1 00:00:08,440 --> 00:00:10,440 [snoring] 2 00:00:13,320 --> 00:00:14,600 {\an8}[Mia] Whoa. Okay. 3 00:00:15,200 --> 00:00:16,200 {\an8}Not my bed. 4 00:00:16,600 --> 00:00:18,200 {\an8}This isn't my bed. 5 00:00:18,280 --> 00:00:21,240 [snoring continues] 6 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:22,760 [Mia] And that's not me. 7 00:00:23,600 --> 00:00:24,600 Naked? 8 00:00:25,480 --> 00:00:26,840 Naked. And... 9 00:00:28,640 --> 00:00:29,640 No. 10 00:00:30,120 --> 00:00:31,800 Yep. Also naked. 11 00:00:33,560 --> 00:00:35,200 Zero to sex, Mia. 12 00:00:39,320 --> 00:00:41,520 How the fuck did we get here? 13 00:00:42,000 --> 00:00:43,800 [woman] You're a dirty pig. 14 00:00:43,880 --> 00:00:45,880 - [people moaning on phone] - [whip cracking] 15 00:00:46,640 --> 00:00:49,560 [Mia] Why is everyone so obsessed with sex? 16 00:00:50,040 --> 00:00:52,040 - [moaning on phone] - Oh my God! 17 00:00:52,120 --> 00:00:54,880 Nah, wait, Will. I've got to show you "the Tax Collector." 18 00:00:54,960 --> 00:00:59,200 [Mia] More importantly, why is everything around sex so completely alien to me? 19 00:00:59,960 --> 00:01:01,320 - Oh! - Ugh. 20 00:01:01,400 --> 00:01:02,280 What? 21 00:01:02,360 --> 00:01:04,040 [Mia] I know I should want it, 22 00:01:04,120 --> 00:01:07,000 but the thought of being naked, 23 00:01:07,080 --> 00:01:10,120 being touched, being looked at, 24 00:01:10,200 --> 00:01:11,760 makes me want to throw up. 25 00:01:14,160 --> 00:01:16,320 Almost as much as knowing the smarmy fuckers 26 00:01:16,400 --> 00:01:18,760 I call best friends have been lying to me for months. 27 00:01:18,840 --> 00:01:20,320 - Ugh. - [laughing] 28 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:22,720 - [Will] So, what's the plan? - What? 29 00:01:22,800 --> 00:01:25,680 For later. We all have frees, we should do something. 30 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:27,400 Where's the list? 31 00:01:27,480 --> 00:01:29,400 Let's see what Mia still needs to do. 32 00:01:30,480 --> 00:01:31,520 [Cameron] Ooh, drugs. 33 00:01:31,600 --> 00:01:34,120 Sex! Ooh, Mia. 34 00:01:34,200 --> 00:01:35,840 Chance would be a fine thing. 35 00:01:35,920 --> 00:01:38,720 [Mia] Shit. Laugh like you've bedded a thousand women. 36 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:40,280 [awkward chuckle] 37 00:01:40,360 --> 00:01:41,200 [Cameron] Ooh. 38 00:01:41,280 --> 00:01:42,160 [Mia] Um... 39 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:44,560 How about this one? Break the law? 40 00:01:44,640 --> 00:01:48,640 - Yeah! Full fucking gangster, I love it. - I don't know if Becs'd be down for that. 41 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:51,200 UCAS don't smile on felons. 42 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:52,720 - I'm down. - [scoffing] 43 00:01:52,800 --> 00:01:53,880 [Mia] Sex bullet dodged. 44 00:01:53,960 --> 00:01:55,880 [Cameron] How 'bout we swipe those keys, then? 45 00:01:55,960 --> 00:01:57,040 [Carli] Whose keys? 46 00:01:57,120 --> 00:01:58,360 Her mum's an estate agent. 47 00:01:58,440 --> 00:02:01,560 She's been showing off this swanky house for the whole week. Hmm? 48 00:02:02,640 --> 00:02:05,360 - Yeah? How about it? - Yeah, we could try, I guess. 49 00:02:05,440 --> 00:02:06,600 [Cameron] All right, Becs! 50 00:02:06,680 --> 00:02:08,520 - [laughing] - Sounds great. 51 00:02:08,600 --> 00:02:11,560 I'll have to move some things around, but I will most definitely be there. 52 00:02:11,640 --> 00:02:13,280 [Mia] How are you everywhere? 53 00:02:13,360 --> 00:02:15,800 Okay, um... 54 00:02:15,880 --> 00:02:18,720 Alison, welcome to Operation Selling Sunset. 55 00:02:20,040 --> 00:02:21,320 We rally at noon. 56 00:02:21,400 --> 00:02:22,560 It's past two. 57 00:02:23,080 --> 00:02:25,600 We rally... later! 58 00:02:26,240 --> 00:02:28,200 [upbeat music playing] 59 00:02:32,120 --> 00:02:33,240 Keira Knightley. 60 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:34,440 Dish. 61 00:02:34,520 --> 00:02:37,440 - On what? - What you've been so frowny about lately. 62 00:02:37,520 --> 00:02:39,280 You've barely said a word all week. 63 00:02:39,360 --> 00:02:41,600 Come on. Tell Mama Will what's up. 64 00:02:44,320 --> 00:02:46,240 Becca and Cameron. 65 00:02:46,320 --> 00:02:47,360 At Reading. 66 00:02:49,640 --> 00:02:50,840 How did you... 67 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:52,880 - Will! - Well, how did you find out? 68 00:02:52,960 --> 00:02:55,360 Her phone. I saw a text he sent her. 69 00:02:55,440 --> 00:02:56,440 Will! 70 00:02:56,800 --> 00:02:59,360 - No, no, no. I've been sworn to secrecy. - William. 71 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:00,880 [sighs] 72 00:03:01,360 --> 00:03:03,440 Fine. You've twisted my arm. 73 00:03:04,160 --> 00:03:06,560 - They shagged all night long. - No. 74 00:03:06,640 --> 00:03:10,960 Yep. Like proper, full-on, thought they'd swallow each other whole kind of shaggage. 75 00:03:11,040 --> 00:03:13,600 Had to bring them Quavers and Lucozade in the interim. 76 00:03:13,680 --> 00:03:15,320 Like a sexy sex butler. 77 00:03:16,880 --> 00:03:18,240 Wait, you were there? 78 00:03:18,320 --> 00:03:21,880 Yeah. And they've been at it like nympho bunnies ever since. 79 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:25,040 [Mia] I thought it was just Reading. 80 00:03:25,120 --> 00:03:27,000 Oi, oi! We're here. 81 00:03:27,080 --> 00:03:29,680 [exciting music playing] 82 00:03:29,760 --> 00:03:33,080 {\an8}I'm so webbed, I could break these fucking gates down by myself. 83 00:03:34,080 --> 00:03:35,960 {\an8}Fuck me westwards. 84 00:03:36,040 --> 00:03:37,040 {\an8}Oh yeah. 85 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:38,840 Come on then, Becs. 86 00:03:38,920 --> 00:03:40,480 [music continues] 87 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:41,880 [laughing] 88 00:03:44,320 --> 00:03:47,640 [Mia] What is it about sex that makes everyone think it's okay to lie? 89 00:03:48,560 --> 00:03:50,680 Cam and Becca lied about having it. 90 00:03:50,760 --> 00:03:52,600 Will lied about not having it. 91 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:54,360 And me? 92 00:03:54,440 --> 00:03:58,320 - [lock clicks, door opens] - I'm just a frigid, honest virgin. 93 00:04:00,520 --> 00:04:01,520 Nah. 94 00:04:02,760 --> 00:04:04,040 Oh, stop it. 95 00:04:05,400 --> 00:04:08,160 - No. - [Cameron laughing] Fucking hell. 96 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:09,960 [Will] What? 97 00:04:10,600 --> 00:04:12,640 [Cameron whooping] 98 00:04:12,720 --> 00:04:15,000 [vocalizing] 99 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:19,160 - There's a pool. - [Carli] What? 100 00:04:19,200 --> 00:04:20,760 [Will] There's a pool. Come, Carli. 101 00:04:20,840 --> 00:04:21,840 [Cameron] Oh my God. 102 00:04:21,880 --> 00:04:23,800 [Carli] This is crazy. 103 00:04:25,280 --> 00:04:26,640 Bedroom. Spotted. 104 00:04:26,720 --> 00:04:27,720 Oh. 105 00:04:28,400 --> 00:04:29,480 Wow. 106 00:04:30,960 --> 00:04:32,680 [Will] Babe, what's in there? 107 00:04:32,760 --> 00:04:34,400 - It's a grand piano. - No! 108 00:04:34,480 --> 00:04:36,496 - No, it's a grand pi... [laughs] - [Will] The budget. 109 00:04:36,520 --> 00:04:38,880 Oh Becs, you've done it again. 110 00:04:38,960 --> 00:04:40,800 - You've nailed it. - [Carli gasps] Wow. 111 00:04:40,880 --> 00:04:42,360 I feel like a corporate stooge. 112 00:04:42,440 --> 00:04:44,240 I just feel like a high-end whore. 113 00:04:44,320 --> 00:04:45,720 Okay, okay, please be careful. 114 00:04:45,800 --> 00:04:47,760 [Cameron] It looks like a giant knob. 115 00:04:47,840 --> 00:04:50,240 You know what would be fun in this house? Double Dip. 116 00:04:50,320 --> 00:04:51,320 Oh yeah. 117 00:04:51,360 --> 00:04:52,400 - Mm. - Double what? 118 00:04:52,480 --> 00:04:54,560 Double Dip. It's a drinking game. 119 00:04:54,640 --> 00:04:56,360 We split off into teams of two, 120 00:04:56,440 --> 00:04:58,840 and you have an hour to finish the entire bottle. 121 00:04:58,920 --> 00:05:02,600 I'm thinking... Becca and Cameron. 122 00:05:02,680 --> 00:05:05,800 Ooh, yeah. Good idea. She can drink me under the table. 123 00:05:05,880 --> 00:05:07,680 [Will] Uh, Mia and... 124 00:05:07,760 --> 00:05:09,840 Oh, I'll go with Mia, obviously. 125 00:05:09,920 --> 00:05:11,160 What? Why? 126 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:14,120 I'm the most hardcore, and you have the lowest tolerance. 127 00:05:14,200 --> 00:05:15,200 No, I don't. 128 00:05:15,680 --> 00:05:18,960 Well, um, I guess that just leaves us two. 129 00:05:19,040 --> 00:05:20,680 My high-end whore! 130 00:05:20,760 --> 00:05:23,720 Mm! Right, okay. Everyone, after me, 131 00:05:23,800 --> 00:05:25,720 recite the Double Dip pledge. 132 00:05:25,800 --> 00:05:26,800 [Cameron] Oh. 133 00:05:27,400 --> 00:05:28,800 I solemnly swear... 134 00:05:28,880 --> 00:05:30,360 [all] I solemnly swear... 135 00:05:30,440 --> 00:05:32,160 [Will]...that I will finish my drink. 136 00:05:32,240 --> 00:05:34,080 [all]...that I will finish my drink. 137 00:05:34,160 --> 00:05:36,520 [Will] And if my partner cannot finish theirs... 138 00:05:36,600 --> 00:05:39,040 [all] And if my partner cannot finish theirs... 139 00:05:39,120 --> 00:05:40,760 ...I will down that motherfucker! 140 00:05:40,840 --> 00:05:42,800 [all]...I will down that motherfucker! 141 00:05:42,880 --> 00:05:43,920 [Will] To Double Dip! 142 00:05:44,000 --> 00:05:46,640 [all] To Double Dip! 143 00:05:46,720 --> 00:05:48,720 [all cheering] 144 00:05:48,800 --> 00:05:49,960 [music fades] 145 00:05:50,800 --> 00:05:54,040 [Mia] Fucking sex. Fucking friends. Fucking meal plan. 146 00:06:05,800 --> 00:06:07,200 What's up, chicken? 147 00:06:07,280 --> 00:06:08,280 [Mia] Hmm? 148 00:06:09,080 --> 00:06:10,080 You're thinking. 149 00:06:10,680 --> 00:06:11,680 What about? 150 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:13,160 Nothing. 151 00:06:15,040 --> 00:06:16,160 Nothing important. 152 00:06:17,280 --> 00:06:19,280 Oh, come on. You can talk to me. 153 00:06:19,960 --> 00:06:22,960 I've never tried. I might be a really good listener. 154 00:06:25,440 --> 00:06:26,840 Becca and Cameron. 155 00:06:27,840 --> 00:06:28,960 They, um... 156 00:06:30,960 --> 00:06:32,000 did it. 157 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:33,760 And? 158 00:06:34,320 --> 00:06:35,320 And? 159 00:06:35,400 --> 00:06:38,800 And what? It's a bit bloody obvious, isn't it? 160 00:06:39,680 --> 00:06:41,960 I mean, they're practically on heat. 161 00:06:42,040 --> 00:06:44,000 You can smell the pheromones from miles off. 162 00:06:44,080 --> 00:06:46,200 I just don't know why they'd lie about it. 163 00:06:46,280 --> 00:06:50,000 I mean, do they think that I'm such a massive prude I can't even talk about... 164 00:06:51,480 --> 00:06:52,320 You know. 165 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:53,680 Fucking? 166 00:06:54,320 --> 00:06:55,560 [clears throat] 167 00:06:56,960 --> 00:06:58,280 Oh, I see what's going on. 168 00:06:59,400 --> 00:07:00,840 You're scared of sex. 169 00:07:01,480 --> 00:07:04,000 - No, I'm not. - Yes, you are. 170 00:07:04,080 --> 00:07:06,080 - This is not about them lying. - Yes, it is. 171 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:08,640 This is about you being mad that they're all getting it on, 172 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:10,760 and you're too chicken to cash in your V card. 173 00:07:10,840 --> 00:07:12,160 Not true. So not true. 174 00:07:12,240 --> 00:07:13,240 Hey. 175 00:07:14,120 --> 00:07:17,000 There's no shame in being intimidated, okay? 176 00:07:17,080 --> 00:07:18,280 Sex seems like 177 00:07:18,800 --> 00:07:20,840 everything until you have it. 178 00:07:21,600 --> 00:07:22,680 Then it's like... 179 00:07:23,280 --> 00:07:25,320 [sighs] It's more. 180 00:07:32,160 --> 00:07:33,360 [Mia] Could that be true? 181 00:07:33,920 --> 00:07:36,920 I thought I was just scared of the "me" part of sex, 182 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:38,600 not the thing itself. 183 00:07:40,680 --> 00:07:45,120 Could it be that I'm just incapable of wanting someone that way? 184 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:48,400 [chuckles] 185 00:07:49,360 --> 00:07:51,880 Wouldn't think this was made with grain, huh? 186 00:07:52,800 --> 00:07:54,560 - No. - Hmm. 187 00:07:59,920 --> 00:08:01,440 Doesn't have any of the, uh... 188 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:05,440 [clicks tongue] 189 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:07,560 What are they called? 190 00:08:07,640 --> 00:08:09,120 - Sediments. - That's the one. 191 00:08:18,720 --> 00:08:22,600 - I spy with my little eye... - [groans softly] 192 00:08:23,200 --> 00:08:25,440 Oh, come on, Becs. I'm trying here. 193 00:08:25,520 --> 00:08:27,520 Least you could do is give me some effort. 194 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:31,720 Oh, so, you have my body and time for eight months, 195 00:08:31,800 --> 00:08:34,200 that weren't enough, and now you want effort? 196 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:36,760 I could settle for just body. 197 00:08:37,920 --> 00:08:41,240 [murmurs] And a little bit of time, too, might be quite nice. 198 00:08:41,320 --> 00:08:44,040 And we both know you don't need much of that. 199 00:08:44,120 --> 00:08:45,360 Oh, ouch! 200 00:08:46,440 --> 00:08:47,600 [Cameron gasps] 201 00:08:47,680 --> 00:08:49,760 Oh my... Oh my God! 202 00:08:50,320 --> 00:08:53,640 [laughs] Oh, so you want to go there? 203 00:08:54,200 --> 00:08:56,400 - Let's go there. - Oh no, no, no. No, I can't. 204 00:08:56,480 --> 00:08:58,840 I can't hit a girl. They are just too cute. 205 00:08:58,920 --> 00:09:01,680 Oh, yeah. Mm. 206 00:09:01,760 --> 00:09:02,760 [Cameron chuckles] 207 00:09:03,240 --> 00:09:04,520 "Paint It Black" 208 00:09:05,720 --> 00:09:06,560 is overrated. 209 00:09:06,640 --> 00:09:07,680 Yeah, fuck off. 210 00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:08,840 - Oh. - Uh-uh. 211 00:09:08,920 --> 00:09:10,760 - Die Hard... [laughs] - Oh! 212 00:09:10,840 --> 00:09:11,960 ...is, ugh, boring. 213 00:09:12,040 --> 00:09:13,560 [laughing] It's not gonna happen. 214 00:09:14,240 --> 00:09:18,120 - Hole... were better than Nirvana! - La-la-la! La-la-la! La! 215 00:09:18,200 --> 00:09:20,720 Fucking fight! Fucking fight! 216 00:09:20,800 --> 00:09:24,200 [yelps, giggles] 217 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:26,560 - [laughs] - Hm. 218 00:09:26,640 --> 00:09:29,000 ["Sad Girl" by moa moa playing] 219 00:09:42,680 --> 00:09:43,680 Score! 220 00:09:43,720 --> 00:09:45,400 Well... sure. 221 00:09:45,480 --> 00:09:47,160 Any hole's a goal, my friend. 222 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:50,400 Oh, we should, um... we should really start making some headway on this. 223 00:09:50,480 --> 00:09:52,960 Um, I actually don't drink. 224 00:09:55,520 --> 00:09:57,960 Oh! [laughs] Mm-mm. 225 00:09:58,040 --> 00:10:00,680 We're gonna need a few more lessons. [laughs] 226 00:10:00,760 --> 00:10:03,360 - [laughing] - Wait, wait, wait. Why don't you drink? 227 00:10:04,840 --> 00:10:06,680 Trying to seem quirky, I guess. 228 00:10:06,760 --> 00:10:10,400 - Mm-mm. You are lying. - Well, why do you drink? 229 00:10:10,480 --> 00:10:12,600 Who doesn't love a social lubricant? 230 00:10:12,680 --> 00:10:14,320 Everything tastes better. 231 00:10:14,400 --> 00:10:17,400 All your jokes land, or at least you think they do. 232 00:10:17,480 --> 00:10:20,000 Everyone's better looking, and so are you, 233 00:10:20,080 --> 00:10:22,120 so everyone's an option. 234 00:10:22,200 --> 00:10:24,400 - That how you scored Gareth? - Oh. 235 00:10:24,480 --> 00:10:27,480 I didn't need help there. All down to charisma. 236 00:10:27,560 --> 00:10:30,440 Pure and simple and entirely me. 237 00:10:30,520 --> 00:10:31,520 [grunts] 238 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:35,640 Just a shame I can't seem to impart any of my wisdom onto you lot. 239 00:10:35,720 --> 00:10:36,560 How so? 240 00:10:36,640 --> 00:10:39,800 Well, um, the others won't tell you this, but... 241 00:10:39,880 --> 00:10:40,880 Mm-hmm? 242 00:10:40,960 --> 00:10:43,440 I'm kind of the puppet master of the group. 243 00:10:43,520 --> 00:10:45,280 The puppet master? 244 00:10:45,360 --> 00:10:47,880 I know everything about everyone. 245 00:10:48,680 --> 00:10:50,200 What do you know about me? 246 00:10:50,280 --> 00:10:52,520 You are an enigma. 247 00:10:54,240 --> 00:10:55,240 Except... 248 00:10:55,720 --> 00:10:56,720 Except? 249 00:10:57,320 --> 00:10:59,120 Nah, I couldn't possibly. 250 00:11:01,400 --> 00:11:03,680 - Okay, no worries. - Someone likes you. 251 00:11:03,760 --> 00:11:04,600 What? 252 00:11:04,680 --> 00:11:05,720 Who? 253 00:11:06,920 --> 00:11:08,480 [Alison] Mia, Mia, Mia. 254 00:11:08,560 --> 00:11:11,520 Riven with hormones but petrified of sex. 255 00:11:12,160 --> 00:11:13,160 Piss off. 256 00:11:13,840 --> 00:11:14,840 And... 257 00:11:15,640 --> 00:11:16,760 [laughs] 258 00:11:16,840 --> 00:11:18,240 And petulant too. 259 00:11:18,320 --> 00:11:21,200 You know, I've heard a good shag can sort that right out. 260 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:24,000 How, hmm? With who? 261 00:11:24,080 --> 00:11:26,720 Nobody's exactly banging my door down for it. 262 00:11:27,640 --> 00:11:31,800 One thing you will learn when you enter the world of sex-havers, 263 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:35,320 is women can pull literally wherever they go. Zero effort. 264 00:11:36,840 --> 00:11:37,760 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 265 00:11:37,840 --> 00:11:41,760 You've just got to know how to put it out there and where to look for it. 266 00:11:42,520 --> 00:11:45,800 Great. I don't know either of those things. 267 00:11:45,880 --> 00:11:48,800 I dunno, I just never really learned how to flirt. 268 00:11:49,680 --> 00:11:50,800 I never learned... 269 00:11:52,320 --> 00:11:53,760 Like, what are your moves? 270 00:11:57,640 --> 00:12:00,080 - Right, uh, yeah. - [laughs] 271 00:12:00,160 --> 00:12:02,520 But, you know, you've got stuff going for you, 272 00:12:02,600 --> 00:12:04,040 if you just play into it. 273 00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:10,320 You've got this, like, twitchy, skinny, andro-rocker vibe going on. 274 00:12:10,840 --> 00:12:12,080 It's like a nervous Jagger. 275 00:12:12,160 --> 00:12:15,840 [laughs] Right, so in the '70s, I would've been so in. 276 00:12:15,920 --> 00:12:17,520 I think you're in. 277 00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:22,920 [soft piano chords playing] 278 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:32,920 ["Lift You Up" by Lava La Rue playing] 279 00:12:33,000 --> 00:12:35,800 And that is how you flirt. 280 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:37,880 [scoffs] 281 00:12:39,160 --> 00:12:40,720 ♪ Two nights, split eye ♪ 282 00:12:40,800 --> 00:12:42,200 - [squeals] - [laughs] 283 00:12:43,360 --> 00:12:45,720 ♪ When we drivin' down A4 In a hatchback ♪ 284 00:12:45,800 --> 00:12:47,720 ♪ 05/21 years till I got snatched back ♪ 285 00:12:47,800 --> 00:12:49,880 ♪ Up a mountain In Ladbroke Grove ♪ 286 00:12:49,960 --> 00:12:52,360 ♪ Couldn't pass last night 'Cause it was in my zone... ♪ 287 00:12:52,440 --> 00:12:53,920 [Becca laughing] 288 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:57,000 Nah, look. All I'm saying is that it's a shame 289 00:12:57,080 --> 00:12:59,880 that your music taste isn't as elite as your... 290 00:12:59,960 --> 00:13:01,640 knowledge of intersectionality. 291 00:13:01,720 --> 00:13:04,240 - [snorts, laughs] - At least I can spell it. 292 00:13:04,320 --> 00:13:05,600 [scoffs] All right. 293 00:13:06,200 --> 00:13:08,360 [laughing] 294 00:13:08,440 --> 00:13:09,440 Ah! 295 00:13:10,280 --> 00:13:11,520 God, look at us. 296 00:13:11,600 --> 00:13:14,120 Getting smashed in a house that we broke into. 297 00:13:14,760 --> 00:13:17,760 I can't think of a less Becca set of circumstances. 298 00:13:17,840 --> 00:13:21,200 - What does that mean? - I mean, it's just not very you, is it? 299 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:25,200 Most of the times we've fooled around has been mid-revision session. 300 00:13:26,160 --> 00:13:28,120 And is that how you think of me? 301 00:13:28,640 --> 00:13:31,040 A study buddy that happens to be easy? 302 00:13:31,120 --> 00:13:32,920 No. Uh... 303 00:13:33,400 --> 00:13:36,160 I just mean, like, we all stay in our lanes. 304 00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:37,480 It's a balance. 305 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:41,560 I need you because you're, like, smart and sensible and stuff. 306 00:13:41,640 --> 00:13:45,040 And you need me to bring the fun. [chuckling] 307 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:48,720 Right. Because how could old boring Becca ever be fun? 308 00:13:49,720 --> 00:13:52,840 Nah, don't get it twisted. No, like, you... you can be fun. 309 00:13:52,920 --> 00:13:56,080 - Just, like, in a different way. - You know, never mind. 310 00:13:56,160 --> 00:13:57,080 [scoffs] 311 00:13:57,160 --> 00:14:00,880 - I don't know how I could have forgotten. - Forgotten what? Becca? 312 00:14:01,680 --> 00:14:03,880 How fucking small you make me feel. 313 00:14:05,680 --> 00:14:07,720 [departing footsteps] 314 00:14:07,800 --> 00:14:08,920 [door opens] 315 00:14:10,760 --> 00:14:11,880 [door shuts] 316 00:14:13,360 --> 00:14:15,760 - Okay, this is the one. This is it. - [Carli] Mm-hmm? 317 00:14:15,840 --> 00:14:18,000 [grunts, groans] 318 00:14:18,960 --> 00:14:20,000 Have I won yet? 319 00:14:20,880 --> 00:14:21,880 Ah! 320 00:14:23,480 --> 00:14:25,000 Tell me who likes me. 321 00:14:27,880 --> 00:14:29,960 A puppet master never reveals his strings. 322 00:14:31,080 --> 00:14:32,640 You have to tell me. 323 00:14:32,720 --> 00:14:34,880 - What if I like them back? - Do you? 324 00:14:35,680 --> 00:14:36,520 I don't know. 325 00:14:36,600 --> 00:14:39,240 But there's someone you would like it to be? 326 00:14:40,040 --> 00:14:41,120 Maybe. 327 00:14:41,200 --> 00:14:42,200 Bitch. 328 00:14:42,640 --> 00:14:43,640 Who do you like? 329 00:14:43,680 --> 00:14:45,200 Who likes me? 330 00:14:45,720 --> 00:14:47,440 [cell phone chimes] 331 00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:51,600 Ah! The dip has been doubled. 332 00:14:51,680 --> 00:14:54,160 Everyone! To the lounge with you all. 333 00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:58,400 Proof of purchase, everyone! 334 00:14:58,480 --> 00:14:59,800 [tapping on bottle] 335 00:14:59,880 --> 00:15:03,040 So, how did everyone find it? 336 00:15:03,760 --> 00:15:05,600 Fine. A bit dull. 337 00:15:06,160 --> 00:15:08,080 [Will] Any, uh... highlights? 338 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:11,200 Mia's full of secrets. 339 00:15:12,760 --> 00:15:13,800 Um... 340 00:15:15,800 --> 00:15:18,000 - So what now? - Something fun. 341 00:15:18,080 --> 00:15:20,480 [Will] Yes. We've barely scratched the surface. 342 00:15:21,240 --> 00:15:23,200 We should get to know each other. 343 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:25,320 Mm, I've known you guys since I was nine. 344 00:15:25,400 --> 00:15:28,600 [Will] Okay, but Carli, does anyone really know Carli? 345 00:15:28,680 --> 00:15:31,480 - We should be bonding. - I'm down to get to know Carli. 346 00:15:32,960 --> 00:15:34,520 I like bonding. 347 00:15:34,600 --> 00:15:35,600 I've got it. 348 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:37,760 - "Never Have I Ever!" - [chuckling] 349 00:15:37,840 --> 00:15:39,120 Mm! Fuck yeah! 350 00:15:39,200 --> 00:15:40,720 - I'm in. - All right. 351 00:15:40,800 --> 00:15:42,520 - [groans] - [Will] Come on. 352 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:44,080 Let's get it all out in the open. 353 00:15:46,200 --> 00:15:47,240 Yeah. 354 00:15:49,720 --> 00:15:50,760 Yeah, let's do it. 355 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:51,680 - No! - Ah! 356 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:54,280 Never have I ever shit myself in public. 357 00:15:54,360 --> 00:15:55,480 Hey! 358 00:15:55,560 --> 00:15:57,160 - That is rank! - [all groan] 359 00:15:57,240 --> 00:15:59,280 - What? Seriously? - [Will] Are you not embarrassed? 360 00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:01,120 - This is really embarrassing! - Shut up! 361 00:16:01,200 --> 00:16:04,520 Anyway, uh, never have I ever said the wrong person's name in bed. 362 00:16:04,600 --> 00:16:05,760 Ew, no. No. 363 00:16:05,840 --> 00:16:06,760 [Carli gasps] 364 00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:10,080 Okay, okay. Every posh boy is called Henry or James, you can sue me. 365 00:16:10,160 --> 00:16:12,840 - [laughing] - Classic. All right, Mia, you're next. 366 00:16:12,920 --> 00:16:13,920 Okay. 367 00:16:14,520 --> 00:16:16,160 Never have I ever 368 00:16:16,680 --> 00:16:18,240 had sex in a tent. 369 00:16:18,320 --> 00:16:21,240 ["IAMDDB" by JGL playing faintly] 370 00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:33,000 Okay, then. Uh, never have I ever gotten a hickey. 371 00:16:33,080 --> 00:16:34,080 - Easy. - Mm. 372 00:16:35,920 --> 00:16:38,840 - Uh, excuse me, drink up. - What? 373 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:42,040 Remember Year Nine, when I went through that platonic hickey phase? 374 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:45,200 - No, please don't make me drink anymore. - Fine, you can have a forfeit. 375 00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:47,280 You have to... 376 00:16:48,800 --> 00:16:51,640 kiss somebody in this room. 377 00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:55,120 On the lips. And I want a real snog. 378 00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:56,760 No pecking. 379 00:16:56,840 --> 00:16:59,480 - Proper tonsil deep-tissue. - [Cameron chuckles] 380 00:17:00,080 --> 00:17:01,440 [Mia] Fuck me. 381 00:17:02,080 --> 00:17:03,080 Hop to it. 382 00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:06,080 ["Don't Come Back" by Lava La Rue playing] 383 00:17:06,160 --> 00:17:10,000 [Mia] I've kissed Becca before, but right now, I'd rather punch her. 384 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:13,880 Alison would be too ashamed to tell anyone. 385 00:17:15,400 --> 00:17:17,040 Will and I could laugh about it, 386 00:17:17,120 --> 00:17:20,840 but I'd rather not play tonsil tennis with that barefaced liar either. 387 00:17:22,480 --> 00:17:23,480 Carli. 388 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:25,640 Carli. 389 00:17:26,640 --> 00:17:29,720 I wonder what it'd be like to feel her lips on mine. 390 00:17:29,800 --> 00:17:30,800 To touch her. 391 00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:33,320 To be lost in her magic. 392 00:17:36,400 --> 00:17:42,160 ♪ Sometimes you make me feel nice And then you make me feel numb and free ♪ 393 00:17:42,240 --> 00:17:44,400 - ♪ It's lovely ♪ - [music fades] 394 00:17:44,480 --> 00:17:45,480 [Cameron murmurs] 395 00:17:47,120 --> 00:17:48,480 That's different. 396 00:17:49,360 --> 00:17:51,200 Wow. Yeah, that's... 397 00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:53,280 something. 398 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:55,640 Quite something. 399 00:17:58,280 --> 00:17:59,520 Uh... [laughs] 400 00:18:00,600 --> 00:18:04,000 Fucking A, Mia. Who taught you all that? 401 00:18:04,760 --> 00:18:05,760 Just gifted. 402 00:18:05,840 --> 00:18:08,480 [Mia] Oh my God, fuck. I just fully kissed my brother. 403 00:18:08,560 --> 00:18:10,080 You use Vaseline? 404 00:18:10,160 --> 00:18:11,280 Glossier Original. 405 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:14,120 Are you okay, Becs? 406 00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:15,560 Fine. 407 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:17,120 Bathroom. 408 00:18:18,440 --> 00:18:20,640 Uh, well, I could use another drink. 409 00:18:20,720 --> 00:18:22,480 Uh, Mia, come with? 410 00:18:22,560 --> 00:18:23,400 Why? 411 00:18:23,480 --> 00:18:25,840 You were gonna show me how to make that drink, remember? 412 00:18:25,920 --> 00:18:27,640 A Keira Knightley? 413 00:18:28,240 --> 00:18:30,120 Mm, yeah, right. [Will] Mm-hmm. 414 00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:38,800 What the hell was that? I practically had her tongue gift-wrapped for you. 415 00:18:38,880 --> 00:18:42,080 - I couldn't kiss her in a bloody game. - But you can kiss Cameron? Cameron! 416 00:18:42,160 --> 00:18:43,400 Oh, just chill. 417 00:18:43,480 --> 00:18:45,920 It's no big deal. I'm just messing with them a little. 418 00:18:46,000 --> 00:18:48,880 You don't get to mess with them, and not without my say-so. 419 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:53,000 I'm the Kris Jenner in this equation. Besides, why do you even care so much? 420 00:18:53,520 --> 00:18:54,760 I just hate liars. 421 00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:59,040 [indistinct chatter from other room] 422 00:19:01,560 --> 00:19:04,880 [Mia] Gents. What say we take this party to the next level? 423 00:19:04,960 --> 00:19:06,640 [chuckling] Yeah, like upstairs? 424 00:19:07,640 --> 00:19:08,720 [Mia] Like guests. 425 00:19:08,800 --> 00:19:11,920 Six people in a house drinking booze we bought ourselves. 426 00:19:12,000 --> 00:19:14,760 That's not breaking the law. That's barely noteworthy. 427 00:19:16,160 --> 00:19:17,160 [Becca] Fuck it. 428 00:19:18,520 --> 00:19:19,520 Right? 429 00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:22,720 [Will] Might be pushing our luck a little bit. 430 00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:25,240 What else is luck for? 431 00:19:26,240 --> 00:19:29,480 ♪ Don't tell me about a bad time You platinum ♪ 432 00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:32,720 ["Platinum" by Big Freedia playing] 433 00:19:32,800 --> 00:19:34,320 ♪ You platinum ♪ 434 00:19:37,200 --> 00:19:39,480 Hey, what are you up to right now? 435 00:19:40,320 --> 00:19:44,480 ♪ Ima tell you what it's all about I told ya you platinum, platinum ♪ 436 00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:47,320 ♪ You are platinum, platinum ♪ 437 00:19:47,840 --> 00:19:49,800 ♪ Don't tell me about a bad time ♪ 438 00:19:49,880 --> 00:19:52,440 ♪ I been gassing on 'em Never seen a red light ♪ 439 00:19:52,520 --> 00:19:54,440 ♪ Don't tell me about a bad time ♪ 440 00:19:54,520 --> 00:19:56,880 ♪ Ooh, I'm platinum I'm never gonna flat line ♪ 441 00:19:56,960 --> 00:19:59,160 ♪ You got shoes Go and glide ♪ 442 00:19:59,240 --> 00:20:01,520 ♪ You got a roof, set it on fire ♪ 443 00:20:01,600 --> 00:20:03,760 ♪ If you can move Bust it wide ♪ 444 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:06,080 ♪ Don't tell me about a bad time ♪ 445 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:09,320 ♪ Like huh, huh Gimme a polish ♪ 446 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:11,560 ♪ Shiny like a ring on my pinky I flawless... ♪ 447 00:20:12,160 --> 00:20:13,360 [car horn honking] 448 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:15,200 Gentlemen. 449 00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:17,280 Mia! Hey, mate. 450 00:20:19,120 --> 00:20:20,120 [whistles] 451 00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:21,640 Becca Lloyd. 452 00:20:21,720 --> 00:20:23,680 I didn't think you were the type for hosting. 453 00:20:23,760 --> 00:20:24,960 Or, you know, fun. 454 00:20:25,040 --> 00:20:26,880 Ugh. Cretinous wastes. 455 00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:31,760 ["Platinum" continues] 456 00:20:35,600 --> 00:20:37,880 You seem, uh... different. 457 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:41,760 Do you like different? 458 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:44,560 Who doesn't? 459 00:20:47,120 --> 00:20:49,760 ["Violence" by Grimes & i_o playing] 460 00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:54,880 To Selling Sunset! 461 00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:56,280 [Will] To Selling Sunset! 462 00:20:56,360 --> 00:20:59,200 - [all cheering] - Whoo! 463 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:01,200 [song continues] 464 00:21:01,280 --> 00:21:04,120 [whooping, yelling continues] 465 00:21:07,360 --> 00:21:09,360 [all cheering] 466 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:19,880 Yeah! 467 00:21:20,880 --> 00:21:22,640 Whoo! 468 00:21:29,080 --> 00:21:32,320 [cheering, whooping continues] 469 00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:37,360 [cheering fades] 470 00:21:37,440 --> 00:21:39,760 ["Jasmine" by Jai Paul playing] 471 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:42,480 [Mia] Maybe I am ready now. 472 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:45,080 For touch. 473 00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:48,600 For all that comes after. 474 00:21:52,080 --> 00:21:54,080 I wonder what it would feel like, 475 00:21:56,840 --> 00:21:58,160 what my body would do. 476 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:08,200 I think about it, and it's like waking parched in the middle of the night. 477 00:22:13,720 --> 00:22:16,240 But how could she ever bear to touch you? 478 00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:19,560 [gasps] 479 00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:21,120 [song continues] 480 00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:26,520 [Carli] You all danced out? 481 00:22:26,600 --> 00:22:27,600 Um... 482 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:29,080 Yeah. 483 00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:35,040 Are you okay? 484 00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:37,760 Yeah, I'm good. 485 00:22:37,840 --> 00:22:38,720 Why? 486 00:22:38,800 --> 00:22:41,360 I'm guessing all this must be a lot for you. 487 00:22:42,200 --> 00:22:44,560 [Mia] And there it is. The pity. 488 00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:48,040 [muffled] No. I just think I've maybe overdone it a bit. 489 00:22:48,120 --> 00:22:49,360 Do you want to sit down? 490 00:22:49,880 --> 00:22:51,720 Or we could go for a walk? 491 00:22:52,320 --> 00:22:55,400 Look, I'm not really a party person anyway, if you just... 492 00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:58,440 wanted to... hang out. 493 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:01,720 [normal] It's fine. 494 00:23:02,320 --> 00:23:04,080 You go. Keep dancing. 495 00:23:05,000 --> 00:23:06,120 You're really good. 496 00:23:07,320 --> 00:23:09,760 Oh, okay. Well, maybe later, then? 497 00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:13,440 ["Up N Down" by Izzy Camina playing] 498 00:23:16,640 --> 00:23:19,920 ♪ Manipulate ideas of time and space ♪ 499 00:23:20,000 --> 00:23:23,880 ♪ Just have faith in the future If you cannot feel your face ♪ 500 00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:31,960 ♪ We go up and we go down ♪ 501 00:23:34,080 --> 00:23:37,680 ♪ How we go up and we go down ♪ 502 00:23:38,960 --> 00:23:41,360 ♪ Yeah, I've been thinking about ♪ 503 00:23:43,640 --> 00:23:47,040 ♪ We go up and we go down ♪ 504 00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:52,320 ♪ How we go up and we go down ♪ 505 00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:54,160 [slurping] 506 00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:56,280 ♪ Yeah, I've been thinking about... ♪ 507 00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:02,920 [laughing] 508 00:24:12,640 --> 00:24:16,200 ♪ We're hot and cold The moon and sun ♪ 509 00:24:16,280 --> 00:24:19,880 ♪ We don't know what it is That we're both running from ♪ 510 00:24:20,480 --> 00:24:23,840 ♪ A full eclipse Something you shouldn't miss ♪ 511 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:27,720 ♪ We eat each other's lies As they fall out of our lips ♪ 512 00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:31,120 ♪ No need to try, humanity is sick... ♪ 513 00:24:32,120 --> 00:24:33,520 Whoa, friend. 514 00:24:33,600 --> 00:24:35,000 [Mia] What? Shy now? 515 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:36,960 Where'd that come from? 516 00:24:37,040 --> 00:24:38,040 Look... 517 00:24:38,480 --> 00:24:39,520 - Mia... - [Will] Mia. 518 00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:42,600 You need to stop this now. Seriously. 519 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:43,680 Oh, please. 520 00:24:45,160 --> 00:24:48,480 - Fucking move. - [Will] Look, it's not fair to him or her. 521 00:24:48,560 --> 00:24:50,000 This isn't even for anything. 522 00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:51,640 - This is just mean now. - Thank you. 523 00:24:51,720 --> 00:24:53,120 - Mia! - [Mia giggles] 524 00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,120 - Mia, listen to me. - Move out the fucking way. 525 00:24:55,200 --> 00:24:57,280 Look, Mia. Mia, stop. 526 00:24:57,360 --> 00:25:00,040 Look. I know you, and this isn't it. 527 00:25:00,640 --> 00:25:02,120 - You like Carli. - Hm. 528 00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:05,160 Who fucking cares? 529 00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:09,360 Why can't I just be like all of you? Getting with who I want when I want. 530 00:25:09,440 --> 00:25:12,960 Because you can't throw yourself around for the sake of some stupid secret. 531 00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:15,040 Trust me. This is just one of those things. 532 00:25:15,120 --> 00:25:17,200 You'll look back tomorrow and it'll be embarrassing. 533 00:25:17,280 --> 00:25:19,480 - It's better to just stop... - Embarrassing? 534 00:25:19,560 --> 00:25:22,200 Well, at least he knows my fucking name. [snickers] 535 00:25:23,280 --> 00:25:24,680 And what does that mean? 536 00:25:26,160 --> 00:25:27,480 I met Gareth. 537 00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:30,960 Oh, sorry, should I say "Cheese Guy"? 538 00:25:31,720 --> 00:25:34,440 He doesn't even fucking know who you are, Will. 539 00:25:36,280 --> 00:25:37,440 Let me guess. 540 00:25:38,120 --> 00:25:41,920 You fancy him. He couldn't give two shits about you. 541 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:43,360 You can't take the hit, 542 00:25:43,440 --> 00:25:47,360 so you lie to everyone about this big, fucked-up love story. 543 00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:52,200 Hmm. Well, how is that for embarrassing? 544 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:54,480 [chuckles] 545 00:25:57,200 --> 00:25:59,120 What? Huh? 546 00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:02,560 You all high and mighty for the guy stringing along the anorexic freak? 547 00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:04,400 How much did you and your mates laugh 548 00:26:04,480 --> 00:26:06,720 when I was actually stupid enough to turn up that night? 549 00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:09,376 - I swear, that's not how I meant it. - [Cameron] What's going on? 550 00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:11,560 No, no, no. Don't even get me fucking started on you. 551 00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:13,640 You take a year of my life, Cam, a year, 552 00:26:13,720 --> 00:26:15,720 and now you're taking my best friend too? 553 00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:18,880 - I... I dunno what you're talking about. - Don't act like you're stupid. 554 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,640 - Nobody'll know the difference. - Please, Mia, that's enough! 555 00:26:21,720 --> 00:26:24,360 No, don't you dare talk down to me like you're not every bit 556 00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:26,640 the pathetic virgin I am. 557 00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:28,440 Pathetic, Will. 558 00:26:28,520 --> 00:26:29,680 [boy] Oh shit. 559 00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:35,800 Outside. Now. 560 00:26:42,520 --> 00:26:44,840 - What the hell is wrong with you? - Me? 561 00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:47,040 Yes, you. How could you do that to him? 562 00:26:47,120 --> 00:26:49,760 - Why couldn't you just let him have this? - [exhales] 563 00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:51,680 Wait, you knew? 564 00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:53,760 Of course I knew! 565 00:26:54,320 --> 00:26:56,000 Will once spent the whole of summer 566 00:26:56,080 --> 00:26:58,200 telling us about how he's the Prince of Siam. 567 00:26:58,280 --> 00:27:01,800 - Why didn't you say anything? - He should be allowed to have his secrets. 568 00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:03,280 What's the matter with you? 569 00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:06,360 Huh? Since when do we have secrets, Becca? 570 00:27:06,440 --> 00:27:08,600 - [Becca scoffs] - No, no, no. 571 00:27:08,680 --> 00:27:11,000 How come you didn't tell me about you and Cam? 572 00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:13,040 Oh my God. 573 00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:17,600 That's why you kissed him. 574 00:27:19,280 --> 00:27:20,680 Why didn't you just ask me? 575 00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:22,400 Because I shouldn't have to. 576 00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:24,520 Why do you always expect so much more from me 577 00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:25,640 than anyone else? 578 00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:28,080 Maybe because Cam, he lets me down. 579 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:32,320 But you... you were the one person I trusted to be straight with me always, 580 00:27:32,400 --> 00:27:35,240 and you've been lying to my fucking face ever since I got here. 581 00:27:35,320 --> 00:27:37,600 And why do you think I do that? Hmm? 582 00:27:39,120 --> 00:27:40,120 [Becca sighs] 583 00:27:42,360 --> 00:27:48,400 Do you have any idea how exhausting it is being your friend? 584 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:51,280 You know, it didn't start at Reading for Cam and I. 585 00:27:51,360 --> 00:27:55,360 It started when I was tutoring him for his maths resit 586 00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:58,360 that he failed because all he could do was think about you. 587 00:27:58,440 --> 00:27:59,480 Don't. 588 00:27:59,960 --> 00:28:01,160 We were terrified. 589 00:28:02,160 --> 00:28:04,120 - All the fucking time. - Well, you know what? 590 00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:07,320 Nobody asked you to be. I never asked you to take care of me. 591 00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:10,160 We thought you were going to die, Mia! 592 00:28:10,240 --> 00:28:12,760 We thought you were going to fucking die. 593 00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,440 And then you come home, and we thought, maybe, 594 00:28:15,520 --> 00:28:17,240 just maybe she'll give us a chance. 595 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:20,720 Maybe she'll let us show that we love her enough to help her, but no. 596 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,600 Know what? Don't give me that. You have no idea, Becca. 597 00:28:24,120 --> 00:28:26,840 You have no fucking idea what I go through. 598 00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:30,280 I... I have no fucking idea? 599 00:28:30,360 --> 00:28:31,440 Do you know what? 600 00:28:32,440 --> 00:28:33,360 [scoffs] 601 00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:34,760 I have no fucking idea. 602 00:28:34,840 --> 00:28:37,040 No, Becca, come on. Come on, say it. 603 00:28:37,120 --> 00:28:40,440 Whatever it is, say it. Why don't you try being honest for once? 604 00:28:40,520 --> 00:28:43,800 Why don't you try being a real fucking friend? Huh? 605 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:46,440 Sometimes I wish you'd never come home. 606 00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:49,800 [Mia] Hm. 607 00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:52,320 [Becca gasps] 608 00:28:56,280 --> 00:28:59,880 [breathing shakily] 609 00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:02,760 [struggling] I... I can't breathe. 610 00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:04,840 I can't breathe. 611 00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:07,200 - [gasping] - Hey, Becs. 612 00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:09,760 Becs. Becs. Hey, it's okay. 613 00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:12,440 - I've got you. - I'm sorr... I'm sorry. 614 00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:13,760 [gasping] 615 00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:15,240 Here. Come on. 616 00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:17,840 Come on. Sit down. 617 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:21,960 - [Becca sobbing] - Hey. Hey, hey, hey. 618 00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:27,320 Hey, I want you to say five things that you can see. 619 00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,040 [shallow breathing] 620 00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:30,120 I see... 621 00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:33,120 Uh, I can see the tree. 622 00:29:33,200 --> 00:29:35,040 I can see the stars. 623 00:29:35,680 --> 00:29:37,000 I can see the moon. 624 00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:40,760 - Hey. - I can... I can see the grass. 625 00:29:40,840 --> 00:29:42,080 Mm-hmm. 626 00:29:43,280 --> 00:29:45,040 I can see Mia Polanco. 627 00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,560 [sobbing] 628 00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:48,680 I'm sorry. 629 00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:52,520 What do you reckon they're talking about? 630 00:29:57,720 --> 00:30:00,320 I think your name will probably have come up. 631 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:02,920 What? 632 00:30:03,520 --> 00:30:04,640 Come on. 633 00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:08,080 Not hard to see there's something going on with you and Becca. 634 00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:10,920 [chuckles] Right. 635 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:13,000 Is it that obvious? 636 00:30:15,560 --> 00:30:16,640 [laughs] 637 00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:19,320 Well, I mean, there's not... anymore. 638 00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:21,600 She ended things with me, so... 639 00:30:22,520 --> 00:30:24,200 It... it wasn't like... 640 00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:26,520 romantic or anything like that. 641 00:30:28,320 --> 00:30:30,080 That why you asked her not to tell anyone? 642 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:32,680 [laughs] 643 00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:33,760 What? 644 00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:36,720 She asked me. 645 00:30:38,840 --> 00:30:41,080 I mean, come on, it's Becs. She's... 646 00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:45,800 gorgeous and funny and clever. 647 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:49,400 Of course she doesn't want anyone to know I'm having it away with her. 648 00:30:50,920 --> 00:30:53,000 What's not to like about you? 649 00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:55,320 Can't make people happy, can I? [laughs] 650 00:30:57,520 --> 00:30:58,520 Uh... 651 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:01,640 Sorry. 652 00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:03,880 Anyway, this is boring. Um... 653 00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:06,280 - Not boring. Not at all. - [sighs] 654 00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:09,080 I don't think I've ever heard you talk like this. 655 00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:14,280 I... I haven't really spoken like this to anyone. 656 00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:19,640 Be careful, I'll... I'll weep all over you. 657 00:31:19,720 --> 00:31:22,160 [both laughing] 658 00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:26,000 Oh. Uh, sorry. 659 00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:27,240 Taken. 660 00:31:28,480 --> 00:31:29,720 Are you... Are you okay? 661 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:33,720 Fine. 662 00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:35,840 [door closes] 663 00:31:36,480 --> 00:31:37,760 Do you want to talk? 664 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:40,000 Not now. 665 00:31:40,360 --> 00:31:41,360 Or not to you. 666 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:45,360 [sighs] 667 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:54,000 Did I really fuck up with Mia? 668 00:31:54,960 --> 00:31:59,040 I just wanted to cheer her up. You've all been so sad without her. 669 00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:03,360 You don't have to be here. You don't have to feel bad for me. 670 00:32:04,880 --> 00:32:05,880 Sorry. 671 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:09,240 May I? 672 00:32:27,320 --> 00:32:30,400 So... do you fancy this guy? 673 00:32:36,600 --> 00:32:37,600 No. 674 00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:40,800 Maybe. I... 675 00:32:42,520 --> 00:32:46,040 I don't really know... how that feels. 676 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:49,520 What, liking someone? 677 00:32:57,600 --> 00:32:59,960 I think there's something wrong with me. 678 00:33:01,320 --> 00:33:03,720 It's like, okay... 679 00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:06,240 I'm young. 680 00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:08,760 I... I look like this. 681 00:33:09,840 --> 00:33:15,160 You know, I should be out there having all the sweaty, meaningless sex. 682 00:33:16,480 --> 00:33:20,880 I could be. It's... it's not like I haven't had offers but... 683 00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:25,800 You don't want to? 684 00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:31,440 Yeah. Yeah, it's weird. 685 00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:34,240 I mean, I'm weird. I'm a freak. 686 00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:36,880 Please forget we ever had this conversation. 687 00:33:37,600 --> 00:33:38,680 No. 688 00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:43,320 Tell me. 689 00:33:43,680 --> 00:33:44,680 I want to know. 690 00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:48,920 Do you want to know an even bigger secret? 691 00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:50,800 Bigger than Reading? 692 00:33:50,880 --> 00:33:53,280 [faint thudding dance beat] 693 00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:54,440 I like him. 694 00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:56,720 What? 695 00:33:57,480 --> 00:33:58,520 Properly? 696 00:33:59,320 --> 00:34:00,320 Yeah. 697 00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:01,760 I do, I... 698 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,400 I really like him. 699 00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:07,760 Wow. 700 00:34:10,480 --> 00:34:11,480 Does he know? 701 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:13,720 I don't think so. 702 00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:15,000 Not even Will knows. 703 00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:19,160 Pathetic, right? I shag one guy, and now I'm... 704 00:34:19,240 --> 00:34:21,280 Well, he is a good kisser. 705 00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:23,360 [groans] 706 00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:27,200 I hate that you know that now. Ugh. 707 00:34:27,280 --> 00:34:28,280 [giggles] 708 00:34:30,160 --> 00:34:31,320 Hey, I'm sorry. 709 00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:34,240 For all of it. 710 00:34:36,040 --> 00:34:37,240 All of tonight. 711 00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:40,920 I'm sorry too. 712 00:34:41,520 --> 00:34:44,760 I just... I don't know how much to tell you 713 00:34:44,840 --> 00:34:47,280 without telling you too much. 714 00:34:48,240 --> 00:34:50,840 Just tell me exactly as much as you want to. 715 00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:53,760 No more, no less. 716 00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:57,960 And, hey... 717 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:01,080 It might work out in the end. 718 00:35:01,920 --> 00:35:03,000 With Cam. 719 00:35:05,040 --> 00:35:06,520 Nah, don't think so. 720 00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:11,960 Hey, you're Becca fucking Lloyd. 721 00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:16,360 Anyone on this earth would be lucky to just have you step on them. 722 00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:20,440 How could he say no? 723 00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:24,120 [Mia] A touch, 724 00:35:25,400 --> 00:35:29,080 when you didn't know you needed one, can be a wonderful thing. 725 00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:31,880 It'll keep you afloat. 726 00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:37,400 - Fancy one more dance? - [laughs] Yeah, I do. 727 00:35:40,240 --> 00:35:42,600 Cam's on the music, but I'm sure I could... 728 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:44,000 [Mia] It'll keep you going... 729 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:45,080 What? 730 00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:47,480 ...until... 731 00:35:48,040 --> 00:35:51,560 [sparse melancholy music playing] 732 00:36:03,080 --> 00:36:05,880 ...something just breaks. 733 00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:09,520 Are you okay? 734 00:36:12,960 --> 00:36:14,520 It is what it is. 735 00:36:23,400 --> 00:36:25,120 [Mia] Must really suck to see that. 736 00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:28,960 The person you like with someone else. 737 00:36:34,960 --> 00:36:36,480 Do you want me to stay? 738 00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:38,320 Just for a bit? 739 00:36:41,080 --> 00:36:42,760 Don't worry about the house. 740 00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:45,280 I'll take care of everything. 741 00:36:55,680 --> 00:36:56,680 Becs. 742 00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:02,160 I'm sorry. 743 00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:15,600 [door shuts softly] 744 00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:18,960 [sniffling] 745 00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:22,960 [sobbing] 746 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:43,080 ["Chelsea Hotel No. 2" by Rufus Wainwright playing] 747 00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:52,600 [Mia] This is just so predictably you. 748 00:37:53,960 --> 00:37:55,200 Isn't it, Mia? 749 00:37:57,080 --> 00:38:02,120 To learn how desperately you need to be wanted 750 00:38:02,920 --> 00:38:07,440 at precisely the same time you drive away anyone who could ever possibly want you. 751 00:38:08,360 --> 00:38:09,760 You thought it was sex, 752 00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:12,360 being looked at, 753 00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:16,040 being... touched, 754 00:38:16,120 --> 00:38:17,600 which scared you. 755 00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:19,760 Maybe it was the opposite. 756 00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:23,880 Maybe you were scared that you could never be like them. 757 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:28,200 Could never touch. Never look. 758 00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:31,920 Never let your body reach out and say... 759 00:38:33,000 --> 00:38:34,280 "I'm alive." 760 00:38:35,600 --> 00:38:36,800 "I'm here too." 761 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:44,720 ♪ Ah, but you got away Didn't you, babe? ♪ 762 00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:48,880 ♪ You just turned your back on the crowd ♪ 763 00:38:50,520 --> 00:38:54,800 ♪ And all of that jiving around... ♪ 764 00:38:55,440 --> 00:38:58,600 [Mia] It's scary to admit to wanting someone because... 765 00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:01,680 what if they can't want you? 766 00:39:04,120 --> 00:39:07,640 But this is the kind of brave you promised yourself you could be. 767 00:39:08,160 --> 00:39:11,160 If you can't be brave enough to reach out and touch, 768 00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,080 at least be brave enough to feel it. 769 00:39:15,240 --> 00:39:16,240 All of it. 770 00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:22,320 ♪ But for me you would make an exception ♪ 771 00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:28,880 ♪ And clenching your fist For the ones like us ♪ 772 00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:34,360 ♪ Who are oppressed By the figures of beauty ♪ 773 00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:41,040 ♪ You fixed yourself And said, "Well, never mind..." ♪ 774 00:39:41,760 --> 00:39:43,560 [Mia] Maybe this is for the best. 775 00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:45,680 You saw them all. 776 00:39:46,640 --> 00:39:50,920 That frantic tangle of bodies and hormones. 777 00:39:51,920 --> 00:39:54,720 ♪ That I loved you the best ♪ 778 00:39:54,800 --> 00:40:00,160 ♪ I can't keep track Of each fallen robin ♪ 779 00:40:01,000 --> 00:40:05,640 ♪ I remember you well At the Chelsea Hotel... ♪ 780 00:40:05,720 --> 00:40:06,840 [Mia] That's not me. 781 00:40:07,880 --> 00:40:10,200 For me, it would have to be... 782 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:12,440 different. 783 00:40:13,280 --> 00:40:14,320 [knocking on door] 784 00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:16,600 Occupied. 785 00:40:18,680 --> 00:40:20,080 [door opens] 786 00:40:29,440 --> 00:40:30,440 Hi. 787 00:40:30,920 --> 00:40:31,920 Hey. 788 00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:36,120 Um, I just wanted to... 789 00:40:38,840 --> 00:40:40,840 I was looking for somewhere to sleep. 790 00:40:42,320 --> 00:40:43,320 Right. 791 00:40:46,200 --> 00:40:48,880 I hope you're all right. I heard what happened. 792 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:53,160 I'm glad you're not in here trying to off yourself or anything. 793 00:40:58,760 --> 00:41:01,720 ["Beams" by Shards playing] 794 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:19,480 I don't know what happens next. 795 00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:29,800 [song continues] 796 00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:53,400 Now's the part where you kiss me. 797 00:41:56,040 --> 00:41:57,120 No. 798 00:41:58,720 --> 00:41:59,760 You kiss me. 799 00:42:37,480 --> 00:42:41,640 [song continues] 800 00:43:12,200 --> 00:43:16,360 [song continues]