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‪某個人在過世前
‪歷經很複雜的心路歷程

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‪好像是家庭有所變動

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‪-我得解釋一下，因為…
‪-我起雞皮疙瘩了

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‪這個人可能處在分手的過程中

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‪或在爭奪監護權

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‪後來此人過世了

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‪這是我所感應到的

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‪這會是指誰呢？

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‪沒關係

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‪-是我爸
‪-你爸爸，好的

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‪（第七章：畢生難忘的震驚）

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‪他是幾歲過世的？

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‪-30幾歲的時候
‪-對，34歲

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‪好

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‪那麼我認為
‪他應該是我們今天要聊的重點人物

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‪會有很多要聊的

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‪他當時有個女友
‪而他準備跟女友分手了

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‪他本來還在，隔天就過世了

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‪我爸從來不會接我們放學回家

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‪-對
‪-但在他過世前一天，他接我們了

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‪他跟我們說他要離開一陣子
‪但他之後會回來

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‪結果隔天他就死了

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‪對

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‪我很年輕的時候就失去爸爸了

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‪我失去了我很需要的男性榜樣

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‪我至今還是不會刮鬍子

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‪還有一些小事情，刮鬍子

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‪學開車

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‪我是自學開車的

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‪如果我爸爸還在，一切都會不一樣

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‪因為我會擁有我所渴求的父親榜樣

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‪好，我要繼續感應了

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‪爸爸

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‪你們有問題想問爸爸的嗎？

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‪關於他如何過世？

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‪有什麼未解決的事
‪也許是我能幫忙的？

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‪我最想問他的一個問題

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‪這算是困擾我四年了

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‪-我跟我媽媽出櫃了
‪-很好啊

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‪-還有我的家人
‪-好

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‪我一直很想知道…因為我顯然

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‪一輩子都在面對性向問題

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‪我六歲的時候
‪他好像曾經對我說過什麼

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‪我爸爸…

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‪無論他是逮到我在做些什麼事

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‪或是我說了什麼

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‪但我清楚記得他對我說

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‪他知道我長大後
‪會過著截然不同的生活

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‪-但他最好不要再看到我那麼做
‪-好

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‪我想知道現在他對此…

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‪-沒錯
‪-…有何感想

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‪沒問題

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‪身為一個在阿拉巴馬州的小鎮
‪長大的黑人男同性戀者

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‪依然會背負著恥辱

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‪我覺得自己很不自信

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‪不敢展現最真實的自我

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‪後來我23歲時，我向我的家人出櫃了

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‪我一直很想知道他是怎麼想的

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‪他是否可以接受

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‪還是他覺得難以接受？

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‪但不知道答案的情況下
‪心中總是會有個疑問

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‪不斷糾結

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‪好的

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‪請等我一下，他似乎在轉換話題

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‪好，瞭解

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‪他現在讓我感應到他過世的時
‪感覺有些沉重

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‪有意思的是

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‪這對他來說似乎就是一眨眼功夫的事

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‪這十分有意思，一眨眼的工夫

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‪我不知道為什麼，但他不斷提起

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‪“我在這裡，我走了”

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‪通常確診罹癌的人

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‪病情都會拖很久，但這不是那樣

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‪-這感覺發生得很迅速
‪-對

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‪這給我的感覺就是一眨眼的工夫

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‪這天我還在，另一天就過世了
‪我接收到的感覺是…

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‪我只能形容這有如揮鞭一樣

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‪好像有外部力量壓迫我的身體

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‪然後就這樣卡在我體內

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‪但這讓我的身體發出一股震盪迴響

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‪這樣形容真的很怪
‪希望我沒會錯意…

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‪-我好像能懂
‪-這是…

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‪我爸爸是車禍過世的

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‪-瞭解
‪-而且他都會繫安全帶

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‪-好的
‪-從後面拉到前面來

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‪-對
‪-而且…

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‪那是兩輛車正面對撞

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‪所以他的胸口直接撞上儀表板

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‪-對，我很遺憾
‪-撞碎了他的肺部

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‪他就是這樣過世的

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‪-因為他繫安全帶的方式
‪-這樣就合理了

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‪車禍時撞擊到他的胸腔

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‪我深感遺憾你們必須經歷這種事

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‪我這麼說有點突兀

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‪但我想讓你們知道
‪他沒有感到痛苦或受折磨

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‪他讓我接收到許多印象
‪這很有意思，我要繼續通靈了

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‪有點怪的是
‪妳似乎無法馬上釋放哀傷情緒

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‪-對
‪-幾乎就像是妳辦不到

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‪為了其他人，妳必須堅強起來

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‪-那似乎是很重大的事
‪-沒錯

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‪-他感謝妳的付出，這很重要
‪-真窩心

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‪對，那我繼續感應了
‪因為他有很多想說的

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‪這很有意思，因為你不是
‪你家中唯一的同性戀者

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‪-請把這一點放在心上
‪-你說得沒錯

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‪他要我強調這件事

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‪他很肯定不光只有一個人

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‪這讓我覺得他是贊同的

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‪沒錯，他的態度很正向
‪因為不是只有你一人

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‪但他也想稱讚你處理事情的方式

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‪在他死後，你得以摸索自己的人生
‪讓他引以為傲

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‪他不斷給我一種感覺是

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‪他很榮幸有你這個兒子

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‪你必須知道他感到很榮幸

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‪這真的非常感人，所以…

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‪這次通靈感應到我父親之後

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‪他說他以我為傲

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‪我覺得我可以真實做自己了

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‪盡情展現黑人同性戀者的風采

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‪再也不管世俗眼光

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‪-好的，再見，謝謝
‪-再見

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‪我很高興我來了

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‪我願意再通靈一次

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‪真希望我的口袋裡裝著迷你泰勒
‪可以隨時拿出來

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‪沒錯

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‪怎麼樣？

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‪非常棒，而且很療癒人心…

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‪-是啊
‪-這裡的男人都好可愛！

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‪真的是太瘋狂了

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‪很瘋狂

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‪太棒了

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‪沒錯，像這樣的事情真的很療癒人心

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‪-沒錯
‪-是人們該多聽到的話

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‪（加州貝尼西亞）

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‪-今早我看到鴨子的畫面
‪-是嗎？

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‪對，我心想好吧

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‪-真好笑
‪-小鴨子

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‪那你的感覺如何？

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‪我還撐得住，昨晚我很難受

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‪我恐慌發作了

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‪這比較是一種直覺感受

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‪-好像有人的生命被剝奪了
‪-告訴我吧

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‪被剝奪是很特別的感覺

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‪恐慌發作持續了多久？

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‪大概三小時，感覺很強烈

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‪天啊

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‪恐慌發作時，感覺好像無法呼吸

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‪我很焦慮，全世界好像都崩潰了

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‪這種情況通常表示
‪我即將深入探究的對象

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‪失去了非常多

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‪-好，我要開始塗寫了
‪-好，請便，我不吵你

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‪這樣啊…那可真難得

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‪-你剛才說難得嗎？
‪-難得，對

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‪真自作聰明

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‪我開玩笑的

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‪你開始塗寫吧，我不會說話的

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‪你看這棟小房子

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‪-我知道，但我不能東張西望
‪-抱歉

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‪-我正在集中精神
‪-好

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‪-我不會再說話了…抱歉
‪-好

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‪這條路是直走，但是我們…

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‪他們也得停下來，好

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‪今天有什麼事？

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‪這次是為我很親近的人進行通靈

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‪-好極了，真棒！
‪-對方還是頭號粉絲

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‪我必須告訴你

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‪我們要進行通靈的對象

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‪完全不知道你今天會來

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‪-我的天啊
‪-這是個驚喜

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‪-很令人驚喜，真期待
‪-確實是給頭號粉絲的驚喜

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‪-一定會很順利的
‪-妳好

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‪親愛的！

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‪驚喜吧

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‪-我能抱抱妳嗎？
‪-可以嗎？

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‪當然可以了

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‪我是泰勒

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‪我知道

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‪我還撐得下去都是因為你

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‪親愛的，我的天啊

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‪我和賈絲婷是在一場論壇上認識的

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‪那是一場音樂論壇

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‪我一見到她就發出讚嘆

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‪我生平第一次有這種感覺

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‪我覺得自己跟她早就認識很久了

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‪我一見到她就知道我們的往後餘生

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‪都會緊密相連

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‪我們稍微討論過未來的事
‪我也有在挑選戒指

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‪我會探探她的口風之類的

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‪但後來發生了一些事

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‪讓我覺得我現在還不能更進一步

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‪一切就暫時擱置了

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‪我根本不知道我要去哪裡

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‪我看到他還以為我要幫他通靈
‪但其實是幫妳

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‪-對不起
‪-沒關係

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‪這真是個大驚喜

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‪我能理解，沒關係

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‪等輕鬆自在一點，我們再往下進行

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‪來，這些是給妳的

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‪這是為通靈準備的

200
00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:19,076
‪我很期待今天的通靈

201
00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:21,787
‪-真是太感謝你了
‪-不客氣

202
00:10:23,331 --> 00:10:24,749
‪-謝謝
‪-不客氣

203
00:10:24,832 --> 00:10:26,792
‪-晚點見，再見
‪-待會見

204
00:10:26,876 --> 00:10:27,918
‪-很高興見到妳
‪-幸會

205
00:10:28,002 --> 00:10:30,671
‪今天我們要一起經歷通靈過程
‪我會開始塗寫

206
00:10:30,755 --> 00:10:32,548
‪-我看到妳帶了物品來
‪-是的

207
00:10:32,632 --> 00:10:34,133
‪-那些會派上用場
‪-好的

208
00:10:34,216 --> 00:10:35,509
‪-我會拿著那些物品
‪-好

209
00:10:35,593 --> 00:10:37,219
‪再看我會感應到什麼

210
00:10:37,303 --> 00:10:39,180
‪-好
‪-我們再往下深究，好嗎？

211
00:10:39,263 --> 00:10:41,390
‪-這時候妳可以…
‪-好

212
00:10:41,474 --> 00:10:42,642
‪-把那些拿出來了
‪-好

213
00:10:42,725 --> 00:10:45,061
‪讓我稍微感應一下，謝謝

214
00:10:47,146 --> 00:10:48,230
‪好的

215
00:10:53,319 --> 00:10:54,945
‪這是哪位？

216
00:10:56,947 --> 00:11:00,368
‪昨晚我感應到一位較為年輕的逝世者

217
00:11:00,451 --> 00:11:05,164
‪我覺得需要強調這位
‪較年輕的早逝男性

218
00:11:05,247 --> 00:11:07,041
‪-妳覺得有道理嗎？
‪-有

219
00:11:07,124 --> 00:11:08,042
‪好

220
00:11:08,125 --> 00:11:10,086
‪當他過世的時候

221
00:11:10,169 --> 00:11:12,213
‪感覺那時期本來有許多值得期待的事

222
00:11:12,296 --> 00:11:14,090
‪可能是在幾週或幾個月後

223
00:11:14,173 --> 00:11:16,509
‪有振奮人心的事情會發生

224
00:11:16,592 --> 00:11:17,968
‪但他希望妳知道

225
00:11:18,052 --> 00:11:20,471
‪他在人生最精采的時期過世的

226
00:11:21,097 --> 00:11:23,391
‪這讓人有一種感覺是…

227
00:11:26,936 --> 00:11:30,022
‪此人元氣滿滿的

228
00:11:30,106 --> 00:11:32,525
‪我一直有這種感覺

229
00:11:32,608 --> 00:11:35,861
‪我想到他的時候都會笑得更加燦爛

230
00:11:35,945 --> 00:11:38,948
‪他讓我看到…好怪！

231
00:11:42,326 --> 00:11:45,121
‪他在耍呆，我瞧瞧，他想逗我笑

232
00:11:45,204 --> 00:11:47,498
‪-真好笑！
‪-我來設法感應看看這是什麼

233
00:11:48,374 --> 00:11:49,458
‪他就這樣…

234
00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:52,169
‪好好笑！

235
00:11:53,254 --> 00:11:55,548
‪我不知道他是不是老愛跳一種舞

236
00:11:55,631 --> 00:11:56,507
‪-或是像…
‪-是的

237
00:11:56,590 --> 00:12:00,219
‪我只能這麼形容…

238
00:12:00,302 --> 00:12:03,097
‪我很難表達是什麼，但他要我…

239
00:12:03,180 --> 00:12:04,014
‪跳吉格舞

240
00:12:04,682 --> 00:12:07,101
‪應該是，但我舞跳得很爛
‪所以我跳不好

241
00:12:07,643 --> 00:12:09,687
‪但他跟我搭上線時很搞笑

242
00:12:09,770 --> 00:12:12,773
‪-妳知道他會這樣嗎？
‪-知道

243
00:12:12,857 --> 00:12:14,233
‪他快讓我笑死了

244
00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:16,152
‪好，同步一下

245
00:12:18,279 --> 00:12:21,240
‪我看到一些鴿子
‪放走鴿子的畫面，這很奇怪

246
00:12:21,323 --> 00:12:22,616
‪-我們在這放生的
‪-不會吧

247
00:12:22,700 --> 00:12:26,036
‪好，因為我看到一些鴿子飛走了

248
00:12:26,120 --> 00:12:28,581
‪他給我的感覺是非常興奮

249
00:12:28,664 --> 00:12:29,540
‪對

250
00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:33,169
‪好，他讓我看到…

251
00:12:33,252 --> 00:12:36,172
‪“天下第一的媽媽”，這真的很窩心

252
00:12:36,255 --> 00:12:39,008
‪妳知道一、二年級的小朋友
‪會做那些勞作嗎？

253
00:12:39,091 --> 00:12:40,885
‪他讓我看到“天下第一的媽媽”

254
00:12:40,968 --> 00:12:42,094
‪真的很好笑

255
00:12:42,845 --> 00:12:44,221
‪太貼心了

256
00:12:44,305 --> 00:12:45,639
‪所以這是妳的兒子嗎？

257
00:12:47,266 --> 00:12:49,268
‪他叫什麼名字？他當時幾歲了…

258
00:12:49,351 --> 00:12:50,436
‪我很願意告訴你

259
00:12:50,519 --> 00:12:53,189
‪他的名字是達曼尼伊利亞查德利

260
00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:55,316
‪他當時才17歲

261
00:12:58,027 --> 00:12:59,028
‪我只有這麼一個兒子

262
00:13:02,156 --> 00:13:06,494
‪以現今標準而言
‪我算是很年輕就當媽媽了

263
00:13:06,577 --> 00:13:09,497
‪我當時才讀大學二年級

264
00:13:11,081 --> 00:13:12,750
‪出於某種原因，他說妳承擔了一切

265
00:13:12,833 --> 00:13:14,835
‪他說妳必須包辦一切

266
00:13:16,337 --> 00:13:19,006
‪這真的滿有意思的

267
00:13:19,673 --> 00:13:22,051
‪-妳跟他爸爸沒有在一起嗎？
‪-我是單親媽媽

268
00:13:22,134 --> 00:13:22,968
‪瞭解，好的

269
00:13:24,845 --> 00:13:27,723
‪我和寶貝兒子體驗了一切

270
00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:29,225
‪無論我們人在何處

271
00:13:29,934 --> 00:13:32,394
‪都懷著滿腔熱情和喜悅

272
00:13:32,478 --> 00:13:34,897
‪唱歌、跳舞、嬉笑

273
00:13:34,980 --> 00:13:36,565
‪總是笑聲不斷

274
00:13:37,107 --> 00:13:39,860
‪雖然時間短暫
‪但我們一起經歷了精采的人生

275
00:13:43,364 --> 00:13:44,949
‪他提到三個人

276
00:13:45,533 --> 00:13:46,784
‪我還在設法釐清狀況

277
00:13:46,867 --> 00:13:49,370
‪這跟他過世之前有關

278
00:13:49,912 --> 00:13:52,498
‪我在想那三人裡包括他在內嗎？
‪還是另有三個人

279
00:13:53,207 --> 00:13:54,375
‪-妳是否…
‪-我能回答嗎？

280
00:13:54,458 --> 00:13:56,210
‪-麻煩請說
‪-他是那三人其中之一

281
00:13:56,293 --> 00:13:57,127
‪好，瞭解

282
00:13:57,211 --> 00:13:58,671
‪我感應到一件事

283
00:13:58,754 --> 00:14:00,631
‪這是關於某個人在最後

284
00:14:00,714 --> 00:14:02,508
‪臨時做出的決定

285
00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:06,387
‪出於某種原因
‪他們對於這個決定感到很內疚

286
00:14:10,015 --> 00:14:12,935
‪那晚是他決定要出去的

287
00:14:13,018 --> 00:14:15,479
‪他不該出門的，因為隔天還要上課

288
00:14:15,563 --> 00:14:16,480
‪我很遺憾

289
00:14:16,564 --> 00:14:18,941
‪所以他知道他不該出門的

290
00:14:19,441 --> 00:14:23,070
‪沒錯，這件事很悲慘，而且…

291
00:14:26,824 --> 00:14:28,367
‪這真是太怪了

292
00:14:35,416 --> 00:14:38,961
‪喀嚦，我一直聽到喀嚦聲

293
00:14:39,044 --> 00:14:40,462
‪不斷傳來這個聲音

294
00:14:42,172 --> 00:14:43,799
‪喀嚦

295
00:14:44,550 --> 00:14:47,344
‪喀嚦，我想弄清楚這個喀嚦聲

296
00:14:47,428 --> 00:14:51,599
‪因為他們強調了安全帶，還有想下車

297
00:14:51,682 --> 00:14:52,975
‪但我想…

298
00:14:53,767 --> 00:14:55,227
‪弄清楚這究竟是什麼

299
00:14:55,311 --> 00:14:56,353
‪這就像…

300
00:14:56,979 --> 00:14:59,189
‪感覺我繫了安全帶

301
00:14:59,273 --> 00:15:01,650
‪但我又覺得必須解開

302
00:15:01,734 --> 00:15:03,152
‪之後就出事了

303
00:15:03,235 --> 00:15:04,612
‪這真的非常怪

304
00:15:05,112 --> 00:15:07,698
‪我並不是故意想打聽細節

305
00:15:07,781 --> 00:15:12,369
‪但他遇害的時候，是不是真的坐在…

306
00:15:12,453 --> 00:15:14,496
‪-車裡？好的
‪-他坐在副駕駛座上

307
00:15:14,580 --> 00:15:16,582
‪也許他想表達他試圖下車

308
00:15:16,665 --> 00:15:18,918
‪感覺像是我想…

309
00:15:19,418 --> 00:15:20,836
‪解開安全帶

310
00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:23,213
‪後來我就感到出事了，所以…

311
00:15:24,715 --> 00:15:27,509
‪可以肯定的是，這件事令人措手不及

312
00:15:27,593 --> 00:15:29,637
‪他也讓我看到他沒有痛苦

313
00:15:29,720 --> 00:15:32,932
‪我跟他感應的時候
‪絲毫沒有感到受苦

314
00:15:33,015 --> 00:15:34,475
‪如果談這件事不會太痛苦

315
00:15:34,558 --> 00:15:37,686
‪妳知不知道是什麼導致他過世的呢？

316
00:15:38,395 --> 00:15:42,316
‪-真的很難開口談這件事
‪-是的

317
00:15:42,816 --> 00:15:45,110
‪我兒子發生的事…

318
00:15:45,194 --> 00:15:46,987
‪他當時是高三生

319
00:15:47,571 --> 00:15:48,822
‪他是個音樂家

320
00:15:49,323 --> 00:15:50,783
‪做什麼都盡力而為

321
00:15:51,617 --> 00:15:53,077
‪我兒子…

322
00:15:53,911 --> 00:15:55,329
‪跟一個朋友在一起

323
00:15:56,914 --> 00:15:59,750
‪就像所有青少年一樣

324
00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:02,252
‪明知不應該，卻在一個晚上跑了出去

325
00:16:05,381 --> 00:16:06,715
‪他再也沒有回家

326
00:16:11,095 --> 00:16:12,304
‪他是被人殺害的

327
00:16:14,181 --> 00:16:15,432
‪在車上

328
00:16:16,141 --> 00:16:18,143
‪他本來應該要回家的

329
00:16:21,230 --> 00:16:25,359
‪警方認為這兩個男孩去見了某個人

330
00:16:26,068 --> 00:16:30,072
‪期間他們發生了一些事

331
00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:33,826
‪而導致這個人…

332
00:16:34,660 --> 00:16:37,287
‪射殺了我兒子和他朋友

333
00:16:45,713 --> 00:16:48,507
‪我只希望我能抱抱他
‪擁抱他是最棒的感覺

334
00:16:48,590 --> 00:16:49,425
‪對

335
00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:52,803
‪身為父母，一心只想護孩子周全

336
00:16:52,886 --> 00:16:56,974
‪沒能守護好孩子最令人心痛

337
00:16:57,725 --> 00:16:59,184
‪我能夠理解

338
00:17:01,603 --> 00:17:04,273
‪謝謝妳願意跟我分享這麼多

339
00:17:05,983 --> 00:17:07,026
‪我很難以想像

340
00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:13,532
‪他一直想抱妳

341
00:17:13,615 --> 00:17:15,701
‪真窩心，我很喜歡這樣

342
00:17:16,910 --> 00:17:19,747
‪-你能看到他想擁抱我嗎？
‪-他讓我看到畫面

343
00:17:19,830 --> 00:17:21,874
‪是從後面來的感覺，很有意思

344
00:17:21,957 --> 00:17:24,043
‪我覺得他希望從背後擁抱妳

345
00:17:24,126 --> 00:17:25,335
‪太窩心了

346
00:17:25,419 --> 00:17:26,754
‪真的很貼心

347
00:17:28,088 --> 00:17:29,423
‪我愛你

348
00:17:30,632 --> 00:17:33,218
‪我很開心今天能幫妳通靈
‪這讓我很開心

349
00:17:33,302 --> 00:17:34,428
‪我也是

350
00:17:35,095 --> 00:17:37,222
‪有件事很有趣

351
00:17:37,306 --> 00:17:39,433
‪通常在我過來之前
‪我經常會接收到一些印象

352
00:17:39,516 --> 00:17:40,642
‪-對
‪-我今早醒來

353
00:17:40,726 --> 00:17:42,186
‪看到鴨子的畫面

354
00:17:42,936 --> 00:17:45,355
‪-妳覺得這樣有道理嗎？
‪-有

355
00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:48,358
‪這真的很有趣，我醒來
‪就有畫面：“鴨子！”

356
00:17:52,071 --> 00:17:54,031
‪太不可思議了

357
00:17:54,114 --> 00:17:57,576
‪當他一歲多左右

358
00:17:57,659 --> 00:17:59,912
‪我們就住在這邊的濱水區

359
00:17:59,995 --> 00:18:04,708
‪有兩隻鴨子
‪總是在我們的公寓附近游來游去

360
00:18:04,792 --> 00:18:06,251
‪我們都會指出鴨子在哪裡

361
00:18:06,335 --> 00:18:07,836
‪所以這長椅才會在這裡

362
00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:09,338
‪這長椅是紀念他的嗎？

363
00:18:09,421 --> 00:18:11,590
‪-原來你不曉得
‪-不知道

364
00:18:11,673 --> 00:18:13,467
‪-我不確定
‪-是紀念他的

365
00:18:13,550 --> 00:18:14,676
‪這個好

366
00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,678
‪我這麼說可能有些突兀

367
00:18:17,805 --> 00:18:20,140
‪但有個跟樹有關的情境

368
00:18:20,224 --> 00:18:22,601
‪我好像看到他在說：“種樹吧”

369
00:18:23,727 --> 00:18:26,271
‪-“快種可惡的樹，必須種樹”
‪-好

370
00:18:26,355 --> 00:18:28,482
‪他說：“妳必須做一整套事情”

371
00:18:28,565 --> 00:18:30,526
‪所以你們討論過這件事嗎？

372
00:18:30,609 --> 00:18:32,820
‪人們也會在這裡種樹紀念逝者

373
00:18:32,903 --> 00:18:35,989
‪我心想：“我們不能兩樣都要
‪這樣太自私了”

374
00:18:36,490 --> 00:18:38,951
‪-妳必須種樹
‪-天啊

375
00:18:39,034 --> 00:18:41,620
‪這些小事情
‪都提醒了我們相處的點滴，對吧？

376
00:18:41,703 --> 00:18:43,831
‪而且這很重要…

377
00:18:43,914 --> 00:18:45,249
‪你真是太了不起了

378
00:18:45,332 --> 00:18:46,667
‪我深感榮幸

379
00:18:46,750 --> 00:18:48,377
‪我很高興他來跟你通靈

380
00:18:48,460 --> 00:18:52,089
‪是的，坦白說
‪我今早跟昨晚都有感應到他

381
00:18:52,172 --> 00:18:55,634
‪我覺得很難以招架，因為感到…

382
00:18:56,760 --> 00:18:58,220
‪當初的情形有多可怕

383
00:18:58,303 --> 00:19:00,973
‪但同時我也能感受到妳的力量

384
00:19:01,056 --> 00:19:03,225
‪-我真的…
‪-這對我來說意義重大

385
00:19:03,725 --> 00:19:05,936
‪希望妳今天通靈結束之後

386
00:19:06,019 --> 00:19:08,480
‪能知道他永遠都不會離開妳身邊的

387
00:19:08,564 --> 00:19:10,774
‪-好
‪-謝謝妳願意和我聊

388
00:19:10,858 --> 00:19:13,068
‪-非常感謝你
‪-我要好好擁抱妳一下

389
00:19:13,735 --> 00:19:16,196
‪我實在太激動了

390
00:19:16,280 --> 00:19:20,117
‪你會以為再也無法
‪跟自己的小孩溝通上了

391
00:19:20,200 --> 00:19:22,244
‪但跟泰勒的交流過程

392
00:19:22,327 --> 00:19:25,122
‪讓我覺得我和我兒子溝通上了

393
00:19:25,831 --> 00:19:27,207
‪我覺得我兒子就在身邊

394
00:19:27,291 --> 00:19:29,501
‪我不知道該如何解釋

395
00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:31,587
‪感覺心情豁然開朗

396
00:19:31,670 --> 00:19:33,797
‪也會想多笑一點

397
00:19:35,883 --> 00:19:38,927
‪透過泰勒跟我兒子通靈

398
00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:40,179
‪讓我整個人愉快了起來

399
00:19:41,889 --> 00:19:44,266
‪非常感謝你
‪真不敢相信你把他找來了

400
00:19:44,349 --> 00:19:45,642
‪我愛妳

401
00:19:45,726 --> 00:19:47,644
‪太感謝你了！

402
00:19:49,354 --> 00:19:51,356
‪我的心為之一顫

403
00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,775
‪我懂，我今天一整天也是這樣

404
00:19:53,859 --> 00:19:56,862
‪他用他專屬的方式為泰勒跳舞

405
00:19:56,945 --> 00:20:00,199
‪-他跳的那個鬼步舞嗎？
‪-泰勒還想學他跳舞

406
00:20:00,282 --> 00:20:03,243
‪-天啊，太棒了
‪-泰勒說：“我不會跳舞”

407
00:20:04,578 --> 00:20:07,623
‪但我說：“他那樣跳就是想博眾一笑”

408
00:20:07,706 --> 00:20:09,166
‪你真該看看泰勒的笑容

409
00:20:09,249 --> 00:20:12,544
‪那就是我看著達曼尼會露出的笑容

410
00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:16,131
‪因為他的笑容很燦爛
‪他說他感應到達曼尼的燦爛笑容

411
00:20:18,675 --> 00:20:21,178
‪這就是我唯一的心願

412
00:20:21,261 --> 00:20:24,056
‪我不知道你怎麼辦到的

413
00:20:24,139 --> 00:20:28,185
‪泰勒感應到他是快樂的
‪這讓我很欣慰

414
00:20:28,268 --> 00:20:30,729
‪-對
‪-他似乎很開心

415
00:20:33,732 --> 00:20:37,152
‪我不希望我們的感情
‪建立或被禁錮在悲劇之上

416
00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:40,864
‪我希望我們的關係
‪能奠基在心靈治癒與平和

417
00:20:40,948 --> 00:20:44,159
‪我希望我們能夠共同打造人生

418
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:47,496
‪一個我們可以…永遠陪伴彼此的人生

419
00:20:47,579 --> 00:20:49,706
‪而我也會永遠支持妳

420
00:20:50,332 --> 00:20:52,042
‪我的天啊

421
00:20:54,795 --> 00:20:56,046
‪從我認識妳的那一刻起

422
00:20:56,129 --> 00:20:58,423
‪我就知道妳是我的真命天女

423
00:20:58,507 --> 00:21:00,217
‪我心裡毫無疑問

424
00:21:00,300 --> 00:21:03,428
‪我每天醒來，就只想跟妳在一起

425
00:21:03,512 --> 00:21:06,056
‪賈絲婷，妳願意嫁給我嗎？

426
00:21:06,139 --> 00:21:07,474
‪願意

427
00:21:08,934 --> 00:21:10,811
‪我的天啊

428
00:21:12,229 --> 00:21:14,273
‪天啊，湯姆

429
00:21:15,357 --> 00:21:17,150
‪我實在難以置信

430
00:21:18,902 --> 00:21:20,279
‪我好愛你

431
00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:33,292
‪真是美好的一天！

432
00:21:34,251 --> 00:21:35,419
‪我太愛今天了

433
00:21:43,427 --> 00:21:45,137
‪我不知道別人會不會相信

434
00:21:45,220 --> 00:21:49,308
‪你跳上床之後，一躺就是躺到隔天

435
00:21:49,391 --> 00:21:51,310
‪我不工作的時候是個很無聊的人

436
00:21:51,393 --> 00:21:54,104
‪我知道，但你通靈時耗費許多心力

437
00:21:55,147 --> 00:21:58,191
‪確實，我很多時候都是靜止不動的

438
00:21:58,275 --> 00:21:59,609
‪只是窩在被子裡

439
00:21:59,693 --> 00:22:00,694
‪對

440
00:22:01,862 --> 00:22:04,990
‪你剛才去洗澡的時候
‪我進來打掃你的房間

441
00:22:05,073 --> 00:22:06,783
‪我聽見你跟某人在說話

442
00:22:06,867 --> 00:22:07,993
‪聊天嗎？

443
00:22:08,076 --> 00:22:10,537
‪對，你自己在洗澡的時候

444
00:22:10,620 --> 00:22:12,539
‪-不是跟我自己，不過…
‪-真的嗎？

445
00:22:12,622 --> 00:22:16,084
‪-對，我是在放下一切
‪-好

446
00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:17,252
‪我…

447
00:22:17,878 --> 00:22:21,048
‪-我得清空腦中關於通靈的內容
‪-我知道

448
00:22:21,131 --> 00:22:25,052
‪我必須進入到特定的意識狀態

449
00:22:25,135 --> 00:22:27,012
‪才能有效進行通靈

450
00:22:27,095 --> 00:22:31,016
‪這要求我必須將自己抽離一切

451
00:22:31,099 --> 00:22:33,268
‪然後依附在它上面

452
00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:34,686
‪無論“它”究竟是什麼

453
00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:38,732
‪它似乎不希望我知道
‪但那是另一回事了

454
00:22:39,566 --> 00:22:42,194
‪無論那是什麼
‪我想他們選擇賦予你這天賦

455
00:22:42,277 --> 00:22:44,279
‪是選對人了

456
00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:48,075
‪我很感激能有這些能力

457
00:22:48,158 --> 00:22:50,410
‪光靠我自己是無法辦到的

458
00:22:50,494 --> 00:22:51,995
‪這我是知道的

459
00:22:52,079 --> 00:22:55,123
‪但這感覺有點像是跳機之後

460
00:22:55,207 --> 00:22:57,501
‪就只能信任降落傘會好好張開

461
00:22:58,168 --> 00:22:59,961
‪-因為他們一直是…
‪-天啊，泰勒

462
00:23:00,045 --> 00:23:02,339
‪因為他們可以說
‪就像是我的降落傘一樣

463
00:23:02,422 --> 00:23:03,882
‪我是說…

464
00:23:04,466 --> 00:23:05,384
‪他們

465
00:23:07,260 --> 00:23:09,096
‪那感覺很差

466
00:23:10,430 --> 00:23:11,723
‪要這麼概括也可以

467
00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:14,309
‪我覺得這很令人振奮，也很有趣

468
00:23:14,976 --> 00:23:16,937
‪-但一切都是有代價的
‪-我知道

469
00:23:17,020 --> 00:23:19,481
‪這就是工作的一部分

470
00:23:19,564 --> 00:23:22,943
‪我知道這對你影響很大，我很遺憾

471
00:23:23,026 --> 00:23:24,986
‪我完全能從你的小臉蛋看出來

472
00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:26,655
‪-我可以…
‪-我真的沒事

473
00:23:26,738 --> 00:23:28,323
‪-好吧
‪-我真的很好

474
00:23:28,407 --> 00:23:30,700
‪這對我來說很稀鬆平常

475
00:23:30,784 --> 00:23:32,411
‪我不是第一次通靈了

476
00:23:38,792 --> 00:23:41,044
‪（隔天清晨）

477
00:23:41,128 --> 00:23:44,756
‪（節目製作組轉發了
‪湯姆和賈絲婷的訊息給泰勒）

478
00:23:44,881 --> 00:23:48,593
‪-這是湯姆和賈絲婷
‪-我應該要戴眼鏡，讓我看看

479
00:23:48,677 --> 00:23:50,137
‪我沒機會見到他們

480
00:23:50,220 --> 00:23:52,806
‪-我只跟他打了招呼，就這樣
‪-我們一起來看看

481
00:23:53,890 --> 00:23:54,766
‪泰勒，你好！

482
00:23:54,850 --> 00:23:55,851
‪泰勒，你好！

483
00:23:55,934 --> 00:23:57,352
‪我還在宣洩情緒中

484
00:23:57,436 --> 00:24:01,398
‪能夠見到你，經歷非凡的通靈體驗
‪真的讓我讚嘆不已

485
00:24:01,481 --> 00:24:04,568
‪-我非常感激，也想跟你分享喜訊
‪-重大消息！

486
00:24:04,651 --> 00:24:06,862
‪通靈結束後，我被求婚了

487
00:24:06,945 --> 00:24:08,196
‪天啊

488
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,699
‪-…多虧了你，我們很感激
‪-謝謝

489
00:24:10,782 --> 00:24:13,201
‪也幫我們抱抱你媽媽

490
00:24:13,285 --> 00:24:15,412
‪我們想給你們兩位一個大大的擁抱

491
00:24:16,496 --> 00:24:18,039
‪非常感謝你，再見！

492
00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:20,041
‪真貼心，我很想見見她

493
00:24:20,125 --> 00:24:22,419
‪真的好窩心

494
00:24:22,502 --> 00:24:26,673
‪-太棒了，泰勒，天啊
‪-我要不計形象大哭了

495
00:24:26,756 --> 00:24:28,425
‪-這真是太感人了
‪-天啊

496
00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:40,770
‪（路易斯安那州紐奧良）

497
00:24:40,854 --> 00:24:43,398
‪-我真的很愛紐奧良
‪-我也是

498
00:24:43,482 --> 00:24:48,069
‪-這對我來說有全新的重大意義
‪-對

499
00:24:48,153 --> 00:24:49,321
‪我人在紐奧良

500
00:24:49,404 --> 00:24:52,908
‪我很希望能釐清
‪關於我家族的一些往事

501
00:24:53,783 --> 00:24:56,119
‪我今天看起來很累
‪因為我真的很疲倦

502
00:24:56,912 --> 00:24:59,122
‪-你這週經歷了很多事情
‪-沒錯

503
00:24:59,206 --> 00:25:04,503
‪每天的心理壓力都非常大

504
00:25:05,587 --> 00:25:09,257
‪瑪莉阿姨和克林特做的研究都碰壁了

505
00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:10,717
‪（波本街）

506
00:25:10,800 --> 00:25:15,347
‪雖然時間線比較明朗了
‪但我們還是沒有確切答案

507
00:25:15,430 --> 00:25:17,265
‪這真是令人沮喪

508
00:25:17,349 --> 00:25:20,393
‪尤其是考量到我的情況特殊

509
00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:22,938
‪我的能力很獨特
‪這對靈媒而言很難受

510
00:25:23,021 --> 00:25:24,856
‪我們應該要有答案的，但我卻沒有

511
00:25:24,940 --> 00:25:26,942
‪我需要尋求幫助

512
00:25:27,025 --> 00:25:28,693
‪很高興見到妳，我是泰勒

513
00:25:28,777 --> 00:25:31,112
‪-幸會，我好激動啊！
‪-幸會

514
00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:32,489
‪-非常感謝
‪-你好

515
00:25:32,572 --> 00:25:36,117
‪我決定請來遺傳系譜學調查家
‪潘蜜拉斯萊頓

516
00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:39,371
‪她是DNA分析和追溯家族史的專家

517
00:25:39,454 --> 00:25:42,415
‪如果有人能幫我們找出缺失的線索
‪非她莫屬

518
00:25:42,499 --> 00:25:46,044
‪這對我來說是全新的領域
‪我們非常感激妳來幫忙

519
00:25:46,127 --> 00:25:49,464
‪-我稍微說一下我們來此的原因
‪-好

520
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:52,717
‪三年前
‪我媽透過23amdMe的基因檢測

521
00:25:52,801 --> 00:25:56,096
‪發現她在襁褓時期被人帶走了

522
00:25:56,179 --> 00:25:59,224
‪她的父母其實不是她的親生父母

523
00:25:59,307 --> 00:26:02,978
‪-他們說謊了
‪-那DNA…你們從來沒懷疑過嗎？

524
00:26:03,061 --> 00:26:04,729
‪-從來沒有，完全沒懷疑過
‪-好

525
00:26:04,813 --> 00:26:07,732
‪所以你們只是像一般人做了檢測

526
00:26:08,233 --> 00:26:10,402
‪心想可以知道祖先有哪些國籍人士

527
00:26:10,485 --> 00:26:11,820
‪“這絕對很有意思”

528
00:26:11,903 --> 00:26:14,698
‪突然之間，檢測結果卻令人震驚不已

529
00:26:14,781 --> 00:26:19,494
‪-沒錯，我相信
‪-這種事很常發生，你會大吃一驚的

530
00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:20,954
‪我們的情況有點特殊

531
00:26:21,037 --> 00:26:23,039
‪我以為是我外婆的那個女人

532
00:26:23,123 --> 00:26:24,124
‪她叫史黛拉

533
00:26:24,207 --> 00:26:26,334
‪她殺害兩人遭判有罪

534
00:26:26,418 --> 00:26:30,297
‪她也或多或少牽涉了好幾個人的命案

535
00:26:30,380 --> 00:26:32,299
‪她坐了30幾年的牢

536
00:26:32,382 --> 00:26:34,175
‪-你可以稍微說慢一點嗎？
‪-我知道

537
00:26:34,259 --> 00:26:37,345
‪因為你一下子塞給我非常多資訊

538
00:26:37,429 --> 00:26:40,599
‪-的確很多
‪-好的，親生外婆

539
00:26:40,682 --> 00:26:42,767
‪是她把你媽媽交給史黛拉的嗎？

540
00:26:42,851 --> 00:26:45,020
‪是的，但我們不知道原因

541
00:26:45,103 --> 00:26:48,940
‪那麼當你的阿姨
‪也就是你媽媽同母異父的姊姊

542
00:26:49,024 --> 00:26:51,401
‪找到你媽媽後

543
00:26:51,484 --> 00:26:53,361
‪她說當年是發生什麼事了？

544
00:26:53,445 --> 00:26:55,780
‪我們知道我媽是在紐奧良出生

545
00:26:55,864 --> 00:26:58,617
‪我阿姨做了一番研究

546
00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:01,202
‪發現那間醫院在我媽媽出生那時期

547
00:27:01,286 --> 00:27:03,079
‪有一些不尋常的活動

548
00:27:03,830 --> 00:27:06,333
‪你認為史黛拉跟那些事有關嗎？

549
00:27:06,416 --> 00:27:08,918
‪-這正是我們想探究清楚的
‪-她推波助瀾？

550
00:27:09,002 --> 00:27:11,046
‪在我看來，肯定有人幫她

551
00:27:11,129 --> 00:27:13,298
‪我媽的出生證明是偽造的

552
00:27:13,381 --> 00:27:14,924
‪上面有些地方被竄改了

553
00:27:15,008 --> 00:27:15,842
‪（出生證明）

554
00:27:15,925 --> 00:27:20,096
‪通常是醫院開立出生證明的

555
00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:21,973
‪-沒錯
‪-孩子出生後，院方人員就過來

556
00:27:22,057 --> 00:27:25,185
‪他們問完資訊之後，便開立出生證明

557
00:27:25,268 --> 00:27:28,688
‪我想看你媽媽的原版出生證明

558
00:27:28,772 --> 00:27:31,024
‪但我想應該是找不到了

559
00:27:31,107 --> 00:27:32,984
‪這真是我們苦尋不得的答案

560
00:27:33,568 --> 00:27:35,695
‪如果能找到原版出生證明

561
00:27:35,779 --> 00:27:38,573
‪而上面一開始就是史黛拉的名字

562
00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:40,283
‪那麼這就再三印證了

563
00:27:40,367 --> 00:27:42,994
‪我外婆真的沒辦法照顧我媽

564
00:27:43,078 --> 00:27:44,788
‪她實在別無他法了

565
00:27:44,871 --> 00:27:47,248
‪而有人利用了她的絕望處境

566
00:27:47,332 --> 00:27:50,752
‪我有另一個截然不同的問題

567
00:27:50,835 --> 00:27:51,878
‪你的親生外公是誰？

568
00:27:51,961 --> 00:27:53,797
‪親生外公嗎？

569
00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:56,466
‪那只是一段露水情緣

570
00:27:56,549 --> 00:27:59,928
‪妳在父親那一方找到任何線索
‪都會很有幫助

571
00:28:00,011 --> 00:28:02,055
‪-你允許我打探嗎？
‪-當然可以

572
00:28:02,138 --> 00:28:03,431
‪沒錯，沒問題

573
00:28:03,515 --> 00:28:04,974
‪-是嗎？
‪-當然沒問題

574
00:28:05,058 --> 00:28:07,227
‪顯然這件事很錯綜複雜

575
00:28:07,310 --> 00:28:10,230
‪妳找到什麼答案我們都會非常感激

576
00:28:10,313 --> 00:28:14,109
‪我明白想要得到答案
‪尋求釋懷是多麼重要

577
00:28:14,192 --> 00:28:18,738
‪還有瞭解自己的身世

578
00:28:18,822 --> 00:28:20,657
‪我們有個習慣

579
00:28:20,740 --> 00:28:22,992
‪-我也是被收養的，所以我懂
‪-好

580
00:28:23,076 --> 00:28:25,120
‪我們習慣逆來順受

581
00:28:25,203 --> 00:28:27,997
‪-把傷心的事情壓抑在心裡
‪-沒錯

582
00:28:28,081 --> 00:28:31,459
‪表面上裝出一副勇敢的模樣

583
00:28:31,543 --> 00:28:34,129
‪-假裝若無其事
‪-對

584
00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:37,173
‪但這真的會深深影響一個人

585
00:28:37,257 --> 00:28:40,176
‪我想現在我們的問題是
‪下一步該怎麼做？

586
00:28:40,260 --> 00:28:42,470
‪好，首先我們要先弄清楚

587
00:28:42,554 --> 00:28:43,888
‪史黛拉真的是史黛拉嗎？

588
00:28:43,972 --> 00:28:49,018
‪然後我也想看看
‪有沒有辦法拿到原版出生證明

589
00:28:49,102 --> 00:28:52,605
‪接著我會去打聽一下父親那邊家庭

590
00:28:52,689 --> 00:28:53,898
‪好的，那樣就太好了

591
00:28:53,982 --> 00:28:55,692
‪我不能保證會不會有收穫

592
00:28:55,775 --> 00:28:58,445
‪我從來不向委託人保證能夠成功

593
00:28:58,528 --> 00:29:02,615
‪但我可以保證我絕對不會放棄

594
00:29:09,205 --> 00:29:11,791
‪（喬治亞州亞特蘭大）

595
00:29:13,710 --> 00:29:16,629
‪這真的是非常奇怪
‪我凌晨2點左右醒來

596
00:29:16,713 --> 00:29:19,382
‪有一個高大的陰影

597
00:29:19,466 --> 00:29:22,343
‪阻擋外面的光線照進來

598
00:29:22,427 --> 00:29:24,471
‪-讓房間突然變暗了
‪-你醒著？

599
00:29:24,554 --> 00:29:27,891
‪我當時很清醒
‪然後我發現我在11層樓高的地方

600
00:29:27,974 --> 00:29:29,517
‪天啊，你讓我感到毛骨悚然

601
00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:31,644
‪也就是說我房間裡的那玩意兒

602
00:29:31,728 --> 00:29:32,979
‪它穿越了窗戶

603
00:29:33,062 --> 00:29:38,651
‪於是我開始跟它對話
‪“哈囉，你好，希望你一切都好”

604
00:29:38,735 --> 00:29:39,986
‪“我需要休息”

605
00:29:40,069 --> 00:29:43,531
‪後來房間裡變得非常冷

606
00:29:43,615 --> 00:29:46,493
‪-不是冷氣吹得很涼，是冷冰冰的
‪-不會吧

607
00:29:46,576 --> 00:29:48,161
‪我全身發冷，然後說

608
00:29:48,244 --> 00:29:51,080
‪“我要躲進毯子裡了
‪如果你能離開就太好了”

609
00:29:51,164 --> 00:29:53,875
‪-我就躲進毯子下了
‪-天啊，不會吧

610
00:29:53,958 --> 00:29:56,544
‪但真的嚇壞我了，我心想
‪“現在我沒有要通靈”

611
00:29:56,628 --> 00:29:58,463
‪“我下班了”

612
00:29:58,963 --> 00:30:01,299
‪那真是太詭異了

613
00:30:04,427 --> 00:30:05,637
‪很高興見到妳

614
00:30:05,720 --> 00:30:07,138
‪-請進
‪-很高興來到這裡

615
00:30:07,222 --> 00:30:09,808
‪這是我見過造景最美的房子了

616
00:30:09,891 --> 00:30:11,059
‪太感謝你了

617
00:30:11,142 --> 00:30:13,520
‪外面很冷，我得拿毯子來

618
00:30:13,603 --> 00:30:14,896
‪的確很冷，我的天啊

619
00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:17,357
‪所以為了以防萬一，我帶了外套來

620
00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,818
‪-以這種時節來說冷得不太尋常
‪-是啊

621
00:30:19,901 --> 00:30:21,110
‪畢竟在南方

622
00:30:21,194 --> 00:30:23,488
‪感謝妳今天找我過來

623
00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:25,657
‪我很期待會感應到些什麼

624
00:30:25,740 --> 00:30:27,617
‪-妳有帶東西過來嗎？
‪-有

625
00:30:27,700 --> 00:30:29,452
‪-妳可以放在桌上
‪-好的

626
00:30:31,287 --> 00:30:33,665
‪好，那我開始塗寫了

627
00:30:35,124 --> 00:30:36,668
‪這樣啊

628
00:30:38,253 --> 00:30:39,754
‪我要看看接下來會感應到什麼

629
00:30:39,838 --> 00:30:44,467
‪因為我現在感覺有幾個人滿有意思的

630
00:30:46,594 --> 00:30:47,595
‪好的

631
00:30:48,763 --> 00:30:49,597
‪好

632
00:30:50,265 --> 00:30:53,184
‪我一直感應到“Leo”
‪這樣通常代表兩種可能

633
00:30:53,268 --> 00:30:54,686
‪可能有人是獅子座

634
00:30:54,769 --> 00:30:56,104
‪或是有人叫李歐納

635
00:30:57,105 --> 00:31:00,692
‪-我的天啊
‪-誰是李歐納？

636
00:31:00,775 --> 00:31:02,819
‪-妳覺得合理嗎？
‪-合理，你是認真的嗎？

637
00:31:02,902 --> 00:31:03,736
‪對

638
00:31:04,654 --> 00:31:06,072
‪那是我爺爺

639
00:31:06,155 --> 00:31:09,158
‪他給我一種感覺是在說：“別忘了我”

640
00:31:09,242 --> 00:31:12,579
‪-我們不會忘記你的
‪-對，我跟他搭上線了

641
00:31:12,662 --> 00:31:14,539
‪但他很重要，所以…

642
00:31:14,622 --> 00:31:17,292
‪天啊，有好多訊息，我繼續感應了

643
00:31:20,003 --> 00:31:22,213
‪-好，他很可愛
‪-沒錯

644
00:31:22,297 --> 00:31:23,506
‪當他跟我搭上線的時候

645
00:31:23,590 --> 00:31:27,176
‪你們知道那種當一個人開始禿頭
‪後來真的完全變光頭了嗎？

646
00:31:27,260 --> 00:31:31,139
‪但他們還是會搞笑，假裝梳頭髮

647
00:31:31,222 --> 00:31:32,849
‪-像這樣
‪-沒錯

648
00:31:33,516 --> 00:31:36,144
‪他對我說笑：“濃密秀髮！”

649
00:31:36,227 --> 00:31:38,062
‪但他明明是禿頭

650
00:31:38,146 --> 00:31:40,481
‪-或者起碼掉頭髮掉得很嚴重
‪-天啊

651
00:31:40,565 --> 00:31:43,401
‪他會用梳子把頭髮梳過來遮禿頭

652
00:31:43,484 --> 00:31:46,195
‪-像是“頭髮少我也好好利用”
‪-沒錯

653
00:31:46,279 --> 00:31:49,616
‪-他自己是知道的，很有趣
‪-好

654
00:31:49,699 --> 00:31:52,994
‪既然已經搭上線了
‪我現在要拿著這個物品

655
00:31:53,953 --> 00:31:56,289
‪看能否從中感應到什麼

656
00:31:59,417 --> 00:32:00,376
‪好的

657
00:32:01,836 --> 00:32:03,379
‪我先把物品放下來

658
00:32:05,924 --> 00:32:08,092
‪我要強調一位比較年輕的人

659
00:32:08,176 --> 00:32:10,136
‪我看得出來這是一位男性

660
00:32:10,219 --> 00:32:12,555
‪他給我一種平輩的感覺

661
00:32:12,639 --> 00:32:17,226
‪通常平輩指的是跟我們在同一個世代

662
00:32:17,310 --> 00:32:19,979
‪-我現在心跳得很快
‪-沒關係

663
00:32:20,063 --> 00:32:23,316
‪我一直感應到這傢伙
‪他讓我看到眼鏡的畫面

664
00:32:23,399 --> 00:32:25,276
‪就是一般人會戴的眼鏡

665
00:32:25,360 --> 00:32:26,861
‪“嗯？眼鏡啊”

666
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:29,364
‪這讓我覺得很有趣

667
00:32:29,447 --> 00:32:32,617
‪他跟我搭上線的時候不希望我太嚴肅

668
00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:34,786
‪他讓我感到心情愉快

669
00:32:34,869 --> 00:32:37,497
‪他希望那是今天聚焦的重點

670
00:32:37,580 --> 00:32:39,207
‪而不是憂傷他如何過世的

671
00:32:39,290 --> 00:32:42,418
‪他給我的感覺是當他走進一個房間

672
00:32:42,502 --> 00:32:44,879
‪他會散發出不容小覷的氣勢

673
00:32:44,963 --> 00:32:46,756
‪不可能忽視他的存在

674
00:32:46,839 --> 00:32:50,259
‪但他不希望招人注意
‪不知道這麼說有沒有道理

675
00:32:50,343 --> 00:32:51,552
‪他大約190公分高

676
00:32:51,636 --> 00:32:55,264
‪-他一走進來就會吸引全場目光
‪-高個子

677
00:32:55,348 --> 00:32:57,642
‪沒錯，但他寧願當個沒人注意的壁花

678
00:32:57,725 --> 00:32:59,894
‪-沒錯
‪-對，真可愛

679
00:33:00,603 --> 00:33:01,729
‪我要開始塗寫了

680
00:33:02,438 --> 00:33:03,564
‪好

681
00:33:09,404 --> 00:33:11,614
‪他提到了一件事

682
00:33:12,115 --> 00:33:13,324
‪好

683
00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:14,409
‪我感應到他的時候

684
00:33:14,492 --> 00:33:16,828
‪感覺他…

685
00:33:16,911 --> 00:33:20,206
‪這輩子活得很充實

686
00:33:20,289 --> 00:33:23,042
‪但他的生命卻戛然而止

687
00:33:23,126 --> 00:33:25,128
‪感覺很悲慘

688
00:33:28,589 --> 00:33:33,011
‪好，他要我提起有關情人節的事

689
00:33:33,094 --> 00:33:36,806
‪我不知道他為什麼要提這件事
‪但這對某人來說很難受

690
00:33:36,889 --> 00:33:39,100
‪那差不多是他過世的時候

691
00:33:39,183 --> 00:33:41,269
‪瞭解，好的

692
00:33:43,438 --> 00:33:45,732
‪這感覺很像是…

693
00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:48,401
‪“我在這裡，然後我走了”

694
00:33:48,484 --> 00:33:51,612
‪沒有什麼讓事情惡化的空間

695
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:54,741
‪-的確沒有
‪-妳懂嗎？我覺得我的心跳停止了

696
00:33:54,824 --> 00:33:57,076
‪這就是他給我的感覺

697
00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:59,287
‪-好
‪-有件怪事

698
00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:01,122
‪這是我接收到的感覺

699
00:34:01,205 --> 00:34:03,666
‪別人聽說的時候都會說：“真的嗎？”

700
00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:05,668
‪“確定嗎？可以再確認一次嗎？”

701
00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:07,587
‪-像是…
‪-那是我的反應

702
00:34:07,670 --> 00:34:09,714
‪我說：“你確定嗎？怎麼會這樣？”

703
00:34:09,797 --> 00:34:11,924
‪他才33歲

704
00:34:12,425 --> 00:34:15,303
‪他的確提到…真奇怪

705
00:34:15,386 --> 00:34:16,721
‪我還在釐清過世的事

706
00:34:16,804 --> 00:34:19,557
‪因為他離世的方式感覺很特殊

707
00:34:19,640 --> 00:34:23,102
‪-對
‪-但不是我非常熟悉的方式

708
00:34:23,186 --> 00:34:25,188
‪我希望能得到一些答案

709
00:34:25,271 --> 00:34:27,273
‪-我可以談這件事嗎？好
‪-可以

710
00:34:27,982 --> 00:34:32,195
‪我們知道的是他整天都在工作

711
00:34:32,278 --> 00:34:36,240
‪後來他去酒吧跟妻子碰面
‪共度美好時光

712
00:34:36,324 --> 00:34:37,700
‪他喝了幾杯酒

713
00:34:37,784 --> 00:34:41,120
‪-量沒有多到會讓他身體不舒服
‪-好的

714
00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:44,082
‪完全不會，但他在停車場的時候

715
00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:46,459
‪就這樣昏倒了

716
00:34:46,542 --> 00:34:48,878
‪根據我的記憶，他先跪倒在地

717
00:34:48,961 --> 00:34:50,421
‪-然後往後倒下了
‪-好

718
00:34:50,505 --> 00:34:52,465
‪-他撞到後腦勺
‪-對

719
00:34:52,548 --> 00:34:54,967
‪他們說是因為他撞到後腦

720
00:34:55,051 --> 00:34:56,260
‪導致腦出血

721
00:34:56,344 --> 00:34:59,639
‪但我覺得他不可能撞那麼大力

722
00:34:59,722 --> 00:35:02,058
‪我也這麼認為
‪如果先跪倒在地再倒下…

723
00:35:02,141 --> 00:35:03,267
‪-對
‪-沒錯

724
00:35:03,351 --> 00:35:07,438
‪我感應到他的死因
‪並不是因為撞到後腦

725
00:35:07,522 --> 00:35:09,565
‪這就是奇怪之處，而且讓我想到了

726
00:35:09,649 --> 00:35:13,111
‪有的人是肺栓塞、中風

727
00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:14,403
‪或心臟病發作

728
00:35:14,487 --> 00:35:17,532
‪但他給了我體內一震的感覺

729
00:35:17,615 --> 00:35:20,284
‪-後來我就覺得心跳停止了
‪-好的

730
00:35:20,368 --> 00:35:22,954
‪一定是體內發生了什麼問題

731
00:35:23,037 --> 00:35:25,206
‪好，他們當然有驗屍

732
00:35:25,289 --> 00:35:27,333
‪所以我們知道他有心臟肥大的毛病

733
00:35:27,416 --> 00:35:30,086
‪-好的
‪-但沒有心臟病發的跡象

734
00:35:30,169 --> 00:35:31,879
‪-或類似的狀況
‪-好

735
00:35:31,963 --> 00:35:33,756
‪-我要強調他沒有受苦
‪-好

736
00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:36,384
‪我感應到他很輕鬆愉快又快活

737
00:35:36,467 --> 00:35:37,802
‪但我個人的解讀是

738
00:35:37,885 --> 00:35:41,097
‪可能是腦出血再加上心臟毛病

739
00:35:41,180 --> 00:35:43,975
‪這兩件事相加在一起
‪可能導致了他過世

740
00:35:44,058 --> 00:35:46,602
‪但我覺得應該是心臟方面的問題

741
00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:48,646
‪-這是我所感應到的
‪-好的

742
00:35:48,729 --> 00:35:51,524
‪他的心地很善良
‪但心臟這個器官不太好

743
00:35:51,607 --> 00:35:53,818
‪我們家族確實有心臟病史

744
00:35:53,901 --> 00:35:55,486
‪-所以這有道理
‪-瞭解

745
00:35:55,570 --> 00:35:57,989
‪我只想知道這位是妳的什麼人？
‪他叫什麼名字？

746
00:35:58,614 --> 00:36:00,032
‪他是我的哥哥布萊恩

747
00:36:01,450 --> 00:36:06,080
‪布萊恩有點古怪又有點搞笑

748
00:36:06,164 --> 00:36:07,999
‪他很高

749
00:36:08,499 --> 00:36:11,377
‪“四季豆”是他的綽號

750
00:36:11,460 --> 00:36:16,424
‪其實我們以前沒那麼親近
‪因為我比他小五歲

751
00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,217
‪但我希望跟他親近一點

752
00:36:18,301 --> 00:36:21,179
‪不過因為年齡差距，一直沒機會

753
00:36:21,262 --> 00:36:22,722
‪雖然我非常希望能成真

754
00:36:22,805 --> 00:36:26,058
‪後來他就突然去世了

755
00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:30,396
‪我沒機會跟他培養感情

756
00:36:30,980 --> 00:36:33,983
‪也沒有變親近的機會了
‪這真的很難受

757
00:36:37,111 --> 00:36:38,112
‪好的

758
00:36:38,613 --> 00:36:40,781
‪他很強調妳媽媽

759
00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:41,866
‪沒錯

760
00:36:42,700 --> 00:36:43,826
‪他有話想跟她說

761
00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:46,454
‪跟我感應的時候他也提起了妳爸爸

762
00:36:46,537 --> 00:36:47,955
‪所以妳爸爸還在世嗎？

763
00:36:48,039 --> 00:36:49,665
‪-是的
‪-還在妳的生活中

764
00:36:49,749 --> 00:36:52,084
‪-我父母都還健在
‪-好的

765
00:37:01,093 --> 00:37:04,513
‪我來看看…我想搞清楚這是什麼

766
00:37:13,731 --> 00:37:16,025
‪我在想該怎麼處理這件事

767
00:37:17,777 --> 00:37:21,155
‪靈界的一些人曾經伸出援手

768
00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:22,865
‪幫助妳媽媽…

769
00:37:24,200 --> 00:37:25,243
‪釐清某件事

770
00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:27,828
‪我正在搞清楚是什麼事情

771
00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:30,623
‪-那些人已經過世了
‪-好的

772
00:37:30,706 --> 00:37:32,583
‪感覺似乎是他們

773
00:37:32,667 --> 00:37:35,920
‪讓妳媽媽瞭解了某件事

774
00:37:36,003 --> 00:37:38,005
‪我知道這麼說很含糊不清
‪但我得繼續感應

775
00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:40,299
‪因為這變得越來越具體了

776
00:37:40,383 --> 00:37:41,509
‪我看看啊

777
00:37:42,969 --> 00:37:45,596
‪現在來了很多人，讓我很不好處理

778
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:46,973
‪是妳媽媽

779
00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:52,270
‪我有些好奇她的成長過程
‪是不是有什麼大事

780
00:37:52,353 --> 00:37:54,146
‪這是我所感應到的

781
00:37:54,230 --> 00:37:57,525
‪怪的是，這不光是成長過程

782
00:37:57,608 --> 00:37:59,652
‪-天啊
‪-這會讓我大吃一驚

783
00:37:59,735 --> 00:38:00,611
‪如果這準確的話

784
00:38:00,695 --> 00:38:02,822
‪我們一直跟著我媽媽回顧她的人生

785
00:38:02,905 --> 00:38:05,825
‪-真的嗎？
‪-而這兩件事有些類似

786
00:38:05,908 --> 00:38:09,120
‪我不想說完全一樣，但有相似的感覺

787
00:38:09,203 --> 00:38:12,999
‪在於發現、逐漸明白、得出結論

788
00:38:13,082 --> 00:38:16,877
‪我感到靈界的人希望促成此事

789
00:38:16,961 --> 00:38:19,338
‪靈界的人希望促成此事？

790
00:38:19,422 --> 00:38:23,467
‪他們甚至促成一些事情發生
‪好讓妳母親能明白

791
00:38:23,551 --> 00:38:25,720
‪-這樣有道理嗎？
‪-有

792
00:38:25,803 --> 00:38:27,346
‪這真是太棒了！

793
00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:28,389
‪我的天啊

794
00:39:10,181 --> 00:39:11,599
‪字幕翻譯：許晨翎