1 00:00:06,043 --> 00:00:08,043 [birds calling] 2 00:00:12,043 --> 00:00:15,803 [woman 1] At the beginning, all I was thinking about was hurting her. 3 00:00:20,643 --> 00:00:24,643 Mentally trying to hurt her. That's all I thought about. 4 00:00:28,323 --> 00:00:31,363 I did feel happy that she was… 5 00:00:31,963 --> 00:00:33,043 scared. 6 00:00:52,883 --> 00:00:55,403 [woman 2] I was questioning everyone. Everyone around me. 7 00:00:58,323 --> 00:00:59,683 It's terrifying. 8 00:01:00,323 --> 00:01:03,083 Whoever is doing it doesn't just want to bother you. 9 00:01:03,163 --> 00:01:04,843 They are obsessed with you. 10 00:01:06,723 --> 00:01:08,603 I had no idea what was gonna happen. 11 00:01:09,483 --> 00:01:13,923 I genuinely thought that this would end with me dead. 12 00:01:21,963 --> 00:01:25,683 It just kind of fed my sick need to… 13 00:01:26,523 --> 00:01:29,403 I don't even know what I needed, but it fed something in me. 14 00:01:31,523 --> 00:01:35,043 I would definitely call it revenge. 15 00:01:35,123 --> 00:01:36,003 [chuckles softly] 16 00:01:42,443 --> 00:01:45,243 [man 1] I'd rather be considered a murderer than a stalker, 17 00:01:45,323 --> 00:01:46,363 you know what I mean? 18 00:01:50,163 --> 00:01:55,843 [woman] I wanted the intensity of, like, of her feeling watched. 19 00:01:57,323 --> 00:01:59,243 [man 2] Anybody could be a stalker. 20 00:02:00,483 --> 00:02:02,203 [man 3] It's all boogeyman talk. 21 00:02:04,043 --> 00:02:06,083 [man 4] I'm not still that crazy. Like-- [chuckles] 22 00:02:17,563 --> 00:02:19,123 [birdsong] 23 00:02:19,203 --> 00:02:21,203 [distant siren wailing] 24 00:02:37,443 --> 00:02:41,203 [woman 3] I've dealt with thousands of women who have experienced stalking. 25 00:02:42,643 --> 00:02:45,523 But women stalkers are very rare. 26 00:02:46,563 --> 00:02:48,483 Eighty percent of the time, 27 00:02:48,563 --> 00:02:51,963 men are the perpetrator and women are the victims. 28 00:02:55,163 --> 00:02:56,723 This is a unique case. 29 00:02:58,003 --> 00:03:01,363 It meets all the qualifications of stalking, certainly. 30 00:03:01,443 --> 00:03:05,443 It was a pattern of behavior, it was targeted to one individual, 31 00:03:05,523 --> 00:03:06,843 and it caused fear. 32 00:03:09,443 --> 00:03:14,283 But this particular case is also defined as retaliatory stalking. 33 00:03:14,363 --> 00:03:16,403 "I will get you. You will pay for this." 34 00:03:16,483 --> 00:03:19,123 "You'll be sorry you ever messed with me" kind of thing. 35 00:03:19,963 --> 00:03:21,483 Very, very dangerous. 36 00:03:42,763 --> 00:03:44,563 My name is Jaclyn Feagin. 37 00:03:46,203 --> 00:03:49,603 I was charged with felony stalking. 38 00:03:53,283 --> 00:03:55,243 I grew up all over East Texas. 39 00:03:58,243 --> 00:04:02,443 There's churches and restaurants, and there's not much more to do 40 00:04:02,523 --> 00:04:06,123 than going to church, going to eat, and going to shop. 41 00:04:07,323 --> 00:04:11,563 If you don't believe in the Christian God, you are evil. 42 00:04:12,843 --> 00:04:18,163 It's a very "my way or the highway" type of deal in the Bible Belt. 43 00:04:22,843 --> 00:04:25,443 My childhood definitely was difficult. 44 00:04:28,883 --> 00:04:32,883 My mother was really the only one that was there for me. 45 00:04:32,963 --> 00:04:36,203 So, yeah, it's a pretty unbreakable bond there. 46 00:04:56,683 --> 00:05:01,523 I met my husband through mutual friends. 47 00:05:03,523 --> 00:05:06,883 It was kind of like an intense relationship. 48 00:05:06,963 --> 00:05:09,443 It-- it progressed really fast. 49 00:05:11,683 --> 00:05:17,603 We had our daughter in 2018, and then we were married in 2019. 50 00:05:21,523 --> 00:05:25,003 My husband and his ex, they had a son together, 51 00:05:25,803 --> 00:05:29,763 and once she found out we were dating, she wanted to know who was around her son. 52 00:05:31,723 --> 00:05:35,403 Straight off the bat, she told me that if I ever hurt either one of them 53 00:05:35,483 --> 00:05:36,603 that she would kill me, 54 00:05:37,203 --> 00:05:40,243 and that it was not a threat, that it was a promise. 55 00:05:42,723 --> 00:05:46,083 I think that there were still feelings left for each other, 56 00:05:46,163 --> 00:05:52,083 and seeing a new girl move into your ex's home 57 00:05:52,163 --> 00:05:55,243 and with your ex and your son, I think that can be-- 58 00:05:55,323 --> 00:05:57,603 That can be hard. It can be hard to deal with. 59 00:06:02,603 --> 00:06:04,603 [birdsong] 60 00:06:20,203 --> 00:06:22,963 My name is Sandra and I live in Flint, Texas. 61 00:06:25,523 --> 00:06:27,883 Jesse is my ex-boyfriend. 62 00:06:39,563 --> 00:06:41,603 We met when we were teenagers. 63 00:06:41,683 --> 00:06:43,843 We were friends for many years. 64 00:06:44,403 --> 00:06:48,403 And about 2012 is when we decided to develop a relationship. 65 00:06:50,883 --> 00:06:55,443 In about 2015, Jesse and I had a beautiful little boy. 66 00:06:57,523 --> 00:07:00,283 But we didn't always see eye to eye on things. 67 00:07:00,363 --> 00:07:03,043 Uh, like, he was an atheist and I was religious. 68 00:07:05,243 --> 00:07:08,723 So we ended things at the end of 2016. 69 00:07:19,843 --> 00:07:24,523 Just a few months after we ended things, Jesse began a relationship with Jaclyn. 70 00:07:28,843 --> 00:07:31,003 She was kind of in the shadows of things, 71 00:07:32,283 --> 00:07:34,003 so I did not know her very well. 72 00:07:36,803 --> 00:07:39,203 She was very quiet, very meek. 73 00:07:42,683 --> 00:07:45,483 I did not mind him dating someone else. 74 00:07:46,523 --> 00:07:50,323 I did mind how quickly she was brought into my child's life, 75 00:07:50,923 --> 00:07:55,483 and I was always concerned that, because of her… 76 00:07:57,483 --> 00:07:59,323 our son would be put on the back burner. 77 00:07:59,403 --> 00:08:01,403 [birdsong] 78 00:08:13,763 --> 00:08:18,083 [Sandra] I was at work when my cousin called. 79 00:08:19,683 --> 00:08:22,203 The only thing she said was my son's not breathing, 80 00:08:22,843 --> 00:08:24,163 and that I needed to come. 81 00:08:25,083 --> 00:08:29,963 I called Jesse as I was leaving and told him, and Jesse came as well. 82 00:08:32,083 --> 00:08:34,203 We beat the ambulance to the hospital. 83 00:08:35,083 --> 00:08:39,243 We waited for a few minutes for the doctor to come in, 84 00:08:39,323 --> 00:08:43,163 and he told us that my son had not had a heartbeat since… 85 00:08:45,043 --> 00:08:46,243 they had picked him up. 86 00:08:51,443 --> 00:08:55,643 My son passed away April 1st of 2017. 87 00:09:00,203 --> 00:09:03,803 I was in absolute denial that he was dead. 88 00:09:05,163 --> 00:09:06,563 My entire life fell apart. 89 00:09:08,203 --> 00:09:11,243 I turned to drugs and alcohol. 90 00:09:12,403 --> 00:09:14,683 I completely lost who I was. 91 00:09:17,523 --> 00:09:19,443 I struggled every day… 92 00:09:20,883 --> 00:09:23,763 with if I was going to get up and try… 93 00:09:25,483 --> 00:09:28,163 to… live this life 94 00:09:28,243 --> 00:09:31,123 or if I was just going to give up. 95 00:09:31,803 --> 00:09:37,283 And I know that Jesse struggled just the same as I did. 96 00:09:40,523 --> 00:09:42,523 [birdsong] 97 00:09:51,003 --> 00:09:54,643 After their son died, um… 98 00:09:57,243 --> 00:09:58,523 his mother became… 99 00:10:00,763 --> 00:10:04,883 Uh, I don't know. She was grieving, and I can completely understand that. 100 00:10:06,723 --> 00:10:11,723 But there were a lot of messages between her and my husband. 101 00:10:14,243 --> 00:10:18,643 I had my suspicions that they wanted to get back together 102 00:10:18,723 --> 00:10:21,323 or rekindle their relationship. 103 00:10:23,323 --> 00:10:26,083 It definitely put a strain on us. 104 00:10:27,483 --> 00:10:32,723 I became very insecure, and he became very defensive, 105 00:10:33,763 --> 00:10:38,443 and so there was a lot of sneaking around and then a lot of snooping on my part, 106 00:10:39,083 --> 00:10:41,163 and a lot of other things were uncovered. 107 00:10:42,163 --> 00:10:45,363 Our relationship became very volatile after all of this. 108 00:10:49,283 --> 00:10:54,403 I decided that boundaries needed to be set to make our marriage work. 109 00:10:55,043 --> 00:10:58,563 And one of those boundaries was with his ex. 110 00:10:59,323 --> 00:11:03,683 "Talk about your son only, and that's it. Nothing else." 111 00:11:04,283 --> 00:11:05,883 And she did not like that. 112 00:11:08,883 --> 00:11:11,723 [Sandra] After my son passed, Jaclyn and I did not speak. 113 00:11:13,683 --> 00:11:14,883 At my son's funeral, 114 00:11:15,643 --> 00:11:20,643 she was very uncomfortable to see Jesse and I standing together, 115 00:11:20,723 --> 00:11:26,123 and I did hold Jesse's hand as a comfort for our son. 116 00:11:29,243 --> 00:11:32,163 She walked out of the funeral in the middle of it, 117 00:11:32,243 --> 00:11:35,483 because she was so filled with jealousy. 118 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:39,803 And that should have been a red flag right there. 119 00:11:43,563 --> 00:11:46,843 After the service, weeks went by. 120 00:11:47,763 --> 00:11:49,763 Jaclyn did not want Jesse and I talking. 121 00:11:50,243 --> 00:11:52,803 She felt there were leftover feelings, which, of course, 122 00:11:52,883 --> 00:11:54,723 after so many years together, 123 00:11:54,803 --> 00:11:57,763 and having a son together and then losing your son together, 124 00:11:57,843 --> 00:11:59,683 of course there's leftover feelings. 125 00:12:02,643 --> 00:12:08,323 The way Jesse and I did talk could have definitely made her feel very insecure. 126 00:12:10,003 --> 00:12:12,283 You know, there's just a bond there that you-- 127 00:12:12,803 --> 00:12:14,003 that you can't break. 128 00:12:19,163 --> 00:12:25,923 I blocked Sandra on all of my husband's social media, 129 00:12:26,003 --> 00:12:31,443 so there was no way she could get into contact with my, um… my husband. 130 00:12:33,563 --> 00:12:34,923 Sandra had a girlfriend. 131 00:12:35,443 --> 00:12:42,043 She had sent a picture of her girlfriend in her bra and panties to my husband. 132 00:12:43,203 --> 00:12:46,563 And when I said, "Okay, well, if you're only talking about your son, 133 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:51,003 then why is your girlfriend's pictures in my husband's messages?" 134 00:12:51,083 --> 00:12:54,163 And that's where she got nasty with me. Uh… 135 00:12:54,763 --> 00:12:58,603 I can't remember the choice words she decided to use against me, 136 00:12:58,683 --> 00:12:59,523 but she did. 137 00:13:03,123 --> 00:13:05,843 [Sandra] I sent a picture of another girl to Jesse. 138 00:13:06,363 --> 00:13:08,803 It wasn't of me, it was of another woman. 139 00:13:12,083 --> 00:13:14,203 He-- he did flirt. 140 00:13:16,083 --> 00:13:17,443 And I may have… 141 00:13:20,043 --> 00:13:23,283 flirted back, but not with the intention to get him back. 142 00:13:27,083 --> 00:13:28,323 She did message me. 143 00:13:29,123 --> 00:13:30,203 Um… 144 00:13:30,283 --> 00:13:32,123 She was very aggressive about it. 145 00:13:32,963 --> 00:13:35,003 She was very threatened. 146 00:13:35,083 --> 00:13:36,843 She wanted to fight about it. 147 00:13:36,923 --> 00:13:38,363 Like, she just wanted to argue. 148 00:13:39,563 --> 00:13:43,923 And I didn't really wanna argue with her, 149 00:13:44,003 --> 00:13:46,083 so I said my piece, which was… 150 00:13:47,883 --> 00:13:48,723 "I messed up." 151 00:13:49,803 --> 00:13:54,243 "But I will continue to talk to him as long as he'll talk to me." 152 00:13:55,243 --> 00:13:57,923 Which I think enraged her. 153 00:14:00,843 --> 00:14:04,283 That was the last time I have spoken to Jaclyn to this day. 154 00:14:09,963 --> 00:14:11,563 [Feagin] Messages came in. 155 00:14:12,923 --> 00:14:14,923 Really nasty messages. 156 00:14:15,723 --> 00:14:18,243 And I felt like I snapped. 157 00:14:18,963 --> 00:14:22,043 In that moment, it was like a switch went off. 158 00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:26,723 So I decided to, uh… to get revenge. 159 00:15:06,363 --> 00:15:08,243 [Feagin] The goal was to scare her. 160 00:15:09,083 --> 00:15:14,763 To anonymously leave things, scary items, to her, on her property, 161 00:15:15,483 --> 00:15:19,843 and she would have to wonder, "Who did this? Is someone watching me?" 162 00:15:19,923 --> 00:15:22,123 Just to mess with her mentally. 163 00:15:24,723 --> 00:15:28,003 The first time I made something, it was very simple, very easy. 164 00:15:28,083 --> 00:15:32,043 It was a piece of paper with her picture and her name on it. 165 00:15:32,123 --> 00:15:33,803 And I think-- I'm pretty sure 166 00:15:33,883 --> 00:15:37,803 I drew a pentagram over her face with a red marker. 167 00:15:50,203 --> 00:15:55,923 [Feagin] So the first item, I think it was about one or two o'clock in the morning… 168 00:15:56,803 --> 00:16:01,403 and on the way over, I was nervous, I was definitely nervous. 169 00:16:01,483 --> 00:16:06,123 I knew I was doing something wrong, but I went ahead with it. 170 00:16:07,883 --> 00:16:10,803 Yeah, it was definitely like a… like a high, 171 00:16:10,883 --> 00:16:12,163 like a feeling of… 172 00:16:13,643 --> 00:16:14,483 [sighs] 173 00:16:14,563 --> 00:16:16,563 I-- I don't know exactly how I felt. 174 00:16:16,643 --> 00:16:20,043 I just know I felt good to leave that, 175 00:16:20,123 --> 00:16:22,923 and that she would be waking up the next morning, 176 00:16:23,003 --> 00:16:25,323 trying to figure out who did what to her. 177 00:16:26,723 --> 00:16:28,203 [birdsong] 178 00:16:30,803 --> 00:16:33,803 [Sandra] I woke up to go to work, and I opened my front door, 179 00:16:34,563 --> 00:16:40,083 and there was a paper with a picture of me and a pentagram drawn on my face. 180 00:16:43,363 --> 00:16:46,723 There was a candle that had been burnt, 181 00:16:47,683 --> 00:16:49,003 and it said, "Hi, Sandra." 182 00:16:51,923 --> 00:16:53,843 I saw it laying on the ground. 183 00:16:54,723 --> 00:16:56,043 My stomach sank. 184 00:16:57,163 --> 00:17:00,643 I didn't know who had done it. I didn't know why someone would do it. 185 00:17:03,363 --> 00:17:04,723 I felt very panicky. 186 00:17:05,403 --> 00:17:09,763 I went and woke my husband up and brought him outside to show him. 187 00:17:10,363 --> 00:17:11,843 Our children were there, 188 00:17:11,923 --> 00:17:15,563 so we had to make sure that they did not come to the door to see it, 189 00:17:15,643 --> 00:17:17,763 because I do not want my children exposed. 190 00:17:19,163 --> 00:17:21,163 My husband immediately called the cops. 191 00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:26,083 I was very scared. I felt threatened. 192 00:17:26,163 --> 00:17:32,003 I felt like there was somebody following me that I was not aware of. 193 00:17:33,323 --> 00:17:37,363 I remember driving to work that morning and just shaking 194 00:17:38,043 --> 00:17:40,603 and watching every car that drove past me, 195 00:17:40,683 --> 00:17:43,603 and watching every person that came near me, 196 00:17:43,683 --> 00:17:47,963 and trying to figure out if it was them, or who it could possibly be. 197 00:17:48,043 --> 00:17:51,483 And I was just rattling my brain the whole time I'm trying to work, 198 00:17:51,563 --> 00:17:52,403 and it was just… 199 00:17:54,563 --> 00:17:56,123 It was-- it was pretty terrifying. 200 00:18:00,883 --> 00:18:05,083 [Feagin] Over the next couple of days, it kind of took over my thought process. 201 00:18:05,163 --> 00:18:08,523 That's the only thing I was thinking about, is, 202 00:18:09,763 --> 00:18:11,523 you know, if she was scared. 203 00:18:12,323 --> 00:18:14,723 So yeah, it became, uh, a really… 204 00:18:16,323 --> 00:18:19,523 sick thought process concerning her. 205 00:18:22,563 --> 00:18:27,043 I can't explain how or why the obsession came about. 206 00:18:27,123 --> 00:18:30,323 It just did. I think it was because 207 00:18:30,403 --> 00:18:36,123 I was trying to see what she had that I didn't that my husband wanted. 208 00:18:38,403 --> 00:18:43,763 And then, once that-- that feel-good feeling wore off, 209 00:18:44,443 --> 00:18:50,523 that's when I was planning the… the second attack, or whatever you wanna call it. 210 00:18:59,843 --> 00:19:05,003 I don't exactly remember what I dropped off to her the second time. 211 00:19:07,163 --> 00:19:11,803 I had some twine left over, and I kind of fixed it into a doll. 212 00:19:13,123 --> 00:19:15,843 And I put pins through the head and the heart, 213 00:19:16,523 --> 00:19:21,763 and then I put it in a jar with graveyard dirt, 214 00:19:22,363 --> 00:19:24,803 and then sealed it. 215 00:19:25,803 --> 00:19:29,843 And then put, um… sigils all over the jar. 216 00:19:32,523 --> 00:19:37,083 Honestly, I cannot tell you what most of these things mean. 217 00:19:38,843 --> 00:19:44,043 I know it has to do with the Wiccan belief, I'm pretty sure. 218 00:19:45,323 --> 00:19:47,923 But I also knew that she was Christian, 219 00:19:48,763 --> 00:19:53,843 and so having these things show up on your doorstep would be particularly scary. 220 00:19:53,923 --> 00:19:55,523 [dog barking] 221 00:19:56,323 --> 00:20:00,363 I knew if someone left that on my porch, I would be scared. 222 00:20:04,043 --> 00:20:06,443 [Sandra] They left a jar full of sand, 223 00:20:06,523 --> 00:20:12,883 and a voodoo doll with needles shoved through its face and its heart. 224 00:20:14,123 --> 00:20:20,803 My initials and my birthday were also written on the jar in red paint, 225 00:20:20,883 --> 00:20:22,923 and some other satanic symbols. 226 00:20:24,323 --> 00:20:26,523 It was two days prior to my son's birthday, 227 00:20:26,603 --> 00:20:29,523 so I knew whoever it was knew that, 228 00:20:29,603 --> 00:20:34,003 and I knew that they knew that I would be in a vulnerable state, grieving. 229 00:20:35,243 --> 00:20:38,483 The timing made it so much worse. Um, and it-- it… 230 00:20:40,883 --> 00:20:42,483 [sighs] It's evil. 231 00:20:44,523 --> 00:20:50,283 They wanted to… punish me for something, and I wasn't sure what. 232 00:20:52,723 --> 00:20:54,723 That's what put more fear into me, 233 00:20:54,803 --> 00:20:59,923 because I didn't know who would be so cruel as to do something like that. 234 00:21:06,203 --> 00:21:09,043 [Feagin] I was sitting at home 235 00:21:09,123 --> 00:21:11,003 thinking about how scared she was, 236 00:21:11,083 --> 00:21:16,123 and I didn't think that I had scared her enough. 237 00:21:20,403 --> 00:21:23,523 So, I wanted the intensity of, like… 238 00:21:24,603 --> 00:21:26,603 of her feeling watched, 239 00:21:26,683 --> 00:21:28,523 I wanted to kind of up that. 240 00:21:29,203 --> 00:21:35,603 So I had made a fake Facebook profile of, I think, one of her old work friends, 241 00:21:36,643 --> 00:21:40,363 and I took one of her private photos that no one else could get 242 00:21:40,443 --> 00:21:42,643 unless you were friends with her on social media, 243 00:21:42,723 --> 00:21:45,523 and I printed that off and I tied it to a scroll, 244 00:21:46,363 --> 00:21:49,083 and I Googled some kind of Latin curse… 245 00:21:49,163 --> 00:21:50,443 [scoffs] 246 00:21:50,523 --> 00:21:54,163 And I put it on a scroll, and I put her picture and tied it together, 247 00:21:54,803 --> 00:21:56,603 and I left that on her car. 248 00:22:00,603 --> 00:22:04,803 I remember the Latin curse having something to do 249 00:22:04,883 --> 00:22:07,043 with pestilence and bloodshed. 250 00:22:08,243 --> 00:22:10,203 I don't know much more after that. 251 00:22:10,283 --> 00:22:12,403 I didn't memorize it or anything like that. 252 00:22:18,443 --> 00:22:23,403 [sighing] I… I had an idea that, you know, 253 00:22:23,483 --> 00:22:25,683 what I was doing was criminal. 254 00:22:25,763 --> 00:22:28,803 I didn't take it as seriously as I should have. 255 00:22:30,363 --> 00:22:32,363 [cicadas chirping] 256 00:22:38,043 --> 00:22:40,923 [Sandra] Without hesitation, my husband and I called the cops, 257 00:22:41,003 --> 00:22:43,563 and they immediately came and got the scroll. 258 00:22:44,683 --> 00:22:48,443 They sent me images of what was inside, 259 00:22:48,523 --> 00:22:52,243 and there was a spell written in Latin. 260 00:22:53,123 --> 00:22:55,403 It essentially said that they wanted me dead. 261 00:22:59,363 --> 00:23:03,003 At this point, I thought they were never gonna get caught. 262 00:23:07,083 --> 00:23:08,403 My fear just escalated. 263 00:23:09,003 --> 00:23:11,723 I was so sure that somebody was gonna mess with my car 264 00:23:11,803 --> 00:23:14,603 and that I was gonna be taking my kids to their daycare 265 00:23:14,683 --> 00:23:16,723 and my brakes were gonna give out, or… 266 00:23:17,723 --> 00:23:18,563 anything. 267 00:23:18,643 --> 00:23:21,123 I was so worried somebody was going to try and kill me, 268 00:23:21,203 --> 00:23:23,443 and my children would get harmed in the process. 269 00:23:41,163 --> 00:23:43,923 [man] I've been a police officer for about 13, almost 14 years. 270 00:23:46,323 --> 00:23:49,923 And I've seen quite a broad spectrum of what people are capable of. 271 00:23:52,883 --> 00:23:55,763 And with stalking, you never know how far someone will go. 272 00:23:56,883 --> 00:24:00,283 It'll start off petty, but it can eventually cost someone their life. 273 00:24:03,883 --> 00:24:07,043 My name is Josh Hill, and I was the lead detective on this case. 274 00:24:12,763 --> 00:24:16,203 Before my involvement, I came in, there were, I believe, 275 00:24:16,283 --> 00:24:19,923 five other instances where, uh, the victim had called 911 276 00:24:20,003 --> 00:24:22,163 to report this kind of behavior. 277 00:24:24,443 --> 00:24:27,763 So it was my job to protect Sandra and her family. 278 00:24:33,923 --> 00:24:36,883 Initially we were unable to determine who the suspects were, 279 00:24:38,203 --> 00:24:42,163 but then, when Sandra came to my office and I interviewed her there, 280 00:24:42,243 --> 00:24:44,283 then it just kind of put everything together. 281 00:24:52,763 --> 00:24:57,123 [Hill] Okay, today's date is October the 11th, 2019, around 8:30 a.m. 282 00:24:57,203 --> 00:25:00,283 I'm gonna interview [bleep]. 283 00:25:00,363 --> 00:25:03,683 Reference to case number 22280. 284 00:25:15,763 --> 00:25:18,843 [Hill] All right, I wanted to show you what I was lookin' at. 285 00:25:20,363 --> 00:25:23,243 And I was gonna ask you to kind of look at-- 286 00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:26,323 Help me look at what I was lookin' at, 287 00:25:26,403 --> 00:25:29,723 just to make sure we're lookin' at the same thing. 288 00:25:44,363 --> 00:25:47,243 This little car, it's a hatchback. 289 00:25:48,403 --> 00:25:49,323 Whose car is that? 290 00:25:49,403 --> 00:25:51,283 -[Sandra] That's Jesse's. [Hill] Jesse's. 291 00:25:51,363 --> 00:25:52,763 [typing] 292 00:25:53,403 --> 00:25:55,003 What's his wife's name? 293 00:25:55,083 --> 00:25:56,083 [Sandra] Oh, Jaclyn. 294 00:25:57,163 --> 00:25:59,723 -[Hill] J-A-C-L-Y-N, Jaclyn? -[Sandra] Mm-hm. 295 00:26:01,803 --> 00:26:03,203 [Hill] I mean, that's their car. 296 00:26:03,283 --> 00:26:05,603 It's their car. I mean, there's no way around it. 297 00:26:17,643 --> 00:26:20,523 [Hill] So the body frame, I don't-- I don't know who your ex is, 298 00:26:20,603 --> 00:26:23,363 but whoever it is walks like a girl. 299 00:26:23,443 --> 00:26:24,563 [Sandra] Mm-hm. 300 00:26:24,643 --> 00:26:26,683 [Hill] You can tell by the way they swing their arms, 301 00:26:26,763 --> 00:26:30,163 the way the hips move when a woman walks, you can just tell. 302 00:26:30,763 --> 00:26:32,483 The arms swaying, that's a female. 303 00:26:46,083 --> 00:26:47,723 [Hill] One thing led to another, 304 00:26:47,803 --> 00:26:50,323 and I'm basically putting this puzzle together, 305 00:26:50,403 --> 00:26:52,563 trying to figure out where the items came from. 306 00:26:53,323 --> 00:26:55,843 And this is what led me to go and interview Jaclyn. 307 00:27:16,243 --> 00:27:17,643 [Hill] Hey. Sorry to wake you up. 308 00:27:17,723 --> 00:27:18,843 [Feagin] It's okay. 309 00:27:18,923 --> 00:27:21,203 [Hill] You work late last night? What time do you get off? 310 00:27:21,283 --> 00:27:23,643 -[Feagin] I got off at 9:30. -[Hill] Okay. 311 00:27:23,723 --> 00:27:25,403 [Hill] It was a very interesting interview. 312 00:27:28,523 --> 00:27:31,803 [Hill] Tell me-- I know you know why we're here. 313 00:27:32,443 --> 00:27:33,963 You deny it, or what? 314 00:27:34,443 --> 00:27:36,003 Because they have game cameras up. 315 00:27:36,083 --> 00:27:37,003 [Feagin] Uh-huh. 316 00:27:38,923 --> 00:27:42,083 Honestly, okay, I'm not gonna to lie to you, like… 317 00:27:42,163 --> 00:27:44,723 It's really stupid now--- -Mm-hm. 318 00:27:44,803 --> 00:27:46,603 …because of all of this… 319 00:27:47,923 --> 00:27:51,083 And, so, yeah, I was messing with her. 320 00:27:55,123 --> 00:27:58,763 So, was it Jesse that was-- that went with you when y'all were doing this? 321 00:27:58,843 --> 00:28:00,043 -My mom. -Okay. 322 00:28:00,923 --> 00:28:02,483 -Is Mom here? -Yes. 323 00:28:02,563 --> 00:28:04,003 Can I chat with Mom, too? 324 00:28:04,083 --> 00:28:05,363 -I'll get her. -Thank you. 325 00:28:06,883 --> 00:28:11,883 For me, that's where I guess my emotional attachment to this case came into play, 326 00:28:11,963 --> 00:28:16,563 because as a father and a husband, I'm all about protecting my family. 327 00:28:16,643 --> 00:28:20,723 And to have a mother of an adult daughter 328 00:28:20,803 --> 00:28:23,283 allow and help culprit this kind of behavior, 329 00:28:23,363 --> 00:28:27,523 I mean, that definitely changed the-- the tone of the game. 330 00:28:40,163 --> 00:28:41,923 Hey, Mom. Did we wake you up, too? 331 00:28:42,003 --> 00:28:44,763 Uh, I was awake, but I was enjoying a quiet time. 332 00:28:44,843 --> 00:28:46,203 -[laughs] -Oh, well, I'm sorry. 333 00:28:46,283 --> 00:28:47,523 -I'm-- I'm Josh. -Hi. 334 00:28:47,603 --> 00:28:49,483 -I'm from the sheriff's office. -Mm-hm. 335 00:28:50,043 --> 00:28:52,163 -I talked with Jesse, and your daughter. -Mm-hm. 336 00:28:52,243 --> 00:28:54,483 -So I kind of know the whole thing. -Mm-hm. 337 00:28:54,563 --> 00:28:59,563 But I'm curious, did she tell you why? Did she tell you what you guys were doin'? 338 00:29:01,163 --> 00:29:03,403 -Yeah, I knew what was goin' on. -Okay. 339 00:29:03,483 --> 00:29:07,003 I explained to her what was goin' on. I explained to her the allegations. 340 00:29:07,083 --> 00:29:09,163 And, you know, she had a smirk on her face. 341 00:29:09,243 --> 00:29:12,763 I'm not trying to tell you to be a parent. I understand there's a bad history. 342 00:29:12,843 --> 00:29:14,043 -Oh, yeah. -I'm not naïve. 343 00:29:14,123 --> 00:29:16,243 -Honestly, I thought it was-- -In a sense-- 344 00:29:16,323 --> 00:29:17,283 I thought it was funny, 345 00:29:17,363 --> 00:29:20,963 and I thought maybe it would teach her a lesson and she'd leave them alone. 346 00:29:21,043 --> 00:29:22,563 -Mm-hm. -That's why I went along. 347 00:29:22,643 --> 00:29:25,923 Just like Jaclyn, she downplays it. You know, "Well, it was just a joke." 348 00:29:26,003 --> 00:29:29,043 Well, I'm sorry, it's not just a joke. 349 00:29:29,123 --> 00:29:35,763 This was a prolonged, constant barrage of torture, torment, harassment, annoyance, 350 00:29:35,843 --> 00:29:38,883 and it ultimately put-- put Sandra and her family 351 00:29:38,963 --> 00:29:41,083 in fear of imminent bodily injury or death. 352 00:29:47,283 --> 00:29:49,283 [cicadas chirping] 353 00:30:05,483 --> 00:30:07,323 I am Kristi Ferguson, 354 00:30:08,483 --> 00:30:11,363 and my daughter is Jaclyn Feagin. 355 00:30:15,203 --> 00:30:19,003 When Jaclyn was younger, she would let people run over her. 356 00:30:19,083 --> 00:30:22,083 I would constantly ask her, 357 00:30:22,883 --> 00:30:25,843 "Why are you lettin' that person do you that way?" 358 00:30:26,723 --> 00:30:30,683 It took us years of pushing her to even order her own food, 359 00:30:30,763 --> 00:30:34,323 because she was so shy and timid and quiet. 360 00:30:36,083 --> 00:30:40,763 Now she's a little quicker to anger, thank goodness. 361 00:30:40,843 --> 00:30:46,803 But for the most part, it really takes a lot to get her… upset. 362 00:30:56,323 --> 00:31:00,523 I honestly cannot remember how the whole idea came about. 363 00:31:00,603 --> 00:31:02,723 We may have been watchin' a movie. 364 00:31:02,803 --> 00:31:07,003 But we were talking one night and she's like, 365 00:31:07,083 --> 00:31:10,323 "You know, at some point, this has to be brought out." 366 00:31:10,843 --> 00:31:12,683 She said she was sick of all the lies. 367 00:31:12,763 --> 00:31:16,323 It was just one of those things where it was like, "You know, enough is enough." 368 00:31:16,403 --> 00:31:22,003 And she's all, "Maybe if I push back and mess with her a little bit, 369 00:31:22,083 --> 00:31:24,163 maybe, you know, she'll confront me 370 00:31:24,763 --> 00:31:27,363 and everything can be brought out in the open." 371 00:31:31,643 --> 00:31:33,963 I did suggest just knocking on her door, 372 00:31:34,563 --> 00:31:39,963 but, um… my daughter felt that that would not put an end to things. 373 00:31:45,123 --> 00:31:47,123 [knocking] 374 00:31:50,083 --> 00:31:53,243 [Ferguson] Honestly, when I was arrested, uh… 375 00:31:54,443 --> 00:31:56,443 it ticked me off, it made me angry. 376 00:31:57,923 --> 00:31:59,843 It-- it was kind of a shock of… 377 00:31:59,923 --> 00:32:04,883 "You're goin' through all of this just for us droppin' off a couple of items?" 378 00:32:07,803 --> 00:32:13,563 Honestly, we were not thinking of it in anything more than possible harassment. 379 00:32:14,243 --> 00:32:18,323 Uh, did we go in with intentions to get caught and be arrested? 380 00:32:18,403 --> 00:32:19,763 No. No. 381 00:32:19,843 --> 00:32:22,683 No one was tryin' to harm anyone. 382 00:32:22,763 --> 00:32:24,883 I wasn't, and neither was my daughter. 383 00:32:24,963 --> 00:32:27,243 I just thought that it was funny. 384 00:32:29,563 --> 00:32:31,883 My understanding is that it was put out there 385 00:32:31,963 --> 00:32:35,803 that they were fearing for their lives, they were fearing for their children. 386 00:32:35,883 --> 00:32:39,763 I guess that's what her thing was, is, "Because I'm such a Christian, uh… 387 00:32:39,843 --> 00:32:41,723 you know, this is really scaring me." 388 00:32:41,803 --> 00:32:45,123 You know, the whole… [sighs] The whole situation. 389 00:32:45,203 --> 00:32:49,763 That's why I-- I'm like, "No." They-- they blew things out of proportion. 390 00:33:12,923 --> 00:33:16,643 [man] To meet the elements of stalking in the state of Texas, 391 00:33:16,723 --> 00:33:21,963 you need someone who has a reasonable belief 392 00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:25,683 that they are in some type of danger. 393 00:33:29,483 --> 00:33:33,923 Then you make a determination, "Okay, what was the intent of doing this?" 394 00:33:34,003 --> 00:33:39,603 "Was it done to alarm, threaten, harass that individual?" 395 00:33:42,043 --> 00:33:44,443 This case meets all of the elements. 396 00:33:48,043 --> 00:33:49,683 My name is Heath Chamness. 397 00:33:49,763 --> 00:33:52,283 Uh, I am one of the assistant district attorneys 398 00:33:52,363 --> 00:33:54,243 here in Smith County, Texas, 399 00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:57,403 and this was a case that was assigned to me. 400 00:34:00,483 --> 00:34:03,843 Before this case, I had handled a few stalking cases. 401 00:34:03,923 --> 00:34:06,163 But this case is a little different, 402 00:34:06,243 --> 00:34:09,243 because you've got a mother and a daughter that are co-defendants. 403 00:34:09,763 --> 00:34:12,283 They never denied their, uh… involvement, 404 00:34:13,043 --> 00:34:17,083 but they kind of nonchalantly blew it off, 405 00:34:17,163 --> 00:34:21,563 as if though, "Ah, it was just a prank and we didn't think anything of it." 406 00:34:21,643 --> 00:34:23,163 And, um… 407 00:34:23,883 --> 00:34:27,003 You know, it-- it doesn't change the fact 408 00:34:27,083 --> 00:34:30,723 that the offense of stalking had been committed. 409 00:34:40,363 --> 00:34:43,283 Really, at the end of the day, in talking to my victim, 410 00:34:43,803 --> 00:34:45,643 she wanted to be left alone. 411 00:34:45,723 --> 00:34:46,963 She wanted peace. 412 00:34:48,283 --> 00:34:52,043 So, for both Jaclyn and for Kristina, 413 00:34:52,123 --> 00:34:54,403 I made an offer, a plea offer on the case. 414 00:34:55,963 --> 00:35:00,403 Jaclyn and her mother were both offered either three years in prison 415 00:35:00,483 --> 00:35:03,723 or eight years of deferred adjudicated probation, 416 00:35:03,803 --> 00:35:08,003 and they both elected to take the eight years' deferred adjudicated probation. 417 00:35:10,683 --> 00:35:15,443 I can tell you that being on probation, at least in this county, is not easy. 418 00:35:16,323 --> 00:35:19,843 You have regular drug tests. You have to go through community service. 419 00:35:19,923 --> 00:35:21,523 There are various programs, 420 00:35:21,603 --> 00:35:25,283 depending upon the type of crime that you commit, that you must complete. 421 00:35:25,363 --> 00:35:31,523 Uh, so the idea that probation is just merely a slap on the wrist, 422 00:35:31,603 --> 00:35:34,123 for a normal person, it is not. 423 00:35:34,963 --> 00:35:36,523 It is disruptive. [laughs] 424 00:35:37,323 --> 00:35:38,683 It changes your life. 425 00:35:58,123 --> 00:36:00,683 [Chamness] In this particular case, they were co-defendants, 426 00:36:00,763 --> 00:36:04,163 and so we put in a provision that did not allow them 427 00:36:04,243 --> 00:36:07,323 to have contact with each other or the victim. 428 00:36:07,403 --> 00:36:10,723 I think, had they come in and been truly remorseful, 429 00:36:10,803 --> 00:36:14,443 then maybe our position would have been a little different. 430 00:36:14,963 --> 00:36:17,563 Uh, but at the end of the day, 431 00:36:17,643 --> 00:36:20,043 they still think it was nothin' more than a joke. 432 00:36:20,123 --> 00:36:22,923 And because they don't recognize 433 00:36:23,003 --> 00:36:26,923 the severity and the significance of what they did, 434 00:36:27,003 --> 00:36:30,363 I don't think that they need to be in communication with each other. 435 00:36:30,923 --> 00:36:32,163 It's-- it's that simple. 436 00:36:35,043 --> 00:36:37,043 [birdsong] 437 00:36:43,523 --> 00:36:47,603 With this sentence, my daughter and I cannot have contact. 438 00:36:47,683 --> 00:36:54,083 And you go from being in the same home every day to not being able to speak. 439 00:36:54,163 --> 00:36:56,603 It is very hard. It is very hard. 440 00:37:03,683 --> 00:37:06,683 Do I think the sentence was a statement? [chuckles] Oh, yeah. 441 00:37:10,723 --> 00:37:13,203 I am a spiritual person, but… 442 00:37:15,003 --> 00:37:17,443 I don't believe in organized religion, 443 00:37:18,123 --> 00:37:21,963 and I feel like they wanted to teach me a lesson. 444 00:37:22,723 --> 00:37:23,763 Um… 445 00:37:23,843 --> 00:37:27,283 Show me that if I don't conform to their Christian beliefs, 446 00:37:27,363 --> 00:37:29,123 then I'm gonna be punished. 447 00:37:30,843 --> 00:37:34,403 I personally think it had nothing to do with stalking. 448 00:37:38,683 --> 00:37:41,483 You're not supposed to be anything more 449 00:37:41,563 --> 00:37:45,283 than a "do as you're told" Christian in this area. 450 00:38:01,243 --> 00:38:02,483 [dog barks] 451 00:38:10,683 --> 00:38:14,603 [Feagin] I did not know that the news had covered the story 452 00:38:14,683 --> 00:38:18,283 until I was at work and I went on my break, my lunch break. 453 00:38:18,363 --> 00:38:21,523 I had, like, a whole lot of missed calls on my phone. 454 00:38:22,603 --> 00:38:24,803 They were like, "What is happening? Get on Facebook." 455 00:38:28,403 --> 00:38:31,283 Because we were in the Bible Belt of Texas, 456 00:38:31,363 --> 00:38:33,643 things like witchcraft, voodoo, satanist, 457 00:38:33,723 --> 00:38:37,683 that is one of probably the worst things that you can be called here. 458 00:38:40,123 --> 00:38:42,963 There were people that were saying that we deserved to die, 459 00:38:43,043 --> 00:38:46,163 that we deserved to be thrown in a padded cell. 460 00:38:46,243 --> 00:38:47,843 All of these crazy things. 461 00:38:48,763 --> 00:38:50,483 From outsiders looking in, 462 00:38:50,563 --> 00:38:53,163 I could see how you could make those judgments, 463 00:38:53,243 --> 00:38:55,643 but I just felt that they were unfair. 464 00:38:58,203 --> 00:39:03,323 I definitely feel like it was a very one-sided story, 465 00:39:03,403 --> 00:39:05,963 and it was made to look like… 466 00:39:07,683 --> 00:39:11,323 like a-- like a vicious attack on a innocent girl. 467 00:39:31,763 --> 00:39:35,723 [Langbein] I think that the notoriety of this case came from the fact 468 00:39:35,803 --> 00:39:39,123 that those-- those choices of weapon for Miss Feagin 469 00:39:39,203 --> 00:39:42,123 um, had to do with witchcraft and satanic worship. 470 00:39:43,643 --> 00:39:47,843 And I would say that their choices were strategically planned out 471 00:39:47,923 --> 00:39:49,803 because of who her victim is. 472 00:39:51,883 --> 00:39:53,683 A stalker knows that person. 473 00:39:54,883 --> 00:39:56,443 If my faith is the most important, 474 00:39:56,523 --> 00:39:59,403 that's what an abuser or a stalker will come after. 475 00:40:01,523 --> 00:40:03,363 And that's what I saw in Jaclyn's case, 476 00:40:03,443 --> 00:40:09,043 that she was trying to make her victim, a devout Christian, pay. 477 00:40:15,923 --> 00:40:21,883 There were a couple of comments about how things affected the victim. 478 00:40:21,963 --> 00:40:24,603 But, I mean, the reality is I don't care. 479 00:40:24,683 --> 00:40:26,483 I don't care how it affected her. 480 00:40:27,403 --> 00:40:31,243 I think that she was being overly dramatic 481 00:40:31,323 --> 00:40:35,083 and claiming things that were not really there. 482 00:40:35,163 --> 00:40:37,643 [sighs] And this is gonna sound horrible. 483 00:40:37,723 --> 00:40:42,843 I don't care if she's dead or alive. She is not a significant part of my life. 484 00:40:48,243 --> 00:40:50,843 I think most stalkers minimize their actions. 485 00:40:50,923 --> 00:40:54,603 "Couldn't have been that big of a deal. You're makin' too big a deal out of this." 486 00:40:54,683 --> 00:40:57,203 "You're so hysterical. Why are you…" 487 00:40:57,283 --> 00:41:00,043 "Why'd you call the police? This is so stupid. You're so stupid." 488 00:41:01,723 --> 00:41:03,203 It's that minimization. 489 00:41:03,283 --> 00:41:04,963 It is transferring the blame, that, 490 00:41:05,043 --> 00:41:09,523 "This is obviously your problem, because this is not that big of a deal." 491 00:41:11,043 --> 00:41:15,563 How could she possibly know how the victim felt, Sandra felt? 492 00:41:15,643 --> 00:41:19,723 It's not for the perpetrator of the crime to decide 493 00:41:19,803 --> 00:41:22,643 how it has impacted somebody else's life. 494 00:41:27,763 --> 00:41:29,763 [birdsong] 495 00:41:34,483 --> 00:41:36,603 [Sandra] It's been around two years now, 496 00:41:36,683 --> 00:41:39,803 and I still have trauma from what happened, 497 00:41:39,883 --> 00:41:44,403 and I still have a fear instilled in me that I'm not sure will ever go away. 498 00:41:48,843 --> 00:41:51,763 I don't believe probation was enough. 499 00:41:53,523 --> 00:41:58,643 I believe it would be more fitting for them to sit in prison for a little while 500 00:41:58,723 --> 00:42:00,763 and think about their actions. 501 00:42:07,763 --> 00:42:11,963 The justice system doesn't take stalking as seriously as they should. 502 00:42:15,443 --> 00:42:19,163 Stalking is not a man sittin' in the bushes with binoculars. 503 00:42:20,963 --> 00:42:24,883 It could be anybody. You never know. You never know what people are capable of. 504 00:42:27,963 --> 00:42:29,923 I feel like I had a very lucky escape. 505 00:42:48,883 --> 00:42:52,683 [Feagin] I took it upon myself to look at the news stories, 506 00:42:52,763 --> 00:42:56,523 and that's where I later found that she had checked herself into counseling 507 00:42:56,603 --> 00:42:59,643 because she felt traumatized by the experience. 508 00:43:05,883 --> 00:43:09,123 I thought once she found out that it was me, 509 00:43:09,203 --> 00:43:13,843 that she wouldn't take it very seriously anymore. 510 00:43:15,083 --> 00:43:18,483 And then, you know, it would all kinda… go away. 511 00:43:21,203 --> 00:43:25,083 I didn't think there would be any, like, long-lasting trauma or pain. 512 00:43:27,083 --> 00:43:32,483 But now, I do believe that what I did could have traumatized her, yeah. 513 00:43:32,563 --> 00:43:33,843 I do believe that. 514 00:43:35,483 --> 00:43:36,763 [clicks tongue] 515 00:43:37,283 --> 00:43:43,283 There's not enough apology in the world to make what I did okay. 516 00:43:44,843 --> 00:43:47,683 I deeply affected her life in a negative way. 517 00:43:48,563 --> 00:43:51,363 And I'm going to have to live with what I did, 518 00:43:51,443 --> 00:43:54,483 just like she's going to have to live with what I did to her. 519 00:43:55,163 --> 00:43:57,843 But I am 100% remorseful.