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[thumping pop music playing]
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[indistinct announcement on PA]
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[Mia] I am not a virgin.
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And I feel...
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exactly the same.
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I thought sex was supposed to be
about losing something, but yep,
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that's new, that's something gained.
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And she's touching me.
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Surely last night
was a one-time thing, right?
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Unless she doesn't want it to be?
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Do I want it to be?
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What if...
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But with Alison?
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[music continues]
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♪ Take my love, take my tears ♪
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♪ Take my worst, I've got no fears ♪
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♪ Sometimes I'm high, sometimes I'm low ♪
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♪ Sometimes I'm lost, sometimes I go... ♪
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Hey.
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No.
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Keira Knightley?
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She's dead.
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[train approaching]
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[loud rumbling]
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♪ I'm just trying to be free ♪
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♪ Don't look at me, me
I'm not ashamed of me ♪
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♪ I'm not to pay out
I'm just trying to be free ♪
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[loud whirring]
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[mouthing] What's up with you?
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[mouthing] Nothing.
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I had sex.
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What?
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Sex!
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Wait? But with who?
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[train rumbling loudly]
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- [mouthing] Theo?
- No.
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Alison.
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- What?
- [train slowing]
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[loudly] I had sex with Alison.
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[scattered chuckling]
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[boy] Random...
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I'm Alison.
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[bossa nova-style pop music playing]
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[Mia] Why is she still here?
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And why is she not saying anything?
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Is this some kind of post-sex etiquette
I didn't get the memo on?
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Is she waiting for me to say something?
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Thank you for the sex. You may now leave.
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♪ Was she scared to be ♪
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♪ So far away from home? ♪
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So, uh, this is me.
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Mm.
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It looks smaller in real life.
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As opposed to...?
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[Mia] Please don't say Google Maps.
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Your mum's Insta.
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Okay, much worse.
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So, uh, thanks for walking me home.
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- I'll see you at school.
- Or we could do brunch.
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Together?
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[laughs] Jesus, calm down.
I'm proposing smashed avo, not marriage.
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I really need to shower
and do a few things.
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- [Alison] Great.
- Okay, yep. Mmm.
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Oh, hello.
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[Mia] Oh, fuck me.
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Hi.
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I didn't know
you were bringing a friend over.
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Um...
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Vivian Polanco. Hi, I'm Alison.
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Lovely to meet you, Alison.
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Please excuse
my daughter's terrible manners.
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Gosh, you're gorgeous, aren't you?
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- [Alison] Oh, agreed.
- [Alison and Viv laugh]
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[Mia] There's a reason
why everyone loves your mum.
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She's sunlight personified.
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And this looks great on you.
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You'll never feel warmer
than when she's shining on you.
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I'm always trying to get Mia
to show off her figure a bit more.
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But it's freezing in her shadow.
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What are you girlies up to?
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Just hanging out. Nothing special.
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What about you?
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I'm heading off to Gladbrook House.
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I'm redesigning a few
of their communal areas.
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Oh my God, I would totally kill
for a membership at that place.
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Oh, well, I'm sure I could...
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Okay, bye.
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- Have fun.
- Bye.
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- Oh, what are you doing in here?
- Uh...
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{\an8}Uh, just came to borrow this.
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{\an8}Again?
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[sighs]
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Lost something?
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Yeah, the, um, keys
to the Ponderosa house.
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Mmm.
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[sighing] I swear I put them in here.
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Oh, what's this?
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Yes.
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Shit. We won't tell anyone that the keys
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to a 15-million-pound house
were on my office floor.
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- Right. I'm late, of course.
- [mouthing]
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You know where you're picking
Caleb and Laila up from, right?
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Yep, got the address.
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Okay, love you.
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[kisses, sighs]
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[exhales]
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[melancholy music playing]
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[Mia] Casual.
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This is casual.
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We're just two people, who happened
to have had sex, walking down the street.
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Holding hands.
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Okay.
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Well, I guess that's still casual
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in comparison to other things
we've done with our hands.
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Or maybe it's not casual.
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Maybe it's...
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a relationship?
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Isn't that your mum?
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What?
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- Oh!
- Okay, this is unhinged.
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But she said she was
going to Gladbrook House.
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Yeah.
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So what's she doing here
and who the fuck is he?
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Do you think...
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That she's having an affair?
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- Jesus, you really think so?
- No. I just think that you think that.
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[Mia] She wouldn't. Would she?
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- [Alison] Let's go in.
- What? And say what?
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"Oh hi, Mum. Just wondering,
is this your secret lover?"
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No, you're right. It makes more sense
to stay out here and jump to conclusions.
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How else are you going to find out?
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[Mia] Maybe her schedule changed.
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Maybe he's just a client.
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So why does my stomach
feel like it's eating itself?
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[Rick] That was three.
I mean, that's... Okay. Let's go for 23.
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One, two, three...
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Ooh.
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[Alex and Rick laughing]
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[Rick] I, uh, had trials for Watford,
but, um, I did my Achilles.
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- [Alex] Bullshit!
- No, seriously. I could have gone pro.
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[Alex] You would've gone pro?
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[Mia] Must be nice not having to wonder
if your mum's fucking someone else.
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- Why do you do me down like this?
- Okay, okay...
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[Mia] Just ask her.
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Maybe she won't lie.
Maybe she'll prove you wrong.
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[Alex] Was the other one pro surfboarder?
You said surfboarder one time.
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[Alex and Rick laugh]
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Hey.
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How did it go today? Gladbrook House?
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Oh, uh...
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Yeah. Good, thanks.
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- You must be nearly done with that one.
- [Viv] Yep, pretty much.
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Just popping back tomorrow
to check the finishes.
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Can I come?
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I'd love to see it.
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Uh...
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Yeah. Well, they did say
I was welcome to use the spa.
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Could be fun. A proper girly day.
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[Mia] She's trying to put you off.
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Call her bluff.
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Great.
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Can Alison come?
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Of course.
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How lovely.
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Perfect.
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[mellow hip-hip music playing]
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Nice.
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- [Cameron] Boom. Look at the skills.
- [Alex chuckles]
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[sighs] Right. I've got to bounce.
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You can stay
and hang with us for a bit if you want.
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I've got homework to do.
Same time next week?
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- All right, cool.
- Cool.
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[Will] Hey, darlings!
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- Later.
- Later.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Are the girls not here yet?
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[Cameron]
Nah, Mia's having a spa day with Alison.
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I know.
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Becca didn't reply to me,
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which is a total headfuck,
since she's the one that ended it.
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Plus, we weren't even exclusive, right?
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- Did she seem bothered to you?
- Sorry, uh... Mia with Alison?
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At a spa? Voluntarily?
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Yeah, I know. It's typical Mia.
Freaks out about being the last virgin,
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and then she loses her V-card
to the hottest girl in school.
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I'm sorry.
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What? About what?
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Come on, you knew the Cheese Guy
thing was a joke, didn't you?
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[Cameron] Yeah, 'course.
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- But you do know that we don't care...
- What are we doing?
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We are not going to waste this
sitting around moping here all day.
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No, we need to get out there.
We have got seeds to sow.
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The only thing that grows
from my seeds is trouble.
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We hang out with the same people,
in the same places, all day, every day.
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That is why shit's getting messy.
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We need new blood.
No, we need a new postcode.
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Oh, yeah. Yeah, fuck it.
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We're both single, right?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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- Yeah. Yeah.
- Yeah. Yeah!
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- Let's go.
- Okay.
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We need signals.
One that's like, "Fuck off, I'm in here."
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Shit.
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Oh shit.
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- "Please save me now."
- Yeah.
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[snaps fingers]
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How about bird noises?
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So if I'm getting on well with a guy,
and I need you to leave,
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you want me to squawk
in the middle of the conversation?
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Oh.
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[Will] Oh, is that Becs?
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- Hey, Becs!
- Oh no. No, it's fine.
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She clearly doesn't want to see me.
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["War Outside" by Kojey Radical playing]
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Honey, I'm home! [laughs]
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Do they let you take pictures here?
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- If you're with me, they will.
- [laughs]
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Oh, I am about to spam the 'gram.
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Vidal.
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- Mrs. Polanco.
- [man] Vivian!
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Oh, Freddie.
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[both kissing]
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- Thank you so much for squeezing us in.
- Oh, please.
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- You know you're welcome anytime.
- [Viv] This is my daughter.
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Mm!
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And her friend, Alison.
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[Freddie] Welcome, welcome. It's an honor.
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Aren't you lucky to have
this vision of a mother, eh?
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What genes! Ageless.
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Right. Come, come, ladies.
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An oasis of relaxation awaits.
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Thanks, Freddie.
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I know we're here to, like,
expose your mum's affair or whatever,
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but can I just say...
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what a queen. Oh!
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[Mia] Yeah, queen of ruining
my fucking life.
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Okay.
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Hip out a bit more.
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That's it. Gorgeous!
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[clicks]
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Was it this busy
when you came here yesterday?
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- [Alison] Can you do a little higher?
- Yeah.
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Ooh. Uh...
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Alison really is a lovely girl, isn't she?
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You two are just... friends?
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Lovers?
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- Girlfriends?
- Oh, Mum.
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No need to be embarrassed.
I think it's wonderful.
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She's beautiful, charming...
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And not my girlfriend.
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What about you? How's your...
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love life?
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[Alison] Okay, now you two.
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- No.
- Yes.
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Would be nice. Can't remember
the last time we had a photo together.
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[whispering] If you want her
to tell you anything, you have to bond.
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In a bit more.
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Fit.
259
00:13:44,360 --> 00:13:46,520
So, is this all you?
260
00:13:47,400 --> 00:13:48,600
Hm. Yes.
261
00:13:48,680 --> 00:13:50,880
[Alison] Oh God, it's stunning.
262
00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:52,280
[Viv] What do you think?
263
00:13:52,360 --> 00:13:53,280
[Mia] Mm.
264
00:13:53,360 --> 00:13:54,360
It's nice.
265
00:14:02,320 --> 00:14:04,000
[tense music playing]
266
00:14:04,080 --> 00:14:08,080
[Mia] This was a mistake, a huge mistake.
267
00:14:08,680 --> 00:14:11,400
How could I forget about
the fucking changing rooms?
268
00:14:11,480 --> 00:14:12,520
[jaunty music playing]
269
00:14:12,600 --> 00:14:15,600
[Mia] How can people just be... naked?
270
00:14:17,840 --> 00:14:19,160
Don't they feel it?
271
00:14:19,240 --> 00:14:21,640
How stressful it is to just have a body?
272
00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:26,920
That's why I tried to shrink,
to become invisible,
273
00:14:27,000 --> 00:14:30,800
but the thing about anorexia is,
it doesn't make you disappear.
274
00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:33,320
It turns your body
into something people stare at.
275
00:14:33,400 --> 00:14:35,240
It wrecks your teeth,
it breaks your nails.
276
00:14:35,320 --> 00:14:37,960
It makes your hair fall out
from where you want it
277
00:14:38,040 --> 00:14:39,640
and start growing places you don't.
278
00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:41,440
It's the opposite of self-care.
279
00:14:41,960 --> 00:14:43,280
It's self-abuse.
280
00:14:47,040 --> 00:14:48,480
But to feel beautiful,
281
00:14:49,400 --> 00:14:51,920
you have to feel comfortable
in your own skin.
282
00:14:52,520 --> 00:14:54,480
It always seemed so easy for her.
283
00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:59,120
[melancholy music playing]
284
00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:15,240
Mummy, you look pretty.
285
00:15:15,320 --> 00:15:17,280
Oh, thank you, darling.
286
00:15:18,000 --> 00:15:21,080
Do you want to look pretty like Mummy
and put on this lovely dress?
287
00:15:21,160 --> 00:15:22,920
The guests will be here soon.
288
00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:24,680
[chuckles]
289
00:15:31,480 --> 00:15:33,480
[intense music playing]
290
00:15:42,960 --> 00:15:44,960
[women chattering indistinctly]
291
00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:52,120
[laughing]
292
00:15:56,800 --> 00:15:59,360
[indistinct chattering continues]
293
00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:18,080
[Alison] Got your robe here, gorgeous.
294
00:16:23,880 --> 00:16:24,880
[Mia murmurs]
295
00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,520
So, what treatments shall we have?
296
00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:30,320
[Mia] Please don't let it be anything
where strangers feel my body.
297
00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:35,280
[Viv] Ooh. They do a full body massage
with a seaweed wrap.
298
00:16:35,360 --> 00:16:37,800
That'll do wonders
for your combination skin.
299
00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:41,120
- Mia, I think that would be fan...
- Or we could do a mani-pedi.
300
00:16:43,120 --> 00:16:44,400
Then we can chat.
301
00:16:46,040 --> 00:16:47,240
- [Viv] Hmm.
- Mm.
302
00:16:47,320 --> 00:16:48,360
Great idea.
303
00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:50,680
Oh yeah, lovely. Come on.
304
00:17:17,520 --> 00:17:21,680
Hey, I'm sorry to just call. Um...
305
00:17:22,920 --> 00:17:24,680
But I really need to talk.
306
00:17:25,880 --> 00:17:28,720
- Do we really need to tell this story?
- Yes.
307
00:17:28,800 --> 00:17:30,680
So when she was about seven,
308
00:17:30,760 --> 00:17:33,880
I had a party at the house
just showcasing some of my work.
309
00:17:33,960 --> 00:17:37,200
- I picked out this gorgeous dress for her...
- [Mia] Can she tell how bad it got?
310
00:17:38,400 --> 00:17:39,800
How bad I let it get?
311
00:17:41,520 --> 00:17:45,360
[Viv]...she's coming downstairs
in the most hilarious outfit.
312
00:17:45,960 --> 00:17:48,360
She'd raided her father's wardrobe.
313
00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:50,040
- It was the cutest thing.
- Aw. [laughs]
314
00:17:50,080 --> 00:17:51,280
No, it wasn't.
315
00:17:51,360 --> 00:17:53,800
[laughing] I'll say one word. Trilby.
316
00:17:53,880 --> 00:17:55,000
Oh, amazing.
317
00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:59,560
Oh. Hold on. I think I might have
a photo of it saved on my phone somewhere.
318
00:17:59,640 --> 00:18:00,640
Mum.
319
00:18:01,760 --> 00:18:02,960
[laughing] Oh, here we go.
320
00:18:03,040 --> 00:18:06,600
[Alison] Oh my God, look how cute you are.
321
00:18:06,680 --> 00:18:08,520
That is iconic.
322
00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:12,560
["Fashion" by David Bowie playing]
323
00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:25,600
♪ There's a brand new dance
But I don't know its name ♪
324
00:18:29,440 --> 00:18:30,280
Mummy.
325
00:18:30,360 --> 00:18:34,480
♪ That people from bad homes
Do again and again ♪
326
00:18:40,040 --> 00:18:42,040
[song fades]
327
00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:46,040
What are you wearing?
I told you to put that dress on.
328
00:18:46,120 --> 00:18:47,280
But I like it.
329
00:18:47,960 --> 00:18:50,800
[laughing] Look at her.
330
00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:52,720
Oh, that is so funny.
331
00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:56,360
Bless her heart.
Did you dress yourself, sweetie?
332
00:18:56,440 --> 00:18:59,240
I've got to get a photo. One sec.
333
00:18:59,320 --> 00:19:00,720
- No!
- Mia.
334
00:19:02,080 --> 00:19:04,840
That is not the way you speak to guests.
335
00:19:04,920 --> 00:19:06,240
She's laughing at me.
336
00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:08,760
Because you've got this silly outfit on.
337
00:19:08,840 --> 00:19:11,040
Maybe this will teach you
not to show off next time.
338
00:19:11,120 --> 00:19:12,200
I wasn't.
339
00:19:12,280 --> 00:19:13,280
Oh...
340
00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:16,600
It's okay. No need to cry.
341
00:19:16,680 --> 00:19:20,560
Just go upstairs
and put on what I picked out for you.
342
00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:24,080
Hey. There's my little rock star.
343
00:19:24,160 --> 00:19:25,520
Nice outfit.
344
00:19:26,840 --> 00:19:29,960
I think it might be a bit too cool
for this crowd, though,
345
00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:33,240
so shall we go and find
something a bit more boring? Alright.
346
00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:34,760
I'm handling it.
347
00:19:36,240 --> 00:19:37,840
- [blows raspberry]
- [Mia giggles]
348
00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:39,920
Now, come on.
349
00:19:41,560 --> 00:19:43,880
Let's go. Race! Go, go, go, go, go, go.
350
00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:47,400
[dramatic music playing]
351
00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:04,920
- Everyone thought it was so adorable.
- Aw.
352
00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:05,840
Let me see.
353
00:20:05,920 --> 00:20:07,080
No, you'll delete it.
354
00:20:07,160 --> 00:20:08,440
- No, I won't.
- No.
355
00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:11,240
[Mia] Seriously, Mum, stop!
356
00:20:11,320 --> 00:20:12,400
Oh, Mia.
357
00:20:14,760 --> 00:20:15,760
What?
358
00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:17,240
[Mia] Oh my God. Not now.
359
00:20:20,120 --> 00:20:21,920
Please, please, please, don't make a fuss.
360
00:20:22,000 --> 00:20:24,840
Uh, ladies, could you
give us a moment, please?
361
00:20:24,920 --> 00:20:25,920
Sure.
362
00:20:32,480 --> 00:20:34,080
Why don't you get this on.
363
00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:39,040
Go see to yourself,
and I'll sort all this out. Okay?
364
00:20:39,120 --> 00:20:40,120
Thank you.
365
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:47,200
[crying softly]
366
00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:52,040
[knock on door]
367
00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:56,520
[Viv] Mia, got something for you.
368
00:20:58,120 --> 00:20:59,960
Just slide it under.
369
00:21:06,760 --> 00:21:07,920
[Viv] Are you okay?
370
00:21:08,440 --> 00:21:09,440
Yeah, I'm fine.
371
00:21:11,000 --> 00:21:12,040
Let me in.
372
00:21:12,800 --> 00:21:14,120
Mum, I'm all right.
373
00:21:14,200 --> 00:21:15,280
[Viv] Mia.
374
00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:26,880
[door closes]
375
00:21:28,640 --> 00:21:30,480
From the Gladbrook collection.
376
00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:33,920
No need to be embarrassed.
377
00:21:35,560 --> 00:21:38,400
Why don't we get some fresh air, eh?
378
00:21:39,400 --> 00:21:42,480
Clean yourself up,
and I'll meet you outside.
379
00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:45,040
Okay.
380
00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:49,800
[door opens]
381
00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:08,000
[woman] Bend the knees.
Take a big inhale in.
382
00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:12,080
Exhale, bring your hands into prayer.
Take an inhale.
383
00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:15,840
Exhale, bring the left leg forward.
Reach the arms forward.
384
00:22:15,920 --> 00:22:17,680
Bring it into warrior.
385
00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:20,240
Take a reach with your front arm,
386
00:22:20,320 --> 00:22:23,680
stretch over, take another bend,
387
00:22:24,200 --> 00:22:26,880
and then gently bring
your arm forward into...
388
00:22:38,720 --> 00:22:40,000
Where's Alison?
389
00:22:40,680 --> 00:22:42,640
I asked her to give us a moment.
390
00:22:43,760 --> 00:22:45,480
Are you going to tell me what's wrong?
391
00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:48,520
It's nothing.
392
00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:51,680
I thought you'd be happy.
393
00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:55,600
This shows how far
you've come, doesn't it?
394
00:22:55,680 --> 00:22:57,040
Your body's healing.
395
00:22:58,280 --> 00:22:59,280
Yeah, I know.
396
00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:01,800
So why are you so down about it?
397
00:23:04,040 --> 00:23:06,160
We're not going inside until you tell me.
398
00:23:10,720 --> 00:23:12,240
You'll think I'm crazy.
399
00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:18,880
I know it means I'm healthy.
I know that, but...
400
00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:23,440
I feel like I'm failing
the one thing I was good at.
401
00:23:27,120 --> 00:23:28,760
You're not failing, Mia.
402
00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:31,840
That's just the bad voice in your head.
403
00:23:31,920 --> 00:23:33,120
We all have one.
404
00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:37,600
We mustn't listen. Okay?
405
00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:41,680
They're liars, and the only reason
yours is getting louder
406
00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:43,680
is because you're winning.
407
00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:46,280
Okay?
408
00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:50,640
Your period coming back proves that.
409
00:23:51,240 --> 00:23:53,080
You're doing so well.
410
00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:56,800
You really are.
411
00:23:56,880 --> 00:23:59,560
[Mia] And there it is, the sunshine.
412
00:24:00,720 --> 00:24:02,120
Let's go get pampered.
413
00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:04,400
We deserve it.
414
00:24:04,480 --> 00:24:05,840
[chuckles]
415
00:24:06,360 --> 00:24:07,360
[Viv] Come on.
416
00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:10,840
["Magpie" by Lava La Rue playing]
417
00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:17,520
♪ Why can't you
Just sit right next to me? ♪
418
00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:24,080
♪ Break it down then take my misery... ♪
419
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:30,280
[instructor] Okay, let's do
two big circles around the bowl.
420
00:24:30,360 --> 00:24:33,200
[bowls vibrating musically]
421
00:24:36,000 --> 00:24:38,800
[gonging]
422
00:24:41,920 --> 00:24:43,640
Place the bowls down in front of us.
423
00:24:45,400 --> 00:24:47,680
I'd like you all to raise your hands
424
00:24:48,480 --> 00:24:50,160
above your head
425
00:24:50,240 --> 00:24:53,400
and bring them down to our hearts.
426
00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:55,600
[instructor moans]
427
00:24:56,280 --> 00:24:59,400
Now let's focus our attention to our hips
428
00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:03,000
as we move closer to our root chakra.
429
00:25:04,080 --> 00:25:06,840
I'd like you to imagine a smile
430
00:25:06,920 --> 00:25:09,680
broadening between your pelvic bone.
431
00:25:09,760 --> 00:25:14,400
And let's purge
all that negative energy out
432
00:25:14,480 --> 00:25:16,000
through our vaginas.
433
00:25:16,080 --> 00:25:17,080
[exhales]
434
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:20,200
As we radiate from our core.
435
00:25:21,200 --> 00:25:23,000
[snorts, clears throat]
436
00:25:23,080 --> 00:25:28,600
[instructor chanting] Om...
437
00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:31,640
[inhales]
438
00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:39,320
[all] Om...
439
00:25:40,080 --> 00:25:43,920
[instructor] Om...
440
00:25:44,000 --> 00:25:47,680
[all] Om...
441
00:25:47,760 --> 00:25:51,000
[stifled laughing]
442
00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:52,960
[Viv and Mia laughing]
443
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:54,600
[Viv] That was very disrespectful.
444
00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:56,760
- What? You started it!
- I did not.
445
00:25:56,840 --> 00:26:01,320
I was trying very hard to align
my chakras, thank you very much.
446
00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:02,480
[both laughing]
447
00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:04,800
Oh, nearly time for afternoon tea.
448
00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:07,480
- I'll go and see if our table's ready.
- Okay.
449
00:26:11,600 --> 00:26:12,800
[Mia] Maybe I was wrong.
450
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:14,520
About all of it.
451
00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:16,360
About her.
452
00:26:16,440 --> 00:26:20,360
♪ As I'm walking up to the party
Later than I thought I would ♪
453
00:26:20,440 --> 00:26:21,720
["The Recipe" by Aluna playing]
454
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:25,400
♪ Usually I don't open up
I probably should... ♪
455
00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:29,920
Oh, two o'clock.
456
00:26:30,000 --> 00:26:31,080
Oh no, um...
457
00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:33,200
Ten o'clock.
458
00:26:37,040 --> 00:26:38,040
Nah.
459
00:26:39,960 --> 00:26:42,000
- Why?
- Dirty fingernails.
460
00:26:43,120 --> 00:26:44,800
There's no way you can see that from here.
461
00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:47,760
I may not be able to see,
but I can most definitely tell.
462
00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:50,960
This was your idea, you know?
463
00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:53,640
What? So I can't be horny
and have standards?
464
00:26:59,960 --> 00:27:02,600
You know none of us would give a shit
if you died a virgin?
465
00:27:04,360 --> 00:27:07,560
Okay, well, that came out... very wrong.
466
00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:10,720
I just mean that we don't care
when you do it.
467
00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:13,400
If you ever do it.
468
00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:17,560
Uh, I'm sure you will do it.
But only if you want to do it.
469
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:19,480
Please stop before you have an aneurysm.
470
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,480
It just doesn't seem like
you're into any of these guys
471
00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,280
and I'm trying to say that...
472
00:27:24,360 --> 00:27:25,440
that's okay.
473
00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:32,400
Looks don't really do it for me.
474
00:27:32,920 --> 00:27:34,120
On their own.
475
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:36,240
Huh. Okay.
476
00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:40,440
Yeah, I'm, um...
I'm starting to realize that, like,
477
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:45,400
I kind of need
a connection first, I guess.
478
00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:47,000
Yeah, that's cool. I get that.
479
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:50,200
It was kind of the same
with me and Becs at first, I guess.
480
00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:51,960
Friends first and all that.
481
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:58,480
So is there anyone you have,
like, a connection with?
482
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:03,280
[gasps] Shit. Who? Tell me!
483
00:28:04,680 --> 00:28:05,920
Um...
484
00:28:06,000 --> 00:28:08,000
[exhales] Nah.
485
00:28:08,080 --> 00:28:11,520
I, um... I need to see
if it's actually something first.
486
00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:13,680
Is that okay?
487
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:15,840
Ugh, boring!
488
00:28:15,920 --> 00:28:16,920
Shut up!
489
00:28:17,320 --> 00:28:19,800
- Nah, I'm happy for you, man.
- [sighs]
490
00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:21,280
Well, come on, what about you?
491
00:28:21,360 --> 00:28:23,720
The park is literally
swimming with hot girls
492
00:28:23,800 --> 00:28:25,360
and you haven't cast one net.
493
00:28:25,440 --> 00:28:28,200
I don't know. I guess
I'm looking for that connection too.
494
00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:31,000
Or you already have it, right?
495
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:34,400
So go get her.
496
00:28:36,520 --> 00:28:37,720
[door closing]
497
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:40,440
[footsteps approaching]
498
00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:45,800
Hey.
499
00:28:45,880 --> 00:28:48,120
Okay, don't freak out.
500
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:50,560
Well, don't start
with sentences like that.
501
00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:55,280
I'm pregnant.
502
00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:59,320
But I know what I'm going to do.
I've already spoken to a doctor.
503
00:28:59,400 --> 00:29:02,840
It's only six weeks since my last period.
I have the prescription. It's here.
504
00:29:02,920 --> 00:29:05,120
Hey, hey, hey, hey. Slow down.
505
00:29:06,160 --> 00:29:08,160
I'm so, so sorry, Mum.
506
00:29:19,160 --> 00:29:20,640
- [chuckles]
- [Becca] What?
507
00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:25,040
Sorry, it's not funny at all.
508
00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:28,400
I... I just thought
you were finally gonna tell me
509
00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:30,920
what you and your friends did
in the Ponderosa house.
510
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:33,400
You... you know?
511
00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:37,160
You did a pretty good job
with the clear-up, I'll give you that.
512
00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:39,200
- Mum, I'm...
- I'm not angry.
513
00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:43,160
I mean about the pregnancy.
514
00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:45,840
I'm livid about the house.
515
00:29:51,800 --> 00:29:54,080
[sniffles, strains]
516
00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:55,720
[clicks tongue]
517
00:29:56,480 --> 00:30:00,720
I don't want you to make any decisions
because you're worried about what I think.
518
00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:05,880
Because I'll support you,
whatever you decide.
519
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:09,480
You've taken on a lot with your siblings
since your dad died. I know that.
520
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:11,920
- Mum, that's not why...
- But if you need more time...
521
00:30:12,000 --> 00:30:13,200
I don't.
522
00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:15,360
I know what I want.
523
00:30:15,440 --> 00:30:17,720
I want to finish my A-levels.
524
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,560
I want to go to university.
I want to travel.
525
00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:26,560
Oh, baby. I don't doubt you'll get to do
everything you set out to do,
526
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:27,640
and more.
527
00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:30,360
Whatever choice you make,
528
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,400
I just want to make sure
you've thought about this.
529
00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:35,640
I have.
530
00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:46,120
[cell phone buzzing]
531
00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:04,920
[clears throat]
532
00:31:06,800 --> 00:31:07,840
You look happy.
533
00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:10,000
I am.
534
00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,360
Mum's actually being nice.
535
00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:16,360
So does that mean
you don't want to see this, or...
536
00:31:20,240 --> 00:31:21,960
She left it in the treatment room.
537
00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:25,000
I wasn't sure if I should say anything.
538
00:31:25,800 --> 00:31:27,040
Do you know a Keith?
539
00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,040
This message popped up.
540
00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:34,840
[uneasy music playing]
541
00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:46,440
[pop music playing faintly]
542
00:31:59,120 --> 00:32:02,720
So, Viv, how long
have you and Rick been married?
543
00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:05,360
Ooh, um, almost 20 years.
544
00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:06,440
Wow.
545
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:08,160
- Long time.
- [Viv] Mm.
546
00:32:08,240 --> 00:32:09,880
Yeah, what's your secret?
547
00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:12,280
Not sure there's really a secret.
548
00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:14,240
No?
549
00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:17,880
- Communication is important.
- [Mia scoffs softly]
550
00:32:20,200 --> 00:32:23,200
Mia, what is it
with this attitude all of a sudden?
551
00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:27,040
Who's Keith?
552
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:31,760
I don't know.
Which Keith are you talking about?
553
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:33,880
- So there's more than one?
- In the world, yes.
554
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:35,840
[Mia] Okay, let me narrow it down for you.
555
00:32:35,920 --> 00:32:39,800
Keith, who you were having lunch with
yesterday when you said you'd be here.
556
00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:41,320
- Why'd you lie?
- Mia.
557
00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:43,480
- Because you're fucking him?
- No.
558
00:32:43,560 --> 00:32:45,400
How can you do this to Dad?
559
00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,000
I'm not having an affair, Mia. Trust me.
560
00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,320
Oh, trust you. You don't deserve Dad.
561
00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:52,560
You don't deserve any of us.
You never have.
562
00:32:52,640 --> 00:32:53,960
- Mia.
- [Viv] Oh, leave her.
563
00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:56,440
There's no talking to her
when she gets like this.
564
00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:58,800
That's real fucking nice, Mum.
565
00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:05,800
[tense music playing]
566
00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:08,560
[Alison] Mia!
567
00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:12,960
Can you fucking believe her?
568
00:33:13,800 --> 00:33:16,200
Fucking trying to act all high and mighty
while lying to me
569
00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:17,800
about fucking that Keith guy.
570
00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:19,640
Acting like I'm the one with the problem.
571
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:22,920
- Maybe you should just hear her out.
- Jesus Christ, Alison, I get it, okay?
572
00:33:23,000 --> 00:33:24,240
You fucking love my mum.
573
00:33:24,320 --> 00:33:26,760
Hm? That's the whole
reason you're here, right?
574
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:28,480
Because you're her biggest fan.
575
00:33:31,120 --> 00:33:32,520
No, 'cause I'm yours.
576
00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:38,880
I'm sorry, I just can't be here right now.
577
00:33:55,240 --> 00:33:56,520
How are you feeling?
578
00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:58,040
Fine.
579
00:33:58,560 --> 00:34:00,120
It's okay if you're not.
580
00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:05,000
I'm so angry with myself
for being so stupid.
581
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,440
Punishing yourself
isn't going to change anything. Is it?
582
00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:14,680
The last time I checked,
it still takes two.
583
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:17,920
Do you want to tell me who?
584
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:19,920
Um...
585
00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:23,720
Cam.
586
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:26,720
Have you told him?
587
00:34:26,800 --> 00:34:29,640
No. It'll just mess with his head.
588
00:34:30,720 --> 00:34:32,320
Doesn't matter now, anyway.
589
00:34:33,080 --> 00:34:37,240
I know you're strong, but you don't have
to carry everything on your own, Becca.
590
00:34:37,320 --> 00:34:38,760
[chuckling] I'm not, am I?
591
00:34:45,480 --> 00:34:46,480
Hm.
592
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:48,800
[kisses]
593
00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:56,280
[indistinct chattering]
594
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,360
- [Theo] Hey.
- Hey.
595
00:35:15,080 --> 00:35:16,240
I was hoping you'd call.
596
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:19,880
Yeah, yeah, me too.
Obviously, 'cause, like, I did call...
597
00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:21,400
- [laughing]
- Sorry.
598
00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:23,760
Um...
599
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:26,000
- So?
- Right, um...
600
00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:28,680
I don't know, I just thought that maybe...
601
00:35:29,760 --> 00:35:34,200
I don't know. I just felt like
last night in the bath that
602
00:35:34,280 --> 00:35:38,040
what you said about me
needing a connection...
603
00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:39,120
[sighs]
604
00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:41,640
I think you were right and,
605
00:35:41,720 --> 00:35:44,520
I don't know, I felt like maybe we did.
606
00:35:44,600 --> 00:35:45,600
- But I dunno...
- Will.
607
00:35:48,240 --> 00:35:49,240
Yeah?
608
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:52,760
[dramatic music playing]
609
00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:20,240
[chuckles] Um...
610
00:36:21,240 --> 00:36:22,840
- So I guess that's a yes.
- [snorts]
611
00:36:22,920 --> 00:36:25,320
[both laughing]
612
00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:31,600
[apprehensive music playing]
613
00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:52,840
- Shit.
- [fruit thudding]
614
00:36:53,640 --> 00:36:54,760
Mia?
615
00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:56,720
[Mia] Uh, no. [clears throat]
616
00:36:56,800 --> 00:37:00,640
Oh, sorry. You just look like my friend.
617
00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:04,240
Yeah, I know exactly who you mean,
618
00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:07,000
and she would never do
anything this embarrassing...
619
00:37:07,920 --> 00:37:08,920
sober.
620
00:37:08,960 --> 00:37:09,960
[laughs]
621
00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,720
Um, I'm looking for Will.
622
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:19,000
He pulled a sickie.
623
00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:22,200
But my shift's pretty much over,
and I'm owed a break,
624
00:37:22,280 --> 00:37:24,400
if you need someone to talk to.
625
00:37:25,120 --> 00:37:26,360
Yeah, I'd like that.
626
00:37:27,400 --> 00:37:30,760
I asked her outright who he was,
and she said nothing.
627
00:37:32,680 --> 00:37:34,160
Couldn't even answer me.
628
00:37:36,000 --> 00:37:37,000
That's horrible.
629
00:37:39,560 --> 00:37:41,560
Now I feel like a fucking idiot.
630
00:37:45,240 --> 00:37:47,360
No one can hurt you like your mum.
631
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:49,400
Mine's, uh...
632
00:37:50,800 --> 00:37:52,320
kind of complicated.
633
00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,960
Actually, she's not complicated at all.
634
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,200
She's an alcoholic.
635
00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:02,480
Textbook addict.
Like, have some originality, you know?
636
00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:03,560
[scoffs]
637
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:07,480
I'm so sorry.
638
00:38:07,560 --> 00:38:08,560
No, it's okay.
639
00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:11,240
That's why I moved down here.
640
00:38:12,040 --> 00:38:13,280
To live with me dad.
641
00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:19,480
I really believe the one rule to live by...
642
00:38:20,720 --> 00:38:24,800
don't ever let your kids
doubt that you love 'em.
643
00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:27,200
Not even for a second.
644
00:38:29,600 --> 00:38:32,080
I'm sorry your mum
hasn't lived up to that.
645
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:36,920
Yeah, me too.
646
00:38:38,720 --> 00:38:40,800
Have you ever tried
to tell her how you feel?
647
00:38:42,000 --> 00:38:43,760
Hmm. Not until today.
648
00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:52,120
My God, what am I gonna tell my dad?
649
00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:56,320
It'll break his heart.
650
00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,160
[sniffles]
651
00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:11,600
- [Cameron] Is Carli outside?
- [girl] Yeah, I think so.
652
00:39:11,680 --> 00:39:13,400
- [Carli] Shit, sorry.
- No, it's fine.
653
00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:15,016
[Carli] No, I shouldn't have. No, you...
654
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:16,120
[Cameron] Hey, Mia.
655
00:39:16,880 --> 00:39:18,240
- Hey, babe.
- Hi.
656
00:39:19,080 --> 00:39:20,640
Mia was looking for Will.
657
00:39:20,720 --> 00:39:23,440
We were gonna go get Nando's
You can come if you want.
658
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:26,840
Uh, no, I was just looking for Will,
but he's not here,
659
00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:28,480
so I better go find him.
660
00:39:28,560 --> 00:39:29,600
All right.
661
00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:31,920
- [Carli] Are you sure?
- [Mia] Yeah, yeah.
662
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:35,080
["Weakness" by Poppy Ajudha playing]
663
00:39:35,160 --> 00:39:36,640
See you at school?
664
00:39:36,720 --> 00:39:37,720
You bet.
665
00:39:38,720 --> 00:39:43,360
♪ Looks like I've been
Burning flowers at my grave ♪
666
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:48,040
♪ Feels like
I'm here waiting to be saved ♪
667
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:49,200
♪ Love hangs... ♪
668
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:51,000
[cell phone vibrating]
669
00:39:51,080 --> 00:39:53,000
[Mia] It's not love with Alison.
670
00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:55,800
But maybe that's exactly what I need.
671
00:39:56,760 --> 00:39:59,760
Dad's always going on
about staying on an even keel.
672
00:40:00,280 --> 00:40:02,120
Love is the opposite of even.
673
00:40:02,720 --> 00:40:05,560
Love is a panic attack.
Love is heartbreak.
674
00:40:05,640 --> 00:40:07,760
And, anyway,
675
00:40:08,880 --> 00:40:10,560
love is out of reach.
676
00:40:14,840 --> 00:40:16,840
[song fades]
677
00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:18,520
[rain pattering]
678
00:40:18,600 --> 00:40:20,600
[footsteps approaching]
679
00:40:22,360 --> 00:40:24,440
[Rick inhales sharply, sighs]
680
00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:29,680
[sighs] Thank God. You okay?
681
00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,440
[Mia whispers]
You can't believe a word she says, okay?
682
00:40:35,360 --> 00:40:36,360
Mia.
683
00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,160
Let's... let's sit down.
684
00:40:56,720 --> 00:40:58,280
Your mum isn't having an affair.
685
00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:01,240
- Of course she's gonna say that.
- She was meeting her lawyer.
686
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:02,600
We're getting a divorce.
687
00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:11,720
The truth is we have been
separated for a while now.
688
00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,440
It happened while you were in hospital,
and we agreed that we would try
689
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:18,320
and keep things stable
while you adjusted to outpatient therapy.
690
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:20,680
So you've been
lying to me this whole time?
691
00:41:25,320 --> 00:41:27,560
We thought it'd be best for your recovery.
692
00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:28,680
Are you moving out?
693
00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:33,760
- Yeah.
- You don't give a fuck about my recovery.
694
00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:35,560
Or me. You wouldn't be leaving if you did.
695
00:41:35,640 --> 00:41:38,000
[Rick] I know this is a shock,
and we are both very...
696
00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:40,280
- You did this.
- [Rick] This is no one's fault.
697
00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:42,480
Yes, it is,
and she should be the one to leave.
698
00:41:42,560 --> 00:41:43,560
[Rick] Mia.
699
00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:46,440
[Mia] Are you gonna
fucking say something, Mum?
700
00:41:47,680 --> 00:41:49,360
I have
701
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:51,320
met someone else.
702
00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:58,560
What?
703
00:41:58,640 --> 00:42:00,520
Why aren't you saying anything?
704
00:42:01,360 --> 00:42:03,120
[Rick] This has been
very difficult for Alex.
705
00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:04,560
Alex, you knew?
706
00:42:05,920 --> 00:42:07,160
I wanted to tell you.
707
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:09,240
[Rick] Please, Mia, can you...
708
00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:11,240
Mia? I'm sorry.
709
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,160
Mia. Mia?
710
00:42:12,240 --> 00:42:16,280
["Coming Back"
by James Blake ft. SZA playing]
711
00:42:18,080 --> 00:42:22,680
♪ Can't stick to that
Can't fade us to black... ♪
712
00:42:23,280 --> 00:42:26,600
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
713
00:42:27,160 --> 00:42:28,280
♪ Coming back ♪
714
00:42:29,520 --> 00:42:34,320
♪ 'Cause it hurts, 'cause it hurts
Like the end of the world ♪
715
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:39,040
♪ And like the trail
Like the trail of the soul ♪
716
00:42:39,120 --> 00:42:40,000
Mum.
717
00:42:40,080 --> 00:42:41,440
[sobbing]
718
00:42:41,520 --> 00:42:46,320
♪ So I'm coming back, coming back
Tail between my legs ♪
719
00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:51,200
♪ Forget what I said, what I said
What I said, what I said ♪
720
00:42:51,280 --> 00:42:55,600
♪ There's a mile between
My heart and my head ♪
721
00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:57,160
[Mia sobbing]
722
00:42:57,240 --> 00:43:02,320
♪ So I take it all, take it all
Take it all back ♪
723
00:43:03,120 --> 00:43:07,840
♪ You shut down
Showed how you bring me down ♪
724
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:12,800
♪ Don't you have a clue 'bout
Where my mind is right now? ♪
725
00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,800
♪ You say you love me, is it real? ♪
726
00:43:15,880 --> 00:43:19,120
♪ But do you fantasize about
The things you really wanna feel? ♪
727
00:43:19,800 --> 00:43:23,080
♪ I know you fantasize about
The life you really want to build ♪
728
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:27,000
♪ Know your eyes are watching God
Baby, my eyes are hidden in the hills ♪
729
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:29,920
♪ Your first mistake was wanting me
When you know I wasn't ready ♪
730
00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:32,760
♪ You put that shit down heavy
Couldn't let you regret me ♪
731
00:43:32,840 --> 00:43:35,480
♪ Remember lies around the time we spent
When you first met me ♪
732
00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:40,680
♪ I put my shit down heavy
Couldn't let you forget me, mmm ♪
733
00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:44,320
♪ Will never let you forget me ♪
734
00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:47,280
♪ I wish I could take it ♪
735
00:43:47,360 --> 00:43:53,040
♪ Yes, I love you and it's real
I went in too soon for the kill ♪
736
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:59,080
♪ But I really want to feel
And I think I want to build with you ♪
737
00:43:59,160 --> 00:44:01,720
- ♪ I couldn't let you reject me ♪
- ♪ No ♪
738
00:44:01,800 --> 00:44:04,480
- ♪ I couldn't let you forget me ♪
- ♪ No ♪
739
00:44:04,560 --> 00:44:07,440
♪ I wanted you to respect me ♪
740
00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:10,920
♪ I wanted you to let me in ♪
741
00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:15,760
♪ So I'm coming back, coming back
Tail between my legs ♪
742
00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:19,960
♪ Forget what I said, what I said
What I said, what I said ♪
743
00:44:21,040 --> 00:44:26,280
♪ There's a mile between
My heart and my head ♪
744
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:32,080
♪ So I take it all, take it all
Take it all back ♪
745
00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:42,400
♪ Coming back, coming back
Coming back, coming back ♪
746
00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:47,560
♪ But do you fantasize about the things
You really want to feel? ♪
747
00:44:49,240 --> 00:44:52,480
♪ I know you fantasize about the life
You really want to build ♪
748
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:56,120
♪ Your eyes are watching God
Baby, my eyes are hidden in the hills ♪