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- Ibu.
- Hai, Sayang.
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Ibu tahu malam ini Ayah di mana?
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Kau baik-baik saja?
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Jay, Sayang?
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Ada apa?
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Jay?
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Jay.
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Jay.
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- Jay!
- Tidak!
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Astaga. Jay!
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Aku akan cari bantuan.
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Dia tunangan putra Anda?
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Sudahlah, Bu.
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Jangan. Tolong berhenti. Cukup!
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Sudahlah, Bu. Cukup!
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Cukup!
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Ayah.
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Kabarnya benar?
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Teganya Ayah.
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- Teganya Ayah!
- Sally, cukup.
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Cukup.
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Tinggalkan kami.
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Ingrid.
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Dia menelepon.
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Dia meneleponku sebelum kejadian.
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Dia pasti sudah bisa menebaknya.
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Aku sungguh menyesal.
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Bohong kau menyesal.
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Kau mencari apa?
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Rasa cinta?
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Dia putra kita!
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Lihat yang kau renggut darinya.
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Dan dariku!
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Kau merenggut Jay dariku!
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Ingrid! Jangan! Hentikan!
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Sudahlah.
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Kau merenggut nyawa putraku!
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Saat kau sadar terpikat olehnya…
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seharusnya kau bunuh diri saja.
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Aku tinggal menguburmu
dan melanjutkan hidup.
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Putramu berusaha meneladan dirimu
semasa hidupnya…
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padahal justru bagus dia berbeda denganmu.
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Hari ini kau tetap duduk bersama kami.
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Terima kasih, Hadirin.
Izinkan saya bersyair.
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Kematian bukanlah prahara
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Tak perlu dipikirkan
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Aku hanya menyeberang ke sisi lain
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Tak ada yang berubah
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Segalanya masih sama
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Aku dan engkau tetap yang dulu
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Masa lalu yang kita jalani penuh kasih
Masih utuh, tiada ubahnya
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Pertalian kita masih kekal hingga kini
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Aku turut berdukacita.
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Aku pernah di posisi kalian.
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Saat Aston bunuh diri.
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Tidak.
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Ini kecelakaan.
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Putraku tak bunuh diri.
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Syukur tidak bunuh diri.
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Tahu bahwa anak kita ingin mati
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sangatlah berat.
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Aku sulit melupakannya.
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Kau bersamanya saat ajalnya?
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Melihatnya?
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Di mana Anna?
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Entahlah.
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Pasti
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dia meninggalkan catatan
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atau semacamnya.
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Tentu saja tidak.
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Beginilah kebiasaannya.
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Apa?
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Kabur.
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Kau menunggu wanita itu, ya?
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Aku sadar aku tak lagi penting bagimu.
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Tapi aku akan makin tegar karenanya.
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Aku tak mau melihatmu lagi.
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Aku paham.
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Enyahlah!
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Anna.
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Kabari aku keadaanmu. Itu saja.
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Aku membutuhkanmu.
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Kau ke mana?
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Anna!
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Aku ada janji dengan Peggy Graham.
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- Lantai 5.
- Terima kasih.
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- Saya hubungi dulu.
- Kucari sendiri.
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- Peggy. Dia di mana?
- Jangan masuk sembarangan.
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- Anna di mana?
- Kenapa kemari? Kau gila, ya?
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Beri tahu aku!
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Kumohon.
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Kau yakin mau kembali bekerja secepat ini?
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Mereka pasti maklum
jika kau masih ingin cuti.
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Menunggu tak mengubah keadaan.
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Aku harus berangkat.
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Anna.
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Kau baik saja?
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Ya.
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Kau boleh tinggal di sini
selama yang kau mau.
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Ibu suka kau di sini.
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Terima kasih.
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Berjanjilah itu terakhir kalinya.
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Apa maksud Ibu?
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Padahal kau bisa hidup bahagia
bersama Jay.
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Apa maksud Ibu "terakhir kali"?
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Para pemuda malang
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yang dimabuk cinta kepadamu.
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Dia tak punya harapan, bukan?
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Begitu juga saudaramu.
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Dulu Aston begitu mencintaimu.
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Ibu tahu?
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Tentu Ibu tahu.
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Kalian tak terpisahkan.
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Ibu tahu, tapi malah diam saja.
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Ibu bisa apa?
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Kalian tampak bahagia.
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Dan dia terpesona olehmu.
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Aku masih anak-anak.
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Siapa pun pasti bingung
cara menghadapi situasi itu.
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Seharusnya Ibu mencegahnya.
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Seharusnya Ibu cegah dia
saat dia ke kamarku tiap malam.
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Andai Ibu bisa mencegahnya,
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tapi dia begitu ketakutan dan kebingungan…
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Aku juga!
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Jangan!
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Kau mau ke mana?
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Astaga. Jangan tinggalkan Ibu.
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Ibu membutuhkanmu.
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Jangan pergi.
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Aku Anna.
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David.
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Salam kenal.
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Jadi…
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liburanmu menyenangkan?
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- Di sini rupanya.
- Hai, Sayang.
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- Ini Anna. Kami bertemu di kolam renang.
- Aku Lynnette.
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Kamarmu seperti apa?
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Kamar kami menghadap ke parkiran.
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Aku ingin ajukan keluhan.
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Kamarku indah.
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Kamar bulan madu.
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Di mana pasanganmu?
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Dia tak di sini.
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Kau ditinggal sendirian saat bulan madu?
Kenapa dia begitu?
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Dia sudah mati.
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Apa yang terjadi?
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Aku selingkuh dengan ayahnya.
Tunanganku memergoki kami dan terjatuh.
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Salahkulah dia jatuh.
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Tunggu.
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Sebentar…
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Pelan-pelan.
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- Berhenti!
- Kenapa?
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- Maaf.
- Mau ke mana kau?
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- Enyahlah!
- Aku mengajakmu bicara.
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Kau suka mempersulit, ya?
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Aku terpaksa kemari.
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Aku tahu.
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"Bulatkan tekad dan lakukan."
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Itu nasihat ayahku dulu.
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"Ingin jadi dokter bedah?
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Bagus.
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Fokuslah.
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Ingin menikahi Ingrid?
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Bagus.
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Dia calon yang baik."
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Lalu kau bertemu denganku.
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Ya.
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Aku bermain-main dengan risiko.
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Lihat konsekuensinya.
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Kurasa…
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dosa kita menjadi bagian
dari diri kita selamanya.
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Tapi
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jangan sampai semuanya berakhir sia-sia.
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Salah kita Jay meninggal.
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Aku tak menyesali hubungan kita.
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Kau tak menyesal?
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Mana bisa?
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Kita membuat banyak orang menderita.
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Tapi sudah berakhir.
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Aku minta maaf
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atas yang terjadi.
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Andai kita tak pernah bertemu.
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Jangan mencariku lagi.
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Selamat atas pernikahanmu.
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Apa kau di London?
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Baik.
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Aku membutuhkanmu.
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Bisa bertemu di apartemen?
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Terima kasih.
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William, ya?
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Ya.
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Tangga di depan indah, ya?
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Jarang-jarang bisa membeli
apartemen seperti ini.
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Ini baru dipasarkan.
Hanya satu kamar tidur dan kamar mandi,
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tapi karena ruang tengahnya luas,
terasa lapang, bukan?
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Aku tak sanggup lagi.
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Aku tak bisa ke rumah Ibu.
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Tak perlu ke sana.
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Berhentilah menghukum dirimu.
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Ayo.
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Mari kita lihat kamar tidurnya.
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Aku menulis surat ini saat kau
melintasi malam untuk mengunjungiku.
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Aku akan sabar menanti,
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membayangkan tahun-tahun mendatang.
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- Kau tak apa?
- Sebentar lagi, aku menikah.
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Lalu kehidupan kita
akan terkungkung tatanan baru.
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Banyak hal akan berubah.
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Banyak juga yang bertahan.
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Selama ini, ada campur tangan
kekuatan alam yang membentuk hidupku.
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Dan aku hanya pasrah.
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Terkadang, aku diporak-porandakan.
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Terkadang, tanahku berpijak digeser
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supaya aku pindah ke tempat lain
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dan sesuatu atau seseorang
di hidupku lenyap.
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Walau demikian, aku selalu bertahan.
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Apa pun yang nanti terjadi di antara kita,
kau juga pasti bertahan.
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Sebab kita telah belajar bertahan.
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Dan aku akan di sisimu.
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Selamanya.
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Seutuhnya diriku.
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Setahun ini begitu berat.
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Malah, lebih lama dari setahun.
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Perlu kuceritakan dari awal?
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- Bisa dimulai dari mana saja.
- Baik.
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Ini pengalaman pertamaku,
jadi aku tak tahu aturannya.
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Akankah terbantu jika ada?
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Apa?
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Apa kau membutuhkan aturan?
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Ini aneh.
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Terjemahan subtitle oleh Rizky Soraya