But he's doing better?
I know.
Can you email me the paperwork?
Okay.
Do you have any other questions?
No. Thanks.
I thought you said you won't come back here.
Oh, uh, hi, Jennifer.
Family will do that to you, won't they?
How are--
You're so lucky
that I was outside when he was yelling.
Who knows how long he could have been out here.
I was gonna stop by and say thank you, I--
He sure wasn't happy when I brought him his things.
Is he doing any better?
Thanks for that, too. Um, yeah, it sounds like it.
You haven't seen him yet?
No, not yet.
Um, thanks again, Jennifer.
Hey!
Hey, I'm so glad that you're here.
Um, I'll be right back. Don't start without me, okay?
Olivia, wait up!
Olivia, can you slow down?
So, where exactly is this time capsule you buried?
Up there. At the top of the hill.
And you want to dig it up
in the middle of your brother's grad party because?
It's just time.
Okay, but why do we have to do this right now?
I was having fun.
I could tell.
What does that mean?
Nothing.
Where the hell is this thing?
The fields on the other side.
I still can't believe Josh is graduating from college.
Remember when your mom used to make us babysit him?
I hated it.
Yeah, she paid us in quarters and popsicles.
Yeah, we should have raised our rates
after he tried to kiss me.
It's just-- it's crazy that he's a real adult now.
What's crazy is you sleeping with my brother.
Dating. Non-exclusively.
Right.
Anyways, what have you been up to?
I don't think I've seen you since Summer's going away party.
Uh, did you ever get a job in, um--
ooh, what was your major again?
Uh, psychology?
We've been friends for what, two decades,
and you still can't remember my major?
I don't know. I was busy.
Summer's the one who studied psychology.
I studied communications.
Right, so you got a job in...
Nursing actually.
Oh, so you went back to school?
Is that why you stopped answering my texts?
Yeah, I guess.
Hey, remember when we snuck out of Summer's house
to meet up with Adam and the guys out here?
Oh, wait, you weren't with us.
You went home, right?
I didn't go home. You left me.
Right.
Okay, for the record, we only ditched you
because we were afraid that you were gonna tell your mom
that we were drinking.
You were such a prude back then.
What's that supposed to mean?
Oh, you know what I mean.
We went to college together.
Have you heard from Summer recently?
We're not very close anymore.
Same.
I haven't heard from her in years.
I was starting to wonder if I'd, like,
offended her or something.
It's pretty hard to offend Summer.
True.
I just miss hanging out with you two, that's all.
What happened to our Thursday girls' nights anyways?
I believe it conflicted
with some weekly happy hour of yours,
and we never picked a new date.
Are we here?
Yep. This is it.
Can I help?
You've already helped enough.
Is that it?
Hello?
Olivia?
Fuck, someone's in there!
- Olivia, is it you? - Of course it's me.
No one else knows you're here.
Is that...
Is that Summer?
So...
she finally got with your brother.
You know the rules.
Sorry.
What the fuck is going on?
Summer?
Summer, Summer, are you-- are you okay?
Are you okay?
We're gonna-- we're gonna get you help, okay?
It got long, right?
Fuck, um...
there-- there-- there's no signal, um,
do you think that we can carry her?
I-- I-- I really think
that she needs to go to the hospital.
She's not going anywhere...
and neither are you.
Olivia, she needs help.
Okay? We need to get her out of here.
You-- you did this.
I had to.
You threw Summer in a hole in the--
-in the ground... -It's a chest.
...like a piece of trash and--
and now you're gonna do the same to me.
Please don't do this, Olivia. You're-- you're my best friend.
You-- you can't-- you can't do this!
- Get in the box, April! - Olivia--
I said get in the box!
-Now! -Olivia, please.
Please, I don't know--
I don't know what I did to deserve this, but--
That's the problem!
Please.
Oscar!
Help, please.
Hi, ma'am. Have you seen my cat?
Are you filming me?
Yeah, it's for a documentary.
I lost my cat.
His name is Oscar.
He has gray fur and a black spot on his head.
-Have you seen him? -I haven't, I'm sorry.
I hope you find him though.
- Okay, thank you. - Sure.
So, what are we doing here today?
We're looking for my cat, Oscar.
What happened to him?
He ran away.
How long have you had Oscar?
Since my birthday.
So, about a month?
Mm-hmm. My dad got him for me.
I'm sure he'll come back
if we wait just a little while longer.
No, it's already been all morning.
I have to find him.
Do you have your phone?
Yes.
All right.
Promise you won't go too far?
Promise.
All right.
Now, your mom's gonna be here to pick you up at 5:00,
all right?
That's three hours.
If you're not back by 4:30
I'm gonna start calling you, okay?
I will be back with Oscar before she gets here.
How do you think Oscar got outside?
Any idea?
No, not really, I--
maybe we left the door open or something.
It's just too bad.
I know there was some hesitation
from her mother about getting her a pet.
How'd she do with taking care of it?
Pretty well, actually. She really loves that cat.
Her mother just tends to assume the worst in everybody.
Oscar!
Do you see him?
This is gonna take a while.
It's 4:00. Why are you here?
She texted me and said she's out looking for her cat,
and that I should wait to pick her up.
-Did you do this? -Did I do what?
-Tell her to text me that? -Why would I do that?
We both know this is not the first time
you've pulled this crap.
She really is out looking for the cat.
You lost the cat already?
It's a cat. It got out.
-I told you this was a bad idea. -Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Come back at 5:00. She'll be ready.
Oscar!
It's Mom.
You should probably answer it.
Hmm.
Battery died.
Daddy taught me that.
He only got it for her to make me look like the bad guy
- because I said no. - Why did you say no?
Because she's ten,
and I would be the one who ended up taking care of it,
as I'm sure he was,
and he's allergic to cats.
What do you think happened to Oscar?
What do I think?
I think he killed it.
It's almost 5:00. We need to be getting back.
But we haven't found him yet.
Your parents will be upset
if you aren't home in time.
You promised, remember?
I know I did, but we can try one more house.
So, you got her a cat
even though you're allergic to them?
- I did. - Why?
- You a parent? - No.
No, you're not.
It's not easy.
Divorces.
You do what you can
to make sure that your kid
wants to spend time with you...
'cause you never know what she's being told
when she's over there.
But you met her.
You can imagine.
Just doing the best that I can.
There you are. Do you know what time it is?
I'm sorry. I just wanted to keep looking.
-Did your phone die? -Mm-hmm.
No luck, kiddo?
-Hmm-mm. -I'm sorry.
-I'm sure he's okay. -Okay.
Come on, go get your stuff. We gotta go. Hurry up.
Great parenting.
Right here?
So, do I-- I-- I look at it,
or do I look-- look-- look at you?
Y-- you can look at me.
Okay.
How do you know the Pattersons?
Um, I don't really know them.
Um, we go to-- we go to the same church.
Um, the daughter come pet the horses before.
When was the last time you saw him?
Um, it's going on about-- about a week now.
And what was that about?
Um, he, uh, he brought me his cat.
Said he was allergic...
to-- to the-- to the cat.
Hello?
Hi, yeah, that's me.
Shit, I-- I'm--
I must have given you the wrong card. One moment.
Right.
Did Meredith talk to you about the estate account?
Right, it should just be a couple of weeks.
At least that's the plan.
Won't have to worry about the credit limit.
A-- Again, I'm so sorry about that.
Thank you.
How-- how is he?
Really? Nothing?
I'll-- I'll bring him some tomorrow.
Does he need anything else?
Great.
Yeah, yeah, sorry. I have it right here.
Let me know when you're ready.
Okay. Uh, 470--
Each one must give
as he has decided in his heart,
not reluctantly or under compulsion,
for God loves a cheerful giver.
Second Corinthians 9:7.
You shall give to them freely,
and your heart shall not be grudging
when you give to them
because for this, the Lord, your God,
will bless you in all your work
and in all that you undertake.
Deuteronomy 15:10.
You need to make a vow.
Get your seed of faith into the ground
and watch your bounty grow,
for those who provide for the Lord's house
shall be provided for in the kingdom of heaven.
- Hey, Mom? - What?
Did he really mean
that the more money you give to the church,
the better chance you have of getting into heaven?
That's not what he said, honey.
But that's what he was saying.
It's not what he meant. He's new.
He's just trying to help the church.
I don't think I believe in God.
What did you just say?
Call Brother David.
So, where do we start, Brother David?
We start wherever she wants us to.
We're here for her.
This wasn't my idea.
Well, do you understand
why we're here?
Because Mom says I'm going to hell.
- I did not say-- - Honey, don't yell.
I think your mother
is just worried about you.
She wants to answer any questions you might have
to get you back on the right path.
The righteous path.
So, ask away.
Anything that's got you feeling this way.
Okay.
Why would a pastor have sex with his secretary
if he really believed it would send him to hell?
- Where did you hear that? - School.
That's why the new pastor is here, right?
We do not talk about other people's business
- like this! - So, it is true.
God puts things in our path
to test us.
Okay, well, how about praying?
Well, what about it?
If God is perfect
then isn't it just a waste of time?
Hasn't he already made up his mind?
Well, I'm sure
you're familiar with free will, right?
I am, but--
No, no, it's okay. Keep going.
Is it really free will
if he has a plan for us and knows what we're gonna do?
You are not taking this seriously!
I'm just asking questions
like he told me to.
- You are-- - Dear, please.
It-- it's okay.
Let's all just take a second and calm down.
So, your mom tells me you believe in evolution?
Yeah. I think so.
And why is that?
Scientists.
And, like, there's cases of it still happening and--
What cases?
Well,
there are these ants in the rainforest
that don't need males to reproduce anymore.
- They evolve-- - Wrong.
What?
That is adaptation,
- not evolution. - But isn't it--
We all adapt to our environment.
Isn't evolution just a bunch of those though?
If that were true,
would there still be monkeys?
- I don't know. - Right.
See, scientists try to undermine religion
because it has the answers that they hope to find.
Oh, don't get down on yourself.
This is good. This is why we're here.
Please, keep going.
What else has led you
to this unnatural way of thinking?
Why does God give people cancer?
He tests us all in our own way.
How do you explain other religions?
Well, they're all worshiping the same God.
How do they stop the animals
from eating each other on the ark?
Well, if he can flood the earth,
don't you think he could handle that?
Well, where did all the poop go?
It was thrown overboard.
What happens to people
who grow up not knowing about him?
He still loves them.
But do they go to hell?
Not if they accept him
into their hearts.
But that doesn't make any sense.
They don't know about him.
They will be judged
at the gates of heaven like the rest of us,
and a soul who has lived a holy life will still be saved.
So,
I don't necessarily have to go to church
or have to give the church a bunch of money to get in.
I can just be a good person.
I think you're missing the point.
How do you expect to be a good person
without his teachings?
I'm not a damn idiot!
- God! - Language!
That's not a bad word!
Why are we yelling?
Using the Lord's name in vain
is not going to help.
She must not realize what eternity is.
Am I going to hell now too?
For the love of God,
do you see what you're doing to this family?
Oh, don't you start too!
I'm sorry, a lifetime of pain and misery
is really nothing to joke about.
I wasn't joking!
You both are this close to getting grounded.
- I'm sorry! - Okay!
Fine!
I believe you.
Let us bow our heads in prayer.
Dear Heavenly Father,
we want to thank you
for this opportunity here today...
to bring a wayward child back on the right path.
They may not always know what to do,
but you will always show them the way...
All right.
You look nice.
Thank you.
So, how was your day?
Eventful.
What time did you wake up?
A little before sunset.
Oh, so, you just got up?
I had a long couple of days.
I was really, really tired.
I just-- I was just wondering 'cause, like, you know,
we only hang out at night.
I never get to see you.
You never answer when I call you.
Why so many questions?
I mean, look, we-- we've been hanging out more and more,
and I'm just trying
to get to know you more, you know?
Like, I never see you during the day,
and it's just-- I just-- I just got questions.
Like, I don't mean to be this way,
but we've been talking for a while now,
and I don't know anything about you.
Things will be revealed when they need to be.
I get that.
Ooh, Dunkin' Donuts. You want-- you like donuts?
No.
You don't eat breakfast, because you're sleep stalled.
That makes sense.
And I-- I didn't mean anything like that-- like that.
My bad.
-It's okay. -I know how that sounded.
It's okay.
So, do you wanna grab something to eat after...
you know, what we will do?
Um, I'm not quite hungry yet.
I plan on eating in just a little.
With me though, right?
I mean, we did come out here together.
I scooped you, I said I was gonna do
-this thing for you. -Yeah, definitely.
Definitely I'm gonna eat.
Well, this is it, right?
Yeah, this is it.
It's bumpy.
This is not a good area to be in.
Why are we here again?
Just gotta run in for one quick second.
- I can park here? - Yeah, that's fine.
It sounds like you've been here before, so...
Now, we're gonna wait a minute, okay?
I'll just eat these M&Ms, you want some?
No.
Not good for you.
So, boys maybe got a new album or something coming out?
It looks like it.
I really like the last one.
All right.
So, um, what you wanna do?
-What-- -Yes.
Boy, stop.
I told you when you picked me up
that I had somewhere to go.
Why you-- you brought me here, why are you even mad?
How long is it gonna take?
Ten to 15 minutes.
Then, let me come with you then.
Boy, you don't even smoke.
Look, you're a nice guy.
I like you just the way you are.
I don't wanna mess that up.
Aw, look at you, you're so cute.
Okay, okay, okay. All right.
Just go do what you gotta do,
so we can just enjoy our evening.
Mm, I love it when you talk like that.
-I'll be right back. -All right.
What about--
DJ Red Alert. What are you doing?
Where's the centerfold at?
They don't do that no more?
Mm, I hate CDs, they always be scratched up.
These ain't nothing, but some fancy Dunkaroos.
They good, though.
Can't fall asleep here. This place, not safe.
Is that her?
No.
- Chris. - Yo, what's going on?
Not much, man. How are you?
I'm good. I'm good.
The question is, how you doing?
You know, out with Jazz again.
You out with Jazz again?
Um, and how's that going?
Oh, you know, the same.
If it's the same, it's bad.
Yeah, man, I mean, I keep trying,
but, you know, right now, I'm sitting in the parking lot
waiting for her to come down.
Waiting where?
I'm at some-- some guy's house.
She wanted to get some weed.
- You know, she's been up-- - And how long
have you been waiting?
About an hour?
So, why don't you just go?
- What, just leave her here? - Yeah.
Leave her there, dude, you've been-- yes!
But where-- How is she gonna get home?
Yo, that's that dude's problem.
Let him worry about that, man.
You need to bounce. This is crazy.
You don't know where you are, you don't know who she's with,
she's been up there for an hour, what do you think they doing?
- You know what? I'm gonna-- - Get the-- get--
I'm gonna go-- I'm gonna go up there and look.
I gotta-- I gotta find-- I'm gonna go up and find out.
- I can't-- I don't wanna-- - Man, get your ass
-out of there. -Nah, man.
I'm gonna go, I-- I'll talk to you later.
Yo, go--
I can't believe this.
Every night, she wanna go do something at night.
She know I got a job, and now she wanna take me
and go to some drug dealer's house
knowing I don't smoke weed.
Chris told me to pull off.
I gotta get this for the peace of my mind.
I'm tired of this.
Jazz.
Jazz?
Are you here?
Hey, Jazz.
Jazz.
No.
No, no, no, no, no.
Damn, shit.
No, no, no, no.
Chris, pick up.
Shit.
I didn't see that.
I just should have pulled off. I just should have pulled off.
Look, Terry.
Get out the car.
You weren't supposed to see that.
I guess you're not hungry anymore.
Drive.
Can you hear me?
Grace? Hello?
I can-- I can hear you now.
- Hey! - Hey.
Sorry, the Internet here isn't great,
so let me know if I lose you, okay?
Yeah, absolutely.
Uh, how are things going so far?
Uh, they're going as good as they can, I guess.
I have to stop by there later.
Apparently, he didn't pack a single article of clothing
outside of what he had on.
Why would he do that?
Rebellion, maybe? Hmm.
I thought-- didn't he go straight there
from the hospital?
He did, but they had him call a neighbor
to bring him some things until he got here.
Get this, he had her pack a suitcase
full of just random shit,
which sounds about right for him.
Well, I mean, that should make you feel
a little bit better about the whole thing.
Yeah, I guess.
They said it's likely that he could go down again,
and you know I'm not moving back, so...
Yeah. No, I know.
Hey, can you-- can you see this?
Hmm, um, what am I looking at?
I don't know. I woke up with these.
Oh, the red marks? Is it a rash?
Uh, no, I mean, it doesn't itch.
It really actually, doesn't feel like anything.
It was just there this morning.
Well, that's weird. Maybe your pillow's possessed.
I don't think it was the pillow.
Um, well, you always said that place was weird.
And you always told me I was imagining things.
Fuck.
I completely forgot.
I'll text you later?
Yeah, sure thing.
- All right. Bye. - I love you.
- Bye.
Andie, where are you?
What's going on?
I don't know. Patrick wants an answer.
Andie, honey, are you there?
Where are you? I don't understand.
Was there something wrong with the party?
She's been delaying.
Does that mean she said yes?
Patrick, shh.
Andie? Andie?
Andie.
- Hey. - Yeah. Hi. I--
Well, thought I'd find you here.
Sorry, I ruined your welcome home party.
Ah, come on.
We both know that today wasn't planned
for that particular event.
So, are you getting married or not?
Apparently, not.
Well, do you love him?
Yes.
- But? - But what?
What's the hesitation? Come on.
Did-- did something happen with Leo?
No.
-Okay-- -No, that's not it.
Leo's amazing.
He's so sweet.
He's so clean and organized.
He loves books.
He wants to adopt a couple of dogs.
I mean, he does the laundry
because he knows I hate to do it.
And these are problems?
Well, you know, he doesn't like the Avengers.
-Okay-- -And he hates sand
because he hates the beach.
You know, he always lets me act or-- or make decisions first,
which you think would be a good thing,
but it actually gets old.
And he snores.
Okay, so that's the-- those are the deal breakers?
No.
Of course not.
But how many little things add up to be a deal breaker?
Andie, you know-- you know what I noticed?
You wore combat boots to your engagement party.
What?
I wasn't sure it was going to be an engagement party.
That was for you, military man.
Okay. All right.
You did your nails, put on this dress,
got all fancy, and...
you wore combat boots to your proposal.
He wore brogues.
So, you're saying that means something?
You're more well-read than I am, Andie.
I'd say that's rife with symbolism.
I mean, that's gotta-- gotta mean something to somebody
if you want to read into it.
- They're just shoes, Noah. - Mm-hmm.
I don't know, maybe it would be easier
if there was something clearly off with us.
-But he's such a good guy. -Yeah?
-And I'd be hurting him. -You are.
-I'm already hurting him. -Yep.
What if--
what if I'm throwing everything away,
and I'm running out of time?
Out of time for what, Andie?
You know.
That life.
You'll be destined to be an old and shriveled maid,
and my friends and I will ride by your house
after school, and we'll throw rocks
-at you from our bikes. -Come on, I'm being serious.
Andrea, you're being dramatic.
Look, the question is, do you want this with Leo?
Being in a relationship, trapped in one
because you're scared, is terrible.
It's an even worse reason to get married.
I mean,
maybe you won't get that rom-com montage of life
you've been destined to have, but at the very least...
you got me.
Andie?
I love you.
This is all gonna be okay, sis.
One minute!
-Hello, Meredith. -Bella!
-Come on in. -You haven't changed a bit.
Neither have you.
Uh, sorry, it's still a little bit of a mess,
but, um, everything should be ready by the--
No, no, no. Take your time.
I know that this can be quite an ordeal,
and selling a house is a big decision.
Actually, I can't wait to get rid of it.
Family place like this, I'm sure it's full of memories.
Your mother used to adore this place.
Those second thoughts I'm seeing?
No, I just-- no.
Well, uh, like I said on the phone,
paperwork is all ready to go,
and we can have it on the market by the end of the week
if you think it'll be ready to-- to show.
-Uh, yeah, it should be. -There's no new issues
that you were unaware of?
Um, mold or leaks or anything like that?
A home inspector might see differently,
-but nothing I can tell. -Good, good.
Um, so I would love to just take a quick look around
and refresh my memory.
- No, of course. - Right.
Let me know if you need anything.
Thanks, Meredith.
So, as we enter the wizard's tavern,
we approach and we see a bartender
serving drinks to several patrons.
They all kind of look like unruly fellas.
You know, not someone you'd exactly want
to have a conversation with, kind of like,
"Hey, bartender, I need a drink,
and I need some information."
Uh, I will roll to order a drink.
Roll to order a drink, okay.
Um, roll that.
Not all of it.
Nah, I want a big drink.
Let's see how I do. Uh, okay, so it's a seven.
It's all right.
Fun game, fun campaign.
Yeah, next week. Next week should be good.
Well, I'll take my ride.
Well, all right. Uh, missed you, buddy.
Glad you made it.
Good to see you. Let's do it again soon.
-Will do. -Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-Be good. Bye-bye. -See you.
...so that I won't be needing you guys anymore.
Well, I guess we won't be having rabbit today.
Hey, man.
Got a package here with your name on it.
Oh, thank you.
Yeah. What is it?
Something cool?
It was really lightweight.
So, I didn't-- I didn't even know
if there was anything in there.
Um...
What-- what is that?
It's a monster.
Oh, man.
Um, what do you-- what do you--
what are you supposed-- what are you supposed--
um, what are you supposed to do with that?
Um...
You-- you paint it, and then you fight it.
Huh. That's, um--
well, that's neat.
You, um...
paint it, and fight it by yourself or...
Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, oh-- yeah, well, see you later.
Have fun with your toy.
- Thanks, Robby. - Yeah.
Well, you'll be all right for now, okay?
Civil defense officials--
--told News 9 that murder victims
show evidence of having been partially devoured
by their murderers.
Consistent reports found witnesses to the effect
that people who acted as though they were in a kind of trance
were killing and eating their victims,
prompting authorities to examine
the bodies of some of the victims.
Medical authorities in Cumberland have concluded
that in all cases, the killers are eating flesh.
It really is a beautiful home.
It's a shame David let the flower beds go.
We used to have so much fun helping to plant them, remember?
And her garden was the talk of the town.
Best tomatoes I ever ate.
This is the last time I'm going to ask, I promise.
But are you sure you don't want to try to keep it?
I mean, there is plenty of room in there for the both of you.
Yes, I'm sure.
I know that you've talked it over with him,
but a lot of people in their final years
prefer to spend it someplace that they call home.
-I mean, I know-- -Meredith. Stop.
I sent you the account information, right?
Yeah, you did.
And I'm not gonna be here when the house closes.
You're sure that's not gonna be a problem?
No, we do this all the time.
Great. I'll tell my dad you said hi.
Please do, it was--
it was really nice seeing you again, Bella.
Yeah, you too.
Red means "on."
Hi, I'm Casey.
If you're watching this, you probably already know that.
Hi.
If you're watching this, it means I'm gone.
Not in a sad way.
I guess I owe an explanation to my family
or whoever cares about me at this point.
I've been really busy the last few weeks,
which explains why you haven't seen me,
uh, or maybe you have.
I canceled my credit card, changed my phone number,
and-- and social media, all gone.
I'm leaving.
I'm tired.
Tired of the people telling me I'm wrong.
And that there's something wrong with me.
There isn't.
There's something wrong with all of you.
I'm sorry if I'm coming off aggressive.
I'm just sick of being judged.
Of being looked at differently when I didn't do anything wrong.
I'm starting a new life,
and no one can tell me otherwise.
Mom...
Dad...
I love you.
I'm sorry for being such a burden.
And that you worry so much about me all the time.
But...
please don't come looking for me.
I can't stay here anymore.
For the past few years, I've been seeing this thing...
and nobody believes me.
Doctors tell me to take drugs...
and things will get better.
And it works sometimes.
Not-- not all the time, but sometimes.
And it--
it was good for a while, but I just couldn't--
couldn't handle the dread of it.
I-- I couldn't see it,
but I-- I know...
it's here all the time.
Do you see it? It's right in front of me.
I didn't like that.
Not being able to see.
So I stopped listening to my therapist...
and you, whoever is watching.
And this thing I've been seeing...
God.
It looks just like me.
And you're all being fooled.
You're all being fooled by it.
You post photos of me at parties I didn't even go to.
And-- and tell me stories about jokes I didn't tell.
And it's infiltrating my life.
And no one even notices.
And I'm the crazy one?
Is it naive...
to believe a girl could start fresh?
I'm sending you this video
as a warning that if you're watching this
and I'm still around, it's not me.
It's not Casey and...
I would stay away.
Hi. I'm here to see David Stall.
Right, you must be...
-Bella, his daughter. -That's right.
Uh, I'm Paul. We spoke on the phone.
It's nice to finally meet you.
I really appreciate all your help.
Of course. Uh, what can I do for you?
Just came by to see him,
and brought him some of his things.
Well, unfortunately,
he is refusing guests at this time.
Oh, um...
Can you just call him and tell him it's me, please?
He specifically stated no family members.
I'm his only family member.
- Well... - Can I call him?
No, I'm sorry. I can't.
Can you at least give him this?
We're not supposed to do that.
I-- It's clothes
and pictures of his dead dog.
If we're-- he's expecting something we have to...
Great. Thanks.
...be notified in advance,
uh, for deliveries.
You must relinquish your possession
of the
and return it whence it was pilfered.
Excuse me?
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Could have been a throw blanket, could have been an Xbox,
and I get this fucking shit.
Yeah, so, um...
I'm hoping that you're all going to support me
because this was a very difficult decision.
But-- Ben--
I should go get him.
Look, if he's not back in five,
I'll go get him.
You want something else? You barely touched your food.
I also ordered the veggie broth.
-I don't see it. -Did they forget it?
Well, you're certainly not getting my support.
You're committing suicide, you do realize that.
-That's not what this is-- -Mom can speak for herself.
I-- I-- I have a pamphlet somewhere in my bag.
I-- I'm sure that they gave you one hell of a pitch,
but I wanna hear your version of it.
How exactly does this doctor assist you?
They come over with a-- a medical cocktail
and-- and monitor you while you drink it.
- Medical cocktail. - Here we go.
There was another option to go to Oregon and get shot.
-Get shot? -Sorry, get a shot.
You know what I mean.
Get a shot, get shot. It's the same thing.
It's not the same thing.
So basically your only other option
was to move to the Pacific Northwest
and get murdered.
Well, it's not very original,
but then again, you never really were.
Mara...
would you bring me some cranberry juice, please?
-Ben. -You're all alone?
Where is everybody?
Mara went to get me something sweet,
and Daniel's cooling off.
This is a lot for him.
It's a lot for everyone.
Yeah, of course.
I'm just trying to get my bearings here.
Weren't you just talking to doctors about
experimental treatments?
Like...
wasn't that happening just last month?
Well, a lot went down this last month.
Do you want a straw?
I carry a reusable one.
Thanks. I'll go wash this.
I know I've been out of the loop,
but I'm here now, so I can take off work
and stay the rest of the month.
If this is truly what you want...
we can make that happen for you.
- Bullshit! - Jesus Christ.
I'm not gonna let her do it!
Here's your straw.
I can't be the only one that thinks this is crazy.
Like, this is actually crazy.
Mom, you are making us complicit in your death!
Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
Are-- are my human emotions too much
for that big processor brain of yours?
She's not doing it.
God, I cannot believe that you could just sit there and---
Do you know how many doctors I talk to every day?
How many medications I'm keeping track of?
I mean, I feel like I have
hundreds of cancer-related tabs open on my computer
at any given moment.
-Wait-- -It's a miracle
that I found out about this option at all.
How could you even tell her this existed?
What is your problem?
Thank God, it's not just me.
I found out about this
by the many cancer support groups
that I'm a part of.
People who have watched their family-- it's--
it's horrifying and I just...
I couldn't--
I got everything set up with the state,
-and I've got it all-- -There were other options!
I could have called oncology departments
in every hospital across the country.
Yeah. Did that already.
Damn it, Mara!
Why are you so insistent
on always doing everything alone?
You think you could have handled this?
You're barely handling this conversation!
You couldn't even handle her drinking out of my straw,
but you had no problem googling ways to kill her.
That is the most horrible accusation
that you have ever made against me!
-Mom! Mom! -Jesus Christ, Mom!
-Oh, my God. -Everyone listen!
My babies, I love you more than anything in the world,
but you are going to agree to this today.
Look at me.
I barely eat, I don't sleep. This morning..
I-- I couldn't hear out of my right ear.
I need to do this while I can still talk,
while I can still think, while I can still sign papers!
I am not gonna spend my last few months on this earth
going in some downward spiral.
This is my death.
My final act, and I intend to confront it on my own terms.
Now, do you all agree...
to let me go on my own terms?
Say "yes."
Yes.
Good.
Oh, fuck.
Oh, my God. Look.
Oh, my God, it's fake.
- What? - It's fake.
What? No? Fuck!
Of course it's fake. What do you think?
I'm gonna wave a real gun around in my own house?
- Do you think I'm crazy? - Oh, my God!
That was really cruel of you, Mom.
Plan B. None of you listened to me.
That was-- that was cruel, but it was also badass.
-Shut up! -Ow! What?
I don't know, man, okay? She's a vegetarian.
I've never even seen her use a steak knife
and I-- I thought that you were gonna--
Where did you even get this?
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God, sweetheart, are you okay?
The meal was really good.
You did a really good job, honey.
A really good job.
B...
knowing not where to start,
I ended up here.
With these words, with more stories.
I guess they're all we can use to keep going.
You always used to like my stories, didn't you?
There are so many parts of myself in them.
Did you notice?
Well, enclosed are the parts I never told you.
From the angles and edges you couldn't have seen...
conveyed in the only way I know how.
Take what you will from these.
Perspective can be powerful.
It's only now in this moment
that I'm so acutely aware of our mortality.
All I know is I am nothing but human.
Made so, like you, by mistakes and decisions.
This, Bella, is my attempt to understand yours.
Dad.