1 00:00:00,772 --> 00:00:02,841 - ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:02,841 --> 00:00:05,410 - Previously on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 3 00:00:05,410 --> 00:00:06,978 - And you feel like you would be complete 4 00:00:06,978 --> 00:00:08,046 if we were together? 5 00:00:08,046 --> 00:00:09,914 - I think it'd be worth a shot. 6 00:00:09,914 --> 00:00:12,484 - I think we need some counseling. 7 00:00:12,484 --> 00:00:15,453 - I'll reach out to my guy in Texas. 8 00:00:15,453 --> 00:00:17,589 - If you set it up, then I know you're serious. 9 00:00:17,589 --> 00:00:19,557 - So you're gonna fly out to Texas 10 00:00:19,557 --> 00:00:23,194 to do a therapy date session? [laughter] 11 00:00:24,329 --> 00:00:26,097 - I've gambled all my money away, 12 00:00:26,097 --> 00:00:29,367 probably lost $100,000. 13 00:00:29,367 --> 00:00:30,802 - I've literally been thinking about 14 00:00:30,802 --> 00:00:33,538 asking my mom to go to, like, a treatment center. 15 00:00:33,538 --> 00:00:35,273 - She had substance issues before? 16 00:00:35,273 --> 00:00:36,574 - Always, my whole life. 17 00:00:36,574 --> 00:00:38,943 - It seems like you're surrounded by 18 00:00:38,943 --> 00:00:40,211 people in addiction. 19 00:00:40,211 --> 00:00:42,180 Have you looked into Al-Anon? 20 00:00:42,180 --> 00:00:44,949 Because a lot of times you place that focus on them 21 00:00:44,949 --> 00:00:47,786 and you lose yourself. 22 00:00:48,219 --> 00:00:50,955 - Bridezilla. [all cheering] 23 00:00:50,955 --> 00:00:53,358 [upbeat music] 24 00:00:53,358 --> 00:00:54,959 - When it came to my community service, 25 00:00:54,959 --> 00:00:56,161 I didn't handle my business 26 00:00:56,161 --> 00:00:57,462 the way I was supposed to all the way. 27 00:00:57,462 --> 00:00:59,497 - And I just feel like that's disappointing 28 00:00:59,497 --> 00:01:01,466 considering that you know the stakes. 29 00:01:01,466 --> 00:01:03,234 The consequence of that can land you in jail 30 00:01:03,234 --> 00:01:05,003 for, like, six years. 31 00:01:05,003 --> 00:01:07,005 - You're an addict. - Yeah. 32 00:01:07,005 --> 00:01:10,408 - You are getting a divorce, can't go back to your house. 33 00:01:10,408 --> 00:01:11,810 - It's kind of disheartening 34 00:01:11,810 --> 00:01:14,279 to know that that was, like, their home. 35 00:01:14,279 --> 00:01:16,014 Their kids lived in it. - Yeah. 36 00:01:16,014 --> 00:01:17,982 - All right. You're gonna be placed under arrest. 37 00:01:17,982 --> 00:01:20,251 - Ryan, he's in jail. 38 00:01:20,251 --> 00:01:23,388 Gonna have to have another conversation with Benny. 39 00:01:23,388 --> 00:01:27,959 - The man's made some mistakes. He's still my son. 40 00:01:27,959 --> 00:01:31,062 [tense music] 41 00:01:31,062 --> 00:01:34,065 [upbeat pop music] 42 00:01:34,065 --> 00:01:41,172 ♪ ♪ 43 00:01:45,810 --> 00:01:47,212 - I heard a rumor. 44 00:01:47,212 --> 00:01:49,481 We should all get on a call and confirm. 45 00:01:49,481 --> 00:01:51,583 - ♪ Yeah, been around the world ♪ 46 00:01:51,583 --> 00:01:53,818 ♪ See them gal fly, fly, fly ♪ 47 00:01:53,818 --> 00:01:57,956 ♪ But she's the only one to really catch my eye ♪ 48 00:01:57,956 --> 00:01:59,958 - Hi, guys. 49 00:01:59,958 --> 00:02:01,159 - Hi. 50 00:02:01,159 --> 00:02:02,393 - I miss you. 51 00:02:03,361 --> 00:02:07,665 - A very long needed "break." 52 00:02:07,665 --> 00:02:10,535 I needed to find myself without cameras 53 00:02:10,535 --> 00:02:13,438 and I thought I was done for good 54 00:02:13,438 --> 00:02:15,540 and I kinda missed everyone. 55 00:02:15,540 --> 00:02:18,142 - How's James doing and Leah? 56 00:02:18,142 --> 00:02:19,511 - James is amazing. 57 00:02:19,511 --> 00:02:22,280 I just got back two days ago from seeing him. 58 00:02:22,280 --> 00:02:24,148 Leah, she's doing real good. 59 00:02:24,148 --> 00:02:26,017 - Is she dating? 60 00:02:26,017 --> 00:02:28,286 - She's been dating. - With all these girls, 61 00:02:28,286 --> 00:02:29,621 we're gonna have our damn hands full. 62 00:02:29,621 --> 00:02:31,089 - [laughs] 63 00:02:31,089 --> 00:02:33,525 - How do we have high schoolers? 64 00:02:33,525 --> 00:02:36,895 - So, Amber, you're, like, officially back? 65 00:02:36,895 --> 00:02:38,096 - Yeah. 66 00:02:38,096 --> 00:02:40,999 - So happy you're back, Amber. - Yay! 67 00:02:40,999 --> 00:02:43,535 - I'm back. I'm back. Yeah, I'm back, guys. 68 00:02:43,535 --> 00:02:44,636 I'm back. - ♪ Yeah ♪ 69 00:02:44,636 --> 00:02:46,738 - This is bomb. I like this. 70 00:02:46,738 --> 00:02:48,106 [chuckles] 71 00:02:48,106 --> 00:02:50,942 - ♪ Oh, hush, don't be precious ♪ 72 00:02:50,942 --> 00:02:54,779 ♪ Talk to the hand, friend, we're just the glove ♪ 73 00:02:54,779 --> 00:02:56,414 - Hey, guys. 74 00:02:56,414 --> 00:02:57,982 We just made it to Texas. 75 00:02:57,982 --> 00:03:00,718 We are about to head over to 76 00:03:00,718 --> 00:03:02,487 Devoin's rehab facility center 77 00:03:02,487 --> 00:03:05,723 to have a therapy session with his therapist. 78 00:03:05,723 --> 00:03:08,726 Um, I don't really know what's gonna happen 79 00:03:08,726 --> 00:03:11,729 but I need to lay it all out because in order for us 80 00:03:11,729 --> 00:03:14,599 to have any type of romantic relationship, 81 00:03:14,599 --> 00:03:18,670 we need to talk about how to co-parent first 82 00:03:18,670 --> 00:03:21,105 and I plan on not holding back. 83 00:03:21,105 --> 00:03:24,342 ♪ ♪ 84 00:03:24,342 --> 00:03:25,977 - Oh, man, Home sweet home, baby. 85 00:03:25,977 --> 00:03:28,379 - [vocalizing] 86 00:03:28,379 --> 00:03:30,348 - What up, brother? 87 00:03:30,348 --> 00:03:32,517 How you doing, man? Good to see you, brother. 88 00:03:32,517 --> 00:03:34,152 - How are you? - Hi, I'm good. How are you? 89 00:03:34,152 --> 00:03:35,553 - Good to see you in person. 90 00:03:39,424 --> 00:03:40,758 - Oh, man. 91 00:03:40,758 --> 00:03:43,027 - So it's been what, three months-ish? 92 00:03:43,027 --> 00:03:45,296 - Basically three months, yeah, since I've been out. 93 00:03:45,296 --> 00:03:47,765 - You feel like you're still kinda curious with each other? 94 00:03:47,765 --> 00:03:49,334 - Obviously, I respect her boundaries. 95 00:03:49,334 --> 00:03:51,603 I don't want to overstep 96 00:03:51,603 --> 00:03:53,171 or get annoying or anything like that. 97 00:03:53,171 --> 00:03:55,173 - Yeah, and I think for me, it's a little bit hard 98 00:03:55,173 --> 00:03:58,042 because there's just been so much that has happened, 99 00:03:58,042 --> 00:03:59,978 so like, I'm a little hesitant. - Sure. 100 00:03:59,978 --> 00:04:03,047 I know it feels foreign. It feels new. 101 00:04:03,047 --> 00:04:06,084 But I do also know that y'all care about each other a lot. 102 00:04:06,084 --> 00:04:07,719 - For sure. 100%. 103 00:04:07,719 --> 00:04:11,022 And like, this is not a random guy that I could just [bleep] 104 00:04:11,022 --> 00:04:12,423 and then never talk to again. 105 00:04:12,423 --> 00:04:14,092 Like, this is somebody that I have to co-parent with 106 00:04:14,092 --> 00:04:15,560 all the time. 107 00:04:15,560 --> 00:04:17,762 But once you left rehab, I had all these expectations. 108 00:04:17,762 --> 00:04:19,797 Like, he got his [bleep] together, 109 00:04:19,797 --> 00:04:21,766 he has a job, he has his own apartment, 110 00:04:21,766 --> 00:04:23,368 now he's gonna start helping me. 111 00:04:23,368 --> 00:04:26,804 And I'm still waiting on the helping me part 112 00:04:26,804 --> 00:04:29,674 because you need your car to help me. 113 00:04:29,674 --> 00:04:31,442 - What do you think that feels like for her? 114 00:04:31,442 --> 00:04:36,347 - Probably make her angry. 115 00:04:36,347 --> 00:04:38,049 Like, you know, since I've been home, 116 00:04:38,049 --> 00:04:40,184 I haven't gotten my license and [bleep] fixed, 117 00:04:40,184 --> 00:04:42,687 like I've had numerous chances to fix this [bleep]. 118 00:04:42,687 --> 00:04:44,222 Let's say I do. [bleep] that. 119 00:04:44,222 --> 00:04:45,623 - But, like, why, though, 120 00:04:45,623 --> 00:04:48,426 when you know you need a car in Florida? 121 00:04:48,426 --> 00:04:49,727 - I needed it to keep gambling. 122 00:04:49,727 --> 00:04:51,663 - Mm. - That's how it was. 123 00:04:51,663 --> 00:04:54,832 - This car situation is limiting you 124 00:04:54,832 --> 00:04:56,768 from getting what you need as an individual 125 00:04:56,768 --> 00:04:58,403 in your own recovery process. 126 00:04:58,403 --> 00:04:59,570 You know, when you have the car, 127 00:04:59,570 --> 00:05:00,005 going to an in-person GA meeting. 128 00:05:00,005 --> 00:05:01,773 going to an in-person GA meeting. 129 00:05:01,773 --> 00:05:03,207 - And I definitely need that because 130 00:05:03,207 --> 00:05:07,445 I can feel the gambling addict coming back in me. 131 00:05:07,445 --> 00:05:10,081 - So what do we need to start getting figured out right now 132 00:05:10,081 --> 00:05:13,251 to make that car a reality? - It's a lot of money. 133 00:05:13,251 --> 00:05:14,619 I don't just have a lot of money. 134 00:05:14,619 --> 00:05:16,888 - Hello? Just tell me what the amount is, 135 00:05:16,888 --> 00:05:19,557 and I will transfer it to you, so that you can get it done. 136 00:05:19,557 --> 00:05:21,659 Because the moment that you get your license back 137 00:05:21,659 --> 00:05:22,994 and your car registered, 138 00:05:22,994 --> 00:05:26,764 you can start hanging out with Nova more. 139 00:05:26,764 --> 00:05:29,000 - Briana is extending her hand to help you, 140 00:05:29,000 --> 00:05:30,802 whether it be financially or whatever. 141 00:05:30,802 --> 00:05:32,670 And so you both have these opportunities 142 00:05:32,670 --> 00:05:34,672 to help each other in different ways. 143 00:05:34,672 --> 00:05:37,775 [mellow acoustic music] 144 00:05:37,775 --> 00:05:40,912 - ♪ I can't stand still like you do ♪ 145 00:05:40,912 --> 00:05:44,248 ♪ I've got my own point of view ♪ 146 00:05:44,248 --> 00:05:46,250 ♪ We both know ♪ 147 00:05:46,250 --> 00:05:49,921 ♪ That you're slowing me down so I'm letting go ♪ 148 00:05:49,921 --> 00:05:52,156 - Are you ready for your appointment? 149 00:05:52,156 --> 00:05:54,058 - Yeah. Is it like a checkup? 150 00:05:54,058 --> 00:05:56,594 - Yep. So your 14-year-old checkup. 151 00:05:56,594 --> 00:05:59,030 - Can we talk about my period? - Yeah. 152 00:05:59,030 --> 00:06:01,999 'Cause I know there was times that, um, 153 00:06:01,999 --> 00:06:05,303 your cramps and stuff was pretty bad. 154 00:06:05,303 --> 00:06:09,207 If you want to do it in private, I can leave the room. 155 00:06:09,207 --> 00:06:11,309 Or I can stay, whatever. - No, I want you there. 156 00:06:11,309 --> 00:06:13,644 I want you to stay. - OK. 157 00:06:13,644 --> 00:06:16,614 - ♪ Can't stand still ♪ 158 00:06:16,614 --> 00:06:19,751 ♪ Can't stand still ♪ 159 00:06:19,751 --> 00:06:22,620 - Hi. - Hello, gorgeous. 160 00:06:22,620 --> 00:06:24,455 - How's life been? 161 00:06:24,455 --> 00:06:26,357 - I was with Bubs in California. 162 00:06:26,357 --> 00:06:28,493 And it was just-- 163 00:06:28,493 --> 00:06:29,827 we had a good time. 164 00:06:29,827 --> 00:06:32,263 Like, that boy just lifts me up. 165 00:06:32,263 --> 00:06:33,731 - What'd you guys do? 166 00:06:33,731 --> 00:06:35,833 - Well, the first night, I went and surprised them 167 00:06:35,833 --> 00:06:37,201 at, like, this restaurant. 168 00:06:37,201 --> 00:06:39,537 So I walked up to that, straight to the table. 169 00:06:39,537 --> 00:06:42,073 And Bubby's like-- 170 00:06:42,073 --> 00:06:46,844 he pointed at his grandma. He goes, "That's my mommy!" 171 00:06:46,844 --> 00:06:49,680 I was afraid of, like, maybe he would be, like, what the-- 172 00:06:49,680 --> 00:06:52,416 I'm so used to, like, Leah's... - Reactions, yeah. 173 00:06:52,416 --> 00:06:54,752 - Ass, you know? [laughs] 174 00:06:54,752 --> 00:06:57,989 - Leah will be 14? - She's 14 now, yeah. 175 00:06:57,989 --> 00:07:00,892 - Next year or two it's gonna be, "Dad, I got a boyfriend." 176 00:07:00,892 --> 00:07:02,760 - She's been having boyfriends. 177 00:07:02,760 --> 00:07:04,896 - So how are you, like-- 178 00:07:04,896 --> 00:07:07,064 at Leah's big age now, how were you? 179 00:07:07,064 --> 00:07:09,767 - 14, I was a virgin. 180 00:07:09,767 --> 00:07:12,403 15, I was a virgin. - Uh-huh. 181 00:07:12,403 --> 00:07:14,839 - 16, I wasn't. 182 00:07:14,839 --> 00:07:18,442 I was a senior last year but I'm pregnant. 183 00:07:18,442 --> 00:07:20,578 - Well, I guess it happens. 184 00:07:20,578 --> 00:07:21,813 - Yeah. 185 00:07:21,813 --> 00:07:23,681 Did you see the look she gave me? 186 00:07:23,681 --> 00:07:26,751 We all know why I'm pregnant. - Why? 187 00:07:26,751 --> 00:07:28,019 - 'Cause you don't like condoms. 188 00:07:28,019 --> 00:07:30,021 - [crying] - It's a girl. 189 00:07:30,021 --> 00:07:31,956 Does she come with any instructions? 190 00:07:31,956 --> 00:07:35,159 ♪ ♪ 191 00:07:35,159 --> 00:07:38,329 - I think I'm just proud of, like, 192 00:07:38,329 --> 00:07:39,964 you know, Leah and my kids. 193 00:07:39,964 --> 00:07:42,767 - Proud of Gary making Leah, having the guidance. 194 00:07:42,767 --> 00:07:45,336 - I know that when, like, Kristina came into the picture, 195 00:07:45,336 --> 00:07:47,238 that it helped out a lot. 196 00:07:47,238 --> 00:07:50,041 The things that I used to bitch about because I wanted-- 197 00:07:50,041 --> 00:07:52,877 'cause you know, as a mom, you want to be in their life. 198 00:07:52,877 --> 00:07:56,480 But it was probably better that, you know-- 199 00:07:56,480 --> 00:07:58,950 - Gary took over? - I kind of stepped back 200 00:07:58,950 --> 00:08:01,052 and let them kind of do their thing 201 00:08:01,052 --> 00:08:02,787 when I was having that trouble. 202 00:08:02,787 --> 00:08:05,089 It just was a mess. 203 00:08:05,089 --> 00:08:07,859 I was doing drugs and stuff like that 204 00:08:07,859 --> 00:08:10,027 'cause it could have-- she could've turned out 205 00:08:10,027 --> 00:08:14,265 completely different, you know? - Yeah. 206 00:08:14,265 --> 00:08:16,467 [somber music] 207 00:08:16,467 --> 00:08:19,570 - ♪ Like you lost your way ♪ 208 00:08:19,570 --> 00:08:22,840 ♪ Nothing's as it seems ♪ 209 00:08:22,840 --> 00:08:23,841 - What's going on, baby? 210 00:08:23,841 --> 00:08:25,109 - Well, I just got back from 211 00:08:25,109 --> 00:08:28,980 taking Leah to the doctor for her checkup. 212 00:08:28,980 --> 00:08:32,016 They had mentioned birth control. 213 00:08:32,016 --> 00:08:34,018 This is to help regulate periods. 214 00:08:34,018 --> 00:08:38,356 So welcome to parenting a teenager. 215 00:08:38,356 --> 00:08:42,260 ♪ ♪ 216 00:08:42,260 --> 00:08:44,962 [dramatic music] 217 00:08:44,962 --> 00:08:48,165 - Ryan Edwards has pleaded guilty to harassment. 218 00:08:48,165 --> 00:08:49,967 Edwards was given a suspended sentence 219 00:08:49,967 --> 00:08:52,169 of 11 months and 29 days. 220 00:08:52,169 --> 00:08:54,005 As part of that, he will be required 221 00:08:54,005 --> 00:08:55,806 to wear a GPS monitor, 222 00:08:55,806 --> 00:08:57,208 complete rehab treatment, 223 00:08:57,208 --> 00:09:00,845 and not to contact Mackenzie Edwards in any way. 224 00:09:00,845 --> 00:09:05,116 - ♪ Take me from this broken road ♪ 225 00:09:05,116 --> 00:09:09,987 ♪ Show me the way that I should go ♪ 226 00:09:09,987 --> 00:09:14,425 ♪ Send out a sign and lead me home ♪ 227 00:09:14,425 --> 00:09:17,028 ♪ Tell me who I am ♪ 228 00:09:17,028 --> 00:09:19,797 - How are you feeling? - Fine. 229 00:09:19,797 --> 00:09:21,999 - Do your last night in jail? - I'm glad I'm out. 230 00:09:21,999 --> 00:09:24,035 - Huh? - I'm glad I'm out. 231 00:09:24,035 --> 00:09:27,171 - So your dad and I have been talking to 232 00:09:27,171 --> 00:09:30,875 a place to get you away, work on things 233 00:09:30,875 --> 00:09:36,047 that you need to work on, mentally, substance abuse. 234 00:09:36,047 --> 00:09:38,549 - Yeah, but I just want to make it clear that I'm not on drugs. 235 00:09:38,549 --> 00:09:41,819 - OK, but you can't say in the last six months you haven't. 236 00:09:41,819 --> 00:09:42,987 - Right. - Right. 237 00:09:42,987 --> 00:09:44,155 - Right. 238 00:09:44,155 --> 00:09:46,857 - So it's still an issue in your life 239 00:09:46,857 --> 00:09:48,793 that needs to be addressed. 240 00:09:48,793 --> 00:09:52,596 So do you want to go to this rehab? 241 00:09:52,596 --> 00:09:55,833 - Okey-dokey. 242 00:09:55,833 --> 00:09:57,902 - I mean, you got to want it, and you got to work hard 243 00:09:57,902 --> 00:10:00,005 before anything will change. 244 00:10:00,005 --> 00:10:03,274 before anything will change. 245 00:10:03,274 --> 00:10:05,609 - So how do I leave with this ankle bracelet 246 00:10:05,609 --> 00:10:07,545 on my ankle in the next few days? 247 00:10:07,545 --> 00:10:10,014 - Your lawyer is gonna get everything approved 248 00:10:10,014 --> 00:10:11,549 in the morning. - OK. 249 00:10:11,549 --> 00:10:14,552 So yeah, so tomorrow I'll let Maci know everything. 250 00:10:14,552 --> 00:10:17,355 - She's been a good support for you in the past few weeks. 251 00:10:17,355 --> 00:10:18,823 - It surprised the hell out of me. 252 00:10:18,823 --> 00:10:21,625 - Man, I am very thankful. 253 00:10:21,625 --> 00:10:27,698 - She texts me that other day, "Tell Ryan he's worth it." 254 00:10:27,698 --> 00:10:29,066 - You're the one that don't believe it. 255 00:10:29,066 --> 00:10:30,835 - [voice breaking] You do have to 256 00:10:30,835 --> 00:10:33,804 somehow believe that 257 00:10:33,804 --> 00:10:36,874 you are worthy. 258 00:10:36,874 --> 00:10:41,445 - Ryan, there's Bentley, there's Jagger, 259 00:10:41,445 --> 00:10:46,283 and there's Stella, the love of your life. 260 00:10:46,283 --> 00:10:50,554 ♪ ♪ 261 00:10:50,554 --> 00:10:53,758 They might someday experience the same things that 262 00:10:53,758 --> 00:10:56,127 you are experiencing right now. 263 00:10:56,127 --> 00:10:58,696 Think about what she might go through. 264 00:10:58,696 --> 00:11:01,766 Think about where she might wind up. 265 00:11:01,766 --> 00:11:03,834 And if you're not there to protect her, 266 00:11:03,834 --> 00:11:07,338 'cause I won't be here forever, 267 00:11:07,338 --> 00:11:12,877 son, you gotta start making some good decisions. 268 00:11:12,877 --> 00:11:14,712 You promise? - Mm-hmm. 269 00:11:14,712 --> 00:11:17,048 - Promise. - Yeah. 270 00:11:17,048 --> 00:11:18,516 - Say "I promise." - I promise. 271 00:11:18,516 --> 00:11:21,118 - OK. 272 00:11:23,921 --> 00:11:26,891 [phone vibrating] 273 00:11:26,891 --> 00:11:28,726 - Ryan just texted me. 274 00:11:28,726 --> 00:11:31,962 "Can you meet me tomorrow to talk?" 275 00:11:31,962 --> 00:11:34,298 It's just a crap show right now. 276 00:11:34,298 --> 00:11:40,237 ♪ ♪ 277 00:11:42,181 --> 00:11:43,950 - ♪ Feels like I'm afraid of everything ♪ 278 00:11:43,950 --> 00:11:47,553 ♪ Can't cope with the weather ♪ 279 00:11:47,553 --> 00:11:50,590 ♪ ♪ 280 00:11:50,590 --> 00:11:52,859 [video call ringing] 281 00:11:52,859 --> 00:11:54,393 - Oh, my mom's calling me. 282 00:11:54,393 --> 00:11:56,762 - Is she? - Yeah. 283 00:11:56,762 --> 00:11:57,930 Hello? 284 00:11:57,930 --> 00:11:59,799 - Hey. How are you? 285 00:11:59,799 --> 00:12:01,734 - Um, I'm good. 286 00:12:01,734 --> 00:12:04,203 - What'd you pause for? "Um, I'm good." 287 00:12:04,203 --> 00:12:07,073 - I'm just--I don't know. I guess I'm just tired today. 288 00:12:07,073 --> 00:12:10,409 - I definitely feel 150% better. 289 00:12:10,409 --> 00:12:12,378 After I complete this, the doors are just wide open. 290 00:12:12,378 --> 00:12:13,913 I can do anything, you know what I mean? 291 00:12:13,913 --> 00:12:15,982 - Yeah. - Like, I won't have anything 292 00:12:15,982 --> 00:12:18,885 hanging over me. - Yeah. 293 00:12:18,885 --> 00:12:22,255 My mom's been in rehab in Texas for a couple weeks now. 294 00:12:22,255 --> 00:12:26,792 I'm happy that she's finally making these steps to 295 00:12:26,792 --> 00:12:28,961 do better and be better for herself. 296 00:12:28,961 --> 00:12:32,098 But I feel like I'm still conflicted. 297 00:12:32,098 --> 00:12:34,033 Like, there's a lot of things and a lot of trauma 298 00:12:34,033 --> 00:12:37,436 that's happened, you know, due to my parents' addictions. 299 00:12:37,436 --> 00:12:41,874 But Sean's doing good. He's home. We're really happy. 300 00:12:41,874 --> 00:12:43,709 So I feel like this is the perfect time 301 00:12:43,709 --> 00:12:45,478 for me to just work on myself 302 00:12:45,478 --> 00:12:49,248 and start focusing on healing some of the, you know, 303 00:12:49,248 --> 00:12:52,285 generational traumas that I've went through. 304 00:12:52,285 --> 00:12:53,486 Hello? 305 00:12:53,486 --> 00:12:55,821 - Hello. - Mommy's home. 306 00:12:55,821 --> 00:12:58,524 I'm moving in. - It looks like it. 307 00:12:58,524 --> 00:13:00,927 Where's Chlo? - She's at home with Sean. 308 00:13:00,927 --> 00:13:02,328 He's watching the fight tonight. 309 00:13:02,328 --> 00:13:05,965 OK, I got some new weave. - Let me see. 310 00:13:05,965 --> 00:13:08,634 - ♪ Here she comes, Miss America ♪ 311 00:13:08,634 --> 00:13:10,002 - Cute. - Aren't these nice? 312 00:13:10,002 --> 00:13:11,804 - Yeah. I love it. 313 00:13:11,804 --> 00:13:13,339 - Does it match? 314 00:13:13,339 --> 00:13:14,574 - Perfect. 315 00:13:14,574 --> 00:13:16,842 - Yeah. I'm ready to have a girls' night. 316 00:13:16,842 --> 00:13:17,977 - Me too. 317 00:13:17,977 --> 00:13:19,946 Hope you're behaving yourself. 318 00:13:19,946 --> 00:13:22,114 - Yeah, I mean, everything's been going good. 319 00:13:22,114 --> 00:13:25,318 I feel like everything's working its way out 320 00:13:25,318 --> 00:13:26,953 with the wedding. I'm really excited. 321 00:13:26,953 --> 00:13:28,087 We're gonna turn it up. 322 00:13:28,087 --> 00:13:29,522 But I'm just--I don't know. 323 00:13:29,522 --> 00:13:31,958 I've been anxious about my parents being in, like, 324 00:13:31,958 --> 00:13:33,893 rehab and [bleep], yeah. 325 00:13:33,893 --> 00:13:36,562 - So are you doing anything to, like, take care of yourself 326 00:13:36,562 --> 00:13:39,699 or put yourself first other than, like, wedding planning? 327 00:13:39,699 --> 00:13:42,101 - I'm gonna start Al-Anon meetings. 328 00:13:42,101 --> 00:13:43,336 - I've never heard of that. 329 00:13:43,336 --> 00:13:44,971 - Good. That means your family-- 330 00:13:44,971 --> 00:13:46,772 your family's probably pretty healthy. 331 00:13:46,772 --> 00:13:48,207 [laughs] 332 00:13:48,207 --> 00:13:50,610 "I've never heard of that." I love that for you. 333 00:13:50,610 --> 00:13:51,978 I've heard about Al-Anon meetings 334 00:13:51,978 --> 00:13:53,312 when Sean was in treatment 335 00:13:53,312 --> 00:13:55,281 and now again by my mom's counselor. 336 00:13:55,281 --> 00:13:57,850 It's like, you know how people go to AA 337 00:13:57,850 --> 00:14:00,186 that are, like, alcoholics or-- 338 00:14:00,186 --> 00:14:04,257 Al-Anon is, like, for people that have dealt with addiction, 339 00:14:04,257 --> 00:14:05,925 like, not an addict themselves, 340 00:14:05,925 --> 00:14:07,260 but like, a family member of an addict 341 00:14:07,260 --> 00:14:08,694 or someone that's dealt with it 342 00:14:08,694 --> 00:14:10,329 in a way where it's really affected their life. 343 00:14:10,329 --> 00:14:14,033 And it's a support group of anonymous people that 344 00:14:14,033 --> 00:14:15,468 all have went through the same type of thing. 345 00:14:15,468 --> 00:14:17,470 - No, I think that'll be good for you. 346 00:14:17,470 --> 00:14:19,772 - I don't know. Yeah. 347 00:14:19,772 --> 00:14:21,173 - ♪ I wish you well ♪ 348 00:14:21,173 --> 00:14:22,942 [Alta Sands' "Our Hearts"] 349 00:14:22,942 --> 00:14:29,615 - ♪ And last night, our hearts went through hard times ♪ 350 00:14:29,615 --> 00:14:32,218 - Bar has his court in California today. 351 00:14:32,218 --> 00:14:34,053 I'm annoyed because he didn't get his papers 352 00:14:34,053 --> 00:14:35,554 signed for community service 353 00:14:35,554 --> 00:14:38,557 and now the judge could sentence him to six years. 354 00:14:38,557 --> 00:14:40,026 - I don't know if I'm gonna walk into court 355 00:14:40,026 --> 00:14:41,694 and not walk out. 356 00:14:41,694 --> 00:14:45,898 I don't know if my relationship is gonna fully continue to work 357 00:14:45,898 --> 00:14:47,600 if this [bleep] goes south again. 358 00:14:47,600 --> 00:14:49,935 It's just like not knowing what's next. 359 00:14:49,935 --> 00:14:51,771 ♪ ♪ 360 00:14:51,771 --> 00:14:55,908 - ♪ Our hearts, we're tough, hard times ♪ 361 00:14:55,908 --> 00:14:59,845 ♪ Hearts alive ♪ 362 00:14:59,845 --> 00:15:03,015 [phone ringing] 363 00:15:03,015 --> 00:15:05,551 - [exhales deeply] 364 00:15:05,551 --> 00:15:06,786 Hey, babe. 365 00:15:06,786 --> 00:15:07,953 - What's up, baby? 366 00:15:07,953 --> 00:15:09,989 They pushed it out two more weeks 367 00:15:09,989 --> 00:15:11,724 because it's not signed. 368 00:15:11,724 --> 00:15:14,226 They want their proof, so-- 369 00:15:14,226 --> 00:15:16,529 - Well, that's not ideal. 370 00:15:16,529 --> 00:15:20,132 But you should've got them [bleep] papers signed. 371 00:15:20,132 --> 00:15:22,101 - But like, I honestly gave this lady two weeks 372 00:15:22,101 --> 00:15:23,502 before I left to do this and then, like, 373 00:15:23,502 --> 00:15:26,872 she just won't [bleep] prioritize, so-- 374 00:15:26,872 --> 00:15:30,242 - Yeah, because your papers is not her [bleep] priority. 375 00:15:30,242 --> 00:15:32,311 - But whatever. Either way, the case is-- 376 00:15:32,311 --> 00:15:33,979 you right. I should've got it done before-- 377 00:15:33,979 --> 00:15:35,481 yeah, I'm probably coming home, bro. 378 00:15:35,481 --> 00:15:36,949 It ain't--I'm not about to stay out here 379 00:15:36,949 --> 00:15:38,684 for another two weeks or nothing like that. 380 00:15:38,684 --> 00:15:40,419 - Well, if you would've got that paper signed, 381 00:15:40,419 --> 00:15:42,288 you wouldn't be in this predicament. 382 00:15:42,288 --> 00:15:44,990 So anything else you want to tell me? 383 00:15:44,990 --> 00:15:46,125 - Nothing. There's nothing. 384 00:15:46,125 --> 00:15:47,393 - OK, bye. 385 00:15:50,863 --> 00:15:53,165 To be honest, I'm feeling like "[bleep] this wedding." 386 00:15:53,165 --> 00:15:55,000 I might as well get my [bleep] money back 387 00:15:55,000 --> 00:15:57,370 on this [bleep] $20,000 venue. 388 00:15:57,370 --> 00:16:00,339 What the [bleep] am I spending this money for 389 00:16:00,339 --> 00:16:04,210 and he can't even get a paper signed 390 00:16:04,210 --> 00:16:06,512 to not be in jail? 391 00:16:06,512 --> 00:16:08,481 ♪ ♪ 392 00:16:10,382 --> 00:16:12,917 - ♪ Tell me if I run another red light ♪ 393 00:16:12,917 --> 00:16:16,354 ♪ Can't see, might as well just close my eyes ♪ 394 00:16:16,354 --> 00:16:18,189 ♪ Stressin' out ♪ 395 00:16:18,189 --> 00:16:20,492 - Close your eyes now. Just do it. 396 00:16:20,492 --> 00:16:22,127 - Do not poke me in the eye. - OK, just close your eyes. 397 00:16:22,127 --> 00:16:24,396 ♪ ♪ 398 00:16:24,396 --> 00:16:26,631 There, I made you bat wings. [giggles] 399 00:16:26,631 --> 00:16:30,235 - ♪ Too many things to figure out ♪ 400 00:16:30,235 --> 00:16:33,004 - The doctor did suggest birth control 401 00:16:33,004 --> 00:16:35,206 to help regulate her periods. 402 00:16:35,206 --> 00:16:38,643 The doctor did give her a good sex education talk 403 00:16:38,643 --> 00:16:40,578 along with the birth control pill. 404 00:16:40,578 --> 00:16:42,347 But, Leah, you know, kept saying, 405 00:16:42,347 --> 00:16:44,215 "I don't need it for that. I don't need it for that. 406 00:16:44,215 --> 00:16:45,517 It's just for my periods." 407 00:16:45,517 --> 00:16:47,185 - I'm not against her taking it. 408 00:16:47,185 --> 00:16:49,487 I mean, I would prefer it. 409 00:16:49,487 --> 00:16:51,055 I'd rather her be safe than sorry, though, 410 00:16:51,055 --> 00:16:53,525 because she's gonna eventually be old enough 411 00:16:53,525 --> 00:16:55,360 and older and eventually be more curious. 412 00:16:55,360 --> 00:16:59,130 And I don't want her to be like it was with her mom and I. 413 00:16:59,130 --> 00:17:01,099 - Right. - And then next thing you know, 414 00:17:01,099 --> 00:17:03,868 she's, you know, like pregnant. 415 00:17:03,868 --> 00:17:06,938 And I'll talk to Amber. 416 00:17:06,938 --> 00:17:08,006 - OK. 417 00:17:08,006 --> 00:17:11,042 - ♪ Free ♪ 418 00:17:11,042 --> 00:17:14,112 ♪ We're wild and free ♪ 419 00:17:14,112 --> 00:17:16,648 [phone ringing] 420 00:17:16,648 --> 00:17:18,249 ♪ Free ♪ 421 00:17:18,249 --> 00:17:20,518 - Hey. What's going on? 422 00:17:20,518 --> 00:17:21,953 - Yep, so, um, 423 00:17:21,953 --> 00:17:23,688 doctor is recommending-- 424 00:17:23,688 --> 00:17:28,760 or you know, Leah's to the age where she should think about-- 425 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:31,729 or we should think about putting her on birth control. 426 00:17:31,729 --> 00:17:33,398 Kristina did talk to Leah 427 00:17:33,398 --> 00:17:35,633 and she is comfortable about talking about this on camera 428 00:17:35,633 --> 00:17:37,068 because she needs birth control 429 00:17:37,068 --> 00:17:38,670 to help regulate her period. - Right. 430 00:17:38,670 --> 00:17:41,339 - Definitely not for being sexually active. 431 00:17:41,339 --> 00:17:43,007 I'm glad she won't be like us. 432 00:17:43,007 --> 00:17:44,909 - I mean, I wish my mom would've thought about that 433 00:17:44,909 --> 00:17:47,312 when I was, like, laying on the floor cramping 434 00:17:47,312 --> 00:17:49,714 and dying at that age, like-- - Yeah. 435 00:17:49,714 --> 00:17:54,786 - I do feel better that at least, Leah is getting that. 436 00:17:54,786 --> 00:17:57,655 And she's smart and she understands, like, you know, 437 00:17:57,655 --> 00:18:01,426 about, you know, what sex is and to wait. 438 00:18:01,426 --> 00:18:06,231 And for me, being a young, you know, teenage mom, 439 00:18:06,231 --> 00:18:08,132 you know, usually, the statistic is that, 440 00:18:08,132 --> 00:18:13,838 you know, it'll happen to your children, possibly more so. 441 00:18:13,838 --> 00:18:16,908 ♪ ♪ 442 00:18:16,908 --> 00:18:21,412 - ♪ Here we collide ♪ 443 00:18:21,412 --> 00:18:25,517 ♪ Falling like comets in the sky ♪ 444 00:18:25,517 --> 00:18:28,653 - Ryan actually asked me to meet up with him today. 445 00:18:28,653 --> 00:18:31,356 I never imagined we would be in a place where 446 00:18:31,356 --> 00:18:32,991 this would be happening. 447 00:18:32,991 --> 00:18:39,597 Um, but time and therapy, you know, it does wonders. 448 00:18:39,597 --> 00:18:42,534 I'm just happy to be in a place where I can, you know, 449 00:18:42,534 --> 00:18:46,104 stay true to my commitments to Bentley and Ryan 450 00:18:46,104 --> 00:18:49,107 and also to be in a place where Ryan and I 451 00:18:49,107 --> 00:18:51,342 can actually sit down and discuss 452 00:18:51,342 --> 00:18:52,911 all the things that are going on. 453 00:18:52,911 --> 00:18:54,178 Who would've thought? 454 00:18:54,178 --> 00:18:56,214 - ♪ We come alive ♪ 455 00:18:56,214 --> 00:18:58,049 - You asleep? 456 00:18:58,049 --> 00:19:00,418 - About to be. - Have you eaten here? 457 00:19:00,418 --> 00:19:02,287 - I did come here on my anniversary one day. 458 00:19:02,287 --> 00:19:04,355 - I bet that was the best dinner ever. 459 00:19:04,355 --> 00:19:06,257 - Not really. - [laughs] 460 00:19:06,257 --> 00:19:10,361 - So I gotta go to a treatment center. 461 00:19:10,361 --> 00:19:11,729 But-- - When? 462 00:19:11,729 --> 00:19:15,633 - Tomorrow. - Where's the treatment center? 463 00:19:15,633 --> 00:19:17,602 - Texas. Austin. 464 00:19:17,602 --> 00:19:19,203 - Austin? 465 00:19:19,203 --> 00:19:20,772 Austin's cool. 466 00:19:20,772 --> 00:19:22,240 - 30 to 45 days. 467 00:19:22,240 --> 00:19:23,575 Yeah, 'cause I don't even like myself 468 00:19:23,575 --> 00:19:26,411 when I get [bleep] up. - I can only imagine. 469 00:19:26,411 --> 00:19:27,979 - Mm, I'm sure you can. 470 00:19:27,979 --> 00:19:29,747 - I don't like you either. [laughs] 471 00:19:29,747 --> 00:19:32,183 - [laughing] That's what I'm getting at. 472 00:19:32,183 --> 00:19:34,953 - So what do you think we should do about 473 00:19:34,953 --> 00:19:37,388 Bentley and telling him? 474 00:19:37,388 --> 00:19:39,057 - I mean, I'll talk to him if you want me to. 475 00:19:39,057 --> 00:19:40,625 - I think he would like hearing-- 476 00:19:40,625 --> 00:19:43,261 having that conversation with you 477 00:19:43,261 --> 00:19:45,496 'cause I know he's been worried about you. 478 00:19:45,496 --> 00:19:47,799 He could only imagine what all you're going through, 479 00:19:47,799 --> 00:19:50,368 so I can tell he's like-- 480 00:19:50,368 --> 00:19:52,270 I think he feels like you're alone 481 00:19:52,270 --> 00:19:55,773 and is like, that would suck. 482 00:19:55,773 --> 00:19:57,742 - My chest is so tight. 483 00:19:57,742 --> 00:19:59,911 - Are you anxious? - [bleep] yeah. 484 00:19:59,911 --> 00:20:02,413 I'm anxious because I either got [bleep] court every day, 485 00:20:02,413 --> 00:20:03,915 or you don't know when [bleep] police 486 00:20:03,915 --> 00:20:06,217 are gonna knock on your door or some bull[bleep]. 487 00:20:06,217 --> 00:20:09,320 - Now, when--when you got arrested this last time, 488 00:20:09,320 --> 00:20:14,092 they said that he has been... on suicide watch. 489 00:20:14,092 --> 00:20:15,893 [somber music] 490 00:20:15,893 --> 00:20:19,263 Then I was really worried. 491 00:20:19,263 --> 00:20:21,032 You need to talk to somebody about that. 492 00:20:21,032 --> 00:20:23,334 ♪ ♪ 493 00:20:23,334 --> 00:20:26,337 - What do you tell somebody? 494 00:20:26,337 --> 00:20:27,739 - That you're struggling. 495 00:20:27,739 --> 00:20:29,407 - Going through all this [bleep] I gotta go through. 496 00:20:29,407 --> 00:20:31,442 - I know but, you-- 497 00:20:31,442 --> 00:20:33,778 it would be devastating to a lot of people 498 00:20:33,778 --> 00:20:36,481 if you weren't here. 499 00:20:36,481 --> 00:20:39,117 I'd rather you be a pain in my ass, 500 00:20:39,117 --> 00:20:41,886 but be here, than not. 501 00:20:41,886 --> 00:20:44,956 ♪ ♪ 502 00:20:44,956 --> 00:20:47,425 So next time, just call me. 503 00:20:47,425 --> 00:20:54,565 ♪ ♪ 504 00:21:05,077 --> 00:21:07,646 [Cage The Elephant's "Black Madonna"] 505 00:21:07,646 --> 00:21:08,814 ♪ ♪ 506 00:21:08,814 --> 00:21:10,382 - All right, miss you. I love you. 507 00:21:10,382 --> 00:21:12,050 ♪ ♪ 508 00:21:12,050 --> 00:21:17,622 - ♪ Black Madonna, hallelujah ♪ 509 00:21:17,622 --> 00:21:19,758 - Thank you so much. - Thank you. 510 00:21:19,758 --> 00:21:20,992 - You are amazing. 511 00:21:20,992 --> 00:21:23,862 Yeah, how did you think the session went? 512 00:21:23,862 --> 00:21:25,197 - It went good. 513 00:21:25,197 --> 00:21:26,598 I think Nick, he made some good points, though. 514 00:21:26,598 --> 00:21:27,799 For sure. - Like what? 515 00:21:27,799 --> 00:21:30,936 - Looking from Nova's point of view. 516 00:21:30,936 --> 00:21:33,505 - Hopefully... 517 00:21:33,505 --> 00:21:35,207 with you getting your car situated, 518 00:21:35,207 --> 00:21:39,144 we can actually, you know... 519 00:21:39,144 --> 00:21:41,646 Make moves, you know? Progress. 520 00:21:41,646 --> 00:21:45,550 But are you, like, saving money to, like, get to there? 521 00:21:45,550 --> 00:21:47,219 - For sure. That's--I know that for a fact. 522 00:21:47,219 --> 00:21:48,720 - Well, I'm here, you know. 523 00:21:48,720 --> 00:21:50,355 - Just ready to be to the point where I can say 524 00:21:50,355 --> 00:21:51,690 I'm here for you. 525 00:21:51,690 --> 00:21:57,496 - I've just been a mom, with--very young. 526 00:21:57,496 --> 00:22:01,066 I never had a chance to, like, figure myself out. 527 00:22:01,066 --> 00:22:04,703 Me, I just, you know, kind of forgot about. 528 00:22:04,703 --> 00:22:07,506 - It's time to let go of the world a little bit. 529 00:22:07,506 --> 00:22:09,074 - I would love to do that. 530 00:22:09,074 --> 00:22:11,476 [mellow acoustic music] 531 00:22:11,476 --> 00:22:13,678 ♪ ♪ 532 00:22:13,678 --> 00:22:19,718 - ♪ I, I, I can't help it when I lose my mind ♪ 533 00:22:19,718 --> 00:22:23,622 ♪ But when I got you by my side ♪ 534 00:22:23,622 --> 00:22:26,925 ♪ You hold me down and you keep me going ♪ 535 00:22:26,925 --> 00:22:28,693 ♪ 'Cause I'm not broken ♪ - 'Sup, babe? 536 00:22:28,693 --> 00:22:31,596 - Waiting for host to start the meeting. 537 00:22:31,596 --> 00:22:35,500 So today, I'm doing my first Al-Anon meeting. 538 00:22:35,500 --> 00:22:37,669 I feel like I'm skeptical 539 00:22:37,669 --> 00:22:41,673 because I'm just kind of... 540 00:22:41,673 --> 00:22:44,976 in the realm of, like, unknown. 541 00:22:44,976 --> 00:22:46,378 - Sharing can be hard, too, 542 00:22:46,378 --> 00:22:48,814 especially if you don't know where to start. 543 00:22:48,814 --> 00:22:51,349 I've been going through a lot emotionally. 544 00:22:51,349 --> 00:22:52,851 I think it's-- I've had my own time 545 00:22:52,851 --> 00:22:55,053 to really think about all the [bleep] 546 00:22:55,053 --> 00:22:56,888 that I've kind of put inside me over the years. 547 00:22:56,888 --> 00:22:58,056 You're in jail? 548 00:22:58,056 --> 00:22:59,157 What the [bleep], Mom? 549 00:22:59,157 --> 00:23:01,126 I don't have $500 right now. 550 00:23:01,126 --> 00:23:02,661 - I failed the drug test. 551 00:23:02,661 --> 00:23:06,097 - I'm dead ass serious. I'm going to [bleep] snap. 552 00:23:06,097 --> 00:23:08,033 I'm so [bleep] mad right now. 553 00:23:08,033 --> 00:23:10,902 No one understands how [bleep] mad I am! 554 00:23:10,902 --> 00:23:12,804 They're protecting a [bleep] dope addict bitch 555 00:23:12,804 --> 00:23:15,107 while me and my kid have been homeless! 556 00:23:15,107 --> 00:23:16,575 I'm your kid! 557 00:23:16,575 --> 00:23:17,876 Stop acting like I'm some [bleep] bitch on the street. 558 00:23:17,876 --> 00:23:19,644 - Don't talk to me like that. - Go! 559 00:23:19,644 --> 00:23:21,279 I just want to have a mom and a dad 560 00:23:21,279 --> 00:23:23,281 and I don't feel like I have that. 561 00:23:25,250 --> 00:23:29,087 - So you just listening, or do you get to speak too? 562 00:23:29,087 --> 00:23:30,655 - I was just gonna listen. 563 00:23:30,655 --> 00:23:33,825 All right. I'll let you know when I'm finished. 564 00:23:33,825 --> 00:23:37,195 - ♪ I will find a way ♪ 565 00:23:37,195 --> 00:23:40,065 ♪ To get to you ♪ 566 00:23:40,065 --> 00:23:42,868 ♪ Get to you ♪ 567 00:23:42,868 --> 00:23:44,636 ♪ ♪ 568 00:23:44,636 --> 00:23:47,038 ♪ Rescue ♪ 569 00:23:47,038 --> 00:23:51,743 ♪ I didn't come this far to turn back now ♪ 570 00:23:51,743 --> 00:23:53,745 - So how'd the meeting go? 571 00:23:55,780 --> 00:23:58,083 - I guess it was new to me. 572 00:23:58,083 --> 00:24:00,118 It was better than what I thought it was gonna be. 573 00:24:00,118 --> 00:24:02,721 - Well, that's good. - I spoke at the end. 574 00:24:02,721 --> 00:24:04,789 Kind of, like, a little snippet of just, like, my story 575 00:24:04,789 --> 00:24:06,558 and why I decided to join. 576 00:24:06,558 --> 00:24:08,693 And then a bunch of, like, the people there 577 00:24:08,693 --> 00:24:11,463 messaged me privately, and, you know, welcomed me. 578 00:24:11,463 --> 00:24:14,399 And I cried a lot. 579 00:24:14,399 --> 00:24:15,734 - Well, maybe it can help you 580 00:24:15,734 --> 00:24:17,736 come to a place where 581 00:24:17,736 --> 00:24:19,070 you and your mom don't really have to 582 00:24:19,070 --> 00:24:20,972 hash much out when she gets back. 583 00:24:20,972 --> 00:24:22,240 - No. - No? 584 00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:23,542 - I mean, 'cause you can't just be like, 585 00:24:23,542 --> 00:24:25,010 "oh, the past is the past. Let's move on." 586 00:24:25,010 --> 00:24:25,944 Like, you still have to-- - That's not what I'm saying. 587 00:24:25,944 --> 00:24:27,279 That's not what I'm saying. 588 00:24:27,279 --> 00:24:28,813 - I don't know what you mean. You're like, oh-- 589 00:24:28,813 --> 00:24:30,382 - Like, you'll have a better understanding of 590 00:24:30,382 --> 00:24:31,950 why she was doing what she's doing. 591 00:24:31,950 --> 00:24:33,685 - I mean, from listening to the meeting, 592 00:24:33,685 --> 00:24:40,692 it was more of like Al-Anon's for me and solely me. 593 00:24:40,692 --> 00:24:44,429 And you're not supposed to sit and talk about the addict 594 00:24:44,429 --> 00:24:48,300 'cause the attention is always on the addict. 595 00:24:48,300 --> 00:24:50,535 So I feel like it's not for me to understand her. 596 00:24:50,535 --> 00:24:53,939 It's for me to understand me. 597 00:24:53,939 --> 00:24:56,775 - Well, I'm happy you want to do it again. 598 00:24:58,743 --> 00:25:02,180 - Making this jump to start Al-Anon, 599 00:25:02,180 --> 00:25:06,618 it comes with so many feelings and emotions. 600 00:25:06,618 --> 00:25:10,155 It's just a huge eye-opener for me, I guess. 601 00:25:10,155 --> 00:25:13,024 You don't remember things as a kid as trauma 602 00:25:13,024 --> 00:25:14,993 until you're hearing something from someone else 603 00:25:14,993 --> 00:25:16,661 that they went through and you're like, 604 00:25:16,661 --> 00:25:20,031 "Oh, my God, I went through the same thing." 605 00:25:20,031 --> 00:25:25,236 I needed something to heal the little girl I was. 606 00:25:25,236 --> 00:25:28,306 ♪ ♪ 607 00:25:28,306 --> 00:25:30,642 I don't know. I just knew-- 608 00:25:30,642 --> 00:25:33,278 now I'm just crying for that little girl. 609 00:25:33,278 --> 00:25:36,715 ♪ ♪ 610 00:25:38,467 --> 00:25:41,236 - ♪ I'm a champion ♪ 611 00:25:41,236 --> 00:25:43,672 ♪ Hear my anthem ♪ 612 00:25:43,672 --> 00:25:47,175 ♪ 'Cause this is, this is ♪ 613 00:25:47,175 --> 00:25:49,745 ♪ This is how champions are made ♪ 614 00:25:49,745 --> 00:25:52,381 [video call hums] - Hi. What's been going on? 615 00:25:52,381 --> 00:25:54,449 - So you know, Bar went to court today. 616 00:25:54,449 --> 00:25:56,685 And he pissed me off because 617 00:25:56,685 --> 00:26:00,289 he was supposed to have got his community hours 618 00:26:00,289 --> 00:26:02,691 service signed off on. 619 00:26:02,691 --> 00:26:07,062 He didn't, so his lawyer had to push the court date back. 620 00:26:07,062 --> 00:26:09,765 - But he's not in jail. He didn't get arrested. 621 00:26:09,765 --> 00:26:11,800 - He's irresponsible. I don't give a [bleep]. 622 00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:13,101 - He could've went to jail. 623 00:26:13,101 --> 00:26:15,103 - He should've got the paper signed. 624 00:26:15,103 --> 00:26:17,439 If that was me, I would've had that [bleep] signed 625 00:26:17,439 --> 00:26:19,041 way in advance. 626 00:26:19,041 --> 00:26:21,176 - OK, so how long you gon' be mad? 627 00:26:21,176 --> 00:26:23,078 - For as long as I want to. 628 00:26:23,078 --> 00:26:24,980 - I don't know, because I'm kind of feeling like 629 00:26:24,980 --> 00:26:27,382 I want to give him a break right now. 630 00:26:27,382 --> 00:26:28,717 So maybe-- - Well, you be his wife. 631 00:26:28,717 --> 00:26:30,152 But I'm [bleep] tired. 632 00:26:30,152 --> 00:26:32,154 It's not like I asked him to go to the moon 633 00:26:32,154 --> 00:26:34,489 and get a specimen and bring it back. 634 00:26:34,489 --> 00:26:35,657 - Right. 635 00:26:35,657 --> 00:26:37,259 - I asked him to get a paper signed. 636 00:26:37,259 --> 00:26:40,462 I didn't ask him; a judge asked him to get a paper signed. 637 00:26:40,462 --> 00:26:42,764 So it's the selfish irresponsibility 638 00:26:42,764 --> 00:26:44,967 that I'm tired of and it's-- 639 00:26:44,967 --> 00:26:47,002 and I'm tired of it being repetitive. 640 00:26:47,002 --> 00:26:49,137 - And you've been able to communicate this to him? 641 00:26:49,137 --> 00:26:51,673 - He wouldn't know no better if I took my brain out 642 00:26:51,673 --> 00:26:54,209 and implanted it on his cerebral cord 643 00:26:54,209 --> 00:26:56,445 and [bleep] pinged him my information, 644 00:26:56,445 --> 00:26:57,579 that [bleep] still wouldn't know. 645 00:26:58,547 --> 00:27:00,048 You picked him. - OK. 646 00:27:00,048 --> 00:27:01,984 - So now you gotta-- - And now I'm sick of his ass. 647 00:27:01,984 --> 00:27:04,286 And I'm not talking to him 'cause he's my husband, right? 648 00:27:04,286 --> 00:27:05,821 To be honest, I'm feeling like 649 00:27:05,821 --> 00:27:08,123 "[bleep] this wedding" 'cause you know what? 650 00:27:08,123 --> 00:27:10,192 I'm tired. 651 00:27:10,192 --> 00:27:11,893 And I'm not tired of playing his woman. 652 00:27:11,893 --> 00:27:14,696 I'm tired of playing his mama. 653 00:27:14,696 --> 00:27:16,231 - I can totally understand that. 654 00:27:16,231 --> 00:27:17,499 And I think a lot of women 655 00:27:17,499 --> 00:27:19,468 across the world can understand 656 00:27:19,468 --> 00:27:23,105 that we tend to play mama in these men's lives. 657 00:27:23,105 --> 00:27:27,709 It's an epidemic of men who don't actually fit 658 00:27:27,709 --> 00:27:30,912 the qualifications of what a man is. 659 00:27:30,912 --> 00:27:32,314 You know what I'm saying? 660 00:27:32,314 --> 00:27:34,149 So I love Bar. 661 00:27:34,149 --> 00:27:35,550 And I love Bar for you. 662 00:27:35,550 --> 00:27:37,386 And I love Bar for Holly. 663 00:27:37,386 --> 00:27:40,188 But he gonna shape up. 664 00:27:40,188 --> 00:27:43,825 ♪ ♪ 665 00:27:43,825 --> 00:27:47,562 But I wouldn't wait 20 years for it. 666 00:27:47,562 --> 00:27:48,764 Good luck, sister. 667 00:27:48,764 --> 00:27:53,835 ♪ ♪ 668 00:27:53,835 --> 00:27:55,904 - ♪ Let's do it again ♪ 669 00:27:55,904 --> 00:27:58,740 [The Fancee & Born Runner's "Do It Again"] 670 00:27:58,740 --> 00:28:04,079 ♪ ♪ 671 00:28:04,079 --> 00:28:10,385 ♪ Let's do it again, and again, again now ♪ 672 00:28:10,385 --> 00:28:12,354 - Yep, well, I'm back. 673 00:28:12,354 --> 00:28:15,691 ♪ ♪ 674 00:28:15,691 --> 00:28:18,160 - I always like to be very aware of the stress 675 00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:19,761 that I'm putting on my daughter's shoulders 676 00:28:19,761 --> 00:28:21,296 because she is so innocent. 677 00:28:21,296 --> 00:28:23,298 And I think that's why I try to exhibit 678 00:28:23,298 --> 00:28:25,701 some restraint or control, 679 00:28:25,701 --> 00:28:27,669 even though I do feel like 680 00:28:27,669 --> 00:28:29,771 sometimes screaming, and throwing, and crying. 681 00:28:29,771 --> 00:28:32,174 It's just I have little eyes watching me. 682 00:28:32,174 --> 00:28:34,910 He's a superhero to her, and I love that. 683 00:28:34,910 --> 00:28:36,845 - ♪ One more time from the top ♪ 684 00:28:36,845 --> 00:28:38,980 ♪ Let's just let our bodies move ♪ 685 00:28:38,980 --> 00:28:41,016 ♪ Get in the rhythm, just feel the groove now ♪ 686 00:28:41,016 --> 00:28:42,918 - Next step is just to get my paperwork. 687 00:28:42,918 --> 00:28:46,988 So it should-- should be completely done with. 688 00:28:46,988 --> 00:28:49,591 - I'd rather be talking about bleaching booty holes 689 00:28:49,591 --> 00:28:51,193 than [bleep] talking about this. 690 00:28:51,193 --> 00:28:52,861 - But after this, it should be over with. 691 00:28:52,861 --> 00:28:55,397 So there shouldn't be nothing else to talk about. 692 00:28:55,397 --> 00:28:57,165 - I hope so. 693 00:28:57,165 --> 00:29:00,435 - ♪ Let's do it again now ♪ 694 00:29:00,435 --> 00:29:02,904 ♪ ♪ 695 00:29:02,904 --> 00:29:08,543 - ♪ Left my heart in the summer with you ♪ 696 00:29:08,543 --> 00:29:12,547 - Hey, um, the Uber is gonna be here in a little bit. 697 00:29:12,547 --> 00:29:14,916 So Devoin and I's trip to Texas 698 00:29:14,916 --> 00:29:16,852 honestly went really, really well. 699 00:29:16,852 --> 00:29:20,088 I'm excited to get back home to see the kids. 700 00:29:20,088 --> 00:29:21,323 I still don't know what's gonna happen 701 00:29:21,323 --> 00:29:23,892 romantically between him and I. 702 00:29:23,892 --> 00:29:25,660 - Spoke to the girls? 703 00:29:25,660 --> 00:29:28,263 - No, they're still sleeping. 704 00:29:28,263 --> 00:29:30,365 - Oh, man. 705 00:29:30,365 --> 00:29:33,034 Lowkey wanna stay a extra day. 706 00:29:33,034 --> 00:29:35,504 I got some people from Heartwood I wanted to see too. 707 00:29:35,504 --> 00:29:38,240 - Stay. - Yeah? 708 00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:39,908 I don't know. Just thinking about it. 709 00:29:39,908 --> 00:29:41,476 - Hang out with your friends. 710 00:29:41,476 --> 00:29:43,979 ♪ ♪ 711 00:29:45,413 --> 00:29:47,682 - Have fun. - I'll try. 712 00:29:47,682 --> 00:29:49,718 - Yeah, have fun. I think-- 713 00:29:49,718 --> 00:29:51,520 I think it'll be nice for you to stay. 714 00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:53,789 ♪ ♪ 715 00:29:53,789 --> 00:29:55,490 - ♪ It's all about you ♪ 716 00:29:55,490 --> 00:29:57,292 ♪ ♪ 717 00:29:57,292 --> 00:30:00,128 ♪ Nobody gonna tell you when to quit ♪ 718 00:30:00,128 --> 00:30:02,130 ♪ ♪ 719 00:30:02,130 --> 00:30:04,399 ♪ Nobody gonna tell you when to quit ♪ 720 00:30:04,399 --> 00:30:05,634 ♪ ♪ 721 00:30:05,634 --> 00:30:07,035 - Bestie? 722 00:30:07,035 --> 00:30:09,337 - ♪ It's all about you ♪ 723 00:30:09,337 --> 00:30:11,506 ♪ ♪ 724 00:30:11,506 --> 00:30:13,008 - How you been? 725 00:30:13,008 --> 00:30:15,210 - So I went to Texas... - Yes. 726 00:30:15,210 --> 00:30:18,346 - For a therapy session 'cause you know Devoin was in rehab-- 727 00:30:18,346 --> 00:30:20,182 - Yes. I remember you did tell me about that. 728 00:30:20,182 --> 00:30:24,986 - Right, so it was about him wanting to be a better dad 729 00:30:24,986 --> 00:30:26,621 but he's not able to do that 730 00:30:26,621 --> 00:30:28,089 because he doesn't have his car, 731 00:30:28,089 --> 00:30:30,058 and he doesn't have the money 732 00:30:30,058 --> 00:30:31,827 to get his car registered. 733 00:30:31,827 --> 00:30:34,229 So I told him, let me know how much it is, 734 00:30:34,229 --> 00:30:36,331 and I will give it to you. - Mm-hmm. I agree. 735 00:30:36,331 --> 00:30:37,005 - That was the plan. 736 00:30:37,005 --> 00:30:37,899 - That was the plan. 737 00:30:37,899 --> 00:30:40,235 But then he decided to stay in Texas. 738 00:30:40,235 --> 00:30:41,636 I thought it was a good idea because 739 00:30:41,636 --> 00:30:43,538 he told me that he was gonna hang out with the people 740 00:30:43,538 --> 00:30:45,073 that he was in rehab with 741 00:30:45,073 --> 00:30:47,375 and he was gonna chop it up with them. 742 00:30:47,375 --> 00:30:49,911 And then just now... 743 00:30:53,081 --> 00:30:56,084 He posted that just now. 744 00:30:56,084 --> 00:30:58,320 - "I'm at the strip club sponsored by my baby mama." 745 00:31:03,425 --> 00:31:06,361 - But it's the point that you say you don't have money, 746 00:31:06,361 --> 00:31:09,264 you're struggling, you want to get your car fixed... 747 00:31:09,264 --> 00:31:11,233 [tense music] 748 00:31:11,233 --> 00:31:12,500 - Damn. 749 00:31:12,500 --> 00:31:15,804 - And then you post a picture like this. 750 00:31:15,804 --> 00:31:17,772 So I send him the picture. - Who is he with? 751 00:31:17,772 --> 00:31:19,007 - [makes "I don't know" sound] 752 00:31:19,007 --> 00:31:21,076 But the thing is is those people 753 00:31:21,076 --> 00:31:22,477 that were in rehab are not gonna go to 754 00:31:22,477 --> 00:31:24,279 a place like this. They're alcoholics. 755 00:31:24,279 --> 00:31:26,147 So who the [bleep] are you hanging out with in Texas 756 00:31:26,147 --> 00:31:27,916 that would even put you in a situation like that? 757 00:31:27,916 --> 00:31:29,951 - Yeah. - He wrote back. 758 00:31:29,951 --> 00:31:32,387 Yeah, what's the issue? That's $500 in ones. 759 00:31:32,387 --> 00:31:33,889 - Bitch, you could've taken the girls 760 00:31:33,889 --> 00:31:36,124 on a [bleep] trip for $500. 761 00:31:36,124 --> 00:31:41,329 - And then, like, was any of this even real? 762 00:31:41,329 --> 00:31:43,064 - Damn. 763 00:31:43,064 --> 00:31:45,667 - Him wanting to explore a relationship with me, 764 00:31:45,667 --> 00:31:49,271 him wanting to fix the co-parenting situation with me. 765 00:31:49,271 --> 00:31:53,708 - You're gonna have to, Bri, cut your losses. 766 00:31:53,708 --> 00:31:55,343 It's not only affecting Nova... 767 00:31:55,343 --> 00:31:57,345 - It's affecting Stella. - It's affecting Stella. 768 00:31:57,345 --> 00:31:59,781 At what point do you just go, that's it? 769 00:31:59,781 --> 00:32:01,416 - That's it. - We're done. 770 00:32:01,416 --> 00:32:03,885 - Yeah. 771 00:32:04,586 --> 00:32:08,156 I think he's a piece of [bleep] sometimes. Like-- 772 00:32:08,156 --> 00:32:09,624 and it's like, it's a slap in the face 'cause 773 00:32:09,624 --> 00:32:11,960 I'm willing to send you however much it is, 774 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,162 whether it's five grand, 10 grand, 20 grand. 775 00:32:14,162 --> 00:32:17,299 I'm willing to give him that 776 00:32:17,299 --> 00:32:20,235 just so that he can be in a better position for Nova. 777 00:32:20,235 --> 00:32:23,038 But then you want to do stuff like this. 778 00:32:23,038 --> 00:32:28,376 ♪ ♪ 779 00:32:30,145 --> 00:32:35,784 - ♪ To you, I can't say no ♪ 780 00:32:35,784 --> 00:32:38,687 ♪ To you, I can't say no ♪ 781 00:32:38,687 --> 00:32:41,223 - Oh! - It is cold. 782 00:32:41,223 --> 00:32:43,592 - It was warm yesterday. Now it's cold. 783 00:32:43,592 --> 00:32:45,961 ♪ ♪ 784 00:32:45,961 --> 00:32:49,498 What all did the doctor tell you? Like-- 785 00:32:49,498 --> 00:32:51,967 - Well, I mean, she explained it to me 786 00:32:51,967 --> 00:32:53,635 how to, like, take it. 787 00:32:53,635 --> 00:32:55,337 - And she said, it's not to-- 788 00:32:55,337 --> 00:32:57,139 I'm not giving this to you to have sex, though, right? 789 00:32:57,139 --> 00:32:58,507 - Yeah, that's what she said. 790 00:32:58,507 --> 00:33:00,809 She gave me, like, a whole talk about everything. 791 00:33:00,809 --> 00:33:01,877 - [laughs] 792 00:33:01,877 --> 00:33:04,546 Good. 793 00:33:04,546 --> 00:33:05,781 But I know you're not even thinking like that. 794 00:33:05,781 --> 00:33:07,049 - I'm not. 795 00:33:07,049 --> 00:33:08,884 - Well, I'm glad you have that mindset. 796 00:33:08,884 --> 00:33:10,752 You know, guys are-- guys are sly. 797 00:33:10,752 --> 00:33:11,853 I mean, they'll say certain things 798 00:33:11,853 --> 00:33:13,822 to make you feel special and 799 00:33:13,822 --> 00:33:15,991 you also got to keep in your mind, 800 00:33:15,991 --> 00:33:17,859 as you already are, 801 00:33:17,859 --> 00:33:22,798 that if you play, you pay. 802 00:33:22,798 --> 00:33:23,899 - Yeah. 803 00:33:23,899 --> 00:33:25,801 - You know, your mom wasn't-- 804 00:33:25,801 --> 00:33:27,369 I do believe she wasn't even in school 805 00:33:27,369 --> 00:33:29,237 when she got pregnant with you. 806 00:33:29,237 --> 00:33:31,973 - She was 17 when she got pregnant with me, right? 807 00:33:31,973 --> 00:33:34,109 - 17. She was out of high school 808 00:33:34,109 --> 00:33:36,311 'cause she stopped going, I think. 809 00:33:36,311 --> 00:33:37,946 - So I didn't mess anything up. 810 00:33:37,946 --> 00:33:39,948 No? - No, kid. 811 00:33:39,948 --> 00:33:41,249 I think-- I think you're good on that. 812 00:33:41,249 --> 00:33:42,517 And it wouldn't have been you, anyway. 813 00:33:42,517 --> 00:33:43,985 It'd have been us. 814 00:33:43,985 --> 00:33:48,490 But the only--the problem-- 815 00:33:48,490 --> 00:33:50,792 it's not even-- I don't know how to say it. 816 00:33:50,792 --> 00:33:54,896 Like, if you're gonna rob somebody, don't use a gun. 817 00:33:54,896 --> 00:33:56,431 - What? - Just be smart. 818 00:33:56,431 --> 00:33:58,467 I mean, if I'm not-- if you're making a bad decision 819 00:33:58,467 --> 00:34:02,037 and I can't stop you, you be smart, OK? 820 00:34:02,037 --> 00:34:03,538 - I'm not that person. I'm not gonna do that. 821 00:34:03,538 --> 00:34:04,940 - I know. 822 00:34:04,940 --> 00:34:06,475 - You don't have to worry about that, though. 823 00:34:06,475 --> 00:34:08,377 - I know. I'm just letting you know 'cause 824 00:34:08,377 --> 00:34:10,379 I would rather you be safe and protected 825 00:34:10,379 --> 00:34:12,047 than trying to go behind somebody's back 826 00:34:12,047 --> 00:34:17,319 and do something stupid or silly 'cause... 827 00:34:17,319 --> 00:34:19,688 I can protect you better if I know more. 828 00:34:19,688 --> 00:34:23,658 - Well, I would definitely go talk to Kristina first. 829 00:34:23,658 --> 00:34:27,729 It just makes sense 'cause she's a woman and 830 00:34:27,729 --> 00:34:30,265 probably understands more things from, like, 831 00:34:30,265 --> 00:34:33,168 the point of view I have. 832 00:34:33,168 --> 00:34:35,737 And then we'd probably find a way to tell you. 833 00:34:35,737 --> 00:34:39,374 - School is the most important thing, education, 834 00:34:39,374 --> 00:34:41,843 your friends as well, and being young 835 00:34:41,843 --> 00:34:45,514 'cause eventually, next thing you know, your life is work 836 00:34:45,514 --> 00:34:47,949 and bills. 837 00:34:47,949 --> 00:34:51,186 You gotta go big, kid. 838 00:34:51,186 --> 00:34:54,823 I love you, girl. - Love you too. 839 00:34:54,823 --> 00:34:56,558 - You got any questions? 840 00:34:56,558 --> 00:34:59,494 [chuckles] I mean-- 841 00:34:59,494 --> 00:35:02,497 - Conversations about, like, our bodies, 842 00:35:02,497 --> 00:35:05,367 and, like, sexual things and things like that 843 00:35:05,367 --> 00:35:09,171 is always awkward and probably a little bit uncomfortable. 844 00:35:09,171 --> 00:35:11,139 You have to have enough trust built up 845 00:35:11,139 --> 00:35:13,575 to be able to talk about those things. 846 00:35:13,575 --> 00:35:15,744 So I'm really lucky that I have 847 00:35:15,744 --> 00:35:18,880 Kristina and my dad to talk to and to understand me. 848 00:35:18,880 --> 00:35:23,752 I do not think I would ever be able to have a kid anytime soon 849 00:35:23,752 --> 00:35:27,355 'cause my parents were obviously very young. 850 00:35:27,355 --> 00:35:30,425 Just even thinking about it is really stressful 851 00:35:30,425 --> 00:35:32,360 'cause I have my own life right now. 852 00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:34,396 I have a chance to go to college, 853 00:35:34,396 --> 00:35:37,532 a good college if I want it, 854 00:35:37,532 --> 00:35:40,535 to even have, like, a good career. 855 00:35:40,535 --> 00:35:42,070 And I want to be able to have a kid 856 00:35:42,070 --> 00:35:45,774 when I have a job and a future that I can look to 857 00:35:45,774 --> 00:35:48,276 and not be so young that 858 00:35:48,276 --> 00:35:53,715 I'm strapped and, like, deprived from that. 859 00:35:53,715 --> 00:35:56,585 - ♪ Did you lie awake at night ♪ 860 00:35:56,585 --> 00:36:00,155 ♪ With your sun-kissed summer skin ♪ 861 00:36:00,155 --> 00:36:02,057 ♪ Alone ♪ 862 00:36:02,057 --> 00:36:04,292 ♪ Waiting for a revolution ♪ 863 00:36:04,292 --> 00:36:08,396 ♪ God, you were young ♪ 864 00:36:08,396 --> 00:36:10,398 [phone ringing] - Hello? 865 00:36:10,398 --> 00:36:11,633 - Hi. 866 00:36:13,068 --> 00:36:15,170 - Yeah. I just left. 867 00:36:17,372 --> 00:36:19,808 - He's hurt and he's upset and he's probably-- 868 00:36:19,808 --> 00:36:23,011 like, I can tell he's, like, disappointed in himself, 869 00:36:23,011 --> 00:36:25,647 but--but also-- 870 00:36:27,082 --> 00:36:30,118 - Yeah, yeah. 871 00:36:33,054 --> 00:36:34,689 - Right. At the end of the day, 872 00:36:34,689 --> 00:36:36,558 even if we want to rip each other's eyeballs 873 00:36:36,558 --> 00:36:39,294 out of each other's faces, like, 874 00:36:39,294 --> 00:36:41,930 if I call him or I need him, he's gonna be there 875 00:36:41,930 --> 00:36:43,164 and if he calls me and he needs me, 876 00:36:43,164 --> 00:36:44,499 I'm gonna be there. 877 00:36:44,499 --> 00:36:46,801 ♪ ♪ 878 00:36:46,801 --> 00:36:51,139 I think obviously with him being an addict, 879 00:36:51,139 --> 00:36:54,309 that's a big-- 880 00:36:54,309 --> 00:36:57,412 that's a big mountain to climb. 881 00:36:57,412 --> 00:37:01,816 You're always afraid that call's gonna come that day, 882 00:37:01,816 --> 00:37:04,653 or that night, or-- 883 00:37:04,653 --> 00:37:09,891 I mean, it's just like, you're just waiting-- 884 00:37:09,891 --> 00:37:11,126 [sighs] 885 00:37:11,126 --> 00:37:14,162 You're just waiting for it to happen. 886 00:37:14,162 --> 00:37:16,598 ♪ ♪ 887 00:37:16,598 --> 00:37:19,968 [exhales deeply] 888 00:37:19,968 --> 00:37:23,204 - ♪ We need love ♪ 889 00:37:23,204 --> 00:37:27,008 ♪ You're not below ♪ 890 00:37:27,008 --> 00:37:28,005 ♪ And I'm not above ♪ 891 00:37:28,005 --> 00:37:31,947 ♪ And I'm not above ♪ 892 00:37:31,947 --> 00:37:32,981 - Don't go in there? 893 00:37:32,981 --> 00:37:36,251 [laughter] 894 00:37:36,251 --> 00:37:38,753 What are you gonna do now? 895 00:37:38,753 --> 00:37:44,893 - ♪ What do you do when you just wanna cry? ♪ 896 00:37:44,893 --> 00:37:47,262 ♪ ♪ 897 00:37:47,262 --> 00:37:50,165 ♪ I've been around a little over 40 years now ♪ 898 00:37:50,165 --> 00:37:52,901 ♪ and one thing that I know ♪ 899 00:37:52,901 --> 00:37:58,106 ♪ Is nothing, nothing changes ♪ 900 00:37:58,106 --> 00:38:02,877 ♪ If we don't try ♪ 901 00:38:02,877 --> 00:38:04,479 - Hey. - Hey. 902 00:38:04,479 --> 00:38:05,747 - You got everything you need? 903 00:38:05,747 --> 00:38:08,750 You got your paci? - Yeah, I got it all. 904 00:38:08,750 --> 00:38:12,120 Kleenexes so when I cry myself to sleep, I'll be OK. 905 00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:15,223 - So, put a lot of work in it. 906 00:38:15,223 --> 00:38:17,225 - I will. - I know you will. 907 00:38:17,225 --> 00:38:19,027 - All right, Mama. I'll see you in 30 days. 908 00:38:19,027 --> 00:38:21,096 - Yeah. 909 00:38:21,096 --> 00:38:25,967 ♪ ♪ 910 00:38:25,967 --> 00:38:28,103 - Love you, buddy. 911 00:38:28,103 --> 00:38:29,337 Mm! 912 00:38:29,337 --> 00:38:31,106 All righty. - You got everything? 913 00:38:31,106 --> 00:38:32,440 - Yeah. 914 00:38:32,440 --> 00:38:33,608 - All right, man. - Love you. 915 00:38:33,608 --> 00:38:36,177 - I love you. Be good. - All right. 916 00:38:36,177 --> 00:38:37,912 - ♪ This is our world ♪ 917 00:38:37,912 --> 00:38:44,386 ♪ Come together and love one another now ♪ 918 00:38:44,386 --> 00:38:46,154 ♪ ♪ 919 00:38:46,154 --> 00:38:47,856 - I'm not gonna let this 920 00:38:47,856 --> 00:38:51,326 destroy any relationship with my kids. 921 00:38:51,326 --> 00:38:53,795 They don't deserve it. 922 00:38:53,795 --> 00:38:55,196 You know, I'm just gonna keep moving forward. 923 00:38:55,196 --> 00:38:58,967 That way, this [bleep] don't destroy me. 924 00:38:58,967 --> 00:39:00,902 I'm still alive. 925 00:39:00,902 --> 00:39:03,972 [Doubles' "Our World" continues] 926 00:39:03,972 --> 00:39:10,912 ♪ ♪ 927 00:39:14,949 --> 00:39:18,353 - ♪ We gotta slow down ♪ 928 00:39:18,353 --> 00:39:22,157 ♪ Take a deep breath ♪ 929 00:39:22,157 --> 00:39:25,827 ♪ Look in their eyes ♪ 930 00:39:25,827 --> 00:39:30,732 ♪ They're not that different, no, no ♪ 931 00:39:30,732 --> 00:39:33,568 ♪ I've been around a little over 40 years now ♪ 932 00:39:33,568 --> 00:39:36,504 ♪ And one thing that I know ♪ 933 00:39:36,504 --> 00:39:41,643 ♪ Is nothing, nothing changes ♪ 934 00:39:41,643 --> 00:39:45,280 ♪ If we don't try ♪ 935 00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:46,848 ♪ ♪ 936 00:39:46,848 --> 00:39:50,719 ♪ Ain't just my world; this is our world ♪ 937 00:39:50,719 --> 00:39:54,589 ♪ Come together and love one another ♪ 938 00:39:54,589 --> 00:39:58,493 ♪ Ain't just your world; this is our world ♪ 939 00:39:58,493 --> 00:40:02,597 ♪ Come together and love one another ♪ 940 00:40:02,597 --> 00:40:06,034 ♪ Ain't just my world; this is our world ♪ 941 00:40:06,034 --> 00:40:09,971 ♪ Come together and love one another ♪ 942 00:40:09,971 --> 00:40:13,908 ♪ Ain't just your world; this is our world ♪ 943 00:40:13,908 --> 00:40:20,949 ♪ Come together and love one another now ♪ 944 00:40:20,949 --> 00:40:27,889 ♪ ♪ 945 00:40:45,065 --> 00:40:46,600 - Next on "Teen Mom: The Next Chapter"... 946 00:40:46,600 --> 00:40:48,736 - They asked me to do the next season of "The Challenge." 947 00:40:48,736 --> 00:40:51,005 - When would you go? - On her actual birthday. 948 00:40:51,005 --> 00:40:54,475 - Cheyenne, we just landed in LA. Get ready for us. 949 00:40:54,475 --> 00:40:58,979 all: ♪ Happy birthday, dear Ryder ♪ 950 00:40:58,979 --> 00:41:00,681 - My mom's counselor called me 951 00:41:00,681 --> 00:41:03,284 inviting me to come out and do a visit with my mom. 952 00:41:03,284 --> 00:41:04,752 - I think you should go. - Yeah. 953 00:41:04,752 --> 00:41:06,487 - 'Cause if you don't do it, it will always be, 954 00:41:06,487 --> 00:41:08,222 "I did not go." 955 00:41:08,222 --> 00:41:10,090 - Did Devoin come here for the party 956 00:41:10,090 --> 00:41:12,593 or did he come here for you? - I don't know. 957 00:41:12,593 --> 00:41:14,061 - How's your relationship like? 958 00:41:14,061 --> 00:41:15,029 - Me and Bri cool. 959 00:41:15,029 --> 00:41:17,364 - But we're not. 960 00:41:18,958 --> 00:41:21,928 [upbeat rock music] 961 00:41:21,928 --> 00:41:28,868 ♪ ♪