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You can smell the smoke.
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Hey, guys.
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-It's been a rough night and a rough day.
-Absolutely. It's good to see you.
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-It's just…
-Devastating.
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Yeah, it is devastating. It's just…
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Uh, really aren't any words.
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The fire,
which started in the stairwell,
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caused severe heat and smoke damage
to the Temple Room on the second floor.
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Got the call at about 10:30 last night.
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They were putting out
hot spots this morning.
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Oh, wow.
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The fire department got here quickly.
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We had about seven engines down here.
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-Wow, it was big.
-It was big.
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China Alley Preservation
Society Board President, Arianne Wing,
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and her husband, Steve Banister,
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are grateful for firefighters'
fast response
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and their focus on preserving property.
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Thanks to a recent tour of the building,
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crews were intimately familiar
with its layout
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and the precious items inside.
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Hanford Fire Chief Steve Pendergrass
says crews were conservative
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with their use of water
while trying to contain the blaze.
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It was really… It was beautiful.
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I hope that restoration attempts,
you know, we can maybe get it back.
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There have been many times
where I have predicted an outcome
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without realizing it.
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When I mention a medical issue
or something to keep in mind,
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like a fire,
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I share those impressions
because they often do have validity
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and end up happening in ways
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that I'm not conscious of
at the moment that I'm relaying it.
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I hope…
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-Have a new incarnation.
-Yep.
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Thank you.
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This reading today
is going to be interesting.
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-I have about five people coming through.
-Wow.
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But four of them
are bringing through this younger one.
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-It's a female.
-Really?
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There's something with this
where it feels like
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the brain starts malfunctioning…
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Aw.
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…electrically. And then I feel like
I kind of lapse into unconsciousness.
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Then I feel like I pass.
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But it all would have been very fast.
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There's something about this that feels
kind of, like, freak accident or weird.
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-Hi. How's it going? I'm Tyler.
-Hi.
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-I'm Delaney.
-Lovely to meet you.
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-How are you? Wonderful to meet you.
-I'm Avonlea. Nice to meet you.
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I have so much coming through already.
I'm so sorry. I'm like…
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Oh, it's so nice to see you both. Uh…
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This is great. What a beautiful house.
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-Thank you.
-It's amazing.
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I have a lot. Hold on.
Sorry. That never happens!
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-Already?
-I have to clear my throat really quick.
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Give me one sec. Sorry, I'm gonna…
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Goodness! Uh,
that has never happened before.
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Sorry. What an awkward introduction.
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No, you're fine.
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I can't wait to talk to you.
Hold on one sec.
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-You need some water?
-All good.
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-So sorry.
-Oh my God.
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I might do a water, if that's okay.
If I can bother you.
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-There's your water.
-Perfect. Thank you.
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Oh my goodness.
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That's never happened before.
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I have a lot
that will come through physically
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when I'm going to do a reading.
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Usually, it starts
once the reading happens,
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but the second I met you,
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it started happening.
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So it's still happening.
I have a bunch of people coming through.
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Usually, people hear from one or two.
You have a whole bunch to touch on.
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-So, um…
-Okay.
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Before we start, did you bring
objects for me today to hold on to?
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-If you don't mind whipping those out.
-Sure.
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And we can give it a shot
and see what comes in.
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-And the guitar right there.
-I love it. And the guitar. Very cool.
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Thank you, thank you. Okay.
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I'm gonna scribble. Hold on to this.
We'll see what comes through.
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Okay.
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Okay. All good.
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Okay.
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Yeah.
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All right. So I've got…
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Hmm…
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Hmm.
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Okay.
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Five people are coming through
who have passed.
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The majority of these individuals,
I can tell, are male.
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They're very protective,
very paternal, that kind of thing.
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Basically, these people
are all really good with their lives,
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and how they passed,
but they're protecting this little…
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this younger passing,
is the way I would describe it,
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who I do feel passed away very young.
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And there is a strong emphasis on that.
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I'm gonna try to separate
each person as they come across.
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They're having me talk about
"Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad" over and over again.
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Sometimes, I'll get a father figure.
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But this is somebody's dad,
in the way this comes across.
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-Is your dad passed?
-Yes.
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-Okay. I have to highlight that.
-Yes.
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Okay.
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-He's coming through with his father.
-Yes.
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In some capacity. They're like this.
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-In the way this comes through.
-Oh my God. Yes.
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Um, some people sometimes in life
have tumultuous father-son relationships.
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They're like,
"No, we're peanut butter and jelly,"
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when this is coming through.
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So you need to know
that they're coming in strongly together.
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-Mm-hmm.
-That's very important.
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Give me one sec.
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I'm going to my chest with this,
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but this isn't
as instantaneous as a heart attack.
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Somebody would have had
a build-up of fluid in the lungs,
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had a lung problem,
feel I can't breathe clearly.
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Does that ring any bells?
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That would probably be my grandfather.
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-Okay.
-He had lung cancer.
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Is there a Harold?
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-That's my grandfather.
-That's it? Is that him? Okay.
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Cool. It's always creepy
when that happens.
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Um…
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He didn't always do things
for the betterment of his health.
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Even when he was told, "Hey,
maybe you should slow down."
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He's like,
"No, I'm going to do my own thing." So…
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-Does that make sense? Yeah.
-Well, he was a smoker.
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I think when I was having
some issues with breathing,
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it could relate to him
because of how he passed.
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-Gotcha.
-Just good to keep that in mind.
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Um…
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Okay.
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Does your grandfather have a sister?
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Yes.
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There's a reference of somebody
being named after a stone, or…
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I'm seeing my symbology
that I usually attribute to a birthstone.
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So did you have any Rubys,
Opals, anybody in the family?
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-Aunt Opal.
-Okay.
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That is my grandfather's sister.
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-Gotcha. Okay, amazing.
-Oh my God.
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I feel like
I have to highlight her.
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-She would be passed, correct? Okay.
-Yes.
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Okay.
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The one thing I want to mention…
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No, I gotta go to this younger one.
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I'm going to talk about this
in the way this comes through. Um…
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This younger one seems very excited,
is the only way I can describe it.
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The interesting thing is,
there's a conversation around somebody
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who has said, like,
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"If this person was here,
they would have their driver's license
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or would be getting
their driver's license."
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'Cause there's a feeling
of a conversation that's been had.
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-And I have to say "she."
-Yeah.
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This feels like a female.
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-I feel she knows about this.
-Yes.
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-Has that conversation been had?
-Yes.
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Okay. So, she comes through,
and I want you to know…
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I have the chills.
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However old she was when she passed,
she's not stuck in that age.
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-And I want you to know that--
-I want…
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-You always used to say that.
-It's important you know that.
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She gives this feeling of evolving,
of growing even as a consciousness,
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even on the other side.
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And the sense of being very much
still connected to her family.
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And she seems very, very active.
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I almost feel like if she needed
to be active in order to…
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Kinda… When she wasn't being active,
pay attention.
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It's the feeling,
"Got this energy. Gotta get it out."
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She played soccer. I coached her team.
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-Yeah.
-She was the best player on the team.
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She outplayed a lot of her boy teammates.
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I would believe it.
Yeah, a lot of energy there.
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That's our daughter
you're talking about.
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-She was five and a half.
-Gotcha. Aw!
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And she would be 15 now,
getting her driver's license.
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Man, man, man, man.
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Our daughter Kensley
was the most imaginative.
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She was a great artist.
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She loved to draw.
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She was great at soccer.
Loved to play soccer.
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Get it! Get it!
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Yay, Kensley! Whoo-hoo.
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She loved to swim.
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We loved to go to the beach,
and we'd always find a pool to go swim at.
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She's having me talk
about all these other siblings,
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and she's putting this
in a very positive way, a lot of joy.
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I feel like she lives vicariously
through her siblings.
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-Yes.
-I can't say the amount of them.
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It feels like a good amount.
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-At least three, if not more.
-We have three living children.
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-Oh, very cool. Okay, amazing.
-Yeah.
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It's interesting. In her short life,
I feel she had a lot of interests.
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I feel like from her perspective
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-she lived a good life.
-She did.
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When she comes through,
and she's crediting it to her parents.
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This is the biggest thing,
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is she says she acknowledges that
she wishes she would have had more time.
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But you made
the time that she had amazing.
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-Okay?
-Yeah.
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She feels like,
even how she's remembered afterwards,
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she's like,
"This is so much bigger than one life."
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And there's just a lot
of gratitude around that.
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-You okay? You're quiet.
-It's all good.
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It's okay. It's a lot to process,
and I… No worries.
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So she is having me
talk about her situation
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that may have led to her passing.
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There's things we need to hit on
'cause it's very complex,
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is the only way I can describe it.
It's a lot more strange
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than lung cancer or liver failure.
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There's stuff here.
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She's giving me
this feeling of this initial thing.
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Right? So I'm seeing,
basically, a straight line.
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Then she's marking the line.
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Any time they do that, it indicates,
like, something started.
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Something happened
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that kicked off a series of events
that led to a passing.
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She's not saying
that she passed of the initial incident.
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Something happened a little later on.
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Possibly related to that incident.
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Then passed of that,
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if I'm identifying this correctly.
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There's feelings that she wants people
to let go of regarding guilt
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about this initial incident that happened.
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If someone feels like,
"We should've been there to make sure that
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this incident didn't happen.
This injury didn't happen."
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I don't know what exactly this is,
but there's this feeling of,
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"Why couldn't I have been there
to stop this from happening?"
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But there's no way
that anybody would have known that
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that one event would lead to a passing.
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-So it's kind of a weird thing.
-We were playing Barbies in her room.
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-Yeah?
-And she went to go get something.
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And then when she came back,
she ran, and she fell.
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-And broke her arm.
-Gotcha. Gotcha. Gotcha.
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-In the way this comes across…
-You don't have guilt, do you?
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Hmm…
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I mean, I always have a little bit.
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-I never knew that.
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Yeah.
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And she wants that to be let go.
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She's giving me this feeling of,
nobody could have known
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what that would lead to in the long run.
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There's no accidents
when messages come through.
243
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I think you're meant to hear that today.
244
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There's nothing that
you could've done differently.
245
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-Sometimes we feel that way, right?
-Mm-hmm.
246
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I think you've handled
this beautifully, so…
247
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Yeah. It's all good.
248
00:13:11,457 --> 00:13:12,374
It's okay.
249
00:13:17,379 --> 00:13:18,214
Okay.
250
00:13:21,592 --> 00:13:25,679
She's basically bringing up,
um, after that event.
251
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Things happened very, kind of, quickly.
252
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-Mm-hmm.
-So it's, it's a heavy thing here.
253
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She's not wanting me to get too into it,
which I appreciate.
254
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She wants it to be happy
and positive and fun.
255
00:13:38,359 --> 00:13:39,860
But what I gather is,
256
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something happened
after this initial incident
257
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that led to her passing.
258
00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,575
She's giving me this feeling of…
259
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Hmm…
260
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I want it to be known that
she wasn't in pain the moment she passed.
261
00:13:51,997 --> 00:13:54,291
That's clear in the way this comes across.
262
00:13:55,292 --> 00:13:57,962
She gives me
this feeling of just going to sleep,
263
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is the only way to describe it.
264
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I know that something's wrong,
265
00:14:02,675 --> 00:14:05,553
and I know that
I can't get out of this situation,
266
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but then I feel like I go to sleep.
267
00:14:08,055 --> 00:14:10,683
And then in this sleep, I feel like I
268
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transition, pass.
269
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And it was very peaceful,
when this comes through.
270
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If anything, I think people might regret
how they handled that period
271
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before she was, maybe?
272
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-After…
-Yeah.
273
00:14:29,159 --> 00:14:31,078
After she broke her arm, it was…
274
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The guilt may kinda be…
275
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I carry a little bit of guilt because
276
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we took her to a clinic that said
they specialized in broken bones. Um…
277
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Yeah.
278
00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:45,968
You know, a lot of times I feel
that if we had taken her to the hospital…
279
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-Sure.
-…she'd still be with us.
280
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But in any case,
281
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we took her to this place,
282
00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:56,312
and in the process of setting
her broken bone in her arm…
283
00:14:56,395 --> 00:15:01,066
-Yeah.
-…they injected her with lidocaine, and…
284
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which is normally fine,
285
00:15:03,068 --> 00:15:04,778
but they gave her
286
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more than an adult dose.
They overdosed her with lidocaine.
287
00:15:09,825 --> 00:15:12,244
And I was the only one
in the room at this time.
288
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They were X-raying her arm.
289
00:15:14,038 --> 00:15:19,585
And… …she looked at me,
and she said,
290
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"Daddy, I'm sleepy."
291
00:15:22,463 --> 00:15:25,299
I think that was
the last thing I said to her.
292
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Is, "It's okay. You can go to sleep."
293
00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:29,762
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
294
00:15:30,971 --> 00:15:32,973
I'm so sorry.
295
00:15:38,270 --> 00:15:40,189
I'm so sorry you both
had to go through…
296
00:15:40,272 --> 00:15:41,899
all of you had to go through that.
297
00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:44,109
That's… Ugh…
298
00:15:44,944 --> 00:15:46,111
Poor baby.
299
00:15:50,157 --> 00:15:52,201
Is there a Luke in the family?
300
00:15:54,578 --> 00:15:56,622
That is our… that's our nephew.
301
00:15:56,705 --> 00:16:00,626
-Yeah. Yeah.
-He and Kensley were very close.
302
00:16:00,709 --> 00:16:02,211
They were four days apart.
303
00:16:02,294 --> 00:16:05,255
Yep, 'cause it's important
for her that I bring him up.
304
00:16:05,339 --> 00:16:07,967
And she's putting
a lot of love around him.
305
00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:10,594
And I feel like he carries her with him.
306
00:16:10,678 --> 00:16:12,137
It's interesting. I just--
307
00:16:12,221 --> 00:16:14,974
-You can see it still. Just…
-Yeah.
308
00:16:15,057 --> 00:16:19,269
-I don't think he was the same after that.
-No. Even at five and a half.
309
00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:21,772
But she wants to bring him up today
310
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as being important to her.
311
00:16:24,358 --> 00:16:27,736
I hope there's a way you could relay
that to him if he's open to it.
312
00:16:27,820 --> 00:16:30,823
Because, that love.
She went out of her way to mention him.
313
00:16:30,906 --> 00:16:33,033
-So that's huge.
-Oh!
314
00:16:34,201 --> 00:16:35,119
All right.
315
00:16:38,288 --> 00:16:39,873
She comes through and it's weird.
316
00:16:39,957 --> 00:16:43,335
She's showing me all this symbology
of, like, a little bird.
317
00:16:43,919 --> 00:16:45,879
She shows me a lot of little bird stuff.
318
00:16:45,963 --> 00:16:48,966
-I have to mention it as being important.
-It's very important.
319
00:16:49,049 --> 00:16:51,010
-She loved birds.
320
00:16:51,093 --> 00:16:53,095
She would chase 'em down the beach.
321
00:16:53,178 --> 00:16:57,433
She would… Anywhere there was a bird,
she… and I know that's nothing abnormal.
322
00:16:57,516 --> 00:17:00,185
-But she loved birds.
-Yeah. Yeah.
323
00:17:00,269 --> 00:17:02,563
It's amazing how
we feel her presence here.
324
00:17:02,646 --> 00:17:05,482
Even though we moved
from the house where she lived.
325
00:17:05,566 --> 00:17:07,067
-She lives with us.
-Absolutely.
326
00:17:07,151 --> 00:17:10,529
-And birds tap on our windows.
-Oh yeah.
327
00:17:11,321 --> 00:17:13,532
They're everywhere.
There's nests everywhere.
328
00:17:13,615 --> 00:17:14,575
New life.
329
00:17:14,658 --> 00:17:16,952
I mean, it's crazy.
330
00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:18,287
I love that.
331
00:17:18,370 --> 00:17:20,289
Those little reminders. They like those.
332
00:17:20,372 --> 00:17:22,875
From what I've learned
doing thousands of readings,
333
00:17:22,958 --> 00:17:24,710
little things really are big things.
334
00:17:24,793 --> 00:17:27,588
-Yeah.
-It's a big takeaway.
335
00:17:28,255 --> 00:17:29,965
There's so much love with this.
336
00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:31,633
And I want you to know today,
337
00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:34,928
this connection with your daughter,
it doesn't end when I leave.
338
00:17:35,012 --> 00:17:37,598
-Yeah.
-She is in your heart and in your soul.
339
00:17:37,681 --> 00:17:39,641
And you can talk out loud to her,
340
00:17:39,725 --> 00:17:43,604
and you can carry her with you
through new experiences and memories.
341
00:17:43,687 --> 00:17:47,274
She comes through, feels so much older
than she was when she passed.
342
00:17:47,357 --> 00:17:50,611
And the beauty of it is,
is I do believe we all reunite someday.
343
00:17:50,694 --> 00:17:52,154
We see these people again.
344
00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:54,656
-These souls, these people.
-Mm-hmm.
345
00:17:54,740 --> 00:17:56,909
And they wait for us, so.
346
00:17:56,992 --> 00:17:59,203
They also encourage us
to live a full life,
347
00:17:59,286 --> 00:18:01,497
to do what we can
with the time that we have.
348
00:18:01,580 --> 00:18:06,251
And sometimes deaths, you know, remind us
of how precious and valuable life is.
349
00:18:06,335 --> 00:18:08,587
And how quickly it can be taken,
350
00:18:08,670 --> 00:18:11,215
but you've all handled this
in such a beautiful way.
351
00:18:11,298 --> 00:18:14,885
I can't imagine how hard it's been.
You've been strong for your other kids.
352
00:18:14,968 --> 00:18:16,720
You've honored her in a beautiful way.
353
00:18:16,804 --> 00:18:18,680
-That's never gonna stop.
-Yeah.
354
00:18:18,764 --> 00:18:22,017
She'll be here through
every monumental thing.
355
00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:24,561
-Every graduation, every wedding.
-Yeah.
356
00:18:24,645 --> 00:18:27,981
And up until when you're old,
and someday you'll meet again.
357
00:18:28,607 --> 00:18:31,318
We're all just walking
each other home in life.
358
00:18:31,401 --> 00:18:34,571
-Thank you for letting me connect today.
-Thank you so much.
359
00:18:34,655 --> 00:18:35,656
Thank you.
360
00:18:35,739 --> 00:18:37,116
-This was amazing.
-Thank you.
361
00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:40,953
-Could I show you something?
-I'd love it.
362
00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:43,038
-Okay. Oh yeah?
-We have to be quiet.
363
00:18:43,122 --> 00:18:44,665
-There's a nest out here.
-Oh.
364
00:18:44,748 --> 00:18:46,125
It's a mourning dove.
365
00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:49,545
A lot of people don't know,
but "mourning" is not like "Good morning."
366
00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:51,296
-It's "mourning" like death.
-Grief.
367
00:18:51,380 --> 00:18:54,299
There it is right there,
and they don't even care.
368
00:18:54,383 --> 00:18:56,969
We'll just stand right there.
Two years in a row.
369
00:18:57,052 --> 00:18:59,388
-Yeah. Yeah.
-I mean, that's a sign.
370
00:18:59,471 --> 00:19:01,932
Well, thank you again.
This has been so amazing.
371
00:19:02,015 --> 00:19:04,268
-I know. Bye.
-Have a good one. Bye.
372
00:19:04,351 --> 00:19:06,603
I feel a lot of sense of peace,
373
00:19:06,687 --> 00:19:09,022
especially knowing that she's with my dad.
374
00:19:09,106 --> 00:19:10,440
Your dad's protecting.
375
00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,985
-I loved how they all came in together.
-Yeah.
376
00:19:13,068 --> 00:19:15,070
-Like a big family.
-Yeah.
377
00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:17,489
Yeah, so I just know Kensley's good.
378
00:19:17,573 --> 00:19:19,533
She's heard us talk about
as if she were here,
379
00:19:19,616 --> 00:19:23,412
and we would be getting her a license.
We have said that so many times.
380
00:19:23,495 --> 00:19:24,997
I can't believe he said that.
381
00:19:39,511 --> 00:19:43,515
We are 48 hours out
until the live show.
382
00:19:44,224 --> 00:19:48,353
And I know you've been saying all day
that stuff has been coming through.
383
00:19:48,437 --> 00:19:50,147
Yeah, it's been really overwhelming.
384
00:19:56,904 --> 00:20:00,032
You had a vision earlier
that struck you so hard. You like--
385
00:20:00,115 --> 00:20:03,702
A chest, like, sternum popped.
386
00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:04,995
Made a noise.
387
00:20:05,078 --> 00:20:08,707
They're just, like, little brief strikes
of lightning.
388
00:20:08,790 --> 00:20:13,128
Yeah. I want to encourage you,
but pace yourself and be careful.
389
00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:14,087
-'Cause you--
-Yeah.
390
00:20:14,171 --> 00:20:16,840
This is your first show
after your lung collapse.
391
00:20:16,924 --> 00:20:20,135
-You almost died last time.
-I just miss it so much.
392
00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,929
-You really almost died.
-I know.
393
00:20:23,597 --> 00:20:26,558
In early 2020,
I was set to do one of my live shows.
394
00:20:27,142 --> 00:20:29,895
Before the event, I was laying in bed,
getting mentally ready
395
00:20:29,978 --> 00:20:32,272
for all of what
I was about to do on stage,
396
00:20:32,356 --> 00:20:34,399
when suddenly I felt a chest pain.
397
00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:36,777
So I called in Heather and my mom.
398
00:20:36,860 --> 00:20:38,487
I needed to go to the hospital.
399
00:20:38,570 --> 00:20:41,031
When I got there,
I was diagnosed with a collapsed lung.
400
00:20:41,114 --> 00:20:44,451
This lung had fully collapsed and
was resting on my heart.
401
00:20:44,534 --> 00:20:46,995
And within moments,
I needed medical intervention,
402
00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:48,330
or I would have died.
403
00:20:48,830 --> 00:20:50,916
I spent months in the hospital recovering
404
00:20:50,999 --> 00:20:53,293
and recouping from
this traumatic experience.
405
00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:57,422
I mean, for me, it was scary
to see you go through that.
406
00:20:57,923 --> 00:21:00,550
-I can't imagine what it was like for you.
-Yeah.
407
00:21:00,634 --> 00:21:04,554
It does come at a price and a cost.
I hope I live a really long lifetime.
408
00:21:04,638 --> 00:21:07,724
I feel old, though, that's the thing.
Like, on the inside.
409
00:21:07,808 --> 00:21:09,851
And readings make me feel older.
410
00:21:10,352 --> 00:21:13,981
And because of that I'm kind of like,
I can't envision myself as like uh…
411
00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:19,069
seventy year old
because I'm already so tired.
412
00:21:19,152 --> 00:21:20,195
The bags under my eyes,
413
00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:23,156
they didn't get there on accident.
I was born with these babies.
414
00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:27,327
-They're from a culmination of visions--
-Yeah.
415
00:21:27,411 --> 00:21:32,124
Ethereal experiences,
and seeing things that you can't un-see.
416
00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,501
I feel like that ages
a person on some level.
417
00:21:35,085 --> 00:21:37,587
I've assured my producers and family
I feel confident
418
00:21:37,671 --> 00:21:39,506
hitting the stage again to do readings.
419
00:21:39,589 --> 00:21:43,510
But there's no guarantee as to how
that will affect my physical health.
420
00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:47,556
-So.
-That makes me sad.
421
00:21:47,639 --> 00:21:48,640
Oh, don't be sad.
422
00:21:49,349 --> 00:21:51,393
I don't know
what I'd do without you, so…
423
00:21:51,476 --> 00:21:53,103
I'm not planning on going anywhere.
424
00:21:53,687 --> 00:21:56,940
The point being is we just don't
understand anything about it, really,
425
00:21:57,024 --> 00:22:00,277
so who knows how it'll affect my body.
426
00:22:16,626 --> 00:22:18,295
This all looks the same.
427
00:22:18,378 --> 00:22:20,130
This was blue, back in the day.
428
00:22:20,213 --> 00:22:22,382
Those are where most of the classes were.
429
00:22:22,466 --> 00:22:23,925
This way was the auditorium…
430
00:22:24,009 --> 00:22:25,344
-The library.
-There's a lady.
431
00:22:25,427 --> 00:22:28,096
First day of school,
my mom forgot to pick me up.
432
00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,265
-So I stayed there.
-How did she forget?
433
00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,309
I don't know. I still hold it against her.
434
00:22:32,392 --> 00:22:35,437
-I was an only child. For some reason--
-She had so much going on.
435
00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,230
It happens.
436
00:22:37,314 --> 00:22:40,692
Going back to my elementary school
is really surreal in the sense
437
00:22:40,776 --> 00:22:44,363
that it's the one place
where I felt normal in life.
438
00:22:46,740 --> 00:22:50,369
It was the place that I was at
before my life changed forever.
439
00:22:51,328 --> 00:22:54,081
Getting inundated
with impressions and visions
440
00:22:54,164 --> 00:22:56,416
and discussions about
people who've passed.
441
00:22:56,500 --> 00:23:00,128
-Hi! How are you, Mrs. Weisgerber?
-How are you?
442
00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,880
It's good to see you.
443
00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:06,718
When Tyler started coming here to
Pioneer Elementary, I was the librarian.
444
00:23:06,802 --> 00:23:08,553
And Tyler was a standout.
445
00:23:10,263 --> 00:23:12,724
He just radiated happiness.
446
00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:16,561
Tyler just had that ability
to make you feel good.
447
00:23:16,645 --> 00:23:18,480
Last time you saw him, how tall was he?
448
00:23:18,563 --> 00:23:21,108
-Was he--
-Oh, probably about like that.
449
00:23:21,191 --> 00:23:22,109
Yeah.
450
00:23:22,192 --> 00:23:25,320
You kind of came
into your ability around ten.
451
00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:27,239
I started stepping into it.
452
00:23:27,322 --> 00:23:29,741
Did you know that he had that gift?
When you were…
453
00:23:29,825 --> 00:23:31,910
-No.
-I kept it quiet in the beginning.
454
00:23:31,993 --> 00:23:33,829
I didn't understand what was happening.
455
00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:36,832
I had odd moments
where I would get impressions from people
456
00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:37,791
even before ten,
457
00:23:37,874 --> 00:23:41,128
but I didn't attribute that to an ability,
more like an intuition.
458
00:23:41,211 --> 00:23:43,422
When I was there,
at least in the beginning,
459
00:23:43,505 --> 00:23:45,757
it was a place where I was a kid,
like any other.
460
00:23:45,841 --> 00:23:47,342
I was treated like any other.
461
00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:49,511
Simultaneously, that's where…
462
00:23:50,887 --> 00:23:52,472
things started getting complicated.
463
00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:56,852
My grandmother died
when I was in fourth grade.
464
00:23:56,935 --> 00:24:00,856
By fifth grade, I was really
in a rough place emotionally
465
00:24:00,939 --> 00:24:02,607
because of these constant moments
466
00:24:02,691 --> 00:24:06,486
of knowingness that were
confusing and overwhelming.
467
00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:09,448
At ten years old, you don't know
your identity or who you are,
468
00:24:09,531 --> 00:24:12,868
let alone this whole
other realm of existence.
469
00:24:15,495 --> 00:24:17,205
Trying to conjure
some memories here.
470
00:24:17,289 --> 00:24:18,331
Do you have any?
471
00:24:18,415 --> 00:24:20,208
This, I totally remember.
472
00:24:20,292 --> 00:24:23,670
This was a place I think, in hindsight,
where I was able to just be a kid.
473
00:24:23,753 --> 00:24:24,963
-So.
-Yeah.
474
00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:28,175
It's been an amazing journey.
Especially to get to come back.
475
00:24:30,343 --> 00:24:33,305
As I'm walking around the school,
I'm taking in the memories
476
00:24:33,388 --> 00:24:35,140
and all that it brings back,
477
00:24:35,223 --> 00:24:39,019
but I'm distracted by the impressions
coming through in the back of my mind.
478
00:24:39,728 --> 00:24:41,146
I'm excited to talk today.
479
00:24:41,229 --> 00:24:45,066
I know this is a surreal experience,
sitting in front of my former librarian.
480
00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:47,360
-I know!
-I'm excited. I have my notebook.
481
00:24:47,444 --> 00:24:49,446
-And I meditate--
-Oh, so we're gonna--
482
00:24:49,529 --> 00:24:50,864
We're gonna do a reading.
483
00:24:50,947 --> 00:24:53,325
-Oh, I did not know that.
-Are you open to it?
484
00:24:53,408 --> 00:24:56,411
-We don't have to.
-Um… No, no, that's okay. I just didn't…
485
00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:58,121
-Yeah.
-I didn't know.
486
00:24:58,205 --> 00:25:02,167
-I thought we'd yak about old stuff.
-Oh, I know. I figured it wouldn't hurt.
487
00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:04,753
-It's your call. If you're comfortable…
-I'm cool.
488
00:25:04,836 --> 00:25:06,922
Great. I never have control over
who comes through,
489
00:25:07,005 --> 00:25:10,675
as much as I have to go
with the strongest communicator, so…
490
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:13,011
And we will see what comes in.
491
00:25:13,094 --> 00:25:14,888
So I've got that.
492
00:25:14,971 --> 00:25:16,765
I remember you had a daughter. Maddie?
493
00:25:16,848 --> 00:25:18,350
-Maddie.
-I remember her.
494
00:25:18,433 --> 00:25:20,393
-Do you have any other kids?
-My son, Lee.
495
00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:21,853
You have a son. Very cool.
496
00:25:22,437 --> 00:25:24,272
Oh, did he? Very interesting.
497
00:25:25,941 --> 00:25:26,900
So like that.
498
00:25:26,983 --> 00:25:28,818
I wanna talk about them and careers.
499
00:25:28,902 --> 00:25:32,322
When we talk about your daughter,
it's interesting 'cause there's gonna…
500
00:25:32,405 --> 00:25:35,325
They're acknowledging a lot of change,
a lot of shifts for her.
501
00:25:35,408 --> 00:25:37,869
It's when I connect with her energy,
502
00:25:37,953 --> 00:25:41,915
I feel like she's going to be put
in a place of a lot of responsibility,
503
00:25:41,998 --> 00:25:45,502
and there's gonna be basically
a decision to be made of whether to,
504
00:25:45,585 --> 00:25:48,296
"Do I take on this big task?
Or, "Am I ready for it?"
505
00:25:48,380 --> 00:25:51,216
I have this feeling of,
"Yes. Move forward. You're good."
506
00:25:51,299 --> 00:25:53,468
-"You're more capable than you know."
-Yeah.
507
00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:56,179
That seems to be pertinent to her.
508
00:25:56,263 --> 00:25:59,933
-She's gone through… Change. Tons.
-A lot of change.
509
00:26:00,016 --> 00:26:01,768
-Gotcha.
-You nailed that, big time.
510
00:26:01,851 --> 00:26:05,230
I really suspect
the picking up of slack of other people.
511
00:26:05,313 --> 00:26:07,899
-Wearing different hats, not expecting to.
-All the time.
512
00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:11,403
She does that a lot. She gets frustrated,
but she does it anyway.
513
00:26:11,486 --> 00:26:15,073
That's the thing. Hard worker.
I feel the response is gonna be positive.
514
00:26:15,156 --> 00:26:16,575
I feel she's on the right track.
515
00:26:16,658 --> 00:26:17,534
Good.
516
00:26:20,662 --> 00:26:22,622
Is anybody involved in law enforcement?
517
00:26:22,706 --> 00:26:24,040
-Yes.
-Who would that be?
518
00:26:24,124 --> 00:26:26,001
-My son.
-That would be your son.
519
00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,253
He's gonna go through
a change with that also.
520
00:26:28,336 --> 00:26:31,381
-This is interesting. How old would he be?
-He's 29.
521
00:26:31,464 --> 00:26:33,466
Uh, okay. They're bringing me to…
522
00:26:34,718 --> 00:26:38,305
uh, four years ago. So, let me see here.
I don't know why. Twenty…
523
00:26:38,388 --> 00:26:41,182
Let's see, four years ago if 29…
Let's see…
524
00:26:41,266 --> 00:26:44,102
-He got married.
-Oh, did he? Very interesting.
525
00:26:44,185 --> 00:26:47,772
They are bringing up a little bit of
susceptibility to some fertility stuff,
526
00:26:47,856 --> 00:26:50,108
some conversations around that.
It's all good.
527
00:26:50,191 --> 00:26:52,277
That will work out in due time, so…
528
00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:54,738
Good. They did finally
have their first baby.
529
00:26:54,821 --> 00:26:57,407
-Amazing.
-She's only about… not quite two months.
530
00:26:57,490 --> 00:26:58,700
-Sadie.
-Congrats.
531
00:26:58,783 --> 00:27:02,203
-They did have problems getting… Yep.
-Yeah. Some stuff.
532
00:27:02,287 --> 00:27:03,538
-But it happens.
-But, hey.
533
00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:05,915
In due time,
things happen how they're supposed to.
534
00:27:05,999 --> 00:27:07,375
I feel positive around that.
535
00:27:09,210 --> 00:27:10,128
Um…
536
00:27:11,755 --> 00:27:14,924
This is a weird image,
but good, worth keeping in mind. Um…
537
00:27:15,008 --> 00:27:18,053
Something about a flying pig.
It's a pig with wings.
538
00:27:18,136 --> 00:27:20,972
This was like,
"I have to bring that up."
539
00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:23,933
My husband's phrase was always,
"When pigs fly."
540
00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:28,313
Okay, and so we went
into this… like, some store,
541
00:27:28,396 --> 00:27:30,565
and they had a flying pig on a string.
542
00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:33,068
It was zinging around,
and Maddie was like, "Look!"
543
00:27:33,151 --> 00:27:35,570
That's funny.
So "When pigs fly" has some relevance.
544
00:27:35,654 --> 00:27:38,865
-As far as funny memories. So sweet.
-Oh yeah, big time.
545
00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:40,075
That's funny.
546
00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:41,618
Okay.
547
00:27:42,911 --> 00:27:44,621
And that would be that.
548
00:27:44,704 --> 00:27:48,416
Oh, okay.
And I do feel like I have to handle him.
549
00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:50,585
Uh, where are we going? Let's see.
550
00:27:50,669 --> 00:27:54,798
So when we talk about… It's tricky,
separating your mom's and dad's sides.
551
00:27:54,881 --> 00:27:58,134
I have to say, I don't get
departed feelings from your mom or dad.
552
00:27:58,218 --> 00:27:59,594
-They're still alive?
-Yes.
553
00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:01,137
Amazing. That's awesome.
554
00:28:01,221 --> 00:28:03,598
I feel like we're gonna go
a generation up.
555
00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:06,476
I do have to ask,
is there a female connection?
556
00:28:06,559 --> 00:28:09,312
Lot of female energy,
but then I have to highlight "J."
557
00:28:09,396 --> 00:28:10,730
So a female "J" name.
558
00:28:11,773 --> 00:28:15,026
Are there any female "Js" in your family
that you can think of?
559
00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:16,444
-Both grandmothers.
-Okay.
560
00:28:16,528 --> 00:28:18,279
Is there a Julie at all?
561
00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:19,489
-Julia.
-Julia.
562
00:28:20,365 --> 00:28:24,035
Okay, gotcha.
Now, would one of them be passed?
563
00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:25,829
-Both of them.
-Julia is passed away?
564
00:28:25,912 --> 00:28:27,914
-Definitely.
-I have to highlight that.
565
00:28:29,332 --> 00:28:31,793
But I also have some contemporaries.
566
00:28:31,876 --> 00:28:36,005
I have a couple females coming through
that I have to bring up that are passed.
567
00:28:36,089 --> 00:28:39,884
They do strike me as older, but
there's two things I need to talk about.
568
00:28:39,968 --> 00:28:41,594
Both are brain-related.
569
00:28:41,678 --> 00:28:45,140
It's not a mental health thing.
This is more physiologically something
570
00:28:45,223 --> 00:28:48,977
that would've been wrong cognitively,
the ability to perceive surroundings.
571
00:28:49,060 --> 00:28:52,313
-We think of dementia, Alzheimer's.
-Alzheimer's.
572
00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:55,108
That hits me
as being potentially relevant.
573
00:28:55,191 --> 00:28:57,193
I also have somebody
I suspect had a stroke.
574
00:28:57,777 --> 00:29:00,947
There's something that's interesting.
They're two different things.
575
00:29:01,030 --> 00:29:03,658
Who passed away
of the Alzheimer's-related situation?
576
00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,577
-My aunt Adeline.
-Okay, gotcha.
577
00:29:05,660 --> 00:29:10,123
Now, the way this comes through,
she's having me bring up not being alone.
578
00:29:10,206 --> 00:29:11,916
She's acknowledging a contemporary.
579
00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:15,211
Do you know if she had any siblings?
A sister that also passed away?
580
00:29:15,295 --> 00:29:16,963
I have to highlight the two of them.
581
00:29:17,046 --> 00:29:19,674
-She was the one that had the stroke.
-I see.
582
00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:20,675
Gotcha.
583
00:29:22,677 --> 00:29:24,137
Here.
584
00:29:24,220 --> 00:29:26,097
-We covered some ground!
-Yes, you did.
585
00:29:26,181 --> 00:29:29,225
I would have never imagined
I'd be with my former librarian.
586
00:29:29,309 --> 00:29:30,769
-Doing a reading.
-Right?
587
00:29:30,852 --> 00:29:33,396
There's something
about tripping out your teacher.
588
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,523
I'm just… I'm still stunned.
589
00:29:35,607 --> 00:29:37,442
-I'm still like, "Wow."
-Yes.
590
00:29:37,525 --> 00:29:39,944
I was flabbergasted
because he knew so many things.
591
00:29:40,028 --> 00:29:41,362
Just, he nailed it.
592
00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:43,114
He nailed it. It was incredible.
593
00:29:43,198 --> 00:29:45,283
-I'm sorry that was cool.
-I know!
594
00:29:45,366 --> 00:29:47,827
It's funny. I do live audiences
in front of thousands.
595
00:29:47,911 --> 00:29:49,537
-I'll pick someone.
-Random.
596
00:29:49,621 --> 00:29:51,414
They'll be like, "I have nobody."
597
00:29:51,498 --> 00:29:53,249
-Like, "Yes, you do."
-Yeah.
598
00:29:53,333 --> 00:29:55,210
Just goes to show, their love for us,
599
00:29:55,293 --> 00:29:57,086
it transcends our own expectations.
600
00:29:57,170 --> 00:29:58,922
-Yeah. Wow.
-Yeah.
601
00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,766
We are so fancy, what can I say?
602
00:30:09,849 --> 00:30:12,894
I love these flowers I picked up.
Aren't those gorgeous?
603
00:30:12,977 --> 00:30:14,771
I'm gonna give you some napkins…
604
00:30:14,854 --> 00:30:16,356
-Let me help.
-Here we go.
605
00:30:16,439 --> 00:30:18,358
-I'll give you those.
-How does this work?
606
00:30:18,441 --> 00:30:20,985
-Any way you want.
-Do I look like I've done this?
607
00:30:21,069 --> 00:30:22,153
Let's see…
608
00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:23,363
It's however you want.
609
00:30:23,446 --> 00:30:24,656
-Okay.
-Okay?
610
00:30:24,739 --> 00:30:26,407
As long as it fits in the hole.
611
00:30:26,491 --> 00:30:29,536
I haven't seen Peter and Felicia
in a while, so I'm really excited.
612
00:30:29,619 --> 00:30:31,746
We're having lunch
with Peter and Felicia.
613
00:30:32,330 --> 00:30:33,873
I'm excited to see them.
614
00:30:33,957 --> 00:30:36,376
We have a lot
of catching up to do.
615
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,086
Oh my goodness!
616
00:30:38,169 --> 00:30:39,963
-Hello!
-Oh, look who it is!
617
00:30:40,046 --> 00:30:41,506
-Yay!
-Hi!
618
00:30:41,589 --> 00:30:43,466
-You guys--
-A vision in green.
619
00:30:43,550 --> 00:30:46,511
-No crying.
-I would've been here ten minutes ago.
620
00:30:46,594 --> 00:30:48,179
-But she's slow.
-How's it going?
621
00:30:48,263 --> 00:30:49,347
No crying.
622
00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:50,765
-How are you?
-Hey, Tyler.
623
00:30:50,849 --> 00:30:52,934
-Good. Yeah.
-Happy day.
624
00:30:53,017 --> 00:30:54,686
We're so excited to see you.
625
00:30:54,769 --> 00:30:57,272
We put together
this little somethin' somethin'.
626
00:30:57,355 --> 00:30:58,314
I hope you like it.
627
00:30:58,398 --> 00:31:00,024
-We've got quiche.
-Beautiful.
628
00:31:00,108 --> 00:31:02,151
-Yeah, sit down. Relax.
-Oh, Theresa.
629
00:31:02,235 --> 00:31:03,570
-Yeah?
-I'm still Black.
630
00:31:05,113 --> 00:31:06,614
I don't care for quiche too much.
631
00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,783
-Okay. I'll go--
-I appreciate it, though.
632
00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:10,785
Okay, I'll make you anything you want.
633
00:31:11,953 --> 00:31:14,747
-You didn't make this.
-From scratch. Try that one.
634
00:31:14,831 --> 00:31:17,292
-It has bacon. You'll like it.
-Tries to feed everyone.
635
00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:18,960
-Can't help it.
-She's a good cook.
636
00:31:19,043 --> 00:31:20,712
-She is.
-Oh, thank you.
637
00:31:20,795 --> 00:31:24,007
You guys, we've got a lot to talk about.
I just wanna tell you.
638
00:31:24,090 --> 00:31:26,926
This whole journey,
it's been tough for all of us.
639
00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:28,761
This is just the new beginning.
640
00:31:29,304 --> 00:31:31,097
I love you so much.
641
00:31:31,180 --> 00:31:35,310
And if not for you encouraging me,
Tyler, to do the DNA testing,
642
00:31:35,393 --> 00:31:38,938
I would have never known
all the things I know now.
643
00:31:39,022 --> 00:31:41,649
All these years,
Stella has had this power over me.
644
00:31:41,733 --> 00:31:43,693
She doesn't have that anymore.
645
00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:46,487
I'm not letting her control
my life anymore. I'm not.
646
00:31:46,571 --> 00:31:48,489
Wouldn't you want to confront her and…
647
00:31:49,073 --> 00:31:52,118
I've come to the conclusion that
it's not gonna make any difference.
648
00:31:52,201 --> 00:31:54,078
It's never gonna make any difference.
649
00:31:54,162 --> 00:31:55,580
You've confronted the past.
650
00:31:55,663 --> 00:31:58,333
-You've gotten to the truth, that's all.
-Yeah.
651
00:31:58,416 --> 00:32:00,043
I never thought
it would be Tyler
652
00:32:00,126 --> 00:32:03,755
that would've been the one
to help me to find out who I am,
653
00:32:03,838 --> 00:32:08,009
to move on from all the things
that happened to me in my life,
654
00:32:08,092 --> 00:32:10,929
and to help me feel whole again.
655
00:32:11,429 --> 00:32:14,140
Going forward, the only part
of my past I'm gonna allow
656
00:32:14,223 --> 00:32:17,352
is you and Felicia in my life. That's it.
657
00:32:17,936 --> 00:32:20,188
So I wanted to share this with you guys.
658
00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:22,440
-My family tree, which is special.
-Oh my God.
659
00:32:22,523 --> 00:32:25,860
And it shows my Italian family,
and it shows their names.
660
00:32:25,944 --> 00:32:28,404
But down here,
it shows my brother and sisters
661
00:32:28,488 --> 00:32:30,156
as Felicia and Peter.
662
00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:36,329
'Cause you'll always be my family,
no matter what. That'll never change.
663
00:32:36,412 --> 00:32:39,457
We're always brother and sisters.
I'm always gonna love you guys.
664
00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:42,251
And I appreciate
all that you did to help me
665
00:32:42,335 --> 00:32:43,419
and to protect me.
666
00:32:43,503 --> 00:32:44,879
I remember a lot of things.
667
00:32:44,963 --> 00:32:47,423
I want to thank you for all
you went through. It was a lot.
668
00:32:49,425 --> 00:32:53,012
Seeing my name
on Theresa's family tree felt great,
669
00:32:53,096 --> 00:32:56,891
but I told Theresa I'm always gonna be
her number one brother.
670
00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:59,769
So that position, that's occupied.
671
00:33:00,269 --> 00:33:02,689
So her other brother, I will meet him.
672
00:33:02,772 --> 00:33:05,316
You know,
I'll love him and everything, but hey,
673
00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:07,485
he's just gotta know his lane.
674
00:33:07,568 --> 00:33:09,112
My takeaway from this today
675
00:33:09,195 --> 00:33:13,157
is really in a bigger sense
that family is the love that we've--
676
00:33:13,241 --> 00:33:14,117
Shared.
677
00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:16,494
It goes to show
that it's not about blood.
678
00:33:16,577 --> 00:33:18,955
-Move forward.
-It's about love, the bond.
679
00:33:19,622 --> 00:33:21,582
You will always be my aunt and uncle.
680
00:33:21,666 --> 00:33:24,419
I'm so thankful
to be able to share this story.
681
00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:25,795
Through this journey,
682
00:33:25,878 --> 00:33:29,298
my mom and I have been able
to demystify the enigma,
683
00:33:29,382 --> 00:33:32,343
the monster, that is Stella.
684
00:33:32,427 --> 00:33:34,637
Now we can live our lives
knowing who we are,
685
00:33:35,221 --> 00:33:38,808
where we come from,
and how big our family really is.
686
00:33:38,891 --> 00:33:40,435
Family is what you make it.
687
00:33:40,518 --> 00:33:41,728
We're goin' in?
688
00:33:41,811 --> 00:33:43,646
-I love you.
689
00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:46,065
You're the best gift
I could see today.
690
00:33:46,149 --> 00:33:48,026
-Okay?
-We're bound together.
691
00:34:04,333 --> 00:34:06,002
How was Nancy this morning?
692
00:34:06,085 --> 00:34:09,380
She's good.
She knew that we were leaving.
693
00:34:09,464 --> 00:34:12,091
-Aw.
-So she kept biting my hand.
694
00:34:12,175 --> 00:34:14,343
-Aw.
-Trying to keep me.
695
00:34:15,136 --> 00:34:17,263
-You look good.
-Thank you. Yeah.
696
00:34:17,346 --> 00:34:20,349
I have cold waters,
and we can always stop for Starbucks.
697
00:34:20,433 --> 00:34:21,684
We have plenty of time.
698
00:34:22,268 --> 00:34:24,812
As I'm headed to my first show
since my lung collapse,
699
00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:28,357
I'm getting inundated with messages
from loved ones on the other side
700
00:34:28,441 --> 00:34:30,651
for people who are attending the show.
701
00:34:30,735 --> 00:34:33,863
And because of that,
I really can't focus on anything else.
702
00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:40,787
I swear, Tyler, it is so weird
to be going to a live show.
703
00:34:40,870 --> 00:34:42,371
It has been so long.
704
00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:44,415
It's gonna be weird
to see all those faces.
705
00:34:44,499 --> 00:34:47,335
I know. It's so strange.
It's gonna be a year and a half.
706
00:34:47,418 --> 00:34:50,004
Oh my God.
Then the way you ended the last one.
707
00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:52,882
-And then all hell broke loose.
-Yep.
708
00:34:52,965 --> 00:34:54,926
Almost a month in the hospital.
709
00:34:56,135 --> 00:34:58,805
I don't wanna do that again.
Can we not do that again?
710
00:34:58,888 --> 00:34:59,722
Yeah.
711
00:35:09,357 --> 00:35:11,651
-I can get that.
-It's gonna go on this part.
712
00:35:11,734 --> 00:35:13,444
Oh, it is? Okay, gotcha.
713
00:35:13,528 --> 00:35:14,612
-That's yours.
-Ready?
714
00:35:14,695 --> 00:35:15,780
-Ready.
-Everyone got it?
715
00:35:15,863 --> 00:35:19,492
Yep. As always, the anxiety part
is getting through this lobby.
716
00:35:20,201 --> 00:35:23,788
When Tyler goes to a live show,
and when we get to the hotel,
717
00:35:23,871 --> 00:35:26,415
he's very sedate, very isolated.
718
00:35:26,499 --> 00:35:27,708
I'll be right back.
719
00:35:27,792 --> 00:35:30,002
He doesn't wanna
be around other people.
720
00:35:30,086 --> 00:35:33,798
He doesn't want any stimulation.
In fact, when we do room service,
721
00:35:33,881 --> 00:35:36,551
I receive the food
because he doesn't want to interact
722
00:35:36,634 --> 00:35:39,762
with any other person's
feelings, emotions, anything.
723
00:35:41,806 --> 00:35:45,184
We don't talk about unpleasant things
in front of him before a show.
724
00:35:45,268 --> 00:35:47,311
We don't discuss anything difficult
725
00:35:47,395 --> 00:35:49,647
because we just want
to have him be peaceful.
726
00:35:54,694 --> 00:35:56,946
Everything's starting
to come through.
727
00:35:58,114 --> 00:36:02,660
It's very kind of cloudy,
mentally, physically.
728
00:36:03,327 --> 00:36:06,122
It's, it's very different.
729
00:36:06,205 --> 00:36:08,332
So I'm ready to get this over with.
730
00:36:09,458 --> 00:36:12,211
I don't know.
I have a lot of emotions there, I guess.
731
00:36:12,712 --> 00:36:15,923
I just don't know exactly what they are.
Excitement, joy.
732
00:36:17,675 --> 00:36:21,345
Maybe a little bit of fear,
but I don't know what I'm afraid of.
733
00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:26,642
I've done over 50 shows.
I just think the nature of going out
734
00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:28,144
and being vulnerable…
735
00:36:28,644 --> 00:36:32,565
It is painful, physically.
736
00:36:32,648 --> 00:36:34,483
It's taxing, emotionally.
737
00:36:34,567 --> 00:36:36,611
I worked myself into such a state,
738
00:36:36,694 --> 00:36:37,778
which I'm in,
739
00:36:37,862 --> 00:36:41,199
that makes it very
difficult to express things outwardly
740
00:36:41,282 --> 00:36:43,034
until I start scribbling.
741
00:36:43,534 --> 00:36:45,661
And then it all comes out.
742
00:36:45,745 --> 00:36:46,996
And…
743
00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:50,958
I just have to do
what I'm put here to do,
744
00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:53,544
get on a stage tomorrow, and knock it out.
745
00:36:53,628 --> 00:36:54,629
And then…
746
00:36:56,297 --> 00:36:59,508
then I can be a human being again…
…when I'm done.
747
00:37:04,430 --> 00:37:05,973
Oh, drum rolls.
748
00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:07,725
-Hi! How's it going?
-Ready to go?
749
00:37:07,808 --> 00:37:09,101
Absolutely. Thank you.
750
00:37:09,185 --> 00:37:10,770
-Hi.
-Hi, nice to meet you.
751
00:37:10,853 --> 00:37:12,855
-How's it going?
-I'm gonna be escorting you.
752
00:37:12,939 --> 00:37:14,440
Thank you. I appreciate it.
753
00:37:15,650 --> 00:37:17,235
All right. See you…
754
00:37:17,318 --> 00:37:19,195
Before a show, there's a lot of anxiety.
755
00:37:19,278 --> 00:37:21,989
There's a lot at stake.
It's more than entertainment.
756
00:37:22,073 --> 00:37:25,534
People who are desperate
for any connection to their loved ones.
757
00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:28,663
People who have traveled
thousands of miles just to be in the room.
758
00:37:28,746 --> 00:37:31,958
Through one person's reading,
many can find a sense of closure.
759
00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:33,376
It's a big order to serve
760
00:37:33,459 --> 00:37:35,628
because I have no control
over the messages.
761
00:37:35,711 --> 00:37:37,129
I can't force it to happen.
762
00:37:37,213 --> 00:37:40,967
I have to trust that my guides
and those on the other side will show up.
763
00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:45,513
-How are you? Jittery?
-A lot coming through.
764
00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:47,682
-A lot coming through already?
-Yep.
765
00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:49,558
It's been a year and a half. I wonder…
766
00:37:49,642 --> 00:37:51,602
-A lot of build-up.
-I was about to say.
767
00:37:52,186 --> 00:37:54,272
That probably adds more nerves to it.
768
00:37:54,772 --> 00:37:57,358
-You'll do great. I love you.
-I love you.
769
00:37:57,441 --> 00:37:59,277
Remember to stand up straight. Okay?
770
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:01,529
You want your ears
even with your shoulders.
771
00:38:01,612 --> 00:38:04,740
-Okay. You know, stack some books.
-I know, I'm the worst slouch.
772
00:38:04,824 --> 00:38:07,868
I'm the biggest slouch ever,
but remember, stand up straight.
773
00:38:09,704 --> 00:38:13,749
I think he's nervous 'cause he hasn't done
a live show in about a year and a half.
774
00:38:15,251 --> 00:38:19,797
The whole idea of getting on the stage
in front of thousands of people,
775
00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:21,048
I think it's a lot.
776
00:38:22,591 --> 00:38:23,968
Are you nervous?
777
00:38:24,051 --> 00:38:25,553
I am always nervous.
778
00:38:33,894 --> 00:38:36,063
Right now,
I have a lot of anxiety.
779
00:38:37,940 --> 00:38:40,860
Standing on that stage
could be a risk to my life,
780
00:38:40,943 --> 00:38:42,862
but I have to do it. It's my life calling.
781
00:38:48,868 --> 00:38:50,745
-You ready?
782
00:38:50,828 --> 00:38:52,872
I sure am. Let me grab this.
783
00:38:52,955 --> 00:38:54,915
-Get your stuff.
-Yep.
784
00:38:54,999 --> 00:38:57,001
-All right.
-All right. Time to go.
785
00:38:57,084 --> 00:38:58,377
Let's do this.
786
00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:06,385
-We're going to chill here.
-Okay. Sounds good.
787
00:39:06,469 --> 00:39:09,764
-I'll catch my breath. I am excited.
-Yeah. Deep breaths.
788
00:39:09,847 --> 00:39:11,098
How's your lung feeling?
789
00:39:11,182 --> 00:39:12,808
Eh…
790
00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:14,935
When I'm anxious, it's more restricted.
791
00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:17,438
-That makes sense.
-It's actually a little tough.
792
00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:31,035
My purpose here on Earth
is to deliver messages.
793
00:39:31,911 --> 00:39:32,995
I'm here to help.
794
00:39:34,955 --> 00:39:36,123
I'm here to heal.
795
00:39:40,586 --> 00:39:43,923
I'm here for them.
It's who I am at whatever cost.
796
00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:46,300
It's such special work.
797
00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:47,343
Yes.
798
00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:48,886
Thank you for everything.
799
00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:56,644
It's the big moment.
We'll see what happens.
800
00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:03,401
I'm like…
801
00:40:04,652 --> 00:40:05,653
Hold it together.
802
00:40:13,202 --> 00:40:17,998
Ladies and gentlemen,
Tyler Henry!
803
00:40:21,210 --> 00:40:26,006
Well, hello, everybody! Hello!
804
00:40:26,090 --> 00:40:28,092
How's everyone doing?
805
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:33,055
Ah. It feels so good to finally be back.