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{\an7}- ♪ MTV ♪
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Previously on
"Teen Mom: Family Reunion"...
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{\an7}- I am not enough!
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{\an7}all: Aw.
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{\an7}\h- I feel like I don’t really
know who I am if I’m not a mom.
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{\an7}- Who all can relate
to being a good mom?
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Amber, come on.
- You better stand up.
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{\an7}- Come on.
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{\an7}- I want to be an open person.
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{\an7}And it would be easier
\hif you lived closer.
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{\an7}If you’re there, you’re there.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hIn or you’re out.
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{\an7}- Get ready for the mother
\h\h\h\h\hof all reunions.
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{\an7}[all screaming]
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{\an7}- We’re reuniting in warm
\h\h\hand sunny San Diego.
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{\an7}- Let’s toss some [bleep]
\h\h\h\h\hfor fun, bitch!
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{\an7}- We’re gonna deal
\hwith our drama.
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{\an7}- It doesn’t feel like
\h\h\h\hwhat I thought
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{\an7}a marriage would feel like.
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{\an7}- We’re gonna heal
\h\hfrom our past.
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{\an7}- I’m gonna cry.
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{\an7}- And we’re gonna
\h\hcome together
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{\an7}like only this family can.
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{\an7}\h- ♪ I know some people
they would die for me ♪
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{\an7}\h♪ We run together,
they’re my family ♪
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{\an7}♪ I say forever, my family ♪
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{\an7}[upbeat music]
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- You know
my current situation.
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{\an7}It never--what it is?
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{\an7}- Is there a perfect timing
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat exists?
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{\an7}I just think that timing
\h\h\his a blessing, so.
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{\an7}- Maybe, it depends.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- Before I asked you to be
\h\h\hmy girlfriend, like,
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{\an7}like there was things I was
\h\h\h\h\hlike, "Yo, like,
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{\an7}I know if I make this happen,
\hlike, I’m gonna be all in."
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{\an7}- West V.
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{\an7}- I want a healthy,
good relationship.
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{\an7}And I want my kids
\hto witness that.
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{\an7}Jaylan says he’s going
to move closer to me.
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{\an7}And I think that I’m ready
\h\h\hto let my guard down.
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{\an7}You are just fun and caring.
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{\an7}And I know that might sound
silly, but you like my dog.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Your family.
- You love my family.
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{\an7}- Yeah.
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{\an7}I feel very confident
\h\h\h\h\h\hwith Leah.
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{\an7}\hEvery day, we’re really
knocking down more walls,
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{\an7}so I feel good.
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{\an7}I’m just gonna stick with it
\h\h\h\h\h\hand let her know
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hthat I’m here
for hopefully forever.
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{\an7}So this is--
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{\an7}- I’m not gonna be guarded.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd if I am,
I want to be checked.
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{\an7}Like I wanna work on it.
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{\an7}- I’ll let you know
\h\h\hof that more.
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{\an7}- You’ll let me know.
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{\an7}- I’ll let you know.
\h\h\h\h\h\h- Cheers.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Cheers.
- Cheers to that.
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{\an7}- Cheers to that.
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{\an7}- God. Pray for me.
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{\an7}Deep breaths.
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{\an7}- ♪ Got only one chance ♪
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{\an7}♪ Got only one shot ♪
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{\an7}♪ Better live it up ♪
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{\an7}- I hate premix patties.
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{\an7}- Them ones are ready to flip.
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{\an7}So why don’t you just let ’em
\h\h\hcook a little bit more?
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- What do I want?
I’m taking a burger I think.
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{\an7}- ♪ Best life (my best life) ♪
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{\an7}♪ I’m living my best life ♪
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}♪ Best life ♪
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{\an7}[laughter]
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{\an7}- Oh, hell no.
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{\an7}- We’re going to have
\h\ha slumber party.
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{\an7}- Yes! Mwah.
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{\an7}\h\h- This reunion is coming
to an end and I just want us
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{\an7}to come out of our shell
a bit more and let loose.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hSo I thought
it’d be really funny
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{\an7}\h\hif all the moms just had,
like, one big slumber party.
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{\an7}I come bearing some [bleep]
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hamazing gifts
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{\an7}and we’re gonna have
\h\ha damn good time.
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{\an7}- We’re all used to being moms
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hall the time.
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{\an7}We never just goof off.
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{\an7}So I think this is gonna be
\h\h\h\ha fun little night.
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{\an7}- We could definitely have
\h\h\h\h\h\hour kids’ side
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{\an7}come out tonight, I think.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Okay.
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{\an7}- So we need to go wake up...
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{\an7}- Bri.
- Bri.
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{\an7}- Right there. Four times.
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{\an7}- She’s not vibing
with us right now.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Yeah.
- Hey, Bri...
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{\an7}- She’s been asleep
\hfor a little bit.
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{\an7}- It’s not production.
\h\h\h\h\hIt’s just us.
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{\an7}\h\h- What if she’s
literally knocked,
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{\an7}just spread the [bleep]
\h\hout across her bed?
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{\an7}\h\h- Are you spread out
across your [bleep] bed?
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{\an7}[laughter]
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{\an7}- We’re trying to have
\h\h\ha slumber party.
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{\an7}- You’ll look really cute
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\has Wendy.
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{\an7}\h- The lights were off.
She was clearly sleeping.
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{\an7}She could’ve been [bleep]
\h\h\h\h\h\hmasturbating.
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{\an7}\h\hI don’t wanna walk
in there and interrupt.
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{\an7}\h- All right.
- Oh, [bleep].
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{\an7}- Well, damn.
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{\an7}[all yell]
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{\an7}- What are you doing
in front of my door?
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{\an7}And I heard like a commotion
\h\h\h\h\h\hgoing on outside.
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{\an7}I’m like, "What is going on?"
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{\an7}- You’re coming with us
\h\hto a slumber party.
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{\an7}- I’m glad they woke me up.
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{\an7}\h\h\hThis was like
my first sleepover.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}[indistinct chatter]
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{\an7}\h- Oh, this is cute!
- No, do not, do not.
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{\an7}- Wait, what if I want it?
\h\h\h\h\h\h- There it is.
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{\an7}- We’re in there for like
\h\h\hT minus 30 seconds.
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{\an7}[all yelling]
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{\an7}I got silly string in my hair.
\h\h\h\hI got it in my mouth.
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{\an7}\h\hI got it on my eyes.
Like we’re covered in it.
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{\an7}- [bleep]! [bleep]!
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{\an7}[laughter, yelling]
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{\an7}- It feels so good to not have
\h\h\h\h\h\ha kid and kind of,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlike,
be a big kid for a little bit.
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{\an7}- There it is. Hey!
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{\an7}[laughter]
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{\an7}- We very well might have
just lost our damn minds.
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{\an7}- Oh, get it, get it, get it.
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{\an7}- I see that ass.
\hI see that ass.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- Being teen moms, you know,
\h\h\h\h\hwe didn’t get to do
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{\an7}all the things teenagers
\hget to do or goof off
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{\an7}\h\h\hor have a lot
of slumber parties.
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{\an7}- [screaming]
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{\an7}- What is the matter?
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{\an7}\h\h\h- I feel this is just
another one of those things.
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{\an7}Like we kind of get to live
\h\h\h\hsome of the things
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwe missed out on,
and I don’t care how old I am.
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{\an7}I love a good slumber party.
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{\an7}\h\h- So we have an exercise
that we thought about doing.
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{\an7}The first day we got here,
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{\an7}Maci and I were trying
\hto figure out, like,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwhat are things
that we could do with everyone?
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{\an7}And we came up with a burn box.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- A burn box.
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{\an7}- Sorry, what, what?
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{\an7}- What we’re gonna do
is you’re gonna write
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{\an7}\h\h\hon a notecard something
that you want to leave here.
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{\an7}Like, let go here. So--
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{\an7}- Like rid yourself of.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Right.
And we’re gonna burn it.
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{\an7}\h- Just one thing,
like one sentence?
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{\an7}\h- Or if there’s
multiple things.
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{\an7}- Or if there’s multiple, girl,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwrite, totally.
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{\an7}- Whatever it is. Yeah.
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{\an7}- Maybe something that, like,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou didn’t know
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{\an7}that you were working with
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hor had,
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{\an7}\h\hlike, a problem with
and you wanna let it go.
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{\an7}- We have all done
a lot of work here
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{\an7}and I want the moms
\hto think about it.
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{\an7}And then before we leave
\h\h\h\h\h\hthe resort,
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{\an7}\h\hshare with each other
what we are leaving here.
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{\an7}- There you go.
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{\an7}- There we go.
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{\an7}- It’s still scary as [bleep].
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Whoo-hoo!
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{\an7}- Thank you.
- She did it.
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{\an7}- I feel like a pageant queen.
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{\an7}- Aw.
- Aw.
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{\an7}- I feel like a Pop-Tart.
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{\an7}[laughter]
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{\an7}- I feel like I’ve gotten
closer to everybody here.
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{\an7}I mean, it’s hard not to feel
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat way
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{\an7}when everybody has opened up
\h\hand shared their stories.
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{\an7}And I definitely feel like
\h\hI’ve proved to myself
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{\an7}that I can be the person
\h\h\hthat I want to be.
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{\an7}[laughter]
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Going from bitches
throwing punches at each other
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{\an7}on the first night to friends
\h\h\h\h\hand family throwing
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{\an7}[bleep] pillows at each other,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlike really hard.
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{\an7}This place gave me
\ha lot of energy
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{\an7}and I get a lot of support
\h\hfrom the other women.
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{\an7}So it really makes me feel
\hlike I could get support
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hfrom more people
if they actually knew me.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- All right.
Get in the picture, guys.
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{\an7}- Goodnight, everybody.
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{\an7}- Goodnight.
- Goodnight.
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{\an7}- I love you bitches.
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- ♪ You living lavish,
always looking maverish ♪
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♪ Always the original ♪
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♪ And all they do
was catfish ♪
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[upbeat music]
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- Okay.
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- Damn.
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- You're just a sore--you're
just sore loser.
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- Oh!
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- One.
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- Shut the [bleep] up.
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- I'm done playing.
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[phone rings]
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- Are the kids still up?
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- Benny and Maverick
just went in the room,
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but yeah, they're still up.
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- Hey, Jade.
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This journey
has been phenomenal.
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Like I understand myself more.
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I'm trying to really feel
emotions and be vulnerable.
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And it's working.
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I'll be home soon.
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I want to talk to Coach B
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about tools that she can
give me to take home
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because I don't wanna go home
thinking like,
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"Oh, I can just go back
to what I was used to doing."
211
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That's not gonna work.
212
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- Could you take care of me
by yourself?
213
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- Oh-oh.
- No.
214
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- How do you even have time
215
00:08:54,659 --> 00:08:56,394
to do, like,
homework and everything?
216
00:08:56,461 --> 00:09:02,333
- I go home--just like go home,
and Bentley is a wild animal.
217
00:09:02,400 --> 00:09:04,068
- Don't talk like that.
218
00:09:04,135 --> 00:09:05,870
Stop calling each other names
or y'all can't play together.
219
00:09:05,937 --> 00:09:08,373
Do you hear me?
What are you doing?
220
00:09:08,440 --> 00:09:09,507
- Backflips.
221
00:09:09,574 --> 00:09:11,676
- Backflips?
Is that very smart?
222
00:09:11,676 --> 00:09:13,978
Mondays, Maverick has games.
223
00:09:14,045 --> 00:09:16,414
Bentley has golf and Jade
will have practice.
224
00:09:16,481 --> 00:09:17,682
- We're gonna get started.
225
00:09:17,749 --> 00:09:19,717
- There's only two of us
and we have three--
226
00:09:19,784 --> 00:09:21,286
- Three kids on three
different teams.
227
00:09:21,352 --> 00:09:24,956
- I feel like the little bit
of time that I do get,
228
00:09:25,023 --> 00:09:28,693
it's always
just full-blown parenting.
229
00:09:28,693 --> 00:09:30,361
You have tests
to study for, bro.
230
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- He's trying to have a little
fun night out with Mom.
231
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You're giving him a hard time.
You back off.
232
00:09:34,132 --> 00:09:35,700
- I'm not giving him
a hard time.
233
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I just don't like surprises.
234
00:09:37,402 --> 00:09:40,505
I'm trying to tell you that you
did something that bothered me
235
00:09:40,572 --> 00:09:42,841
and you're not hearing it.
236
00:09:42,907 --> 00:09:44,943
- I was helping you out
on a day you didn't feel good.
237
00:09:45,009 --> 00:09:47,412
- Next time,
run it by me first.
238
00:09:47,479 --> 00:09:48,780
Where are you going?
239
00:09:48,847 --> 00:09:50,515
- I need to get Bentley.
240
00:09:51,549 --> 00:09:54,719
- I really just want
some guidance and some advice
241
00:09:54,786 --> 00:09:57,822
on ways to continue my growth
242
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and continue to stay
on this path when I get home.
243
00:10:01,760 --> 00:10:03,461
I'll talk to you tomorrow.
244
00:10:03,528 --> 00:10:05,363
- I love you.
- Love you. Bye.
245
00:10:05,430 --> 00:10:08,533
♪ ♪
246
00:10:08,666 --> 00:10:11,302
- Why is the duck
coming right at us?
247
00:10:11,369 --> 00:10:12,670
- That's a big-ass bird.
248
00:10:12,704 --> 00:10:14,172
- It's following you.
- I know it is.
249
00:10:14,239 --> 00:10:15,173
- It wants you.
250
00:10:16,908 --> 00:10:19,177
- That bird is staring at me.
251
00:10:19,244 --> 00:10:20,278
- [quacks]
252
00:10:20,345 --> 00:10:21,679
- If you call that thing
over here,
253
00:10:21,713 --> 00:10:24,315
I swear to God
I will jump in the water.
254
00:10:24,382 --> 00:10:25,917
Shoo. Shoo.
255
00:10:25,984 --> 00:10:27,685
- It must mistake my hair
for his [bleep] home.
256
00:10:27,752 --> 00:10:29,053
I'm not with the [bleep].
257
00:10:29,120 --> 00:10:32,690
This bird, it's staring
into my soul.
258
00:10:32,757 --> 00:10:34,526
[phone rings]
259
00:10:34,592 --> 00:10:37,295
- Ace. Oh, man. There's my boy.
260
00:10:37,362 --> 00:10:38,997
- Hi, Papa.
261
00:10:39,063 --> 00:10:40,765
- What's up, little burrito?
262
00:10:40,832 --> 00:10:42,333
- 'Cause I'm about
to go to sleep.
263
00:10:42,400 --> 00:10:44,436
- Take his blinky on and see
if he smiles.
264
00:10:44,502 --> 00:10:45,837
- What's up, burrito man?
265
00:10:45,904 --> 00:10:50,308
- Hi, Acey-poo!
- Hi.
266
00:10:50,375 --> 00:10:52,210
- I really love my kids.
267
00:10:52,277 --> 00:10:55,346
I miss the heck out
of Ryder and Ace.
268
00:10:55,413 --> 00:10:58,416
But I also think that this
trip is kind of good for us.
269
00:10:58,483 --> 00:11:01,953
Zach and Cory and I,
we co-parent very well.
270
00:11:02,020 --> 00:11:04,656
We all have the same goal,
that we do everything
271
00:11:04,689 --> 00:11:06,090
for our children.
272
00:11:06,157 --> 00:11:07,926
We keep them first,
and that's how
273
00:11:07,992 --> 00:11:09,461
we've been able
to co-parent so well.
274
00:11:09,527 --> 00:11:11,663
- Can I have a kiss?
275
00:11:11,696 --> 00:11:14,833
- It's your birthday!
276
00:11:14,899 --> 00:11:17,302
- To many more years of love.
277
00:11:17,368 --> 00:11:18,670
- Marriage!
278
00:11:18,703 --> 00:11:19,938
- And babies.
279
00:11:20,004 --> 00:11:21,806
- Mommy has a baby
in her belly.
280
00:11:21,873 --> 00:11:23,675
- You're about
to join fatherhood now.
281
00:11:23,708 --> 00:11:24,843
It's about to get real.
282
00:11:24,909 --> 00:11:29,414
[all screaming]
283
00:11:29,481 --> 00:11:33,485
- Ouch. What did we do?
284
00:11:33,551 --> 00:11:34,752
- Party time, baby.
285
00:11:34,819 --> 00:11:37,388
[baby crying]
286
00:11:37,455 --> 00:11:38,790
- All right. Open.
287
00:11:38,857 --> 00:11:41,760
- [screaming]
- Yay!
288
00:11:41,826 --> 00:11:44,562
[laughter]
289
00:11:44,696 --> 00:11:48,233
- I love you! I love you!
290
00:11:48,299 --> 00:11:49,701
Yeah! I'm back!
291
00:11:49,768 --> 00:11:52,637
I'm back.
292
00:11:52,704 --> 00:11:53,838
I love you.
293
00:11:53,905 --> 00:11:55,373
How do you like being a dad?
294
00:11:55,440 --> 00:11:56,975
- I love it, man.
295
00:11:57,041 --> 00:11:59,210
- I mean, you were already
playing that role with Ryder.
296
00:11:59,277 --> 00:12:01,112
- This isn't a normal
co-parenting situation, so--
297
00:12:01,179 --> 00:12:02,313
- Yeah.
298
00:12:02,380 --> 00:12:03,681
- But kids come first.
299
00:12:03,748 --> 00:12:04,983
We have to make it work
for them.
300
00:12:05,049 --> 00:12:07,318
- I'm proud of us.
- I am too.
301
00:12:07,385 --> 00:12:08,787
- Oh, yeah.
302
00:12:08,853 --> 00:12:10,655
- We have learned how
to put our bull[bleep]
303
00:12:10,722 --> 00:12:14,492
and our pride to the side
for the greater good of Ryder.
304
00:12:14,559 --> 00:12:21,566
♪ ♪
305
00:12:21,666 --> 00:12:23,435
- You can sit right here.
- Okay.
306
00:12:23,501 --> 00:12:26,271
- Tonight, I want to talk
to Coach B.
307
00:12:26,337 --> 00:12:28,440
I feel like I've made
a lot of progress
308
00:12:28,506 --> 00:12:31,142
while I've been here
and done a lot of work
309
00:12:31,209 --> 00:12:33,077
on myself
while I've been here.
310
00:12:33,144 --> 00:12:35,013
And I don't wanna go backwards.
311
00:12:35,079 --> 00:12:37,949
- I wanna ask,
what have you discovered,
312
00:12:38,016 --> 00:12:40,518
you know,
within your time being here?
313
00:12:40,585 --> 00:12:45,957
- I can definitely say
before this, like, I knew
314
00:12:46,024 --> 00:12:49,260
I had an unhealthy relationship
with feelings
315
00:12:49,327 --> 00:12:51,696
and my main thing
coming in was,
316
00:12:51,763 --> 00:12:53,698
like,
just finding out who Maci is
317
00:12:53,765 --> 00:12:55,667
and I've done
a lot of work on that.
318
00:12:55,733 --> 00:13:01,239
I'm not as uptight
as I had allowed myself to be.
319
00:13:01,306 --> 00:13:06,244
Being here, I've really wanted
to get to know who Maci is
320
00:13:06,311 --> 00:13:09,280
as a 30-year-old woman,
not who is Maci as a mom.
321
00:13:09,347 --> 00:13:13,952
And leaving here,
I just feel like this clarity.
322
00:13:14,018 --> 00:13:16,754
- It seems like there's,
and I don't wanna like assume
323
00:13:16,821 --> 00:13:19,324
so I'm gonna ask,
but I feel like
324
00:13:19,390 --> 00:13:22,227
there's something else going on
that's a little deeper,
325
00:13:22,293 --> 00:13:24,896
that maybe you're experiencing,
326
00:13:24,963 --> 00:13:26,331
and maybe it seems
surface to you,
327
00:13:26,397 --> 00:13:29,267
but it is the root
of a lot of this stuff.
328
00:13:29,334 --> 00:13:34,672
- Taylor and I really do have
a very good relationship
329
00:13:34,672 --> 00:13:36,508
where we like each other a lot.
330
00:13:36,574 --> 00:13:38,676
We're really good friends.
331
00:13:38,743 --> 00:13:40,845
But I could tell for sure that,
332
00:13:40,912 --> 00:13:43,548
especially in the last
couple of years,
333
00:13:43,681 --> 00:13:47,385
that closed-off-ness
and with--inside of me
334
00:13:47,452 --> 00:13:50,088
was really preventing us
from, again,
335
00:13:50,155 --> 00:13:53,625
getting to know the older,
more mature,
336
00:13:53,625 --> 00:13:57,495
more grown-up Maci,
because I was still bringing...
337
00:13:57,629 --> 00:13:59,030
- The kids to the party.
- The kids to the fight.
338
00:13:59,097 --> 00:14:01,966
Well, you know, and into the
marriage and everything.
339
00:14:02,033 --> 00:14:05,136
But I'm not 17 anymore.
340
00:14:05,203 --> 00:14:07,639
- Marriage and parenting
is grown folk business.
341
00:14:07,639 --> 00:14:09,174
- Yeah.
342
00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:12,911
- So when you start to allow
your younger self to come in,
343
00:14:12,977 --> 00:14:14,312
it's a wrap.
344
00:14:14,379 --> 00:14:15,647
She was a powerhouse
for surviving, right?
345
00:14:15,713 --> 00:14:17,048
- Right.
346
00:14:17,115 --> 00:14:20,785
- But through being
a powerhouse and surviving
347
00:14:20,852 --> 00:14:22,520
came a lot of trauma.
348
00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:26,791
And so when she arrives to the
fight, she's tearing stuff up.
349
00:14:26,858 --> 00:14:28,026
- Yeah.
- Right?
350
00:14:28,093 --> 00:14:29,694
- She is.
- She is.
351
00:14:29,761 --> 00:14:31,496
And so you have to release her.
352
00:14:31,563 --> 00:14:36,301
- Yeah. I want to make sure
that I, like, set up things
353
00:14:36,367 --> 00:14:39,037
that I know that I have to do
when I get home
354
00:14:39,104 --> 00:14:41,239
and make a priority
when I get home
355
00:14:41,306 --> 00:14:43,141
so that I don't fall back.
356
00:14:43,208 --> 00:14:45,677
I feel like it could be
so like literally a week later
357
00:14:45,710 --> 00:14:48,613
and be back exactly
where I was before I started.
358
00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:51,249
- Everything's,
you know, a family dynamic.
359
00:14:51,316 --> 00:14:53,952
So when one thing in that
dynamic changes or shifts,
360
00:14:54,018 --> 00:14:55,420
everything has to shift
or change with it.
361
00:14:55,487 --> 00:14:57,989
So you going home
with a new energy
362
00:14:58,056 --> 00:15:00,024
or just even a--
some new awarenesses
363
00:15:00,091 --> 00:15:02,660
which you have
is gonna shift the dynamic
364
00:15:02,727 --> 00:15:05,997
in the way that you've shifted,
so the momentum
365
00:15:06,064 --> 00:15:07,298
and that dynamic's
gonna shift for the better,
366
00:15:07,365 --> 00:15:08,700
because that's what
you're gonna come home
367
00:15:08,767 --> 00:15:10,935
and create and project
onto that environment.
368
00:15:11,002 --> 00:15:12,403
- Yeah.
369
00:15:12,470 --> 00:15:15,206
- It's just your responsibility
then to, you know,
370
00:15:15,273 --> 00:15:19,043
continue to use the tools
and do the work.
371
00:15:19,110 --> 00:15:22,113
Make sense?
- Yes, it does. It does.
372
00:15:22,180 --> 00:15:24,115
- All right. Great job.
- Thank you so much.
373
00:15:24,182 --> 00:15:26,918
Coach B, she's awesome.
374
00:15:26,985 --> 00:15:29,154
I'll always be Maci
on a mission.
375
00:15:29,220 --> 00:15:32,657
It's just, I can't be
on that same mission anymore.
376
00:15:32,724 --> 00:15:36,761
The fact that I'm even
emotional right now feels good.
377
00:15:36,828 --> 00:15:38,897
Thank you.
- Great job.
378
00:15:38,963 --> 00:15:41,800
- ♪ To where we started ♪
379
00:15:41,866 --> 00:15:43,668
- So proud of you, Maci.
Seriously.
380
00:15:44,482 --> 00:15:45,317
{\an7}- ♪ Set it off ♪
381
00:15:45,317 --> 00:15:47,449
{\an7}- ♪ La, la, la, la, la ♪
382
00:15:47,449 --> 00:15:50,076
{\an7}♪ La, la, la, la, la ♪
383
00:15:50,076 --> 00:15:51,647
{\an7}♪ La, la, la, la, la... ♪
384
00:15:51,647 --> 00:15:53,482
{\an7}- Today is our last day here.
385
00:15:53,482 --> 00:15:56,317
{\an7}\hNow that this trip
is coming to an end,
386
00:15:56,317 --> 00:15:59,911
{\an7}I think my biggest thing is
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI was really,
387
00:15:59,911 --> 00:16:01,043
{\an7}really trying to figure out
388
00:16:01,043 --> 00:16:04,944
{\an7}is this gonna be a good idea
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hor a bad idea?
389
00:16:04,944 --> 00:16:05,944
{\an7}And I’m safe to say
390
00:16:05,944 --> 00:16:09,482
{\an7}\h\h\hthat this was probably
the best idea we’ve had yet.
391
00:16:09,482 --> 00:16:12,185
{\an7}[upbeat music]
392
00:16:12,185 --> 00:16:15,076
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Cheyenne tells us
that she wants to do a burn box
393
00:16:15,076 --> 00:16:19,152
{\an7}where basically you write down
one thing that you wanna burn.
394
00:16:19,152 --> 00:16:22,482
{\an7}\h\hI would like to burn
any animosity and anxiety
395
00:16:22,482 --> 00:16:24,218
{\an7}that I have moving forward.
396
00:16:24,218 --> 00:16:28,185
{\an7}- The burn box is really
a great exercise to do.
397
00:16:28,185 --> 00:16:30,944
{\an7}’Cause when you burn
\h\h\h\h\hthe things
398
00:16:30,944 --> 00:16:35,350
{\an7}\h\hthat you should just leave
behind, it’s very therapeutic.
399
00:16:35,350 --> 00:16:39,515
{\an7}♪ ♪
400
00:16:39,515 --> 00:16:41,449
{\an7}- Amber being really sick
\hwith stomach poisoning,
401
00:16:41,449 --> 00:16:43,944
{\an7}I haven’t had a chance
\h\h\hto talk to her.
402
00:16:43,944 --> 00:16:45,251
{\an7}- How do you feel about
\h\h\h\h\hyou and Amber
403
00:16:45,251 --> 00:16:46,383
{\an7}and where you guys
\h\hare right now?
404
00:16:46,383 --> 00:16:49,284
{\an7}- Yeah, I mean, I think she did
\h\h\h\h\h\htake a lot of time
405
00:16:49,284 --> 00:16:51,548
{\an7}to relax in her room.
\hUnderstandably why.
406
00:16:51,548 --> 00:16:53,010
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- You know, burned up.
407
00:16:53,010 --> 00:16:54,317
{\an7}So it’s kind of hard to,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou know,
408
00:16:54,317 --> 00:16:56,317
{\an7}so we weren’t--we weren’t
\h\hlike together a lot.
409
00:16:56,317 --> 00:16:58,350
{\an7}- That’s why you come here
\his get in a better place.
410
00:16:58,350 --> 00:17:01,548
{\an7}I think if anything, try to
have a talk with her today.
411
00:17:01,548 --> 00:17:02,416
{\an7}- Mm-hmm.
412
00:17:02,416 --> 00:17:03,185
{\an7}Before I leave,
413
00:17:03,185 --> 00:17:05,076
{\an7}there are a few things
I want to chat about.
414
00:17:05,076 --> 00:17:07,317
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- This [bleep].
- That guac was really good.
415
00:17:07,317 --> 00:17:09,713
{\an7}- Oh, hello.
\h- What up?
416
00:17:10,548 --> 00:17:12,350
{\an7}- I’m almost, yeah, why?
417
00:17:13,284 --> 00:17:14,152
{\an7}- Sure.
- Okay.
418
00:17:14,152 --> 00:17:18,010
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- Ooh. You in trouble.
419
00:17:19,515 --> 00:17:21,152
{\an7}- So what’s going on
\h\hwith everything?
420
00:17:21,152 --> 00:17:24,647
{\an7}- When I went to the island,
\hI was with Maci and Briana.
421
00:17:24,647 --> 00:17:29,152
{\an7}- We had to go around and say
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h"I am,"
422
00:17:29,152 --> 00:17:31,680
{\an7}\h\hand then something
positive about ourself.
423
00:17:31,680 --> 00:17:33,284
{\an7}But I was like, I’m a good mom.
424
00:17:33,284 --> 00:17:37,152
{\an7}And everyone stood up
\h\hexcept for Amber.
425
00:17:37,152 --> 00:17:38,010
{\an7}- Oh, no.
426
00:17:38,010 --> 00:17:39,383
{\an7}I think there was a question
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hasked about
427
00:17:39,383 --> 00:17:40,548
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hstanding up
if you’re a good mom,
428
00:17:40,548 --> 00:17:43,482
{\an7}and you were stayed
sitting down and...
429
00:17:45,416 --> 00:17:51,076
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hI let my anger
kind of take over my life.
430
00:17:51,076 --> 00:17:53,043
{\an7}They told you that?
\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
431
00:17:53,043 --> 00:17:55,284
{\an7}\h- Mm.
- So--
432
00:17:55,284 --> 00:17:55,878
{\an7}- Damn.
433
00:17:55,878 --> 00:17:59,647
{\an7}You know, I don’t really
like him to know how sad
434
00:17:59,647 --> 00:18:00,680
{\an7}I am about that situation
435
00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:02,284
{\an7}’cause I don’t like
to put that on him.
436
00:18:02,284 --> 00:18:04,109
{\an7}- I just don’t want you feeling
\h\h\h\hlike you’re a bad mom.
437
00:18:04,109 --> 00:18:06,383
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI mean, you made some
bad decisions and it, you know,
438
00:18:06,383 --> 00:18:08,647
{\an7}\h\h\h\htranslates to now
a little bit, obviously.
439
00:18:08,647 --> 00:18:11,416
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hDo I take Leah
to see Amber in prison?
440
00:18:11,416 --> 00:18:13,251
{\an7}\h\hI mean, there’s
all these questions
441
00:18:13,251 --> 00:18:14,076
{\an7}that I can’t answer yet.
442
00:18:14,076 --> 00:18:16,251
{\an7}- You said that you were
\h\hthinking about Leah.
443
00:18:16,251 --> 00:18:18,152
{\an7}\h\h\h\hYou’ve been a
terrible mom to her?
444
00:18:18,152 --> 00:18:18,746
{\an7}- Yeah.
445
00:18:18,746 --> 00:18:21,482
{\an7}I haven’t been there for her.
\h\h\hThat’s terrible enough.
446
00:18:21,482 --> 00:18:24,482
{\an7}And she needs more,
she deserves more.
447
00:18:24,482 --> 00:18:28,647
{\an7}It makes me sick just thinking
about how many times I’ve seen
448
00:18:28,647 --> 00:18:30,218
{\an7}Leah in the last year
\h\h\h\h\hand a half.
449
00:18:30,218 --> 00:18:33,350
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- She got out.
She gonna come see you.
450
00:18:35,010 --> 00:18:37,416
{\an7}\h\h- I feel like everybody
is just like looking at me
451
00:18:37,416 --> 00:18:39,548
{\an7}like a piece of [bleep]
\h\h\h\h\h\hright now.
452
00:18:39,548 --> 00:18:41,350
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- No.
- They are not.
453
00:18:41,350 --> 00:18:42,109
{\an7}- No, they’re not.
454
00:18:42,109 --> 00:18:43,482
{\an7}- I don’t think your mom’s
\h\h\hgonna be here today.
455
00:18:43,482 --> 00:18:45,350
{\an7}\hShe said, "I would like
to do something with Leah
456
00:18:45,350 --> 00:18:47,383
{\an7}Friday evening for dinner."
457
00:18:49,317 --> 00:18:53,647
{\an7}- I just want my relationship
\h\h\h\h\h\hwith my daughter.
458
00:18:53,647 --> 00:18:55,152
{\an7}She’s losing time with her mom,
459
00:18:55,152 --> 00:18:57,581
{\an7}and she’s not wanting time
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith her mom.
460
00:18:57,581 --> 00:19:00,350
{\an7}I never ever wanted
\h\h\hto hurt you.
461
00:19:00,350 --> 00:19:02,284
{\an7}I think about you every day.
462
00:19:02,284 --> 00:19:05,713
{\an7}And I would never stop trying
\h\hto mend our relationship.
463
00:19:05,713 --> 00:19:07,713
{\an7}- I’m sure we have like
\h\h\h\hgood memories,
464
00:19:07,713 --> 00:19:08,713
{\an7}but I couldn’t tell if,
465
00:19:08,713 --> 00:19:10,416
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlike, the crying
or anything like that was fake.
466
00:19:10,416 --> 00:19:12,812
{\an7}So I really don’t know
\hwhat to think of it.
467
00:19:12,812 --> 00:19:14,812
{\an7}- I know things are rocky
\h\hand I know, you know,
468
00:19:14,812 --> 00:19:18,746
{\an7}you’ve made a lot of mistakes,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hbut you’re also,
469
00:19:18,746 --> 00:19:22,284
{\an7}especially in more recent days,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\howning up to it.
470
00:19:22,284 --> 00:19:25,076
{\an7}With Amber’s situation
with her mental health,
471
00:19:25,076 --> 00:19:26,317
{\an7}it’s never gonna go away.
472
00:19:26,317 --> 00:19:27,845
{\an7}You can be manic
\hand depressed,
473
00:19:27,845 --> 00:19:28,713
{\an7}manic and depressed.
474
00:19:28,713 --> 00:19:31,350
{\an7}\h\h\hBut I have a lot of faith
and confidence that, you know,
475
00:19:31,350 --> 00:19:32,482
{\an7}she can at least maintain it.
476
00:19:32,482 --> 00:19:33,812
{\an7}And I’ve seen that
\hwith my own eyes.
477
00:19:33,812 --> 00:19:35,680
{\an7}\h\hSo I think that’s
very possible for her
478
00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:38,350
{\an7}to kind of stay on course.
479
00:19:38,350 --> 00:19:40,284
{\an7}\h\hI guess I would
say this with Leah,
480
00:19:40,284 --> 00:19:41,218
{\an7}you just can’t give up.
481
00:19:41,218 --> 00:19:43,746
{\an7}- When it comes to me and her
\h\hlike I think eventually,
482
00:19:43,746 --> 00:19:45,878
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hhopefully,
we can make something happen.
483
00:19:45,878 --> 00:19:49,350
{\an7}If she sees me, like,
staying in her life.
484
00:19:49,350 --> 00:19:52,614
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI know you’re
in a position right now...
485
00:19:52,614 --> 00:19:53,251
{\an7}- Yeah.
486
00:19:53,251 --> 00:19:56,647
{\an7}- Trying to coordinate between,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou know, Leah.
487
00:19:56,647 --> 00:19:59,680
{\an7}\hI don’t like him being
in the middle of anything
488
00:19:59,680 --> 00:20:01,185
{\an7}when it comes to me
\hand my daughter.
489
00:20:01,185 --> 00:20:04,317
{\an7}’Cause that part of it is,
\h\his that--is that he is.
490
00:20:04,317 --> 00:20:06,845
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hHe’s the father,
and this is just how it is.
491
00:20:06,845 --> 00:20:09,482
{\an7}- Like, yeah, I know we put up
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hsome boundaries.
492
00:20:09,482 --> 00:20:11,482
{\an7}- We already talked about,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlike,
493
00:20:11,482 --> 00:20:13,416
{\an7}therapy and stuff for Leah.
494
00:20:13,416 --> 00:20:15,548
{\an7}Just Gary wasn’t for it at all.
495
00:20:15,548 --> 00:20:18,746
{\an7}\h- So I talked to Leah
last night about seeing
496
00:20:18,746 --> 00:20:21,647
{\an7}\h\h\hif she was open
to going to therapy.
497
00:20:21,647 --> 00:20:22,713
{\an7}I know she’s against it.
498
00:20:22,713 --> 00:20:25,218
{\an7}And I’m not gonna sit here
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand make Leah
499
00:20:25,218 --> 00:20:27,680
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hgo somewhere
because it’ll help Amber.
500
00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:31,350
{\an7}If there’s gonna be any kind
of reuniting or reconciling,
501
00:20:31,350 --> 00:20:35,746
{\an7}\hit’s gonna have to be like,
hey, Amber’s really dug deep
502
00:20:35,746 --> 00:20:37,581
{\an7}\h\h\hand really did
what she needed to do
503
00:20:37,581 --> 00:20:39,779
{\an7}to be the mother
she needs to be.
504
00:20:39,779 --> 00:20:42,680
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI don’t know where
it’s gonna end personally,
505
00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:44,284
{\an7}but I do know like...
506
00:20:44,284 --> 00:20:44,977
{\an7}- I’m trying.
507
00:20:44,977 --> 00:20:47,449
{\an7}\h- If you stop being
or either attempting,
508
00:20:47,449 --> 00:20:49,812
{\an7}\h\h\h\hthen you know
where it’s gonna go.
509
00:20:50,416 --> 00:20:53,251
{\an7}It’s really hard for me
\hto gauge the progress
510
00:20:53,251 --> 00:20:54,043
{\an7}between her and Leah
511
00:20:54,043 --> 00:20:56,878
{\an7}\hbecause there’s not
communication there.
512
00:20:56,878 --> 00:20:59,416
{\an7}But if she keeps trying
\h\hand Leah’s willing,
513
00:20:59,416 --> 00:21:01,284
{\an7}I would definitely
\h\hencourage them
514
00:21:01,284 --> 00:21:02,218
{\an7}to spend more time together.
515
00:21:02,218 --> 00:21:03,680
{\an7}Well, so I just wanted to chat
\h\h\h\hwith you for a minute.
516
00:21:03,680 --> 00:21:06,515
{\an7}I don’t want you feeling
\hall upset about things.
517
00:21:06,515 --> 00:21:07,482
{\an7}- I appreciate it.
518
00:21:07,482 --> 00:21:10,383
{\an7}I think the reunion has changed
\h\h\hmy relationship with Gary
519
00:21:10,383 --> 00:21:15,911
{\an7}because he is able to see
\h\h\hhow much I changed.
520
00:21:15,911 --> 00:21:22,581
{\an7}\h\hIt’s not perfect, but it’s
trying until something happens.
521
00:21:22,581 --> 00:21:23,812
{\an7}- No, it is all gonna be good.
522
00:21:23,812 --> 00:21:26,284
{\an7}I just think it’s just
\h\h\ha matter of time.
523
00:21:26,284 --> 00:21:32,713
{\an7}- ♪ Remember, we, we’re living
\h\h\h\h\h\hin this together ♪
524
00:21:34,873 --> 00:21:35,939
{\an7}- ♪ You want it, want it ♪
525
00:21:35,939 --> 00:21:37,543
{\an7}\h\h\h♪ I got it, got it,
stop right on the center ♪
526
00:21:37,543 --> 00:21:40,642
{\an7}- Tonight, I’m really excited
\h\hto get dressed, get cute
527
00:21:40,642 --> 00:21:43,576
{\an7}and go and hang out
with just the moms.
528
00:21:43,576 --> 00:21:44,609
{\an7}It’s our final dinner.
529
00:21:44,609 --> 00:21:46,467
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hAnd I know
it’s gonna be a good one.
530
00:21:46,467 --> 00:21:48,939
{\an7}\h- It’s bittersweet
being the last day,
531
00:21:48,939 --> 00:21:52,675
{\an7}but I miss my kids
and Taylor so much.
532
00:21:52,675 --> 00:21:56,741
{\an7}[upbeat music]
533
00:21:56,741 --> 00:22:00,203
{\an7}♪ ♪
534
00:22:00,203 --> 00:22:01,642
{\an7}- Come on, Bri.
\h\h\h\h- Damn.
535
00:22:01,642 --> 00:22:02,873
{\an7}\h- All of us moms
need a big hurrah.
536
00:22:02,873 --> 00:22:05,807
{\an7}Like we need to get together
\h\h\h\h\h\hat a nice dinner
537
00:22:05,807 --> 00:22:09,642
{\an7}with some cocktail dresses
\h\h\hto say our goodbyes
538
00:22:09,642 --> 00:22:12,467
{\an7}\h\h\hand hopefully
reunite again soon.
539
00:22:12,467 --> 00:22:16,434
{\an7}Well, there’s an extra seat
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor somebody.
540
00:22:16,434 --> 00:22:18,302
{\an7}- Coach B.
541
00:22:18,302 --> 00:22:18,972
{\an7}- Farrah.
542
00:22:18,972 --> 00:22:21,203
{\an7}- Farrah might come,
but I’m not too sure.
543
00:22:21,203 --> 00:22:24,807
{\an7}That’d be [bleep] crazy.
\hMaybe Kayla will come.
544
00:22:24,807 --> 00:22:26,401
{\an7}Is there like a new
\h\h"Teen Mom" girl
545
00:22:26,401 --> 00:22:29,642
{\an7}\h\h\hthat’s about to join,
like who the [bleep] knows?
546
00:22:29,642 --> 00:22:32,500
{\an7}- Thank you.
\h- Calamari.
547
00:22:32,500 --> 00:22:34,203
{\an7}- I was so scared.
548
00:22:34,906 --> 00:22:35,642
{\an7}- There you go.
549
00:22:35,642 --> 00:22:38,840
{\an7}- Bri talks me into eating
\h\h\hthis [bleep] calamari
550
00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:40,939
{\an7}that I’ve never had before.
551
00:22:40,939 --> 00:22:43,609
{\an7}\h\hIt looks exactly
how it tastes, nasty.
552
00:22:43,609 --> 00:22:47,840
{\an7}[laughter]
553
00:22:48,038 --> 00:22:51,401
{\an7}\h\h- I’m just looking around
the table and thinking about
554
00:22:51,401 --> 00:22:53,401
{\an7}where we all started
\h\hwhen we got here
555
00:22:53,401 --> 00:22:56,972
{\an7}and I just can’t believe
\hhow far we’ve all come.
556
00:22:56,972 --> 00:22:59,401
{\an7}- What do you OGs have to say?
557
00:22:59,401 --> 00:23:00,576
{\an7}I mean, this has never
\h\h\hhappened before.
558
00:23:00,576 --> 00:23:02,741
{\an7}Like what do you think
about all this [bleep]
559
00:23:02,741 --> 00:23:04,401
{\an7}\h\hlike we’ve done
the last two weeks?
560
00:23:04,401 --> 00:23:05,906
{\an7}- Honestly, me and Maci.
\h\h\hI’m gonna say this.
561
00:23:05,906 --> 00:23:07,939
{\an7}We’ve been doing this
\h\h\h\hfor 13 years.
562
00:23:07,939 --> 00:23:09,873
{\an7}We never thought that
it would go this far.
563
00:23:09,873 --> 00:23:14,609
{\an7}So to see that whole franchise
of other women coming together,
564
00:23:14,609 --> 00:23:16,269
{\an7}it’s been really amazing to,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlike,
565
00:23:16,269 --> 00:23:18,335
{\an7}get to know you guys
on a personal level.
566
00:23:18,335 --> 00:23:19,269
{\an7}- It is amazing.
567
00:23:19,269 --> 00:23:21,840
{\an7}- I feel so connected
\h\h\hto all of you.
568
00:23:21,840 --> 00:23:23,005
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- I would’ve never thought
569
00:23:23,005 --> 00:23:24,873
{\an7}I would’ve had friendships
\h\h\h\h\h\hwith you guys.
570
00:23:24,873 --> 00:23:25,708
{\an7}- A hundred percent. Yes.
571
00:23:25,708 --> 00:23:27,807
{\an7}- My mindset before
anything was like,
572
00:23:27,807 --> 00:23:29,302
{\an7}\h\hthese girls live
in different states.
573
00:23:29,302 --> 00:23:30,609
{\an7}I’m never gonna hang out
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith them,
574
00:23:30,609 --> 00:23:33,642
{\an7}so why even try to gain
\h\h\h\h\h\hyour trust?
575
00:23:33,642 --> 00:23:35,467
{\an7}And now look.
\h\h\h- Yeah.
576
00:23:35,467 --> 00:23:37,807
{\an7}- The first night I was very,
577
00:23:37,807 --> 00:23:39,708
{\an7}\h\h\hwhat the [bleep]
did I get myself into?
578
00:23:39,708 --> 00:23:41,401
{\an7}- You bitches fake as [bleep]!
579
00:23:41,401 --> 00:23:44,071
{\an7}\h\h\h- Bitch, you--
bitch, you been fake!
580
00:23:44,071 --> 00:23:45,401
{\an7}- Yo, what the [bleep]?
581
00:23:45,401 --> 00:23:46,807
{\an7}- I’ll drag you, bitch!
582
00:23:46,807 --> 00:23:49,840
{\an7}- You can’t deal with it.
\h\h\h\h\h- What, bitch?
583
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:52,401
{\an7}\h\h\h- You guys got
over things so fast.
584
00:23:52,401 --> 00:23:53,038
{\an7}- Yeah.
585
00:23:53,038 --> 00:23:55,840
{\an7}\h\h- I knew that something was
actually--it was gonna be good
586
00:23:55,840 --> 00:23:57,434
{\an7}and we were gonna have
\h\h\h\h\ha good time.
587
00:23:57,434 --> 00:24:00,675
{\an7}- Can we hug it out?
- Yes. I respect you.
588
00:24:00,675 --> 00:24:03,038
{\an7}- I respect you. We’ll be good.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Thank you.
589
00:24:03,038 --> 00:24:04,873
{\an7}- That one exercise
\h\h\hthat we did,
590
00:24:04,873 --> 00:24:07,500
{\an7}\h\hthat "I am" exercise
that we had to stand up.
591
00:24:07,500 --> 00:24:08,071
{\an7}- Yes.
592
00:24:08,071 --> 00:24:10,038
{\an7}- I didn’t realize that we had
\h\h\h\hso much more in common
593
00:24:10,038 --> 00:24:12,807
{\an7}\h\h\hthan just being on
the same television show
594
00:24:12,807 --> 00:24:16,038
{\an7}\h\h\hand having kids
at such a young age.
595
00:24:16,038 --> 00:24:17,807
{\an7}- I am strong.
\h\h\h\h- Okay.
596
00:24:17,807 --> 00:24:20,543
{\an7}So who can relate
to being strong?
597
00:24:20,543 --> 00:24:22,873
{\an7}♪ ♪
598
00:24:22,873 --> 00:24:24,972
{\an7}- Ash, how can you relate
\h\h\h\hto being strong?
599
00:24:24,972 --> 00:24:28,005
{\an7}- When you have to raise a kid
\h\hand you have to figure out
600
00:24:28,005 --> 00:24:29,434
{\an7}what that parenting looks like,
601
00:24:29,434 --> 00:24:32,401
{\an7}’cause you act it, it’s hard.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hIt’s just is.
602
00:24:32,401 --> 00:24:34,939
{\an7}It takes a strong person
to navigate those waters.
603
00:24:34,939 --> 00:24:39,137
{\an7}I walked into the "I am" like
real guarded after the mixer.
604
00:24:39,137 --> 00:24:41,873
{\an7}I didn’t know if we was gonna
\h\h\h\hhave to throw hands,
605
00:24:41,873 --> 00:24:42,873
{\an7}if we was gonna hug it out.
606
00:24:42,873 --> 00:24:45,137
{\an7}Once I started actually
listening to everybody,
607
00:24:45,137 --> 00:24:47,467
{\an7}I felt like I could identify
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith something
608
00:24:47,467 --> 00:24:49,642
{\an7}that everybody said,
\h\h\heven if, like,
609
00:24:49,642 --> 00:24:51,741
{\an7}we all didn’t grow up
\h\h\hthe exact same.
610
00:24:51,741 --> 00:24:52,708
{\an7}- I love all the moms.
611
00:24:52,708 --> 00:24:55,005
{\an7}Like I have a soft spot
\h\hfor everybody here.
612
00:24:55,005 --> 00:24:57,137
{\an7}I didn’t think that
\h\hwe could relate
613
00:24:57,137 --> 00:24:58,137
{\an7}on so many different levels,
614
00:24:58,137 --> 00:25:02,939
{\an7}but I’m gonna miss all the moms
\h\honce I leave this reunion.
615
00:25:02,939 --> 00:25:04,708
{\an7}As long as our bond is strong,
616
00:25:04,708 --> 00:25:07,500
{\an7}nothing from the outside
\h\hcan tear that apart.
617
00:25:07,500 --> 00:25:08,434
{\an7}- Exactly. You’re right.
618
00:25:08,434 --> 00:25:09,840
{\an7}\hLike when you don’t
have to see somebody,
619
00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:11,873
{\an7}\h\hyou don’t really care what
your relationship is with them.
620
00:25:11,873 --> 00:25:13,873
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hEspecially when
it’s a negative relationship.
621
00:25:13,873 --> 00:25:17,467
{\an7}\h\hBut there is that tension
going into things like this,
622
00:25:17,467 --> 00:25:18,170
{\an7}the reunions.
623
00:25:18,170 --> 00:25:20,137
{\an7}And it would feel good--it does
\h\h\hfeel good to just be able
624
00:25:20,137 --> 00:25:23,038
{\an7}to be like, oh, we can link up.
\h\h\h\hLike we can do drinks.
625
00:25:23,038 --> 00:25:24,467
{\an7}- It’s not just issues.
\h\h\h\h\h\h- I agree.
626
00:25:24,467 --> 00:25:26,576
{\an7}- I came into this
\h\hreunion anxious
627
00:25:26,576 --> 00:25:27,972
{\an7}and not knowing what to expect.
628
00:25:27,972 --> 00:25:30,609
{\an7}\h\hAnd leaving here,
I feel more at peace,
629
00:25:30,609 --> 00:25:33,774
{\an7}\hand I definitely
have gained family
630
00:25:33,774 --> 00:25:36,203
{\an7}in this crazy "Teen Mom" world.
631
00:25:36,203 --> 00:25:37,873
{\an7}- We have to plan
to do this again,
632
00:25:37,873 --> 00:25:39,170
{\an7}but bring every single body.
633
00:25:39,170 --> 00:25:40,071
{\an7}- Yeah.
- Yes.
634
00:25:40,071 --> 00:25:41,500
{\an7}\h\h\h- Everybody.
- Yes, absolutely.
635
00:25:41,500 --> 00:25:43,642
{\an7}- Everybody got an invitation
\h\h\h\h\h\hto come to this.
636
00:25:43,642 --> 00:25:46,576
{\an7}\h\h- Cate couldn’t come
’cause she just literally
637
00:25:46,576 --> 00:25:48,906
{\an7}\hhad a baby a week
before we got here.
638
00:25:48,906 --> 00:25:52,038
{\an7}\h\h- I can’t help but wish
that Cate was here with us.
639
00:25:52,038 --> 00:25:55,071
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI mean,
she’s a part of the OG girls.
640
00:25:55,071 --> 00:25:56,543
{\an7}Yeah. Cate would come.
641
00:25:56,543 --> 00:25:58,137
{\an7}- 100%.
642
00:25:58,137 --> 00:26:05,675
{\an7}♪ ♪
643
00:26:05,873 --> 00:26:07,576
{\an7}\h\h\h- Cheers to...
- That’s a good idea.
644
00:26:07,576 --> 00:26:10,543
{\an7}- "Teen Mom: Family Reunion."
645
00:26:10,543 --> 00:26:12,203
{\an7}\hall:
Cheers.
646
00:26:12,203 --> 00:26:14,236
{\an7}\h- Oh, yeah.
- Oh, my God!
647
00:26:14,236 --> 00:26:17,807
{\an7}[all screaming]
648
00:26:17,807 --> 00:26:21,972
{\an7}♪ ♪
649
00:26:23,907 --> 00:26:24,908
- ♪ Walk in the room,
all eyes on me ♪
650
00:26:24,975 --> 00:26:26,643
♪ All eyes on me ♪
651
00:26:26,710 --> 00:26:30,247
- Oh, my God!
[all screaming]
652
00:26:30,313 --> 00:26:32,215
- Oh, you look [bleep] great!
653
00:26:32,282 --> 00:26:34,051
- You look great!
654
00:26:34,117 --> 00:26:35,419
- I'm Catelynn.
655
00:26:35,485 --> 00:26:37,888
And you would best know me
from "Teen Mom OG."
656
00:26:37,954 --> 00:26:39,556
- You're doing
really good, honey.
657
00:26:39,623 --> 00:26:42,659
- I was 16 when I got pregnant,
17 when I had my daughter.
658
00:26:42,726 --> 00:26:45,328
- There she is. You did great.
659
00:26:45,395 --> 00:26:46,997
- Tyler and I decided
660
00:26:47,064 --> 00:26:49,399
that we were going to place
Carly for adoption.
661
00:26:49,466 --> 00:26:51,401
- Hi, baby girl.
662
00:26:51,468 --> 00:26:53,236
- She's just really gone now.
663
00:26:53,303 --> 00:26:56,606
We have been together
for 14 years.
664
00:26:56,673 --> 00:26:58,008
We'll be all right, though.
665
00:27:02,379 --> 00:27:04,214
- Yeah, we always are.
666
00:27:04,281 --> 00:27:05,716
And married for six.
667
00:27:05,782 --> 00:27:08,018
- I pronounce you
husband and wife.
668
00:27:08,085 --> 00:27:11,621
- We have three more daughters:
Nova, who is six,
669
00:27:11,688 --> 00:27:13,256
Vaeda, who is two and a half,
and then--
670
00:27:13,323 --> 00:27:15,892
- [yelps] Oh, [bleep],
it's a girl, okay.
671
00:27:15,959 --> 00:27:18,628
- We recently just had
another daughter, Raya,
672
00:27:18,695 --> 00:27:21,298
who is almost a month old.
673
00:27:21,364 --> 00:27:23,266
Even though I couldn't be here
from the beginning,
674
00:27:23,333 --> 00:27:26,069
Tyler and I made it work
to where I could come in
675
00:27:26,136 --> 00:27:30,807
for one quick day
to surprise all of the girls.
676
00:27:30,874 --> 00:27:32,642
- Welcome to the
Not Yo' [bleep] Show.
677
00:27:32,709 --> 00:27:33,844
- Yeah.
678
00:27:33,910 --> 00:27:35,112
- When the [bleep]
did you get here?
679
00:27:35,178 --> 00:27:36,179
- This morning.
680
00:27:36,246 --> 00:27:37,514
I left my house
at like 5:00 AM.
681
00:27:37,614 --> 00:27:39,182
- No way.
- Oh, my gosh.
682
00:27:39,249 --> 00:27:41,084
- Yeah, I wish I would've
been here the whole time,
683
00:27:41,151 --> 00:27:43,887
but it's just boom, bam,
in and out.
684
00:27:43,954 --> 00:27:46,390
- How do you feel
having a newborn?
685
00:27:46,456 --> 00:27:47,624
- Oh, it's nice.
686
00:27:47,657 --> 00:27:48,825
- You good?
- Yeah.
687
00:27:48,892 --> 00:27:50,160
- You glowing.
You got that mama glow.
688
00:27:50,227 --> 00:27:51,294
- Yep.
- Yeah.
689
00:27:51,361 --> 00:27:52,629
- She's the mama bear.
690
00:27:52,629 --> 00:27:54,064
- She's the mama bear,
seriously.
691
00:27:54,131 --> 00:27:55,766
- Me and Cate, we're like
two peas in a pod.
692
00:27:55,832 --> 00:27:58,402
You put me, Cate,
and Maci together, done.
693
00:27:58,468 --> 00:28:01,872
Seeing her always makes me
feel way more comfortable.
694
00:28:01,938 --> 00:28:03,473
Yeah. That's my girl.
695
00:28:03,540 --> 00:28:04,975
- So I wanna know the tea.
696
00:28:05,042 --> 00:28:07,377
- What do you wanna know?
What flavor tea would you like?
697
00:28:07,444 --> 00:28:08,912
- Right?
698
00:28:08,979 --> 00:28:10,247
- I wanna know what happened
when Farrah showed up.
699
00:28:10,313 --> 00:28:11,815
- Oh.
700
00:28:11,882 --> 00:28:12,983
- Whoa, I don't know
what happened, either.
701
00:28:13,050 --> 00:28:14,217
- Chayenne flipped
the whole thing.
702
00:28:14,284 --> 00:28:16,553
- I heard you
flipped the table.
703
00:28:16,653 --> 00:28:18,055
But what made you flip it?
704
00:28:18,121 --> 00:28:20,023
- So we had a baby
to get on this show?
705
00:28:20,090 --> 00:28:21,391
That's how you feel.
That's nice.
706
00:28:21,458 --> 00:28:22,626
- I guess I feel really
ghetto too like that.
707
00:28:22,692 --> 00:28:23,593
- It's funny that
you're back here.
708
00:28:23,593 --> 00:28:24,795
- Ghetto?
709
00:28:24,861 --> 00:28:26,296
- He's ghetto 'cause
he's Black, right?
710
00:28:26,363 --> 00:28:28,965
For her to call him ghetto,
it was like a little thing
711
00:28:29,032 --> 00:28:31,701
just like popped in my head
and triggered me.
712
00:28:33,904 --> 00:28:35,705
It was so ignorant
for her to say.
713
00:28:35,772 --> 00:28:37,374
And Cory is far from ghetto.
714
00:28:37,441 --> 00:28:39,876
So the only reason you said it
is because he's a Black man.
715
00:28:39,943 --> 00:28:41,478
So call it what it is.
716
00:28:41,611 --> 00:28:44,948
And I just got a little upset,
and I maybe flipped the table.
717
00:28:45,015 --> 00:28:49,052
- I think you had every right
to lose your [bleep].
718
00:28:49,119 --> 00:28:52,289
- You know her snarky comments
like talking down to people.
719
00:28:52,355 --> 00:28:53,523
- Yeah, how we're all nasty
and we're so trash.
720
00:28:53,623 --> 00:28:55,192
- Are you cool with her, Cate?
- Yeah.
721
00:28:55,258 --> 00:28:57,527
What? Am I cool with her? No.
- No.
722
00:28:57,627 --> 00:28:59,196
- She doesn't know
how to take accountability.
723
00:28:59,262 --> 00:29:00,997
- Let's not make this
about Farrah.
724
00:29:01,064 --> 00:29:02,466
- So what else have you guys
been doing, though?
725
00:29:02,532 --> 00:29:03,967
Anything fun besides the drama?
726
00:29:04,034 --> 00:29:06,536
- A lot of fun.
- I almost died, by the way.
727
00:29:06,636 --> 00:29:07,804
I ended up in the hospital.
728
00:29:07,871 --> 00:29:09,239
- It's all Cory's fault.
729
00:29:09,306 --> 00:29:11,241
- He literally brought
"The Challenge" to us.
730
00:29:11,308 --> 00:29:12,676
- Oh, my gosh.
731
00:29:12,743 --> 00:29:16,847
- On your mark. Get set.
Go, go.
732
00:29:16,913 --> 00:29:19,883
[all shouting]
733
00:29:22,018 --> 00:29:24,821
- Come on!
- Go, Briana.
734
00:29:24,888 --> 00:29:26,256
- I can't breathe.
I can't breathe.
735
00:29:26,323 --> 00:29:27,691
- Briana, stay with us.
- Look at me.
736
00:29:27,758 --> 00:29:29,259
Briana, look at me, please.
Look at me.
737
00:29:29,326 --> 00:29:31,395
Breathe through your nose
and out through your mouth.
738
00:29:31,461 --> 00:29:33,730
[siren wailing]
739
00:29:33,797 --> 00:29:36,366
- Then we did ropes course
with a zipline.
740
00:29:36,433 --> 00:29:37,768
- Ooh, that sounds fun too.
741
00:29:37,834 --> 00:29:40,404
- Ashley, when I say she
seen me like scared, scared,
742
00:29:40,470 --> 00:29:41,738
and I realized
her knees were shaking.
743
00:29:41,805 --> 00:29:43,206
I said this bitch is so scared.
744
00:29:43,273 --> 00:29:45,342
If I don't get my [bleep]
together, we're both falling.
745
00:29:45,409 --> 00:29:49,913
- I need to get down.
I cannot jump off of this.
746
00:29:49,980 --> 00:29:52,449
- This is the way to get down
in three seconds.
747
00:29:52,516 --> 00:29:55,118
Your ass will be on the ground.
You'll be good.
748
00:29:55,185 --> 00:29:57,621
- Keep your eyes closed.
You got it.
749
00:29:57,621 --> 00:30:02,426
[all cheering]
750
00:30:02,492 --> 00:30:03,827
- I'm proud of you.
751
00:30:03,894 --> 00:30:06,129
- I knew you are.
So proud of you.
752
00:30:06,196 --> 00:30:09,199
- So I put my like gray face on
and I just kept going
753
00:30:09,266 --> 00:30:11,201
and I'm, like, helping her up
and I'm thinking,
754
00:30:11,268 --> 00:30:13,770
"Damn, a week ago,
I would've just let her fall."
755
00:30:13,837 --> 00:30:16,139
[laughter]
756
00:30:16,206 --> 00:30:21,211
- I feel like I never expected
to feel compassion for Jade.
757
00:30:21,278 --> 00:30:22,979
And I feel like we've made
758
00:30:23,046 --> 00:30:25,415
some great growth during
this little reunion trip.
759
00:30:25,482 --> 00:30:28,852
- Right now I feel like our
sisterhood is finally complete.
760
00:30:28,919 --> 00:30:30,487
all: Yeah.
761
00:30:30,587 --> 00:30:32,823
- I think this is really what
the "Teen Mom" family needed.
762
00:30:32,889 --> 00:30:37,327
Just being able to, like, get
together and put things aside
763
00:30:37,394 --> 00:30:39,996
and be able to just
have fun together.
764
00:30:40,063 --> 00:30:41,765
- What if we go do
like a bonfire?
765
00:30:41,832 --> 00:30:42,766
It's super nice out.
- Ooh.
766
00:30:42,833 --> 00:30:44,034
- Okay.
- Let's go.
767
00:30:44,101 --> 00:30:45,769
- Oh, we should
burn the box there.
768
00:30:45,836 --> 00:30:47,170
- Yeah, let's do it.
769
00:30:47,237 --> 00:30:49,272
- Cheers to Cate showing up...
- Cheers.
770
00:30:49,339 --> 00:30:51,942
- And really ending this
with a bang.
771
00:30:52,008 --> 00:30:53,610
- Whoo, for staying
after nine months.
772
00:30:53,610 --> 00:30:56,613
[all cheering]
773
00:30:56,646 --> 00:31:03,120
♪ ♪
774
00:31:03,186 --> 00:31:04,755
- Hey!
775
00:31:04,821 --> 00:31:08,291
- This is cute.
- It is cute.
776
00:31:08,358 --> 00:31:11,828
Walking into the bonfire,
it's really cute.
777
00:31:11,895 --> 00:31:15,031
This is just a great
ending to our trip.
778
00:31:15,098 --> 00:31:18,268
- Where is Ashley?
- I spoke to Bar.
779
00:31:18,335 --> 00:31:21,838
Ashley's not coming.
She's feeling super sick.
780
00:31:21,905 --> 00:31:25,242
- [retches]
Oh, [bleep].
781
00:31:25,308 --> 00:31:28,945
I'm hot as [bleep].
I'm nauseous.
782
00:31:31,415 --> 00:31:34,117
- Yeah, I don't think
she gonna make it.
783
00:31:34,184 --> 00:31:35,652
- I hope she's okay.
784
00:31:35,719 --> 00:31:37,154
- Me too.
- Me too.
785
00:31:37,220 --> 00:31:39,056
- I'm so glad that she came,
and I'm so glad
786
00:31:39,122 --> 00:31:40,824
we got to know her
on such a deeper level.
787
00:31:40,891 --> 00:31:42,159
- Yeah.
788
00:31:42,225 --> 00:31:43,760
- I feel like she's grown
a lot this trip.
789
00:31:43,827 --> 00:31:45,262
- Yeah. She's grown so much.
790
00:31:45,328 --> 00:31:46,963
- Yeah.
- Even like with her and Bar,
791
00:31:47,030 --> 00:31:48,498
I feel like they've
even kind of like--
792
00:31:48,598 --> 00:31:51,268
- I've seen that.
- He loves that woman.
793
00:31:51,334 --> 00:31:52,669
- Loves her.
794
00:31:52,736 --> 00:31:54,004
- It doesn't feel like
795
00:31:54,071 --> 00:31:55,472
what I thought
a marriage would feel like.
796
00:31:55,605 --> 00:31:57,074
- What did you think a marriage
would feel like?
797
00:31:57,140 --> 00:31:59,509
I love that. Go there, Ash.
798
00:31:59,609 --> 00:32:01,745
- I dunno, like romance.
799
00:32:01,812 --> 00:32:03,613
I appreciate you
for setting this up.
800
00:32:03,647 --> 00:32:06,283
- And I'll put more effort in
at home too.
801
00:32:06,349 --> 00:32:09,019
I got you. I promise.
I love you.
802
00:32:09,086 --> 00:32:11,054
- Love you too.
803
00:32:11,121 --> 00:32:12,789
- That's some love right there.
804
00:32:12,856 --> 00:32:14,391
- I agree.
805
00:32:14,458 --> 00:32:16,727
- Amber, like,
you didn't wanna stand up
806
00:32:16,793 --> 00:32:18,895
for the "I am a mother" thing.
807
00:32:18,962 --> 00:32:20,197
Just because you made mistakes,
808
00:32:20,263 --> 00:32:23,033
doesn't make you
a bad person or a bad mom.
809
00:32:23,100 --> 00:32:24,468
- You are a good mom.
810
00:32:24,568 --> 00:32:26,069
- You're doing all the stuff
you're supposed to do.
811
00:32:26,136 --> 00:32:28,572
So you gotta give yourself
that like credit.
812
00:32:28,572 --> 00:32:29,906
- More credit.
813
00:32:29,973 --> 00:32:33,176
- If I keep [bleep] up
every time I have a child,
814
00:32:33,243 --> 00:32:35,579
I don't feel like
that's a good mom.
815
00:32:35,579 --> 00:32:36,847
- You're doing the work.
816
00:32:36,913 --> 00:32:38,882
- I think we're all
figuring it out.
817
00:32:42,352 --> 00:32:45,822
- Good job. I'm proud of you.
818
00:32:45,889 --> 00:32:47,090
- That breaks my heart.
819
00:32:47,157 --> 00:32:48,425
- You're gonna
make me [bleep] cry, Cate.
820
00:32:48,492 --> 00:32:49,993
- Okay, well, you're gonna
make me cry,
821
00:32:50,060 --> 00:32:52,028
you thinking
that you're a bad mom.
822
00:32:52,095 --> 00:32:53,130
I love you.
823
00:32:53,196 --> 00:32:55,198
- I love you more.
824
00:32:55,265 --> 00:32:58,435
Leaving here,
I'm taking back home with me
825
00:32:58,502 --> 00:33:00,637
so much support.
826
00:33:00,704 --> 00:33:04,074
And I'm also taking back
a lot of reassurance
827
00:33:04,141 --> 00:33:05,942
because
I felt that I had changed,
828
00:33:06,009 --> 00:33:07,778
but I never had
a--the reassurance
829
00:33:07,844 --> 00:33:09,146
of other people
telling me that.
830
00:33:09,212 --> 00:33:12,916
And now I can feel better
about myself, honestly.
831
00:33:12,983 --> 00:33:15,152
- Devoin came.
- Oh, really?
832
00:33:15,218 --> 00:33:19,389
- We had a one-on-one session
and it was, like, crazy.
833
00:33:19,456 --> 00:33:22,559
- I just want you to know,
you know what I mean?
834
00:33:22,559 --> 00:33:24,795
Like I'm definitely
can do a lot for--
835
00:33:24,861 --> 00:33:28,165
a lot more for her now
than what you can remember.
836
00:33:28,231 --> 00:33:31,902
- Okay.
- I really can.
837
00:33:31,968 --> 00:33:34,938
- Is that a commitment? Hmm?
838
00:33:35,005 --> 00:33:36,306
- I promise.
839
00:33:36,373 --> 00:33:38,175
- We cried it out.
We hugged it out.
840
00:33:38,241 --> 00:33:40,177
We spoke about the things
that we wanna work on
841
00:33:40,243 --> 00:33:42,813
when we get back home
for the sake of these girls.
842
00:33:42,879 --> 00:33:44,181
And that's all we can do.
843
00:33:44,247 --> 00:33:45,382
- I'm proud of you.
- Yes.
844
00:33:45,449 --> 00:33:46,750
- Yeah, that's a--
- Same.
845
00:33:46,817 --> 00:33:48,685
- I didn't expect for Briana
and Devoin
846
00:33:48,752 --> 00:33:52,422
to finally have
a really good, like, start
847
00:33:52,489 --> 00:33:54,591
to a new relationship
between the two of them
848
00:33:54,624 --> 00:33:56,126
for the sake
of their daughter.
849
00:33:56,193 --> 00:33:58,095
That's amazing to see.
I'm happy for them.
850
00:33:58,161 --> 00:34:00,330
That's major growth.
851
00:34:00,397 --> 00:34:04,434
- All right. But, you know,
we had y'all write on cards.
852
00:34:04,501 --> 00:34:09,039
All of us wrote down what
we wanna burn while we're here.
853
00:34:09,106 --> 00:34:12,843
So I brought a box
for us to burn.
854
00:34:12,909 --> 00:34:14,311
- Let's burn it.
855
00:34:14,378 --> 00:34:16,046
all: Burn it, burn it, burn it.
856
00:34:17,372 --> 00:34:20,275
[upbeat music]
857
00:34:20,342 --> 00:34:23,111
- I brought a box
for us to burn.
858
00:34:23,178 --> 00:34:25,180
- Oh, okay.
- Okay.
859
00:34:25,246 --> 00:34:28,016
- On one card we wrote down
what we were burning,
860
00:34:28,083 --> 00:34:30,385
AKA what we are leaving here.
861
00:34:30,452 --> 00:34:32,754
Like what we are
freeing ourselves of,
862
00:34:32,821 --> 00:34:34,389
what we are ridding ourself of.
863
00:34:34,456 --> 00:34:38,760
So we're gonna go around
and say what's on our burn card
864
00:34:38,827 --> 00:34:40,462
and put it in the box.
865
00:34:40,528 --> 00:34:43,531
And when we're done, we're
gonna burn this mother[bleep].
866
00:34:43,598 --> 00:34:47,469
- This mother[bleep].
- Let's burn it!
867
00:34:47,535 --> 00:34:49,437
- I'll go first
since I have the box.
868
00:34:49,504 --> 00:34:51,506
[laughter]
869
00:34:51,573 --> 00:34:54,509
It says I wanna burn
my unhealthy relationship
870
00:34:54,576 --> 00:34:56,077
with emotions,
871
00:34:56,144 --> 00:34:58,580
which means I have
to feel things
872
00:34:58,647 --> 00:35:02,917
and allow them to do
whatever emotions do.
873
00:35:02,984 --> 00:35:06,221
'Cause I don't know that just
yet, but I'm gonna learn.
874
00:35:06,287 --> 00:35:07,789
I'm learning.
875
00:35:07,856 --> 00:35:13,762
Leaving here, I do know who
Maci is and I like her a lot.
876
00:35:13,828 --> 00:35:19,634
Like, she's cool. She's funny.
She's strong. She's lighter.
877
00:35:19,701 --> 00:35:23,071
And I just have to put
the work in to keep me now.
878
00:35:24,606 --> 00:35:28,543
- So for my burn, I said
I want to let go of mom guilt
879
00:35:28,543 --> 00:35:31,146
to be a better mom for my kids.
880
00:35:31,212 --> 00:35:33,748
So I think sometimes
I blame myself
881
00:35:33,815 --> 00:35:35,717
for how things happened
in the past
882
00:35:35,784 --> 00:35:39,287
or Ryder having to be
in a two-parent,
883
00:35:39,354 --> 00:35:41,423
two-family situation,
and I feel bad for her
884
00:35:41,556 --> 00:35:43,558
as I feel like
I try to overcompensate.
885
00:35:43,625 --> 00:35:46,561
She might be a little spoiled
because of that.
886
00:35:46,628 --> 00:35:50,065
And I think I need
to let go of what happened
887
00:35:50,131 --> 00:35:52,934
and to live in the present.
888
00:35:53,001 --> 00:35:55,036
I wanna let go of things
that I've done in the past
889
00:35:55,103 --> 00:35:56,471
and how I'm trying
890
00:35:56,571 --> 00:35:58,373
to constantly
make up for them every day.
891
00:35:58,440 --> 00:36:02,777
I want my kids to know
that it's okay to not be okay.
892
00:36:02,844 --> 00:36:07,048
I want them to understand
that life isn't perfect,
893
00:36:07,115 --> 00:36:10,085
but that it's all a work
in progress.
894
00:36:10,151 --> 00:36:14,222
- I wanna burn my self-doubt
895
00:36:14,289 --> 00:36:16,725
because sometimes
I don't feel like
896
00:36:16,791 --> 00:36:19,394
I'm good enough to have people
like you guys around me.
897
00:36:21,029 --> 00:36:24,966
This whole trip taught me
that I can do so much more
898
00:36:25,033 --> 00:36:27,335
than what I ever
thought I could do.
899
00:36:27,402 --> 00:36:29,004
- That's right.
900
00:36:29,070 --> 00:36:31,606
Good job, Jade.
901
00:36:31,673 --> 00:36:33,575
- I doubt myself
in life too much.
902
00:36:33,642 --> 00:36:35,744
And I think
it's gonna be impossible
903
00:36:35,810 --> 00:36:38,580
to have relationships
and love others correctly.
904
00:36:38,647 --> 00:36:41,349
If you don't have
that self-love within yourself,
905
00:36:41,416 --> 00:36:42,817
it just won't work.
906
00:36:44,786 --> 00:36:49,224
- I'm burning just fear,
doubt, and being guarded
907
00:36:49,290 --> 00:36:52,193
in all relationships
and friendships.
908
00:36:52,260 --> 00:36:55,964
So instead of allowing people
in only at a surface level,
909
00:36:56,031 --> 00:36:57,399
letting them get
to know me more,
910
00:36:57,465 --> 00:36:58,867
and not being ashamed of that.
911
00:36:58,933 --> 00:37:00,602
- Attagirl, that's perfect.
912
00:37:00,669 --> 00:37:03,204
- Leaving here, I think that
there's a lot of things
913
00:37:03,271 --> 00:37:04,606
that I can take
and implement in my life.
914
00:37:04,673 --> 00:37:06,408
I think I can be more open
and receptive
915
00:37:06,474 --> 00:37:10,378
to love and relationships
and trusting people in general,
916
00:37:10,445 --> 00:37:13,782
and definitely see where things
go with me and Jaylan.
917
00:37:13,848 --> 00:37:16,518
- I don't know if you guys know
what a supermom is,
918
00:37:16,518 --> 00:37:19,321
but somebody who wants
to do everything.
919
00:37:19,387 --> 00:37:21,556
And I wanna burn
that [bleep] to the ground.
920
00:37:21,623 --> 00:37:25,226
I'm tired of all
this pressure of me
921
00:37:25,293 --> 00:37:27,262
wanting to make
everything perfect.
922
00:37:27,329 --> 00:37:31,266
Being in control,
not asking for help.
923
00:37:31,333 --> 00:37:33,868
Me burning this is letting go
of so much weight
924
00:37:33,935 --> 00:37:39,140
off my shoulders, and it's time
for my baby daddies to step up
925
00:37:39,207 --> 00:37:40,542
so I can have a break.
926
00:37:40,542 --> 00:37:41,876
I think this time is different.
927
00:37:41,943 --> 00:37:45,547
I think Devoin is ready
to give his all
928
00:37:45,580 --> 00:37:48,650
when it comes to co-parenting
and being there for the girls.
929
00:37:48,717 --> 00:37:52,020
I know he's a good dad,
but now I feel like
930
00:37:52,087 --> 00:37:54,990
I will be more relaxed
when he's with the girls.
931
00:37:55,056 --> 00:37:57,359
- Amber.
- All right.
932
00:37:57,425 --> 00:38:00,762
For me,
I wanna stay out of my bubble
933
00:38:00,829 --> 00:38:04,132
that I made to protect myself
from others hurting me
934
00:38:04,199 --> 00:38:06,101
and also in relationships,
et cetera.
935
00:38:06,167 --> 00:38:10,105
It says because I'm not just
talking about relationships,
936
00:38:10,171 --> 00:38:11,206
like in a loving manner.
937
00:38:11,272 --> 00:38:14,909
I'm talking about,
like, my family.
938
00:38:14,976 --> 00:38:17,112
I like to just stay in a bubble
that protects me
939
00:38:17,178 --> 00:38:18,780
so I don't get hurt.
940
00:38:18,847 --> 00:38:21,683
'Cause I'm already feeling
so hurt anyways.
941
00:38:21,750 --> 00:38:26,621
Every relationship I've had,
friends, family, or men, women,
942
00:38:26,688 --> 00:38:29,057
I've felt
every single one of them.
943
00:38:29,124 --> 00:38:33,762
So if I just--
if I'm out of my comfort zone,
944
00:38:33,828 --> 00:38:36,731
then I'll be able to,
I think, grow more.
945
00:38:36,798 --> 00:38:39,734
So yeah.
946
00:38:39,801 --> 00:38:43,271
It was such
an uplifting experience.
947
00:38:43,338 --> 00:38:46,641
I'm definitely gonna take
all of that positive energy
948
00:38:46,708 --> 00:38:48,777
that was given to me
from all the girls.
949
00:38:48,843 --> 00:38:52,280
I'm gonna keep it.
You know, I wanna see Leah.
950
00:38:52,347 --> 00:38:54,582
I'll never give up on her.
951
00:38:54,649 --> 00:38:56,685
- All right, Cate, let's go.
- All right.
952
00:38:56,751 --> 00:38:58,320
- Bring us home.
- All right.
953
00:38:58,386 --> 00:39:02,457
- So basically I wanna
let go of my mom anxiety.
954
00:39:02,557 --> 00:39:04,726
I have tons and tons
of like mom anxiety,
955
00:39:04,793 --> 00:39:07,862
thinking worst-case scenario
about my kids all the time.
956
00:39:07,929 --> 00:39:10,565
What's meant to be will be,
good or bad.
957
00:39:10,565 --> 00:39:12,600
We have no control over that.
958
00:39:12,667 --> 00:39:15,270
So I wanna try
to just let that go.
959
00:39:15,337 --> 00:39:18,506
- Yeah.
- Good job.
960
00:39:18,573 --> 00:39:21,509
- We've had to come here
and put ourselves out there.
961
00:39:21,509 --> 00:39:24,279
We've been vulnerable
throughout this process,
962
00:39:24,346 --> 00:39:27,415
and I think we can really call
ourselves as a family now.
963
00:39:27,515 --> 00:39:29,117
- All right,
y'all ready to burn it?
964
00:39:29,184 --> 00:39:30,251
- Burn it.
- Yeah.
965
00:39:30,318 --> 00:39:31,786
- I'm really proud of us.
966
00:39:31,853 --> 00:39:33,121
I'm not gonna cry
967
00:39:33,188 --> 00:39:35,690
'cause I'm just
really [bleep] proud of us.
968
00:39:35,757 --> 00:39:37,759
I'm just looking
around the bonfire
969
00:39:37,826 --> 00:39:39,894
and thinking about
where we all started.
970
00:39:39,961 --> 00:39:42,597
When we got here,
everyone had a blast.
971
00:39:42,664 --> 00:39:46,234
Everyone worked hard, and I'm
just really proud of us.
972
00:39:46,301 --> 00:39:47,902
Well, I feel so connected
to all of you,
973
00:39:47,969 --> 00:39:49,938
and I feel like everyone's
connected to each other.
974
00:39:50,005 --> 00:39:53,408
I wish Ashley was here.
Y'all just keep being you.
975
00:39:53,541 --> 00:39:55,343
Like I love y'all so much.
976
00:39:55,410 --> 00:39:58,880
We are a big family and hooray
for our first family reunion.
977
00:39:58,947 --> 00:40:00,281
[all cheer]
978
00:40:00,348 --> 00:40:01,583
All right.
979
00:40:01,650 --> 00:40:05,787
- I feel like I can relate
to them
980
00:40:05,854 --> 00:40:10,892
and I can actually
feel comfortable with them,
981
00:40:10,959 --> 00:40:12,327
and that's family.
982
00:40:12,394 --> 00:40:14,362
Yeah, that's a sisterhood.
983
00:40:14,429 --> 00:40:16,998
[all cheering]
984
00:40:17,065 --> 00:40:18,900
- If there's something
you don't wanna burn in here,
985
00:40:18,967 --> 00:40:20,535
speak now
or forever hold you peace.
986
00:40:20,602 --> 00:40:22,370
- Nah, burn that mother[bleep]!
- Burn that [bleep]!
987
00:40:22,504 --> 00:40:25,740
all: Burn it, burn it,
burn it, burn it!
988
00:40:25,807 --> 00:40:28,677
- Oh, Lord.
- Yeah!
989
00:40:28,743 --> 00:40:30,312
- You know how to do
the bonfire, girl.
990
00:40:30,378 --> 00:40:31,680
[all cheering]
991
00:40:31,746 --> 00:40:33,682
- Yeah!
- Burn!
992
00:40:33,748 --> 00:40:36,318
- I think after burning
this box,
993
00:40:36,384 --> 00:40:37,886
we all come to the realization
994
00:40:37,952 --> 00:40:40,855
that this is the start
of something new.
995
00:40:40,922 --> 00:40:43,892
[all cheering]
996
00:40:43,958 --> 00:40:45,794
- In one piece.
997
00:40:45,860 --> 00:40:48,096
- ♪ I'm a true believer ♪
998
00:40:48,163 --> 00:40:49,597
♪ I believe ♪
999
00:40:49,664 --> 00:40:52,000
♪ I believe, I believe, yeah ♪
1000
00:40:52,067 --> 00:40:56,671
♪ I know anything
is possible ♪
1001
00:40:56,738 --> 00:41:01,343
♪ And I, I've never felt
so, so away ♪
1002
00:41:01,409 --> 00:41:02,978
♪ Away ♪
1003
00:41:03,044 --> 00:41:07,882
♪ Oh, I, I've got a dream
I've gotta make it ♪
1004
00:41:07,949 --> 00:41:08,950
♪ ♪
1005
00:41:09,017 --> 00:41:11,853
♪ Oh, oh, oh, go test me ♪
1006
00:41:11,920 --> 00:41:13,922
♪ Oh, oh, oh, I'll show you
the best me ♪
1007
00:41:13,989 --> 00:41:16,257
all:
"Teen Mom: Family Reunion"!
1008
00:41:16,324 --> 00:41:17,826
- ♪ I'm taking on the world ♪
1009
00:41:17,892 --> 00:41:21,062
♪ Making it a good time,
a good time ♪