1 00:00:52,250 --> 00:00:54,791 Every suspect accused of a crime 2 00:00:54,792 --> 00:00:56,457 has the right to remain silent. 3 00:00:56,458 --> 00:00:59,124 Many agree to be interrogated anyway, 4 00:00:59,125 --> 00:01:02,041 but they can stop the interview at any moment, 5 00:01:02,042 --> 00:01:04,542 making it a race against time. 6 00:01:06,167 --> 00:01:08,542 Justice hangs in the balance. 7 00:01:23,708 --> 00:01:25,166 The scene is just chaotic. 8 00:01:25,167 --> 00:01:26,583 We had two victims down. 9 00:01:28,042 --> 00:01:29,374 The female victim is laying 10 00:01:29,375 --> 00:01:31,250 in the middle of the intersection. 11 00:01:33,667 --> 00:01:34,916 There's a bunch of blood. 12 00:01:37,750 --> 00:01:40,417 I didn't feel a pulse, I couldn't see her chest rising. 13 00:01:41,667 --> 00:01:43,458 I began to do CPR on her. 14 00:01:44,458 --> 00:01:47,083 Maybe about 20 feet away or so, another victim. 15 00:01:49,250 --> 00:01:52,707 He had some sort of wound to the left side of his chest. 16 00:01:52,708 --> 00:01:55,041 Both of the victims had lost a lot of blood 17 00:01:55,042 --> 00:01:56,458 and had multiple stab wounds. 18 00:02:00,375 --> 00:02:03,707 The victims on the scene were identified as Paiten Sullivan 19 00:02:03,708 --> 00:02:05,749 and Felipe Negron. 20 00:02:05,750 --> 00:02:10,125 Paiten was 17 years old and Felipe was 18 years old. 21 00:02:12,542 --> 00:02:17,041 To see something this brutal happen at such a young age 22 00:02:17,042 --> 00:02:18,792 was very shocking to me. 23 00:02:32,292 --> 00:02:34,041 There was a vehicle parked 24 00:02:34,042 --> 00:02:36,333 facing the west. 25 00:02:39,208 --> 00:02:40,499 When I went and investigated, 26 00:02:40,500 --> 00:02:43,542 there was blood all over inside the vehicle. 27 00:02:45,417 --> 00:02:47,541 Blood outside the vehicle. 28 00:02:47,542 --> 00:02:50,292 Trails leading away from the vehicle. 29 00:02:51,708 --> 00:02:54,082 Some blood splatter had gone in a direction 30 00:02:54,083 --> 00:02:56,582 differently than where the victims were found. 31 00:02:56,583 --> 00:02:59,249 So we knew that we probably were looking for an injured 32 00:02:59,250 --> 00:03:01,583 suspect who was probably cut as well. 33 00:03:08,250 --> 00:03:10,291 Witnesses at the crime scene 34 00:03:10,292 --> 00:03:13,457 started hearing screams and shouts, 35 00:03:13,458 --> 00:03:16,041 and could hear a female yelling, "Stop." 36 00:03:16,042 --> 00:03:18,708 And after that, a male yelling, "Stop." 37 00:03:21,250 --> 00:03:23,957 They thought it was a male wearing darker colors 38 00:03:23,958 --> 00:03:26,708 that took off from the area. 39 00:03:27,708 --> 00:03:30,999 Unfortunately, none of them could give a facial description 40 00:03:31,000 --> 00:03:33,374 or even a race of the suspect, 41 00:03:33,375 --> 00:03:35,667 so we didn't really have much to go on. 42 00:03:39,333 --> 00:03:42,749 We did have a canine unit deployed in tracking, 43 00:03:42,750 --> 00:03:46,666 in an attempt to locate where the suspect had fled to. 44 00:04:00,375 --> 00:04:03,082 I remember when she said we lost him. 45 00:04:03,083 --> 00:04:06,374 My heart just plunged to the floor. 46 00:04:06,375 --> 00:04:08,999 I, I've never felt like that before, 47 00:04:09,000 --> 00:04:11,500 and I hope to God I never will. 48 00:04:12,417 --> 00:04:15,707 I was angry and I started shaking. 49 00:04:15,708 --> 00:04:17,291 I went crazy. 50 00:04:17,292 --> 00:04:19,707 And I'm like, why? Why they did that to him? 51 00:04:19,708 --> 00:04:23,041 I should never have to outlive my son. 52 00:04:28,875 --> 00:04:32,999 When I left the hospital, my heart was hurting. 53 00:04:33,000 --> 00:04:35,291 All I could do was feel pain. 54 00:04:35,292 --> 00:04:37,957 Our life was never gonna be the same. 55 00:04:37,958 --> 00:04:42,792 Like, we were missing a core part of who we were. 56 00:04:53,667 --> 00:04:57,375 We learned that Paiten had been stabbed 43 times. 57 00:05:00,208 --> 00:05:02,708 Felipe had been stabbed 17 times. 58 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:09,416 This is one of the more brutal homicides I have seen. 59 00:05:09,417 --> 00:05:11,207 When you look at, like, a shooting, 60 00:05:11,208 --> 00:05:12,791 you can do that from a distance. 61 00:05:12,792 --> 00:05:14,499 But when you're talking about a stabbing 62 00:05:14,500 --> 00:05:16,541 that's up close and personal, 63 00:05:16,542 --> 00:05:19,708 this just tells you the amount of hate in them. 64 00:05:22,208 --> 00:05:25,249 We also learned that Felipe had made a dying declaration 65 00:05:25,250 --> 00:05:26,541 to one of the officers, 66 00:05:26,542 --> 00:05:28,667 and that he did give the name Tran Walker. 67 00:05:30,500 --> 00:05:33,541 We had a name, but we didn't have a story as to 68 00:05:33,542 --> 00:05:36,458 what had happened inside the car, why it had happened. 69 00:05:38,375 --> 00:05:41,000 Locating Tran Walker became the top priority. 70 00:05:49,042 --> 00:05:52,582 The 911 call came in from the local grocery store 71 00:05:52,583 --> 00:05:56,624 in the vicinity of where the stabbings had taken place. 72 00:05:56,625 --> 00:05:58,291 One of the workers was concerned 73 00:05:58,292 --> 00:05:59,916 that there was a male in the bathroom 74 00:05:59,917 --> 00:06:03,582 who was bleeding and was acting suspiciously. 75 00:06:03,583 --> 00:06:05,832 I immediately asked for officers to go check on this, 76 00:06:05,833 --> 00:06:07,582 as I knew there was a high probability 77 00:06:07,583 --> 00:06:09,042 that it was our suspect. 78 00:06:10,625 --> 00:06:12,374 When I arrived at the grocery store, 79 00:06:12,375 --> 00:06:14,041 we knew he'd gone back to the bathrooms 80 00:06:14,042 --> 00:06:16,083 so we started heading in that direction. 81 00:06:19,208 --> 00:06:20,625 We had guns drawn. 82 00:06:21,542 --> 00:06:22,875 I opened the door. 83 00:06:25,042 --> 00:06:27,542 I can see this individual standing at the sink. 84 00:06:28,542 --> 00:06:31,375 It is Tran Walker, person that we're looking for. 85 00:06:34,042 --> 00:06:37,041 He had a pretty good laceration to his finger, 86 00:06:37,042 --> 00:06:39,957 bad enough that he needed to go to the hospital. 87 00:06:58,250 --> 00:07:00,207 In speaking with the doctors there, 88 00:07:00,208 --> 00:07:02,707 I had learned that his hand had slid down the knife 89 00:07:02,708 --> 00:07:04,917 and nearly severed off his pinky. 90 00:07:05,958 --> 00:07:08,749 That is important because a lot of times 91 00:07:08,750 --> 00:07:10,707 when you have a stabbing case, 92 00:07:10,708 --> 00:07:12,707 when there's multiple strikes with the knife, 93 00:07:12,708 --> 00:07:15,291 the suspect often will slip on the knife 94 00:07:15,292 --> 00:07:16,708 and cut their own hand. 95 00:07:18,000 --> 00:07:20,499 They complete the medical procedure they had to do 96 00:07:20,500 --> 00:07:23,124 to reattach his finger. 97 00:07:23,125 --> 00:07:24,624 He is then transported 98 00:07:24,625 --> 00:07:26,583 to the Sioux City Police Department. 99 00:07:40,750 --> 00:07:42,166 Detective Thompson and I, 100 00:07:42,167 --> 00:07:46,041 we know very little about Tran Walker as a person. 101 00:07:46,042 --> 00:07:48,791 He doesn't have much of a criminal history, 102 00:07:48,792 --> 00:07:52,000 so we were gonna be very soft with him. 103 00:07:57,792 --> 00:07:59,624 We believe that he was responsible 104 00:07:59,625 --> 00:08:01,082 for a double homicide. 105 00:08:01,083 --> 00:08:04,125 We wanted closure for the family and closure for the case. 106 00:08:06,458 --> 00:08:07,874 We need to start digging in 107 00:08:07,875 --> 00:08:09,875 and trying to get the confession. 108 00:10:10,542 --> 00:10:13,166 The night that my sister died, 109 00:10:13,167 --> 00:10:17,000 I actually woke up to the sirens driving past my house. 110 00:10:20,708 --> 00:10:24,291 And then I got phone calls from my parents 111 00:10:24,292 --> 00:10:26,167 telling me what had happened. 112 00:10:27,750 --> 00:10:31,250 I didn't really have any thoughts other than why or how. 113 00:10:32,208 --> 00:10:36,374 Paiten is my younger sister and growing up, 114 00:10:36,375 --> 00:10:38,249 the grownups always said, 115 00:10:38,250 --> 00:10:41,749 "When you're older, you guys are gonna be best friends." 116 00:10:41,750 --> 00:10:44,292 And it just really sucks that we never got that. 117 00:11:02,167 --> 00:11:04,374 Our job is to get him to talk about 118 00:11:04,375 --> 00:11:07,792 what was happening when he was allegedly blacking out. 119 00:11:09,417 --> 00:11:10,874 So we're gonna start pressing him 120 00:11:10,875 --> 00:11:13,249 and kind of put him back in that situation. 121 00:11:13,250 --> 00:11:16,667 Put him back in the car, confront him with reality. 122 00:11:53,542 --> 00:11:56,041 Why did you run from the scene? 123 00:11:56,042 --> 00:11:57,749 He's saying nobody else was there. 124 00:11:57,750 --> 00:12:00,749 Nobody was chasing him, no one attacked him. 125 00:12:00,750 --> 00:12:02,207 We're just locking him into stories, 126 00:12:02,208 --> 00:12:04,582 getting to observe what his lies look like 127 00:12:04,583 --> 00:12:07,083 as far as his body language goes. 128 00:12:56,083 --> 00:12:58,374 You can see it hit him where he realizes 129 00:12:58,375 --> 00:13:03,166 that the story he just gave got totally torn apart. 130 00:13:03,167 --> 00:13:05,207 I was definitely worried that he was gonna 131 00:13:05,208 --> 00:13:07,332 end the interview at that point. 132 00:13:07,333 --> 00:13:10,082 I had to do something to make him feel more comfortable. 133 00:13:10,083 --> 00:13:12,167 I had to make this about Tran. 134 00:14:24,750 --> 00:14:26,207 He had no reaction at all. 135 00:14:26,208 --> 00:14:30,125 Just kind of stared, never cried, never showed any emotion. 136 00:14:31,583 --> 00:14:33,582 He said he felt betrayed. 137 00:14:33,583 --> 00:14:36,082 So now we can go and start using his own language 138 00:14:36,083 --> 00:14:37,375 to get the confession. 139 00:15:57,167 --> 00:15:58,624 You could see his body language change, 140 00:15:58,625 --> 00:16:02,457 his shoulders sink a little bit, and you know, 141 00:16:02,458 --> 00:16:06,707 his head goes down, just kinda looked defeated. 142 00:16:06,708 --> 00:16:08,583 It was time for him to talk. 143 00:17:25,708 --> 00:17:27,874 It was really a spur of the moment thing, 144 00:17:27,875 --> 00:17:31,874 where I began talking with Tran about him in third person. 145 00:17:31,875 --> 00:17:36,541 Sometimes in an interview, a person will talk more about it 146 00:17:36,542 --> 00:17:38,999 if they can act as if they were just watching 147 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:40,707 and they weren't really there. 148 00:17:40,708 --> 00:17:42,874 It allowed him to get some more distance 149 00:17:42,875 --> 00:17:44,583 from the actual murders. 150 00:21:17,375 --> 00:21:20,207 He eventually shows us where he ran eastbound 151 00:21:20,208 --> 00:21:22,749 through some yards and over a fence. 152 00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:28,374 He found the knife laying in the backyard of a house 153 00:21:28,375 --> 00:21:29,707 and speaking with those homeowners, 154 00:21:29,708 --> 00:21:31,541 they had security camera footage 155 00:21:31,542 --> 00:21:34,375 that actually showed him putting the knife back there. 156 00:21:39,625 --> 00:21:42,541 It all seemed to kinda come together at that point. 157 00:21:49,083 --> 00:21:52,499 He was transported to the jail where he was charged 158 00:21:52,500 --> 00:21:55,374 with two counts of first degree murder. 159 00:21:55,375 --> 00:21:57,041 He is facing life in prison. 160 00:22:07,375 --> 00:22:09,499 A murder case comes to an end 161 00:22:09,500 --> 00:22:11,791 in a Woodbury County courthouse today. 162 00:22:11,792 --> 00:22:14,666 Tran Walker is guilty of the offense 163 00:22:14,667 --> 00:22:16,916 of murder in the first degree. 164 00:22:16,917 --> 00:22:19,499 19-year-old Tran Walker will now spend the rest 165 00:22:19,500 --> 00:22:22,417 of his life in prison without the possibility of parole. 166 00:22:24,625 --> 00:22:26,416 For us, there is a closure. 167 00:22:26,417 --> 00:22:28,457 We know why, we know who did it, 168 00:22:28,458 --> 00:22:30,457 and the justice has been served. 169 00:22:30,458 --> 00:22:32,458 He won't ever see the light of day. 170 00:22:37,125 --> 00:22:38,750 I miss the way Paiten loved. 171 00:22:40,292 --> 00:22:43,916 I think about her a lot. 172 00:22:43,917 --> 00:22:45,666 I just think of her smile 173 00:22:45,667 --> 00:22:50,541 and how much she just was full of life. 174 00:22:55,417 --> 00:22:58,791 With Junior, I'd like people to remember him 175 00:22:58,792 --> 00:23:03,082 by a person who had a big heart. 176 00:23:03,083 --> 00:23:06,291 He's everywhere with me, 'cause I carry him right here. 177 00:23:06,292 --> 00:23:09,416 He loved Paiten as another sister. 178 00:23:09,417 --> 00:23:11,042 And they had a special bond. 179 00:23:13,167 --> 00:23:15,833 And still, they're gonna have it up in heaven. 180 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:22,832 There's a bench that faces the park 181 00:23:22,833 --> 00:23:25,582 that's just right where they were killed. 182 00:23:25,583 --> 00:23:27,666 And the memorial placard says, 183 00:23:27,667 --> 00:23:31,416 "It's never goodbye, it's just till next time." 184 00:23:31,417 --> 00:23:33,542 So we put that on the bench for them, 185 00:23:35,250 --> 00:23:37,667 knowing that we will see them again. 186 00:25:13,042 --> 00:25:16,457 When deputies arrived, Rachel and the victim 187 00:25:16,458 --> 00:25:18,124 were the only two on the scene. 188 00:25:18,125 --> 00:25:21,042 Rachel Clevinger identified him as Paul Ruffo. 189 00:25:24,000 --> 00:25:27,041 Rachel doesn't witness Paul's stabbing. 190 00:25:27,042 --> 00:25:29,041 She hears water running in the bathroom, 191 00:25:29,042 --> 00:25:32,667 and she goes in and finds Paul in the bathtub. 192 00:25:37,042 --> 00:25:40,667 He was unresponsive and they started CPR. 193 00:25:50,333 --> 00:25:53,542 There was also a wound on the back of one of his arms. 194 00:25:55,292 --> 00:25:57,999 That's common when somebody's attacked with a knife, 195 00:25:58,000 --> 00:26:00,582 they'll throw up their hands and we'll typically see 196 00:26:00,583 --> 00:26:02,707 injuries on the back of the forearms. 197 00:26:11,042 --> 00:26:12,707 Do you have crime scene tape? 198 00:26:12,708 --> 00:26:14,041 Yeah. 199 00:26:14,042 --> 00:26:17,499 The first thing I noticed was a significant amount 200 00:26:17,500 --> 00:26:21,332 of blood on and around the porch area. 201 00:26:26,625 --> 00:26:28,624 I did observe a green shirt 202 00:26:28,625 --> 00:26:30,707 and a hat covered with blood. 203 00:26:34,750 --> 00:26:36,874 We noticed significant amount of blood 204 00:26:36,875 --> 00:26:38,125 throughout the front yard. 205 00:26:41,958 --> 00:26:44,541 And you can see areas that had been matted down 206 00:26:44,542 --> 00:26:46,750 like there was some type of struggle. 207 00:26:47,833 --> 00:26:49,957 We're obviously looking for a bladed weapon, 208 00:26:49,958 --> 00:26:52,707 but we don't find any knives that we believe 209 00:26:52,708 --> 00:26:55,875 are involved in this particular incident. 210 00:27:32,833 --> 00:27:35,583 Rachel is saying John Rose stabbed Paul. 211 00:27:36,667 --> 00:27:40,666 She indicated she had been in a relationship with John Rose, 212 00:27:40,667 --> 00:27:43,791 but John had gotten physical with her. 213 00:27:43,792 --> 00:27:46,249 So she ended the relationship 214 00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:48,707 and she had been staying at Paul's house 215 00:27:48,708 --> 00:27:50,332 for about two weeks. 216 00:27:50,333 --> 00:27:54,207 Earlier in the evening, Rachel agreed to meet John via text 217 00:27:54,208 --> 00:27:57,167 but was clear that she wasn't gonna go home with him. 218 00:28:16,458 --> 00:28:19,874 John Rose had a number of domestic violence arrests. 219 00:28:19,875 --> 00:28:21,749 So, and it's important at that point 220 00:28:21,750 --> 00:28:24,291 to get him in custody as soon as possible. 221 00:29:02,708 --> 00:29:04,707 Going to the unknown is always dangerous. 222 00:29:04,708 --> 00:29:06,916 I'm making sure that my partner's in the back 223 00:29:06,917 --> 00:29:08,666 because if you go in the front of the house, 224 00:29:08,667 --> 00:29:10,166 90% of people run out 225 00:29:10,167 --> 00:29:11,417 the back door. 226 00:29:47,750 --> 00:29:49,792 My dad was magic. 227 00:29:51,875 --> 00:29:55,374 That charisma, it was like, unstoppable. 228 00:29:55,375 --> 00:29:57,416 He knew how to make you feel like you were 229 00:29:57,417 --> 00:30:00,792 the most important person in the world to him. 230 00:30:02,750 --> 00:30:05,208 More than anything, he loved being a grandpa. 231 00:30:06,375 --> 00:30:08,457 He adored my kids. 232 00:30:08,458 --> 00:30:10,417 That was his calling. 233 00:30:11,833 --> 00:30:15,041 My last picture I have of my dad is of him holding my daughter. 234 00:30:15,042 --> 00:30:17,749 The way he's cradling her is just so gently, 235 00:30:17,750 --> 00:30:19,792 like she's made of glass or something. 236 00:30:21,250 --> 00:30:25,166 I think, um, the hardest thing for me 237 00:30:25,167 --> 00:30:29,374 is my kids not being able to experience 238 00:30:29,375 --> 00:30:32,333 the wonderful person that he was. 239 00:30:36,167 --> 00:30:38,958 Now, we have a homicide case. 240 00:30:40,625 --> 00:30:42,208 He didn't deserve this 241 00:30:43,125 --> 00:30:46,499 and his family deserves justice. 242 00:31:00,958 --> 00:31:03,958 We didn't have a whole lot of physical evidence. 243 00:31:05,875 --> 00:31:07,500 And we did not have a knife. 244 00:31:09,750 --> 00:31:11,499 That's my murder weapon. 245 00:31:11,500 --> 00:31:13,250 So I need that confession. 246 00:31:25,125 --> 00:31:27,207 I remember my dad calling 247 00:31:27,208 --> 00:31:32,125 that my brother was dead and he was gone. 248 00:31:35,208 --> 00:31:38,292 It's not like he just passed away in his sleep. 249 00:31:39,542 --> 00:31:42,667 Some monster took his life, 250 00:31:43,875 --> 00:31:46,500 for no justifiable reason. 251 00:31:59,958 --> 00:32:01,707 You have the right to remain silent. 252 00:32:01,708 --> 00:32:04,124 Anything you say can be used against you in a court of law. 253 00:32:04,125 --> 00:32:06,583 You have the, you have the right to a lawyer. 254 00:33:30,708 --> 00:33:35,374 How do you not remember something so significant? 255 00:33:35,375 --> 00:33:37,207 You don't even remember your own words? 256 00:33:37,208 --> 00:33:38,999 That's not believable at all. 257 00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:40,207 That's it. 258 00:33:40,208 --> 00:33:41,874 I just wanted to be blunt. 259 00:33:41,875 --> 00:33:46,457 So I thought, well, let's kind of poke the bear a little bit 260 00:33:46,458 --> 00:33:49,542 and see if I get any kind of reaction out of him. 261 00:33:50,583 --> 00:33:52,708 So you guys were dating for about four months. 262 00:37:34,208 --> 00:37:37,207 I wasn't getting anywhere else with John. 263 00:37:37,208 --> 00:37:40,416 He stuck with this very simplistic story, 264 00:37:40,417 --> 00:37:42,291 something that he could remember, 265 00:37:42,292 --> 00:37:44,375 which portrayed him as the victim. 266 00:37:48,875 --> 00:37:51,750 So we're gonna go dig up other evidence. 267 00:38:06,875 --> 00:38:11,166 Text messages on John's phone show that he's jealous, 268 00:38:11,167 --> 00:38:12,917 he's infatuated with her. 269 00:38:16,792 --> 00:38:19,416 And he would do anything, even kill 270 00:38:19,417 --> 00:38:21,124 to get Rachel back. 271 00:38:32,833 --> 00:38:35,332 Marie Rose said it was around 11 o'clock 272 00:38:35,333 --> 00:38:36,874 that John Rose came home 273 00:38:36,875 --> 00:38:40,707 and made the comment that he may have stabbed somebody. 274 00:38:40,708 --> 00:38:43,749 Armed with that information, I went back in the jail 275 00:38:43,750 --> 00:38:46,375 and that's when he said he wanted to speak with me. 276 00:40:31,708 --> 00:40:34,624 If he wants to spin this tale that Paul Ruffo 277 00:40:34,625 --> 00:40:38,500 is the aggressor, then I'll let him spin that tale. 278 00:40:40,042 --> 00:40:43,499 I got him to say that he had a knife in his hand 279 00:40:43,500 --> 00:40:45,083 and that's a victory. 280 00:41:30,792 --> 00:41:34,457 So as I'm driving southbound on Dunbar, he says, 281 00:41:34,458 --> 00:41:36,667 "I threw it in back of one of these two yards." 282 00:41:41,375 --> 00:41:44,000 We did locate a green Gerber knife. 283 00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:47,833 It was about two houses north of where Paul lived. 284 00:41:49,708 --> 00:41:53,167 It was determined that Paul Ruffo's DNA was on the blade. 285 00:41:55,542 --> 00:41:58,749 I took John back to the county jail. 286 00:41:58,750 --> 00:42:00,541 John Rose is a man that can't control 287 00:42:00,542 --> 00:42:03,416 his emotions or his anger, 288 00:42:03,417 --> 00:42:05,124 and he's getting charged with murder 289 00:42:05,125 --> 00:42:06,582 and he's not going anywhere. 290 00:42:06,583 --> 00:42:08,042 Paul deserves justice. 291 00:42:12,875 --> 00:42:15,832 When we went to court, I was shaking so hard, 292 00:42:15,833 --> 00:42:18,707 but it was important for the murderer to know 293 00:42:18,708 --> 00:42:21,207 that my dad was a treasure 294 00:42:21,208 --> 00:42:23,207 and it's a huge loss for us. 295 00:42:32,042 --> 00:42:35,416 It is absolutely unforgivable what he did. 296 00:42:35,417 --> 00:42:40,292 The fact that he can never be out, that is justice, to me. 297 00:42:42,042 --> 00:42:45,374 My life has never been the same since. 298 00:42:45,375 --> 00:42:47,874 I miss, you know, his sense of humor 299 00:42:47,875 --> 00:42:51,207 and just the way that he would make me laugh 300 00:42:51,208 --> 00:42:53,374 and all the inside jokes. 301 00:42:53,375 --> 00:42:54,791 I'm still waiting for him to call. 302 00:42:54,792 --> 00:42:56,791 I'm still waiting for him to send me a letter 303 00:42:56,792 --> 00:42:59,874 because it still doesn't feel, it doesn't feel right, 304 00:42:59,875 --> 00:43:03,207 and it doesn't feel real that he's gone.