1 00:00:31,865 --> 00:00:33,241 You can smell the smoke. 2 00:00:35,493 --> 00:00:36,578 Hey, guys. 3 00:00:38,121 --> 00:00:42,292 -It's been a rough night and a rough day. -Absolutely. It's good to see you. 4 00:00:44,377 --> 00:00:46,337 -It's just… -Devastating. 5 00:00:46,421 --> 00:00:49,924 Yeah, it is devastating. It's just… 6 00:00:51,092 --> 00:00:52,510 Uh, really aren't any words. 7 00:01:04,272 --> 00:01:06,608 The fire, which started in the stairwell, 8 00:01:06,691 --> 00:01:11,237 caused severe heat and smoke damage to the Temple Room on the second floor. 9 00:01:14,240 --> 00:01:16,910 Got the call at about 10:30 last night. 10 00:01:16,993 --> 00:01:19,245 They were putting out hot spots this morning. 11 00:01:19,329 --> 00:01:20,538 Oh, wow. 12 00:01:21,790 --> 00:01:24,000 The fire department got here quickly. 13 00:01:24,084 --> 00:01:26,628 We had about seven engines down here. 14 00:01:26,711 --> 00:01:29,047 -Wow, it was big. -It was big. 15 00:01:29,547 --> 00:01:32,759 China Alley Preservation Society Board President, Arianne Wing, 16 00:01:32,842 --> 00:01:34,677 and her husband, Steve Banister, 17 00:01:34,761 --> 00:01:37,097 are grateful for firefighters' fast response 18 00:01:37,180 --> 00:01:39,307 and their focus on preserving property. 19 00:01:39,390 --> 00:01:41,643 Thanks to a recent tour of the building, 20 00:01:41,726 --> 00:01:44,104 crews were intimately familiar with its layout 21 00:01:44,187 --> 00:01:46,147 and the precious items inside. 22 00:01:46,231 --> 00:01:49,901 Hanford Fire Chief Steve Pendergrass says crews were conservative 23 00:01:49,984 --> 00:01:52,946 with their use of water while trying to contain the blaze. 24 00:01:53,446 --> 00:01:55,198 It was really… It was beautiful. 25 00:01:55,281 --> 00:01:59,369 I hope that restoration attempts, you know, we can maybe get it back. 26 00:02:00,370 --> 00:02:03,832 There have been many times where I have predicted an outcome 27 00:02:03,915 --> 00:02:05,083 without realizing it. 28 00:02:05,166 --> 00:02:09,003 When I mention a medical issue or something to keep in mind, 29 00:02:09,087 --> 00:02:09,921 like a fire, 30 00:02:10,004 --> 00:02:13,508 I share those impressions because they often do have validity 31 00:02:13,591 --> 00:02:15,051 and end up happening in ways 32 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:17,971 that I'm not conscious of at the moment that I'm relaying it. 33 00:02:18,054 --> 00:02:18,930 I hope… 34 00:02:20,181 --> 00:02:21,975 -Have a new incarnation. -Yep. 35 00:02:22,058 --> 00:02:23,560 Thank you. 36 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:11,733 This reading today is going to be interesting. 37 00:03:11,816 --> 00:03:15,236 -I have about five people coming through. -Wow. 38 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:18,698 But four of them are bringing through this younger one. 39 00:03:19,324 --> 00:03:20,992 -It's a female. -Really? 40 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:25,163 There's something with this where it feels like 41 00:03:25,663 --> 00:03:28,166 the brain starts malfunctioning… 42 00:03:28,249 --> 00:03:29,375 Aw. 43 00:03:29,459 --> 00:03:33,922 …electrically. And then I feel like I kind of lapse into unconsciousness. 44 00:03:34,005 --> 00:03:35,465 Then I feel like I pass. 45 00:03:35,965 --> 00:03:38,009 But it all would have been very fast. 46 00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:44,307 There's something about this that feels kind of, like, freak accident or weird. 47 00:03:46,392 --> 00:03:49,145 -Hi. How's it going? I'm Tyler. -Hi. 48 00:03:49,729 --> 00:03:51,856 -I'm Delaney. -Lovely to meet you. 49 00:03:51,940 --> 00:03:55,151 -How are you? Wonderful to meet you. -I'm Avonlea. Nice to meet you. 50 00:03:55,235 --> 00:03:58,196 I have so much coming through already. I'm so sorry. I'm like… 51 00:03:58,279 --> 00:04:00,657 Oh, it's so nice to see you both. Uh… 52 00:04:00,740 --> 00:04:02,742 This is great. What a beautiful house. 53 00:04:02,825 --> 00:04:04,369 -Thank you. -It's amazing. 54 00:04:04,452 --> 00:04:07,038 I have a lot. Hold on. Sorry. That never happens! 55 00:04:07,121 --> 00:04:10,208 -Already? -I have to clear my throat really quick. 56 00:04:10,291 --> 00:04:12,460 Give me one sec. Sorry, I'm gonna… 57 00:04:13,586 --> 00:04:16,506 Goodness! Uh, that has never happened before. 58 00:04:17,548 --> 00:04:19,384 Sorry. What an awkward introduction. 59 00:04:19,467 --> 00:04:21,094 No, you're fine. 60 00:04:21,177 --> 00:04:23,513 I can't wait to talk to you. Hold on one sec. 61 00:04:23,596 --> 00:04:25,848 -You need some water? -All good. 62 00:04:27,850 --> 00:04:29,686 -So sorry. -Oh my God. 63 00:04:30,478 --> 00:04:33,356 I might do a water, if that's okay. If I can bother you. 64 00:04:33,439 --> 00:04:35,566 -There's your water. -Perfect. Thank you. 65 00:04:35,650 --> 00:04:36,734 Oh my goodness. 66 00:04:36,818 --> 00:04:38,403 That's never happened before. 67 00:04:39,237 --> 00:04:41,489 I have a lot that will come through physically 68 00:04:41,572 --> 00:04:43,116 when I'm going to do a reading. 69 00:04:43,199 --> 00:04:45,201 Usually, it starts once the reading happens, 70 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:46,995 but the second I met you, 71 00:04:47,078 --> 00:04:48,204 it started happening. 72 00:04:48,288 --> 00:04:51,499 So it's still happening. I have a bunch of people coming through. 73 00:04:51,582 --> 00:04:55,003 Usually, people hear from one or two. You have a whole bunch to touch on. 74 00:04:55,086 --> 00:04:56,587 -So, um… -Okay. 75 00:04:56,671 --> 00:05:00,008 Before we start, did you bring objects for me today to hold on to? 76 00:05:00,091 --> 00:05:02,093 -If you don't mind whipping those out. -Sure. 77 00:05:02,176 --> 00:05:05,763 And we can give it a shot and see what comes in. 78 00:05:05,847 --> 00:05:09,100 -And the guitar right there. -I love it. And the guitar. Very cool. 79 00:05:09,183 --> 00:05:10,893 Thank you, thank you. Okay. 80 00:05:11,477 --> 00:05:14,731 I'm gonna scribble. Hold on to this. We'll see what comes through. 81 00:05:16,733 --> 00:05:17,817 Okay. 82 00:05:19,319 --> 00:05:21,195 Okay. All good. 83 00:05:28,369 --> 00:05:29,537 Okay. 84 00:05:30,997 --> 00:05:31,831 Yeah. 85 00:05:33,916 --> 00:05:36,377 All right. So I've got… 86 00:05:36,461 --> 00:05:37,295 Hmm… 87 00:05:38,171 --> 00:05:39,172 Hmm. 88 00:05:40,631 --> 00:05:41,466 Okay. 89 00:05:44,135 --> 00:05:46,888 Five people are coming through who have passed. 90 00:05:47,805 --> 00:05:51,059 The majority of these individuals, I can tell, are male. 91 00:05:51,142 --> 00:05:54,270 They're very protective, very paternal, that kind of thing. 92 00:05:54,354 --> 00:05:57,565 Basically, these people are all really good with their lives, 93 00:05:57,648 --> 00:06:00,818 and how they passed, but they're protecting this little… 94 00:06:00,902 --> 00:06:03,696 this younger passing, is the way I would describe it, 95 00:06:03,780 --> 00:06:05,865 who I do feel passed away very young. 96 00:06:06,616 --> 00:06:08,826 And there is a strong emphasis on that. 97 00:06:11,913 --> 00:06:14,874 I'm gonna try to separate each person as they come across. 98 00:06:17,585 --> 00:06:21,714 They're having me talk about "Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad" over and over again. 99 00:06:21,798 --> 00:06:23,800 Sometimes, I'll get a father figure. 100 00:06:23,883 --> 00:06:26,719 But this is somebody's dad, in the way this comes across. 101 00:06:26,803 --> 00:06:28,429 -Is your dad passed? -Yes. 102 00:06:28,513 --> 00:06:31,057 -Okay. I have to highlight that. -Yes. 103 00:06:31,641 --> 00:06:32,475 Okay. 104 00:06:32,975 --> 00:06:35,395 -He's coming through with his father. -Yes. 105 00:06:35,478 --> 00:06:37,230 In some capacity. They're like this. 106 00:06:37,313 --> 00:06:39,315 -In the way this comes through. -Oh my God. Yes. 107 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:43,152 Um, some people sometimes in life have tumultuous father-son relationships. 108 00:06:43,236 --> 00:06:45,530 They're like, "No, we're peanut butter and jelly," 109 00:06:45,613 --> 00:06:46,906 when this is coming through. 110 00:06:46,989 --> 00:06:50,076 So you need to know that they're coming in strongly together. 111 00:06:50,159 --> 00:06:51,744 -Mm-hmm. -That's very important. 112 00:06:52,745 --> 00:06:53,955 Give me one sec. 113 00:06:55,373 --> 00:06:56,999 I'm going to my chest with this, 114 00:06:57,083 --> 00:06:59,627 but this isn't as instantaneous as a heart attack. 115 00:06:59,710 --> 00:07:02,630 Somebody would have had a build-up of fluid in the lungs, 116 00:07:02,713 --> 00:07:05,299 had a lung problem, feel I can't breathe clearly. 117 00:07:05,383 --> 00:07:06,634 Does that ring any bells? 118 00:07:06,717 --> 00:07:08,469 That would probably be my grandfather. 119 00:07:08,553 --> 00:07:10,388 -Okay. -He had lung cancer. 120 00:07:10,471 --> 00:07:11,764 Is there a Harold? 121 00:07:11,848 --> 00:07:14,559 -That's my grandfather. -That's it? Is that him? Okay. 122 00:07:14,642 --> 00:07:17,353 Cool. It's always creepy when that happens. 123 00:07:17,437 --> 00:07:18,354 Um… 124 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:21,399 He didn't always do things for the betterment of his health. 125 00:07:21,482 --> 00:07:24,610 Even when he was told, "Hey, maybe you should slow down." 126 00:07:24,694 --> 00:07:27,155 He's like, "No, I'm going to do my own thing." So… 127 00:07:27,238 --> 00:07:30,366 -Does that make sense? Yeah. -Well, he was a smoker. 128 00:07:30,450 --> 00:07:33,077 I think when I was having some issues with breathing, 129 00:07:33,161 --> 00:07:35,246 it could relate to him because of how he passed. 130 00:07:35,329 --> 00:07:37,832 -Gotcha. -Just good to keep that in mind. 131 00:07:37,915 --> 00:07:38,916 Um… 132 00:07:40,001 --> 00:07:41,043 Okay. 133 00:07:41,544 --> 00:07:43,588 Does your grandfather have a sister? 134 00:07:43,671 --> 00:07:44,505 Yes. 135 00:07:44,589 --> 00:07:48,009 There's a reference of somebody being named after a stone, or… 136 00:07:48,092 --> 00:07:51,345 I'm seeing my symbology that I usually attribute to a birthstone. 137 00:07:51,429 --> 00:07:54,432 So did you have any Rubys, Opals, anybody in the family? 138 00:07:54,515 --> 00:07:56,225 -Aunt Opal. -Okay. 139 00:07:56,309 --> 00:07:58,019 That is my grandfather's sister. 140 00:07:58,102 --> 00:08:00,646 -Gotcha. Okay, amazing. -Oh my God. 141 00:08:00,730 --> 00:08:02,732 I feel like I have to highlight her. 142 00:08:02,815 --> 00:08:05,067 -She would be passed, correct? Okay. -Yes. 143 00:08:09,489 --> 00:08:10,323 Okay. 144 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:12,950 The one thing I want to mention… 145 00:08:13,034 --> 00:08:14,827 No, I gotta go to this younger one. 146 00:08:16,287 --> 00:08:19,916 I'm going to talk about this in the way this comes through. Um… 147 00:08:21,250 --> 00:08:24,670 This younger one seems very excited, is the only way I can describe it. 148 00:08:25,379 --> 00:08:28,716 The interesting thing is, there's a conversation around somebody 149 00:08:29,300 --> 00:08:30,426 who has said, like, 150 00:08:32,678 --> 00:08:36,474 "If this person was here, they would have their driver's license 151 00:08:36,557 --> 00:08:38,976 or would be getting their driver's license." 152 00:08:39,060 --> 00:08:42,396 'Cause there's a feeling of a conversation that's been had. 153 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:44,815 -And I have to say "she." -Yeah. 154 00:08:44,899 --> 00:08:46,651 This feels like a female. 155 00:08:46,734 --> 00:08:48,361 -I feel she knows about this. -Yes. 156 00:08:48,444 --> 00:08:50,571 -Has that conversation been had? -Yes. 157 00:08:50,655 --> 00:08:54,492 Okay. So, she comes through, and I want you to know… 158 00:08:54,575 --> 00:08:55,618 I have the chills. 159 00:08:55,701 --> 00:08:58,829 However old she was when she passed, she's not stuck in that age. 160 00:08:58,913 --> 00:09:01,499 -And I want you to know that-- -I want… 161 00:09:01,582 --> 00:09:04,835 -You always used to say that. -It's important you know that. 162 00:09:04,919 --> 00:09:09,382 She gives this feeling of evolving, of growing even as a consciousness, 163 00:09:09,465 --> 00:09:10,800 even on the other side. 164 00:09:10,883 --> 00:09:14,428 And the sense of being very much still connected to her family. 165 00:09:15,012 --> 00:09:17,807 And she seems very, very active. 166 00:09:17,890 --> 00:09:21,769 I almost feel like if she needed to be active in order to… 167 00:09:21,852 --> 00:09:24,355 Kinda… When she wasn't being active, pay attention. 168 00:09:24,438 --> 00:09:26,899 It's the feeling, "Got this energy. Gotta get it out." 169 00:09:26,983 --> 00:09:28,901 She played soccer. I coached her team. 170 00:09:28,985 --> 00:09:31,404 -Yeah. -She was the best player on the team. 171 00:09:31,487 --> 00:09:33,990 She outplayed a lot of her boy teammates. 172 00:09:34,073 --> 00:09:36,450 I would believe it. Yeah, a lot of energy there. 173 00:09:36,534 --> 00:09:38,494 That's our daughter you're talking about. 174 00:09:38,578 --> 00:09:40,830 -She was five and a half. -Gotcha. Aw! 175 00:09:40,913 --> 00:09:44,083 And she would be 15 now, getting her driver's license. 176 00:09:44,166 --> 00:09:46,085 Man, man, man, man. 177 00:09:47,336 --> 00:09:51,716 Our daughter Kensley was the most imaginative. 178 00:09:51,799 --> 00:09:53,843 She was a great artist. 179 00:09:53,926 --> 00:09:55,428 She loved to draw. 180 00:09:55,928 --> 00:09:58,431 She was great at soccer. Loved to play soccer. 181 00:09:58,514 --> 00:10:01,225 Get it! Get it! 182 00:10:02,059 --> 00:10:04,937 Yay, Kensley! Whoo-hoo. 183 00:10:05,021 --> 00:10:06,606 She loved to swim. 184 00:10:06,689 --> 00:10:10,192 We loved to go to the beach, and we'd always find a pool to go swim at. 185 00:10:13,571 --> 00:10:16,157 She's having me talk about all these other siblings, 186 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:19,201 and she's putting this in a very positive way, a lot of joy. 187 00:10:19,285 --> 00:10:21,829 I feel like she lives vicariously through her siblings. 188 00:10:21,912 --> 00:10:24,248 -Yes. -I can't say the amount of them. 189 00:10:24,332 --> 00:10:25,791 It feels like a good amount. 190 00:10:25,875 --> 00:10:29,170 -At least three, if not more. -We have three living children. 191 00:10:29,253 --> 00:10:31,672 -Oh, very cool. Okay, amazing. -Yeah. 192 00:10:31,756 --> 00:10:35,301 It's interesting. In her short life, I feel she had a lot of interests. 193 00:10:35,384 --> 00:10:37,011 I feel like from her perspective 194 00:10:37,094 --> 00:10:39,013 -she lived a good life. -She did. 195 00:10:39,096 --> 00:10:42,266 When she comes through, and she's crediting it to her parents. 196 00:10:42,350 --> 00:10:43,726 This is the biggest thing, 197 00:10:43,809 --> 00:10:47,438 is she says she acknowledges that she wishes she would have had more time. 198 00:10:47,521 --> 00:10:50,107 But you made the time that she had amazing. 199 00:10:50,191 --> 00:10:51,150 -Okay? -Yeah. 200 00:10:51,233 --> 00:10:54,278 She feels like, even how she's remembered afterwards, 201 00:10:54,362 --> 00:10:56,864 she's like, "This is so much bigger than one life." 202 00:10:56,947 --> 00:10:59,533 And there's just a lot of gratitude around that. 203 00:11:00,076 --> 00:11:02,078 -You okay? You're quiet. -It's all good. 204 00:11:02,161 --> 00:11:05,289 It's okay. It's a lot to process, and I… No worries. 205 00:11:09,085 --> 00:11:11,712 So she is having me talk about her situation 206 00:11:11,796 --> 00:11:13,297 that may have led to her passing. 207 00:11:13,381 --> 00:11:16,592 There's things we need to hit on 'cause it's very complex, 208 00:11:16,676 --> 00:11:19,804 is the only way I can describe it. It's a lot more strange 209 00:11:19,887 --> 00:11:21,847 than lung cancer or liver failure. 210 00:11:21,931 --> 00:11:23,015 There's stuff here. 211 00:11:25,601 --> 00:11:28,437 She's giving me this feeling of this initial thing. 212 00:11:28,521 --> 00:11:31,565 Right? So I'm seeing, basically, a straight line. 213 00:11:31,649 --> 00:11:33,192 Then she's marking the line. 214 00:11:33,275 --> 00:11:36,320 Any time they do that, it indicates, like, something started. 215 00:11:36,404 --> 00:11:37,321 Something happened 216 00:11:38,197 --> 00:11:41,033 that kicked off a series of events that led to a passing. 217 00:11:41,826 --> 00:11:45,705 She's not saying that she passed of the initial incident. 218 00:11:46,372 --> 00:11:48,332 Something happened a little later on. 219 00:11:48,416 --> 00:11:50,167 Possibly related to that incident. 220 00:11:50,251 --> 00:11:51,669 Then passed of that, 221 00:11:51,752 --> 00:11:53,838 if I'm identifying this correctly. 222 00:11:54,505 --> 00:11:58,509 There's feelings that she wants people to let go of regarding guilt 223 00:11:58,592 --> 00:12:02,346 about this initial incident that happened. 224 00:12:03,139 --> 00:12:06,517 If someone feels like, "We should've been there to make sure that 225 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:10,020 this incident didn't happen. This injury didn't happen." 226 00:12:10,104 --> 00:12:13,566 I don't know what exactly this is, but there's this feeling of, 227 00:12:13,649 --> 00:12:16,485 "Why couldn't I have been there to stop this from happening?" 228 00:12:16,569 --> 00:12:18,988 But there's no way that anybody would have known that 229 00:12:19,071 --> 00:12:21,157 that one event would lead to a passing. 230 00:12:22,366 --> 00:12:26,996 -So it's kind of a weird thing. -We were playing Barbies in her room. 231 00:12:27,079 --> 00:12:29,999 -Yeah? -And she went to go get something. 232 00:12:30,082 --> 00:12:33,502 And then when she came back, she ran, and she fell. 233 00:12:33,586 --> 00:12:36,464 -And broke her arm. -Gotcha. Gotcha. Gotcha. 234 00:12:36,547 --> 00:12:39,300 -In the way this comes across… -You don't have guilt, do you? 235 00:12:39,383 --> 00:12:40,217 Hmm… 236 00:12:40,301 --> 00:12:43,053 I mean, I always have a little bit. 237 00:12:43,137 --> 00:12:45,139 -I never knew that. 238 00:12:45,222 --> 00:12:46,140 Yeah. 239 00:12:47,224 --> 00:12:49,059 And she wants that to be let go. 240 00:12:49,143 --> 00:12:51,937 She's giving me this feeling of, nobody could have known 241 00:12:52,021 --> 00:12:54,774 what that would lead to in the long run. 242 00:12:54,857 --> 00:12:57,234 There's no accidents when messages come through. 243 00:12:57,318 --> 00:12:59,320 I think you're meant to hear that today. 244 00:12:59,403 --> 00:13:01,906 There's nothing that you could've done differently. 245 00:13:02,990 --> 00:13:05,117 -Sometimes we feel that way, right? -Mm-hmm. 246 00:13:05,743 --> 00:13:07,828 I think you've handled this beautifully, so… 247 00:13:08,454 --> 00:13:09,955 Yeah. It's all good. 248 00:13:11,457 --> 00:13:12,374 It's okay. 249 00:13:17,379 --> 00:13:18,214 Okay. 250 00:13:21,592 --> 00:13:25,679 She's basically bringing up, um, after that event. 251 00:13:26,847 --> 00:13:28,808 Things happened very, kind of, quickly. 252 00:13:28,891 --> 00:13:31,894 -Mm-hmm. -So it's, it's a heavy thing here. 253 00:13:32,394 --> 00:13:35,397 She's not wanting me to get too into it, which I appreciate. 254 00:13:35,481 --> 00:13:38,275 She wants it to be happy and positive and fun. 255 00:13:38,359 --> 00:13:39,860 But what I gather is, 256 00:13:39,944 --> 00:13:42,321 something happened after this initial incident 257 00:13:42,404 --> 00:13:43,531 that led to her passing. 258 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,575 She's giving me this feeling of… 259 00:13:47,076 --> 00:13:47,952 Hmm… 260 00:13:48,035 --> 00:13:51,413 I want it to be known that she wasn't in pain the moment she passed. 261 00:13:51,997 --> 00:13:54,291 That's clear in the way this comes across. 262 00:13:55,292 --> 00:13:57,962 She gives me this feeling of just going to sleep, 263 00:13:58,045 --> 00:13:59,630 is the only way to describe it. 264 00:14:00,673 --> 00:14:02,591 I know that something's wrong, 265 00:14:02,675 --> 00:14:05,553 and I know that I can't get out of this situation, 266 00:14:05,636 --> 00:14:07,304 but then I feel like I go to sleep. 267 00:14:08,055 --> 00:14:10,683 And then in this sleep, I feel like I 268 00:14:11,350 --> 00:14:13,060 transition, pass. 269 00:14:13,143 --> 00:14:15,646 And it was very peaceful, when this comes through. 270 00:14:15,729 --> 00:14:20,317 If anything, I think people might regret how they handled that period 271 00:14:20,401 --> 00:14:22,111 before she was, maybe? 272 00:14:27,408 --> 00:14:29,076 -After… -Yeah. 273 00:14:29,159 --> 00:14:31,078 After she broke her arm, it was… 274 00:14:31,161 --> 00:14:32,621 The guilt may kinda be… 275 00:14:32,705 --> 00:14:34,582 I carry a little bit of guilt because 276 00:14:34,665 --> 00:14:40,546 we took her to a clinic that said they specialized in broken bones. Um… 277 00:14:40,629 --> 00:14:41,505 Yeah. 278 00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:45,968 You know, a lot of times I feel that if we had taken her to the hospital… 279 00:14:46,051 --> 00:14:48,345 -Sure. -…she'd still be with us. 280 00:14:48,429 --> 00:14:49,805 But in any case, 281 00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:51,599 we took her to this place, 282 00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:56,312 and in the process of setting her broken bone in her arm… 283 00:14:56,395 --> 00:15:01,066 -Yeah. -…they injected her with lidocaine, and… 284 00:15:01,567 --> 00:15:02,985 which is normally fine, 285 00:15:03,068 --> 00:15:04,778 but they gave her 286 00:15:04,862 --> 00:15:08,949 more than an adult dose. They overdosed her with lidocaine. 287 00:15:09,825 --> 00:15:12,244 And I was the only one in the room at this time. 288 00:15:12,328 --> 00:15:13,954 They were X-raying her arm. 289 00:15:14,038 --> 00:15:19,585 And… …she looked at me, and she said, 290 00:15:19,668 --> 00:15:21,170 "Daddy, I'm sleepy." 291 00:15:22,463 --> 00:15:25,299 I think that was the last thing I said to her. 292 00:15:25,382 --> 00:15:27,509 Is, "It's okay. You can go to sleep." 293 00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:29,762 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 294 00:15:30,971 --> 00:15:32,973 I'm so sorry. 295 00:15:38,270 --> 00:15:40,189 I'm so sorry you both had to go through… 296 00:15:40,272 --> 00:15:41,899 all of you had to go through that. 297 00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:44,109 That's… Ugh… 298 00:15:44,944 --> 00:15:46,111 Poor baby. 299 00:15:50,157 --> 00:15:52,201 Is there a Luke in the family? 300 00:15:54,578 --> 00:15:56,622 That is our… that's our nephew. 301 00:15:56,705 --> 00:16:00,626 -Yeah. Yeah. -He and Kensley were very close. 302 00:16:00,709 --> 00:16:02,211 They were four days apart. 303 00:16:02,294 --> 00:16:05,255 Yep, 'cause it's important for her that I bring him up. 304 00:16:05,339 --> 00:16:07,967 And she's putting a lot of love around him. 305 00:16:08,050 --> 00:16:10,594 And I feel like he carries her with him. 306 00:16:10,678 --> 00:16:12,137 It's interesting. I just-- 307 00:16:12,221 --> 00:16:14,974 -You can see it still. Just… -Yeah. 308 00:16:15,057 --> 00:16:19,269 -I don't think he was the same after that. -No. Even at five and a half. 309 00:16:19,353 --> 00:16:21,772 But she wants to bring him up today 310 00:16:21,855 --> 00:16:24,274 as being important to her. 311 00:16:24,358 --> 00:16:27,736 I hope there's a way you could relay that to him if he's open to it. 312 00:16:27,820 --> 00:16:30,823 Because, that love. She went out of her way to mention him. 313 00:16:30,906 --> 00:16:33,033 -So that's huge. -Oh! 314 00:16:34,201 --> 00:16:35,119 All right. 315 00:16:38,288 --> 00:16:39,873 She comes through and it's weird. 316 00:16:39,957 --> 00:16:43,335 She's showing me all this symbology of, like, a little bird. 317 00:16:43,919 --> 00:16:45,879 She shows me a lot of little bird stuff. 318 00:16:45,963 --> 00:16:48,966 -I have to mention it as being important. -It's very important. 319 00:16:49,049 --> 00:16:51,010 -She loved birds. 320 00:16:51,093 --> 00:16:53,095 She would chase 'em down the beach. 321 00:16:53,178 --> 00:16:57,433 She would… Anywhere there was a bird, she… and I know that's nothing abnormal. 322 00:16:57,516 --> 00:17:00,185 -But she loved birds. -Yeah. Yeah. 323 00:17:00,269 --> 00:17:02,563 It's amazing how we feel her presence here. 324 00:17:02,646 --> 00:17:05,482 Even though we moved from the house where she lived. 325 00:17:05,566 --> 00:17:07,067 -She lives with us. -Absolutely. 326 00:17:07,151 --> 00:17:10,529 -And birds tap on our windows. -Oh yeah. 327 00:17:11,321 --> 00:17:13,532 They're everywhere. There's nests everywhere. 328 00:17:13,615 --> 00:17:14,575 New life. 329 00:17:14,658 --> 00:17:16,952 I mean, it's crazy. 330 00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:18,287 I love that. 331 00:17:18,370 --> 00:17:20,289 Those little reminders. They like those. 332 00:17:20,372 --> 00:17:22,875 From what I've learned doing thousands of readings, 333 00:17:22,958 --> 00:17:24,710 little things really are big things. 334 00:17:24,793 --> 00:17:27,588 -Yeah. -It's a big takeaway. 335 00:17:28,255 --> 00:17:29,965 There's so much love with this. 336 00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:31,633 And I want you to know today, 337 00:17:31,717 --> 00:17:34,928 this connection with your daughter, it doesn't end when I leave. 338 00:17:35,012 --> 00:17:37,598 -Yeah. -She is in your heart and in your soul. 339 00:17:37,681 --> 00:17:39,641 And you can talk out loud to her, 340 00:17:39,725 --> 00:17:43,604 and you can carry her with you through new experiences and memories. 341 00:17:43,687 --> 00:17:47,274 She comes through, feels so much older than she was when she passed. 342 00:17:47,357 --> 00:17:50,611 And the beauty of it is, is I do believe we all reunite someday. 343 00:17:50,694 --> 00:17:52,154 We see these people again. 344 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:54,656 -These souls, these people. -Mm-hmm. 345 00:17:54,740 --> 00:17:56,909 And they wait for us, so. 346 00:17:56,992 --> 00:17:59,203 They also encourage us to live a full life, 347 00:17:59,286 --> 00:18:01,497 to do what we can with the time that we have. 348 00:18:01,580 --> 00:18:06,251 And sometimes deaths, you know, remind us of how precious and valuable life is. 349 00:18:06,335 --> 00:18:08,587 And how quickly it can be taken, 350 00:18:08,670 --> 00:18:11,215 but you've all handled this in such a beautiful way. 351 00:18:11,298 --> 00:18:14,885 I can't imagine how hard it's been. You've been strong for your other kids. 352 00:18:14,968 --> 00:18:16,720 You've honored her in a beautiful way. 353 00:18:16,804 --> 00:18:18,680 -That's never gonna stop. -Yeah. 354 00:18:18,764 --> 00:18:22,017 She'll be here through every monumental thing. 355 00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:24,561 -Every graduation, every wedding. -Yeah. 356 00:18:24,645 --> 00:18:27,981 And up until when you're old, and someday you'll meet again. 357 00:18:28,607 --> 00:18:31,318 We're all just walking each other home in life. 358 00:18:31,401 --> 00:18:34,571 -Thank you for letting me connect today. -Thank you so much. 359 00:18:34,655 --> 00:18:35,656 Thank you. 360 00:18:35,739 --> 00:18:37,116 -This was amazing. -Thank you. 361 00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:40,953 -Could I show you something? -I'd love it. 362 00:18:41,036 --> 00:18:43,038 -Okay. Oh yeah? -We have to be quiet. 363 00:18:43,122 --> 00:18:44,665 -There's a nest out here. -Oh. 364 00:18:44,748 --> 00:18:46,125 It's a mourning dove. 365 00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:49,545 A lot of people don't know, but "mourning" is not like "Good morning." 366 00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:51,296 -It's "mourning" like death. -Grief. 367 00:18:51,380 --> 00:18:54,299 There it is right there, and they don't even care. 368 00:18:54,383 --> 00:18:56,969 We'll just stand right there. Two years in a row. 369 00:18:57,052 --> 00:18:59,388 -Yeah. Yeah. -I mean, that's a sign. 370 00:18:59,471 --> 00:19:01,932 Well, thank you again. This has been so amazing. 371 00:19:02,015 --> 00:19:04,268 -I know. Bye. -Have a good one. Bye. 372 00:19:04,351 --> 00:19:06,603 I feel a lot of sense of peace, 373 00:19:06,687 --> 00:19:09,022 especially knowing that she's with my dad. 374 00:19:09,106 --> 00:19:10,440 Your dad's protecting. 375 00:19:10,524 --> 00:19:12,985 -I loved how they all came in together. -Yeah. 376 00:19:13,068 --> 00:19:15,070 -Like a big family. -Yeah. 377 00:19:15,154 --> 00:19:17,489 Yeah, so I just know Kensley's good. 378 00:19:17,573 --> 00:19:19,533 She's heard us talk about as if she were here, 379 00:19:19,616 --> 00:19:23,412 and we would be getting her a license. We have said that so many times. 380 00:19:23,495 --> 00:19:24,997 I can't believe he said that. 381 00:19:39,511 --> 00:19:43,515 We are 48 hours out until the live show. 382 00:19:44,224 --> 00:19:48,353 And I know you've been saying all day that stuff has been coming through. 383 00:19:48,437 --> 00:19:50,147 Yeah, it's been really overwhelming. 384 00:19:56,904 --> 00:20:00,032 You had a vision earlier that struck you so hard. You like-- 385 00:20:00,115 --> 00:20:03,702 A chest, like, sternum popped. 386 00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:04,995 Made a noise. 387 00:20:05,078 --> 00:20:08,707 They're just, like, little brief strikes of lightning. 388 00:20:08,790 --> 00:20:13,128 Yeah. I want to encourage you, but pace yourself and be careful. 389 00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:14,087 -'Cause you-- -Yeah. 390 00:20:14,171 --> 00:20:16,840 This is your first show after your lung collapse. 391 00:20:16,924 --> 00:20:20,135 -You almost died last time. -I just miss it so much. 392 00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:21,929 -You really almost died. -I know. 393 00:20:23,597 --> 00:20:26,558 In early 2020, I was set to do one of my live shows. 394 00:20:27,142 --> 00:20:29,895 Before the event, I was laying in bed, getting mentally ready 395 00:20:29,978 --> 00:20:32,272 for all of what I was about to do on stage, 396 00:20:32,356 --> 00:20:34,399 when suddenly I felt a chest pain. 397 00:20:34,900 --> 00:20:36,777 So I called in Heather and my mom. 398 00:20:36,860 --> 00:20:38,487 I needed to go to the hospital. 399 00:20:38,570 --> 00:20:41,031 When I got there, I was diagnosed with a collapsed lung. 400 00:20:41,114 --> 00:20:44,451 This lung had fully collapsed and was resting on my heart. 401 00:20:44,534 --> 00:20:46,995 And within moments, I needed medical intervention, 402 00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:48,330 or I would have died. 403 00:20:48,830 --> 00:20:50,916 I spent months in the hospital recovering 404 00:20:50,999 --> 00:20:53,293 and recouping from this traumatic experience. 405 00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:57,422 I mean, for me, it was scary to see you go through that. 406 00:20:57,923 --> 00:21:00,550 -I can't imagine what it was like for you. -Yeah. 407 00:21:00,634 --> 00:21:04,554 It does come at a price and a cost. I hope I live a really long lifetime. 408 00:21:04,638 --> 00:21:07,724 I feel old, though, that's the thing. Like, on the inside. 409 00:21:07,808 --> 00:21:09,851 And readings make me feel older. 410 00:21:10,352 --> 00:21:13,981 And because of that I'm kind of like, I can't envision myself as like uh… 411 00:21:15,232 --> 00:21:19,069 seventy year old because I'm already so tired. 412 00:21:19,152 --> 00:21:20,195 The bags under my eyes, 413 00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:23,156 they didn't get there on accident. I was born with these babies. 414 00:21:23,240 --> 00:21:27,327 -They're from a culmination of visions-- -Yeah. 415 00:21:27,411 --> 00:21:32,124 Ethereal experiences, and seeing things that you can't un-see. 416 00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,501 I feel like that ages a person on some level. 417 00:21:35,085 --> 00:21:37,587 I've assured my producers and family I feel confident 418 00:21:37,671 --> 00:21:39,506 hitting the stage again to do readings. 419 00:21:39,589 --> 00:21:43,510 But there's no guarantee as to how that will affect my physical health. 420 00:21:44,845 --> 00:21:47,556 -So. -That makes me sad. 421 00:21:47,639 --> 00:21:48,640 Oh, don't be sad. 422 00:21:49,349 --> 00:21:51,393 I don't know what I'd do without you, so… 423 00:21:51,476 --> 00:21:53,103 I'm not planning on going anywhere. 424 00:21:53,687 --> 00:21:56,940 The point being is we just don't understand anything about it, really, 425 00:21:57,024 --> 00:22:00,277 so who knows how it'll affect my body. 426 00:22:16,626 --> 00:22:18,295 This all looks the same. 427 00:22:18,378 --> 00:22:20,130 This was blue, back in the day. 428 00:22:20,213 --> 00:22:22,382 Those are where most of the classes were. 429 00:22:22,466 --> 00:22:23,925 This way was the auditorium… 430 00:22:24,009 --> 00:22:25,344 -The library. -There's a lady. 431 00:22:25,427 --> 00:22:28,096 First day of school, my mom forgot to pick me up. 432 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,265 -So I stayed there. -How did she forget? 433 00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,309 I don't know. I still hold it against her. 434 00:22:32,392 --> 00:22:35,437 -I was an only child. For some reason-- -She had so much going on. 435 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:37,230 It happens. 436 00:22:37,314 --> 00:22:40,692 Going back to my elementary school is really surreal in the sense 437 00:22:40,776 --> 00:22:44,363 that it's the one place where I felt normal in life. 438 00:22:46,740 --> 00:22:50,369 It was the place that I was at before my life changed forever. 439 00:22:51,328 --> 00:22:54,081 Getting inundated with impressions and visions 440 00:22:54,164 --> 00:22:56,416 and discussions about people who've passed. 441 00:22:56,500 --> 00:23:00,128 -Hi! How are you, Mrs. Weisgerber? -How are you? 442 00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,880 It's good to see you. 443 00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:06,718 When Tyler started coming here to Pioneer Elementary, I was the librarian. 444 00:23:06,802 --> 00:23:08,553 And Tyler was a standout. 445 00:23:10,263 --> 00:23:12,724 He just radiated happiness. 446 00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:16,561 Tyler just had that ability to make you feel good. 447 00:23:16,645 --> 00:23:18,480 Last time you saw him, how tall was he? 448 00:23:18,563 --> 00:23:21,108 -Was he-- -Oh, probably about like that. 449 00:23:21,191 --> 00:23:22,109 Yeah. 450 00:23:22,192 --> 00:23:25,320 You kind of came into your ability around ten. 451 00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:27,239 I started stepping into it. 452 00:23:27,322 --> 00:23:29,741 Did you know that he had that gift? When you were… 453 00:23:29,825 --> 00:23:31,910 -No. -I kept it quiet in the beginning. 454 00:23:31,993 --> 00:23:33,829 I didn't understand what was happening. 455 00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:36,832 I had odd moments where I would get impressions from people 456 00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:37,791 even before ten, 457 00:23:37,874 --> 00:23:41,128 but I didn't attribute that to an ability, more like an intuition. 458 00:23:41,211 --> 00:23:43,422 When I was there, at least in the beginning, 459 00:23:43,505 --> 00:23:45,757 it was a place where I was a kid, like any other. 460 00:23:45,841 --> 00:23:47,342 I was treated like any other. 461 00:23:47,426 --> 00:23:49,511 Simultaneously, that's where… 462 00:23:50,887 --> 00:23:52,472 things started getting complicated. 463 00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:56,852 My grandmother died when I was in fourth grade. 464 00:23:56,935 --> 00:24:00,856 By fifth grade, I was really in a rough place emotionally 465 00:24:00,939 --> 00:24:02,607 because of these constant moments 466 00:24:02,691 --> 00:24:06,486 of knowingness that were confusing and overwhelming. 467 00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:09,448 At ten years old, you don't know your identity or who you are, 468 00:24:09,531 --> 00:24:12,868 let alone this whole other realm of existence. 469 00:24:15,495 --> 00:24:17,205 Trying to conjure some memories here. 470 00:24:17,289 --> 00:24:18,331 Do you have any? 471 00:24:18,415 --> 00:24:20,208 This, I totally remember. 472 00:24:20,292 --> 00:24:23,670 This was a place I think, in hindsight, where I was able to just be a kid. 473 00:24:23,753 --> 00:24:24,963 -So. -Yeah. 474 00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:28,175 It's been an amazing journey. Especially to get to come back. 475 00:24:30,343 --> 00:24:33,305 As I'm walking around the school, I'm taking in the memories 476 00:24:33,388 --> 00:24:35,140 and all that it brings back, 477 00:24:35,223 --> 00:24:39,019 but I'm distracted by the impressions coming through in the back of my mind. 478 00:24:39,728 --> 00:24:41,146 I'm excited to talk today. 479 00:24:41,229 --> 00:24:45,066 I know this is a surreal experience, sitting in front of my former librarian. 480 00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:47,360 -I know! -I'm excited. I have my notebook. 481 00:24:47,444 --> 00:24:49,446 -And I meditate-- -Oh, so we're gonna-- 482 00:24:49,529 --> 00:24:50,864 We're gonna do a reading. 483 00:24:50,947 --> 00:24:53,325 -Oh, I did not know that. -Are you open to it? 484 00:24:53,408 --> 00:24:56,411 -We don't have to. -Um… No, no, that's okay. I just didn't… 485 00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:58,121 -Yeah. -I didn't know. 486 00:24:58,205 --> 00:25:02,167 -I thought we'd yak about old stuff. -Oh, I know. I figured it wouldn't hurt. 487 00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:04,753 -It's your call. If you're comfortable… -I'm cool. 488 00:25:04,836 --> 00:25:06,922 Great. I never have control over who comes through, 489 00:25:07,005 --> 00:25:10,675 as much as I have to go with the strongest communicator, so… 490 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:13,011 And we will see what comes in. 491 00:25:13,094 --> 00:25:14,888 So I've got that. 492 00:25:14,971 --> 00:25:16,765 I remember you had a daughter. Maddie? 493 00:25:16,848 --> 00:25:18,350 -Maddie. -I remember her. 494 00:25:18,433 --> 00:25:20,393 -Do you have any other kids? -My son, Lee. 495 00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:21,853 You have a son. Very cool. 496 00:25:22,437 --> 00:25:24,272 Oh, did he? Very interesting. 497 00:25:25,941 --> 00:25:26,900 So like that. 498 00:25:26,983 --> 00:25:28,818 I wanna talk about them and careers. 499 00:25:28,902 --> 00:25:32,322 When we talk about your daughter, it's interesting 'cause there's gonna… 500 00:25:32,405 --> 00:25:35,325 They're acknowledging a lot of change, a lot of shifts for her. 501 00:25:35,408 --> 00:25:37,869 It's when I connect with her energy, 502 00:25:37,953 --> 00:25:41,915 I feel like she's going to be put in a place of a lot of responsibility, 503 00:25:41,998 --> 00:25:45,502 and there's gonna be basically a decision to be made of whether to, 504 00:25:45,585 --> 00:25:48,296 "Do I take on this big task? Or, "Am I ready for it?" 505 00:25:48,380 --> 00:25:51,216 I have this feeling of, "Yes. Move forward. You're good." 506 00:25:51,299 --> 00:25:53,468 -"You're more capable than you know." -Yeah. 507 00:25:53,552 --> 00:25:56,179 That seems to be pertinent to her. 508 00:25:56,263 --> 00:25:59,933 -She's gone through… Change. Tons. -A lot of change. 509 00:26:00,016 --> 00:26:01,768 -Gotcha. -You nailed that, big time. 510 00:26:01,851 --> 00:26:05,230 I really suspect the picking up of slack of other people. 511 00:26:05,313 --> 00:26:07,899 -Wearing different hats, not expecting to. -All the time. 512 00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:11,403 She does that a lot. She gets frustrated, but she does it anyway. 513 00:26:11,486 --> 00:26:15,073 That's the thing. Hard worker. I feel the response is gonna be positive. 514 00:26:15,156 --> 00:26:16,575 I feel she's on the right track. 515 00:26:16,658 --> 00:26:17,534 Good. 516 00:26:20,662 --> 00:26:22,622 Is anybody involved in law enforcement? 517 00:26:22,706 --> 00:26:24,040 -Yes. -Who would that be? 518 00:26:24,124 --> 00:26:26,001 -My son. -That would be your son. 519 00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,253 He's gonna go through a change with that also. 520 00:26:28,336 --> 00:26:31,381 -This is interesting. How old would he be? -He's 29. 521 00:26:31,464 --> 00:26:33,466 Uh, okay. They're bringing me to… 522 00:26:34,718 --> 00:26:38,305 uh, four years ago. So, let me see here. I don't know why. Twenty… 523 00:26:38,388 --> 00:26:41,182 Let's see, four years ago if 29… Let's see… 524 00:26:41,266 --> 00:26:44,102 -He got married. -Oh, did he? Very interesting. 525 00:26:44,185 --> 00:26:47,772 They are bringing up a little bit of susceptibility to some fertility stuff, 526 00:26:47,856 --> 00:26:50,108 some conversations around that. It's all good. 527 00:26:50,191 --> 00:26:52,277 That will work out in due time, so… 528 00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:54,738 Good. They did finally have their first baby. 529 00:26:54,821 --> 00:26:57,407 -Amazing. -She's only about… not quite two months. 530 00:26:57,490 --> 00:26:58,700 -Sadie. -Congrats. 531 00:26:58,783 --> 00:27:02,203 -They did have problems getting… Yep. -Yeah. Some stuff. 532 00:27:02,287 --> 00:27:03,538 -But it happens. -But, hey. 533 00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:05,915 In due time, things happen how they're supposed to. 534 00:27:05,999 --> 00:27:07,375 I feel positive around that. 535 00:27:09,210 --> 00:27:10,128 Um… 536 00:27:11,755 --> 00:27:14,924 This is a weird image, but good, worth keeping in mind. Um… 537 00:27:15,008 --> 00:27:18,053 Something about a flying pig. It's a pig with wings. 538 00:27:18,136 --> 00:27:20,972 This was like, "I have to bring that up." 539 00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:23,933 My husband's phrase was always, "When pigs fly." 540 00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:28,313 Okay, and so we went into this… like, some store, 541 00:27:28,396 --> 00:27:30,565 and they had a flying pig on a string. 542 00:27:30,649 --> 00:27:33,068 It was zinging around, and Maddie was like, "Look!" 543 00:27:33,151 --> 00:27:35,570 That's funny. So "When pigs fly" has some relevance. 544 00:27:35,654 --> 00:27:38,865 -As far as funny memories. So sweet. -Oh yeah, big time. 545 00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:40,075 That's funny. 546 00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:41,618 Okay. 547 00:27:42,911 --> 00:27:44,621 And that would be that. 548 00:27:44,704 --> 00:27:48,416 Oh, okay. And I do feel like I have to handle him. 549 00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:50,585 Uh, where are we going? Let's see. 550 00:27:50,669 --> 00:27:54,798 So when we talk about… It's tricky, separating your mom's and dad's sides. 551 00:27:54,881 --> 00:27:58,134 I have to say, I don't get departed feelings from your mom or dad. 552 00:27:58,218 --> 00:27:59,594 -They're still alive? -Yes. 553 00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:01,137 Amazing. That's awesome. 554 00:28:01,221 --> 00:28:03,598 I feel like we're gonna go a generation up. 555 00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:06,476 I do have to ask, is there a female connection? 556 00:28:06,559 --> 00:28:09,312 Lot of female energy, but then I have to highlight "J." 557 00:28:09,396 --> 00:28:10,730 So a female "J" name. 558 00:28:11,773 --> 00:28:15,026 Are there any female "Js" in your family that you can think of? 559 00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:16,444 -Both grandmothers. -Okay. 560 00:28:16,528 --> 00:28:18,279 Is there a Julie at all? 561 00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:19,489 -Julia. -Julia. 562 00:28:20,365 --> 00:28:24,035 Okay, gotcha. Now, would one of them be passed? 563 00:28:24,119 --> 00:28:25,829 -Both of them. -Julia is passed away? 564 00:28:25,912 --> 00:28:27,914 -Definitely. -I have to highlight that. 565 00:28:29,332 --> 00:28:31,793 But I also have some contemporaries. 566 00:28:31,876 --> 00:28:36,005 I have a couple females coming through that I have to bring up that are passed. 567 00:28:36,089 --> 00:28:39,884 They do strike me as older, but there's two things I need to talk about. 568 00:28:39,968 --> 00:28:41,594 Both are brain-related. 569 00:28:41,678 --> 00:28:45,140 It's not a mental health thing. This is more physiologically something 570 00:28:45,223 --> 00:28:48,977 that would've been wrong cognitively, the ability to perceive surroundings. 571 00:28:49,060 --> 00:28:52,313 -We think of dementia, Alzheimer's. -Alzheimer's. 572 00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:55,108 That hits me as being potentially relevant. 573 00:28:55,191 --> 00:28:57,193 I also have somebody I suspect had a stroke. 574 00:28:57,777 --> 00:29:00,947 There's something that's interesting. They're two different things. 575 00:29:01,030 --> 00:29:03,658 Who passed away of the Alzheimer's-related situation? 576 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,577 -My aunt Adeline. -Okay, gotcha. 577 00:29:05,660 --> 00:29:10,123 Now, the way this comes through, she's having me bring up not being alone. 578 00:29:10,206 --> 00:29:11,916 She's acknowledging a contemporary. 579 00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:15,211 Do you know if she had any siblings? A sister that also passed away? 580 00:29:15,295 --> 00:29:16,963 I have to highlight the two of them. 581 00:29:17,046 --> 00:29:19,674 -She was the one that had the stroke. -I see. 582 00:29:19,758 --> 00:29:20,675 Gotcha. 583 00:29:22,677 --> 00:29:24,137 Here. 584 00:29:24,220 --> 00:29:26,097 -We covered some ground! -Yes, you did. 585 00:29:26,181 --> 00:29:29,225 I would have never imagined I'd be with my former librarian. 586 00:29:29,309 --> 00:29:30,769 -Doing a reading. -Right? 587 00:29:30,852 --> 00:29:33,396 There's something about tripping out your teacher. 588 00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,523 I'm just… I'm still stunned. 589 00:29:35,607 --> 00:29:37,442 -I'm still like, "Wow." -Yes. 590 00:29:37,525 --> 00:29:39,944 I was flabbergasted because he knew so many things. 591 00:29:40,028 --> 00:29:41,362 Just, he nailed it. 592 00:29:41,446 --> 00:29:43,114 He nailed it. It was incredible. 593 00:29:43,198 --> 00:29:45,283 -I'm sorry that was cool. -I know! 594 00:29:45,366 --> 00:29:47,827 It's funny. I do live audiences in front of thousands. 595 00:29:47,911 --> 00:29:49,537 -I'll pick someone. -Random. 596 00:29:49,621 --> 00:29:51,414 They'll be like, "I have nobody." 597 00:29:51,498 --> 00:29:53,249 -Like, "Yes, you do." -Yeah. 598 00:29:53,333 --> 00:29:55,210 Just goes to show, their love for us, 599 00:29:55,293 --> 00:29:57,086 it transcends our own expectations. 600 00:29:57,170 --> 00:29:58,922 -Yeah. Wow. -Yeah. 601 00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,766 We are so fancy, what can I say? 602 00:30:09,849 --> 00:30:12,894 I love these flowers I picked up. Aren't those gorgeous? 603 00:30:12,977 --> 00:30:14,771 I'm gonna give you some napkins… 604 00:30:14,854 --> 00:30:16,356 -Let me help. -Here we go. 605 00:30:16,439 --> 00:30:18,358 -I'll give you those. -How does this work? 606 00:30:18,441 --> 00:30:20,985 -Any way you want. -Do I look like I've done this? 607 00:30:21,069 --> 00:30:22,153 Let's see… 608 00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:23,363 It's however you want. 609 00:30:23,446 --> 00:30:24,656 -Okay. -Okay? 610 00:30:24,739 --> 00:30:26,407 As long as it fits in the hole. 611 00:30:26,491 --> 00:30:29,536 I haven't seen Peter and Felicia in a while, so I'm really excited. 612 00:30:29,619 --> 00:30:31,746 We're having lunch with Peter and Felicia. 613 00:30:32,330 --> 00:30:33,873 I'm excited to see them. 614 00:30:33,957 --> 00:30:36,376 We have a lot of catching up to do. 615 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:38,086 Oh my goodness! 616 00:30:38,169 --> 00:30:39,963 -Hello! -Oh, look who it is! 617 00:30:40,046 --> 00:30:41,506 -Yay! -Hi! 618 00:30:41,589 --> 00:30:43,466 -You guys-- -A vision in green. 619 00:30:43,550 --> 00:30:46,511 -No crying. -I would've been here ten minutes ago. 620 00:30:46,594 --> 00:30:48,179 -But she's slow. -How's it going? 621 00:30:48,263 --> 00:30:49,347 No crying. 622 00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:50,765 -How are you? -Hey, Tyler. 623 00:30:50,849 --> 00:30:52,934 -Good. Yeah. -Happy day. 624 00:30:53,017 --> 00:30:54,686 We're so excited to see you. 625 00:30:54,769 --> 00:30:57,272 We put together this little somethin' somethin'. 626 00:30:57,355 --> 00:30:58,314 I hope you like it. 627 00:30:58,398 --> 00:31:00,024 -We've got quiche. -Beautiful. 628 00:31:00,108 --> 00:31:02,151 -Yeah, sit down. Relax. -Oh, Theresa. 629 00:31:02,235 --> 00:31:03,570 -Yeah? -I'm still Black. 630 00:31:05,113 --> 00:31:06,614 I don't care for quiche too much. 631 00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,783 -Okay. I'll go-- -I appreciate it, though. 632 00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:10,785 Okay, I'll make you anything you want. 633 00:31:11,953 --> 00:31:14,747 -You didn't make this. -From scratch. Try that one. 634 00:31:14,831 --> 00:31:17,292 -It has bacon. You'll like it. -Tries to feed everyone. 635 00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:18,960 -Can't help it. -She's a good cook. 636 00:31:19,043 --> 00:31:20,712 -She is. -Oh, thank you. 637 00:31:20,795 --> 00:31:24,007 You guys, we've got a lot to talk about. I just wanna tell you. 638 00:31:24,090 --> 00:31:26,926 This whole journey, it's been tough for all of us. 639 00:31:27,010 --> 00:31:28,761 This is just the new beginning. 640 00:31:29,304 --> 00:31:31,097 I love you so much. 641 00:31:31,180 --> 00:31:35,310 And if not for you encouraging me, Tyler, to do the DNA testing, 642 00:31:35,393 --> 00:31:38,938 I would have never known all the things I know now. 643 00:31:39,022 --> 00:31:41,649 All these years, Stella has had this power over me. 644 00:31:41,733 --> 00:31:43,693 She doesn't have that anymore. 645 00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:46,487 I'm not letting her control my life anymore. I'm not. 646 00:31:46,571 --> 00:31:48,489 Wouldn't you want to confront her and… 647 00:31:49,073 --> 00:31:52,118 I've come to the conclusion that it's not gonna make any difference. 648 00:31:52,201 --> 00:31:54,078 It's never gonna make any difference. 649 00:31:54,162 --> 00:31:55,580 You've confronted the past. 650 00:31:55,663 --> 00:31:58,333 -You've gotten to the truth, that's all. -Yeah. 651 00:31:58,416 --> 00:32:00,043 I never thought it would be Tyler 652 00:32:00,126 --> 00:32:03,755 that would've been the one to help me to find out who I am, 653 00:32:03,838 --> 00:32:08,009 to move on from all the things that happened to me in my life, 654 00:32:08,092 --> 00:32:10,929 and to help me feel whole again. 655 00:32:11,429 --> 00:32:14,140 Going forward, the only part of my past I'm gonna allow 656 00:32:14,223 --> 00:32:17,352 is you and Felicia in my life. That's it. 657 00:32:17,936 --> 00:32:20,188 So I wanted to share this with you guys. 658 00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:22,440 -My family tree, which is special. -Oh my God. 659 00:32:22,523 --> 00:32:25,860 And it shows my Italian family, and it shows their names. 660 00:32:25,944 --> 00:32:28,404 But down here, it shows my brother and sisters 661 00:32:28,488 --> 00:32:30,156 as Felicia and Peter. 662 00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:36,329 'Cause you'll always be my family, no matter what. That'll never change. 663 00:32:36,412 --> 00:32:39,457 We're always brother and sisters. I'm always gonna love you guys. 664 00:32:39,540 --> 00:32:42,251 And I appreciate all that you did to help me 665 00:32:42,335 --> 00:32:43,419 and to protect me. 666 00:32:43,503 --> 00:32:44,879 I remember a lot of things. 667 00:32:44,963 --> 00:32:47,423 I want to thank you for all you went through. It was a lot. 668 00:32:49,425 --> 00:32:53,012 Seeing my name on Theresa's family tree felt great, 669 00:32:53,096 --> 00:32:56,891 but I told Theresa I'm always gonna be her number one brother. 670 00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:59,769 So that position, that's occupied. 671 00:33:00,269 --> 00:33:02,689 So her other brother, I will meet him. 672 00:33:02,772 --> 00:33:05,316 You know, I'll love him and everything, but hey, 673 00:33:05,400 --> 00:33:07,485 he's just gotta know his lane. 674 00:33:07,568 --> 00:33:09,112 My takeaway from this today 675 00:33:09,195 --> 00:33:13,157 is really in a bigger sense that family is the love that we've-- 676 00:33:13,241 --> 00:33:14,117 Shared. 677 00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:16,494 It goes to show that it's not about blood. 678 00:33:16,577 --> 00:33:18,955 -Move forward. -It's about love, the bond. 679 00:33:19,622 --> 00:33:21,582 You will always be my aunt and uncle. 680 00:33:21,666 --> 00:33:24,419 I'm so thankful to be able to share this story. 681 00:33:24,502 --> 00:33:25,795 Through this journey, 682 00:33:25,878 --> 00:33:29,298 my mom and I have been able to demystify the enigma, 683 00:33:29,382 --> 00:33:32,343 the monster, that is Stella. 684 00:33:32,427 --> 00:33:34,637 Now we can live our lives knowing who we are, 685 00:33:35,221 --> 00:33:38,808 where we come from, and how big our family really is. 686 00:33:38,891 --> 00:33:40,435 Family is what you make it. 687 00:33:40,518 --> 00:33:41,728 We're goin' in? 688 00:33:41,811 --> 00:33:43,646 -I love you. 689 00:33:43,730 --> 00:33:46,065 You're the best gift I could see today. 690 00:33:46,149 --> 00:33:48,026 -Okay? -We're bound together. 691 00:34:04,333 --> 00:34:06,002 How was Nancy this morning? 692 00:34:06,085 --> 00:34:09,380 She's good. She knew that we were leaving. 693 00:34:09,464 --> 00:34:12,091 -Aw. -So she kept biting my hand. 694 00:34:12,175 --> 00:34:14,343 -Aw. -Trying to keep me. 695 00:34:15,136 --> 00:34:17,263 -You look good. -Thank you. Yeah. 696 00:34:17,346 --> 00:34:20,349 I have cold waters, and we can always stop for Starbucks. 697 00:34:20,433 --> 00:34:21,684 We have plenty of time. 698 00:34:22,268 --> 00:34:24,812 As I'm headed to my first show since my lung collapse, 699 00:34:24,896 --> 00:34:28,357 I'm getting inundated with messages from loved ones on the other side 700 00:34:28,441 --> 00:34:30,651 for people who are attending the show. 701 00:34:30,735 --> 00:34:33,863 And because of that, I really can't focus on anything else. 702 00:34:37,200 --> 00:34:40,787 I swear, Tyler, it is so weird to be going to a live show. 703 00:34:40,870 --> 00:34:42,371 It has been so long. 704 00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:44,415 It's gonna be weird to see all those faces. 705 00:34:44,499 --> 00:34:47,335 I know. It's so strange. It's gonna be a year and a half. 706 00:34:47,418 --> 00:34:50,004 Oh my God. Then the way you ended the last one. 707 00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:52,882 -And then all hell broke loose. -Yep. 708 00:34:52,965 --> 00:34:54,926 Almost a month in the hospital. 709 00:34:56,135 --> 00:34:58,805 I don't wanna do that again. Can we not do that again? 710 00:34:58,888 --> 00:34:59,722 Yeah. 711 00:35:09,357 --> 00:35:11,651 -I can get that. -It's gonna go on this part. 712 00:35:11,734 --> 00:35:13,444 Oh, it is? Okay, gotcha. 713 00:35:13,528 --> 00:35:14,612 -That's yours. -Ready? 714 00:35:14,695 --> 00:35:15,780 -Ready. -Everyone got it? 715 00:35:15,863 --> 00:35:19,492 Yep. As always, the anxiety part is getting through this lobby. 716 00:35:20,201 --> 00:35:23,788 When Tyler goes to a live show, and when we get to the hotel, 717 00:35:23,871 --> 00:35:26,415 he's very sedate, very isolated. 718 00:35:26,499 --> 00:35:27,708 I'll be right back. 719 00:35:27,792 --> 00:35:30,002 He doesn't wanna be around other people. 720 00:35:30,086 --> 00:35:33,798 He doesn't want any stimulation. In fact, when we do room service, 721 00:35:33,881 --> 00:35:36,551 I receive the food because he doesn't want to interact 722 00:35:36,634 --> 00:35:39,762 with any other person's feelings, emotions, anything. 723 00:35:41,806 --> 00:35:45,184 We don't talk about unpleasant things in front of him before a show. 724 00:35:45,268 --> 00:35:47,311 We don't discuss anything difficult 725 00:35:47,395 --> 00:35:49,647 because we just want to have him be peaceful. 726 00:35:54,694 --> 00:35:56,946 Everything's starting to come through. 727 00:35:58,114 --> 00:36:02,660 It's very kind of cloudy, mentally, physically. 728 00:36:03,327 --> 00:36:06,122 It's, it's very different. 729 00:36:06,205 --> 00:36:08,332 So I'm ready to get this over with. 730 00:36:09,458 --> 00:36:12,211 I don't know. I have a lot of emotions there, I guess. 731 00:36:12,712 --> 00:36:15,923 I just don't know exactly what they are. Excitement, joy. 732 00:36:17,675 --> 00:36:21,345 Maybe a little bit of fear, but I don't know what I'm afraid of. 733 00:36:22,013 --> 00:36:26,642 I've done over 50 shows. I just think the nature of going out 734 00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:28,144 and being vulnerable… 735 00:36:28,644 --> 00:36:32,565 It is painful, physically. 736 00:36:32,648 --> 00:36:34,483 It's taxing, emotionally. 737 00:36:34,567 --> 00:36:36,611 I worked myself into such a state, 738 00:36:36,694 --> 00:36:37,778 which I'm in, 739 00:36:37,862 --> 00:36:41,199 that makes it very difficult to express things outwardly 740 00:36:41,282 --> 00:36:43,034 until I start scribbling. 741 00:36:43,534 --> 00:36:45,661 And then it all comes out. 742 00:36:45,745 --> 00:36:46,996 And… 743 00:36:48,289 --> 00:36:50,958 I just have to do what I'm put here to do, 744 00:36:51,042 --> 00:36:53,544 get on a stage tomorrow, and knock it out. 745 00:36:53,628 --> 00:36:54,629 And then… 746 00:36:56,297 --> 00:36:59,508 then I can be a human being again… …when I'm done. 747 00:37:04,430 --> 00:37:05,973 Oh, drum rolls. 748 00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:07,725 -Hi! How's it going? -Ready to go? 749 00:37:07,808 --> 00:37:09,101 Absolutely. Thank you. 750 00:37:09,185 --> 00:37:10,770 -Hi. -Hi, nice to meet you. 751 00:37:10,853 --> 00:37:12,855 -How's it going? -I'm gonna be escorting you. 752 00:37:12,939 --> 00:37:14,440 Thank you. I appreciate it. 753 00:37:15,650 --> 00:37:17,235 All right. See you… 754 00:37:17,318 --> 00:37:19,195 Before a show, there's a lot of anxiety. 755 00:37:19,278 --> 00:37:21,989 There's a lot at stake. It's more than entertainment. 756 00:37:22,073 --> 00:37:25,534 People who are desperate for any connection to their loved ones. 757 00:37:25,618 --> 00:37:28,663 People who have traveled thousands of miles just to be in the room. 758 00:37:28,746 --> 00:37:31,958 Through one person's reading, many can find a sense of closure. 759 00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:33,376 It's a big order to serve 760 00:37:33,459 --> 00:37:35,628 because I have no control over the messages. 761 00:37:35,711 --> 00:37:37,129 I can't force it to happen. 762 00:37:37,213 --> 00:37:40,967 I have to trust that my guides and those on the other side will show up. 763 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:45,513 -How are you? Jittery? -A lot coming through. 764 00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:47,682 -A lot coming through already? -Yep. 765 00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:49,558 It's been a year and a half. I wonder… 766 00:37:49,642 --> 00:37:51,602 -A lot of build-up. -I was about to say. 767 00:37:52,186 --> 00:37:54,272 That probably adds more nerves to it. 768 00:37:54,772 --> 00:37:57,358 -You'll do great. I love you. -I love you. 769 00:37:57,441 --> 00:37:59,277 Remember to stand up straight. Okay? 770 00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:01,529 You want your ears even with your shoulders. 771 00:38:01,612 --> 00:38:04,740 -Okay. You know, stack some books. -I know, I'm the worst slouch. 772 00:38:04,824 --> 00:38:07,868 I'm the biggest slouch ever, but remember, stand up straight. 773 00:38:09,704 --> 00:38:13,749 I think he's nervous 'cause he hasn't done a live show in about a year and a half. 774 00:38:15,251 --> 00:38:19,797 The whole idea of getting on the stage in front of thousands of people, 775 00:38:19,880 --> 00:38:21,048 I think it's a lot. 776 00:38:22,591 --> 00:38:23,968 Are you nervous? 777 00:38:24,051 --> 00:38:25,553 I am always nervous. 778 00:38:33,894 --> 00:38:36,063 Right now, I have a lot of anxiety. 779 00:38:37,940 --> 00:38:40,860 Standing on that stage could be a risk to my life, 780 00:38:40,943 --> 00:38:42,862 but I have to do it. It's my life calling. 781 00:38:48,868 --> 00:38:50,745 -You ready? 782 00:38:50,828 --> 00:38:52,872 I sure am. Let me grab this. 783 00:38:52,955 --> 00:38:54,915 -Get your stuff. -Yep. 784 00:38:54,999 --> 00:38:57,001 -All right. -All right. Time to go. 785 00:38:57,084 --> 00:38:58,377 Let's do this. 786 00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:06,385 -We're going to chill here. -Okay. Sounds good. 787 00:39:06,469 --> 00:39:09,764 -I'll catch my breath. I am excited. -Yeah. Deep breaths. 788 00:39:09,847 --> 00:39:11,098 How's your lung feeling? 789 00:39:11,182 --> 00:39:12,808 Eh… 790 00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:14,935 When I'm anxious, it's more restricted. 791 00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:17,438 -That makes sense. -It's actually a little tough. 792 00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:31,035 My purpose here on Earth is to deliver messages. 793 00:39:31,911 --> 00:39:32,995 I'm here to help. 794 00:39:34,955 --> 00:39:36,123 I'm here to heal. 795 00:39:40,586 --> 00:39:43,923 I'm here for them. It's who I am at whatever cost. 796 00:39:45,132 --> 00:39:46,300 It's such special work. 797 00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:47,343 Yes. 798 00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:48,886 Thank you for everything. 799 00:39:53,391 --> 00:39:56,644 It's the big moment. We'll see what happens. 800 00:40:02,358 --> 00:40:03,401 I'm like… 801 00:40:04,652 --> 00:40:05,653 Hold it together. 802 00:40:13,202 --> 00:40:17,998 Ladies and gentlemen, Tyler Henry! 803 00:40:21,210 --> 00:40:26,006 Well, hello, everybody! Hello! 804 00:40:26,090 --> 00:40:28,092 How's everyone doing? 805 00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:33,055 Ah. It feels so good to finally be back.