn't happen often.
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- No.
- I know.
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But we are gonna have
a good time,
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eat good, drink good,
because I have
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eat good, drink good,
because I have
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something exciting
to share with you guys.
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Khes and I are celebrating
our one year.
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- OK.
- Yay!
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- I'm just taking
my lunch shot.
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Diabetes is so fun.
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Anytime I mention marriage,
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he definitely changes
the subject.
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But we're talking
about a baby, which is,
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like, more than a marriage.
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- But there's a lot
to figure out with a baby,
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so it's kind of--
- Yeah.
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But I don't know.
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I don't want to, like,
rush anything.
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Because I'm diabetic,
my last pregnancy was rough.
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It's been seven hours.
I'm miserable.
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And with my last pregnancy,
Broncs,
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I had a lot of health issues.
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So I had my tubes tied
seven years ago,
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which would have
to be reversed.
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Khes wants his own.
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- So with you, if he--
if y'all don't have a child,
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he would be sacrificing...
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- Mm-hmm.
- Not having his own kids.
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- It's like, if I would have
met Khes a long time ago,
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I would have had,
like, ten of his babies.
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It's all crazy.
It's all crazy.
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But I haven't found any reasons
not to just love this guy.
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We are creating
this life together
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that has already been
the best year of my life.
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He's pretty fantastic.
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[pop music]
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Can you guys come downstairs?
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All three of you.
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Hut, two, three, four.
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- Safe!
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Sit over there.
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- OK.
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So Khes and I are
gonna go on a date,
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and it's gonna be adults only.
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Gannon, you'll be in charge.
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You've babysat before.
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- What do you think--
- It's a surprise for me.
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- What do you think
I'm gonna surprise her with?
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- A baby.
- A baby?
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Try again.
- A ring?
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- A ring.
- Oh.
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- What do you think about,
Jaxie?
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- Are you gonna surprise me
with a ring?
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- Milk Duds.
- Milk--[laughs]
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- Ooh, yes,
I would love Milk Duds,
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and a ring, and a baby.
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[hip-hop music]
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- ♪ It's game time ♪
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♪ Here we go ♪
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♪ Bring it on ♪
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♪ Homie, it's my time now ♪
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- Some people would say
my life has been wild.
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- High. High.
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You're both high.
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- It'd be a total
of 16 days in jail.
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- I really can't miss
that concert.
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It's Kesha.
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That's why I got
all these feathers in my hair.
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But honestly,
I've always felt like
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I was just trying to survive
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and be the best mom I can.
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I became a teen mom
when I was 17...
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Stop. Stop.
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And had my first son, Jace.
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Your arm and leg.
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After that, I didn't make
the greatest decisions...
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- You're a drug addict.
Go to rehab.
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- Oh, my God, here we go.
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Mostly because
I was always searching
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to really feel loved.
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I [bleep] love you!
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- All right, bye.
- And I want to talk to you!
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- No, I'm leaving.
- Why?
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Because I don't think I ever
truly felt that at home.
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- You're, like, the worst
piece of [bleep] mother!
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- Even though my relationship
with my own mother
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was always up and down...
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I don't want my son
in the same room as--
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- You know want
your [bleep] kid at all!
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- She ended up gaining custody
of Jace when he was a baby.
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- You're agreeing to give
your mom temporary custody
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of your child.
- Mm-hmm.
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I eventually had
my second son, Kaiser,
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with Nathan,
who at that time I thought
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was the love of my life.
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Do you think
that we're moving too fast?
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- I don't know.
We get along really well.
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I don't see us ever arguing
or anything.
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- Things didn't work out
with Nathan,
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and I quickly met David.
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So what do you think
about David, Jace?
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[laughter]
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- Things changed for me
when I met David.
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We had our daughter Ensley
and ended up getting married.
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- I now pronounce you
man and wife.
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[cheers and applause]
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- I finally had
a solid family life,
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or so I thought.
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It's Mother's Day weekend.
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I want to go do something.
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- I'm trying
to [bleep] work here.
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- I want to take my kids
to a playground.
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- God!
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- It took me some time
to realize
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it wasn't
a healthy relationship.
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He hangs out with his friends
now more frequently,
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but I don't have
no [bleep] friends.
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- But I finally got
the courage
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to walk away for good.
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I felt like I was walking
on eggshells with David.
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I felt like
I was being reprimanded
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like a child all the time.
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I just feel like
he didn't treat me
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like I was his wife.
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He belittled me a lot.
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I was sick of it.
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Mentally abusive.
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Not happy at all.
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From the moment I left David,
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I felt a huge weight
off my shoulders,
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and it's felt really good.
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Right now, all I want
for my life is,
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I want the kids
to have a fresh start.
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And I just think I need to move
as soon as possible.
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00:09:24,530 --> 00:09:26,465
- ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
254
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♪ We just getting started ♪
255
00:09:28,034 --> 00:09:29,802
♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
256
00:09:29,802 --> 00:09:30,903
- Hey.
- Hi!
257
00:09:30,903 --> 00:09:31,971
- How are you?
- I'm good.
258
00:09:31,971 --> 00:09:33,372
How are you?
- Good.
259
00:09:33,372 --> 00:09:35,775
- Oh, you look so pretty.
- Thank you. You do too.
260
00:09:35,775 --> 00:09:37,209
- Hey, guys.
261
00:09:37,209 --> 00:09:38,945
So I'm here at lunch,
262
00:09:38,945 --> 00:09:41,614
and you won't believe
who I'm with.
263
00:09:41,614 --> 00:09:43,182
- ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
264
00:09:43,182 --> 00:09:45,184
♪ 'Cause we just
getting started ♪
265
00:09:47,996 --> 00:09:50,632
[dramatic music]
266
00:09:50,632 --> 00:09:57,739
♪ ♪
267
00:10:00,742 --> 00:10:02,811
- Happy birthday.
- Thank you.
268
00:10:02,811 --> 00:10:04,679
My mom texted me.
269
00:10:04,679 --> 00:10:06,314
- Yeah?
270
00:10:06,314 --> 00:10:07,282
Did you text her back?
271
00:10:07,282 --> 00:10:08,917
Why not?
272
00:10:08,917 --> 00:10:12,454
- Because she didn't say
anything about tonight.
273
00:10:12,454 --> 00:10:14,523
- Hello.
- What time is it, babe?
274
00:10:14,523 --> 00:10:16,258
- Why are you asking what time?
275
00:10:16,258 --> 00:10:18,093
- 'Cause she needs to study
for her homework.
276
00:10:18,093 --> 00:10:20,428
- You got an issue
or something?
277
00:10:20,428 --> 00:10:21,897
- You do your thing.
278
00:10:21,897 --> 00:10:23,164
- You're acting like a [bleep]
ass[bleep] for no reason.
279
00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:24,399
- Can you watch
your mouth, please?
280
00:10:24,399 --> 00:10:25,467
- You're an idiot.
281
00:10:25,467 --> 00:10:28,069
- Just stop, both of you.
282
00:10:28,069 --> 00:10:29,971
I'm not gonna pretend
everything's fine.
283
00:10:29,971 --> 00:10:32,140
I mean, all you did was
ask what time it was.
284
00:10:32,140 --> 00:10:33,842
- I really was
trying my hardest
285
00:10:33,842 --> 00:10:36,278
not to get anything going,
not to start anything.
286
00:10:36,278 --> 00:10:38,747
- What was you hoping for
when she messaged you?
287
00:10:38,747 --> 00:10:39,981
- I don't know.
288
00:10:39,981 --> 00:10:42,817
Maybe, like, an apology
or something
289
00:10:42,817 --> 00:10:45,086
where she can accept the fact
that it's her fault.
290
00:10:45,086 --> 00:10:47,656
I don't know why she had
to do that on my birthday.
291
00:10:47,656 --> 00:10:49,324
- Well, it's been a while
since we saw her.
292
00:10:49,324 --> 00:10:51,293
I just thought
that getting together,
293
00:10:51,293 --> 00:10:52,661
especially
for Leah's birthday--
294
00:10:52,661 --> 00:10:53,828
- I was excited
to talk about James and--
295
00:10:53,828 --> 00:10:54,930
- Yeah.
- I was excited for Leah
296
00:10:54,930 --> 00:10:56,131
to get her presents.
297
00:10:56,131 --> 00:10:57,299
- But now how is that
gonna pan out?
298
00:10:57,299 --> 00:10:59,501
- We can suck it up
and go see James.
299
00:10:59,501 --> 00:11:01,169
- I can suck anything up.
- Yeah.
300
00:11:01,169 --> 00:11:04,606
- Then I think I'm just gonna
let a day or two go by.
301
00:11:04,606 --> 00:11:07,375
And then, when I know James
is in town or close to it,
302
00:11:07,375 --> 00:11:08,643
we can reach out.
303
00:11:08,643 --> 00:11:09,844
- Just kind of let it
boil over?
304
00:11:09,844 --> 00:11:11,246
- Obviously--mm-hmm.
305
00:11:11,246 --> 00:11:12,614
And you can, you know,
306
00:11:12,614 --> 00:11:14,115
do whatever you want to do
as far as text your mom.
307
00:11:14,115 --> 00:11:15,283
If you want to see her,
you want to call her,
308
00:11:15,283 --> 00:11:17,218
that's still there.
309
00:11:17,218 --> 00:11:18,753
That's up to you.
310
00:11:18,753 --> 00:11:21,289
- Obviously, you're both,
like, bullheaded.
311
00:11:21,289 --> 00:11:24,659
But there was no reason for her
to be like that,
312
00:11:24,659 --> 00:11:27,062
to start it in the first place.
313
00:11:30,332 --> 00:11:33,702
- ♪ 'Cause you
calling out my name ♪
314
00:11:33,702 --> 00:11:36,037
♪ I've been in the ocean ♪
315
00:11:36,037 --> 00:11:38,373
♪ Drowning in emotions ♪
316
00:11:38,373 --> 00:11:41,109
- Ugh. Well, what the heck?
317
00:11:43,044 --> 00:11:45,113
I got a text
from your Uncle Nick.
318
00:11:45,113 --> 00:11:46,448
- Huh.
319
00:11:46,448 --> 00:11:49,184
- I guess your grandma
went to the hospital.
320
00:11:49,184 --> 00:11:50,251
- What?
321
00:11:50,251 --> 00:11:52,220
- She's OK.
No, she's fine.
322
00:11:52,220 --> 00:11:54,122
They just had to give her
some oxygen and stuff
323
00:11:54,122 --> 00:11:56,424
'cause I guess
she couldn't breathe.
324
00:11:56,424 --> 00:11:59,694
So I got some scary news that
my mom is in the hospital.
325
00:11:59,694 --> 00:12:01,429
You know, we haven't talked
for a really long time,
326
00:12:01,429 --> 00:12:03,031
so I don't really
know how her health is
327
00:12:03,031 --> 00:12:05,266
or anything like that
at the moment,
328
00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:08,536
but hoping that I can
find out some information
329
00:12:08,536 --> 00:12:09,938
from somebody.
330
00:12:12,807 --> 00:12:15,176
Texted my mom.
She hasn't responded yet.
331
00:12:15,176 --> 00:12:18,380
So I reached out
to my mom's dad,
332
00:12:18,380 --> 00:12:20,048
'cause that's the only person
I could think of.
333
00:12:20,048 --> 00:12:22,651
He said
that she couldn't breathe,
334
00:12:22,651 --> 00:12:25,520
so they called an ambulance
to come pick her up
335
00:12:25,520 --> 00:12:27,355
and took her to the hospital,
336
00:12:27,355 --> 00:12:30,492
and that they were putting her
on, like, a breathing machine.
337
00:12:30,492 --> 00:12:32,427
- She's stable right now.
They're just having her on--
338
00:12:32,427 --> 00:12:33,728
- Uh-huh.
Yeah. Yeah.
339
00:12:33,728 --> 00:12:35,296
Probably gonna keep her
for a couple days.
340
00:12:35,296 --> 00:12:36,564
- How do you feel,
though, about that?
341
00:12:36,564 --> 00:12:37,999
- I had anxiety about it.
342
00:12:37,999 --> 00:12:39,601
Like, what's going--
'cause I didn't know anything.
343
00:12:39,601 --> 00:12:41,436
I'm like, what's going on?
344
00:12:41,436 --> 00:12:42,937
Do I need to be there?
345
00:12:42,937 --> 00:12:44,906
- And that's kind of like--
that's your worst trigger,
346
00:12:44,906 --> 00:12:46,408
I feel like, is the lack
of not knowing things.
347
00:12:46,408 --> 00:12:49,177
- Yes, the fear of the unknown
is the worst for me.
348
00:12:49,177 --> 00:12:50,512
I want to know
what's happening.
349
00:12:50,512 --> 00:12:52,414
- The therapist
that suggested boundaries
350
00:12:52,414 --> 00:12:54,082
and all this certain stuff,
like, what do they suggest
351
00:12:54,082 --> 00:12:55,350
when this stuff happens?
352
00:12:55,350 --> 00:12:56,918
- I feel like you do
whatever your heart
353
00:12:56,918 --> 00:12:58,253
and gut tells you to.
- OK. Like, yeah.
354
00:12:58,253 --> 00:12:59,721
- I mean, that's what I feel.
- Right. Good.
355
00:12:59,721 --> 00:13:00,989
I'm glad you feel that way.
- Yeah.
356
00:13:00,989 --> 00:13:02,290
- 'Cause I'm like,
I don't want you to--
357
00:13:02,290 --> 00:13:03,558
I don't want you
to, like, stress yourself out
358
00:13:03,558 --> 00:13:05,060
with, like, "I got to--
OK, she's sick,
359
00:13:05,060 --> 00:13:06,828
and my heart wants to,"
like, you know--
360
00:13:06,828 --> 00:13:08,163
- 'Cause in a moment,
I was like--
361
00:13:08,163 --> 00:13:09,197
- I'll go up there.
- If nobody's up there,
362
00:13:09,197 --> 00:13:10,598
I'm gonna [bleep] go up there.
363
00:13:10,598 --> 00:13:12,133
- Yeah, right.
I would do the same [bleep].
364
00:13:12,133 --> 00:13:13,468
- Life's too short.
- I would do the same [bleep].
365
00:13:13,468 --> 00:13:14,969
- You know what mean?
Like, we have our issues,
366
00:13:14,969 --> 00:13:16,171
but if you're
[bleep] gonna die,
367
00:13:16,171 --> 00:13:17,405
I'm gonna be there.
- Yeah.
368
00:13:17,405 --> 00:13:19,207
- Hopefully in the future,
there'll be,
369
00:13:19,207 --> 00:13:20,942
you know, times
where I can just, like,
370
00:13:20,942 --> 00:13:23,011
allow the kids to see her,
371
00:13:23,011 --> 00:13:24,713
or--I don't know,
that's all I want.
372
00:13:24,713 --> 00:13:25,847
- OK, that's--
373
00:13:25,847 --> 00:13:26,881
- Like, it's more or less
just like,
374
00:13:26,881 --> 00:13:27,982
just respect my boundaries.
375
00:13:27,982 --> 00:13:29,517
Like, as long as you can
376
00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:32,087
not drink around me or my kids
377
00:13:32,087 --> 00:13:35,623
and have
respectful communication,
378
00:13:35,623 --> 00:13:36,891
that's all I want.
379
00:13:36,891 --> 00:13:38,293
- Yeah.
380
00:13:43,106 --> 00:13:45,008
[pop music]
381
00:13:45,008 --> 00:13:47,944
- ♪ Forget about you ♪
382
00:13:47,944 --> 00:13:51,948
♪ Now it's all about me ♪
383
00:13:51,948 --> 00:13:53,883
- The cops came
to the restaurant
384
00:13:53,883 --> 00:13:58,455
and recommended that I file
a protection order on Jeremy.
385
00:13:58,455 --> 00:14:00,090
So that's what I did.
386
00:14:00,090 --> 00:14:03,159
We'll go to court,
and that's where, hopefully,
387
00:14:03,159 --> 00:14:05,462
a judge will agree
to grant it.
388
00:14:05,462 --> 00:14:11,234
♪ ♪
389
00:14:11,234 --> 00:14:13,436
Right after I filed
against Jeremy,
390
00:14:13,436 --> 00:14:15,138
he got served
for the court hearing.
391
00:14:15,138 --> 00:14:18,775
And unfortunately,
Addie was with him.
392
00:14:18,775 --> 00:14:20,510
Are you playing with Lucky?
393
00:14:20,510 --> 00:14:23,279
- No.
- You're not?
394
00:14:23,279 --> 00:14:24,814
You're not?
395
00:14:24,814 --> 00:14:28,151
How are you doing, sunshine?
396
00:14:28,151 --> 00:14:31,154
What happened
and what you were dealt with
397
00:14:31,154 --> 00:14:34,290
when you saw the cops,
it wasn't ideal.
398
00:14:34,290 --> 00:14:38,194
But, ultimately, the cops said
it had to be done
399
00:14:38,194 --> 00:14:40,563
before I could pick you up.
400
00:14:40,563 --> 00:14:43,967
Do I think you're young
and it's difficult
401
00:14:43,967 --> 00:14:45,368
for you to understand?
Yes.
402
00:14:45,368 --> 00:14:47,237
So we get to work through this
age-appropriately.
403
00:14:47,237 --> 00:14:49,906
- No, because I understand it.
404
00:14:49,906 --> 00:14:53,276
- What do you understand?
405
00:14:53,276 --> 00:14:54,878
Are we putting our goggles on?
406
00:14:54,878 --> 00:14:57,480
Were you scared?
- No.
407
00:14:57,480 --> 00:14:58,982
- Were you angry with me?
408
00:14:58,982 --> 00:15:00,850
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
409
00:15:00,850 --> 00:15:03,086
Because you thought
it was my fault,
410
00:15:03,086 --> 00:15:04,888
and you didn't know
what had happened?
411
00:15:04,888 --> 00:15:06,022
- Yeah.
412
00:15:06,022 --> 00:15:08,224
- I'm really sorry.
413
00:15:08,224 --> 00:15:10,093
I'm sorry that you have
to go through this.
414
00:15:10,093 --> 00:15:12,629
I am not perfect.
415
00:15:12,629 --> 00:15:15,565
One thing I can tell you is,
I love you wholeheartedly,
416
00:15:15,565 --> 00:15:19,602
and I will never do
anything to hurt you.
417
00:15:20,570 --> 00:15:26,076
It's really challenging
to try to have a relationship
418
00:15:26,076 --> 00:15:29,612
with a toxic ex
when you have a child
419
00:15:29,612 --> 00:15:31,047
that genuinely loves them.
420
00:15:31,047 --> 00:15:32,816
I mean, it definitely hurts
that Addie would think
421
00:15:32,816 --> 00:15:35,885
that I would do something
422
00:15:35,885 --> 00:15:37,687
that would hurt her dad.
423
00:15:37,687 --> 00:15:39,089
It did.
424
00:15:39,089 --> 00:15:41,658
It hurt at first,
hearing her blame me initially.
425
00:15:41,658 --> 00:15:45,829
But I know that what I've done,
I needed to do.
426
00:15:45,829 --> 00:15:48,832
I believe in being honest
with Addie.
427
00:15:48,832 --> 00:15:50,366
I think she's very smart.
428
00:15:50,366 --> 00:15:51,768
But even though
she's very smart,
429
00:15:51,768 --> 00:15:54,003
she's still a kid
430
00:15:54,003 --> 00:15:57,373
and really should not be
experiencing any of this.
431
00:15:57,373 --> 00:15:59,509
I love you.
432
00:15:59,509 --> 00:16:01,978
I hope you have lipstick
all over your forehead.
433
00:16:01,978 --> 00:16:04,981
[upbeat music]
434
00:16:04,981 --> 00:16:09,919
♪ ♪
435
00:16:09,919 --> 00:16:12,889
- Hey, Jaxie.
436
00:16:12,889 --> 00:16:16,526
Look what I found.
Nanny's bracelet.
437
00:16:16,526 --> 00:16:18,762
- Where did you find that?
- In there.
438
00:16:18,762 --> 00:16:21,164
I wear her bracelets
for everything special.
439
00:16:21,164 --> 00:16:22,999
- There's another one.
440
00:16:22,999 --> 00:16:25,068
- Let me look in my closet
real quick.
441
00:16:25,068 --> 00:16:29,072
I feel like Nanny's with me
when I wear them.
442
00:16:29,072 --> 00:16:31,141
Oh, my gosh, look.
443
00:16:32,976 --> 00:16:34,544
This is a picture of Nanny.
444
00:16:34,544 --> 00:16:36,679
And on the back,
she wrote me a letter,
445
00:16:36,679 --> 00:16:39,516
and it said, "Mickey,
I am so proud of you.
446
00:16:39,516 --> 00:16:43,419
"I can't wait to see
all that you do in life.
447
00:16:43,419 --> 00:16:46,122
Love you to the moon and back."
448
00:16:46,122 --> 00:16:48,625
It's like she was
predicting my future.
449
00:16:48,625 --> 00:16:51,895
She already knew
I was going to be OK.
450
00:16:51,895 --> 00:16:53,429
I wish Khes could have met her.
451
00:16:53,429 --> 00:16:56,132
- ♪ It's just
a matter of time ♪
452
00:16:56,132 --> 00:16:58,234
♪ We're making moves ♪
453
00:16:58,234 --> 00:16:59,702
♪ No stress in my mind ♪
454
00:16:59,702 --> 00:17:03,106
- OK, kids, we are leaving.
455
00:17:03,106 --> 00:17:05,175
Read this out loud.
456
00:17:05,175 --> 00:17:07,710
all: Stay inside.
457
00:17:07,710 --> 00:17:08,812
- Thank you.
458
00:17:08,812 --> 00:17:10,713
all: Stay in...
459
00:17:10,713 --> 00:17:13,016
- Camera view.
460
00:17:13,016 --> 00:17:14,484
- Stay in camera view.
461
00:17:14,484 --> 00:17:16,452
- Get along.
462
00:17:16,452 --> 00:17:17,587
Everyone say it.
463
00:17:17,587 --> 00:17:20,757
both: Get along.
- Thank you, Broncs.
464
00:17:20,757 --> 00:17:24,194
To not do:
open the door for strangers.
465
00:17:24,194 --> 00:17:25,962
Don't call us.
466
00:17:25,962 --> 00:17:28,364
We are having adult time.
467
00:17:28,364 --> 00:17:29,999
- I wasn't planning on it.
468
00:17:29,999 --> 00:17:31,701
- Bye.
I love you guys.
469
00:17:31,701 --> 00:17:33,636
- I love you. I love you.
I love you, Mom.
470
00:17:33,636 --> 00:17:35,138
- Bye, guys.
- Mwah, mwah, mwah.
471
00:17:35,138 --> 00:17:36,673
- Mwah, mwah, mwah.
472
00:17:39,709 --> 00:17:42,679
[upbeat music]
473
00:17:42,679 --> 00:17:46,983
♪ ♪
474
00:17:46,983 --> 00:17:50,086
- Does Amber get James today?
475
00:17:50,086 --> 00:17:52,255
Is it Tuesday she gets him,
you think?
476
00:17:52,255 --> 00:17:53,890
- I think so.
477
00:17:53,890 --> 00:17:56,492
Are you gonna text her,
or you gonna call her?
478
00:17:56,492 --> 00:17:57,760
- Text her.
479
00:17:57,760 --> 00:18:01,064
I was going to let things
sort of cool down,
480
00:18:01,064 --> 00:18:02,899
but I probably got
to say something
481
00:18:02,899 --> 00:18:04,133
and kind of open the door.
482
00:18:04,133 --> 00:18:06,202
- Mm-hmm, 'cause I think
she only has him,
483
00:18:06,202 --> 00:18:07,670
what, three or four days?
484
00:18:07,670 --> 00:18:09,005
- Yeah.
485
00:18:09,005 --> 00:18:10,807
"Yo."
[chuckles]
486
00:18:10,807 --> 00:18:13,543
- Is that the proper way
to come out, is "yo"?
487
00:18:13,543 --> 00:18:14,744
- What do you want me
to say, "Hey"?
488
00:18:14,744 --> 00:18:16,012
- I don't know.
489
00:18:16,012 --> 00:18:17,113
I don't know
how to break that ice.
490
00:18:17,113 --> 00:18:21,117
- "I know you're excited
491
00:18:21,117 --> 00:18:25,021
"you get to see Bubs.
492
00:18:25,021 --> 00:18:29,826
"What would be a good day
493
00:18:29,826 --> 00:18:33,229
for us to come visit?"
494
00:18:37,700 --> 00:18:40,536
- Okie.
495
00:18:40,536 --> 00:18:42,000
What if she replies back
and she is still mad and angry
496
00:18:42,000 --> 00:18:44,340
What if she replies back
and she is still mad and angry
497
00:18:44,340 --> 00:18:46,175
and says, hell no?
498
00:18:46,175 --> 00:18:48,077
- If she does that,
that is on her.
499
00:18:48,077 --> 00:18:51,481
Like, our differences
shouldn't reflect on the kids.
500
00:18:51,481 --> 00:18:53,750
And I'm an adult enough
to not even talk about it
501
00:18:53,750 --> 00:18:55,285
and not even deal with it,
get this over with.
502
00:18:55,285 --> 00:18:56,552
- I think many times
we've been able
503
00:18:56,552 --> 00:18:58,621
to put our differences aside.
504
00:18:58,621 --> 00:18:59,923
- That's why I don't think
that's highly--
505
00:18:59,923 --> 00:19:01,824
that's highly unlikely.
506
00:19:01,824 --> 00:19:03,593
But in the case that it is,
I'm just gonna--
507
00:19:03,593 --> 00:19:05,561
you know, it is what it is,
and at that point,
508
00:19:05,561 --> 00:19:07,130
you know,
Leah is old enough to know.
509
00:19:07,130 --> 00:19:09,198
So, like, I can't protect you,
Amber,
510
00:19:09,198 --> 00:19:12,402
from you being the one
that does that.
511
00:19:12,402 --> 00:19:14,570
I'm trying hard
to, you know, co-parent,
512
00:19:14,570 --> 00:19:19,442
and I'm trying hard
to keep Amber fresh here
513
00:19:19,442 --> 00:19:20,610
in a relationship
with her daughter.
514
00:19:20,610 --> 00:19:22,345
- With my relationship
with my mom,
515
00:19:22,345 --> 00:19:24,881
I hope
that we can still have, like,
516
00:19:24,881 --> 00:19:27,216
maybe speaking terms and stuff.
517
00:19:27,216 --> 00:19:29,152
But I feel like
that's mostly, like,
518
00:19:29,152 --> 00:19:30,753
for, like, the sake of James.
519
00:19:30,753 --> 00:19:33,156
Because, like, he's my brother,
and I would definitely push
520
00:19:33,156 --> 00:19:35,325
for a relationship with him.
521
00:19:35,325 --> 00:19:38,027
And that's basically
my only way to, like,
522
00:19:38,027 --> 00:19:40,229
see him right now
is through her.
523
00:19:40,229 --> 00:19:44,801
So I'm hoping for just, like,
a mature relationship together.
524
00:19:54,845 --> 00:19:57,314
- ♪ No matter
where we go from ♪
525
00:19:57,314 --> 00:19:58,749
♪ No matter where the roads ♪
526
00:19:58,749 --> 00:20:00,317
- So I got
some good news today.
527
00:20:00,317 --> 00:20:01,919
My brother Nicholas
reached out to me
528
00:20:01,919 --> 00:20:04,521
and let me know that our mom's
out of the hospital.
529
00:20:04,521 --> 00:20:07,524
Nova was definitely
a little shaken up about it
530
00:20:07,524 --> 00:20:09,860
and scared,
and so I encouraged her.
531
00:20:09,860 --> 00:20:11,762
I was like,
"You have her phone number.
532
00:20:11,762 --> 00:20:12,963
"Reach out to Grandma
533
00:20:12,963 --> 00:20:15,232
and, you know,
just try to talk to her."
534
00:20:15,232 --> 00:20:17,067
- Oh,
Grandma's texting something.
535
00:20:17,067 --> 00:20:18,802
- Yeah, that's all right.
536
00:20:18,802 --> 00:20:20,270
- I'll be right back.
537
00:20:20,270 --> 00:20:23,073
- Yeah, just let me know
what she says, Novalee.
538
00:20:23,073 --> 00:20:24,274
- Huh?
539
00:20:24,274 --> 00:20:25,642
- Got to let us know
what she says.
540
00:20:25,642 --> 00:20:27,277
- All right.
541
00:20:27,277 --> 00:20:29,980
- You know,
I've always told Nova,
542
00:20:29,980 --> 00:20:31,748
you know, if you want
to see your grandma,
543
00:20:31,748 --> 00:20:33,851
whatever you guys want to do,
I support.
544
00:20:33,851 --> 00:20:36,987
- I think this creates
more independence for them two.
545
00:20:36,987 --> 00:20:38,021
- Grandma responded.
546
00:20:38,021 --> 00:20:39,623
- OK.
- OK.
547
00:20:39,623 --> 00:20:40,924
- Grandma said, "Good morning.
548
00:20:40,924 --> 00:20:42,593
"I got my car back,
so maybe we can meet
549
00:20:42,593 --> 00:20:44,761
tomorrow at a restaurant."
550
00:20:44,761 --> 00:20:46,029
- Are you excited?
551
00:20:46,029 --> 00:20:47,397
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
552
00:20:47,397 --> 00:20:49,333
- I'm so happy.
553
00:20:49,333 --> 00:20:51,635
- You think your Uncle Nick's
gonna go too?
554
00:20:51,635 --> 00:20:53,270
- Should I text him?
- If you want.
555
00:20:53,270 --> 00:20:54,738
I mean, it's your phone.
- Yeah, it's yours.
556
00:20:54,738 --> 00:20:56,139
- You do whatever you want.
- It's your thing, man.
557
00:20:56,139 --> 00:20:59,176
- So I'm texting Uncle Nick.
558
00:20:59,176 --> 00:21:00,844
"Hey, I was wondering
if you could
559
00:21:00,844 --> 00:21:04,848
come with Dad, Mom, Grandma,
and me at noon tomorrow."
560
00:21:04,848 --> 00:21:08,652
[somber music]
561
00:21:08,652 --> 00:21:10,487
- Well, you're going
just by yourself.
562
00:21:10,487 --> 00:21:11,521
- Yeah.
- No.
563
00:21:11,521 --> 00:21:12,956
- I'm gonna drop you off there.
564
00:21:12,956 --> 00:21:14,558
But you're gonna go in
and have lunch with Grandma.
565
00:21:14,558 --> 00:21:15,792
And Mom's gonna do
her own thing,
566
00:21:15,792 --> 00:21:17,227
and I'm gonna be there
to pick you up.
567
00:21:17,227 --> 00:21:18,896
- I kind of want
you guys to come.
568
00:21:18,896 --> 00:21:20,397
- Um...
569
00:21:20,397 --> 00:21:21,899
- I think it's better just
for you and Grandma, though.
570
00:21:21,899 --> 00:21:23,033
- Yeah.
571
00:21:23,033 --> 00:21:24,001
- To actually have,
like, some--
572
00:21:24,001 --> 00:21:25,135
- Alone time.
573
00:21:25,135 --> 00:21:26,570
- Yeah, just you
and Grandma alone.
574
00:21:26,570 --> 00:21:27,771
- How it used to be,
when you used to go over there
575
00:21:27,771 --> 00:21:29,039
and Mom and Dad weren't there,
you know?
576
00:21:29,039 --> 00:21:30,374
It's important.
- Why were you thinking
577
00:21:30,374 --> 00:21:31,775
you wanted me and Dad to go?
- I don't know.
578
00:21:31,775 --> 00:21:32,876
I just kind of wanted
the family to be together.
579
00:21:32,876 --> 00:21:34,278
- Oh.
580
00:21:34,278 --> 00:21:41,251
♪ ♪
581
00:21:41,251 --> 00:21:43,420
Yeah, I'm just gonna let
you and Grandma,
582
00:21:43,420 --> 00:21:45,355
you know, doing your own thing.
583
00:21:45,355 --> 00:21:46,990
Just because Mom
and, you know, Grandma
584
00:21:46,990 --> 00:21:48,625
aren't really getting along
doesn't mean that you guys
585
00:21:48,625 --> 00:21:50,394
can't have a relationship.
586
00:21:50,394 --> 00:21:51,428
You know what I mean?
587
00:21:51,428 --> 00:21:52,863
- Oh, that's cool!
588
00:21:52,863 --> 00:21:54,298
Lookit.
- What?
589
00:21:54,298 --> 00:21:56,199
- Uncle Nick says,
"Hey, yes, I'll come.
590
00:21:56,199 --> 00:21:57,801
I miss you."
591
00:21:57,801 --> 00:22:00,570
And Grandma says,
"He said he wants to."
592
00:22:00,570 --> 00:22:02,205
- OK, good.
- Cool. See?
593
00:22:02,205 --> 00:22:03,573
- They both sent it
at the same time.
594
00:22:03,573 --> 00:22:05,909
- Awesome.
- I'm so excited.
595
00:22:08,779 --> 00:22:11,715
I miss Grandma
so freaking much.
596
00:22:14,618 --> 00:22:16,720
- At the end of the day,
this [bleep] is not easy.
597
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,322
But I'm just glad that,
you know,
598
00:22:18,322 --> 00:22:20,390
I kept my promise to Nova.
599
00:22:20,390 --> 00:22:23,660
I'm doing it for her,
because me and my mom,
600
00:22:23,660 --> 00:22:26,496
you know, our relationship is
whatever it is.
601
00:22:26,496 --> 00:22:28,031
But at the end of the day,
they also have
602
00:22:28,031 --> 00:22:30,400
their own
separate relationship.
603
00:22:30,400 --> 00:22:33,337
I'll do whatever for my kids.
604
00:22:33,337 --> 00:22:34,871
- ♪ Where do we go ♪
605
00:22:34,871 --> 00:22:39,943
♪ Where do we go from here? ♪
606
00:22:39,943 --> 00:22:42,212
[line ringing]
607
00:22:42,212 --> 00:22:43,814
- Hello.
608
00:22:43,814 --> 00:22:45,682
- Good morning.
609
00:22:45,682 --> 00:22:47,951
- Are you on your way?
- Yeah.
610
00:22:47,951 --> 00:22:50,854
- What are you really wanting
to come out of all of this?
611
00:22:50,854 --> 00:22:52,889
- I want Jeremy
to stay away from me.
612
00:22:52,889 --> 00:22:55,392
I feel like I stay strong,
and I stand strong,
613
00:22:55,392 --> 00:22:57,561
and I do what I have to do.
614
00:22:57,561 --> 00:23:01,031
But I would be lying
if I said I wasn't terrified.
615
00:23:04,334 --> 00:23:07,671
- I know you're anxious.
616
00:23:07,671 --> 00:23:10,340
- I just want it to stop.
617
00:23:10,340 --> 00:23:12,009
- Well, everything will be OK.
618
00:23:12,009 --> 00:23:14,211
- My goal is never
to take Addie away
619
00:23:14,211 --> 00:23:15,746
from her other parent.
620
00:23:15,746 --> 00:23:18,682
I want her to enjoy
her childhood.
621
00:23:21,551 --> 00:23:23,487
I'd never want her
to experience the trauma
622
00:23:23,487 --> 00:23:27,657
that I experienced in mine,
you know?
623
00:23:27,657 --> 00:23:30,160
- I love you.
You got this.
624
00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:32,796
- Yeah.
625
00:23:32,796 --> 00:23:33,964
All right.
Love you. Bye.
626
00:23:33,964 --> 00:23:36,533
- All right.
Love you. Bye.
627
00:23:36,533 --> 00:23:41,438
- ♪ I wanted to be done ♪
- ♪ Be something ♪
628
00:23:41,438 --> 00:23:46,243
- ♪ I'm already gone ♪
- ♪ Do you care? ♪
629
00:23:46,243 --> 00:23:50,213
- ♪ I wanted to be ♪
- ♪ Now I'm already ♪
630
00:23:50,213 --> 00:23:52,682
♪ But I'm already ♪
631
00:23:52,682 --> 00:23:54,117
- ♪ Let me tell you
what I'm talkin' about ♪
632
00:23:54,117 --> 00:23:55,552
♪ When you run
and tell about me ♪
633
00:23:55,552 --> 00:23:56,987
♪ Don't forget how
I'm determined ♪
634
00:23:56,987 --> 00:23:58,555
♪ I'ma get it,
I don't play around ♪
635
00:23:58,555 --> 00:24:00,290
[upbeat music]
636
00:24:00,290 --> 00:24:01,558
- How are you?
637
00:24:01,558 --> 00:24:02,959
- I'm doing good.
638
00:24:02,959 --> 00:24:04,127
- How are the kids?
639
00:24:04,127 --> 00:24:05,495
- They're doing good.
640
00:24:05,495 --> 00:24:07,097
They're home
with the babysitter right now.
641
00:24:07,097 --> 00:24:08,498
- Yeah.
- Yeah, yeah.
642
00:24:08,498 --> 00:24:10,300
They're doing a lot better
now that we've separated.
643
00:24:10,300 --> 00:24:11,334
- OK.
- You know what I mean?
644
00:24:11,334 --> 00:24:12,369
I got custody of Jace.
645
00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:13,470
- Yes.
- Full custody.
646
00:24:13,470 --> 00:24:14,571
- Congrats.
- Thank you.
647
00:24:14,571 --> 00:24:16,273
We did have up and downs.
- Yeah.
648
00:24:16,273 --> 00:24:17,674
- Jace ran away.
- Yeah.
649
00:24:17,674 --> 00:24:19,276
- Once CPS got involved
650
00:24:19,276 --> 00:24:22,512
and Jace ended up
at the hospital--
651
00:24:22,512 --> 00:24:24,748
because when you run away,
652
00:24:24,748 --> 00:24:26,550
you end up at the hospital
in North Carolina.
653
00:24:26,550 --> 00:24:29,352
Jace is like,
"David strangled me."
654
00:24:29,352 --> 00:24:32,355
[dramatic music]
655
00:24:32,355 --> 00:24:33,957
♪ ♪
656
00:24:33,957 --> 00:24:35,992
Then Jace was allowed
to come home.
657
00:24:35,992 --> 00:24:37,861
But there's criminal charges
on David
658
00:24:37,861 --> 00:24:40,097
for strangulation
and child abuse.
659
00:24:40,097 --> 00:24:43,166
So then I was like,
"David, he's coming home,
660
00:24:43,166 --> 00:24:45,235
"and you got to leave.
661
00:24:45,235 --> 00:24:46,436
I'm sorry."
- Good.
662
00:24:46,436 --> 00:24:48,004
- This was all
a blessing in disguise
663
00:24:48,004 --> 00:24:50,000
because it put a no-contact
order between David and Jace.
664
00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:51,308
because it put a no-contact
order between David and Jace.
665
00:24:51,308 --> 00:24:52,843
- You guys went to court,
I saw.
666
00:24:52,843 --> 00:24:55,112
- That was for
a permanent restraining order.
667
00:24:55,112 --> 00:24:57,180
- And what did you put
as, like, "evidence"
668
00:24:57,180 --> 00:24:58,982
or, like, in your paperwork
669
00:24:58,982 --> 00:25:01,017
will keep David away
from you guys?
670
00:25:01,017 --> 00:25:03,920
- I had to write
a whole statement.
671
00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:05,922
He would throw objects,
put holes in walls,
672
00:25:05,922 --> 00:25:07,991
emotionally abusive, saying,
"Jenelle, go kill yourself.
673
00:25:07,991 --> 00:25:09,392
"Your mother doesn't
even love you.
674
00:25:09,392 --> 00:25:10,560
Cry yourself to sleep, bitch."
675
00:25:10,560 --> 00:25:11,795
- He's disgusting.
676
00:25:11,795 --> 00:25:14,064
David has never hit you ever?
677
00:25:14,064 --> 00:25:15,799
- No.
- Wow.
678
00:25:15,799 --> 00:25:17,434
- Except for that
collarbone incident.
679
00:25:17,434 --> 00:25:20,103
That's when, you know,
the whole 911 thing happened.
680
00:25:20,103 --> 00:25:21,071
- Mm-hmm.
681
00:25:34,284 --> 00:25:36,353
He put my arm behind me
682
00:25:36,353 --> 00:25:37,888
and then pinned me
on the ground.
683
00:25:37,888 --> 00:25:41,525
So my arm--like, the weight
of him and the weight of me
684
00:25:41,525 --> 00:25:43,160
pushed my collarbone out.
685
00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:44,461
- I heard that phone call.
686
00:25:44,461 --> 00:25:45,595
- So I definitely have
to get a fresh start
687
00:25:45,595 --> 00:25:46,830
and get out of North Carolina.
688
00:25:46,830 --> 00:25:48,565
So that's why I'm here.
- Good. Good.
689
00:25:48,565 --> 00:25:49,733
I'm proud of you.
690
00:25:49,733 --> 00:25:51,301
You've come a long way
for sure.
691
00:25:51,301 --> 00:25:52,969
- 'Cause I was thinking about
looking at some houses and--
692
00:25:52,969 --> 00:25:54,271
- OK.
693
00:25:54,271 --> 00:25:55,505
- Getting a feel
for the area.
694
00:25:55,505 --> 00:25:56,406
- Yeah.
- You want to come with me?
695
00:25:56,406 --> 00:25:57,474
- I am coming.
696
00:25:57,474 --> 00:25:58,975
I want to--I love houses.
I love--
697
00:25:58,975 --> 00:26:00,577
- Me too.
- This is right up my alley.
698
00:26:00,577 --> 00:26:01,545
- Me too.
- Let's find you a house...
699
00:26:01,545 --> 00:26:02,913
- Me too.
700
00:26:02,913 --> 00:26:04,014
- To get the hell out
of North Carolina...
701
00:26:04,014 --> 00:26:06,449
- Yes.
- Away from David, right?
702
00:26:06,449 --> 00:26:08,018
- Yep.
703
00:26:08,018 --> 00:26:10,353
- It's time to start
a new chapter in your life.
704
00:26:10,353 --> 00:26:11,755
- Mm-hmm.
- Fresh start.
705
00:26:11,755 --> 00:26:13,256
I think it's--
that's important.
706
00:26:13,256 --> 00:26:14,524
- Yeah.
707
00:26:14,524 --> 00:26:15,992
But you know
my manager friend, August?
708
00:26:15,992 --> 00:26:17,894
- Mm-hmm. I remember him.
You told me about him.
709
00:26:17,894 --> 00:26:19,462
- So he was the only friend
710
00:26:19,462 --> 00:26:20,964
David would let me
talk to, weirdly.
711
00:26:20,964 --> 00:26:22,566
- Is that who you were
talking on the phone with
712
00:26:22,566 --> 00:26:24,000
for six hours?
'Cause I saw your Instagram.
713
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:25,502
Who was that?
- [laughs]
714
00:26:25,502 --> 00:26:27,270
Yeah, that was August. [bleep].
- And where does he live?
715
00:26:27,270 --> 00:26:28,738
- Las Vegas.
716
00:26:28,738 --> 00:26:30,540
- Mm.
OK.
717
00:26:30,540 --> 00:26:31,942
- I'm gonna look
at places here.
718
00:26:31,942 --> 00:26:32,943
- Mm-hmm.
719
00:26:32,943 --> 00:26:34,244
- I'm gonna look
at places there.
720
00:26:34,244 --> 00:26:35,612
- [gasps]
Wow.
721
00:26:35,612 --> 00:26:37,214
- I'm gonna decide which
place--where I want to go.
722
00:26:37,214 --> 00:26:39,082
I was thinking, you know,
if I did go to Vegas,
723
00:26:39,082 --> 00:26:41,484
I could start my own, you know,
marijuana business too.
724
00:26:41,484 --> 00:26:42,719
- OK.
725
00:26:42,719 --> 00:26:43,787
- So that's, like,
another thing,
726
00:26:43,787 --> 00:26:46,022
and then merch, and then--
727
00:26:46,022 --> 00:26:47,524
- Yeah,
that's really big out there.
728
00:26:47,524 --> 00:26:49,593
- Yeah, but at the same time,
I love Florida so much.
729
00:26:49,593 --> 00:26:52,262
- And in Vegas,
who do you know besides--
730
00:26:52,262 --> 00:26:53,496
- Besides August?
731
00:26:53,496 --> 00:26:55,131
Just August.
732
00:26:55,131 --> 00:26:56,399
Yeah, I don't know.
733
00:26:56,399 --> 00:26:57,867
It's just, I guess
I got to go home and--
734
00:26:57,867 --> 00:26:59,369
- Figure it out.
- Think about it after it.
735
00:26:59,369 --> 00:27:01,037
Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.
736
00:27:05,725 --> 00:27:08,962
[pop music]
737
00:27:08,962 --> 00:27:11,398
- ♪ With the fires I started ♪
738
00:27:11,398 --> 00:27:13,834
♪ There's no way to stop it ♪
739
00:27:13,834 --> 00:27:16,102
♪ I'm so torn apart, yeah ♪
740
00:27:16,102 --> 00:27:19,706
♪ ♪
741
00:27:19,706 --> 00:27:21,942
♪ All the fires I started ♪
742
00:27:21,942 --> 00:27:24,444
- How was the visit with James?
- We had a great time.
743
00:27:24,444 --> 00:27:27,113
It was nice, like, hanging out,
like, all of us together.
744
00:27:27,113 --> 00:27:29,049
- Did he meet
your new boyfriend, Gary?
745
00:27:29,049 --> 00:27:30,317
- Yeah.
746
00:27:30,317 --> 00:27:32,752
After we all hung out,
I talked to Bubby.
747
00:27:32,752 --> 00:27:34,421
I asked him about, like, Gary.
748
00:27:34,421 --> 00:27:37,791
I was like, what did you think,
you know, about Mommy's friend?
749
00:27:37,791 --> 00:27:40,293
And he's like, yeah--
he's like, "Yeah, I like him.
750
00:27:40,293 --> 00:27:41,695
Yeah."
- That's nice.
751
00:27:41,695 --> 00:27:43,630
- I'm sad, though,
because it's like,
752
00:27:43,630 --> 00:27:44,865
every time when he leaves,
753
00:27:44,865 --> 00:27:46,933
it feels like
there's a huge void.
754
00:27:46,933 --> 00:27:48,268
- Have you talked to Leah?
755
00:27:48,268 --> 00:27:50,570
- I mean, I tried.
756
00:27:50,570 --> 00:27:52,606
- I thought you were taking him
to go see Gary and them
757
00:27:52,606 --> 00:27:53,940
or other way around.
758
00:27:53,940 --> 00:27:55,342
They're supposed to be
coming over or something?
759
00:27:55,342 --> 00:27:58,845
- So Bubby's here,
and I get this text from Gary.
760
00:27:58,845 --> 00:28:00,280
He's like, you know,
we want to see him,
761
00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:02,048
we miss him, this, that,
and the other, da, da, da.
762
00:28:02,048 --> 00:28:03,917
I think I told him
at one point, I was like,
763
00:28:03,917 --> 00:28:05,151
I'll try to go over there
or something like that.
764
00:28:05,151 --> 00:28:06,653
And, "Sorry,
but it didn't work out."
765
00:28:06,653 --> 00:28:08,154
And then I felt bad
766
00:28:08,154 --> 00:28:10,390
that Leah was feeling
some type of way.
767
00:28:10,390 --> 00:28:12,659
But I couldn't understand
how she was feeling
768
00:28:12,659 --> 00:28:14,461
'cause y'all are
25, 30 minutes away.
769
00:28:14,461 --> 00:28:15,929
- 20 minutes away. Yeah.
770
00:28:15,929 --> 00:28:18,498
- And she hasn't tried
to come hang, nothing.
771
00:28:18,498 --> 00:28:21,334
It's gotten to the point where
it's like, I'm overwhelmed.
772
00:28:21,334 --> 00:28:25,372
My son, he's been in my life
more than she has.
773
00:28:25,372 --> 00:28:26,573
- Mm-hmm.
774
00:28:26,573 --> 00:28:28,575
- And he lives in California.
775
00:28:28,575 --> 00:28:30,243
So what does that tell you?
776
00:28:30,243 --> 00:28:31,878
Where's Leah?
777
00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:33,847
Obviously, it's not me.
778
00:28:33,847 --> 00:28:35,982
Because if I'm sitting here
seeing my son all the time
779
00:28:35,982 --> 00:28:39,653
and working with his dad, hmm,
how the [bleep] am I seeing
780
00:28:39,653 --> 00:28:40,954
my son all the way
in California,
781
00:28:40,954 --> 00:28:43,790
but I can't see my daughter
down the street?
782
00:28:43,790 --> 00:28:45,792
I was hurt,
and I'm tired of being hurt.
783
00:28:45,792 --> 00:28:49,462
[tense music]
784
00:28:49,462 --> 00:28:53,500
- ♪ It's gonna be
a good day ♪
785
00:28:53,500 --> 00:28:55,669
♪ It's so good to be me ♪
786
00:28:55,669 --> 00:28:56,970
[line ringing]
787
00:28:56,970 --> 00:28:59,406
♪ Gonna be a good day ♪
788
00:28:59,406 --> 00:29:01,641
- Hey.
What are you doing?
789
00:29:01,641 --> 00:29:03,276
- Nothing.
Jorge's over here
790
00:29:03,276 --> 00:29:05,145
because we just got back
from the park.
791
00:29:05,145 --> 00:29:07,714
- What did you put
on your hand?
792
00:29:07,714 --> 00:29:09,282
- Huh?
- What's on your hand?
793
00:29:09,282 --> 00:29:10,817
Nope, other side.
794
00:29:10,817 --> 00:29:12,385
What is that?
- Oh, it's fake.
795
00:29:12,385 --> 00:29:13,954
It's fake.
- OK.
796
00:29:13,954 --> 00:29:16,389
- It's fake.
- Better be.
797
00:29:16,389 --> 00:29:18,358
- I was just joking.
I was just joking.
798
00:29:18,358 --> 00:29:21,061
- So have you been helping
with the kids?
799
00:29:21,061 --> 00:29:22,429
- Yeah.
800
00:29:22,429 --> 00:29:23,930
Kaiser's just been, like,
playing the game
801
00:29:23,930 --> 00:29:26,433
and just been watching TV
in Kaiser's room.
802
00:29:26,433 --> 00:29:27,634
- OK.
803
00:29:27,634 --> 00:29:28,868
Tomorrow,
I'm going to go with Briana
804
00:29:28,868 --> 00:29:30,136
and look at some houses.
805
00:29:30,136 --> 00:29:31,771
I think it would be
really, really good
806
00:29:31,771 --> 00:29:33,807
for all of us, you know?
807
00:29:33,807 --> 00:29:35,375
- OK.
- OK?
808
00:29:35,375 --> 00:29:36,443
All right. I love you.
809
00:29:36,443 --> 00:29:37,711
Be the big man
of the house, OK?
810
00:29:37,711 --> 00:29:39,312
Help out.
811
00:29:39,312 --> 00:29:42,315
[upbeat pop music]
812
00:29:42,315 --> 00:29:45,719
♪ ♪
813
00:29:45,719 --> 00:29:47,620
- OK.
814
00:29:47,620 --> 00:29:49,356
[sighs]
815
00:29:49,356 --> 00:29:52,092
It's very hot in here.
816
00:29:52,092 --> 00:29:55,195
Let's show you
some little areas here,
817
00:29:55,195 --> 00:29:57,831
'cause I live,
literally, nearby.
818
00:29:57,831 --> 00:30:00,000
Being a single mom is so hard.
819
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,234
- Yeah, it definitely is.
820
00:30:01,234 --> 00:30:02,302
Yeah.
821
00:30:02,302 --> 00:30:04,104
Which, you know, that's--
822
00:30:04,104 --> 00:30:06,006
that was one of my concerns
leaving David.
823
00:30:06,006 --> 00:30:07,874
It's like, can I do this
on my own?
824
00:30:07,874 --> 00:30:10,443
But then I'm like,
he's not helping me anyway.
825
00:30:10,443 --> 00:30:11,778
- And how's August?
826
00:30:11,778 --> 00:30:13,713
- We've been friends for years.
- Yeah.
827
00:30:13,713 --> 00:30:17,917
- I mean, we're a little flirty
from time to time, but, like,
828
00:30:17,917 --> 00:30:20,153
he knows I'm not trying
to jump into anything.
829
00:30:20,153 --> 00:30:21,855
And he's also giving me
my space.
830
00:30:21,855 --> 00:30:23,256
- Good. Good.
That's what you need.
831
00:30:23,256 --> 00:30:24,891
- And he's not pushing me
into anything,
832
00:30:24,891 --> 00:30:26,993
not rushing anything.
833
00:30:26,993 --> 00:30:29,262
- That's what you need.
- Mm-hmm.
834
00:30:29,262 --> 00:30:30,630
- That's good.
- Definitely, yeah.
835
00:30:30,630 --> 00:30:31,965
- 'Cause the last thing
you want to do is jump
836
00:30:31,965 --> 00:30:35,101
from one situation to another,
837
00:30:35,101 --> 00:30:36,669
and you're just like,
"What the [bleep]?"
838
00:30:36,669 --> 00:30:38,171
- Yeah, I know.
839
00:30:38,171 --> 00:30:43,176
♪ ♪
840
00:30:43,176 --> 00:30:44,978
Hello. I'm Jenelle.
Nice to meet you.
841
00:30:44,978 --> 00:30:46,379
- Hi, Jenelle.
Adriana.
842
00:30:46,379 --> 00:30:47,881
- Hello.
- [indistinct] Real Estate.
843
00:30:47,881 --> 00:30:49,382
Nice to meet you.
- I'm Briana.
844
00:30:49,382 --> 00:30:50,650
- Hi, Briana.
845
00:30:50,650 --> 00:30:52,185
Well, it's so nice
to see you guys.
846
00:30:52,185 --> 00:30:53,420
So are you local?
847
00:30:53,420 --> 00:30:54,921
- No, actually,
I live in North Carolina.
848
00:30:54,921 --> 00:30:57,023
And I'm looking to move
out of North Carolina
849
00:30:57,023 --> 00:30:58,958
to get a fresh start
with my three kids.
850
00:30:58,958 --> 00:31:00,927
I have a 14-year-old,
a 9-year-old,
851
00:31:00,927 --> 00:31:02,195
and a 7-year-old.
852
00:31:02,195 --> 00:31:03,763
- So we are very well-centered
853
00:31:03,763 --> 00:31:05,198
in Central Florida right now,
854
00:31:05,198 --> 00:31:06,599
so you do have
a couple of schools.
855
00:31:06,599 --> 00:31:08,668
And then we're also
30 minutes away from Disney.
856
00:31:08,668 --> 00:31:10,970
I mean, who doesn't love that?
- That's cool. Yeah, yeah.
857
00:31:10,970 --> 00:31:13,573
- So if you want to just
kind of start taking
858
00:31:13,573 --> 00:31:14,607
a look at the property...
859
00:31:14,607 --> 00:31:17,043
- Sounds good.
- All right.
860
00:31:17,043 --> 00:31:19,913
You have your full
laundry room here.
861
00:31:19,913 --> 00:31:21,448
- I like this. This is like--
- Yeah.
862
00:31:21,448 --> 00:31:22,449
It's like a corner bathroom.
863
00:31:22,449 --> 00:31:23,650
- Mm-hmm.
864
00:31:23,650 --> 00:31:25,118
- Cool.
It's a nice size room.
865
00:31:25,118 --> 00:31:26,886
- Mm-hmm.
- Yeah.
866
00:31:26,886 --> 00:31:28,388
How many bedrooms is it now?
867
00:31:28,388 --> 00:31:30,990
- So this one is four,
and saved the best for last.
868
00:31:30,990 --> 00:31:33,760
So this is the primary bedroom.
- Cool. Nice.
869
00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:35,695
Double sink.
- Mm-hmm.
870
00:31:35,695 --> 00:31:36,863
- Nice.
871
00:31:36,863 --> 00:31:39,365
- ♪ Amen for the top ♪
872
00:31:39,365 --> 00:31:41,901
- Just let you guys chitchat
a little bit up here.
873
00:31:41,901 --> 00:31:43,636
And when you're ready,
I'll see you downstairs.
874
00:31:43,636 --> 00:31:44,771
OK?
- OK. Thank you.
875
00:31:44,771 --> 00:31:46,306
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.
876
00:31:46,306 --> 00:31:47,674
- This is nice.
- Yeah.
877
00:31:47,674 --> 00:31:49,008
- How are you feeling?
878
00:31:49,008 --> 00:31:51,711
- I do like it,
but I learned a big lesson.
879
00:31:51,711 --> 00:31:53,947
Don't be so impulsive.
- OK, good.
880
00:31:53,947 --> 00:31:55,148
- That's why I'm looking
at both options
881
00:31:55,148 --> 00:31:56,616
of Florida and Vegas.
882
00:31:56,616 --> 00:31:59,152
So while I'm here in Orlando,
August is out in Vegas
883
00:31:59,152 --> 00:32:00,353
looking for houses for me.
884
00:32:00,353 --> 00:32:01,788
And he just sent me
a video of one.
885
00:32:01,788 --> 00:32:04,000
- Let me see.
- Yeah.
886
00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:04,190
- Let me see.
- Yeah.
887
00:32:04,190 --> 00:32:06,392
- Wow, that's a big-ass house.
888
00:32:06,392 --> 00:32:07,927
You don't need that big
of a house, Jenelle.
889
00:32:07,927 --> 00:32:09,529
Go in this with, like,
890
00:32:09,529 --> 00:32:11,364
"I'm still gonna do everything
by myself."
891
00:32:11,364 --> 00:32:12,665
- Yeah.
892
00:32:12,665 --> 00:32:14,167
- Because you don't want
to depend on anybody.
893
00:32:14,167 --> 00:32:15,401
- I feel really free
894
00:32:15,401 --> 00:32:17,303
for the first time
in a long time.
895
00:32:17,303 --> 00:32:19,305
Right now,
we need a clean slate.
896
00:32:19,305 --> 00:32:22,575
All I want for my life
is for my kids to be happy
897
00:32:22,575 --> 00:32:26,246
and to live life
as stress-free as possible,
898
00:32:26,246 --> 00:32:28,481
leaving all
the bad negative energy
899
00:32:28,481 --> 00:32:30,150
behind in North Carolina,
900
00:32:30,150 --> 00:32:33,052
starting out fresh somewhere.
901
00:32:33,052 --> 00:32:36,089
New house, new vibes,
new energy.
902
00:32:36,089 --> 00:32:41,494
I want to go into this
with very positive feelings.
903
00:32:41,494 --> 00:32:44,497
[dramatic music]
904
00:32:44,497 --> 00:32:46,699
♪ ♪
905
00:32:46,699 --> 00:32:48,535
- Hey.
- Hey.
906
00:32:48,535 --> 00:32:51,004
- How did that go in there?
907
00:32:51,004 --> 00:32:53,540
- So for the next 180 days,
908
00:32:53,540 --> 00:32:56,576
I don't have to have
any contact with Jeremy.
909
00:32:56,576 --> 00:32:58,511
And I only do drop-offs
with Jeremy's mother.
910
00:32:58,511 --> 00:32:59,946
- OK.
911
00:32:59,946 --> 00:33:01,881
- I feel like
with the no-contact ruling
912
00:33:01,881 --> 00:33:03,183
granted from the judge,
I feel like
913
00:33:03,183 --> 00:33:04,584
a weight is lifted off of me.
914
00:33:04,584 --> 00:33:05,818
It had gotten to the point
915
00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:07,287
where I was terrified
to go to my job.
916
00:33:07,287 --> 00:33:08,421
The night that it happened,
917
00:33:08,421 --> 00:33:10,723
I slept in bed
with my daughters.
918
00:33:10,723 --> 00:33:12,625
No one should have to have
that kind of fear.
919
00:33:12,625 --> 00:33:15,461
Now I finally feel safe,
920
00:33:15,461 --> 00:33:19,999
and I can show that I can
stand up for myself.
921
00:33:19,999 --> 00:33:21,968
- Congrats.
- Thank you.
922
00:33:21,968 --> 00:33:24,938
[soft music]
923
00:33:24,938 --> 00:33:30,076
♪ ♪
924
00:33:30,076 --> 00:33:31,611
- We'll see you tomorrow,
Addie.
925
00:33:31,611 --> 00:33:33,479
- Have a great day.
926
00:33:33,479 --> 00:33:35,682
As far as Addie
going to see her dad,
927
00:33:35,682 --> 00:33:39,385
that will still reflect
on the parenting plan we have.
928
00:33:39,385 --> 00:33:41,721
He can choose to exercise
his parenting plan,
929
00:33:41,721 --> 00:33:43,323
or he can choose not to.
930
00:33:43,323 --> 00:33:46,359
That's up to him.
I can't control that.
931
00:33:46,359 --> 00:33:48,895
How was school today?
- Good.
932
00:33:48,895 --> 00:33:50,530
Mom.
- What?
933
00:33:53,032 --> 00:33:54,801
- The whole court process
is not something
934
00:33:54,801 --> 00:33:56,135
that you get to be a part of.
935
00:33:56,603 --> 00:33:58,171
- I know that you saw--
936
00:33:58,171 --> 00:34:00,073
- I know. I know.
I know. OK.
937
00:34:00,073 --> 00:34:02,342
I think everything is
gonna stay the same.
938
00:34:02,342 --> 00:34:04,644
Everything's gonna be OK.
All right?
939
00:34:04,644 --> 00:34:08,481
My intention is to never
keep him away from her.
940
00:34:08,481 --> 00:34:11,484
I know what it's like,
you know,
941
00:34:11,484 --> 00:34:15,088
to not see your father
for very long periods of time.
942
00:34:15,088 --> 00:34:18,291
And I wouldn't want that
for her.
943
00:34:19,359 --> 00:34:20,994
I love you.
944
00:34:24,414 --> 00:34:25,782
- ♪ It's healing ♪
945
00:34:25,782 --> 00:34:28,852
♪ You're my medicine tonight ♪
946
00:34:28,852 --> 00:34:31,821
[upbeat pop music]
947
00:34:31,821 --> 00:34:33,323
♪ ♪
948
00:34:33,323 --> 00:34:35,825
- Ooh.
949
00:34:35,825 --> 00:34:38,328
- It's cool, isn't it?
950
00:34:38,328 --> 00:34:39,729
- Happy anniversary
to you too.
951
00:34:39,729 --> 00:34:41,197
- Thank you.
952
00:34:41,197 --> 00:34:42,465
- And your server will be in
in just a moment.
953
00:34:42,465 --> 00:34:44,734
- Awesome. Thank you.
- Enjoy.
954
00:34:44,734 --> 00:34:46,936
- Wow.
955
00:34:49,172 --> 00:34:51,408
- I love you.
- I love you.
956
00:34:51,408 --> 00:34:53,076
This is the first thing
that came to my mind.
957
00:34:53,076 --> 00:34:54,911
And I was like,
"Ooh, this would be so cool
958
00:34:54,911 --> 00:34:56,646
'cause she could have her mom."
959
00:34:56,646 --> 00:34:59,115
I wish I'd met her, though.
960
00:34:59,115 --> 00:35:01,317
So you like it?
Nah? Yeah? Meh? Maybe?
961
00:35:01,317 --> 00:35:03,420
- Shut up.
[both laugh]
962
00:35:03,420 --> 00:35:07,090
I'm trying not to cry
is what I'm trying to do.
963
00:35:07,090 --> 00:35:08,591
- But it's been
a fricking year.
964
00:35:08,591 --> 00:35:09,826
- I know.
965
00:35:09,826 --> 00:35:11,127
Are you happy?
- It's quick,
966
00:35:11,127 --> 00:35:12,629
but I still feel like
I've known you
967
00:35:12,629 --> 00:35:14,197
for, like, a long time.
968
00:35:14,197 --> 00:35:17,834
- Ooh, that's what I'm
talking about, right there.
969
00:35:17,834 --> 00:35:19,536
Red sangria.
970
00:35:19,536 --> 00:35:24,274
Cheers to one year
and a beautiful life.
971
00:35:24,274 --> 00:35:27,177
So much to look forward to
in the future.
972
00:35:27,177 --> 00:35:29,913
OK, I'm gonna check the Ring.
973
00:35:29,913 --> 00:35:31,714
Our girl is vacuuming.
974
00:35:31,714 --> 00:35:32,816
- No, she isn't.
975
00:35:32,816 --> 00:35:34,517
- [laughs]
976
00:35:34,517 --> 00:35:36,152
With one arm.
977
00:35:36,152 --> 00:35:37,687
- So Broncs and I were talking.
978
00:35:37,687 --> 00:35:39,255
And he was like,
"Khesanio, when are you
979
00:35:39,255 --> 00:35:40,657
and my mom gonna have a baby?"
980
00:35:40,657 --> 00:35:42,926
- He asked that?
- Yes.
981
00:35:42,926 --> 00:35:47,464
- Well, you do really, really
good at this whole dad thing.
982
00:35:47,464 --> 00:35:48,698
I'm just saying.
983
00:35:48,698 --> 00:35:52,902
But with a baby,
I am turning 30 this year.
984
00:35:52,902 --> 00:35:54,270
Like, the time is now.
985
00:35:54,270 --> 00:35:56,239
At the same time,
I would rather be married.
986
00:35:56,239 --> 00:35:58,341
So hopefully the divorce
with Josh
987
00:35:58,341 --> 00:35:59,609
will be official soon.
988
00:35:59,609 --> 00:36:01,544
Being high risk
and being diabetic,
989
00:36:01,544 --> 00:36:03,813
it's gonna be easier
when I'm younger.
990
00:36:03,813 --> 00:36:05,982
It's a little overwhelming
to think about.
991
00:36:05,982 --> 00:36:08,017
And some doctors--
992
00:36:08,017 --> 00:36:09,352
I've dealt with this
my whole life--
993
00:36:09,352 --> 00:36:11,921
will not operate on a diabetic.
994
00:36:11,921 --> 00:36:15,692
If doctors are like,
995
00:36:15,692 --> 00:36:18,962
"There's nothing we can do,
you can't have a baby,"
996
00:36:18,962 --> 00:36:20,296
you're not too far in.
997
00:36:20,296 --> 00:36:21,397
You're not married to me yet.
998
00:36:21,397 --> 00:36:23,967
You could go find
a woman tomorrow
999
00:36:23,967 --> 00:36:26,102
that is capable
of carrying a baby.
1000
00:36:26,102 --> 00:36:30,039
- Whichever news
you get from the doctor
1001
00:36:30,039 --> 00:36:33,977
will not alter me
wanting to be with you.
1002
00:36:33,977 --> 00:36:36,846
Good or bad,
it's not going to change.
1003
00:36:36,846 --> 00:36:40,016
Because I know I want
to be with you, 100%.
1004
00:36:40,016 --> 00:36:42,986
[upbeat music]
1005
00:36:42,986 --> 00:36:44,487
♪ ♪
1006
00:36:44,487 --> 00:36:47,190
- I never had a good experience
having a baby.
1007
00:36:47,190 --> 00:36:51,060
Now I'm, like,
more stable mentally,
1008
00:36:51,060 --> 00:36:53,296
physically, financially.
1009
00:36:53,296 --> 00:36:55,431
And I'm in
a really good relationship.
1010
00:36:55,431 --> 00:36:58,568
But I haven't really,
like, talked to a doctor
1011
00:36:58,568 --> 00:37:00,937
about wanting to have
a baby yet.
1012
00:37:00,937 --> 00:37:04,974
And my fear is them telling me,
"You shouldn't do this."
1013
00:37:04,974 --> 00:37:08,144
So first step is to just
go get my tubes untied
1014
00:37:08,144 --> 00:37:11,347
and see even if my body
is able to get pregnant.
1015
00:37:13,183 --> 00:37:15,084
- ♪ I'm uneasy ♪
1016
00:37:15,084 --> 00:37:16,653
♪ It's not easy ♪
1017
00:37:16,653 --> 00:37:18,788
♪ Thinking about
what could've been ♪
1018
00:37:18,788 --> 00:37:22,125
♪ What could've
what could've ♪
1019
00:37:22,125 --> 00:37:24,460
- When is Grandma coming?
1020
00:37:24,460 --> 00:37:26,696
- She'll probably be here soon.
She'll be here any minute.
1021
00:37:28,431 --> 00:37:30,600
Oh, I think she's behind me.
1022
00:37:30,600 --> 00:37:32,101
Get out.
Go ahead.
1023
00:37:32,101 --> 00:37:33,436
Get out.
1024
00:37:33,436 --> 00:37:35,271
- Behind us?
- Yeah. Get out.
1025
00:37:39,008 --> 00:37:40,610
- Oh, my God, it's so awkward.
1026
00:37:40,610 --> 00:37:42,145
both: Hi.
1027
00:37:45,381 --> 00:37:46,983
- You're getting too tall.
1028
00:37:46,983 --> 00:37:49,185
[laughter]
1029
00:37:49,185 --> 00:37:50,987
Ready?
- You're getting big, kiddo.
1030
00:37:50,987 --> 00:37:52,522
- Yeah.
- Let's go.
1031
00:37:52,522 --> 00:37:54,490
- What are you, 6'3"?
- [laughs]
1032
00:37:54,490 --> 00:37:56,092
- Missed you.
- Me too.
1033
00:37:56,092 --> 00:37:57,927
- I like your pants.
- Thanks.
1034
00:37:57,927 --> 00:37:59,562
- You're wearing bell bottoms.
1035
00:38:01,998 --> 00:38:03,666
How are your sisters?
1036
00:38:03,666 --> 00:38:04,968
- Annoying.
1037
00:38:04,968 --> 00:38:06,369
[laughter]
1038
00:38:06,369 --> 00:38:10,306
[somber music]
1039
00:38:10,306 --> 00:38:12,809
[line ringing]
1040
00:38:12,809 --> 00:38:14,043
- Hello?
1041
00:38:14,043 --> 00:38:17,480
- So I get instant anxiety
when I see them.
1042
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:19,749
And it's like,
she's so triggering for me.
1043
00:38:19,749 --> 00:38:21,618
Like, they literally parked
right behind me.
1044
00:38:21,618 --> 00:38:23,253
So I open up the door, and I'm
like, all right, Nova, get out.
1045
00:38:23,253 --> 00:38:24,454
You can go.
Grandma's here.
1046
00:38:24,454 --> 00:38:25,888
You know what I mean?
I'm like, go.
1047
00:38:25,888 --> 00:38:27,357
- Right.
- You go.
1048
00:38:27,357 --> 00:38:29,192
- Do you think
it would be better
1049
00:38:29,192 --> 00:38:31,060
if you did say, "Hi, Mom"?
1050
00:38:31,060 --> 00:38:32,395
- I don't know.
1051
00:38:32,395 --> 00:38:33,529
- Just 'cause
you guys are estranged
1052
00:38:33,529 --> 00:38:35,064
doesn't mean you can't say hi.
1053
00:38:35,064 --> 00:38:37,667
You can still make sure
your children are safe
1054
00:38:37,667 --> 00:38:40,637
and make sure you're safe
and also be able to say,
1055
00:38:40,637 --> 00:38:42,205
"Hi, Mom,"
give her a hug, "Love you."
1056
00:38:42,205 --> 00:38:44,374
- Mm-hmm.
- That is totally a realistic,
1057
00:38:44,374 --> 00:38:47,010
possible world, you know?
1058
00:38:47,010 --> 00:38:48,444
- Yeah, you're right.
1059
00:38:48,444 --> 00:38:50,647
- OK, Honey Bunny.
- All right, I love you.
1060
00:38:50,647 --> 00:38:52,682
- I love you too.
- All right, bye.
1061
00:38:55,852 --> 00:38:57,954
- I love you so much.
- I love you too.
1062
00:38:57,954 --> 00:38:59,455
- Don't you ever
forget that, OK?
1063
00:38:59,455 --> 00:39:01,557
- Oh, I won't.
- OK.
1064
00:39:01,557 --> 00:39:03,626
- Who would forget
that their grandma loves them?
1065
00:39:03,626 --> 00:39:05,094
- I don't know.
I just don't want you to.
1066
00:39:05,094 --> 00:39:11,167
♪ ♪
1067
00:39:11,167 --> 00:39:12,201
- Look at my mom.
1068
00:39:12,201 --> 00:39:13,603
She's, like, waiting.
1069
00:39:13,603 --> 00:39:15,505
- She's sitting here, waiting.
1070
00:39:20,376 --> 00:39:21,844
Give me a hug.
1071
00:39:21,844 --> 00:39:23,000
- I will.
1072
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:23,246
- I will.
1073
00:39:23,246 --> 00:39:25,048
- You better, kid.
1074
00:39:25,048 --> 00:39:26,249
- I will.
- How are you doing?
1075
00:39:26,249 --> 00:39:28,451
- Good.
How are you feeling, Mom?
1076
00:39:28,451 --> 00:39:29,452
- Better, thank you.
1077
00:39:29,452 --> 00:39:30,787
- Can I get a hug?
1078
00:39:35,258 --> 00:39:37,460
- OK.
- OK.
1079
00:39:37,460 --> 00:39:39,228
Oh, yeah.
I love you too.
1080
00:39:39,228 --> 00:39:42,365
I'll talk to soon, OK?
- OK.
1081
00:39:42,365 --> 00:39:47,437
- ♪ 'Cause now
that I'm older ♪
1082
00:39:47,437 --> 00:39:52,075
♪ They're telling me
to be stronger ♪
1083
00:39:52,075 --> 00:39:58,414
♪ They said,
you can't be looking away ♪
1084
00:39:58,414 --> 00:40:00,817
♪ The clock is ticking
1085
00:40:00,817 --> 00:40:06,322
♪ The same ♪
1086
00:40:06,322 --> 00:40:10,493
♪ Fight or flight ♪
1087
00:40:10,493 --> 00:40:15,431
♪ Echoes in my bones ♪
1088
00:40:15,431 --> 00:40:17,633
♪ ♪
1089
00:40:17,633 --> 00:40:21,804
♪ Fight or flight ♪
1090
00:40:21,804 --> 00:40:24,340
♪ I'm not scared anymore ♪
1091
00:40:24,340 --> 00:40:27,477
♪ Fight or flight ♪
1092
00:40:27,477 --> 00:40:34,417
♪ ♪
1093
00:40:39,247 --> 00:40:41,049
- You're hitting the cones.
1094
00:40:41,049 --> 00:40:42,283
The cones are the car.
1095
00:40:42,283 --> 00:40:43,751
- Dad's in detox,
1096
00:40:43,751 --> 00:40:45,453
and then he's gonna
have to go to a rehab facility.
1097
00:40:45,453 --> 00:40:46,921
- If you stick to this,
1098
00:40:46,921 --> 00:40:48,690
you'll be able to rebuild
with your grandchildren.
1099
00:40:48,690 --> 00:40:50,425
- These are the words
you gotta glue.
1100
00:40:50,425 --> 00:40:51,793
- We don't need two people
barking at her.
1101
00:40:51,793 --> 00:40:52,894
- All right, I'll just go
in the other room then.
1102
00:40:52,894 --> 00:40:54,028
- OK.
1103
00:40:54,028 --> 00:40:54,996
- If you would just
let me talk.
1104
00:40:54,996 --> 00:40:56,264
- I need her for ten days.
1105
00:40:56,264 --> 00:40:57,665
- Please get out of my house.
1106
00:40:57,665 --> 00:40:59,100
- What is that?
- It's methadone.
1107
00:40:59,100 --> 00:41:00,368
- You're on drugs?