♪ Rising up ♪
♪ Into the sky ♪
♪ Falling ♪
♪ Into the abyss ♪
♪ Floating in limbo ♪
♪ Reaching ♪
♪ Ecstasy ♪
- ♪ Floating ♪ - ♪ We buy ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ Mattresses ♪
♪ Bedsprings ♪
♪ Refrigerators ♪
♪ Stoves ♪
♪ Washing machines ♪
♪ Microwaves ♪
♪ We buy... ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ Mattresses ♪
♪ Bedsprings ♪
♪ Refrigerators ♪
♪ Washing machines ♪
♪ Microwaves ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ Mattresses ♪
♪ Bedsprings ♪
♪ Refrigerators ♪
♪ Stoves ♪
♪ Washing machines ♪
♪ Microwaves ♪
♪ Or anything old you're selling ♪
♪ Ladies, gentlemen ♪
COUNSELOR-AT-LAW
- Hello? - Making progress?
Almost done.
The building super won't testify.
- What? - The building super won't testify.
Will the jury buy this?
That's my problem, I'll deal with it.
We'll make the case for suicide.
Suicide.
You got it.
Sure, sir.
- I'm counting on you. - I'm on it.
- Goodnight. - Goodnight.
This prick kills his wife
and we call it suicide.
CASE: GABRIEL MENDOZA OPENING ARGUMENT
A routine case?
Mr. Magistrate,
your Honor,
honorable lawyers for the family of the deceased,
honorable colleagues for the plaintiff,
esteemed members of the jury, etc.
I agree with my colleagues from the prosecution.
This case is far too...
commonplace.
It's a case about violence.
Thanks.
♪ What are we talking about today? ♪
♪ We're talking about a couple ♪
♪ The couple formed by my client And his wife ♪
♪ Whom he is accused of murdering ♪
♪ Rising and falling ♪
♪ What are we talking about today? ♪
♪ About violence ♪
♪ About love, death ♪
♪ About a suffering country ♪
♪ What are we talking about today? ♪
♪ We're talking about a couple ♪
♪ The couple formed by my client And his wife ♪
♪ Whom he couldn't save from suicide ♪
♪ A prosperous couple, envied ♪
♪ But a generous couple too ♪
♪ Who in Mexico City didn't love them? ♪
♪ This is not a fairy tale ♪
♪ This is a love story ♪
♪ Back to the facts ♪
♪ What are we talking about today? ♪
♪ Violence, love ♪
♪ About justice for sale? ♪
♪ Corrupted verdicts sold by tabloids ♪
♪ Beheaded on the right Bimbos on the left ♪
♪ Rumors gushing in the streets ♪
♪ Sold by tabloids ♪
♪ Beheaded ♪
♪ Bimbos ♪
♪ In the streets ♪
More coffee?
Please.
♪ Come and open the doors ♪
♪ To the Courtroom of your Conscience ♪
♪ Listen! Answer my question! ♪
♪ Could you grant my client ♪
♪ Mr. Gabriel Mendoza ♪
♪ The right to love his wife? ♪
♪ Your Honor ♪
♪ I call for the triumph of love ♪
♪ Innocence ♪
♪ The defeat of bad faith ♪
♪ When we speak of violence ♪
♪ Let's speak of compassion ♪
♪ Let's speak of our dead ♪
♪ Let's speak of our shadows ♪
♪ Let's greet our world ♪
♪ Victory over bad faith ♪
- ♪ When we speak of violence ♪ - ♪ My lord ♪
- ♪ Let's open our hearts ♪ - ♪ Long live love's triumph ♪
- ♪ Let's love women, let's forgive men ♪ - ♪ Let's forgive men ♪
- ♪ Let's embrace Misery ♪ - ♪ Victory over bad faith ♪
♪ Misery... ♪
♪ The misery ♪
A big-hearted man, now a victim
of the media that repeatedly slandered him.
Excuse me?
You'll be late.
You're right, shit!
Gabriel Mendoza
did not kill his wife!
She took her own life!
This is a trial by the media
that repeatedly slander him!
They subjected my client and his wife to public scrutiny.
We are right to blame him
and to condemn the harm he's done.
Today, I wish...
Well...
That idiot forgets everything.
I wish to appeal
to your consciences, ladies and gentlemen.
I wish to appeal to your consciences, ladies and gentlemen.
- Do you think my client... - Do you think my client...
He looks like such a criminal.
Against any woman? Against any person?
I have refuted not one,
but all the prosecution's arguments.
I demand the release of my client...
Mr. Gabriel Mendoza.
Thank you.
What bullshit!
My client and I never doubted our country's judicial system.
Hello, Mom?
Yes, we won.
We won!
Yes, I'm glad.
But I feel like I ate shit.
I said...
No, forget it.
Sunday?
Uh, yes, yes, yes. The thing is...
No, I have tons of work.
I'll call you back, Mom.
Wish me luck. Okay.
Excuse me.
- Got a tampon? - Yes.
I'm out of whack.
- Don't worry. - Thanks.
This is a case that really stands out.
Fuck.
Mom, can I call you back?
Ms. Rita Mora Castro?
Yes? What?
Why are you in the bathroom?
You're the one deserving of applause, Counselor.
Who is this?
Do you want to become rich?
I have a proposition for you.
Be at the newsstand in 10 minutes.
Excuse me, but I don't know who...
Hello?
After all...
♪ How much longer ♪
♪ Will I hang my head? ♪
♪ How much longer ♪
♪ Will I lick their boots? ♪
♪ How much longer ♪
♪ Will I waste my talent on them? ♪
♪ How much longer ♪
♪ Will I toil away for nothing? ♪
♪ What have you to gain? ♪
♪ What have I to gain? ♪
♪ What have you got to lose? ♪
♪ What have I got to lose? ♪
♪ Me and my fucking law degree ♪
♪ Extra, extra, extra large ♪
♪ Me and my fucking salary ♪
♪ Extra, extra, extra small ♪
♪ Me and my stone-cold heart ♪
♪ Extra, extra, extra hard ♪
♪ Me and my fat ass ♪
♪ Extra, extra, extra ♪
♪ How much longer? ♪
♪ What have we got to gain? ♪
♪ How much longer? ♪
♪ What have we got to lose? ♪
♪ And my so-called friends tell me ♪
♪ "What about marriage? What about kids?" ♪
♪ I have no time to make babies ♪
♪ And bitches at work tell me ♪
♪ "When will you open your own firm?" ♪
♪ Who knows? When I won't be Black ♪
♪ Why did he call? Why me? ♪
♪ Why at the newsstand? ♪
♪ Why did he call? Why me? ♪
♪ Why at the newsstand? ♪
♪ I have nothing to lose ♪
♪ You have nothing to lose ♪
♪ I have everything to gain ♪
♪ You have everything to gain ♪
DEATH
SHOT 8 TIMES!
MASSACRED IN THE STREET
- Ma'am? - Yes.
Calm down.
Everyone, into the pickup! Time to go!
Is anyone here?
Are you afraid?
Should I be?
No.
Do you know who I am?
No.
Manitas Del Monte.
Pleased to meet you.
Shit.
What do you know of my situation, Counselor Mora Castro?
Your situation?
Your...
Your business is thriving.
Your cartel
wiped out the Alianza del Norte,
your competitor in the synthetic drug trade.
You made new political allies last year,
and the elections...
the elections proved you right.
Bingo!
How can I help you, Mr. Del Monte?
♪ Answering that question would mean ♪
♪ You've accepted ♪
♪ The mission and its secret ♪
♪ Once I tell you what it is ♪
♪ There's no turning back ♪
♪ Hearing is accepting ♪
♪ Also you must know ♪
♪ If I tell you what it's about ♪
♪ And if you agree ♪
♪ Considerable sums of money ♪
♪ Will be wired to Switzerland ♪
♪ The Caymans and elsewhere ♪
♪ Accounts of which only you and I ♪
♪ Will know the existence ♪
♪ Numbers and codes ♪
♪ Accounts and millions ♪
♪ Only you ♪
♪ And me ♪
What do I risk?
Becoming rich.
All right.
All right what?
What do you want me to do?
I want to be a woman.
Um...
I don't get it.
What don't you get?
Well, like...
you mean physically a woman?
Yes.
Do you want...
to change your life or to change your sex?
What's the difference?
Well...
I'm a lawyer, Mr. Del Monte.
I'm not a surgeon.
That's why I hired you.
To find a good one.
Mr. Del Monte, it could take...
years, it's not at the snap of a finger.
I started treatment two years ago.
There's no backtracking, kid.
Not for you, not for me.
Find me a safe place for the "reset."
Far away,
not here, not in the United States.
A place where no one could ever find me.
Get me someone untraceable.
Someone competent, spotless.
Your predecessor wasted a lot of my time.
Counselor Mora Castro, you now dispose of all my resources.
And, as you can see,
they are unlimited.
Mexico-Bangkok,
then Bangkok-Bombay, Bombay-Rio.
I have a Mexico City-Haneda.
4-hour layover, Haneda-Bangkok.
- How long would it be? - 26 hours.
No, no, no.
I have to be back Thursday for a court hearing.
You won't make it.
Find me something else.
Like what, a rocket?
Another class.
Business?
It's much more expensive.
- And above that? - Above what?
Business.
Wait, you really want me to check First class?
Yes.
It exceeds the rates we agreed to.
- How will you pay? - Credit card.
What kind of card?
- Rita? - Huh?
- Well? - She's with a client.
Ladies and Gentlemen,
this is your Captain speaking, according to our flight time,
we will arrive...
♪ Hello, very nice to meet you ♪
♪ I'd like to know about Sex change operations ♪
♪ I see, I see, I see ♪
♪ Man to woman or woman to man? ♪
♪ Man to woman ♪
♪ From penis to vagina ♪
♪ Is it for you? ♪
♪ For me? No ♪
♪ What would you like to know about it Madam? ♪
♪ I wanna know it all ♪
♪ What is the protocol? ♪
♪ The techniques and the risks? ♪
♪ How many operations? ♪
♪ How much time do you need? ♪
- ♪ Mammoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Vaginoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Rhinoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Laryngoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Mammoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Vaginoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Rhinoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
- ♪ Laryngoplasty? ♪ - ♪ Yes ♪
♪ Chondrolaryngoplasty? ♪
What is that?
♪ Adam's apple reduction ♪
♪ Yes, yes, yes, yes ♪
♪ Vaginoplasty ♪
♪ Yes ♪
♪ Penoplasty ♪
♪ Yes, yes! ♪
♪ Laryngoplasty ♪
♪ Yes ♪
♪ Mamoplasty ♪
♪ Man to woman, woman to man ♪
The butt?
Just for the butt. How much will it be?
For you? $4,500.
♪ Vaginoplasty for the men too ♪
♪ Vaginoplasty makes the men happy ♪
♪ Vaginoplasty for the women too ♪
- ♪ Penoplasty ♪ - ♪ Man to woman ♪
♪ Penoplasty ♪
Listen, bitch.
Where are you at, Mora Castro?
Think I pay you to act like hot shit in First class?
Huh?
Move faster, goddammit.
I'm running out of time.
So, um, your client...
he doesn't have a name?
For the moment he desires to remain anonymous.
Mmm.
Mexican, like you?
Yes.
He has tons of money.
Okay.
So?
- Has he started hormone therapy yet? - Yes.
- When? - Two years ago.
Any medical issues since?
Somatic, psychiatric?
No.
♪ Lady ♪
♪ You know I only fix the body ♪
♪ Skin, bones ♪
♪ But I will never fix the soul ♪
♪ If he's a he, she'll be a he ♪
♪ If he's a she, she'll be a she ♪
♪ If he's a wolf, she'll be a wolf ♪
♪ If he's the wolf ♪
♪ You'll be his sheep ♪
♪ Lady ♪
♪ I've been a doctor since I'm 24 ♪
♪ I fight and fix But I'll never stop the war ♪
♪ My door is not God's door ♪
♪ Lady ♪
♪ Lady, will you please Tell your Mr. Mystery ♪
♪ Instead of having plastic surgery ♪
♪ He'd better change ID ♪
♪ Doctor ♪
♪ I know you did a lot of studies ♪
♪ Doctor ♪
♪ But let me say I disagree ♪
♪ Please ♪
♪ Changing the body changes society ♪
♪ Changing society changes the soul ♪
♪ Changing the soul changes society ♪
♪ Changing Society changes it all ♪
♪ Doctor ♪
♪ You'd better trust my Mr. Mystery ♪
♪ If you had seen What he has shown to me ♪
♪ You'd be a better man ♪
♪ Doctor ♪
♪ You don't know What it's like to be a queen ♪
♪ When you were born to strive And raised to kill ♪
♪ You'd better dance or die ♪
♪ Ladies and gentlemen ♪
♪ And everyone in between ♪
♪ And everybody no one has ever been ♪
♪ I'll never let you down! ♪
- ♪ Doctor ♪ - ♪ Lady ♪
- ♪ I've been a doctor since I'm 24 ♪ - ♪ I've been a lawyer since I'm 24 ♪
- ♪ Don't want to say... ♪ - ♪ I fight and fix ♪
- ♪ ...what I'm doing this for ♪ - ♪ But I'll never stop the war ♪
- ♪ I'll never plead guilty ♪ - ♪ My door is not God's door ♪
- ♪ Lady ♪ - ♪ Doctor ♪
♪ I didn't come your way To waste your time ♪
♪ Tell your Mr. Mystery ♪
- ♪ Changing gender is not an alibi ♪ - ♪ Instead of having plastic surgery ♪
- ♪ You'd better change your mind ♪ - ♪ He'd better change his mind ♪
- ♪ You'd better change your mind ♪ - ♪ ...his mind ♪
- ♪ You'd better change your mind ♪ - ♪ ...change his mind ♪
Your mind.
Can I meet him?
That depends.
On what?
On you.
If you're not willing to accept, I don't think it's worth talking to him.
To listen is to accept.
Could you ask them to lower this fucking noise please?
- Not a good idea. - What?
I don't think that's a good idea.
Okay, okay.
Manitas Del Monte.
Dr. Wasserman.
Good evening, professor.
Did you have a good trip?
Beside the shitty music it was excellent. Yeah.
Are you hungry
Would you like to rest...
Neither. We can start wherever you want.
I have always been two.
My real self and the beast that has followed me like a shadow.
Do you know what it is like to come from the pigsty?
In order for my true nature to remain hidden
and Manitas to be respected,
Manitas has to be more bastard
than the other motherfuckers around him in the pigsty.
I can't cope anymore.
I constantly thought about killing myself,
but it's not fair to leave without living my real life.
Help me, Doctor.
This is my only hope to live my own life.
The life nature wouldn't give me.
What are you doing here?
And what about you?
Me? I'm his wife.
- Jessi Del Monte. - Rita.
Rita Mora Castro, lawyer. I work with your husband.
I figured, but what do you do for him?
A lot of things.
Are we leaving the country?
- Excuse me? - Are we going back
to the United States?
Sorry, I don't know anything about that.
Who's the guy with you?
So you've met?
Yes. I was asking Rita who the guy with you is.
Business, honey.
Where are the kids?
Dancing with the others.
Let's join them.
Coming?
No thanks, I'll just stay here.
Nice meeting you!
Let me ask you a question.
When you were a child...
you always wanted it?
Yes.
All my life.
Ever since I'm able to think
this is what I wanted.
But...
in the world I come from,
it's very difficult.
Very difficult.
I must leave a great deal behind me.
But...
I have no choice.
The notebook.
Goodbye, Rita.
Bye, Doctor.
Manitas told them about the music.
Is this necessary?
Yes.
The passports with their new names.
They'll have to learn them by heart.
Here are the bank accounts.
The wire transfers are scheduled and secured
as per your instructions. They'll be rich.
They'll live here, in Lausanne.
Lakefront, spacious, calm.
You know, Switzerland.
I'll go with them and help them settle in.
I imagine it won't be easy at first,
but over time, they'll forget you.
They'll forget you.
♪ I don't lack sky ♪
♪ I don't lack sea ♪
♪ I don't lack a voice ♪
♪ But I lack song ♪
♪ I don't lack money ♪
♪ I don't lack murder ♪
♪ I don't lack lust ♪
♪ But I lack desire ♪
♪ I want another face ♪
♪ I want another skin ♪
♪ I want the depth of my soul ♪
♪ To smell like honey ♪
♪ I don't desire desire ♪
♪ Or to be desired ♪
♪ Let everything that was No longer be ♪
♪ My only desire ♪
♪ Is to be ♪
♪ Her ♪
SWITZERLAND
Welcome, Madam.
Good evening, Madam.
Welcome, ma'am.
Welcome.
This isn't our house! I want to go home!
Why did he do this to me? What did I do to him?
Nothing, it's to protect you, Jessi.
If you go back, your husband's enemies will hunt you
and your children.
He's sheltering you, see?
Please,
I don't want this. I don't belong here.
Why can't we go to my sister's in the States?
Please... Please...
- How long will this last? - I don't know.
Several months?
Maybe more.
It's done.
They moved in.
It was very hard,
but they're safe.
Everything must disappear.
You're rich now.
Enjoy it.
Your mission is over.
All right.
Farewell, Rita.
DNA from human remains found in Veracruz has been identified.
They belong to Manitas Del Monte.
The drug lord, thought to have fled the country,
had, in fact, fallen into the hands of his enemies.
- Next... - Mama.
Emilia...
Pérez.
Señora Emilia Pérez.
Emilia Pérez.
Señora Emilia Pérez.
Pleased to meet you.
I am Señora Emilia Pérez.
FOUR YEARS LATER
LONDON
- Rita. - Yes.
What's the dirty on Maxwell?
I think that he will sign by Monday.
He's a bit mercurial but give him time.
Mercurial? What do you mean?
Today he says yes, tomorrow he says no. By Monday I think he's gonna say yes.
- Ah... He's like someone I know. - Touché.
Are you... English?
Me? No.
No, I'm not English. Why?
No, because you have something...
special... something different.
You are pretty.
Sorry.
I'm Mexican.
- Really? - Yes.
Me too.
No kidding?
What part?
Monterrey.
You want to switch seats, maybe you can talk?
- Yes. Yes. - Thank you.
- No problem. - Thank you, my friend.
- Gentlemen are rare nowadays. - That's true.
I'm from Veracruz.
I was born in the Dominican Republic,
but I went to school in Mexico.
Lovely!
It's nice speaking Spanish.
You miss Mexico?
Me? Um...
In fact, no, not really.
Sometimes, but I'd always wanted to travel
and live elsewhere.
And you?
No, I've been in transit for ages.
I even lost my northern accent.
I hear it.
- Who did you come with? - Simon.
Oh?
He sees to my business in Europe.
Simon?
Actually, Simon and I...
Is it you?
Bingo.
Shit.
What are you doing here?
I have business in London.
Cut the crap.
You had me tailed?
Not at all. Don't worry.
I don't recognize your voice.
Just my voice?
♪ Don't tell me you came by chance ♪
♪ That you're just passing through ♪
♪ Don't tell me you came by chance ♪
♪ Tell me you came to erase the past ♪
♪ To get rid of the last witness, me! ♪
♪ By chance ♪
♪ Don't tell me you came here by chance ♪
♪ Tell me that you came to kill me ♪
♪ To clean up, so no one knows ♪
♪ Who you were and what I know ♪
♪ Don't tell me you came by chance ♪
No.
♪ By chance ♪
♪ No Rita, I haven't come by chance ♪
♪ Nor have I come as a friend ♪
♪ To thank you once more ♪
♪ And toss you flowers ♪
♪ No Rita, I haven't come by chance ♪
♪ I didn't come to look into your eyes ♪
♪ And see the shock of your life ♪
♪ "It's her, no it's not Yes it is her!" ♪
♪ I didn't come to look in a mirror ♪
♪ Or to tell you my life either ♪
- ♪ What are you doing here? ♪ - ♪ That I changed skin and body ♪
♪ Suffered like hell ♪
♪ But it was worth it ♪
♪ That I'm happy now, I'm myself ♪
♪ No Rita, I didn't come for any of that ♪
♪ No Rita, I haven't come by chance ♪
♪ You can flee, run away I won't stop you ♪
♪ But one day you may understand ♪
♪ What it's like to change lives ♪
♪ And leave everything behind ♪
♪ I have something to ask you ♪
♪ Something to ask me by chance? ♪
I need you to bring my children back to Mexico.
I can't live without them.
I beg of you.
Where will we live?
Her place.
She has a mansion in Las Lomas.
Do you know this Emilia Pérez?
Manitas mentioned a distant cousin
you could trust, if anything happened.
She knew how to join me.
When it was time, she sent me for you.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much.
Pray for me. I'll miss you.
I knew nothing of this.
No one...
No one could know.
♪ Falling ♪
♪ Into the sky ♪
MEXICO CITY
♪ Rising up into the abyss ♪
Madam Emilia, they're coming!
My children!
My family. Jessi.
They're coming. Hurry!
- Yes, Madam. - Hurry!
Help them, quick!
Welcome.
Welcome to your home.
Come.
We've never met, right, Jessi?
No, I don't think so.
You were Manitas' wife.
He left us. Peace be with him.
You're like my sister now.
This is your home. Welcome.
Thank you, ma'am.
Emilia, please.
Emilia, hmm?
Guys!
Want to see your rooms? Eh?
Want to?
Careful, there's no railing.
Uh, Rita, you'll stay with us?
No, I'm at the Four Seasons.
That's mine, thanks.
I have to get back to London.
Wait a second.
How do you find her?
Totally out of it.
You know her better than me.
I did before. I don't know about now.
Don't dwell on how others have changed.
You're right.
It's a miracle she didn't recognize you.
Be careful with the children.
Why?
Stop kissing them all the time.
You're their aunt, not their mother.
Anything else?
No, thank you.
You don't like it?
Not talking to me?
Do we have to go to school?
Yes, uh...
Children go to school.
And their parents go to work.
Mommy doesn't work.
Uh, that's true.
I don't want to go to school here.
- Me neither. - Okay.
What do you want to do?
Can we stay with Mommy?
I want to ski like in Switzerland.
What?
Skiing in the snow.
Me too.
Good morning, ma'am.
Your breakfast.
No!
Fuck
♪ Welcome ♪
♪ To your beloved country My darling ♪
♪ To your luxurious home, cousin dear ♪
♪ Where everything's costly ♪
♪ Pleased to meet you! ♪
♪ And many thanks to the family ♪
♪ Welcome ♪
♪ Be polite Say hello, my dear ♪
♪ To the big boss Aunt Emilia ♪
♪ And the new guards, cousin dear ♪
♪ Of your gilded prison ♪
♪ Welcome ♪
♪ To your fairy trap Cousin dear ♪
♪ To the life of your dreams My pretty ♪
♪ Look at that clothesline, dear child ♪
♪ All that laundered money Hanging to dry ♪
♪ Look at your golden handcuffs My dear ♪
♪ Your padlock necklaces Cousin dear ♪
♪ You'll feel so good in here ♪
♪ Fool ♪
♪ You'll never want to run away ♪
♪ Welcome ♪
♪ I obeyed my dead man ♪
♪ In Switzerland ♪
♪ I took care of our kids ♪
♪ Enough! ♪
♪ I cried my eyes out ♪
♪ Fool ♪
♪ I took care of everything ♪
♪ Welcome ♪
♪ I'm at your service ♪
♪ Fuck you ♪
♪ Now don't mess with me ♪
♪ Cousin dear ♪
♪ I'll jump over the wall, my darling ♪
♪ I'll quench my thirst ♪
♪ Welcome ♪
♪ Venerated ♪
♪ Excited ♪
♪ Admired ♪
♪ Overjoyed ♪
♪ Adulated ♪
♪ Mega-liked ♪
♪ Welcome ♪
I don't know if this is Gustavo Brun's number.
It's Jessi.
If it's your number, Gustavo,
I wanted you to know... that lawyer, Rita Mora,
called to tell me I could come back.
That I no longer risked getting shot stepping off the plane.
And I...
I'll just cut to the chase.
Gustavo...
you're the reason I came back.
My pussy still hurts when I think of you.
And if I pay you?
For what?
For you to stay.
Enough with that.
What would I do?
Nothing, just stay around.
That's kind of you.
But no.
Thanks.
What's up in London? You have someone.
Work is the only thing that's up.
I offer you to stay and do nothing, and you want to go?
- You want children? - Yes.
I do. I just need a father.
We'll buy one.
Tell me.
Tell me who you want and I'll buy him.
Him?
You like him?
♪ Once and again ♪
♪ Where the dog failed ♪
MISSING: OCTAVIO VARGAS
That's Octavio.
My eldest. He was 23.
He disappeared in 2013, on November 18,
in the Michoacán.
He was a student.
He disappeared on a trip down south.
He wanted to be a teacher.
I'm sorry.
♪ Once and again ♪
♪ We can't find anything ♪
Edgar...
You ever think, once in a while,
about everything Manitas did?
All the horror?
Quiet, not here.
I don't know who Manitas is.
Yes, I think about that.
And there's a lot that I regret.
Of course.
Thank you.
Auntie Emi?
Why are you up?
I can't fall asleep.
You'll wake up your brother.
Close your eyes.
What are you doing? What are you doing? What are you doing?
You smell like my Papa.
I love it.
Do you miss him?
Yes.
♪ Papa, Papa, Papa, Papa, Papa ♪
♪ You smell like Papa ♪
♪ You smell like the mountains ♪
♪ Leather and coffee ♪
♪ You smell like food ♪
♪ Spicy, spicy! ♪
♪ You smell like sugar ♪
♪ Lamb roasting on the fire ♪
♪ The engine of the car ♪
♪ You also smell like Coca ♪
♪ Cola ♪
♪ Light ♪
♪ With lemon ♪
♪ Ice cubes ♪
♪ And sweat ♪
♪ You smell like Papa ♪
Would you rather
I wear perfume?
Auntie...
I like how you smell
but I don't like the perfume you use.
♪ He smelled of little pebbles ♪
♪ Hot from the sun ♪
♪ He smelled like grass ♪
♪ Like mezcal and guacamole ♪
♪ He smelled like dogs ♪
♪ In car rides ♪
♪ He smelled like cigars ♪
♪ When he hugged us ♪
♪ For the last time ♪
♪ The last time ♪
♪ Papa, papa, papa, papa, papa ♪
♪ Papa, papa, papa ♪
CENTRAL PRISON
Do you know him?
Fuck, no.
I don't recognize the face.
Maybe from when we stole hostages
from the Tiburones.
It got ugly.
We had to get rid of them in town.
Where?
The old San Cristóbal refinery.
When she kissed my hand, I felt her tears,
and for the first time, I loved myself.
How many disappearances in this country?
Tens of thousands.
It's horrific.
We can't stand idly by.
We must help them.
How?
I know former sicarios willing to do good.
That's too dangerous for you.
- You'll go see them. - Me?
You're a lawyer.
You'll persuade them.
We left them scattered over the Sinaloa.
We burned them.
Some were taken to Tierra Caliente,
near Guerrero.
Others in Veracruz.
Um... The town of San Martín.
Otherwise we cut them into pieces.
Did you bury them?
We dismembered them and left them on the road.
When was this?
Two years ago.
Just you?
No, with the gang.
- How many? - Four.
- Was it a family? - Yes.
There was a mother, two brothers,
and a friend of theirs, I guess.
We grabbed the old man and put him in the van.
When we got there, we killed him.
We burned them.
We left no traces.
We burned them.
Threw them in the river.
We ran all over the country to destroy the evidence.
Hello, everyone.
Señora Pérez, why "La Lucecita"?
Named after our goal.
A ray of hope for those with none.
How will your NGO be financed?
With my money, but we'll take help from anyone.
Thank you.
All information will be available in the NGO's charter.
Thank you, now excuse us.
Our NGO operates in compliance with the law.
We are not a replacement for public services.
We work with them to help those who need it most.
Our main goal
is to help families find their loved ones.
Here there are no guilty parties.
We don't judge anyone.
For a new life, a new horizon:
La Lucecita.
♪ So that I know where When and how it happened ♪
♪ So I can tell those he loved How it ended ♪
♪ So his friends can mourn him ♪
♪ So that I know Where the bad people hid her ♪
♪ So that I can engrave his dates ♪
♪ I am here ♪
♪ So I can talk about the color Of his face ♪
♪ I am here ♪
♪ So that I can look myself In the mirror ♪
♪ So I can raise my children With clean money ♪
♪ So there can be a life before And a life after ♪
♪ So I can learn to calculate That one plus two makes three ♪
♪ So I can cleanse my skin of tattoos ♪
♪ I am here ♪
♪ So I can put my errors to good use ♪
♪ I am here ♪
♪ Here, here, here ♪
♪ I am here ♪
♪ So that the disappeared can reappear ♪
♪ So mother and child can be reunited ♪
♪ So we can look the nightmare ♪
♪ In the eyes ♪
♪ So deep down There is strength and hope ♪
♪ So we can overcome society's mockery ♪
♪ So we can cross over and face evil ♪
♪ So that our hearts Can scream the truth ♪
♪ So we can walk Our heads held high ♪
♪ So we can eat, live and breathe ♪
♪ We are here ♪
♪ So we can ask for forgiveness And forgive ♪
♪ We are here ♪
Evening, beautiful.
Have a good time?
Yes.
- Want some? - No.
Whisky?
Sure.
- Can I ask you something? - Mm-hmm?
How was it with your husband?
I don't know.
What do you mean?
Did you love him?
I was crazy for him.
Did he love you?
I don't know.
After the kids were born...
Wasn't the same anymore.
For you or for him?
For him.
Did it make you sad?
I was alone.
What would have happened if he hadn't died?
I don't know.
He'd have done like the others.
He'd have found himself a younger one.
He'd have had kids with her and sent me to hell.
Or maybe I'd have found another guy.
Did you cheat on him?
With who?
Why do you ask?
No reason.
Simple curiosity.
Did it last long?
Why not?
It was too intense.
I couldn't think about anything else.
I'd never experienced anything like it.
What happened?
Nothing.
I ended it.
I stopped wanting to see him.
You never thought about running off together?
Did you know your cousin or not at all?
No matter where we went,
he'd have found us.
He'd have cut us into pieces and fed us to the dogs.
I'm going to bed.
Good night.
Goodnight.
This is Channel 3, here with Señora Pérez.
The victims seem to have been murdered
by Los Globales,
one of Mexico's largest cartels.
What do you have to say, Ms. Pérez?
I'd like to emphasize that
almost 100,000 people are missing in Mexico,
victims of drug-traffic related violence.
After discovering what can only be called a mass grave,
the Department of Public Safety
didn't open an investigation.
They didn't even send a team here.
About that,
there's another point I insist on making.
We've had to enlist the help of other cities.
Police here don't have sufficient resources
to lead the investigations that need to be led.
BENEFIT GALA FOR FAMILIES OF THE DISAPPEARED
What are you hoping for?
Empathy and support.
- You mean money? - Dough, yeah.
Financial support.
Thank you.
I saw the guest list.
Who are the people you added?
Drug kingpins, corrupt officials, crooks.
You mind?
If we're funded with dirty money,
yes, I mind.
I don't know any British royals yet,
so I invite the rich guys I know.
How do I look?
Gorgeous.
And now let's greet...
How about me?
...Emilia Pérez!
Fucking bitch.
Rita!
I'm Berlinger, your old boss. Remember?
- Yes, yes. - Call me when you can.
How wonderful to see you here tonight.
I am proud and satisfied, truly.
Esteemed ministers,
esteemed senators,
representatives of the Chamber of Commerce,
Minister of the Interior,
Minister of Culture.
♪ Look at the Chemist ♪
♪ Got made Minister of something ♪
♪ Had his partner's throat slit His family's too ♪
♪ What about the corpses? ♪
♪ Acid! ♪
♪ Look at Judge Santos ♪
♪ Cares only about children ♪
♪ Cartels kidnap them ♪
♪ Steal them from their villages ♪
♪ And Santos has their cases dismissed ♪
♪ No evidence ♪
♪ Talk, all these people talk ♪
♪ But now they are going to pay ♪
♪ To pay, to pay ♪
♪ Talk, all these people talk ♪
♪ But now ♪
♪ They are going to pay They are going to pay ♪
♪ You have the upper hand ♪
♪ Everyone knows you ♪
♪ No one knows me ♪
♪ Or barely ♪
♪ I am Emilia Pérez ♪
♪ A Mexican woman! ♪
♪ A woman like any other! ♪
♪ Look at the Minister Of Public Education ♪
♪ Specialist in shell companies ♪
♪ The contracts are real ♪
♪ But the schools aren't ♪
♪ So now tell us! ♪
♪ Where did you get your jet Your pool, your hotel? ♪
♪ Look at the Governor ♪
♪ Who voted him in? The cartel? ♪
♪ They bought the farmer vote One by one ♪
♪ Pay the cartel ♪
♪ They're already sitting On your fucking throne ♪
♪ Talk, all these people talk ♪
♪ But now they are going to pay ♪
♪ To pay, to pay ♪
♪ Talk, all these people talk ♪
♪ But now they are going to pay They are going to pay ♪
♪ And thank God ♪
♪ I have by my side An exceptional woman ♪
♪ Rita Mora Castro! ♪
♪ She is intelligence incarnate! ♪
♪ Intelligence incarnate! ♪
♪ It's very difficult ♪
♪ Look at the cripple ♪
♪ Not lame from birth ♪
♪ Next time you pay late ♪
♪ You'll end up in a wheelchair ♪
♪ Or like him, without a hand ♪
♪ Be on time if you're corrupt ♪
♪ Look at our dear Mendoza ♪
♪ With his new wife ♪
♪ Very young ♪
♪ Very blonde ♪
♪ Blonde! ♪
♪ Talk, all these people talk ♪
♪ But now they are going to pay ♪
♪ To pay, to pay ♪
♪ Talk, all these people talk ♪
♪ But now they are going to pay They are going to pay ♪
♪ Talk, all these people talk ♪
♪ Losing a loved one is a tragedy ♪
♪ Losing their remains ♪
♪ Is a life sentence! ♪
♪ A life sentence! ♪
♪ It's a life sentence! ♪
Earthquake!
Cheers!
Come in.
- Emilia? - Yes.
Mrs. Epifanía Flores.
- Show her in, thanks. - Yes.
Go on in.
Thank you.
Come in, have a seat.
What can I do for you?
You found my husband.
Where is he?
At the morgue.
At the morgue?
Mm-hmm.
What's he doing there?
He's dead.
Are you sure it's him?
Yes, 99.99%.
I'm very sorry.
Excuse me.
I'm very sorry.
Excuse me.
Forgive me, perhaps I was too abrupt.
I thought he was going to be here.
I was so scared.
I had five years of peace.
Then I got your letter...
He used to hit me, steal my money, rape me.
If he weren't dead, I'd...
I'd have...
I even brought a knife.
No one can hurt you anymore.
It's over. Hmm?
Do you want anything?
Water?
Are you okay?
Yes, I am.
Stop.
Have a good day, Mrs. Flores.
Thanks a lot.
Mrs. Flores!
Tell me,
what do we do with the corpse?
Throw it away!
That's it?
Okay.
You really brought a knife?
Can we meet again?
What for?
Just to see each other.
Yes.
Goodbye.
You found everything?
Yes.
- Leaving already? - Mm-hmm.
To get home before the kids wake up.
Kids?
Um...
You have children?
Yes.
Well, no.
Same difference.
Same difference?
Their father died. I'm their aunt.
Oh.
Um...
Will I see you again?
You want to?
Yeah, I do.
You?
Yes.
♪ Love me ♪
♪ Protect me ♪
♪ Half him ♪
♪ Half her ♪
♪ Half papa ♪
♪ Half aunt ♪
♪ Half rich ♪
♪ Half poor ♪
♪ Half kingpin ♪
♪ Half queen ♪
♪ Half here ♪
♪ Half there ♪
♪ Half dead ♪
♪ Half alive ♪
♪ Half inside ♪
♪ Half out ♪
♪ Everything ♪
♪ Nothing ♪
♪ Who am I? I've no idea ♪
♪ I am what I feel ♪
♪ And for the first time ♪
♪ I feel a feeling ♪
♪ Life without love ♪
♪ Has been an endless fall ♪
♪ What joy ♪
♪ To make love with love ♪
♪ Emilia ♪
♪ And Epifanía ♪
♪ Emilia ♪
♪ And Epifanía ♪
♪ Half me ♪
♪ Half her ♪
♪ Half together ♪
♪ Half alone ♪
♪ Half down ♪
♪ Half up ♪
♪ At the beginning ♪
♪ And at the end ♪
♪ Who am I? I've no idea ♪
♪ I was born at this very moment ♪
♪ I was born of her desire ♪
♪ I was born from her belly ♪
♪ Life without desire ♪
♪ Has been like a mountain ♪
♪ Now my desire ♪
♪ Leads me to the river ♪
♪ I am in love ♪
♪ In love ♪
- How did you learn this? - What?
You change people's lives.
Not just them. Me.
Everyone.
I spent my life studying, and for what?
So the rich get richer, and the bastards get worse.
Is something wrong?
I'm 40 years old, Emilia.
My love life is a desert and my professional life, a sewer.
What can I say?
Nothing.
None of this would exist without you.
This is your professional life.
You should be proud.
Am I wrong?
Thanks.
He's so up his own arse, that guy.
He's always talking about himself.
I'm like, "Can't you just keep it quiet?"
- Becks... You know Rebecca Blank. She... - Yeah.
She...
She is amazing.
She said, "Look, Jack, if you're gonna come to my wedding,
I'm the bride,
you let me be the star of the evening."
You need to go and have a cold shower...
♪ Yes to say no ♪
♪ I want to, I want to ♪
♪ I want to love myself ♪
♪ I want to love my life ♪
♪ To love what I feel ♪
♪ I want to love myself ♪
♪ To love myself fully ♪
♪ To love myself as I am ♪
♪ I want to love the little girl ♪
♪ That they wouldn't let me be ♪
♪ I want to love the old lady ♪
♪ That I may become one day ♪
♪ I want to love myself every day ♪
♪ Every hour, every second ♪
♪ I am, and that's enough ♪
♪ That's what being a woman is, right? ♪
♪ I want to love myself ♪
♪ The way I want to be loved ♪
♪ Loved ♪
♪ I want to love myself ♪
♪ To love my life ♪
♪ Love myself the way I am ♪
♪ If I fall off a cliff ♪
♪ It's my cliff ♪
♪ If I double over in pain ♪
♪ It's my pain ♪
♪ If I go to seventh heaven ♪
♪ It's my heaven ♪
♪ If I go down the wrong path ♪
♪ Who cares? ♪
♪ It's my path ♪
♪ I want to love ♪
♪ Myself ♪
♪ To love my life ♪
♪ To love what I feel ♪
♪ It's my path ♪
♪ I want ♪
♪ To love myself ♪
♪ To love myself fully ♪
♪ To love myself as I am ♪
♪ When I go out ♪
Right, right.
- 30 seconds left. - Right.
- Speed run! - No, right.
Right
Stand straight.
25 seconds.
More over there.
Stop, left.
No!
I'm going to crash!
Right, right!
The scent of my boys!
I'll pick them up.
Bye, Aunt Emi.
I entrust them to you.
Yes, madam. Thanks.
- Hi, Jessi. - Oh, jeez!
- You scared me. - Sorry.
Do as you please here, but...
- I know, the children. - Yes.
Just be careful. They're young.
I know, I said.
Thanks.
I have something to tell you.
Go on.
I'm getting married.
Getting married? To who?
Gustavo.
- Still seeing that guy? - Yes.
Doesn't this seem... a little hasty?
I've been waiting 5 years for this.
Okay.
If you're happy, I'm happy.
Where will you be living?
Uh... We're looking at a villa in Polanco.
- And the kids? - What about them?
They're staying here.
No. Why? They'll live with us.
And this villa in Polanco has a garden?
Yes, it has everything.
Any good schools there?
We haven't looked yet.
When you say...
"The children will live with us,"
you mean you and your pimp?
What?
When you say "the children will live with us",
you mean with you and your fucking pimp?
My pimp?
Yes!
Who are you to talk, fucking old dyke?
Want me to tell you about your whore?
You can go fuck your mother
with your fucking pimp,
but my children
stay here!
They're my children.
Your children?
Are you out of your mind?
They're my children!
My children!
Here's 100,000. Get out of Mexico City.
If I see you again, you're dog meat.
Get it?
What time did they leave?
I don't know. Everyone was asleep.
They didn't leave a note?
I didn't find one.
Jessi, it's me, Emilia.
I don't know why you did this.
Call me when you can, please.
♪ She left with the children ♪
♪ With my sons and all their Stuff to Polanco for sure ♪
♪ With her pimp ♪
♪ She can't do this ♪
♪ Okay, I get it, she's the mother ♪
♪ Then what am I? I won't let her do this ♪
♪ Calm down ♪
♪ Don't worry ♪
♪ Calm down ♪
♪ Relax ♪
♪ Calm down ♪
♪ I can't even buy food ♪
♪ No more money She cut me off ♪
♪ None of my cards works ♪
♪ All my accounts, blocked ♪
♪ She wanted to take my kids And now my money? ♪
♪ Calm down ♪
♪ She wants to steal my kids ♪
♪ I'll fucking kill everybody ♪
♪ How could I have married that slut? ♪
♪ Everybody ♪
♪ How could I have married that ingrate? ♪
♪ You should have thought twice ♪
♪ What do you think? ♪
♪ You can manipulate people As you please? ♪
♪ That was another life ♪
♪ Things are different now ♪
♪ How could I have lived with her? ♪
♪ How could I have trusted that bitch? ♪
♪ I don't know why she did it I'll talk to her ♪
♪ I'll sort it out I'll set things right ♪
♪ It's Manitas' money, my husband's ♪
- ♪ The money he left me when he died ♪ - ♪ Calm down! ♪
♪ She can't do this ♪
♪ How the fuck could you do this? ♪
♪ Why not tell me first? ♪
♪ How can she access my accounts? ♪
♪ Calm down ♪
♪ Don't worry ♪
♪ It was done by Manitas Your husband, to protect you ♪
♪ How the fuck Did you know that? ♪
♪ I want my children ♪
♪ If you want your children You must put out the fire ♪
♪ I want my children ♪
♪ Where the fuck is my money? ♪
♪ You must put out the fire ♪
- ♪ I want my children ♪ - ♪ Fuck you ♪
Good evening.
- Good evening. - See you tomorrow.
Turn out the lights before you leave.
See you tomorrow.
The office is open from 9 to 5. We're closing.
You had an appointment?
- Yes. - Can I help you?
Not really, I'm here to see Señora Pérez.
Are you Epifanía?
You're Rita, right?
Yes.
- It's done. - What is?
We've finally met. About time!
Come. I'll get my keys.
Goodnight.
It's me.
Have a seat.
Can I say you're here?
Yes.
Epifanía is here. We're waiting for you.
Call back soon.
She speaks often of you.
Oh, really?
- Mm-hmm. - What does she say?
Since she met you, she's like a teenager.
A fifteen year old...
Effusive.
Glowing.
She often speaks of you.
- Oh, really? - Mm-hmm.
What does she say?
She says you're like her sister.
That you changed her life.
How did I change her life?
When? What did she tell you?
She told me about her family,
about the children, the nephews she adores.
She said she owes this place to you.
That you made her...
smarter
and more generous.
- Did I say something wrong? - No, no, no.
Not at all, sorry.
Emilia is exaggerating as usual,
but it moves me.
You and I are her only friends.
Talk about a fucking fan club!
Yes?
It's me, yes.
What?
Where?
You're here?
Wait a minute.
We found Ms. Pérez's car.
Her driver is dead. Ms. Pérez has been kidnapped.
I'm sorry.
A white shirt
and a black skirt...
Ms. Mora Castro?
Excuse me.
Emilia!
No.
This isn't her.
Did you get the package?
Yes.
You know how to count with fingers?
30 million.
Good.
Put her on so I can hear her.
Rita.
Yes, Emilia.
Do what they ask, okay?
Of course I will.
I'm not here by chance.
Time flew...
Time flew so fast.
Bingo.
That's my line, dummy.
Come on, come on...
Ponchis.
You have to come to La Lucecita.
Bring 8 or 9 big guys.
Shit.
Goddammit!
Continue straight ahead.
We'll go ahead.
We'll take the next turn.
José, turn left.
Kill the lights.
What will you do with me?
Recover the money you stole from me.
And then?
You're nothing to us.
You'll kill me?
She's coming.
Lights off.
Lights off!
Turn off your fucking lights!
Get up and walk.
- Your left hand. - No!
Let me see Emilia.
I want to see Emilia!
Fucking old bitch.
Show me your fucking left hand, bitch!
I told you.
If you don't come out with Emilia, there's no money, asshole!
You hear me?
Come out with her!
Okay, you two come with me.
- You cover us. - Understood.
Honey,
get her ready.
Come.
Stop moving!
You hear me?
No money till I see her!
Come out with her!
Fuck!
She's not alone!
Emilia!
♪ I met you when you were 17 ♪
♪ Back then ♪
♪ I was seeing Julianne, your sister ♪
♪ What are you saying? ♪
♪ When I was with Julianne ♪
♪ It was you I'd stare at ♪
♪ Then one day in the Azucena ♪
♪ I kissed you ♪
♪ And we went upstairs to do the rest ♪
♪ You kissed me? ♪
♪ We went upstairs to do the rest ♪
♪ Who told you this? ♪
♪ When we wed I gave you two necklaces ♪
♪ You told me... ♪
♪ Quiet ♪
♪ You told me you'd lost one ♪
♪ But I knew you gave it away ♪
♪ To Julianne so she'd forgive you ♪
♪ On the day of the wedding ♪
♪ You were so ashamed of your family ♪
♪ You didn't want to see them ♪
♪ So you put them In the back of the church ♪
♪ Who are you? ♪
♪ Emilia ♪
♪ Manitas ♪
♪ My God, what have we done? ♪
♪ Jessica ♪
♪ Forgive me ♪
Shut up, you fucking bitch! I'm demanding you here!
Jessica.
Get in the car!
What are we doing?
Get in the car, Jessie!
Get in the car, Jessie, fuck!
Yes, yes, yes.
Goddamn motherfuckers!
Stop!
- What? - Stop!
What's your problem?
Stop the car!
Get off me, you lunatic!
You're fucking crazy!
What's your problem?
He's in the trunk.
Manitas.
He's in the trunk.
My husband!
- What? - In the trunk!
Stop the car!
Careful with that.
Careful with that thing.
- Watch out. - Stop the car!
What are you doing, Jessi?
Please!
Calm down.
I'll pull over.
Relax.
Calm down.
Madam Rita.
They're coming.
Your mother had a car accident.
She won't be coming home.
Now I'll take care of you.
♪ I dedicate this poem ♪
♪ To the beloved, so loved ♪
♪ For a fleeting instant ♪
♪ To the woman of my nights ♪
♪ The one who left at dawn ♪
♪ Never speaking about herself ♪
♪ To she who drank from my fountains ♪
♪ Whose mystery I miss ♪
♪ Like a distant star ♪
♪ To she who let me be free ♪
♪ Free like the air ♪
♪ Free like her scent ♪
♪ To she who in a spark ♪
♪ Her arms wide open ♪
♪ Crossed our path ♪
♪ To she who worked the miracle ♪
♪ Of changing lead to gold ♪
♪ And enchanted the world ♪
♪ To she who hoisted beside us ♪
♪ For the cause of the damned ♪
♪ The flag of Truth ♪
♪ To she whose fiery countenance ♪
♪ With her marvelous grace ♪
♪ Filled us with Happiness ♪
♪ To she who will never come back ♪
♪ To she who kept her secret ♪
♪ I offer these flowers ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ Mattresses ♪
♪ Bedsprings ♪
♪ Refrigerators ♪
♪ Stoves ♪
♪ Washing machines ♪
♪ Microwaves ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ Mattresses ♪
♪ Bedsprings ♪
♪ Refrigerators ♪
♪ Stoves ♪
♪ Washing machines ♪
♪ Microwaves ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ Mattresses ♪
♪ Bedsprings ♪
♪ Refrigerators ♪
♪ Stoves ♪
♪ Washing machines ♪
♪ Microwaves ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ My life ♪
♪ My soul ♪
♪ We buy ♪
♪ If I fall off a cliff ♪
♪ It's my cliff if I double over in pain ♪
♪ It's my pain ♪
♪ If I go to seventh heaven ♪
♪ It's my heaven If I go down the wrong path who cares? ♪
♪ When I go out ♪
♪ A lot partying ♪
♪ When I act ♪
♪ Like a bitch ♪
♪ When I am ♪
♪ The perfect lady ♪
♪ When I say yes ♪
♪ To say no ♪
♪ I want to, I want to ♪
♪ I want ♪
♪ To love myself ♪
♪ To love my life ♪
♪ To love what I feel ♪
♪ I want ♪
♪ To love myself ♪
♪ To love myself fully ♪
♪ To love myself as I am ♪
♪ I want to love ♪
♪ The little girl ♪
♪ That they wouldn't let me be ♪
♪ I want to love ♪
♪ The old lady that I may ♪
♪ Become one day ♪
♪ I want to love myself every day ♪
♪ Every hour, every second ♪
♪ I am, and that's enough ♪
♪ That's what being a woman is, right? ♪
♪ I want to love myself ♪
♪ I want to be loved ♪
♪ Loved ♪
♪ I want ♪
♪ To love myself ♪
♪ To love my life ♪
♪ To love what I feel ♪
♪ I want ♪
♪ To love myself ♪
♪ To love myself fully ♪
♪ To love myself as I am ♪
♪ If I fall off a cliff ♪
♪ It's my cliff if I double over in pain ♪
♪ It's my pain ♪
♪ If I go to seventh heaven ♪
♪ It's my heaven ♪
♪ If I go down the wrong path who cares? ♪
♪ It's my path ♪
♪ I want ♪
♪ To love myself ♪
♪ To love my life ♪
♪ To love what I feel ♪
♪ It's my path ♪
♪ I want ♪
♪ To love myself ♪
♪ To love myself fully ♪
♪ To love myself as I am ♪
♪ When ♪
♪ I go out ♪
♪ A lot partying ♪
♪ When I act ♪
♪ Like a bitch ♪
♪ When we speak of violence ♪
♪ Let's speak of compassion ♪
♪ Let's speak of our dead ♪
♪ Let's speak of our shadows ♪
♪ Let's greet our world ♪
♪ When we speak of violence ♪
♪ Let's open our heart ♪
♪ Let's love the women ♪
♪ Let's forgive the men ♪
♪ Let's embrace misery ♪
♪ Misery ♪