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- Previously on "Teen Mom:
Family Reunion."
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- This year, I decided we
need to bring our own moms.
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- Hi.
- Hello.
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- Hi, you guys.
- Hello.
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- I actually like all
the girls and their mom,
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except Tea and Ashley.
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- There's been a lot
of weird internet drama.
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- I was having lunch
with Briana.
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I went on social media.
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Briana didn't like that.
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- Mind your business.
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- Love for my family!
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- I'm literally having
a panic attack.
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- OK, breathe.
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- I don't find it encouraging.
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I find it to be peer pressure.
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[screaming]
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- The reunion has
literally just begun.
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[upbeat music]
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- Hey, girls.
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Hi.
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- Surprise, bitches.
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"Young and Pregnant" is here.
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- You can feel
the negative energy
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coming from Kiaya and Ashley.
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- I'm not that fond of Ashley.
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- I'm going to do me.
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And if she wants to do me,
we can do us.
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And if not,
she could stay away.
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[dramatic music]
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- ♪ Got to let you know ♪
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♪ ♪
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♪ All about it ♪
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- Day two, we're sharing rooms
with our moms.
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I'm really excited
that my mom is here.
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I'm hoping maybe that we can
kind of see
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what things could be opened up
and maybe, like, healed.
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But also, I'm kind of nervous
at the same time
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because my mom can
be unpredictable.
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It's one of my triggers.
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♪ ♪
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- Day one was a lot.
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It's like we were on 100.
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I need day two to be
at, like, a level 30.
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I don't want to jump
off anything.
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I don't want to be
in the dirt.
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I don't want to see
any animals.
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I don't care about the trees.
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Like, just sit me somewhere
with a nice drink,
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and I'll be happy.
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♪ ♪
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- [snoring]
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[alarm ringing]
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- I didn't get a lot
of sleep last night.
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It's very hard to share
a room with your mom.
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My mom has sleep apnea.
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She'll be snoring all night.
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- [snoring]
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Love my mom.
Love her to death.
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Want to sleep separate.
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- ♪ The good, good news ♪
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- I just wake up
extremely nauseous.
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But now that I'm up,
I'm extremely hungry.
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♪ Boom boom, baby ♪
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♪ ♪
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- Good morning.
- Good morning.
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How are you?
- Good.
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There's food over there.
- Fire. Fire.
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The weather's beautiful.
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My friends are here.
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And I just can't wait to
have a great time with them.
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I'm tired as a mother[bleep].
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But Ashley and Tea
are in the kitchen
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when I walk into the house.
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I'm going to keep my distance.
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- Mom, do you want
some scrambled eggs?
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- Sure.
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[tense music]
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- Tea tried to say
good morning to me,
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but I didn't say anything back.
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There's no reason to.
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I don't want to talk to them.
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I know the type of people
that they are, fake as [bleep].
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[intense music]
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- Hey, Maci.
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- So Roxanne ignores me,
and I'm just like, OK.
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Hi, Maci, since you
don't want to talk to me.
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- I don't like looking
at Ashley or Tea.
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I see right through them.
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They've done a lot of damage
on social media.
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- Roxy and Bri don't really
talk to Tea and Ashley.
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And Tea and Ashley don't
really talk to them.
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And I'm like, damn,
guys, we're starting
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the day off like this?
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- Waking up here today
in Oregon was good.
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I'm super, super excited
to be here with Kayla.
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We're just really
ready to enjoy
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the experience with everybody
and get to know everybody.
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- Good morning.
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- Hi.
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- How are y'all?
- Good morning, everybody.
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Kiaya and Kayla
are finally here.
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And I'm super excited
to get to know them more
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and build bonds with everybody.
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- I feel like
for, like, a week,
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I'm just going to
walk around like, hey,
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I jumped off a bridge.
How are you?
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[laughter]
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Have you jumped off a bridge?
Because I have.
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- ♪ I just want to go out ♪
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♪ I just wanna stay out ♪
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♪ I just want to be out ♪
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- Good morning.
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- I ate two plates
[indistinct].
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- I'm not a morning person.
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- Neither am I.
[indistinct chatter]
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I got my daughter at school.
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I'm like, you hungry?
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Go get yourself a little snack.
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[laughter]
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- I am excited to, like,
get to meet the girls
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and get to know them better.
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I think they could be good
role models in certain things
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and have some good advice.
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- Yeah, he has the kids.
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- I don't really know much
about Kayla or her mom.
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I've seen stuff online, but
this will be an opportunity
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to really connect and bond.
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Are you living together?
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- Yeah.
- How's that?
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- It's awkward.
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So I met Luke when we were
both going to college.
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We had moved in
together in October.
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And I got pregnant,
like, end of November.
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Like, I feel like he proposed,
like, to save the relationship
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instead of like, oh, we're
at part in our relationship
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we should get married.
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Luke and I were
previously engaged.
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And then I ended up
calling off the engagement.
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So right now, currently, we're
technically not together,
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but we live together
at my mom's house
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as, like, co-parenting
partners.
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So that can be pretty messy.
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Like, the lines right
now are kind of blurry.
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You know what I mean?
So--
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- It's weird as [bleep].
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- Really?
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- They act like a couple.
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- No, we don't.
We don't hook up.
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We're not intimate.
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So to me, that's not
acting like a couple.
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- But I don't know what
the hell they're doing
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in their bed because they
sleep in the same room.
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- We have the kids in the room.
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Where are we supposed to go?
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- But It's just like, they
do everything together.
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I don't know if they're
the best for each other
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as a couple,
at least right now.
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What's going on?
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- Well, the past year
of our relationship
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has not been good.
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I told him I needed him to
do a few things, you know?
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Either start going to the gym
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or taking care
of his mental health.
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And he didn't try.
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Like, I just don't understand.
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Like, I asked
for the most basic,
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and he couldn't even do it.
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- And I thought the turning
point was when you got engaged
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and he was going
to get his act together.
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And obviously,
that didn't happen.
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I think they
both need some work
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if they're going
to work it out.
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- I think we need to, like,
draw the line in the sand,
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whether we like decide
to stay together
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and make it work or be like,
hey,
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we're better off as friends
and co-parents.
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During this trip,
I think I just really want
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to get some clarity
going back home like,
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look, we can't keep
living together,
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but we're not
"really together."
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Like, either we need
to decide we want
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to be together
and work on these issues,
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or we need to call it quits.
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[phone ringing]
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- Hello?
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- You are receiving
a call from an inmate
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at Henderson Detention Center.
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- Bar calls me every day
multiple times a day
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from jail.
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He's just being held.
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Like, he's not
even being charged.
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This is a case that
he's been handling,
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but he missed a court date
in California
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because we moved to Nevada.
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So once they realized that
they know where he is,
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he's going to show up.
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They're going to release him.
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It's going to be fine.
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- What?
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- [crying]
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Yeah.
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- I'm not really sure
what's going on.
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But her mom's with her.
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And I hope she's all right.
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- Well, that sucks.
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[crying]
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OK.
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[tense music]
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OK.
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- What did he say?
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He is being extradited,
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which means that California
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has decided to come
and pick him up
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and make him fight the case
from a California jail.
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It's just much more time
not seeing him.
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[sobbing]
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This case actually does
hold a lot of weight.
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And if he can't
fight it from home
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and he fights it from jail,
and then he also gets time.
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It's a lot going on
with Ashley right now.
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And she shouldn't have
to deal with this.
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Bar is not here.
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And her plate
is really overwhelmed.
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♪ ♪
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And this couldn't have come
at the worst timing,
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the worst timing.
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[dramatic music]
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- Want me to come
in there and help?
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- Hearing that Bar
is going to be extradited
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makes me feel scared,
very scared.
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He's facing a lot
of jail time.
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[interposing voices]
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- This is, like,
the worst news that
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I could be getting
while I'm away.
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Ugh.
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Oh, [bleep].
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- Yeah.
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I just-- I'm so depleted.
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I like some of the people here,
but I don't want any of them
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in my business.
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I just need a break.
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[interposing voices]
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Roxanne's going
to keep trying me,
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and I'm going to
push that [bleep]
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down there on the ground.
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- [inaudible]
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- Every time she walk
past me, she walked
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past me this morning so close.
I didn't move.
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I bumped right into
that [bleep].
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She's playing too many
mother[bleep] games, [bleep].
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Stay the mother[bleep]
away from me.
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I would rather
just sleep and then
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show up when my mood
and my energy
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and my vibe is much better.
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- ♪ Hey, what you need? ♪
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♪ 'Cause there ain't nothing
that I can't do ♪
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♪ Car low on grease? ♪
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♪ I'll get that engine
running real smooth ♪
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- It's pretty, right?
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- Yeah, this place
is beautiful.
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- I wanna play golf.
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- I need me a rich man
in my life.
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♪ ♪
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- It's kind of chilly out here.
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- A little bit.
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But we can sit in
the sun though.
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- Yeah.
269
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- So what's been going on?
270
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I feel like there's some
tension or something going on.
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- Between?
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- Like, with Ashley and stuff.
273
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- We got into, like,
a social media--
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it was really
bull[bleep], honestly.
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I had started a business,
and she has started a business.
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It came out that she
was copying my business ideas
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or whatever the case may be.
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She gets on Instagram,
and she makes
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this whole post about how
she doesn't have to steal
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anyone business ideas.
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And she just was throwing,
like, low blows in there,
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things that I knew
had to do with me
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without her having to say it.
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When I confronted her and
asked her if it was about me,
285
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she goes, no, but if
the shoe fits, wear it.
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That pissed me off because--
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- Rightfully so, yeah.
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- --because if it's not about
me, then leave it at that.
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She just kept coming
at me, like, in the DM.
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So you know, I'm going
to talk my [bleep] back.
291
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Who the--I did not [bleep]
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say [bleep] about you
stealing [bleep] from me.
293
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When somebody
asked me that [bleep],
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I said, that's her business.
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If she wants to sell eyelashes,
let her [bleep] do that.
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If she wants to
start a business,
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let her [bleep] do that.
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I just feel like she
picks on certain people.
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- Yeah.
- And that's not OK.
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And then I think my mom
and Tea's situation
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just kind of made me
further just not
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want anything to do with them.
303
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- So they have a
situation going too then?
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00:11:54,147 --> 00:11:56,347
- Yeah, because
Tea's big grown ass
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decided to get on social media
and talk [bleep] about me.
306
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I just don't think
that they are genuine people.
307
00:12:02,756 --> 00:12:04,255
- So they're kind of the same.
Like, they kind of--
308
00:12:04,324 --> 00:12:06,391
- Yeah, Tea's just
an old version of her.
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00:12:06,460 --> 00:12:09,060
- What I'm hearing from Kiaya
and a lot of the other girls,
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I don't know if Ashley
can't just talk to people
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or if she just feels
protected by the screen
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that she can go behind
people and talk about them.
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But I always give everybody
the benefit of the doubt.
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We should all be able to be a
[bleep] group of people that
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support each other because
at the end of the day,
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like, even some
of our close friends
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can't relate
to what we go through.
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- Yeah.
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I really appreciate Cate
pulling me to the side
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because I really want
to get to know her.
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So it's really nice to see
some effort from the moms
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to just make me feel included.
323
00:12:38,925 --> 00:12:40,592
- I'm excited to get
to know you even more.
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- Thank you.
325
00:12:42,095 --> 00:12:43,728
I'm excited to get to know
all of y'all and have fun.
326
00:12:43,797 --> 00:12:44,863
- Right?
327
00:12:44,931 --> 00:12:46,064
That's what it's
supposed to be about.
328
00:12:46,133 --> 00:12:47,899
[bleep] the drama.
329
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- ♪ One, two, three times
in a row ♪
330
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♪ You gotta switch it up ♪
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♪ ♪
332
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- Oh, yeah.
333
00:12:55,942 --> 00:12:57,475
Don't mind if I do.
334
00:12:57,544 --> 00:13:00,278
- After a crazy first day, I
think it's great that we could
335
00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:01,379
just hang out by the pool.
336
00:13:01,448 --> 00:13:03,281
But it's hot as hell in Oregon.
337
00:13:03,350 --> 00:13:04,549
I want a piña colada.
338
00:13:04,618 --> 00:13:06,117
- We can't order [inaudible]?
339
00:13:06,186 --> 00:13:08,253
- This is just so me
right now.
340
00:13:08,321 --> 00:13:10,955
I'm in my element,
and I'm in the [bleep] zone.
341
00:13:11,024 --> 00:13:13,291
- ♪ You can't believe
your eyes ♪
342
00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:16,094
- I have teen pregnancy
in my family.
343
00:13:16,163 --> 00:13:17,428
[interposing voices]
344
00:13:17,497 --> 00:13:19,297
- My grandmother was a teen.
345
00:13:19,366 --> 00:13:21,266
My dad was a product
of a teen pregnancy.
346
00:13:21,334 --> 00:13:23,701
- Back in the day,
they were all [bleep] teens.
347
00:13:23,770 --> 00:13:25,503
- Yeah, getting married at 12.
348
00:13:25,572 --> 00:13:26,771
- 12 years old
with a 40-year-old.
349
00:13:26,840 --> 00:13:28,373
- Yeah.
- [bleep] pervs.
350
00:13:29,309 --> 00:13:31,109
- I still can't believe that
I jumped off a [bleep] bridge.
351
00:13:31,178 --> 00:13:32,510
- Oh, my God.
352
00:13:32,579 --> 00:13:34,078
Cate, you gave me a
freaking anxiety attack.
353
00:13:34,147 --> 00:13:36,080
And them people, I know
they're-- they're doing
354
00:13:36,149 --> 00:13:37,382
what they do and everything.
355
00:13:37,450 --> 00:13:38,783
But I just was like--
because I'm your mom.
356
00:13:38,852 --> 00:13:39,918
- Yeah.
357
00:13:39,986 --> 00:13:41,119
- So I was like,
get away from my kid!
358
00:13:41,188 --> 00:13:42,253
She said no.
- Right.
359
00:13:42,322 --> 00:13:43,488
- Don't you know what no means?
360
00:13:43,557 --> 00:13:45,123
I felt like,
quit pressuring her.
361
00:13:45,192 --> 00:13:46,958
When someone says no,
that means no.
362
00:13:47,027 --> 00:13:48,326
- I want you to, like--
363
00:13:48,395 --> 00:13:50,094
I don't know give,
Coach B a chance.
364
00:13:50,163 --> 00:13:52,697
She does seem very,
like, sincere.
365
00:13:52,766 --> 00:13:54,999
You know, I'm really
excited that my mom is here.
366
00:13:55,068 --> 00:13:57,202
I'm hoping maybe that I can,
like, break her out
367
00:13:57,270 --> 00:13:59,237
of her comfort zone
in some aspects,
368
00:13:59,306 --> 00:14:01,339
like, maybe do different
things that she never
369
00:14:01,408 --> 00:14:02,507
thought she would ever do.
370
00:14:02,576 --> 00:14:04,275
I, like, want her
to just open up.
371
00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:06,044
I feel like there might be
things that she might open
372
00:14:06,112 --> 00:14:07,478
our eyes up to where it's like,
all [bleep]--
373
00:14:07,547 --> 00:14:09,013
- Oh, I-- I'm open,
but you know,
374
00:14:09,082 --> 00:14:10,281
like, I don't want to cry.
375
00:14:10,350 --> 00:14:12,317
I know Caitlin's
really big on therapy.
376
00:14:12,385 --> 00:14:14,786
I'm just worried
that Coach B is going
377
00:14:14,855 --> 00:14:17,255
to portray me as a bad mom.
378
00:14:17,324 --> 00:14:18,890
- You automatically
go to anger because I
379
00:14:18,959 --> 00:14:20,959
think that's what you had
to do growing up as a kid.
380
00:14:21,027 --> 00:14:23,061
I think it comes from,
like, your childhood.
381
00:14:23,129 --> 00:14:25,129
Like, were you not able to
express feelings
382
00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:27,398
and emotions maybe
or were you afraid to?
383
00:14:27,467 --> 00:14:28,700
- Both.
384
00:14:28,768 --> 00:14:31,870
Like, I remember as a kid
going to hug my mom
385
00:14:31,938 --> 00:14:33,671
and my mom pushing me away.
Like--
386
00:14:33,740 --> 00:14:35,139
- And that's [bleep] sad.
387
00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:36,841
- I remember feeling like
my mom didn't love me.
388
00:14:36,910 --> 00:14:38,343
- Right. Well, of course,
389
00:14:38,411 --> 00:14:39,878
because that's what she was
showing you in those times.
390
00:14:39,946 --> 00:14:41,312
My mom is definitely
the type of person
391
00:14:41,381 --> 00:14:44,349
that will hold in her
feelings and her emotions.
392
00:14:44,417 --> 00:14:46,184
They end up coming out
in, like, anger.
393
00:14:46,253 --> 00:14:49,087
I am really hoping
that my mom can kind of
394
00:14:49,155 --> 00:14:50,855
learn some new things here.
395
00:14:50,924 --> 00:14:53,124
She should definitely
give Coach B a chance.
396
00:14:55,495 --> 00:14:56,527
And I like it.
397
00:14:56,596 --> 00:14:57,762
I'm glad I did it.
398
00:14:57,831 --> 00:14:59,330
I'm glad because
a lot of people talk--
399
00:14:59,399 --> 00:15:01,699
say, like, the implants, like,
oh, so round and--
400
00:15:01,768 --> 00:15:03,368
but I-- I was glad I didn't.
401
00:15:03,436 --> 00:15:04,903
- Yeah, they're so soft.
- I didn't do it.
402
00:15:04,971 --> 00:15:06,404
- They're squishy, though.
[interposing voices]
403
00:15:06,473 --> 00:15:07,772
- They are squishy, right?
- Yeah.
404
00:15:07,841 --> 00:15:09,107
- I don't want no titties.
405
00:15:09,175 --> 00:15:10,208
Cut them off.
406
00:15:10,277 --> 00:15:11,209
- You want to take them out?
407
00:15:11,278 --> 00:15:12,377
- I'm taking them out.
408
00:15:12,445 --> 00:15:13,578
I hit them up already.
409
00:15:13,647 --> 00:15:14,946
I want nothing.
410
00:15:15,015 --> 00:15:16,581
- Bri says that
she wants to get
411
00:15:16,650 --> 00:15:18,549
her breast implants taken out.
412
00:15:18,618 --> 00:15:21,586
And all I'm thinking is why?
413
00:15:21,655 --> 00:15:23,087
- I don't want
to be a big girl.
414
00:15:23,156 --> 00:15:24,923
- Your boobs look fine,
I feel like.
415
00:15:24,991 --> 00:15:26,391
- Hi, ladies.
416
00:15:26,459 --> 00:15:27,725
Hi.
417
00:15:28,929 --> 00:15:30,428
- As I see Coach
B come out,
418
00:15:30,497 --> 00:15:31,963
I'm getting a little bit
anxious.
419
00:15:32,032 --> 00:15:33,298
[interposing voices]
420
00:15:33,366 --> 00:15:34,799
- I need a piña colada.
421
00:15:34,868 --> 00:15:36,734
- Oh, [bleep].
422
00:15:36,803 --> 00:15:38,469
- Hi.
423
00:15:38,538 --> 00:15:41,539
- I'm apprehensive because
the last time I saw her,
424
00:15:41,608 --> 00:15:44,442
Briana jumped off that cliff.
425
00:15:44,511 --> 00:15:48,313
- I have another surprise
team building exercise.
426
00:15:48,381 --> 00:15:50,615
[tense music]
427
00:15:50,684 --> 00:15:53,985
- It's about to go down.
[laughs]
428
00:15:54,054 --> 00:15:56,554
♪ ♪
429
00:15:57,857 --> 00:16:00,558
[up-tempo music]
430
00:16:00,627 --> 00:16:02,293
- Hi. Hi. Hi.
431
00:16:02,362 --> 00:16:03,861
There's some new faces, right?
432
00:16:03,930 --> 00:16:04,862
- Hi.
433
00:16:04,931 --> 00:16:05,897
- I do have a question.
434
00:16:05,966 --> 00:16:07,131
Where's Ashley and her mom?
435
00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:09,367
- I guess Ashley
wasn't feeling well.
436
00:16:10,270 --> 00:16:11,836
- We're hanging back
from the pool today
437
00:16:11,905 --> 00:16:13,371
because Ashley's
not feeling good.
438
00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:16,074
And even though I was
dressed and ready to go,
439
00:16:16,142 --> 00:16:18,042
I couldn't just leave
her because everyone's
440
00:16:18,111 --> 00:16:19,577
waiting for me at the pool.
441
00:16:19,646 --> 00:16:21,245
So I had to be a dud
with my daughter.
442
00:16:22,782 --> 00:16:24,782
- I'm so excited not
just to have the moms here,
443
00:16:24,851 --> 00:16:26,417
but I also got
the grandmas here.
444
00:16:26,486 --> 00:16:28,019
- Call us glam-mas.
445
00:16:28,088 --> 00:16:29,387
- Glam-mas, OK.
446
00:16:29,456 --> 00:16:30,722
- We're glam-mas, you know?
447
00:16:30,790 --> 00:16:32,623
Because we're glamorous women.
448
00:16:32,692 --> 00:16:34,726
We're not old frumpy women.
449
00:16:35,528 --> 00:16:38,029
- I got the mama bears
and the glam-mas here.
450
00:16:38,098 --> 00:16:39,397
Is that better?
- Yeah.
451
00:16:39,466 --> 00:16:40,598
- OK?
452
00:16:40,667 --> 00:16:42,467
- This is my first time
meeting Coach B.
453
00:16:42,535 --> 00:16:44,102
And my first impression
is just immediately,
454
00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:47,205
like, her presence just makes
you feel, like, at ease.
455
00:16:47,273 --> 00:16:49,907
- I am interested
in talking to Coach B
456
00:16:49,976 --> 00:16:51,476
and looking for
different ways to cope
457
00:16:51,544 --> 00:16:54,545
with things and
different ways to, like,
458
00:16:54,614 --> 00:16:57,115
just handle my own emotions.
459
00:16:57,183 --> 00:16:59,283
- This reunion,
we want to work on
460
00:16:59,352 --> 00:17:00,952
the intergenerational issues.
461
00:17:01,021 --> 00:17:03,755
- Intergener-- what?
462
00:17:03,823 --> 00:17:05,623
[laughs]
463
00:17:05,692 --> 00:17:08,159
- Issues that
were there with mom,
464
00:17:08,228 --> 00:17:11,295
with dad, with family, things
that happened in the past.
465
00:17:11,364 --> 00:17:13,765
- Intergenerational
issues are basically
466
00:17:13,833 --> 00:17:17,368
when your ancestors,
grandparents, whoever,
467
00:17:17,437 --> 00:17:22,673
passed down attributes
or trauma.
468
00:17:22,742 --> 00:17:24,308
And our grandparents,
or parents
469
00:17:24,377 --> 00:17:25,943
are still passing them down.
470
00:17:26,012 --> 00:17:27,945
- So with all that being said--
471
00:17:28,014 --> 00:17:30,014
- What's the bomb
you're going to drop?
472
00:17:30,083 --> 00:17:33,618
- I have another surprise
teambuilding exercise.
473
00:17:33,686 --> 00:17:36,921
Get in something that you're
OK with getting very dirty.
474
00:17:36,990 --> 00:17:38,456
- Very?
- OK.
475
00:17:38,525 --> 00:17:39,957
- Very?
476
00:17:40,026 --> 00:17:42,160
I got no sneakers for that.
477
00:17:42,228 --> 00:17:43,728
- Fix your face.
478
00:17:43,797 --> 00:17:45,496
- Getting dirty, I can do that.
479
00:17:45,565 --> 00:17:49,333
But I am concerned for these
other girls and their moms
480
00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:51,936
because I'm not sure some
of them want to get dirty.
481
00:17:52,005 --> 00:17:53,504
- How dirty?
482
00:17:53,573 --> 00:17:55,640
- I'm super nervous
and scared for this.
483
00:17:55,708 --> 00:17:59,277
I'm nervous about explaining
certain things to my mom
484
00:17:59,345 --> 00:18:02,346
that I never have before and
how she's going to take it.
485
00:18:02,415 --> 00:18:03,614
What is it going to be like?
486
00:18:03,683 --> 00:18:04,782
- You have 30 minutes.
487
00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:07,185
And I will see you ladies soon.
488
00:18:07,253 --> 00:18:09,887
- ♪ Every time I walk in,
I'm the best thing ♪
489
00:18:09,956 --> 00:18:11,956
♪ I'm the best thing,
they all watching ♪
490
00:18:12,025 --> 00:18:13,324
♪ Every time we walk in ♪
491
00:18:13,393 --> 00:18:14,659
- Let's see what Tea's doing.
492
00:18:14,727 --> 00:18:16,794
I missed her at the damn pool.
493
00:18:16,863 --> 00:18:20,398
- So I know there has been
some bad tension between Ashley
494
00:18:20,467 --> 00:18:21,799
and the other moms.
495
00:18:21,868 --> 00:18:24,001
But I'm, like,
a very neutral person,
496
00:18:24,070 --> 00:18:25,636
so I'm going to check
on Ashley and Tea
497
00:18:25,705 --> 00:18:27,405
because I feel like
they really should
498
00:18:27,474 --> 00:18:29,774
be involved in the things
that we are doing.
499
00:18:31,344 --> 00:18:33,077
- Mama Tea.
500
00:18:33,146 --> 00:18:37,782
- I'm sleeping,
and all I hear is "Mama Tea!"
501
00:18:37,851 --> 00:18:39,984
- Mama Tea.
502
00:18:40,053 --> 00:18:42,553
- "Mama Tea!"
503
00:18:42,622 --> 00:18:44,355
- Are you OK?
- Yeah.
504
00:18:44,424 --> 00:18:47,325
- I'm just trying to
avoid overexerting myself
505
00:18:47,393 --> 00:18:49,327
because I had a rough morning.
506
00:18:49,395 --> 00:18:51,929
I have a lot going on,
and I'm just--
507
00:18:51,998 --> 00:18:56,167
I-- I genuinely, truly
truthfully cannot process
508
00:18:56,236 --> 00:18:58,236
it here with these people.
509
00:18:58,304 --> 00:18:59,704
- Get up, Mama.
510
00:18:59,772 --> 00:19:01,472
Where were you?
511
00:19:01,541 --> 00:19:03,341
- You said you were
going to swim with me.
512
00:19:03,409 --> 00:19:05,710
- Yeah, were waiting for
you at the pool, Mama Tea.
513
00:19:05,778 --> 00:19:07,745
- So what are we doing now?
514
00:19:07,814 --> 00:19:09,046
What are we doing?
515
00:19:09,115 --> 00:19:10,748
- I guess, some
teambuilding exercise.
516
00:19:11,784 --> 00:19:12,717
- OK.
517
00:19:12,785 --> 00:19:14,218
- If you guys want to come.
518
00:19:14,287 --> 00:19:16,220
♪ ♪
519
00:19:16,289 --> 00:19:18,623
- I don't know if that's the
news I need just waking up.
520
00:19:18,691 --> 00:19:21,225
However, I do love April,
and I do love Cate,
521
00:19:21,294 --> 00:19:24,128
so I'm going to get ready,
and I'm going to show up.
522
00:19:24,197 --> 00:19:25,429
- All right, girls.
523
00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:26,864
I'm super excited
that they're coming.
524
00:19:26,933 --> 00:19:29,567
I don't want none of the
tensions that are happening
525
00:19:29,636 --> 00:19:32,403
stop people from working
on some of the things
526
00:19:32,472 --> 00:19:34,138
that we need to work on
while we're here.
527
00:19:34,207 --> 00:19:37,775
- ♪ It's all about the ride ♪
528
00:19:37,844 --> 00:19:39,677
♪ So watch me hit my stride ♪
529
00:19:39,746 --> 00:19:42,914
♪ I do it every single time ♪
530
00:19:42,982 --> 00:19:44,549
- What is this?
531
00:19:44,617 --> 00:19:45,850
- Uh-oh.
532
00:19:47,020 --> 00:19:48,152
- Watch your step.
533
00:19:48,221 --> 00:19:49,387
[interposing voices]
534
00:19:49,455 --> 00:19:51,422
- Oh, my God.
535
00:19:51,491 --> 00:19:54,392
- We walk up this
little trail, and boom.
536
00:19:54,460 --> 00:19:56,794
[dramatic music]
537
00:19:56,863 --> 00:19:58,062
♪ ♪
538
00:19:58,131 --> 00:19:59,330
A mud pit.
539
00:19:59,399 --> 00:20:01,465
[laughs]
540
00:20:01,534 --> 00:20:03,134
[interposing voices]
541
00:20:03,203 --> 00:20:05,136
- Are we some [bleep] pigs?
542
00:20:05,205 --> 00:20:06,604
This is mud.
543
00:20:06,673 --> 00:20:10,141
I don't want to roll
around in the mud.
544
00:20:10,210 --> 00:20:11,442
- It look nasty.
545
00:20:11,511 --> 00:20:13,377
- That looks like it's deep.
546
00:20:13,446 --> 00:20:14,812
- Cheyenne,
you can get in there,
547
00:20:14,881 --> 00:20:16,614
but I'm not getting
in that mud.
548
00:20:16,683 --> 00:20:18,916
♪ ♪
549
00:20:18,985 --> 00:20:22,019
- Today's all about the
mother-daughter relationship.
550
00:20:22,088 --> 00:20:24,689
♪ ♪
551
00:20:24,757 --> 00:20:28,559
It's all tied into
the intergenerational trauma
552
00:20:28,628 --> 00:20:31,529
and how to become
unstuck from that.
553
00:20:31,598 --> 00:20:34,332
- I'm nervous and scared
that it's going to bring up
554
00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:36,667
some things that maybe are--
555
00:20:36,736 --> 00:20:38,703
like, it's hard to talk about.
556
00:20:38,771 --> 00:20:40,605
But then again,
part of me is like,
557
00:20:40,673 --> 00:20:42,773
you got to bring stuff
to the surface
558
00:20:42,842 --> 00:20:44,442
in order to heal stuff.
559
00:20:44,510 --> 00:20:46,344
- And as you see,
we have a mud pit here.
560
00:20:46,412 --> 00:20:49,780
We are going to have
moms in the mud,
561
00:20:49,849 --> 00:20:52,116
glam-mas outside the mud.
562
00:20:52,185 --> 00:20:55,653
And we are going to identify
an issue we see
563
00:20:55,722 --> 00:20:58,522
within yourself
and your partner.
564
00:20:58,591 --> 00:21:00,424
The rope represents
the relationship
565
00:21:00,493 --> 00:21:01,926
between mom and glam-ma.
566
00:21:01,995 --> 00:21:04,829
The mud represents your
issues and your challenges.
567
00:21:04,897 --> 00:21:06,931
Once that issue is identified,
568
00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:09,100
you're going to use not only
your strength, glam-ma,
569
00:21:09,168 --> 00:21:11,502
but also, your effective
communication
570
00:21:11,571 --> 00:21:13,337
to pull your daughter out.
571
00:21:13,406 --> 00:21:15,139
Without effective
communication,
572
00:21:15,208 --> 00:21:17,208
you can't get through
and support one another
573
00:21:17,277 --> 00:21:18,876
in getting through
your issues.
574
00:21:18,945 --> 00:21:22,713
The exercise is complete
once you have gotten out
575
00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:25,149
of the mud pit
onto the other side
576
00:21:25,218 --> 00:21:27,551
and you are unstuck
from the mud.
577
00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:29,086
Who's going first?
578
00:21:30,390 --> 00:21:32,456
Ash and mom?
Let's rock and roll.
579
00:21:32,525 --> 00:21:34,025
Come on, ladies.
580
00:21:34,093 --> 00:21:35,993
- Ultimately, I'm looking
forward to this experience
581
00:21:36,062 --> 00:21:37,428
with my mom being here.
582
00:21:37,497 --> 00:21:39,430
And I do really respect
Coach B.
583
00:21:39,499 --> 00:21:42,233
In the last reunion,
she really opened my eyes
584
00:21:42,302 --> 00:21:43,601
to some things
with my husband.
585
00:21:43,670 --> 00:21:45,503
And I feel like she can
have the opportunity
586
00:21:45,571 --> 00:21:46,937
to do that between me
and my mom.
587
00:21:47,006 --> 00:21:50,074
- Ashley, what is it that
you want to work on with mom?
588
00:21:50,143 --> 00:21:52,843
[tense music]
589
00:21:52,912 --> 00:21:55,546
- She doesn't trust me
to make the decisions
590
00:21:55,615 --> 00:21:57,381
that she raised me to make.
591
00:21:57,450 --> 00:22:00,618
And sometimes, we have conflict
because it's like, Mom,
592
00:22:00,687 --> 00:22:01,886
I got this.
593
00:22:01,954 --> 00:22:03,487
You can let go.
594
00:22:03,556 --> 00:22:05,956
If I'm going to make a mistake,
I'm going to make the mistake.
595
00:22:06,025 --> 00:22:08,125
And it's-- she can't
protect me from it all.
596
00:22:08,194 --> 00:22:11,028
♪ ♪
597
00:22:11,097 --> 00:22:14,065
- I'm trying to protect you
from all the hurt I felt.
598
00:22:14,133 --> 00:22:15,399
- From?
599
00:22:15,468 --> 00:22:16,634
- Abuse.
600
00:22:16,703 --> 00:22:19,070
♪ ♪
601
00:22:19,138 --> 00:22:20,071
Rape.
602
00:22:20,139 --> 00:22:22,907
♪ ♪
603
00:22:22,975 --> 00:22:24,041
Dope.
604
00:22:24,110 --> 00:22:28,446
♪ ♪
605
00:22:28,514 --> 00:22:30,181
Molestation.
606
00:22:32,285 --> 00:22:34,785
Lies, abandonment.
607
00:22:34,854 --> 00:22:37,054
I am the way I am because
I don't want you to ever
608
00:22:37,123 --> 00:22:39,790
have to see it,
have to deal with it
609
00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:41,759
because I already paid
the price for the family.
610
00:22:41,828 --> 00:22:43,427
- Stop. Stay there.
611
00:22:44,630 --> 00:22:45,963
What does that stuff represent?
612
00:22:46,032 --> 00:22:47,431
- I think I just--
613
00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:49,200
I carry it because
she carries it.
614
00:22:49,268 --> 00:22:50,301
- You got to release it.
615
00:22:50,370 --> 00:22:51,602
How does it show up?
616
00:22:51,671 --> 00:22:52,803
- I don't know.
617
00:22:52,872 --> 00:22:54,138
- Come on, Ashley.
You know.
618
00:22:54,207 --> 00:22:55,373
Dig deep, honey.
619
00:22:55,441 --> 00:22:57,341
You've got this. Come on.
620
00:22:57,410 --> 00:23:03,314
- I think the way I respond,
my quickness to cut you down
621
00:23:03,383 --> 00:23:05,783
instead of understand
where you're coming from,
622
00:23:05,852 --> 00:23:07,284
my defensiveness.
623
00:23:07,353 --> 00:23:10,020
- 'Cause you're trying to
protect you the way she's been
624
00:23:10,089 --> 00:23:11,422
trying to protect you.
625
00:23:11,491 --> 00:23:13,124
- Yeah.
626
00:23:13,192 --> 00:23:14,525
Yeah.
627
00:23:14,594 --> 00:23:17,027
- Mom, anything else
you're protecting her
628
00:23:17,096 --> 00:23:19,764
from that you want to let out?
629
00:23:19,832 --> 00:23:21,098
- I'm mama bear.
630
00:23:21,167 --> 00:23:22,266
I'm Mama Tea.
631
00:23:22,335 --> 00:23:24,835
I will always protect her.
632
00:23:27,673 --> 00:23:29,240
I think sometimes,
I feel like I want
633
00:23:29,308 --> 00:23:31,142
to protect her from Bar.
634
00:23:31,210 --> 00:23:34,011
[dramatic music]
635
00:23:34,080 --> 00:23:36,680
♪ ♪
636
00:23:37,950 --> 00:23:39,550
[dramatic music]
637
00:23:39,619 --> 00:23:40,985
♪ ♪
638
00:23:41,053 --> 00:23:42,353
- Anything else
you're protecting her from
639
00:23:42,422 --> 00:23:44,288
that you want to let out?
640
00:23:44,357 --> 00:23:46,757
- Sometimes I feel like I
need to protect you from Bar.
641
00:23:46,826 --> 00:23:49,293
♪ ♪
642
00:23:49,362 --> 00:23:51,295
- What did you hear her say?
What does that mean to you?
643
00:23:51,364 --> 00:23:54,598
- I think she feels like she's
the end of me and Bar's story
644
00:23:54,667 --> 00:23:57,067
because my dad
and Bar are so similar.
645
00:23:57,136 --> 00:23:58,202
- So tell me, what
does that mean?
646
00:23:58,271 --> 00:23:59,336
What's the similarities?
647
00:23:59,405 --> 00:24:00,671
What are you
protecting her from?
648
00:24:00,740 --> 00:24:02,239
♪ ♪
649
00:24:02,308 --> 00:24:04,575
- Dynamite.
650
00:24:04,644 --> 00:24:06,310
I know when her and--
651
00:24:06,379 --> 00:24:08,712
her dad and I were together,
652
00:24:08,781 --> 00:24:10,080
it was dynamite.
653
00:24:10,149 --> 00:24:11,715
And I know that her
and Bar have that.
654
00:24:11,784 --> 00:24:13,784
And if you don't know
how to will it correctly,
655
00:24:13,853 --> 00:24:15,686
it can be dangerous,
extremely dangerous.
656
00:24:15,755 --> 00:24:17,054
- Let's regroup.
657
00:24:17,123 --> 00:24:18,456
The whole reason you're
[bleep] that [bleep]
658
00:24:18,524 --> 00:24:20,324
is because you want
the clout and [bleep] from it.
659
00:24:20,393 --> 00:24:21,659
- Oh, really?
- Yes, [bleep].
660
00:24:21,727 --> 00:24:22,993
Yes. Yes.
661
00:24:23,062 --> 00:24:24,061
- Well, guess what?
662
00:24:24,130 --> 00:24:25,296
♪ I'ma keep [bleep] him ♪
663
00:24:25,364 --> 00:24:26,797
♪ I'ma keep [bleep] him ♪
664
00:24:26,866 --> 00:24:29,333
I'ma going to keep [bleep] him
because I'm not [bleep] you.
665
00:24:29,402 --> 00:24:30,968
- Go ahead.
I don't want to [bleep] you.
666
00:24:31,037 --> 00:24:32,736
- You want to talk that
[bleep]?
667
00:24:32,805 --> 00:24:34,338
Don't play with me.
668
00:24:34,407 --> 00:24:37,641
- My family is just known for
having a mouth, regardless.
669
00:24:37,710 --> 00:24:39,543
- But the lower you cut
670
00:24:39,612 --> 00:24:41,178
is the lower
you place yourself.
671
00:24:41,247 --> 00:24:43,314
We only give who we are.
672
00:24:43,382 --> 00:24:46,450
So when she goes low,
it's because she feels low.
673
00:24:46,519 --> 00:24:47,818
- Is that true, Ashley?
674
00:24:47,887 --> 00:24:48,853
- [bleep] yeah.
675
00:24:48,921 --> 00:24:50,588
[somber music]
676
00:24:50,656 --> 00:24:51,989
- The whole family is dealing
677
00:24:52,058 --> 00:24:53,491
with the same dysfunctional
patterns,
678
00:24:53,559 --> 00:24:55,693
and it's time to interrupt
and break that pattern,
679
00:24:55,761 --> 00:24:57,461
so that her daughter
doesn't have
680
00:24:57,530 --> 00:24:59,296
to deal with this stuff
and be stuck
681
00:24:59,365 --> 00:25:00,998
on some stuff that's not hers.
- Right.
682
00:25:01,067 --> 00:25:02,333
- Got it?
683
00:25:02,401 --> 00:25:04,134
- I think it's clear
that my mom's temper
684
00:25:04,203 --> 00:25:05,636
has been passed down to me.
685
00:25:05,705 --> 00:25:09,940
I think we need to
work on being more open
686
00:25:10,009 --> 00:25:12,376
to communicate how
we feel instead of jumping
687
00:25:12,445 --> 00:25:13,878
so quickly to be defensive.
688
00:25:13,946 --> 00:25:16,247
We're here to work
on our relationships
689
00:25:16,315 --> 00:25:17,548
with our mothers.
690
00:25:17,617 --> 00:25:20,885
But also, you know,
with every relationship,
691
00:25:20,953 --> 00:25:24,989
it requires you to be
vulnerable and open sometimes,
692
00:25:25,057 --> 00:25:26,423
probably when you
don't want to.
693
00:25:26,492 --> 00:25:28,225
[applause]
- Don't fall now, girl.
694
00:25:28,294 --> 00:25:29,894
- I ain't going to fall.
695
00:25:29,962 --> 00:25:31,328
- Good job, ladies.
696
00:25:32,698 --> 00:25:33,864
Thank you for opening up.
697
00:25:33,933 --> 00:25:35,499
- Thank you.
698
00:25:35,568 --> 00:25:38,402
- I can't change anything
that happened in the past.
699
00:25:38,471 --> 00:25:41,739
But I definitely hear what
Coach B and Ashley are saying.
700
00:25:41,807 --> 00:25:43,307
It's definitely a revelation.
701
00:25:43,376 --> 00:25:45,042
I mean, I'm open to growth.
702
00:25:45,111 --> 00:25:46,343
- Thank you for trusting me.
703
00:25:46,412 --> 00:25:47,945
- Of course, Coach B,
of course.
704
00:25:48,014 --> 00:25:50,047
- Good job.
705
00:25:50,116 --> 00:25:51,715
- What Coach B
says about Ashley
706
00:25:51,784 --> 00:25:53,784
and her mom is clearly true.
707
00:25:53,853 --> 00:25:55,119
The rage, and the anger,
708
00:25:55,187 --> 00:25:56,854
and its transfer from
the mom to the daughter,
709
00:25:56,923 --> 00:25:58,355
from the daughter to the mom.
710
00:25:58,424 --> 00:25:59,757
♪ ♪
711
00:25:59,825 --> 00:26:01,025
- It just felt fake.
712
00:26:01,093 --> 00:26:03,327
Like, was tears really coming
out of Tea's face
713
00:26:03,396 --> 00:26:05,596
when she talked about
her experiences?
714
00:26:06,566 --> 00:26:08,632
[indistinct chatter]
715
00:26:08,701 --> 00:26:09,833
- All right, ladies.
716
00:26:09,902 --> 00:26:11,201
OK, ladies. Come on.
717
00:26:11,270 --> 00:26:13,604
We got--
we got Bri and Roxanne.
718
00:26:13,673 --> 00:26:15,573
[tense music]
719
00:26:15,641 --> 00:26:18,576
- I'm struggling as to what
I want to say to my mom.
720
00:26:18,644 --> 00:26:20,711
Whatever comes to my mind
and to my heart
721
00:26:20,780 --> 00:26:22,179
is what I'm going to say.
722
00:26:22,248 --> 00:26:25,282
- Briana, what is it that
you want to work on with mom?
723
00:26:25,351 --> 00:26:28,385
- So I feel like
you are so strong,
724
00:26:28,454 --> 00:26:30,187
that you made me to be strong,
725
00:26:30,256 --> 00:26:33,857
that I don't know
how to show emotion
726
00:26:33,926 --> 00:26:37,094
because I feel like I can only
be strong.
727
00:26:37,163 --> 00:26:40,164
And I feel like you taught me
that, which is a good thing.
728
00:26:40,232 --> 00:26:43,434
But I want to feel my feelings,
729
00:26:43,502 --> 00:26:45,769
and I never know how.
730
00:26:45,838 --> 00:26:48,105
And I feel like that
was because of you.
731
00:26:48,174 --> 00:26:50,107
- I know you want her
to have her daddy.
732
00:26:50,176 --> 00:26:54,011
Bri, sometimes some daddies
are not willing
733
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:55,913
to want to make it work.
734
00:26:55,982 --> 00:26:57,748
You're going to
have to stay strong.
735
00:26:57,817 --> 00:26:59,817
[patting baby]
736
00:26:59,885 --> 00:27:01,485
[somber music]
737
00:27:01,554 --> 00:27:04,221
It's OK. Don't cry.
738
00:27:04,290 --> 00:27:06,757
She don't want
to see you crying.
739
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:09,693
- Where do you
put your emotions,
740
00:27:09,762 --> 00:27:11,295
and why do you suppress?
741
00:27:11,364 --> 00:27:13,697
- Like, I dropped
the ball so many times.
742
00:27:13,766 --> 00:27:15,633
- It's OK.
- You're not perfect.
743
00:27:15,701 --> 00:27:17,835
- I don't want my [bleep]
kids to see me struggling,
744
00:27:17,903 --> 00:27:19,737
so I have to suppress
all my [bleep],
745
00:27:19,805 --> 00:27:21,805
so that they don't really
see me going through it.
746
00:27:21,874 --> 00:27:23,140
- Stay there. Stay there.
747
00:27:23,209 --> 00:27:24,274
Stay.
748
00:27:24,343 --> 00:27:26,410
- Watching Bri and her mom go,
749
00:27:26,479 --> 00:27:29,780
my heart just hurts because
I can see the literal pain
750
00:27:29,849 --> 00:27:31,949
on Roxanne's face.
751
00:27:32,018 --> 00:27:33,784
- Did you hear
what she said, Briana?
752
00:27:33,853 --> 00:27:35,853
- She realized she [bleep] up.
753
00:27:35,921 --> 00:27:37,788
But I want you
to hear the number one thing
754
00:27:37,857 --> 00:27:39,189
that your mom said.
755
00:27:39,258 --> 00:27:42,159
She has mommy guilt.
- I got the worst guilt.
756
00:27:42,228 --> 00:27:44,094
- Because of her words,
she dropped the ball,
757
00:27:44,163 --> 00:27:45,796
and she [bleep] up on her kids.
758
00:27:45,865 --> 00:27:47,464
That's what--
that's what she said loudest.
759
00:27:47,533 --> 00:27:50,167
That's the stuff that's
keeping her in bondage.
760
00:27:50,236 --> 00:27:51,802
Let me ask you this.
- I love you.
761
00:27:51,871 --> 00:27:53,804
- Are you-- are you open
to working through that
762
00:27:53,873 --> 00:27:55,673
for the sake of your daughter?
763
00:27:55,741 --> 00:27:56,940
- Yes.
764
00:27:58,310 --> 00:28:00,744
- Pull your baby up.
765
00:28:00,813 --> 00:28:02,546
[applause]
There you go.
766
00:28:02,615 --> 00:28:03,847
- Good job, girl.
767
00:28:03,916 --> 00:28:05,616
- Yes.
768
00:28:05,685 --> 00:28:08,152
That was the truth, though.
769
00:28:08,220 --> 00:28:11,121
- Being vulnerable
is hard as hell.
770
00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:13,957
It was nice to see
my mom get emotional.
771
00:28:14,026 --> 00:28:16,860
It was nice to see something
different from my mom.
772
00:28:16,929 --> 00:28:18,896
- I'm so proud of you, sis.
773
00:28:18,964 --> 00:28:20,531
You did it.
- It's heavy.
774
00:28:20,599 --> 00:28:21,899
And you don't realize
how much you've
775
00:28:21,967 --> 00:28:24,501
been carrying
until you identify it
776
00:28:24,570 --> 00:28:26,537
and acknowledge it.
777
00:28:26,605 --> 00:28:28,539
I want to be strong for her,
you know?
778
00:28:28,607 --> 00:28:29,940
I want her to know
that I'm always going
779
00:28:30,009 --> 00:28:31,642
to be there and have her back.
780
00:28:31,711 --> 00:28:34,912
But I feel like if you're
not strong, what are you?
781
00:28:34,980 --> 00:28:36,914
What can you do?
It's [bleep] life.
782
00:28:36,982 --> 00:28:40,184
I got my own battles I got to
fight, my own internal issues.
783
00:28:40,252 --> 00:28:42,319
I need to work on
being vulnerable.
784
00:28:43,622 --> 00:28:45,255
- I'm down to go.
- Let's go.
785
00:28:45,324 --> 00:28:46,623
Let's rock and roll.
786
00:28:46,692 --> 00:28:47,891
- We got to cheer y'all
on because y'all been
787
00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:49,259
cheering on everybody.
788
00:28:49,328 --> 00:28:51,161
- Somebody's got to
[bleep] cheer me on.
789
00:28:51,230 --> 00:28:53,163
- I'm nervous and scared.
790
00:28:53,232 --> 00:28:55,966
Like, do I have
the strength to be
791
00:28:56,035 --> 00:28:58,068
100% open and honest
with my mom?
792
00:28:58,137 --> 00:28:59,403
- I got her.
793
00:28:59,472 --> 00:29:02,740
Even though I'm going to
bawl my eyes out, I got her.
794
00:29:02,808 --> 00:29:04,942
I'm a little worried
about what Cate's got to say
795
00:29:05,010 --> 00:29:06,944
now that we're standing
at this mud pit.
796
00:29:07,012 --> 00:29:08,245
- All right.
797
00:29:08,314 --> 00:29:10,347
Cate.
- Yeah?
798
00:29:10,416 --> 00:29:12,316
- What is it that we're
working on with mom
799
00:29:12,384 --> 00:29:13,951
that you want to address?
800
00:29:14,019 --> 00:29:16,954
[somber music]
801
00:29:17,022 --> 00:29:20,624
- I'm sick of being
the perfect child.
802
00:29:20,693 --> 00:29:24,027
♪ ♪
803
00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:25,863
I'm sick of always
being the one
804
00:29:25,931 --> 00:29:28,365
that has to have it together.
805
00:29:28,434 --> 00:29:30,701
And I'm sick of it.
806
00:29:30,770 --> 00:29:34,404
- Cate, in what ways have
you had to be perfect?
807
00:29:34,473 --> 00:29:37,274
- I'm the one that
has no problems.
808
00:29:37,343 --> 00:29:40,978
I'm the one that has, like,
a "perfect" relationship.
809
00:29:41,046 --> 00:29:43,080
I'm the one that--
810
00:29:43,149 --> 00:29:44,515
- She's the good one.
811
00:29:44,583 --> 00:29:46,183
- Don't need nothing from her.
812
00:29:46,252 --> 00:29:48,051
- I need you though.
813
00:29:48,120 --> 00:29:50,420
- Cate, who's-- who's
the mom in the relationship?
814
00:29:50,489 --> 00:29:52,890
- She is, but personally,
I feel like I am.
815
00:29:52,958 --> 00:29:55,025
- Caitlin has been
telling me what to do
816
00:29:55,094 --> 00:29:58,328
and how to act since she
was, like, [bleep] 12.
817
00:29:58,397 --> 00:29:59,963
- How has mom
been there for you
818
00:30:00,032 --> 00:30:01,532
if you're the mom
in the relationship?
819
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:03,000
How is she there emotionally?
820
00:30:03,068 --> 00:30:04,802
- We talked about this
today in the pool.
821
00:30:04,870 --> 00:30:06,503
I don't feel like my
mom has a very good way
822
00:30:06,572 --> 00:30:08,071
of expressing her emotions.
823
00:30:08,140 --> 00:30:09,606
It always comes out in anger.
824
00:30:09,675 --> 00:30:11,008
- Go away.
825
00:30:11,076 --> 00:30:12,442
- You're getting mad
at me for no reason.
826
00:30:12,511 --> 00:30:14,211
- You're irritating me.
Get out of my [...] face.
827
00:30:14,280 --> 00:30:16,213
- OK. For no reason.
828
00:30:17,583 --> 00:30:19,349
- Condescending [bleep].
829
00:30:19,418 --> 00:30:20,984
- OK, Ma.
830
00:30:21,053 --> 00:30:23,687
- Shut your mouth, Caitlin,
before I shut it for you.
831
00:30:23,756 --> 00:30:26,990
- I feel like sometimes, when
I express my true feelings
832
00:30:27,059 --> 00:30:30,127
and how I feel, she'll
throw my husband in the mix
833
00:30:30,196 --> 00:30:32,663
and be like, oh, that's what
Tyler would tell you to do.
834
00:30:32,731 --> 00:30:35,165
- So then she gaslights you
to make you think
835
00:30:35,234 --> 00:30:37,534
that your opinions
are coming from somebody else?
836
00:30:37,603 --> 00:30:38,869
- Yes.
837
00:30:38,938 --> 00:30:40,871
And so for me, it comes
from a point of, like,
838
00:30:40,940 --> 00:30:43,740
just realize that you raised
a strong [bleep] woman.
839
00:30:43,809 --> 00:30:45,175
- OK. That's right.
840
00:30:45,244 --> 00:30:46,710
- [bleep], you don't
think I know that?
841
00:30:46,779 --> 00:30:48,312
- But that's where
it comes from for me
842
00:30:48,380 --> 00:30:50,514
where it's like, you raised
a strong enough [bleep] woman
843
00:30:50,583 --> 00:30:52,049
to stand up for what
the [bleep] she believes in.
844
00:30:52,117 --> 00:30:53,684
- I don't worry about
you because you're
845
00:30:53,752 --> 00:30:56,320
so [bleep] strong, I don't
have to worry about you.
846
00:30:56,388 --> 00:30:57,721
You always have been.
847
00:30:57,790 --> 00:30:59,323
You've been the
best [bleep] kid
848
00:30:59,391 --> 00:31:00,557
in the whole [bleep] world.
- Stop.
849
00:31:00,626 --> 00:31:01,658
Stop.
Stay right there.
850
00:31:01,727 --> 00:31:02,893
Stay right there.
851
00:31:02,962 --> 00:31:04,094
- I've never had
to worry about you.
852
00:31:04,163 --> 00:31:05,963
- April was so aggressive.
853
00:31:06,031 --> 00:31:07,497
It was such a weird situation.
854
00:31:07,566 --> 00:31:09,199
Like, that was too
aggressive for me.
855
00:31:09,268 --> 00:31:11,235
- Ma.
- And you wanted [bleep] rules,
856
00:31:11,303 --> 00:31:13,136
but I never gave them to you.
- Cate, stay there.
857
00:31:13,205 --> 00:31:14,504
Stay there.
858
00:31:14,573 --> 00:31:16,039
- No, I'm not stopping
because it's the truth.
859
00:31:16,108 --> 00:31:17,608
- Mom.
- Watching Cate and April,
860
00:31:17,676 --> 00:31:21,311
it made me honestly really
feel sad.
861
00:31:21,380 --> 00:31:23,914
And Cate wasn't really
beating her up at all.
862
00:31:23,983 --> 00:31:26,250
I think it was April
beating herself up.
863
00:31:26,318 --> 00:31:27,985
- You have to stop
making this about you
864
00:31:28,053 --> 00:31:29,186
and let her have her moment.
865
00:31:29,255 --> 00:31:30,621
- I'm not trying
to make it about me.
866
00:31:30,689 --> 00:31:32,089
- But this is
what you're doing.
867
00:31:32,157 --> 00:31:33,857
And you just gave up on her.
868
00:31:33,926 --> 00:31:36,126
♪ ♪
869
00:31:38,130 --> 00:31:40,764
[dramatic music]
870
00:31:40,833 --> 00:31:42,332
♪ ♪
871
00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:43,967
- You have to stop
making this about you
872
00:31:44,036 --> 00:31:45,068
and let her have her moment.
873
00:31:45,137 --> 00:31:46,270
- I'm not trying
to make it about me.
874
00:31:46,338 --> 00:31:47,971
- But this is
what you're doing.
875
00:31:48,040 --> 00:31:49,840
- Her letting go
of the rope really was
876
00:31:49,909 --> 00:31:52,142
like a true
visual representation
877
00:31:52,211 --> 00:31:56,013
of how we communicate and kind
of how our relationship is.
878
00:31:56,081 --> 00:31:58,415
- Cate, how did it feel
when she dropped the rope?
879
00:31:58,484 --> 00:32:00,617
- That she was, like,
mad and upset at me.
880
00:32:00,686 --> 00:32:02,152
- Because that's my reaction.
881
00:32:02,221 --> 00:32:04,788
If it's not the way
it goes for her--
882
00:32:04,857 --> 00:32:06,390
- Yeah?
883
00:32:08,594 --> 00:32:10,494
- Oh.
884
00:32:10,562 --> 00:32:11,862
- I know.
885
00:32:11,931 --> 00:32:13,630
- That's not nice.
886
00:32:13,699 --> 00:32:16,967
- Coach B is irritating me
very much right now.
887
00:32:17,036 --> 00:32:19,469
But I know that I have
to get through this.
888
00:32:19,538 --> 00:32:22,906
And hopefully, it will
help me and Caitlyn
889
00:32:22,975 --> 00:32:24,441
in some sort of way.
890
00:32:24,510 --> 00:32:26,076
- This is what I
want you to do, OK?
891
00:32:26,145 --> 00:32:29,680
Gently pull her in at a
pace that will work for her.
892
00:32:30,849 --> 00:32:32,516
Can you do that?
- Yeah.
893
00:32:32,584 --> 00:32:34,685
- Cate, you just let
her gently pull you in.
894
00:32:34,753 --> 00:32:36,186
- Let her be your mom.
895
00:32:37,389 --> 00:32:39,423
- Come on, baby. Come on.
896
00:32:39,491 --> 00:32:40,991
I got you.
897
00:32:41,060 --> 00:32:42,759
I got you.
898
00:32:42,828 --> 00:32:44,561
[inaudible]
899
00:32:44,630 --> 00:32:46,330
- Telling my mom,
like, you know,
900
00:32:46,398 --> 00:32:48,198
I'm sick and tired of feeling
like the perfect child,
901
00:32:48,267 --> 00:32:49,666
I'm sick and tired of
feeling like I always have
902
00:32:49,735 --> 00:32:51,435
to do all the right things--
903
00:32:51,503 --> 00:32:53,036
I've never told my
mom these things,
904
00:32:53,105 --> 00:32:55,205
so to be able to get
them off my chest
905
00:32:55,274 --> 00:32:57,074
was like, I feel lighter.
906
00:32:57,142 --> 00:32:58,842
- Your job is to give love.
907
00:32:58,911 --> 00:33:02,312
- Caitlin telling me that
she's tired of feeling
908
00:33:02,381 --> 00:33:06,016
like she has to be the perfect
child kind of devastated me,
909
00:33:06,085 --> 00:33:09,586
kind of, a little bit because
I guess, I never realized
910
00:33:09,655 --> 00:33:11,154
I treated her that way.
911
00:33:11,223 --> 00:33:12,723
I don't want to let go now.
912
00:33:12,791 --> 00:33:14,791
- No, it's OK.
913
00:33:14,860 --> 00:33:17,761
This is tough, but I'm
super proud of myself
914
00:33:17,830 --> 00:33:20,731
that I was able to express
some of these things.
915
00:33:20,799 --> 00:33:22,332
And it's just showing,
like, we have
916
00:33:22,401 --> 00:33:25,702
a long, long journey to get
917
00:33:25,771 --> 00:33:28,505
to where we need to be
and should be.
918
00:33:28,574 --> 00:33:31,041
- Last, but certainly,
not least...
919
00:33:31,110 --> 00:33:32,042
[applause]
- Yes.
920
00:33:32,111 --> 00:33:33,610
- Ready?
- Let's go.
921
00:33:33,679 --> 00:33:35,112
- Come on, Mama.
922
00:33:35,180 --> 00:33:37,681
I'm a little nervous because
I know what I'm about to say,
923
00:33:37,750 --> 00:33:40,751
but I don't really know
how she's going to take it.
924
00:33:40,819 --> 00:33:43,887
- So Kayla, what is it
that you want to work on
925
00:33:43,956 --> 00:33:46,590
or address with Mom?
926
00:33:46,658 --> 00:33:50,060
- I want my mom to, like,
respect me as a mom.
927
00:33:52,097 --> 00:33:54,698
- Mom, what did
you hear her say?
928
00:33:54,767 --> 00:33:59,770
- That she wants
me to let her learn
929
00:33:59,838 --> 00:34:04,608
how to handle everything on
her own and not fix it for her.
930
00:34:04,676 --> 00:34:05,976
- But I don't--
931
00:34:06,045 --> 00:34:07,377
I don't feel like
you do fix it for me.
932
00:34:07,446 --> 00:34:09,179
I feel you just criticize.
933
00:34:10,315 --> 00:34:12,115
- How much of yourself
do you feel is
934
00:34:12,184 --> 00:34:13,884
not good enough as a mother?
935
00:34:13,952 --> 00:34:15,786
[soft dramatic music]
936
00:34:15,854 --> 00:34:17,354
- I failed you.
937
00:34:17,423 --> 00:34:20,090
I--I didn't make it work
with your dad.
938
00:34:20,159 --> 00:34:22,392
I didn't make it work
with my second husband.
939
00:34:22,461 --> 00:34:24,294
I see her doing
the same things that I did,
940
00:34:24,363 --> 00:34:25,896
and I want her to stop.
941
00:34:25,964 --> 00:34:27,931
I don't want to see
her being cheated on.
942
00:34:29,301 --> 00:34:32,369
I want to work on
empowering you.
943
00:34:32,438 --> 00:34:33,970
You are a great mom.
944
00:34:34,039 --> 00:34:35,272
You are--
- Stop.
945
00:34:35,340 --> 00:34:36,740
What does she do
as a great mom
946
00:34:36,809 --> 00:34:38,241
that makes her a good mom?
947
00:34:38,310 --> 00:34:44,281
- You are a single mom living
with their dad in my house.
948
00:34:45,050 --> 00:34:46,817
- You were trying to
give me a compliment.
949
00:34:46,885 --> 00:34:48,418
But to me, that was like--
950
00:34:48,487 --> 00:34:50,454
that was an attack because
that's like, I'm not--
951
00:34:50,522 --> 00:34:51,922
I'm not doing well
enough even if you
952
00:34:51,990 --> 00:34:53,490
meant it as a compliment.
953
00:34:53,559 --> 00:34:56,626
- And that's exactly what she's
talking about she experiences.
954
00:34:56,695 --> 00:34:58,095
I'm going to empower you.
955
00:34:58,163 --> 00:35:00,263
And then I'm going
to disempower you
956
00:35:00,332 --> 00:35:01,932
by showing you
what I'm doing for you.
957
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:04,968
So it negates the whole
purpose of empowerment.
958
00:35:05,037 --> 00:35:07,304
But let me say this
to you because obviously,
959
00:35:07,372 --> 00:35:09,539
right now, mom doesn't have
the tools to do that yet.
960
00:35:09,608 --> 00:35:11,041
And that's OK.
We're going to work on that.
961
00:35:11,110 --> 00:35:12,876
Her pain is talking to you--
962
00:35:12,945 --> 00:35:13,910
- Yeah.
963
00:35:13,979 --> 00:35:15,479
- Not her heart.
964
00:35:15,547 --> 00:35:18,815
- I'm too negative, and I never
tell her she's good enough.
965
00:35:18,884 --> 00:35:20,517
And I always feel like I do.
966
00:35:20,586 --> 00:35:22,619
Or I don't know how.
967
00:35:22,688 --> 00:35:24,521
You are such a good mom.
968
00:35:24,590 --> 00:35:27,624
And it's not about--
- Ahh.
969
00:35:27,693 --> 00:35:29,192
That's-- you're a great mom.
970
00:35:29,261 --> 00:35:30,527
- OK.
971
00:35:30,596 --> 00:35:32,529
- And what else
is amazing about her?
972
00:35:32,598 --> 00:35:33,730
- She's a great daughter.
973
00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:35,665
She's a great friend
to her friends.
974
00:35:35,734 --> 00:35:38,201
[uplifting music]
975
00:35:38,270 --> 00:35:39,803
[applause]
976
00:35:42,908 --> 00:35:44,508
- It feels good to
get it off my chest
977
00:35:44,576 --> 00:35:46,676
because it's something I've
been feeling for a long time.
978
00:35:46,745 --> 00:35:49,379
I hope my mom took in what
Coach B is saying to her
979
00:35:49,448 --> 00:35:50,881
and learns how to communicate.
980
00:35:50,949 --> 00:35:53,650
And then on my part, I want to
work on having more positive
981
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:55,285
outlook on finding a solution.
982
00:35:55,354 --> 00:35:57,053
I know you didn't
mean it like that.
983
00:35:57,122 --> 00:36:00,190
- As far as giving Kayla
encouragement down the road,
984
00:36:00,259 --> 00:36:04,494
say the positive and not
have a but after that.
985
00:36:04,563 --> 00:36:06,763
I'm hopeful to be
able to use that.
986
00:36:06,832 --> 00:36:09,666
It's going to be a
learning, but I'm ready.
987
00:36:09,735 --> 00:36:11,902
- I'm so proud of
the vulnerability
988
00:36:11,970 --> 00:36:14,204
from the moms
and the glam-moms.
989
00:36:14,273 --> 00:36:17,240
- I'm hoping I can, like, take
the moms and the grandmas,
990
00:36:17,309 --> 00:36:20,443
like, what they're talking
about or working through
991
00:36:20,512 --> 00:36:23,713
and either relate
to it with my mom
992
00:36:23,782 --> 00:36:26,449
or learn some
things that I might
993
00:36:26,518 --> 00:36:28,418
be doing as it
pertains to, like,
994
00:36:28,487 --> 00:36:31,288
my parenting with my children.
995
00:36:31,356 --> 00:36:33,123
- Kudos to y'all.
I'm so proud.
996
00:36:33,192 --> 00:36:34,558
My heart smiling,
like, this big.
997
00:36:34,626 --> 00:36:36,459
[laughter]
998
00:36:36,528 --> 00:36:38,495
- This mud bath
is definitely not
999
00:36:38,564 --> 00:36:40,430
the same mud bath that I had
at a spa.
1000
00:36:40,499 --> 00:36:42,899
I am 100% ready
to take a shower.
1001
00:36:42,968 --> 00:36:44,301
- Now we're all traumatized.
1002
00:36:44,369 --> 00:36:46,136
- You can tell just
from the whole group
1003
00:36:46,205 --> 00:36:48,805
that a lot of people
feel a lot lighter.
1004
00:36:48,874 --> 00:36:51,608
It feels amazing just
to get it all out.
1005
00:36:51,677 --> 00:36:53,476
- Everybody, get in!
1006
00:36:53,545 --> 00:36:56,379
[upbeat music]
1007
00:36:56,448 --> 00:36:59,482
[cheering]
1008
00:36:59,551 --> 00:37:00,917
- ♪ Shake it up ♪
1009
00:37:00,986 --> 00:37:03,053
♪ You've got to get loose ♪
1010
00:37:03,121 --> 00:37:04,821
♪ Get loose, get loose ♪
1011
00:37:04,890 --> 00:37:06,957
♪ ♪
1012
00:37:07,025 --> 00:37:08,425
- Oh, my God.
1013
00:37:08,493 --> 00:37:10,560
[indistinct shouting]
1014
00:37:12,531 --> 00:37:15,065
- ♪ Wait and see for yourself ♪
1015
00:37:15,133 --> 00:37:16,766
♪ What I've been through ♪
1016
00:37:16,835 --> 00:37:18,735
- There's so much mud right
in this ear, I couldn't hear.
1017
00:37:18,804 --> 00:37:20,103
I'm like, hello? What?
1018
00:37:20,172 --> 00:37:22,572
What'd you say?
1019
00:37:22,641 --> 00:37:24,708
- Truth be told, like,
literally, watching everyone
1020
00:37:24,776 --> 00:37:27,110
without my mom, I'm like,
damn, I got a lot of [bleep]
1021
00:37:27,179 --> 00:37:29,045
I got to talk to my mom about.
1022
00:37:30,482 --> 00:37:31,615
- Babe, listen.
1023
00:37:31,683 --> 00:37:33,984
Listen. Listen. Listen. Listen.
1024
00:37:34,052 --> 00:37:35,452
Baby, not right now, OK?
1025
00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:36,519
I know.
1026
00:37:36,588 --> 00:37:38,788
I'm eating as much as I can.
1027
00:37:38,857 --> 00:37:39,789
Bar's in jail.
1028
00:37:39,858 --> 00:37:41,591
And I do wish he was here.
1029
00:37:41,660 --> 00:37:43,960
I don't think there's
going to be a day
1030
00:37:44,029 --> 00:37:46,196
that I don't wish he's here.
1031
00:37:46,265 --> 00:37:49,065
I am so [bleep] exhausted.
1032
00:37:49,835 --> 00:37:51,968
- I guess, the question
is, am I really ready
1033
00:37:52,037 --> 00:37:53,403
to open up and talk to her?
1034
00:37:53,472 --> 00:37:55,772
- Are you ready
to deal with the trauma?
1035
00:37:55,841 --> 00:37:57,140
- No.
1036
00:37:57,209 --> 00:37:58,575
- I'll have your back
because I know that feeling.
1037
00:37:58,644 --> 00:38:00,543
I've been there
because we know how.
1038
00:38:00,612 --> 00:38:01,778
- So what do you
think about the work
1039
00:38:01,847 --> 00:38:02,946
that Coach B--
1040
00:38:03,015 --> 00:38:04,848
- I think that [bleep]
is smart.
1041
00:38:04,916 --> 00:38:06,283
- She better get
out of my business.
1042
00:38:06,351 --> 00:38:07,951
[laughter]
1043
00:38:08,020 --> 00:38:10,620
I work really hard to have a
good relationship with Ashley.
1044
00:38:10,689 --> 00:38:13,323
I would like to work on
when she gets stressed,
1045
00:38:13,392 --> 00:38:15,759
her not completely
shutting down.
1046
00:38:15,827 --> 00:38:18,094
I didn't even
realize that Ashley
1047
00:38:18,163 --> 00:38:20,397
is carrying so much of me.
1048
00:38:20,465 --> 00:38:21,798
- You learned a lot,
didn't you?
1049
00:38:21,867 --> 00:38:26,269
- Bar being in jail couldn't
be at the worst timing,
1050
00:38:26,338 --> 00:38:30,206
especially with us coming here
and feeling so vulnerable.
1051
00:38:30,275 --> 00:38:32,442
It's a trigger, definitely.
1052
00:38:32,511 --> 00:38:34,844
But I did notice, you know,
as she's getting older,
1053
00:38:34,913 --> 00:38:36,680
I look at her, and I see me.
1054
00:38:36,748 --> 00:38:39,115
And I'd be like, I don't like
that because I see myself.
1055
00:38:39,184 --> 00:38:40,984
♪ ♪
1056
00:38:41,053 --> 00:38:44,254
[upbeat music]
- Thank you for cooking.
1057
00:38:44,323 --> 00:38:45,455
- Yum.
1058
00:38:45,524 --> 00:38:48,825
♪ ♪
1059
00:38:48,894 --> 00:38:50,427
- I think it was
a good exercise.
1060
00:38:50,495 --> 00:38:51,795
- No, it was.
It was.
1061
00:38:51,863 --> 00:38:52,829
- That was intense.
1062
00:38:52,898 --> 00:38:54,130
- Yeah, it was intense.
1063
00:38:54,199 --> 00:38:55,832
- But I learned a lot,
like, about everybody
1064
00:38:55,901 --> 00:38:58,168
and the different,
like, dynamics
1065
00:38:58,236 --> 00:39:00,337
between mother and daughter.
1066
00:39:00,405 --> 00:39:02,005
And it's, like, out
of everyone's stories,
1067
00:39:02,074 --> 00:39:04,541
I can relate to something
and find something, like,
1068
00:39:04,609 --> 00:39:06,876
within our own
relationship or my own self
1069
00:39:06,945 --> 00:39:08,378
that I could work on.
1070
00:39:08,447 --> 00:39:09,979
- We think we're different,
but we're really not.
1071
00:39:10,048 --> 00:39:11,514
- No, we're not.
- We're all alike.
1072
00:39:11,583 --> 00:39:13,483
I think there's a lot
of trauma at the table,
1073
00:39:13,552 --> 00:39:16,453
but I also think it's
a lot of love here too.
1074
00:39:16,521 --> 00:39:18,321
- Well, I feel like-- like
we're the only ones that can
1075
00:39:18,390 --> 00:39:20,357
truly understand each other,
so we should not be going
1076
00:39:20,425 --> 00:39:21,791
behind each other's backs.
1077
00:39:21,860 --> 00:39:23,393
We should not be talking
[bleep] about each other.
1078
00:39:23,462 --> 00:39:24,661
- Thank you.
- Yes.
1079
00:39:24,730 --> 00:39:26,663
- And to get it from a
mom in the group is bad.
1080
00:39:26,732 --> 00:39:27,831
[tense music]
1081
00:39:27,899 --> 00:39:30,333
I think moms should
not be harassing
1082
00:39:30,402 --> 00:39:31,568
or talking [bleep] about
1083
00:39:31,636 --> 00:39:34,471
someone else's daughter
on the show.
1084
00:39:35,307 --> 00:39:37,107
- Let's talk about it.
- Right about now.
1085
00:39:37,175 --> 00:39:38,742
- What's the problem, Roxanne?
1086
00:39:38,810 --> 00:39:41,211
- The problem is that
your daughter
1087
00:39:41,279 --> 00:39:43,546
inserted herself
in a situation that
1088
00:39:43,615 --> 00:39:45,348
she had no business
inserting herself.
1089
00:39:45,417 --> 00:39:47,317
- No.
Tone it down.
1090
00:39:47,386 --> 00:39:49,986
- So I know there
has been some drama
1091
00:39:50,055 --> 00:39:52,589
and bad tension between
Tea and Ashley
1092
00:39:52,657 --> 00:39:54,324
and Roxanne and Bri.
1093
00:39:54,393 --> 00:39:56,092
But, like, leaving the meeting
with Coach B
1094
00:39:56,161 --> 00:39:57,427
at the mud pit activity,
1095
00:39:57,496 --> 00:39:59,529
I definitely think
there would be able to be
1096
00:39:59,598 --> 00:40:01,064
adult conversations.
1097
00:40:01,133 --> 00:40:02,866
- It's OK.
Let them talk about it.
1098
00:40:02,934 --> 00:40:06,102
- Inserted herself on a lie
1099
00:40:06,171 --> 00:40:08,271
when she had no business
to do what she did.
1100
00:40:08,340 --> 00:40:10,907
Briana was having a falling
out with Kail.
1101
00:40:10,976 --> 00:40:14,244
Ashley went on live
and started talking [bleep].
1102
00:40:14,312 --> 00:40:16,946
And then her mom just
ran her mouth
1103
00:40:17,015 --> 00:40:18,782
on social media
about my daughter.
1104
00:40:18,850 --> 00:40:21,684
And I'm [bleep] done with
the bullying of my daughter.
1105
00:40:21,753 --> 00:40:23,586
She was so [bleep]
disrespectful.
1106
00:40:23,655 --> 00:40:25,188
Shame on her.
1107
00:40:26,057 --> 00:40:27,791
My daughter would never
talk to any mother
1108
00:40:27,859 --> 00:40:30,627
in this [bleep] table the way
your daughter speaks to me.
1109
00:40:30,695 --> 00:40:32,896
♪ ♪
1110
00:40:32,964 --> 00:40:34,864
And I don't care
what trauma she has.
1111
00:40:34,933 --> 00:40:36,766
There's no excuse for it.
1112
00:40:37,669 --> 00:40:39,903
And then you want to go on
live and talk and discuss
1113
00:40:39,971 --> 00:40:41,104
my daughter [bleep] like,
1114
00:40:41,173 --> 00:40:42,639
who she's dating,
who she's [bleep].
1115
00:40:42,707 --> 00:40:44,908
It's none of your business,
none of your [bleep] business.
1116
00:40:44,976 --> 00:40:47,410
♪ ♪
1117
00:40:47,479 --> 00:40:49,078
- Well, Roxanne--
- I don't want to hear it.
1118
00:40:49,147 --> 00:40:51,314
You have nothing to say to me.
1119
00:40:51,383 --> 00:40:55,919
- I just know a war
is about to go down.
1120
00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:58,087
- I don't give a [bleep],
[bleep].
1121
00:40:58,156 --> 00:41:00,089
[indistinct shouting]
I don't give a [bleep].
1122
00:41:00,158 --> 00:41:02,091
I don't give a [bleep].
1123
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:03,593
I don't give a [bleep].
1124
00:41:03,662 --> 00:41:05,261
I don't give a [bleep].
1125
00:41:05,330 --> 00:41:06,329
- You're [bleep] crazy.
1126
00:41:06,398 --> 00:41:07,630
- I don't give a [bleep].
1127
00:41:07,699 --> 00:41:09,766
I don't give a [bleep].
Let's get it straight.
1128
00:41:09,835 --> 00:41:13,236
Your old [bleep] don't
have nothing to say, [bleep].