- ♪ MTV ♪
- Previously on "Teen Mom Family Reunion"...
- I am not enough!
- What does enough mean for you?
- Acceptance.
- The last two and a half years or so,
you tried to bully me online, you tried to put me down.
- Bitch, you've been a fake bitch!
Bitch, you-- - Deal with it.
- What the-- - Deal with it.
I can be mean. I'm sorry for that.
Hug it out?
- Yes. - My father just...
- The minute he found out
Briana was pregnant with Nova, he dipped.
- That's why I fight so hard with Devoin.
- Yes.
- I deal with it every [bleep] day.
I'm gonna cry.
- She said I left the hospital to go play basketball
when my daughter was born.
That's a 1,000% bold face lie.
- You were couch hopping
from the age of zero to maybe five.
- That's a lie.
Yeah, her dad was not homeless from [bleep] zero to five.
Tell nobody the truth.
[dramatic music]
- Tonight on "Teen Mom Family Reunion"...
[all shouting]
- Uh-oh. - Hi.
- Well, [bleep]. - [laughs]
- Get ready for the mother of all reunions.
[all screaming]
- We're reuniting in warm and sunny San Diego.
- Let's have some [bleep] fun, bitch!
- We're gonna deal with our drama.
- It doesn't feel like what I thought
a marriage would feel like.
- We're gonna heal from our past.
- I'm gonna cry.
- And we're gonna come together
like only this family can.
- ♪ I know some people that would die for me ♪
♪ We run together, they're my family ♪
♪ I'll stay forever, my family ♪
[upbeat music]
- Tell your daughter the truth about her dad.
- D.
- I don't give a [bleep] about camera A or B.
Like, what is we doing?
This is TV, but I wanna be real.
- D, listen-- - Let me--
- Leave the next part of that couch hopping [bleep],
you gonna leave that [bleep] out your [bleep] mouth.
- I don't wanna repeat an old pattern.
We fight, and we blow up, and we unleash on each other.
I don't wanna fight with him.
I don't wanna deal with the drama.
I want us to have a civil conversation
that doesn't end in a screaming match
and somebody walking off.
The bare minimum.
Bare minimum. - Y'all let me know--
- Bare minimum. - When I can talk.
- You're not a real man.
- Take the [bleep] mic off me, man.
I'm outta here, man.
- He was never in a place where it was stable for Nova.
Let's keep it a buck, your mother's house,
your father's house, your aunt's house.
It was never [bleep] stable.
So now he's finally stable now, right?
I'ma give it to you. He lives with his girlfriend.
I'm cool with his girlfriend. I have no problem.
But where's Nova's safe space at his house with his girl?
Did they make accommodations for Nova?
No, does she have her own room? No.
Does she have her own bed? No.
[tense music]
- D, who'd you show up for? - I'm here for Nova.
I mean, that's it.
- You have the power to create an experience for her.
- Well, let me--I lied. I'm here for her.
'Cause I need her to really know who I am.
'Cause I feel like we dated, [bleep] around, separated,
and started hating each other.
I don't think she really know who I am.
I want Briana to see my worth.
You know, I want her to know that I'm not somebody
you should even want to ever think
about keeping your kid from, you know.
Like, I just want her to see my passion is the same as hers.
That's the main thing.
- Best way you show Bri who you are is by showing her
what type of father you can be to your daughter.
- Thank you.
- Does that make sense, D? - That makes thorough sense.
- Amen.
- Y'all ain't gotta be together,
but you decided to have a kid together.
And so if you have to empower one another,
so that that little girl sees peaceful,
powerful, powerhouse parents, then that's what you gotta do.
- I don't know.
I feel, like, not that I resent him,
but I made a decision to be a parent,
like, the moment Nova was born, and he was still trying
to figure that out and through all of that--
- That's accurate.
- And through all of that, he put a lot of pressure on me,
and I had to put a lot of pressure on my mom
because obviously I couldn't do it by myself.
Thank God for my mom.
But it's like, he left us to figure this out on our own.
And then once we did figure this out on our own,
it was like, I don't need you.
I don't need you.
I wasn't necessarily thinking about Nova,
but now that Nova's older, and he's a little bit more,
you know, stable, things change.
But I feel like I give you a lot of tools sometimes,
and you don't take them.
- I think one of them is listening to Nova.
- She don't never come to me and say, "Hey, dad."
- No, she doesn't. Why?
- Maybe she doesn't feel comfortable yet.
- She's scared to hurt your feelings.
- It hurts me, too, to think that she's ever like that.
- Same.
- You know, she's always--she's good at carrying
that weight on her shoulders--
- But we don't want her to become good at carrying weight.
- I know she love me,
but there's a thing about a bond, you know.
And I just been thinking like, when am I gonna get that bond?
- You don't think you have a bond with Nova?
- Not the one I want.
[soft music]
I just want you to know...
♪ ♪
- What's up? Say it.
- I love Nova.
- I know.
- Always.
- I know.
- And you know what I mean, like,
I definitely can do a lot more for her now
than what you can remember.
- Okay.
- I really can.
- Is that a commitment, hm?
- I promise.
- Can you look at Bri?
- Promise.
♪ ♪
- Honestly, in the past,
we always used to over-talk each other.
So this experience,
I realized that it wasn't about me.
It wasn't about my feelings. It was about Devoin.
- Y'all are in bed together forever.
May not be doing the do, but you have a child together.
♪ ♪
And she will be what you make her, D.
All right, guys.
So I'm gonna leave you here now.
- Thank you.
Coach B realized that Devoin needs reassurance.
Devoin needs to feel needed.
Devoin doesn't believe in himself.
- How are you feeling? - I feel good.
- I'm just realizing my imperfections
is affecting my fatherhood.
And yeah, it's unfair to Nova.
I mean, it's up to me to correct it.
- Yeah.
- I feel like we had a pretty good sit down overall.
If that can go good,
I think we got a lot good to look forward to, you know.
♪ ♪
[upbeat music]
- ♪ Let them know we don't need no favors ♪
♪ Drop top, say hi to the haters ♪
♪ Let them know we don't need no favors ♪
♪ Just me and my girls in the parking lot ♪
- Oh no, uh-uh.
I'm not about to eat alone.
There's chicken and waffles.
- Shut the [bleep] up! - Go [bleep] eat.
- Ahh!
There's chicken and waffles.
And I'm not eating alone. - Oh, [bleep], that's my fav!
- My feet hurt. Everything hurts.
My feet look like the England flag.
Oh, my God.
- ♪ Go, set it off right now ♪
♪ Whole squad's ready, set it off right now ♪
♪ Here's where the fun begins ♪
- I heard we doing an activity outside.
- If we do football, I'm blocking.
- Yes. [laughs]
♪ ♪
- Just got done eating breakfast,
gonna head to some outdoor activities.
Some sort of probably--oh, I need a shave.
- The producer said, "Put on athletic wear,
and don't wear anything that you love too much."
So I'm like, are we gonna be in the mud?
Are we gonna be in the dirt?
Like, what the hell is today gonna be about?
'Cause I honestly don't feel like getting dirty.
♪ ♪
- Okay, positive energy, guys.
Where the [bleep] are we though?
♪ ♪
- This looks like an obstacle course.
- I see this big-ass inflatable.
I'm already like, okay,
we're doing some active, competitive [bleep].
- ♪ I'm ready for a good time ♪
♪ Yeah, yeah, I'm ready for, I'm ready for a good time ♪
- My mind's just racing.
We're all looking at each other like,
what the [bleep] are we doing?
This looks like "The Challenge."
♪ ♪
- Hey! - Yeah!
- You guys thought you could have a family reunion
without me, huh?
- That's what we thought.
My name's Cory.
My relationship to Chey is I'm baby daddy,
the best baby daddy that there is.
I have a lovely daughter named Ryder.
Bye, mooch, love you, mwah.
♪ ♪
- Bye, daddy. I love you.
- Cory, when you walked out, she said,
"Bye, daddy. I love you."
- My life is complete!
- What's up with the glasses, bro?
- Don't worry about my glasses.
- [laughs] - Don't worry about this.
- You look like a dad. - I am a dad.
Ryder's good by the way, Chey.
- I think it's really cool that Cory's here.
We have a really good co-parenting relationship,
and I would hope that people could learn from us.
- Heard that you guys, you know,
the energy's been off a little bit.
I hear it's been a little rocky in the beginning,
and I'm here to kind of change it up a little bit.
- I've never done an obstacle course.
I'm gonna go into this thing. I'm gonna work my ass off.
I'm gonna push myself
and hope to God I [bleep] win this race.
♪ ♪
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- How's everybody feeling? We good?
- We good. - We good, huh?
You scared a little bit?
You should be scared a little bit.
- Yeah, 'cause I don't do this. You do.
- Cory, baby. This is "Teen Mom."
Give us a challenge on how to change Pampers,
how to make bottles the fastest.
I don't do this [bleep].
- So, Cheyenne, Chey, come over here.
You're gonna join me.
- I did "The Challenge" rival season, and I came in third.
Still don't know how I did that as a rookie.
So I think that I can handle an obstacle course
on "Teen Mom."
- What we're gonna do is like dodgeball rules, right?
So I'm gonna pick a female,
and then Cheyenne's gonna pick a male.
And then the female that I pick is gonna pick a guy.
So then it's just gonna alternate like that.
- Do you know that I'll be sitting this out though?
- I heard you're a little sunburnt.
- Yeah. I hate missing out.
But I also didn't expect
to get like such horrible sun poisoning
and like burns on my foot.
- You want to pick first? - Yeah.
- Of course. [laughs]
- I know we were supposed to be a team,
but it's a war now, look.
What you 'bout to do now? - It's like that?
It's like that? - What you 'bout to do now?
Of course, I picked Zach
because you're not gonna have my man on your team.
It just doesn't work like that.
- I'm gonna go with Maci. OG, come on, Maci.
- Chau. - Whoo!
- Gary. - Gary!
[barking]
- I'm blessed because I didn't get picked last.
Thank you, Cory.
- We pick Bar. - Bar!
- Oh, yeah, definitely, Leah!
- Oh. - Yeah!
- Ashley.
- Ashley, okay. - I'm coming.
- Let's go big dog, let's go.
- We gonna go with Jade.
- Whoa! - Whoo!
- My best friend!
Ashley surprisingly picked Jade.
I was like, okay.
- Remember who we have on your back, Devoin.
- Damn! Who are you going to pick?
- Who are you 'bout to pick?
- Come on, Briana.
- Briana, hey!
- Okay, I'm sitting down. Bye, have fun!
- We got one extra person.
- We have an extra person, so should we sit someone out?
- I'll go twice. - No, no!
- Hell no, that can work in they benefit.
He trained for this type of [bleep].
He's not finna go two times.
- I'll go twice. I'll go twice.
Yes, I'm a team player. Let's get this [bleep] going.
- ♪ All right, here we go ♪
♪ Up high, down low ♪
- On your marks, get set, go! - Pace yourself!
- Go, get up there!
Get up there!
She's going!
- Go, go!
- Zach disappears.
I call him a shooting star 'cause he just, vroom!
[all yelling]
- [bleep]
- Let's go! - Go, go, go, go!
- Go! - Let's go, Briana!
- Go Bri! - Come on, Bri!
- Go! - Go, Bri!
[laughter]
- Come on! - She gon' regret going twice.
- I'm trying to keep my tits together.
They keep popping out.
- You okay? - No!
- I'm sure one of y'all saw my tits.
Somebody saw both of them. They were out.
- Let's go! - Let's go Gary!
- Get in there, big guy! - Gary went in there tough!
- There you go!
- Keep going, Gary!
- He's right there! - Ahh!
- There goes my shoe.
- Are you serious? Look at this.
This is not an obstacle course body.
♪ ♪
- [laughing]
- Go Chau! - Ahh!
- Gary, go! Good job!
- Yeah, go, go, go, go!
- Gary goes in with two shoes.
This mother[bleep] came out with one.
He's missing a shoe.
What the [bleep] gon' happen to me?
- I Can't do this.
- We're not made for "The Challenge."
Whew!
♪ ♪
- Go Maci!
- Go Leah!
- ♪ Show 'em what you got ♪
♪ They go low and we go high ♪
♪ Raise our vision to the sky ♪
- Whoo!
- [laughs]
- Yeah, girl!
- You know we're about to win this, right?
- I'm going against you, Cory. - You're going against me?
- I didn't train for "The Challenge."
- I'm about to smoke that ass. Stop playing.
You stepping into my world now.
Welcome to hell, baby. Let's get into it.
♪ ♪
This is my day job.
- Come on, baby! Come on!
♪ ♪
- Whoo-hoo!
♪ ♪
- Cory shouldn't even be able to participate, okay?
Cory does this [bleep]. It's not fair.
- Come on, Bri!
- Now it's my turn again. I'm the last person.
- Come on, Bri!
- My dumbass decided to go twice.
♪ ♪
- Oh, she's moving.
Come on, baby! - Let's go, Bri!
- Come on!
- Ahh! [bleep]
It's rough, rough.
- Go Bar, go!
- Ah, [bleep]!
- Go Bar!
- Let's go!
- Bar is behind me. Let me push myself.
We can win this [bleep].
- Go Bri, there you go!
- Briana, she's going as fast as she can.
When she gets down that slide,
and she's trying to run back to us.
Let's bring home this W.
- Go Bri! - Go baby, go baby!
- Yeah! - Run, Bri, run!
- Go, run!
- Pushing myself, I'm pushing myself, I'm pushing myself.
- Go Bri!
- It was like my body just gave up on me.
Like, I could not breathe.
- Briana had one hell of a head start on me.
So I took a few extra big-ass steps, and unh!
- Ahh! - We win, we win!
- We won that, boy.
- We win!
- Team Chey won. I knew we were gonna win.
I mean, look at Cory's team versus mine.
[all shouting]
- I can't breathe. I can't breathe.
I can't breathe.
I can't breathe!
- I'm not sure if she's being serious,
if she's just being dramatic.
I have these at my kids' parties.
So I don't know what I'm supposed to do right now.
- There we go. - Thank you so much.
- I need some help. - What happened?
- I can't breathe. - Do you have asthma?
- No. - Listen, I'm a paramedic.
I'm gonna listen to your lungs.
- Oh, I should never gone twice.
- Duh, bitch.
Stop pushing yourself over limits
that you shouldn't be pushing yourself over.
- I need somebody to help.
- Drink some of this.
It's hydrating medicine. Just kill it if you can.
- Okay.
- That's gonna help, thousand percent.
- I'm thinking there. Like, how serious is this?
Is she okay?
♪ ♪
- I'm just hoping she's okay.
The last thing I wanted to do was for somebody to get hurt.
♪ ♪
- What do you need?
- Okay, in through your nose.
In through your nose, out through your mouth.
Keep breathing--
- Are you passing out? What are you doing?
Briana. - Briana.
- Briana, what are you doing?
One minute she's talking, next I see her head fall over,
and I'm like, no, we need a medic.
Call 911 right now.
The main people I'm thinking about right now
are Nova and Stella, my nieces.
Wake up.
You have to stay awake, Bri.
- Liz--yep, yep, we're coming.
- Look in my eyes and get it together.
Please, in through your nose--look in my eyes, Briana.
It's scary.
The look at her eyes is scaring the [bleep] out of me.
[dramatic music]
Briana, look at me. - Briana, stay with us.
- Briana, look at me please. Look at me.
Breathe through your nose and out through your mouth.
[sirens wailing]
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- You okay?
- Yeah, I'm okay.
I have an IV in right now.
- Uh-huh?
- And they took some blood.
- You had me scared, bitch.
- Why?
- I was like, oh, my God,
what am I gonna do if something happens to you?
What am I--like, literally the worst case scenario
was running through my head.
You looked like you were dying.
- My heart rate is still very high.
So I'm gonna be here for a while.
♪ ♪
- All right, so first of all, let's clap it up.
'Cause everyone did a really good job.
I'm glad everyone had a fun time.
You know, we're missing somebody.
So let's hope that she's all right.
You know, we didn't want anybody to get hurt.
- I'm definitely thinking about Briana,
but it was best for her to like leave, go relax,
calm down, get her breathing together.
'Cause it was a lot.
- I appreciate you guys for having high energy
and dealing with me
and all the crazy things that I had us doing.
So thank you guys for that.
I'm happy to be here right now.
I'm gonna use this time to kind of become closer with Zach,
and to be cool with Chey,
and to help that co-parenting relationship.
And hopefully we can all grow and become better parents.
Let's go back to the hotel,
and let's shower up, and let's go eat.
- All right, good Job, guys. - I know we're hungry.
- Roommate! - Roommate!
- [laughs]
- ♪ Even on the worst days, I'm never gonna let you go ♪
- Girls. - Whoo.
- Man, we just got back from,
I guess you can call it "The Challenge," man.
This was Cory day. I'm still out of breath.
I'm sore.
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- I think this is something that we need to do
at least once a year.
- I agree.
- Like, it feels good to know
that we are still like something without our babies.
- A hundred percent.
I feel like part of the reason
why I wanted to embrace this experience so much
is because my lack of being open to emotion at all
has--and me just like diving
into everything my kids do has just...
I don't wanna be like a shell of a mom or a shell of a woman.
- Of a person. - Right.
Like, that's because that's not who I am.
- Yeah.
- Like, I got pregnant the night I lost my virginity.
- That's, I feel like--not traumatic
but traumatic in itself.
- Right.
- Did your mom talk to you about...
- [laughs] - Seriously.
- She didn't have enough time
from when the hokey pokey started,
and Bentley was created.
So when me and Ryan did that, it was like a big deal.
'Cause I had also never like, besides kissing,
done anything ever.
- Damn. - Not even close.
- You had no choice but to grow up.
- Yeah, I mean, I've always been like a machine.
Like, I don't have time to feel.
- Yeah.
- But it stems from that whole period
of just put your nose to the ground and grind.
Just go, just go, just go.
Being here, I've really wanted to get to know who Maci is
as a 30-year-old woman.
And I realize it's been hard for me
to get to know myself now
because it's hard to let go of the part of you
or the person in you that got you here.
I'm freaking tired.
- Yeah, me too.
I think I'm gonna do like a 30-minute sleep.
- I need two hours for a nap.
- No, I'm good with a good 15, 30.
I can make it work.
[dramatic music]
- Is she here?
What the [bleep]?
♪ ♪
- Hello?
- I just got back, and I'm over here in front of Bri's room,
but I don't see y'all nowhere.
- What?
Holy [bleep]. What the [bleep]?
- They're doing a heart--an EKG for her heart.
'Cause the numbers--like, her heart wasn't right.
I don't know what the [bleep] it is, I really like--
- Yeah, well, at home she don't do this [bleep].
Like, she don't do activities like that at home.
- I just want to make sure that she's okay.
And she says she's in good help--good care.
But it's like, I know she doesn't want me to worry,
but I can't help but [bleep] worry, like...
- Yeah, you're her sister. So I already know how that is.
Are y'all coming back tonight, or is this like,
you don't even know until they figure it out?
- She told me to go back.
'Cause she doesn't know how long she's gonna be here for.
Yeah, I'm not leaving her.
I don't want her to feel alone like I left her
'cause I would never do that.
Thank you for calling.
'Cause like, this [bleep] is a lot.
- I love y'all.
This is crazy. It's scary as [bleep].
And I'm worried about her health and her wellbeing.
Love you, bye.
- All right, love you, too. Bye.
♪ ♪
- Like, what happened to Bri?
- Is she okay? - I talked to her.
She texted me, said she was okay,
but she didn't tell me exactly what happened.
- Yeah, I guess they're doing an EKG.
- Oh, my God.
- I thought she was legit having a panic attack.
Come to find out it was something to do with her heart.
So crazy.
- Dang, I feel bad.
She volunteered to go twice, too.
She gave it everything she had.
She was like, "Yeah, I'll go twice."
I was like, "Yeah, you got this."
- I was so surprised to see her do that.
I've never seen her really do nothing like that.
Like, that was kind of nuts, no lie.
I'm just thinking like, damn,
I hope my daughter's mother is okay.
Hope she bounce back, you know, better than ever.
I was proud of her to see her get out there and do it.
- I'm just praying that Briana's all right.
First, it's Amber, now it's Briana.
I mean, these people are starting to drop like flies.
♪ ♪
- ♪ When I wake up ♪
♪ Life is better when you know you got [indistinct] ♪
- You look good. You got this.
- Yeah, right there. - Right here?
- The whole obstacle course yesterday was very intense.
[back cracking]
- The obstacle course kicked my ass, okay?
Nothing wild about that [bleep].
That [bleep] was for kids,
and it just tore all of us up.
- Do me.
- Briana FaceTimed me.
It was good to hear her voice and know that like, she's okay.
She'll probably just not be back
for a while 'cause hospital [bleep] takes forever.
- Oh!
- Oh, [bleep], oh...
- I feel better. I needed that.
♪ ♪
- I'm dragging today.
- We are exhausted.
There have been some ups and downs
and I really don't think we would be
where we are now without Coach B helping.
- Hey, ladies. - Hello.
- What's up? - How are you?
- Good.
- How are you ladies doing? - Good.
- So I got the OGs here, right?
- That's right, yeah.
- I want to use the rest of this reunion
to work on myself, and figure some stuff out,
and put some puzzle pieces in.
- I wanted to get the OGs together,
just kinda see like how it's been for you ladies.
- I don't think we're used
to as much drama between castmates.
- At least since Farrah left. - [laughs]
- I mean, so it's just different for us, honestly.
- Okay, we're gonna do an activity
with just you three that is focused on you.
I'm here to, not to do the whole therapy thing,
but here to coach you on like you and self.
And so with that being said,
I will be right back and grab something.
- There's people--women that have been on TV
for such a long time, and scrutinized,
and just tugged and pulled on.
We do have a lot of issues in our lives.
- Most of our trauma, and our issues,
and our experiences today as adults,
come from our childhood trauma.
We bring them to our adult relationships.
And then we're wondering why we can't solve adult problems.
- Right.
- Because we're bringing our kid to the conversation.
So we're gonna take a little look back at our childhood,
and we are going to start with...
[soft music]
- Damn! - Why is my head so big?
- Mace, so I'm gonna have you stand up
in front of young Mace.
- Baby Mace.
- Okay, baby Mace.
What was the first thing that comes to mind
when you see me turn your beautiful photo around?
- Brave and scared.
- What was she afraid of?
- Not accomplishing anything
because they thought she would never end up pregnant.
She wasn't that type of girl.
♪ ♪
And because she chose to live this life,
she was going to prove
that she could still accomplish everything
and that the judgment didn't matter.
♪ ♪
- And now I want you to free little Maci
so that she can be a kid
like she should have been able to be.
So you're gonna repeat after me.
You're gonna say, "Little Maci, I free you."
- Little Maci, I free you.
- "I am grown now."
- I'm grown now.
- "You no longer have to protect me."
- You no longer have to protect me.
♪ ♪
- How are you feeling?
- Kind of free.
- Yeah.
Goofy. - Great job.
- Thanks. - Good job, Maci.
- It helped me free all the toxicity,
and all the issues, and abandonment,
and trauma that young Maci is full of.
- Little Chey.
- Just look at her for a couple seconds.
♪ ♪
- So what comes to mind for you when you see her?
- Sassy.
Little me was always a fighter.
I was not as young as them when they had kids,
but in my head, I was 16,
and my parents kept telling me, "You're not 16.
Like, grow up."
It was hard.
'Cause I didn't know who her dad was.
I told the guy that I was dating,
"Hey, I'm pregnant."
And he was like, "I don't care."
When I found out I was pregnant,
I thought to myself, this is the hardest thing in the world.
So when Cory came,
you didn't know all the pain that I carried for that time.
And you don't know how much pain that I had.
♪ ♪
- Who did she have to be to get through that?
- She had to be tough.
She had to feel worthy when she felt worthless.
♪ ♪
She needed a lot of reassurance.
And I need even more now as a mom, as a wife,
as sister, as a daughter, I constantly need reassurance.
And I think that's because I wasn't really getting it
when I was this.
♪ ♪
- I want you to reassure her right now.
I want you to start off with, "Little Chey, I see you."
- Little Chey, I see you.
- "You no longer have to protect me."
- You no longer have to protect me.
- "I'm okay."
- I'm okay.
- Good job.
- Thank you. - Good job.
- I think doing this therapy session
and realizing how much I genuinely have in common
with these other moms, it's really big for me.
I always separated myself from them
because I'm not a teen mom.
I was just a really young mom,
but I'm finally starting to connect with Maci and Amber.
- Already know who's last but certainly not least.
- Lord help me.
- Oh, Amber.
♪ ♪
- Who is that? - I know that girl.
- You look good.
♪ ♪
- Who is that, Amber?
♪ ♪
[soft music]
- Oh, Amber.
- I tend to always get emotional
when I talk about my past.
- So what do you see when you see young Amber?
♪ ♪
- Fake smile for sure.
It's never been like a real smile my whole life.
- So at what age do you think
that little Amber lost her smile?
- Right when I knew what was going on with my family,
probably when my sister died.
I was probably about like five.
I remember that night like I'm watching a movie.
Sometimes I wish she was just here, you know.
I think my life would be a little bit different
'cause I would really have to watch myself
because I would be her mentor.
- You got the next best thing, Amber, you got a baby.
♪ ♪
It's like when I got outta jail last time,
the first place I went to was her grave.
♪ ♪
- To go find your smile again?
♪ ♪
- Too much [bleep] trauma, man.
It's just, I can't just deal with it.
♪ ♪
Back then I definitely was in just so much pain.
I wasn't ready to be a mom because I just--I don't know
if it was like this guilt that I felt or what it was,
but I never saw what it was really like
unless I was staying a night with a friend,
like, what parents are supposed to look like.
- You said, "I'm not ready to be a parent
because my parents didn't [bleep] show up for me."
♪ ♪
But it had nothing to do with your little girl.
Not her fault.
Had everything to do with what you didn't receive
from your parents.
I want you to look at her,
and I want you to repeat after me.
"Amber."
- Amber.
- "Sorry..."
- Sorry...
- "That you did not receive..."
- That you did not receive...
- "The love."
- The love.
- "It's not your fault."
♪ ♪
- It's not your fault.
♪ ♪
- What are you feeling right now?
- I feel better.
Sometimes I feel like I'm doomed.
You know, sometimes I feel like I'm worthless.
It gets really hard.
But I think staring at my younger self,
I realized I was holding a lot of things inside from my past.
And like, I can leave behind these guilty kind
of feelings I've always had,
and just keep moving forward to be a better mom,
and keep doing what I'm doing 'cause it's going to work
one day.
- Life is a journey.
Life is meant to create circumstance.
And regardless of what it looks like today,
it could look however you want it to look like tomorrow.
Emotions are, like, draining,
and as we free ourselves from them, they become freeing.
- This trip is going better than the best I expected.
We're getting to know each other.
We're having serious conversations.
The vibes are good. Let's just keep them.
- Okay, group hug. - Yes.
- I'm so proud of you, ladies. God.
You are doing the work. It's working.
- Thank you. - You're so amazing.
So proud.
♪ ♪
[dramatic music]
♪ ♪
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- I'm Farrah Abraham, and I'm from "Teen Mom."
Mom!
I think my water just broke!
I had my daughter Sophia when I was 16.
♪ ♪
Oh, my God.
But I'm a single mom because Sophia's dad,
Derek passed away in a car accident.
It just really hurts that I'm here by myself.
[soft music]
My daughter, Sophia Abraham, is 12.
She's a princess.
She deserves the world, and I hope she gets that
in every aspect as she grows up and becomes her own adult.
[upbeat music]
- Welcome to Boathouse. - Thank you, wow.
- Your room's gonna be out that way.
- Okay, thanks.
I have no idea how long it's been
since I've seen the other cast of "Teen Mom."
It's probably been a really long time,
like years, lots of years.
I personally disagree with what you say
and how you rationale things in your brain.
- That okay. - So you say whatever--
- You don't have to agree. - You want.
- Great, this is gonna go nowhere.
- It's only--no, guys, wait. - I'm not doing this.
- That's the Maci way of doing [bleep].
- I'm right here! - Do something.
- No, both of the criminals will do [bleep].
- Both of the criminals--
- Yes, that's right, I'm a [bleep] felon,
but I say [bleep] to your [bleep] face!
- I do, too! - Bitch, do it then!
- I already have! - Do it then, [bleep]!
Do it then! - Bye, bye!
- Amber. - [bleep] bitch.
♪ ♪
- I don't think anyone knows I'm coming to this reunion.
♪ ♪
- Love you, ladies. - Thank you.
- Love you, ladies. - Thanks for...
- Of course. - Appreciate it.
- I mean, what if I didn't show up?
This would not even be like a family reunion.
This would be like boring.
- ♪ Sometimes I feel like I'm drowning out ♪
♪ I feel like I'm falling down ♪
- I woke up in the [bleep] hospital.
No idea where the [bleep] I was.
Ended up in a hospital.
- People was pressing things all over me, taking my blood.
Like, they were doing so many things at once.
I was so shocked.
Like what the [bleep] is going on with me.
- But finally, all tests come back negative.
They basically said that I was dehydrated,
and I overworked myself.
- ♪ Not be afraid now, afraid now ♪
[soft music]
- Did no one tell you to get dressed up?
- I was gonna go sleep. - Yeah,
That's why I dressed like this in a [bleep] big-ass blanket.
- Let's toast to us being fathers.
'Cause we're all fathers. - Fatherhood.
♪ ♪
- Whenever I drink, it makes my [bleep] nipples hard.
- What, when you drink?
- Look at that mother[bleep], yeah, they're going.
- Gary's a legend. The man is a legend.
I don't care what anybody says. Gary's a good time.
♪ ♪
- Little lighter.
- How much beer you got in those cups?
- Yep!
♪ ♪
- It's hot.
- Ah!
- Oh!
- All you bitches thought I died,
but I'm back from the dead.
- Oh!
- Oh, my gosh.
- Oh, my gosh, I'm sorry. - It's okay.
- I'm so sorry. - It's not your fault.
- I'm so sorry. - Are you okay?
- How you doing?
- I'm okay. How are you guys?
- Group hug. - Group hug.
The doctor told me no more physical activities,
which is a bummer because I wanna be a part of everything.
And he just told me to stay hydrated.
They were checking my heart.
- Oh, my God. - Oh, yeah.
- [indistinct] - Ah, [bleep].
- My girl is back, and she is ready.
Once she gets that hospital gown off, it's on.
We're gonna have a good time. The rest of this trip.
- I'm not gonna stay long
'cause I want to go back to my room and rest.
But I'm sorry, y'all. - Don't say sorry.
- What are you talking about? - I'm sorry.
- As long as I don't push myself,
I'll be okay.
Bye, guys. I wanna shower.
I feel gross. - Bye y'all.
Hopefully, tomorrow's a better day
when it comes to the health situation
with my sister, positive vibes.
♪ ♪
- We need a rematch.
- We can definitely rematch, but I need a break first.
- Zach, shots.
- Goddamn, bro. - Let's go, man.
Ladies! People are on the couch.
I'm trying to live my best life.
Nobody's kids are here tonight.
Please enjoy yourself.
♪ ♪
- We gonna do this toast for Briana getting better.
We gonna take a shot to her recovering from it.
The Cory challenge.
- Hey! - Hey!
- "Teen Mom Family Reunion"! - Yay!
- Family reunion!
♪ ♪
- It's just--I mean, I think we're all just gonna
have a really good time for the rest of our time here.
I'm glad everyone came and so open.
- It's gonna be great.
So cheers, everybody. Let's have some fun.
- Cheers! - Cheers!
- ♪ I'm at it again ♪
- Hi, everyone. - Uh-oh.
All of a sudden, I see this very familiar face
coming around the corner,
and my eyes adjusted a little bit,
and I knew who it was.
♪ ♪
- I feel a demonic presence.
♪ ♪
It's creeping up on me.
- Hi, good to see you.
- Well, [bleep].
- Farrah!
- ♪ Better watch out, better watch your back ♪
♪ I'm at it again ♪
♪ ♪
♪ I'm at it again ♪
♪ ♪