1 00:00:02,919 --> 00:00:05,213 - Previously, on The Way Home... 2 00:00:05,255 --> 00:00:07,549 (chuckles) - It's a really pretty song. 3 00:00:07,590 --> 00:00:09,342 - I wrote it for this one. 4 00:00:09,384 --> 00:00:12,220 - That's where my husband died, in a car accident. 5 00:00:12,262 --> 00:00:13,513 - There was no other woman. 6 00:00:13,555 --> 00:00:14,305 Dad spent all the money 7 00:00:14,347 --> 00:00:15,890 on a private investigator. 8 00:00:15,932 --> 00:00:18,685 Dad didn't have an affair, Mom. 9 00:00:18,727 --> 00:00:20,353 - There was another woman. 10 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:22,272 She showed up crying to your father's funeral. 11 00:00:22,313 --> 00:00:24,816 I didn't think that my heart could hurt any more, 12 00:00:24,858 --> 00:00:26,651 but your father proved me wrong. 13 00:00:30,196 --> 00:00:31,865 - Crazy moon tonight, eh? 14 00:00:31,906 --> 00:00:33,324 (indistinct chatter) 15 00:00:37,245 --> 00:00:38,455 Hey. 16 00:00:39,414 --> 00:00:40,540 Be with me. 17 00:00:41,750 --> 00:00:43,918 - I'm sorry. Honestly, 18 00:00:43,960 --> 00:00:46,171 I don't know what I'd do without your visits. 19 00:00:46,212 --> 00:00:49,507 It's so bad at home. 20 00:00:50,091 --> 00:00:52,135 - Come to Minneapolis, after graduation. 21 00:00:52,177 --> 00:00:53,928 - Really? Are you serious? 22 00:00:53,970 --> 00:00:55,805 - Yes. 23 00:00:55,847 --> 00:00:58,141 We're in love, right? 24 00:00:58,183 --> 00:01:01,061 I want you, with me. Always. 25 00:01:01,102 --> 00:01:03,104 (sirens wailing) 26 00:01:05,940 --> 00:01:07,400 Let's get you home before curfew. 27 00:01:07,442 --> 00:01:09,402 I wouldn't want to get on Del and Colton's bad side, 28 00:01:09,444 --> 00:01:10,820 right before I whisk you away. 29 00:01:10,862 --> 00:01:12,113 (laughs) 30 00:01:12,155 --> 00:01:14,115 (radio playing) 31 00:01:15,742 --> 00:01:17,869 - Jacob, maybe they found him! 32 00:01:18,953 --> 00:01:20,830 El! What's going on? Is it Jake? 33 00:01:20,872 --> 00:01:22,332 - I don't know. I was in the loft, 34 00:01:22,374 --> 00:01:24,084 looking for the Snow Moon, and a cop just pulled up 35 00:01:24,125 --> 00:01:25,502 and went inside. 36 00:01:27,796 --> 00:01:29,130 - What's going on? 37 00:01:30,131 --> 00:01:32,676 - I'm afraid there's been an accident. 38 00:01:32,717 --> 00:01:34,761 Early this evening, we received a call that a truck 39 00:01:34,803 --> 00:01:36,388 went off the road. 40 00:01:36,429 --> 00:01:38,473 (muffled voice): I'm so sorry, but the driver didn't survive. 41 00:02:01,413 --> 00:02:02,455 (gasping) 42 00:02:02,497 --> 00:02:03,748 - Dad? 43 00:02:07,043 --> 00:02:08,628 (sighs) 44 00:02:10,839 --> 00:02:11,881 - Morning! 45 00:02:11,923 --> 00:02:13,008 - Hey! 46 00:02:13,049 --> 00:02:14,718 - What's with the bag? 47 00:02:14,759 --> 00:02:19,472 - Well, I have decided that I need to take a weekend, 48 00:02:19,514 --> 00:02:23,143 just go clear my head, and pull myself together a bit. 49 00:02:23,184 --> 00:02:25,854 So, there is a, um, there is a spa one town over, 50 00:02:25,895 --> 00:02:27,647 that I've... 51 00:02:27,689 --> 00:02:29,190 What? 52 00:02:29,232 --> 00:02:31,151 Look, I know that look, okay? You think that 53 00:02:31,192 --> 00:02:32,819 I'm being selfish, but I'm sorry-- 54 00:02:32,861 --> 00:02:34,779 - No! Honestly. 55 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:37,490 I'm relieved. You and Del have been avoiding each other 56 00:02:37,532 --> 00:02:40,493 for days, and I'm tired of being your go-between. 57 00:02:40,535 --> 00:02:43,913 - It's complicated. Okay, some things were said 58 00:02:43,955 --> 00:02:47,459 that I don't necessarily agree with, and/or accept. 59 00:02:47,500 --> 00:02:49,336 - You two are way too similar. 60 00:02:49,377 --> 00:02:51,212 (door opens and closes) 61 00:02:52,714 --> 00:02:54,174 - What's up with the bag? 62 00:02:54,215 --> 00:02:55,425 - Mom's going to the spa. 63 00:02:55,467 --> 00:02:56,968 So, looks like it'll just be 64 00:02:57,010 --> 00:02:58,470 us two for the weekend. 65 00:03:01,056 --> 00:03:02,057 - Bye kiddo. - Bye. 66 00:03:02,098 --> 00:03:03,600 - Now, wait a minute, Katherine! 67 00:03:03,641 --> 00:03:05,143 - Oh, so you're talking to me now? 68 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:07,520 - You know what? Never mind. 69 00:03:07,562 --> 00:03:09,981 Alice and I will have a wonderful weekend together, 70 00:03:10,023 --> 00:03:11,775 won't we? 71 00:03:11,816 --> 00:03:13,360 You go do your me time. 72 00:03:13,401 --> 00:03:15,570 I think it'll give us all a good break. 73 00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:18,573 - Yeah. And hopefully, some clarity. 74 00:03:20,658 --> 00:03:22,911 (enchanting music) 75 00:03:34,631 --> 00:03:35,965 - Well, hi! 76 00:03:44,683 --> 00:03:47,435 Okay. I have to ask about that bag. 77 00:03:47,977 --> 00:03:50,730 - Oh yes. That. Um... 78 00:03:50,772 --> 00:03:54,275 I was thinking, maybe I could stay the weekend. 79 00:03:54,317 --> 00:03:57,404 - Great! We're-we're actually doing this. 80 00:03:57,445 --> 00:03:59,823 - Yeah, yeah we are. 81 00:03:59,864 --> 00:04:03,785 Um, but maybe just like a little time travel on the side. 82 00:04:13,169 --> 00:04:15,547 Even physical proof wasn't enough for Mom! 83 00:04:15,588 --> 00:04:18,591 She still maintains that Dad had an affair. 84 00:04:18,633 --> 00:04:22,554 You don't remember some strange woman at the funeral, do you? 85 00:04:22,595 --> 00:04:23,847 - No. 86 00:04:23,888 --> 00:04:26,099 But we weren't exactly aware of much that day. 87 00:04:26,141 --> 00:04:28,184 If Del says she saw her... - No, no, no. 88 00:04:28,226 --> 00:04:30,186 I will not accept that until I see it 89 00:04:30,228 --> 00:04:31,938 with my own eyes. 90 00:04:31,980 --> 00:04:33,898 I have to go back. 91 00:04:33,940 --> 00:04:36,526 I don't, I don't care how many trips it takes. 92 00:04:36,568 --> 00:04:38,236 We have the entire weekend. 93 00:04:38,278 --> 00:04:40,447 (scoffing) I have to figure out 94 00:04:40,488 --> 00:04:43,241 who Dad was, in the time that I have left with him. 95 00:04:43,283 --> 00:04:45,285 Because... 96 00:04:45,326 --> 00:04:47,704 we both know what's coming. 97 00:04:49,581 --> 00:04:50,832 - Okay. 98 00:04:52,751 --> 00:04:54,836 (birds chirping) 99 00:04:57,005 --> 00:04:58,298 - You're heading out already? 100 00:04:58,340 --> 00:05:00,675 - Train leaves in an hour, Dad. 101 00:05:00,717 --> 00:05:03,303 Am I ever gonna get another weekend with my kid? 102 00:05:03,345 --> 00:05:05,388 - I'll be here the weekend after next. 103 00:05:05,430 --> 00:05:06,973 Brady is visiting me then. 104 00:05:07,015 --> 00:05:10,268 - Not exactly what I meant, but... I'll take it. 105 00:05:10,310 --> 00:05:12,854 - You could come ride with us to the station. 106 00:05:15,106 --> 00:05:18,109 - I'd love to, it's just, I got a ton of stuff here to do. 107 00:05:19,694 --> 00:05:20,987 - Bye. 108 00:05:21,029 --> 00:05:22,113 - Bye. 109 00:05:23,073 --> 00:05:24,115 Hey, kiddo! 110 00:05:27,410 --> 00:05:28,953 (engine starting) 111 00:05:28,995 --> 00:05:29,996 I'll miss you. 112 00:05:45,011 --> 00:05:46,554 Ah, keys. 113 00:05:49,391 --> 00:05:50,892 (eerie music) 114 00:06:00,652 --> 00:06:02,612 (music playing softly) 115 00:06:05,073 --> 00:06:08,243 - Face it, Elliot. We both know what everyone is saying 116 00:06:08,284 --> 00:06:09,828 about Dad's accident. 117 00:06:09,869 --> 00:06:13,081 It was a clear night, a straight road. 118 00:06:13,123 --> 00:06:15,417 There was no reason for it to happen, unless... 119 00:06:15,458 --> 00:06:18,712 - Kat. Stop. He wouldn't. 120 00:06:18,753 --> 00:06:19,754 Ever. 121 00:06:20,505 --> 00:06:22,090 - I'm leaving, El. 122 00:06:23,550 --> 00:06:26,428 The University of Minnesota takes late applications. 123 00:06:26,469 --> 00:06:29,389 They have a great journalism program. 124 00:06:29,431 --> 00:06:31,016 - What about your mom? 125 00:06:31,057 --> 00:06:33,893 - My mom doesn't see me anymore. 126 00:06:35,353 --> 00:06:37,105 I'm sorry, I just... 127 00:06:37,147 --> 00:06:40,567 I have to get away from here and all of the questions. 128 00:06:42,861 --> 00:06:45,655 - Hope I passed. That lab was brutal. 129 00:06:46,239 --> 00:06:49,200 - Um, right. 130 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:51,286 No comment. 131 00:06:51,327 --> 00:06:52,537 What are you doing here? 132 00:06:52,579 --> 00:06:54,164 - Del had to run some errands. 133 00:06:54,205 --> 00:06:55,457 And she's my unofficial guardian 134 00:06:55,498 --> 00:06:57,417 while Mom's peaced out for the weekend. 135 00:06:57,459 --> 00:07:00,795 - Oh, and where is your Mom? 136 00:07:00,837 --> 00:07:03,131 - She's at some spa, somewhere. 137 00:07:03,173 --> 00:07:04,591 She needed a dose of chill, 138 00:07:04,632 --> 00:07:07,886 and I needed a little less drama. 139 00:07:07,927 --> 00:07:12,098 The last couple trips to the past have been... rough. 140 00:07:12,140 --> 00:07:13,933 And it's only gonna get worse. 141 00:07:13,975 --> 00:07:15,685 With Colton, I mean. 142 00:07:15,727 --> 00:07:18,313 - No way to avoid it, I'm afraid. 143 00:07:18,355 --> 00:07:20,648 - For the first time, it's like... 144 00:07:21,733 --> 00:07:23,193 I don't want to go back. 145 00:07:23,234 --> 00:07:25,820 - Not even say a proper goodbye? 146 00:07:26,529 --> 00:07:28,823 - Well, I just... 147 00:07:28,865 --> 00:07:31,076 I want to remember the good about Colton. 148 00:07:31,117 --> 00:07:34,788 I don't want to be hunted by the bad, like Mom and Del. 149 00:07:34,829 --> 00:07:36,831 - I don't think I give you enough credit. 150 00:07:36,873 --> 00:07:38,833 You can be very wise when you want to be. 151 00:07:39,918 --> 00:07:41,878 Just not on this lab, apparently. 152 00:07:43,296 --> 00:07:46,383 (clears throat) My final two cents? 153 00:07:46,424 --> 00:07:48,009 I know you don't really want to go back, 154 00:07:48,051 --> 00:07:50,220 and I don't blame you. 155 00:07:50,261 --> 00:07:54,015 I just wanna make sure you don't regret anything either. 156 00:07:55,684 --> 00:07:57,185 Hey, kids. - Hey. 157 00:07:58,269 --> 00:08:00,105 - Hey! - Haven't seen you in a while. 158 00:08:00,146 --> 00:08:01,564 - Yeah. 159 00:08:02,315 --> 00:08:04,317 - Babe, tell her about the gig. 160 00:08:04,359 --> 00:08:06,486 - What gig? What's going on? 161 00:08:06,528 --> 00:08:08,238 - You know how the new owner of the Roxy 162 00:08:08,279 --> 00:08:09,739 is doing a big opening night thing? 163 00:08:09,781 --> 00:08:12,117 - Uh-huh. - Well, she needed a caterer... 164 00:08:12,158 --> 00:08:14,035 - So Spencer applied, 165 00:08:14,077 --> 00:08:16,788 and he got it! His first solo catering job! 166 00:08:16,830 --> 00:08:19,249 - That's amazing, congratulations! 167 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:20,917 You must be so happy. 168 00:08:21,876 --> 00:08:24,337 - Okay, so, tell me what you're thinking about the menu! 169 00:08:24,379 --> 00:08:25,588 - I don't know, we gotta plan! 170 00:08:25,630 --> 00:08:27,173 (chuckling) 171 00:08:34,973 --> 00:08:36,766 (engine stops) 172 00:08:39,686 --> 00:08:42,147 (suspenseful music) 173 00:08:48,486 --> 00:08:50,613 - Hey. Come on in. 174 00:08:55,410 --> 00:08:57,704 (breathing heavily) 175 00:09:04,085 --> 00:09:05,503 - Hey. 176 00:09:05,545 --> 00:09:07,339 Are you coming in to join us? 177 00:09:18,141 --> 00:09:20,310 Hang on a second. 178 00:09:20,352 --> 00:09:22,187 We've met before. 179 00:09:22,228 --> 00:09:24,481 Were you in my yard? 180 00:09:24,522 --> 00:09:26,775 - Yes. I was. 181 00:09:26,816 --> 00:09:29,486 I'm so sorry. I just... I got lost. 182 00:09:29,527 --> 00:09:31,363 I moved nearby recently. 183 00:09:31,404 --> 00:09:35,283 - We're about to start, so, come on, join us. Welcome. 184 00:09:36,534 --> 00:09:39,329 Everyone, we have a new addition 185 00:09:39,371 --> 00:09:41,039 to our grief support group. 186 00:09:45,043 --> 00:09:47,504 Please, introduce yourself, 187 00:09:47,545 --> 00:09:49,047 and maybe tell us a little bit 188 00:09:49,089 --> 00:09:51,174 about why you've come to join us. 189 00:09:52,384 --> 00:09:54,177 - Um... (clears throat) 190 00:09:55,970 --> 00:09:59,474 My name is, uh, Rose, 191 00:10:00,308 --> 00:10:02,977 and I'm here because... 192 00:10:04,479 --> 00:10:07,941 I lost a loved one. 193 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:14,823 - It looked like you were having a good time with your friends 194 00:10:14,864 --> 00:10:16,282 when I picked you at the Point. 195 00:10:16,324 --> 00:10:18,743 I hoped I didn't take you away from them too soon. 196 00:10:18,785 --> 00:10:20,078 - Oh no. It's okay. 197 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:22,163 Um, they won't miss me, 198 00:10:22,205 --> 00:10:24,541 they're not really my friends, Del. 199 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:28,920 I want them to be, but I just haven't given them the chance. 200 00:10:28,962 --> 00:10:31,631 My life's been somewhere else since I've been here. 201 00:10:31,673 --> 00:10:34,300 Just too focused on what was, 202 00:10:34,342 --> 00:10:36,386 and not what is. 203 00:10:36,428 --> 00:10:37,929 If that makes sense. 204 00:10:37,971 --> 00:10:40,306 - Yeah, it does. 205 00:10:40,348 --> 00:10:42,600 I think we are both a bit stuck in the past. 206 00:10:42,642 --> 00:10:45,228 - Yeah. You can say that. 207 00:10:45,270 --> 00:10:46,813 - Hey! 208 00:10:46,855 --> 00:10:49,274 I have something I want to show you. 209 00:10:49,315 --> 00:10:50,358 Come with me. 210 00:10:51,317 --> 00:10:54,070 - Things reminded me of John, but... 211 00:10:54,112 --> 00:10:56,156 I had Carol's voice in my head: 212 00:10:56,197 --> 00:10:59,367 "Take the sad and make it grateful." 213 00:10:59,409 --> 00:11:01,077 - I'm so proud of you. 214 00:11:01,745 --> 00:11:04,831 Does anyone else feel like sharing today? 215 00:11:04,873 --> 00:11:06,207 Colton? 216 00:11:07,375 --> 00:11:08,543 - Uh... 217 00:11:08,585 --> 00:11:10,253 As you all know, uh... 218 00:11:11,338 --> 00:11:14,049 The police called off the search for Jacob, 219 00:11:14,090 --> 00:11:15,925 and, uh, 220 00:11:15,967 --> 00:11:19,095 the private investigator I just hired has done the same. 221 00:11:21,556 --> 00:11:22,974 Everybody's... 222 00:11:24,559 --> 00:11:26,353 given up. 223 00:11:26,394 --> 00:11:29,731 I don't know if I can. 224 00:11:29,773 --> 00:11:31,566 I don't know if I'm strong enough. 225 00:11:33,234 --> 00:11:35,653 My wife is the strong one. I mean, she's a rock, 226 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:36,654 she is... 227 00:11:38,990 --> 00:11:40,992 She's my rock. And... 228 00:11:42,494 --> 00:11:45,038 I don't know how to be a husband anymore. 229 00:11:46,289 --> 00:11:48,208 Or a dad. 230 00:11:48,249 --> 00:11:50,126 My son's gone... 231 00:11:52,587 --> 00:11:53,963 and so am I. 232 00:11:57,509 --> 00:12:00,261 - It may be sinkhole, but... 233 00:12:01,429 --> 00:12:03,056 It sure is beautiful. 234 00:12:05,141 --> 00:12:07,060 It's its own little world. 235 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:12,065 And you see that ice, 236 00:12:12,107 --> 00:12:14,234 the pond is always the first place 237 00:12:14,275 --> 00:12:17,237 to tell me when winter is coming. 238 00:12:17,278 --> 00:12:20,115 The seasons change, whether we like it or not. 239 00:12:20,156 --> 00:12:23,785 So, I say, we take a cue from mother nature, 240 00:12:23,827 --> 00:12:27,163 and evolve right along with her. 241 00:12:27,205 --> 00:12:28,289 - Yeah. 242 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:31,292 - Say goodbye to the past, 243 00:12:31,334 --> 00:12:33,128 focus on what is. 244 00:12:33,962 --> 00:12:35,338 - The pond, 245 00:12:35,380 --> 00:12:38,466 it freezes over in the winter, completely? 246 00:12:38,508 --> 00:12:40,468 - Usually, yeah. 247 00:12:43,346 --> 00:12:44,848 (sighs) 248 00:12:44,889 --> 00:12:46,433 (indistinct chatter) 249 00:12:46,474 --> 00:12:49,185 - First session's always the hardest. 250 00:12:49,227 --> 00:12:51,021 But you found the courage to be here, Rose, 251 00:12:51,062 --> 00:12:53,231 and that's a huge first step. 252 00:12:53,815 --> 00:12:55,108 This is our contact info, 253 00:12:55,150 --> 00:12:57,652 and a schedule of our meetings. 254 00:12:57,694 --> 00:12:59,529 And you're welcome anytime. 255 00:12:59,571 --> 00:13:01,948 - Thank you, I-I really appreciate that. 256 00:13:01,990 --> 00:13:04,034 - And, I should be thanking Colton, 257 00:13:04,075 --> 00:13:06,119 for bringing us a... a new recruit. 258 00:13:06,161 --> 00:13:08,079 - I can't take any of the credit. 259 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:11,124 Rose found her own way here. 260 00:13:11,166 --> 00:13:14,044 But I could help you get back home, 261 00:13:14,085 --> 00:13:16,087 and give you a drive back to Port Haven. 262 00:13:17,213 --> 00:13:18,757 - That would be great! 263 00:13:20,717 --> 00:13:23,094 (rock music) 264 00:13:47,369 --> 00:13:49,662 - We're about at the road to my farm, 265 00:13:49,704 --> 00:13:51,247 where can I drop you? 266 00:13:51,706 --> 00:13:55,210 - Oh. Um, anywhere along here. 267 00:13:55,251 --> 00:13:56,419 - Oh, don't be silly. I'd feel better 268 00:13:56,461 --> 00:13:58,129 about taking you right to your door. 269 00:13:58,171 --> 00:14:00,340 - No, no, no. It's... It's fine. 270 00:14:00,382 --> 00:14:02,258 Um, you know, I'm trying to keep 271 00:14:02,300 --> 00:14:05,011 this support group thing 272 00:14:05,053 --> 00:14:07,806 secret from the rest of the family, yeah. 273 00:14:09,182 --> 00:14:12,227 - Ah. Yeah, I know that. 274 00:14:12,268 --> 00:14:13,853 Okay. 275 00:14:14,521 --> 00:14:18,024 Well, if you need a ride, um, next week to the group, 276 00:14:18,066 --> 00:14:20,402 you know where to find me. 277 00:14:21,403 --> 00:14:23,738 I know, it may have not sounded like it today... 278 00:14:25,573 --> 00:14:26,658 but it does help. 279 00:14:26,700 --> 00:14:29,202 - I'm so glad. 280 00:14:30,578 --> 00:14:33,206 And, uh, thank you! 281 00:14:36,751 --> 00:14:38,211 - Yeah. 282 00:14:39,295 --> 00:14:41,715 Oh, you're just gonna have to... 283 00:14:41,756 --> 00:14:42,799 You got it. 284 00:14:42,841 --> 00:14:44,926 (laughs) 285 00:14:44,968 --> 00:14:45,927 - Bye! 286 00:14:45,969 --> 00:14:47,429 (door closes) 287 00:14:53,435 --> 00:14:55,437 (birds calls) 288 00:14:58,106 --> 00:15:00,775 (sinister music) 289 00:15:05,113 --> 00:15:08,199 - So, Colton wasn't having an affair, 290 00:15:08,241 --> 00:15:11,286 he was secretly going to therapy. 291 00:15:12,120 --> 00:15:14,080 - It's unbelievable, right? 292 00:15:14,122 --> 00:15:15,874 - What's unbelievable is that you sat in 293 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:18,001 on said therapy, fully visible! 294 00:15:18,043 --> 00:15:21,546 - No, Dad, he didn't recognize me, okay? 295 00:15:21,588 --> 00:15:25,383 And I finally got to hear how he really felt. 296 00:15:25,425 --> 00:15:27,677 I mean, he didn't feel like he could talk to me back then, 297 00:15:27,719 --> 00:15:30,638 but it's like he's talking to me now. 298 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:33,266 - I think you're playing a dangerous game. 299 00:15:33,308 --> 00:15:35,226 Not only in terms of the space-time continuum, 300 00:15:35,268 --> 00:15:36,978 but put that aside. 301 00:15:37,020 --> 00:15:38,897 Befriending your dad when you know 302 00:15:38,938 --> 00:15:41,274 what's about to happen to him? - What is so wrong with me 303 00:15:41,316 --> 00:15:43,943 wanting to spend as much time with him as I can, 304 00:15:43,985 --> 00:15:45,779 before it happens? - Kat... 305 00:15:45,820 --> 00:15:47,197 - I need to find answers. 306 00:15:47,238 --> 00:15:48,490 - You got answers. 307 00:15:48,531 --> 00:15:50,992 There was no affair. - I'm... 308 00:15:51,034 --> 00:15:52,619 I'm talking about the accident. 309 00:15:52,660 --> 00:15:54,162 - What? 310 00:15:54,204 --> 00:15:57,123 - Maybe I can finally find out what happened. 311 00:15:57,165 --> 00:15:59,000 - Kat... - I mean, no, listen. 312 00:15:59,042 --> 00:16:02,087 I-I refuse to accept that it was intentional. 313 00:16:02,128 --> 00:16:04,297 And from everything that I've heard and seen 314 00:16:04,339 --> 00:16:06,341 from Dad so far... 315 00:16:07,258 --> 00:16:09,469 I am more confident than ever 316 00:16:09,511 --> 00:16:12,514 that those terrible rumours were wrong. 317 00:16:12,555 --> 00:16:15,350 - Alice told me she's ready to say goodbye to the past. 318 00:16:16,351 --> 00:16:20,146 So she'd rather remember the good than witness the bad. 319 00:16:20,188 --> 00:16:21,690 - When did she tell you that? 320 00:16:21,731 --> 00:16:23,149 - I'm just saying, 321 00:16:23,191 --> 00:16:24,359 she's not wrong. 322 00:16:25,360 --> 00:16:26,736 There's a better way to find answers 323 00:16:26,778 --> 00:16:29,197 than forcing yourself to live through a family tragedy 324 00:16:29,239 --> 00:16:30,865 for the second time. 325 00:16:32,826 --> 00:16:34,661 There has to be. 326 00:16:34,703 --> 00:16:36,788 (knocking at door) 327 00:16:36,830 --> 00:16:39,165 - Alice! You're freezing. 328 00:16:39,207 --> 00:16:40,583 - Where's your coat, sweetheart? 329 00:16:41,710 --> 00:16:43,837 - I, um, 330 00:16:43,878 --> 00:16:45,714 I wasn't thinking, sorry. 331 00:16:47,298 --> 00:16:49,300 It's, it's really good to see you. 332 00:16:50,051 --> 00:16:53,805 - You too. But Kat's not here this weekend, 333 00:16:53,847 --> 00:16:55,724 she's up visiting Brady again. 334 00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:57,350 - Why don't you go upstairs, and get a towel, 335 00:16:57,392 --> 00:16:58,685 dry your hair off? 336 00:16:58,727 --> 00:17:00,562 - Yeah, thanks. 337 00:17:06,776 --> 00:17:09,446 (melancholic music) 338 00:17:11,031 --> 00:17:12,741 (sighs) 339 00:17:49,986 --> 00:17:51,488 - All dry now? 340 00:17:51,529 --> 00:17:52,781 - Yeah. 341 00:17:55,283 --> 00:17:56,951 If it isn't too much trouble, 342 00:17:56,993 --> 00:18:00,246 do you think that we could play song you taught me? 343 00:18:00,288 --> 00:18:02,415 I think I know the chords, but... 344 00:18:02,457 --> 00:18:04,292 I would love a refresher. 345 00:18:04,876 --> 00:18:06,544 - Oh, uh... 346 00:18:07,629 --> 00:18:09,964 I haven't played that song in a while. 347 00:18:10,632 --> 00:18:12,008 In fact, I haven't played... 348 00:18:13,468 --> 00:18:15,053 much of anything lately. 349 00:18:17,055 --> 00:18:19,933 But yeah, let's do it. 350 00:18:20,892 --> 00:18:25,063 * Love your eyes, how they give me a reason * 351 00:18:25,105 --> 00:18:28,441 * How they change in the light * 352 00:18:29,651 --> 00:18:34,280 * Hope you know you're everything I wanted * 353 00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:37,117 * In my whole life * 354 00:18:37,158 --> 00:18:38,868 That's good! 355 00:18:38,910 --> 00:18:42,997 * You're the reason this garden is growing * 356 00:18:43,498 --> 00:18:46,835 * You keep us calm like a night * 357 00:18:48,503 --> 00:18:52,007 * You shine like a passage on the water * 358 00:18:53,174 --> 00:18:55,969 * In the moonlight * 359 00:18:56,011 --> 00:18:58,346 * In your eyes * 360 00:18:58,388 --> 00:19:00,807 * There's a horizon * 361 00:19:00,849 --> 00:19:04,728 * So I can find my way back home * 362 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:08,064 * And you just know * 363 00:19:08,106 --> 00:19:09,858 * When you find it * 364 00:19:10,734 --> 00:19:14,279 * Then you'll never be alone ** 365 00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:16,865 (soft music) 366 00:19:21,911 --> 00:19:23,538 (music stops) 367 00:19:24,205 --> 00:19:26,499 Those words were written in a better time. 368 00:19:27,459 --> 00:19:29,461 But they still hold the truth. 369 00:19:34,549 --> 00:19:38,178 You, have talent, Alice. 370 00:19:38,219 --> 00:19:39,721 Keep it up. 371 00:19:39,763 --> 00:19:42,265 Once a singer, always a singer. 372 00:19:42,307 --> 00:19:43,516 - I will. 373 00:19:44,809 --> 00:19:46,019 I promise. 374 00:19:49,606 --> 00:19:52,025 (crying) 375 00:19:52,067 --> 00:19:55,528 I uh, I-I can't stay. 376 00:19:55,570 --> 00:19:57,614 I didn't realize what time it is. 377 00:20:03,078 --> 00:20:04,662 Goodbye, Colton. 378 00:20:05,121 --> 00:20:06,539 - Goodbye, Alice. 379 00:20:10,794 --> 00:20:14,381 - Okay, nice and tight, my darlings. 380 00:20:14,422 --> 00:20:16,007 All tucked in for the winter. 381 00:20:16,049 --> 00:20:18,093 (crying) 382 00:20:19,928 --> 00:20:21,388 Alice? 383 00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:23,431 What's wrong, honey? 384 00:20:23,473 --> 00:20:24,933 What's wrong, sweetheart? 385 00:20:25,767 --> 00:20:26,768 Oh! 386 00:20:26,810 --> 00:20:28,978 (sobbing) 387 00:20:29,020 --> 00:20:31,189 Oh, dear. What happened? 388 00:20:32,065 --> 00:20:35,443 - I'm so glad you're still here. 389 00:20:36,486 --> 00:20:38,780 - Oh, sweetie, of course. 390 00:20:46,871 --> 00:20:48,832 - Elliot! Here for dinner? 391 00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:51,668 - Hoping to get it to go, for two. 392 00:20:51,710 --> 00:20:53,878 - For two, huh? 393 00:20:53,920 --> 00:20:56,131 (chuckles) Well, it's about time. 394 00:20:56,172 --> 00:20:57,549 Let me get you a menu. 395 00:20:57,590 --> 00:20:58,800 (clears throat) 396 00:21:00,010 --> 00:21:01,344 There you go. 397 00:21:03,638 --> 00:21:05,265 (muffled laughter) 398 00:21:06,558 --> 00:21:07,600 - A toast! 399 00:21:07,642 --> 00:21:09,144 To the class of 2000. 400 00:21:09,185 --> 00:21:11,187 - I cannot believe we made it, people! 401 00:21:11,229 --> 00:21:14,941 - Yeah. I just wish Alice was here. 402 00:21:14,983 --> 00:21:16,860 - That makes two of us. 403 00:21:16,901 --> 00:21:19,362 - I still can't believe that she just 404 00:21:19,404 --> 00:21:21,448 up and disappeared, 405 00:21:21,489 --> 00:21:23,199 after everything. 406 00:21:24,617 --> 00:21:25,869 - When do you go? 407 00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:28,538 - Brady comes to pick me up this weekend. 408 00:21:28,580 --> 00:21:31,875 Mom still hasn't spoken to me 409 00:21:31,916 --> 00:21:33,877 since I told her I was going. 410 00:21:33,918 --> 00:21:37,297 And, without Jake and my Dad, 411 00:21:39,049 --> 00:21:41,343 you're the only friendly face to see me off. 412 00:21:42,844 --> 00:21:46,014 Be there, El, when I leave. 413 00:21:46,056 --> 00:21:47,474 - Kat, I... 414 00:21:47,515 --> 00:21:50,143 I would do anything for you. Always. 415 00:21:50,185 --> 00:21:51,811 - So, what'll it be? 416 00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:57,942 - Yeah, actually, I will... be right back. 417 00:22:01,946 --> 00:22:02,739 Hello? 418 00:22:04,657 --> 00:22:05,950 Hi! Sorry. 419 00:22:05,992 --> 00:22:07,494 I know it's closing time, 420 00:22:07,535 --> 00:22:10,372 but can I take a really fast look in the archives? 421 00:22:10,413 --> 00:22:13,541 - You're welcome to explore, but you better make it quick. 422 00:22:13,583 --> 00:22:15,418 - Absolutely. 423 00:22:15,460 --> 00:22:17,379 I know it's getting late. 424 00:22:17,420 --> 00:22:19,673 - No, I'm leaving town. 425 00:22:19,714 --> 00:22:21,174 - Really? - Yeah. 426 00:22:21,216 --> 00:22:22,175 - Where you head to? 427 00:22:22,217 --> 00:22:23,468 - Marrakesh. 428 00:22:23,510 --> 00:22:25,220 I found an, uh, an incredible riad 429 00:22:25,261 --> 00:22:27,514 in the central medina. 430 00:22:27,555 --> 00:22:29,641 Yeah, it'll do me good. 431 00:22:29,683 --> 00:22:32,143 I don't think I'll be missed around here much. 432 00:22:36,523 --> 00:22:38,358 - I needed a girls' night, Del. 433 00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:40,944 Thank you, it's perfect. 434 00:22:41,486 --> 00:22:44,280 - Look, I, uh, I know I'm not very good at this. 435 00:22:45,281 --> 00:22:48,284 But if you'd like to talk, I'll do the best I can. 436 00:22:49,369 --> 00:22:51,037 - Yeah. Well... 437 00:22:52,330 --> 00:22:53,873 I don't know. I guess... 438 00:22:55,125 --> 00:22:57,919 I get why you put everything in the basement, 439 00:22:58,837 --> 00:23:00,922 and why you don't talk about the past. 440 00:23:01,548 --> 00:23:03,883 It's harder to face it 441 00:23:03,925 --> 00:23:06,052 and say your goodbyes to it. 442 00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:08,179 - You know, I think we both need to... 443 00:23:09,347 --> 00:23:12,142 stop worrying so much about the past. 444 00:23:13,143 --> 00:23:16,521 I mean, it is over, how scary can it be? 445 00:23:17,689 --> 00:23:19,858 Let's focus on who we are now, 446 00:23:19,899 --> 00:23:23,528 and I, for one, just think you are wonderful, 447 00:23:23,570 --> 00:23:24,571 Alice. 448 00:23:25,822 --> 00:23:28,992 I love you sweetie, I do. 449 00:23:29,576 --> 00:23:31,077 I just love you. 450 00:23:31,703 --> 00:23:33,163 - I love you too, Del. 451 00:23:35,331 --> 00:23:36,291 Grandma? 452 00:23:36,332 --> 00:23:37,208 - Oh. 453 00:23:37,834 --> 00:23:39,878 Oh. (laughs) 454 00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:41,921 Well, that felt good. 455 00:23:44,716 --> 00:23:46,926 You have no idea 456 00:23:46,968 --> 00:23:49,095 how long I've waited to hear that. 457 00:23:49,554 --> 00:23:50,889 Oh! 458 00:23:55,185 --> 00:23:56,603 - The pond wouldn't let me go. 459 00:23:58,772 --> 00:24:01,232 I tried, all day. 460 00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:04,652 But it just didn't... didn't work. 461 00:24:04,694 --> 00:24:06,112 This never happened before. 462 00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:09,157 - It has happened, to Alice. 463 00:24:09,199 --> 00:24:12,869 It just means it wasn't the right time. 464 00:24:12,911 --> 00:24:14,579 - What if it was the last time? 465 00:24:18,458 --> 00:24:21,336 - We will find your answers some other way. 466 00:24:22,295 --> 00:24:23,463 I promise. 467 00:24:28,885 --> 00:24:30,595 - I trust you. 468 00:24:30,637 --> 00:24:31,971 - Good. 469 00:24:38,728 --> 00:24:40,563 - I took your hand, 470 00:24:40,605 --> 00:24:41,815 the night that Dad died. 471 00:24:41,856 --> 00:24:44,401 Brady, he was right there, 472 00:24:45,485 --> 00:24:47,904 but I took your hand 473 00:24:47,946 --> 00:24:51,116 because you were the one that I needed. 474 00:24:52,283 --> 00:24:53,535 And I still do. 475 00:24:54,411 --> 00:24:55,662 - I need you too. 476 00:24:56,996 --> 00:24:58,248 I always have. 477 00:24:58,289 --> 00:25:00,667 - I should have kept holding your hand 478 00:25:00,709 --> 00:25:04,129 and just... never let go. 479 00:25:04,170 --> 00:25:05,839 - Well... 480 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:07,340 you weren't thinking clearly that night. 481 00:25:07,382 --> 00:25:09,134 How could you have? 482 00:25:09,175 --> 00:25:10,051 I mean... 483 00:25:11,261 --> 00:25:13,388 how can you even be seeing clearly now? 484 00:25:13,930 --> 00:25:16,516 - You have to trust me, too. 485 00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:21,021 I have never... 486 00:25:22,022 --> 00:25:23,606 seen more clearly. 487 00:25:24,774 --> 00:25:27,027 (soft piano music) 488 00:25:36,786 --> 00:25:39,330 (tense music) 489 00:25:42,459 --> 00:25:45,086 (panting) 490 00:25:49,132 --> 00:25:50,925 - I was wondering if you were gonna make it. 491 00:25:51,426 --> 00:25:53,386 - Really? - Sorry, you're not the only one 492 00:25:53,428 --> 00:25:55,597 keeping this a secret from their family. 493 00:25:58,224 --> 00:25:59,809 I want to tell them, but... 494 00:25:59,851 --> 00:26:01,227 - You should. 495 00:26:01,269 --> 00:26:03,438 I know that they would understand. 496 00:26:03,480 --> 00:26:04,481 - Yeah. 497 00:26:06,608 --> 00:26:07,650 Maybe. 498 00:26:09,652 --> 00:26:11,488 Well, should we get going? 499 00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:14,491 Weekly session, you need a ride. 500 00:26:15,575 --> 00:26:20,163 - Yes, yes, that is definitely why I am here. 501 00:26:28,296 --> 00:26:31,049 - Had that dream again, about Jacob. 502 00:26:32,509 --> 00:26:37,013 I hear him crying out for me in the root cellar. 503 00:26:37,055 --> 00:26:40,558 So, I race down the stairs, and the room is filling 504 00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:43,728 with water. The waves are crashing against the walls, 505 00:26:43,770 --> 00:26:46,815 and rising up the stairs to drown me. 506 00:26:47,482 --> 00:26:50,110 And I wake up in the same damn basement. 507 00:26:51,695 --> 00:26:55,281 I just wish I could wake up beside my wife again. 508 00:26:56,825 --> 00:26:57,742 In our room. 509 00:26:58,827 --> 00:27:00,370 I love her so much. 510 00:27:01,871 --> 00:27:03,164 It's just not working. 511 00:27:05,041 --> 00:27:07,085 And we're trying to protect... 512 00:27:07,919 --> 00:27:09,546 our daughter from it. 513 00:27:12,090 --> 00:27:13,675 And I know how... 514 00:27:15,135 --> 00:27:17,220 abandoned... 515 00:27:17,262 --> 00:27:20,807 and blamed she feels for what happened. 516 00:27:21,641 --> 00:27:23,059 And it kills me. 517 00:27:24,144 --> 00:27:25,937 God, I wish... 518 00:27:25,979 --> 00:27:28,148 I wish you could all meet my daughter. 519 00:27:28,189 --> 00:27:30,692 She is everything... 520 00:27:30,734 --> 00:27:32,318 I wish I could be. 521 00:27:33,486 --> 00:27:36,031 Everything that Del already is, 522 00:27:36,072 --> 00:27:37,407 maybe more. 523 00:27:38,908 --> 00:27:41,369 Rose, here, has... 524 00:27:41,411 --> 00:27:44,873 has encouraged me to tell Del and Kat about our group, 525 00:27:44,914 --> 00:27:47,083 and... and I think I will. 526 00:27:48,752 --> 00:27:50,545 Maybe that's the way back home. 527 00:27:54,132 --> 00:27:55,925 You know, just... 528 00:27:55,967 --> 00:27:57,969 talking to the ones you love, 529 00:27:58,011 --> 00:28:01,556 because if I could just get five more minutes with Jacob... 530 00:28:01,598 --> 00:28:04,601 (crying) ...I would tell him everything. 531 00:28:06,436 --> 00:28:08,355 Yeah, you know, that's all I want. 532 00:28:11,274 --> 00:28:12,776 Just five more minutes. 533 00:28:15,612 --> 00:28:17,238 (exhales shakily) 534 00:28:18,615 --> 00:28:20,742 - I wish I could open up like you did. 535 00:28:20,784 --> 00:28:22,327 - Don't feel bad. 536 00:28:22,369 --> 00:28:25,663 You know, talking about this stuff, it... 537 00:28:25,705 --> 00:28:27,165 Well, it takes time. 538 00:28:28,083 --> 00:28:30,377 - Yeah, it does take time. 539 00:28:32,128 --> 00:28:34,172 I... (clears throat) 540 00:28:34,214 --> 00:28:37,008 I lost my dad 541 00:28:37,050 --> 00:28:39,511 in an accident. 542 00:28:41,054 --> 00:28:46,476 And, uh, I wish I knew what happened or why. 543 00:28:47,727 --> 00:28:48,812 But I don't. 544 00:28:50,313 --> 00:28:54,150 And suddenly, you know, this person... 545 00:28:55,819 --> 00:28:57,821 that I depended on most... 546 00:28:59,614 --> 00:29:00,865 was just... 547 00:29:02,575 --> 00:29:03,868 gone. 548 00:29:04,744 --> 00:29:06,913 It ruined my family. 549 00:29:06,955 --> 00:29:10,250 Broke everybody that was left behind 550 00:29:10,291 --> 00:29:12,168 into a million pieces. 551 00:29:13,169 --> 00:29:14,921 - I'm so sorry to hear that. 552 00:29:15,839 --> 00:29:20,135 You know, for what it's worth, I keep trying to tell myself. 553 00:29:20,176 --> 00:29:22,012 This mess and loss, 554 00:29:22,053 --> 00:29:24,305 God, it's a... 555 00:29:25,140 --> 00:29:27,142 It's a weight, 556 00:29:27,183 --> 00:29:28,893 it's a weight that we all carry. 557 00:29:28,935 --> 00:29:30,145 And, uh, 558 00:29:30,186 --> 00:29:31,813 it's gotta make you stronger, right? 559 00:29:31,855 --> 00:29:33,064 I mean, it has to. 560 00:29:33,106 --> 00:29:34,315 - Yeah. 561 00:29:35,025 --> 00:29:36,568 And I think it did. 562 00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:41,322 You know, it led me down a path 563 00:29:41,364 --> 00:29:45,827 that gave me my greatest gift. 564 00:29:45,869 --> 00:29:47,454 It's... 565 00:29:47,495 --> 00:29:48,413 I... 566 00:29:49,622 --> 00:29:51,666 I have a daughter. 567 00:29:51,708 --> 00:29:53,585 - I'm so glad to hear it. 568 00:29:56,713 --> 00:29:58,798 Remember... 569 00:29:58,840 --> 00:30:00,216 our future... 570 00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:03,720 is stronger than our past, 571 00:30:03,762 --> 00:30:05,555 it's our legacy. 572 00:30:07,474 --> 00:30:08,600 - Yeah. 573 00:30:18,360 --> 00:30:19,736 (soft music) 574 00:30:28,411 --> 00:30:30,163 - April, May. 575 00:30:30,205 --> 00:30:32,457 Where the hell's February, Byron? 576 00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:34,751 Hey! 577 00:30:36,294 --> 00:30:38,254 It's nice seeing you smile like that. 578 00:30:38,296 --> 00:30:42,634 - Well, to hear Dad say those words today, 579 00:30:42,676 --> 00:30:44,386 it's everything that I've wanted to hear. 580 00:30:44,427 --> 00:30:48,223 I just... it feels like such a relief. 581 00:30:48,264 --> 00:30:50,392 - You've had some amazing extra moments. 582 00:30:50,433 --> 00:30:52,352 - And to be in his truck, 583 00:30:52,394 --> 00:30:55,605 it was like I was a kid again. 584 00:30:55,647 --> 00:30:58,441 And he was just driving me home. 585 00:31:06,408 --> 00:31:07,784 - What's that? 586 00:31:07,826 --> 00:31:09,577 - The lady from the group gave me this. 587 00:31:10,203 --> 00:31:11,830 - You brought that back from 2000? 588 00:31:12,747 --> 00:31:14,332 I didn't even know that was possible. 589 00:31:14,374 --> 00:31:16,209 Can I see that? 590 00:31:16,251 --> 00:31:18,336 - Yeah, but look. 591 00:31:18,378 --> 00:31:20,338 Dad went to sessions on Tuesdays, 592 00:31:20,380 --> 00:31:23,174 but she also held one on Thursday night. 593 00:31:23,216 --> 00:31:26,052 Dad's crash was on a Thursday night! 594 00:31:26,094 --> 00:31:28,304 And-and, I know the drive home from the group, 595 00:31:28,346 --> 00:31:30,849 it went right past that pole. 596 00:31:30,890 --> 00:31:34,310 So, Dad was driving home from a session 597 00:31:34,352 --> 00:31:35,979 the night of the crash. 598 00:31:36,980 --> 00:31:38,273 So... 599 00:31:38,314 --> 00:31:41,735 If the pond can take me back the way that it did, 600 00:31:41,776 --> 00:31:43,695 then I could be there at the next session. 601 00:31:43,737 --> 00:31:45,405 I can be in the car with him 602 00:31:45,447 --> 00:31:46,823 to stop it from happening. 603 00:31:46,865 --> 00:31:49,993 - No. No, Kat. Are we really back here? 604 00:31:50,785 --> 00:31:52,454 Okay, okay, first of all, 605 00:31:52,495 --> 00:31:55,290 when has the pond ever been that predictable? 606 00:31:55,331 --> 00:31:57,417 And if it is, and you're in the car, 607 00:31:57,459 --> 00:31:59,002 what if something happens to both of you? 608 00:31:59,044 --> 00:32:00,462 Kat, listen to me. 609 00:32:00,503 --> 00:32:02,589 What happened will always happen! 610 00:32:02,630 --> 00:32:04,215 - But what if you are wrong? 611 00:32:04,257 --> 00:32:05,633 - Look at Jacob. 612 00:32:05,675 --> 00:32:08,094 You did research, you found him, 613 00:32:08,136 --> 00:32:10,722 you brought him home, you saw him go inside. 614 00:32:10,764 --> 00:32:13,058 You did everything right, and it still didn't work! 615 00:32:13,099 --> 00:32:14,851 - This is different. 616 00:32:14,893 --> 00:32:16,478 No, it has to be! 617 00:32:16,519 --> 00:32:18,104 - I can't keep doing this, Kat. 618 00:32:19,314 --> 00:32:20,732 I can't... 619 00:32:20,774 --> 00:32:22,525 keep talking about the past. 620 00:32:23,985 --> 00:32:27,072 I told you I needed you. I need you here, now, 621 00:32:27,113 --> 00:32:28,573 in the present. 622 00:32:28,615 --> 00:32:30,658 Why can't we ever be more than the past? 623 00:32:30,700 --> 00:32:33,536 - Because you're the only one who knows what it felt like. 624 00:32:33,578 --> 00:32:35,038 - Well, we're not those kids anymore. 625 00:32:36,539 --> 00:32:39,000 I want to talk about our future. 626 00:32:39,042 --> 00:32:41,044 Or even just a future. 627 00:32:41,086 --> 00:32:44,923 I need to be more to you than what I was! 628 00:32:44,964 --> 00:32:46,383 (knocking) 629 00:32:46,424 --> 00:32:47,550 - Mom! 630 00:32:47,592 --> 00:32:49,761 (door opens and closes) 631 00:32:50,387 --> 00:32:52,013 You lied to me! Both of you. 632 00:32:52,055 --> 00:32:54,265 And, you're going back, aren't you? You just... 633 00:32:54,307 --> 00:32:55,725 You're trying to change things? 634 00:32:55,767 --> 00:32:58,353 Why are you helping her? We both know this is pointless! 635 00:32:58,395 --> 00:32:59,854 - Alice, this is my choice. 636 00:32:59,896 --> 00:33:01,690 - Mom, please, just walk away 637 00:33:01,731 --> 00:33:03,191 from all of this and come home, 638 00:33:03,233 --> 00:33:05,527 and be with me, here, now. 639 00:33:05,568 --> 00:33:08,196 I promise, this is more important. 640 00:33:10,448 --> 00:33:11,825 (sighs) 641 00:33:19,791 --> 00:33:22,585 (upbeat music playing) 642 00:33:26,423 --> 00:33:28,341 - Where did you find this? 643 00:33:28,383 --> 00:33:31,553 - It was downstairs, in Dad's stuff. 644 00:33:31,594 --> 00:33:34,264 And I called that woman, on the card. 645 00:33:34,305 --> 00:33:36,516 And it's true. 646 00:33:36,558 --> 00:33:38,184 Dad was going to sessions. 647 00:33:38,226 --> 00:33:39,394 Therapy. 648 00:33:39,436 --> 00:33:40,770 - I don't need my reporter daughter 649 00:33:40,812 --> 00:33:42,564 to keep chasing this story. 650 00:33:42,605 --> 00:33:45,191 - Dad was trying to heal, Mom. 651 00:33:45,233 --> 00:33:46,568 For you. 652 00:33:46,609 --> 00:33:49,112 - If that's true, I'm glad. 653 00:33:52,198 --> 00:33:56,953 But you know, it's time I do some healing of my own. 654 00:33:57,620 --> 00:34:00,290 I keep thinking about poor Danny Sawyer. 655 00:34:00,331 --> 00:34:03,043 Frozen in time, over something terrible that happened 656 00:34:03,084 --> 00:34:04,336 so long ago. 657 00:34:07,714 --> 00:34:09,299 But I've been just as frozen. 658 00:34:13,845 --> 00:34:15,347 Until... 659 00:34:15,388 --> 00:34:18,391 you and Alice came home 660 00:34:18,433 --> 00:34:20,810 and forced me to face the past. 661 00:34:21,853 --> 00:34:23,646 Opening up the boxes. 662 00:34:26,149 --> 00:34:27,108 Accept it. 663 00:34:28,651 --> 00:34:31,654 - I just want you to accept the right version of the past. 664 00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:34,491 - I promise I'll try. 665 00:34:34,532 --> 00:34:36,618 - That's all I can ask. 666 00:34:36,659 --> 00:34:38,161 For both of us. 667 00:34:39,829 --> 00:34:43,792 Okay, I'm gonna head to bed. What about you? 668 00:34:43,833 --> 00:34:47,253 - I think I'll stay up for a while, 669 00:34:47,295 --> 00:34:49,005 listening to this music. 670 00:34:50,048 --> 00:34:51,132 - Okay. 671 00:34:53,635 --> 00:34:57,389 * Be mine * 672 00:34:58,932 --> 00:35:01,184 (sighs) 673 00:35:01,226 --> 00:35:05,814 * Be mine * 674 00:35:05,855 --> 00:35:09,943 * For the rest of my life ** 675 00:35:14,989 --> 00:35:16,199 - Delly. 676 00:35:18,535 --> 00:35:20,370 Dance with me. 677 00:35:31,965 --> 00:35:33,967 - What's gotten into you? 678 00:35:34,009 --> 00:35:36,428 You haven't listened to a record in such a long time. 679 00:35:37,595 --> 00:35:39,639 - I want to win you back, Delly, 680 00:35:39,681 --> 00:35:41,766 I want to win it all back. 681 00:35:41,808 --> 00:35:44,352 I know I've made mistakes. 682 00:35:44,394 --> 00:35:47,355 But... you're my home. 683 00:35:49,024 --> 00:35:51,359 You're my home, Delly. You always have been, 684 00:35:51,401 --> 00:35:53,111 and you always will be. 685 00:36:01,953 --> 00:36:03,455 I've gotta go. - What? 686 00:36:03,496 --> 00:36:05,749 - I'm sorry. - Why? 687 00:36:08,752 --> 00:36:10,712 - Tomorrow, 688 00:36:10,754 --> 00:36:12,714 you and me, we're gonna sit at that table, 689 00:36:12,756 --> 00:36:15,759 and I'm going to tell you everything. 690 00:36:16,426 --> 00:36:18,345 We can get this back, Delly. 691 00:36:19,971 --> 00:36:21,973 Just give me until tomorrow. 692 00:36:24,100 --> 00:36:25,560 Oh, and hey! 693 00:36:25,602 --> 00:36:28,605 Don't forget about the Snow Moon tonight. 694 00:36:28,646 --> 00:36:30,231 I hear it's gonna be a real beauty. 695 00:36:30,273 --> 00:36:32,233 (ominous music) 696 00:36:32,275 --> 00:36:33,777 - Col... 697 00:36:39,115 --> 00:36:40,825 - Hey. 698 00:36:40,867 --> 00:36:42,285 Good night, kiddo. 699 00:36:43,536 --> 00:36:45,246 - Mom, 700 00:36:45,288 --> 00:36:47,499 do you think that you could sleep in here tonight? 701 00:36:47,540 --> 00:36:48,833 Like we used to? 702 00:36:48,875 --> 00:36:50,126 - I miss that too. 703 00:36:51,127 --> 00:36:54,339 As teenagers, our sleepovers. 704 00:36:54,381 --> 00:36:55,465 - I miss you now. 705 00:36:56,758 --> 00:36:58,551 I miss my mom. 706 00:37:02,138 --> 00:37:04,349 - Oh, yes! 707 00:37:04,391 --> 00:37:07,394 Yes, the Landry Eiderdowns. 708 00:37:12,148 --> 00:37:14,818 - I actually underlined this for you. 709 00:37:14,859 --> 00:37:18,321 It was a message, and, maybe a goodbye. 710 00:37:20,240 --> 00:37:23,284 - "It's no use, going back to yesterday 711 00:37:23,326 --> 00:37:25,328 because I was a different person then." 712 00:37:27,539 --> 00:37:28,873 I should have known. 713 00:37:29,624 --> 00:37:31,459 (chuckles) 714 00:37:34,629 --> 00:37:36,506 (sighs) 715 00:37:39,175 --> 00:37:40,343 Come here, baby. 716 00:37:43,263 --> 00:37:45,807 - I wish I could just jump back into the pond 717 00:37:45,849 --> 00:37:49,352 and go back to the start. 718 00:37:50,770 --> 00:37:52,564 I really wish things could be different. 719 00:37:54,107 --> 00:37:55,191 - I know. 720 00:37:56,526 --> 00:37:58,069 I do too. 721 00:38:03,742 --> 00:38:05,535 (tense music) 722 00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:14,502 (breathing heavily) 723 00:38:22,510 --> 00:38:24,012 What? 724 00:38:25,221 --> 00:38:26,639 No. 725 00:38:26,681 --> 00:38:29,225 No, no, no, no. 726 00:38:36,816 --> 00:38:38,777 (suspenseful music) 727 00:38:38,818 --> 00:38:40,695 (panting) 728 00:38:58,254 --> 00:38:59,673 Okay. 729 00:39:01,007 --> 00:39:02,550 (exhales deeply) 730 00:39:08,723 --> 00:39:11,518 - "Neighbouring farmer was the first to report the crash. 731 00:39:11,559 --> 00:39:12,894 First Response... 732 00:39:12,936 --> 00:39:14,854 Witness claimed to have seen two women 733 00:39:14,896 --> 00:39:17,148 running through the woods." 734 00:39:18,024 --> 00:39:19,442 Two wom... 735 00:39:21,820 --> 00:39:23,363 - Mom! 736 00:39:23,405 --> 00:39:25,615 - Alice! What, what are you doing here? 737 00:39:25,657 --> 00:39:28,159 - Mom, you can't be here! Okay, you can't see this! 738 00:39:28,201 --> 00:39:29,703 - It's not going to happen, okay? 739 00:39:29,744 --> 00:39:30,787 I can stop this. 740 00:39:30,829 --> 00:39:32,330 But you have to go and let me. 741 00:39:32,372 --> 00:39:33,915 Just let me fix things. 742 00:39:33,957 --> 00:39:35,375 - Mom, you can't! It's not gonna work, okay? 743 00:39:35,417 --> 00:39:36,918 It's just not. It's not gonna happen. 744 00:39:36,960 --> 00:39:38,211 - It's not going to happen, Alice, 745 00:39:38,253 --> 00:39:39,587 because we're here now! 746 00:39:41,381 --> 00:39:42,549 Alice! 747 00:39:52,642 --> 00:39:54,728 (inaudible) 748 00:39:54,769 --> 00:39:57,188 (low pulsating) 749 00:40:00,608 --> 00:40:02,360 - No, no. 750 00:40:03,611 --> 00:40:04,738 Hey! 751 00:40:04,779 --> 00:40:06,489 It's okay, hey. 752 00:40:06,531 --> 00:40:08,408 I got you. 753 00:40:08,450 --> 00:40:10,994 It's gonna be okay, you're okay, you're okay, 754 00:40:11,036 --> 00:40:13,204 you're okay, you're okay. 755 00:40:13,246 --> 00:40:14,497 (breathing heavily) 756 00:40:14,539 --> 00:40:16,750 Daddy, it's okay. I'm here, Daddy. 757 00:40:16,791 --> 00:40:18,209 I love you 758 00:40:18,251 --> 00:40:20,545 and I always will and you're gonna be okay. 759 00:40:20,587 --> 00:40:21,796 Do you hear me? 760 00:40:26,217 --> 00:40:27,302 - Hey, kiddo. 761 00:40:28,803 --> 00:40:30,472 I love you too. 762 00:40:34,017 --> 00:40:35,393 My Katherine. 763 00:40:35,894 --> 00:40:36,853 - What? 764 00:40:39,356 --> 00:40:40,648 What? 765 00:40:41,483 --> 00:40:42,650 Daddy? 766 00:40:43,526 --> 00:40:45,403 (sobbing) 767 00:40:53,661 --> 00:40:55,413 (sobbing) 768 00:40:56,664 --> 00:40:58,833 (distant sirens wailing) 769 00:40:59,918 --> 00:41:01,503 - Mom. 770 00:41:02,420 --> 00:41:06,299 Mom, we have to go. We can't get caught here, okay? 771 00:41:07,008 --> 00:41:08,760 Mom, are you listing to me? 772 00:41:08,802 --> 00:41:11,638 Give me your hand. Come on, Mom. 773 00:41:13,014 --> 00:41:16,893 * I've been a prodigal daughter * 774 00:41:16,935 --> 00:41:19,896 * A lamb to the slaughter * 775 00:41:19,938 --> 00:41:22,315 * Baptize me twice * 776 00:41:22,357 --> 00:41:24,776 * Drown in holy water * 777 00:41:24,818 --> 00:41:27,278 * Virgin Mary for sale * 778 00:41:27,320 --> 00:41:30,156 * Looked like me, so I bought her * 779 00:41:30,198 --> 00:41:32,784 * Hands raised to the clouds * 780 00:41:32,826 --> 00:41:35,245 * But I never found water * 781 00:41:35,286 --> 00:41:36,579 (sirens blaring) 782 00:41:37,622 --> 00:41:40,917 * Ooh, ooh, ooh * 783 00:41:42,544 --> 00:41:47,841 * Looking for, looking for water * 784 00:41:47,882 --> 00:41:52,220 * Ooh, ooh, ooh * 785 00:41:53,263 --> 00:41:57,475 * Looking for, looking for water * 786 00:41:58,560 --> 00:42:02,022 * Looking for, looking for water ** 787 00:42:02,063 --> 00:42:03,565 Subtitling: difuze