1 00:00:01,305 --> 00:00:03,177 [graphic whizzing] 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.LT 3 00:00:03,220 --> 00:00:04,961 [arrow whooshes and thuds] 4 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.LT 5 00:00:13,274 --> 00:00:16,668 [soft somber music] 6 00:00:19,758 --> 00:00:24,763 [water pattering] [soft somber music] 7 00:00:34,817 --> 00:00:37,689 [rumbling] 8 00:00:40,649 --> 00:00:44,435 [slow somber music continues] 9 00:00:49,397 --> 00:00:52,965 [water continues pattering] 10 00:01:10,331 --> 00:01:14,161 [somber music continues] 11 00:01:31,874 --> 00:01:34,703 [rumbling] 12 00:01:35,921 --> 00:01:40,926 [water sloshing] [gentle poignant music] 13 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:51,502 [Lily and Mac yelling] 14 00:01:51,546 --> 00:01:53,243 - [Lily] Give it back! Stop! 15 00:01:53,287 --> 00:01:55,202 - Guys, what are you fighting about? 16 00:01:55,245 --> 00:01:56,420 - He stole my toy. 17 00:01:56,464 --> 00:01:57,856 - I did not! - Guys, stop! 18 00:01:57,900 --> 00:01:59,554 Four minutes, if you're quiet for four minutes, 19 00:01:59,597 --> 00:02:00,642 I'll get you ice cream. 20 00:02:00,685 --> 00:02:01,860 - Six minutes. 21 00:02:01,904 --> 00:02:03,079 - That's my kind of negotiation. 22 00:02:03,123 --> 00:02:05,734 - Eight minutes. That's my final offer. 23 00:02:05,777 --> 00:02:07,039 - Guess they're not gonna be lawyers. 24 00:02:07,083 --> 00:02:08,432 - [Lily and Mac] What? 25 00:02:08,476 --> 00:02:09,781 - Nothing. I said you guys will make great lawyers. 26 00:02:09,825 --> 00:02:13,089 [Lily and Mac yelling] 27 00:02:13,133 --> 00:02:14,046 Ah! Ah. 28 00:02:14,090 --> 00:02:15,700 - [Lily] No! - Cal! 29 00:02:15,744 --> 00:02:17,006 - It's mine! - Hey, Cal! 30 00:02:17,049 --> 00:02:19,095 I could use some help, I'm gonna be late. 31 00:02:19,139 --> 00:02:20,618 Cal? Cal? 32 00:02:24,318 --> 00:02:25,536 - Hey, Janie. 33 00:02:25,580 --> 00:02:27,234 Sorry, man, I was up all night writing. 34 00:02:27,277 --> 00:02:28,539 I need to sleep at some point. 35 00:02:28,583 --> 00:02:29,801 - Did you get a lot done? 36 00:02:29,845 --> 00:02:32,152 - Yeah! Yeah, yeah. 37 00:02:32,195 --> 00:02:35,764 Come on! There's, like, nothing delicious in here. 38 00:02:35,807 --> 00:02:37,722 No Oreos. Nothing processed at all. 39 00:02:37,766 --> 00:02:40,334 - Yeah, well, you know, Oreos are out of season. 40 00:02:40,377 --> 00:02:41,639 They don't harvest them til the spring. 41 00:02:41,683 --> 00:02:43,163 - Then I think we should get a tree. 42 00:02:43,206 --> 00:02:45,730 So if there was ever any kind of massive disaster, 43 00:02:45,774 --> 00:02:48,080 we could live off the land, one Oreo at a time. 44 00:02:48,124 --> 00:02:49,821 - Oh, you would be so happy. 45 00:02:49,865 --> 00:02:53,129 [Cal sighs] [phone line ringing] 46 00:02:53,173 --> 00:02:55,262 Hey, Dad, it's me, um, I tried your earlier, 47 00:02:55,305 --> 00:02:57,307 I couldn't get you, but I'm off to work. 48 00:02:57,351 --> 00:02:59,091 Um, I'll be back later tonight, so gimme a call. 49 00:02:59,135 --> 00:03:00,397 Okay? Love you. 50 00:03:00,441 --> 00:03:01,572 [fridge door thuds] 51 00:03:01,616 --> 00:03:03,183 Okay, I gotta go. I'm late. 52 00:03:03,226 --> 00:03:04,227 - Okay. 53 00:03:04,271 --> 00:03:06,273 - [Jane] Love you, guys! 54 00:03:06,316 --> 00:03:09,232 - All right, honey, I'll put the rest of it away. 55 00:03:09,276 --> 00:03:11,016 - ♪ Sunlight - [Jane] Hey, Alex, 56 00:03:11,060 --> 00:03:14,324 it's me, uh, have you talked to Dad? 57 00:03:14,368 --> 00:03:17,240 I keep trying him. I don't know where he is. 58 00:03:17,284 --> 00:03:19,808 Okay, well, call me. Love you. 59 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:24,769 [Jane gasping] 60 00:03:26,467 --> 00:03:29,165 [group gasping] 61 00:03:32,864 --> 00:03:36,651 [actress whimpering] 62 00:03:36,694 --> 00:03:39,871 [group screaming] 63 00:03:39,915 --> 00:03:41,569 - [Sound Tech] Okay, cut. 64 00:03:41,612 --> 00:03:43,310 All right, great job, guys. 65 00:03:43,353 --> 00:03:44,789 That was a fun one. 66 00:03:44,833 --> 00:03:49,316 Next up, we got a rooftop dance party. Have a look. 67 00:03:49,359 --> 00:03:51,405 Let's make this one sexy. 68 00:03:51,448 --> 00:03:53,145 Come on, I need big energy. 69 00:03:53,189 --> 00:03:55,626 Whoops, hollers, that kind of thing. 70 00:03:55,670 --> 00:03:58,150 Let's try to make this scene come to life. 71 00:03:58,194 --> 00:03:59,848 I'll beep you in. 72 00:03:59,891 --> 00:04:01,676 [machine beeping] 73 00:04:01,719 --> 00:04:04,679 [group laughing and cheering] 74 00:04:04,722 --> 00:04:07,377 [group yelling] 75 00:04:08,509 --> 00:04:10,902 Cut! You can do better than that. 76 00:04:10,946 --> 00:04:11,990 No, that was shit. 77 00:04:12,034 --> 00:04:13,992 - I went to fucking Yale drama. 78 00:04:14,036 --> 00:04:15,298 [patrons chattering] 79 00:04:15,342 --> 00:04:16,473 So what am I supposed to do? 80 00:04:16,517 --> 00:04:18,170 I'm 41, and guess what? 81 00:04:18,214 --> 00:04:21,348 They cast me as the mother of 30-year-olds. 82 00:04:21,391 --> 00:04:23,219 30-year-olds. I'm 41. 83 00:04:23,263 --> 00:04:24,264 [Jane laughs] 84 00:04:24,307 --> 00:04:25,090 I should have gotten a real job. 85 00:04:25,134 --> 00:04:26,396 - It's true though. 86 00:04:26,440 --> 00:04:27,876 It's like when Cal and I first met, we were so, 87 00:04:27,919 --> 00:04:32,010 you know, wide-eyed and artsy and brimming with passion, 88 00:04:32,054 --> 00:04:34,752 but it's not exactly the stuff mortgages are made of. 89 00:04:34,796 --> 00:04:36,406 - Well, but you know, I got the girl 90 00:04:36,450 --> 00:04:38,843 using all that wide-eyed passion, didn't I? 91 00:04:38,887 --> 00:04:40,628 - [laughs] Yeah. 92 00:04:40,671 --> 00:04:42,020 I've told you this story? 93 00:04:42,064 --> 00:04:43,283 - No! - No, I don't think you have. 94 00:04:43,326 --> 00:04:46,198 - Oh God, okay, so when I first met Cal, 95 00:04:46,242 --> 00:04:48,113 he had just had his first short story published. 96 00:04:48,157 --> 00:04:51,769 He was so full of himself, I can't even begin to tell you. 97 00:04:51,813 --> 00:04:54,555 He was, he was like I was meeting Hemingway in his heyday. 98 00:04:54,598 --> 00:04:57,514 - Oh, that is so not false. 99 00:04:57,558 --> 00:04:59,037 [group laughs] 100 00:04:59,081 --> 00:05:01,953 - So a friend of mine invited me to a poetry reading. 101 00:05:01,997 --> 00:05:03,999 He swaggers over to me, 102 00:05:04,042 --> 00:05:05,348 starts chatting me up. 103 00:05:05,392 --> 00:05:07,132 A couple hours later we're wrapping it up, 104 00:05:07,176 --> 00:05:08,133 I'm saying my goodbyes. 105 00:05:08,177 --> 00:05:10,614 On my way out he stops me. 106 00:05:10,658 --> 00:05:15,706 And he says, "Tonight, Three of Clubs, 10 o'clock. 107 00:05:16,577 --> 00:05:17,839 Be there, if you know 108 00:05:17,882 --> 00:05:19,188 what's good for the rest of your life." 109 00:05:19,231 --> 00:05:21,233 [group laughs] - It was not that bad. 110 00:05:21,277 --> 00:05:22,626 - So I'm on my way home that night, 111 00:05:22,670 --> 00:05:24,280 and I remember sitting, you know that intersection 112 00:05:24,324 --> 00:05:26,238 where Hollywood Boulevard and Laurel Canyon meet up? 113 00:05:26,282 --> 00:05:27,892 - Yes. - I just sat there 114 00:05:27,936 --> 00:05:29,807 at that stop sign thinking, 115 00:05:29,851 --> 00:05:32,984 "Right, I go home, left, I meet the guy." 116 00:05:33,028 --> 00:05:34,725 So, I went left. 117 00:05:35,726 --> 00:05:39,034 - Well, I wanna propose a toast to the passionate, 118 00:05:39,077 --> 00:05:42,994 brave, and ridiculous people we once were. 119 00:05:43,038 --> 00:05:45,127 - Yes. - Cheers to that. 120 00:05:45,170 --> 00:05:46,781 - [Stephanie] Cheers. 121 00:05:46,824 --> 00:05:49,087 [gentle poignant music] 122 00:05:49,131 --> 00:05:51,394 - [Jane] Ah, tickle searcher! 123 00:05:51,438 --> 00:05:53,570 [children yelling] 124 00:05:53,614 --> 00:05:55,833 Get over here, you little monkey! 125 00:05:55,877 --> 00:06:00,708 [phone chiming] [son yelling] 126 00:06:01,317 --> 00:06:03,363 What? [gasps] 127 00:06:03,406 --> 00:06:04,842 Okay. Hello? 128 00:06:05,756 --> 00:06:08,977 - [Alex] Janie, it's Dad. He's in the hospital. 129 00:06:09,020 --> 00:06:12,284 He did it again. You need to come home. 130 00:06:13,808 --> 00:06:15,375 - Okay, so ballet's at 4:15. 131 00:06:15,418 --> 00:06:16,941 Don't forget, you should get there a little bit early, 132 00:06:16,985 --> 00:06:17,855 okay, to get her ready. 133 00:06:17,899 --> 00:06:19,117 Also, you know, without me here, 134 00:06:19,161 --> 00:06:20,118 you should probably just pack lunches 135 00:06:20,162 --> 00:06:21,381 the night before, right? 136 00:06:21,424 --> 00:06:22,512 And remember, it's gotta be SunButter. 137 00:06:22,556 --> 00:06:23,818 Okay? Peanut butter's the devil. 138 00:06:23,861 --> 00:06:25,123 We'll get kicked outta school. 139 00:06:25,167 --> 00:06:26,647 - You're only going for a couple of days. 140 00:06:26,690 --> 00:06:29,258 Now, their outfits might be a little weird, 141 00:06:29,301 --> 00:06:31,739 but they will be fed and clothed and read to. 142 00:06:31,782 --> 00:06:33,654 - Oh, that reminds me. 143 00:06:34,350 --> 00:06:35,786 This is his favorite book. 144 00:06:35,830 --> 00:06:37,135 "Donut Worry." 145 00:06:37,179 --> 00:06:38,310 He's gonna try to get you to read it to him. 146 00:06:38,354 --> 00:06:39,137 Don't fall for it. 147 00:06:39,181 --> 00:06:41,052 - I got it. Promise. 148 00:06:41,096 --> 00:06:44,404 The question is, are you okay? Hm? 149 00:06:44,447 --> 00:06:46,014 You sure you don't want us to be there? 150 00:06:46,057 --> 00:06:47,276 - No, no, no, my sisters will be there, 151 00:06:47,319 --> 00:06:48,451 it'd be too much for the kids. 152 00:06:48,495 --> 00:06:49,800 - Okay, okay. 153 00:06:49,844 --> 00:06:51,193 Just say the word, and we're there, all right? 154 00:06:51,236 --> 00:06:53,195 - Okay. - Yeah? All right. 155 00:06:53,238 --> 00:06:55,066 - Kiddos, where are you? 156 00:06:55,110 --> 00:06:56,633 Come here. Come here. 157 00:06:56,677 --> 00:06:58,635 I love you, I love you, I love you and I miss you already! 158 00:06:58,679 --> 00:07:00,594 Okay? I'll see you soon. 159 00:07:01,551 --> 00:07:02,987 Okay. - [Lily] Mom, he hit me! 160 00:07:03,031 --> 00:07:05,773 - Oh, Jesus. Okay. [children yelling] 161 00:07:05,816 --> 00:07:09,167 [soft poignant music] [plane whooshing] 162 00:07:09,211 --> 00:07:10,647 ♪ Starlings free-form 163 00:07:10,691 --> 00:07:15,173 ♪ Over these moors where my heart lies ♪ 164 00:07:15,217 --> 00:07:19,221 ♪ Cemented in all of time 165 00:07:19,264 --> 00:07:22,920 ♪ And all past loves, hmm 166 00:07:22,964 --> 00:07:24,356 ♪ Over on the hills 167 00:07:24,400 --> 00:07:28,970 ♪ In five years still all remains here ♪ 168 00:07:29,013 --> 00:07:32,887 ♪ Untouched by the turns of life ♪ 169 00:07:32,930 --> 00:07:36,456 ♪ I get lost in mine 170 00:07:36,499 --> 00:07:38,545 [traffic whooshing] 171 00:07:38,588 --> 00:07:40,634 You know, you would be shot for driving that thing in LA. 172 00:07:40,677 --> 00:07:42,200 - Oh my God, you get one Prius 173 00:07:42,244 --> 00:07:44,159 and now you're the arbiter of morality. 174 00:07:44,202 --> 00:07:44,986 [Jane chuckles] 175 00:07:45,029 --> 00:07:46,204 Hi. - Hi. 176 00:07:46,248 --> 00:07:47,815 ♪ Breaking out of line [Jane groans] 177 00:07:47,858 --> 00:07:49,773 - Wow, I like, uh, I like the hair. 178 00:07:49,817 --> 00:07:51,732 - Really? I was bored, Lennie hates it. 179 00:07:51,775 --> 00:07:54,343 - Well, it's not really the trophy wife he signed up for. 180 00:07:54,386 --> 00:07:56,345 - Well, fuck him. - Oh-oh! 181 00:07:56,388 --> 00:07:59,087 - No, I mean, I love him, but also, yeah, fuck him. 182 00:07:59,130 --> 00:08:00,697 [Jane chuckles] You got that, right? 183 00:08:00,741 --> 00:08:03,874 ♪ This time [gentle poignant music] 184 00:08:03,918 --> 00:08:04,875 - How's Dad? 185 00:08:04,919 --> 00:08:06,747 - Well, he tried to kill himself. 186 00:08:06,790 --> 00:08:08,357 He's in a psych ward. 187 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:09,576 He thinks he's ready to go home, 188 00:08:09,619 --> 00:08:12,883 but I mean, other than that, he's great. 189 00:08:12,927 --> 00:08:15,190 He's really great. ♪ Of a moving train 190 00:08:15,233 --> 00:08:20,064 [gentle poignant music] ♪ For who we are 191 00:08:20,108 --> 00:08:21,413 ♪ Little do I know 192 00:08:21,457 --> 00:08:24,678 ♪ Come, come and go and love 193 00:08:26,070 --> 00:08:27,507 ♪ Ooh, we build 194 00:08:27,550 --> 00:08:29,944 Okay, I will meet you inside and Cici's on her way. 195 00:08:29,987 --> 00:08:32,424 - Okay. Uh, is she still, ah? 196 00:08:32,468 --> 00:08:34,035 [soft gentle poignant music] 197 00:08:34,078 --> 00:08:35,427 - Okay. [car door thuds] 198 00:08:36,298 --> 00:08:40,302 ♪ I'll be still as the wind spills its body ♪ 199 00:08:40,345 --> 00:08:42,217 [TV audience screaming] [Jack laughs] 200 00:08:42,260 --> 00:08:44,175 ♪ I'm breaking out of the line 201 00:08:44,219 --> 00:08:47,570 [Jack sighs and laughs] [TV audience laughing] 202 00:08:47,614 --> 00:08:49,746 [gentle poignant music] 203 00:08:49,790 --> 00:08:54,795 ♪ I'll be calm as the winter storms surround me ♪ 204 00:08:55,970 --> 00:08:57,319 - Hey, Papa. 205 00:08:57,362 --> 00:08:59,582 - Janie! - No, Dad, don't get up. 206 00:08:59,626 --> 00:09:00,844 Don't get up. - Oh, Janie, 207 00:09:00,888 --> 00:09:03,891 I'm sick in the head, my body's just fine. 208 00:09:03,934 --> 00:09:07,111 Let me look at you. How's my girl? 209 00:09:07,155 --> 00:09:10,158 - I'm okay. You know, little worried about you. 210 00:09:10,201 --> 00:09:13,553 - Oh, let's not talk about me. [chuckles] 211 00:09:14,336 --> 00:09:15,337 Sit down. 212 00:09:16,425 --> 00:09:17,948 [TV audience yelling] 213 00:09:17,992 --> 00:09:20,211 [Jack laughs and sighs] 214 00:09:20,255 --> 00:09:22,736 She's, uh, she's a funny lady. 215 00:09:23,650 --> 00:09:25,216 Reminds me of your mother. 216 00:09:25,260 --> 00:09:28,480 - Lucille Ball? Yeah, I hear she was a bitch in real life. 217 00:09:28,524 --> 00:09:30,570 - What? Don't tell me things like that. 218 00:09:30,613 --> 00:09:33,007 You and your Hollywood stories, you ruin 'em for me. 219 00:09:33,050 --> 00:09:35,487 Every tough guy I've ever liked, you, you tell me 220 00:09:35,531 --> 00:09:38,316 they're 5'4" in real life. 221 00:09:38,360 --> 00:09:39,535 - Well. - Oh my God, 222 00:09:39,579 --> 00:09:40,928 it smells like old people. 223 00:09:40,971 --> 00:09:42,320 We've gotta get you outta here. 224 00:09:42,364 --> 00:09:44,322 - Oh, crazy people. Even worse. 225 00:09:44,366 --> 00:09:45,933 - Ugh, when does he get out? When do we get him out? 226 00:09:45,976 --> 00:09:47,761 - Oh, just give him a second. He just got here. 227 00:09:47,804 --> 00:09:49,110 - He's not gonna get happier here. 228 00:09:49,153 --> 00:09:51,286 Have you walked around this place? 229 00:09:51,329 --> 00:09:53,810 - [gasps] I came as fast as I could. 230 00:09:55,203 --> 00:09:57,161 Hi. Hi, Daddy. 231 00:09:57,205 --> 00:09:58,510 - Hey, sweetie. - Hi. 232 00:09:58,554 --> 00:10:00,034 - Ah! 233 00:10:00,077 --> 00:10:02,340 - Aurora, Queen of the North, so glad you could make it. 234 00:10:02,384 --> 00:10:03,472 - Okay. - Now, you can address me 235 00:10:03,515 --> 00:10:05,387 by my real name, I'm off-duty. 236 00:10:05,430 --> 00:10:06,606 - You don't want Your Highness, or? 237 00:10:06,649 --> 00:10:08,346 - Can you just be nice to me, Alex? 238 00:10:08,390 --> 00:10:09,478 - You look beautiful. 239 00:10:09,521 --> 00:10:10,784 - Thank you. 240 00:10:10,827 --> 00:10:12,437 We had an appearance up north, 241 00:10:12,481 --> 00:10:16,180 so we all just got in our royal bus and came straight here. 242 00:10:16,224 --> 00:10:19,880 - You, they're all, every, the royal freak show's here? 243 00:10:19,923 --> 00:10:21,969 Oh, this is the best news ever. 244 00:10:23,057 --> 00:10:24,667 [group chattering] 245 00:10:24,711 --> 00:10:27,278 [bright music] 246 00:10:32,544 --> 00:10:34,895 - Maybe you guys should wait on the bus. 247 00:10:37,680 --> 00:10:39,639 May thou goest to the bus. 248 00:10:39,682 --> 00:10:40,727 [bright music] - Oh! 249 00:10:40,770 --> 00:10:43,381 [group chattering] 250 00:10:43,425 --> 00:10:44,469 - Ah! 251 00:10:45,557 --> 00:10:47,124 [Cici sighs] 252 00:10:47,168 --> 00:10:48,299 - [Alex] Oh my God. 253 00:10:48,343 --> 00:10:51,259 - Your friends seem, um, interesting. 254 00:10:52,129 --> 00:10:53,043 - Thanks. 255 00:10:53,087 --> 00:10:54,654 - Queen of the Snow. [chuckles] 256 00:10:54,697 --> 00:10:56,699 - That's where all the Ren Fair weirdos go in the winter, 257 00:10:56,743 --> 00:10:59,441 and she's the, the queen of 'em all. 258 00:10:59,484 --> 00:11:01,878 - Well, you know, we all have dreams, right, Alex? 259 00:11:01,922 --> 00:11:03,706 - Okay. [knocking on door] 260 00:11:03,750 --> 00:11:05,186 - I, uh, see you have company. 261 00:11:05,229 --> 00:11:06,709 I just wanted to get you your meds here. 262 00:11:06,753 --> 00:11:08,406 - Um, hi, I- I'm Jane, his daughter. 263 00:11:08,450 --> 00:11:10,713 These are my sisters, Cici and Alex. 264 00:11:10,757 --> 00:11:11,845 - I'm Ryn, I'll be helping your dad 265 00:11:11,888 --> 00:11:13,760 until he's ready to be discharged. 266 00:11:13,803 --> 00:11:16,240 - Ryn, short for Kathryn? 267 00:11:16,284 --> 00:11:17,720 - Hm, most people don't guess that. 268 00:11:17,764 --> 00:11:21,071 - Oh, it's a nice Irish name. You Irish? 269 00:11:21,115 --> 00:11:22,812 - Yeah, just a little bit, actually. [chuckles] 270 00:11:22,856 --> 00:11:24,684 - [chuckles] You know, the Celtic people 271 00:11:24,727 --> 00:11:26,903 have a bond no other people have. 272 00:11:26,947 --> 00:11:28,775 - Here we go. - Yeah. 273 00:11:28,818 --> 00:11:29,993 - What? - [Jane] Here come 274 00:11:30,037 --> 00:11:31,603 the Irish stories. 275 00:11:33,649 --> 00:11:37,131 Wow! This is quite the neighborhood. 276 00:11:37,174 --> 00:11:38,349 - Yeah. 277 00:11:38,393 --> 00:11:41,657 - [Jane] [laughs] Holy shit. 278 00:11:41,701 --> 00:11:44,616 This is your new house? - Yeah. 279 00:11:44,660 --> 00:11:45,922 It's cute, right? 280 00:11:45,966 --> 00:11:48,055 ♪ Don't hold back [gentle upbeat music] 281 00:11:48,098 --> 00:11:50,318 ♪ Oh-oh-oh 282 00:11:52,581 --> 00:11:54,626 [door creaking] 283 00:11:54,670 --> 00:11:57,629 - Okay. I thought your last place was nice. 284 00:11:57,673 --> 00:11:59,022 This is insane. 285 00:11:59,066 --> 00:12:00,284 [door thuds] 286 00:12:00,328 --> 00:12:01,764 - I recommend marrying rich. 287 00:12:01,808 --> 00:12:05,159 I tried poor, I tried drunk. I really like rich. 288 00:12:05,202 --> 00:12:07,596 - Huh, third time's the charm. 289 00:12:07,639 --> 00:12:08,640 - Lennie! 290 00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:11,121 Lennie! 291 00:12:12,644 --> 00:12:15,125 Ah, good, he's not home, we can talk about him. 292 00:12:15,169 --> 00:12:16,866 [Jane sighs] 293 00:12:16,910 --> 00:12:19,086 ♪ I think I'm 294 00:12:19,129 --> 00:12:20,783 - You talked to the kids? 295 00:12:20,827 --> 00:12:23,786 - Uh, no, it's too late. We'll FaceTime in the morning. 296 00:12:23,830 --> 00:12:24,831 - How's Cal? 297 00:12:25,919 --> 00:12:28,008 - He's good. You know, the same. 298 00:12:28,051 --> 00:12:30,445 He's, he's good. 299 00:12:31,838 --> 00:12:32,969 ♪ So much for 300 00:12:33,013 --> 00:12:34,623 - How's the writing? 301 00:12:34,666 --> 00:12:37,408 - It's, um, slow. 302 00:12:38,932 --> 00:12:39,933 - Hm. 303 00:12:40,847 --> 00:12:42,674 - [sighs] I'm pooped, honestly, I- 304 00:12:42,718 --> 00:12:43,763 - Oh my God. 305 00:12:43,806 --> 00:12:45,503 - What? - You're deflecting. 306 00:12:45,547 --> 00:12:47,331 Yeah, I talk about my shit all the time, 307 00:12:47,375 --> 00:12:49,507 and then the subject turns to you and it's just shot down. 308 00:12:49,551 --> 00:12:52,293 - That is not true. I am, [chuckles] I am tired. 309 00:12:52,336 --> 00:12:54,469 I will bitch about my life in the morning, I promise. 310 00:12:54,512 --> 00:12:57,167 - You better, because I really, it's not fun by myself. 311 00:12:57,211 --> 00:12:58,734 - [laughs] You're so good at it though. 312 00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:00,170 - I'm an expert, but still, 313 00:13:00,214 --> 00:13:01,824 I don't wanna do it alone all the time. 314 00:13:01,868 --> 00:13:04,218 [both laugh] 315 00:13:05,175 --> 00:13:08,613 [vocalist softly humming] 316 00:13:08,657 --> 00:13:11,747 You know, Dad's gonna be okay, right? 317 00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:14,315 - Is he? I mean, how did this happen again? 318 00:13:14,358 --> 00:13:17,100 I talk to him five times a day. He seems totally fine. 319 00:13:17,144 --> 00:13:19,886 I feel like, I just feel like an idiot. 320 00:13:19,929 --> 00:13:21,409 - There's nothing that's different. 321 00:13:21,452 --> 00:13:24,194 This is how he always has been. I mean, he's bipolar. 322 00:13:24,238 --> 00:13:26,153 He laughs, he jokes, he charms everyone 323 00:13:26,196 --> 00:13:27,719 into thinking he's on top of the world. 324 00:13:27,763 --> 00:13:30,287 - Yeah, until he turns around and tries to kill himself. 325 00:13:30,331 --> 00:13:31,723 - Yeah. - I don't know, 326 00:13:31,767 --> 00:13:34,204 I mean, I guess it made more sense after Mom died. 327 00:13:34,248 --> 00:13:36,206 She kept him together. She kept him on track. 328 00:13:36,250 --> 00:13:39,253 And without her, it... But this. 329 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:41,951 - I don't think he was trying to do it this time, honestly. 330 00:13:41,995 --> 00:13:44,301 I think he just woke up and was sick of how he was feeling, 331 00:13:44,345 --> 00:13:47,522 and then he just, I don't know. 332 00:13:47,565 --> 00:13:48,871 - I feel like we let him down. 333 00:13:48,915 --> 00:13:52,005 - He's fine. I'm gonna have him move in here. 334 00:13:52,048 --> 00:13:54,442 [vocalist softly humming] 335 00:13:54,485 --> 00:13:56,052 What? 336 00:13:56,096 --> 00:13:57,706 - He's not, you keep trying. He's never gonna move in here. 337 00:13:57,749 --> 00:13:58,881 - Well, he can't be alone. 338 00:13:58,925 --> 00:13:59,926 - No. - And what, what, 339 00:13:59,969 --> 00:14:01,231 is he gonna be with Cici 340 00:14:01,275 --> 00:14:04,365 and her little gypsy wagon of merry men? 341 00:14:04,408 --> 00:14:07,542 - No, God, no. [Alex laughing] 342 00:14:07,585 --> 00:14:10,327 [birds chirping] 343 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:24,254 [keys clatter] 344 00:14:24,298 --> 00:14:27,475 [gentle upbeat music] 345 00:14:29,912 --> 00:14:33,437 [traffic whooshing] 346 00:14:33,481 --> 00:14:37,572 ♪ I'm all alone 347 00:14:37,615 --> 00:14:42,620 ♪ Out on this boat coming home 348 00:14:44,144 --> 00:14:46,842 ♪ To you 349 00:14:46,886 --> 00:14:49,845 [patrons chattering] 350 00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:53,936 ♪ Lights in the sky 351 00:14:53,980 --> 00:14:56,330 ♪ And here's where I'll die 352 00:14:56,373 --> 00:15:00,508 Hi, um, medium Americano. No room, please. 353 00:15:00,551 --> 00:15:04,251 ♪ Of the true 354 00:15:04,294 --> 00:15:05,730 ♪ Only you knew 355 00:15:05,774 --> 00:15:06,775 Thanks. 356 00:15:07,645 --> 00:15:09,299 [soft gentle upbeat music] 357 00:15:09,343 --> 00:15:12,476 [patrons chattering] 358 00:15:14,304 --> 00:15:18,178 ♪ Hammers and nails 359 00:15:18,221 --> 00:15:22,573 ♪ Could fix fairytales in the stars ♪ 360 00:15:25,272 --> 00:15:26,273 Thank you. 361 00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:29,798 - [Abby] Janie? 362 00:15:31,408 --> 00:15:33,149 - Abby! Whoa! 363 00:15:33,193 --> 00:15:35,891 - Oh my goodness. You look exactly the same. 364 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:38,633 - Oh, no, and the last time I saw you, you had braces- 365 00:15:38,676 --> 00:15:40,156 - And a perm. Don't remind me. 366 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:42,158 - I do remember the perm gone wrong. 367 00:15:42,202 --> 00:15:43,464 - [laughs] How are you? 368 00:15:43,507 --> 00:15:45,727 I heard you moved to LA, became an actress? 369 00:15:45,770 --> 00:15:46,858 - Yeah. Yeah. 370 00:15:46,902 --> 00:15:48,686 - You know, I- I saw you in a show. 371 00:15:48,730 --> 00:15:51,341 I think you were like a ghost, or something? 372 00:15:51,385 --> 00:15:52,690 I called Harrison to tell him, 373 00:15:52,734 --> 00:15:54,866 but by the time he caught it, you had disappeared. 374 00:15:54,910 --> 00:15:57,521 - [sighs] How is he? Harrison? 375 00:15:57,565 --> 00:15:58,783 - Oh, he's great. 376 00:15:58,827 --> 00:16:00,481 Just lives a charmed life. Always has. 377 00:16:00,524 --> 00:16:01,917 Married, three kids. 378 00:16:01,961 --> 00:16:03,136 - Wow. 379 00:16:03,179 --> 00:16:05,399 - And your dad, how is he these days? 380 00:16:05,442 --> 00:16:08,706 - Uh, he- he's great. He's, he's, he's really, really good. 381 00:16:08,750 --> 00:16:10,404 So fun running into you. 382 00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:12,493 - Oh. - And you know what? 383 00:16:12,536 --> 00:16:13,581 Will you please tell Harrison I say hi 384 00:16:13,624 --> 00:16:14,669 next time you see him? 385 00:16:14,712 --> 00:16:15,713 - Yes. And tell your dad the same. 386 00:16:15,757 --> 00:16:17,802 - Okay. [Abby chuckles] 387 00:16:19,108 --> 00:16:22,155 - Janie! Wait, I don't know what I'm thinking. 388 00:16:22,198 --> 00:16:23,243 Our cousin's getting married this week, 389 00:16:23,286 --> 00:16:24,896 and then Harrison flies in today. 390 00:16:24,940 --> 00:16:26,855 You should meet us for a drink or something. 391 00:16:26,898 --> 00:16:28,378 - Oh, um. - The wedding's over 392 00:16:28,422 --> 00:16:30,163 at Pinecrest, so, you know, we'll end up at McCormick's. 393 00:16:30,206 --> 00:16:32,992 So come, have a drink. Harrison would love to see you. 394 00:16:33,818 --> 00:16:35,037 - Okay. Yeah. 395 00:16:35,081 --> 00:16:36,865 - So I'll see you tonight, right? Right? 396 00:16:36,908 --> 00:16:39,085 - [laughs] Yeah. - Okay. Bye. 397 00:16:39,128 --> 00:16:42,566 [Jane sighs] [gentle bright music] 398 00:16:45,526 --> 00:16:47,093 - [Ryn] Good morning. 399 00:16:47,136 --> 00:16:48,224 - Ryn! 400 00:16:49,617 --> 00:16:51,575 Can I call you Kathryn? 401 00:16:51,619 --> 00:16:53,055 - I suppose. 402 00:16:53,099 --> 00:16:56,015 - Hm! Are you here to drug me? 403 00:16:56,667 --> 00:16:59,192 - Doctor wants to run some tests so he can adjust your meds. 404 00:16:59,235 --> 00:17:01,759 - Yeah. - You okay with needles? 405 00:17:01,803 --> 00:17:04,849 - [chuckles] Do I have a choice? 406 00:17:04,893 --> 00:17:06,547 [intercom beeps] 407 00:17:06,590 --> 00:17:10,551 [PA announcer speaking faintly] 408 00:17:12,118 --> 00:17:16,035 I think you spend too much time around depressed people. 409 00:17:17,862 --> 00:17:18,950 [Jack chuckles] 410 00:17:18,994 --> 00:17:20,822 - Knock, knock. I brought bagels. 411 00:17:20,865 --> 00:17:22,954 - Oh, Kathryn, you know my daughter Jane? 412 00:17:22,998 --> 00:17:25,479 Yeah, she's an actress in LA. 413 00:17:25,522 --> 00:17:27,263 Worked with Dick Van Dyke. 414 00:17:27,307 --> 00:17:29,222 - Wow, anything I might have seen you in? 415 00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:31,441 - Oh, um, you know, I've done a lot of different things. 416 00:17:31,485 --> 00:17:33,443 Nothing's really popped. 417 00:17:33,487 --> 00:17:37,056 - Hey, she pays the bills as an actress. That's huge! 418 00:17:37,099 --> 00:17:39,884 - Well, I'll leave you two with your bagels. 419 00:17:39,928 --> 00:17:41,234 [Jack chuckles] 420 00:17:41,277 --> 00:17:42,757 - Okay, Dad, you gotta stop bragging. 421 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:44,846 No one's ever heard of me. It's embarrassing. 422 00:17:44,889 --> 00:17:46,369 - I'll never stop bragging. 423 00:17:46,413 --> 00:17:49,503 How many people in this hospital, in this whole city, 424 00:17:49,546 --> 00:17:52,332 have chased their dreams all the way to Los Angeles 425 00:17:52,375 --> 00:17:53,811 and achieved them? 426 00:17:53,855 --> 00:17:55,857 - [chuckles] Well, you have a loose interpretation 427 00:17:55,900 --> 00:17:59,078 of my dreams if you think I've achieved them. 428 00:17:59,687 --> 00:18:01,036 Onion or plain? 429 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:02,124 - I'll take both. 430 00:18:02,168 --> 00:18:03,517 [Jane laughs] 431 00:18:03,560 --> 00:18:06,172 - [Mac] Burnt-out buildings! That gets in his way! 432 00:18:06,215 --> 00:18:08,957 - What? What's his name again? 433 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:10,045 - [Mac] Destructo Man. 434 00:18:10,089 --> 00:18:11,786 - Destructo Man. [chuckles] 435 00:18:11,829 --> 00:18:13,309 - Is he getting you all caught up there? 436 00:18:13,353 --> 00:18:14,745 - Oh, he is, he is. 437 00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:16,747 - "While you sleep, the Avengers fight on!" 438 00:18:16,791 --> 00:18:18,140 [Jane laughs] 439 00:18:18,184 --> 00:18:21,317 Okay, everybody, I'd like to talk to Mom. My turn. 440 00:18:21,361 --> 00:18:22,579 Hello, honey. 441 00:18:22,623 --> 00:18:23,841 - Hi. 442 00:18:23,885 --> 00:18:27,106 - So, how's your dad? How does he seem? 443 00:18:27,149 --> 00:18:32,023 - Uh, you know, kinda, fine. 444 00:18:32,372 --> 00:18:35,810 You know, that's the really F'd up thing about it all. 445 00:18:35,853 --> 00:18:36,985 - Swear jar! 446 00:18:37,028 --> 00:18:40,162 - Hey, I said F, that's not even a word. 447 00:18:40,206 --> 00:18:42,469 - Well, you look nice. Where you headed? 448 00:18:42,512 --> 00:18:43,513 - Guess! 449 00:18:43,557 --> 00:18:45,733 - McCormick's. Oh God. 450 00:18:46,473 --> 00:18:47,909 You know, these people freak me out. 451 00:18:47,952 --> 00:18:49,519 - Yeah. - You guys are all over 40, 452 00:18:49,563 --> 00:18:51,782 and you drink at the same bar every night, 453 00:18:51,826 --> 00:18:53,828 like 20 years later. 454 00:18:53,871 --> 00:18:55,177 It's kind of weird. 455 00:18:55,221 --> 00:18:56,874 - It is. Yeah. 456 00:18:56,918 --> 00:18:59,660 I gotta go. Hey kiddos, where are you? 457 00:18:59,703 --> 00:19:01,357 How much does Mommy love you? 458 00:19:01,401 --> 00:19:04,404 - This much! - At least so much more! 459 00:19:04,447 --> 00:19:06,188 All right, I love you. Mwah! 460 00:19:06,232 --> 00:19:07,842 I'll call you guys tomorrow. 461 00:19:07,885 --> 00:19:09,757 [computer beeps] 462 00:19:12,890 --> 00:19:14,109 [car door thuds] 463 00:19:14,153 --> 00:19:17,156 [soft upbeat music] 464 00:19:22,770 --> 00:19:27,688 ♪ Pale moon shine [patrons chattering] 465 00:19:28,602 --> 00:19:31,953 ♪ Was beaming down cold 466 00:19:33,302 --> 00:19:35,217 Hi, just a vodka soda, please. 467 00:19:35,261 --> 00:19:37,176 ♪ I was falling apart 468 00:19:37,219 --> 00:19:39,482 ♪ But you came with heart 469 00:19:39,526 --> 00:19:43,399 ♪ That morning it was clear 470 00:19:43,443 --> 00:19:46,837 ♪ I can let my fear 471 00:19:46,881 --> 00:19:48,839 ♪ Let go 472 00:19:50,276 --> 00:19:55,281 ♪ Dawn the rising sun [energetic upbeat music] 473 00:19:56,543 --> 00:20:01,112 ♪ I can already feel the heat of the light ♪ 474 00:20:01,156 --> 00:20:04,768 ♪ Oh dawn 475 00:20:04,812 --> 00:20:08,119 ♪ You've finally come 476 00:20:08,163 --> 00:20:09,730 ♪ You're all that I need 477 00:20:09,773 --> 00:20:12,254 ♪ To get through the night 478 00:20:12,298 --> 00:20:14,909 [gentle upbeat music] 479 00:20:14,952 --> 00:20:18,739 ♪ The following days 480 00:20:18,782 --> 00:20:20,915 ♪ I was falling apart 481 00:20:20,958 --> 00:20:23,134 ♪ But you came with heart 482 00:20:23,178 --> 00:20:26,790 ♪ That morning it was clear 483 00:20:26,834 --> 00:20:28,618 ♪ I can let my fear 484 00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:29,663 Thanks. 485 00:20:30,316 --> 00:20:32,970 ♪ Let go 486 00:20:33,014 --> 00:20:34,668 - [Harrison] Hey! [energetic upbeat music] 487 00:20:34,711 --> 00:20:37,497 Hey! [laughs] It is you. 488 00:20:37,540 --> 00:20:40,282 - It is, um I, me. Yes. 489 00:20:40,326 --> 00:20:41,196 God. - No. 490 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:43,154 - Hi. - [laughing] Hi. 491 00:20:43,198 --> 00:20:45,244 Uh, vodka soda? 492 00:20:46,070 --> 00:20:47,289 - Um. - I remember you, 493 00:20:47,333 --> 00:20:50,161 you drank, uh, wine to relax, 494 00:20:50,205 --> 00:20:51,859 vodka when you're stressed or nervous. 495 00:20:51,902 --> 00:20:53,295 Which is it? 496 00:20:53,339 --> 00:20:55,254 - That is a very strange thing to remember about me. 497 00:20:55,297 --> 00:20:57,560 - I- I remember everything about you. 498 00:20:59,562 --> 00:21:01,303 Come on, it's been 19 years. 499 00:21:01,347 --> 00:21:03,000 You're not getting outta here that easy. 500 00:21:03,044 --> 00:21:04,306 - Okay. - Okay. 501 00:21:04,350 --> 00:21:06,830 - So Mac is six, Lily eight. - Mm. Mm-hmm. 502 00:21:06,874 --> 00:21:10,660 - Um, God, I met Cal, uh, at a poetry reading, 503 00:21:10,704 --> 00:21:12,793 [Harrison laughs] in our angsty- 504 00:21:12,836 --> 00:21:14,838 - Of course. - In our angsty youth- 505 00:21:14,882 --> 00:21:16,318 - Ah-ha. - And the rest is history. 506 00:21:16,362 --> 00:21:17,624 - Oh. - You? 507 00:21:17,667 --> 00:21:19,930 - Um, met Whitney right outta college. 508 00:21:19,974 --> 00:21:22,150 Three girls. 6, 8, 10. 509 00:21:22,933 --> 00:21:24,283 I have no say in anything ever. 510 00:21:24,326 --> 00:21:25,327 [Jane chuckles] 511 00:21:25,371 --> 00:21:27,155 So wait, how long are you in town? 512 00:21:27,198 --> 00:21:29,505 - Oh, just a couple days. I'm staying with Alex. 513 00:21:29,549 --> 00:21:32,726 She's got a, uh, little McMansion up on Cooks Bay. 514 00:21:32,769 --> 00:21:36,207 - Oh, wow. So she's arrived. [chuckles] 515 00:21:36,251 --> 00:21:37,296 - Ish. [laughs] 516 00:21:37,339 --> 00:21:38,775 - My sister- - Yes. 517 00:21:38,819 --> 00:21:40,299 - Ran into you, right? - Yes. 518 00:21:40,342 --> 00:21:42,823 - Every time we go to the cabin, she talks about you. 519 00:21:42,866 --> 00:21:44,259 Remember, Jane, we used to drive her up 520 00:21:44,303 --> 00:21:47,088 and then she'd catch us in the, in the bunk, 521 00:21:47,131 --> 00:21:49,177 in the morning. [laughs] - Oh, I don't, yes. 522 00:21:49,220 --> 00:21:52,354 [laughs] How did our parents let us do that? 523 00:21:52,398 --> 00:21:54,356 Like, why were we allowed to be there alone? 524 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:55,966 They shouldn't have. 525 00:21:56,010 --> 00:21:57,664 We were getting away with a little more than we should have. 526 00:21:57,707 --> 00:22:00,101 - I know, yeah. I miss your parents. 527 00:22:00,144 --> 00:22:01,972 I didn't even know about your mom. 528 00:22:02,016 --> 00:22:03,017 - Yeah. - Until months after. 529 00:22:03,060 --> 00:22:04,627 You should have told me. 530 00:22:04,671 --> 00:22:06,716 - Well, that's, I mean, I hadn't seen you in about a decade, 531 00:22:06,760 --> 00:22:08,675 it might have been a little weird. 532 00:22:08,718 --> 00:22:11,242 - Well, I would've been here. I loved her. 533 00:22:12,374 --> 00:22:13,593 How's your dad? 534 00:22:14,550 --> 00:22:17,901 - Uh, he's, he's good. You know? 535 00:22:17,945 --> 00:22:18,946 Um. 536 00:22:20,426 --> 00:22:23,167 ♪ We can wake up staring at the stars above it all ♪ 537 00:22:23,211 --> 00:22:24,560 He... 538 00:22:26,562 --> 00:22:27,563 [sighs] 539 00:22:29,435 --> 00:22:34,004 He, um, tried to kill himself a couple days ago. 540 00:22:34,048 --> 00:22:36,137 So that's, that's why I'm here. 541 00:22:36,180 --> 00:22:38,008 - God, I'm so sorry. 542 00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:40,489 - He's had an uphill battle, as you know. 543 00:22:40,533 --> 00:22:44,058 And since my mom passed, it's just been... 544 00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:47,278 - Right. 545 00:22:47,322 --> 00:22:49,063 And you? How are you? 546 00:22:51,631 --> 00:22:54,460 - [chuckles] God, I mean, I, huh, I would lie 547 00:22:54,503 --> 00:22:55,896 and say I've never been better, 548 00:22:55,939 --> 00:22:57,680 but if anybody can call me on my bullshit, 549 00:22:57,724 --> 00:23:00,030 it is probably you, so. 550 00:23:00,814 --> 00:23:02,424 - Yeah. 551 00:23:02,468 --> 00:23:04,470 - It seems so crazy now. 552 00:23:05,427 --> 00:23:09,126 God, I was so swept up in us, you know? 553 00:23:09,170 --> 00:23:10,867 I- I- I don't even remember high school. 554 00:23:10,911 --> 00:23:13,479 I just remember, us. 555 00:23:15,524 --> 00:23:17,004 - I don't know. 556 00:23:17,047 --> 00:23:18,832 The funny thing is, it doesn't even seem that long ago 557 00:23:18,875 --> 00:23:23,358 sitting here with you now, you know it doesn't seem that crazy. 558 00:23:25,099 --> 00:23:29,016 [patrons chattering] [soft upbeat music] 559 00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:31,758 - Very fun to catch up. 560 00:23:31,801 --> 00:23:34,891 You, uh, you make a good grown up. 561 00:23:35,892 --> 00:23:38,547 - Oh, thanks. You are the same, only better. 562 00:23:38,591 --> 00:23:41,202 - Right? - I'm not kidding. 563 00:23:41,245 --> 00:23:43,334 [Jane chuckles] 564 00:23:44,205 --> 00:23:45,119 [Harrison grunts] 565 00:23:45,162 --> 00:23:47,817 - Uh, well, safe flight, and um, 566 00:23:48,862 --> 00:23:52,039 I guess I'll see you in another 20. 567 00:23:52,735 --> 00:23:54,345 - Well, I hope not. 568 00:23:55,521 --> 00:23:56,478 Bye. 569 00:23:56,522 --> 00:23:58,480 [car door thuds] 570 00:23:58,524 --> 00:24:01,527 [car engine rumbling] 571 00:24:07,097 --> 00:24:08,795 [intercom beeps] 572 00:24:08,838 --> 00:24:12,581 [PA announcer speaking faintly] 573 00:24:12,625 --> 00:24:15,105 [knocking on door] - Kathryn! 574 00:24:15,149 --> 00:24:17,194 What kind of prodding have you come for now? 575 00:24:17,238 --> 00:24:19,153 - Hm, no prodding. Just your meds. 576 00:24:19,196 --> 00:24:20,459 - [Jack] Yeah. 577 00:24:20,502 --> 00:24:21,721 - Who's winning? 578 00:24:21,764 --> 00:24:23,070 - Me! 579 00:24:23,113 --> 00:24:24,854 That's one perk of playing against yourself, 580 00:24:24,898 --> 00:24:26,247 you always win. 581 00:24:26,290 --> 00:24:29,250 I used to play with my wife, and she usually won. 582 00:24:29,293 --> 00:24:33,036 And after she died, I just started playing myself. 583 00:24:33,080 --> 00:24:35,604 Less lonely. You play? 584 00:24:35,648 --> 00:24:37,998 - Me? Oh, no, no, I- I never learned. 585 00:24:38,041 --> 00:24:40,130 - Well, you wanna learn? 586 00:24:40,174 --> 00:24:42,698 - Well, I don't, I don't know, I... 587 00:24:42,742 --> 00:24:44,526 I probably wouldn't be any good. 588 00:24:44,570 --> 00:24:46,397 And I have patients I have to check on. 589 00:24:46,441 --> 00:24:48,704 - Well, what do you do after work? 590 00:24:48,748 --> 00:24:50,140 - I go home. 591 00:24:50,184 --> 00:24:51,707 - Oh. To? 592 00:24:52,926 --> 00:24:54,971 - To? Oh, myself. 593 00:24:57,626 --> 00:24:58,758 What does that have to do- 594 00:24:58,801 --> 00:25:00,890 - So come when work is done. 595 00:25:00,934 --> 00:25:04,415 20 minutes, I'll teach you all my tricks. 596 00:25:07,593 --> 00:25:09,029 - Take your meds. 597 00:25:10,509 --> 00:25:12,728 - I'm scrapping this game even though I'm winning. 598 00:25:12,772 --> 00:25:14,513 So you'd better come. 599 00:25:18,604 --> 00:25:20,083 [Jack chuckles] - [Alex] You little minx. 600 00:25:20,127 --> 00:25:21,041 I knew you were up to something 601 00:25:21,084 --> 00:25:22,651 with the heels and the makeup. 602 00:25:22,695 --> 00:25:23,565 - Shut up. 603 00:25:23,609 --> 00:25:24,871 - Is he still hot? 604 00:25:24,914 --> 00:25:26,568 Every guy I've dated is either fat, bald, 605 00:25:26,612 --> 00:25:28,309 can't get it up, or all of the above. 606 00:25:28,352 --> 00:25:29,484 I mean, I really don't get it. 607 00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:31,094 I look better. 608 00:25:31,138 --> 00:25:33,575 I legitimately look better, and they've all gone to hell. 609 00:25:33,619 --> 00:25:34,794 - He looks good. 610 00:25:34,837 --> 00:25:35,882 - Still pretentious? 611 00:25:35,925 --> 00:25:37,579 - He was not pretentious. 612 00:25:37,623 --> 00:25:40,582 He came from money, yes, but he was nice. Always. 613 00:25:40,626 --> 00:25:42,541 - He was a beat away from wearing an ascot. 614 00:25:42,584 --> 00:25:43,933 He was pretentious. [Jane scoffs] 615 00:25:43,977 --> 00:25:46,719 - Anyway, it was really good to see him. 616 00:25:46,762 --> 00:25:48,372 - You really loved that guy. 617 00:25:48,416 --> 00:25:50,244 I've never seen you like that with anyone. 618 00:25:50,287 --> 00:25:52,463 I mean, you were crazy about him. 619 00:25:52,507 --> 00:25:55,031 - Well, it was good to see him. 620 00:25:55,075 --> 00:25:57,425 - Yeah. Yeah, you said that. 621 00:26:00,994 --> 00:26:02,648 - Well, he can't live with me. 622 00:26:02,691 --> 00:26:05,128 - He can live with me. It makes the most sense. 623 00:26:05,172 --> 00:26:07,304 - Yeah, it does, but honestly, he can come to LA. 624 00:26:07,348 --> 00:26:09,611 We have the space. The kids would love it. 625 00:26:09,655 --> 00:26:10,612 Right? 626 00:26:10,656 --> 00:26:11,874 - Right. Right. 627 00:26:14,181 --> 00:26:16,400 - Uh, why are you looking at me like that? 628 00:26:16,444 --> 00:26:18,751 - I'm not. - You are. 629 00:26:18,794 --> 00:26:20,013 - No, I'm just, I'm wondering 630 00:26:20,056 --> 00:26:21,623 if you're gonna stay there forever. 631 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:23,799 I mean, it's LA, it's really, it's gross. 632 00:26:23,843 --> 00:26:24,887 I mean, you have kids now, 633 00:26:24,931 --> 00:26:28,064 and you're not really, you know? 634 00:26:30,589 --> 00:26:31,633 - I'm not what? 635 00:26:31,677 --> 00:26:33,548 - Well, you're not really acting 636 00:26:33,592 --> 00:26:34,810 in the way that you wanted to, 637 00:26:34,854 --> 00:26:36,638 and so it's like, why stay there? 638 00:26:36,682 --> 00:26:39,989 I mean, at some point, don't you just have to kinda call it? 639 00:26:40,033 --> 00:26:43,166 - Oh my God, what is wrong with you? 640 00:26:43,210 --> 00:26:45,081 - She's mean. You're mean. 641 00:26:45,125 --> 00:26:47,388 - I'm honest. Someone has to say it. 642 00:26:47,431 --> 00:26:48,650 If I don't say it, who's gonna say it? 643 00:26:48,694 --> 00:26:50,870 - Nobody. Because people don't say that stuff. 644 00:26:50,913 --> 00:26:52,785 They let other people figure their own lives out. 645 00:26:52,828 --> 00:26:54,177 - I kind of feel like you're taking too long. 646 00:26:54,221 --> 00:26:57,180 - Oh, Jesus. This is why I don't live here. 647 00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:01,620 [crowd chattering] 648 00:27:01,663 --> 00:27:03,883 - Do you even own real clothes anymore? 649 00:27:03,926 --> 00:27:06,363 - These are real clothes. 650 00:27:06,407 --> 00:27:07,582 - [Alex] Okay. 651 00:27:09,889 --> 00:27:12,892 [elevator whirring] 652 00:27:14,023 --> 00:27:16,156 - So this may not be the best time, 653 00:27:16,199 --> 00:27:20,247 but I pass the royal crown to the new queen on Saturday, 654 00:27:20,290 --> 00:27:24,686 and I'd really love it if you guys were there. 655 00:27:24,730 --> 00:27:28,647 - Hm! Anything shitty you wanna say about that? 656 00:27:30,170 --> 00:27:31,214 We'll be there. 657 00:27:31,258 --> 00:27:33,390 [elevator dings] - Wouldn't miss it. 658 00:27:35,044 --> 00:27:38,526 [PA announcer speaking faintly] 659 00:27:38,569 --> 00:27:40,267 [TV actors yelling] 660 00:27:40,310 --> 00:27:41,355 - Hi, Dad. 661 00:27:41,398 --> 00:27:43,662 - Hey! There they are. 662 00:27:44,445 --> 00:27:46,490 You three having fun being together again? 663 00:27:46,534 --> 00:27:48,362 - Oh, yeah. - So much fun. 664 00:27:48,405 --> 00:27:50,494 - Mm. - Hey, Daddy. 665 00:27:50,538 --> 00:27:51,713 - Yes, sweetie. - How are you? 666 00:27:51,757 --> 00:27:53,149 - Yeah, I'm good. 667 00:27:53,193 --> 00:27:56,413 [Cici sobbing] 668 00:27:56,457 --> 00:27:58,807 - Cici. Cici, you can't do that to him. 669 00:27:58,851 --> 00:28:01,723 - What? He tried to kill himself, I can't cry about that? 670 00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:03,072 - [Jane and Alex] No! [Cici sobbing] 671 00:28:03,116 --> 00:28:04,726 - No. - All right, can you? 672 00:28:04,770 --> 00:28:08,338 - Um, there's a jello cart out here. I saw the jello cart. 673 00:28:08,382 --> 00:28:10,558 - Can I get outta here already? [grunts] 674 00:28:10,601 --> 00:28:14,257 - Yes, soon, but you can't go home by yourself. 675 00:28:14,301 --> 00:28:15,215 Alex says you could- 676 00:28:15,258 --> 00:28:16,956 - I don't wanna live with Alex. 677 00:28:16,999 --> 00:28:20,263 If I was deaf, maybe, but to listen to her fight with... 678 00:28:20,307 --> 00:28:21,395 What, what's his name? 679 00:28:21,438 --> 00:28:22,613 - Lennie. - Yeah, they fight, 680 00:28:22,657 --> 00:28:24,528 then have sex, fight, then have sex. 681 00:28:24,572 --> 00:28:25,791 - Ugh. - No thanks. 682 00:28:25,834 --> 00:28:27,531 And sweet Cici. 683 00:28:27,575 --> 00:28:32,580 She's 35 going on 14, bless her heart. [exclaims] 684 00:28:33,494 --> 00:28:34,582 [Jack sighs] 685 00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:36,062 - So come live with me. 686 00:28:36,105 --> 00:28:39,195 - You live in LA. I can't leave your mother like that. 687 00:28:39,239 --> 00:28:40,675 - Mom would want you to go. 688 00:28:40,719 --> 00:28:42,633 - She's here. I'm here. 689 00:28:44,026 --> 00:28:48,204 I go to the cemetery three days a week. That's that. 690 00:28:50,641 --> 00:28:54,863 - Well, you can't live by yourself again, Dad. 691 00:28:54,907 --> 00:28:58,214 You took too many pills and you almost didn't wake up. 692 00:28:58,258 --> 00:29:01,087 You laugh and you do your happy Irish leprechaun thing, 693 00:29:01,130 --> 00:29:03,959 but you can't do that to us again. 694 00:29:08,964 --> 00:29:12,663 - I'm tired, Janie. [sighs] 695 00:29:14,143 --> 00:29:17,668 - [Jane] I know, Papa. So let us help you. 696 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:21,760 - I'll be okay. 697 00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:24,284 I'm good. 698 00:29:25,198 --> 00:29:27,983 Hmm. [chuckles] 699 00:29:30,464 --> 00:29:31,857 - [Jane] So, like, do you know the people 700 00:29:31,900 --> 00:29:33,206 that live around here? - [Alex] No, you think I talk... 701 00:29:33,249 --> 00:29:34,598 I don't talk to anybody. 702 00:29:34,642 --> 00:29:36,426 - [Jane] Who is that? - [Alex] I don't know. 703 00:29:36,470 --> 00:29:38,341 - [Jane] It's your house, nobody even knows I'm here. 704 00:29:38,385 --> 00:29:41,823 - [Alex] It looks like someone knows that you're here. 705 00:29:41,867 --> 00:29:43,869 Yeah, okay. Okay. 706 00:29:45,044 --> 00:29:47,350 - Alex! - Harrison! 707 00:29:47,394 --> 00:29:48,699 Look at you. 708 00:29:48,743 --> 00:29:51,790 I would love to talk more, gotta wash my hair. 709 00:29:53,182 --> 00:29:54,967 [Harrison chuckles] 710 00:29:55,010 --> 00:29:57,143 - What are you doing here? 711 00:29:57,186 --> 00:30:00,146 - Uh, I had some business and uh, I thought 712 00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:01,756 I'd stay on for a day or two. 713 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:02,888 I didn't have your number, 714 00:30:02,931 --> 00:30:05,716 but you told me where Alex lived, so. 715 00:30:06,892 --> 00:30:08,719 Can I buy you a drink? 716 00:30:09,720 --> 00:30:10,721 - Yeah. 717 00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:22,733 [pencil clatters] 718 00:30:22,777 --> 00:30:24,431 - I knew you'd come. 719 00:30:28,870 --> 00:30:30,567 There you go. 720 00:30:30,611 --> 00:30:33,701 - Thank you. [sighs] 721 00:30:37,618 --> 00:30:42,492 - Full disclosure, I plan to let you win. [chuckles] 722 00:30:42,536 --> 00:30:45,191 So you don't wanna move more than one or two 723 00:30:45,234 --> 00:30:47,584 of your pawns in the opening. 724 00:30:47,628 --> 00:30:49,891 Then you keep your king safe. 725 00:30:49,935 --> 00:30:52,198 You could also castle your king. 726 00:30:53,460 --> 00:30:56,028 Oh, we'll talk about that later. [chuckles] 727 00:30:56,071 --> 00:30:57,290 So, uh. 728 00:31:01,511 --> 00:31:03,600 Hmm! Interesting. 729 00:31:04,297 --> 00:31:06,081 [laughs] I like it. 730 00:31:06,125 --> 00:31:07,430 [Kathryn chuckles] 731 00:31:07,474 --> 00:31:10,520 So tell me, this face is beautiful when it smiles, 732 00:31:10,564 --> 00:31:13,088 but it does not smile very often. 733 00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:15,917 Hey, you say you, you go home to yourself. 734 00:31:15,961 --> 00:31:19,921 No, uh, husband, kids, grandkids? Uh. 735 00:31:22,619 --> 00:31:25,927 Okay. You want me to start? 736 00:31:29,626 --> 00:31:30,671 I had a wife. 737 00:31:32,194 --> 00:31:34,980 A wife I loved more than anything. 738 00:31:35,023 --> 00:31:38,548 I met her one night at a bar, of all places. 739 00:31:38,592 --> 00:31:39,593 I was drunk. 740 00:31:40,899 --> 00:31:43,640 Pretty standard at that time in my life. 741 00:31:43,684 --> 00:31:48,167 She was at this Irish place, Nick's, downtown. 742 00:31:48,210 --> 00:31:49,820 And I talked to her, 743 00:31:49,864 --> 00:31:53,476 I thought I was being funny and charming, [chuckles] happy. 744 00:31:53,520 --> 00:31:55,739 She just listened quietly. 745 00:31:55,783 --> 00:31:59,047 And when I finally shut up, she just looked at me 746 00:31:59,091 --> 00:32:01,223 and asked why I was so sad. 747 00:32:02,181 --> 00:32:06,272 She caught me so off guard. She saw everything in me. 748 00:32:06,315 --> 00:32:09,231 Nobody could ever see me like that. 749 00:32:11,016 --> 00:32:12,234 Except Janie. 750 00:32:13,844 --> 00:32:18,197 Since her mother died, she's the closest. 751 00:32:28,903 --> 00:32:30,035 - I had a son. 752 00:32:32,167 --> 00:32:37,172 [upbeat music] [car tires crunching] 753 00:32:38,739 --> 00:32:42,134 - Oh my God. It's still here? 754 00:32:42,917 --> 00:32:44,484 - Yeah. 755 00:32:44,527 --> 00:32:48,053 [Jane chuckles] [Harrison laughs] 756 00:32:48,096 --> 00:32:50,185 - [Jane] Whoa. When was the last time you were here? 757 00:32:50,229 --> 00:32:51,926 - I, ages. I don't know. 758 00:32:51,970 --> 00:32:53,710 I mean, not since my parents sold the cabin. 759 00:32:53,754 --> 00:32:56,061 - It's just crazy. - You know? Hasn't changed. 760 00:32:56,104 --> 00:32:57,497 [Jane laughs] 761 00:32:57,540 --> 00:32:59,803 - [Lyle] Hey, kids, go. Enjoy yourselves. 762 00:33:00,500 --> 00:33:01,501 All right, what can I get you? 763 00:33:01,544 --> 00:33:02,719 - [Harrison] Hey! 764 00:33:02,763 --> 00:33:04,156 [Jane laughs] [Harrison laughs] 765 00:33:04,199 --> 00:33:05,548 - Well, I'll be damned! 766 00:33:05,592 --> 00:33:06,723 How y'all doing? 767 00:33:06,767 --> 00:33:08,029 - Good. - How you been, Lyle? 768 00:33:08,073 --> 00:33:09,248 - No, I've been good. I've been real good. 769 00:33:09,291 --> 00:33:10,945 - [Harrison] Yeah? - Leinenkugel, right? 770 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:13,121 - [Jane] When in Rome. - Line- hey, hey, hey! 771 00:33:13,165 --> 00:33:14,949 Sit your asses down. I'll bring 'em right out. 772 00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:16,037 Drinks are on me. 773 00:33:16,081 --> 00:33:17,212 - You sure? - Okay. 774 00:33:17,256 --> 00:33:18,518 - All right. - Put your money away. 775 00:33:18,561 --> 00:33:19,432 Go on. - All right, hey! 776 00:33:19,475 --> 00:33:20,433 - Go on. - Hey! 777 00:33:20,476 --> 00:33:22,043 [Lyle laughs] 778 00:33:22,087 --> 00:33:24,872 - Like, he just seemed so old back then. 779 00:33:24,915 --> 00:33:26,656 [Harrison laugh] Right, didn't he? 780 00:33:26,700 --> 00:33:27,744 - Well, he was probably our age. 781 00:33:27,788 --> 00:33:29,224 - Oh, God, don't tell me that. 782 00:33:29,268 --> 00:33:30,138 - [Harrison] Maybe younger. 783 00:33:30,182 --> 00:33:32,488 - Hope you ain't driving. 784 00:33:32,532 --> 00:33:34,012 You ain't leaving here sober. 785 00:33:34,055 --> 00:33:36,275 - We accept, we accept the challenge. 786 00:33:36,318 --> 00:33:37,319 - Yeah. - Cheers. 787 00:33:37,363 --> 00:33:38,407 - Cheers! 788 00:33:39,278 --> 00:33:41,976 - Richie. That's my son. 789 00:33:42,803 --> 00:33:43,760 - Hm. 790 00:33:46,024 --> 00:33:47,808 - He was shy like me. 791 00:33:50,506 --> 00:33:52,465 He worked at a movie theater. 792 00:33:52,508 --> 00:33:53,640 - [Jack] Hmm. 793 00:33:54,467 --> 00:33:56,382 - He loved the movies. [chuckles] 794 00:33:56,425 --> 00:33:57,383 [Jack chuckles] 795 00:33:57,426 --> 00:33:58,775 Seen everything. 796 00:34:01,474 --> 00:34:04,825 And we would talk before he left, 797 00:34:04,868 --> 00:34:07,306 and talk when he got back. 798 00:34:08,829 --> 00:34:11,745 So, um, one day 799 00:34:15,096 --> 00:34:16,924 I just didn't hear from him. 800 00:34:17,490 --> 00:34:18,969 So I called him. 801 00:34:20,884 --> 00:34:22,538 Nothing. 802 00:34:22,582 --> 00:34:24,888 But I didn't, I didn't panic. 803 00:34:24,932 --> 00:34:28,762 In the morning, when I still hadn't heard from him, 804 00:34:28,805 --> 00:34:32,896 I got dressed and I remember 805 00:34:35,247 --> 00:34:38,424 putting a, a brown sweater on, 806 00:34:39,860 --> 00:34:40,991 and thinking, 807 00:34:44,299 --> 00:34:46,910 "This is what I'll be wearing." 808 00:34:49,565 --> 00:34:51,350 I just had a feeling. 809 00:34:55,267 --> 00:34:56,616 So I went there, 810 00:34:59,140 --> 00:35:02,361 and there was a sign on the door from his neighbors. 811 00:35:03,884 --> 00:35:07,540 It said, "Richie's family, 812 00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:12,719 please let us know when the service is. 813 00:35:13,763 --> 00:35:16,157 We'd like to be there." 814 00:35:16,201 --> 00:35:20,596 I guess the police never thought to call me. 815 00:35:23,773 --> 00:35:26,124 He used to ride his bike to work. 816 00:35:27,473 --> 00:35:30,867 And I remember taking comfort in that 817 00:35:30,911 --> 00:35:33,827 because it was safer. 818 00:35:36,612 --> 00:35:41,226 [gulps] He got hit by a car on his way 819 00:35:44,533 --> 00:35:46,970 and he died in the ambulance. 820 00:35:51,061 --> 00:35:53,238 And that was that. 821 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:01,071 I still have his ashes. 822 00:36:04,074 --> 00:36:05,206 I've tried. 823 00:36:08,078 --> 00:36:09,210 I have, 824 00:36:11,821 --> 00:36:12,822 but I can't. 825 00:36:14,955 --> 00:36:17,479 [Kathryn sobs] 826 00:36:18,915 --> 00:36:21,222 It's all I have left of him. 827 00:36:22,136 --> 00:36:25,792 [Kathryn sniffles and sobs] 828 00:36:38,196 --> 00:36:40,589 - We were 17, probably your best customers. 829 00:36:40,633 --> 00:36:42,461 - Yeah, I figured if you were gonna drink anyway, 830 00:36:42,504 --> 00:36:44,114 you might as well drink here. 831 00:36:44,158 --> 00:36:46,378 Nothing was gonna happen to you on my watch. 832 00:36:46,421 --> 00:36:47,901 I had my eye on you. 833 00:36:47,944 --> 00:36:49,337 - Ah. - You know, 834 00:36:49,381 --> 00:36:51,078 I always figured that you two would end up together. 835 00:36:51,121 --> 00:36:52,166 You got kids? 836 00:36:54,603 --> 00:36:56,170 - Yeah. Kids and everything. 837 00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:58,346 - Yeah? That's great. 838 00:36:58,390 --> 00:37:03,133 Here's you two all grown up with kids. [laughing] 839 00:37:03,177 --> 00:37:05,484 Hey, uh, I got something for you. 840 00:37:05,527 --> 00:37:07,181 I'll be right back. 841 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:08,922 - You don't think he's gonna get- 842 00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:10,010 - I- I do. I, really- 843 00:37:10,053 --> 00:37:11,664 - He's gonna get the little sausages? 844 00:37:11,707 --> 00:37:13,187 - I'm pretty confident it's gonna be those little sausages. 845 00:37:13,231 --> 00:37:14,188 - No, you can't, I cannot. 846 00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:15,450 - I- I- - I'm too- 847 00:37:15,494 --> 00:37:16,799 - Definitely can't. - I cannot eat those. 848 00:37:16,843 --> 00:37:18,148 - 20 years ago, maybe, I could stomach it, 849 00:37:18,192 --> 00:37:19,454 but it's not. 850 00:37:19,498 --> 00:37:20,847 [gentle bright music] 851 00:37:20,890 --> 00:37:21,804 What? - What? 852 00:37:21,848 --> 00:37:22,805 - Not bad, huh? 853 00:37:22,849 --> 00:37:24,067 - Ah! - Come on. Come on. 854 00:37:24,111 --> 00:37:25,634 - I can't believe you remember. 855 00:37:25,678 --> 00:37:28,637 - I remember everything. Come on now. 856 00:37:28,681 --> 00:37:30,335 Look at you! Mm-hmm. 857 00:37:31,510 --> 00:37:32,685 Now come on in here now. 858 00:37:32,728 --> 00:37:34,077 I'm too old to be doing this, buddy. 859 00:37:34,121 --> 00:37:35,992 She's too, she's too young for me. Go on ahead. 860 00:37:36,036 --> 00:37:37,080 ♪ So 861 00:37:37,124 --> 00:37:40,170 ♪ Beautiful means you 862 00:37:40,214 --> 00:37:41,868 ♪ Your beautiful soul 863 00:37:41,911 --> 00:37:42,912 [gentle upbeat music] 864 00:37:42,956 --> 00:37:45,306 ♪ Shining like gold 865 00:37:45,350 --> 00:37:47,482 ♪ You're oh 866 00:37:47,526 --> 00:37:49,745 ♪ You're beautiful 867 00:37:51,225 --> 00:37:53,836 ♪ Your laugh's the petals on the daisy ♪ 868 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:56,535 ♪ Your eyes show wisdom like an old oak tree ♪ 869 00:37:56,578 --> 00:37:59,189 ♪ And your smile 870 00:37:59,233 --> 00:38:02,497 ♪ And when you smile 871 00:38:02,541 --> 00:38:05,326 ♪ It sends all wishes to the stars above ♪ 872 00:38:05,370 --> 00:38:10,331 ♪ Making more people wanna fall in love like the first time ♪ 873 00:38:11,114 --> 00:38:13,639 ♪ Over and over again 874 00:38:13,682 --> 00:38:16,555 ♪ You're beautiful 875 00:38:16,598 --> 00:38:19,384 ♪ You're beautiful, baby 876 00:38:19,427 --> 00:38:24,345 ♪ You are full of beautiful things ♪ 877 00:38:25,259 --> 00:38:27,870 ♪ Your beautiful souls 878 00:38:27,914 --> 00:38:28,871 ♪ Shine like gold 879 00:38:28,915 --> 00:38:30,525 [Jack laughs] 880 00:38:30,569 --> 00:38:32,179 ♪ You're 881 00:38:32,222 --> 00:38:34,399 [Jane laughs] [Harrison laughs] 882 00:38:34,442 --> 00:38:37,967 - How many times do you think we stumbled down this path? 883 00:38:38,011 --> 00:38:39,142 - I could do it in my sleep. 884 00:38:39,186 --> 00:38:42,189 I could do it drunk in my sleep. 885 00:38:42,232 --> 00:38:43,669 That's one of the things I always remembered about us. 886 00:38:43,712 --> 00:38:46,019 We were buddies, you know, like, 887 00:38:46,062 --> 00:38:47,586 I mean, we were in love, 888 00:38:47,629 --> 00:38:50,371 but like, you were so cool and funny, 889 00:38:50,415 --> 00:38:52,025 and we just did stuff together like friends. 890 00:38:52,068 --> 00:38:53,505 I never had that again. 891 00:38:53,548 --> 00:38:55,202 [bird screeching] - Hmm. 892 00:38:55,245 --> 00:38:59,249 [gasps] Oh. [gentle poignant music] 893 00:38:59,293 --> 00:39:01,034 I thought you said your parents sold it. 894 00:39:01,077 --> 00:39:02,078 - They did. 895 00:39:02,122 --> 00:39:04,385 [gentle poignant music] 896 00:39:04,429 --> 00:39:07,301 [bird screeching] 897 00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:16,223 Wow, it looks exactly the same. 898 00:39:16,658 --> 00:39:17,659 - I know. 899 00:39:18,443 --> 00:39:21,794 [gentle poignant music] 900 00:39:23,970 --> 00:39:26,189 - This will be the true test. 901 00:39:27,452 --> 00:39:30,672 [doors rattle and creak] [gentle uplifting music] 902 00:39:30,716 --> 00:39:33,240 [Jane laughs] 903 00:39:34,763 --> 00:39:36,156 - Oh my God. - Whoa. 904 00:39:36,199 --> 00:39:38,811 [Harrison laughs] 905 00:39:38,854 --> 00:39:40,552 [laughs] Okay. 906 00:39:40,595 --> 00:39:41,770 [gentle bright music] 907 00:39:41,814 --> 00:39:43,859 [box rattles] 908 00:39:43,903 --> 00:39:45,295 [Jane sighs] 909 00:39:45,339 --> 00:39:46,688 - [Harrison] Oh! 910 00:39:46,732 --> 00:39:47,863 - What, oh! 911 00:39:49,038 --> 00:39:53,216 - Oh, oh, no. That cannot be okay to drink. 912 00:39:53,521 --> 00:39:56,306 That's been sitting here since we were like 18 years old. 913 00:39:56,350 --> 00:39:58,091 Let's try it. Oh. 914 00:39:59,309 --> 00:40:03,966 - Okay. Here we go. [liquid sloshing] 915 00:40:04,010 --> 00:40:05,403 - Right. - Okay. 916 00:40:05,446 --> 00:40:10,103 [Harrison inhales sharply] [gentle poignant music] 917 00:40:10,973 --> 00:40:13,411 [Harrison groans and coughs] 918 00:40:13,454 --> 00:40:16,239 - It's good. It's really good. 919 00:40:16,283 --> 00:40:20,200 - [laughs] I mean, it, it weirdly tastes kind of fine. 920 00:40:20,243 --> 00:40:21,157 - Hm. - No? 921 00:40:21,201 --> 00:40:22,463 - [groans] I don't know. 922 00:40:22,507 --> 00:40:23,812 [Jane laughs] 923 00:40:23,856 --> 00:40:27,773 Do you see this? Look at this box of fireworks. 924 00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:29,949 Look at this. 925 00:40:29,992 --> 00:40:31,211 - Oh-oh. [sighs] 926 00:40:31,254 --> 00:40:32,778 - Do you have a match? 927 00:40:32,821 --> 00:40:33,692 [Jane chuckles] 928 00:40:33,735 --> 00:40:38,000 This is going to blow your mind, 929 00:40:39,480 --> 00:40:42,135 if it's not like too old and doesn't flop. 930 00:40:42,178 --> 00:40:45,051 [Jane chuckles] But I have hopes. 931 00:40:46,922 --> 00:40:48,794 Oh! Did it go? 932 00:40:49,751 --> 00:40:51,492 No, it did not. 933 00:40:51,536 --> 00:40:55,409 Come on. Come on, baby. 934 00:40:56,497 --> 00:40:57,542 Come on. 935 00:40:58,717 --> 00:40:59,674 No! 936 00:40:59,718 --> 00:41:02,503 [Jane chuckles] No! It's a bust. 937 00:41:03,635 --> 00:41:06,028 It's not gonna happen. 938 00:41:06,072 --> 00:41:07,552 - [Jane] You really put your best effort in though. [laughs] 939 00:41:07,595 --> 00:41:11,120 - What a bummer. [groans] 940 00:41:12,557 --> 00:41:16,212 You realize Lyle thinks we're married 941 00:41:16,256 --> 00:41:19,041 to each other, right? [laughs] 942 00:41:19,085 --> 00:41:21,522 - I mean, he seemed so happy. 943 00:41:21,566 --> 00:41:23,568 I just, I couldn't correct him. 944 00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:25,483 - Yeah. [fireworks crackling] 945 00:41:25,526 --> 00:41:27,310 - Oh! - Oh my God. 946 00:41:27,354 --> 00:41:28,573 [Harrison laughs] [gentle poignant music] 947 00:41:28,616 --> 00:41:29,878 - [Jane] You did it. 948 00:41:29,922 --> 00:41:31,793 [Harrison exclaims] [fireworks crackling] 949 00:41:31,837 --> 00:41:35,188 [gentle poignant music] 950 00:41:40,585 --> 00:41:42,500 - So why aren't we? 951 00:41:42,543 --> 00:41:44,023 - Why aren't we what? 952 00:41:44,066 --> 00:41:46,068 - Married to each other? 953 00:41:47,287 --> 00:41:49,768 Yeah, I- I can't stop asking myself. 954 00:41:49,811 --> 00:41:54,729 I just wondered if you had a good answer, because I don't. 955 00:41:54,773 --> 00:41:59,778 [fireworks crackling] [gentle poignant music] 956 00:42:09,178 --> 00:42:12,834 [door handle clicks] [door creaks] 957 00:42:16,011 --> 00:42:17,578 [door thuds] 958 00:42:17,622 --> 00:42:19,232 - [Alex] You slut. 959 00:42:21,626 --> 00:42:24,585 - [sighs] Nothing happened. Okay? 960 00:42:24,629 --> 00:42:25,847 It was a trip down memory lane. 961 00:42:25,891 --> 00:42:27,153 - It's 3:00 in the morning. 962 00:42:27,196 --> 00:42:29,764 - And nothing happened. Okay? 963 00:42:29,808 --> 00:42:32,462 - I love you, J, don't mess up your life. 964 00:42:32,506 --> 00:42:34,464 [footsteps tapping] 965 00:42:34,508 --> 00:42:37,206 I cannot believe we're validating this weirdness. 966 00:42:37,250 --> 00:42:39,426 - Yeah, well, she's weird, but she's our sister. 967 00:42:39,469 --> 00:42:40,862 We can't be total shitheads. 968 00:42:40,906 --> 00:42:42,777 - Are we really shitheads if we don't condone this? 969 00:42:42,821 --> 00:42:44,300 I mean, she calls them her royal family. 970 00:42:44,344 --> 00:42:46,085 - [Juggler] Good morrow, my ladies. 971 00:42:46,128 --> 00:42:49,305 [bright upbeat music] 972 00:42:50,655 --> 00:42:55,573 - Ladies and gentlemen, I, Titan of the North Wind, 973 00:42:55,616 --> 00:42:59,751 come to you today as a member of the royal courts. 974 00:42:59,794 --> 00:43:02,971 We gather here to crown a new queen. 975 00:43:03,015 --> 00:43:07,585 And we say goodbye to our going queen Cici Kelly. 976 00:43:07,628 --> 00:43:12,590 [crowd applauding] [soft gentle bright music] 977 00:43:13,678 --> 00:43:16,768 And today, she passes on the crown 978 00:43:16,811 --> 00:43:21,511 to our next queen, Anastasia of Excelsior. 979 00:43:21,729 --> 00:43:23,296 [crowd cheering and applauding] 980 00:43:23,339 --> 00:43:25,080 - All right. 981 00:43:25,124 --> 00:43:29,345 [crowd cheering and applauding] 982 00:43:29,389 --> 00:43:32,044 - Queen Cici shall pass on her crown, 983 00:43:32,087 --> 00:43:36,439 but not without the support of two fair maidens. 984 00:43:36,483 --> 00:43:38,006 - This thing's hot. 985 00:43:38,050 --> 00:43:41,749 - Maidens Jane and Alex, please approach the royal stage! 986 00:43:41,793 --> 00:43:44,709 [crowd applauding] 987 00:43:47,189 --> 00:43:52,064 Can Queen Cici's sisters, Jane and Alex, approach the stage? 988 00:43:52,107 --> 00:43:53,195 [crowd applauding] 989 00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:54,588 - Oh shit. 990 00:43:54,632 --> 00:43:56,024 - What? What, what, what? - They're waiting for us. 991 00:43:56,068 --> 00:43:56,982 - [Alex] Oh! 992 00:43:57,025 --> 00:43:59,114 [crowd applauding and cheering] 993 00:43:59,158 --> 00:44:02,901 [soft gentle bright music] 994 00:44:02,944 --> 00:44:05,730 [birds chirping] 995 00:44:08,471 --> 00:44:10,125 - Please kneel. 996 00:44:10,169 --> 00:44:11,823 - I'm sorry, what's that? - [Jane] What? 997 00:44:11,866 --> 00:44:13,694 - Please kneel. 998 00:44:13,738 --> 00:44:15,000 - Like, right- - There? 999 00:44:15,043 --> 00:44:15,957 - Do we, right now. - Right, on the con- 1000 00:44:16,001 --> 00:44:16,697 - Okay. - On the concrete, 1001 00:44:16,741 --> 00:44:17,567 That is? Okay. 1002 00:44:17,611 --> 00:44:18,351 - Here we go. - Okay. 1003 00:44:18,394 --> 00:44:19,874 - And bow. 1004 00:44:19,918 --> 00:44:21,267 - Really pushing it, buddy. 1005 00:44:21,310 --> 00:44:22,616 Really pushing it. 1006 00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:23,922 It's fine. Just gonna go with it. 1007 00:44:23,965 --> 00:44:27,534 - Cici Kelly, Queen of the Snow, step forth. 1008 00:44:28,622 --> 00:44:30,711 [birds chirping] 1009 00:44:30,755 --> 00:44:34,454 And will our new queen, Anastasia of Excelsior, 1010 00:44:34,497 --> 00:44:37,109 please step forward? [crowd applauding] 1011 00:44:37,152 --> 00:44:38,980 - This is a true honor. 1012 00:44:39,024 --> 00:44:42,462 I am humbled to assume the role of your queen. 1013 00:44:42,505 --> 00:44:47,206 And Cici, though you will just be a commoner again, 1014 00:44:47,249 --> 00:44:50,078 you will always be a queen in my eyes. 1015 00:44:50,122 --> 00:44:54,126 [crowd cheering and applauding] 1016 00:44:56,302 --> 00:44:59,131 - I hereby pass the honorable crown. 1017 00:44:59,174 --> 00:45:00,132 - Wait! [crowd exclaims] 1018 00:45:00,175 --> 00:45:01,394 - [Crowd Member] Oh God! 1019 00:45:01,437 --> 00:45:04,310 - Thy kingdom has made a grave error. 1020 00:45:04,353 --> 00:45:06,094 She's not supposed to be queen. 1021 00:45:06,138 --> 00:45:07,487 It's supposed be me. - I do, I- 1022 00:45:07,530 --> 00:45:08,314 Queen Ci- - She- 1023 00:45:08,357 --> 00:45:09,271 - Give it, give it. 1024 00:45:09,315 --> 00:45:10,403 - No. - Give it to me. 1025 00:45:10,446 --> 00:45:11,578 - Now, merry revelers, merry rev- 1026 00:45:11,621 --> 00:45:12,622 - Give it! - Merry revelers! 1027 00:45:12,666 --> 00:45:14,015 [phone chiming] 1028 00:45:14,059 --> 00:45:14,973 - No! No! - Give it to me! 1029 00:45:15,016 --> 00:45:16,496 - Hey! - Hello? 1030 00:45:16,539 --> 00:45:19,368 - Merry revelers, merry revelers, may we remain calm. 1031 00:45:19,412 --> 00:45:20,587 - Oh yeah. Hey, how are you? 1032 00:45:20,630 --> 00:45:21,414 - Give it to me! - Remain calm! 1033 00:45:21,457 --> 00:45:22,502 - I'm queen. 1034 00:45:22,545 --> 00:45:23,242 [Anastasia grunts] [fist thuds] 1035 00:45:23,285 --> 00:45:24,243 [crowd exclaims] 1036 00:45:24,286 --> 00:45:25,548 - You know what? Not a good time. 1037 00:45:25,592 --> 00:45:26,854 Okay, that's it. 1038 00:45:26,898 --> 00:45:28,769 You wanna punch somebody? You punch me. 1039 00:45:28,813 --> 00:45:29,770 Let's go. 1040 00:45:29,814 --> 00:45:30,815 - Alex, you don't need to get- 1041 00:45:30,858 --> 00:45:31,598 [crowd yelling] Give it a shot. 1042 00:45:31,641 --> 00:45:32,555 Come on, give it a shot. 1043 00:45:32,599 --> 00:45:34,122 - Ladies, please! No, ladies! 1044 00:45:34,166 --> 00:45:39,301 [fist thuds] [crowd exclaiming and yelling] 1045 00:45:39,345 --> 00:45:42,783 - I am really sorry about that. That really got away for me. 1046 00:45:42,827 --> 00:45:44,742 I still really wanna punch you in the face. 1047 00:45:44,785 --> 00:45:45,655 And we're back. 1048 00:45:45,699 --> 00:45:46,613 - Ha! - All right, 1049 00:45:46,656 --> 00:45:47,570 a little much, a little much. 1050 00:45:47,614 --> 00:45:51,270 [crowd screaming and yelling] 1051 00:45:51,313 --> 00:45:53,141 Oh my God, what is happening? 1052 00:45:53,185 --> 00:45:56,666 - I said, let's go! [crowd yelling] 1053 00:46:07,765 --> 00:46:09,810 - [Alex] My lady. - [Cici] Thank you. 1054 00:46:09,854 --> 00:46:11,159 - [Alex] Hmm. 1055 00:46:11,203 --> 00:46:12,378 - Well, I'm pretty sure that's never happened 1056 00:46:12,421 --> 00:46:14,032 at a crowning ceremony before. 1057 00:46:14,075 --> 00:46:16,774 - Yeah. Well, you guys are crazy. 1058 00:46:16,817 --> 00:46:20,168 I mean, you are crazy, but you! 1059 00:46:20,212 --> 00:46:23,041 You know, for a rich housewife, you're pretty scrappy. 1060 00:46:23,084 --> 00:46:25,304 - Don't mess with my sisters. I'll take you down. [chuckles] 1061 00:46:25,347 --> 00:46:26,479 [Cici chuckles] 1062 00:46:26,522 --> 00:46:27,306 - Well, we just made that whole thing 1063 00:46:27,349 --> 00:46:28,394 a lot more interesting. 1064 00:46:28,437 --> 00:46:29,395 We can say that. - [Alex] 100%. 1065 00:46:29,438 --> 00:46:31,353 - Right? [laughs] - [Alex] 100%. 1066 00:46:31,397 --> 00:46:33,442 Cici, I gotta ask you something. 1067 00:46:33,486 --> 00:46:36,010 Why? Why the Ren Fair of it all? 1068 00:46:36,054 --> 00:46:38,186 I mean, you've always been really weird, 1069 00:46:38,230 --> 00:46:40,188 but this kinda tops it. 1070 00:46:41,668 --> 00:46:42,887 - The truth? 1071 00:46:42,930 --> 00:46:45,367 - No, I'd like a load of bullshit, thanks. 1072 00:46:45,411 --> 00:46:48,370 - [sighs] I was 33. 1073 00:46:48,414 --> 00:46:50,720 I was working in this shitty cubicle job I hated, 1074 00:46:50,764 --> 00:46:53,723 I was single and depressed and I just thought, 1075 00:46:53,767 --> 00:46:54,942 "I need a thing." 1076 00:46:54,986 --> 00:46:56,988 You know? "I need something that's mine." 1077 00:46:57,031 --> 00:46:58,685 I mean, you guys. [scoffs] 1078 00:46:58,728 --> 00:47:00,252 Alex, you could be getting a divorce 1079 00:47:00,295 --> 00:47:01,862 and getting fired and you'd still come off 1080 00:47:01,906 --> 00:47:04,169 like you have this perfect life. 1081 00:47:04,212 --> 00:47:06,649 You have your shit together more than anyone I know. 1082 00:47:06,693 --> 00:47:10,305 And Janie, you have Cal. You have two amazing kids. 1083 00:47:10,349 --> 00:47:12,003 You're living this interesting life, 1084 00:47:12,046 --> 00:47:14,048 pursuing exactly what you wanna do. 1085 00:47:14,092 --> 00:47:16,790 And I just thought, "What am I doing?" 1086 00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:20,881 At least with this I have people, I have respect. 1087 00:47:22,361 --> 00:47:26,408 You guys might think they're losers, but they love me. 1088 00:47:26,452 --> 00:47:30,021 You know, they gimme something to hold onto. 1089 00:47:31,326 --> 00:47:33,894 ♪ On a sunny day [soft gentle music] 1090 00:47:33,938 --> 00:47:34,982 - Really thought you were gonna say 1091 00:47:35,026 --> 00:47:36,505 you just like the outfits. 1092 00:47:36,549 --> 00:47:38,159 [Cici and Jane laugh] 1093 00:47:38,203 --> 00:47:39,291 - I do like the outfits. 1094 00:47:39,334 --> 00:47:40,248 [Alex laughs] - I'm so glad 1095 00:47:40,292 --> 00:47:41,641 you hooked us up. 1096 00:47:41,684 --> 00:47:42,947 I mean, this doesn't smell like a hundred years 1097 00:47:42,990 --> 00:47:44,122 of body odor at all. 1098 00:47:44,165 --> 00:47:45,471 - No. Yeah, they're great. 1099 00:47:45,514 --> 00:47:46,689 - [Jane] Really nice. - They're really great. 1100 00:47:46,733 --> 00:47:48,387 - [Cici] Look, I've always been the baby. 1101 00:47:48,430 --> 00:47:50,563 You two are kind of a hard act to follow. 1102 00:47:50,606 --> 00:47:52,739 - God, well, don't follow my act. 1103 00:47:52,782 --> 00:47:54,610 I'm not doing much of anything, right? 1104 00:47:54,654 --> 00:47:56,177 - Bullshit. 1105 00:47:56,221 --> 00:47:58,440 - Okay, instead of working and living the dream 1106 00:47:58,484 --> 00:48:01,530 as an actress, I do loop group. 1107 00:48:01,574 --> 00:48:03,881 I am the background noise to the other people 1108 00:48:03,924 --> 00:48:05,360 who have actually made it. 1109 00:48:05,404 --> 00:48:07,188 My husband is not ready to give up his dream, 1110 00:48:07,232 --> 00:48:09,756 which means I have no choice but to show up 1111 00:48:09,799 --> 00:48:12,541 and stare my failure directly in the face, 1112 00:48:12,585 --> 00:48:15,762 which, um, sucks. 1113 00:48:15,805 --> 00:48:18,765 Cici, you have a wide open playing field. 1114 00:48:18,808 --> 00:48:20,767 You don't know who you're gonna marry. 1115 00:48:20,810 --> 00:48:22,595 You don't know what's gonna happen next. 1116 00:48:22,638 --> 00:48:25,119 You don't know how the movie's gonna end, right? 1117 00:48:25,815 --> 00:48:28,122 And I mean, sometimes it's kinda hard 1118 00:48:28,166 --> 00:48:30,864 to have all the questions answered. 1119 00:48:30,908 --> 00:48:34,563 [soft gentle music] 1120 00:48:34,607 --> 00:48:35,564 - Wow. 1121 00:48:36,783 --> 00:48:40,308 This is really awkward, because my life 1122 00:48:40,352 --> 00:48:42,397 is pretty perfect and you guys are making me feel 1123 00:48:42,441 --> 00:48:43,790 really guilty about that. 1124 00:48:43,833 --> 00:48:46,358 - [chuckles] Okay. [Alex chuckles] 1125 00:48:46,401 --> 00:48:47,968 - It seriously is though. 1126 00:48:48,012 --> 00:48:50,492 Guys line up to fall in love with you. 1127 00:48:50,536 --> 00:48:52,146 You're the most confident person I know. 1128 00:48:52,190 --> 00:48:54,540 What are you stressed about? 1129 00:48:57,717 --> 00:49:01,808 - Well, mm, three marriages later, 1130 00:49:03,244 --> 00:49:05,899 I've had four miscarriages, 1131 00:49:05,943 --> 00:49:07,857 10 rounds of insemination, 1132 00:49:07,901 --> 00:49:09,947 five rounds of in vitro, 1133 00:49:09,990 --> 00:49:11,731 countless shots, blood tests, 1134 00:49:11,774 --> 00:49:15,996 tears, two divorces, and I have officially 1135 00:49:18,042 --> 00:49:19,043 gi- given up. 1136 00:49:24,352 --> 00:49:25,527 - What? 1137 00:49:25,571 --> 00:49:28,182 - It was just, it was easier 1138 00:49:28,226 --> 00:49:29,444 to say that I didn't want them 1139 00:49:29,488 --> 00:49:31,577 than to make you feel bad 1140 00:49:31,620 --> 00:49:33,709 for having 'em so easily. 1141 00:49:40,020 --> 00:49:44,590 I'm tough. I mean, that, that's, that's what I do best. 1142 00:49:46,940 --> 00:49:49,073 - Wow, I've never seen you cry before. This is so weird. 1143 00:49:49,116 --> 00:49:51,205 - Hey! - Oh my God. 1144 00:49:51,249 --> 00:49:52,337 I'm so sorry. 1145 00:49:52,380 --> 00:49:54,034 - Yes. - No, don't they, 1146 00:49:54,078 --> 00:49:55,122 they won't actually fall out. 1147 00:49:55,166 --> 00:49:56,428 They're just gonna kinda go back in 1148 00:49:56,471 --> 00:49:58,647 and I'll probably pee 'em out later. 1149 00:49:58,691 --> 00:50:00,040 [Jane laughs] That is enough. 1150 00:50:00,084 --> 00:50:02,216 The emotional window is closed for business. 1151 00:50:02,260 --> 00:50:03,391 - I'm sleeping with Titan. 1152 00:50:03,435 --> 00:50:05,089 - Quick turn, quick turn. 1153 00:50:05,132 --> 00:50:06,220 Really quick turn. - What? 1154 00:50:06,264 --> 00:50:07,526 - Okay. - Prince of the North Wind. 1155 00:50:07,569 --> 00:50:08,744 - The guy I just punched? 1156 00:50:08,788 --> 00:50:10,572 - Mm-hmm. - [Jane] Wait, hold on. 1157 00:50:10,616 --> 00:50:11,921 Isn't he your- - Brother. 1158 00:50:11,965 --> 00:50:13,097 - Brother. - Mm-hmm. 1159 00:50:13,140 --> 00:50:14,315 - So that's some sick shit. 1160 00:50:14,359 --> 00:50:15,664 Okay. - You know. 1161 00:50:15,708 --> 00:50:18,058 - Hang on. We were right at eye level- 1162 00:50:18,102 --> 00:50:19,625 - Oh, we were. - With, you know. 1163 00:50:19,668 --> 00:50:20,756 - Right in there. - You know? 1164 00:50:20,800 --> 00:50:22,193 - So you met him? [Jane chuckles] 1165 00:50:22,236 --> 00:50:24,412 - King of the North Wind is wielding a mighty sword. 1166 00:50:24,456 --> 00:50:25,718 - Mm-hmm. [Jane laughs] 1167 00:50:25,761 --> 00:50:26,936 - That's, he's got a lot going on down there. 1168 00:50:26,980 --> 00:50:28,547 - You know what? To the mighty sword. 1169 00:50:28,590 --> 00:50:29,983 - Mightiest! - Girl! 1170 00:50:30,027 --> 00:50:30,984 - Mightiest. [glasses clinking] 1171 00:50:31,028 --> 00:50:32,594 [Jane and Alex chuckle] 1172 00:50:32,638 --> 00:50:36,120 [staff softly chattering] 1173 00:50:37,860 --> 00:50:39,819 - [Man] Thank you, dear. - [Woman] You're welcome. 1174 00:50:39,862 --> 00:50:41,081 - [Jane] Hi, Papa. 1175 00:50:41,125 --> 00:50:42,300 - Oh, there's my girl. 1176 00:50:42,343 --> 00:50:43,257 - How you feeling? 1177 00:50:43,301 --> 00:50:44,258 - I feel good. 1178 00:50:44,302 --> 00:50:46,130 - Yeah? - Yeah. 1179 00:50:46,173 --> 00:50:48,219 - I, uh, I just talked to the kids. 1180 00:50:48,262 --> 00:50:50,656 Mac wants me to tell you that he pitched a no-hitter. 1181 00:50:50,699 --> 00:50:53,093 - Oh! Well, bring him with you next time, will you? 1182 00:50:53,137 --> 00:50:54,225 - I will. 1183 00:50:55,487 --> 00:50:59,273 Hey, uh, you gonna be okay with Alex? 1184 00:50:59,317 --> 00:51:00,318 - Would you be? 1185 00:51:00,361 --> 00:51:03,538 - [laughs] No. [Jack laughs] 1186 00:51:03,582 --> 00:51:05,366 - Yeah, I'll be fine. 1187 00:51:05,410 --> 00:51:08,804 So, um, Alex tells me you saw Harrison? 1188 00:51:08,848 --> 00:51:10,067 - God, she's got a big mouth. 1189 00:51:10,110 --> 00:51:12,678 [Jack scoffs] Uh, yeah, I saw Harrison. 1190 00:51:12,721 --> 00:51:13,809 - Mm-hmm? 1191 00:51:15,246 --> 00:51:16,464 - And that's it. 1192 00:51:16,508 --> 00:51:19,728 I saw him. Yeah, he looks great, and... 1193 00:51:20,816 --> 00:51:22,818 [sighs] What? 1194 00:51:22,862 --> 00:51:24,255 - Nothing! - I- 1195 00:51:24,298 --> 00:51:25,299 - [Kathryn] Can I interrupt? 1196 00:51:25,343 --> 00:51:26,779 - Huh! - I have your lunch. 1197 00:51:26,822 --> 00:51:28,476 - Ah, Kathryn and I are in the throes 1198 00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:30,783 of a chess championship match. 1199 00:51:30,826 --> 00:51:33,612 I was letting her win until I realized 1200 00:51:33,655 --> 00:51:36,136 she was just winning, whether I let her or not. 1201 00:51:36,180 --> 00:51:40,445 So now, I am playing to win. 1202 00:51:41,098 --> 00:51:42,838 [chess piece clunks] [Kathryn giggles] 1203 00:51:42,882 --> 00:51:44,318 Ooh, you wore purple again. 1204 00:51:44,362 --> 00:51:46,146 I told her purple was her color. 1205 00:51:46,190 --> 00:51:49,236 - [scoffs] Purple scrubs, very glamorous. [chuckles] 1206 00:51:49,280 --> 00:51:51,151 [Jack laughs] Cheese ravioli, 1207 00:51:51,195 --> 00:51:53,153 peas and jello. - Mm! 1208 00:51:57,070 --> 00:51:58,115 Ugh. 1209 00:51:58,593 --> 00:51:59,768 Delicious. 1210 00:51:59,812 --> 00:52:00,856 [Kathryn laughs] 1211 00:52:00,900 --> 00:52:02,771 [laughs] Thank you. - Welcome. 1212 00:52:02,815 --> 00:52:04,599 - Not as delicious as the brownies 1213 00:52:04,643 --> 00:52:06,384 she made me from scratch. 1214 00:52:06,427 --> 00:52:09,038 Beautiful, and bakes. What more do you want? 1215 00:52:09,082 --> 00:52:12,999 - Oh, Jack! [chuckles] Let me go get your meds. 1216 00:52:13,042 --> 00:52:16,263 - [exclaims] Ah, she's, uh. 1217 00:52:16,307 --> 00:52:18,135 - Beautiful, and bakes? 1218 00:52:18,178 --> 00:52:21,660 Are we, [chuckles] were you gonna tell me about this, 1219 00:52:21,703 --> 00:52:23,879 or just let me figure it out? 1220 00:52:23,923 --> 00:52:25,490 - I like her. What can I say? 1221 00:52:25,533 --> 00:52:26,752 [both chuckle] 1222 00:52:26,795 --> 00:52:27,883 - Eight years since Mom died, 1223 00:52:27,927 --> 00:52:29,363 I have never once seen you so much 1224 00:52:29,407 --> 00:52:31,365 as bat an eyelash at another woman. 1225 00:52:31,409 --> 00:52:33,933 - Mm, now you know I love your mother first, 1226 00:52:33,976 --> 00:52:35,064 more than anything. 1227 00:52:35,108 --> 00:52:36,153 - No, no. Dad, are you kidding me? 1228 00:52:36,196 --> 00:52:37,893 I'm ecstatic. I'm thrilled. 1229 00:52:37,937 --> 00:52:40,548 I don't want you to be alone, missing Mom. 1230 00:52:40,592 --> 00:52:41,723 I want you to be happy. 1231 00:52:41,767 --> 00:52:44,639 I mean, you, you deserve to be happy. 1232 00:52:44,683 --> 00:52:46,859 - Well, beautiful nurses aside, 1233 00:52:46,902 --> 00:52:48,208 you gotta get me outta here. 1234 00:52:48,252 --> 00:52:50,993 This, this stuff is gonna be the death of me. 1235 00:52:51,037 --> 00:52:53,387 [chuckles] Want a taste of it. 1236 00:52:53,431 --> 00:52:54,475 - No, I'm good. - Come on. 1237 00:52:54,519 --> 00:52:55,520 - I'm good, thank you. 1238 00:52:55,563 --> 00:52:58,392 [Jane chuckles] [Jack chuckles] 1239 00:52:58,436 --> 00:53:00,002 I'm telling you, he's smitten. [light upbeat music] 1240 00:53:00,046 --> 00:53:01,047 - [Alex] I just, I don't buy it. 1241 00:53:01,090 --> 00:53:02,527 - Well, buy it. 1242 00:53:02,570 --> 00:53:04,485 'Cause they're like a couple of hopped up 7th graders, 1243 00:53:04,529 --> 00:53:07,358 all giddy and giggling. 1244 00:53:07,401 --> 00:53:09,229 Well, it's pretty cute. 1245 00:53:09,273 --> 00:53:12,667 - Wasn't it weird though to see him with someone else? 1246 00:53:12,711 --> 00:53:13,712 - Mm. 1247 00:53:15,409 --> 00:53:16,802 No. 1248 00:53:16,845 --> 00:53:20,109 You know? I mean, Mom's been gone for eight years. 1249 00:53:20,153 --> 00:53:23,112 I think he deserves somebody like her. 1250 00:53:23,156 --> 00:53:24,505 - Well, yeah. 1251 00:53:24,549 --> 00:53:26,246 - No, no. No, no, I have an early flight. 1252 00:53:26,290 --> 00:53:27,421 - Yeah. - I can't, I can't- 1253 00:53:27,465 --> 00:53:29,945 - Yeah. No, you should just move here. 1254 00:53:29,989 --> 00:53:32,209 Everything's better when you're here. 1255 00:53:32,252 --> 00:53:35,777 - I mean, that's, that's an aggressive pour. 1256 00:53:35,821 --> 00:53:37,214 - Hm! 1257 00:53:46,310 --> 00:53:47,311 - Hey. 1258 00:53:48,616 --> 00:53:51,271 I'm headed home, I wanted to say goodnight. 1259 00:53:52,490 --> 00:53:53,839 - Sit with me. 1260 00:53:53,882 --> 00:53:55,493 - It is past your bedtime. 1261 00:53:55,536 --> 00:53:58,713 - I'm 75 years old. I don't have bedtime. 1262 00:53:58,757 --> 00:54:00,324 - [laughs] Okay. 1263 00:54:00,367 --> 00:54:01,803 - Yeah. [chuckles] 1264 00:54:03,805 --> 00:54:06,504 [both chuckling] 1265 00:54:07,505 --> 00:54:11,291 Tell me the best memory you have with Richie, 1266 00:54:12,466 --> 00:54:14,816 of all of 'em, tell me the best. 1267 00:54:14,860 --> 00:54:15,861 - Hmm. 1268 00:54:18,342 --> 00:54:20,866 When Richie's father left, 1269 00:54:21,606 --> 00:54:24,652 we, um, we were tight on money. 1270 00:54:24,696 --> 00:54:26,567 And so, for his graduation, 1271 00:54:26,611 --> 00:54:29,266 I saved up as much money as I could, 1272 00:54:29,309 --> 00:54:31,180 and took him on a trip to California. 1273 00:54:31,224 --> 00:54:33,705 - Mm! - He always wanted to go. 1274 00:54:33,748 --> 00:54:38,623 So I rented a convertible and we started in San Francisco 1275 00:54:38,666 --> 00:54:42,540 and drove all the way down the coast together. 1276 00:54:42,583 --> 00:54:44,629 It was just beautiful. [gentle music] 1277 00:54:44,672 --> 00:54:47,066 The jagged cliffs overlooking the ocean, 1278 00:54:47,109 --> 00:54:50,374 and you feel like you could just slide off the road 1279 00:54:50,417 --> 00:54:51,592 and be gone forever. 1280 00:54:51,636 --> 00:54:52,854 I mean, it was terrifying. 1281 00:54:52,898 --> 00:54:56,118 It was terrifying, but exhilarating. 1282 00:54:58,251 --> 00:55:01,298 And I remember Richie, he was driving, 1283 00:55:02,299 --> 00:55:05,954 and he had this big grin 1284 00:55:06,520 --> 00:55:07,826 on his face. 1285 00:55:08,392 --> 00:55:11,612 And I remember looking up at the sky 1286 00:55:11,656 --> 00:55:14,354 and the sun was shining down on us, 1287 00:55:14,398 --> 00:55:17,401 and for the first time, 1288 00:55:18,837 --> 00:55:22,449 I felt like everything was gonna be okay. 1289 00:55:22,493 --> 00:55:26,845 Hm, we were really, truly happy 1290 00:55:26,888 --> 00:55:28,542 in that moment. 1291 00:55:28,586 --> 00:55:29,630 - Mm. 1292 00:55:31,066 --> 00:55:32,372 Mooch over. 1293 00:55:34,983 --> 00:55:39,684 So, I get outta here in a few days. 1294 00:55:41,120 --> 00:55:45,559 And what do you say, you and I go to those cliffs? 1295 00:55:45,603 --> 00:55:49,346 We rent a convertible and we set Richie free. 1296 00:55:50,869 --> 00:55:52,218 We set you free. 1297 00:55:53,785 --> 00:55:56,918 I mean, you and I have seen enough sadness, haven't we? 1298 00:55:58,137 --> 00:56:00,095 [Jack chuckles] 1299 00:56:01,445 --> 00:56:04,361 [stone clattering] 1300 00:56:21,290 --> 00:56:22,988 - You know we're grownups now, right? 1301 00:56:23,031 --> 00:56:24,729 You could just go to the front door. 1302 00:56:24,772 --> 00:56:26,992 - With Alex guarding it? No, thank you. 1303 00:56:27,035 --> 00:56:29,124 [Jane scoffs] 1304 00:56:29,168 --> 00:56:30,735 You leave tomorrow, right? 1305 00:56:30,778 --> 00:56:33,390 [bird screeching] 1306 00:56:33,433 --> 00:56:34,869 In case another 20 years go by, 1307 00:56:34,913 --> 00:56:36,567 I had to say goodbye properly. 1308 00:56:36,610 --> 00:56:38,830 [Jane scoffs] 1309 00:56:38,873 --> 00:56:40,440 Come on! 1310 00:56:40,484 --> 00:56:43,356 - Okay. [chuckles] 1311 00:56:44,009 --> 00:56:47,099 [gentle music] 1312 00:56:47,142 --> 00:56:48,709 What, are you kidnapping me? 1313 00:56:48,753 --> 00:56:50,624 - Well, I was thinking more of a little tailgate cocktail, 1314 00:56:50,668 --> 00:56:52,452 but I'm open to the kidnapping idea. 1315 00:56:52,496 --> 00:56:53,453 [Jane laughs] 1316 00:56:53,497 --> 00:56:55,455 Sit right there. 1317 00:56:55,499 --> 00:56:57,152 - Oh, what's this? 1318 00:56:57,196 --> 00:56:58,153 - Mm-hmm. 1319 00:56:58,197 --> 00:57:01,635 [cork squeaks and pops] 1320 00:57:01,679 --> 00:57:06,248 She was a girl who stole my heart at 15. 1321 00:57:07,162 --> 00:57:09,077 More beautiful now than ever. 1322 00:57:09,121 --> 00:57:11,340 - Oh, please, it's like a load of bullshit, 1323 00:57:11,384 --> 00:57:13,647 but I will toast to it anyway. 1324 00:57:13,691 --> 00:57:15,693 - I'm not, I'm not finished yet. Okay? 1325 00:57:15,736 --> 00:57:20,306 Um, I've realized something. Okay? 1326 00:57:24,571 --> 00:57:26,094 I've realized 1327 00:57:27,052 --> 00:57:31,099 that you've had my heart all this time. 1328 00:57:31,143 --> 00:57:34,929 That, that I've lived my life and you live yours, 1329 00:57:34,973 --> 00:57:38,193 but I- I've, I've never, 1330 00:57:38,237 --> 00:57:41,414 I, Janie, I can't stop thinking about you. 1331 00:57:41,458 --> 00:57:43,372 I- I- I can't, I can't sleep at night. 1332 00:57:43,416 --> 00:57:45,157 I've pushed my flight back four times, 1333 00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:47,812 because I don't wanna go back 1334 00:57:48,639 --> 00:57:50,641 when I know you're here. 1335 00:57:52,381 --> 00:57:54,514 And I feel, I feel my heart skip a beat, 1336 00:57:54,558 --> 00:57:55,515 and I don't think we're old enough 1337 00:57:55,559 --> 00:57:57,169 to not ever feel that way again. 1338 00:57:57,212 --> 00:58:01,042 And look, I know that maybe you don't feel the same, 1339 00:58:01,086 --> 00:58:04,263 but I can see that, that you're happy around me. 1340 00:58:04,306 --> 00:58:05,438 That like, we're still us, 1341 00:58:05,482 --> 00:58:06,918 even though 20 years has flown by. 1342 00:58:06,961 --> 00:58:08,659 I mean, you know, the way you dance at Lyle's, 1343 00:58:08,702 --> 00:58:10,791 and sneak outta your sister's house, 1344 00:58:10,835 --> 00:58:13,533 I see you're happier and lighter. 1345 00:58:13,577 --> 00:58:15,709 - But we were 17- - I know. 1346 00:58:17,102 --> 00:58:18,407 And I don't know if you've thought about me, 1347 00:58:18,451 --> 00:58:20,888 but I have not stopped thinking about you. 1348 00:58:23,456 --> 00:58:25,937 - Harrison, we are- - Oh, I know, I know, I know. 1349 00:58:25,980 --> 00:58:27,547 I get it. I get it all, trust me. 1350 00:58:27,591 --> 00:58:30,724 But Janie, I can't shake this feeling. 1351 00:58:32,117 --> 00:58:33,422 We had magic 1352 00:58:35,990 --> 00:58:38,471 that we let slip through our fingers. 1353 00:58:40,995 --> 00:58:44,564 I have tried to tell myself otherwise, but I don't know, 1354 00:58:44,608 --> 00:58:46,914 from where I'm standing now, 1355 00:58:47,959 --> 00:58:49,047 I think I was absolutely crazy 1356 00:58:49,090 --> 00:58:51,745 to ever take one step away from you. 1357 00:58:51,789 --> 00:58:53,486 - Harrison, I don't, 1358 00:58:54,966 --> 00:58:56,750 I don't know if I understand exactly 1359 00:58:56,794 --> 00:58:57,751 what you're even saying- 1360 00:58:57,795 --> 00:59:00,275 - I'm saying I made a mistake. 1361 00:59:01,189 --> 00:59:02,756 It should have been you. 1362 00:59:02,800 --> 00:59:05,367 It should have been us all along. 1363 00:59:06,325 --> 00:59:09,328 [soft gentle music] 1364 00:59:10,590 --> 00:59:13,245 [phone chiming] 1365 00:59:20,992 --> 00:59:22,776 - Yeah? - [Alex] Where are you? 1366 00:59:22,820 --> 00:59:24,473 I'm standing in your room and you're not in it. 1367 00:59:24,517 --> 00:59:26,475 - Alex! Alex, calm down. - [Alex] It's Dad. 1368 00:59:26,519 --> 00:59:27,738 He collapsed in the hospital. 1369 00:59:27,781 --> 00:59:31,611 They don't know why. We gotta go right now. 1370 00:59:31,655 --> 00:59:33,178 If you wanted to get out of staying with me, 1371 00:59:33,221 --> 00:59:35,310 you didn't have to be so dramatic. 1372 00:59:35,354 --> 00:59:38,705 - [chuckles] I thought you were leaving this morning? 1373 00:59:38,749 --> 00:59:41,186 Don't stay because of me. I am fine! 1374 00:59:41,229 --> 00:59:42,796 - I'm just gonna stay another day or two. 1375 00:59:42,840 --> 00:59:44,624 Cal's gonna bring the kids. They wanna see you. 1376 00:59:44,668 --> 00:59:47,322 - Oh, you think I'm dying? 1377 00:59:47,366 --> 00:59:48,976 - Nobody thinks you're dying, Dad, 1378 00:59:49,020 --> 00:59:50,456 I, if I'm gonna stay another day or two, 1379 00:59:50,499 --> 00:59:51,762 I wanna see the kids. 1380 00:59:51,805 --> 00:59:53,459 - And Cal? Maybe Cal too? 1381 00:59:53,502 --> 00:59:55,069 - And Cal. 1382 00:59:55,113 --> 00:59:57,942 - Yeah, Mac and I can throw the ball around a little bit. 1383 00:59:57,985 --> 01:00:00,988 Yeah. [Cici sobbing] 1384 01:00:02,120 --> 01:00:04,688 - Okay. Okay, Cici, can you pull it together? 1385 01:00:04,731 --> 01:00:06,037 He's gonna be fine! 1386 01:00:06,080 --> 01:00:08,648 - You heard the doctor! He might not be fine. 1387 01:00:08,692 --> 01:00:10,998 - Okay. Can we talk about this later? 1388 01:00:11,042 --> 01:00:13,610 - No! I'm allowed to feel my feelings. 1389 01:00:13,653 --> 01:00:14,741 - Dammit, Cici. - This is a time 1390 01:00:14,785 --> 01:00:16,656 to be open and honest with each other. 1391 01:00:16,700 --> 01:00:18,136 - Okay, but- - Pull it together. 1392 01:00:18,179 --> 01:00:19,485 What's wrong with you? - Okay, just go easy 1393 01:00:19,528 --> 01:00:21,356 on her, Alex. - Oh, 1394 01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:22,575 the adulterous has spoken. 1395 01:00:22,619 --> 01:00:23,576 Yeah, let's all go easy on the crazy one. 1396 01:00:23,620 --> 01:00:24,621 - I'm not crazy! 1397 01:00:24,664 --> 01:00:26,013 - Shut it, Alex. 1398 01:00:26,057 --> 01:00:27,188 - [Alex] You know what? No. 1399 01:00:27,232 --> 01:00:28,929 You guys want openness and honesty? 1400 01:00:28,973 --> 01:00:31,976 I couldn't find Jane when the hospital called, 1401 01:00:32,019 --> 01:00:34,326 because Jane had snuck out my window 1402 01:00:34,369 --> 01:00:36,458 to go continue her little tryst with Harrison, 1403 01:00:36,502 --> 01:00:38,373 who I'm, I'm pretty sure she's seen more 1404 01:00:38,417 --> 01:00:40,114 than Dad since she's been home. 1405 01:00:40,158 --> 01:00:41,725 - You know what, I'm getting a little sick 1406 01:00:41,768 --> 01:00:44,075 of this big-sister-is-watching bullshit! 1407 01:00:44,118 --> 01:00:45,337 [Cici sobbing] - [Alex] Oh my God! 1408 01:00:45,380 --> 01:00:46,773 And you, would you pull it together? 1409 01:00:46,817 --> 01:00:49,210 He's not dying! At least not today! 1410 01:00:49,254 --> 01:00:50,211 What is wrong with you? 1411 01:00:50,255 --> 01:00:51,473 - I'm emotional. 1412 01:00:51,517 --> 01:00:52,953 - Big news flash. We all know that! 1413 01:00:52,997 --> 01:00:54,694 - I'm pregnant. Okay? 1414 01:00:55,608 --> 01:00:57,131 - [Jane] Oh my God. 1415 01:00:58,916 --> 01:01:00,395 - You're pregnant? 1416 01:01:00,439 --> 01:01:02,397 With who? Nanook of the North? 1417 01:01:02,441 --> 01:01:03,398 - Oh! 1418 01:01:03,442 --> 01:01:04,661 - You start sleeping 1419 01:01:04,704 --> 01:01:06,837 with unemployed Renaissance Festival loser 1420 01:01:06,880 --> 01:01:09,709 and you're, you're pregnant? 1421 01:01:09,753 --> 01:01:10,754 - She tells you she's pregnant 1422 01:01:10,797 --> 01:01:12,233 and that's what you say to her? 1423 01:01:12,277 --> 01:01:13,452 - [Alex] You know what, you know, no, 1424 01:01:13,495 --> 01:01:14,583 this makes sense, this makes sense. 1425 01:01:14,627 --> 01:01:16,281 'Cause neither of you has a job, 1426 01:01:16,324 --> 01:01:18,022 except for playing dress-up with all the other losers, 1427 01:01:18,065 --> 01:01:19,545 so why not? 1428 01:01:19,588 --> 01:01:22,243 Why not just have sex all day with the fucking weirdos? 1429 01:01:22,287 --> 01:01:24,071 Do you even know which one it is? 1430 01:01:24,115 --> 01:01:25,246 - The thing that you're doing right now? 1431 01:01:25,290 --> 01:01:26,639 This is what you do to everyone. 1432 01:01:26,683 --> 01:01:29,163 You drive everyone away with your nasty sarcasm 1433 01:01:29,207 --> 01:01:31,600 until once again, you're all alone. 1434 01:01:31,644 --> 01:01:35,909 - Wow. Wow, little Cici throwing out the big-girl insults. 1435 01:01:35,953 --> 01:01:38,129 Well, guess what? You win. 1436 01:01:39,565 --> 01:01:42,394 'Cause Lennie wants to leave me, so. 1437 01:01:42,437 --> 01:01:43,700 Does that make you happy? 1438 01:01:43,743 --> 01:01:44,962 - Well, why wouldn't he? 1439 01:01:45,005 --> 01:01:47,181 - Fuck you. - No, fuck you. 1440 01:01:48,052 --> 01:01:50,141 - And fuck you for messing with the one thing 1441 01:01:50,184 --> 01:01:52,317 any of us has going! 1442 01:01:52,360 --> 01:01:54,275 [footsteps tapping] 1443 01:01:54,319 --> 01:01:56,234 [Jane sighs] 1444 01:01:59,803 --> 01:02:01,500 - Really? - Oh, yeah. 1445 01:02:02,806 --> 01:02:04,851 [Jane groans] 1446 01:02:04,895 --> 01:02:06,548 - Cici! Alex! 1447 01:02:06,810 --> 01:02:08,202 [gentle upbeat music] 1448 01:02:08,246 --> 01:02:11,292 ♪ When my eyes open 1449 01:02:11,336 --> 01:02:13,120 ♪ Awash in light 1450 01:02:13,164 --> 01:02:18,169 ♪ From another morning alive 1451 01:02:21,346 --> 01:02:24,610 ♪ I wanna hear you laugh 1452 01:02:24,653 --> 01:02:27,831 ♪ I wanna hear you cry 1453 01:02:27,874 --> 01:02:31,095 ♪ Just wanna hear you use your lungs ♪ 1454 01:02:31,138 --> 01:02:32,879 [Jane sighs] 1455 01:02:34,794 --> 01:02:38,493 ♪ Call it God, call it happenstance ♪ 1456 01:02:38,537 --> 01:02:41,018 ♪ A second chance 1457 01:02:41,061 --> 01:02:44,499 ♪ But I can't lose you 1458 01:02:44,543 --> 01:02:46,501 ♪ I can't lose you 1459 01:02:46,545 --> 01:02:47,807 [phone chiming] 1460 01:02:47,851 --> 01:02:50,984 ♪ I can't lose you again 1461 01:02:51,028 --> 01:02:53,726 [gentle upbeat music continues] 1462 01:02:53,770 --> 01:02:55,815 ♪ Oh bless 1463 01:02:55,859 --> 01:02:59,384 - [Girl] I like your necklace. ♪ These heavy arms 1464 01:03:01,081 --> 01:03:02,430 - Thanks. 1465 01:03:02,474 --> 01:03:07,131 ♪ For they must lift this heart ♪ 1466 01:03:07,174 --> 01:03:10,395 [vocalist humming] 1467 01:03:10,438 --> 01:03:11,744 - You okay? 1468 01:03:16,488 --> 01:03:17,706 - I will be. 1469 01:03:17,750 --> 01:03:20,840 [gentle upbeat music] 1470 01:03:20,884 --> 01:03:24,191 ♪ When I close my eyes 1471 01:03:24,235 --> 01:03:27,499 ♪ I can see your life 1472 01:03:27,542 --> 01:03:31,155 ♪ Tiny ember set ablaze 1473 01:03:34,245 --> 01:03:36,203 ♪ You're still laughing 1474 01:03:36,247 --> 01:03:40,599 ♪ And you're still crying... [music fades] 1475 01:03:40,642 --> 01:03:42,427 - What are you still doing here? 1476 01:03:42,470 --> 01:03:46,997 - Um, I wanted to see you by myself. 1477 01:03:47,475 --> 01:03:48,650 - Ah! 1478 01:03:48,694 --> 01:03:50,478 [Jane sighs] 1479 01:03:51,566 --> 01:03:52,741 - How you feeling? 1480 01:03:52,785 --> 01:03:53,830 - Uh! 1481 01:03:55,353 --> 01:03:57,050 Everything okay with your sisters? 1482 01:03:57,094 --> 01:03:59,879 - Yeah. Same drama, different decade. 1483 01:03:59,923 --> 01:04:01,794 [both chuckle] 1484 01:04:02,621 --> 01:04:03,840 - And you? 1485 01:04:05,232 --> 01:04:06,451 [Jane sighs] 1486 01:04:06,494 --> 01:04:08,801 Hmm. Harrison, huh? 1487 01:04:09,367 --> 01:04:10,585 - Yeah. 1488 01:04:15,155 --> 01:04:18,028 I mean, I love Cal, you know I do. 1489 01:04:18,071 --> 01:04:20,595 And I love my kids more than anything. 1490 01:04:21,858 --> 01:04:23,468 But it's hard, 1491 01:04:23,511 --> 01:04:28,081 life and worrying about money and work. 1492 01:04:28,125 --> 01:04:30,518 And I feel tired. 1493 01:04:31,955 --> 01:04:33,870 Then I come back here and see Harrison 1494 01:04:33,913 --> 01:04:36,176 after all these years, and he said to me, 1495 01:04:36,220 --> 01:04:40,050 I- I seem lighter, and I do. [chuckles] 1496 01:04:40,093 --> 01:04:41,834 I feel young and pretty, 1497 01:04:41,878 --> 01:04:44,576 and like I have so much ahead of me, 1498 01:04:44,619 --> 01:04:48,623 and I guess I just haven't felt that way in a long time. 1499 01:04:50,799 --> 01:04:53,628 I mean, that sounds stupid, but it's true. 1500 01:04:53,672 --> 01:04:55,630 - Doesn't sound stupid. 1501 01:04:57,458 --> 01:05:00,766 Did I ever tell you about the girl I met in Zurich? 1502 01:05:00,809 --> 01:05:02,333 - There was a girl in Zurich? 1503 01:05:02,376 --> 01:05:05,336 - There was. Before your mother, of course. 1504 01:05:05,379 --> 01:05:07,468 I guess I was about 23. 1505 01:05:07,512 --> 01:05:10,036 I was on the train, minding my own business, 1506 01:05:10,080 --> 01:05:11,995 when this girl came on. 1507 01:05:12,865 --> 01:05:14,823 And this was, hands down, 1508 01:05:14,867 --> 01:05:17,522 the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen. 1509 01:05:17,565 --> 01:05:20,133 I couldn't take my eyes off her, 1510 01:05:20,177 --> 01:05:23,397 but of course I- I had no courage to say anything to her. 1511 01:05:23,441 --> 01:05:25,965 And then maybe, uh, three hours went by 1512 01:05:26,009 --> 01:05:28,576 and I looked at her, and sure enough, 1513 01:05:28,620 --> 01:05:30,491 she was looking at me. 1514 01:05:30,535 --> 01:05:35,148 She smiled, said hello, and we talked, 1515 01:05:36,280 --> 01:05:38,064 and it was magical. 1516 01:05:39,022 --> 01:05:41,154 And then the train slowed down in this little town 1517 01:05:41,198 --> 01:05:44,941 outside of Zurich, and she stood up. 1518 01:05:47,117 --> 01:05:48,857 It was her stop. 1519 01:05:48,901 --> 01:05:52,557 I wanted to go with her, but I was paralyzed. 1520 01:05:52,600 --> 01:05:56,213 She got off, and just as the train was pulling away, 1521 01:05:56,256 --> 01:06:00,869 she turned back and stared at me, smiling. 1522 01:06:01,218 --> 01:06:03,742 And all of a sudden I realized this could be it. 1523 01:06:03,785 --> 01:06:05,004 This was my chance. 1524 01:06:05,048 --> 01:06:07,267 So I, so I- I ran to try to get off the train, 1525 01:06:07,311 --> 01:06:09,226 but I, it was too late. 1526 01:06:10,183 --> 01:06:13,491 So I- I got off at the next town, I went right back, 1527 01:06:13,534 --> 01:06:14,971 but she was gone. 1528 01:06:15,928 --> 01:06:18,670 And I waited for hours and hours. 1529 01:06:18,713 --> 01:06:20,367 Never saw her again. 1530 01:06:21,586 --> 01:06:23,457 - That is so depressing. 1531 01:06:24,371 --> 01:06:27,070 - Wasn't depressing, my love, 1532 01:06:27,113 --> 01:06:29,028 because I met your mother, 1533 01:06:29,072 --> 01:06:33,163 [chuckles] and I fell madly in love with her. 1534 01:06:33,206 --> 01:06:35,469 But whenever your mother and I would have fights, 1535 01:06:35,513 --> 01:06:36,905 when we really had it out, 1536 01:06:36,949 --> 01:06:38,255 and I'd think to myself, 1537 01:06:38,298 --> 01:06:42,128 "I would've been so much better with her." 1538 01:06:42,172 --> 01:06:45,044 But that's because it wasn't real. 1539 01:06:45,088 --> 01:06:47,307 [gentle poignant music] 1540 01:06:47,351 --> 01:06:52,269 What your mother and I had, mm, it was real. 1541 01:06:55,141 --> 01:07:00,233 And it came with, with fights and bruises, [chuckles] 1542 01:07:00,277 --> 01:07:04,411 crying babies, teenagers slamming doors, 1543 01:07:04,455 --> 01:07:06,326 but it was real. 1544 01:07:08,241 --> 01:07:09,851 And it was perfect. 1545 01:07:11,288 --> 01:07:12,332 Hm. 1546 01:07:12,593 --> 01:07:15,248 [gentle poignant music] 1547 01:07:15,944 --> 01:07:17,772 I think everybody has that person, 1548 01:07:17,816 --> 01:07:18,991 that one that they, 1549 01:07:19,035 --> 01:07:21,428 they still wonder about, 1550 01:07:21,472 --> 01:07:24,649 that lives unblemished by our reality. 1551 01:07:25,824 --> 01:07:28,740 But they're a mirage, sweetie. 1552 01:07:28,783 --> 01:07:32,048 Yeah, there was this beautiful painting 1553 01:07:33,179 --> 01:07:37,923 of a girl in Zurich that hung in the recesses of my mind. 1554 01:07:40,012 --> 01:07:41,013 And then, 1555 01:07:42,580 --> 01:07:44,582 there was your mother, 1556 01:07:45,322 --> 01:07:48,368 that I hugged and, and loved, 1557 01:07:50,153 --> 01:07:53,678 listened to her belly laughs. [chuckles] 1558 01:07:53,721 --> 01:07:57,116 [gentle poignant music] 1559 01:07:57,160 --> 01:07:58,248 Don't, 1560 01:08:00,554 --> 01:08:04,341 don't trade a, a faded portrait for real love. 1561 01:08:06,517 --> 01:08:07,779 No, you. 1562 01:08:11,304 --> 01:08:13,654 [sighs] No. 1563 01:08:14,786 --> 01:08:16,570 [chuckles] Yeah. 1564 01:08:18,746 --> 01:08:20,922 Uh, what do you got? Oh. 1565 01:08:23,534 --> 01:08:25,013 - Uno! - Oh! 1566 01:08:26,145 --> 01:08:29,322 Huh, I used to be unbeatable at Uno! 1567 01:08:29,366 --> 01:08:30,671 I've lost my touch. 1568 01:08:30,715 --> 01:08:32,673 - [Nurse] Good morning, I'm so sorry, Mr. Kelly, 1569 01:08:32,717 --> 01:08:34,022 but we have to get you to your appointment 1570 01:08:34,066 --> 01:08:35,502 with Dr. Grayson pretty soon here. 1571 01:08:35,546 --> 01:08:36,677 - That's fine. - [Jane] Okay. 1572 01:08:36,721 --> 01:08:38,114 Hey, kiddos, let's go find Daddy. 1573 01:08:38,157 --> 01:08:41,160 He went and got you some food at the cafeteria, okay? 1574 01:08:43,467 --> 01:08:44,424 Okay. 1575 01:08:44,468 --> 01:08:45,817 - Yeah. - I love you, Papa. 1576 01:08:45,860 --> 01:08:48,167 - Yeah. I love you. 1577 01:08:48,211 --> 01:08:51,214 [soft gentle poignant music] 1578 01:08:55,740 --> 01:08:57,350 [Jane sighs] 1579 01:08:57,394 --> 01:08:59,570 [gentle poignant music] 1580 01:08:59,613 --> 01:09:02,486 [Jane chuckles] 1581 01:09:02,529 --> 01:09:05,706 [Mac and Lily yelling] 1582 01:09:05,750 --> 01:09:06,664 - Tonight? 1583 01:09:06,707 --> 01:09:08,187 - Yep, she called to lecture me, 1584 01:09:08,231 --> 01:09:11,059 said I had to be nice 'cause he might come in wardrobe. 1585 01:09:11,103 --> 01:09:12,757 - Like royal attire? 1586 01:09:12,800 --> 01:09:14,150 - I don't know. 1587 01:09:14,193 --> 01:09:16,891 That baby's gonna be born into such weirdness. 1588 01:09:16,935 --> 01:09:19,372 - Anybody want a beer? Janie? 1589 01:09:19,416 --> 01:09:23,420 - No, Janie's off the beer. Strictly bourbon these days. 1590 01:09:23,463 --> 01:09:25,813 - I'd love a beer. Thanks. 1591 01:09:25,857 --> 01:09:28,381 - [sighs] Strictly bourbon, huh? 1592 01:09:28,425 --> 01:09:29,817 - She's been just reliving her glory days 1593 01:09:29,861 --> 01:09:31,036 since she's been here. - Okay. 1594 01:09:31,079 --> 01:09:33,691 - A little stroll down memory lane. 1595 01:09:33,734 --> 01:09:35,519 - They're gonna love you. 1596 01:09:36,302 --> 01:09:40,263 - Heaven on Earth, I've won by wooing thee. 1597 01:09:40,306 --> 01:09:44,049 - What? Maybe let's tone it down just for my sisters, okay? 1598 01:09:44,092 --> 01:09:47,400 Maybe talk about baseball or something? 1599 01:09:47,444 --> 01:09:51,970 - I do not wish any companion in this world, but thee. 1600 01:09:52,797 --> 01:09:54,233 - Current events? 1601 01:09:54,277 --> 01:09:58,237 - Be what I love, with thee live my life. 1602 01:09:58,281 --> 01:10:00,457 - Okay, we're gonna talk about the weather. 1603 01:10:00,500 --> 01:10:02,981 Kinda like, "Lovely weather we're having. 1604 01:10:03,024 --> 01:10:05,026 Oh, look, it's sunny out." 1605 01:10:05,070 --> 01:10:07,681 - Okay, I don't know, is that wardrobe? What's wardrobe? 1606 01:10:07,725 --> 01:10:09,161 - [Jane] I don't know. - [Alex] That's a tall boot. 1607 01:10:09,205 --> 01:10:11,424 - [Jane] Okay, yeah, it is. 1608 01:10:12,817 --> 01:10:14,949 - Hey, guys. This is... 1609 01:10:15,863 --> 01:10:18,083 - Dan. You can just call me Dan. 1610 01:10:18,126 --> 01:10:22,130 - Okay. These are my sisters, Janie and Alex. 1611 01:10:22,174 --> 01:10:25,308 Janie's husband, Cal, and their kids, Lily and Mac. 1612 01:10:25,351 --> 01:10:26,613 - [Alex] All right, I'm gonna make a toast. 1613 01:10:26,657 --> 01:10:28,180 - Okay, Alex, maybe we let Dan get settled- 1614 01:10:28,224 --> 01:10:29,616 - No, no, no! 1615 01:10:29,660 --> 01:10:32,010 Come on. Don't drink that though, 'cause, you know. 1616 01:10:32,053 --> 01:10:35,796 Okay, Cici, yesterday you told us some pretty big news, 1617 01:10:35,840 --> 01:10:39,017 and I did not react in a way that I am proud of. 1618 01:10:39,060 --> 01:10:42,194 You brought Dan here to meet us and we welcome him. 1619 01:10:42,238 --> 01:10:46,024 As strange as you two may be, you're having a baby, 1620 01:10:46,067 --> 01:10:50,637 and that is a miraculous wonder to be celebrated. 1621 01:10:50,681 --> 01:10:53,553 Dan, we don't know you, but hopefully you're somewhat normal 1622 01:10:53,597 --> 01:10:55,555 and have a, a real job aside 1623 01:10:55,599 --> 01:10:58,471 from this little dress-up hobby that you play around in. 1624 01:10:58,515 --> 01:11:00,865 Yeah? Okay, to Cici and Dan. 1625 01:11:00,908 --> 01:11:02,997 - That's about as nice as she gets, so enjoy. 1626 01:11:03,041 --> 01:11:03,911 - I'll drink to that. 1627 01:11:03,955 --> 01:11:05,348 - Salud. - Salud. 1628 01:11:05,391 --> 01:11:06,914 - [Alex] You can just lick the salt around the edge. 1629 01:11:06,958 --> 01:11:08,176 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1630 01:11:08,220 --> 01:11:09,439 [Mac laughs] 1631 01:11:09,482 --> 01:11:11,745 - Come on! Get the ball, it's gonna fall. 1632 01:11:11,789 --> 01:11:13,312 Alex, would you happen to have a soccer net? 1633 01:11:13,356 --> 01:11:15,183 - [Alex] Uh-oh. Um, I don't know. 1634 01:11:15,227 --> 01:11:17,969 Lennie's got a bunch of crap down in whatever that thing is. 1635 01:11:18,012 --> 01:11:20,363 - Okay, I'll go look. - Okay. 1636 01:11:21,364 --> 01:11:25,063 [phone chiming and buzzing] 1637 01:11:26,282 --> 01:11:27,283 - Hello? 1638 01:11:32,462 --> 01:11:35,552 [soft somber music] 1639 01:11:51,176 --> 01:11:54,266 [somber music continues] 1640 01:12:09,325 --> 01:12:12,719 [somber music continues] 1641 01:12:39,311 --> 01:12:42,749 [somber music continues] 1642 01:13:02,856 --> 01:13:04,597 [car door thuds] 1643 01:13:06,382 --> 01:13:09,776 [somber music continues] 1644 01:13:43,027 --> 01:13:46,117 [Jane sighs] [slow soft somber music] 1645 01:14:00,871 --> 01:14:04,440 - [Jack] "When you are old and gray 1646 01:14:04,788 --> 01:14:07,530 and full of sleep, 1647 01:14:08,922 --> 01:14:13,318 and nodding by the fire, take down this book, 1648 01:14:14,058 --> 01:14:18,454 and slowly read, and dream of the soft look 1649 01:14:19,193 --> 01:14:24,242 your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep. 1650 01:14:25,243 --> 01:14:28,159 How many loved your moments of glad grace, 1651 01:14:28,202 --> 01:14:31,423 and loved your beauty with love, 1652 01:14:31,467 --> 01:14:33,033 false or true. 1653 01:14:35,209 --> 01:14:39,126 But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you, 1654 01:14:40,258 --> 01:14:43,914 and loved the sorrows of your changing face. 1655 01:14:44,610 --> 01:14:48,309 And, bending down beside the glowing bars, 1656 01:14:49,615 --> 01:14:54,315 murmur, a little sadly, how love fled 1657 01:14:54,359 --> 01:14:57,754 and paced upon the mountains overhead, 1658 01:14:57,797 --> 01:15:03,368 and hid his face amid a crowd of stars." 1659 01:15:03,411 --> 01:15:06,327 [Jane sighs] [somber music] 1660 01:15:29,699 --> 01:15:31,309 [book thuds] 1661 01:15:31,352 --> 01:15:34,268 [Jane sobs] [somber music continues] 1662 01:15:41,232 --> 01:15:44,235 [soft somber music] 1663 01:16:02,166 --> 01:16:03,515 - There you are. 1664 01:16:06,344 --> 01:16:08,041 Been looking for you. 1665 01:16:11,131 --> 01:16:13,394 What are you doing in here? 1666 01:16:21,838 --> 01:16:24,188 [Cal sighs] 1667 01:16:28,932 --> 01:16:30,237 - You know those car washes? 1668 01:16:30,281 --> 01:16:33,414 The, uh, the kind you drive your car into 1669 01:16:33,458 --> 01:16:34,894 and then it just pulls you through 1670 01:16:34,938 --> 01:16:38,071 with all the crazy brushes and everything? 1671 01:16:38,115 --> 01:16:39,203 - [Cal] Yeah. 1672 01:16:40,857 --> 01:16:43,642 - The weirdest thing keeps happening to me. 1673 01:16:43,686 --> 01:16:45,035 The last three times 1674 01:16:45,078 --> 01:16:48,125 I've gone through one of those, I've cried. 1675 01:16:48,168 --> 01:16:52,651 [scoffs] Like, real tears streaming down my face. 1676 01:16:52,695 --> 01:16:54,522 You know I'm not even a crier, 1677 01:16:54,566 --> 01:16:57,917 and so what the hell am I doing, 1678 01:16:57,961 --> 01:16:59,702 crying in a car wash? 1679 01:17:01,268 --> 01:17:04,184 It occurred to me the last time, 1680 01:17:04,228 --> 01:17:06,665 as I was sitting there, 1681 01:17:06,709 --> 01:17:10,495 not driving, just being pulled through, 1682 01:17:12,497 --> 01:17:14,412 that that's how I feel. 1683 01:17:16,762 --> 01:17:21,462 Like we're moving, but nobody's driving the car anymore. 1684 01:17:24,117 --> 01:17:26,032 Being here and getting away from it all 1685 01:17:26,076 --> 01:17:29,209 I think I just realized, 1686 01:17:30,210 --> 01:17:33,431 we're getting older, the days come and go, 1687 01:17:33,474 --> 01:17:37,043 but we're not moving forward, we're stuck, 1688 01:17:37,087 --> 01:17:40,394 just being pulled along by time, 1689 01:17:40,438 --> 01:17:45,138 and I don't wanna just be pulled along anymore. 1690 01:17:50,578 --> 01:17:52,232 - I've let you down. 1691 01:17:54,234 --> 01:17:55,148 - No, it's not- 1692 01:17:55,192 --> 01:17:57,716 - Yeah, I've let you down. 1693 01:17:57,760 --> 01:18:00,153 [Jane sighs] 1694 01:18:01,328 --> 01:18:04,854 You know, when we met, we were young, 1695 01:18:06,072 --> 01:18:08,335 ready to conquer the world. 1696 01:18:09,380 --> 01:18:12,992 Had our sights set on some pretty big dreams. 1697 01:18:16,039 --> 01:18:19,303 - I feel so far away from those people. 1698 01:18:22,262 --> 01:18:24,612 - You feel far away from me? 1699 01:18:26,832 --> 01:18:30,314 [soft slow somber music] 1700 01:18:35,885 --> 01:18:38,496 [somber music] 1701 01:18:39,802 --> 01:18:43,762 - [Priest] "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. 1702 01:18:43,806 --> 01:18:47,070 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures. 1703 01:18:47,113 --> 01:18:50,290 He leadeth me beside the still waters. 1704 01:18:50,334 --> 01:18:52,075 He restoreth my soul. 1705 01:18:53,554 --> 01:18:55,818 He guideth me along the paths of righteousness 1706 01:18:55,861 --> 01:18:58,298 for his name's sake. 1707 01:18:58,342 --> 01:19:00,692 Yea, though I walk through the valley 1708 01:19:00,736 --> 01:19:04,740 of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil, 1709 01:19:04,783 --> 01:19:08,787 for thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff, 1710 01:19:08,831 --> 01:19:10,267 they comfort me. 1711 01:19:10,310 --> 01:19:13,139 Thou preparest a table before me 1712 01:19:13,183 --> 01:19:15,663 in the presence of mine enemies. 1713 01:19:15,707 --> 01:19:20,320 Thou anointest my head with oil, my cup runneth over." 1714 01:19:20,364 --> 01:19:25,325 [guests chattering] [soft gentle bright music] 1715 01:19:26,544 --> 01:19:28,067 - [Cici] There's something for everybody. 1716 01:19:28,111 --> 01:19:31,505 And there's like Lusty Lassie's Night and Pirate Night, 1717 01:19:31,549 --> 01:19:33,420 but that's not really for the kids. 1718 01:19:33,464 --> 01:19:37,033 What it really is is like a celebration of the 16th century. 1719 01:19:37,076 --> 01:19:40,993 [gentle bright music] [guests chattering] 1720 01:19:41,037 --> 01:19:42,995 - [Woman] Yeah, yeah. So. 1721 01:19:43,039 --> 01:19:44,170 - Refill? 1722 01:19:45,476 --> 01:19:47,739 - Sure, why not? 1723 01:19:49,393 --> 01:19:50,786 Hey, who is that? 1724 01:19:53,092 --> 01:19:55,181 - That's Harrison. 1725 01:19:55,225 --> 01:19:57,705 - Oh. That's Harrison. 1726 01:19:58,881 --> 01:20:00,970 So how long has he been back? 1727 01:20:01,013 --> 01:20:02,536 - Hm, 1728 01:20:03,581 --> 01:20:05,017 long enough. 1729 01:20:05,061 --> 01:20:09,587 [soft gentle bright music] [footsteps tapping] 1730 01:20:11,981 --> 01:20:13,634 - [Harrison] You must be Cal? 1731 01:20:15,027 --> 01:20:16,507 Harrison Whitaker. 1732 01:20:16,550 --> 01:20:17,595 So glad we could finally meet, 1733 01:20:17,638 --> 01:20:18,988 I've heard great things about you. 1734 01:20:19,031 --> 01:20:21,729 - Oh, you heard a lot of great things about me, huh? 1735 01:20:21,773 --> 01:20:22,861 Now was that before or after 1736 01:20:22,905 --> 01:20:25,603 you tried to sleep with my wife? 1737 01:20:26,734 --> 01:20:28,301 - That's, uh, not fair. 1738 01:20:28,345 --> 01:20:31,304 - Wh- what's not fair? Huh? 1739 01:20:31,348 --> 01:20:32,915 The fact that I'm in LA with my kids 1740 01:20:32,958 --> 01:20:37,049 while you two play out some star-crossed lover of bullshit? 1741 01:20:37,093 --> 01:20:39,095 What are you doing here anyway, huh? 1742 01:20:39,138 --> 01:20:41,445 Trying to see what kind of post-funeral action you can get 1743 01:20:41,488 --> 01:20:43,012 while she's most vulnerable? 1744 01:20:43,055 --> 01:20:46,102 - Listen, you don't know the first thing about me or us. 1745 01:20:46,145 --> 01:20:47,233 - Us? 1746 01:20:48,626 --> 01:20:52,456 What, us, like, like, like you and Janie, huh? 1747 01:20:52,499 --> 01:20:55,198 - Hey, Cal, Lily's looking for you. 1748 01:20:55,981 --> 01:20:57,940 - [claps hands] Perfect timing. 1749 01:20:58,592 --> 01:21:00,725 There's not much more to say here. 1750 01:21:02,031 --> 01:21:05,469 [footsteps tapping] [soft gentle bright music] 1751 01:21:05,512 --> 01:21:07,514 - Oh, Cal! Cal, I wanted you to meet... 1752 01:21:07,558 --> 01:21:08,994 This is my dad's neighbor, Benny. 1753 01:21:09,038 --> 01:21:11,040 Uh, Benny, this is Cal, my husband. 1754 01:21:11,083 --> 01:21:12,389 - Yeah, well, how'd the two of you meet, 1755 01:21:12,432 --> 01:21:14,826 and what do you do in Los Angeles, Cal? 1756 01:21:14,870 --> 01:21:17,785 - Uh, we met, uh. [laughs] 1757 01:21:17,829 --> 01:21:20,440 I think Janie was having a very vulnerable moment 1758 01:21:20,484 --> 01:21:22,921 and I, uh, swooped in. 1759 01:21:22,965 --> 01:21:26,098 Something she may regret now. 1760 01:21:26,142 --> 01:21:30,276 Oh, and I'm a writer, Benny, not a very good one at that. 1761 01:21:30,320 --> 01:21:32,322 Nice to meet you. 1762 01:21:32,365 --> 01:21:36,456 [soft gentle bright music] [footsteps tapping] 1763 01:21:36,979 --> 01:21:38,023 - Uh. 1764 01:21:42,636 --> 01:21:43,768 What was that about? 1765 01:21:43,811 --> 01:21:45,335 - [Cal] Why don't you start? 1766 01:21:45,378 --> 01:21:47,511 You tell me what's going on and I'll fill you in. 1767 01:21:47,554 --> 01:21:48,904 - What does that mean? 1768 01:21:48,947 --> 01:21:51,036 - I'm, I'm standing at your father's funeral 1769 01:21:51,080 --> 01:21:54,692 and I feel like I'm watching a bad romance novel unfold. 1770 01:21:54,735 --> 01:21:56,737 High school lovers reunited, 1771 01:21:56,781 --> 01:21:58,174 making eyes at each other 1772 01:21:58,217 --> 01:22:00,393 while their spouses and children stand by. 1773 01:22:00,437 --> 01:22:01,873 - Cal, th- - You gave me 1774 01:22:01,917 --> 01:22:04,658 this whole analogy of a car wash and feeling stuck. 1775 01:22:04,702 --> 01:22:08,836 This, this, this whole monologue of bullshit. 1776 01:22:08,880 --> 01:22:10,534 When in fact you saw your old boyfriend 1777 01:22:10,577 --> 01:22:13,232 and he looks pretty good, right? 1778 01:22:13,276 --> 01:22:15,539 I mean, isn't that what this is really about? 1779 01:22:15,582 --> 01:22:17,715 And I felt awful. 1780 01:22:17,758 --> 01:22:21,849 Like, like, like I created this by, by, by not writing, 1781 01:22:21,893 --> 01:22:23,503 and not being able to let it go 1782 01:22:23,547 --> 01:22:24,722 and get a real fucking job, 1783 01:22:24,765 --> 01:22:26,289 and all that other shit I tell myself. 1784 01:22:26,332 --> 01:22:28,900 And then today, I see you and Harrison 1785 01:22:28,944 --> 01:22:31,468 and I think to myself, "Huh, wow, 1786 01:22:31,511 --> 01:22:32,948 we were doing pretty good before she came here, 1787 01:22:32,991 --> 01:22:35,472 so is this really about me or is it about him?" 1788 01:22:35,515 --> 01:22:39,345 - But we weren't okay. I wasn't okay. 1789 01:22:39,867 --> 01:22:41,913 Yes, I have seen Harrison, and you know what? 1790 01:22:41,957 --> 01:22:43,262 For the first time in a long time, 1791 01:22:43,306 --> 01:22:45,177 I don't feel like a robot on autopilot. 1792 01:22:45,221 --> 01:22:47,832 I feel [chuckles] alive, and- 1793 01:22:47,875 --> 01:22:50,095 - Alive. Wow. 1794 01:22:50,966 --> 01:22:53,011 [Jane sighs] 1795 01:22:53,055 --> 01:22:54,099 - Well, far be it for me 1796 01:22:54,143 --> 01:22:56,710 to stop you from feeling alive again. 1797 01:22:59,061 --> 01:23:00,888 I'm gonna, [clears throat] 1798 01:23:00,932 --> 01:23:03,848 I'm gonna take our kids back to LA. 1799 01:23:04,892 --> 01:23:08,461 And you figure out exactly what being alive means to you. 1800 01:23:08,505 --> 01:23:11,247 Because last I checked, we had a life. 1801 01:23:11,812 --> 01:23:13,989 It wasn't perfect, but it's certainly not 1802 01:23:14,032 --> 01:23:16,556 something I would've thrown away. 1803 01:23:17,514 --> 01:23:20,691 [Cal sighs] [solemn music] 1804 01:23:23,955 --> 01:23:26,958 [footsteps tapping] 1805 01:23:35,097 --> 01:23:36,533 - You okay? 1806 01:23:36,576 --> 01:23:38,491 - Mm. No. 1807 01:23:41,668 --> 01:23:44,106 I don't know what the hell I'm doing. 1808 01:23:44,149 --> 01:23:47,022 - I do. I mean, I get it. 1809 01:23:47,500 --> 01:23:49,285 But you throw the old model out for a new one 1810 01:23:49,328 --> 01:23:51,635 and pretty soon they're the old model too. 1811 01:23:51,678 --> 01:23:53,463 You know that, right? 1812 01:23:55,726 --> 01:23:57,510 I joke about my shitty track record, 1813 01:23:57,554 --> 01:24:01,949 but the truth is, I've messed up a lot of things in my life. 1814 01:24:02,820 --> 01:24:04,039 And I've always admired you 1815 01:24:04,082 --> 01:24:05,170 for just... 1816 01:24:08,130 --> 01:24:09,131 Not. 1817 01:24:11,655 --> 01:24:13,091 You always do the right thing, 1818 01:24:13,135 --> 01:24:16,703 even if it's not the shiniest thing in front of you. 1819 01:24:16,747 --> 01:24:18,836 I know Cal's not perfect, 1820 01:24:19,880 --> 01:24:21,230 but trust me, they all look shiny 1821 01:24:21,273 --> 01:24:22,274 when you're not married to them. 1822 01:24:22,318 --> 01:24:23,884 And then you get in there, 1823 01:24:23,928 --> 01:24:26,235 and whatever it is, there's something. 1824 01:24:28,150 --> 01:24:32,241 I'm on my third marriage and the truth is, 1825 01:24:32,284 --> 01:24:33,764 the first one was probably the best, 1826 01:24:33,807 --> 01:24:36,027 but I couldn't see it then. 1827 01:24:38,160 --> 01:24:40,727 I mean, being married pretty much sucks. 1828 01:24:40,771 --> 01:24:42,686 I don't know why I keep trying to get it right. 1829 01:24:42,729 --> 01:24:44,731 [both laugh] 1830 01:24:44,775 --> 01:24:46,429 But I do. 1831 01:24:47,343 --> 01:24:50,650 It's hard. It's not sexy, it's not exciting. 1832 01:24:50,694 --> 01:24:54,306 I mean, shit, being a grown-up on your own is hard enough. 1833 01:24:57,048 --> 01:24:59,006 I think this is about you. 1834 01:24:59,920 --> 01:25:03,098 It's not about Cal, it's not about Harrison. 1835 01:25:04,360 --> 01:25:06,188 It's about you, Janie. 1836 01:25:09,539 --> 01:25:13,804 - How come you didn't tell us about the baby thing? 1837 01:25:16,502 --> 01:25:18,156 - I didn't, I didn't know 1838 01:25:18,200 --> 01:25:21,899 how to need you guys. 1839 01:25:22,334 --> 01:25:25,076 I mean, I- I- I mean, I need, I need you guys. 1840 01:25:25,120 --> 01:25:28,819 I didn't, I didn't know how to admit it. 1841 01:25:28,862 --> 01:25:32,127 [soft somber music] 1842 01:25:32,170 --> 01:25:33,737 - Lennie loves you. 1843 01:25:34,607 --> 01:25:36,043 You know, maybe you could stand to soften 1844 01:25:36,087 --> 01:25:38,350 the blows every now and again. 1845 01:25:38,394 --> 01:25:40,657 [somber music] 1846 01:25:40,700 --> 01:25:42,180 - I'm sorry, why are we talking about me? 1847 01:25:42,224 --> 01:25:43,486 Are you deflecting? 1848 01:25:43,529 --> 01:25:47,098 'Cause your life is royally screwed, 1849 01:25:47,142 --> 01:25:49,535 and I would love to just focus on that. 1850 01:25:49,579 --> 01:25:51,755 I think that's really the focal point here. 1851 01:25:51,798 --> 01:25:54,018 [Jane laughs] 1852 01:25:54,061 --> 01:25:56,455 [Jane sighs] 1853 01:26:19,435 --> 01:26:23,178 [soft gentle poignant music] 1854 01:26:31,273 --> 01:26:33,884 [paper rustling] 1855 01:26:33,927 --> 01:26:35,059 [book thuds] 1856 01:26:35,102 --> 01:26:37,235 [gentle poignant music] 1857 01:26:37,279 --> 01:26:40,238 [traffic whooshing] 1858 01:26:45,548 --> 01:26:49,160 [car engine rumbling] 1859 01:26:49,204 --> 01:26:50,814 [seat belt clicks] 1860 01:26:50,857 --> 01:26:54,209 [gentle poignant music] 1861 01:26:58,038 --> 01:26:59,736 [door thuds] 1862 01:27:05,655 --> 01:27:06,786 [car door thuds] 1863 01:27:06,830 --> 01:27:08,135 [footsteps tapping] 1864 01:27:08,179 --> 01:27:10,877 - [Harrison] This is a nice surprise. 1865 01:27:10,921 --> 01:27:12,401 You got my texts? 1866 01:27:12,444 --> 01:27:13,532 - Yeah. 1867 01:27:17,667 --> 01:27:18,972 You see this? 1868 01:27:19,016 --> 01:27:21,497 - Yeah. [chuckles] 1869 01:27:21,540 --> 01:27:22,628 - This is us. 1870 01:27:23,586 --> 01:27:26,458 We are here in this picture. 1871 01:27:27,807 --> 01:27:29,766 It occurred to me tonight that every single person 1872 01:27:29,809 --> 01:27:33,813 I have ever loved has lived in the shadows of us. 1873 01:27:33,857 --> 01:27:35,293 Even me. 1874 01:27:35,337 --> 01:27:38,470 And tonight I realized why. 1875 01:27:39,079 --> 01:27:43,214 For me, you represent everything I was supposed to be. 1876 01:27:43,258 --> 01:27:45,521 Everything I was going to be, every dream I had. 1877 01:27:45,564 --> 01:27:48,306 You knew me when I believed it was all possible. 1878 01:27:48,350 --> 01:27:51,570 And being here with you makes me feel like that girl again. 1879 01:27:51,614 --> 01:27:52,876 - Well, isn't that what you want? 1880 01:27:52,919 --> 01:27:54,834 Isn't that how it's supposed to be? 1881 01:27:54,878 --> 01:27:57,707 - Yes. It's made me question everything. 1882 01:27:57,750 --> 01:27:58,925 You know, retrace my steps, 1883 01:27:58,969 --> 01:28:00,753 wondering if I did everything wrong, 1884 01:28:00,797 --> 01:28:03,713 but, but the truth is, 1885 01:28:05,280 --> 01:28:07,282 we were never real. 1886 01:28:07,325 --> 01:28:08,935 You know, we're like that first time you get drunk, 1887 01:28:08,979 --> 01:28:10,894 it's magical and euphoric, 1888 01:28:10,937 --> 01:28:14,114 but there's no hangover the next day, 1889 01:28:14,158 --> 01:28:16,900 there's no job, no diaper, no mortgages, 1890 01:28:16,943 --> 01:28:20,164 and, and I would not trade it for anything. 1891 01:28:21,383 --> 01:28:24,037 But I also wouldn't trade 1892 01:28:24,081 --> 01:28:26,866 the mortgages and diapers and headaches for anything. 1893 01:28:26,910 --> 01:28:30,348 - Janie, this sounds like a very fancy way 1894 01:28:30,392 --> 01:28:33,046 of saying you're settling. 1895 01:28:33,090 --> 01:28:34,309 - No. 1896 01:28:36,572 --> 01:28:39,270 I have this life that's real, 1897 01:28:40,358 --> 01:28:43,013 that's actually pretty great. 1898 01:28:43,056 --> 01:28:45,058 And better yet, I have this person to do it with 1899 01:28:45,102 --> 01:28:48,105 who is my favorite person in the world. 1900 01:28:48,584 --> 01:28:49,889 And yeah, we may bug each other, 1901 01:28:49,933 --> 01:28:51,543 and, and disappoint each other, 1902 01:28:51,587 --> 01:28:54,024 but in the end, he's my person. 1903 01:28:54,067 --> 01:28:56,156 - Oh, that's bullshit. Janie, that's bullshit. 1904 01:28:56,200 --> 01:28:57,506 I'm your person. 1905 01:29:00,770 --> 01:29:04,251 Come on. You're still my brown-eyed girl. 1906 01:29:06,123 --> 01:29:08,299 [Jane chuckles] 1907 01:29:09,169 --> 01:29:11,302 - You love that song. 1908 01:29:11,346 --> 01:29:14,131 Always called me your brown-eyed girl. 1909 01:29:16,612 --> 01:29:19,049 Even though my eyes are blue. 1910 01:29:21,617 --> 01:29:24,968 [gentle poignant music] 1911 01:29:31,888 --> 01:29:34,020 - You finally pull your head outta your ass? 1912 01:29:34,064 --> 01:29:37,284 - [sighs] I hate it when you're right. 1913 01:29:37,328 --> 01:29:38,634 - All right, well, what are we waiting for? 1914 01:29:38,677 --> 01:29:40,679 Let's get you to the airport. 1915 01:29:40,723 --> 01:29:44,509 [Jane gasps] [plane whooshing] 1916 01:29:44,553 --> 01:29:46,729 [gentle upbeat music] 1917 01:29:46,772 --> 01:29:48,339 [door clicks] 1918 01:29:48,383 --> 01:29:50,428 [Cal coughs] 1919 01:29:50,472 --> 01:29:52,212 [door thuds] 1920 01:29:53,170 --> 01:29:55,477 [Cal pants] 1921 01:29:59,002 --> 01:30:01,570 [Cal sniffles] 1922 01:30:03,354 --> 01:30:05,617 - [Jane] "10PM, Three of Clubs. 1923 01:30:05,661 --> 01:30:08,620 Be there if you know what's good for the rest of your life." 1924 01:30:10,448 --> 01:30:12,885 ♪ I don't waste my time with these little punk boys ♪ 1925 01:30:12,929 --> 01:30:15,192 ♪ Only got time for the kings of my choice ♪ 1926 01:30:15,235 --> 01:30:16,715 ♪ I don't, I don't need to cry for you ♪ 1927 01:30:16,759 --> 01:30:19,239 ♪ To know that I'm the one 1928 01:30:19,283 --> 01:30:22,025 [clock ticking] 1929 01:30:24,288 --> 01:30:26,333 ♪ What I got on, yeah 1930 01:30:26,377 --> 01:30:27,944 ♪ I got that energy, yeah 1931 01:30:27,987 --> 01:30:29,119 [upbeat music] 1932 01:30:29,162 --> 01:30:31,600 ♪ Ain't never stopping it, yeah ♪ 1933 01:30:31,643 --> 01:30:33,297 ♪ I got that energy, yeah 1934 01:30:33,340 --> 01:30:34,472 [bottle clinking] 1935 01:30:34,516 --> 01:30:36,996 ♪ I know you wanna get, yeah, yeah ♪ 1936 01:30:37,040 --> 01:30:39,477 ♪ I got that energy, yeah 1937 01:30:39,521 --> 01:30:42,219 ♪ Ain't never stopping it, yeah ♪ 1938 01:30:42,262 --> 01:30:44,961 ♪ Just got that energy, yeah 1939 01:30:45,004 --> 01:30:46,789 ♪ I was born with it, yeah 1940 01:30:46,832 --> 01:30:48,138 ♪ Born with it 1941 01:30:48,181 --> 01:30:49,356 ♪ Born with it, yeah 1942 01:30:49,400 --> 01:30:50,575 ♪ Born with it 1943 01:30:50,619 --> 01:30:52,011 ♪ Born with it, yeah 1944 01:30:52,055 --> 01:30:53,186 ♪ Born with it 1945 01:30:53,230 --> 01:30:54,492 ♪ Born with it, yeah 1946 01:30:54,536 --> 01:30:55,711 ♪ Born with it 1947 01:30:55,754 --> 01:30:57,974 ♪ Born with it, yeah 1948 01:30:58,017 --> 01:31:00,019 ♪ You got a problem, then get it fixed ♪ 1949 01:31:00,063 --> 01:31:01,891 ♪ Try to take what I got 1950 01:31:01,934 --> 01:31:02,848 - Listen to me. 1951 01:31:02,892 --> 01:31:04,633 Maybe we're not perfect, okay? 1952 01:31:04,676 --> 01:31:06,069 Maybe we need to make some changes, 1953 01:31:06,112 --> 01:31:09,333 but one thing I do not wanna change is you and me. 1954 01:31:09,376 --> 01:31:11,030 I've been stuck. 1955 01:31:11,074 --> 01:31:12,510 Now I've been hanging on to all these ideas 1956 01:31:12,554 --> 01:31:14,251 of what I should have been and not waking up 1957 01:31:14,294 --> 01:31:15,470 to who I actually am, 1958 01:31:15,513 --> 01:31:17,036 and I think I actually like who I am, 1959 01:31:17,080 --> 01:31:20,083 and I know I like who I am with you. 1960 01:31:21,780 --> 01:31:23,216 I don't wanna be the background noise 1961 01:31:23,260 --> 01:31:25,218 to somebody else's scene. 1962 01:31:25,262 --> 01:31:27,394 I want our kids to see us doing something 1963 01:31:27,438 --> 01:31:29,527 that we love, that matters. 1964 01:31:29,571 --> 01:31:31,355 I don't know what I want to be when I grow up, 1965 01:31:31,398 --> 01:31:34,532 but I really know I wanna be standing 1966 01:31:34,576 --> 01:31:36,578 next to you when I do it. 1967 01:31:36,621 --> 01:31:37,883 [upbeat music] 1968 01:31:37,927 --> 01:31:39,319 ♪ I know you want it, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1969 01:31:39,363 --> 01:31:41,583 ♪ Time ain't free like a mansion on the beach ♪ 1970 01:31:41,626 --> 01:31:44,368 ♪ Better work real hard if you wanna catch me ♪ 1971 01:31:44,411 --> 01:31:45,500 ♪ If I choose to wave hello 1972 01:31:45,543 --> 01:31:46,892 ♪ You should feel really relieved ♪ 1973 01:31:46,936 --> 01:31:49,329 ♪ That there's something about you and me likey ♪ 1974 01:31:49,373 --> 01:31:50,374 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah 1975 01:31:50,417 --> 01:31:51,506 ♪ Born with it 1976 01:31:51,549 --> 01:31:52,550 ♪ Born with it, yeah 1977 01:31:52,594 --> 01:31:54,291 [dramatic music] 1978 01:31:54,334 --> 01:31:55,510 Hmm. 1979 01:31:56,380 --> 01:31:57,990 Huh? Shall we do it? 1980 01:31:59,252 --> 01:32:00,471 [Jane laughs] - We shall. 1981 01:32:00,515 --> 01:32:02,081 ♪ Go crazy 1982 01:32:02,125 --> 01:32:04,997 ♪ I'm about to act a fool, go stupid, go dumb ♪ 1983 01:32:05,041 --> 01:32:06,564 ♪ On your mark, here I come 1984 01:32:06,608 --> 01:32:08,348 ♪ Go crazy 1985 01:32:08,392 --> 01:32:09,785 ♪ You can call me insane 1986 01:32:09,828 --> 01:32:11,351 ♪ Bring out the champagne 1987 01:32:11,395 --> 01:32:13,876 ♪ Let me show you how to run this town ♪ 1988 01:32:13,919 --> 01:32:15,573 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ Yeah 1989 01:32:15,617 --> 01:32:17,270 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ Yeah 1990 01:32:17,314 --> 01:32:18,358 ♪ Yeah, yeah 1991 01:32:18,402 --> 01:32:20,230 ♪ Show you how to run this town ♪ 1992 01:32:20,273 --> 01:32:21,884 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ Yeah 1993 01:32:21,927 --> 01:32:23,581 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ Yeah 1994 01:32:23,625 --> 01:32:24,713 ♪ Yeah, yeah 1995 01:32:24,756 --> 01:32:26,279 ♪ Show you how to run this town ♪ 1996 01:32:26,323 --> 01:32:29,674 ♪ Sitting in a room, brain working overtime ♪ 1997 01:32:29,718 --> 01:32:31,284 - We're way too old for this place. 1998 01:32:31,328 --> 01:32:34,200 [both laugh] 1999 01:32:34,244 --> 01:32:35,375 - You wanna go home? 2000 01:32:35,419 --> 01:32:36,638 - Yeah. 2001 01:32:36,681 --> 01:32:38,204 - Let's go. 2002 01:32:38,248 --> 01:32:41,512 ♪ I'm a grouch if I don't eat 2003 01:32:41,556 --> 01:32:44,602 ♪ Bird get the worm if you got an early... ♪ 2004 01:32:44,646 --> 01:32:48,432 [gentle poignant music] 2005 01:32:48,475 --> 01:32:51,609 [gentle bright music] 2006 01:33:04,056 --> 01:33:09,061 [vocalists humming] [gentle poignant music] 2007 01:33:32,302 --> 01:33:34,565 [vocalists continue humming] 2008 01:33:34,609 --> 01:33:38,743 [gentle poignant music continues] 2009 01:33:52,931 --> 01:33:56,108 [gentle bright music] 2010 01:33:57,283 --> 01:34:00,939 [vocalists continue humming] 2011 01:34:06,118 --> 01:34:09,426 [gentle upbeat music] 2012 01:34:18,696 --> 01:34:21,568 ♪ On a sunny day we walk 2013 01:34:21,612 --> 01:34:24,571 ♪ And talk about you and me 2014 01:34:24,615 --> 01:34:26,878 ♪ And what the future might bring ♪ 2015 01:34:26,922 --> 01:34:29,838 ♪ And the birds sing 2016 01:34:29,881 --> 01:34:32,754 ♪ On a sunny day we lie 2017 01:34:32,797 --> 01:34:35,670 ♪ In the grass and we think 2018 01:34:35,713 --> 01:34:38,411 ♪ About the love that we shared ♪ 2019 01:34:38,455 --> 01:34:41,110 ♪ How much we cared 2020 01:34:41,153 --> 01:34:43,416 ♪ On a sunny day 2021 01:34:43,460 --> 01:34:46,028 ♪ In a funny way 2022 01:34:46,071 --> 01:34:47,899 ♪ I love you still 2023 01:34:47,943 --> 01:34:52,077 ♪ And I, I always will 2024 01:34:52,121 --> 01:34:54,732 ♪ 'Cause on a sunny day 2025 01:34:54,776 --> 01:34:57,474 ♪ In one million ways 2026 01:34:57,517 --> 01:34:59,345 ♪ I love you still 2027 01:34:59,389 --> 01:35:03,741 ♪ And I, I always will 2028 01:35:03,785 --> 01:35:05,134 ♪ On a sunny day 2029 01:35:05,177 --> 01:35:07,876 ♪ We ride and hide 2030 01:35:07,919 --> 01:35:09,921 ♪ In the woods 2031 01:35:09,965 --> 01:35:12,315 ♪ So no one can see 2032 01:35:12,358 --> 01:35:15,274 ♪ Us hide in them trees 2033 01:35:15,318 --> 01:35:18,103 ♪ On a sunny day we kiss 2034 01:35:18,147 --> 01:35:21,063 ♪ And miss none of our friends 2035 01:35:21,106 --> 01:35:23,805 ♪ And do so until the end 2036 01:35:23,848 --> 01:35:26,677 ♪ Until the end 2037 01:35:26,721 --> 01:35:28,984 ♪ On a sunny day 2038 01:35:29,027 --> 01:35:31,769 ♪ In a funny way 2039 01:35:31,813 --> 01:35:33,597 ♪ I love you still 2040 01:35:33,640 --> 01:35:38,080 ♪ And I, I always will 2041 01:35:38,123 --> 01:35:40,473 ♪ On a sunny day 2042 01:35:40,517 --> 01:35:43,302 ♪ In one million ways 2043 01:35:43,346 --> 01:35:45,261 ♪ I love you still 2044 01:35:45,304 --> 01:35:49,526 ♪ And I, I always will 2045 01:35:49,787 --> 01:35:52,921 [gentle bright music] 2046 01:36:10,329 --> 01:36:12,505 [gentle upbeat music] 2047 01:36:12,549 --> 01:36:14,769 ♪ On a sunny day 2048 01:36:14,812 --> 01:36:17,597 ♪ In a funny way 2049 01:36:17,641 --> 01:36:19,730 ♪ I love you still 2050 01:36:19,774 --> 01:36:23,473 ♪ And I, I always will 2051 01:36:23,516 --> 01:36:26,128 ♪ On a sunny day 2052 01:36:26,171 --> 01:36:29,000 ♪ In one million ways 2053 01:36:29,044 --> 01:36:31,176 ♪ I love you still 2054 01:36:31,220 --> 01:36:35,659 ♪ And I, I always will 2055 01:36:35,702 --> 01:36:38,836 [bright upbeat music] 2056 01:36:57,376 --> 01:37:00,510 [gentle upbeat music] 2057 01:37:22,837 --> 01:37:25,970 [gentle bright music] 2058 01:37:36,720 --> 01:37:39,375 [bright music]