1 00:00:07,800 --> 00:00:09,594 [dramatic music playing] 2 00:00:31,908 --> 00:00:33,284 You can smell the smoke. 3 00:00:35,536 --> 00:00:36,621 [Tyler] Hey, guys. 4 00:00:38,164 --> 00:00:42,335 -It's been a rough night and a rough day. -[Tyler] Absolutely. It's good to see you. 5 00:00:44,420 --> 00:00:46,380 -It's just… -[Tyler] Devastating. 6 00:00:46,464 --> 00:00:49,967 Yeah, it is devastating. It's just… 7 00:00:51,135 --> 00:00:52,553 Uh, really aren't any words. 8 00:01:04,315 --> 00:01:06,651 [reporter] The fire, which started in the stairwell, 9 00:01:06,734 --> 00:01:11,280 caused severe heat and smoke damage to the Temple Room on the second floor. 10 00:01:14,283 --> 00:01:16,953 Got the call at about 10:30 last night. 11 00:01:17,036 --> 00:01:19,288 They were putting out hot spots this morning. 12 00:01:19,372 --> 00:01:20,581 Oh, wow. 13 00:01:21,833 --> 00:01:24,043 [Steve] The fire department got here quickly. 14 00:01:24,127 --> 00:01:26,671 We had about seven engines down here. 15 00:01:26,754 --> 00:01:29,090 -Wow, it was big. -It was big. 16 00:01:29,590 --> 00:01:32,802 [reporter] China Alley Preservation Society Board President, Arianne Wing, 17 00:01:32,885 --> 00:01:34,720 and her husband, Steve Banister, 18 00:01:34,804 --> 00:01:37,140 are grateful for firefighters' fast response 19 00:01:37,223 --> 00:01:39,350 and their focus on preserving property. 20 00:01:39,433 --> 00:01:41,686 Thanks to a recent tour of the building, 21 00:01:41,769 --> 00:01:44,147 crews were intimately familiar with its layout 22 00:01:44,230 --> 00:01:46,190 and the precious items inside. 23 00:01:46,274 --> 00:01:49,944 Hanford Fire Chief Steve Pendergrass says crews were conservative 24 00:01:50,027 --> 00:01:52,989 with their use of water while trying to contain the blaze. 25 00:01:53,489 --> 00:01:55,241 It was really… It was beautiful. 26 00:01:55,324 --> 00:01:59,412 I hope that restoration attempts, you know, we can maybe get it back. 27 00:02:00,413 --> 00:02:03,875 There have been many times where I have predicted an outcome 28 00:02:03,958 --> 00:02:05,126 without realizing it. 29 00:02:05,209 --> 00:02:09,046 When I mention a medical issue or something to keep in mind, 30 00:02:09,130 --> 00:02:09,964 like a fire, 31 00:02:10,047 --> 00:02:13,551 I share those impressions because they often do have validity 32 00:02:13,634 --> 00:02:15,094 and end up happening in ways 33 00:02:15,178 --> 00:02:18,014 that I'm not conscious of at the moment that I'm relaying it. 34 00:02:18,097 --> 00:02:18,973 I hope… 35 00:02:20,224 --> 00:02:22,018 -Have a new incarnation. -Yep. 36 00:02:22,101 --> 00:02:23,603 [Arianne] Thank you. 37 00:02:25,521 --> 00:02:27,273 [somber music playing] 38 00:03:07,480 --> 00:03:09,398 [soft music playing] 39 00:03:09,482 --> 00:03:11,776 [Tyler] This reading today is going to be interesting. 40 00:03:11,859 --> 00:03:15,279 -I have about five people coming through. -[Theresa] Wow. 41 00:03:15,363 --> 00:03:18,741 But four of them are bringing through this younger one. 42 00:03:19,367 --> 00:03:21,035 -It's a female. -[Theresa] Really? 43 00:03:22,245 --> 00:03:25,206 There's something with this where it feels like 44 00:03:25,706 --> 00:03:28,209 the brain starts malfunctioning… 45 00:03:28,292 --> 00:03:29,418 [Theresa] Aw. 46 00:03:29,502 --> 00:03:33,965 …electrically. And then I feel like I kind of lapse into unconsciousness. 47 00:03:34,048 --> 00:03:35,508 Then I feel like I pass. 48 00:03:36,008 --> 00:03:38,052 But it all would have been very fast. 49 00:03:38,803 --> 00:03:44,350 There's something about this that feels kind of, like, freak accident or weird. 50 00:03:46,435 --> 00:03:49,188 -Hi. How's it going? I'm Tyler. -[woman] Hi. 51 00:03:49,772 --> 00:03:51,899 -I'm Delaney. -Lovely to meet you. 52 00:03:51,983 --> 00:03:55,194 -How are you? Wonderful to meet you. -I'm Avonlea. Nice to meet you. 53 00:03:55,278 --> 00:03:58,239 I have so much coming through already. I'm so sorry. I'm like… 54 00:03:58,322 --> 00:04:00,700 Oh, it's so nice to see you both. Uh… 55 00:04:00,783 --> 00:04:02,785 This is great. What a beautiful house. 56 00:04:02,868 --> 00:04:04,412 -Thank you. -[Tyler] It's amazing. 57 00:04:04,495 --> 00:04:07,081 I have a lot. Hold on. Sorry. That never happens! 58 00:04:07,164 --> 00:04:10,251 -Already? -I have to clear my throat really quick. 59 00:04:10,334 --> 00:04:12,503 Give me one sec. Sorry, I'm gonna… 60 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:13,546 [coughs] 61 00:04:13,629 --> 00:04:16,549 Goodness! Uh, that has never happened before. 62 00:04:16,632 --> 00:04:17,508 [all laugh] 63 00:04:17,591 --> 00:04:19,427 Sorry. What an awkward introduction. 64 00:04:19,510 --> 00:04:21,137 No, you're fine. 65 00:04:21,220 --> 00:04:23,556 I can't wait to talk to you. Hold on one sec. 66 00:04:23,639 --> 00:04:25,891 -[Delaney] You need some water? -All good. 67 00:04:25,975 --> 00:04:26,934 [coughs] 68 00:04:27,893 --> 00:04:29,729 -So sorry. -Oh my God. 69 00:04:30,521 --> 00:04:33,399 I might do a water, if that's okay. If I can bother you. 70 00:04:33,482 --> 00:04:35,609 -There's your water. -[Tyler] Perfect. Thank you. 71 00:04:35,693 --> 00:04:36,777 Oh my goodness. 72 00:04:36,861 --> 00:04:38,446 That's never happened before. 73 00:04:39,280 --> 00:04:41,532 I have a lot that will come through physically 74 00:04:41,615 --> 00:04:43,159 when I'm going to do a reading. 75 00:04:43,242 --> 00:04:45,244 Usually, it starts once the reading happens, 76 00:04:45,328 --> 00:04:47,038 but the second I met you, 77 00:04:47,121 --> 00:04:48,247 it started happening. 78 00:04:48,331 --> 00:04:51,542 So it's still happening. I have a bunch of people coming through. 79 00:04:51,625 --> 00:04:55,046 Usually, people hear from one or two. You have a whole bunch to touch on. 80 00:04:55,129 --> 00:04:56,630 -So, um… -Okay. 81 00:04:56,714 --> 00:05:00,051 Before we start, did you bring objects for me today to hold on to? 82 00:05:00,134 --> 00:05:02,136 -If you don't mind whipping those out. -Sure. 83 00:05:02,219 --> 00:05:05,806 [Tyler] And we can give it a shot and see what comes in. 84 00:05:05,890 --> 00:05:09,143 -And the guitar right there. -I love it. And the guitar. Very cool. 85 00:05:09,226 --> 00:05:10,936 Thank you, thank you. Okay. 86 00:05:11,520 --> 00:05:14,774 I'm gonna scribble. Hold on to this. We'll see what comes through. 87 00:05:16,776 --> 00:05:17,860 Okay. [sighs] 88 00:05:19,362 --> 00:05:21,238 [Tyler] Okay. All good. 89 00:05:21,322 --> 00:05:22,323 [chuckles] 90 00:05:23,741 --> 00:05:26,369 [soft music playing] 91 00:05:28,412 --> 00:05:29,580 Okay. 92 00:05:31,040 --> 00:05:31,874 Yeah. 93 00:05:32,458 --> 00:05:33,417 [chuckles] 94 00:05:33,959 --> 00:05:36,420 All right. So I've got… 95 00:05:36,504 --> 00:05:37,338 Hmm… 96 00:05:38,214 --> 00:05:39,215 Hmm. 97 00:05:40,674 --> 00:05:41,509 Okay. 98 00:05:43,135 --> 00:05:44,095 [chuckles] 99 00:05:44,178 --> 00:05:46,931 Five people are coming through who have passed. 100 00:05:47,848 --> 00:05:51,102 The majority of these individuals, I can tell, are male. 101 00:05:51,185 --> 00:05:54,313 They're very protective, very paternal, that kind of thing. 102 00:05:54,397 --> 00:05:57,608 Basically, these people are all really good with their lives, 103 00:05:57,691 --> 00:06:00,861 and how they passed, but they're protecting this little… 104 00:06:00,945 --> 00:06:03,739 this younger passing, is the way I would describe it, 105 00:06:03,823 --> 00:06:05,908 who I do feel passed away very young. 106 00:06:06,659 --> 00:06:08,869 And there is a strong emphasis on that. 107 00:06:08,953 --> 00:06:10,246 [pen scribbles] 108 00:06:11,956 --> 00:06:14,917 I'm gonna try to separate each person as they come across. 109 00:06:15,000 --> 00:06:16,210 [pen scribbles] 110 00:06:17,628 --> 00:06:21,757 They're having me talk about "Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad" over and over again. 111 00:06:21,841 --> 00:06:23,843 Sometimes, I'll get a father figure. 112 00:06:23,926 --> 00:06:26,762 But this is somebody's dad, in the way this comes across. 113 00:06:26,846 --> 00:06:28,472 -Is your dad passed? -Yes. 114 00:06:28,556 --> 00:06:31,100 -[Tyler] Okay. I have to highlight that. -Yes. 115 00:06:31,684 --> 00:06:32,518 Okay. 116 00:06:33,018 --> 00:06:35,438 -He's coming through with his father. -[Delaney] Yes. 117 00:06:35,521 --> 00:06:37,273 In some capacity. They're like this. 118 00:06:37,356 --> 00:06:39,358 -In the way this comes through. -Oh my God. Yes. 119 00:06:39,442 --> 00:06:43,195 Um, some people sometimes in life have tumultuous father-son relationships. 120 00:06:43,279 --> 00:06:45,573 They're like, "No, we're peanut butter and jelly," 121 00:06:45,656 --> 00:06:46,949 when this is coming through. 122 00:06:47,032 --> 00:06:50,119 So you need to know that they're coming in strongly together. 123 00:06:50,202 --> 00:06:51,787 -Mm-hmm. -[Tyler] That's very important. 124 00:06:52,788 --> 00:06:53,998 Give me one sec. 125 00:06:55,416 --> 00:06:57,042 I'm going to my chest with this, 126 00:06:57,126 --> 00:06:59,670 but this isn't as instantaneous as a heart attack. 127 00:06:59,753 --> 00:07:02,673 Somebody would have had a build-up of fluid in the lungs, 128 00:07:02,756 --> 00:07:05,342 had a lung problem, feel I can't breathe clearly. 129 00:07:05,426 --> 00:07:06,677 Does that ring any bells? 130 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:08,512 That would probably be my grandfather. 131 00:07:08,596 --> 00:07:10,431 -[Tyler] Okay. -He had lung cancer. 132 00:07:10,514 --> 00:07:11,807 Is there a Harold? 133 00:07:11,891 --> 00:07:14,602 -That's my grandfather. -[Tyler] That's it? Is that him? Okay. 134 00:07:14,685 --> 00:07:17,396 Cool. It's always creepy when that happens. 135 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:18,397 Um… 136 00:07:18,481 --> 00:07:21,442 He didn't always do things for the betterment of his health. 137 00:07:21,525 --> 00:07:24,653 Even when he was told, "Hey, maybe you should slow down." 138 00:07:24,737 --> 00:07:27,198 He's like, "No, I'm going to do my own thing." So… 139 00:07:27,281 --> 00:07:30,409 -Does that make sense? Yeah. -Well, he was a smoker. 140 00:07:30,493 --> 00:07:33,120 I think when I was having some issues with breathing, 141 00:07:33,204 --> 00:07:35,289 it could relate to him because of how he passed. 142 00:07:35,372 --> 00:07:37,875 -[Delaney] Gotcha. -Just good to keep that in mind. 143 00:07:37,958 --> 00:07:38,959 [Tyler] Um… 144 00:07:40,044 --> 00:07:41,086 Okay. 145 00:07:41,587 --> 00:07:43,631 Does your grandfather have a sister? 146 00:07:43,714 --> 00:07:44,548 [Delaney] Yes. 147 00:07:44,632 --> 00:07:48,052 [Tyler] There's a reference of somebody being named after a stone, or… 148 00:07:48,135 --> 00:07:51,388 I'm seeing my symbology that I usually attribute to a birthstone. 149 00:07:51,472 --> 00:07:54,475 So did you have any Rubys, Opals, anybody in the family? 150 00:07:54,558 --> 00:07:56,268 -Aunt Opal. -[Tyler] Okay. 151 00:07:56,352 --> 00:07:58,062 That is my grandfather's sister. 152 00:07:58,145 --> 00:08:00,689 -Gotcha. Okay, amazing. -Oh my God. 153 00:08:00,773 --> 00:08:02,775 [Tyler] I feel like I have to highlight her. 154 00:08:02,858 --> 00:08:05,110 -She would be passed, correct? Okay. -[Delaney] Yes. 155 00:08:05,194 --> 00:08:06,654 [pen scribbles] 156 00:08:09,532 --> 00:08:10,366 [Tyler] Okay. 157 00:08:11,283 --> 00:08:12,993 The one thing I want to mention… 158 00:08:13,077 --> 00:08:14,870 No, I gotta go to this younger one. 159 00:08:16,330 --> 00:08:19,959 I'm going to talk about this in the way this comes through. Um… 160 00:08:21,293 --> 00:08:24,713 This younger one seems very excited, is the only way I can describe it. 161 00:08:25,422 --> 00:08:28,759 The interesting thing is, there's a conversation around somebody 162 00:08:29,343 --> 00:08:30,469 who has said, like, 163 00:08:32,721 --> 00:08:36,517 "If this person was here, they would have their driver's license 164 00:08:36,600 --> 00:08:39,019 or would be getting their driver's license." 165 00:08:39,103 --> 00:08:42,439 'Cause there's a feeling of a conversation that's been had. 166 00:08:42,523 --> 00:08:44,858 -And I have to say "she." -[voice breaks] Yeah. 167 00:08:44,942 --> 00:08:46,694 [Tyler] This feels like a female. 168 00:08:46,777 --> 00:08:48,404 -I feel she knows about this. -Yes. 169 00:08:48,487 --> 00:08:50,614 -Has that conversation been had? -Yes. 170 00:08:50,698 --> 00:08:54,535 Okay. So, she comes through, and I want you to know… 171 00:08:54,618 --> 00:08:55,661 I have the chills. 172 00:08:55,744 --> 00:08:58,872 However old she was when she passed, she's not stuck in that age. 173 00:08:58,956 --> 00:09:01,542 -And I want you to know that-- -I want… [cries] 174 00:09:01,625 --> 00:09:04,878 -You always used to say that. -[Tyler] It's important you know that. 175 00:09:04,962 --> 00:09:09,425 She gives this feeling of evolving, of growing even as a consciousness, 176 00:09:09,508 --> 00:09:10,843 even on the other side. 177 00:09:10,926 --> 00:09:14,471 And the sense of being very much still connected to her family. 178 00:09:15,055 --> 00:09:17,850 And she seems very, very active. 179 00:09:17,933 --> 00:09:21,812 I almost feel like if she needed to be active in order to… [laughs] 180 00:09:21,895 --> 00:09:24,398 Kinda… When she wasn't being active, pay attention. 181 00:09:24,481 --> 00:09:26,942 It's the feeling, "Got this energy. Gotta get it out." 182 00:09:27,026 --> 00:09:28,944 She played soccer. I coached her team. 183 00:09:29,028 --> 00:09:31,447 -[Tyler] Yeah. -She was the best player on the team. 184 00:09:31,530 --> 00:09:34,033 She outplayed a lot of her boy teammates. 185 00:09:34,116 --> 00:09:36,493 [Tyler] I would believe it. Yeah, a lot of energy there. 186 00:09:36,577 --> 00:09:38,537 [Delaney] That's our daughter you're talking about. 187 00:09:38,621 --> 00:09:40,873 -She was five and a half. -[Tyler] Gotcha. Aw! 188 00:09:40,956 --> 00:09:44,126 And she would be 15 now, getting her driver's license. 189 00:09:44,209 --> 00:09:46,128 Man, man, man, man. 190 00:09:47,379 --> 00:09:51,759 [Delaney] Our daughter Kensley was the most imaginative. 191 00:09:51,842 --> 00:09:53,886 She was a great artist. 192 00:09:53,969 --> 00:09:55,471 She loved to draw. 193 00:09:55,971 --> 00:09:58,474 She was great at soccer. Loved to play soccer. 194 00:09:58,557 --> 00:10:01,268 Get it! Get it! 195 00:10:02,102 --> 00:10:04,980 Yay, Kensley! Whoo-hoo. 196 00:10:05,064 --> 00:10:06,649 [Delaney] She loved to swim. 197 00:10:06,732 --> 00:10:10,235 We loved to go to the beach, and we'd always find a pool to go swim at. 198 00:10:13,614 --> 00:10:16,200 She's having me talk about all these other siblings, 199 00:10:16,283 --> 00:10:19,244 and she's putting this in a very positive way, a lot of joy. 200 00:10:19,328 --> 00:10:21,872 I feel like she lives vicariously through her siblings. 201 00:10:21,955 --> 00:10:24,291 -[Delaney] Yes. -[Tyler] I can't say the amount of them. 202 00:10:24,375 --> 00:10:25,834 It feels like a good amount. 203 00:10:25,918 --> 00:10:29,213 -At least three, if not more. -[Delaney] We have three living children. 204 00:10:29,296 --> 00:10:31,715 -[Tyler] Oh, very cool. Okay, amazing. -Yeah. 205 00:10:31,799 --> 00:10:35,344 It's interesting. In her short life, I feel she had a lot of interests. 206 00:10:35,427 --> 00:10:37,054 I feel like from her perspective 207 00:10:37,137 --> 00:10:39,056 -she lived a good life. -She did. 208 00:10:39,139 --> 00:10:42,309 [Tyler] When she comes through, and she's crediting it to her parents. 209 00:10:42,393 --> 00:10:43,769 This is the biggest thing, 210 00:10:43,852 --> 00:10:47,481 is she says she acknowledges that she wishes she would have had more time. 211 00:10:47,564 --> 00:10:50,150 But you made the time that she had amazing. 212 00:10:50,234 --> 00:10:51,193 -Okay? -Yeah. 213 00:10:51,276 --> 00:10:54,321 She feels like, even how she's remembered afterwards, 214 00:10:54,405 --> 00:10:56,907 she's like, "This is so much bigger than one life." 215 00:10:56,990 --> 00:10:59,576 And there's just a lot of gratitude around that. 216 00:11:00,119 --> 00:11:02,121 -You okay? You're quiet. -[Tyler] It's all good. 217 00:11:02,204 --> 00:11:05,332 It's okay. It's a lot to process, and I… No worries. 218 00:11:09,128 --> 00:11:11,755 So she is having me talk about her situation 219 00:11:11,839 --> 00:11:13,340 that may have led to her passing. 220 00:11:13,424 --> 00:11:16,635 There's things we need to hit on 'cause it's very complex, 221 00:11:16,719 --> 00:11:19,847 is the only way I can describe it. It's a lot more strange 222 00:11:19,930 --> 00:11:21,890 than lung cancer or liver failure. 223 00:11:21,974 --> 00:11:23,058 There's stuff here. 224 00:11:25,644 --> 00:11:28,480 She's giving me this feeling of this initial thing. 225 00:11:28,564 --> 00:11:31,608 Right? So I'm seeing, basically, a straight line. 226 00:11:31,692 --> 00:11:33,235 Then she's marking the line. 227 00:11:33,318 --> 00:11:36,363 Any time they do that, it indicates, like, something started. 228 00:11:36,447 --> 00:11:37,364 Something happened 229 00:11:38,240 --> 00:11:41,076 that kicked off a series of events that led to a passing. 230 00:11:41,869 --> 00:11:45,748 She's not saying that she passed of the initial incident. 231 00:11:46,415 --> 00:11:48,375 Something happened a little later on. 232 00:11:48,459 --> 00:11:50,210 Possibly related to that incident. 233 00:11:50,294 --> 00:11:51,712 Then passed of that, 234 00:11:51,795 --> 00:11:53,881 if I'm identifying this correctly. 235 00:11:54,548 --> 00:11:58,552 There's feelings that she wants people to let go of regarding guilt 236 00:11:58,635 --> 00:12:02,389 about this initial incident that happened. 237 00:12:03,182 --> 00:12:06,560 If someone feels like, "We should've been there to make sure that 238 00:12:06,643 --> 00:12:10,063 this incident didn't happen. This injury didn't happen." 239 00:12:10,147 --> 00:12:13,609 I don't know what exactly this is, but there's this feeling of, 240 00:12:13,692 --> 00:12:16,528 "Why couldn't I have been there to stop this from happening?" 241 00:12:16,612 --> 00:12:19,031 But there's no way that anybody would have known that 242 00:12:19,114 --> 00:12:21,200 that one event would lead to a passing. 243 00:12:22,409 --> 00:12:27,039 -So it's kind of a weird thing. -We were playing Barbies in her room. 244 00:12:27,122 --> 00:12:30,042 -[Tyler] Yeah? -And she went to go get something. 245 00:12:30,125 --> 00:12:33,545 And then when she came back, she ran, and she fell. 246 00:12:33,629 --> 00:12:36,507 -And broke her arm. -[Tyler] Gotcha. Gotcha. Gotcha. 247 00:12:36,590 --> 00:12:39,343 -In the way this comes across… -You don't have guilt, do you? 248 00:12:39,426 --> 00:12:40,260 Hmm… 249 00:12:40,344 --> 00:12:43,096 I mean, I always have a little bit. 250 00:12:43,180 --> 00:12:45,182 -[sniffles, cries] -I never knew that. 251 00:12:45,265 --> 00:12:46,183 [Tyler] Yeah. 252 00:12:46,266 --> 00:12:47,184 [sniffles] 253 00:12:47,267 --> 00:12:49,102 And she wants that to be let go. 254 00:12:49,186 --> 00:12:51,980 She's giving me this feeling of, nobody could have known 255 00:12:52,064 --> 00:12:54,817 what that would lead to in the long run. 256 00:12:54,900 --> 00:12:57,277 There's no accidents when messages come through. 257 00:12:57,361 --> 00:12:59,363 I think you're meant to hear that today. 258 00:12:59,446 --> 00:13:01,949 There's nothing that you could've done differently. 259 00:13:03,033 --> 00:13:05,160 -Sometimes we feel that way, right? -Mm-hmm. 260 00:13:05,786 --> 00:13:07,871 I think you've handled this beautifully, so… 261 00:13:08,497 --> 00:13:09,998 Yeah. It's all good. 262 00:13:10,082 --> 00:13:10,916 [sighs] 263 00:13:11,500 --> 00:13:12,417 [Tyler] It's okay. 264 00:13:17,422 --> 00:13:18,257 Okay. 265 00:13:19,716 --> 00:13:20,884 [pen scribbles] 266 00:13:21,635 --> 00:13:25,722 [Tyler] She's basically bringing up, um, after that event. 267 00:13:26,890 --> 00:13:28,851 Things happened very, kind of, quickly. 268 00:13:28,934 --> 00:13:31,937 -Mm-hmm. -[Tyler] So it's, it's a heavy thing here. 269 00:13:32,437 --> 00:13:35,440 She's not wanting me to get too into it, which I appreciate. 270 00:13:35,524 --> 00:13:38,318 She wants it to be happy and positive and fun. 271 00:13:38,402 --> 00:13:39,903 But what I gather is, 272 00:13:39,987 --> 00:13:42,364 something happened after this initial incident 273 00:13:42,447 --> 00:13:43,574 that led to her passing. 274 00:13:44,867 --> 00:13:46,618 She's giving me this feeling of… 275 00:13:47,119 --> 00:13:47,995 Hmm… 276 00:13:48,078 --> 00:13:51,456 I want it to be known that she wasn't in pain the moment she passed. 277 00:13:52,040 --> 00:13:54,334 That's clear in the way this comes across. 278 00:13:55,335 --> 00:13:58,005 She gives me this feeling of just going to sleep, 279 00:13:58,088 --> 00:13:59,673 is the only way to describe it. 280 00:14:00,716 --> 00:14:02,634 I know that something's wrong, 281 00:14:02,718 --> 00:14:05,596 and I know that I can't get out of this situation, 282 00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:07,347 but then I feel like I go to sleep. 283 00:14:08,098 --> 00:14:10,726 And then in this sleep, I feel like I 284 00:14:11,393 --> 00:14:13,103 transition, pass. 285 00:14:13,186 --> 00:14:15,689 And it was very peaceful, when this comes through. 286 00:14:15,772 --> 00:14:20,360 If anything, I think people might regret how they handled that period 287 00:14:20,444 --> 00:14:22,154 before she was, maybe? 288 00:14:22,237 --> 00:14:23,530 [crying] 289 00:14:25,991 --> 00:14:26,867 [sniffles] 290 00:14:27,451 --> 00:14:29,119 -After… -[Tyler] Yeah. 291 00:14:29,202 --> 00:14:31,121 After she broke her arm, it was… 292 00:14:31,204 --> 00:14:32,664 The guilt may kinda be… 293 00:14:32,748 --> 00:14:34,625 I carry a little bit of guilt because 294 00:14:34,708 --> 00:14:40,589 we took her to a clinic that said they specialized in broken bones. Um… 295 00:14:40,672 --> 00:14:41,548 [Tyler] Yeah. 296 00:14:41,632 --> 00:14:46,011 You know, a lot of times I feel that if we had taken her to the hospital… 297 00:14:46,094 --> 00:14:48,388 -[Tyler] Sure. -…she'd still be with us. 298 00:14:48,472 --> 00:14:49,848 But in any case, 299 00:14:49,932 --> 00:14:51,642 we took her to this place, 300 00:14:51,725 --> 00:14:56,355 and in the process of setting her broken bone in her arm… 301 00:14:56,438 --> 00:15:01,109 -Yeah. -…they injected her with lidocaine, and… 302 00:15:01,610 --> 00:15:03,028 which is normally fine, 303 00:15:03,111 --> 00:15:04,821 but they gave her 304 00:15:04,905 --> 00:15:08,992 more than an adult dose. They overdosed her with lidocaine. 305 00:15:09,868 --> 00:15:12,287 And I was the only one in the room at this time. 306 00:15:12,371 --> 00:15:13,997 They were X-raying her arm. 307 00:15:14,081 --> 00:15:19,628 And… [chuckles] …she looked at me, and she said, [sniffles] 308 00:15:19,711 --> 00:15:21,213 "Daddy, I'm sleepy." 309 00:15:21,296 --> 00:15:22,422 [cries] 310 00:15:22,506 --> 00:15:25,342 I think that was the last thing I said to her. 311 00:15:25,425 --> 00:15:27,552 Is, "It's okay. You can go to sleep." 312 00:15:27,636 --> 00:15:29,805 [Tyler] Yeah, yeah, yeah. 313 00:15:29,888 --> 00:15:30,931 [crying] 314 00:15:31,014 --> 00:15:33,016 I'm so sorry. 315 00:15:37,354 --> 00:15:38,230 [sniffles] 316 00:15:38,313 --> 00:15:40,232 [Tyler] I'm so sorry you both had to go through… 317 00:15:40,315 --> 00:15:41,942 all of you had to go through that. 318 00:15:42,985 --> 00:15:44,152 That's… Ugh… 319 00:15:44,987 --> 00:15:46,154 Poor baby. 320 00:15:46,655 --> 00:15:48,240 [somber music playing] 321 00:15:50,200 --> 00:15:52,244 [Tyler] Is there a Luke in the family? 322 00:15:52,327 --> 00:15:53,370 [Avonlea chuckles] 323 00:15:54,621 --> 00:15:56,665 That is our… that's our nephew. 324 00:15:56,748 --> 00:16:00,669 -Yeah. Yeah. -[Delaney] He and Kensley were very close. 325 00:16:00,752 --> 00:16:02,254 They were four days apart. 326 00:16:02,337 --> 00:16:05,298 Yep, 'cause it's important for her that I bring him up. 327 00:16:05,382 --> 00:16:08,010 And she's putting a lot of love around him. 328 00:16:08,093 --> 00:16:10,637 And I feel like he carries her with him. 329 00:16:10,721 --> 00:16:12,180 It's interesting. I just-- 330 00:16:12,264 --> 00:16:15,017 -[Delaney] You can see it still. Just… -[Tyler] Yeah. 331 00:16:15,100 --> 00:16:19,312 -I don't think he was the same after that. -No. Even at five and a half. 332 00:16:19,396 --> 00:16:21,815 But she wants to bring him up today 333 00:16:21,898 --> 00:16:24,317 as being important to her. 334 00:16:24,401 --> 00:16:27,779 I hope there's a way you could relay that to him if he's open to it. 335 00:16:27,863 --> 00:16:30,866 Because, that love. She went out of her way to mention him. 336 00:16:30,949 --> 00:16:33,076 -So that's huge. -Oh! 337 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:34,161 [sniffles] 338 00:16:34,244 --> 00:16:35,162 [Tyler] All right. 339 00:16:38,331 --> 00:16:39,916 She comes through and it's weird. 340 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:43,378 She's showing me all this symbology of, like, a little bird. 341 00:16:43,962 --> 00:16:45,922 She shows me a lot of little bird stuff. 342 00:16:46,006 --> 00:16:49,009 -I have to mention it as being important. -[Delaney] It's very important. 343 00:16:49,092 --> 00:16:51,053 -She loved birds. -[Tyler laughs] 344 00:16:51,136 --> 00:16:53,138 She would chase 'em down the beach. 345 00:16:53,221 --> 00:16:57,476 She would… Anywhere there was a bird, she… and I know that's nothing abnormal. 346 00:16:57,559 --> 00:17:00,228 -But she loved birds. -Yeah. Yeah. 347 00:17:00,312 --> 00:17:02,606 It's amazing how we feel her presence here. 348 00:17:02,689 --> 00:17:05,525 Even though we moved from the house where she lived. 349 00:17:05,609 --> 00:17:07,110 -She lives with us. -[Tyler] Absolutely. 350 00:17:07,194 --> 00:17:10,572 -And birds tap on our windows. -[Tyler] Oh yeah. 351 00:17:11,364 --> 00:17:13,575 They're everywhere. There's nests everywhere. 352 00:17:13,658 --> 00:17:14,618 New life. 353 00:17:14,701 --> 00:17:16,995 I mean, it's crazy. 354 00:17:17,079 --> 00:17:18,330 I love that. 355 00:17:18,413 --> 00:17:20,332 Those little reminders. They like those. 356 00:17:20,415 --> 00:17:22,918 From what I've learned doing thousands of readings, 357 00:17:23,001 --> 00:17:24,753 little things really are big things. 358 00:17:24,836 --> 00:17:27,631 -Yeah. -[Tyler] It's a big takeaway. 359 00:17:28,298 --> 00:17:30,008 There's so much love with this. 360 00:17:30,092 --> 00:17:31,676 And I want you to know today, 361 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:34,971 this connection with your daughter, it doesn't end when I leave. 362 00:17:35,055 --> 00:17:37,641 -Yeah. -She is in your heart and in your soul. 363 00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:39,684 And you can talk out loud to her, 364 00:17:39,768 --> 00:17:43,647 and you can carry her with you through new experiences and memories. 365 00:17:43,730 --> 00:17:47,317 She comes through, feels so much older than she was when she passed. 366 00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:50,654 And the beauty of it is, is I do believe we all reunite someday. 367 00:17:50,737 --> 00:17:52,197 We see these people again. 368 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:54,699 -These souls, these people. -Mm-hmm. 369 00:17:54,783 --> 00:17:56,952 And they wait for us, so. 370 00:17:57,035 --> 00:17:59,246 They also encourage us to live a full life, 371 00:17:59,329 --> 00:18:01,540 to do what we can with the time that we have. 372 00:18:01,623 --> 00:18:06,294 And sometimes deaths, you know, remind us of how precious and valuable life is. 373 00:18:06,378 --> 00:18:08,630 And how quickly it can be taken, 374 00:18:08,713 --> 00:18:11,258 but you've all handled this in such a beautiful way. 375 00:18:11,341 --> 00:18:14,928 I can't imagine how hard it's been. You've been strong for your other kids. 376 00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:16,763 You've honored her in a beautiful way. 377 00:18:16,847 --> 00:18:18,723 -That's never gonna stop. -[Delaney] Yeah. 378 00:18:18,807 --> 00:18:22,060 She'll be here through every monumental thing. 379 00:18:22,144 --> 00:18:24,604 -Every graduation, every wedding. -[Delaney] Yeah. 380 00:18:24,688 --> 00:18:28,024 And up until when you're old, and someday you'll meet again. 381 00:18:28,650 --> 00:18:31,361 We're all just walking each other home in life. 382 00:18:31,444 --> 00:18:34,614 -Thank you for letting me connect today. -Thank you so much. 383 00:18:34,698 --> 00:18:35,699 Thank you. 384 00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:37,159 -This was amazing. -Thank you. 385 00:18:38,743 --> 00:18:40,996 -Could I show you something? -[Tyler] I'd love it. 386 00:18:41,079 --> 00:18:43,081 -Okay. Oh yeah? -We have to be quiet. 387 00:18:43,165 --> 00:18:44,708 -There's a nest out here. -Oh. 388 00:18:44,791 --> 00:18:46,168 It's a mourning dove. 389 00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:49,588 A lot of people don't know, but "mourning" is not like "Good morning." 390 00:18:49,671 --> 00:18:51,339 -It's "mourning" like death. -Grief. 391 00:18:51,423 --> 00:18:54,342 There it is right there, and they don't even care. 392 00:18:54,426 --> 00:18:57,012 We'll just stand right there. Two years in a row. 393 00:18:57,095 --> 00:18:59,431 -Yeah. Yeah. -[Tyler] I mean, that's a sign. 394 00:18:59,514 --> 00:19:01,975 Well, thank you again. This has been so amazing. 395 00:19:02,058 --> 00:19:04,311 -I know. Bye. -Have a good one. Bye. 396 00:19:04,394 --> 00:19:06,646 [Delaney] I feel a lot of sense of peace, 397 00:19:06,730 --> 00:19:09,065 especially knowing that she's with my dad. 398 00:19:09,149 --> 00:19:10,483 Your dad's protecting. 399 00:19:10,567 --> 00:19:13,028 -I loved how they all came in together. -Yeah. 400 00:19:13,111 --> 00:19:15,113 -Like a big family. -Yeah. 401 00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:17,532 Yeah, so I just know Kensley's good. 402 00:19:17,616 --> 00:19:19,576 She's heard us talk about as if she were here, 403 00:19:19,659 --> 00:19:23,455 and we would be getting her a license. We have said that so many times. 404 00:19:23,538 --> 00:19:25,040 I can't believe he said that. 405 00:19:25,123 --> 00:19:26,666 [celestial music playing] 406 00:19:39,554 --> 00:19:43,558 [Clint] We are 48 hours out until the live show. 407 00:19:44,267 --> 00:19:48,396 And I know you've been saying all day that stuff has been coming through. 408 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:50,190 Yeah, it's been really overwhelming. 409 00:19:56,947 --> 00:20:00,075 [Clint] You had a vision earlier that struck you so hard. You like-- 410 00:20:00,158 --> 00:20:03,745 A chest, like, sternum popped. [chuckles] 411 00:20:03,828 --> 00:20:05,038 Made a noise. 412 00:20:05,121 --> 00:20:08,750 They're just, like, little brief strikes of lightning. [chuckles] 413 00:20:08,833 --> 00:20:13,171 Yeah. I want to encourage you, but pace yourself and be careful. 414 00:20:13,255 --> 00:20:14,130 -'Cause you-- -Yeah. 415 00:20:14,214 --> 00:20:16,883 [Clint] This is your first show after your lung collapse. 416 00:20:16,967 --> 00:20:20,178 -You almost died last time. -I just miss it so much. 417 00:20:20,262 --> 00:20:21,972 -[Clint] You really almost died. -I know. 418 00:20:23,640 --> 00:20:26,601 In early 2020, I was set to do one of my live shows. 419 00:20:27,185 --> 00:20:29,938 Before the event, I was laying in bed, getting mentally ready 420 00:20:30,021 --> 00:20:32,315 for all of what I was about to do on stage, 421 00:20:32,399 --> 00:20:34,442 when suddenly I felt a chest pain. 422 00:20:34,943 --> 00:20:36,820 So I called in Heather and my mom. 423 00:20:36,903 --> 00:20:38,530 I needed to go to the hospital. 424 00:20:38,613 --> 00:20:41,074 When I got there, I was diagnosed with a collapsed lung. 425 00:20:41,157 --> 00:20:44,494 This lung had fully collapsed and was resting on my heart. 426 00:20:44,577 --> 00:20:47,038 And within moments, I needed medical intervention, 427 00:20:47,122 --> 00:20:48,373 or I would have died. 428 00:20:48,873 --> 00:20:50,959 I spent months in the hospital recovering 429 00:20:51,042 --> 00:20:53,336 and recouping from this traumatic experience. 430 00:20:54,129 --> 00:20:57,465 [Clint] I mean, for me, it was scary to see you go through that. 431 00:20:57,966 --> 00:21:00,593 -I can't imagine what it was like for you. -Yeah. 432 00:21:00,677 --> 00:21:04,597 It does come at a price and a cost. I hope I live a really long lifetime. 433 00:21:04,681 --> 00:21:07,767 I feel old, though, that's the thing. Like, on the inside. 434 00:21:07,851 --> 00:21:09,894 And readings make me feel older. 435 00:21:10,395 --> 00:21:14,024 And because of that I'm kind of like, I can't envision myself as like uh… 436 00:21:15,275 --> 00:21:19,112 seventy year old because I'm already so tired. 437 00:21:19,195 --> 00:21:20,238 The bags under my eyes, 438 00:21:20,322 --> 00:21:23,199 they didn't get there on accident. I was born with these babies. 439 00:21:23,283 --> 00:21:27,370 -They're from a culmination of visions-- -[Clint] Yeah. 440 00:21:27,454 --> 00:21:32,167 Ethereal experiences, and seeing things that you can't un-see. 441 00:21:32,250 --> 00:21:34,544 I feel like that ages a person on some level. 442 00:21:35,128 --> 00:21:37,630 I've assured my producers and family I feel confident 443 00:21:37,714 --> 00:21:39,549 hitting the stage again to do readings. 444 00:21:39,632 --> 00:21:43,553 But there's no guarantee as to how that will affect my physical health. 445 00:21:44,888 --> 00:21:47,599 -So. -[Clint] That makes me sad. 446 00:21:47,682 --> 00:21:48,683 Oh, don't be sad. 447 00:21:49,392 --> 00:21:51,436 [Clint] I don't know what I'd do without you, so… 448 00:21:51,519 --> 00:21:53,146 I'm not planning on going anywhere. 449 00:21:53,730 --> 00:21:56,983 The point being is we just don't understand anything about it, really, 450 00:21:57,067 --> 00:22:00,320 so who knows how it'll affect my body. 451 00:22:00,403 --> 00:22:03,573 [atmospheric music playing] 452 00:22:16,669 --> 00:22:18,338 [Tyler] This all looks the same. 453 00:22:18,421 --> 00:22:20,173 This was blue, back in the day. 454 00:22:20,256 --> 00:22:22,425 Those are where most of the classes were. 455 00:22:22,509 --> 00:22:23,968 This way was the auditorium… 456 00:22:24,052 --> 00:22:25,387 -The library. -There's a lady. 457 00:22:25,470 --> 00:22:28,139 First day of school, my mom forgot to pick me up. 458 00:22:28,223 --> 00:22:30,308 -So I stayed there. -How did she forget? 459 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:32,352 I don't know. I still hold it against her. 460 00:22:32,435 --> 00:22:35,480 -I was an only child. For some reason-- -She had so much going on. 461 00:22:35,563 --> 00:22:37,273 [Tyler] It happens. 462 00:22:37,357 --> 00:22:40,735 Going back to my elementary school is really surreal in the sense 463 00:22:40,819 --> 00:22:44,406 that it's the one place where I felt normal in life. 464 00:22:46,783 --> 00:22:50,412 It was the place that I was at before my life changed forever. 465 00:22:51,371 --> 00:22:54,124 Getting inundated with impressions and visions 466 00:22:54,207 --> 00:22:56,459 and discussions about people who've passed. 467 00:22:56,543 --> 00:23:00,171 -Hi! How are you, Mrs. Weisgerber? -How are you? 468 00:23:00,255 --> 00:23:01,923 It's good to see you. 469 00:23:02,006 --> 00:23:06,761 When Tyler started coming here to Pioneer Elementary, I was the librarian. 470 00:23:06,845 --> 00:23:08,596 And Tyler was a standout. 471 00:23:10,306 --> 00:23:12,767 He just radiated happiness. 472 00:23:13,268 --> 00:23:16,604 Tyler just had that ability to make you feel good. 473 00:23:16,688 --> 00:23:18,523 Last time you saw him, how tall was he? 474 00:23:18,606 --> 00:23:21,151 -Was he-- -Oh, probably about like that. 475 00:23:21,234 --> 00:23:22,152 Yeah. 476 00:23:22,235 --> 00:23:25,363 [Susan] You kind of came into your ability around ten. 477 00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:27,282 [Tyler] I started stepping into it. 478 00:23:27,365 --> 00:23:29,784 Did you know that he had that gift? When you were… 479 00:23:29,868 --> 00:23:31,953 -No. -I kept it quiet in the beginning. 480 00:23:32,036 --> 00:23:33,872 I didn't understand what was happening. 481 00:23:33,955 --> 00:23:36,875 I had odd moments where I would get impressions from people 482 00:23:36,958 --> 00:23:37,834 even before ten, 483 00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:41,171 but I didn't attribute that to an ability, more like an intuition. 484 00:23:41,254 --> 00:23:43,465 When I was there, at least in the beginning, 485 00:23:43,548 --> 00:23:45,800 it was a place where I was a kid, like any other. 486 00:23:45,884 --> 00:23:47,385 I was treated like any other. 487 00:23:47,469 --> 00:23:49,554 Simultaneously, that's where… 488 00:23:50,930 --> 00:23:52,515 things started getting complicated. 489 00:23:53,683 --> 00:23:56,895 My grandmother died when I was in fourth grade. 490 00:23:56,978 --> 00:24:00,899 [sighs] By fifth grade, I was really in a rough place emotionally 491 00:24:00,982 --> 00:24:02,650 because of these constant moments 492 00:24:02,734 --> 00:24:06,529 of knowingness that were confusing and overwhelming. 493 00:24:06,613 --> 00:24:09,491 At ten years old, you don't know your identity or who you are, 494 00:24:09,574 --> 00:24:12,911 let alone this whole other realm of existence. 495 00:24:13,786 --> 00:24:15,455 [gentle music playing] 496 00:24:15,538 --> 00:24:17,248 [Tyler] Trying to conjure some memories here. 497 00:24:17,332 --> 00:24:18,374 [Heather] Do you have any? 498 00:24:18,458 --> 00:24:20,251 This, I totally remember. 499 00:24:20,335 --> 00:24:23,713 This was a place I think, in hindsight, where I was able to just be a kid. 500 00:24:23,796 --> 00:24:25,006 -So. -[Heather] Yeah. 501 00:24:25,089 --> 00:24:28,218 It's been an amazing journey. Especially to get to come back. 502 00:24:30,386 --> 00:24:33,348 As I'm walking around the school, I'm taking in the memories 503 00:24:33,431 --> 00:24:35,183 and all that it brings back, 504 00:24:35,266 --> 00:24:39,062 but I'm distracted by the impressions coming through in the back of my mind. 505 00:24:39,771 --> 00:24:41,189 I'm excited to talk today. 506 00:24:41,272 --> 00:24:45,109 I know this is a surreal experience, sitting in front of my former librarian. 507 00:24:45,193 --> 00:24:47,403 -I know! -I'm excited. I have my notebook. 508 00:24:47,487 --> 00:24:49,489 -And I meditate-- -Oh, so we're gonna-- 509 00:24:49,572 --> 00:24:50,907 We're gonna do a reading. 510 00:24:50,990 --> 00:24:53,368 -[Susan] Oh, I did not know that. -Are you open to it? 511 00:24:53,451 --> 00:24:56,454 -We don't have to. -Um… No, no, that's okay. I just didn't… 512 00:24:56,538 --> 00:24:58,164 -[Tyler] Yeah. -I didn't know. 513 00:24:58,248 --> 00:25:02,210 -I thought we'd yak about old stuff. -Oh, I know. I figured it wouldn't hurt. 514 00:25:02,293 --> 00:25:04,796 -It's your call. If you're comfortable… -I'm cool. 515 00:25:04,879 --> 00:25:06,965 Great. I never have control over who comes through, 516 00:25:07,048 --> 00:25:10,718 as much as I have to go with the strongest communicator, so… 517 00:25:11,553 --> 00:25:13,054 And we will see what comes in. 518 00:25:13,137 --> 00:25:14,931 So I've got that. 519 00:25:15,014 --> 00:25:16,808 I remember you had a daughter. Maddie? 520 00:25:16,891 --> 00:25:18,393 -Maddie. -[Tyler] I remember her. 521 00:25:18,476 --> 00:25:20,436 -Do you have any other kids? -My son, Lee. 522 00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:21,896 [Tyler] You have a son. Very cool. 523 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:24,315 Oh, did he? Very interesting. 524 00:25:25,984 --> 00:25:26,943 So like that. 525 00:25:27,026 --> 00:25:28,861 I wanna talk about them and careers. 526 00:25:28,945 --> 00:25:32,365 When we talk about your daughter, it's interesting 'cause there's gonna… 527 00:25:32,448 --> 00:25:35,368 They're acknowledging a lot of change, a lot of shifts for her. 528 00:25:35,451 --> 00:25:37,912 It's when I connect with her energy, 529 00:25:37,996 --> 00:25:41,958 I feel like she's going to be put in a place of a lot of responsibility, 530 00:25:42,041 --> 00:25:45,545 and there's gonna be basically a decision to be made of whether to, 531 00:25:45,628 --> 00:25:48,339 "Do I take on this big task? Or, "Am I ready for it?" 532 00:25:48,423 --> 00:25:51,259 I have this feeling of, "Yes. Move forward. You're good." 533 00:25:51,342 --> 00:25:53,511 -"You're more capable than you know." -Yeah. 534 00:25:53,595 --> 00:25:56,222 [Tyler] That seems to be pertinent to her. 535 00:25:56,306 --> 00:25:59,976 -She's gone through… Change. Tons. -[Tyler] A lot of change. 536 00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:01,811 -Gotcha. -You nailed that, big time. 537 00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:05,273 [Tyler] I really suspect the picking up of slack of other people. 538 00:26:05,356 --> 00:26:07,942 -Wearing different hats, not expecting to. -All the time. 539 00:26:08,026 --> 00:26:11,446 She does that a lot. She gets frustrated, but she does it anyway. 540 00:26:11,529 --> 00:26:15,116 That's the thing. Hard worker. I feel the response is gonna be positive. 541 00:26:15,199 --> 00:26:16,618 I feel she's on the right track. 542 00:26:16,701 --> 00:26:17,577 [Susan] Good. 543 00:26:20,705 --> 00:26:22,665 Is anybody involved in law enforcement? 544 00:26:22,749 --> 00:26:24,083 -[Susan] Yes. -Who would that be? 545 00:26:24,167 --> 00:26:26,044 -My son. -[Tyler] That would be your son. 546 00:26:26,127 --> 00:26:28,296 He's gonna go through a change with that also. 547 00:26:28,379 --> 00:26:31,424 -This is interesting. How old would he be? -He's 29. 548 00:26:31,507 --> 00:26:33,509 Uh, okay. They're bringing me to… 549 00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:38,348 uh, four years ago. So, let me see here. I don't know why. Twenty… 550 00:26:38,431 --> 00:26:41,225 Let's see, four years ago if 29… Let's see… 551 00:26:41,309 --> 00:26:44,145 -He got married. -[Tyler] Oh, did he? Very interesting. 552 00:26:44,228 --> 00:26:47,815 They are bringing up a little bit of susceptibility to some fertility stuff, 553 00:26:47,899 --> 00:26:50,151 some conversations around that. It's all good. 554 00:26:50,234 --> 00:26:52,320 That will work out in due time, so… 555 00:26:52,403 --> 00:26:54,781 Good. They did finally have their first baby. 556 00:26:54,864 --> 00:26:57,450 -[Tyler] Amazing. -She's only about… not quite two months. 557 00:26:57,533 --> 00:26:58,743 -Sadie. -[Tyler] Congrats. 558 00:26:58,826 --> 00:27:02,246 -They did have problems getting… Yep. -[Tyler] Yeah. Some stuff. 559 00:27:02,330 --> 00:27:03,581 -But it happens. -But, hey. 560 00:27:03,665 --> 00:27:05,958 [Tyler] In due time, things happen how they're supposed to. 561 00:27:06,042 --> 00:27:07,418 I feel positive around that. 562 00:27:09,253 --> 00:27:10,171 Um… 563 00:27:11,798 --> 00:27:14,967 This is a weird image, but good, worth keeping in mind. Um… 564 00:27:15,051 --> 00:27:18,096 Something about a flying pig. [laughs] It's a pig with wings. 565 00:27:18,179 --> 00:27:21,015 [laughs] This was like, "I have to bring that up." 566 00:27:21,099 --> 00:27:23,976 My husband's phrase was always, "When pigs fly." 567 00:27:24,686 --> 00:27:28,356 Okay, and so we went into this… like, some store, 568 00:27:28,439 --> 00:27:30,608 and they had a flying pig on a string. 569 00:27:30,692 --> 00:27:33,111 It was zinging around, and Maddie was like, "Look!" 570 00:27:33,194 --> 00:27:35,613 That's funny. So "When pigs fly" has some relevance. 571 00:27:35,697 --> 00:27:38,908 -As far as funny memories. So sweet. -Oh yeah, big time. 572 00:27:38,991 --> 00:27:40,118 That's funny. 573 00:27:40,785 --> 00:27:41,661 Okay. 574 00:27:42,954 --> 00:27:44,664 And that would be that. 575 00:27:44,747 --> 00:27:48,459 Oh, okay. And I do feel like I have to handle him. 576 00:27:48,543 --> 00:27:50,628 Uh, where are we going? Let's see. 577 00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:54,841 So when we talk about… It's tricky, separating your mom's and dad's sides. 578 00:27:54,924 --> 00:27:58,177 I have to say, I don't get departed feelings from your mom or dad. 579 00:27:58,261 --> 00:27:59,637 -They're still alive? -Yes. 580 00:27:59,721 --> 00:28:01,180 [Tyler] Amazing. That's awesome. 581 00:28:01,264 --> 00:28:03,641 I feel like we're gonna go a generation up. 582 00:28:03,725 --> 00:28:06,519 I do have to ask, is there a female connection? 583 00:28:06,602 --> 00:28:09,355 Lot of female energy, but then I have to highlight "J." 584 00:28:09,439 --> 00:28:10,773 So a female "J" name. 585 00:28:11,816 --> 00:28:15,069 Are there any female "Js" in your family that you can think of? 586 00:28:15,153 --> 00:28:16,487 -Both grandmothers. -[Tyler] Okay. 587 00:28:16,571 --> 00:28:18,322 Is there a Julie at all? 588 00:28:18,406 --> 00:28:19,532 -Julia. -[Tyler] Julia. 589 00:28:20,408 --> 00:28:24,078 Okay, gotcha. Now, would one of them be passed? 590 00:28:24,162 --> 00:28:25,872 -Both of them. -[Tyler] Julia is passed away? 591 00:28:25,955 --> 00:28:27,957 -Definitely. -[Tyler] I have to highlight that. 592 00:28:29,375 --> 00:28:31,836 But I also have some contemporaries. 593 00:28:31,919 --> 00:28:36,048 I have a couple females coming through that I have to bring up that are passed. 594 00:28:36,132 --> 00:28:39,927 They do strike me as older, but there's two things I need to talk about. 595 00:28:40,011 --> 00:28:41,637 Both are brain-related. 596 00:28:41,721 --> 00:28:45,183 It's not a mental health thing. This is more physiologically something 597 00:28:45,266 --> 00:28:49,020 that would've been wrong cognitively, the ability to perceive surroundings. 598 00:28:49,103 --> 00:28:52,356 -We think of dementia, Alzheimer's. -Alzheimer's. 599 00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:55,151 [Tyler] That hits me as being potentially relevant. 600 00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:57,236 I also have somebody I suspect had a stroke. 601 00:28:57,820 --> 00:29:00,990 There's something that's interesting. They're two different things. 602 00:29:01,073 --> 00:29:03,701 Who passed away of the Alzheimer's-related situation? 603 00:29:03,785 --> 00:29:05,620 -My aunt Adeline. -[Tyler] Okay, gotcha. 604 00:29:05,703 --> 00:29:10,166 Now, the way this comes through, she's having me bring up not being alone. 605 00:29:10,249 --> 00:29:11,959 She's acknowledging a contemporary. 606 00:29:12,043 --> 00:29:15,254 Do you know if she had any siblings? A sister that also passed away? 607 00:29:15,338 --> 00:29:17,006 I have to highlight the two of them. 608 00:29:17,089 --> 00:29:19,717 -She was the one that had the stroke. -I see. 609 00:29:19,801 --> 00:29:20,718 Gotcha. 610 00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:24,180 Here. 611 00:29:24,263 --> 00:29:26,140 -We covered some ground! -[Susan] Yes, you did. 612 00:29:26,224 --> 00:29:29,268 I would have never imagined I'd be with my former librarian. 613 00:29:29,352 --> 00:29:30,812 -Doing a reading. -Right? 614 00:29:30,895 --> 00:29:33,439 There's something about tripping out your teacher. 615 00:29:33,523 --> 00:29:35,566 I'm just… I'm still stunned. 616 00:29:35,650 --> 00:29:37,485 -I'm still like, "Wow." -Yes. 617 00:29:37,568 --> 00:29:39,987 I was flabbergasted because he knew so many things. 618 00:29:40,071 --> 00:29:41,405 Just, he nailed it. 619 00:29:41,489 --> 00:29:43,157 He nailed it. It was incredible. 620 00:29:43,241 --> 00:29:45,326 -I'm sorry that was cool. -[Tyler] I know! 621 00:29:45,409 --> 00:29:47,870 It's funny. I do live audiences in front of thousands. 622 00:29:47,954 --> 00:29:49,580 -I'll pick someone. -[Susan] Random. 623 00:29:49,664 --> 00:29:51,457 They'll be like, "I have nobody." 624 00:29:51,541 --> 00:29:53,292 -Like, "Yes, you do." -Yeah. 625 00:29:53,376 --> 00:29:55,253 Just goes to show, their love for us, 626 00:29:55,336 --> 00:29:57,129 it transcends our own expectations. 627 00:29:57,213 --> 00:29:58,965 -Yeah. Wow. -[Tyler] Yeah. 628 00:29:59,924 --> 00:30:01,384 [vibrant music playing] 629 00:30:07,682 --> 00:30:09,809 [Theresa] We are so fancy, what can I say? 630 00:30:09,892 --> 00:30:12,937 I love these flowers I picked up. Aren't those gorgeous? 631 00:30:13,020 --> 00:30:14,814 I'm gonna give you some napkins… 632 00:30:14,897 --> 00:30:16,399 -[Tyler] Let me help. -Here we go. 633 00:30:16,482 --> 00:30:18,401 -I'll give you those. -[Tyler] How does this work? 634 00:30:18,484 --> 00:30:21,028 -[Theresa] Any way you want. -Do I look like I've done this? 635 00:30:21,112 --> 00:30:22,196 Let's see… 636 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:23,406 It's however you want. 637 00:30:23,489 --> 00:30:24,699 -[Tyler] Okay. -Okay? 638 00:30:24,782 --> 00:30:26,450 As long as it fits in the hole. 639 00:30:26,534 --> 00:30:29,579 I haven't seen Peter and Felicia in a while, so I'm really excited. 640 00:30:29,662 --> 00:30:31,789 [Tyler] We're having lunch with Peter and Felicia. 641 00:30:32,373 --> 00:30:33,916 I'm excited to see them. 642 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:36,419 We have a lot of catching up to do. [chuckles] 643 00:30:37,003 --> 00:30:38,129 [Theresa] Oh my goodness! 644 00:30:38,212 --> 00:30:40,006 -[Tyler] Hello! -Oh, look who it is! 645 00:30:40,089 --> 00:30:41,549 -Yay! -[Felicia] Hi! 646 00:30:41,632 --> 00:30:43,509 -[Theresa] You guys-- -[Tyler] A vision in green. 647 00:30:43,593 --> 00:30:46,554 -[Theresa] No crying. -I would've been here ten minutes ago. 648 00:30:46,637 --> 00:30:48,222 -But she's slow. -How's it going? 649 00:30:48,306 --> 00:30:49,390 [Theresa] No crying. 650 00:30:49,473 --> 00:30:50,808 -[Tyler] How are you? -Hey, Tyler. 651 00:30:50,892 --> 00:30:52,977 -Good. Yeah. -[Theresa] Happy day. 652 00:30:53,060 --> 00:30:54,729 We're so excited to see you. 653 00:30:54,812 --> 00:30:57,315 We put together this little somethin' somethin'. 654 00:30:57,398 --> 00:30:58,357 I hope you like it. 655 00:30:58,441 --> 00:31:00,067 -We've got quiche. -Beautiful. 656 00:31:00,151 --> 00:31:02,194 -Yeah, sit down. Relax. -Oh, Theresa. 657 00:31:02,278 --> 00:31:03,613 -[Theresa] Yeah? -I'm still Black. 658 00:31:03,696 --> 00:31:05,072 [all laugh] 659 00:31:05,156 --> 00:31:06,657 I don't care for quiche too much. 660 00:31:06,741 --> 00:31:08,826 -Okay. I'll go-- -I appreciate it, though. 661 00:31:08,910 --> 00:31:10,828 Okay, I'll make you anything you want. 662 00:31:10,912 --> 00:31:11,913 [Peter laughs] 663 00:31:11,996 --> 00:31:14,790 -You didn't make this. -[Theresa] From scratch. Try that one. 664 00:31:14,874 --> 00:31:17,335 -It has bacon. You'll like it. -[Tyler] Tries to feed everyone. 665 00:31:17,418 --> 00:31:19,003 -Can't help it. -She's a good cook. 666 00:31:19,086 --> 00:31:20,755 -She is. -Oh, thank you. 667 00:31:20,838 --> 00:31:24,050 You guys, we've got a lot to talk about. I just wanna tell you. 668 00:31:24,133 --> 00:31:26,969 This whole journey, it's been tough for all of us. 669 00:31:27,053 --> 00:31:28,804 This is just the new beginning. 670 00:31:29,347 --> 00:31:31,140 I love you so much. 671 00:31:31,223 --> 00:31:35,353 And if not for you encouraging me, Tyler, to do the DNA testing, 672 00:31:35,436 --> 00:31:38,981 I would have never known all the things I know now. 673 00:31:39,065 --> 00:31:41,692 All these years, Stella has had this power over me. 674 00:31:41,776 --> 00:31:43,736 She doesn't have that anymore. 675 00:31:43,819 --> 00:31:46,530 I'm not letting her control my life anymore. I'm not. 676 00:31:46,614 --> 00:31:48,532 Wouldn't you want to confront her and… 677 00:31:49,116 --> 00:31:52,161 I've come to the conclusion that it's not gonna make any difference. 678 00:31:52,244 --> 00:31:54,121 It's never gonna make any difference. 679 00:31:54,205 --> 00:31:55,623 You've confronted the past. 680 00:31:55,706 --> 00:31:58,376 -You've gotten to the truth, that's all. -Yeah. 681 00:31:58,459 --> 00:32:00,086 [Theresa] I never thought it would be Tyler 682 00:32:00,169 --> 00:32:03,798 that would've been the one to help me to find out who I am, 683 00:32:03,881 --> 00:32:08,052 to move on from all the things that happened to me in my life, 684 00:32:08,135 --> 00:32:10,972 and to help me feel whole again. 685 00:32:11,472 --> 00:32:14,183 Going forward, the only part of my past I'm gonna allow 686 00:32:14,266 --> 00:32:17,395 is you and Felicia in my life. That's it. 687 00:32:17,979 --> 00:32:20,231 So I wanted to share this with you guys. 688 00:32:20,314 --> 00:32:22,483 -My family tree, which is special. -[Felicia] Oh my God. 689 00:32:22,566 --> 00:32:25,903 And it shows my Italian family, and it shows their names. 690 00:32:25,987 --> 00:32:28,447 But down here, it shows my brother and sisters 691 00:32:28,531 --> 00:32:30,199 as Felicia and Peter. 692 00:32:30,282 --> 00:32:32,660 [gentle music playing] 693 00:32:32,743 --> 00:32:36,372 'Cause you'll always be my family, no matter what. That'll never change. 694 00:32:36,455 --> 00:32:39,500 We're always brother and sisters. I'm always gonna love you guys. 695 00:32:39,583 --> 00:32:42,294 And I appreciate all that you did to help me 696 00:32:42,378 --> 00:32:43,462 and to protect me. 697 00:32:43,546 --> 00:32:44,922 I remember a lot of things. 698 00:32:45,006 --> 00:32:47,466 I want to thank you for all you went through. It was a lot. 699 00:32:49,468 --> 00:32:53,055 [Peter] Seeing my name on Theresa's family tree felt great, 700 00:32:53,139 --> 00:32:56,934 but I told Theresa I'm always gonna be her number one brother. 701 00:32:57,018 --> 00:32:59,812 So that position, that's occupied. 702 00:33:00,312 --> 00:33:02,732 So her other brother, I will meet him. 703 00:33:02,815 --> 00:33:05,359 You know, I'll love him and everything, but hey, 704 00:33:05,443 --> 00:33:07,528 he's just gotta know his lane. [chuckles] 705 00:33:07,611 --> 00:33:09,155 [Tyler] My takeaway from this today 706 00:33:09,238 --> 00:33:13,200 is really in a bigger sense that family is the love that we've-- 707 00:33:13,284 --> 00:33:14,160 [Felicia] Shared. 708 00:33:14,243 --> 00:33:16,537 [Tyler] It goes to show that it's not about blood. 709 00:33:16,620 --> 00:33:18,998 -[Felicia] Move forward. -It's about love, the bond. 710 00:33:19,665 --> 00:33:21,625 You will always be my aunt and uncle. 711 00:33:21,709 --> 00:33:24,462 I'm so thankful to be able to share this story. 712 00:33:24,545 --> 00:33:25,838 Through this journey, 713 00:33:25,921 --> 00:33:29,341 my mom and I have been able to demystify the enigma, 714 00:33:29,425 --> 00:33:32,386 the monster, that is Stella. 715 00:33:32,470 --> 00:33:34,680 Now we can live our lives knowing who we are, 716 00:33:35,264 --> 00:33:38,851 where we come from, and how big our family really is. 717 00:33:38,934 --> 00:33:40,478 Family is what you make it. 718 00:33:40,561 --> 00:33:41,771 We're goin' in? 719 00:33:41,854 --> 00:33:43,689 -[kissing] -I love you. 720 00:33:43,773 --> 00:33:46,108 [Peter] You're the best gift I could see today. 721 00:33:46,192 --> 00:33:48,069 -Okay? -[Felicia] We're bound together. 722 00:33:48,152 --> 00:33:50,321 [vibrant music playing] 723 00:34:04,376 --> 00:34:06,045 [David] How was Nancy this morning? 724 00:34:06,128 --> 00:34:09,423 [Tyler] She's good. She knew that we were leaving. 725 00:34:09,507 --> 00:34:12,134 -Aw. -So she kept biting my hand. 726 00:34:12,218 --> 00:34:14,386 -[Theresa] Aw. -Trying to keep me. 727 00:34:15,179 --> 00:34:17,306 -You look good. -[Tyler] Thank you. Yeah. 728 00:34:17,389 --> 00:34:20,392 I have cold waters, and we can always stop for Starbucks. 729 00:34:20,476 --> 00:34:21,727 We have plenty of time. 730 00:34:22,311 --> 00:34:24,855 [Tyler] As I'm headed to my first show since my lung collapse, 731 00:34:24,939 --> 00:34:28,400 I'm getting inundated with messages from loved ones on the other side 732 00:34:28,484 --> 00:34:30,694 for people who are attending the show. 733 00:34:30,778 --> 00:34:33,906 And because of that, I really can't focus on anything else. 734 00:34:33,989 --> 00:34:35,491 [soft music playing] 735 00:34:37,243 --> 00:34:40,830 [Theresa] I swear, Tyler, it is so weird to be going to a live show. 736 00:34:40,913 --> 00:34:42,414 It has been so long. 737 00:34:42,498 --> 00:34:44,458 It's gonna be weird to see all those faces. 738 00:34:44,542 --> 00:34:47,378 I know. It's so strange. It's gonna be a year and a half. 739 00:34:47,461 --> 00:34:50,047 Oh my God. Then the way you ended the last one. 740 00:34:50,131 --> 00:34:52,925 -And then all hell broke loose. -Yep. 741 00:34:53,008 --> 00:34:54,969 [Theresa] Almost a month in the hospital. 742 00:34:56,178 --> 00:34:58,848 I don't wanna do that again. Can we not do that again? 743 00:34:58,931 --> 00:34:59,765 Yeah. 744 00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:11,694 -[Tyler] I can get that. -It's gonna go on this part. 745 00:35:11,777 --> 00:35:13,487 Oh, it is? Okay, gotcha. 746 00:35:13,571 --> 00:35:14,655 -That's yours. -Ready? 747 00:35:14,738 --> 00:35:15,823 -Ready. -Everyone got it? 748 00:35:15,906 --> 00:35:19,535 [Tyler] Yep. As always, the anxiety part is getting through this lobby. 749 00:35:20,244 --> 00:35:23,831 [Theresa] When Tyler goes to a live show, and when we get to the hotel, 750 00:35:23,914 --> 00:35:26,458 he's very sedate, very isolated. 751 00:35:26,542 --> 00:35:27,751 I'll be right back. 752 00:35:27,835 --> 00:35:30,045 [Theresa] He doesn't wanna be around other people. 753 00:35:30,129 --> 00:35:33,841 He doesn't want any stimulation. In fact, when we do room service, 754 00:35:33,924 --> 00:35:36,594 I receive the food because he doesn't want to interact 755 00:35:36,677 --> 00:35:39,805 with any other person's feelings, emotions, anything. 756 00:35:41,849 --> 00:35:45,227 We don't talk about unpleasant things in front of him before a show. 757 00:35:45,311 --> 00:35:47,354 We don't discuss anything difficult 758 00:35:47,438 --> 00:35:49,690 because we just want to have him be peaceful. 759 00:35:54,737 --> 00:35:56,989 [Tyler] Everything's starting to come through. 760 00:35:58,157 --> 00:36:02,703 It's very kind of cloudy, mentally, physically. 761 00:36:03,370 --> 00:36:06,165 It's, it's very different. 762 00:36:06,248 --> 00:36:08,375 So I'm ready to get this over with. 763 00:36:08,459 --> 00:36:09,418 [sighs] 764 00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:12,254 I don't know. I have a lot of emotions there, I guess. 765 00:36:12,755 --> 00:36:15,966 I just don't know exactly what they are. Excitement, joy. 766 00:36:17,718 --> 00:36:21,388 Maybe a little bit of fear, but I don't know what I'm afraid of. 767 00:36:22,056 --> 00:36:26,685 I've done over 50 shows. I just think the nature of going out 768 00:36:26,769 --> 00:36:28,187 and being vulnerable… 769 00:36:28,687 --> 00:36:32,608 It is painful, physically. 770 00:36:32,691 --> 00:36:34,526 It's taxing, emotionally. 771 00:36:34,610 --> 00:36:36,654 I worked myself into such a state, 772 00:36:36,737 --> 00:36:37,821 which I'm in, 773 00:36:37,905 --> 00:36:41,242 that makes it very difficult to express things outwardly 774 00:36:41,325 --> 00:36:43,077 until I start scribbling. 775 00:36:43,577 --> 00:36:45,704 And then it all comes out. 776 00:36:45,788 --> 00:36:47,039 And… 777 00:36:48,332 --> 00:36:51,001 I just have to do what I'm put here to do, 778 00:36:51,085 --> 00:36:53,587 get on a stage tomorrow, and knock it out. 779 00:36:53,671 --> 00:36:54,672 And then… 780 00:36:56,340 --> 00:36:59,551 then I can be a human being again… [chuckles] …when I'm done. 781 00:37:04,473 --> 00:37:06,016 [Tyler] Oh, drum rolls. 782 00:37:06,100 --> 00:37:07,768 -[Heather] Hi! How's it going? -Ready to go? 783 00:37:07,851 --> 00:37:09,144 [Tyler] Absolutely. Thank you. 784 00:37:09,228 --> 00:37:10,813 -[woman] Hi. -Hi, nice to meet you. 785 00:37:10,896 --> 00:37:12,898 -How's it going? -I'm gonna be escorting you. 786 00:37:12,982 --> 00:37:14,483 [Tyler] Thank you. I appreciate it. 787 00:37:15,693 --> 00:37:17,278 All right. See you… 788 00:37:17,361 --> 00:37:19,238 [Tyler] Before a show, there's a lot of anxiety. 789 00:37:19,321 --> 00:37:22,032 There's a lot at stake. It's more than entertainment. 790 00:37:22,116 --> 00:37:25,577 People who are desperate for any connection to their loved ones. 791 00:37:25,661 --> 00:37:28,706 People who have traveled thousands of miles just to be in the room. 792 00:37:28,789 --> 00:37:32,001 Through one person's reading, many can find a sense of closure. 793 00:37:32,084 --> 00:37:33,419 It's a big order to serve 794 00:37:33,502 --> 00:37:35,671 because I have no control over the messages. 795 00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:37,172 I can't force it to happen. 796 00:37:37,256 --> 00:37:41,010 I have to trust that my guides and those on the other side will show up. 797 00:37:43,095 --> 00:37:45,556 -[Heather] How are you? Jittery? -A lot coming through. 798 00:37:45,639 --> 00:37:47,725 -A lot coming through already? -Yep. 799 00:37:47,808 --> 00:37:49,601 It's been a year and a half. I wonder… 800 00:37:49,685 --> 00:37:51,645 -A lot of build-up. -I was about to say. 801 00:37:52,229 --> 00:37:54,315 That probably adds more nerves to it. 802 00:37:54,815 --> 00:37:57,401 -[Theresa] You'll do great. I love you. -I love you. 803 00:37:57,484 --> 00:37:59,320 Remember to stand up straight. Okay? 804 00:37:59,403 --> 00:38:01,572 You want your ears even with your shoulders. 805 00:38:01,655 --> 00:38:04,783 -Okay. You know, stack some books. -I know, I'm the worst slouch. 806 00:38:04,867 --> 00:38:07,911 I'm the biggest slouch ever, but remember, stand up straight. 807 00:38:09,747 --> 00:38:13,792 I think he's nervous 'cause he hasn't done a live show in about a year and a half. 808 00:38:15,294 --> 00:38:19,840 The whole idea of getting on the stage in front of thousands of people, 809 00:38:19,923 --> 00:38:21,091 I think it's a lot. 810 00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:24,011 [producer] Are you nervous? 811 00:38:24,094 --> 00:38:25,596 I am always nervous. 812 00:38:29,641 --> 00:38:31,810 [suspenseful music playing] 813 00:38:33,937 --> 00:38:36,106 [Tyler] Right now, I have a lot of anxiety. 814 00:38:37,983 --> 00:38:40,903 Standing on that stage could be a risk to my life, 815 00:38:40,986 --> 00:38:42,905 but I have to do it. It's my life calling. 816 00:38:48,911 --> 00:38:50,788 -[knocking] -[Heather] You ready? 817 00:38:50,871 --> 00:38:52,915 [Tyler] I sure am. Let me grab this. 818 00:38:52,998 --> 00:38:54,958 -[Heather] Get your stuff. -Yep. 819 00:38:55,042 --> 00:38:57,044 -All right. -All right. Time to go. 820 00:38:57,127 --> 00:38:58,420 Let's do this. 821 00:38:59,129 --> 00:39:00,881 [vibrant music playing] 822 00:39:03,926 --> 00:39:06,428 -We're going to chill here. -Okay. Sounds good. 823 00:39:06,512 --> 00:39:09,807 -I'll catch my breath. I am excited. -Yeah. Deep breaths. 824 00:39:09,890 --> 00:39:11,141 How's your lung feeling? 825 00:39:11,225 --> 00:39:12,851 [grunts] Eh… 826 00:39:12,935 --> 00:39:14,978 When I'm anxious, it's more restricted. 827 00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:17,481 -That makes sense. -It's actually a little tough. 828 00:39:21,151 --> 00:39:22,694 [upbeat music playing] 829 00:39:28,409 --> 00:39:31,078 [Tyler] My purpose here on Earth is to deliver messages. 830 00:39:31,954 --> 00:39:33,038 I'm here to help. 831 00:39:34,998 --> 00:39:36,166 I'm here to heal. 832 00:39:40,629 --> 00:39:43,966 I'm here for them. It's who I am at whatever cost. 833 00:39:45,175 --> 00:39:46,343 It's such special work. 834 00:39:46,427 --> 00:39:47,386 Yes. 835 00:39:47,469 --> 00:39:48,929 Thank you for everything. 836 00:39:53,434 --> 00:39:56,687 It's the big moment. We'll see what happens. [chuckles] 837 00:39:56,770 --> 00:39:58,689 [announcer speaking indistinctly] 838 00:40:01,024 --> 00:40:02,317 [sighs] 839 00:40:02,401 --> 00:40:03,444 I'm like… 840 00:40:03,527 --> 00:40:04,611 [Heather laughs] 841 00:40:04,695 --> 00:40:05,696 Hold it together. 842 00:40:08,157 --> 00:40:09,533 [sighs deeply] 843 00:40:13,245 --> 00:40:18,041 [announcer] Ladies and gentlemen, Tyler Henry! 844 00:40:19,585 --> 00:40:21,170 [audience cheering] 845 00:40:21,253 --> 00:40:26,049 [Tyler] Well, hello, everybody! Hello! 846 00:40:26,133 --> 00:40:28,135 How's everyone doing? 847 00:40:28,218 --> 00:40:29,720 [audience cheering] 848 00:40:29,803 --> 00:40:33,098 Ah. It feels so good to finally be back. 849 00:40:35,601 --> 00:40:37,478 [theme music playing]