1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:01,167 --> 00:00:02,209 Hi, gorgeous. 2 00:00:04,671 --> 00:00:06,131 You sleep good? 3 00:00:07,632 --> 00:00:11,428 I know. I know you're hungry. 4 00:00:14,347 --> 00:00:15,974 You, sweet, sweet girl. 5 00:00:25,734 --> 00:00:26,984 Mom! 6 00:00:26,985 --> 00:00:28,486 Mom, stop! 7 00:00:28,820 --> 00:00:29,820 Mom! 8 00:00:31,614 --> 00:00:33,033 Do better, sweet pea. 9 00:00:34,052 --> 00:00:35,112 Do better. 10 00:00:35,114 --> 00:00:36,197 Mom! 11 00:00:37,579 --> 00:00:39,038 Do better. 12 00:00:49,507 --> 00:00:50,925 Do better, sweet pea. 13 00:00:51,342 --> 00:00:52,510 Wha... 14 00:01:03,646 --> 00:01:04,647 Oh. 15 00:01:07,734 --> 00:01:08,859 So, morning. 16 00:01:08,860 --> 00:01:10,153 You were yelling. 17 00:01:10,653 --> 00:01:12,529 Oh, I'm sorry. Sorry. 18 00:01:12,530 --> 00:01:13,615 It's, uh... 19 00:01:15,283 --> 00:01:16,284 I was d... 20 00:01:18,244 --> 00:01:19,454 Dreaming about my mom. 21 00:01:19,954 --> 00:01:21,371 I always dream about her. 22 00:01:21,372 --> 00:01:22,664 Did she beat you? 23 00:01:22,665 --> 00:01:23,749 Oh, God, no. 24 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:25,043 No, the opposite. 25 00:01:25,543 --> 00:01:28,463 But you were punching and... and kicking. 26 00:01:29,255 --> 00:01:32,175 My wife, she was just like that. 27 00:01:48,983 --> 00:01:51,401 Clare, I know you haven't said yes to Sugar, 28 00:01:51,402 --> 00:01:53,862 but here's a letter. Kind of. Sam. 29 00:01:53,863 --> 00:01:55,614 "Dear Sugar. What the fuck?" 30 00:01:55,615 --> 00:01:57,449 "What the fuck? What the fuck? 31 00:01:57,450 --> 00:02:02,246 "I'm asking this question as it applies to everything every day. 32 00:02:02,247 --> 00:02:04,581 Best, What the Fuck." 33 00:02:07,961 --> 00:02:10,255 Oh, fuck you. That's not even a fucking question. 34 00:02:30,733 --> 00:02:32,819 Oh, Amy. I did something. 35 00:02:33,361 --> 00:02:35,195 - Why aren't you at work? - I couldn't concentrate. 36 00:02:35,196 --> 00:02:37,781 - What's "something"? - Ooh, it's bad. 37 00:02:37,782 --> 00:02:39,783 Okay. Writers' group in ten. 38 00:02:39,784 --> 00:02:40,868 Oh, fuck! 39 00:02:40,869 --> 00:02:43,287 - Okay. Um, last night... - Mm-hmm. 40 00:02:43,288 --> 00:02:44,746 - ...after I left here... - Yeah. 41 00:02:44,747 --> 00:02:47,125 - ...I called an Uber. - Mm-hmm. 42 00:02:48,084 --> 00:02:49,586 There was a driver... 43 00:02:50,003 --> 00:02:52,505 That is very typical of Uber. 44 00:02:53,089 --> 00:02:57,509 - So I went back to his apartment. - Mm-hmm. 45 00:02:57,510 --> 00:03:00,596 Uh, because he was hot 46 00:03:00,597 --> 00:03:03,599 and I... I was still pissed at... at Danny 47 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:05,017 and the whole "barely a woman" thing. 48 00:03:05,018 --> 00:03:06,643 And I love Beverly... 49 00:03:06,644 --> 00:03:09,897 Hold up. Who's, um, Beverly? 50 00:03:09,898 --> 00:03:11,773 Ah, the woman I've been sleeping with at work. 51 00:03:11,774 --> 00:03:14,484 Uh, her roommate died. There was this whole sepsis thing. 52 00:03:14,485 --> 00:03:17,654 Oh, my God. What is, uh, what's happening? 53 00:03:17,655 --> 00:03:20,490 - Oh, the Uber guy. - Uh-huh. 54 00:03:20,491 --> 00:03:22,326 Oh, Amy. 55 00:03:22,327 --> 00:03:23,493 Um, we... 56 00:03:23,494 --> 00:03:25,580 Did you fuuuckkk 57 00:03:26,706 --> 00:03:27,916 the Uber driver? 58 00:03:29,125 --> 00:03:30,459 No! No. 59 00:03:30,460 --> 00:03:33,670 There was, like, poking and, like, rooting around. 60 00:03:33,671 --> 00:03:37,049 He was... He was like a mole just searching by instinct, 61 00:03:37,050 --> 00:03:40,220 just, uh, just hoping for the best. It was... 62 00:03:42,055 --> 00:03:44,306 - He didn't get in there actually. - Okay. 63 00:03:44,307 --> 00:03:45,474 I don't know why. 64 00:03:45,475 --> 00:03:47,226 It was like the universe 65 00:03:47,227 --> 00:03:49,938 was telling me that even though I had 66 00:03:50,688 --> 00:03:53,565 - no reason not to fuck him... - Uh-huh. 67 00:03:53,566 --> 00:03:55,525 ...I actually didn't want to. 68 00:03:55,526 --> 00:03:58,445 Yeah, but you do have a reason not to fuck this guy. 69 00:03:58,446 --> 00:04:00,697 - Yes. Yes, exactly! - Yes. 70 00:04:00,698 --> 00:04:02,783 We didn't actually do it. 71 00:04:02,784 --> 00:04:05,328 I did... I didn't do something. 72 00:04:05,828 --> 00:04:07,497 I have nothing to feel bad about. 73 00:04:08,539 --> 00:04:10,458 Okay, great! Then why are you here? 74 00:04:11,292 --> 00:04:12,293 I don't know! 75 00:04:13,169 --> 00:04:14,170 I don't know. 76 00:04:16,005 --> 00:04:17,006 Honey! 77 00:04:18,007 --> 00:04:20,425 Can I... Can I... Can I... Can I ask you a question? 78 00:04:20,426 --> 00:04:21,551 Mm-hmm. 79 00:04:21,552 --> 00:04:22,970 - Beverly... - Mm-hmm. 80 00:04:22,971 --> 00:04:25,138 Sweetie, does she have cancer? 81 00:04:25,139 --> 00:04:27,015 No. She's dying of Alzheimer's. 82 00:04:27,016 --> 00:04:28,267 Oh! Okay, good. 83 00:04:28,268 --> 00:04:30,560 Oh, my God. Clare! 84 00:04:30,561 --> 00:04:32,104 Oh, puka shells are back. 85 00:04:32,105 --> 00:04:33,689 - Fuck! The writers' group. - Hi! 86 00:04:33,690 --> 00:04:34,982 Hi! 87 00:04:34,983 --> 00:04:37,776 Oh, no! Look at the, uh, timing. Ohhh, that's sad! 88 00:04:37,777 --> 00:04:40,445 - Wait. Wait, wait. You're going? - Yes. Yes. 89 00:04:40,446 --> 00:04:43,115 - We all miss you! - Oh, I know. 90 00:04:43,116 --> 00:04:44,783 - Are you working on anything? - I am. 91 00:04:44,784 --> 00:04:46,785 - But it's so good to see you. Yes. - Oh. I'm so glad. 92 00:04:46,786 --> 00:04:48,036 Well, I wanna read it. 93 00:04:48,037 --> 00:04:49,539 I know. 94 00:04:56,921 --> 00:04:57,922 Yeah. 95 00:04:59,799 --> 00:05:02,260 Okay. Okay. Bye. 96 00:05:08,412 --> 00:05:09,517 Who was it? 97 00:05:13,271 --> 00:05:14,272 Dad. 98 00:05:19,861 --> 00:05:20,862 You called him? 99 00:05:23,573 --> 00:05:24,741 She said we could. 100 00:05:26,826 --> 00:05:27,994 He says he's coming. 101 00:05:31,456 --> 00:05:33,290 - It's okay. - No, it's not. 102 00:05:33,291 --> 00:05:34,375 What are you doing? 103 00:05:35,043 --> 00:05:36,210 He's gonna cause a fucking scene. 104 00:05:36,336 --> 00:05:38,379 I won't let him. I won't let anything bad happen. 105 00:05:41,007 --> 00:05:42,008 It already has. 106 00:05:49,432 --> 00:05:51,641 {n8}Clare, to Sugar or not to Sugar? 107 00:05:51,642 --> 00:05:53,728 {n8}Just answer the fucking question. Sam. 108 00:06:06,157 --> 00:06:07,492 You dropped something. 109 00:06:09,077 --> 00:06:13,498 I'm going to die without owning one pair of decent underwear. 110 00:06:14,832 --> 00:06:17,667 Well, everybody knows that you go commando 111 00:06:17,668 --> 00:06:18,877 when you sleep. 112 00:06:18,878 --> 00:06:21,838 So your... stuff needs to breathe. 113 00:06:21,839 --> 00:06:23,216 That's what I say! 114 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:26,093 - It needs to air out. - Yes. 115 00:06:26,094 --> 00:06:28,095 - It gets sweaty. - Mm-hmm. 116 00:06:28,096 --> 00:06:30,180 But my daughter, she's so scared 117 00:06:30,181 --> 00:06:32,182 somebody is going to see it. 118 00:06:32,183 --> 00:06:34,684 Well, if you can't be free when you sleep, 119 00:06:34,685 --> 00:06:36,229 when can you be, right? 120 00:06:37,522 --> 00:06:40,774 Lady, you gotta get me out of here. 121 00:06:40,775 --> 00:06:42,402 I don't wanna stay here! 122 00:06:46,739 --> 00:06:47,739 Please. 123 00:06:51,577 --> 00:06:52,745 It's scary. 124 00:06:53,955 --> 00:06:55,832 I know this is 125 00:06:57,792 --> 00:06:59,460 not how you wanted it to be. 126 00:07:01,921 --> 00:07:04,132 I'll talk to your daughter. I'll tell... I'll tell her. 127 00:07:05,341 --> 00:07:06,717 She's not gonna listen. 128 00:07:07,468 --> 00:07:09,011 Krystal. She never listens. 129 00:07:10,847 --> 00:07:11,848 Got it. 130 00:07:14,767 --> 00:07:16,227 I want to go home. 131 00:07:17,645 --> 00:07:19,981 Yeah, we raise our daughters to be fighters. 132 00:07:22,024 --> 00:07:23,151 And if we're lucky, 133 00:07:24,193 --> 00:07:25,903 one day they'll fight for us. 134 00:07:28,281 --> 00:07:29,282 There was a song 135 00:07:30,199 --> 00:07:31,200 that, um... 136 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:44,672 ♪ Paper roses ♪ 137 00:07:46,591 --> 00:07:49,927 ♪ Paper roses ♪ 138 00:07:53,222 --> 00:07:58,978 ♪ Oh, how sweet those roses mean ♪ 139 00:08:00,354 --> 00:08:01,689 ♪ To me ♪ 140 00:08:03,107 --> 00:08:06,569 ♪ Paper roses ♪ 141 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:10,406 ♪ Paper roses ♪ 142 00:08:12,033 --> 00:08:13,034 Oh. 143 00:08:13,743 --> 00:08:14,784 Oh. 144 00:08:14,785 --> 00:08:15,869 I'm sorry for your loss. 145 00:08:15,870 --> 00:08:17,370 Yeah. Thank... Thank you, Joel. 146 00:08:17,371 --> 00:08:19,664 - Sorry for you too, Lucas. - Yeah, uh... 147 00:08:19,665 --> 00:08:20,958 Uh, where are your parents? 148 00:08:21,542 --> 00:08:22,876 Uh, I'm liaising. 149 00:08:22,877 --> 00:08:25,086 Mom's prepping... your mom. 150 00:08:25,087 --> 00:08:27,964 Uh, and Dad's doing the A/V check. 151 00:08:27,965 --> 00:08:33,261 Okay. Um... this is her dress and her belt and her shoes. 152 00:08:33,262 --> 00:08:36,223 And we want these... in the casket with her. 153 00:08:36,224 --> 00:08:37,892 Just tuck 'em right under her shirt next to her... 154 00:08:38,351 --> 00:08:39,809 Her h... heart. 155 00:08:39,810 --> 00:08:41,020 Joel, are you listening? 156 00:08:44,398 --> 00:08:45,399 Uh... 157 00:08:46,609 --> 00:08:48,110 There's no underwear in here. 158 00:08:50,655 --> 00:08:51,656 What? 159 00:08:52,073 --> 00:08:54,617 We... We can't dress your mother without any underwear. 160 00:08:55,034 --> 00:08:58,204 Uh... What the fuck? 161 00:08:59,580 --> 00:09:01,748 Who cares? Stop being a perv. 162 00:09:01,749 --> 00:09:03,166 - I'm not being a perv. - Wait, why... 163 00:09:03,167 --> 00:09:05,919 Why would she need underwear if she's gonna be in a dress? 164 00:09:05,920 --> 00:09:07,380 And she has... She has a belt. 165 00:09:08,339 --> 00:09:10,090 And she's, um, she's in a coffin. 166 00:09:10,091 --> 00:09:12,133 So she's only gonna be visible from the waist up. 167 00:09:12,134 --> 00:09:13,760 I'm sorry, it's just... 168 00:09:13,761 --> 00:09:16,555 Underwear has to be worn for all open caskets. 169 00:09:16,556 --> 00:09:18,473 Stop talking to me like I'm a fucking stranger! 170 00:09:18,474 --> 00:09:20,642 But it's state regulation... thing. 171 00:09:20,643 --> 00:09:22,477 If... If underwear is not provided, then 172 00:09:22,478 --> 00:09:23,896 the casket must remain closed. 173 00:09:24,063 --> 00:09:25,397 You spent all of eighth-grade growing skunk 174 00:09:25,398 --> 00:09:27,148 and telling your mom it was special Chinese tea, 175 00:09:27,149 --> 00:09:28,984 and now you're the one who's gonna try to enforce 176 00:09:28,985 --> 00:09:33,071 these invisible fake fucking regulations nobody gives a shit about? 177 00:09:33,072 --> 00:09:34,156 Okay, it's... 178 00:09:36,117 --> 00:09:37,993 It makes no fucking sense 179 00:09:37,994 --> 00:09:39,244 and it's creepy. 180 00:09:39,245 --> 00:09:43,123 But... my mom's doing the dressing 181 00:09:43,124 --> 00:09:46,544 and... she has to see the underwear. 182 00:09:47,128 --> 00:09:48,129 Give him yours. 183 00:09:52,049 --> 00:09:53,593 We don't have time to drive back. Just give 'em. 184 00:09:57,388 --> 00:09:58,431 I'm not wearing any. 185 00:10:00,266 --> 00:10:03,060 And, uh, this is the social room, 186 00:10:03,644 --> 00:10:07,564 where we encourage the residents to connect and engage. 187 00:10:07,565 --> 00:10:08,649 It's nice. 188 00:10:10,943 --> 00:10:12,193 Aah! 189 00:10:12,194 --> 00:10:17,449 We got a real... gas... burning fireplace. 190 00:10:17,450 --> 00:10:18,450 Clare? 191 00:10:18,451 --> 00:10:19,492 Uh... 192 00:10:19,493 --> 00:10:22,455 Bev's daughter is here to see you. 193 00:10:23,205 --> 00:10:24,372 - Okay, one sec. - Yeah. 194 00:10:24,373 --> 00:10:26,416 Um, if you notice, those are rocks... 195 00:10:26,417 --> 00:10:29,336 If you hear the fire alarm, that's her com busting. 196 00:10:29,337 --> 00:10:31,171 One second, please. 197 00:10:31,172 --> 00:10:32,464 Okay. 198 00:10:32,465 --> 00:10:34,424 I'll get you some juice in a moment. 199 00:10:34,425 --> 00:10:35,759 What is this about? 200 00:10:35,760 --> 00:10:38,053 Um, she mentioned her mom doesn't have 201 00:10:38,054 --> 00:10:39,387 underwear on in the mornings, 202 00:10:39,388 --> 00:10:41,974 but she does have scratches. 203 00:10:42,558 --> 00:10:44,059 She thinks you have something to do with this. 204 00:10:44,060 --> 00:10:46,854 Well, that is pathological, on her part, so. 205 00:10:47,271 --> 00:10:48,689 Apparently, she has footage. 206 00:10:50,816 --> 00:10:51,817 Footage? 207 00:10:57,239 --> 00:10:58,491 Oh, fuck me! 208 00:11:03,579 --> 00:11:05,246 ...moving west to east. 209 00:11:05,247 --> 00:11:07,248 It's gonna elevate our temperatures 210 00:11:07,249 --> 00:11:09,542 a little bit over the next few days. 211 00:11:09,543 --> 00:11:11,003 We may get... 212 00:11:18,511 --> 00:11:19,970 Oh fuck. 213 00:11:25,935 --> 00:11:28,812 Aah. Mmm. 214 00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:53,671 You go. 215 00:11:55,172 --> 00:11:56,381 Me? 216 00:11:56,382 --> 00:11:57,466 Yeah. 217 00:11:58,968 --> 00:12:00,552 Why? You're the girl. 218 00:12:00,553 --> 00:12:02,346 Because you owe me. 219 00:12:04,682 --> 00:12:05,766 Because I can't. 220 00:12:10,146 --> 00:12:12,690 I can't go back in there. 221 00:12:14,567 --> 00:12:16,444 It's okay. I'll do it. 222 00:12:21,282 --> 00:12:22,616 I'm so sorry about your mom. 223 00:12:24,577 --> 00:12:25,578 Thanks, Carl. 224 00:12:44,221 --> 00:12:46,765 - Oh, my God! - Mom! 225 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:48,433 Oh, my God! 226 00:12:48,434 --> 00:12:52,229 Okay. All right. Everybody out. Let's go! 227 00:12:55,274 --> 00:12:56,275 Best they had. 228 00:12:57,359 --> 00:13:00,904 Uh, what the fuck is this? You high? 229 00:13:00,905 --> 00:13:02,614 It was what was on the fucking clearance rack, 230 00:13:02,615 --> 00:13:03,624 - okay? - This... 231 00:13:03,626 --> 00:13:04,918 Is this what you want? 232 00:13:05,910 --> 00:13:08,912 Is this... Is this seriously how you wanna bury our dead mother? 233 00:13:08,913 --> 00:13:11,081 I don't wanna be burying our mom. 234 00:13:11,916 --> 00:13:13,625 I don't want any of this to be happening! 235 00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,294 I don't wanna be doing this! 236 00:13:19,131 --> 00:13:21,549 And I just... I just want me and you... 237 00:13:21,550 --> 00:13:22,635 What? 238 00:13:26,430 --> 00:13:27,598 Let's just fucking go. 239 00:13:32,770 --> 00:13:34,854 Do your parents know? Should I give 'em a quick call? 240 00:13:34,855 --> 00:13:36,689 - They're not even in the counrty. - Mom, stop. 241 00:13:36,690 --> 00:13:38,525 - You were having a threesome... - And they support sexual exploration. 242 00:13:38,526 --> 00:13:41,529 - Mom, stop! - ...in some stranger's bedroom? 243 00:13:42,279 --> 00:13:44,572 You are in so much trouble! 244 00:13:44,573 --> 00:13:46,533 Do you understand how much trouble you're in? 245 00:13:46,534 --> 00:13:48,451 - Can you just... - Who is that... Wh... Uh... 246 00:13:48,452 --> 00:13:50,119 - Well, who is that boy? - Just stop talking! 247 00:13:50,120 --> 00:13:51,204 Is this some sort of pan or 248 00:13:51,205 --> 00:13:53,248 - poly thing? - You're not even supposed to be here! 249 00:13:53,249 --> 00:13:54,791 Why are you here? 250 00:13:54,792 --> 00:13:57,669 Uh... because I live here. 251 00:13:57,670 --> 00:13:59,505 Because I never should have left. 252 00:14:00,047 --> 00:14:01,632 Because I'm your fucking mother! 253 00:14:02,299 --> 00:14:04,134 Mm. Okay. Well, I wish you weren't. 254 00:14:05,010 --> 00:14:07,679 - What did you say? - I wish you weren't my mom! 255 00:14:07,680 --> 00:14:08,973 Wait. 256 00:14:10,140 --> 00:14:11,808 I could die tomorrow! 257 00:14:11,809 --> 00:14:13,936 Do you realize that? I could fucking die tomorrow. 258 00:14:14,353 --> 00:14:16,437 And if I did, you would never forgive yourself. 259 00:14:16,438 --> 00:14:18,025 Because that would be the last thing that you 260 00:14:18,027 --> 00:14:19,066 would have said to me. 261 00:14:19,067 --> 00:14:22,235 - What the fuck you talking about? - Oh, do not say "fuck" to me! 262 00:14:22,236 --> 00:14:24,362 You just said it! You just said it twice! 263 00:14:24,363 --> 00:14:26,781 And you're not the only one that could die tomorrow. 264 00:14:26,782 --> 00:14:28,033 So could I! 265 00:14:28,617 --> 00:14:30,994 - That is an awful thing to say to me! - Yeah, it fucking is! 266 00:14:30,995 --> 00:14:31,995 No... 267 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:35,290 Hello? Hold on. 268 00:14:35,291 --> 00:14:37,001 It's for you. It's your job. 269 00:14:37,835 --> 00:14:39,085 Fuck! 270 00:14:41,005 --> 00:14:44,174 The police? Was this really necessary? 271 00:14:44,925 --> 00:14:47,469 It was Mrs. Ohashi's daughter. She put in the camera. 272 00:14:48,345 --> 00:14:50,764 We don't film patients. Obviously. 273 00:14:53,267 --> 00:14:55,603 This is all just a big misunderstanding. 274 00:14:56,854 --> 00:14:59,231 I didn't have anything to do with the underwear. 275 00:14:59,982 --> 00:15:01,150 Or the scratches. 276 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:04,110 Beverly... Uh, Mrs. Oh as hi, 277 00:15:04,111 --> 00:15:06,946 she claws them off, the... the underwear. 278 00:15:06,947 --> 00:15:08,197 Because she says that they're itchy. 279 00:15:08,198 --> 00:15:10,450 We can't have another scandal this quarter. 280 00:15:10,451 --> 00:15:13,412 Comforting someone is not a crime! 281 00:15:18,876 --> 00:15:20,168 Can I grab your ergo chair? 282 00:15:20,169 --> 00:15:22,046 I'm being investigated, not fired. 283 00:15:22,546 --> 00:15:23,547 Yet. 284 00:15:28,302 --> 00:15:29,303 Here you go, Joel. 285 00:15:29,803 --> 00:15:30,803 You like it? 286 00:15:30,971 --> 00:15:32,472 You can go dress my dead mother now, 287 00:15:32,473 --> 00:15:34,516 Mister Fucking-Rules-And-Regulations. 288 00:15:36,644 --> 00:15:37,645 Thank you. 289 00:16:33,701 --> 00:16:35,285 Your mom's being dressed. 290 00:16:37,913 --> 00:16:39,540 She looks really good, Clare. 291 00:16:49,925 --> 00:16:54,596 I used to jerk off to you in the tall flags uniform. 292 00:16:55,222 --> 00:16:59,018 - Those fucking white boots... - You're ruining this. 293 00:17:14,575 --> 00:17:17,326 It's just an administrative leave, uh, 294 00:17:17,327 --> 00:17:19,454 pending, um, an investigation. 295 00:17:19,455 --> 00:17:20,747 You're being investigated? 296 00:17:20,748 --> 00:17:23,292 I... Internally. Just internally. 297 00:17:23,792 --> 00:17:26,627 Okay. None of this is my fault! None of it! 298 00:17:26,628 --> 00:17:27,880 None of this is your fault? 299 00:17:28,297 --> 00:17:30,131 Beverly loved having me there. 300 00:17:30,132 --> 00:17:31,549 The Alzheimer's one? 301 00:17:31,550 --> 00:17:33,051 She just didn't know you're not supposed to 302 00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:34,178 wear underwear to bed! 303 00:17:34,762 --> 00:17:37,680 - What? - I... I... 304 00:17:37,681 --> 00:17:40,391 It's like we were both just helping each other through a tough time. 305 00:17:40,392 --> 00:17:42,101 You know, you keep asking me, "What's the plan? 306 00:17:42,102 --> 00:17:43,603 Alright, what's the plan? What's happening?" 307 00:17:43,604 --> 00:17:44,688 And I'm... I'm like... 308 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:46,899 What is happening? 309 00:17:47,816 --> 00:17:49,817 What's happening, Clare? I mean, am I gonna see your... 310 00:17:49,818 --> 00:17:52,112 Your mug shot on the eleven-o'clock news? 311 00:17:52,529 --> 00:17:55,364 "Former health care employee charged with elder assault"? 312 00:17:55,365 --> 00:17:58,035 I mean, Jesus! Who are you? 313 00:17:59,036 --> 00:18:00,119 What do you mean, who am I? 314 00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:02,748 Right now, who the fuck are you, Clare? 315 00:18:05,334 --> 00:18:06,460 I don't know! 316 00:18:07,377 --> 00:18:08,378 Danny! 317 00:18:10,005 --> 00:18:14,217 Maybe this is what happens when you get exiled from your own daughter 318 00:18:14,218 --> 00:18:18,137 by the person who is supposed to love, honor, and cherish me! 319 00:18:18,138 --> 00:18:20,139 - I... - 'Cause I don't feel fucking cherished! 320 00:18:20,140 --> 00:18:21,557 Where's the cherishing? 321 00:18:21,558 --> 00:18:22,643 - Clare... - No! 322 00:18:23,393 --> 00:18:24,727 You don't know what it fucking feels like 323 00:18:24,728 --> 00:18:26,647 to be kicked out of your own fucking home! 324 00:18:27,481 --> 00:18:29,691 I couldn't spend another night on Amy's... 325 00:18:29,983 --> 00:18:31,818 stupid pullout couch. 326 00:18:31,819 --> 00:18:33,069 What? 327 00:18:33,070 --> 00:18:35,196 I didn't have anywhere else to go! 328 00:18:35,197 --> 00:18:37,741 I'm not like you! Danny, I just... 329 00:18:39,326 --> 00:18:41,954 It's you and Rae, that's it. I have nobody else. 330 00:18:43,831 --> 00:18:46,792 - And Lucas. - No, Lucas has me. I don't have him. 331 00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:52,214 I just wanna go home. 332 00:18:55,717 --> 00:18:57,385 I mean, you could put me anywhere. 333 00:18:57,386 --> 00:19:00,555 You can just shove me in a closet, I don't care. 334 00:19:00,556 --> 00:19:02,266 I just wanna go home. 335 00:19:07,271 --> 00:19:09,273 Ugh. 336 00:19:10,399 --> 00:19:11,400 Okay. 337 00:19:17,281 --> 00:19:18,532 Okay? 338 00:19:20,242 --> 00:19:21,868 We can keep going to therapy. 339 00:19:21,869 --> 00:19:22,953 You know, try to... 340 00:19:24,830 --> 00:19:26,582 Try to find our way back to a good place. 341 00:19:27,457 --> 00:19:28,458 Great. 342 00:19:29,543 --> 00:19:30,711 Okay, great. 343 00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:32,546 Yeah, great. 344 00:19:33,505 --> 00:19:36,924 I... I ju... I wonder, uh, about Mel, but, uh... 345 00:19:36,925 --> 00:19:38,009 What about Mel? 346 00:19:38,010 --> 00:19:40,137 Uh, nothing. Nothing. That's great. 347 00:19:41,430 --> 00:19:42,556 Okay. 348 00:19:43,432 --> 00:19:45,017 - All right. - Okay. 349 00:19:46,518 --> 00:19:47,728 Oh, um... 350 00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:50,564 you might wanna change the sheets in our bed. 351 00:19:51,231 --> 00:19:53,734 Rae was having a threesome on it. 352 00:19:56,445 --> 00:19:57,446 Wait, what? 353 00:20:00,908 --> 00:20:02,701 Uh, chapel's not open yet. Sorry. 354 00:20:05,329 --> 00:20:07,623 Hey. How you doing? 355 00:20:08,332 --> 00:20:09,540 - O-kay. Okay. - Yeah. 356 00:20:09,541 --> 00:20:11,793 Uh... um... 357 00:20:12,336 --> 00:20:15,546 Uh, J... Joel and I went to high school together. 358 00:20:15,547 --> 00:20:16,547 This is Jess. 359 00:20:16,548 --> 00:20:17,633 My, um... 360 00:20:18,467 --> 00:20:19,468 husband. 361 00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:23,597 So I brought the... guest book. What can I do? 362 00:20:26,516 --> 00:20:27,808 Nothing. 363 00:20:27,809 --> 00:20:29,102 Okay. 364 00:21:30,679 --> 00:21:31,734 Fuck! 365 00:21:41,300 --> 00:21:42,301 It's okay. 366 00:21:43,427 --> 00:21:44,428 It's okay. 367 00:21:45,178 --> 00:21:47,055 Don't let it stop you. Keep going. 368 00:21:47,556 --> 00:21:48,723 She's okay. 369 00:21:48,724 --> 00:21:50,016 Babies cry. 370 00:21:50,017 --> 00:21:52,102 Don't... Don't let it stop you. 371 00:22:09,494 --> 00:22:11,955 You hungry? You want something to eat? 372 00:22:17,044 --> 00:22:18,045 He didn't show. 373 00:22:19,838 --> 00:22:20,922 Dad. 374 00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:57,709 Do you remember I used to sing this to you? 375 00:22:59,961 --> 00:23:01,171 - Yeah? - Yeah. 376 00:23:04,424 --> 00:23:05,925 It's gonna be okay. 377 00:23:05,926 --> 00:23:07,969 Just make sure you take it with something to eat. 378 00:23:10,764 --> 00:23:11,973 The doctor said a year. 379 00:23:15,102 --> 00:23:16,645 Doctors aren't always right. 380 00:23:18,855 --> 00:23:19,856 Frances Pierce? 381 00:23:24,111 --> 00:23:26,947 If they give you any trouble, you just tell them who you are. 382 00:23:28,532 --> 00:23:29,866 Tell them you're my daughter. 383 00:23:40,794 --> 00:23:41,795 Dear Sam. 384 00:23:42,504 --> 00:23:44,506 What the fuck? What the fuck? 385 00:23:45,674 --> 00:23:48,385 What the fuck does it take for me to get you an answer? 386 00:23:49,219 --> 00:23:50,762 Since you offered me the column, 387 00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:55,725 I have been wondering who am I to give advice to anyone? 388 00:23:57,227 --> 00:23:58,228 Wondering... 389 00:23:59,229 --> 00:24:00,439 who am I at all? 390 00:24:02,524 --> 00:24:04,359 The question beats in me like a drum: 391 00:24:05,152 --> 00:24:09,781 Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? 392 00:24:10,699 --> 00:24:14,160 How did I get so far from the person I wanted to be? 393 00:24:14,161 --> 00:24:17,122 The writer my mom believed I could be. 394 00:24:20,917 --> 00:24:22,793 Clare Marie Pierce lives 395 00:24:22,794 --> 00:24:24,795 in the wilds of Fall Creek 396 00:24:24,796 --> 00:24:26,173 with her mom and brother. 397 00:24:27,215 --> 00:24:29,758 She loves reading and writing stories, 398 00:24:29,759 --> 00:24:31,218 and her dream is 399 00:24:31,219 --> 00:24:34,890 To live in New York and London and Orlando. 400 00:24:36,475 --> 00:24:38,602 She's an accomplished writer. 401 00:24:44,649 --> 00:24:45,942 But I do know who I am. 402 00:24:48,361 --> 00:24:50,655 When all else fails and nothing makes sense, 403 00:24:53,450 --> 00:24:55,035 I am always three things. 404 00:24:57,621 --> 00:24:59,039 I am my mother's daughter. 405 00:25:03,668 --> 00:25:05,170 I am my daughter's mother. 406 00:25:09,382 --> 00:25:11,218 And I am an accomplished writer. 407 00:25:13,386 --> 00:25:15,055 Even if I haven't accomplished it yet. 408 00:25:17,724 --> 00:25:18,934 So yes, Sam. 409 00:25:19,684 --> 00:25:20,685 Yes. 410 00:25:22,562 --> 00:25:23,563 Yours, 411 00:25:24,814 --> 00:25:25,815 Sugar. 412 00:25:28,944 --> 00:25:32,016 sync and corrections by solfieri www.MY-SUBS.com 413 00:26:35,802 --> 00:26:38,305 Best day ever!