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- Previously on "Teen
Mom The Next Chapter"...
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- I don't want to be around
you when you're drunk.
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When I was growing up,
like, she had me young,
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and there was drinking a lot.
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- I drank a lot.
I drank every day.
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They took my mother[bleep]
drink away from me.
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I want my [bleep] drink.
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- My mom had a few drinks
on a visit with Carly.
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She drank Michelobs.
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- She had a couple
Coors Lights.
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- She's like, you should
have pulled me aside.
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And I said,
my thing is I shouldn't
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have to pull you aside.
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- You wanted me to
reach out to Dad.
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You said that he had
mentioned that he
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wanted to go to
a rehab facility,
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that he needed the help.
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- You never know when
somebody's being serious
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of wanting help or not.
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- I just think that
you're being way too nice.
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- I'm back on the kid thing.
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You have two.
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Technically, I have one.
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- I like my body a lot.
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I don't want to [bleep]
with my hormones right now.
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- It's more, to it than I
just want to have a kid.
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- He's like, OK.
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Well, if you're saying no
right now, what about in
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like two years?
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I would love to go home
and explore different options.
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- I just want my relationship
with my daughter.
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Sorry, baby, that I'm
depressed sometimes.
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I love you, though.
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- I just want you to be your--
like, healthy for yourself
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and your mental health.
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- Andrew's about to take
James to California.
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- It's really unfair.
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- You know what
time the wedding is?
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- 5:00.
- You're going to be late.
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[cheers and applause]
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- Is Amber trying to
get with this girl?
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- Pretty intimate.
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- Is she switching sides?
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Is Amber batting left or right?
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- Hi.
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Oh, OK, everyone's
going to join.
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- Now I can see you.
- OK.
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- Hi, Cate.
- Hi.
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- Speak of the devil.
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- Is everyone in?
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- Amber's running late.
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- Shocker.
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Amber's always running late.
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- Jade, let's talk
about your wedding.
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- It was a freaking blast.
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Yeah, I'm leaving
for our honeymoon
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to Turks and Caicos
in a couple of days.
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- How romantic.
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- So fun.
- Oh, my God.
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- Anybody see Amber
leave with that girl?
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- Ha.
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- Does anybody
know what happened?
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- I mean, I saw
her kissing a girl.
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- Oh, my God.
- I saw them leave together.
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- I like to see Amber
having a good time.
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- I thought it was great.
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- Hey, Amber.
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- Hi, baby, how are you?
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- Good.
We were just talking about you.
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- What were you
guys talking about?
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- We want to know the--
how much fun you had.
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- I think I might have had the
most fun than even the bride.
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- Amber, my next question,
was it a one-time thing?
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- It was a one-time
thing, actually.
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- Has anyone talked
to Mackenzie?
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- We saw her really quick
when we were all in New York.
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- Mackenzie's going to join.
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She asked me to
send her the link.
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Just letting everybody know.
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- Hi, Mackenzie.
- Hi!
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How are you guys?
- Hey.
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- Chaotic bunch.
Oh, my God.
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- Uh-huh.
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- Are you and Khesanio
living together yet or no?
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- Not yet but hopefully soon.
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- What?
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- Mackenzie, I'm going to
add you to the group chat
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that we have.
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We all kind of just
check in with each other
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every now and then.
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- Perfect.
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- Amber.
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- There's a guy.
There's a guy there.
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- Who's with Amber?
- No.
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- Who's sitting with Amber?
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- This is my boyfriend.
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We are now, like,
officially a couple.
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- Hello, everybody.
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- What's your name?
- Welcome to the chaos.
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- Dang, Amber.
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- My name is actually Gary,
believe it or not.
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- Oh, my God.
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- I know, right?
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- Uh-oh.
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- I need more wine.
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- Maybe this is
the Gary for you.
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[laughter]
- I think so.
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- Yeah.
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[upbeat rock music]
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ You better make
your move ♪
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♪ You better make it quick ♪
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♪ Gotta work the room ♪
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♪ You gotta take
it on the chin ♪
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♪ So someone might
take you serious ♪
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- Go back to my artwork.
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- I think we have
some work to do.
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We got a-- a soon
to be 15-year-old.
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Trying to decide, Leah--
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we're going to take you to
dinner for your birthday,
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didn't know if you had a
place you wanted to go.
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- What do you think?
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- I was thinking
Italian, Pio's.
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- We can do that again.
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- We can invite your mom.
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[upbeat music]
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♪ ♪
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- Hi, ladies.
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Well, I'm sorry for just
springing new Gary on you guys,
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but you know me.
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I can't keep
a secret from you.
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Everything's been
going pretty well.
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I have a really
busy week coming up.
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Leah has a birthday.
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She will be 15.
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And James will be coming
to see me just a few days
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later, so I'm really excited--
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busy week.
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But it's going to be a
week filled with love.
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But it's going to be a
week filled with love.
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So--
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Hey, big guy.
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- How's your house going?
You're in there, right?
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- I'm in.
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The house is looking
good, though.
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I have to say, like,
Bubby's room, actually--
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I'm fixing up his room.
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Bubby's going to be
coming to Indiana soon.
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- Yeah.
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I thought you would
say that anyways that you
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would want to come see him.
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- Yeah.
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Well, I wanted to let you know
for Leah's birthday, I think
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we're going to go
to dinner, didn't
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know if you wanted to join us.
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- Well, of course.
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I'm so proud of
Leah and how she
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behaves and everything-- like,
just everything about her.
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- We're thinking 3:15
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- Sounds good.
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I'll definitely-- I'll be
there on time for sure.
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Well, I'll talk to you soon.
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I'm going to fix up
the house a little bit
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before I go to sleep.
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- Talk to you later.
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- All right, bye.
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- ♪ We're turning the corner,
turning the page ♪
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♪ And every single second
with you feels like a party ♪
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♪ To me ♪
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- You guys want
to play "Heads Up"?
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- Yeah.
- OK.
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And then we're going to do
a little bit of cleaning,
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and then we're
going to go to bed.
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[dog growls]
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- They eat-- they
eat mosquitoes.
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They eat mosquitoes out of--
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- They hang upside down.
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- Hang upside down in caves.
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- A bat?
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- Yes, good job.
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My life has
been a wild rodeo.
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I grew up in Oklahoma, and
the moment I met Josh at 16,
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we fell in love quickly.
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We got married and
had three kids,
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but our marriage was
always up and down.
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- I just want
everything to be better.
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My mom was always our
biggest cheerleader.
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But when she passed away from
cancer, I needed a change.
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- It says Florida
Welcome Center.
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- [screams]
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- That's Florida!
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I moved to Florida.
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It was a fresh start
for me and Josh,
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but it didn't last long.
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Not [bleep] doing this.
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You're a dick, Josh.
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I filed for divorce, and
he moved back to Oklahoma.
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Sadly, he hasn't been
helping financially,
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but things now are
getting much better.
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- ♪ Let's kick it
up to the max ♪
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- I've been dating
a new amazing man
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for almost one year.
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Khesanio is a soccer player
and coach from Jamaica,
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and the kids adore him.
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Things have been
going really well.
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You guys know Khes and I have
been together for about a year
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now, and he loves
you guys a lot.
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You guys know that.
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And he's been cooking for us,
and helping pay for bills,
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and really taking a
lot off our plate.
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How do you guys
feel about Khesanio,
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like, moving in full-time?
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- Happy, happy, happy.
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- I would like him to.
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- Well, we will
take Mommy's office
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since I never
really go in there
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and turn it into
Khesanio's man cave.
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And Mommy has her
fitness space, so I
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don't need the office anymore.
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Are we thumbs-up?
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- Thumbs all the
way up to the sky.
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- Thumbs-up.
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- ♪ Whoa-oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ You and me forever ♪
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♪ And it's like
whoa-oh-oh-oh, you and me ♪
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- Hey!
- Hello, hello.
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- It's Khesi!
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- Baby!
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- Look at that big smile.
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- Baby.
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- OK, look, Khes.
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- What did you just call me?
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- Baby.
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- You did some work in here.
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- Yes, I cleaned
it out for you,
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and you got the big TV and that
little thing that you play.
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- Cool.
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- Oh, wow.
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I want a-- I want a backstory
on all these trophies.
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- So this is just a
Sunday league one.
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This is Sunday league.
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This is Sunday league soccer.
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OK.
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And then--
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- He's, like, 20.
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- --ta-da.
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- Jamaica.
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- The motherland.
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- That'll make this
room the man cave.
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That'll complete everything.
- The motherland.
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- ♪ On the first time,
what you got ♪
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♪ Oh, from the first time ♪
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- Buckle up.
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Hey, ladies, I hope all
of you are doing well.
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I'm so bummed that I
missed Jade's wedding.
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Bummer.
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I wanted to be there so bad.
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But it's just been really
busy for me lately.
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I have my real estate
license, but it's
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been very challenging to find
a job to work under a broker.
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And I ended up taking
a waitressing position
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just to pay the bills and
all these kids' activities,
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you know.
265
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Life as a single
mom never stops.
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You know what I mean?
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- ♪ On the first time ♪
268
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[phone rings]
269
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- Hello.
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- Hey,
I was thinking about
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- Hey,
I was thinking about
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stopping by
and bringing some coffee,
273
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so we can talk.
274
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Is that fine?
275
00:10:04,770 --> 00:10:06,505
- Yeah, why can't you
just tell me on the phone?
276
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- This is just about our dad,
and I just kind of want to sit
277
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down, you know, in person.
278
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Let's talk about it.
279
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- Mmm, OK.
280
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I haven't seen
my dad 9, 10 years.
281
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That's how long it's been.
282
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He became addicted to pain
pills after an accident
283
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at work when I was a kid,
and he's been struggling
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with addiction ever since.
285
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When I got addicted to pain
pills myself as a teen,
286
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he enabled me.
287
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It's been hard.
288
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It's just been toxic
my entire life.
289
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After going to rehab
and getting clean,
290
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I decided to create
strong boundaries
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and distance myself from him.
292
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I'm not angry.
293
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I forgive him.
294
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I just think that I get to
be firm in my boundaries.
295
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[light music]
296
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[knock at door]
297
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Come in.
- Hello.
298
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- How are you?
299
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- I'm good.
300
00:10:57,790 --> 00:10:59,759
- Here comes the sun.
Bull[bleep].
301
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- Oh, my.
302
00:11:01,660 --> 00:11:03,229
- All right, so what is it?
303
00:11:03,229 --> 00:11:04,263
What is it?
304
00:11:04,263 --> 00:11:05,498
- I don't know.
305
00:11:05,498 --> 00:11:09,235
OK, so Dad wants
to go into detox.
306
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- Where? Florida?
307
00:11:11,270 --> 00:11:14,607
- No, he's already here.
308
00:11:14,607 --> 00:11:16,776
- What the [bleep], Victoria?
309
00:11:16,776 --> 00:11:18,477
Why?
310
00:11:18,477 --> 00:11:20,479
- Because he said he wanted to
be with his kids and grandkids,
311
00:11:20,479 --> 00:11:22,314
and he wanted to get help.
- Oh, my God.
312
00:11:22,314 --> 00:11:23,916
Where is he at?
Where is he staying?
313
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- He's at my house.
314
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- What the [bleep]?
315
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- He wants to get
help and do detox.
316
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What I do, say no?
- Yes.
317
00:11:30,156 --> 00:11:31,924
- No.
- You tell him to go there.
318
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You tell him to go there.
- I can't reject that.
319
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And I know that it's going
to take longer for you
320
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because your experiences
are different than mine.
321
00:11:39,231 --> 00:11:40,566
- Yeah.
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- And I don't want to put
you in that situation,
323
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so I've kind of just,
like, taken it on.
324
00:11:44,203 --> 00:11:46,038
- I think that you need to
be careful because there's
325
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a difference in supporting
someone through this process
326
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and enabling.
327
00:11:50,509 --> 00:11:52,711
- If you have some sort of
part of you that supports him,
328
00:11:52,711 --> 00:11:54,180
I think, one,
he needs to know that.
329
00:11:54,180 --> 00:11:58,951
I accepted him coming
here because something
330
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did feel different.
331
00:12:01,187 --> 00:12:02,721
He's wanting to go
straight to detox.
332
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- OK.
333
00:12:04,356 --> 00:12:05,858
- There's just a few
things that we have to wrap
334
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up before he goes into detox.
335
00:12:07,526 --> 00:12:10,196
And I think it would be
nice that when you're ready
336
00:12:10,196 --> 00:12:12,064
or when you feel
good to step in
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with whatever type of support
that you want to give--
338
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because you can relate to the
stuff that he's going through
339
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and what he's going
to go through.
340
00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:23,275
- If he commits and
follows through,
341
00:12:23,275 --> 00:12:26,145
I will meet him at the entrance
of the detox facility--
342
00:12:26,145 --> 00:12:27,279
- Yeah.
343
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- --and walk him
through those doors.
344
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But if he checks out--
345
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- That's fair.
346
00:12:31,784 --> 00:12:33,119
- --of that detox
facility, deuces.
347
00:12:33,119 --> 00:12:34,920
I do not have time
for that [bleep].
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00:12:40,618 --> 00:12:41,820
[upbeat music]
349
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- ♪ This is a beautiful life ♪
350
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♪ The sun is shining outside ♪
351
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♪ Nobody's killing our vibe ♪
352
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♪ ♪
353
00:12:51,596 --> 00:12:52,664
- What are you doing?
354
00:12:52,664 --> 00:12:54,966
- What are you doing?
355
00:12:54,966 --> 00:12:57,168
- Depends.
What are you doing?
356
00:12:57,168 --> 00:13:01,906
- I on my iPad, looking at
fireman, like, career stuff.
357
00:13:01,906 --> 00:13:04,375
- I got a lighter.
358
00:13:04,375 --> 00:13:05,944
- What is that for?
359
00:13:05,944 --> 00:13:07,312
- I was going to make creme
brulée, but it's not working.
360
00:13:07,312 --> 00:13:09,547
But what are you looking
at fireman stuff for?
361
00:13:09,547 --> 00:13:11,116
- A career.
362
00:13:11,116 --> 00:13:14,819
- You're looking at that
because of the baby talk?
363
00:13:14,819 --> 00:13:17,455
- Now that you
bring it up, yes.
364
00:13:17,455 --> 00:13:18,957
- Tell me more.
365
00:13:18,957 --> 00:13:20,425
- Just looking at different
things, different options,
366
00:13:20,425 --> 00:13:21,626
you know.
367
00:13:21,626 --> 00:13:23,328
EMT, of course,
you know-- you need
368
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to have that as a prerequisite
to become a fireman.
369
00:13:25,697 --> 00:13:26,831
- Uh-huh.
370
00:13:26,831 --> 00:13:27,999
- Like, an electrician--
371
00:13:27,999 --> 00:13:29,167
I was looking at
that, you know.
372
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They make pretty good salaries.
373
00:13:30,568 --> 00:13:33,771
And yeah, just kind
of weighing options.
374
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- OK.
375
00:13:35,373 --> 00:13:36,875
- We had our talk back
in Columbia, you know.
376
00:13:36,875 --> 00:13:38,576
And I was just trying to
be a little proactive.
377
00:13:38,576 --> 00:13:40,712
- When and how would
you know that you're
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00:13:40,712 --> 00:13:43,548
ready for another child
if that's something that's
379
00:13:43,548 --> 00:13:45,216
going to be on the table?
380
00:13:45,216 --> 00:13:49,654
- If Zach showed up in
different ways that provided,
381
00:13:49,654 --> 00:13:52,590
like, my mind more stability.
382
00:13:52,590 --> 00:13:56,494
I think listening to you,
like, and being active,
383
00:13:56,494 --> 00:14:00,265
it just makes me think like,
OK, am I doing everything
384
00:14:00,265 --> 00:14:02,600
I can to make sure I'm
putting energy into,
385
00:14:02,600 --> 00:14:05,170
like, that conversation-- not
saying, like, I want to have
386
00:14:05,170 --> 00:14:07,305
a baby but also
not saying, like,
387
00:14:07,305 --> 00:14:09,240
no, I don't want to have one.
388
00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:11,476
It's not like I'm
getting younger.
389
00:14:11,476 --> 00:14:14,913
I should just go and at least
meet with the fertility doctor
390
00:14:14,913 --> 00:14:16,614
and see what the options are.
391
00:14:16,614 --> 00:14:18,683
- But I do think that's
a good idea, you know,
392
00:14:18,683 --> 00:14:22,587
just so you can get the
knowledge and just know,
393
00:14:22,587 --> 00:14:25,690
you know-- pretty sure, you
know, they could be like,
394
00:14:25,690 --> 00:14:27,659
you have 10, 15 years.
395
00:14:27,659 --> 00:14:28,760
You're still good.
396
00:14:28,760 --> 00:14:30,795
You don't need to
worry about that.
397
00:14:30,795 --> 00:14:32,764
Or it could be like you have,
like, you know, 10, 15 months,
398
00:14:32,764 --> 00:14:34,632
- I'm going to make
the appointment.
399
00:14:34,632 --> 00:14:38,670
I don't want to say no,
but I don't want to say yes.
400
00:14:38,670 --> 00:14:41,839
And I don't want to do either
answer without knowing all,
401
00:14:41,839 --> 00:14:43,441
like, the pieces of the puzzle.
402
00:14:43,441 --> 00:14:46,477
- Yeah, I agree.
403
00:14:46,477 --> 00:14:49,447
[upbeat music]
404
00:14:49,447 --> 00:14:53,017
♪ ♪
405
00:14:53,017 --> 00:14:54,519
- Hey, guys.
406
00:14:54,519 --> 00:14:58,122
So it's crazy, but I
haven't spoken to my mom
407
00:14:58,122 --> 00:15:00,858
in about six months ever
since the Carly visit.
408
00:15:00,858 --> 00:15:02,327
- Is that Carly standing there?
409
00:15:02,327 --> 00:15:04,095
- Yeah.
- Holy crap.
410
00:15:04,095 --> 00:15:05,697
- She's tall.
411
00:15:05,697 --> 00:15:09,300
Unfortunately, my mom
broke one of my boundaries.
412
00:15:09,300 --> 00:15:10,835
She had a few drinks.
413
00:15:10,835 --> 00:15:12,737
It's exhausting.
- But I'll tell you what.
414
00:15:12,737 --> 00:15:14,105
- So done with it.
415
00:15:14,105 --> 00:15:15,206
She hasn't really
tried to reach out.
416
00:15:15,206 --> 00:15:17,408
I haven't reached out to her.
417
00:15:17,408 --> 00:15:19,577
It's definitely been,
you know-- it's hard,
418
00:15:19,577 --> 00:15:20,778
and it's difficult.
419
00:15:20,778 --> 00:15:22,647
It's hard to get help
with the kids.
420
00:15:22,647 --> 00:15:25,283
But, you know, also,
like, I don't want
421
00:15:25,283 --> 00:15:28,052
my children to see the sort
of stuff that I saw
422
00:15:28,052 --> 00:15:29,854
as a kid either.
423
00:15:29,854 --> 00:15:33,558
So I'm hoping that there can
be some change in the future.
424
00:15:33,558 --> 00:15:37,495
But if there isn't,
I'm OK right now.
425
00:15:37,495 --> 00:15:39,497
- Where are we going?
What do you want?
426
00:15:39,497 --> 00:15:41,032
- Oh, yeah, mm-hmm.
She was doing--
427
00:15:41,032 --> 00:15:42,066
- Let's go this--
428
00:15:42,066 --> 00:15:44,369
let's go this way.
429
00:15:46,070 --> 00:15:49,073
- Nova-- her cheer comp
season is starting soon.
430
00:15:49,073 --> 00:15:50,908
- I already talked to her.
- Yeah.
431
00:15:50,908 --> 00:15:52,377
- I told her-- I said, listen,
me and Mom don't have
432
00:15:52,377 --> 00:15:54,178
as much help as we did before.
433
00:15:54,178 --> 00:15:57,815
So I'll be at as many
competitions as I can be at.
434
00:15:57,815 --> 00:15:59,484
- With all the stuff that
happened with my mom and stuff,
435
00:15:59,484 --> 00:16:01,286
I mean, I feel like the
only hard aspect is, like,
436
00:16:01,286 --> 00:16:02,887
not having help with the kids.
437
00:16:02,887 --> 00:16:07,425
Just the fact that there is
no effort is crazy to me.
438
00:16:07,425 --> 00:16:09,927
- And you have said many times.
439
00:16:09,927 --> 00:16:11,629
Like, you've given
her the freedom
440
00:16:11,629 --> 00:16:14,966
of, hey, like, my kids-- you
always have access to them.
441
00:16:14,966 --> 00:16:16,267
I don't restrict it.
442
00:16:16,267 --> 00:16:18,102
You have the numbers.
You have my address.
443
00:16:18,102 --> 00:16:20,338
- Yeah, you have
their iPad thing.
444
00:16:20,338 --> 00:16:22,640
I mean, my kids have called
them in the past multiple times
445
00:16:22,640 --> 00:16:24,042
from their iPads.
446
00:16:24,042 --> 00:16:25,209
- FaceTime and all that stuff.
447
00:16:25,209 --> 00:16:26,444
- You know how to
get a hold of them.
448
00:16:26,444 --> 00:16:28,346
For me, it got to
the point where
449
00:16:28,346 --> 00:16:30,148
it's like I should not be
anxious dropping my children
450
00:16:30,148 --> 00:16:31,716
off with their grandma.
451
00:16:31,716 --> 00:16:33,084
- I think you're doing the
right thing as far as--
452
00:16:33,084 --> 00:16:34,185
- Yeah.
453
00:16:34,185 --> 00:16:35,420
No, I know-- I know that I am.
454
00:16:35,420 --> 00:16:36,754
- Yeah-- creating
your boundaries.
455
00:16:36,754 --> 00:16:38,222
You're making your safe circle.
456
00:16:38,222 --> 00:16:39,691
- I just don't want
my kids to look at me
457
00:16:39,691 --> 00:16:41,259
and be like, you kept
me from my grandma.
458
00:16:41,259 --> 00:16:43,728
Like, Nova's the oldest,
so I don't want it to affect
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00:16:43,728 --> 00:16:45,129
her in a negative light.
460
00:16:45,129 --> 00:16:46,631
Like, I don't want her
to look at, like, me.
461
00:16:46,631 --> 00:16:47,632
- Check it out with her.
462
00:16:47,632 --> 00:16:48,833
She's very wise.
She's smart.
463
00:16:48,833 --> 00:16:50,601
Be like, hey,
do you miss your grandma?
464
00:16:50,601 --> 00:16:52,970
Yes.
Would you want to FaceTime her?
465
00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,839
Like, just giving her--
466
00:16:54,839 --> 00:16:55,873
you can whenever you want.
467
00:16:55,873 --> 00:16:57,608
- I don't know.
468
00:16:57,608 --> 00:16:59,677
Yeah, I think I'm going to
probably bring it up to her
469
00:16:59,677 --> 00:17:01,045
again and be like, hey,
have you ever thought about,
470
00:17:01,045 --> 00:17:02,980
you know-- do you miss her?
Yeah.
471
00:17:10,205 --> 00:17:13,175
[upbeat music]
472
00:17:13,175 --> 00:17:18,680
♪ ♪
473
00:17:18,680 --> 00:17:21,717
- OK, so super scary
situation over here--
474
00:17:21,717 --> 00:17:24,386
my daughter, Jaxie,
got in a bike wreck,
475
00:17:24,386 --> 00:17:28,056
and she broke her arm
and busted a front tooth
476
00:17:28,056 --> 00:17:29,691
out, which was an adult tooth.
477
00:17:29,691 --> 00:17:32,861
Khesanio was amazing
through this whole thing,
478
00:17:32,861 --> 00:17:34,763
and he was right by our side.
479
00:17:34,763 --> 00:17:38,033
She actually has surgery
tomorrow on her arm,
480
00:17:38,033 --> 00:17:39,935
and we're flying my dad in.
481
00:17:39,935 --> 00:17:42,805
There's Papa.
482
00:17:42,805 --> 00:17:45,774
Whoo-hoo.
483
00:17:45,774 --> 00:17:47,142
- How you feeling, little girl?
484
00:17:47,142 --> 00:17:49,144
Oh, my goodness.
485
00:17:49,144 --> 00:17:50,779
- You both have missing teeth.
486
00:17:50,779 --> 00:17:54,049
- You look a little prettier
than I do without yours.
487
00:17:54,049 --> 00:17:55,150
- No, she don't
even look pretty.
488
00:17:55,150 --> 00:17:56,919
- Yes, she does.
489
00:17:56,919 --> 00:17:58,020
- Khesanio and my
dad have a really,
490
00:17:58,020 --> 00:17:59,788
really good relationship.
491
00:17:59,788 --> 00:18:02,090
My dad loves
Khesanio, and he is
492
00:18:02,090 --> 00:18:04,526
so thankful to
know that Khesanio
493
00:18:04,526 --> 00:18:06,361
is here taking care of us.
494
00:18:06,361 --> 00:18:10,098
I really think that it
makes my dad so happy
495
00:18:10,098 --> 00:18:13,168
and have some peace
to see me with a man
496
00:18:13,168 --> 00:18:15,537
that loves me and my kids.
497
00:18:15,537 --> 00:18:18,340
- ♪ It's that easy ♪
498
00:18:18,340 --> 00:18:20,342
♪ 1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3 ♪
499
00:18:20,342 --> 00:18:22,110
♪ It's that easy ♪
500
00:18:22,110 --> 00:18:23,512
♪ 1, 2, 3 ♪
501
00:18:23,512 --> 00:18:25,080
- We're happy that
you're actually back
502
00:18:25,080 --> 00:18:26,982
and spending some
time with the kids.
503
00:18:26,982 --> 00:18:30,152
- I'll tell you,
I love being here.
504
00:18:30,152 --> 00:18:32,120
But I wish it was under
different circumstances.
505
00:18:32,120 --> 00:18:34,389
- True. True.
506
00:18:35,490 --> 00:18:37,025
- ♪ It's that easy ♪
507
00:18:37,025 --> 00:18:39,728
♪ Easy ♪
508
00:18:41,730 --> 00:18:45,667
- You guys are pulling
off the family thing
509
00:18:45,667 --> 00:18:47,269
really well I think.
- Yeah.
510
00:18:47,269 --> 00:18:50,105
- How did you adjust to just
all of a sudden
511
00:18:50,105 --> 00:18:51,740
three kids
being in the picture?
512
00:18:51,740 --> 00:18:53,375
- I think at the start, I just
needed to create a relationship
513
00:18:53,375 --> 00:18:57,079
with the kids, like, you
know, build trust, build
514
00:18:57,079 --> 00:19:00,883
a lot of those things that make
them feel comfortable as well,
515
00:19:00,883 --> 00:19:02,417
you know.
516
00:19:02,417 --> 00:19:05,187
I've felt secured in
this whole relationship
517
00:19:05,187 --> 00:19:07,055
with Mack from the start.
518
00:19:07,055 --> 00:19:08,624
- I've seen my daughter hurt.
519
00:19:08,624 --> 00:19:09,725
- Oh, yeah.
520
00:19:09,725 --> 00:19:11,793
- And I don't want
to see it again.
521
00:19:11,793 --> 00:19:15,197
I really feel like that's
not going to happen here.
522
00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:16,798
- No.
523
00:19:20,369 --> 00:19:25,641
- ♪ Every day is a different
story that I tell myself ♪
524
00:19:25,641 --> 00:19:29,011
- My sister is dropping
off my dad at detox today.
525
00:19:29,011 --> 00:19:32,981
I am going to see my dad.
526
00:19:32,981 --> 00:19:37,286
I made the promise that
if he went into detox
527
00:19:37,286 --> 00:19:39,688
that I would meet him there.
528
00:19:39,688 --> 00:19:42,457
Yeah.
529
00:19:42,457 --> 00:19:46,328
It's a huge step but
also just the beginning.
530
00:19:46,328 --> 00:19:49,631
- ♪ Break away
from the old me ♪
531
00:19:49,631 --> 00:19:53,402
♪ And I don't
know what's next ♪
532
00:19:53,402 --> 00:19:55,871
- I feel like you're
nervous a little bit.
533
00:19:55,871 --> 00:19:58,774
- Well, you know, anybody
would be nervous a little bit.
534
00:19:58,774 --> 00:20:01,910
- Leah is not going to be,
you know, as welcoming
535
00:20:01,910 --> 00:20:03,845
until you get through this.
536
00:20:03,845 --> 00:20:07,182
The medication has taken
20 years of your life.
537
00:20:07,182 --> 00:20:11,053
It's taken 20
years of our life.
538
00:20:11,053 --> 00:20:12,220
Are you ready to do it?
539
00:20:12,220 --> 00:20:14,356
- Yep. Absolutely.
540
00:20:14,356 --> 00:20:17,659
I want to be free of it.
541
00:20:17,659 --> 00:20:22,564
- Because I can personally
relate to his circumstance
542
00:20:22,564 --> 00:20:25,167
when it comes to being
addicted to the pain pills
543
00:20:25,167 --> 00:20:27,602
or struggling with addiction,
544
00:20:27,602 --> 00:20:31,206
I can, like,
extend compassion.
545
00:20:31,206 --> 00:20:33,375
I think that I'm at
a place in my life
546
00:20:33,375 --> 00:20:35,577
where I'm strong
enough to support
547
00:20:35,577 --> 00:20:37,012
him all the way through.
548
00:20:37,012 --> 00:20:38,313
Maybe this is it.
549
00:20:38,313 --> 00:20:40,882
Maybe this is the real deal.
550
00:20:40,882 --> 00:20:42,451
- I'm going to pull up
here and let you out.
551
00:20:42,451 --> 00:20:44,720
Leah is here.
She wants to talk to you.
552
00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:46,755
She's waiting for
you in her car.
553
00:20:46,755 --> 00:20:49,024
♪ ♪
554
00:20:49,024 --> 00:20:51,994
- [vocalizing]
555
00:20:51,994 --> 00:20:58,934
♪ ♪
556
00:21:01,603 --> 00:21:04,773
♪ I'll find my way back ♪
557
00:21:04,773 --> 00:21:06,308
- Hi.
558
00:21:10,545 --> 00:21:13,415
[upbeat music]
559
00:21:13,415 --> 00:21:20,555
♪ ♪
560
00:21:21,423 --> 00:21:23,725
- Show off your tricks.
561
00:21:23,725 --> 00:21:25,160
Come up.
562
00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:26,528
OK.
All right.
563
00:21:26,528 --> 00:21:27,763
- Is that the trick?
564
00:21:27,763 --> 00:21:28,964
- That is her trick.
565
00:21:28,964 --> 00:21:30,399
- ♪ Sunny days ahead ♪
566
00:21:30,399 --> 00:21:33,268
♪ I'm jumping in,
ready or not ♪
567
00:21:33,268 --> 00:21:36,571
♪ Let's bring the blue
square back again ♪
568
00:21:36,571 --> 00:21:39,207
♪ Sunny days ahead ♪
569
00:21:39,207 --> 00:21:40,375
- Hello.
- Hey.
570
00:21:40,375 --> 00:21:41,877
- Hi.
- How are you?
571
00:21:41,877 --> 00:21:43,211
- Hi, how are you?
572
00:21:43,211 --> 00:21:44,246
What's your name, big guy?
573
00:21:44,246 --> 00:21:45,847
- Ace.
574
00:21:45,847 --> 00:21:47,416
It's his nap time,
so he's angry at the world.
575
00:21:47,416 --> 00:21:50,185
- Does he want to lie
down and take a nap?
576
00:21:50,185 --> 00:21:51,486
- Wow.
577
00:21:51,486 --> 00:21:52,821
- So what brings you in today?
578
00:21:52,821 --> 00:21:56,625
- So we were looking into
the different options
579
00:21:56,625 --> 00:22:01,696
of having another baby or
freezing my eggs and waiting.
580
00:22:01,696 --> 00:22:03,532
I don't know anything
about freezing my eggs.
581
00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:05,067
I don't even know
how that works,
582
00:22:05,067 --> 00:22:06,701
if that's even an option,
if that's the thing.
583
00:22:06,701 --> 00:22:08,603
- You are 32.
Is that right?
584
00:22:08,603 --> 00:22:09,671
- Yes.
- Me or him?
585
00:22:09,671 --> 00:22:11,440
- I'm 32. She's 31.
- Oh, OK.
586
00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:13,041
- What are you using for
birth control right now?
587
00:22:13,041 --> 00:22:14,409
- The pill.
588
00:22:14,409 --> 00:22:15,477
- We can freeze eggs.
589
00:22:15,477 --> 00:22:17,345
We can freeze the embryos.
590
00:22:17,345 --> 00:22:18,447
Or you can have another kid.
591
00:22:18,447 --> 00:22:20,115
All of those are on the table.
592
00:22:20,115 --> 00:22:24,219
When you freeze eggs,
the good part of freezing eggs
593
00:22:24,219 --> 00:22:25,620
is it's not an embryo.
594
00:22:25,620 --> 00:22:27,622
So a lot of people
feel more comfortable.
595
00:22:27,622 --> 00:22:29,157
- Oh, an embryo is a baby.
596
00:22:29,157 --> 00:22:32,027
- So an embryo, you
know-- when you put an egg
597
00:22:32,027 --> 00:22:34,262
and a sperm together and
it's a fertilized embryo,
598
00:22:34,262 --> 00:22:35,730
it's an embryo.
599
00:22:35,730 --> 00:22:37,632
So the point of freezing
eggs for a lot of people
600
00:22:37,632 --> 00:22:40,569
is, like, oh, I'm not
ready to have a kid now,
601
00:22:40,569 --> 00:22:41,870
and I'm getting older.
602
00:22:41,870 --> 00:22:43,371
And I don't want to wait
because if I'm older,
603
00:22:43,371 --> 00:22:45,073
I'm going to be less fertile.
604
00:22:45,073 --> 00:22:47,509
And then I might not be
able to get pregnant.
605
00:22:47,509 --> 00:22:50,479
If you really think that
you're going to be waiting,
606
00:22:50,479 --> 00:22:52,981
then it's something
to consider, you know.
607
00:22:52,981 --> 00:22:55,383
But if you're waiting
till 35 or 36--
608
00:22:55,383 --> 00:22:56,918
- Then it's--
609
00:22:56,918 --> 00:22:58,954
- --it's not that critical
because you could just--
610
00:22:58,954 --> 00:23:01,556
if at 35 or 36 you're not
pregnant within six months,
611
00:23:01,556 --> 00:23:03,125
you could do it then.
612
00:23:03,125 --> 00:23:05,527
If you want, we can go
inside, and do an ultrasound,
613
00:23:05,527 --> 00:23:08,296
and look at your ovaries,
see how many eggs
614
00:23:08,296 --> 00:23:09,598
really are in both ovaries.
615
00:23:09,598 --> 00:23:11,700
- Yeah.
- OK.
616
00:23:11,700 --> 00:23:13,568
Let's go.
617
00:23:15,337 --> 00:23:18,940
I think there's six follicles,
and I bet there'll be more.
618
00:23:18,940 --> 00:23:21,243
Because you're on the pill,
they're probably suppressed,
619
00:23:21,243 --> 00:23:25,046
so they're smaller than we
would see if you get off.
620
00:23:25,046 --> 00:23:26,681
The world is open to you.
621
00:23:26,681 --> 00:23:30,385
You could choose to freeze
eggs because you want to.
622
00:23:30,385 --> 00:23:34,356
There's no urgency
for you to do it.
623
00:23:34,356 --> 00:23:36,091
Any other questions for me?
624
00:23:36,091 --> 00:23:37,659
- No, I think we just--
625
00:23:37,659 --> 00:23:41,463
Zach and I need to
make a decision.
626
00:23:41,463 --> 00:23:44,866
- ♪ No one likes to change ♪
627
00:23:44,866 --> 00:23:48,436
♪ We are built that way ♪
628
00:23:48,436 --> 00:23:49,638
- Let's go.
629
00:23:49,638 --> 00:23:51,039
- Take Molly with you.
630
00:23:51,039 --> 00:23:53,875
- ♪ I guess that
it's growing pains ♪
631
00:23:53,875 --> 00:23:56,144
- [yawns]
632
00:23:56,144 --> 00:23:57,445
- I'm tired, too.
633
00:23:57,445 --> 00:23:58,880
- Yeah.
634
00:23:58,880 --> 00:24:00,682
- I hope Amber and Leah
get along tomorrow.
635
00:24:00,682 --> 00:24:02,984
I know the birthdays have
always been a bit touchy.
636
00:24:02,984 --> 00:24:04,653
- Are you excited
for your birthday?
637
00:24:04,653 --> 00:24:06,254
- Mm-hmm.
- Who you want to invite?
638
00:24:06,254 --> 00:24:08,690
- You, Christina, Emily.
639
00:24:08,690 --> 00:24:11,059
- Your mom.
- I don't want to, though.
640
00:24:11,059 --> 00:24:12,627
- You know, Leah is--
641
00:24:12,627 --> 00:24:14,262
she's getting to
the point now where
642
00:24:14,262 --> 00:24:16,431
she's becoming more vocal.
643
00:24:16,431 --> 00:24:17,933
She is very opinionated.
644
00:24:17,933 --> 00:24:19,434
And--
645
00:24:19,434 --> 00:24:21,336
- You know, there's
a way that Amber even
646
00:24:21,336 --> 00:24:22,571
talks to Leah
sometimes, and Amber
647
00:24:22,571 --> 00:24:23,939
doesn't know that it's like--
648
00:24:23,939 --> 00:24:25,674
it annoys Leah.
649
00:24:25,674 --> 00:24:27,776
I want nothing but a healthy
relationship for them, too.
650
00:24:27,776 --> 00:24:29,477
- Yeah.
651
00:24:29,477 --> 00:24:31,112
- I've been trying to have a
healthy relationship with Amber
652
00:24:31,112 --> 00:24:32,747
for a while, but...
653
00:24:33,915 --> 00:24:37,052
- ♪ Go get you some ♪
654
00:24:37,052 --> 00:24:39,321
♪ Uh-huh ♪
655
00:24:39,321 --> 00:24:42,290
♪ ♪
656
00:24:42,290 --> 00:24:44,759
- Boo-boo birthday.
657
00:24:46,795 --> 00:24:49,598
- Let's make bets on how long
it'll take for her to get here.
658
00:24:49,598 --> 00:24:51,299
- She's always late.
659
00:24:51,299 --> 00:24:54,002
Would you want to message
Amber and tell her we're here?
660
00:24:54,002 --> 00:24:57,005
- Is she driving herself,
or does she have an Uber?
661
00:24:57,005 --> 00:24:59,407
- I don't know.
662
00:24:59,407 --> 00:25:01,209
- Oh, God.
663
00:25:01,209 --> 00:25:02,811
[phone chimes]
664
00:25:02,811 --> 00:25:06,248
- Now that you are 15,
do you want to go take
665
00:25:06,248 --> 00:25:08,149
your permit test this week?
666
00:25:08,149 --> 00:25:09,351
Do you think you're ready?
667
00:25:09,351 --> 00:25:11,620
- OK.
668
00:25:11,620 --> 00:25:14,155
[line trilling]
669
00:25:14,155 --> 00:25:16,091
[phone chiming]
670
00:25:16,091 --> 00:25:17,225
- Hello.
671
00:25:17,225 --> 00:25:18,360
- Hey, what's up?
672
00:25:18,360 --> 00:25:20,495
- Yeah, we're starving here.
So--
673
00:25:20,495 --> 00:25:22,097
- Why are you on me?
674
00:25:22,097 --> 00:25:23,331
- Well, you're late.
675
00:25:23,331 --> 00:25:24,733
- No.
676
00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:27,902
I got here at, like, 3:15.
677
00:25:27,902 --> 00:25:29,971
- I'm, like,
about 15 minutes away.
678
00:25:29,971 --> 00:25:32,507
- We'll see you
when you get here.
679
00:25:32,507 --> 00:25:34,709
- Bye.
- All right, bye.
680
00:25:34,709 --> 00:25:37,912
[tense music]
681
00:25:37,912 --> 00:25:39,881
♪ ♪
682
00:25:39,881 --> 00:25:42,350
- I'm going to do
the chicken Parmesan.
683
00:25:42,350 --> 00:25:45,620
And then for her when she gets
here, what is it she gets,
684
00:25:45,620 --> 00:25:47,822
that spinach ravioli--
685
00:25:47,822 --> 00:25:49,791
- Oh, the ravioli Mariano--
686
00:25:49,791 --> 00:25:52,227
spinach ravioli
with marinara sauce.
687
00:25:52,227 --> 00:25:54,195
- Yes.
688
00:25:55,430 --> 00:25:58,967
- Hello.
689
00:25:58,967 --> 00:26:00,135
Hi.
690
00:26:00,135 --> 00:26:01,303
- Hi.
691
00:26:01,303 --> 00:26:03,271
- Guys, I made it.
692
00:26:03,271 --> 00:26:07,509
[laughs]
693
00:26:07,509 --> 00:26:09,000
My 15-year-old girl.
694
00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:10,011
My 15-year-old girl.
695
00:26:10,011 --> 00:26:12,447
I miss you, too.
696
00:26:12,447 --> 00:26:13,448
- Excuse me.
697
00:26:13,448 --> 00:26:14,616
The chicken Parm.
698
00:26:14,616 --> 00:26:16,217
- Thank you.
699
00:26:16,217 --> 00:26:17,452
- Excuse me.
700
00:26:17,452 --> 00:26:19,120
Ravioli for you.
- Thank you.
701
00:26:19,120 --> 00:26:20,822
- Did it seem like
fast service to you?
702
00:26:20,822 --> 00:26:22,223
- Shut up.
- I'm just making sure.
703
00:26:22,223 --> 00:26:23,625
- What's our plan?
704
00:26:23,625 --> 00:26:25,660
You're 15.
705
00:26:25,660 --> 00:26:27,862
Do you know, actually,
now, at your age,
706
00:26:27,862 --> 00:26:30,198
you're going to need me more
than ever because you're
707
00:26:30,198 --> 00:26:32,801
about to get real crazy.
708
00:26:35,804 --> 00:26:36,905
Oh, I didn't tell you.
709
00:26:36,905 --> 00:26:38,606
So I have a new boyfriend.
710
00:26:38,606 --> 00:26:40,075
- I'm scared.
711
00:26:40,075 --> 00:26:41,643
- Why were you
looking like that?
712
00:26:41,643 --> 00:26:42,844
- New and improved.
713
00:26:42,844 --> 00:26:44,112
- I'm just drinking
my lemonade.
714
00:26:44,112 --> 00:26:46,047
- This is why I'm so
sarcastic with you
715
00:26:46,047 --> 00:26:49,050
because you just say
things to just say it--
716
00:26:49,050 --> 00:26:50,618
your attitude.
717
00:26:50,618 --> 00:26:52,921
Like, when I'm around her--
718
00:26:52,921 --> 00:26:54,856
- She's just like her daddy.
719
00:26:54,856 --> 00:26:56,257
- --the worst of me
come-- it's not the worst.
720
00:26:56,257 --> 00:26:58,993
It's, like, the most
sarcastic, like, part of me.
721
00:26:58,993 --> 00:27:00,161
I want to just--
722
00:27:00,161 --> 00:27:01,529
but then she pushes it.
723
00:27:01,529 --> 00:27:03,665
She's also very sarcastic.
724
00:27:03,665 --> 00:27:04,666
I love her to death.
725
00:27:04,666 --> 00:27:05,967
She's just like me.
726
00:27:05,967 --> 00:27:08,069
Here, I'll just show
you a little picture.
727
00:27:08,069 --> 00:27:09,204
- I don't want
to see a picture.
728
00:27:09,204 --> 00:27:10,572
Do you want a third kid?
729
00:27:10,572 --> 00:27:11,773
- Yes, I do.
730
00:27:11,773 --> 00:27:12,974
- There you go.
731
00:27:12,974 --> 00:27:14,843
- As long as he
makes you happy.
732
00:27:14,843 --> 00:27:16,344
- The [bleep] you
talking about?
733
00:27:16,344 --> 00:27:18,146
- What?
- Is he cute?
734
00:27:18,146 --> 00:27:19,280
- That's rude.
735
00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:20,715
- I didn't say
nothing about him.
736
00:27:20,715 --> 00:27:22,617
- That's the point.
You said that so rude, though.
737
00:27:22,617 --> 00:27:25,553
That's her being a dick.
738
00:27:25,553 --> 00:27:26,988
- That was a bad word.
739
00:27:26,988 --> 00:27:29,224
- See, you make
me want to cuss.
740
00:27:29,224 --> 00:27:30,525
- You have self-control.
741
00:27:30,525 --> 00:27:32,761
- I do, obviously.
742
00:27:32,761 --> 00:27:35,163
Thank you so much.
743
00:27:35,163 --> 00:27:37,966
- What time is it, babe?
- Why are you asking what time?
744
00:27:37,966 --> 00:27:39,734
- Because she needs to
study for her homework,
745
00:27:39,734 --> 00:27:41,503
and it's 6:00.
- I get that.
746
00:27:41,503 --> 00:27:42,971
OK, OK, calm.
747
00:27:42,971 --> 00:27:44,272
- Well, you ask a question.
I'm going to answer it.
748
00:27:44,272 --> 00:27:45,840
- OK, calm.
749
00:27:45,840 --> 00:27:47,075
- Don't ask me a question and
not expect me to answer it.
750
00:27:47,075 --> 00:27:49,177
- You got an issue
or something?
751
00:27:49,177 --> 00:27:54,649
♪ ♪
752
00:27:55,950 --> 00:27:59,120
[tense music]
753
00:27:59,120 --> 00:28:06,060
♪ ♪
754
00:28:07,328 --> 00:28:09,197
- Hi.
755
00:28:14,235 --> 00:28:16,438
Come here.
756
00:28:16,438 --> 00:28:18,206
[sniffling]
757
00:28:26,648 --> 00:28:28,316
- I love you.
758
00:28:30,318 --> 00:28:32,587
- Love you.
759
00:28:34,122 --> 00:28:36,157
I love you, but it's very hard.
760
00:28:36,157 --> 00:28:40,528
- And I'm just so sorry for
being messed up on them things
761
00:28:40,528 --> 00:28:44,132
for so long, thinking I had
to have them to survive,
762
00:28:44,132 --> 00:28:45,133
you know--
763
00:28:45,133 --> 00:28:46,000
- And you don't.
764
00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:48,036
- --to go without pain.
765
00:28:48,036 --> 00:28:50,071
- And I want to support you.
766
00:28:50,071 --> 00:28:51,906
I want you to know
that I support you.
767
00:28:51,906 --> 00:28:54,008
But you also have to
know that the detox
768
00:28:54,008 --> 00:28:55,610
is going to be very difficult.
769
00:28:55,610 --> 00:28:59,047
- I'm ready.
770
00:28:59,047 --> 00:29:03,685
- When it comes
to our past, I've
771
00:29:03,685 --> 00:29:07,489
already done the work that
I've needed to do to overcome
772
00:29:07,489 --> 00:29:08,623
anything from the past.
773
00:29:08,623 --> 00:29:10,058
I hold no grudges.
774
00:29:10,058 --> 00:29:13,294
I forgive you for the past.
775
00:29:13,294 --> 00:29:15,163
Even with my childhood,
I've done the work
776
00:29:15,163 --> 00:29:19,067
to do what I needed to do
to make sure that it does
777
00:29:19,067 --> 00:29:21,903
not reflect on my daughters.
778
00:29:21,903 --> 00:29:24,672
And that's why boundaries
are so important to me
779
00:29:24,672 --> 00:29:28,409
because there was a lot that
I went through and didn't even
780
00:29:28,409 --> 00:29:30,512
speak on or didn't
even know that bothered
781
00:29:30,512 --> 00:29:34,649
me until I went to treatment.
782
00:29:34,649 --> 00:29:36,284
And you can see it.
783
00:29:36,284 --> 00:29:38,887
Like, you can see it come to
fruition in my kids' lives,
784
00:29:38,887 --> 00:29:40,655
in my own life.
785
00:29:40,655 --> 00:29:46,160
But I will not allow anything
to come between that-- nothing.
786
00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:49,297
And I will not allow
them to be exposed
787
00:29:49,297 --> 00:29:56,304
to the same trauma or pain
that we were exposed to.
788
00:29:56,304 --> 00:29:59,908
- I understand that, and I
need to do something about it.
789
00:29:59,908 --> 00:30:05,179
And that's what I'm
prepared and wanting to do.
790
00:30:05,179 --> 00:30:07,715
I'm going to get back
on the right path.
791
00:30:09,651 --> 00:30:11,719
- You do.
792
00:30:11,719 --> 00:30:13,555
I agree.
793
00:30:13,555 --> 00:30:19,160
Genuinely, I thought that
I would get a call in--
794
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:24,098
one day that, you know,
my dad had passed away.
795
00:30:24,098 --> 00:30:29,537
I was prepared for me
to be like, oh, OK.
796
00:30:29,537 --> 00:30:34,475
So this is, like,
797
00:30:34,475 --> 00:30:37,145
different than I expected.
798
00:30:37,145 --> 00:30:38,479
It's going to be a struggle.
799
00:30:38,479 --> 00:30:40,014
It's going to be hard.
800
00:30:40,014 --> 00:30:42,650
I think I gave him the best
advice I had at the moment.
801
00:30:42,650 --> 00:30:47,055
And, you know, I
hope that he pulls--
802
00:30:47,055 --> 00:30:49,290
pulls this through.
803
00:30:52,093 --> 00:30:54,395
- ♪ Some days it feels
easiest ♪
804
00:30:54,395 --> 00:30:58,366
♪ Just to stay
lost in my head ♪
805
00:31:01,603 --> 00:31:04,339
- So I wanted to have
a conversation with you
806
00:31:04,339 --> 00:31:05,640
about your grandma.
807
00:31:05,640 --> 00:31:07,175
Remember when we went
to the Carly visit?
808
00:31:07,175 --> 00:31:10,311
She had a beer when
we were all at dinner.
809
00:31:10,311 --> 00:31:14,082
And so I had to talk to Grandma
and say, hey, I asked you--
810
00:31:14,082 --> 00:31:17,685
I asked you not to drink around
me or the kids, you know.
811
00:31:17,685 --> 00:31:20,521
And so when I told her that,
she got upset with me.
812
00:31:20,521 --> 00:31:23,925
- Yeah, but when is she
going to stop drinking,
813
00:31:23,925 --> 00:31:26,060
so I can actually
go over there?
814
00:31:26,060 --> 00:31:29,831
- I-- I don't know.
815
00:31:29,831 --> 00:31:31,699
Why? Do you miss her?
816
00:31:31,699 --> 00:31:33,301
You do.
817
00:31:33,301 --> 00:31:35,136
Yeah.
818
00:31:35,136 --> 00:31:39,273
- Because I can't be around
her anymore that much.
819
00:31:39,273 --> 00:31:40,141
- OK.
820
00:31:40,141 --> 00:31:42,377
And that makes you sad?
821
00:31:44,012 --> 00:31:46,080
What do you think?
822
00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:48,816
- Because she can say
mean things sometimes,
823
00:31:48,816 --> 00:31:51,452
and she can be weird around us.
824
00:31:51,452 --> 00:31:55,089
Like, one time, she fell
asleep in the bathtub.
825
00:31:55,089 --> 00:31:56,591
- Right.
826
00:31:56,591 --> 00:31:58,693
And see, I don't want you to
be around stuff like that.
827
00:31:58,693 --> 00:32:02,296
'Cause does that make you
feel safe?
828
00:32:02,296 --> 00:32:03,398
No.
829
00:32:03,398 --> 00:32:04,666
I'm sorry.
830
00:32:04,666 --> 00:32:06,834
- It's OK.
831
00:32:09,570 --> 00:32:11,406
- You don't look OK.
832
00:32:13,775 --> 00:32:15,476
You're not OK?
833
00:32:17,078 --> 00:32:19,514
- I just miss her so much.
834
00:32:22,650 --> 00:32:24,485
I just want her back with me.
835
00:32:24,485 --> 00:32:27,388
- You do?
836
00:32:27,388 --> 00:32:29,123
Come here.
837
00:32:35,863 --> 00:32:38,132
I'm sorry.
838
00:32:40,668 --> 00:32:42,503
You know what?
839
00:32:42,503 --> 00:32:44,572
If they're not going to
change, they don't deserve
840
00:32:44,572 --> 00:32:47,241
to be in our life, period.
841
00:32:49,110 --> 00:32:55,000
I just can't imagine,
like, my kids getting older
842
00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:55,016
I just can't imagine,
like, my kids getting older
843
00:32:55,016 --> 00:32:58,186
and have the things
that Mom's done to me.
844
00:32:58,186 --> 00:33:01,389
And I can't imagine, like,
my child saying, hey,
845
00:33:01,389 --> 00:33:04,025
can you do this for me,
so we can build-- like,
846
00:33:04,025 --> 00:33:06,427
I would be doing anything--
847
00:33:06,427 --> 00:33:08,262
anything.
848
00:33:10,064 --> 00:33:12,100
Like, I don't feel
like I'm a bad person.
849
00:33:12,100 --> 00:33:15,036
I just don't want
certain things around me.
850
00:33:16,337 --> 00:33:21,609
So it's just-- it's
just mind boggling to me.
851
00:33:21,609 --> 00:33:23,811
How can you not want to be
around my kids?
852
00:33:23,811 --> 00:33:28,216
- So that means that Grandma
might not want us in her life?
853
00:33:28,216 --> 00:33:29,951
- I don't--
I don't really know.
854
00:33:29,951 --> 00:33:33,221
I guess that would be an answer
that she would have to give.
855
00:33:42,581 --> 00:33:45,550
[gentle music]
856
00:33:45,550 --> 00:33:52,491
♪ ♪
857
00:34:03,935 --> 00:34:05,871
- Khesi's home.
- What's up, big man?
858
00:34:05,871 --> 00:34:07,539
- What's up?
- How was school?
859
00:34:07,539 --> 00:34:08,940
- Fun.
860
00:34:08,940 --> 00:34:10,442
- You know your sister
had surgery today?
861
00:34:10,442 --> 00:34:13,011
- She broke this
bone right here--
862
00:34:13,011 --> 00:34:14,679
these two.
863
00:34:14,679 --> 00:34:19,151
They had to cut her arm to then
screw the bones back together.
864
00:34:20,719 --> 00:34:21,953
- You feel bad?
865
00:34:21,953 --> 00:34:23,388
Yeah.
866
00:34:23,388 --> 00:34:26,358
- Now it's turned into
a three-month thing.
867
00:34:26,358 --> 00:34:29,261
- Wait, so she's going to
be in cast for three months?
868
00:34:29,261 --> 00:34:31,063
Dang.
- Yeah.
869
00:34:31,063 --> 00:34:34,199
Her ligaments that
move her fingers
870
00:34:34,199 --> 00:34:38,637
jammed to the other side
and under her wrist.
871
00:34:38,637 --> 00:34:40,572
And then she has to
be seen every year
872
00:34:40,572 --> 00:34:44,176
because it's her growth plate
to make sure her arm grows.
873
00:34:44,176 --> 00:34:46,812
I'm going to have to shower
with her, brush her teeth.
874
00:34:46,812 --> 00:34:47,946
I have to go to the bathroom.
875
00:34:47,946 --> 00:34:50,515
She can't rip toilet paper off.
876
00:34:50,515 --> 00:34:51,917
- That's got to be tough.
877
00:34:51,917 --> 00:34:54,186
- I am very drained
after today.
878
00:34:54,186 --> 00:34:55,187
- Are you--
- It's fine.
879
00:34:55,187 --> 00:34:56,688
Come give me a hug.
Come on.
880
00:34:56,688 --> 00:34:58,290
- ♪ Have you ever ♪
881
00:34:58,290 --> 00:35:01,193
- Give me a hug.
Hug me good.
882
00:35:01,193 --> 00:35:04,162
Oh, let's both hug Broncs.
Come on.
883
00:35:04,162 --> 00:35:05,597
Tell her it's going to be fine.
884
00:35:05,597 --> 00:35:07,099
- It's going to be fine.
885
00:35:07,099 --> 00:35:08,700
- And tell her that
you love her so much.
886
00:35:08,700 --> 00:35:10,302
- I love you so much.
887
00:35:10,302 --> 00:35:14,339
- Good.
888
00:35:14,339 --> 00:35:19,444
- I love watching Khes be dad.
889
00:35:19,444 --> 00:35:22,747
I was doing my best
being a single mom,
890
00:35:22,747 --> 00:35:25,350
but he's made me realize
there was a lot that I
891
00:35:25,350 --> 00:35:26,885
could have done better with.
892
00:35:26,885 --> 00:35:30,255
He just, like, naturally
picked up the pieces.
893
00:35:30,255 --> 00:35:36,294
Khesanio's role is--
in this house is safety.
894
00:35:36,294 --> 00:35:40,098
- ♪ Let it find you ♪
895
00:35:40,098 --> 00:35:43,068
[upbeat music]
896
00:35:43,068 --> 00:35:49,207
♪ ♪
897
00:35:49,207 --> 00:35:51,710
- I'm enjoying the peace
while Ace is asleep.
898
00:35:51,710 --> 00:35:53,778
- Yeah, right.
899
00:35:53,778 --> 00:35:56,982
- How do you feel after
the fertility visit?
900
00:35:56,982 --> 00:35:58,016
- Felt good.
901
00:35:58,016 --> 00:35:59,417
- Yeah.
902
00:35:59,417 --> 00:36:00,719
- I feel like, you
know, more so for you.
903
00:36:00,719 --> 00:36:02,287
It was for us.
904
00:36:02,287 --> 00:36:05,257
But it was for, you know,
your body, your eggs.
905
00:36:05,257 --> 00:36:07,959
The main thing we got
from that is you have--
906
00:36:07,959 --> 00:36:09,060
we have time.
907
00:36:09,060 --> 00:36:10,695
- There is time.
908
00:36:10,695 --> 00:36:13,231
Like, if we did decide to have
a baby, there's enough time.
909
00:36:13,231 --> 00:36:15,934
I think that there needs
to be more, like, stability
910
00:36:15,934 --> 00:36:19,337
and stability within, like,
careers, and benefits,
911
00:36:19,337 --> 00:36:21,406
and certain things
like that before we
912
00:36:21,406 --> 00:36:23,975
jump into having another one.
913
00:36:23,975 --> 00:36:25,577
I need to really
figure out what I want,
914
00:36:25,577 --> 00:36:28,547
but it's not something that
you can go back and forth on.
915
00:36:28,547 --> 00:36:31,516
It's something that you need
to really be certain of.
916
00:36:31,516 --> 00:36:35,687
So who knows what will happen?
917
00:36:35,687 --> 00:36:38,523
Now that I have all the
information from the fertility
918
00:36:38,523 --> 00:36:41,726
doctor, I don't necessarily
think that freezing my eggs
919
00:36:41,726 --> 00:36:43,995
is for me at this time.
920
00:36:43,995 --> 00:36:45,664
I love being a mom.
921
00:36:45,664 --> 00:36:47,199
I cannot deny that.
922
00:36:47,199 --> 00:36:51,536
And I have a lot
of love to give.
923
00:36:51,536 --> 00:36:53,572
Maybe Zach has
rubbed off on me,
924
00:36:53,572 --> 00:36:57,008
and maybe there
is a baby coming.
925
00:36:57,008 --> 00:36:58,777
Oh, my God,
what am I talking about?
926
00:36:58,777 --> 00:37:00,545
Let's cut the camera off.
927
00:37:00,545 --> 00:37:04,015
- ♪ Tried to stay on the
straight and narrow ♪
928
00:37:04,015 --> 00:37:08,086
♪ But I keep getting
pulled to the shadows ♪
929
00:37:08,086 --> 00:37:09,387
- What time is it, babe?
930
00:37:09,387 --> 00:37:10,755
- Why are you asking what time?
931
00:37:10,755 --> 00:37:12,657
- Because she needs to
study for her homework.
932
00:37:12,657 --> 00:37:13,825
- What do you
think, it's, like,
933
00:37:13,825 --> 00:37:14,993
9:00 at night or something?
934
00:37:14,993 --> 00:37:16,261
- It's 6:00.
935
00:37:16,261 --> 00:37:17,195
By the time we get
home, it's 7:00.
936
00:37:17,195 --> 00:37:18,296
- OK, OK, calm.
937
00:37:18,296 --> 00:37:19,331
- Well, you ask a question.
938
00:37:19,331 --> 00:37:21,866
I'm going to answer it.
939
00:37:21,866 --> 00:37:23,501
You want to open your presents?
940
00:37:23,501 --> 00:37:24,502
- Sure.
941
00:37:24,502 --> 00:37:26,171
- OK.
942
00:37:28,073 --> 00:37:29,507
- Gary, you good?
943
00:37:29,507 --> 00:37:30,609
- I don't know why you're
asking me if I'm OK.
944
00:37:30,609 --> 00:37:31,776
I'm good.
945
00:37:31,776 --> 00:37:33,078
- Who has the first present?
946
00:37:33,078 --> 00:37:34,145
- Is there a
problem eating this?
947
00:37:34,145 --> 00:37:36,648
I don't know what
your deal is--
948
00:37:36,648 --> 00:37:38,116
getting mad at me because
I asked what time it is.
949
00:37:38,116 --> 00:37:39,985
- Hey, you got to-- you
need to chill out for real.
950
00:37:39,985 --> 00:37:41,620
- Well, you're, like, making--
951
00:37:41,620 --> 00:37:43,054
- You're going to chill
is what you're going--
952
00:37:43,054 --> 00:37:44,356
- That's nothing towards you.
- I'm dead serious.
953
00:37:44,356 --> 00:37:47,993
And you're acting,
like, stupid right now.
954
00:37:47,993 --> 00:37:49,761
Why are you so sensitive today?
955
00:37:49,761 --> 00:37:50,762
- I'm not sensitive.
956
00:37:50,762 --> 00:37:52,464
You just keep going.
957
00:37:52,464 --> 00:37:53,765
Jesus.
- Keep going?
958
00:37:53,765 --> 00:37:55,367
I didn't even talk
to you barely.
959
00:37:55,367 --> 00:37:57,335
- Then stop talking to me.
960
00:37:57,335 --> 00:37:58,870
I ain't talking to you.
961
00:37:58,870 --> 00:38:00,372
I ain't messing with you.
962
00:38:00,372 --> 00:38:01,906
I'm eating a cannoli, and
you're making it big, old deal.
963
00:38:01,906 --> 00:38:03,541
I'm not--
964
00:38:03,541 --> 00:38:04,943
- You're not going to act that
way towards me for no reason,
965
00:38:04,943 --> 00:38:06,978
and then you have this
big, old attitude with me.
966
00:38:06,978 --> 00:38:08,413
- First of all--
967
00:38:08,413 --> 00:38:10,782
- So excuse you for your
attitude for no reason.
968
00:38:10,782 --> 00:38:12,717
- I'm not having a attitude
with you, but you can keep on.
969
00:38:12,717 --> 00:38:14,185
You do your thing.
You do your thing, Amber.
970
00:38:14,185 --> 00:38:15,153
- Don't talk to me
stupid, like, seriously.
971
00:38:15,153 --> 00:38:16,488
- Then don't talk to me.
972
00:38:16,488 --> 00:38:17,589
I ain't talking to you.
973
00:38:17,589 --> 00:38:19,190
I wasn't even talking to you.
974
00:38:19,190 --> 00:38:20,759
- For you to even be saying
that, though, is so ignorant.
975
00:38:20,759 --> 00:38:21,760
- Say what?
976
00:38:21,760 --> 00:38:23,228
Oh, my God.
977
00:38:23,228 --> 00:38:24,562
- You're acting like a [bleep]
ass[bleep] for no reason.
978
00:38:24,562 --> 00:38:26,131
- Can you watch
your mouth, please?
979
00:38:26,131 --> 00:38:27,465
- Then you're an idiot.
980
00:38:27,465 --> 00:38:29,267
- Who was late?
- Not me.
981
00:38:29,267 --> 00:38:31,403
- 100% you.
982
00:38:31,403 --> 00:38:33,004
- What are you talking about?
983
00:38:33,004 --> 00:38:34,639
I got here right on time.
984
00:38:38,843 --> 00:38:40,178
- Sorry, Leah.
985
00:38:40,178 --> 00:38:41,000
- What are you
saying sorry for?
986
00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:41,279
- What are you
saying sorry for?
987
00:38:41,279 --> 00:38:43,281
- Do you not see?
988
00:38:44,282 --> 00:38:46,184
- Can you both stop, please?
989
00:38:46,184 --> 00:38:48,520
- Jesus [bleep] Christ, dude.
- God.
990
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:50,221
I literally didn't
even start anything.
991
00:38:50,221 --> 00:38:52,891
- I'm sorry, Leah.
992
00:38:52,891 --> 00:38:54,559
- Just stop, both of you.
993
00:38:54,559 --> 00:38:55,927
- God.
994
00:38:55,927 --> 00:38:56,995
- Dad.
995
00:38:56,995 --> 00:38:58,196
Stop, both of you.
996
00:38:58,196 --> 00:38:59,431
- Honey, I'm fine.
No worries.
997
00:38:59,431 --> 00:39:00,765
- No, both of you need to stop.
998
00:39:00,765 --> 00:39:02,033
- I promise.
999
00:39:02,033 --> 00:39:05,003
[somber music]
1000
00:39:05,003 --> 00:39:11,576
♪ ♪
1001
00:39:11,576 --> 00:39:13,378
- Can I go to the bathroom?
1002
00:39:13,378 --> 00:39:15,413
- You can take her.
1003
00:39:15,413 --> 00:39:22,554
♪ ♪
1004
00:39:26,758 --> 00:39:28,827
- I don't want to
do presents anymore.
1005
00:39:28,827 --> 00:39:30,829
- You just made your
daughter cry because you
1006
00:39:30,829 --> 00:39:31,930
have a [bleep] attitude.
1007
00:39:31,930 --> 00:39:33,631
- All right, all right,
blame me.
1008
00:39:38,169 --> 00:39:40,905
- Trash bag.
1009
00:39:40,905 --> 00:39:42,140
- Happy birthday.
1010
00:39:42,140 --> 00:39:43,675
- Thank you.
1011
00:39:43,675 --> 00:39:45,577
- So now it's, like, OK,
Leah gets to go home,
1012
00:39:45,577 --> 00:39:47,679
and it's me to blame then.
1013
00:39:47,679 --> 00:39:51,216
This is why I never have
a [bleep] chance with her.
1014
00:39:51,216 --> 00:39:53,985
Like, what the [bleep]?
1015
00:39:53,985 --> 00:39:57,088
- ♪ In my stride ♪
1016
00:39:57,088 --> 00:40:00,492
♪ Destiny ♪
1017
00:40:00,492 --> 00:40:03,027
♪ Close my eyes ♪
1018
00:40:03,027 --> 00:40:07,232
♪ Picture my dreams ♪
1019
00:40:07,232 --> 00:40:10,301
♪ Take control ♪
1020
00:40:10,301 --> 00:40:13,571
♪ Within reach ♪
1021
00:40:13,571 --> 00:40:19,944
♪ Reality becomes complete ♪
1022
00:40:21,179 --> 00:40:25,583
♪ Don't count me out ♪
1023
00:40:25,583 --> 00:40:28,686
♪ Feel the rush
as my heart beats fast ♪
1024
00:40:28,686 --> 00:40:30,221
♪ Breath in slow ♪
1025
00:40:30,221 --> 00:40:33,625
♪ Shake my thoughts
and awake my soul ♪
1026
00:40:33,625 --> 00:40:36,795
♪ I found the
strength within me ♪
1027
00:40:36,795 --> 00:40:40,698
♪ To lift me up
towards destiny ♪
1028
00:40:44,219 --> 00:40:45,387
- Next on "Teen
Mom The Next Chapter"...
1029
00:40:45,387 --> 00:40:49,424
- You won't believe
who I'm with.
1030
00:40:49,424 --> 00:40:52,027
- I got a text your grandma
went to the hospital.
1031
00:40:52,027 --> 00:40:53,094
- What?
1032
00:40:53,094 --> 00:40:54,462
- What you were dealt with
1033
00:40:54,462 --> 00:40:56,965
when you saw the cops
wasn't ideal.
1034
00:40:56,965 --> 00:40:59,267
- Our difference shouldn't
reflect on the kids,
1035
00:40:59,267 --> 00:41:00,702
and I'm an adult enough
to deal with it.
1036
00:41:00,702 --> 00:41:02,504
- Where's Leah?
- You're not married to me yet.
1037
00:41:02,504 --> 00:41:03,872
You could go find a woman
1038
00:41:03,872 --> 00:41:05,507
who's capable
of carrying a baby.