1 00:00:02,135 --> 00:00:04,004 - ♪♪ MTV ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,071 --> 00:00:07,074 - Previously on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 3 00:00:07,140 --> 00:00:10,110 - Daddy, I'm sad that you left 4 00:00:10,177 --> 00:00:12,779 on my birthday, my real birthday. 5 00:00:12,846 --> 00:00:15,682 - Now that Cory's gone doing "The Challenge," Ryder, 6 00:00:15,749 --> 00:00:18,485 last night, she kind of cried a little bit. 7 00:00:18,552 --> 00:00:20,554 I hate that Ryder misses her dad. 8 00:00:20,621 --> 00:00:24,525 I hate that Ryder is so sad because her dad is gone. 9 00:00:24,591 --> 00:00:26,126 - And you feel like you would be complete 10 00:00:26,193 --> 00:00:27,160 if we were together? 11 00:00:27,227 --> 00:00:28,829 - I think it'd be worth a shot. 12 00:00:28,896 --> 00:00:31,865 - Does he see in his mind that if he-- 13 00:00:31,932 --> 00:00:33,133 you and him start working 14 00:00:33,200 --> 00:00:35,335 on your friendship and your relationship, 15 00:00:35,402 --> 00:00:36,904 that the gambling goes away? 16 00:00:36,970 --> 00:00:38,605 No, that gambling is right [bleep] there 17 00:00:38,672 --> 00:00:40,607 tapping on his shoulders, and what is that gonna happen 18 00:00:40,674 --> 00:00:42,075 to you and Nova and Stella? 19 00:00:42,142 --> 00:00:43,544 - Yeah, you're right. 20 00:00:43,610 --> 00:00:45,913 - It would be devastating to a lot of people 21 00:00:45,979 --> 00:00:49,183 if you weren't here. 22 00:00:49,249 --> 00:00:50,317 When I found out 23 00:00:50,384 --> 00:00:54,621 that Ryan had overdosed, 24 00:00:54,688 --> 00:00:56,456 Bentley was priority, 25 00:00:56,523 --> 00:01:00,727 but as a mom, you can't just get a Band-Aid. 26 00:01:02,563 --> 00:01:05,799 - My dad's gonna be here in just a couple days. 27 00:01:05,866 --> 00:01:07,634 - I feel better. - Oh, yeah. Look at those. 28 00:01:07,701 --> 00:01:09,136 - Oh, I know. [laughter] 29 00:01:09,203 --> 00:01:10,938 - My mom's about to come home tomorrow. 30 00:01:11,004 --> 00:01:14,007 I don't really know how this is gonna play out. 31 00:01:14,074 --> 00:01:16,643 'Cause I can't enable the bull[bleep] anymore. 32 00:01:16,710 --> 00:01:18,312 - Is that Carly standing there? - Yeah. 33 00:01:18,378 --> 00:01:20,247 - Holy crap! 34 00:01:20,314 --> 00:01:23,650 - Unfortunately, my mom broke one of my boundaries 35 00:01:23,717 --> 00:01:25,285 when she was hanging out with all of us 36 00:01:25,352 --> 00:01:26,787 and she had a few drinks. 37 00:01:26,854 --> 00:01:28,021 She said, you should have pulled me aside, 38 00:01:28,088 --> 00:01:29,122 and I said, my thing is, 39 00:01:29,189 --> 00:01:30,290 I shouldn't have to pull you aside, 40 00:01:30,357 --> 00:01:31,825 especially in this environment. 41 00:01:33,861 --> 00:01:36,663 - I'll deal with that in a day or two. 42 00:01:36,730 --> 00:01:38,999 Go back to what is most important here, 43 00:01:39,066 --> 00:01:41,435 another day with Carly. 44 00:01:41,502 --> 00:01:44,371 [upbeat music] 45 00:01:44,438 --> 00:01:51,578 ♪♪ ♪♪ 46 00:01:55,215 --> 00:01:57,150 - ♪♪ It's something I can feel ♪♪ 47 00:01:57,217 --> 00:01:58,986 ♪♪ It's a super energy ♪♪ 48 00:01:59,052 --> 00:02:02,856 ♪♪ Pumping through my veins, got me up a degree ♪♪ 49 00:02:02,923 --> 00:02:05,559 - Do you do this often, this puzzle? 50 00:02:05,626 --> 00:02:07,661 - Yeah. I do do this often. 51 00:02:07,728 --> 00:02:09,830 - I think I need to do more puzzles in my life. 52 00:02:09,897 --> 00:02:11,865 Is there anything special you want to do? 53 00:02:11,932 --> 00:02:13,634 - A picture with all my siblings. 54 00:02:13,700 --> 00:02:16,403 - Oh. You want a picture with all your siblings? 55 00:02:16,470 --> 00:02:18,305 - Uh-huh. - Where do you want to put it? 56 00:02:18,372 --> 00:02:20,641 - Right there. 57 00:02:20,707 --> 00:02:23,110 Right here. - Right there? 58 00:02:23,177 --> 00:02:25,746 - Or right there. - OK. 59 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:27,781 When you say all of your siblings-- 60 00:02:27,848 --> 00:02:30,017 - I mean all of them-- Ace... 61 00:02:30,083 --> 00:02:31,985 - Mm-hmm. - Mila... 62 00:02:32,052 --> 00:02:34,188 - Mm-hmm. - Maya... 63 00:02:34,254 --> 00:02:35,856 - Mm-hmm. - And me. 64 00:02:35,923 --> 00:02:37,124 - OK. 65 00:02:37,191 --> 00:02:40,060 I'm going to talk to your dad. 66 00:02:40,127 --> 00:02:41,562 - Why? 67 00:02:41,628 --> 00:02:44,164 - I mean, it's just, like, the polite thing to do. 68 00:02:44,231 --> 00:02:47,768 I can't just come and, like, kidnap Maya and Mila. 69 00:02:49,536 --> 00:02:50,771 Guess what, guys. 70 00:02:50,838 --> 00:02:52,706 Cory is finally coming home, 71 00:02:52,773 --> 00:02:54,575 and he's going to surprise Ryder. 72 00:02:54,641 --> 00:02:57,144 Between him, Taylor, Cory, and Mila, 73 00:02:57,211 --> 00:03:00,747 Ryder's not going to know who to hug first. 74 00:03:00,814 --> 00:03:04,251 - ♪♪ Patience was never my strong suit ♪♪ 75 00:03:04,318 --> 00:03:06,053 ♪♪ And I know it shows ♪♪ 76 00:03:06,119 --> 00:03:07,554 - OK. I'm going to give you the big bear. 77 00:03:07,621 --> 00:03:09,122 - Oh, God. 78 00:03:09,189 --> 00:03:11,625 - ♪♪ Waiting to find out what you're thinking ♪♪ 79 00:03:11,692 --> 00:03:13,493 - Hey, so Chey just texted me, 80 00:03:13,560 --> 00:03:15,262 and they're only five minutes away. 81 00:03:15,329 --> 00:03:17,531 We're going to open the garage. 82 00:03:17,598 --> 00:03:18,966 And then Ry's going to come, 83 00:03:19,032 --> 00:03:21,935 and we're going to say, surprise! 84 00:03:22,002 --> 00:03:24,371 [laughter] 85 00:03:24,438 --> 00:03:29,309 ♪♪ ♪♪ 86 00:03:29,376 --> 00:03:32,379 - ♪♪ I just want to know ♪♪ 87 00:03:32,446 --> 00:03:34,081 - Ready? 88 00:03:34,147 --> 00:03:36,116 ♪♪ ♪♪ 89 00:03:36,183 --> 00:03:37,651 ♪♪ ♪♪ 90 00:03:37,718 --> 00:03:39,553 - Dad! - Ah! 91 00:03:39,620 --> 00:03:43,891 - [laughs] The latest reaction ever. 92 00:03:43,957 --> 00:03:45,526 - ♪♪ Yeah, I just want to know ♪♪ 93 00:03:45,592 --> 00:03:48,529 - Aww. - I can't escape. 94 00:03:48,595 --> 00:03:49,897 - She's heavy. 95 00:03:49,963 --> 00:03:51,932 - Hi, Mila. 96 00:03:51,999 --> 00:03:53,133 Hi, Tay. 97 00:03:53,200 --> 00:03:54,368 Hi, Mila. 98 00:03:54,434 --> 00:03:55,602 - Miss Ryder. 99 00:03:55,669 --> 00:03:57,237 - Mila looks taller too. 100 00:03:57,304 --> 00:03:58,972 Everybody grew. 101 00:03:59,039 --> 00:04:01,375 - ♪♪ Am I crazy for saying ♪♪ 102 00:04:01,441 --> 00:04:04,511 ♪♪ That I need your love? ♪♪ 103 00:04:04,578 --> 00:04:05,779 - How's Maya doing? She's good? 104 00:04:05,846 --> 00:04:06,880 - Good. - Good. 105 00:04:06,947 --> 00:04:08,248 Yeah. Really good. 106 00:04:08,315 --> 00:04:10,417 - I'm just glad to have all the girls together 107 00:04:10,484 --> 00:04:11,952 and to see everyone be healthy. 108 00:04:12,019 --> 00:04:13,453 That's all that I wanted. - Yeah. 109 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:15,656 - You know, the challenge, obviously, was tough for me 110 00:04:15,722 --> 00:04:17,925 towards the end. 111 00:04:17,991 --> 00:04:20,227 I mean, I called you. I called you. 112 00:04:20,294 --> 00:04:23,096 I was like, I don't know if I can do this. 113 00:04:23,163 --> 00:04:25,165 But I just locked it in and got it done. 114 00:04:25,232 --> 00:04:26,600 - I'm happy you guys are all back. 115 00:04:26,667 --> 00:04:28,001 - Yeah. - Yeah. 116 00:04:28,068 --> 00:04:30,971 - Because I think if you said it was another week, 117 00:04:31,038 --> 00:04:35,809 I'd have been like, it's time to come home. 118 00:04:35,876 --> 00:04:38,846 When the time is right, we all need to sit down 119 00:04:38,912 --> 00:04:40,480 and talk about how things work. 120 00:04:40,547 --> 00:04:42,349 - Yeah. Next week. - I know. 121 00:04:42,416 --> 00:04:45,485 [upbeat music] 122 00:04:45,552 --> 00:04:49,389 - ♪♪ Here we go ♪♪ 123 00:04:49,456 --> 00:04:52,492 ♪♪ These are the times that we'll remember ♪♪ 124 00:04:52,559 --> 00:04:54,428 ♪♪ Here we go ♪♪ 125 00:04:54,494 --> 00:04:56,296 ♪♪ ♪♪ 126 00:04:56,363 --> 00:04:59,433 ♪♪ So we can move and last forever ♪♪ 127 00:04:59,499 --> 00:05:03,770 ♪♪ Here we go, here we go ♪♪ 128 00:05:03,837 --> 00:05:05,439 - Does this match? 129 00:05:05,506 --> 00:05:09,376 - That hat's just so cool, that it can go with anything. 130 00:05:09,443 --> 00:05:11,578 You ready for your graduation? 131 00:05:11,645 --> 00:05:13,480 - Yeah. - Can't believe it. 132 00:05:13,547 --> 00:05:14,615 Can you believe it? 133 00:05:14,681 --> 00:05:15,782 - Yeah. 134 00:05:15,849 --> 00:05:17,417 - You feel like it's gone fast? 135 00:05:17,484 --> 00:05:19,086 - This year was crazy fast. 136 00:05:19,152 --> 00:05:23,624 - I definitely know Ryan would like to be here to go to it, 137 00:05:23,690 --> 00:05:25,058 but I know he's proud of you. 138 00:05:25,125 --> 00:05:26,994 So am I. 139 00:05:27,060 --> 00:05:29,663 - We're doing good, buddy. 140 00:05:29,730 --> 00:05:31,465 Proud of you. 141 00:05:31,532 --> 00:05:33,233 - Yeah, you did really good. 142 00:05:33,300 --> 00:05:34,434 - With what, raising you? 143 00:05:34,501 --> 00:05:36,236 - Yeah. 144 00:05:36,303 --> 00:05:38,172 - I'm not done yet. 145 00:05:39,606 --> 00:05:40,974 Hi, ladies. 146 00:05:41,041 --> 00:05:42,643 You're never going to believe this, 147 00:05:42,709 --> 00:05:47,414 but Bentley is officially graduating from middle school. 148 00:05:47,481 --> 00:05:50,784 And then obviously, he's off to high school in the fall. 149 00:05:50,851 --> 00:05:52,286 I will say it's kind of bittersweet, 150 00:05:52,352 --> 00:05:55,355 though, because Ryan might have to miss it. 151 00:05:55,422 --> 00:05:59,660 Since his overdose, he has been in jail. 152 00:05:59,726 --> 00:06:01,562 He does have a court date coming up. 153 00:06:01,628 --> 00:06:06,900 Then we will know if he's going to be able to leave for rehab 154 00:06:06,967 --> 00:06:10,370 or if he has to continue serving his full sentence 155 00:06:10,437 --> 00:06:12,439 that could be up to a year. 156 00:06:12,506 --> 00:06:16,710 So yeah, crazy things going on. 157 00:06:16,777 --> 00:06:18,245 - What's going on? 158 00:06:18,312 --> 00:06:22,015 - I think I'm going to go to Ryan's next court date. 159 00:06:22,082 --> 00:06:24,718 - That'd be good. It's fine with me. 160 00:06:25,485 --> 00:06:27,821 It'd be good for Bentley too, seeing that you're 161 00:06:27,888 --> 00:06:31,191 kind of there supporting, supporting him, so-- 162 00:06:31,258 --> 00:06:36,230 - I regret how I treated him as an addict, you know? 163 00:06:36,296 --> 00:06:40,334 Like, I felt like I couldn't see a person, you know? 164 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:41,902 Like, so I don't know. 165 00:06:41,969 --> 00:06:44,004 I just felt poorly about it. 166 00:06:44,071 --> 00:06:45,439 - Yeah. 167 00:06:45,506 --> 00:06:47,941 - I by no means agree with all the decisions he's made, 168 00:06:48,008 --> 00:06:50,711 but I'm not just going to quit. 169 00:06:50,777 --> 00:06:52,212 - Yeah. 170 00:06:52,279 --> 00:06:55,883 - By being there for him, it shows him that, number one. 171 00:06:55,949 --> 00:07:00,521 And number two, I think it shows Bentley that I'm still 172 00:07:00,587 --> 00:07:05,993 recognizing the role that I play in the relationship 173 00:07:06,059 --> 00:07:07,728 that Bentley and Ryan have. 174 00:07:07,794 --> 00:07:09,663 - I think it's a good idea. 175 00:07:09,730 --> 00:07:11,565 - Yeah. 176 00:07:11,632 --> 00:07:14,601 [soft music] 177 00:07:14,668 --> 00:07:17,804 - ♪♪ Set me on fire ♪♪ 178 00:07:17,871 --> 00:07:20,440 ♪♪ Until the feeling comes ♪♪ 179 00:07:20,507 --> 00:07:24,912 ♪♪ Set me on fire ♪♪ 180 00:07:24,978 --> 00:07:27,581 ♪♪ Oh ♪♪ 181 00:07:27,648 --> 00:07:31,151 ♪♪ And bring me back to life ♪♪ 182 00:07:31,218 --> 00:07:33,720 ♪♪ Bring me back to life ♪♪ 183 00:07:33,787 --> 00:07:37,891 ♪♪ 'Cause this ain't paradise ♪♪ 184 00:07:37,958 --> 00:07:39,893 ♪♪ Listen up, listen up now ♪♪ 185 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:47,067 ♪♪ ♪♪ 186 00:07:48,969 --> 00:07:50,637 - Honey, I'm home. 187 00:07:50,704 --> 00:07:51,839 - Hey. 188 00:07:51,905 --> 00:07:53,340 What's up? 189 00:07:53,407 --> 00:07:56,076 - I wanted to say hi and visit my lovely mother. 190 00:07:56,143 --> 00:07:57,411 - You OK? 191 00:07:57,477 --> 00:08:00,981 - Devoin sent me, like, a throwback photo 192 00:08:01,048 --> 00:08:02,382 of Nova as a baby. 193 00:08:02,449 --> 00:08:05,452 And in the screenshot, you can see 194 00:08:05,519 --> 00:08:09,056 what app that you were on or was using, 195 00:08:09,122 --> 00:08:10,724 like, on the left-hand corner. 196 00:08:10,791 --> 00:08:11,959 - What'd you see? 197 00:08:12,025 --> 00:08:15,295 - And the app was Florida Lottery app. 198 00:08:15,362 --> 00:08:16,563 - No. 199 00:08:16,630 --> 00:08:18,699 - I don't think he meant to send that to me. 200 00:08:18,765 --> 00:08:20,167 - Have you said anything? 201 00:08:20,234 --> 00:08:22,436 - No, but I'm going to speak to his therapist. 202 00:08:22,503 --> 00:08:26,773 - I'm going to call him, so I can get advice 203 00:08:26,840 --> 00:08:31,178 on how to bring it up to Devoin and ask 204 00:08:31,245 --> 00:08:32,513 him, like, what's happening? 205 00:08:32,579 --> 00:08:33,947 Like, did you relapse? 206 00:08:34,014 --> 00:08:36,583 Why do you have Florida Lottery on your phone? 207 00:08:36,650 --> 00:08:38,352 - He's not taking it serious. 208 00:08:38,418 --> 00:08:39,720 - I don't know that. 209 00:08:39,786 --> 00:08:41,221 - That shouldn't be on his phone. 210 00:08:41,288 --> 00:08:43,323 - I'm going to contact his therapist 211 00:08:43,390 --> 00:08:44,758 and take it from there, and I'll 212 00:08:44,825 --> 00:08:46,393 let you know what happens. 213 00:08:46,460 --> 00:08:47,628 Or you could be there. 214 00:08:47,694 --> 00:08:48,929 - Yeah, let me talk to that man. 215 00:08:48,996 --> 00:08:50,330 We'll call that guy tomorrow. 216 00:08:50,397 --> 00:08:51,465 - Tomorrow? 217 00:08:51,532 --> 00:08:52,633 - Yeah, definitely. 218 00:08:52,699 --> 00:08:53,867 You're doing the right thing. 219 00:08:53,934 --> 00:08:55,469 And don't ever feel guilty about it. 220 00:08:55,536 --> 00:08:58,005 And don't ever feel like you're overstepping your boundaries. 221 00:08:58,071 --> 00:09:01,074 This is Nova's future. 222 00:09:01,141 --> 00:09:02,309 Because whatever happens with him 223 00:09:02,376 --> 00:09:04,511 will affect her in the future. 224 00:09:04,578 --> 00:09:07,481 ♪♪ ♪♪ 225 00:09:12,152 --> 00:09:13,620 - ♪♪ I think I'm I am finally letting go ♪♪ 226 00:09:13,687 --> 00:09:16,890 ♪♪ The weight on me was like a cannonball ♪♪ 227 00:09:16,957 --> 00:09:18,525 ♪♪ ♪♪ 228 00:09:18,592 --> 00:09:22,396 - My mom is finally coming home after doing 90 days in rehab. 229 00:09:22,462 --> 00:09:23,997 I'm really nervous. 230 00:09:24,064 --> 00:09:26,200 Things are going to be so different. 231 00:09:26,266 --> 00:09:29,236 - So have you talked to Christy a lot since you guys 232 00:09:29,303 --> 00:09:30,437 have been in the rehab, Corey? 233 00:09:30,504 --> 00:09:32,172 - Nope. 234 00:09:32,239 --> 00:09:34,308 I only got to talk to her ten minutes a couple of times. 235 00:09:34,374 --> 00:09:35,843 She told me she don't want to-- 236 00:09:35,909 --> 00:09:37,845 she doesn't feel like she has to be controlling anymore. 237 00:09:37,911 --> 00:09:40,147 We'll see. We'll see about that. 238 00:09:40,214 --> 00:09:42,583 [laughter] 239 00:09:42,649 --> 00:09:45,352 - ♪♪ The world is ready for me ♪♪ 240 00:09:45,419 --> 00:09:48,889 ♪♪ Got me feeling so free ♪♪ 241 00:09:48,956 --> 00:09:53,260 ♪♪ Nothing is impossible ♪♪ 242 00:09:53,327 --> 00:09:55,562 - Sissy! 243 00:09:55,629 --> 00:09:58,765 [upbeat music] 244 00:09:58,832 --> 00:10:02,202 - ♪♪ Can't stop me, I'll show you who I am ♪♪ 245 00:10:02,269 --> 00:10:04,037 ♪♪ Just wait and see ♪♪ 246 00:10:04,104 --> 00:10:07,140 ♪♪ Don't wanna be anybody but me ♪♪ 247 00:10:07,207 --> 00:10:08,542 ♪♪ Oh ♪♪ 248 00:10:08,609 --> 00:10:09,743 - Let's go get Kloie. 249 00:10:09,810 --> 00:10:11,545 - She's at school. You got to wait. 250 00:10:11,612 --> 00:10:16,750 ♪♪ ♪♪ 251 00:10:16,817 --> 00:10:19,019 - Tell her there's a surprise, and make her cover her eyes 252 00:10:19,086 --> 00:10:20,187 until she gets out here. 253 00:10:20,254 --> 00:10:22,456 - Yeah. 254 00:10:26,727 --> 00:10:28,295 - Keep your eyes closed. 255 00:10:28,362 --> 00:10:30,063 Keep them closed. 256 00:10:30,130 --> 00:10:31,198 Keep them closed. 257 00:10:31,265 --> 00:10:34,101 Ready, set, open. 258 00:10:34,168 --> 00:10:36,503 [laughter] 259 00:10:36,570 --> 00:10:38,539 - Hi. Come here. 260 00:10:38,605 --> 00:10:41,475 Give me hugs. 261 00:10:41,542 --> 00:10:44,444 - You have a good day? 262 00:10:44,511 --> 00:10:46,180 - I'm glad to see you. 263 00:10:46,246 --> 00:10:49,750 - ♪♪ The world is ready for me ♪♪ 264 00:10:52,386 --> 00:10:54,087 - Nice. 265 00:10:54,154 --> 00:10:57,357 ♪♪ ♪♪ 266 00:10:57,424 --> 00:10:59,726 - ♪♪ Anybody but me ♪♪ 267 00:11:03,463 --> 00:11:06,200 - Hi. - Hi. 268 00:11:06,266 --> 00:11:07,701 Hi. 269 00:11:07,768 --> 00:11:09,403 - I fell yesterday on my arm. 270 00:11:09,469 --> 00:11:10,804 My shoulder's [bleep]. 271 00:11:10,871 --> 00:11:12,339 - You need to go to a med check. 272 00:11:12,406 --> 00:11:14,675 - I just put some peas and carrots on it. 273 00:11:14,741 --> 00:11:16,743 - That'll fix all your problems. 274 00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:18,478 - So how is it going with your parents? 275 00:11:18,545 --> 00:11:20,347 You think they've been clean? 276 00:11:20,414 --> 00:11:22,649 Like, since rehab, how do you think they're doing? 277 00:11:22,716 --> 00:11:24,051 - Yeah, I think they're fine. 278 00:11:24,117 --> 00:11:26,653 It's just I feel like my mom-- I don't know. 279 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:28,121 She's had a bunch of job interviews. 280 00:11:28,188 --> 00:11:30,190 Like, I thought she would have had a job by now. 281 00:11:30,257 --> 00:11:31,692 - Where have they been staying? 282 00:11:31,758 --> 00:11:32,960 I thought they were in your camper, no? 283 00:11:33,026 --> 00:11:35,128 - For a few days, they stayed in the camper. 284 00:11:35,195 --> 00:11:37,564 And then my mom was like, it's so uncomfortable. 285 00:11:37,631 --> 00:11:38,832 I don't like being in there. 286 00:11:38,899 --> 00:11:40,367 Like, I had to go sleep in the car 287 00:11:40,434 --> 00:11:42,002 because I was so uncomfortable. 288 00:11:42,069 --> 00:11:43,971 And I'm like, OK. 289 00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:45,839 And then they start staying in a hotel. 290 00:11:45,906 --> 00:11:48,075 And I was like, why would you stay at a hotel if I'm telling 291 00:11:48,141 --> 00:11:50,177 you you guys can stay in the camper and you have, 292 00:11:50,244 --> 00:11:51,578 like, a full private space? 293 00:11:51,645 --> 00:11:53,914 - It's free. - Exactly. 294 00:11:53,981 --> 00:11:55,849 It's like--she was like, that's not comfortable for me. 295 00:11:55,916 --> 00:11:57,518 And I'm like, you know what? You can do what you want to do. 296 00:11:57,584 --> 00:11:58,986 But when you run out of money, 297 00:11:59,052 --> 00:12:00,420 it's not going to be my problem. 298 00:12:00,487 --> 00:12:01,989 It's like, you guys will be living in that car again. 299 00:12:02,055 --> 00:12:04,591 That's why I worry about them living this way 300 00:12:04,658 --> 00:12:07,094 and then feeling depressed, feeling like 301 00:12:07,160 --> 00:12:09,463 they're right back in that same, like, time 302 00:12:09,530 --> 00:12:10,797 when they were addicts. 303 00:12:10,864 --> 00:12:13,800 Toxic, but also, I can't make decisions for you. 304 00:12:13,867 --> 00:12:15,536 I can't take care of you. 305 00:12:15,602 --> 00:12:17,004 Like, they have to do that on their own. 306 00:12:17,070 --> 00:12:18,438 They have to learn how to do it on their own. 307 00:12:18,505 --> 00:12:20,674 So I just kind of have to give them that tough love 308 00:12:20,741 --> 00:12:22,276 and be like, look, you got to figure it out. 309 00:12:22,342 --> 00:12:26,413 - Pretty much you're the mom to your mom and dad. 310 00:12:26,480 --> 00:12:28,782 - Yeah, but I want her to just get her [bleep] together, 311 00:12:28,849 --> 00:12:30,784 like, on her own without someone 312 00:12:30,851 --> 00:12:32,986 babying her and helping her. 313 00:12:33,053 --> 00:12:35,055 I shouldn't have baby you, and help you, 314 00:12:35,122 --> 00:12:36,857 and do all this [bleep]. 315 00:12:36,924 --> 00:12:38,859 I'm like, can I get my life together, like, by myself 316 00:12:38,926 --> 00:12:42,596 and not deal with two other people, please? 317 00:12:42,663 --> 00:12:45,165 [dramatic music] 318 00:12:45,232 --> 00:12:47,801 - ♪♪ Part of me wants to walk away ♪♪ 319 00:12:47,868 --> 00:12:49,636 ♪♪ Till you're really wishing ♪♪ 320 00:12:49,703 --> 00:12:51,104 ♪♪ I hate to look in your face ♪♪ 321 00:12:51,171 --> 00:12:52,940 ♪♪ I know that we're feeling different ♪♪ 322 00:12:53,006 --> 00:12:55,209 - So it's day two of the visit. 323 00:12:55,275 --> 00:12:57,644 And today is always the hardest day because we 324 00:12:57,711 --> 00:13:00,280 know we have to say goodbye. 325 00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:03,450 But we're going to do cool things and stuff 326 00:13:03,517 --> 00:13:09,022 and just try to soak in all the moments that we can. 327 00:13:09,089 --> 00:13:12,593 - ♪♪ And part of me wants you back ♪♪ 328 00:13:12,659 --> 00:13:15,262 ♪♪ But I know it won't work like that, huh? ♪♪ 329 00:13:15,329 --> 00:13:17,164 - I can't believe she's going to be in ninth grade. 330 00:13:17,231 --> 00:13:19,399 - She plays violin in this orchestra. 331 00:13:19,466 --> 00:13:21,435 - Does she really? - Yeah, she's really good. 332 00:13:21,502 --> 00:13:23,170 And now she's in theater. - Yeah. 333 00:13:23,237 --> 00:13:25,639 - She's doing plays. She said she loves that. 334 00:13:25,706 --> 00:13:26,807 She's tall. 335 00:13:26,874 --> 00:13:28,809 Look out, world. She's a beauty. 336 00:13:28,876 --> 00:13:30,777 - Vaeda, let's get some shoes on. 337 00:13:30,844 --> 00:13:32,579 We're going to go bye-bye and go see Carly. 338 00:13:32,646 --> 00:13:34,181 - OK. - OK. 339 00:13:34,248 --> 00:13:35,682 - No! 340 00:13:35,749 --> 00:13:37,885 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 341 00:13:37,951 --> 00:13:39,253 - Why is this wet? What is this? 342 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:40,621 Why are there wet towels? 343 00:13:40,687 --> 00:13:42,122 - He's ready to go. - Yeah. 344 00:13:42,189 --> 00:13:43,891 I'm feeling ready to go. I want to go. 345 00:13:43,957 --> 00:13:45,659 - We're all overly tired. - And this is the day. 346 00:13:45,726 --> 00:13:46,994 This is the worst day of them all. 347 00:13:47,060 --> 00:13:48,896 So here we go. - It is the worst. 348 00:13:48,962 --> 00:13:51,164 Do you dread it because you got to say goodbye? 349 00:13:51,231 --> 00:13:53,567 - Yeah, it's, like, inevitable, you know? 350 00:13:53,634 --> 00:13:55,402 So you know--and so, yeah. 351 00:13:55,469 --> 00:13:57,638 So then you just want to go, all right, let's go. 352 00:13:57,704 --> 00:13:59,006 Rock and roll. 353 00:13:59,072 --> 00:14:00,707 Let's get this inevitable joy over with, 354 00:14:00,774 --> 00:14:02,342 so we can get the inevitable pain over with. 355 00:14:04,745 --> 00:14:06,146 - It's hard, isn't it? 356 00:14:06,213 --> 00:14:08,749 - Mm-hmm. It is. 357 00:14:08,815 --> 00:14:10,417 - I can't imagine. 358 00:14:10,484 --> 00:14:11,685 - Hey, Ty, are you ready? 359 00:14:11,752 --> 00:14:13,287 - I've been ready. 360 00:14:13,353 --> 00:14:15,222 - All right. 361 00:14:15,289 --> 00:14:17,491 - ♪♪ Don't care, they don't know ya ♪♪ 362 00:14:17,558 --> 00:14:19,159 ♪♪ Like I know ya ♪♪ 363 00:14:19,226 --> 00:14:22,129 - Ah! 364 00:14:22,196 --> 00:14:23,897 - Come on, Nova. 365 00:14:23,964 --> 00:14:26,667 - Nova, you got to get in first. 366 00:14:26,733 --> 00:14:28,569 - ♪♪ Just forget about it ♪♪ 367 00:14:28,635 --> 00:14:30,404 ♪♪ ♪♪ 368 00:14:30,470 --> 00:14:31,805 - Oh, my God. 369 00:14:31,872 --> 00:14:34,208 I feel like it's been a crazy [bleep] morning. 370 00:14:34,274 --> 00:14:35,809 ♪♪ ♪♪ 371 00:14:35,876 --> 00:14:39,146 - ♪♪ Don't stop, let's go for it ♪♪ 372 00:14:39,213 --> 00:14:42,349 ♪♪ OK, we coming because we don't stop ♪♪ 373 00:14:42,416 --> 00:14:44,051 ♪♪ Won't stop, let's go for it ♪♪ 374 00:14:44,117 --> 00:14:46,620 ♪♪ Don't stop, won't stop ♪♪ 375 00:14:46,687 --> 00:14:48,355 ♪♪ Let's go for it ♪♪ 376 00:14:48,422 --> 00:14:51,225 ♪♪ ♪♪ 377 00:14:55,996 --> 00:14:58,932 [upbeat music] 378 00:14:58,999 --> 00:15:02,202 ♪♪ ♪♪ 379 00:15:02,269 --> 00:15:04,605 - All right. It's game time. 380 00:15:04,671 --> 00:15:08,909 So tonight's game is Candyland. 381 00:15:08,976 --> 00:15:11,612 Here's your cards. 382 00:15:11,678 --> 00:15:14,147 Pick one. 383 00:15:14,214 --> 00:15:15,549 - Oh. 384 00:15:15,616 --> 00:15:17,117 - Wow. 385 00:15:17,184 --> 00:15:18,318 - Oh. 386 00:15:18,385 --> 00:15:19,620 Oh, this is what happens when you 387 00:15:19,686 --> 00:15:22,022 play with a three-year-old. 388 00:15:22,089 --> 00:15:27,361 ♪♪ ♪♪ 389 00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:28,562 - How you doing? - Good to see you. 390 00:15:28,629 --> 00:15:29,997 - All right. - Hi. 391 00:15:30,063 --> 00:15:31,398 - Hi, Mila. 392 00:15:31,465 --> 00:15:32,432 Oh, come on. 393 00:15:32,499 --> 00:15:35,302 Come on, everybody. 394 00:15:35,369 --> 00:15:38,038 Ryder had an idea. 395 00:15:38,105 --> 00:15:40,507 - I wanted to have a picture with all my siblings. 396 00:15:40,574 --> 00:15:42,776 - All of your siblings? - Mm-hmm. 397 00:15:42,843 --> 00:15:45,112 - Ryder, you want to tell them where you want to do it? 398 00:15:45,179 --> 00:15:46,246 - The beach. 399 00:15:46,313 --> 00:15:47,447 - You want to do it at the beach? 400 00:15:47,514 --> 00:15:48,849 I think that's a great idea. 401 00:15:48,916 --> 00:15:50,350 Good job, Ry. 402 00:15:50,417 --> 00:15:53,954 - Ry, you want to take Mila and Ace 403 00:15:54,021 --> 00:15:55,889 and take them to the playroom? 404 00:15:55,956 --> 00:15:57,558 - I want to go on your back. 405 00:15:57,624 --> 00:16:00,727 That's your workout for the day. 406 00:16:00,794 --> 00:16:02,729 - I like to see them all playing. 407 00:16:02,796 --> 00:16:04,398 It just makes me happy, even though they all 408 00:16:04,464 --> 00:16:05,899 drive me crazy. 409 00:16:05,966 --> 00:16:08,035 - How are you guys doing? You guys doing all right? 410 00:16:08,101 --> 00:16:10,838 - We're good. I feel like Ace is growing up. 411 00:16:10,904 --> 00:16:12,806 He's talking more. And he's a parrot. 412 00:16:12,873 --> 00:16:14,441 He just repeats everything that Ryder says. 413 00:16:14,508 --> 00:16:16,109 - It's killing me. 414 00:16:16,176 --> 00:16:19,413 - So he calls Zach Zach 415 00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:22,950 because Ryder calls Zach Zach. 416 00:16:23,016 --> 00:16:24,618 - Right. 417 00:16:24,685 --> 00:16:26,687 - And she looked at me, and she's talking about, like, 418 00:16:26,753 --> 00:16:30,858 the family dynamics, the names, how Ryder addresses everybody. 419 00:16:30,924 --> 00:16:32,893 In the beginning of this, we really did 420 00:16:32,960 --> 00:16:35,429 want Ryder to understand as a baby, like, I'm Mom, 421 00:16:35,495 --> 00:16:36,797 you're Dad. 422 00:16:36,864 --> 00:16:39,399 We're her parents, but she has bonus parents. 423 00:16:39,466 --> 00:16:41,101 And I do-- I feel like sometimes, 424 00:16:41,168 --> 00:16:42,469 the question comes up. 425 00:16:42,536 --> 00:16:44,438 For example, she called Zach Dad. 426 00:16:44,505 --> 00:16:46,340 And she kind of, like, tensed up and wanted 427 00:16:46,406 --> 00:16:48,709 to see how he responded. 428 00:16:48,775 --> 00:16:51,578 And she wanted to see how I responded. 429 00:16:51,645 --> 00:16:54,815 But I can tell that it's awkward for her 430 00:16:54,882 --> 00:16:58,619 because she doesn't know if it's allowed. 431 00:16:58,685 --> 00:17:01,755 We wanted to make sure that we're all on the same page. 432 00:17:01,822 --> 00:17:03,390 - I want what's best for my kid. 433 00:17:03,457 --> 00:17:04,858 And I want what's easiest for her. 434 00:17:04,925 --> 00:17:07,261 If she feels comfortable calling you Dad, 435 00:17:07,327 --> 00:17:08,595 then be my guest. 436 00:17:08,662 --> 00:17:10,564 So at the end of the day, Ryder knows 437 00:17:10,631 --> 00:17:13,367 who her biological father is, me, right? 438 00:17:13,433 --> 00:17:18,672 I don't need her to prove that by not calling--by calling 439 00:17:18,739 --> 00:17:19,940 you Zach over and over. 440 00:17:20,007 --> 00:17:21,275 If she feels comfortable calling you Dad, 441 00:17:21,341 --> 00:17:22,809 I'm OK with that. 442 00:17:22,876 --> 00:17:24,444 The last thing I want is for her to be stressed out. 443 00:17:24,511 --> 00:17:28,482 I think the best move is for me to sit Ryder down one on one. 444 00:17:28,549 --> 00:17:29,850 I'm just going to talk to her about it. 445 00:17:29,917 --> 00:17:33,187 - I do think because Ryder is getting older 446 00:17:33,253 --> 00:17:36,790 and she is figuring out more about her family dynamic, 447 00:17:36,857 --> 00:17:39,493 that these conversations are going to come up. 448 00:17:39,560 --> 00:17:40,928 And I just want to make sure that we're 449 00:17:40,994 --> 00:17:43,697 all comfortable to have them with each other. 450 00:17:43,764 --> 00:17:45,933 - These are co-parent check-ins. 451 00:17:45,999 --> 00:17:50,537 These are talks that we're going to have to have. 452 00:17:50,604 --> 00:17:53,507 [upbeat music] 453 00:17:53,574 --> 00:18:00,781 ♪♪ ♪♪ 454 00:18:01,481 --> 00:18:02,449 - Who's here? 455 00:18:02,516 --> 00:18:04,885 - Hey. - Oh, hi. 456 00:18:04,952 --> 00:18:07,087 What have you been up to? - Nothing. 457 00:18:07,154 --> 00:18:08,455 - All right. 458 00:18:08,522 --> 00:18:09,923 I'm going to call Devoin's therapist. 459 00:18:09,990 --> 00:18:12,526 - I wonder what he's going to say. 460 00:18:12,593 --> 00:18:14,494 [phone line trilling] 461 00:18:14,561 --> 00:18:16,496 - Good morning. - Good morning, Nick. 462 00:18:16,563 --> 00:18:18,532 How are you? 463 00:18:18,599 --> 00:18:21,401 - I'm doing pretty good. How about you? 464 00:18:21,468 --> 00:18:23,971 - I'm good. I'm here with my mom. 465 00:18:24,037 --> 00:18:27,107 And I wanted to call you because I'm a little 466 00:18:27,174 --> 00:18:30,110 concerned about Devoin Austin. 467 00:18:30,177 --> 00:18:35,015 I saw that he was on an app called Florida Lottery. 468 00:18:35,082 --> 00:18:37,150 If he has that on his phone, I don't think 469 00:18:37,217 --> 00:18:38,519 that's a good sign. 470 00:18:38,585 --> 00:18:39,653 - No, I agree. 471 00:18:39,720 --> 00:18:41,989 That would be of concern. 472 00:18:42,055 --> 00:18:44,625 - I didn't say anything because I wasn't 473 00:18:44,691 --> 00:18:46,326 sure how to bring it up. 474 00:18:46,393 --> 00:18:49,229 I didn't want to accuse him of something that I don't 475 00:18:49,296 --> 00:18:50,631 really know what's going on. 476 00:18:50,697 --> 00:18:52,432 - If you're being honest, like, it's not 477 00:18:52,499 --> 00:18:53,967 necessarily accusing anything. 478 00:18:54,034 --> 00:18:56,336 It's just saying, you sent me this picture. 479 00:18:56,403 --> 00:18:57,671 I see this. 480 00:18:57,738 --> 00:18:59,273 This is concerning. 481 00:18:59,339 --> 00:19:01,041 You know what I mean? - Mm-hmm. 482 00:19:01,108 --> 00:19:03,744 - Because he's in a way, you know, offering up 483 00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:05,979 that information, whether, you know, 484 00:19:06,046 --> 00:19:07,948 intentionally or unintentionally. 485 00:19:08,015 --> 00:19:11,218 It's absolutely appropriate to say something. 486 00:19:11,285 --> 00:19:13,220 I would start with just saying, you know, 487 00:19:13,287 --> 00:19:16,023 I'm just trying to be somebody that cares about you 488 00:19:16,089 --> 00:19:17,524 and loves you. 489 00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:20,460 And I'm seeing some things that are concerning. 490 00:19:20,527 --> 00:19:21,962 - Like, what's the next step? 491 00:19:22,029 --> 00:19:24,698 Like, if he did relapse, like, what do we do? 492 00:19:24,765 --> 00:19:28,702 - Well, you know, there's been many recommendations on my end 493 00:19:28,769 --> 00:19:31,538 and our end as far as continued care, 494 00:19:31,605 --> 00:19:34,241 whether that be support groups, therapy. 495 00:19:34,308 --> 00:19:37,211 You know, it screams to me if somebody is not 496 00:19:37,277 --> 00:19:40,514 able to participate in those recommendations, 497 00:19:40,581 --> 00:19:43,550 that there's a need for potentially 498 00:19:43,617 --> 00:19:45,085 a higher level of care. 499 00:19:45,152 --> 00:19:49,857 So perhaps, if he is open to this, reengaging 500 00:19:49,923 --> 00:19:51,692 in residential treatment... 501 00:19:51,758 --> 00:19:53,327 - I agree. - Or something like that. 502 00:19:53,393 --> 00:19:55,996 Because he's proving that he needs that higher 503 00:19:56,063 --> 00:19:59,032 level of care, and structure, and accountability, 504 00:19:59,099 --> 00:20:01,034 and support. 505 00:20:01,101 --> 00:20:03,604 - OK. 506 00:20:03,670 --> 00:20:05,105 Well, thank you. 507 00:20:05,172 --> 00:20:07,708 I appreciate you taking your time to talk to me. 508 00:20:07,774 --> 00:20:08,842 - Absolutely. 509 00:20:08,909 --> 00:20:11,178 - Thank you. I'll speak to you later. 510 00:20:11,245 --> 00:20:13,514 -OK, sounds good. - All right, bye. 511 00:20:13,580 --> 00:20:16,083 - OK, bye. 512 00:20:16,149 --> 00:20:18,585 - You have a real problem on your hands. 513 00:20:18,652 --> 00:20:21,855 [tense music] 514 00:20:26,426 --> 00:20:28,595 - ♪♪ Oh, here we go ♪♪ 515 00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:32,099 ♪♪ This is the calm before the storm ♪♪ 516 00:20:32,165 --> 00:20:35,135 ♪♪ Oh, here we go ♪♪ 517 00:20:35,202 --> 00:20:38,071 ♪♪ I can feel it coming on ♪♪ 518 00:20:38,138 --> 00:20:40,374 - Today is Ryan's court date. 519 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:43,577 We're going to find out if he's going to go to rehab 520 00:20:43,644 --> 00:20:45,779 or continue serving his sentence. 521 00:20:45,846 --> 00:20:48,549 Obviously, I don't agree with the things that Ryan did, 522 00:20:48,615 --> 00:20:50,951 and he needs to pay the consequences. 523 00:20:51,018 --> 00:20:55,255 But I am trying to support him as, you know, Bentley's dad 524 00:20:55,322 --> 00:20:57,124 and as a friend too. 525 00:20:57,191 --> 00:20:58,992 So we will see what happens. 526 00:20:59,059 --> 00:21:01,295 I'll keep y'all updated. 527 00:21:02,763 --> 00:21:04,364 - I don't know what's going to happen today, 528 00:21:04,431 --> 00:21:06,133 but I appreciate you coming in. 529 00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:07,734 - Yeah. 530 00:21:07,801 --> 00:21:10,204 - Being support for us, I know Ryan appreciates it too. 531 00:21:10,270 --> 00:21:12,906 So hopefully, it'll be something we can 532 00:21:12,973 --> 00:21:15,008 move forward and be positive. 533 00:21:15,075 --> 00:21:16,844 - Yeah. Hopefully. 534 00:21:16,910 --> 00:21:18,345 - We'll see. 535 00:21:18,412 --> 00:21:22,249 - Going into the court hearing, I'm anxious. 536 00:21:22,316 --> 00:21:24,351 It's kind of intimidating to see him 537 00:21:24,418 --> 00:21:26,887 in the jumpsuit and handcuffs. 538 00:21:26,954 --> 00:21:28,722 But he looks like Ryan. 539 00:21:28,789 --> 00:21:33,894 And I haven't really seen him look like Ryan in a long time. 540 00:21:33,961 --> 00:21:37,397 The DA asked Ryan, what's different this time? 541 00:21:37,464 --> 00:21:39,633 Because you've had this chance before. 542 00:21:39,700 --> 00:21:44,004 He says the difference is that I'm tired of living like this. 543 00:21:44,071 --> 00:21:46,673 [tense music] 544 00:21:46,740 --> 00:21:48,809 [doorbell rings] 545 00:21:48,876 --> 00:21:50,611 Hi. - Hey. 546 00:21:50,677 --> 00:21:53,113 I made it. Your dog's been swimming. 547 00:21:53,180 --> 00:21:55,749 - I know. - [laughs] 548 00:21:58,051 --> 00:21:59,386 - So I heard you were going to court. 549 00:21:59,453 --> 00:22:01,555 How did that go? - Good. 550 00:22:01,622 --> 00:22:05,092 - Basically, his attorney was requesting for him 551 00:22:05,158 --> 00:22:09,396 to be furloughed, court ordered in Ryan's situation, 552 00:22:09,463 --> 00:22:11,565 to go to an inpatient rehab. 553 00:22:11,632 --> 00:22:15,202 And this particular program has an injection 554 00:22:15,269 --> 00:22:16,670 that's called Vivitrol. 555 00:22:16,737 --> 00:22:21,275 So if you drink or use opiates like--or heroin on it, 556 00:22:21,341 --> 00:22:24,344 it makes you, like, deathly ill. 557 00:22:24,411 --> 00:22:25,913 - Does he have to do that? 558 00:22:25,979 --> 00:22:27,314 - I think he wants to. 559 00:22:27,381 --> 00:22:31,451 It's got very high success rates so far. 560 00:22:31,518 --> 00:22:34,988 So he'll be released into rehab in a couple of weeks. 561 00:22:35,055 --> 00:22:38,892 If he doesn't stay in the rehab or tries to leave 562 00:22:38,959 --> 00:22:42,796 or if he doesn't abide by every single thing, textbook, bang, 563 00:22:42,863 --> 00:22:45,499 bang, bang, bang, he would be sent back to jail 564 00:22:45,566 --> 00:22:48,836 and resentenced for all of the three charges, 565 00:22:48,902 --> 00:22:51,905 harassment, possession of a controlled substance, 566 00:22:51,972 --> 00:22:55,742 and DUI, all of them to the highest level. 567 00:22:55,809 --> 00:22:57,177 - Got you. 568 00:22:57,244 --> 00:22:59,346 - If you add those up, it would be years, 569 00:22:59,413 --> 00:23:01,982 which I'm not mad about. 570 00:23:02,049 --> 00:23:04,418 - Right. - I mean, it sucks. 571 00:23:04,484 --> 00:23:06,320 And he's miserable in there. 572 00:23:06,386 --> 00:23:10,324 But, bro, at some point, you got to pay the price 573 00:23:10,390 --> 00:23:11,792 for the choices you've made. 574 00:23:11,859 --> 00:23:13,193 - Right. 575 00:23:13,260 --> 00:23:15,662 - He's never had real consequences for anything, 576 00:23:15,729 --> 00:23:16,930 you know? 577 00:23:16,997 --> 00:23:19,132 - So is he passing the drug screens in jail? 578 00:23:19,199 --> 00:23:20,534 - Yeah, every one of them. 579 00:23:20,601 --> 00:23:22,169 I think Ryan and Bentley communicate 580 00:23:22,236 --> 00:23:24,171 more since he's been in jail. 581 00:23:24,238 --> 00:23:25,873 - I don't doubt that. 582 00:23:25,939 --> 00:23:27,441 - Isn't that crazy, though? 583 00:23:27,508 --> 00:23:30,844 - Well, if he's not on drugs, it makes perfect sense. 584 00:23:30,911 --> 00:23:32,279 - Yeah. 585 00:23:32,346 --> 00:23:34,348 I was just thinking from a standpoint of-- 586 00:23:34,414 --> 00:23:36,617 - That it has to be that way? - Yeah. 587 00:23:36,683 --> 00:23:39,086 You can be hopeful without expecting anything, 588 00:23:39,152 --> 00:23:41,488 which is the seat I'm sitting in. 589 00:23:41,555 --> 00:23:44,424 Like, of course, I'm sad for Bentley 590 00:23:44,491 --> 00:23:47,060 and that Ryan won't be at his eighth grade graduation. 591 00:23:47,127 --> 00:23:48,962 But at least, he's alive. 592 00:23:49,029 --> 00:23:50,664 - All we want is the best for Ryan 593 00:23:50,731 --> 00:23:52,266 because that means it's the best for Bentley. 594 00:23:52,332 --> 00:23:54,101 - Yes. Facts. 595 00:23:54,168 --> 00:23:57,004 - His recovery is about Bentley. 596 00:23:57,070 --> 00:23:58,705 Of course, it's about him. 597 00:23:58,772 --> 00:24:01,608 But for us, it means a better experience for Bentley, 598 00:24:01,675 --> 00:24:03,911 a better life for Bentley, a better relationship 599 00:24:03,977 --> 00:24:05,045 with Bentley and his father. 600 00:24:05,112 --> 00:24:06,480 - Yeah. 601 00:24:06,547 --> 00:24:08,515 - And it doesn't matter what you do in your life. 602 00:24:08,582 --> 00:24:10,517 That's still Bentley's dad. 603 00:24:10,584 --> 00:24:15,122 And if things go bad for him, it's still Bentley's life. 604 00:24:15,189 --> 00:24:16,957 - Yeah. - You know. 605 00:24:17,024 --> 00:24:18,425 - Addiction's gnarly. 606 00:24:18,492 --> 00:24:20,227 - Yes, it is. 607 00:24:20,294 --> 00:24:24,431 - I really don't know what's next for Ryan and Bentley. 608 00:24:24,498 --> 00:24:27,000 I think that that's up to Ryan. 609 00:24:27,067 --> 00:24:30,037 Bentley has accepted how things have been 610 00:24:30,103 --> 00:24:31,638 and how things kind of are. 611 00:24:31,705 --> 00:24:34,508 But I also know that Ryan is his dad. 612 00:24:34,575 --> 00:24:36,443 And there's a space that will always 613 00:24:36,510 --> 00:24:40,414 be there for him to fill if he chooses to do so. 614 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:45,686 But I hope that Bentley is able to be a child 615 00:24:45,752 --> 00:24:50,691 and Ryan will show up as the adult. 616 00:24:54,261 --> 00:24:57,097 - We have had such a great visit with Carly. 617 00:24:57,164 --> 00:24:59,499 Literally, the days have been flying by. 618 00:24:59,566 --> 00:25:01,802 And I did want the rest of the day 619 00:25:01,869 --> 00:25:03,604 to be kind of intimate, so it's just going to be 620 00:25:03,670 --> 00:25:06,607 me, Ty, my dad, and Nova. 621 00:25:06,673 --> 00:25:09,309 We have to say goodbye, which is super hard 622 00:25:09,376 --> 00:25:11,478 and always emotional. 623 00:25:11,545 --> 00:25:14,915 And I'm really worried about Nova this time around 624 00:25:14,982 --> 00:25:18,552 just because her and Carly bonded so much, especially now 625 00:25:18,619 --> 00:25:20,587 that she's a little bit older, and she can 626 00:25:20,654 --> 00:25:22,456 kind of understand more. 627 00:25:22,523 --> 00:25:24,258 So I'm kind of nervous. 628 00:25:24,324 --> 00:25:27,661 [soft music] 629 00:25:27,728 --> 00:25:29,796 - Yeah, it's OK. We can cry. 630 00:25:29,863 --> 00:25:31,798 It's sad. 631 00:25:32,599 --> 00:25:34,635 - I'm the one that's not crying right now. 632 00:25:34,701 --> 00:25:36,870 - That's fine too. Mom doesn't cry every time. 633 00:25:36,937 --> 00:25:38,772 - Yeah, it just happens. 634 00:25:40,407 --> 00:25:42,376 - I know. It's bittersweet, babe. 635 00:25:42,442 --> 00:25:44,511 You'll see them again soon. 636 00:25:44,578 --> 00:25:46,113 - Yeah, Mom. We'll see her next year. 637 00:25:46,180 --> 00:25:48,815 - I love you very much. I'm very proud of you, baby. 638 00:25:50,450 --> 00:25:53,554 We need more visits like that. 639 00:25:57,958 --> 00:25:59,092 I love you. 640 00:25:59,159 --> 00:26:01,161 - I love you too. - I'm so proud of you. 641 00:26:01,228 --> 00:26:03,063 - Thanks. 642 00:26:10,838 --> 00:26:14,608 - Well, at least, we'll see her next year. 643 00:26:14,675 --> 00:26:16,844 Mom, I just want to say that Carly 644 00:26:16,910 --> 00:26:18,278 will always be in your heart. 645 00:26:18,345 --> 00:26:19,546 - Oh, yeah. Yeah. 646 00:26:19,613 --> 00:26:20,914 And she'll always be in your life. 647 00:26:20,981 --> 00:26:24,918 She's not gone forever, just today, you know? 648 00:26:26,420 --> 00:26:28,255 Love just doesn't go away. 649 00:26:28,322 --> 00:26:29,556 - No. 650 00:26:29,623 --> 00:26:30,858 - You know? 651 00:26:30,924 --> 00:26:32,159 Even if you don't see her every day. 652 00:26:32,226 --> 00:26:33,727 - I wish we can see her every single day. 653 00:26:33,794 --> 00:26:35,462 - Me too. 654 00:26:39,533 --> 00:26:41,401 - Hey, at least, we had some fun with Carly. 655 00:26:41,468 --> 00:26:44,171 - Oh, yeah. Yeah. 656 00:26:44,238 --> 00:26:45,739 You guys had a blast. 657 00:26:45,806 --> 00:26:47,774 - I just want to say that my mom 658 00:26:47,841 --> 00:26:49,676 and dad started this family. 659 00:26:49,743 --> 00:26:51,245 And I'm grateful for it. 660 00:26:51,311 --> 00:26:52,713 - Yeah. 661 00:26:52,779 --> 00:26:54,781 - Because if you two had never met, you wouldn't have, 662 00:26:54,848 --> 00:26:57,217 like, me in your life, or Carly, 663 00:26:57,284 --> 00:27:00,487 or all the angel babies. 664 00:27:00,554 --> 00:27:02,990 - Rya. 665 00:27:03,056 --> 00:27:04,591 - Yeah, it's just so hard because I just 666 00:27:04,658 --> 00:27:05,959 wish we could see her more. 667 00:27:06,026 --> 00:27:07,861 It's weird how you can go into one visit, though, 668 00:27:07,928 --> 00:27:10,931 and she's just so much more grown up. 669 00:27:10,998 --> 00:27:12,099 It's weird. 670 00:27:12,165 --> 00:27:13,567 You never want to leave. 671 00:27:13,634 --> 00:27:16,403 And that's the, you know, that's the crappy part. 672 00:27:16,470 --> 00:27:18,472 - It is the crappy part. 673 00:27:18,539 --> 00:27:25,012 ♪♪ ♪♪ 674 00:27:29,183 --> 00:27:30,450 - ♪♪ I don't want to be ♪♪ 675 00:27:30,517 --> 00:27:33,420 ♪♪ Anything but me ♪♪ 676 00:27:33,487 --> 00:27:36,023 ♪♪ You ain't got to do ♪♪ 677 00:27:36,089 --> 00:27:38,725 ♪♪ Anything but you ♪♪ 678 00:27:38,792 --> 00:27:42,029 - And we enter the stage, face the audience. 679 00:27:42,095 --> 00:27:45,365 - [vocalizing] 680 00:27:45,432 --> 00:27:47,467 - Yeah! 681 00:27:49,036 --> 00:27:50,971 What's up? How you been? 682 00:27:51,038 --> 00:27:52,272 - Good. 683 00:27:52,339 --> 00:27:53,774 - How's your mom's house? How has that been? 684 00:27:53,841 --> 00:27:55,042 - Good. 685 00:27:55,108 --> 00:27:56,510 - Are you being a good big sister? 686 00:27:56,577 --> 00:27:57,578 - Yes. 687 00:27:57,644 --> 00:27:58,846 - Your mom told me-- 688 00:27:58,912 --> 00:28:00,214 I talked to Mommy and Zach. 689 00:28:00,280 --> 00:28:04,151 And she said that one day, you called Zach Dad 690 00:28:04,218 --> 00:28:06,019 and you felt bad about it. 691 00:28:06,086 --> 00:28:07,788 - On accident, I said Dada. 692 00:28:07,855 --> 00:28:09,089 - Yeah. 693 00:28:09,156 --> 00:28:10,524 But I'm letting you know that that's OK. 694 00:28:10,591 --> 00:28:13,060 If you end up calling him Dad, I'm-- 695 00:28:13,126 --> 00:28:15,796 my feelings won't be hurt, OK? 696 00:28:15,863 --> 00:28:17,030 - OK. 697 00:28:17,097 --> 00:28:18,365 - I'm serious. 698 00:28:18,432 --> 00:28:20,200 I don't want you to think that, oh, you messed up. 699 00:28:20,267 --> 00:28:22,870 No, it's OK. You're a kid, OK? 700 00:28:22,936 --> 00:28:25,005 You can call Zach whatever you feel like calling him. 701 00:28:25,072 --> 00:28:26,773 He told me to tell you that. 702 00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:29,009 Listen, they're just names. 703 00:28:29,076 --> 00:28:30,711 You get it? 704 00:28:30,777 --> 00:28:31,812 - Yeah. 705 00:28:31,879 --> 00:28:33,814 [laughter] 706 00:28:33,881 --> 00:28:36,850 [upbeat music] 707 00:28:36,917 --> 00:28:39,453 - This is a side of co-parenting that I 708 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,522 feel like isn't talked about. 709 00:28:41,588 --> 00:28:44,558 This is a side that is a little uncomfortable. 710 00:28:44,625 --> 00:28:47,761 I wasn't sure how we were going to handle this, 711 00:28:47,828 --> 00:28:50,998 but I'm extremely happy that Cory is 712 00:28:51,064 --> 00:28:52,299 the person I co-parent with. 713 00:28:52,366 --> 00:28:56,069 I never could have foreseen this. 714 00:28:56,136 --> 00:28:59,840 But now that it is my reality, I think it's the best 715 00:28:59,907 --> 00:29:01,608 version of my reality. 716 00:29:01,675 --> 00:29:04,311 [all cheering] 717 00:29:06,380 --> 00:29:08,415 - ♪♪ When luck brings lemons ♪♪ 718 00:29:08,482 --> 00:29:10,517 ♪♪ You can make lemonade ♪♪ 719 00:29:10,584 --> 00:29:12,419 ♪♪ When luck brings lemons ♪♪ 720 00:29:12,486 --> 00:29:14,821 ♪♪ You can make lemonade ♪♪ 721 00:29:14,888 --> 00:29:16,990 - So my mom's been home for about a month. 722 00:29:17,057 --> 00:29:19,159 And I feel like I've always been in this, 723 00:29:19,226 --> 00:29:22,095 like, cycle of, like, kind of me being overbearing 724 00:29:22,162 --> 00:29:23,730 or doing way too much. 725 00:29:23,797 --> 00:29:26,133 So I feel like with Al-Anon, all the stuff that we went 726 00:29:26,200 --> 00:29:27,467 through and that I've learned, 727 00:29:27,534 --> 00:29:29,837 I know it's good to take a back seat, 728 00:29:29,903 --> 00:29:31,538 you know, let her know I'm there for her, 729 00:29:31,605 --> 00:29:33,407 but really let her take charge of her own life 730 00:29:33,473 --> 00:29:34,808 and figure it all out. 731 00:29:34,875 --> 00:29:36,810 - ♪♪ Mine's a new point of view ♪♪ 732 00:29:36,877 --> 00:29:38,679 ♪♪ ♪♪ 733 00:29:38,745 --> 00:29:40,347 - How are you guys? - Good. 734 00:29:40,414 --> 00:29:41,582 How are you? - How are you? 735 00:29:41,648 --> 00:29:43,684 - I just had my meeting with my planner. 736 00:29:43,750 --> 00:29:45,152 We got the DJ set. 737 00:29:45,219 --> 00:29:47,287 And we have my tattoo artist confirmed 738 00:29:47,354 --> 00:29:48,755 that he's going to come. 739 00:29:48,822 --> 00:29:52,759 - I want to get my sober date tattooed on a line 740 00:29:52,826 --> 00:29:54,361 and then says everything. 741 00:29:54,428 --> 00:29:57,264 And then so it's sobriety over everything. 742 00:29:57,331 --> 00:29:59,199 - So have you found a program out here? 743 00:29:59,266 --> 00:30:00,801 - I think there's all women's meeting 744 00:30:00,868 --> 00:30:01,869 tomorrow I might go to. 745 00:30:01,935 --> 00:30:03,737 - What about you, Dad? 746 00:30:05,806 --> 00:30:08,008 - Well, I hope you get everything all figured out. 747 00:30:08,075 --> 00:30:09,610 - I'm sure I will. 748 00:30:09,676 --> 00:30:12,479 - So you're not living in the same cycle of being unhappy. 749 00:30:12,546 --> 00:30:13,947 Living in a hotel, doesn't that just 750 00:30:14,014 --> 00:30:15,282 feel like you-- just what it felt 751 00:30:15,349 --> 00:30:16,550 like before you went to rehab? 752 00:30:16,617 --> 00:30:18,485 I feel like that can't be a good feeling. 753 00:30:21,421 --> 00:30:23,357 - Yeah, but I mean, I feel like being with family 754 00:30:23,423 --> 00:30:25,392 would feel way more-- 755 00:30:25,459 --> 00:30:28,262 way better than being somewhere with strangers, you know? 756 00:30:28,328 --> 00:30:30,664 - I feel uncomfortable everywhere I'm at. 757 00:30:32,299 --> 00:30:34,635 Literally, it's sad. 758 00:30:34,701 --> 00:30:37,638 [soft music] 759 00:30:37,704 --> 00:30:42,943 ♪♪ ♪♪ 760 00:30:43,010 --> 00:30:45,212 I didn't know she went. 761 00:30:46,780 --> 00:30:48,549 - She just started getting-- like, I don't know. 762 00:30:48,615 --> 00:30:50,117 Her anxiety gets the best of her sometimes, 763 00:30:50,184 --> 00:30:52,686 so she had to go step away. 764 00:30:54,321 --> 00:30:55,522 - I'm just so worried. 765 00:30:55,589 --> 00:30:56,790 I just want you to be all right. 766 00:30:56,857 --> 00:30:58,392 Like, you're my child or something. 767 00:30:58,458 --> 00:31:01,428 I'm worried about you. - Quit being like that, please. 768 00:31:02,029 --> 00:31:03,897 Because I'm not going to go-- - I just want you to be OK. 769 00:31:03,964 --> 00:31:05,465 - I'm going to be OK. 770 00:31:05,532 --> 00:31:07,034 I'm not going to go out and relapse or nothing like that. 771 00:31:07,100 --> 00:31:09,636 I hate that, like, you, like, feel like you need to fix 772 00:31:09,703 --> 00:31:11,104 it because I made the mistake. 773 00:31:11,171 --> 00:31:12,206 I have to fix it. 774 00:31:12,272 --> 00:31:14,208 I'm doing good now. 775 00:31:14,274 --> 00:31:16,910 - You're not doing good right now yet. 776 00:31:16,977 --> 00:31:18,378 I want everyone to be great. 777 00:31:18,445 --> 00:31:20,581 I wish I could just, like, snap my fingers 778 00:31:20,647 --> 00:31:22,216 and just make it all happen. 779 00:31:22,282 --> 00:31:24,284 - But I mean, I took the first step in, like, 780 00:31:24,351 --> 00:31:25,519 the right direction. 781 00:31:25,586 --> 00:31:26,820 - I'm proud of you. I'm happy for you. 782 00:31:26,887 --> 00:31:28,455 I'm just--I think it's just all this stuff 783 00:31:28,522 --> 00:31:30,190 is just taking a toll on me. 784 00:31:30,257 --> 00:31:31,792 I feel like all the people I loved around me 785 00:31:31,859 --> 00:31:33,694 are having these issues that--imagine 786 00:31:33,760 --> 00:31:35,629 how frustrating that is that you want to fix stuff 787 00:31:35,696 --> 00:31:37,364 and you want to help, but you can't fix that. 788 00:31:37,431 --> 00:31:38,899 - I love you, Jade. 789 00:31:38,966 --> 00:31:40,501 - I love you too. 790 00:31:40,567 --> 00:31:42,603 I'm just--I'm just a nervous wreck, and I'm anxious. 791 00:31:42,669 --> 00:31:44,438 My parents are both home. 792 00:31:44,505 --> 00:31:47,274 Since I was 17, I wanted this for them. 793 00:31:47,341 --> 00:31:49,343 I wanted a sober life. 794 00:31:49,409 --> 00:31:50,878 But they're really not in the spot 795 00:31:50,944 --> 00:31:52,913 that I was hoping that they would be in. 796 00:31:52,980 --> 00:31:57,818 I'm hoping they can get out of this rut that they're in. 797 00:31:57,885 --> 00:32:01,288 But ultimately, I can't really control them. 798 00:32:01,355 --> 00:32:03,156 I played Mom for so long. 799 00:32:03,223 --> 00:32:05,726 I have to stop doing that because if I want 800 00:32:05,792 --> 00:32:08,462 a mom and a dad, I have to let them stand up 801 00:32:08,529 --> 00:32:10,063 and be Mom and Dad. 802 00:32:10,130 --> 00:32:14,067 And I have to put boundaries when it comes to them putting 803 00:32:14,134 --> 00:32:15,602 their problems on my plate. 804 00:32:15,669 --> 00:32:17,437 I still have my own [bleep] going on. 805 00:32:17,504 --> 00:32:20,140 I'm not going to lose hope on them 806 00:32:20,207 --> 00:32:21,909 or lose hope in their sobriety. 807 00:32:21,975 --> 00:32:25,746 I'm just hoping that they can really just figure it out. 808 00:32:31,952 --> 00:32:34,421 - ♪♪ Keep an eye on you ♪♪ 809 00:32:34,488 --> 00:32:37,391 [upbeat music] 810 00:32:37,457 --> 00:32:39,760 ♪♪ ♪♪ 811 00:32:39,826 --> 00:32:44,264 - I am about to talk to Devoin about the screenshot 812 00:32:44,331 --> 00:32:46,533 and the whole Florida Lottery app. 813 00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:48,635 I'm a little nervous. I'm a little scared. 814 00:32:48,702 --> 00:32:50,470 I don't know how this conversation is going to go, 815 00:32:50,537 --> 00:32:52,406 so let's just see what happens. 816 00:32:52,472 --> 00:32:54,908 I'll keep you girls updated. 817 00:32:54,975 --> 00:32:57,544 - ♪♪ Keep an eye on you ♪♪ 818 00:32:57,611 --> 00:32:59,713 - Hello, hello, hello, hello. 819 00:32:59,780 --> 00:33:02,282 - Hey, what's up? - What's up? 820 00:33:02,349 --> 00:33:03,650 What's going on? 821 00:33:03,717 --> 00:33:05,085 - So Nova's on a field trip, and she texted me. 822 00:33:05,152 --> 00:33:06,753 She was like, I'm having the best time. 823 00:33:06,820 --> 00:33:07,888 - Yeah? 824 00:33:07,955 --> 00:33:09,089 - But nothing. 825 00:33:09,156 --> 00:33:11,225 I've just been-- I don't know, a little, 826 00:33:11,291 --> 00:33:13,493 like, I want to say worried or concerned. 827 00:33:13,560 --> 00:33:14,962 - Concerned. Why? 828 00:33:15,028 --> 00:33:16,196 - You sent me this. 829 00:33:16,263 --> 00:33:18,332 And then look on the top left. 830 00:33:19,566 --> 00:33:21,001 I've seen that. 831 00:33:21,068 --> 00:33:23,136 What is that? 832 00:33:23,203 --> 00:33:24,938 Are you playing the lottery? 833 00:33:25,005 --> 00:33:25,939 - I play here and there, the Powerball. 834 00:33:26,006 --> 00:33:27,841 - Come on. - Why not? 835 00:33:27,908 --> 00:33:29,343 - You're not supposed to. 836 00:33:29,409 --> 00:33:31,612 - The Powerball is like $500 million, 837 00:33:31,678 --> 00:33:33,714 $2 if your [bleep] hit. 838 00:33:33,780 --> 00:33:35,549 - Isn't that considered-- 839 00:33:35,616 --> 00:33:36,783 - It's considered a relapse. 840 00:33:36,850 --> 00:33:38,218 - Are you open with your sponsor 841 00:33:38,285 --> 00:33:40,654 about you playing the lottery? 842 00:33:40,721 --> 00:33:42,856 - No. Of course not. 843 00:33:42,923 --> 00:33:45,192 But I'm good. 844 00:33:45,259 --> 00:33:47,528 Like, concerned would be if I took a trip to Las Vegas 845 00:33:47,594 --> 00:33:48,762 or some [bleep] like that. 846 00:33:48,829 --> 00:33:50,330 - I don't think you're OK. 847 00:33:50,397 --> 00:33:53,033 You could put this front up and say that you're fine. 848 00:33:53,100 --> 00:33:54,568 But I know you're not fine. 849 00:33:54,635 --> 00:33:56,603 - I mean, of course, I'm not where I want to be. 850 00:33:56,670 --> 00:33:59,673 - You have bad urges still, or like, what? 851 00:33:59,740 --> 00:34:00,974 - I mean, that's an ongoing thing. 852 00:34:01,041 --> 00:34:03,243 That never really stops, you know? 853 00:34:03,310 --> 00:34:04,711 It's a constant battle. 854 00:34:04,778 --> 00:34:06,413 But at the end of the day, like, it's not breaking me 855 00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:07,948 to where I want to go, and like, 856 00:34:08,015 --> 00:34:09,983 literally stand in front of a casino. 857 00:34:10,050 --> 00:34:12,352 - Which is good to hear. 858 00:34:12,419 --> 00:34:15,289 - But therapy is something I should look into, for sure. 859 00:34:15,355 --> 00:34:17,624 - Because the last thing I want is for something, 860 00:34:17,691 --> 00:34:19,726 you know, bad to happen and you end up in a place 861 00:34:19,793 --> 00:34:21,528 of, like, no return. 862 00:34:25,399 --> 00:34:26,967 You don't want that for Nova. 863 00:34:27,034 --> 00:34:28,902 - That's not a possibility. 864 00:34:28,969 --> 00:34:30,103 - No. 865 00:34:30,170 --> 00:34:31,605 - It's not even an option. 866 00:34:31,672 --> 00:34:33,340 - No. Let me get your phone. 867 00:34:33,407 --> 00:34:34,975 Unlock it. I'm deleting the app. 868 00:34:35,042 --> 00:34:36,476 You don't need it. 869 00:34:36,543 --> 00:34:37,845 You're better than this. 870 00:34:37,911 --> 00:34:39,179 What are you doing? 871 00:34:39,246 --> 00:34:41,715 - It's deleted. - No, I want to delete it. 872 00:34:41,782 --> 00:34:44,051 - It's deleted. 873 00:34:44,117 --> 00:34:45,552 - It is deleted. 874 00:34:45,619 --> 00:34:46,854 It's not even on there. 875 00:34:46,920 --> 00:34:48,689 - I just deleted it. 876 00:34:48,755 --> 00:34:50,057 Yeah. 877 00:34:50,123 --> 00:34:52,626 - I spoke to Nick because I was concerned. 878 00:34:54,494 --> 00:34:58,565 Nick thinks that you probably need to go back 879 00:34:58,632 --> 00:35:01,201 or to go to another place. 880 00:35:01,268 --> 00:35:03,170 - To another rehab center? No. 881 00:35:03,237 --> 00:35:05,472 I'm not in an addict mode. 882 00:35:05,539 --> 00:35:07,341 Like, the help you're trying to throw me 883 00:35:07,407 --> 00:35:09,309 is, like, go back to rehab. 884 00:35:09,376 --> 00:35:12,012 That's not--rehab ain't going to help what I got going on. 885 00:35:13,881 --> 00:35:16,083 Appreciate the concern, though. 886 00:35:19,887 --> 00:35:25,592 - To know that Devoin is now gambling again is concerning. 887 00:35:25,659 --> 00:35:27,027 I'm worried. 888 00:35:27,094 --> 00:35:28,562 I'm stressed. 889 00:35:28,629 --> 00:35:30,831 He made it seem like it was not a big deal, 890 00:35:30,898 --> 00:35:31,932 but that was a relapse. 891 00:35:31,999 --> 00:35:33,333 He [bleep] up. 892 00:35:33,400 --> 00:35:35,536 If Devoin ends up at the casinos again, 893 00:35:35,602 --> 00:35:38,138 I would have to tell him it's either gambling or Nova. 894 00:35:38,205 --> 00:35:40,007 You can't have both. 895 00:35:40,073 --> 00:35:42,042 And I will leave it up for him to decide. 896 00:35:42,109 --> 00:35:46,680 But I know he's trying to get the gambling under control. 897 00:35:46,747 --> 00:35:51,018 And I will continue to be a cheerleader with a little sign 898 00:35:51,084 --> 00:35:52,819 saying, you can do this. 899 00:35:52,886 --> 00:35:54,254 Keep going. 900 00:35:54,321 --> 00:35:59,026 But I can't walk him to the finish line. 901 00:35:59,092 --> 00:36:02,095 [soft music] 902 00:36:02,162 --> 00:36:09,269 ♪♪ ♪♪ 903 00:36:12,773 --> 00:36:14,074 - Hi, baby. 904 00:36:14,141 --> 00:36:15,242 I love you. 905 00:36:15,309 --> 00:36:17,477 - Mom, it's OK. 906 00:36:17,544 --> 00:36:19,880 - I'm just emotional, you know? 907 00:36:19,947 --> 00:36:22,516 It's hard to say goodbye. 908 00:36:25,886 --> 00:36:28,155 - Dawn was saying that this is the most, like, one-on-one 909 00:36:28,222 --> 00:36:29,623 time you guys have ever had. 910 00:36:29,690 --> 00:36:30,991 - Yeah. - It is. 911 00:36:31,058 --> 00:36:32,926 That's what I told Tyler. - Yeah, I noticed that. 912 00:36:32,993 --> 00:36:34,595 - It was nice. 913 00:36:34,661 --> 00:36:36,129 - That was fantastic just watching you guys 914 00:36:36,196 --> 00:36:39,132 laugh, and cuddle, and hug. 915 00:36:39,199 --> 00:36:42,736 And the way she looks at you too and looks at Ty-- 916 00:36:42,803 --> 00:36:43,904 - Oh, yeah. 917 00:36:43,971 --> 00:36:46,039 She's always had an obsession with Ty 918 00:36:46,106 --> 00:36:48,075 ever since she was wee big, man. 919 00:36:48,141 --> 00:36:49,543 - Yeah. 920 00:36:49,610 --> 00:36:51,778 - It's awesome seeing all of my girls together. 921 00:36:51,845 --> 00:36:54,014 There was one point where when we were saying goodbye, 922 00:36:54,081 --> 00:36:55,649 Nova just looks like Carly. 923 00:36:55,716 --> 00:36:57,518 And she's like, why can't you spend the night at my house? 924 00:36:57,584 --> 00:37:00,320 And Carly looked at her, and she goes, well, one day, 925 00:37:00,387 --> 00:37:02,356 I just might be spending the night at your house. 926 00:37:02,422 --> 00:37:04,324 And Nova said, really? 927 00:37:04,391 --> 00:37:07,027 She was like, yeah. 928 00:37:07,094 --> 00:37:08,762 Then when I said goodbye to her too, 929 00:37:08,829 --> 00:37:10,063 I said, I love you so much. 930 00:37:10,130 --> 00:37:11,532 I said, I really hope that you know that. 931 00:37:11,598 --> 00:37:13,634 And she's like, I love you too. And I do. 932 00:37:13,700 --> 00:37:15,002 I really do. 933 00:37:15,068 --> 00:37:17,137 - She knows. 934 00:37:18,138 --> 00:37:21,441 - Carly, I just want you to know that you are the biggest 935 00:37:21,508 --> 00:37:25,212 blessing in my life, somebody who has pushed me 936 00:37:25,279 --> 00:37:29,416 to grow in so many great ways. 937 00:37:29,483 --> 00:37:31,718 You were meant to come into the world to literally create 938 00:37:31,785 --> 00:37:34,788 change, to teach me things, to teach your parents things, 939 00:37:34,855 --> 00:37:39,226 to teach my other family members things. 940 00:37:39,293 --> 00:37:42,729 I am so proud to watch you grow up. 941 00:37:42,796 --> 00:37:45,065 I love learning about your passions and stuff 942 00:37:45,132 --> 00:37:47,968 and just seeing how great of a person you are. 943 00:37:48,035 --> 00:37:51,104 I love being able to witness your goofy and silly sides 944 00:37:51,171 --> 00:37:53,707 because it reminds me so much of Ty. 945 00:37:53,774 --> 00:37:56,243 And to see that you have a little bit 946 00:37:56,310 --> 00:37:57,911 of our personalities is something 947 00:37:57,978 --> 00:37:59,913 that's truly amazing. 948 00:37:59,980 --> 00:38:01,915 I just want you to know that you are loved. 949 00:38:01,982 --> 00:38:06,687 If you weren't loved, I never would have made the decision 950 00:38:06,753 --> 00:38:09,156 that I made for you. 951 00:38:16,163 --> 00:38:20,567 Because I wanted to be selfish and not make it sometimes. 952 00:38:21,835 --> 00:38:24,204 And I know it would have been selfish to keep 953 00:38:24,271 --> 00:38:27,975 you in that chaos. 954 00:38:28,709 --> 00:38:32,312 And literally, it's all about love. 955 00:38:34,681 --> 00:38:37,384 Like, I don't ever want you to think that you weren't loved 956 00:38:37,451 --> 00:38:39,653 or that we didn't want you. 957 00:38:40,921 --> 00:38:43,924 [Ari Dayan's "How Do I Say Goodbye"] 958 00:38:43,991 --> 00:38:50,931 ♪♪ ♪♪ 959 00:38:54,101 --> 00:38:57,437 - ♪♪ I kick the ashes ♪♪ 960 00:38:57,504 --> 00:39:00,407 ♪♪ Our city's burned ♪♪ 961 00:39:00,474 --> 00:39:02,442 ♪♪ The gods are laughing ♪♪ 962 00:39:02,509 --> 00:39:05,379 ♪♪ Because we never learned ♪♪ 963 00:39:05,445 --> 00:39:07,848 ♪♪ Down on my knees ♪♪ 964 00:39:07,915 --> 00:39:11,451 ♪♪ All this smoke I've been breathing ♪♪ 965 00:39:11,518 --> 00:39:14,621 ♪♪ This war is uneven ♪♪ 966 00:39:14,688 --> 00:39:17,457 ♪♪ We're not innocent ♪♪ 967 00:39:17,524 --> 00:39:21,361 ♪♪ But how do I ♪♪ 968 00:39:21,428 --> 00:39:25,432 ♪♪ Say goodbye? ♪♪ 969 00:39:25,499 --> 00:39:27,868 ♪♪ I need more time ♪♪ 970 00:39:27,935 --> 00:39:31,305 ♪♪ I need more ♪♪ 971 00:39:31,371 --> 00:39:37,044 ♪♪ How do I say goodbye? ♪♪ 972 00:39:37,110 --> 00:39:40,414 ♪♪ I need more time ♪♪ 973 00:39:40,480 --> 00:39:43,250 ♪♪ I need more ♪♪ 974 00:39:43,317 --> 00:39:50,457 ♪♪ ♪♪ 975 00:39:53,227 --> 00:39:55,162 - Bentley Edwards. 976 00:39:55,229 --> 00:39:58,365 [cheering] 977 00:40:08,308 --> 00:40:14,515 - ♪♪ How do I say goodbye? ♪♪ 978 00:40:14,581 --> 00:40:17,784 ♪♪ I need more time ♪♪ 979 00:40:17,851 --> 00:40:20,721 ♪♪ I need more ♪♪ 980 00:40:20,787 --> 00:40:26,560 ♪♪ How do I say goodbye? ♪♪ 981 00:40:26,627 --> 00:40:29,796 ♪♪ I need more time ♪♪ 982 00:40:29,863 --> 00:40:33,233 ♪♪ I need more ♪♪ 983 00:40:33,300 --> 00:40:39,373 ♪♪ How do I say goodbye? ♪♪ 984 00:40:39,439 --> 00:40:42,309 ♪♪ I need more time ♪♪ 985 00:40:42,376 --> 00:40:45,479 ♪♪ I need more ♪♪ 986 00:40:45,546 --> 00:40:51,919 ♪♪ How do I say goodbye? ♪♪ 987 00:40:51,985 --> 00:40:54,788 ♪♪ I need more time ♪♪ 988 00:40:54,855 --> 00:40:57,291 ♪♪ I need more ♪♪ 989 00:41:04,331 --> 00:41:05,732 - Next time on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter" reunion... 990 00:41:05,799 --> 00:41:07,868 - That's the first time me even saying it on camera. 991 00:41:07,935 --> 00:41:09,203 - Are you proceeding with the divorce? 992 00:41:09,269 --> 00:41:10,637 - Um... 993 00:41:10,704 --> 00:41:12,706 - At 2:00 in the morning, some bitch called his phone. 994 00:41:12,773 --> 00:41:14,341 - Are we about to do this right now? 995 00:41:14,408 --> 00:41:16,410 - We can sit everybody out and have that conversation 996 00:41:16,476 --> 00:41:17,911 now if you want. 997 00:41:17,978 --> 00:41:19,780 - Drew, I'm giving your ass a messy award. 998 00:41:19,847 --> 00:41:21,014 [laughter] 999 00:41:21,081 --> 00:41:22,249 - What the [bleep] is going on here? 1000 00:41:26,220 --> 00:41:29,122 [upbeat rock music] 1001 00:41:29,189 --> 00:41:36,129 ♪♪ ♪♪