It's an illusion. He creates an illusion for people to believe.
I haven't spoke to Doc since this came out but he's not happy about it.
Everywhere there seems to be the cry.
We hear people shouting in the name of peace,
but they want to fight for peace.
This is the Two of Hearts.
Ninety-eight percent accuracy.
I'll probably never get over it. My mother always likes to bring that up.
She goes, "He was the love of your life." I'm like, "Yeah, he was."
Nobody's ever gonna change that.
Me and Kevin, that was his name back then,
I met him in high school.
And before we started dating, my boyfriend lived next door to him.
So I used to go to Kevin's house to spend time with my boyfriend,
'cause Kevin's mother didn't care.
She was like, "Cool Mom."
But, he broke up with me so that he could be with Kevin's mother.
Didn't people think it was strange that she started having sex
with your teenage boyfriend?
Only the people that knew about it, which was only us.
She felt bad because she said, "Well, I know you're upset about this."
"Why don't you try dating Kevin?"
Meaning her son. And I did.
Of course I fell in love.
I wanted to be with him all the time.
Oh, he was a rebel.
He always wanted to be in trouble.
He actually sought out trouble.
After we got married, we changed our names
because we went to this one-month retreat at Yogaville
to become certified yoga instructors.
And Swami Satchidananda gave us a new name.
I went from Betsy to Brahmi.
And he went from Kevin Antle to Sri Mahatmayavi Bhagavan Antle.
Pretty big change.
How old was he?
The worst part is that the other women that lived around there,
they actually thought that I condoned it.
They were like, "Oh, I thought you were okay with it."
I was like, "Are you kidding me? Of course not."
You have to remember I was always the last person to know.
I didn't know it was Sumati's honeymoon.
I was spending all of my time snorkeling.
Apparently he was spending all day screwing women.
I didn't know that.
One of his many lies.
But she was really young
and I can imagine that she would've believed him, of course.
Sumati lived in a tent right behind my house.
He was only interested in me as long as I looked like I was 12.
Until the age of 30, I weighed 100 pounds.
I had no curves, just nothing.
That's what he liked, he liked women who looked like they were still teenagers.
Did you ever see him lose his temper in a way that was scary?
He didn't like to hit because it'd leave a scar,
so he used to strangle me because it didn't leave a mark.
He got so mad at me when I got pregnant. He said it was my fault.
When I started giving birth,
somebody tracked him down, and of course he was with his girlfriend at the time,
and so then, while I'm still in labor, he calls.
"Is it okay if I just don't show up?" And I was like, "No!"
So what he did was he actually came and he laid on the bed next to me
and slept while I was having a baby.
Luckily, you're in so much pain that you don't think about it too much,
but yeah, it was sad, but…
That whole thing about what doesn't kill you makes you stronger?
Well, guess what.
There's not a whole lot of things that will happen to me worse than that.
As soon as the baby was born, he was gone.
He was back on the road with his girlfriend.
He used to tell Sumati,
"I can do some kind of voodoo magic on you and you'll never get pregnant."
She believed he could put a spell on her and she wouldn't get pregnant.
But my daughter had just been born and she was already showing.
Tilakam's mom was a crazy teenager
that, you know, I just happened to have been hanging out with a little too long,
and she got pregnant.
I drug her ass
to the Downtown Marriott in Washington DC, and didn't follow through
on the birth control the way we were supposed to do it
and, lo and behold, baby!