1 00:00:06,880 --> 00:00:09,680 [thumping pop music playing] 2 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:14,120 [indistinct announcement on PA] 3 00:00:15,440 --> 00:00:18,800 [Mia] I am not a virgin. 4 00:00:19,960 --> 00:00:21,240 And I feel... 5 00:00:22,520 --> 00:00:23,960 exactly the same. 6 00:00:24,760 --> 00:00:28,640 I thought sex was supposed to be about losing something, but yep, 7 00:00:28,720 --> 00:00:32,800 that's new, that's something gained. 8 00:00:34,040 --> 00:00:35,720 And she's touching me. 9 00:00:36,240 --> 00:00:38,360 Surely last night was a one-time thing, right? 10 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:41,800 Unless she doesn't want it to be? 11 00:00:42,480 --> 00:00:43,680 Do I want it to be? 12 00:00:44,520 --> 00:00:45,520 What if... 13 00:00:46,360 --> 00:00:47,800 But with Alison? 14 00:00:51,760 --> 00:00:55,840 [music continues] 15 00:01:05,080 --> 00:01:08,680 ♪ Take my love, take my tears ♪ 16 00:01:10,680 --> 00:01:15,120 ♪ Take my worst, I've got no fears ♪ 17 00:01:16,160 --> 00:01:20,800 ♪ Sometimes I'm high, sometimes I'm low ♪ 18 00:01:22,000 --> 00:01:26,800 ♪ Sometimes I'm lost, sometimes I go... ♪ 19 00:01:28,000 --> 00:01:29,000 Hey. 20 00:01:30,640 --> 00:01:31,640 No. 21 00:01:33,560 --> 00:01:34,640 Keira Knightley? 22 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:38,360 She's dead. 23 00:01:38,840 --> 00:01:40,680 [train approaching] 24 00:01:43,040 --> 00:01:45,520 [loud rumbling] 25 00:01:47,520 --> 00:01:51,040 ♪ I'm just trying to be free ♪ 26 00:01:51,120 --> 00:01:56,360 ♪ Don't look at me, me I'm not ashamed of me ♪ 27 00:01:56,440 --> 00:02:02,640 ♪ I'm not to pay out I'm just trying to be free ♪ 28 00:02:05,240 --> 00:02:07,480 [loud whirring] 29 00:02:08,080 --> 00:02:09,480 [mouthing] What's up with you? 30 00:02:10,760 --> 00:02:11,800 [mouthing] Nothing. 31 00:02:15,600 --> 00:02:17,280 I had sex. 32 00:02:17,360 --> 00:02:18,400 What? 33 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:20,960 Sex! 34 00:02:22,520 --> 00:02:24,720 Wait? But with who? 35 00:02:24,800 --> 00:02:26,560 [train rumbling loudly] 36 00:02:28,040 --> 00:02:30,200 - [mouthing] Theo? - No. 37 00:02:37,280 --> 00:02:38,320 Alison. 38 00:02:39,000 --> 00:02:40,000 - What? - [train slowing] 39 00:02:40,040 --> 00:02:42,240 [loudly] I had sex with Alison. 40 00:02:43,560 --> 00:02:44,880 [scattered chuckling] 41 00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:47,680 [boy] Random... 42 00:02:48,200 --> 00:02:49,200 I'm Alison. 43 00:02:55,840 --> 00:02:59,640 [bossa nova-style pop music playing] 44 00:03:01,440 --> 00:03:03,360 [Mia] Why is she still here? 45 00:03:03,440 --> 00:03:05,680 And why is she not saying anything? 46 00:03:08,040 --> 00:03:11,360 Is this some kind of post-sex etiquette I didn't get the memo on? 47 00:03:12,720 --> 00:03:14,840 Is she waiting for me to say something? 48 00:03:15,600 --> 00:03:18,080 Thank you for the sex. You may now leave. 49 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:22,480 ♪ Was she scared to be ♪ 50 00:03:23,400 --> 00:03:27,480 ♪ So far away from home? ♪ 51 00:03:28,600 --> 00:03:31,520 So, uh, this is me. 52 00:03:31,600 --> 00:03:32,600 Mm. 53 00:03:33,560 --> 00:03:35,000 It looks smaller in real life. 54 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:36,680 As opposed to...? 55 00:03:36,760 --> 00:03:38,800 [Mia] Please don't say Google Maps. 56 00:03:38,880 --> 00:03:39,880 Your mum's Insta. 57 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:41,640 Okay, much worse. 58 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:45,240 So, uh, thanks for walking me home. 59 00:03:45,320 --> 00:03:48,120 - I'll see you at school. - Or we could do brunch. 60 00:03:48,960 --> 00:03:49,960 Together? 61 00:03:50,480 --> 00:03:53,960 [laughs] Jesus, calm down. I'm proposing smashed avo, not marriage. 62 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:57,520 I really need to shower and do a few things. 63 00:03:57,600 --> 00:03:59,280 - [Alison] Great. - Okay, yep. Mmm. 64 00:04:01,800 --> 00:04:02,640 Oh, hello. 65 00:04:02,720 --> 00:04:03,880 [Mia] Oh, fuck me. 66 00:04:03,960 --> 00:04:04,960 Hi. 67 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:07,720 I didn't know you were bringing a friend over. 68 00:04:08,400 --> 00:04:09,720 Um... 69 00:04:09,800 --> 00:04:12,320 Vivian Polanco. Hi, I'm Alison. 70 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:14,320 Lovely to meet you, Alison. 71 00:04:14,400 --> 00:04:17,120 Please excuse my daughter's terrible manners. 72 00:04:18,440 --> 00:04:20,280 Gosh, you're gorgeous, aren't you? 73 00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:22,320 - [Alison] Oh, agreed. - [Alison and Viv laugh] 74 00:04:22,400 --> 00:04:24,480 [Mia] There's a reason why everyone loves your mum. 75 00:04:24,560 --> 00:04:25,840 She's sunlight personified. 76 00:04:25,920 --> 00:04:27,880 And this looks great on you. 77 00:04:27,960 --> 00:04:30,280 You'll never feel warmer than when she's shining on you. 78 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:33,400 I'm always trying to get Mia to show off her figure a bit more. 79 00:04:34,080 --> 00:04:36,080 But it's freezing in her shadow. 80 00:04:36,720 --> 00:04:38,240 What are you girlies up to? 81 00:04:38,320 --> 00:04:40,400 Just hanging out. Nothing special. 82 00:04:40,480 --> 00:04:41,320 What about you? 83 00:04:41,400 --> 00:04:43,120 I'm heading off to Gladbrook House. 84 00:04:43,200 --> 00:04:45,440 I'm redesigning a few of their communal areas. 85 00:04:45,520 --> 00:04:48,040 Oh my God, I would totally kill for a membership at that place. 86 00:04:48,120 --> 00:04:50,000 Oh, well, I'm sure I could... 87 00:04:50,080 --> 00:04:51,080 Okay, bye. 88 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:52,600 - Have fun. - Bye. 89 00:05:02,840 --> 00:05:04,640 - Oh, what are you doing in here? - Uh... 90 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:07,520 {\an8}Uh, just came to borrow this. 91 00:05:07,600 --> 00:05:08,600 {\an8}Again? 92 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:11,040 [sighs] 93 00:05:11,120 --> 00:05:12,120 Lost something? 94 00:05:13,120 --> 00:05:16,600 Yeah, the, um, keys to the Ponderosa house. 95 00:05:17,760 --> 00:05:18,600 Mmm. 96 00:05:18,680 --> 00:05:22,040 [sighing] I swear I put them in here. 97 00:05:24,160 --> 00:05:26,080 Oh, what's this? 98 00:05:26,160 --> 00:05:27,160 Yes. 99 00:05:27,920 --> 00:05:30,360 Shit. We won't tell anyone that the keys 100 00:05:30,440 --> 00:05:32,760 to a 15-million-pound house were on my office floor. 101 00:05:32,840 --> 00:05:34,456 - Right. I'm late, of course. - [mouthing] 102 00:05:34,480 --> 00:05:37,400 You know where you're picking Caleb and Laila up from, right? 103 00:05:37,480 --> 00:05:38,600 Yep, got the address. 104 00:05:38,680 --> 00:05:39,600 Okay, love you. 105 00:05:39,680 --> 00:05:40,800 [kisses, sighs] 106 00:05:43,360 --> 00:05:44,440 [exhales] 107 00:05:44,520 --> 00:05:47,320 [melancholy music playing] 108 00:06:25,280 --> 00:06:26,280 [Mia] Casual. 109 00:06:26,760 --> 00:06:27,920 This is casual. 110 00:06:28,880 --> 00:06:32,960 We're just two people, who happened to have had sex, walking down the street. 111 00:06:34,200 --> 00:06:35,560 Holding hands. 112 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:37,920 Okay. 113 00:06:38,680 --> 00:06:40,000 Well, I guess that's still casual 114 00:06:40,040 --> 00:06:42,480 in comparison to other things we've done with our hands. 115 00:06:44,840 --> 00:06:46,600 Or maybe it's not casual. 116 00:06:47,480 --> 00:06:48,480 Maybe it's... 117 00:06:49,280 --> 00:06:50,720 a relationship? 118 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:54,920 Isn't that your mum? 119 00:06:55,600 --> 00:06:56,600 What? 120 00:06:58,480 --> 00:07:00,880 - Oh! - Okay, this is unhinged. 121 00:07:01,920 --> 00:07:04,600 But she said she was going to Gladbrook House. 122 00:07:05,240 --> 00:07:06,240 Yeah. 123 00:07:06,800 --> 00:07:09,360 So what's she doing here and who the fuck is he? 124 00:07:11,200 --> 00:07:12,440 Do you think... 125 00:07:12,520 --> 00:07:14,040 That she's having an affair? 126 00:07:14,880 --> 00:07:18,080 - Jesus, you really think so? - No. I just think that you think that. 127 00:07:19,360 --> 00:07:21,240 [Mia] She wouldn't. Would she? 128 00:07:22,080 --> 00:07:24,000 - [Alison] Let's go in. - What? And say what? 129 00:07:24,080 --> 00:07:26,600 "Oh hi, Mum. Just wondering, is this your secret lover?" 130 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:30,200 No, you're right. It makes more sense to stay out here and jump to conclusions. 131 00:07:32,320 --> 00:07:34,080 How else are you going to find out? 132 00:07:34,680 --> 00:07:36,400 [Mia] Maybe her schedule changed. 133 00:07:36,480 --> 00:07:37,960 Maybe he's just a client. 134 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:40,960 So why does my stomach feel like it's eating itself? 135 00:07:43,760 --> 00:07:46,880 [Rick] That was three. I mean, that's... Okay. Let's go for 23. 136 00:07:47,920 --> 00:07:49,080 One, two, three... 137 00:07:49,160 --> 00:07:50,320 Ooh. 138 00:07:52,040 --> 00:07:54,480 [Alex and Rick laughing] 139 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:58,320 [Rick] I, uh, had trials for Watford, but, um, I did my Achilles. 140 00:07:58,400 --> 00:08:01,280 - [Alex] Bullshit! - No, seriously. I could have gone pro. 141 00:08:01,360 --> 00:08:02,520 [Alex] You would've gone pro? 142 00:08:02,560 --> 00:08:05,880 [Mia] Must be nice not having to wonder if your mum's fucking someone else. 143 00:08:05,960 --> 00:08:08,360 - Why do you do me down like this? - Okay, okay... 144 00:08:08,440 --> 00:08:09,960 [Mia] Just ask her. 145 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:12,960 Maybe she won't lie. Maybe she'll prove you wrong. 146 00:08:13,480 --> 00:08:16,880 [Alex] Was the other one pro surfboarder? You said surfboarder one time. 147 00:08:16,960 --> 00:08:18,840 [Alex and Rick laugh] 148 00:08:20,800 --> 00:08:21,800 Hey. 149 00:08:22,480 --> 00:08:25,680 How did it go today? Gladbrook House? 150 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:28,400 Oh, uh... 151 00:08:28,480 --> 00:08:29,760 Yeah. Good, thanks. 152 00:08:32,080 --> 00:08:34,680 - You must be nearly done with that one. - [Viv] Yep, pretty much. 153 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:37,320 Just popping back tomorrow to check the finishes. 154 00:08:37,400 --> 00:08:38,480 Can I come? 155 00:08:39,560 --> 00:08:41,440 I'd love to see it. 156 00:08:41,520 --> 00:08:42,640 Uh... 157 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:47,880 Yeah. Well, they did say I was welcome to use the spa. 158 00:08:47,960 --> 00:08:50,080 Could be fun. A proper girly day. 159 00:08:50,160 --> 00:08:51,760 [Mia] She's trying to put you off. 160 00:08:52,280 --> 00:08:53,600 Call her bluff. 161 00:08:53,680 --> 00:08:54,680 Great. 162 00:08:55,200 --> 00:08:56,320 Can Alison come? 163 00:08:58,640 --> 00:08:59,640 Of course. 164 00:09:00,200 --> 00:09:01,200 How lovely. 165 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:03,600 Perfect. 166 00:09:09,680 --> 00:09:11,600 [mellow hip-hip music playing] 167 00:09:12,280 --> 00:09:13,280 Nice. 168 00:09:16,040 --> 00:09:20,120 - [Cameron] Boom. Look at the skills. - [Alex chuckles] 169 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:22,920 [sighs] Right. I've got to bounce. 170 00:09:23,000 --> 00:09:25,120 You can stay and hang with us for a bit if you want. 171 00:09:25,200 --> 00:09:27,360 I've got homework to do. Same time next week? 172 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:28,800 - All right, cool. - Cool. 173 00:09:28,880 --> 00:09:29,920 [Will] Hey, darlings! 174 00:09:30,920 --> 00:09:32,400 - Later. - Later. 175 00:09:33,640 --> 00:09:34,520 - Hey. - Hey. 176 00:09:34,600 --> 00:09:36,240 Are the girls not here yet? 177 00:09:36,320 --> 00:09:39,440 [Cameron] Nah, Mia's having a spa day with Alison. 178 00:09:40,840 --> 00:09:41,840 I know. 179 00:09:41,880 --> 00:09:43,400 Becca didn't reply to me, 180 00:09:43,480 --> 00:09:46,200 which is a total headfuck, since she's the one that ended it. 181 00:09:46,840 --> 00:09:49,080 Plus, we weren't even exclusive, right? 182 00:09:51,760 --> 00:09:55,480 - Did she seem bothered to you? - Sorry, uh... Mia with Alison? 183 00:09:55,560 --> 00:09:57,880 At a spa? Voluntarily? 184 00:09:57,960 --> 00:10:01,320 Yeah, I know. It's typical Mia. Freaks out about being the last virgin, 185 00:10:01,400 --> 00:10:04,720 and then she loses her V-card to the hottest girl in school. 186 00:10:08,200 --> 00:10:09,080 I'm sorry. 187 00:10:09,160 --> 00:10:10,040 What? About what? 188 00:10:10,120 --> 00:10:12,536 Come on, you knew the Cheese Guy thing was a joke, didn't you? 189 00:10:12,560 --> 00:10:13,640 [Cameron] Yeah, 'course. 190 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:17,680 - But you do know that we don't care... - What are we doing? 191 00:10:17,760 --> 00:10:22,160 We are not going to waste this sitting around moping here all day. 192 00:10:22,240 --> 00:10:25,440 No, we need to get out there. We have got seeds to sow. 193 00:10:26,040 --> 00:10:28,280 The only thing that grows from my seeds is trouble. 194 00:10:28,360 --> 00:10:32,480 We hang out with the same people, in the same places, all day, every day. 195 00:10:32,560 --> 00:10:34,560 That is why shit's getting messy. 196 00:10:34,640 --> 00:10:37,240 We need new blood. No, we need a new postcode. 197 00:10:37,840 --> 00:10:39,760 Oh, yeah. Yeah, fuck it. 198 00:10:40,480 --> 00:10:41,680 We're both single, right? 199 00:10:41,760 --> 00:10:42,600 - Yeah. - Yeah. 200 00:10:42,680 --> 00:10:44,240 - Yeah. Yeah. - Yeah. Yeah! 201 00:10:44,320 --> 00:10:45,360 - Let's go. - Okay. 202 00:10:51,120 --> 00:10:54,440 We need signals. One that's like, "Fuck off, I'm in here." 203 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:56,120 Shit. 204 00:10:57,040 --> 00:10:58,160 Oh shit. 205 00:10:58,240 --> 00:10:59,880 - "Please save me now." - Yeah. 206 00:10:59,960 --> 00:11:00,800 [snaps fingers] 207 00:11:00,880 --> 00:11:02,400 How about bird noises? 208 00:11:02,480 --> 00:11:05,680 So if I'm getting on well with a guy, and I need you to leave, 209 00:11:05,760 --> 00:11:08,440 you want me to squawk in the middle of the conversation? 210 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:09,520 Oh. 211 00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:12,320 [Will] Oh, is that Becs? 212 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:14,680 - Hey, Becs! - Oh no. No, it's fine. 213 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:17,240 She clearly doesn't want to see me. 214 00:11:18,640 --> 00:11:23,360 ["War Outside" by Kojey Radical playing] 215 00:11:35,400 --> 00:11:37,240 Honey, I'm home! [laughs] 216 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:41,600 Do they let you take pictures here? 217 00:11:41,680 --> 00:11:43,800 - If you're with me, they will. - [laughs] 218 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:46,640 Oh, I am about to spam the 'gram. 219 00:11:46,720 --> 00:11:47,560 Vidal. 220 00:11:47,640 --> 00:11:48,920 - Mrs. Polanco. - [man] Vivian! 221 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:50,120 Oh, Freddie. 222 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:52,880 [both kissing] 223 00:11:53,400 --> 00:11:56,080 - Thank you so much for squeezing us in. - Oh, please. 224 00:11:56,160 --> 00:11:58,920 - You know you're welcome anytime. - [Viv] This is my daughter. 225 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:00,480 Mm! 226 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:03,240 And her friend, Alison. 227 00:12:03,840 --> 00:12:05,680 [Freddie] Welcome, welcome. It's an honor. 228 00:12:06,280 --> 00:12:08,600 Aren't you lucky to have this vision of a mother, eh? 229 00:12:08,680 --> 00:12:10,400 What genes! Ageless. 230 00:12:11,240 --> 00:12:12,720 Right. Come, come, ladies. 231 00:12:12,800 --> 00:12:15,240 An oasis of relaxation awaits. 232 00:12:15,320 --> 00:12:16,440 Thanks, Freddie. 233 00:12:19,320 --> 00:12:22,240 I know we're here to, like, expose your mum's affair or whatever, 234 00:12:22,320 --> 00:12:23,960 but can I just say... 235 00:12:24,040 --> 00:12:25,720 what a queen. Oh! 236 00:12:26,440 --> 00:12:29,200 [Mia] Yeah, queen of ruining my fucking life. 237 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:38,240 Okay. 238 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:40,560 Hip out a bit more. 239 00:12:40,640 --> 00:12:42,600 That's it. Gorgeous! 240 00:12:42,680 --> 00:12:43,560 [clicks] 241 00:12:43,640 --> 00:12:46,320 Was it this busy when you came here yesterday? 242 00:12:47,280 --> 00:12:49,200 - [Alison] Can you do a little higher? - Yeah. 243 00:12:49,280 --> 00:12:50,360 Ooh. Uh... 244 00:12:50,440 --> 00:12:53,320 Alison really is a lovely girl, isn't she? 245 00:12:54,240 --> 00:12:57,320 You two are just... friends? 246 00:12:57,400 --> 00:12:58,240 Lovers? 247 00:12:58,320 --> 00:13:00,200 - Girlfriends? - Oh, Mum. 248 00:13:00,280 --> 00:13:03,200 No need to be embarrassed. I think it's wonderful. 249 00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:05,760 She's beautiful, charming... 250 00:13:05,840 --> 00:13:07,480 And not my girlfriend. 251 00:13:09,720 --> 00:13:11,520 What about you? How's your... 252 00:13:12,520 --> 00:13:13,600 love life? 253 00:13:14,280 --> 00:13:16,200 [Alison] Okay, now you two. 254 00:13:16,280 --> 00:13:17,720 - No. - Yes. 255 00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:21,360 Would be nice. Can't remember the last time we had a photo together. 256 00:13:23,880 --> 00:13:27,040 [whispering] If you want her to tell you anything, you have to bond. 257 00:13:37,240 --> 00:13:38,400 In a bit more. 258 00:13:42,320 --> 00:13:43,320 Fit. 259 00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:46,520 So, is this all you? 260 00:13:47,400 --> 00:13:48,600 Hm. Yes. 261 00:13:48,680 --> 00:13:50,880 [Alison] Oh God, it's stunning. 262 00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:52,280 [Viv] What do you think? 263 00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:53,280 [Mia] Mm. 264 00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:54,360 It's nice. 265 00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:04,000 [tense music playing] 266 00:14:04,080 --> 00:14:08,080 [Mia] This was a mistake, a huge mistake. 267 00:14:08,680 --> 00:14:11,400 How could I forget about the fucking changing rooms? 268 00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:12,520 [jaunty music playing] 269 00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:15,600 [Mia] How can people just be... naked? 270 00:14:17,840 --> 00:14:19,160 Don't they feel it? 271 00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:21,640 How stressful it is to just have a body? 272 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:26,920 That's why I tried to shrink, to become invisible, 273 00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:30,800 but the thing about anorexia is, it doesn't make you disappear. 274 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:33,320 It turns your body into something people stare at. 275 00:14:33,400 --> 00:14:35,240 It wrecks your teeth, it breaks your nails. 276 00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:37,960 It makes your hair fall out from where you want it 277 00:14:38,040 --> 00:14:39,640 and start growing places you don't. 278 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:41,440 It's the opposite of self-care. 279 00:14:41,960 --> 00:14:43,280 It's self-abuse. 280 00:14:47,040 --> 00:14:48,480 But to feel beautiful, 281 00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:51,920 you have to feel comfortable in your own skin. 282 00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:54,480 It always seemed so easy for her. 283 00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:59,120 [melancholy music playing] 284 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:15,240 Mummy, you look pretty. 285 00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:17,280 Oh, thank you, darling. 286 00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:21,080 Do you want to look pretty like Mummy and put on this lovely dress? 287 00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:22,920 The guests will be here soon. 288 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:24,680 [chuckles] 289 00:15:31,480 --> 00:15:33,480 [intense music playing] 290 00:15:42,960 --> 00:15:44,960 [women chattering indistinctly] 291 00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:52,120 [laughing] 292 00:15:56,800 --> 00:15:59,360 [indistinct chattering continues] 293 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,080 [Alison] Got your robe here, gorgeous. 294 00:16:23,880 --> 00:16:24,880 [Mia murmurs] 295 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,520 So, what treatments shall we have? 296 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:30,320 [Mia] Please don't let it be anything where strangers feel my body. 297 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:35,280 [Viv] Ooh. They do a full body massage with a seaweed wrap. 298 00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:37,800 That'll do wonders for your combination skin. 299 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:41,120 - Mia, I think that would be fan... - Or we could do a mani-pedi. 300 00:16:43,120 --> 00:16:44,400 Then we can chat. 301 00:16:46,040 --> 00:16:47,240 - [Viv] Hmm. - Mm. 302 00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:48,360 Great idea. 303 00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:50,680 Oh yeah, lovely. Come on. 304 00:17:17,520 --> 00:17:21,680 Hey, I'm sorry to just call. Um... 305 00:17:22,920 --> 00:17:24,680 But I really need to talk. 306 00:17:25,880 --> 00:17:28,720 - Do we really need to tell this story? - Yes. 307 00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:30,680 So when she was about seven, 308 00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:33,880 I had a party at the house just showcasing some of my work. 309 00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:37,200 - I picked out this gorgeous dress for her... - [Mia] Can she tell how bad it got? 310 00:17:38,400 --> 00:17:39,800 How bad I let it get? 311 00:17:41,520 --> 00:17:45,360 [Viv]...she's coming downstairs in the most hilarious outfit. 312 00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:48,360 She'd raided her father's wardrobe. 313 00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:50,040 - It was the cutest thing. - Aw. [laughs] 314 00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:51,280 No, it wasn't. 315 00:17:51,360 --> 00:17:53,800 [laughing] I'll say one word. Trilby. 316 00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:55,000 Oh, amazing. 317 00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:59,560 Oh. Hold on. I think I might have a photo of it saved on my phone somewhere. 318 00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:00,640 Mum. 319 00:18:01,760 --> 00:18:02,960 [laughing] Oh, here we go. 320 00:18:03,040 --> 00:18:06,600 [Alison] Oh my God, look how cute you are. 321 00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:08,520 That is iconic. 322 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:12,560 ["Fashion" by David Bowie playing] 323 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:25,600 ♪ There's a brand new dance But I don't know its name ♪ 324 00:18:29,440 --> 00:18:30,280 Mummy. 325 00:18:30,360 --> 00:18:34,480 ♪ That people from bad homes Do again and again ♪ 326 00:18:40,040 --> 00:18:42,040 [song fades] 327 00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:46,040 What are you wearing? I told you to put that dress on. 328 00:18:46,120 --> 00:18:47,280 But I like it. 329 00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,800 [laughing] Look at her. 330 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:52,720 Oh, that is so funny. 331 00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:56,360 Bless her heart. Did you dress yourself, sweetie? 332 00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:59,240 I've got to get a photo. One sec. 333 00:18:59,320 --> 00:19:00,720 - No! - Mia. 334 00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:04,840 That is not the way you speak to guests. 335 00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:06,240 She's laughing at me. 336 00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:08,760 Because you've got this silly outfit on. 337 00:19:08,840 --> 00:19:11,040 Maybe this will teach you not to show off next time. 338 00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:12,200 I wasn't. 339 00:19:12,280 --> 00:19:13,280 Oh... 340 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:16,600 It's okay. No need to cry. 341 00:19:16,680 --> 00:19:20,560 Just go upstairs and put on what I picked out for you. 342 00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:24,080 Hey. There's my little rock star. 343 00:19:24,160 --> 00:19:25,520 Nice outfit. 344 00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,960 I think it might be a bit too cool for this crowd, though, 345 00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:33,240 so shall we go and find something a bit more boring? Alright. 346 00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:34,760 I'm handling it. 347 00:19:36,240 --> 00:19:37,840 - [blows raspberry] - [Mia giggles] 348 00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:39,920 Now, come on. 349 00:19:41,560 --> 00:19:43,880 Let's go. Race! Go, go, go, go, go, go. 350 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:47,400 [dramatic music playing] 351 00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:04,920 - Everyone thought it was so adorable. - Aw. 352 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:05,840 Let me see. 353 00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:07,080 No, you'll delete it. 354 00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:08,440 - No, I won't. - No. 355 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:11,240 [Mia] Seriously, Mum, stop! 356 00:20:11,320 --> 00:20:12,400 Oh, Mia. 357 00:20:14,760 --> 00:20:15,760 What? 358 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:17,240 [Mia] Oh my God. Not now. 359 00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:21,920 Please, please, please, don't make a fuss. 360 00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:24,840 Uh, ladies, could you give us a moment, please? 361 00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:25,920 Sure. 362 00:20:32,480 --> 00:20:34,080 Why don't you get this on. 363 00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:39,040 Go see to yourself, and I'll sort all this out. Okay? 364 00:20:39,120 --> 00:20:40,120 Thank you. 365 00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,200 [crying softly] 366 00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:52,040 [knock on door] 367 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,520 [Viv] Mia, got something for you. 368 00:20:58,120 --> 00:20:59,960 Just slide it under. 369 00:21:06,760 --> 00:21:07,920 [Viv] Are you okay? 370 00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:09,440 Yeah, I'm fine. 371 00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:12,040 Let me in. 372 00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:14,120 Mum, I'm all right. 373 00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:15,280 [Viv] Mia. 374 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:26,880 [door closes] 375 00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:30,480 From the Gladbrook collection. 376 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:33,920 No need to be embarrassed. 377 00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,400 Why don't we get some fresh air, eh? 378 00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:42,480 Clean yourself up, and I'll meet you outside. 379 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:45,040 Okay. 380 00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:49,800 [door opens] 381 00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:08,000 [woman] Bend the knees. Take a big inhale in. 382 00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:12,080 Exhale, bring your hands into prayer. Take an inhale. 383 00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:15,840 Exhale, bring the left leg forward. Reach the arms forward. 384 00:22:15,920 --> 00:22:17,680 Bring it into warrior. 385 00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:20,240 Take a reach with your front arm, 386 00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:23,680 stretch over, take another bend, 387 00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:26,880 and then gently bring your arm forward into... 388 00:22:38,720 --> 00:22:40,000 Where's Alison? 389 00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:42,640 I asked her to give us a moment. 390 00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:45,480 Are you going to tell me what's wrong? 391 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:48,520 It's nothing. 392 00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:51,680 I thought you'd be happy. 393 00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,600 This shows how far you've come, doesn't it? 394 00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:57,040 Your body's healing. 395 00:22:58,280 --> 00:22:59,280 Yeah, I know. 396 00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:01,800 So why are you so down about it? 397 00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:06,160 We're not going inside until you tell me. 398 00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:12,240 You'll think I'm crazy. 399 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,880 I know it means I'm healthy. I know that, but... 400 00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:23,440 I feel like I'm failing the one thing I was good at. 401 00:23:27,120 --> 00:23:28,760 You're not failing, Mia. 402 00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:31,840 That's just the bad voice in your head. 403 00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:33,120 We all have one. 404 00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:37,600 We mustn't listen. Okay? 405 00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:41,680 They're liars, and the only reason yours is getting louder 406 00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:43,680 is because you're winning. 407 00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:46,280 Okay? 408 00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:50,640 Your period coming back proves that. 409 00:23:51,240 --> 00:23:53,080 You're doing so well. 410 00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:56,800 You really are. 411 00:23:56,880 --> 00:23:59,560 [Mia] And there it is, the sunshine. 412 00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:02,120 Let's go get pampered. 413 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:04,400 We deserve it. 414 00:24:04,480 --> 00:24:05,840 [chuckles] 415 00:24:06,360 --> 00:24:07,360 [Viv] Come on. 416 00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:10,840 ["Magpie" by Lava La Rue playing] 417 00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:17,520 ♪ Why can't you Just sit right next to me? ♪ 418 00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:24,080 ♪ Break it down then take my misery... ♪ 419 00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:30,280 [instructor] Okay, let's do two big circles around the bowl. 420 00:24:30,360 --> 00:24:33,200 [bowls vibrating musically] 421 00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:38,800 [gonging] 422 00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:43,640 Place the bowls down in front of us. 423 00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:47,680 I'd like you all to raise your hands 424 00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,160 above your head 425 00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:53,400 and bring them down to our hearts. 426 00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:55,600 [instructor moans] 427 00:24:56,280 --> 00:24:59,400 Now let's focus our attention to our hips 428 00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:03,000 as we move closer to our root chakra. 429 00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:06,840 I'd like you to imagine a smile 430 00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:09,680 broadening between your pelvic bone. 431 00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:14,400 And let's purge all that negative energy out 432 00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,000 through our vaginas. 433 00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:17,080 [exhales] 434 00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:20,200 As we radiate from our core. 435 00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:23,000 [snorts, clears throat] 436 00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:28,600 [instructor chanting] Om... 437 00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:31,640 [inhales] 438 00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:39,320 [all] Om... 439 00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:43,920 [instructor] Om... 440 00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:47,680 [all] Om... 441 00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:51,000 [stifled laughing] 442 00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:52,960 [Viv and Mia laughing] 443 00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:54,600 [Viv] That was very disrespectful. 444 00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:56,760 - What? You started it! - I did not. 445 00:25:56,840 --> 00:26:01,320 I was trying very hard to align my chakras, thank you very much. 446 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:02,480 [both laughing] 447 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:04,800 Oh, nearly time for afternoon tea. 448 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:07,480 - I'll go and see if our table's ready. - Okay. 449 00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:12,800 [Mia] Maybe I was wrong. 450 00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:14,520 About all of it. 451 00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:16,360 About her. 452 00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:20,360 ♪ As I'm walking up to the party Later than I thought I would ♪ 453 00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:21,720 ["The Recipe" by Aluna playing] 454 00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:25,400 ♪ Usually I don't open up I probably should... ♪ 455 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:29,920 Oh, two o'clock. 456 00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:31,080 Oh no, um... 457 00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:33,200 Ten o'clock. 458 00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:38,040 Nah. 459 00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:42,000 - Why? - Dirty fingernails. 460 00:26:43,120 --> 00:26:44,800 There's no way you can see that from here. 461 00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:47,760 I may not be able to see, but I can most definitely tell. 462 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:50,960 This was your idea, you know? 463 00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:53,640 What? So I can't be horny and have standards? 464 00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:02,600 You know none of us would give a shit if you died a virgin? 465 00:27:04,360 --> 00:27:07,560 Okay, well, that came out... very wrong. 466 00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:10,720 I just mean that we don't care when you do it. 467 00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:13,400 If you ever do it. 468 00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:17,560 Uh, I'm sure you will do it. But only if you want to do it. 469 00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:19,480 Please stop before you have an aneurysm. 470 00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,480 It just doesn't seem like you're into any of these guys 471 00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,280 and I'm trying to say that... 472 00:27:24,360 --> 00:27:25,440 that's okay. 473 00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:32,400 Looks don't really do it for me. 474 00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,120 On their own. 475 00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:36,240 Huh. Okay. 476 00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:40,440 Yeah, I'm, um... I'm starting to realize that, like, 477 00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:45,400 I kind of need a connection first, I guess. 478 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:47,000 Yeah, that's cool. I get that. 479 00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:50,200 It was kind of the same with me and Becs at first, I guess. 480 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:51,960 Friends first and all that. 481 00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:58,480 So is there anyone you have, like, a connection with? 482 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:03,280 [gasps] Shit. Who? Tell me! 483 00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:05,920 Um... 484 00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,000 [exhales] Nah. 485 00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:11,520 I, um... I need to see if it's actually something first. 486 00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:13,680 Is that okay? 487 00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:15,840 Ugh, boring! 488 00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:16,920 Shut up! 489 00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,800 - Nah, I'm happy for you, man. - [sighs] 490 00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:21,280 Well, come on, what about you? 491 00:28:21,360 --> 00:28:23,720 The park is literally swimming with hot girls 492 00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,360 and you haven't cast one net. 493 00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:28,200 I don't know. I guess I'm looking for that connection too. 494 00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:31,000 Or you already have it, right? 495 00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,400 So go get her. 496 00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:37,720 [door closing] 497 00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,440 [footsteps approaching] 498 00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:45,800 Hey. 499 00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:48,120 Okay, don't freak out. 500 00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,560 Well, don't start with sentences like that. 501 00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:55,280 I'm pregnant. 502 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:59,320 But I know what I'm going to do. I've already spoken to a doctor. 503 00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:02,840 It's only six weeks since my last period. I have the prescription. It's here. 504 00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:05,120 Hey, hey, hey, hey. Slow down. 505 00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:08,160 I'm so, so sorry, Mum. 506 00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:20,640 - [chuckles] - [Becca] What? 507 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,040 Sorry, it's not funny at all. 508 00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:28,400 I... I just thought you were finally gonna tell me 509 00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:30,920 what you and your friends did in the Ponderosa house. 510 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:33,400 You... you know? 511 00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:37,160 You did a pretty good job with the clear-up, I'll give you that. 512 00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,200 - Mum, I'm... - I'm not angry. 513 00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:43,160 I mean about the pregnancy. 514 00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:45,840 I'm livid about the house. 515 00:29:51,800 --> 00:29:54,080 [sniffles, strains] 516 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:55,720 [clicks tongue] 517 00:29:56,480 --> 00:30:00,720 I don't want you to make any decisions because you're worried about what I think. 518 00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:05,880 Because I'll support you, whatever you decide. 519 00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:09,480 You've taken on a lot with your siblings since your dad died. I know that. 520 00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:11,920 - Mum, that's not why... - But if you need more time... 521 00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:13,200 I don't. 522 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:15,360 I know what I want. 523 00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:17,720 I want to finish my A-levels. 524 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,560 I want to go to university. I want to travel. 525 00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:26,560 Oh, baby. I don't doubt you'll get to do everything you set out to do, 526 00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:27,640 and more. 527 00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:30,360 Whatever choice you make, 528 00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,400 I just want to make sure you've thought about this. 529 00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:35,640 I have. 530 00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:46,120 [cell phone buzzing] 531 00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:04,920 [clears throat] 532 00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:07,840 You look happy. 533 00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:10,000 I am. 534 00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,360 Mum's actually being nice. 535 00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:16,360 So does that mean you don't want to see this, or... 536 00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:21,960 She left it in the treatment room. 537 00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:25,000 I wasn't sure if I should say anything. 538 00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:27,040 Do you know a Keith? 539 00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,040 This message popped up. 540 00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:34,840 [uneasy music playing] 541 00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:46,440 [pop music playing faintly] 542 00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:02,720 So, Viv, how long have you and Rick been married? 543 00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:05,360 Ooh, um, almost 20 years. 544 00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:06,440 Wow. 545 00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:08,160 - Long time. - [Viv] Mm. 546 00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:09,880 Yeah, what's your secret? 547 00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:12,280 Not sure there's really a secret. 548 00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:14,240 No? 549 00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:17,880 - Communication is important. - [Mia scoffs softly] 550 00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:23,200 Mia, what is it with this attitude all of a sudden? 551 00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:27,040 Who's Keith? 552 00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:31,760 I don't know. Which Keith are you talking about? 553 00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:33,880 - So there's more than one? - In the world, yes. 554 00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:35,840 [Mia] Okay, let me narrow it down for you. 555 00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:39,800 Keith, who you were having lunch with yesterday when you said you'd be here. 556 00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:41,320 - Why'd you lie? - Mia. 557 00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:43,480 - Because you're fucking him? - No. 558 00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:45,400 How can you do this to Dad? 559 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,000 I'm not having an affair, Mia. Trust me. 560 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,320 Oh, trust you. You don't deserve Dad. 561 00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:52,560 You don't deserve any of us. You never have. 562 00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:53,960 - Mia. - [Viv] Oh, leave her. 563 00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:56,440 There's no talking to her when she gets like this. 564 00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:58,800 That's real fucking nice, Mum. 565 00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:05,800 [tense music playing] 566 00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:08,560 [Alison] Mia! 567 00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:12,960 Can you fucking believe her? 568 00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:16,200 Fucking trying to act all high and mighty while lying to me 569 00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:17,800 about fucking that Keith guy. 570 00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:19,640 Acting like I'm the one with the problem. 571 00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:22,920 - Maybe you should just hear her out. - Jesus Christ, Alison, I get it, okay? 572 00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:24,240 You fucking love my mum. 573 00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,760 Hm? That's the whole reason you're here, right? 574 00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:28,480 Because you're her biggest fan. 575 00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:32,520 No, 'cause I'm yours. 576 00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:38,880 I'm sorry, I just can't be here right now. 577 00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:56,520 How are you feeling? 578 00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:58,040 Fine. 579 00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:00,120 It's okay if you're not. 580 00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:05,000 I'm so angry with myself for being so stupid. 581 00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,440 Punishing yourself isn't going to change anything. Is it? 582 00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:14,680 The last time I checked, it still takes two. 583 00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:17,920 Do you want to tell me who? 584 00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:19,920 Um... 585 00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:23,720 Cam. 586 00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,720 Have you told him? 587 00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:29,640 No. It'll just mess with his head. 588 00:34:30,720 --> 00:34:32,320 Doesn't matter now, anyway. 589 00:34:33,080 --> 00:34:37,240 I know you're strong, but you don't have to carry everything on your own, Becca. 590 00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:38,760 [chuckling] I'm not, am I? 591 00:34:45,480 --> 00:34:46,480 Hm. 592 00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:48,800 [kisses] 593 00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:56,280 [indistinct chattering] 594 00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,360 - [Theo] Hey. - Hey. 595 00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:16,240 I was hoping you'd call. 596 00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:19,880 Yeah, yeah, me too. Obviously, 'cause, like, I did call... 597 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:21,400 - [laughing] - Sorry. 598 00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:23,760 Um... 599 00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:26,000 - So? - Right, um... 600 00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:28,680 I don't know, I just thought that maybe... 601 00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:34,200 I don't know. I just felt like last night in the bath that 602 00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:38,040 what you said about me needing a connection... 603 00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:39,120 [sighs] 604 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:41,640 I think you were right and, 605 00:35:41,720 --> 00:35:44,520 I don't know, I felt like maybe we did. 606 00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:45,600 - But I dunno... - Will. 607 00:35:48,240 --> 00:35:49,240 Yeah? 608 00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:52,760 [dramatic music playing] 609 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:20,240 [chuckles] Um... 610 00:36:21,240 --> 00:36:22,840 - So I guess that's a yes. - [snorts] 611 00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:25,320 [both laughing] 612 00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:31,600 [apprehensive music playing] 613 00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:52,840 - Shit. - [fruit thudding] 614 00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:54,760 Mia? 615 00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:56,720 [Mia] Uh, no. [clears throat] 616 00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,640 Oh, sorry. You just look like my friend. 617 00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,240 Yeah, I know exactly who you mean, 618 00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:07,000 and she would never do anything this embarrassing... 619 00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:08,920 sober. 620 00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:09,960 [laughs] 621 00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,720 Um, I'm looking for Will. 622 00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:19,000 He pulled a sickie. 623 00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:22,200 But my shift's pretty much over, and I'm owed a break, 624 00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:24,400 if you need someone to talk to. 625 00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:26,360 Yeah, I'd like that. 626 00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:30,760 I asked her outright who he was, and she said nothing. 627 00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:34,160 Couldn't even answer me. 628 00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:37,000 That's horrible. 629 00:37:39,560 --> 00:37:41,560 Now I feel like a fucking idiot. 630 00:37:45,240 --> 00:37:47,360 No one can hurt you like your mum. 631 00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:49,400 Mine's, uh... 632 00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:52,320 kind of complicated. 633 00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,960 Actually, she's not complicated at all. 634 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,200 She's an alcoholic. 635 00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:02,480 Textbook addict. Like, have some originality, you know? 636 00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:03,560 [scoffs] 637 00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:07,480 I'm so sorry. 638 00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:08,560 No, it's okay. 639 00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:11,240 That's why I moved down here. 640 00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:13,280 To live with me dad. 641 00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:19,480 I really believe the one rule to live by... 642 00:38:20,720 --> 00:38:24,800 don't ever let your kids doubt that you love 'em. 643 00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:27,200 Not even for a second. 644 00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:32,080 I'm sorry your mum hasn't lived up to that. 645 00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:36,920 Yeah, me too. 646 00:38:38,720 --> 00:38:40,800 Have you ever tried to tell her how you feel? 647 00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:43,760 Hmm. Not until today. 648 00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:52,120 My God, what am I gonna tell my dad? 649 00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:56,320 It'll break his heart. 650 00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,160 [sniffles] 651 00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:11,600 - [Cameron] Is Carli outside? - [girl] Yeah, I think so. 652 00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,400 - [Carli] Shit, sorry. - No, it's fine. 653 00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:15,016 [Carli] No, I shouldn't have. No, you... 654 00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:16,120 [Cameron] Hey, Mia. 655 00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:18,240 - Hey, babe. - Hi. 656 00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:20,640 Mia was looking for Will. 657 00:39:20,720 --> 00:39:23,440 We were gonna go get Nando's You can come if you want. 658 00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:26,840 Uh, no, I was just looking for Will, but he's not here, 659 00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:28,480 so I better go find him. 660 00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:29,600 All right. 661 00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:31,920 - [Carli] Are you sure? - [Mia] Yeah, yeah. 662 00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:35,080 ["Weakness" by Poppy Ajudha playing] 663 00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:36,640 See you at school? 664 00:39:36,720 --> 00:39:37,720 You bet. 665 00:39:38,720 --> 00:39:43,360 ♪ Looks like I've been Burning flowers at my grave ♪ 666 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:48,040 ♪ Feels like I'm here waiting to be saved ♪ 667 00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:49,200 ♪ Love hangs... ♪ 668 00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:51,000 [cell phone vibrating] 669 00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:53,000 [Mia] It's not love with Alison. 670 00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:55,800 But maybe that's exactly what I need. 671 00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:59,760 Dad's always going on about staying on an even keel. 672 00:40:00,280 --> 00:40:02,120 Love is the opposite of even. 673 00:40:02,720 --> 00:40:05,560 Love is a panic attack. Love is heartbreak. 674 00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:07,760 And, anyway, 675 00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:10,560 love is out of reach. 676 00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:16,840 [song fades] 677 00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:18,520 [rain pattering] 678 00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:20,600 [footsteps approaching] 679 00:40:22,360 --> 00:40:24,440 [Rick inhales sharply, sighs] 680 00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:29,680 [sighs] Thank God. You okay? 681 00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,440 [Mia whispers] You can't believe a word she says, okay? 682 00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:36,360 Mia. 683 00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,160 Let's... let's sit down. 684 00:40:56,720 --> 00:40:58,280 Your mum isn't having an affair. 685 00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:01,240 - Of course she's gonna say that. - She was meeting her lawyer. 686 00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:02,600 We're getting a divorce. 687 00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:11,720 The truth is we have been separated for a while now. 688 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,440 It happened while you were in hospital, and we agreed that we would try 689 00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:18,320 and keep things stable while you adjusted to outpatient therapy. 690 00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:20,680 So you've been lying to me this whole time? 691 00:41:25,320 --> 00:41:27,560 We thought it'd be best for your recovery. 692 00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:28,680 Are you moving out? 693 00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:33,760 - Yeah. - You don't give a fuck about my recovery. 694 00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:35,560 Or me. You wouldn't be leaving if you did. 695 00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:38,000 [Rick] I know this is a shock, and we are both very... 696 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:40,280 - You did this. - [Rick] This is no one's fault. 697 00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,480 Yes, it is, and she should be the one to leave. 698 00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:43,560 [Rick] Mia. 699 00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:46,440 [Mia] Are you gonna fucking say something, Mum? 700 00:41:47,680 --> 00:41:49,360 I have 701 00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:51,320 met someone else. 702 00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:58,560 What? 703 00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:00,520 Why aren't you saying anything? 704 00:42:01,360 --> 00:42:03,120 [Rick] This has been very difficult for Alex. 705 00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:04,560 Alex, you knew? 706 00:42:05,920 --> 00:42:07,160 I wanted to tell you. 707 00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:09,240 [Rick] Please, Mia, can you... 708 00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:11,240 Mia? I'm sorry. 709 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,160 Mia. Mia? 710 00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:16,280 ["Coming Back" by James Blake ft. SZA playing] 711 00:42:18,080 --> 00:42:22,680 ♪ Can't stick to that Can't fade us to black... ♪ 712 00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:26,600 Fuck, fuck, fuck. 713 00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:28,280 ♪ Coming back ♪ 714 00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:34,320 ♪ 'Cause it hurts, 'cause it hurts Like the end of the world ♪ 715 00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:39,040 ♪ And like the trail Like the trail of the soul ♪ 716 00:42:39,120 --> 00:42:40,000 Mum. 717 00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:41,440 [sobbing] 718 00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:46,320 ♪ So I'm coming back, coming back Tail between my legs ♪ 719 00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:51,200 ♪ Forget what I said, what I said What I said, what I said ♪ 720 00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:55,600 ♪ There's a mile between My heart and my head ♪ 721 00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:57,160 [Mia sobbing] 722 00:42:57,240 --> 00:43:02,320 ♪ So I take it all, take it all Take it all back ♪ 723 00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:07,840 ♪ You shut down Showed how you bring me down ♪ 724 00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:12,800 ♪ Don't you have a clue 'bout Where my mind is right now? ♪ 725 00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,800 ♪ You say you love me, is it real? ♪ 726 00:43:15,880 --> 00:43:19,120 ♪ But do you fantasize about The things you really wanna feel? ♪ 727 00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:23,080 ♪ I know you fantasize about The life you really want to build ♪ 728 00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:27,000 ♪ Know your eyes are watching God Baby, my eyes are hidden in the hills ♪ 729 00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:29,920 ♪ Your first mistake was wanting me When you know I wasn't ready ♪ 730 00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:32,760 ♪ You put that shit down heavy Couldn't let you regret me ♪ 731 00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:35,480 ♪ Remember lies around the time we spent When you first met me ♪ 732 00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:40,680 ♪ I put my shit down heavy Couldn't let you forget me, mmm ♪ 733 00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,320 ♪ Will never let you forget me ♪ 734 00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:47,280 ♪ I wish I could take it ♪ 735 00:43:47,360 --> 00:43:53,040 ♪ Yes, I love you and it's real I went in too soon for the kill ♪ 736 00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:59,080 ♪ But I really want to feel And I think I want to build with you ♪ 737 00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,720 - ♪ I couldn't let you reject me ♪ - ♪ No ♪ 738 00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:04,480 - ♪ I couldn't let you forget me ♪ - ♪ No ♪ 739 00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:07,440 ♪ I wanted you to respect me ♪ 740 00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:10,920 ♪ I wanted you to let me in ♪ 741 00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:15,760 ♪ So I'm coming back, coming back Tail between my legs ♪ 742 00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:19,960 ♪ Forget what I said, what I said What I said, what I said ♪ 743 00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:26,280 ♪ There's a mile between My heart and my head ♪ 744 00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:32,080 ♪ So I take it all, take it all Take it all back ♪ 745 00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:42,400 ♪ Coming back, coming back Coming back, coming back ♪ 746 00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:47,560 ♪ But do you fantasize about the things You really want to feel? ♪ 747 00:44:49,240 --> 00:44:52,480 ♪ I know you fantasize about the life You really want to build ♪ 748 00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:56,120 ♪ Your eyes are watching God Baby, my eyes are hidden in the hills ♪